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IN YOUR RADIANT SEASON

CHARACTERS, EVENTS, ORGANIZATIONS, AND PLACES IN THIS DRAMA ARE FICTITIOUS

ALL CHILD ACTORS AND ANIMALS FILMED IN A SAFE ENVIRONMENT

Huh?

EPISODE 11

THANKS FOR THE

Kang Hyeokchan…

KANG HYEOKCHAN GLASS TUBE

Why is this name here?

Hospitalized? Hyeokchan?

He hurt his hand badly in the lab.

He even got surgery.

How does he know Hyeokchan?

OUTSIDE THE LAB

"Lab"?

NaClO.

Sodium hypochlorite…

I guess you majored in that field.

It seems like you majored in engineering, not art.

Huh?

This is…

I'm only visiting, so I'm not authorized to treat patients directly.

I came from Boston.

Boston?

There was an international conference.

Your school…

- No, your former school… - That's enough.

Boston Institute of Technology.

Ah.

Is she upstairs?

THANKS FOR THE

KANG HYEOKCHAN, GLASS TUBE, BLOOD

KANG HYEOKCHAN HOSPITALIZED, WOMAN THAT SOUND WAS HER BRACELET

No…

Let me tell you something cool.

My dorm roommate is Korean, and his name's Chan, too.

You used to call him Chan.

Your old boyfriend, Hyeokchan.

Hyeokchan's roommate

was Seonu Chan?

SEONU CHAN

Watch out!

Song Haran!

I met you for the first time a few days ago.

How long have you known me?

Tell me how you know me.

What are you hiding?

He's known me

for seven years.

He knew my face

and my name.

It's nice to meet you.

Ah…

It's nice to meet you.

I saw you up close earlier, looking at the Sisley painting.

No…

This can't be right. No.

No…

Hey, it smells like rain.

That's the smell of organic matter diffusing.

Petrichor.

There's another guy who speaks like him.

She doesn't like eggplants.

How do you know I don't like eggplants?

Yuck. The taste of neon alien.

I'll eat those for you.

The neon aliens.

Then…

all those messages…

were him pretending to be Hyeokchan?

No…

That can't be. No.

He'll explain everything.

No…

This doesn't make sense.

Let's meet.

Let's meet up and talk.

I'll explain everything.

No, please…

Please.

Please…

It must have gotten mixed up in my stuff back then.

Just consider this pen

a pen that I found for you.

I think you owe me an explanation.

I bought the same pen…

when I was in the States.

Then this pen…

He knew everything…

- Hey… - Don't come any closer.

Boston Institute of Technology.

Kang Hyeokchan's roommate.

Have you really known me

for seven years?

- Song Haran. - Don't say my name.

Did you have fun

pretending to be Kang Hyeokchan?

Seonu Chan,

who are you?

The Seonu Chan

I liked and trusted until just a few hours ago…

Who is he, really?

Who are you?

I'm sorry.

I shouldn't have let you find out like this.

I should've told you…

No wonder you were so flustered in front of the doctor.

You didn't want to get caught,

because she knew you were in Boston.

Because I couldn't find out.

- I'll explain everything. - Tell me.

Did you message me

seven years ago, pretending to be Hyeokchan?

Is that true?

Answer me.

Did you really deceive me and pretend to be Hyeokchan

behind his back?

I'm sorry.

Why?

Why did you do that?

Our laptops

got switched once.

Did you have fun chatting with me like that?

Did you build some kind of fantasy and start liking me?

I can't even tell which was really Hyeokchan or you…

The pen.

The engraving.

Who was it?

Was it you or Hyeokchan?

I'm sorry.

If that's fake…

Even if this pen is fake…

Then what was I holding onto the past seven years?

I even hurt my grandma because of all that.

Why…

You should've at least told me

when you gave me this pen.

When I believed you like a fool, you should've told me the truth.

I needed time.

My memories aren't…

I'm sorry.

It's all my fault.

Do you even know what it meant for me to hold your hand?

To open my heart to you?

How could you, of all people…

How could you, Seonu Chan?

I'm really sorry I hurt you by making you find out like this.

I won't ask you to believe everything I say,

so please…

I was surprised that there was someone who believed in me this much.

I was grateful.

But you knew me all along.

You knew what hurt me the most

and what would break me the easiest.

I thought…

you were like a miracle to me.

But to you…

I was just an experiment.

It's not…

No…

Haran, that's not true.

Never.

If you were fake, you shouldn't have made me like you.

You shouldn't have made me trust you this much!

I didn't even know it was all fake,

and I foolishly laughed, cried,

and was happy because of you.

It must have been so fun watching me.

Like a spring picnic.

Wait.

Please.

Please, let me explain.

Explain what?

That you were still sincere? That's so obvious.

No matter what you say about it, the truth won't change.

Everything was fake from the start,

and every moment you spent with me,

you were hiding that secret from me.

I knew it was too good to be true.

There's no way someone like me could be that happy.

Whenever I feel like I'm really happy,

I lose someone.

Hi!

- Hi. - They look so excited.

Dad!

Mom and Dad, 13 years ago…

Just five minutes left.

Hyeokchan, seven years ago…

And today.

You, Seonu Chan.

This is the kind of ending that suits me.

I'm not allowed to be happy.

You've proven that once again.

Haran, please.

If we end things like this,

you'll go back to putting up walls around you.

- If you do that because of me-- - You're right.

You just pushed me back into winter again.

My past seven years, the present,

and the future.

You've ruined it all for me.

Just let me go.

You disgust me.

Is it still valid?

Being friends. The three-month trial.

Then let's do this. It'll be like we're on a spring picnic.

Let's have fun.

Ms. Song!

You're Designer Song Haran, right?

I'll wear this every day.

I feel like I'm in a dream.

IN YOUR RADIANT SEASON

SEONU CHAN

I'm not allowed to be happy.

You've proven that once again.

You just pushed me back into winter again.

My past seven years, the present,

and the future.

You've ruined it all for me.

It's my fault…

I have to do something.

Talk it out with Haran.

If you're sincere, I'm sure she'll understand.

Haran?

What's going on?

Why are you cooped up in here again?

How is this scarf? Should I wear it?

I'm heading to work in 10 minutes. Do you want to…

What?

You're sweating.

Haran, you're burning up.

I told you to dress warmly, didn't I?

- Let's go to the hospital. - I can just take medicine.

Medicine won't be enough right now.

You should just rest today…

How can I when Grandma's away?

I'll get dressed, so get the car ready.

Oh… Let's talk.

I know you don't want to see me…

but just hear me out.

If we end things like this, you'll go back to how you used to be.

All right.

You don't have to look at me or listen to me.

So please, just look at this.

How many pills should you take?

- Oh? It's Chan. - Don't open the window. Just go.

- But it's Chan. - Just go.

Okay.

If he came all the way here, it must be pretty important.

What's going on? Did you have a fight?

Let's just go quietly.

He looks so down, though.

Let's continue after lunch.

All right.

Can you--

It's Chan.

Hey, Chan.

Ms. Song.

I don't have any meetings today.

Don't let anyone in.

Huh? But Chan…

I won't make any excuses.

I know you don't want to listen, so please…

No exceptions. Don't let anyone in my office.

I'll buy lunch today.

Why don't you join us since you're here?

No, I'm okay.

Ah.

Please give this to her. Don't tell her it's from me.

Okay.

He looks more sick than her, though.

Does this one stand out too much?

It'll feel more like noise than a focal point.

What do you think?

I agree.

Then let's stick to the flow instead.

- All right. - Good.

Oh. But has anyone seen our robot, Mr. Yeon?

I have to ask him about our press cut deadline.

I haven't seen his perfectly groomed hair for days.

He must be incredibly busy taking care of things for Ms. Kim.

Right. He'll be busy making up for her absence.

But when did Mr. Yeon start working in Nana Atelier?

Since he was 19.

- Nineteen? - Legend.

But no matter how busy he is, he does seem to have disappeared.

- Mmm. - Right.

It's like he just quit.

What if he really did?

He could have, if he's been working since he was 19.

I organized the color differences and confirmed the pigment.

I also picked the other SS looks.

And you need to approve this.

How are you feeling?

- I should ask the same thing. - What?

You look really unwell.

- Oh… I just have a light cold. - That's not all, is it?

What is it?

Has Mr. Seonu gotten worse?

No, nothing's wrong.

Just focus on your condition before your surgery.

Don't worry about me or the company.

Mr. Park, you can head home today. I'll stay here.

Mmm-mmm.

I told you I'm in charge here.

You should hurry home and rest.

You might end up getting hospitalized instead of me.

You look like you'll collapse.

Go home.

Then please take care of her.

Thank you, Mr. Park.

My pleasure.

- Bye, then. - Bye.

It seems like something's up.

Ms. Kim Nabong, worry about yourself

until your surgery.

Hmm?

Is this okay?

Yes, it's okay.

- Tell me if it hurts. - Okay.

You're checking with him again.

Of course. I should record this every day.

He has to pass the medical test in February.

Then let's check your ankle now.

Try pulling with strength.

It doesn't hurt?

No, not at all.

Your range of motion has improved a lot since last week.

Right, Doctor?

Yes.

Then, next week, we'll fit you with an ankle brace

and work on standing up.

Don't strain yourself. Good job.

- Thank you. - Bye.

That was two degrees more than last week.

Are you sure it didn't hurt?

I know my body better than anyone.

I feel like I'll be able to get up soon and start throwing balls.

Mr. Cha, you really have exceptional recovery speed,

as expected.

Then let's start outdoors practice tomorrow

so you don't lose your touch.

Yes, Coach. Let's do this.

Ah.

- Hang on. - Sure.

Hello?

Come in.

Are you just going to leave again?

Come in.

Mr. Yeon.

I've failed you again.

I've never protected you properly.

I'm sorry.

So,

were you going to wait until I recovered

and try to quit again?

Like that day, 13 years ago?

Good job. You can go now.

Ms. Kim…

LETTER OF RESIGNATION

I'm sorry, Ms. Kim.

If only I hadn't been sick that day…

If I'd been the one driving…

I couldn't even repay you for your kindness.

I'm sorry.

If you have time to talk such nonsense,

use that time

to prepare for college.

You'd better get accepted in one try.

You made that same face

after Hyewon and Junho's funeral.

When I met you for the first time,

do you know why I told you to come see me?

You reminded me of my past.

Even if no one noticed,

I did my best

and worked so hard on my own in Paris when I was 20.

As soon as I turned 20,

I flew to Paris alone with no friends or family.

I threw myself into both studying and love.

But I suddenly got pregnant

and gave birth by myself.

I struggled so hard

attending fashion school, carrying a baby on my back.

I told myself that someone would notice my efforts someday,

and I pushed through.

Once I succeeded,

I felt so much pity

and pride

for myself back then.

I saw you that day,

and I felt the same way about you.

That's why I reached out a hand.

Because I wanted to acknowledge your efforts.

You…

took care of me…

and changed my life, but…

I never thought of it like that,

but you've already repaid me enough.

Without you,

neither I nor my company nor my family

would have gotten this far.

No.

I…

I don't have the right to stay…

Taeseok.

Put down that burden now.

You couldn't have prevented the accident

by driving that day,

nor could you have prevented this

by noticing more quickly.

No one in my family blames you for what happened.

You've been holding onto that guilt because you're too kind.

But you don't have to do that.

Put it all down now.

You've done a great job so far

working by my side.

So stay with me.

Mr. Yeon.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

I…

shouldn't be sick.

Do you want one?

I'm sorry.

I didn't mean to eavesdrop,

but I brought fruits for Grandma and ended up overhearing.

Ah. So that's why you were at Mom and Dad's grave.

Okay. I understand now.

- I'm sorry. - Stop saying you're sorry.

Like Grandma said, none of us have ever blamed you.

Not for a single second.

Mom, Dad. It's not his fault, right?

You heard that, right? They said no.

Here.

Have this sweet and sour candy that you love so much…

and leave all your burdens behind.

Have this

and cheer up.

- You're giving this to me again. - What?

Didn't you give me one last time?

Did I?

It's so sour. Why is it so sour?

YOU SAVED ME TOO

No exceptions. Don't let anyone in my office.

MR. PARK

Yes, Mr. Park.

What's wrong with your voice?

Did you catch a cold?

Oh…

Maybe it's because you're not here.

I have no one to talk to,

so I guess my voice is a bit rusty.

Is…

something the matter?

Besides the fact that I miss you, everything's fine.

It must be tough at the hospital.

I'm doing well here with Genius,

so don't worry

and take care of yourself, too.

All right.

I'm okay.

No, I'll make sure everything's okay.

Everything will be okay.

Song Haran.

You saved me,

seven years ago.

You saved me back then!

I'm sorry.

Seven years ago and now,

I've wanted to show you the real me.

I should have told you, no matter what.

It's all my fault.

Please, just look at this. Everything's in here.

Stories that you don't know about back then.

Let me ask you two things.

Just say yes or no.

If I look at this,

will it change the fact

that you pretended to be Hyeokchan and messaged me…

seven years ago?

- No. - Then,

does it change the fact

that you kept this secret from me the whole time…

while you were with me?

- Haran. - Say yes or no.

No.

- But-- - Then it won't change my mind.

If those two facts don't change,

then whatever explanation you give

or whatever you do,

it won't change my mind.

If you still think the lies you told can be explained by something,

then you still have no clue

how you've shattered my heart

and how you've destroyed the past seven years of my life.

Don't ever show up in front of me again.

When I see you,

I feel like I'm going to lose my mind thinking about the seven years I lost.

I won't even think about staying with you.

But you'll go back to how you were seven years ago…

Cha Yougyum!

Your pitching is still amazing.

No wonder you were always named MVP at every tournament.

Oh, gosh, I missed it.

Hadam, let's stop.

You must be tired.

I'll ask Changmo to help me later.

No. We can do it.

Let's go.

All right, throw it.

Gosh, I missed it again. I'll go get it.

Did we overdo it?

You must be tired.

Not at all.

I know my body best.

I feel much lighter now.

Oh, right.

My team's visiting later, so it's going to be really noisy.

You should head home now.

Then I should go and study rehabilitation.

Have fun with the guys. I'll call you later.

Okay.

Those punks.

I should give them some snacks.

Hmm? It's pretty quiet, though.

Out!

FINAL, CHEONGSOL HIGH 3 HANEUL HIGH 2

Yougyum.

Hadam…

What do I do?

I…

I don't think I can make it.

I know my body better than anyone.

CHEONGSOL HIGH SCHOOL WINS

What is it?

Can't you sleep?

Should I turn the light off?

No.

Manjae,

you should go home.

Go and sleep comfortably.

I'll go once you're asleep.

But why can't you sleep?

I just…

have a lot on my mind.

Goodness.

It's snowing.

Oh. It is.

Why do you have a lot on your mind?

You know I've been tough since I was little, right?

But…

thinking about going under anesthesia and getting surgery

makes me feel a bit nervous.

I'm sure the surgery will go well.

Just be yourself, the strong Kim Nana,

and get through this.

I'm more worried about something else than drilling a hole in my skull.

What is it?

I have to shave my head here.

That would ruin my look.

Why does that worry me more?

You really are the Chuncheon fashionista.

This won't do.

I should protect your look.

Hang on.

What?

Oh, my.

This is hand-knitted.

Did you really…

I knitted it in secret while you were sleeping.

But I think I'm a knitting genius.

I followed along easily.

I might have to open

a knitting workshop in my coffee shop.

Huh?

How did you…

Would you like to try it on?

Wow.

You look beautiful.

- Really? - Yes.

- Let me see. - Okay.

Here, look.

Nabong.

After the surgery,

why don't you rest

by my side?

What?

Kim Nabong.

It took a long time,

but will you begin

your second "La Vie en Rose"

with me, Park Manjae?

Hmm?

Manjae.

You've been through so much all this time.

So get some rest

by my side now.

Hey, roomie.

Why are you sitting there in the dark?

Hey.

Is something wrong?

She…

found out about everything.

I didn't have the chance to explain.

It's all my fault,

but she's the one suffering when she did nothing wrong.

It hurts so much

to see her in pain…

But I must be crazy.

Despite everything,

I still

want to see her so badly.

If I lose her like this,

if I…

make her return to her old self,

then…

Then…

Oh, dear…

I did wonder if something was wrong. Gosh.

You're burning up.

How long have you been like this?

Huh? Oh?

Hey! Roomie!

Hey!

Chan!

Goodness.

I want to stay by her side

in spring, in summer,

in fall, and in winter.

I want

to stay by her side,

but I don't know what to do.

Do you need someone to talk to?

Ah…

I made some assumptions,

but there was a lot more I didn't know.

You must have had such a hard time until now.

You've been through a lot.

I want to tell her everything and stay by her side,

but if I tell her about myself,

it will hurt her.

I'm not even sure

if I can explain myself to her without reopening

her old wounds.

But if you're this sincere,

don't you think she'll realize it in the end?

To be honest, I'm scared.

If I act rashly,

my flawed memories might ruin everything.

I'm scared…

I'll hurt her again.

Chan.

After living all these years,

what I've learned is that waiting until everything's perfect

isn't always the answer.

For people and for love.

"Memento Mori."

You said you don't want regrets.

If you keep waiting,

you might lose your chance and regret it later.

Why don't you show her how sincere you are first?

It won't be too late to take care of other things later.

I should get ready to explain myself to her.

I should start

by what happened seven years ago

and tell her in my own way.

It's so cold.

Why are you brooding out here in the cold?

What time is it?

It's past midnight.

How long have you been here? You're already unwell.

Come inside.

Oh, uh… Did you go to the hospital?

Haran, what is it?

Huh? Is something wrong?

What's going on?

- Hayeong. - Yes?

I want to wake up.

I thought I was in a dream until now,

but I guess it was a nightmare.

I want to wake up,

but I don't know how.

- Haran. - We're not meant to be together.

I have to forget things that seem impossible to forget.

But I don't know

how to get over everything.

Her fever dropped.

Gosh…

What?

Gosh. What time is it?

0202 NOV 29 SAT

Are you here?

What?

Where did she go?

Haran!

HAYEONG

What?

Where did she go?

DESIGNER SONG HAYEONG

Hey, Hayeong.

Chan, sorry to call you so late.

But did Haran contact you?

Why? What's wrong?

Haran's gone.

The car's gone, but she's not at the office either.

You're the only one I could ask where she could be.

I feel so anxious after what she said.

She said she was in a dream, but it was a nightmare.

I think I know where she is.

Where are you going? You're still burning up.

I have to go find her.

It has to be me.

What are you saying? Did something happen to Haran?

Huh? Chan!

She said you're not meant to be together

and that she has to forget it.

I couldn't understand what she was saying,

but she's really sick right now.

I feel like I'm in a dream.

Those words sounded a bit sad.

It sounds like they're not meant to be together.

I said I won't ever forget

this moment.

Ah, and in spring…

Let's go see the cherry blossoms in spring.

We'll have shaved ice in summer…

Oh, and go to the beach.

We'll see the autumn leaves in fall,

and in winter, it would be fun to go snowboarding.

Do you have any idea what you've done?

- You must've jumped at the chance. - I love you, Chan.

Kang Hyeokchan.

Did you have fun…

HADONGDO-GIL

No…

No…

Please…

It can't be…

No way…

Please…

There is no way I caused it.

But what if I did?

Then she…

I wanted…

to check something for the last time.

Seven years ago…

…on the day of the accident.

Did I…

hit Kang Hyeokchan?

Did I hit him and make him fall down?

Is that why his lip tore

and the waste container fell down?

Is that true?

Yes.

You hit Hyeokchan.

But why?

Don't you remember?

The day he came back from his trip, you told Hyeokchan everything.

Long time no see.

- Right. - Hang on.

Sorry about this. We need to switch laptops back.

Move all your data from my laptop.

Oh…

Well…

I…

I have something to tell you.

You do? What is it?

Uh…

While you were away, I--

Will this take long?

Yes, a bit.

Then let's talk later.

I have to meet my professor right now.

I'll see you, uh…

in the lab later.

Right. What is it?

You needed to tell me something.

Your messenger…

What?

While I was using your laptop,

I kept chatting with your girlfriend.

What?

What are you talking about? Say that again.

We ended up

chatting after that.

But she thinks it was you.

Hyeokchan, you left your earphones in my car…

Are you saying

you've been talking to Haran

while I was away?

Pretending to be me?

Sorry. It's all my fault.

Hang on.

Who are you to do that?

Why would you ruin everything like this?

Tell me. What sort of things have you been saying?

Why?

Did you think it was okay since I asked you a few times?

You were someone nobody even cared about.

Did you get excited that someone paid attention to you?

Kang Hyeokchan!

You had your eye on Hyeokchan's girlfriend, Song Haran.

You told him

that you'd been chatting with her while he was traveling,

so things got heated.

And you ended up hitting him.

Can you still say you didn't have feelings for her then?

Then…

that accident…

Was it because of the container that fell?

Yes. So how do you feel?

Does it feel good to know the truth?

I told you,

nothing good would come from digging up the past.

It was all because of you.

You caused the accident,

and it killed Hyeokchan and hurt a lot of people.

Don't act like it's some grand love story.

You just tried to steal Hyeokchan's girlfriend

and caused the accident that killed him.

That's all you are.

Do you have any idea what you've done?

I'm sorry. It's all my fault.

It was all my fault.

Where in the world did you go? You even left your phone behind.

You think I wouldn't worry if you disappeared like that?

I was so worried.

You'd better not do that again.

I'm sorry for making you worry.

Ah. What about Chan?

Don't even mention him to me anymore.

I mean, didn't you meet him?

He heard you were gone and started his car right away.

- Didn't you see him? - What do you mean?

I called him late last night because I didn't know where you were.

I thought he might know.

He said he knew where you could be and left right away.

Maybe you missed each other.

Don't contact him about me anymore.

He has nothing to do with me.

His phone's off.

I couldn't react properly.

It's hard to tell where sounds are coming from.

What is it? Where are you going?

Where are you going?

This patient was transferred

after a lab explosion in Boston seven years ago.

He was treated for full-body burns,

and shrapnel is still lodged deep in the temporal bone.

It's a high-risk area, so we are only monitoring it at the moment.

He also has unilateral hearing loss.

Burns? Shrapnel?

He visited the ER recently after a brief loss of consciousness

and minor bleeding.

The outpatient clinic will check if it's related to the shrapnel.

That really is a difficult spot.

That's right.

If his bleeding was caused by the shrapnel,

it may be accompanied

by neurological symptoms such as auditory or visual hallucinations.

There have even been reports of memory distortion

in severe cases like this.

The patient with the shrapnel in the temporal bone…

Did he take the exam?

No, it's past his appointment, but he hasn't shown up.

But why do you ask?

SEONU CHAN

It's nothing.

Mr. Park.

Mr. Park, did you see…

A three-month trial!

Just try me out as a free trial.

As soon as the three months are over, I'll disappear without a trace.

END OF TRIAL

We can proceed with the model fitting as revised.

Spring is here!

Spring is here!

Look, spring is here.

The forsythias have started blooming.

The forsythias are blooming?

That means we're on a tight schedule.

All right, let's hang in there for a few more days.

- Let's do this! - Let's do this!

- Let's do this! - I'm so sleepy.

Goodness.

The seasons of life don't come in order.

It really is spring.

Sometimes, when you think it's spring,

winter suddenly arrives.

Take this.

Oh…

Then let's do this.

It'll be like we're on a spring picnic.

Let's have fun.

SUMMER, SEVEN YEARS AGO IT STARTED WITH WALLS

END OF TRIAL

The man

who suddenly lit up my cold winter last year

like radiant spring sunlight…

disappeared from my life.

IN YOUR RADIANT SEASON

He disappeared.

The Seonu Chan I know would never leave like this.

He disappeared because of me.

I did something I shouldn't have.

He's been preparing for a long time.

It's gotten so bad that there's nothing they can do.

Do you remember…

…how I was trapped in winter for so long?

I knew you'd understand

my sincerity.

Seonu Chan, where are you?

Where on earth are you?

IN YOUR RADIANT SEASON

Translated by Juyoung Park