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Male voice:
You have no messages.
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( beeps )
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Oh, god, paul.
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If you're not coming,
Couldn't you just call
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And tell me
You're not coming?
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( knocks on door )
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( theme music playing )
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Paul.
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Are you going out?
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You look great.
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Thank you.
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Well, I'd ask you
Where you were going,
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But I know that you have
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Your boundaries
As a therapist.
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Look, I hate to do this,
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I hate it
When my patients do it,
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But I've asked
My lawyer to call me
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About the hearing.
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And I'd rather be here
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If it's bad news, okay?
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Sure.
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I was so relieved
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That you didn't ask
For the letter.
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I decided not to send it.
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Yeah, I was having lunch
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With the kids last sunday
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And rosie actually asked me
About the case.
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And I told her about
The settlement offer,
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And she said,
"Dad, you can't do this.
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You can't confess
To something you didn't do.
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You're the good guy."
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She'd been so rude to me
All night about other stuff.
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I guess she's still angry
About the divorce.
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And then suddenly
In one sentence
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She made me feel better
Than I'd felt all week.
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I'm glad.
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So then I called
My lawyer
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And I said I wasn't interested
In the settlement,
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Which meant
They went through
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With the hearing
This morning.
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So how did that go?
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I don't know yet.
I wasn't there.
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The lawyer said technically
I didn't have to be.
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You didn't go?
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I overslept.
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And why do you think you chose
This morning to oversleep?
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Oh, yeah,
The subconscious thing.
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Probably because
I didn't want to go.
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And I just didn't feel
Like begging some judge
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To let me keep my job.
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You felt showing up
Would be begging?
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I don't know.
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So why are you
Dressed up?
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I want to hear
About your life.
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You want to hear
About my life?
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You don't want to talk
About your own life?
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Exactly.
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I'd rather talk about
How your lawyer felt
The hearing went.
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Did he say anything?
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Yeah, he said
Not to quote him--
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'cause these guys
Hate to be quoted--
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But he said
That he thought
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That it went well.
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Did he say
When you'd find out?
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Anytime between today
And god-knows-when.
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So you're in limbo.
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Caught between
Heaven and hell,
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Waiting for my fate
To be decided, yeah.
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That must be what this whole
Year has felt like to you.
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You've been
Under enormous pressure.
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Yeah.
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Is that why
You dressed up?
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That blue looks
Really really good on you.
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It's the same color
As the dress you had on
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That night I saw
You and david
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Coming out
Of that country club
On the eastern shore.
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It was the 4th of july.
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I remember.
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I had this crummy
Summer job.
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I was parking cars,
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And I brought out
The wrong car.
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And he asked me to go back
And get his convertible.
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And I looked at him
And I thought,
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"Of course.
Why wouldn't she be with him?"
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Yeah, we had
A wonderful dinner
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And we danced.
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And then we came outside
And there was
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My most dedicated
Graduate student.
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We were all
So in love with you.
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Oh, don't be silly.
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How could we not be?
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You were brilliant
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And we believed
Everything you said.
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What are you talking about?
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You argued with
Everything that I said.
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Yeah, but you made us
Do that.
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That was your technique.
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We were
So fascinated by you.
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We wanted to know
Everything about you.
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What's happening
With you today, paul?
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What is it you don't
Want to talk about--
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What happened here
Between us last week,
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Or your case,
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Or your patients,
Your children?
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No, none of the above.
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Can you tell me
What it is?
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( phone buzzing )
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It's my lawyer.
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Are you sure
You want me to stay?
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Please.
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( phone beeps )
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Hello, ellis.
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I just spoke
With your judge.
I've got news.
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What sort of news?
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First off,
He was livid.
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At me?
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No, at mr. Prince,
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For wasting
Everybody's time.
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The judge hasn't written
The ruling yet,
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And he said
Not to quote him,
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But there are
No triable issues of fact.
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What?
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He said
It's a tragic story,
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But he's going to
Dismiss the action.
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He's throwing
The case out.
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Are you saying
It's over, ellis?
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I'm glad for you.
I know this thing
Was a weight.
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Thank you so much,
You know.
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I really appreciate
Everything that you've done.
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And look, I know
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I haven't been the easiest
Person in the world
To deal with,
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But I just wanted
To say thank you.
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Nobody's nice when
They're being sued.
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The important thing is
Justice was served.
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Come see me next week.
We'll go over it.
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But tonight you go out
And celebrate.
You hear me?
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Yeah.
Thanks, ellis.
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Goodbye.
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I'm so happy for you.
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Oh my god,
It's amazing.
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I'm so glad this judge
Could see what the truth was.
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How long do you
Think it's gonna be
Before I really feel it?
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Before you
Wake up some morning
Not thinking about it?
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Or not go to bed some night
Without thinking about it.
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That's so great.
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Now you know you can
Keep your practice.
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What are you gonna do?
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You were in limbo about that
Last week as well.
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How did you do with your
Patients this week?
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Was it hard for you
To see them?
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Well, I did what you said.
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I acted as if I believed
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I really was helping.
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And did that help?
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To be honest,
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I was kind of
Skeptical at first.
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I felt a bit like
A hypocrite,
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And that they'd see that.
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Of course
You'd feel that way.
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But then weirdly enough,
Something started to happen.
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I was talking
To oliver's dad
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About the responsibility
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Of what it means
To be a father
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And keeping in touch
With your kid.
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Really, I was talking
For both of us.
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But I think
I reached him.
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I mean, I was still
Doubting myself,
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But I just kept
At it, you know?
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I just couldn't believe
That something so simple
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Could actually work.
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And it kept working,
You know?
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No.
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You're a good therapist.
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And I'm sure you did a lot
Of good work this week,
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Despite how uncertain
You felt.
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April left.
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Therapy?
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Why?
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In part because
I took her to chemo.
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I don't regret it,
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But it did alter
Our relationship.
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Of course.
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But also I think
She just needed
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To stop thinking
About herself.
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She wanted some space.
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She wanted to breathe,
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To live.
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And did you try
To convince her to stay?
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Of course I did.
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I'm worried that she
Doesn't have the tools
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To survive another crisis.
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But part of me,
I have to say,
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Is really proud of her.
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For rejecting you?
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For rejecting therapy.
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I meant, for acting out
Against you.
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That's not what
She was doing, though.
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She wasn't punishing me
Or her parents.
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She's fighting cancer.
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She needs all
Of her energy for that.
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And you were able
To accept that?
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I was surprised
By my reaction.
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( chuckles )
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I know I have
This need to rescue,
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But I really understood
Her reasoning
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Completely.
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You know,
Walter and april--
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They both think
That the world is
Supposed to be
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On their shoulders,
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And they're both incapable
Of receiving support.
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One's stopping therapy.
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The other wants
More sessions.
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So you're going
To continue.
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You know what
I realized this week?
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Practicing this way,
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I may never know whether
I help people or not.
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It's not
Like I'm trying
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To get them to pass
Their driving test
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Or do better
On their sats
Or something.
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The only measure I have
Of whether I'm helping
Somebody or not
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Is how my patients
Feel about it
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And how their lives
Go on from there.
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And they won't know that
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Until long after
We've stopped therapy.
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What are you saying, paul?
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I guess what I'm trying to say
Is that these people come to me
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And they want me
To fix their problems,
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And the truth is,
I think all I can do
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Is just walk
With them for a while,
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Keep them company
During a rough patch.
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I don't think anybody's life
Can be figured out,
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But it is in our nature
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To keep trying
To make sense of it.
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And sometimes
We can use help.
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That's when, if we're lucky,
There's somebody in the room
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Who can listen.
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It doesn't have to be
Somebody perfect--
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Somebody sufficiently
Screwed up
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To actually get what
We might be going through.
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- someone like you.
- on occasion.
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And not someone like me.
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No, gina.
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Not for me.
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Not anymore.
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Oh.
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When did you come
To this conclusion?
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I don't know.
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Please don't take
This personally, gina.
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No no no.
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I'm not--
I'm not--
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No, I'm not taking it
Personally.
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I'm just--
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I'm just disappointed
That we're here again.
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I know.
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I know.
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But it is different
This time.
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- I'm not doing this
In anger.
- mm-hmm.
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And I appreciate
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Everything that
You've done for me.
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- I want you to know that.
- thank you.
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Let's not drag it out,
You know.
262
00:14:03,110 --> 00:14:05,845
After last week, really,
What is there to say?
263
00:14:05,946 --> 00:14:07,847
I understand.
264
00:14:07,948 --> 00:14:10,117
I just want to be sure
You're aware
265
00:14:10,217 --> 00:14:13,220
Of why you're doing
What you're doing.
266
00:14:13,320 --> 00:14:15,956
What is it you think
I'm not aware of?
267
00:14:16,056 --> 00:14:17,891
Well, obviously,
Last week took a toll--
268
00:14:17,991 --> 00:14:21,094
A big toll
On both of us,
269
00:14:24,932 --> 00:14:29,302
I know that
I crossed a line,
270
00:14:29,402 --> 00:14:33,240
But you also lost
Two patients this week.
271
00:14:33,340 --> 00:14:35,008
I know.
272
00:14:35,108 --> 00:14:37,144
Well, has it
Occurred to you
273
00:14:37,244 --> 00:14:39,446
That you're angry at them
For abandoning you,
274
00:14:39,546 --> 00:14:42,315
And that may be why you've
Decided to abandon me?
275
00:14:42,415 --> 00:14:45,585
That's a little reductive,
Isn't it?
276
00:14:45,685 --> 00:14:47,720
No, but this is:
277
00:14:47,820 --> 00:14:50,857
You began the week
Questioning your value
As a therapist,
278
00:14:50,958 --> 00:14:52,725
And you're ending it
Questioning mine.
279
00:14:52,825 --> 00:14:54,594
I'm not questioning you.
280
00:14:54,694 --> 00:14:57,497
I'm questioning the way
We interact, you and I.
281
00:14:57,597 --> 00:15:00,800
I don't think it's healthy
For either of us.
282
00:15:00,900 --> 00:15:02,569
You're always
Questioning me,
283
00:15:02,669 --> 00:15:04,671
Blaming me.
284
00:15:04,771 --> 00:15:06,206
I think I've come
To represent
285
00:15:06,306 --> 00:15:09,209
Everything you struggle with
In your work--
286
00:15:09,309 --> 00:15:12,412
Emotional restraint,
Delayed gratification,
287
00:15:12,512 --> 00:15:15,682
Not indulging your love or
Your desire for a patient.
288
00:15:15,782 --> 00:15:18,751
You've made me
Your boundary cop--
289
00:15:18,851 --> 00:15:21,221
The mentor
Who's prevented you
290
00:15:21,321 --> 00:15:23,656
From having anything
You ever wanted.
291
00:15:23,756 --> 00:15:25,658
And I beat you up
For that.
292
00:15:25,758 --> 00:15:27,860
It must have been
Exhausting
293
00:15:27,961 --> 00:15:31,999
To have to play my mother
All these years.
294
00:15:32,099 --> 00:15:34,134
If I came running to you,
295
00:15:34,234 --> 00:15:36,436
It was because
I needed my mother.
296
00:15:36,536 --> 00:15:39,372
If was angry at you,
It was because I was
Angry at my mother.
297
00:15:39,472 --> 00:15:41,908
Honestly, I don't know
How you put up with it.
298
00:15:42,009 --> 00:15:44,177
But you did,
And you got me through it.
299
00:15:44,277 --> 00:15:48,015
All I'm saying is, you don't
Have to do it anymore.
300
00:15:48,115 --> 00:15:50,217
You're releasing me now.
301
00:15:50,317 --> 00:15:51,451
Yes.
302
00:15:51,551 --> 00:15:53,153
Yes, I am.
303
00:15:57,124 --> 00:15:59,592
You know, paul,
304
00:15:59,692 --> 00:16:03,363
If you need to go, you go.
305
00:16:03,463 --> 00:16:06,166
But I'm concerned that
You may be punishing me
306
00:16:06,266 --> 00:16:09,169
Because I failed
To protect you.
307
00:16:09,269 --> 00:16:12,272
But you didn't
Fail me, gina.
308
00:16:12,372 --> 00:16:16,609
This has been
My sanctuary.
309
00:16:16,709 --> 00:16:19,679
All the parts of myself
That I don't like,
That I'm ashamed of--
310
00:16:19,779 --> 00:16:23,716
I could bring them here,
And it was always okay.
311
00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:25,718
Do you think
There's a connection
312
00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:28,455
Between the lawsuit ending
And your stopping therapy?
313
00:16:28,555 --> 00:16:30,923
No no.
314
00:16:31,024 --> 00:16:33,360
It's just time.
315
00:16:33,460 --> 00:16:37,130
The things I needed
For so long have changed.
316
00:16:37,230 --> 00:16:40,933
I can't keep
Coming to you
317
00:16:41,034 --> 00:16:44,104
For the mothering
I didn't get,
318
00:16:44,204 --> 00:16:46,406
And you shouldn't
Have to provide it.
319
00:16:46,506 --> 00:16:48,408
So you're not
Running away from home?
320
00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:51,211
I'd rather think of it
As moving out.
321
00:16:51,311 --> 00:16:53,946
I'm going to make
My way in the world.
322
00:16:54,047 --> 00:16:55,148
Where will you go?
323
00:16:55,248 --> 00:16:57,417
I'm not going anywhere.
324
00:16:57,517 --> 00:16:59,352
I'm still going to keep
Being a therapist--
325
00:16:59,452 --> 00:17:04,224
Maybe not all
Private sessions.
326
00:17:04,324 --> 00:17:07,194
Some days I just sit there
In the room with a patient
327
00:17:07,294 --> 00:17:10,663
And I feel like--
I don't know--
328
00:17:10,763 --> 00:17:12,465
I feel like
We're two mice
329
00:17:12,565 --> 00:17:16,002
With our legs caught
In a glue trap.
330
00:17:16,103 --> 00:17:17,937
Oh, god.
331
00:17:18,037 --> 00:17:20,039
It's a horrible feeling.
332
00:17:20,140 --> 00:17:22,442
Maybe it's the chair.
333
00:17:22,542 --> 00:17:26,513
I hate that fucking chair.
334
00:17:26,613 --> 00:17:28,448
You could get a new one.
335
00:17:28,548 --> 00:17:30,483
I did.
It felt good in the store.
336
00:17:30,583 --> 00:17:32,685
But here's the thing
About a chair--
337
00:17:32,785 --> 00:17:34,487
You never
Really really know
338
00:17:34,587 --> 00:17:37,324
Until you've sat in it
For 40 hours a week
339
00:17:37,424 --> 00:17:39,992
For a month--
Month in, month out.
340
00:17:40,093 --> 00:17:41,528
By then it's too late.
341
00:17:41,628 --> 00:17:43,263
Do you want to practice
Standing up?
342
00:17:43,363 --> 00:17:46,166
( laughs )
Maybe.
343
00:17:46,266 --> 00:17:48,901
Maybe I need to be
In a group practice,
344
00:17:49,001 --> 00:17:50,803
So at least
When a patient leaves
345
00:17:50,903 --> 00:17:53,306
I could go into the lounge
And run into some other people
346
00:17:53,406 --> 00:17:55,308
And talk
About politics or books
347
00:17:55,408 --> 00:17:57,244
Or anything,
For christ's sake.
348
00:17:57,344 --> 00:17:59,712
Have you thought
About supervising?
349
00:17:59,812 --> 00:18:01,748
I don't think
350
00:18:01,848 --> 00:18:04,884
I'm at a role-model place
In my life right now, gina.
351
00:18:04,984 --> 00:18:07,220
I think you'd be
A good supervisor.
352
00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:10,390
I mean, you'd have compassion
For your students.
353
00:18:10,490 --> 00:18:12,192
And the more
A supervisor has seen,
354
00:18:12,292 --> 00:18:14,060
The more valuable
He can be.
355
00:18:14,161 --> 00:18:16,129
I'm fairly certain
At this point
356
00:18:16,229 --> 00:18:19,466
That no case would
Shock or surprise you.
357
00:18:19,566 --> 00:18:22,735
That would make a young
Therapist feel very safe.
358
00:18:22,835 --> 00:18:24,504
Maybe you're right.
359
00:18:24,604 --> 00:18:26,573
The one thing
I have figured out--
360
00:18:26,673 --> 00:18:30,643
I just need to be
With more people.
361
00:18:30,743 --> 00:18:35,182
I don't need a break
From being a therapist.
362
00:18:35,282 --> 00:18:38,718
I need a break from--
363
00:18:38,818 --> 00:18:41,087
Just from this,
364
00:18:41,188 --> 00:18:42,889
You know?
365
00:18:42,989 --> 00:18:46,859
I need to stop
Analyzing my life.
366
00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:49,128
I need to start living it.
367
00:18:50,163 --> 00:18:52,499
I need you to let me go.
368
00:18:54,066 --> 00:18:56,336
Well, part of me
Would love to.
369
00:18:57,304 --> 00:18:59,439
I just worry
About the timing.
370
00:18:59,539 --> 00:19:02,041
You're still in mourning.
You're alone.
371
00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,843
You're isolated.
372
00:19:03,943 --> 00:19:07,113
You don't have a life
Outside of your practice.
373
00:19:07,214 --> 00:19:09,482
Are you talking
About me or you, gina?
374
00:19:10,983 --> 00:19:12,785
I'm talking about you.
375
00:19:14,254 --> 00:19:16,623
Did something else
Happen this week?
376
00:19:18,891 --> 00:19:19,859
What do you mean?
377
00:19:19,959 --> 00:19:21,794
Did you meet someone?
378
00:19:23,396 --> 00:19:24,897
Why do you think that?
379
00:19:24,997 --> 00:19:26,466
I don't know.
380
00:19:29,969 --> 00:19:32,205
I did have a conversation
This week
381
00:19:32,305 --> 00:19:35,775
While I was waiting
For a coffee.
382
00:19:35,875 --> 00:19:38,978
I was on my way
To the subway
383
00:19:39,078 --> 00:19:43,950
And she was
On her way to the gym.
384
00:19:44,050 --> 00:19:46,619
And what did you
Talk about?
385
00:19:46,719 --> 00:19:48,655
I told her she looked
Like a runner.
386
00:19:48,755 --> 00:19:52,592
She said that was
The best part about running.
387
00:19:52,692 --> 00:19:54,594
And I said--
388
00:19:54,694 --> 00:19:57,230
Do you know this book,
"The memory of running"?
389
00:19:57,330 --> 00:20:00,333
- I don't know it.
- neither did she,
390
00:20:00,433 --> 00:20:04,070
But it was just great
391
00:20:04,170 --> 00:20:06,839
To stand there
And just talk to her
392
00:20:06,939 --> 00:20:09,509
About a book, you know?
393
00:20:11,478 --> 00:20:14,481
I got so excited,
I ruined it for her.
394
00:20:14,581 --> 00:20:16,115
I told her
The whole story.
395
00:20:16,215 --> 00:20:17,216
What's the book about?
396
00:20:17,317 --> 00:20:18,651
It's about redemption,
397
00:20:18,751 --> 00:20:21,921
I suppose.
398
00:20:22,021 --> 00:20:24,891
And did you make a plan
To see this woman again?
399
00:20:24,991 --> 00:20:27,660
Her name is wendy.
400
00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:30,196
We live
On the same block.
401
00:20:30,297 --> 00:20:33,866
I'm sure we'll "Run" into
Each other again.
402
00:20:33,966 --> 00:20:36,569
( chuckles )
403
00:20:39,739 --> 00:20:41,641
And you?
404
00:20:41,741 --> 00:20:43,075
Me what?
405
00:20:43,175 --> 00:20:45,612
Do you have
A date tonight?
406
00:20:45,712 --> 00:20:48,247
Is that why you're
Wearing that dress?
407
00:20:49,316 --> 00:20:50,216
I do.
408
00:20:50,317 --> 00:20:52,419
I knew it.
409
00:20:52,519 --> 00:20:55,622
So who's the lucky guy?
410
00:20:58,291 --> 00:21:00,259
Right.
411
00:21:00,360 --> 00:21:02,261
Boundaries
412
00:21:02,362 --> 00:21:04,664
Until the bitter end.
413
00:21:04,764 --> 00:21:08,501
You're an excellent
Therapist, gina.
414
00:21:08,601 --> 00:21:11,604
I never would have
Survived without you.
415
00:21:13,773 --> 00:21:15,408
Thank you.
416
00:21:23,282 --> 00:21:25,985
( sighs ) um...
417
00:21:26,085 --> 00:21:27,454
Yeah?
418
00:21:27,554 --> 00:21:30,590
Paul, this is the point
Where, you know,
419
00:21:30,690 --> 00:21:34,561
I'm supposed to say
"My door is always open,"
420
00:21:34,661 --> 00:21:36,929
But I'm not going
To say that.
421
00:21:39,466 --> 00:21:41,368
I understand.
422
00:21:49,442 --> 00:21:54,080
So our time is up.
423
00:21:55,281 --> 00:21:56,716
Good luck.
424
00:22:08,027 --> 00:22:11,564
( door opens, closes )
425
00:22:22,308 --> 00:22:25,545
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