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Our sex life isn't going very well.

Not Donnie.

He always wants sex all the time, and he's not demanding.

I've never been able to, you know, loosen up and

enjoy it.

Well, Autumn, you know that I'm not a sex therapist.

But that being said, I...

Do you think I could help you? The first thing that you need to understand is

that this is not unusual at all.

And the second is that there are therapies out there that can help you

loosen up, for lack of a better word.

Would that be something you'd like to try?

Yes, I'm up for whatever you tell me to do.

If I...

Don't do something.

I could lose Donnie.

Well, I think that we should keep these meetings professional.

So, why don't you come around my office?

Let's say tomorrow at 2 p .m.? Thank you so much. You're a

lifesaver. I'll be there.

Thank you so much for letting me come in today.

I'm so glad that we were able to make time for this. Thank you for coming to

office.

Now listen, you know that I'm not a sex therapist. We went over this.

However, I did train in some sexual therapy modalities while I was in

I am kind of excited to be able to do some exercises.

Yeah. I want to go over the parameters of these exercises really quickly before

we get started.

The first thing is, of course, if you're uncomfortable at any point, just say

stop. We stop everything.

However,

I hope that we can press through any discomfort on this one because with this

particular exercise, the whole goal is about pushing past your discomfort with

your own body.

You can't be comfortable in your own skin, with your own body, advocating for

your own pleasure to yourself.

How on earth are you going to do that in the context of a relationship?

Yeah, you're so right. And I'm up for whatever you want to teach me and learn.

really don't want to mess up my relationship with Donnie.

He means so much to me.

So get comfy.

Lay back.

Big inhale.

And on the exhale, close those eyes.

I want you to imagine in your mind your husband in

the shower.

He's naked.

The water's running all over him.

What's your favorite part on his body?

His arms.

He's running those big, strong arms all over his body.

He's got soap in one hand,

his butt in bubbles cascading down his hard abs,

sliding and pulling around his cock.

He finds himself getting harder.

and the sour, needless stroke.

He's touching himself, thinking about you.

His soft, curvy,

beautiful girl.

He finds his cut getting harder in his hands.

Grit.

Thinking about your mouth.

Hot. Warm.

Wet.

Your soft hands touching him all over.

Running your fingers down his strong hands.

He's thinking about what he would do

to you, the things he wants.

He wants to run those big, strong arms all over

you, pulling you in behind him, wrap his

bicep around your throat, grips you, pulls you by the

hips and starts rubbing that.

between your butt all the way to your pussy lips

back and forth between your ass

and the dripping soft cuss

I know that's a harsh word but I want you to be comfortable with all

elements of sexuality including the indelicate part

I want you to think about him

coming over to your ear.

Pulling your hair back.

Breathing in your ear.

He has a little grip by the back of the neck.

One hand there.

He's holding you and you go soft like a little kitten.

He can do whatever he wants to.

And you love it.

Why?

Your pussy's starting to drip.

All the red pap you want.

He hasn't even put it in you.

Moaning like a bitch in heat.

You need it.

Isn't that right?

You need it.

You're not cringing.

You just need to get more stuff.

You're running a big hard cock over your pussy lips.

And before he even slides in, you are already kicking those hips back,

thrusting into it, begging.

You're empty.

You might have filled up.

You're aching, Rebecca.

Aren't you?

You're already thrusting back.

You can feel that pleasant warmth dripping down right here.

That spot where he likes to slide his cat between.

That spot where he bites you when you start to come closer.

That part of you that

bucks your hips back on the head without even knowing.

Your breath is starting to get soft.

What are you thinking about someone's happiness?

You still want it, Lexi.

All the things a woman needs.

And then...

He doesn't want to get carried away by this at all.

He's working too hard on his back.

He's wanting to slowly slow it all down.

When he slows it down, he's in pain.

Thank you.

You're begging.

You're begging.

Please, honey.

Please, honey.

Don't stop. Please, don't stop.

Breathe.

You're begging for things you didn't even know you wanted.

You're in the animal's cage.

You're the only thing.

You don't care if it's dirty or messy.

You just want that pretty soft

cut hair on your husband's side.

He's going free in the land.

He hasn't got his back.

He's got

his grip, but he hasn't.

He hasn't got his back.

He hasn't got his back.

You can't help but lose yourself.

You lose yourself.

You lose yourself.

Get you out of your head.

You think too much.

You fuck him and you're thinking about your grocery list.

You're on your tongue and you're like, I don't know who's thinking about it, but

you have to.

I can't see anything.

Okay,

you're putting them all into it.

Well, he does it.

Does he drink the way you taste stuff?

Does he have to inhale the way you smell

before he puts his mouth on it?

Okay.

I'm excited.

I told you.

Oh.

I'm so sorry.

I don't know.

I don't know.

Thank you.

It makes you good.

Make sure you don't have to lift your fingers.

Amen.