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Out of the blue,
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this handsome, gorgeous man
appeared.
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You're living the fairy tale.
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To the happy couple.
Cheers.
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Well, you know our Tommy.
Can't say no to a pretty face.
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Unless they're trying to tie him down.
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Get out of the strip club
and call me back.
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You can't just ignore me, Tommy!
It's not funny. Argh!
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You said
certain things happened
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in your childhood that your parents
didn't want to know about.
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Do you feel
that's what's happening here?
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I have tried to kill myself
in the past.
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I just need to know
you're not using me.
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I wouldn't do that.
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Things seem to be going much better
between the two of you.
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I think he may be planning
to propose when we're in France.
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Mum said you're buying
a place in the Cotswolds?
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He's always had
an excellent head for business.
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Sorry,
so the cottage is for your mother?
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Loony Bin Jane. I'll just
jump in the river, shall I?
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That'll solve all your problems,
won't it, Tommy? You're insane.
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If we were married,
you wouldn't treat me like this.
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But you'd rather
just keep stringing me along
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as long as Tommy gets what he wants!
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You are sick, do you know that?
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Shut up! Will you SHUT UP?!
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There's something deeply wrong
with you.
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'What is it
you want the police to do?'
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I would like someone
to stop us hurting each other.
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If you don't have somebody here
soon, somebody is.
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We're three days
into a national manhunt
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and still no closer
to bringing her in.
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'If she's taking risks,
maybe she intends
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'to be dead
before we can get to her.'
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BIRDSONG
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They found the car.
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Local bobby spotted
the licence plate from the road.
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Is she in it?
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We don't know yet.
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Parked in a lay-by.
No signs of movement.
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He's asking if he should approach?
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Yeah. Tell him yes,
but with caution.
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Jane?
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Jane Andrews?
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Are you OK?
Can you open this door?
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Jane?
KNOCKING
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STEADY BEEP
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DOUGLAS CLEARS THROAT
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I'm Detective Chief Inspector
Keith Douglas,
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attached to the Serious Crime Group.
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The other officer is...
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Detective Sergeant Kay Smart,
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also attached
to the Serious Crime Group.
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We are in the interview room
at Bloomsbury Police Station,
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and I am interviewing...
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Please could you state
your full name?
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Jane Dawn Elizabeth Andrews.
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Whatever happened between them,
it couldn't have been deliberate.
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I mean, Janey can't have been
in her right mind.
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Cut there.
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Just one moment, Francesca.
Was that not...
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That was great. We just need
to check your mic for sound.
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Oh, OK.
Yeah, we're all good.
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So, if you can go back
to before Tommy's death,
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did you ever think
he might be in danger?
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SHE SIGHS
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You have to remember...
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...she really did love him.
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She was a woman scorned,
and she took her revenge.
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I think she was telling the truth.
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She was prepared to say anything
to save her skin.
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You've told us
that after Thomas Cressman's call
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to the emergency services,
the arguments continued,
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and then you decided
to leave the house.
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You drove around for a while,
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and, following a phone conversation
with Mr Cressman,
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you decided to return.
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Is that right?
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Yes.
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He said to come home, so I did.
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And when you got back,
there was another big row,
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and you went up to bed.
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Yes.
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And I tried to go to sleep.
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But he curled up next to me
and said...
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..."Oh, come on.
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"I want to have sex with you.
You know you like it."
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And then he...
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sort of grabbed me...
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...and, well, I was,
I was frightened, so I went down...
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...and I got the cricket bat.
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Just to place next to the bed.
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Protect myself.
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But then Tommy woke up, and he...
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was going on
about how horrible I was.
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And he kneed me in the back.
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And...
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I should've just left.
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But I went down.
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And I saw... I saw the knife...
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...on the draining board.
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I thought if he did anything,
I-I'd just say...
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"Look, I've got a knife.
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"Don't touch me."
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And then, eventually,
I went to sleep.
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And he just started hitting me.
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So I picked up the bat,
and I hit him,
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and he was lashing out at me,
and he was pulling my hair out.
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So I grabbed the knife.
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And he just came at me, and I...
I didn't know what was happening.
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I just remember him falling down,
so I ran out of the room.
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And then I panicked,
so I got in my car, and I just...
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...I just drove and drove and drove.
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SHE SNIFFLES
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So, after leaving the house,
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you made a number of calls and sent
a number of text messages...
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...where you seemed unaware
of what happened to Mr Cressman.
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Were you trying
to convince your friends
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that his death
was nothing to do with you?
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No, I just...
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I didn't know he was dead.
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'Denying it,
claiming it was an accident.
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'Her story was all over the place
from the start.'
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Well, if in doubt,
play the self-defence card.
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But we had what we needed,
so we charged her with murder.
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The only surprise
was that she got bail.
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Janey?
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Brought you a cup of tea, love.
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Thanks, Mum.
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You're settling in, then.
That's good.
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That, erm...
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That lady solicitor called.
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She wants you to ring her back
about a meeting next week.
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OK.
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Does that mean you have
to go back down to London?
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I guess so.
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They said they'd sort somewhere
for me to stay.
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Where did Dad put my sewing machine?
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Ah, it's on the landing.
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She sounded very on the ball,
the solicitor.
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I'm sure she'll be able
to sort things out.
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That's not really how it works, Mum.
She can't just "sort it out".
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But it wasn't your fault, was it?
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I mean, it's like you say,
it was an accident.
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You didn't mean for it to happen.
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No, of course not.
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Do we still have
that gingham cotton that I bought?
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The pale blue one?
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I don't know.
It might be in the airing cupboard.
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HE KNOCKS
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All right, Jane, love?
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This just came for you.
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'I told her you'd be welcome
to stay with us during the trial.'
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Especially after reading such
diabolical things in the papers.
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I've been trying not to look.
Of course.
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I knew there had to be more to it.
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All this talk
of premeditated murder -
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it simply didn't ring true.
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It's not.
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I loved Tommy.
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I never meant to hurt him.
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That's what I told the police.
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I was just trying
to get away from him.
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I had no idea he was badly hurt.
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I thought I'd just
given him a scratch.
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A scratch?
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Oh, you poor thing.
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And did the Duchess
really contact you?
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While you were on the run?
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Yes.
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Yes, she did.
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Well, that's quite something.
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Clearly, she still cares about you.
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I know.
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I'm making matching gingham dresses
for Beatrice and Eugenie.
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Are you?
As a thank-you.
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How sweet.
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Coffee, darling?
Please.
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Thank you so much for this.
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I really appreciate you both
letting me stay.
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Well, Roger and I are happy to help.
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Pay no attention.
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At the end of the day, it doesn't
matter what rubbish they print.
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No, you're right.
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You just tell the truth,
and it'll all come out in the wash.
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I've always had the utmost faith
in British justice.
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REPORTERS CLAMOUR
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Do you expect to
get away with murder, do you, Jane?
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'Everyone had made up their minds -
the press, the public.'
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They cast her
as this "bunny boiler".
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'There she was on every front page,
just like when she was with Fergie.'
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I'm sure she was lapping it up.
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'Head to toe in black.'
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Like she was
some sort of grieving widow.
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I mean, seriously?
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Poor thing must've been terrified.
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There is no doubt
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as to the identity
of Thomas Cressman's killer.
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Jane Andrews wielded the bat
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and held the knife.
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The real question we must consider
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is why she committed
these violent acts.
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And on this occasion,
we need not look far for motive,
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for, as you will see,
hers was the classic one
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of the jilted and betrayed lover.
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Having learnt that Mr Cressman
no longer intended to marry her,
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she returned to that house
with one thought in mind.
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Namely...
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to take her revenge
by ending his life.
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Now, the defence
will try and persuade you
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that Miss Andrews
was acting in self-defence,
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that she was afraid
for her own safety.
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And in order to support this,
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they will paint
a picture of the deceased
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that bears no relation to the truth.
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Indeed, the evidence will show you
that it was, in fact, Jane herself
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who was the controlling
and, ultimately, violent partner
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in this relationship,
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a relationship
that was brutally ended
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by a cold-blooded,
premeditated murder.
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MURMURS FROM GALLERY
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The, erm, body of the deceased
was in a very awkward position,
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wedged between the bed and the wall.
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We could see that he'd been stabbed
in the chest, and his hands were...
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...like this.
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Er, almost as if
he was trying to...
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cover the wound,
or extract the knife from his body.
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And can you describe the knife
that you found at the scene?
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It was a kitchen knife
with an eight-inch blade,
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and it had been taken
from the block in the kitchen.
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Well, it appeared that Mr Cressman
had also been hit over the head
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with a cricket bat and stunned,
prior to being stabbed.
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Was there any sign that Mr Cressman
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had attempted to defend himself
against the attack?
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No, there was not.
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No defensive wounds
were found on his body.
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No defensive wounds,
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suggesting that Tommy was
defenceless when the attack came.
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Well...
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I'm sure things will go better
this afternoon.
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I'm sure they will.
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'Seeing her in court was pretty
unpleasant, as you can imagine.'
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But someone needed
to speak for Tommy.
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What did you make of Jane Andrews
when she and Tom first began dating?
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I was aware of who she was
and where she'd worked,
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and I think that had maybe
impressed Tom a bit.
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And I'm sure
she was attracted to him.
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But I think, ultimately, she was
very attracted to his lifestyle.
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Did you have any misgivings
about the relationship?
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It was kind of full-on
from the start.
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Jane became increasingly possessive.
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She basically gave him no space.
253
00:15:39,800 --> 00:15:43,759
And how did Tommy respond when
faced with this kind of behaviour?
254
00:15:43,760 --> 00:15:46,720
Erm, Tommy was
an incredibly gentle kind of guy.
255
00:15:49,400 --> 00:15:51,239
Plus, he was worried
about what she would do.
256
00:15:51,240 --> 00:15:53,760
MURMURS FROM GALLERY
257
00:16:03,120 --> 00:16:05,800
I could've done that for you.
It's fine, Mum. It's done now.
258
00:16:11,280 --> 00:16:13,600
This house is something else.
259
00:16:15,520 --> 00:16:17,919
You'll have to buy Aleksandra
a present to say thank you
260
00:16:17,920 --> 00:16:19,040
when all this is...
261
00:16:20,560 --> 00:16:23,840
...you know.
I shall when I get a chance.
262
00:16:25,040 --> 00:16:26,960
Everything's gonna be all right,
you'll see.
263
00:16:28,040 --> 00:16:32,560
And tomorrow,
you'll tell your side of the story.
264
00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:36,720
Put things straight.
265
00:16:41,920 --> 00:16:46,360
Mum, tomorrow, there's going to be
things... you won't want to hear.
266
00:16:48,280 --> 00:16:49,720
Right.
267
00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:54,239
Things that happened to me
when I was young.
268
00:16:54,240 --> 00:16:55,719
Oh, Jane, I...
269
00:16:55,720 --> 00:16:58,040
So if you'd rather not be there,
you and Dad...
270
00:17:03,000 --> 00:17:04,120
No.
271
00:17:05,520 --> 00:17:07,360
No, we'll be there.
272
00:17:10,120 --> 00:17:11,400
You just...
273
00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:14,680
You say what you have to.
274
00:17:48,040 --> 00:17:49,800
Miss Andrews.
275
00:17:50,760 --> 00:17:54,159
Before dealing
with the events of that night,
276
00:17:54,160 --> 00:17:57,880
I want to deal briefly
with your medical history.
277
00:17:58,840 --> 00:18:00,959
In the spring of 1999,
278
00:18:00,960 --> 00:18:05,159
did you undergo a few sessions
with a private psychotherapist?
279
00:18:05,160 --> 00:18:07,199
Yes, I did.
280
00:18:07,200 --> 00:18:08,959
Tom arranged them for me.
281
00:18:08,960 --> 00:18:13,360
And what was the particular focus
of the psychotherapy?
282
00:18:15,880 --> 00:18:18,080
To deal with my abuse as a child.
283
00:18:22,600 --> 00:18:25,759
And the abuse to which you refer,
284
00:18:25,760 --> 00:18:27,799
was it sexual abuse?
285
00:18:27,800 --> 00:18:29,839
Yes.
MURMURS FROM GALLERY
286
00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:33,800
At about what age,
so far as you were concerned?
287
00:18:37,960 --> 00:18:40,439
About eight years old.
288
00:18:40,440 --> 00:18:44,719
Am I right in saying you do not wish
to say who was involved in that?
289
00:18:44,720 --> 00:18:45,759
That is correct.
290
00:18:45,760 --> 00:18:49,839
But am I right that we are not
talking about parental abuse?
291
00:18:49,840 --> 00:18:51,599
That's right, yes.
292
00:18:51,600 --> 00:18:54,799
So, during your relationship
with Thomas Cressman,
293
00:18:54,800 --> 00:18:58,479
you were still dealing
with the effects of that abuse.
294
00:18:58,480 --> 00:19:00,759
This left you with
a heightened perception of threat.
295
00:19:00,760 --> 00:19:01,839
Is that right?
296
00:19:01,840 --> 00:19:02,999
Yes.
297
00:19:03,000 --> 00:19:05,359
And in a high-stress situation,
298
00:19:05,360 --> 00:19:08,679
you would find yourself less able
to make rational judgements,
299
00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:10,679
instead, finding yourself in a...
300
00:19:10,680 --> 00:19:14,759
a sort of "grey mist"
of helplessness.
301
00:19:14,760 --> 00:19:15,800
Is that right?
302
00:19:16,720 --> 00:19:17,920
Yes, that's true.
303
00:19:18,880 --> 00:19:23,399
Can you now tell me about
your relationship with Mr Cressman?
304
00:19:23,400 --> 00:19:26,399
Tommy and I were together
for nearly two years.
305
00:19:26,400 --> 00:19:28,440
I was devoted to him.
306
00:19:29,880 --> 00:19:33,399
But, in terms of your sex life,
307
00:19:33,400 --> 00:19:36,239
would it be correct to say
that you were...
308
00:19:36,240 --> 00:19:39,679
relatively innocent
and straight-laced, sexually,
309
00:19:39,680 --> 00:19:43,239
whereas Thomas
was relatively adventurous?
310
00:19:43,240 --> 00:19:45,559
Yes, that's true.
311
00:19:45,560 --> 00:19:47,919
In what ways, Miss Andrews,
312
00:19:47,920 --> 00:19:51,440
was Thomas "relatively adventurous",
so far as you were concerned?
313
00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:56,079
He would want
to have anal sex with me.
314
00:19:56,080 --> 00:19:59,279
MURMURS FROM GALLERY
315
00:19:59,280 --> 00:20:04,079
And he wanted me to dress up
in kinky clothing.
316
00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:08,119
You also discovered
sexually explicit emails
317
00:20:08,120 --> 00:20:10,440
on Mr Cressman's computer,
did you not?
318
00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:16,079
Did you take these to imply
319
00:20:16,080 --> 00:20:19,279
that Mr Cressman was no longer
committed to your relationship?
320
00:20:19,280 --> 00:20:22,879
What was his attitude
to your future together?
321
00:20:22,880 --> 00:20:24,320
He was committed.
322
00:20:28,800 --> 00:20:30,560
But he had periods of...
323
00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:34,120
...confusing moments on his part...
324
00:20:36,920 --> 00:20:39,039
...where he would say
that he needed space.
325
00:20:39,040 --> 00:20:41,119
And this caused rows between you?
326
00:20:41,120 --> 00:20:42,160
Yes.
327
00:20:43,640 --> 00:20:47,000
Because I would...
push him to find out...
328
00:20:48,480 --> 00:20:50,519
...where our future was going.
329
00:20:50,520 --> 00:20:53,799
And are we talking merely about rows
where people shout at each other,
330
00:20:53,800 --> 00:20:56,839
or was there, on occasion,
more than that?
331
00:20:56,840 --> 00:20:58,319
Yes.
332
00:20:58,320 --> 00:21:00,840
In the sense that...?
333
00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:04,199
That he hit me.
334
00:21:04,200 --> 00:21:07,279
And, on another occasion
when we were arguing,
335
00:21:07,280 --> 00:21:08,719
he pushed me down the stairs.
336
00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:10,480
GASPS, MURMURS
337
00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:15,599
Well, we'd been warned
338
00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:17,919
that things were probably
gonna get pretty nasty.
339
00:21:17,920 --> 00:21:19,600
And, er, so it began.
340
00:21:20,560 --> 00:21:24,079
Well, now we come to the rows
between yourself and Tom
341
00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:26,520
on Saturday the 16th of September,
last year.
342
00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:29,879
Yes.
343
00:21:29,880 --> 00:21:31,599
The Saturday morning,
344
00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:37,959
he calls and tells me
things with Jane were just awful.
345
00:21:37,960 --> 00:21:41,799
He sounded stressed and hassled.
346
00:21:41,800 --> 00:21:45,040
I told him if they got married,
this is how it would be.
347
00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:49,759
She was just too hysterical.
348
00:21:49,760 --> 00:21:51,759
I asked him what had started
the argument,
349
00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:54,839
and he said that she wanted to know
if they were getting married,
350
00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:58,719
and he told her that she wasn't...
351
00:21:58,720 --> 00:22:02,119
stable enough
to be the mother of his children.
352
00:22:02,120 --> 00:22:05,319
Was there one aspect of those rows
353
00:22:05,320 --> 00:22:07,920
which you did not
tell the police about?
354
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:15,000
On Saturday morning...
355
00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:20,600
...he put a pillow over my head...
356
00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:23,560
...and tied me to the bed.
357
00:22:25,200 --> 00:22:27,040
His full weight was on top of me.
358
00:22:33,080 --> 00:22:35,119
And he anally raped me.
359
00:22:35,120 --> 00:22:38,040
SHOCKED CHATTER
FROM GALLERY
360
00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:47,279
'I mean, they basically
threw everything at it.'
361
00:22:47,280 --> 00:22:49,079
But to say...
362
00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:53,559
she was raped, you know,
and-and like that, I mean...
363
00:22:53,560 --> 00:22:56,079
To be honest,
it was just disgusting.
364
00:22:56,080 --> 00:22:57,440
Vile...
365
00:22:59,280 --> 00:23:01,960
...despicable lies.
366
00:23:05,280 --> 00:23:07,119
I don't know.
367
00:23:07,120 --> 00:23:12,519
Miss Andrews,
when you placed a knife by your bed,
368
00:23:12,520 --> 00:23:15,679
what exactly
did you fear might happen?
369
00:23:15,680 --> 00:23:17,959
I was afraid that
he was going to rape me again,
370
00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:19,479
like he had that morning.
371
00:23:19,480 --> 00:23:23,719
And when he began to attack you,
you tried to ward him off.
372
00:23:23,720 --> 00:23:25,919
First with a blow
from the cricket bat,
373
00:23:25,920 --> 00:23:28,360
and when that failed,
you took up the knife.
374
00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:32,839
Yes.
Did you, however,
375
00:23:32,840 --> 00:23:36,320
intend that Thomas Cressman
be stabbed with it?
376
00:23:37,600 --> 00:23:39,080
No, not at all.
377
00:23:41,720 --> 00:23:42,920
We just...
378
00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:47,359
...came together, and the next thing
I knew, he was on top of me.
379
00:23:47,360 --> 00:23:50,440
And that's the point
the knife went in?
380
00:23:55,560 --> 00:23:59,720
And at that stage, did you know
how badly injured he was?
381
00:24:01,240 --> 00:24:02,440
No.
382
00:24:04,280 --> 00:24:06,000
I just panicked.
383
00:24:07,560 --> 00:24:11,880
I crawled out from underneath him
and ran out of the room.
384
00:24:14,440 --> 00:24:16,720
I was terrified
that he was going to come after me.
385
00:24:20,160 --> 00:24:23,440
So I took my dressing gown cord
and tied the door.
386
00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:26,279
I couldn't think.
387
00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:29,080
So, one might say
you were in a "grey mist"?
388
00:24:30,440 --> 00:24:31,759
Yes.
389
00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:37,040
And as you left the house, was
there any sight or sound from Tom?
390
00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:39,560
No.
391
00:24:42,800 --> 00:24:44,120
No, there was nothing.
392
00:24:48,480 --> 00:24:50,640
That's when I realised
he must be dead.
393
00:24:52,400 --> 00:24:53,799
'Well, you see,
394
00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:56,319
'that's when her story
really began to change.
395
00:24:56,320 --> 00:24:59,559
'This was quite different
to the tale I'd been told.'
396
00:24:59,560 --> 00:25:02,880
And I realised that I had made
a dreadful mistake.
397
00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:09,000
There are one or two things
that are a bit... confusing.
398
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:11,840
What do you mean?
399
00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:15,279
Well, you said yourself
400
00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:18,160
you'd told differing versions
to different people.
401
00:25:19,920 --> 00:25:21,800
Yes, because I was confused.
402
00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:25,319
And scared.
403
00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:26,760
Right.
404
00:25:31,120 --> 00:25:34,040
It's just, you told me that you
thought you'd given him a scratch.
405
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:36,679
But then, today,
406
00:25:36,680 --> 00:25:40,160
you said you knew he was dead
before you left the house.
407
00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:49,560
I know. I just...
408
00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:52,920
...couldn't even admit it to myself.
409
00:25:59,600 --> 00:26:02,719
You know, Roger and I
have been talking,
410
00:26:02,720 --> 00:26:04,440
and he feels, we both feel...
411
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:09,439
...that, actually,
it might be more appropriate
412
00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:14,079
for you to move into a hotel
for the remainder of the trial.
413
00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:15,680
Maybe tomorrow?
414
00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:18,279
I see.
415
00:26:18,280 --> 00:26:21,279
It's just simpler all round.
416
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:22,800
Don't you think?
417
00:27:28,480 --> 00:27:30,799
Oh, hello.
SHE GIGGLES
418
00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:32,440
You're doing a very good job.
419
00:27:36,520 --> 00:27:38,280
SHE SNIFFLES
420
00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:17,200
So, Miss Andrews.
421
00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:23,719
You left the house
in the early hours of Sunday morning
422
00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:26,999
and spent the next
two and a half days
423
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:28,559
driving round the country.
424
00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:31,640
During which time,
as far, as far as you knew...
425
00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:35,919
...nobody had found Tom's body.
426
00:28:35,920 --> 00:28:37,399
Why not tell someone?
427
00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:39,119
Even as you were keying in messages
428
00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:40,959
and speaking to people
on your phone,
429
00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:46,560
why did you not say
this man was lying there, dying?
430
00:28:48,160 --> 00:28:50,560
I didn't want anybody to think
I'd fled the scene.
431
00:28:52,920 --> 00:28:54,519
Left Tom to die in that room.
432
00:28:54,520 --> 00:28:58,559
Oh, so the messages
were calculated to mislead?
433
00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:00,240
No.
434
00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:04,879
I know it's absurd.
It doesn't make any sense.
435
00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:07,359
No, no, it-it makes perfect sense.
436
00:29:07,360 --> 00:29:10,759
This was no "grey mist",
er, whatever that may be.
437
00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:13,079
Rather, you were
deliberately attempting
438
00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:16,879
to mislead your friends
and former husband.
439
00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:19,439
And now you've told this court
that you'd been admitted
440
00:29:19,440 --> 00:29:22,919
to Charing Cross Hospital
after falling down some stairs.
441
00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:24,959
Tommy pushed me down the stairs.
I was very upset.
442
00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:26,679
But you never told that
to any doctor,
443
00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:28,839
to any police officer, did you?
444
00:29:28,840 --> 00:29:30,879
Just as you never told anyone
about the occasion
445
00:29:30,880 --> 00:29:35,479
you say you got a bruise
on your head because he hit you.
446
00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:37,319
No. Because I was too ashamed.
447
00:29:37,320 --> 00:29:39,079
But when you're talking
to the police,
448
00:29:39,080 --> 00:29:40,359
this is not a time for shame.
449
00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:41,599
Is it?
450
00:29:41,600 --> 00:29:43,759
I just wanted to get the interview
over and done with.
451
00:29:43,760 --> 00:29:46,839
But what was the reason that
you failed to mention something
452
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:48,719
that you now rely on in this court?
453
00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:50,639
Namely, that earlier that day,
454
00:29:50,640 --> 00:29:54,520
he had had sexual intercourse
with you by force?
455
00:29:55,840 --> 00:29:59,679
Because I was totally ashamed
and embarrassed.
456
00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:02,999
You were seen three times by a
woman doctor at the police station.
457
00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:04,399
It was a private examination.
458
00:30:04,400 --> 00:30:06,279
You could've drawn attention,
if you wished,
459
00:30:06,280 --> 00:30:08,319
to anything that had happened to you
that you felt
460
00:30:08,320 --> 00:30:10,559
might be relevant to the trouble
that you were facing.
461
00:30:10,560 --> 00:30:13,159
But you did not draw
anyone's attention to it, did you?
462
00:30:13,160 --> 00:30:15,319
I was too traumatised
by the whole thing.
463
00:30:15,320 --> 00:30:18,159
Ah, well, you were in a fit state
to be interviewed
464
00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:20,439
and to explain all you did
to the police.
465
00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:22,119
Why not explain to the doctor,
466
00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:23,639
"I've been raped,
467
00:30:23,640 --> 00:30:27,519
"and there will be physical signs
of that, if you have a look."?
468
00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:29,039
I physically could not.
469
00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:30,599
You didn't tell anyone about it
470
00:30:30,600 --> 00:30:34,279
because it's completely invented,
that story.
471
00:30:34,280 --> 00:30:35,999
In fact,
both stories about anal rape,
472
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,479
in the morning and the alleged
second attempt that evening,
473
00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:40,079
completely invented, are they not?
474
00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:41,559
No, not at all.
475
00:30:41,560 --> 00:30:43,039
Ever since your arrest,
476
00:30:43,040 --> 00:30:45,959
you have fabricated a succession
of contradictory stories
477
00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:48,199
in a blatant attempt to escape blame
478
00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:50,479
for Thomas Cressman's death,
have you not?
479
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:51,599
No, that's not true.
480
00:30:51,600 --> 00:30:54,479
Even now, the evidence
you've presented here in court
481
00:30:54,480 --> 00:30:56,159
is riddled with inconsistencies.
482
00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:58,719
You claim that Mr Cressman
attacked you that morning,
483
00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:01,159
and, as a result, you left the house
for several hours.
484
00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:02,479
But then you chose to return.
485
00:31:02,480 --> 00:31:04,599
You claim that you feared
further sexual assault,
486
00:31:04,600 --> 00:31:07,279
yet in the next breath, you say
you happily took off your clothes
487
00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:08,559
and got into bed beside him.
488
00:31:08,560 --> 00:31:09,920
Why would you do that?
489
00:31:12,240 --> 00:31:14,280
Tom wanted me to sleep in his bed.
490
00:31:16,400 --> 00:31:17,799
I couldn't say no.
491
00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:20,439
So, you are afraid for your safety,
492
00:31:20,440 --> 00:31:22,919
yet you left the bedroom
multiple times,
493
00:31:22,920 --> 00:31:24,639
went up and down the stairs,
494
00:31:24,640 --> 00:31:27,919
first to fetch a bat,
later to arm yourself with a knife,
495
00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:30,639
which means that at any point,
you could've left that house again,
496
00:31:30,640 --> 00:31:31,839
but you chose not to.
497
00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:33,959
Now, that makes no sense, does it?
498
00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:35,639
I was afraid of what Tommy might do.
499
00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:39,999
Meanwhile, y-your description
of the attack has changed.
500
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:41,199
When talking to the police,
501
00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:43,399
you said that Mr Cressman said
he was going to hurt you.
502
00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:45,559
However, as soon as you reach court,
you're claiming
503
00:31:45,560 --> 00:31:47,599
he shouted that he was
going to "fucking kill you".
504
00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:50,359
You claimed initially you thought
you'd just given him "a scratch",
505
00:31:50,360 --> 00:31:52,119
but now you say
you were so covered in blood
506
00:31:52,120 --> 00:31:54,119
that you assumed he must be dead.
507
00:31:54,120 --> 00:31:57,920
Not one word of it rings true.
508
00:32:00,800 --> 00:32:02,840
It's... hard to remember.
509
00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:07,839
Everything just happened so fast.
510
00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:09,319
Right.
511
00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:11,199
We earlier heard that
512
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:13,919
Tom had arranged
for you to see a psychiatrist
513
00:32:13,920 --> 00:32:16,319
to help with your, er, problems.
514
00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:18,560
What problems were they, again?
515
00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:21,119
Er, my child abuse.
516
00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:23,919
Oh, yeah. The child abuse you've now
chosen to reveal in court.
517
00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:26,799
No, that's... And about which
you refuse to disclose any details.
518
00:32:26,800 --> 00:32:29,039
I don't want to.
Which is entirely your right.
519
00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:30,879
But it seems convenient,
does it not,
520
00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:32,279
to present us with an allegation
521
00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:35,120
which has never been
officially made, nor legally proven?
522
00:32:41,640 --> 00:32:43,600
Do you want a break?
523
00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:50,520
Ten minutes, members of the jury.
524
00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:13,280
GRAHAM-LLOYD:
Jane, are you all right?
525
00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:38,560
Antibiotics.
526
00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:43,480
Doctor says
it's just a low-grade infection.
527
00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:48,080
You must've been feeling poorly
for days.
528
00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:51,000
A bit.
529
00:33:52,280 --> 00:33:53,679
Bless you.
530
00:33:53,680 --> 00:33:56,319
Us women just soldier on, don't we?
531
00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:57,760
We have to.
532
00:34:40,040 --> 00:34:42,400
DOOR OPENS
533
00:35:03,440 --> 00:35:05,640
Would the foreman of the jury
please stand?
534
00:35:07,760 --> 00:35:10,359
Have you reached a verdict?
Yes.
535
00:35:10,360 --> 00:35:11,999
On the count of murder,
536
00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:16,640
do you find the defendant,
Jane Andrews, guilty or not guilty?
537
00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:19,999
Guilty.
538
00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:22,840
VOICES FADE
539
00:35:30,680 --> 00:35:34,919
I think she honestly thought
she'd get away with it.
540
00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:37,439
CHATTER
541
00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:40,360
Oh, God. Oh, Tommy.
542
00:35:53,640 --> 00:35:55,200
Jane Andrews.
543
00:35:57,080 --> 00:35:58,879
In killing the man you loved,
544
00:35:58,880 --> 00:36:02,600
you ended his life
and ruined your own.
545
00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:06,639
'It is evident
that you made your attack on him
546
00:36:06,640 --> 00:36:11,159
'when you were consumed
with anger and bitterness.
547
00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:14,839
'But nothing could justify
what you did.'
548
00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:16,159
DOOR SLAMS
549
00:36:16,160 --> 00:36:20,359
'Even if you were feeling wronged
and were emotionally vulnerable,
550
00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:23,319
'you were attacking an unarmed man
551
00:36:23,320 --> 00:36:26,199
'who had possibly been asleep
only a few minutes
552
00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:28,359
'before you attacked him.
553
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:31,879
'You then left him to die
without remorse.'
554
00:36:31,880 --> 00:36:33,439
REPORTERS CLAMOUR
555
00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:37,239
'Therefore,
as your counsel recognises,
556
00:36:37,240 --> 00:36:40,560
'there is only one sentence
I can place upon you...
557
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:45,640
'..and that is life imprisonment.'
558
00:36:51,360 --> 00:36:53,639
People don't believe her. But...
559
00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:55,960
that doesn't mean
Jane isn't telling the truth.
560
00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:01,879
It just means people
don't WANT to believe her.
561
00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:05,519
There's no excuse for what she did,
562
00:37:05,520 --> 00:37:08,039
and I know no-one
wants to speak ill of the dead,
563
00:37:08,040 --> 00:37:10,279
but Tom wasn't an angel.
564
00:37:10,280 --> 00:37:13,040
And Janey wasn't a monster, either.
565
00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:21,039
The whole thing is just
terribly, terribly sad.
566
00:37:21,040 --> 00:37:24,399
The fact is, she's a murderer.
However you wanna look at it.
567
00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:25,599
She was a woman scorned,
568
00:37:25,600 --> 00:37:28,399
and she took Thomas Cressman's life
in anger.
569
00:37:28,400 --> 00:37:30,199
And even that wasn't enough for her.
570
00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:32,600
She had to try
and destroy his good name.
571
00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:36,039
But, you know,
at the end of the day,
572
00:37:36,040 --> 00:37:38,320
we didn't let her get away with it.
573
00:37:39,920 --> 00:37:42,080
Any other personal items?
574
00:37:45,040 --> 00:37:48,240
Oh, no, you can keep that.
Well, unless it's valuable.
575
00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:52,079
Er, no.
576
00:37:52,080 --> 00:37:53,919
It's just...
577
00:37:53,920 --> 00:37:56,959
it was a present from
The Duchess of York, actually.
578
00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:59,440
No-one asked for your life story, love.
579
00:38:02,080 --> 00:38:03,360
Follow me.
580
00:38:06,080 --> 00:38:08,120
LAUGHTER, CHATTER
581
00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:16,959
Ey up, it's Fergie's bird!
582
00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:19,079
Welcome home, Your Majesty.
583
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:21,159
LAUGHTER, JEERS
584
00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:23,280
BANGING
585
00:38:24,360 --> 00:38:26,319
All right, Your Ladyship?
586
00:38:26,320 --> 00:38:30,120
PRISONERS JEERING
587
00:38:36,280 --> 00:38:38,520
JEERS FADE
588
00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:50,360
MUFFLED BANGING
589
00:38:52,600 --> 00:38:54,800
So, how have you been this week?
590
00:38:57,040 --> 00:38:59,079
Pretty much the same.
591
00:38:59,080 --> 00:39:02,319
Jane, as we discussed last time,
592
00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:05,440
I think your earlier diagnosis
of depression was correct.
593
00:39:07,040 --> 00:39:08,399
Right.
594
00:39:08,400 --> 00:39:11,399
But now that
I'm getting to know you better,
595
00:39:11,400 --> 00:39:14,520
I think it possibly doesn't explain
everything you're dealing with.
596
00:39:18,000 --> 00:39:21,360
Have you ever heard of
borderline personality disorder?
597
00:39:24,360 --> 00:39:26,320
No, I don't think so.
598
00:39:27,480 --> 00:39:29,999
Well, a person with BPD
599
00:39:30,000 --> 00:39:33,279
often has a longstanding pattern
of thoughts and feelings
600
00:39:33,280 --> 00:39:35,799
that probably began
when they were very young.
601
00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:39,039
They experience
certain recurrent impulses
602
00:39:39,040 --> 00:39:40,559
and ways of being in relationships
603
00:39:40,560 --> 00:39:43,199
which often cause them
a lot of distress,
604
00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:46,479
and which often involve
self-damaging behaviours.
605
00:39:46,480 --> 00:39:51,640
So, things like
recurrent suicidal threats.
606
00:39:53,240 --> 00:39:55,360
Does any of that
feel familiar to you?
607
00:39:57,920 --> 00:39:59,240
I don't know.
608
00:40:01,360 --> 00:40:02,520
Maybe.
609
00:40:03,680 --> 00:40:05,120
OK.
610
00:40:06,240 --> 00:40:10,199
Well, we often find that there are
other common behaviours too.
611
00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:15,999
People with BPD
feel deeply entrenched shame.
612
00:40:16,000 --> 00:40:18,999
So whenever they make mistakes
or have weaknesses,
613
00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:22,679
they try very hard
to avoid admitting it.
614
00:40:22,680 --> 00:40:27,400
And sometimes, that means they lie
so they don't have to face it.
615
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:30,800
Right.
616
00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:36,399
But that doesn't mean
they're trying to deceive.
617
00:40:36,400 --> 00:40:40,759
But they're a way of coping
when you're feeling a lot of pain.
618
00:40:40,760 --> 00:40:44,999
It's a bit like going out in the sun
when you're already sunburnt.
619
00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:47,319
If you're already feeling
emotionally raw,
620
00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:51,480
you can't begin to make
healthy emotional connections.
621
00:40:56,640 --> 00:40:58,999
So I need to stay out of the sun?
622
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:00,519
For now.
623
00:41:00,520 --> 00:41:02,120
Well, that shouldn't be a problem.
624
00:41:03,400 --> 00:41:05,359
Jane, with the right support,
625
00:41:05,360 --> 00:41:08,480
you can begin to learn to control
your behavioural triggers.
626
00:41:09,720 --> 00:41:11,919
It'll take work,
627
00:41:11,920 --> 00:41:16,000
but I really think this could be
a whole fresh start for you.
628
00:41:21,480 --> 00:41:24,479
'How are your sessions going
with Dr Chaudhry?'
629
00:41:24,480 --> 00:41:26,079
Yeah, good.
630
00:41:26,080 --> 00:41:28,479
We're doing a lot of work
on my triggers,
631
00:41:28,480 --> 00:41:31,000
identifying behavioural patterns,
you know?
632
00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:35,479
Working through
why I do the things that I do.
633
00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:37,279
I think it's really helping.
634
00:41:37,280 --> 00:41:38,680
And...
635
00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:42,879
...has there been any more news
about the appeal?
636
00:41:42,880 --> 00:41:46,520
Mum, I told you. They said
it'd be ages before we hear.
637
00:41:47,800 --> 00:41:51,279
But it should make a difference,
shouldn't it, this diagnosis?
638
00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:52,760
It changes everything, really.
639
00:41:54,200 --> 00:41:57,080
And the new solicitor thinks there
are new avenues that we can explore.
640
00:41:58,680 --> 00:42:01,280
That's really good, Jane.
Mm.
641
00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:05,040
'Can't believe
it's Christmas already.'
642
00:42:07,720 --> 00:42:09,840
We had a card.
'Sorry?'
643
00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:16,160
We had a Christmas card
from Mr and Mrs Cressman.
644
00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:19,719
'They said they knew it would be
a difficult Christmas
645
00:42:19,720 --> 00:42:22,880
'and they sent their best wishes,
and...
646
00:42:24,760 --> 00:42:25,840
'That was...'
647
00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:30,400
That... That was kind of them,
wasn't it?
648
00:42:31,680 --> 00:42:32,799
I wondered if we...
649
00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:34,479
Listen, Mum, I've got to go soon.
650
00:42:34,480 --> 00:42:38,079
No, no, of course.
Er, J... Er, Jane?
651
00:42:38,080 --> 00:42:41,639
'Jane, will we, erm, will we
speak to you on Christmas Day?'
652
00:42:41,640 --> 00:42:44,160
'I hate to think of you all alone
in that place.'
653
00:42:45,520 --> 00:42:48,039
Actually, I've made a new friend.
654
00:42:48,040 --> 00:42:49,280
'Oh.'
655
00:42:50,840 --> 00:42:52,560
Well, more of a pen pal.
656
00:43:08,200 --> 00:43:12,479
'The way she's been portrayed,
as completely hard and unfeeling -
657
00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:14,199
'that's not Janey.'
658
00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:17,760
If anything,
she feels things much too deeply.
659
00:43:19,480 --> 00:43:21,759
She had all these...
660
00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:25,239
lovely dreams
of a great fairy tale romance,
661
00:43:25,240 --> 00:43:27,040
and when that fell apart,
so did she.
662
00:43:28,320 --> 00:43:30,440
The fact is that woman...
663
00:43:31,720 --> 00:43:33,440
...never showed any remorse.
664
00:43:35,720 --> 00:43:36,920
Not to me...
665
00:43:39,360 --> 00:43:40,840
...or to my family.
666
00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:45,679
'So, if you ask me,
they should never let her out.
667
00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:51,240
'And any man
who gets involved with her...
668
00:43:52,720 --> 00:43:57,320
'..should be very, very careful.'
669
00:44:02,880 --> 00:44:05,760
I miss Tommy every single day.
670
00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:10,920
The sound of his voice.
671
00:44:12,280 --> 00:44:13,920
The way he laughed.
672
00:44:15,120 --> 00:44:17,320
SHE LAUGHS
Silly jokes.
673
00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:23,320
He had this incredible gift
for living.
674
00:44:28,160 --> 00:44:30,760
He was my... my beautiful boy.
675
00:44:33,200 --> 00:44:35,239
And now he's gone.
676
00:44:35,240 --> 00:44:38,360
SHE WHIMPERS,
TAKES DEEP BREATH
677
00:44:43,320 --> 00:44:45,800
I just want to keep
my brother's memory alive.
678
00:44:56,000 --> 00:44:57,720
Can we stop there?
679
00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:00,400
Of course.
680
00:45:41,480 --> 00:45:43,520
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