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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:05,996 --> 00:00:07,996 [Unnerving music; Distorted, pulsing beat] 2 00:00:17,976 --> 00:00:19,976 [Music continues; Rhythmic ticking] 3 00:00:37,371 --> 00:00:40,241 [Music builds; Dissonant, distorted buzzing] 4 00:00:53,929 --> 00:01:01,055 ♪ Stay away from me 5 00:01:05,922 --> 00:01:14,549 ♪ Lay me down to sleep 6 00:01:17,909 --> 00:01:20,539 ♪ Put me back where I belong 7 00:01:20,664 --> 00:01:26,122 ♪ Where you are right and I am wrong again 8 00:01:29,887 --> 00:01:36,974 ♪ Stay away from me 9 00:01:41,727 --> 00:01:48,030 ♪ Stay away from me 10 00:01:54,166 --> 00:02:03,249 ♪ Lay me down to sleep 11 00:02:06,376 --> 00:02:09,275 ♪ Put me back where I belong 12 00:02:09,400 --> 00:02:15,446 ♪ Where you are right and I am wrong again 13 00:02:18,551 --> 00:02:24,585 ♪ Stay away from me 14 00:02:30,692 --> 00:02:38,121 ♪ Stay away from me 15 00:02:41,912 --> 00:02:52,920 ♪ Lay me down to sleep 16 00:02:54,037 --> 00:02:56,593 ♪ Put me back where I belong 17 00:02:56,718 --> 00:03:02,886 ♪ Where you are right and I am wrong again 18 00:03:05,727 --> 00:03:13,465 ♪ Stay away from me 19 00:03:19,580 --> 00:03:22,506 ♪ It's so warm 20 00:03:22,631 --> 00:03:25,532 ♪ It's so dark 21 00:03:25,657 --> 00:03:30,163 ♪ I hear you calling to me 22 00:03:31,470 --> 00:03:40,855 ♪ I become a child again 23 00:03:43,622 --> 00:03:47,530 ♪ It's so far away 24 00:03:47,655 --> 00:03:54,159 ♪ I can't hear you from where you're shouting 25 00:03:55,485 --> 00:04:05,954 ♪ It won't ever be the same 26 00:04:06,079 --> 00:04:12,820 ♪ Stay away from me 27 00:04:17,865 --> 00:04:28,668 ♪ Lay me down to sleep 28 00:04:29,775 --> 00:04:32,202 ♪ Put me back where I belong 29 00:04:32,327 --> 00:04:39,743 ♪ Where you are right and I am wrong again 30 00:04:41,823 --> 00:04:50,107 ♪ Stay away from me 31 00:04:54,419 --> 00:05:02,177 - ♪ Stay away from me... ♪ - [Music intensifies, subsumes vocals] 32 00:05:02,302 --> 00:05:05,182 [Music continues; Piercing guitar squall] 33 00:05:41,425 --> 00:05:44,007 [Music softens; Eerie, reversed soundscape] 34 00:06:30,015 --> 00:06:31,725 [Music stops; Beep] 35 00:06:31,850 --> 00:06:35,778 [Turner] In Action Comics number one, when it came out in 1938, 36 00:06:35,903 --> 00:06:40,567 Superman, on the first page, was called the champion of the oppressed. 37 00:06:40,692 --> 00:06:44,633 And he was created by Jerry Siegel and Joe Shuster, 38 00:06:44,758 --> 00:06:47,449 these two Jewish immigrants... 39 00:06:47,574 --> 00:06:50,243 uh, right when the rise of Hitler was happening, 40 00:06:50,368 --> 00:06:52,204 World War II was kicking into gear. 41 00:06:52,329 --> 00:06:54,247 And these two young Jewish guys 42 00:06:54,372 --> 00:06:57,501 were trying to create a modern Moses. 43 00:06:57,626 --> 00:06:59,961 They were looking at, you know, like... 44 00:07:00,086 --> 00:07:04,133 Like, Moses was sent down the River Nile to escape the genocide of his people 45 00:07:04,258 --> 00:07:06,760 and landed in the new world of Egypt. 46 00:07:06,885 --> 00:07:08,720 So, too, did Superman. 47 00:07:08,845 --> 00:07:10,972 When he's... When Krypton is exploded 48 00:07:11,097 --> 00:07:14,392 and he's sent down in the rocket to Earth, 49 00:07:14,517 --> 00:07:16,603 to embrace a new life, to become the litera... 50 00:07:16,728 --> 00:07:19,648 the liberator of these people. 51 00:07:19,773 --> 00:07:21,566 He is the man of tomorrow. 52 00:07:21,691 --> 00:07:23,860 He is the man that represents a tomorrow. 53 00:07:23,985 --> 00:07:27,906 He's the hope for a future that we can create. 54 00:07:28,031 --> 00:07:31,785 When he ends up having to go against Brainiac, 55 00:07:31,910 --> 00:07:33,688 Brainiac is the conqueror. 56 00:07:33,813 --> 00:07:35,622 He's the collector. He's the coloniser. 57 00:07:35,747 --> 00:07:40,785 He's the guy who explores the universe looking to collect planets 58 00:07:40,910 --> 00:07:43,301 'cause he finds their history and their cultures fascinating, 59 00:07:43,426 --> 00:07:45,226 but only in a vacuum. 60 00:07:45,351 --> 00:07:48,176 Only when they're there for him to put up on a shelf 61 00:07:48,301 --> 00:07:51,429 and admire...and study. 62 00:07:51,554 --> 00:07:53,431 Just like the British Museum. 63 00:07:53,556 --> 00:07:57,168 And... And here we have this, like... 64 00:07:57,293 --> 00:07:59,646 strong immigrant journalist, 65 00:07:59,771 --> 00:08:03,338 this beautiful, young, hopeful spirit, 66 00:08:03,463 --> 00:08:05,652 really trying to find a way 67 00:08:05,777 --> 00:08:09,155 to apply his life in a more meaningful way. 68 00:08:09,280 --> 00:08:12,544 And he comes up against this force 69 00:08:12,669 --> 00:08:15,745 that then enables him to come to understand... 70 00:08:15,870 --> 00:08:18,582 what his culture really was, what his own history is. 71 00:08:18,707 --> 00:08:20,404 You know, like, I bet the Kents, 72 00:08:20,529 --> 00:08:23,169 when he came down in that rocket and they were driving by, 73 00:08:23,294 --> 00:08:25,380 I bet they thought he was a Russian bomb, 74 00:08:25,505 --> 00:08:28,466 you know, and they were like, "Who is this? What is this? 75 00:08:28,591 --> 00:08:31,062 "What... How could this thing have even happened?" 76 00:08:31,187 --> 00:08:35,724 It's like the Archangel Michael visiting Mary and Joseph, you know? 77 00:08:35,849 --> 00:08:39,603 It's, like, how does your brain even make sense of something like that happening? 78 00:08:39,728 --> 00:08:42,606 And, so, you know, he's raised in this... in the Midwest 79 00:08:42,731 --> 00:08:45,191 with this sweet and loving mentality 80 00:08:45,316 --> 00:08:49,696 where that which is human is all-encompassing, and... 81 00:08:51,906 --> 00:08:54,826 ..and when he goes to Metropolis and he meets Lois Lane, 82 00:08:54,951 --> 00:08:57,871 he meets someone who represents all that makes humanity beautiful. 83 00:08:57,996 --> 00:09:01,824 She's driven, she's curious. She asks questions. 84 00:09:01,949 --> 00:09:06,087 Biting, stabbing, searing questions, that... 85 00:09:06,212 --> 00:09:10,800 that cut deep at the heart of what makes life worth living. 86 00:09:10,925 --> 00:09:13,364 And it's that curiosity and drive, 87 00:09:13,489 --> 00:09:15,972 and that she swears when she stubs her toe, 88 00:09:16,097 --> 00:09:19,351 or chain-smokes 'cause she's under constant stress. 89 00:09:19,476 --> 00:09:22,896 It's those things that Superman actually finds beautiful, 90 00:09:23,021 --> 00:09:24,939 that makes him love her. 91 00:09:25,064 --> 00:09:26,733 It's... 92 00:09:26,858 --> 00:09:30,236 It's a really beautiful love story at the centre of... 93 00:09:30,361 --> 00:09:34,324 of a political cosmic epic about, 94 00:09:34,449 --> 00:09:37,118 what is our place in the system? 95 00:09:37,243 --> 00:09:40,038 If we're living comfortably in the system and we're in our Clark Kent mode, 96 00:09:40,163 --> 00:09:43,858 and we're demure and mild and "aw, shucks," you know, and... 97 00:09:45,335 --> 00:09:47,170 ..and constantly fucking up and whatever. 98 00:09:47,295 --> 00:09:49,172 You know, we feel like that every day, 99 00:09:49,297 --> 00:09:51,174 but there's the chance to just rip open the shirt 100 00:09:51,299 --> 00:09:55,053 and reveal that big, bright symbol of hope 101 00:09:55,178 --> 00:09:58,515 and transcend to our higher selves, you know, become... 102 00:09:58,640 --> 00:10:01,469 become Moses, become something mythic. 103 00:10:03,770 --> 00:10:06,168 So, what do you say? Will you be my Superman? 104 00:10:07,398 --> 00:10:09,400 [Colleague] What the fuck are you talking about? 105 00:10:10,443 --> 00:10:13,980 I mean, I have to get to set, and I know you've got a fucking job to do. 106 00:10:15,320 --> 00:10:16,882 Bye. 107 00:11:01,278 --> 00:11:03,956 [Lid creaks, thuds] 108 00:11:04,081 --> 00:11:06,081 [Traffic hums] 109 00:11:25,351 --> 00:11:27,646 [Siren wails] 110 00:11:27,771 --> 00:11:30,315 [Bustling chatter; Indie-rock music plays] 111 00:11:30,440 --> 00:11:32,440 [Siren recedes] 112 00:12:01,387 --> 00:12:03,474 - Hi! - Hi, how are you? 113 00:12:03,599 --> 00:12:05,725 - I'm good. How are you? - Good! 114 00:12:05,850 --> 00:12:08,102 - Is the show going well so far? - Yeah, it, uh... 115 00:12:08,227 --> 00:12:10,522 it just started, actually. [Indistinct] 116 00:12:10,647 --> 00:12:13,608 No, of course. No, I wouldn't miss it for the world. 117 00:12:13,733 --> 00:12:16,778 [Indistinct] 118 00:12:16,903 --> 00:12:19,863 I just want to try something quickly. 119 00:12:20,906 --> 00:12:22,534 Maybe think about, like... 120 00:12:22,659 --> 00:12:25,996 Maybe if you put them so that the covers... 121 00:12:27,038 --> 00:12:29,636 - I'm sorry, I'm just trying to help. - [Indistinct] 122 00:12:33,127 --> 00:12:34,880 [Indistinct] 123 00:12:35,005 --> 00:12:38,548 - Sorry. I wasn't trying to... - [Indistinct] 124 00:12:40,203 --> 00:12:42,736 [Indistinct] 125 00:12:44,946 --> 00:12:49,109 Sorry. Sorry, I feel like... [indistinct] 126 00:12:53,071 --> 00:12:55,381 It's good. It really is good. I... 127 00:12:56,859 --> 00:12:59,487 Do you mind if I... I'm just going to try something, real quick. 128 00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:01,532 [Indistinct] 129 00:13:02,870 --> 00:13:05,327 Sorry, I'm just trying to help. 130 00:13:05,452 --> 00:13:09,412 - [Brooklyn] I know, I can set up... - [Turner] No, of course, of course. 131 00:13:13,919 --> 00:13:16,588 - Oh, my God! - I didn't mean to scare you or anything. 132 00:13:16,713 --> 00:13:20,571 - No, it's all good. - This is...amazing! 133 00:13:21,761 --> 00:13:23,553 - It's... - [Brooklyn] That's so sweet. 134 00:13:23,678 --> 00:13:27,266 How did you get the line-work for this one just, like, down pat. Like... 135 00:13:27,391 --> 00:13:29,309 - That's so sweet. I... - I'm just gonna... 136 00:13:29,434 --> 00:13:30,936 Uh, this one... 137 00:13:50,556 --> 00:13:53,666 [Turner inhales, exhales] 138 00:13:53,791 --> 00:13:55,276 Hey. 139 00:13:55,401 --> 00:13:57,588 I don't know if I'm in the mood tonight. 140 00:13:57,713 --> 00:13:59,932 [Brooklyn inhales] 141 00:14:02,550 --> 00:14:03,994 [Brooklyn] Okay. 142 00:14:05,053 --> 00:14:07,722 - Sorry. - [He inhales] 143 00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:11,483 - It's just been a really long day. - [Brooklyn] It's okay. 144 00:14:13,519 --> 00:14:15,571 It's been a week. 145 00:14:18,316 --> 00:14:20,235 You say that every week. 146 00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:22,360 - Mm? - [He inhales] 147 00:14:24,697 --> 00:14:26,874 - [He exhales] - What do you mean? 148 00:14:29,787 --> 00:14:31,787 [Turner exhales] 149 00:14:35,291 --> 00:14:37,293 Are you okay? 150 00:14:42,399 --> 00:14:45,051 [Brooklyn inhales, exhales] 151 00:14:45,176 --> 00:14:47,044 Do you love me? 152 00:14:48,471 --> 00:14:49,968 [Turner] Yeah. 153 00:14:52,475 --> 00:14:53,975 Yeah. 154 00:14:57,563 --> 00:14:59,233 I think so. 155 00:15:03,653 --> 00:15:05,655 How do you define love? 156 00:15:07,547 --> 00:15:09,276 What? 157 00:15:10,702 --> 00:15:12,804 - [Turner] I just... - What? 158 00:15:16,124 --> 00:15:19,499 It's a... It's a yes-or-no question. 159 00:15:20,795 --> 00:15:22,797 [Turner] I... I just like definitions. 160 00:15:24,340 --> 00:15:26,342 I just... I just want to know... 161 00:15:27,552 --> 00:15:30,346 - Um... - ..what it means before... 162 00:15:30,471 --> 00:15:32,568 you know, when I say it. 163 00:15:33,809 --> 00:15:35,537 [Brooklyn] Um, okay. 164 00:15:36,645 --> 00:15:38,452 Uh... 165 00:15:41,315 --> 00:15:44,944 Um, okay. For example... 166 00:15:45,069 --> 00:15:47,736 it might mean... 167 00:15:48,865 --> 00:15:51,659 ..showing some sort of... 168 00:15:51,784 --> 00:15:55,403 desire in the person... 169 00:15:57,162 --> 00:15:58,869 [She stutters] 170 00:16:00,069 --> 00:16:03,129 Are you... Are you attracted to me? 171 00:16:03,254 --> 00:16:05,368 Yes! 172 00:16:05,493 --> 00:16:07,592 - [Brooklyn] Are you? - Yes! 173 00:16:07,717 --> 00:16:10,595 - What are you talking about? - Okay, because you don't... 174 00:16:10,720 --> 00:16:11,888 act like it. 175 00:16:12,013 --> 00:16:14,131 - [Turner] Do I not? - [Brooklyn] No. 176 00:16:16,685 --> 00:16:18,674 Well, I'm...I'm sorry. 177 00:16:19,729 --> 00:16:21,272 Well, it... 178 00:16:21,397 --> 00:16:23,901 - [Turner exhales] - I'm sorry. 179 00:16:25,318 --> 00:16:27,695 - [She exhales] - I just don't understand 180 00:16:27,820 --> 00:16:29,698 why you can't, like... 181 00:16:31,365 --> 00:16:36,370 Like, would it be so hard for you to... 182 00:16:36,495 --> 00:16:41,334 come home from work and maybe spend time with me, 183 00:16:41,459 --> 00:16:44,253 or fuck me, 184 00:16:44,378 --> 00:16:48,007 or do something to show that... 185 00:16:48,132 --> 00:16:51,383 'Cause I don't feel like you want me at all. 186 00:16:51,508 --> 00:16:53,262 - Like, do you know what I mean? - No! 187 00:16:53,387 --> 00:16:55,348 [Brooklyn] I just want to know if you want me. 188 00:16:55,473 --> 00:16:57,267 Okay, I can...I can do that. 189 00:16:57,392 --> 00:17:00,203 - I can do that. - [Brooklyn] Okay. 190 00:17:06,067 --> 00:17:08,736 [Turner] I-I'll work on it. I'll take more initiative. 191 00:17:08,861 --> 00:17:11,531 I just wish you would... 192 00:17:11,656 --> 00:17:14,325 Would it be so hard to be a fucking man about these things? 193 00:17:14,450 --> 00:17:17,120 - Like... - [Turner] Fuck! 194 00:17:17,245 --> 00:17:19,109 - Okay. - [He exhales] 195 00:17:20,549 --> 00:17:22,917 - [Brooklyn] I don't... - Wow! 196 00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:26,045 I just mean that, like, if you could... 197 00:17:26,170 --> 00:17:29,132 if you could show some initiative, 198 00:17:29,257 --> 00:17:31,050 like, if you could... 199 00:17:31,175 --> 00:17:33,177 act on, like, if... 200 00:17:34,929 --> 00:17:39,511 Like, do you know what I mean? Like, do you know what I'm talking about? 201 00:17:41,602 --> 00:17:44,355 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - [Brooklyn] Or... 202 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:47,358 - Like, do you... - Okay, okay. 203 00:17:47,483 --> 00:17:49,485 - [Brooklyn] Okay. - Please. 204 00:17:50,599 --> 00:17:52,239 [He sniffles] 205 00:17:53,272 --> 00:17:55,074 Um... 206 00:17:55,199 --> 00:17:58,328 - [He exhales] - I get off work around 8:00... 207 00:18:00,037 --> 00:18:02,248 ..on Friday. Do you want to go out? Do you want to... 208 00:18:02,373 --> 00:18:04,299 Do you want to go on a date? 209 00:18:06,002 --> 00:18:09,366 - Okay, sure. - [Turner] Okay. Okay. 210 00:18:10,798 --> 00:18:12,848 - [Brooklyn] Yeah. - I'll plan something. 211 00:18:13,926 --> 00:18:15,654 - [Brooklyn] Yeah? - Yeah. 212 00:18:18,639 --> 00:18:20,433 Yeah, yeah. 213 00:18:20,558 --> 00:18:22,312 It'll be nice. 214 00:18:25,610 --> 00:18:28,445 [Brooklyn inhales, exhales] 215 00:18:29,859 --> 00:18:32,580 - Friday? - Friday. 216 00:18:34,155 --> 00:18:35,973 I promise. 217 00:18:39,869 --> 00:18:41,871 - Okay. - Okay. 218 00:18:44,540 --> 00:18:47,793 [Turner exhales, inhales] 219 00:18:47,918 --> 00:18:49,538 Okay. 220 00:20:12,754 --> 00:20:14,170 Hey. 221 00:20:16,090 --> 00:20:17,967 Hi, yeah... 222 00:20:18,092 --> 00:20:20,636 Sorry, yeah, um... 223 00:20:21,679 --> 00:20:24,807 Yeah, no, I... Sorry, it's really loud. I... 224 00:20:24,932 --> 00:20:26,934 I don't know how long it's going to be. 225 00:20:27,059 --> 00:20:29,521 I'm trying to... I don't know when we're going to wrap. 226 00:20:29,646 --> 00:20:33,858 I'm trying to get off, like, as soon as possible, so... 227 00:20:33,983 --> 00:20:35,985 I'm trying to get off as soon as possible. 228 00:20:37,445 --> 00:20:39,957 No, I don't know when we're going to wrap. 229 00:20:41,657 --> 00:20:44,293 I don't know when we're going to wrap. I'm trying to get... 230 00:20:45,287 --> 00:20:48,562 I'm trying to see if any of, like, the prep crew can be let off early. 231 00:20:50,249 --> 00:20:53,685 I know. I know, I know. Um... 232 00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:57,214 I know, I'm trying... 233 00:20:57,339 --> 00:20:59,592 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 234 00:20:59,717 --> 00:21:01,497 I'm sorry. 235 00:21:05,139 --> 00:21:07,391 Can... Can we reschedule? Can we reschedule? 236 00:21:07,516 --> 00:21:11,520 Can we rearrange that? Can we take it, um... 237 00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:14,483 Saturday? Saturday. Saturday. 238 00:21:27,369 --> 00:21:31,206 [Indistinct dialogue] 239 00:21:37,838 --> 00:21:40,120 - Is that the guy? - Yeah, it's the statue. 240 00:21:40,245 --> 00:21:42,593 Like, did he make it? Or is he, like, the Thinker? 241 00:21:42,718 --> 00:21:44,346 - [He laughs] - Yeah, he's the Thinker. 242 00:21:51,435 --> 00:21:53,270 [Indistinct dialogue] 243 00:21:55,814 --> 00:21:57,901 I wish it played like a drum. 244 00:21:58,026 --> 00:22:00,026 [Water laps gently] 245 00:22:03,697 --> 00:22:05,278 Fuck. 246 00:22:06,784 --> 00:22:08,883 I should have brought a bottle of wine. 247 00:22:10,829 --> 00:22:12,206 - You're fine. - [Turner] Yeah? 248 00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:13,567 - Yeah. - Okay. 249 00:22:13,692 --> 00:22:16,171 - Next time. - Okay. Yeah. 250 00:22:27,264 --> 00:22:29,264 [Turner laughs] 251 00:22:30,975 --> 00:22:32,810 - Good night? - Yeah. 252 00:22:36,021 --> 00:22:37,691 [Indistinct] 253 00:22:37,816 --> 00:22:39,438 [Brooklyn laughs] 254 00:23:00,923 --> 00:23:04,633 - You really had a good time tonight? - Yeah. 255 00:23:04,758 --> 00:23:08,012 [Indistinct] 256 00:23:08,137 --> 00:23:10,431 Okay. 257 00:23:10,556 --> 00:23:13,058 Don't overthink it, it's fine. 258 00:23:13,183 --> 00:23:16,077 It was great. It was great. I loved it. I had a good time. 259 00:23:16,202 --> 00:23:17,789 Good. 260 00:23:39,418 --> 00:23:43,522 - [Turner] Good morning, schleepy. - [Brooklyn] Oh, my God! 261 00:23:43,647 --> 00:23:46,550 - Sweetheart, thank you. - 'Course. 262 00:23:46,675 --> 00:23:49,011 - How'd you sleep? - [Brooklyn] Oh... 263 00:23:49,136 --> 00:23:51,514 - Really good. - Nice. 264 00:23:51,639 --> 00:23:53,224 Nice. I'm glad we went out last night. 265 00:23:53,349 --> 00:23:55,532 - Me, too. - Yeah, it's been a while. 266 00:23:56,894 --> 00:23:58,559 So... 267 00:23:59,899 --> 00:24:02,525 - ..what did you want to do today? - [Turner clicks tongue] 268 00:24:02,650 --> 00:24:03,901 We could go for breakfast. 269 00:24:04,026 --> 00:24:05,653 - Yeah? Okay. - That'd be nice, yeah. 270 00:24:05,778 --> 00:24:09,330 Got plans with Izzy at 3:00. That's the only thing. 271 00:24:11,617 --> 00:24:13,169 Okay. 272 00:24:14,453 --> 00:24:16,455 How... For how long? What are you guys doing? 273 00:24:16,580 --> 00:24:19,124 Oh, I don't know. We're just going out drinking. 274 00:24:19,249 --> 00:24:22,988 Just going to catch up. It's been a while. Like, she's... 275 00:24:23,113 --> 00:24:25,847 just got into town, I've only been able to see her once, so... 276 00:24:30,179 --> 00:24:31,563 Okay. 277 00:24:32,619 --> 00:24:34,394 I just, I... 278 00:24:34,519 --> 00:24:37,746 Like, last night, you just said that we would, like, spend all weekend together. 279 00:24:38,811 --> 00:24:42,731 So, I just thought that you were free for the whole weekend. 280 00:24:42,856 --> 00:24:45,025 And I was just looking forward to that. 281 00:24:45,150 --> 00:24:47,236 Aren't we? 282 00:24:47,361 --> 00:24:49,738 Well, if you have plans with Izzy... 283 00:24:49,863 --> 00:24:51,950 [Turner] Yeah, but, I mean, you know... 284 00:24:52,075 --> 00:24:54,910 we did last night, and, uh... 285 00:24:55,035 --> 00:24:58,081 - [He inhales] - ..sleeping over and... 286 00:24:59,166 --> 00:25:01,726 ..going to get breakfast and stuff, that's still the weekend, right? 287 00:25:03,168 --> 00:25:05,937 No, that's a...that's a date. 288 00:25:09,516 --> 00:25:11,051 'Cause, like... 289 00:25:11,176 --> 00:25:14,555 'Cause just, like, when's the last time you had, like, a whole weekend off? 290 00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:17,633 - Like, do you know what I mean? - Yeah, I know. 291 00:25:19,143 --> 00:25:22,938 I don't know. No, I mean, you know, I love spending time with you, I just... 292 00:25:23,063 --> 00:25:26,108 it's been a long time since I've really been able to, like, 293 00:25:26,233 --> 00:25:28,467 sit down and have a good talk with Izzy. 294 00:25:32,197 --> 00:25:34,199 Well, you can go see her. 295 00:25:34,324 --> 00:25:37,763 If you would rather... spend your time with her, that's fine. 296 00:25:37,888 --> 00:25:40,789 Okay, don't... No, it's not like... 297 00:25:40,914 --> 00:25:42,376 It's not like that. It's not a competition. 298 00:25:42,501 --> 00:25:43,584 - But I thought... - I just wanted to... 299 00:25:43,709 --> 00:25:45,711 [Brooklyn] Well, what do you mean, "it's not a competition"? 300 00:25:45,836 --> 00:25:48,130 Like, I thought... No, I thought we were going to spend the weekend together. 301 00:25:48,255 --> 00:25:49,715 Well, we are spending the weekend together. 302 00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:52,509 [Brooklyn] No, we're not! You're busy, is what you just said. 303 00:25:52,634 --> 00:25:54,159 - Well... - [He groans] 304 00:25:57,097 --> 00:26:00,058 Is it... Like, it's not okay for me to have... 305 00:26:01,143 --> 00:26:03,130 - I only have so much time. - Don't ask me if it's not okay 306 00:26:03,255 --> 00:26:05,230 - for you to have friends. - [Turner] No, I wasn't asking that. 307 00:26:05,355 --> 00:26:07,191 - That's not what I'm saying. - [Turner] That's not what I was saying. 308 00:26:07,316 --> 00:26:10,868 I just mean that, like, I was under the presumption that we were going to, like... 309 00:26:10,993 --> 00:26:12,905 No, no, no, I just... I'm trying to figure out... 310 00:26:13,030 --> 00:26:14,782 [Brooklyn] When's the last time we spent a whole weekend together? 311 00:26:14,907 --> 00:26:17,201 I only have so many days off, so I just want to make sure that I can... 312 00:26:17,326 --> 00:26:19,244 [Brooklyn] So, you would rather spend them with her... 313 00:26:19,369 --> 00:26:21,372 - That's... Come on. - ..than with me? 314 00:26:21,497 --> 00:26:24,166 No, I love spending... I love spending time with you. 315 00:26:24,291 --> 00:26:27,589 - I'm really glad we... - Well, can you reschedule, then? 316 00:26:29,564 --> 00:26:31,260 [Turner] Um... 317 00:26:32,926 --> 00:26:35,278 - I guess so, yeah. - [Brooklyn] Yeah? 318 00:26:36,804 --> 00:26:39,641 - [Turner exhales] - [Brooklyn] Izzy's not going anywhere. 319 00:26:41,727 --> 00:26:43,894 No, and, I mean... 320 00:26:44,019 --> 00:26:45,959 neither are you, right? 321 00:26:48,816 --> 00:26:50,814 Just reschedule. 322 00:26:53,028 --> 00:26:55,864 - She'll understand. It'll be fine. - Yeah. 323 00:26:55,989 --> 00:26:57,951 - Yeah, I can reschedule. - [Brooklyn] Come on, like... 324 00:26:58,076 --> 00:27:00,299 No, it's... Yeah, I can reschedule. 325 00:27:02,496 --> 00:27:04,166 Where do you wanna go for breakfast? 326 00:27:04,291 --> 00:27:06,291 [Bustling chatter] 327 00:27:09,962 --> 00:27:11,755 Do you remember Jessica? 328 00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:13,674 - Huh? - Do you remember Jessica? 329 00:27:13,799 --> 00:27:14,967 [Turner] Jessica who? 330 00:27:15,092 --> 00:27:18,143 She used to... I go to school with her. She was at [indistinct]. 331 00:27:19,388 --> 00:27:21,141 - She has, like... - Adler? 332 00:27:21,266 --> 00:27:23,571 No. No, I know that, but I got... 333 00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:27,187 - I think I know who you're talking about. - We were... We were in a class... 334 00:27:27,312 --> 00:27:28,772 - Sorry. - [Turner] It's okay. 335 00:27:28,897 --> 00:27:31,775 - We were in a class about lighting. - [Turner] Mm-hm. 336 00:27:31,900 --> 00:27:33,902 - And you know I really like Caravaggio. - [Turner] Mm-hm. 337 00:27:34,027 --> 00:27:35,654 And we were talking about Caravaggio, 338 00:27:35,779 --> 00:27:39,372 and she was saying that he was a master of, like, chiaroscuro. 339 00:27:39,497 --> 00:27:42,536 - Mm-hm. - [Brooklyn] And then, I said... 340 00:27:42,661 --> 00:27:44,415 well, you know... 341 00:27:44,540 --> 00:27:47,541 technically, yes, it's chiaroscuro, a type of it, 342 00:27:47,666 --> 00:27:50,002 - but do you know who he is? - [Turner] Yeah. 343 00:27:50,127 --> 00:27:51,545 - Yeah. - Obviously. 344 00:27:51,670 --> 00:27:54,214 - Like with, um... Like, with lighting. - Mm-hm. 345 00:27:54,339 --> 00:27:57,676 [Brooklyn] And, so, I would say it would be more appropriate to say, 346 00:27:57,801 --> 00:28:00,345 because he's, like, the godfather of tenebrism... 347 00:28:00,470 --> 00:28:03,307 - Do you know what tenebrism is? - Um, rings a bell. 348 00:28:03,432 --> 00:28:06,101 It's like... So, like, with chiaroscuro, 349 00:28:06,226 --> 00:28:08,155 it's all about, like, the dramatic light 350 00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:10,022 - contrasted with a dramatic shadow. - [Turner] Mm-hm. 351 00:28:10,147 --> 00:28:14,151 But with tenebrism, it's not about shadow. It's, like, literally... 352 00:28:14,276 --> 00:28:16,718 major portions of the canvas are black. 353 00:28:16,843 --> 00:28:18,781 - [Turner] Mm-hm. - [Brooklyn] So, it's more dramatic. 354 00:28:18,906 --> 00:28:21,241 It's, like, a more effective, like, storytelling thing. 355 00:28:21,366 --> 00:28:22,951 It's a whole different technique. 356 00:28:23,076 --> 00:28:24,995 And, so, I was saying to her, like... 357 00:28:25,120 --> 00:28:27,498 like, if we're going to be talking about this person... 358 00:28:27,623 --> 00:28:30,125 And also, we were talking about David with the Head of Goliath, 359 00:28:30,250 --> 00:28:32,586 which is, like, the perfect example 360 00:28:32,711 --> 00:28:35,798 - of how it's not necessarily chiaroscuro. - Mm-hm. 361 00:28:35,923 --> 00:28:38,175 - [Brooklyn] It's more so tenebrism. - I was thinking... 362 00:28:38,300 --> 00:28:40,219 [Brooklyn] She was calling me, like, superfluous about it. 363 00:28:40,344 --> 00:28:42,679 I was saying like, no, like, we're in a lighting class. 364 00:28:42,804 --> 00:28:45,641 Yeah. Actually, I was, um... 365 00:28:45,766 --> 00:28:49,478 I was at work earlier, and I was thinking about you, um... 366 00:28:49,603 --> 00:28:51,647 And it's on this topic. It's on this topic. 367 00:28:51,772 --> 00:28:54,149 - About, like, artists... - [Brooklyn] About chiaroscuro? 368 00:28:54,274 --> 00:28:56,610 - Did you write a chiaroscuro poem? - No. 369 00:28:56,735 --> 00:28:59,613 - [He laughs] - Uh, kind of. Kind of. 370 00:28:59,738 --> 00:29:01,740 - [Brooklyn] Okay! - Um... 371 00:29:01,865 --> 00:29:03,349 Here, okay. 372 00:29:03,474 --> 00:29:05,844 Yeah, I was thinking about you at work, and I... 373 00:29:05,969 --> 00:29:08,303 I thought you'd probably like this. 374 00:29:09,498 --> 00:29:11,041 [Brooklyn] Okay. 375 00:29:11,166 --> 00:29:14,586 "There was a stunning, deafening howl 376 00:29:14,711 --> 00:29:17,756 "the day Johnny Sinković died. 377 00:29:17,881 --> 00:29:20,384 "He was beloved to those that knew him. 378 00:29:20,509 --> 00:29:23,136 "The ageing porn-stars, lonely gay truckers, 379 00:29:23,261 --> 00:29:25,764 "bored theologians that would drink with him 380 00:29:25,889 --> 00:29:28,390 "on stillborn weekdays..." 381 00:29:29,434 --> 00:29:31,270 "Pissing in alleyways, 382 00:29:31,395 --> 00:29:33,355 "climbing rusty fire-escapes, 383 00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:35,647 "chain-smoking indoors. 384 00:29:36,733 --> 00:29:39,361 "Johnny put a letter in the personal column. 385 00:29:39,486 --> 00:29:41,488 "He needed his cock cut off. 386 00:29:43,532 --> 00:29:47,286 "Maybe he felt so castrated by the doldrum, pay-cheque-to-pay-cheque, 387 00:29:47,411 --> 00:29:51,123 "chick-tract, Protestant-work-ethic, neo-feudalist life 388 00:29:51,248 --> 00:29:53,496 "he felt was an old record skipping. 389 00:29:55,133 --> 00:29:57,296 "He met her at the dark end of the street 390 00:29:57,421 --> 00:30:01,063 "and had a vision of a beatnik, new-age, hippie Jesus. 391 00:30:02,265 --> 00:30:04,636 "She looked him up and down. 392 00:30:04,761 --> 00:30:10,100 "Frumpy, she was, in a way that inspired confidence. 393 00:30:10,225 --> 00:30:14,244 "Her beady, cutting eyes sliced him with every scan. 394 00:30:15,313 --> 00:30:18,534 "She was a vision of life he felt he'd seen before, 395 00:30:18,659 --> 00:30:20,769 "a seemingly mundane beauty. 396 00:30:22,029 --> 00:30:24,031 "But there was an artist's glare. 397 00:30:25,115 --> 00:30:27,117 "She could see life as a painting. 398 00:30:28,493 --> 00:30:31,204 "He posed naked for her in her apartment. 399 00:30:31,329 --> 00:30:33,415 "To her, he was a broken Adonis. 400 00:30:33,540 --> 00:30:35,834 "Gangly, and tangled in his own self-image. 401 00:30:35,959 --> 00:30:39,796 "Out-of-body, and yet overly conscious of every odd movement and look on his face, 402 00:30:39,921 --> 00:30:44,509 "the freckles on his chest that made him feel like an Irish farmer." 403 00:30:44,634 --> 00:30:47,679 - [Rustling] - "But as she painted him, 404 00:30:47,804 --> 00:30:51,266 "everything that made him feel ugly became beautiful. 405 00:30:51,391 --> 00:30:54,227 "She became a moonshiner's Aphrodite, 406 00:30:54,352 --> 00:30:56,521 "Rubenesque and plain. 407 00:30:56,646 --> 00:30:58,190 - "A fertility goddess..." - [Brooklyn] I... 408 00:30:58,315 --> 00:31:00,114 "..of the fragmented generation." 409 00:31:01,278 --> 00:31:02,767 What? 410 00:31:04,198 --> 00:31:06,029 [Rustling] 411 00:31:07,949 --> 00:31:09,940 Thanks. 412 00:31:10,065 --> 00:31:11,787 Thanks, I guess. 413 00:31:11,912 --> 00:31:13,816 - [Turner] W-What? - [Brooklyn] What? 414 00:31:15,165 --> 00:31:16,792 That was a nice poem. 415 00:31:16,917 --> 00:31:19,545 Thanks, I guess. Thanks for reading it in public. 416 00:31:20,962 --> 00:31:23,548 Y-You... You said you wanted to hear it. 417 00:31:23,673 --> 00:31:25,036 Yeah. 418 00:31:26,051 --> 00:31:27,262 I did. 419 00:31:36,945 --> 00:31:39,445 [Bird caws] 420 00:31:52,235 --> 00:31:54,735 [Bird caws] 421 00:31:58,458 --> 00:32:01,882 Sorry, can... We're just trying to get things just a little tighter in the area. 422 00:32:02,007 --> 00:32:04,798 Is it okay if you just, you know, kind of... 423 00:32:04,923 --> 00:32:07,134 park closer to the... 424 00:32:07,259 --> 00:32:09,575 Thank you. Thank you. 425 00:32:17,561 --> 00:32:19,464 Yeah, just... 426 00:32:22,481 --> 00:32:24,981 [Bird caws] 427 00:32:27,224 --> 00:32:29,197 [Bird caws] 428 00:32:29,322 --> 00:32:30,907 I got another pitch for you. 429 00:32:31,032 --> 00:32:33,158 I got another pitch for you. You know how, like... 430 00:32:34,494 --> 00:32:36,329 Like, what if... 431 00:32:36,454 --> 00:32:39,332 Okay, so, like, what if film school was like Hogwarts? 432 00:32:39,457 --> 00:32:41,251 You know, like, there was, like, uh... 433 00:32:41,376 --> 00:32:43,681 there were sort of, like, there were different, like, houses. 434 00:32:43,806 --> 00:32:47,299 Different things, you know, like Executive, Talent, Crew, you know. 435 00:32:47,424 --> 00:32:51,023 And then PAs, right? Kind of like the Hufflepuff, like, the shit house 436 00:32:51,148 --> 00:32:52,929 - that you don't want to, like, end up in. - Yeah. 437 00:32:53,054 --> 00:32:55,849 But it's like, it'd be about, like, the PAs 438 00:32:55,974 --> 00:32:58,226 and how the PAs would be, like, actually, like, 439 00:32:58,351 --> 00:33:00,974 the chosen ones, who'd, like, go on to do, like, all the great things, 440 00:33:01,099 --> 00:33:02,647 you know, that, like... 441 00:33:02,772 --> 00:33:04,610 Anyway... All the other would flame out and shit. 442 00:33:04,735 --> 00:33:06,526 - Mm. - But it's, like... 443 00:33:06,651 --> 00:33:07,986 - [He chuckles] - Like... 444 00:33:08,111 --> 00:33:11,325 But, like, we've even got wands, right? Like, we'd even have, like, the wands. 445 00:33:11,450 --> 00:33:14,034 And, uh, you know, like, the wand chooses you. 446 00:33:14,159 --> 00:33:16,745 - The wand chooses you? - You know, like in Harry Potter. 447 00:33:16,870 --> 00:33:19,081 Like, the wand... You don't choose the wand, 448 00:33:19,206 --> 00:33:21,041 the wand chooses you, and, like, you know... 449 00:33:21,166 --> 00:33:23,710 - I just gotta reply to a message. - Yeah, no, that's all right. 450 00:33:23,835 --> 00:33:25,879 - Yeah. - It could be, like, an anthology series 451 00:33:26,004 --> 00:33:28,637 or something, you know? Like, you could do, like, 452 00:33:28,762 --> 00:33:30,634 each episode's, like, a different riff on a different film-maker. 453 00:33:30,759 --> 00:33:33,377 Like, there's a Tarantino episode, like, a Zack Snyder episode... 454 00:33:33,502 --> 00:33:35,222 - Where's the fucking shuttle? - ..fucking Star Wars episodes, 455 00:33:35,347 --> 00:33:38,308 where it's, like, the writers... 456 00:33:38,433 --> 00:33:41,853 Like, the Empire are, like, the executives, right? 457 00:33:41,978 --> 00:33:45,941 And then, like, the Rebels are, like, the writers. 458 00:33:46,066 --> 00:33:47,859 You know, like the writers' strike. 459 00:33:47,984 --> 00:33:50,695 Have you seen the shuttle come through here recently, or not? 460 00:33:50,820 --> 00:33:53,740 Um, yeah, no, I saw one, like... a few minutes ago. 461 00:33:53,865 --> 00:33:55,408 There should be another one, like, right around, man. 462 00:33:55,533 --> 00:33:56,952 - Gotta get back on set. - Yeah, no, it's all good. 463 00:33:57,077 --> 00:33:59,161 - There should be another one. - Yeah. 464 00:33:59,286 --> 00:34:01,665 - Ah, there's one. - Oh, awesome. 465 00:34:01,790 --> 00:34:04,000 - Yeah, man. - All right, see you, Turner. 466 00:34:04,125 --> 00:34:07,859 Yeah. Yeah, no, I... Yeah, no, I'll see you later. 467 00:34:16,930 --> 00:34:18,849 [Turner] "I'm nothing. 468 00:34:18,974 --> 00:34:21,143 "Nobody cares about me. 469 00:34:21,268 --> 00:34:23,527 "If I died right now, it would take weeks 470 00:34:23,652 --> 00:34:28,441 "until my rotten corpse reeks enough to bother my neighbours to call the cops. 471 00:34:28,566 --> 00:34:31,862 "I don't enjoy anything any more. I hate my life. 472 00:34:31,987 --> 00:34:34,030 "I can't interact with other people. 473 00:34:34,155 --> 00:34:38,577 "I'm painfully shy, short and hideous. 474 00:34:38,702 --> 00:34:41,037 "I don't even care about having friends at this point, 475 00:34:41,162 --> 00:34:42,924 "but I would really like to experience love with a girl 476 00:34:43,049 --> 00:34:45,349 - "before I shoot myself in the brains." - [Brooklyn groans] 477 00:34:46,710 --> 00:34:49,337 "I'm 29 now, and it seems like I ask for far too much." 478 00:34:49,462 --> 00:34:51,229 Holy shit! 479 00:34:53,717 --> 00:34:55,927 "Have you tried improving your life?" 480 00:34:57,345 --> 00:35:01,600 "Oh, yeah. I fucking love ranch dressing and mayonnaise. 481 00:35:01,725 --> 00:35:05,562 "I love slathering that delicious goodness all over my sandwiches. 482 00:35:05,687 --> 00:35:08,440 "Oh, yeah, I fucking hate mustard. It's so nasty. 483 00:35:08,565 --> 00:35:11,401 "You should only put yummy ketchup on hot dogs. 484 00:35:11,526 --> 00:35:14,142 "Trans rights, by the way." 485 00:35:15,322 --> 00:35:17,034 [Turner inhales] 486 00:35:18,161 --> 00:35:20,911 "I am resentful towards my parents for instilling the idea 487 00:35:21,036 --> 00:35:23,580 "that the world is fundamentally fair and honest, 488 00:35:23,705 --> 00:35:25,646 "that with just enough hard work, 489 00:35:25,771 --> 00:35:28,528 "I could also become as rich as the guy who inherited old money 490 00:35:28,653 --> 00:35:31,196 "from his ancestor who owned a slave plantation." 491 00:35:32,464 --> 00:35:34,549 "Better to work than to be a lazy bum. 492 00:35:34,674 --> 00:35:37,427 "Your parents don't know everything. You don't know everything. 493 00:35:37,552 --> 00:35:39,554 "Cut them some slack, lazy bum." 494 00:35:40,829 --> 00:35:41,932 [Turner chuckles] 495 00:35:42,057 --> 00:35:45,060 "Why is it better to labour for low wages while people profit off of you? 496 00:35:45,185 --> 00:35:47,882 "Sounds like some weird slave-conditioning." 497 00:35:51,119 --> 00:35:53,119 [Chair creaks] 498 00:35:56,946 --> 00:35:58,505 "I don't think it is parents. 499 00:35:58,630 --> 00:36:01,326 "It is probably something ingrained in you at a more instinctual level. 500 00:36:01,451 --> 00:36:04,579 "I don't remember specifically now, but there were some experiments 501 00:36:04,704 --> 00:36:08,416 "that found other animals having a concept of fairness. 502 00:36:08,541 --> 00:36:11,850 "It is probably a beneficial trait for the species' propagation. 503 00:36:11,975 --> 00:36:14,214 "And, yes, it is of course obviously false. 504 00:36:14,339 --> 00:36:16,315 "That is the funny paradox of evolution, 505 00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:19,261 "that knowing the truth isn't always evolutionarily beneficial." 506 00:36:19,386 --> 00:36:21,471 Do you think it would be better... 507 00:36:21,596 --> 00:36:25,266 if he was, like, coming, or should it be, like, not there yet? 508 00:36:26,851 --> 00:36:28,815 - For... - Not there yet. 509 00:36:28,940 --> 00:36:30,814 Not there yet, but edging. 510 00:36:30,939 --> 00:36:32,732 Okay. Yeah? 511 00:36:32,857 --> 00:36:34,818 - Yeah. - Okay. 512 00:36:34,943 --> 00:36:37,028 "The best example is women. 513 00:36:37,153 --> 00:36:39,072 "If men knew and believed the truth about women, 514 00:36:39,197 --> 00:36:40,782 "there would be a regular sex war now, 515 00:36:40,907 --> 00:36:43,535 "as opposed to the ideological one that we have, 516 00:36:43,660 --> 00:36:45,245 "and women would get massacred." 517 00:36:45,370 --> 00:36:47,038 - What the fuck are you reading? - Jesus fucking Christ! 518 00:36:47,163 --> 00:36:48,707 I am reading the... 519 00:36:48,832 --> 00:36:50,709 incel board on 4chan. 520 00:36:50,834 --> 00:36:55,013 - Why are you on the incel board on 4chan? - 'Cause it's really funny. It's insane. 521 00:37:00,009 --> 00:37:01,970 It's not super-funny, but... 522 00:37:02,095 --> 00:37:05,373 "Fi... Findoms are fucking evil." 523 00:37:06,766 --> 00:37:10,353 "I try not to be misogynistic, but findoms just make me mad. 524 00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:13,123 "These women literally take advantage of sad, lonely men 525 00:37:13,248 --> 00:37:15,900 "who are often severely mentally ill. 526 00:37:16,025 --> 00:37:17,861 "I don't know why it doesn't get criticised more. 527 00:37:17,986 --> 00:37:21,330 "It's a whole business model that exploits vulnerable people." 528 00:37:25,452 --> 00:37:30,467 "Knocked the blue pill out of me around 2014, so I have an appreciation 529 00:37:30,592 --> 00:37:33,918 "for their blatant predatory and bottom-feeding behaviour." 530 00:37:35,753 --> 00:37:37,594 Oh, my God. 531 00:37:41,259 --> 00:37:46,431 "As a femdom enjoyer, I never saw findom as a good deal. 532 00:37:46,556 --> 00:37:50,042 "For $250, the least the dom could do is give me a spanking, 533 00:37:50,167 --> 00:37:51,811 "hit me with a riding crop, 534 00:37:51,936 --> 00:37:54,731 "or come up with something inventive to do for an hour. 535 00:37:54,856 --> 00:37:58,821 "Taking money from beta simps via findom and not even going through the motions, 536 00:37:58,946 --> 00:38:01,363 "it just seems both greedy and lazy." 537 00:38:02,447 --> 00:38:04,407 Oh, my God, these people. 538 00:38:06,618 --> 00:38:09,248 Findom's not the craziest thing. 539 00:38:10,455 --> 00:38:11,956 "I'm a literal faggot 540 00:38:12,081 --> 00:38:14,876 "who gets used like a living fleshlight by a grown-ass man 541 00:38:15,001 --> 00:38:17,923 "and then politely asks for this guy to do that to me again 542 00:38:18,048 --> 00:38:19,923 - "but more aggressive." - I don't think you should... 543 00:38:20,048 --> 00:38:23,065 "I don't even get why someone should be submissive towards a woman. 544 00:38:23,190 --> 00:38:26,179 "At that point, just go for a guy. You're clearly a faggot..." 545 00:38:26,304 --> 00:38:28,774 - Can you not say that? - What? 546 00:38:30,975 --> 00:38:33,853 - What? - [Brooklyn] Can you not say that? 547 00:38:33,978 --> 00:38:36,899 - What? - [Brooklyn] The F-slur. 548 00:38:38,566 --> 00:38:40,193 I'm just reading the thing. 549 00:38:40,318 --> 00:38:43,365 - [Brooklyn] Well, yeah, but... - I wouldn't, like... 550 00:38:43,490 --> 00:38:45,953 you know, say that to someone. 551 00:38:47,951 --> 00:38:49,955 [Indistinct] 552 00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:55,883 It's just kinda weird. 553 00:39:00,255 --> 00:39:02,259 You can keep reading, though. 554 00:39:02,384 --> 00:39:05,002 - Just don't, like... - Okay. 555 00:39:06,805 --> 00:39:08,682 - You can keep reading. - Okay, okay, 556 00:39:08,807 --> 00:39:10,640 [Turner inhales] 557 00:39:11,710 --> 00:39:13,394 Uh... 558 00:39:14,435 --> 00:39:17,061 "Ever since I started findom-ing my Japanese husband, 559 00:39:17,186 --> 00:39:19,023 "he's been more obedient, and he likes it. 560 00:39:19,148 --> 00:39:21,985 "As do I, since I can just punish him if he steps out of line 561 00:39:22,110 --> 00:39:24,362 "by taking his money. 562 00:39:24,487 --> 00:39:26,306 "When we first met, he didn't like that stuff, 563 00:39:26,431 --> 00:39:28,241 "but then went out of his way... 564 00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:31,619 "Then, out of his own volition, he suggested I control his money for him, 565 00:39:31,744 --> 00:39:35,165 "and now he has to ask me for permission to buy anything on his own. 566 00:39:35,290 --> 00:39:38,751 "It's cute, and I like the dependency findom has made for us. 567 00:39:38,876 --> 00:39:41,838 "I think it has helped us a lot in the past few months of practising it, 568 00:39:41,963 --> 00:39:44,674 "and it's cute to see him get excited over it. 569 00:39:44,799 --> 00:39:47,263 "I'm looking to buy a high-end collar and leash for him 570 00:39:47,388 --> 00:39:49,304 "with some of the money. 571 00:39:49,429 --> 00:39:51,723 "Also, a Deka Fumo would be nice. 572 00:39:51,848 --> 00:39:54,100 "It's mostly just hot because of humiliation and such, 573 00:39:54,225 --> 00:39:57,812 "since he's eight years older than me and being financially dommed, LOL. 574 00:39:57,937 --> 00:40:00,690 "Either way, there's no harm since you're both consenting adults 575 00:40:00,815 --> 00:40:02,867 "and care about each other very much. 576 00:40:02,992 --> 00:40:05,271 "I think it's based to do it with your significant other, 577 00:40:05,396 --> 00:40:07,822 "to control them, train them, and humiliate them. 578 00:40:07,947 --> 00:40:11,252 "But it's not based to simp for e-whores." Holy shit! 579 00:40:13,328 --> 00:40:14,774 Fuck! 580 00:40:14,899 --> 00:40:16,542 Fuck, we gotta go! 581 00:40:17,915 --> 00:40:19,917 - Brooklyn? - Mm? 582 00:40:21,044 --> 00:40:22,654 What? Go where? 583 00:40:22,779 --> 00:40:24,964 [Turner] Uh, Trent and Izzy want to go for drinks. 584 00:40:25,089 --> 00:40:27,967 - [Brooklyn] No, what... Since when? - Yeah. 585 00:40:28,092 --> 00:40:30,637 - [Brooklyn] Today? - Since, like, a few days ago. 586 00:40:30,762 --> 00:40:33,017 [Brooklyn] I didn't know about that. 587 00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:35,642 - No, I talked to you about that. - [Brooklyn] I have to... 588 00:40:35,767 --> 00:40:37,810 No, I have to do this... This is, like... 589 00:40:37,935 --> 00:40:40,462 This is, like, already late. I have to finish this. 590 00:40:41,564 --> 00:40:45,276 - How much more is left? - [Brooklyn] Like, a bit. 591 00:40:45,401 --> 00:40:48,449 I don't even have, like, the body done. 592 00:40:48,574 --> 00:40:50,510 Could you do it when we get home? 593 00:40:51,968 --> 00:40:54,077 [Brooklyn] Um, I would... 594 00:40:54,202 --> 00:40:56,704 - Like, we shouldn't be out... - ..prefer to... 595 00:40:56,829 --> 00:40:58,564 I don't think you... 596 00:41:00,375 --> 00:41:02,794 - I did not know that we were... - I did tell you about it. 597 00:41:02,919 --> 00:41:05,046 - I did tell you about it. - I don't think that you did, though. 598 00:41:05,171 --> 00:41:07,590 Just 'cause you forgot doesn't mean I didn't... 599 00:41:07,715 --> 00:41:09,386 tell you. 600 00:41:09,511 --> 00:41:11,410 [Brooklyn] Um, okay. When are they... 601 00:41:12,428 --> 00:41:15,417 We have, like... We have about an hour, so it's not... 602 00:41:17,809 --> 00:41:20,019 [Brooklyn] Okay... 603 00:41:20,144 --> 00:41:22,146 It's not life or death. 604 00:41:25,785 --> 00:41:29,320 [Brooklyn] Well, just let me save this, and then I can... 605 00:41:29,445 --> 00:41:31,739 - Yeah, I just know they wanted... - Can you let me know next time? 606 00:41:31,864 --> 00:41:33,786 - I did. - Because, like, I have to... 607 00:41:33,911 --> 00:41:35,160 Yeah. 608 00:41:36,203 --> 00:41:38,608 Yeah, no, they wanted to do, like, a double-date thing, you know? 609 00:41:41,219 --> 00:41:42,750 [Brooklyn] Like, I just... 610 00:41:42,875 --> 00:41:44,627 - It'll be nice. - Like, my hair's not even dry yet. 611 00:41:44,752 --> 00:41:46,754 It's fine. It's fine, your... 612 00:41:47,920 --> 00:41:51,804 Your hair will dry on the way. It's not... 613 00:41:51,929 --> 00:41:53,754 [Brooklyn exhales] 614 00:41:56,973 --> 00:41:58,798 - It's fine. - [Brooklyn] I don't think that you did 615 00:41:58,923 --> 00:42:00,334 - tell me about this. - I did. 616 00:42:00,459 --> 00:42:02,937 [Brooklyn] I don't think... I feel like I was... 617 00:42:03,062 --> 00:42:05,092 Okay, well... 618 00:42:06,941 --> 00:42:08,955 - Okay. - [Mouse clicks] 619 00:42:10,194 --> 00:42:12,071 Well, can I get cha... Can you get... 620 00:42:12,196 --> 00:42:15,828 - Can you go, so I can get changed? - Yeah. Yeah. 621 00:42:15,953 --> 00:42:17,953 [Traffic hums] 622 00:42:34,304 --> 00:42:36,406 They should be down any minute. 623 00:42:37,817 --> 00:42:39,817 [Turner inhales] 624 00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:07,212 You okay? 625 00:43:07,337 --> 00:43:09,337 [Engine revs] 626 00:43:38,825 --> 00:43:40,621 [Trent] Is it closed? 627 00:43:41,754 --> 00:43:43,120 Shit. 628 00:43:50,670 --> 00:43:53,091 It says that it's open at 5:00. 629 00:43:54,279 --> 00:43:56,598 - Is it not 5:00? - It's 5:52. 630 00:43:58,597 --> 00:44:01,105 [Trent] Maybe they don't know. 631 00:44:01,230 --> 00:44:04,267 - [Izzy laughs] - They don't know what? 632 00:44:04,392 --> 00:44:06,542 Look alive, hello?! 633 00:44:08,896 --> 00:44:10,940 They're just trying to make sure that we arrived. 634 00:44:11,065 --> 00:44:13,901 Waiting until we got here. 635 00:44:14,026 --> 00:44:16,810 - [Brooklyn] Well... - So, do you have another idea? 636 00:44:20,867 --> 00:44:23,455 - We'll find something. - Yeah. 637 00:44:23,580 --> 00:44:25,580 - [Man] Hey! - Yeah. 638 00:44:31,672 --> 00:44:33,194 I'm sorry. 639 00:44:39,886 --> 00:44:42,134 It's supposed to be open. It says at 5:00. 640 00:44:44,765 --> 00:44:47,101 - [She exhales] - Could you have double-checked? 641 00:44:47,226 --> 00:44:49,854 I... It's... 642 00:44:49,979 --> 00:44:52,904 - It's supposed to be open after 5:00. - See, you didn't plan this at all. 643 00:44:55,320 --> 00:44:59,572 Were you at home before the movie theatre moved? 644 00:44:59,697 --> 00:45:00,990 In Campbell River. 645 00:45:01,115 --> 00:45:02,655 Which movie theatre? Like, there is the one... 646 00:45:02,780 --> 00:45:04,869 There was one in Campbellton, downtown. 647 00:45:04,994 --> 00:45:06,704 It was, like, right beside... Yeah. 648 00:45:06,829 --> 00:45:08,831 Like, I would have been, like... 649 00:45:08,956 --> 00:45:11,784 I'm trying to think of all these landmarks, but they... 650 00:45:11,909 --> 00:45:15,421 Landmark, Tidemark... Theatre-brain just fucking... 651 00:45:15,546 --> 00:45:17,215 [Trent] No, no, not... Yeah, not the live theatre. 652 00:45:17,340 --> 00:45:19,681 It was, like... 'Cause they had the one up in Merecroft. 653 00:45:19,806 --> 00:45:21,469 - Yeah, I remember that. - The classic one. 654 00:45:21,594 --> 00:45:25,223 But there was, like, a smaller one that was more of an indie cinema. 655 00:45:25,348 --> 00:45:27,182 - Downtown. - Yeah. 656 00:45:27,307 --> 00:45:29,646 I went to see Spirit there, when I was, like, eight years old. 657 00:45:29,771 --> 00:45:32,775 - I think I saw Brother Bear. - Yeah, no, I think... Yeah, yeah! 658 00:45:32,900 --> 00:45:35,374 [Brooklyn] Is there any water left? 659 00:45:35,499 --> 00:45:37,362 - Uh, water? - Oh, yeah, here, here. 660 00:45:37,487 --> 00:45:39,719 Here, you... Yeah, yeah, yeah. 661 00:45:42,657 --> 00:45:44,775 Oh, shit. Sorry. 662 00:45:47,080 --> 00:45:48,759 - Um... - Easy there! 663 00:45:50,665 --> 00:45:54,001 - I'm in too deep. - Yeah, you're in too deep. 664 00:45:54,126 --> 00:45:56,754 What about... There was, like, on Pier Street... 665 00:45:56,879 --> 00:45:58,965 There was the candy store that was there. 666 00:45:59,090 --> 00:46:01,092 - Oh, yeah, that's gone. - [Turner] I know it is. 667 00:46:01,217 --> 00:46:03,261 When I went back, I was, like, I was so bummed, 668 00:46:03,386 --> 00:46:05,513 'cause, I was, like... I used to get the saltwater taffy all the time. 669 00:46:05,638 --> 00:46:07,139 Saltwater taffy, yeah. 670 00:46:07,264 --> 00:46:11,561 When I would go in there, I would get a big bag of those chrome fucking marble... 671 00:46:11,686 --> 00:46:13,354 - Yeah! - The chrome... 672 00:46:13,479 --> 00:46:16,148 - They tasted like Pepsi or something. - Yeah, totally! 673 00:46:16,273 --> 00:46:18,818 [Trent] You'd just crunch them, and your teeth would be break... 674 00:46:18,943 --> 00:46:20,695 [Turner] It really felt like they were going to fucking... 675 00:46:20,820 --> 00:46:22,905 your teeth were just going to pop right out of your skull. 676 00:46:23,030 --> 00:46:24,866 It's like, "Yeah, Dad, I want to chew on rocks." 677 00:46:24,991 --> 00:46:26,089 [Izzy, Turner laugh] 678 00:46:26,214 --> 00:46:28,744 [Turner] No, it's, like, all children want to return to the mines, right? 679 00:46:28,869 --> 00:46:31,706 - We're all yearning for the mines. - I read about that, yeah. 680 00:46:31,831 --> 00:46:34,876 It's like, Minecraft's popular, we want to eat rocks... Yeah. 681 00:46:35,001 --> 00:46:36,252 [Izzy, Turner laugh] 682 00:46:36,377 --> 00:46:38,632 [Trent] The children yearn for the mines. 683 00:46:38,757 --> 00:46:40,545 [Izzy, Turner laugh] 684 00:46:42,633 --> 00:46:45,136 Yeah, no, that's it. Regulations have gone too far. 685 00:46:45,261 --> 00:46:48,222 The world... The steep decline of civilisation happened 686 00:46:48,347 --> 00:46:50,641 when, like, smoking indoors was banned... 687 00:46:50,766 --> 00:46:52,685 - Oh, I know. - ..and, like, seat belts were introduced. 688 00:46:52,810 --> 00:46:54,687 - The world should just... - Europe's behind! 689 00:46:54,812 --> 00:46:56,022 [Turner, Trent laugh] 690 00:46:56,147 --> 00:46:58,595 - They can still do it there. - Yeah, yeah, yeah! 691 00:46:58,720 --> 00:47:00,192 What was it... I remember... Did you go to... 692 00:47:00,317 --> 00:47:02,236 I can't remember, did you go to Pinecrest as well? 693 00:47:02,361 --> 00:47:04,155 - No. No, no. - What... What school... 694 00:47:04,280 --> 00:47:05,990 It was called Discovery Passage. 695 00:47:06,115 --> 00:47:07,700 - Oh, wow, you were at... - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 696 00:47:07,825 --> 00:47:10,036 We had this tiny little gym in there, 697 00:47:10,161 --> 00:47:11,923 - and, like... - The poor kids' school. 698 00:47:12,048 --> 00:47:14,373 - The poor kids' school. - 'Cause I went to Cedar. 699 00:47:14,498 --> 00:47:15,666 [Trent] Yeah! 700 00:47:15,791 --> 00:47:17,710 - You have Cedar friends. - I do have Cedar friends. 701 00:47:17,835 --> 00:47:20,963 Yeah, you would know, like, uh... Do you know Devin Gray? 702 00:47:21,088 --> 00:47:24,008 - [Turner] Fucking hell! No way! - Oh, my God! Yes! 703 00:47:24,133 --> 00:47:26,540 - [Turner] I mean, barely. I knew... - That's funny that you know the name, 704 00:47:26,665 --> 00:47:28,427 'cause he was kind of like my little brother, 705 00:47:28,552 --> 00:47:31,641 like, adjacently, 'cause we lived in this, like, housing... 706 00:47:31,766 --> 00:47:33,643 - No, yeah, yeah. - You know what I mean? 707 00:47:33,768 --> 00:47:36,020 Yeah, you know... And, like, you know how there's other kids? 708 00:47:36,145 --> 00:47:39,523 Okay, but first, before we get into that, what the fuck is going on with her? 709 00:47:39,648 --> 00:47:42,735 Um... She's just new to the whole thing. 710 00:47:42,860 --> 00:47:44,487 - You know, we're, like... - It's just awkward. 711 00:47:44,612 --> 00:47:46,364 [Turner] Yeah, no, it's just, it's a fresh relationship. 712 00:47:46,489 --> 00:47:48,302 You know what I mean? Like, we're all, like, doing this thing, 713 00:47:48,427 --> 00:47:49,659 - like, we're having a great night out... - Yeah. 714 00:47:49,784 --> 00:47:51,535 ..and it just feels like... 715 00:47:51,660 --> 00:47:53,663 - Yeah, I mean, I... - It's like she's fourth-wheeling, right? 716 00:47:53,788 --> 00:47:57,166 [Turner] I know. I'm trying to, like, check in with her, but it's... 717 00:47:57,291 --> 00:48:00,002 - Yeah. - [Izzy] You know what I'm talking about. 718 00:48:00,127 --> 00:48:02,630 - Like, we've talked about it. - I just think everybody kind of... 719 00:48:02,755 --> 00:48:05,216 - deserves a chance. - Yeah. 720 00:48:05,341 --> 00:48:08,552 - Hey! How's it going? - Good. What's going on? 721 00:48:08,677 --> 00:48:10,221 Not much. Just catching up. 722 00:48:10,346 --> 00:48:12,556 - Hometown stuff. - Yeah, hometown stuff. 723 00:48:12,681 --> 00:48:15,643 - Yeah, um... - We went to the same middle school. 724 00:48:15,768 --> 00:48:17,748 - Right, right, okay. - Yeah. 725 00:48:17,873 --> 00:48:19,466 That explains it. 726 00:48:19,591 --> 00:48:20,856 - Yeah. - [He chuckles] 727 00:48:20,981 --> 00:48:24,373 Yeah, no, all homies from the old days. 728 00:48:28,617 --> 00:48:30,950 [Trent] Do you want water? 729 00:48:31,075 --> 00:48:33,536 I'm working on her. 730 00:48:33,661 --> 00:48:37,540 - You don't want me to have another. - [Trent] Maybe I do. 731 00:48:37,665 --> 00:48:39,719 I'm not...talking over you? 732 00:48:48,352 --> 00:48:50,219 [Brooklyn moans] 733 00:48:50,344 --> 00:48:52,827 - I want you inside me. - [Turner] Mm-hm. 734 00:48:52,952 --> 00:48:54,954 I want to be inside you. 735 00:48:57,393 --> 00:48:59,481 Can you put it in? 736 00:48:59,606 --> 00:49:02,335 - [Turner] Yeah, yeah, baby. - [He breathes heavily] 737 00:49:05,234 --> 00:49:07,176 - [Brooklyn] Are you okay? - [Turner] Yeah. 738 00:49:07,301 --> 00:49:09,301 Yeah. Yeah. 739 00:49:10,739 --> 00:49:12,575 Are you even hard? 740 00:49:12,700 --> 00:49:15,327 [Turner] Yeah, baby. Yeah. 741 00:49:15,452 --> 00:49:18,914 - Yeah, I'm just about there. - [He breathes heavily] 742 00:49:19,039 --> 00:49:21,041 You know what? 743 00:49:24,241 --> 00:49:26,714 - You're not even fucking hard. - Yeah. 744 00:49:26,839 --> 00:49:29,065 - No, you're not. - [Turner exhales] 745 00:49:30,179 --> 00:49:31,634 What? 746 00:49:32,887 --> 00:49:36,118 - Come on. What's wrong? - Like... 747 00:49:37,183 --> 00:49:38,225 What? 748 00:49:38,350 --> 00:49:39,977 - I'm... - What is your problem? 749 00:49:40,102 --> 00:49:42,396 - Like, what... - [Turner] Whoa! 750 00:49:42,521 --> 00:49:45,015 Whoa! What do you mean, what's my problem? 751 00:49:46,108 --> 00:49:48,319 You're doing... You're doing great. I just need a second. 752 00:49:48,444 --> 00:49:50,529 - Like, I'm having fun. Like... - No, no... 753 00:49:50,654 --> 00:49:52,573 No, no, you're obviously not. 754 00:49:52,698 --> 00:49:55,571 - [Turner exhales] - Brooklyn... 755 00:49:57,244 --> 00:49:59,246 Like, are you serious? 756 00:50:00,375 --> 00:50:03,545 [Turner] Yes! I'm sorry, I thought we were just having a good time. 757 00:50:07,463 --> 00:50:10,373 - No, this is stupid... - [Turner] Fuck. 758 00:50:11,870 --> 00:50:16,288 [Brooklyn] Okay, like, I'm sorry, but, like, what am I supposed to do with that? 759 00:50:17,549 --> 00:50:18,891 [Turner] I don't know. 760 00:50:19,016 --> 00:50:21,310 [Brooklyn] Like, can you not even get hard for me? 761 00:50:21,435 --> 00:50:23,312 - [He exhales] - Yes, I can get... 762 00:50:23,437 --> 00:50:25,943 [Brooklyn] How the fuck do you think that makes me feel? 763 00:50:26,068 --> 00:50:27,316 [He chuckles] 764 00:50:27,441 --> 00:50:30,364 [Brooklyn] Like, that makes me feel like actual shit. 765 00:50:30,489 --> 00:50:31,819 [He chuckles] 766 00:50:34,379 --> 00:50:36,909 What are you fucking laughing about? 767 00:50:37,034 --> 00:50:39,796 - Makes you feel like shit? - [Brooklyn] Yes! 768 00:50:39,921 --> 00:50:41,247 [He chuckles] 769 00:50:41,372 --> 00:50:43,624 [Brooklyn] Are you kidding me? It makes me feel fucking horrible about... 770 00:50:43,749 --> 00:50:46,418 What is your fucking problem?! 771 00:50:46,543 --> 00:50:50,183 - What is funny?! - You couldn't even take your bra off. 772 00:50:52,967 --> 00:50:55,462 - Are you fucking serious? - [Turner] I'm sorry, but, like... 773 00:50:56,553 --> 00:50:58,891 I couldn't even get hard for you? 774 00:50:59,016 --> 00:51:02,158 You weren't exactly giving me material to work with. 775 00:51:03,894 --> 00:51:05,896 - [Brooklyn] Go fuck yourself! - You know, what am I supposed to do? 776 00:51:06,021 --> 00:51:08,315 No, if you can say it to me, I can say it to you. 777 00:51:08,440 --> 00:51:10,818 That's not the fucking same! 778 00:51:10,943 --> 00:51:12,475 - Yes, it is. - No, it's not. 779 00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:14,488 We're supposed to be on an equal playing field. 780 00:51:14,613 --> 00:51:16,740 - [Brooklyn] Fuck off! - [Turner] It doesn't just go one way. 781 00:51:16,865 --> 00:51:19,620 - It takes two to tango. - You're acting like a fucking baby! 782 00:51:19,745 --> 00:51:21,662 - You're acting like a fucking man-child. - Come on! 783 00:51:21,787 --> 00:51:24,081 - Just emasculate me some more. - [Brooklyn] No, like, actually... 784 00:51:24,206 --> 00:51:26,709 Maybe you could actually say something to me that's reasonable, 785 00:51:26,834 --> 00:51:29,879 - that's, like, a productive criticism. - What the fuck are you talking about?! 786 00:51:30,004 --> 00:51:31,338 [Turner] You know, people, there are... 787 00:51:31,463 --> 00:51:33,048 Criticism?! You're fucking... You're insane! 788 00:51:33,173 --> 00:51:35,092 No, all you do is emasculate me. You put me down. 789 00:51:35,217 --> 00:51:37,022 - No, you... No! - [Brooklyn] You're insane. 790 00:51:37,147 --> 00:51:39,180 - You're fucking insane! - I'm right here. 791 00:51:39,305 --> 00:51:41,640 - [Brooklyn] You're fucking insane! - I'm right here. I'm in my own body. 792 00:51:41,765 --> 00:51:43,434 - You're acting like a fucking child! - I'm standing up for myself. 793 00:51:43,559 --> 00:51:45,633 [Brooklyn] You can't even get fucking hard for your fucking girlfriend, 794 00:51:45,758 --> 00:51:47,758 you stupid piece of shit! 795 00:52:05,817 --> 00:52:07,817 [Dustpan rattles] 796 00:52:12,390 --> 00:52:14,390 [Dustpan clacks] 797 00:52:24,853 --> 00:52:26,853 [Dustpan rattles] 798 00:52:30,689 --> 00:52:32,691 [Turner] Are you fucking kidding me? 799 00:52:41,252 --> 00:52:43,252 [He exhales] 800 00:53:04,823 --> 00:53:07,490 [Dustpan clacks] 801 00:53:09,332 --> 00:53:11,332 [Dustpan rattles] 802 00:53:17,694 --> 00:53:18,779 [He exhales] 803 00:53:18,904 --> 00:53:21,660 [Bag rustles] 804 00:53:36,672 --> 00:53:40,256 Then I got to the scene when Igor double-crosses Dmitry, 805 00:53:40,381 --> 00:53:43,721 and, like, I feel really fucking good about it. 806 00:53:43,846 --> 00:53:45,597 Like, I think I'm going to be able to take it... 807 00:53:45,722 --> 00:53:48,100 Like, I think I'm going to be able to shoot it really soon. 808 00:53:48,225 --> 00:53:51,520 And it feels like everything's going really well that way. 809 00:53:51,645 --> 00:53:53,230 Like it's actually turning into something, 810 00:53:53,355 --> 00:53:55,774 and then, you know, maybe once we start filming, 811 00:53:55,899 --> 00:53:59,445 and maybe if it does well, maybe we can move in together 812 00:53:59,570 --> 00:54:02,234 and, like, we could actually... 813 00:54:04,161 --> 00:54:05,604 What's up? 814 00:54:07,559 --> 00:54:09,925 Hello? Everything all right? 815 00:54:11,039 --> 00:54:12,670 [Brooklyn] Um... 816 00:54:14,293 --> 00:54:17,859 I wanted to get to the coffee shop, but I... 817 00:54:19,551 --> 00:54:21,524 [Turner] What... What is this? 818 00:54:23,055 --> 00:54:24,501 I... 819 00:54:27,764 --> 00:54:29,273 I... 820 00:54:29,398 --> 00:54:32,019 think that you're really... 821 00:54:32,144 --> 00:54:34,104 really sweet, 822 00:54:34,229 --> 00:54:36,065 - and I think that you have... - [Turner] Okay. 823 00:54:36,190 --> 00:54:37,983 ..a lot going for you. 824 00:54:39,610 --> 00:54:42,414 But I...I don't... 825 00:54:44,227 --> 00:54:47,409 - I just don't... - I'm sorry, are we really doing this? 826 00:54:47,534 --> 00:54:51,246 - Is this really happening? - Can you let me finish what I'm saying? 827 00:54:52,748 --> 00:54:54,917 I just... I don't... 828 00:54:55,042 --> 00:54:57,112 I don't think that I... 829 00:54:58,837 --> 00:55:00,506 ..bring anything to you, 830 00:55:00,631 --> 00:55:03,258 and I don't think you bring anything to me. 831 00:55:03,383 --> 00:55:06,136 - I don't bring anything to you? - [Brooklyn] And, so, I want... 832 00:55:06,261 --> 00:55:08,430 What does that mean? 833 00:55:08,555 --> 00:55:09,848 - What are you... - What do I bring? 834 00:55:09,973 --> 00:55:12,089 - What are you talking about? - No, what do I bring to you? 835 00:55:17,231 --> 00:55:18,565 - See? - You bring me lots of things. 836 00:55:18,690 --> 00:55:20,961 - No, see? - [Turner] No, you... I mean, like... 837 00:55:25,405 --> 00:55:27,825 - I... - [Brooklyn] We can't move in together. 838 00:55:27,950 --> 00:55:30,035 There's not... Like, there's... 839 00:55:30,160 --> 00:55:32,704 [Turner] We were building something. 840 00:55:32,829 --> 00:55:35,124 I was building something. 841 00:55:35,249 --> 00:55:37,751 [Brooklyn] What do you mean, you were building something? 842 00:55:37,876 --> 00:55:39,780 - My life! - What is the... 843 00:55:41,171 --> 00:55:43,757 Are you fucking kidding me? We've only been together three months. 844 00:55:43,882 --> 00:55:47,667 Like, we were working on things. Like, the amount that... 845 00:55:47,792 --> 00:55:49,599 I've invested in... 846 00:55:50,681 --> 00:55:52,141 - ..us. - Literally, what... 847 00:55:52,266 --> 00:55:55,018 Literally, what are you talking... What the fuck are you talking about? 848 00:55:55,143 --> 00:55:56,562 - I... - [He groans] 849 00:55:56,687 --> 00:55:58,689 [Brooklyn] What... What, like... 850 00:56:01,066 --> 00:56:03,360 Like, okay, please, just fucking calm down. 851 00:56:03,485 --> 00:56:06,326 I just want to have a fucking conversation about this, like adults. 852 00:56:06,451 --> 00:56:08,660 - [He scoffs] - Okay. I mean, I just... 853 00:56:08,785 --> 00:56:10,951 You know, are we giving up on this? What's going on? 854 00:56:11,076 --> 00:56:13,537 Like, I don't understand why we need to... 855 00:56:13,662 --> 00:56:15,873 - Where... Like, there's nothing here. - [Turner] I don't... 856 00:56:15,998 --> 00:56:18,125 - Why are you just springing this on me? - Turner, Turner... 857 00:56:18,250 --> 00:56:22,087 I don't appreciate that. I don't want... Like, we have a whole... 858 00:56:22,212 --> 00:56:24,506 [Brooklyn] What the fuck do you mean, you don't appreciate it? 859 00:56:24,631 --> 00:56:26,383 I'm just trying to have a normal fucking conversation... 860 00:56:26,508 --> 00:56:28,260 I just thought, like, things were going okay! 861 00:56:28,385 --> 00:56:31,053 ..which I can never fucking have, because whenever I try to fucking convince... 862 00:56:31,178 --> 00:56:33,765 - [Turner] Don't yell at me! - Don't fucking yell at me! 863 00:56:33,890 --> 00:56:35,893 All you fucking do is fucking yell at me! 864 00:56:36,018 --> 00:56:37,144 I'm not... 865 00:56:37,269 --> 00:56:39,823 What do you mean, all I fucking do? Are you kidding me? 866 00:56:42,065 --> 00:56:44,276 All I fucking do is yell at you? 867 00:56:47,446 --> 00:56:48,987 Bullshit! 868 00:56:53,118 --> 00:56:54,662 - [Brooklyn] I tried. - No, you didn't! 869 00:56:54,787 --> 00:56:56,371 - I tried. - You haven't tried at all! 870 00:56:56,496 --> 00:56:58,707 - Fuck off, I haven't fucking tried! - You haven't put anything into this. 871 00:56:58,832 --> 00:57:00,354 I've been working on this. 872 00:57:00,479 --> 00:57:02,461 - I've been trying to rebuild things. - What do you want from me?! 873 00:57:02,586 --> 00:57:04,751 Some attention, kindness... 874 00:57:06,145 --> 00:57:08,884 - All you do is put me down! - So, I'm just some evil fucking bitch? 875 00:57:09,009 --> 00:57:11,058 No! Don't know words into my mouth. That's not what I said. 876 00:57:11,183 --> 00:57:12,596 That's literally what you just fucking said! 877 00:57:12,721 --> 00:57:14,431 - No, it's not literally what I just said. - Yes, it is literally what you just... 878 00:57:14,556 --> 00:57:16,061 - No, it's not! - So, you want to move in with... 879 00:57:16,186 --> 00:57:18,018 I said I would like for you to be kinder to me. 880 00:57:18,143 --> 00:57:20,983 - I didn't say, "evil fucking bitch." - ..who is never fucking kind to you... 881 00:57:21,108 --> 00:57:23,562 That's not what I said. That's not what I said. 882 00:57:25,298 --> 00:57:28,529 - Have a... I'm going, have a good night. - [Turner] Come on! 883 00:57:28,654 --> 00:57:30,155 Come on, be an adult about this. 884 00:57:30,280 --> 00:57:32,616 Like, let's try and have a real fucking conversation. 885 00:57:32,741 --> 00:57:33,878 - Oh, my God. - Don't just storm off. 886 00:57:34,003 --> 00:57:35,035 Like, don't be petulant. 887 00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:37,340 Like, let's actually have a real conversation. 888 00:57:39,877 --> 00:57:41,990 Come on! Why won't you look at me?! 889 00:57:44,336 --> 00:57:45,957 Look at me! 890 00:57:47,422 --> 00:57:49,716 - Come on! - Hey, what are you fucking... 891 00:57:49,841 --> 00:57:51,677 Leave me the fuck alone. 892 00:57:51,802 --> 00:57:56,056 Like, leave me the fuck alone, actually. Let me fucking go home. 893 00:57:56,181 --> 00:57:59,137 Get out of my fucking way, don't touch me, let me go home. 894 00:58:06,942 --> 00:58:09,309 - [He winces tensely] - Fuck! 895 00:58:21,707 --> 00:58:24,042 - [He shrieks] - Fuck! 896 00:58:24,167 --> 00:58:25,599 Fuck! 897 00:58:45,080 --> 00:58:47,080 [Mellow, mid-tempo music] 898 00:59:06,877 --> 00:59:11,300 [Turner] There's only one path to becoming a better man. 899 00:59:12,466 --> 00:59:14,763 Transformation. 900 00:59:14,888 --> 00:59:17,599 I have to become that which I fear. 901 00:59:17,724 --> 00:59:21,186 I have to become that which I undermine. 902 00:59:21,311 --> 00:59:26,229 To transfer the mind, to truly transcend. 903 00:59:26,354 --> 00:59:29,024 Without her those who fall in line collapse. 904 00:59:29,149 --> 00:59:33,042 - Without her, there is no fight in me. - [Voices overlap] 905 00:59:33,167 --> 00:59:38,287 I'd die if she left. I'd die if it gave her life. 906 00:59:38,412 --> 00:59:41,203 Blowing in the wind like a torn plastic bag. 907 00:59:41,328 --> 00:59:46,208 Withering, used, unwanted, decaying. 908 00:59:46,333 --> 00:59:53,465 I'm not made to be alone. I need to believe in order for it to work. 909 00:59:53,590 --> 00:59:55,509 I fall apart daily, 910 00:59:55,634 --> 00:59:59,888 trying to maintain and sustain a body and a mind. 911 01:00:00,013 --> 01:00:03,225 I want to build a world that I can live in. 912 01:00:04,559 --> 01:00:07,896 I want to be the maker of reality. 913 01:00:08,021 --> 01:00:10,857 This new life is my own to create. 914 01:00:10,982 --> 01:00:13,527 I am my own God. 915 01:00:13,652 --> 01:00:16,321 I am my own universe. 916 01:00:16,446 --> 01:00:20,409 I am the future, and I define its outcomes. 917 01:00:20,534 --> 01:00:25,122 I can't be left alone too long, or I'll put a knife through my neck. 918 01:00:25,247 --> 01:00:27,457 My ideas are all I have. 919 01:00:27,582 --> 01:00:29,751 My truth is fiction. 920 01:00:29,876 --> 01:00:31,983 Reality is crafted through will. 921 01:00:32,108 --> 01:00:34,047 Reality is fiction with enough desire. 922 01:00:34,172 --> 01:00:38,093 I must take form of the wolf. 923 01:00:38,218 --> 01:00:41,596 I must take the physical form of a devil. 924 01:00:41,721 --> 01:00:45,434 I must become fierce, dominant, powerful. 925 01:00:45,559 --> 01:00:48,270 My every word, a command. 926 01:00:48,395 --> 01:00:50,897 I am but scraps in a junkyard. 927 01:00:51,022 --> 01:00:54,109 But scraps can form a great machine. 928 01:00:54,234 --> 01:00:56,611 I am the great machine. 929 01:00:56,736 --> 01:00:58,989 I am the great machine. 930 01:00:59,114 --> 01:01:01,700 I am the great machine. 931 01:01:01,825 --> 01:01:04,411 I am scraps, I am ideas, 932 01:01:04,536 --> 01:01:07,122 I am God, I am love! 933 01:01:07,247 --> 01:01:09,583 It is my duty to heal the world. 934 01:01:09,708 --> 01:01:12,294 I am the universal doctor, 935 01:01:12,419 --> 01:01:15,413 the Übermensch of the 21st century! 936 01:01:17,465 --> 01:01:20,264 Hey, baby, can I vape in your pussy? 937 01:01:20,389 --> 01:01:22,891 I am but scraps in a junkyard. 938 01:01:23,016 --> 01:01:26,433 But scraps can form a great machine. 939 01:01:26,558 --> 01:01:29,644 I am the great machine. 940 01:01:29,769 --> 01:01:35,150 - I am the great machine. - [Voice distorts] 941 01:01:35,275 --> 01:01:37,990 I am scraps, I am ideas, 942 01:01:38,115 --> 01:01:40,322 I am God, I am love. 943 01:01:40,447 --> 01:01:43,700 It is my duty to heal the world. 944 01:01:43,825 --> 01:01:45,983 I am the universal doctor. 945 01:01:47,473 --> 01:01:51,825 The Übermensch of the 21st century. 946 01:01:53,596 --> 01:01:56,800 Hey, baby, can I vape in your pussy? 947 01:01:56,925 --> 01:01:59,825 [Music continues; Laid-back distorted guitar melody] 948 01:02:01,722 --> 01:02:03,722 [Music continues] 949 01:02:39,593 --> 01:02:42,361 [Music builds; Aggressive distorted guitar pattern] 950 01:03:01,156 --> 01:03:03,156 [Music stops] 951 01:03:06,658 --> 01:03:08,618 - Hey, man. - [Supervisor] Hey, Turner, how are you? 952 01:03:08,743 --> 01:03:12,205 - Good, good. How are you? - Good. Um, can we talk for a sec? 953 01:03:12,330 --> 01:03:14,207 - Yeah, yeah. - I, um... I just... 954 01:03:14,332 --> 01:03:16,126 I was just talking to the production manager, 955 01:03:16,251 --> 01:03:19,963 and she mentioned that, earlier, you were talking to an actor... 956 01:03:20,088 --> 01:03:23,008 about some movie ideas that you might have. 957 01:03:23,133 --> 01:03:26,011 And you were pitching him ideas and stuff like that. Is that true? 958 01:03:26,136 --> 01:03:29,139 Is that... I don't know, was it an actor? 959 01:03:29,264 --> 01:03:31,433 - Well, yeah, you did talk to an actor. - Yeah? 960 01:03:31,558 --> 01:03:33,977 Yeah, you didn't see him walk out of the trailer and stuff, or...? 961 01:03:34,102 --> 01:03:37,022 No. No, no, no. I was just grabbing breakfast. 962 01:03:37,147 --> 01:03:40,244 Right, okay, yeah. We can't be doing that, 963 01:03:40,369 --> 01:03:43,347 'cause the production manager is breathing down my neck, and... 964 01:03:44,362 --> 01:03:50,327 ..I've no choice, man, but I would have to reduce some of your days on set. 965 01:03:50,452 --> 01:03:52,329 - Come on, dude. Come on, dude, no. - Yeah, and we'll see how you... 966 01:03:52,454 --> 01:03:54,372 I mean, like, isn't it part of the job to, like, network? 967 01:03:54,497 --> 01:03:58,041 - Isn't that, like, kind of the whole... - [Supervisor] Yeah, yeah, I mean... 968 01:03:58,166 --> 01:04:01,488 You know, yeah, but you just have to be careful who you talk to, 969 01:04:01,613 --> 01:04:03,632 who you network with, okay? 970 01:04:03,757 --> 01:04:07,595 I've been doing this job a long time, and I've never been caught doing that. 971 01:04:07,720 --> 01:04:11,014 - Um, so, I'm... - Well, I'm, like, a writer... 972 01:04:11,139 --> 01:04:13,224 - I'm, like, a writer-director, you know? - [Supervisor] Yeah, so am I. 973 01:04:13,349 --> 01:04:15,477 But I don't do that, you know? 974 01:04:15,602 --> 01:04:17,562 So, I...I've no choice, 975 01:04:17,687 --> 01:04:21,316 but I would have to reduce your days, and we'll see how you track after that. 976 01:04:21,441 --> 01:04:25,820 If you do a better job, then I might give you more days, okay? 977 01:04:25,945 --> 01:04:28,114 I'm sorry. I know. Look, you... 978 01:04:28,239 --> 01:04:30,325 - Don't be a dick, dude. Don't be a dick. - You're a great guy, but I... 979 01:04:30,450 --> 01:04:32,827 - Like, that's... Come on. - I'm sorry? 980 01:04:32,952 --> 01:04:36,092 Come on, you know? Like, let's... 981 01:04:37,665 --> 01:04:39,584 You know, let's be real, right? 982 01:04:39,709 --> 01:04:41,336 - That's like... - I am being real. 983 01:04:41,461 --> 01:04:43,444 That's, like... part of the job, you know? 984 01:04:43,569 --> 01:04:46,591 - Like, I got rent and shit to keep... - [Supervisor] Yeah, but... 985 01:04:46,716 --> 01:04:49,803 it's not part of the job to network to an actor. 986 01:04:49,928 --> 01:04:53,890 The part of the job is to be in locations and do your job. 987 01:04:54,015 --> 01:04:56,601 - Well, I do my job. - [Supervisor] Yeah, but not... 988 01:04:56,726 --> 01:04:59,437 - So, what's the... I don't get it. - But you didn't do it today, while you... 989 01:04:59,562 --> 01:05:01,398 I did do... What are you talking about? 990 01:05:01,523 --> 01:05:03,566 - I did do my job today. - [Supervisor] Yeah, but you were... 991 01:05:03,691 --> 01:05:04,985 But you were caught networking with another... 992 01:05:05,110 --> 01:05:07,015 - That's kind of bullshit, right? - You were caught pitching your ideas 993 01:05:07,140 --> 01:05:08,939 - to an actor. That's not right, man. - Yeah, well... 994 01:05:09,064 --> 01:05:10,991 [Supervisor] And if the production manager's mad... 995 01:05:11,116 --> 01:05:13,535 I didn't know it was an actor. I was just grabbing breakfast. 996 01:05:13,660 --> 01:05:16,122 Just happened to be in line at breakfast together, you know? I wasn't... 997 01:05:16,247 --> 01:05:17,622 - Uh-huh. - Yeah. 998 01:05:17,747 --> 01:05:20,083 Yeah, but, look, my hands are tied. You... 999 01:05:20,208 --> 01:05:23,378 - I have to reduce your days, okay? - [Turner scoffs] 1000 01:05:23,503 --> 01:05:26,548 - You know? - Fuck you, dude. No, that's... 1001 01:05:26,673 --> 01:05:30,885 - That's bullshit, man. That's... - [Supervisor] Did you just say, fuck me? 1002 01:05:31,010 --> 01:05:32,637 Did you just say that? 1003 01:05:32,762 --> 01:05:34,764 - [Turner] Come on, man. - Dude, you're fucked. 1004 01:05:34,889 --> 01:05:36,043 - Get off the fucking set. - Come on, man. 1005 01:05:36,168 --> 01:05:38,768 [Supervisor] Get off the fucking set. You're done. 1006 01:05:38,893 --> 01:05:40,307 - That's it. - Fuck you! 1007 01:05:40,432 --> 01:05:42,306 - Fuck you. Fuck off! - It's a skill issue, dude. 1008 01:05:42,431 --> 01:05:43,940 - Fuck off! Right now. - It's a skill issue. 1009 01:05:44,065 --> 01:05:45,692 The fact that you're not fucking networking... 1010 01:05:45,817 --> 01:05:47,569 - Give me your fucking vest. Fuck off! - Come on, man. 1011 01:05:47,694 --> 01:05:49,658 - I'm not giving you my vest. - Well, fuck off. You need to leave. 1012 01:05:49,783 --> 01:05:51,364 - I've got more work to do, man. - You're not working any more. 1013 01:05:51,489 --> 01:05:54,534 You're done. That's it. Not in this city. 1014 01:05:54,659 --> 01:05:56,327 - Oh, yeah. You're all that powerful? - You're done. Yeah! 1015 01:05:56,452 --> 01:05:58,079 You're going to make sure I never work again? 1016 01:05:58,204 --> 01:06:00,112 [Supervisor] I'll make sure that nobody ever hires you again. 1017 01:06:00,237 --> 01:06:02,292 Come on, dude. That's fucking pathetic, dude. 1018 01:06:02,417 --> 01:06:04,419 You're done. I'm going to come back here in five minutes... 1019 01:06:04,544 --> 01:06:06,421 - That's fucking stupid. - You're fucking done, Turner. 1020 01:06:06,546 --> 01:06:08,339 - You're fucking... You're a clown, man. - Fucking asshole. 1021 01:06:08,464 --> 01:06:09,591 - You're a joke. - Fuck me? Fuck you! 1022 01:06:09,716 --> 01:06:12,863 - That's fucking stupid, man. - [Supervisor] Fuck yourself. 1023 01:06:12,988 --> 01:06:14,554 Just 'cause you don't know how to network, 1024 01:06:14,679 --> 01:06:16,911 don't know how to do your fucking job, doesn't mean that I have to be punished 1025 01:06:17,036 --> 01:06:20,027 for actually having any kind of fucking creativity. 1026 01:06:21,398 --> 01:06:24,189 You're a fucking joke, dude! 1027 01:06:24,314 --> 01:06:28,610 Nice fucking ivory throne you got there. Fucking bastard! 1028 01:06:28,735 --> 01:06:31,613 Fuck you, dude! Fuck you! 1029 01:06:31,738 --> 01:06:34,032 I'm going to be fucking huge. 1030 01:06:34,157 --> 01:06:37,410 I'm never going to work again? Fuck... You're a fucking clown. 1031 01:06:37,535 --> 01:06:40,205 You're a fucking clown. You're stupid. You're stupid. 1032 01:06:40,330 --> 01:06:43,333 You're fucking stupid if you think that. I'm going to be a fucking star. 1033 01:06:43,458 --> 01:06:44,959 I'm changing fucking everything! 1034 01:06:45,084 --> 01:06:49,339 Oh! So fucking powerful! Oh, I'm never going to work again. 1035 01:06:49,464 --> 01:06:52,383 What are you, fucking insane? Do not know how this shit fucking works? 1036 01:06:52,508 --> 01:06:54,302 It's a meritocracy! 1037 01:06:54,427 --> 01:06:56,763 It's a fucking meritocracy! 1038 01:06:56,888 --> 01:06:58,807 I've got merit. You don't have fucking merit! 1039 01:06:58,932 --> 01:07:00,274 You don't have any fucking merit! 1040 01:07:00,399 --> 01:07:01,893 You have no idea what the fuck you're doing! 1041 01:07:02,018 --> 01:07:05,021 Oh! So fucking powerful. 1042 01:07:05,146 --> 01:07:06,616 Up on your fucking throne, 1043 01:07:06,741 --> 01:07:10,193 making sure you can hire what fucking human pylons this week. 1044 01:07:10,318 --> 01:07:12,946 Fucking pathetic, dude. Fucking pathetic! 1045 01:07:13,071 --> 01:07:16,641 I'm going to fucking make sure. I'm going to make fucking sure... 1046 01:07:17,867 --> 01:07:22,309 ..that your name never appears in any fucking credits ever. Ever. 1047 01:07:23,414 --> 01:07:25,592 You hear me? Fucking never! 1048 01:07:26,918 --> 01:07:28,257 - [He groans] - Fuck! 1049 01:07:29,837 --> 01:07:32,030 - [He exhales] - Hi. 1050 01:07:34,008 --> 01:07:35,624 Hi, I'm Turner. 1051 01:07:36,761 --> 01:07:39,413 Yeah. How was your day? 1052 01:07:45,647 --> 01:07:48,102 [He inhales] 1053 01:07:50,591 --> 01:07:52,309 [He exhales] 1054 01:07:56,322 --> 01:07:57,311 - Hey. - Hi. 1055 01:07:57,436 --> 01:07:59,450 - [Turner] Hey. How's it going? - Good. How are you? 1056 01:07:59,575 --> 01:08:02,579 I-I'm doing well. Uh, how was your day? 1057 01:08:02,704 --> 01:08:06,541 Yeah, it was good. Uh, just had work, and... 1058 01:08:06,666 --> 01:08:10,181 - now I'm here. - Nice, yeah. Me, too. 1059 01:08:10,306 --> 01:08:11,629 Um... 1060 01:08:11,754 --> 01:08:13,923 - This is a nice place you've got. - Thanks. 1061 01:08:14,048 --> 01:08:15,592 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1062 01:08:15,717 --> 01:08:19,263 - Big fan of the plants, you know. - I love it. 1063 01:08:19,388 --> 01:08:20,722 Um... 1064 01:08:20,847 --> 01:08:23,224 You lived in Vancouver long? Have you... 1065 01:08:23,349 --> 01:08:26,311 Yeah, yeah, my whole life. Me and my family. 1066 01:08:26,436 --> 01:08:28,855 - Oh, nice. Nice. - Yeah, yeah. 1067 01:08:28,980 --> 01:08:31,232 Nice. You got all your family here? 1068 01:08:31,357 --> 01:08:33,894 Yeah. Yeah, my parents are here. 1069 01:08:34,904 --> 01:08:36,187 Sweet. 1070 01:08:37,144 --> 01:08:40,617 - Brought some wine? - Yes, yeah, I saw in your bio 1071 01:08:40,742 --> 01:08:43,661 that you said you like wine, so I thought... 1072 01:08:43,786 --> 01:08:44,913 - Yeah. - Good call, yeah. 1073 01:08:45,038 --> 01:08:47,370 - I'll grab some glasses. - [Turner] Sweet. 1074 01:08:48,493 --> 01:08:50,200 [Glasses clink] 1075 01:08:54,922 --> 01:08:57,675 - You just had work today, too? - Yeah, yeah. 1076 01:08:57,800 --> 01:09:00,637 Yeah, I got off... Sorry if I'm a little bit of a mess, 1077 01:09:00,762 --> 01:09:04,307 I just, uh... It's been a busy...busy day. 1078 01:09:04,432 --> 01:09:07,314 - Yeah. - But it's nice, the red wine should help. 1079 01:09:07,439 --> 01:09:08,820 Yeah! 1080 01:09:10,609 --> 01:09:12,609 [Wine pours] 1081 01:09:14,192 --> 01:09:16,198 What about you? Are you from Vancouver? 1082 01:09:16,323 --> 01:09:17,703 Uh... 1083 01:09:17,828 --> 01:09:22,075 Not originally, but I've been living here long enough to say that I'm from here. 1084 01:09:22,200 --> 01:09:24,744 - Nice, nice. - Yeah, yeah. 1085 01:09:24,869 --> 01:09:27,080 Yeah, no family here, though. 1086 01:09:27,205 --> 01:09:28,623 - Mm. - Um... 1087 01:09:28,748 --> 01:09:31,885 My brother...is living in, uh... 1088 01:09:32,010 --> 01:09:33,753 Toronto. 1089 01:09:33,878 --> 01:09:36,130 Do you have any siblings? 1090 01:09:36,255 --> 01:09:37,632 [She clicks tongue] 1091 01:09:37,757 --> 01:09:39,717 Yeah. Uh... 1092 01:09:40,760 --> 01:09:43,012 I had a brother. 1093 01:09:43,137 --> 01:09:44,889 [Turner] What do you mean, "had"? 1094 01:09:45,014 --> 01:09:49,143 Um, he passed away about a year ago. 1095 01:09:49,268 --> 01:09:52,355 Shit, I'm sorry. What, uh... 1096 01:09:52,480 --> 01:09:53,898 - [He inhales] - Uh... 1097 01:09:54,023 --> 01:09:56,489 What happened? If, you know... 1098 01:09:58,111 --> 01:09:59,329 Um... 1099 01:10:00,363 --> 01:10:03,241 He... He was in a car accident. 1100 01:10:03,366 --> 01:10:05,493 - [Turner] Fuck! - Yeah. 1101 01:10:05,618 --> 01:10:08,118 Like, did he hit, or was he hit? 1102 01:10:09,614 --> 01:10:13,531 [Date] Uh, he was driving a semi truck, um... 1103 01:10:14,710 --> 01:10:18,172 ..and he hit a mom and daughter, actually. 1104 01:10:18,297 --> 01:10:20,886 - [Turner] Oh, fuck! - Yeah, they died. 1105 01:10:22,051 --> 01:10:23,761 [Turner] Wait... 1106 01:10:23,886 --> 01:10:26,055 I'm sorry, I... So, he didn't... 1107 01:10:26,180 --> 01:10:29,559 - he didn't die then? - [Date] Uh, No. 1108 01:10:29,684 --> 01:10:32,455 Yeah, he was fine. He was in the semi truck. 1109 01:10:32,580 --> 01:10:33,896 [Turner] Oh. 1110 01:10:34,021 --> 01:10:38,276 [Date] But, uh, he couldn't really forgive himself for what he'd done. 1111 01:10:38,401 --> 01:10:40,261 [Turner] He killed himself? 1112 01:10:41,487 --> 01:10:43,323 - Yeah. - [Turner] Sorry. 1113 01:10:43,448 --> 01:10:45,241 Sorry. 1114 01:10:45,366 --> 01:10:47,013 [Date] It's okay. 1115 01:10:48,077 --> 01:10:52,123 Um... But your brother... your brother's in Toronto? 1116 01:10:52,248 --> 01:10:54,500 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1117 01:10:54,625 --> 01:10:56,757 Yeah, he's in Toronto. 1118 01:10:59,178 --> 01:11:00,965 - He's... - [He inhales] 1119 01:11:01,090 --> 01:11:03,301 He writes for, um... 1120 01:11:03,426 --> 01:11:06,012 video games. 1121 01:11:06,137 --> 01:11:07,847 - That's cool. - Yeah. 1122 01:11:07,972 --> 01:11:09,747 - Yeah. - Nice. 1123 01:11:11,809 --> 01:11:14,457 - Um... - So, how'd he do it? 1124 01:11:15,855 --> 01:11:19,268 - My brother? - [Turner] Yeah. Sorry if... Yeah. 1125 01:11:20,776 --> 01:11:23,404 - [She exhales] - Uh... 1126 01:11:23,529 --> 01:11:25,907 He jumped off a bridge. 1127 01:11:26,032 --> 01:11:27,853 [Turner] Fuck! What bridge? 1128 01:11:28,993 --> 01:11:30,550 The Ironworks. 1129 01:11:30,675 --> 01:11:33,664 - [Turner winces] - God, I pass that one all the time. 1130 01:11:33,789 --> 01:11:35,833 [Date] Yeah, we used to go, uh... 1131 01:11:35,958 --> 01:11:38,252 look at the boats there together. 1132 01:11:38,377 --> 01:11:39,859 [Turner] Wow. 1133 01:11:42,131 --> 01:11:43,765 Yeah, um... 1134 01:11:45,968 --> 01:11:48,554 - What kind of work do you do? - Uh... 1135 01:11:48,679 --> 01:11:50,807 - [He vibrates lips] - Film, mostly. 1136 01:11:50,932 --> 01:11:54,102 I thought I was going to be a doctor. That hasn't... 1137 01:11:54,227 --> 01:11:56,678 panned out. Uh... 1138 01:11:58,898 --> 01:12:00,066 Yeah. 1139 01:12:00,191 --> 01:12:02,193 Writer, mostly. 1140 01:12:03,297 --> 01:12:05,196 - [Date] That's nice. - Yeah. 1141 01:12:05,321 --> 01:12:07,202 [Date] What kind of writing do you do? 1142 01:12:07,327 --> 01:12:09,275 Um... 1143 01:12:09,400 --> 01:12:11,786 [He inhales] 1144 01:12:11,911 --> 01:12:14,163 Uh, it depends. 1145 01:12:14,288 --> 01:12:16,958 I've been writing a crime... 1146 01:12:17,083 --> 01:12:19,794 this crime movie, this, like, um... 1147 01:12:19,919 --> 01:12:22,171 twin brothers, these, like, Russian mobsters 1148 01:12:22,296 --> 01:12:24,924 on either side of a gang war. 1149 01:12:25,049 --> 01:12:26,384 Seeing where that one's going. 1150 01:12:26,509 --> 01:12:29,762 Seems...somewhere. I don't know yet, though. 1151 01:12:29,887 --> 01:12:31,556 - We'll see. - [He inhales] 1152 01:12:31,681 --> 01:12:33,197 [Siren wails in distance] 1153 01:12:33,322 --> 01:12:35,256 - Nice. - Mm. 1154 01:12:35,381 --> 01:12:37,299 Oh! 1155 01:12:37,424 --> 01:12:39,058 - Oh. - Yeah, I... 1156 01:12:40,106 --> 01:12:42,817 - ..shouldn't have, sorry. Is that... - [Date] Oh... 1157 01:12:42,942 --> 01:12:45,153 - That wasn't... - Mm. 1158 01:12:45,278 --> 01:12:47,657 I was just... I was thinking about my brother. 1159 01:12:47,782 --> 01:12:50,032 I'm sorry, I fucked it up. I'm sorry, I didn't mean... 1160 01:12:50,157 --> 01:12:51,993 [Date] Yeah, uh... 1161 01:12:52,118 --> 01:12:53,828 You know, I don't know if I'm... 1162 01:12:53,953 --> 01:12:56,372 - [Turner] Yeah. - I don't think I'm feeling... 1163 01:12:56,497 --> 01:12:59,792 I don't think I'm ready for this, actually, right now. 1164 01:12:59,917 --> 01:13:01,878 Oh...okay. 1165 01:13:02,003 --> 01:13:03,671 - [Date] Yeah, it's... - I'm... I'm sorry. 1166 01:13:03,796 --> 01:13:06,007 [Date] Sorry. Um... 1167 01:13:06,132 --> 01:13:08,885 Yeah, no, I... Mm. 1168 01:13:09,010 --> 01:13:10,678 I just need some space, I think. 1169 01:13:10,803 --> 01:13:13,962 - Okay, do you want me to...to go? - [Date] Uh, yeah. Yes, please. 1170 01:13:14,087 --> 01:13:16,188 - Fuck, okay. - [Date] Uh, sorry, yeah. 1171 01:13:16,313 --> 01:13:18,802 - Okay. It's okay. - [He inhales] 1172 01:13:22,523 --> 01:13:25,318 [He exhales, sniffles, groans] 1173 01:13:25,443 --> 01:13:29,530 - Um, do you want to keep this, or...? - [Date] Uh, no. You can take it. 1174 01:13:29,655 --> 01:13:31,042 - Okay. - [Date] Yeah. 1175 01:13:32,396 --> 01:13:35,286 - I'm sorry. - [Date] Mm-hm. It's okay. 1176 01:13:35,411 --> 01:13:37,538 - Yeah? - [Date] Yeah. 1177 01:13:37,663 --> 01:13:39,707 - Actually? - [Date] Mm-hm, mm-hm. 1178 01:13:39,832 --> 01:13:41,714 - Okay. - [Date] Yeah. Yeah. 1179 01:13:41,839 --> 01:13:43,576 Okay, um... 1180 01:13:47,203 --> 01:13:48,687 Um... 1181 01:13:49,680 --> 01:13:52,720 - Thanks for...coming over. - Yeah, no, thank you for having me. 1182 01:13:52,845 --> 01:13:54,881 - Mm-hm. - [Turner] Uh... 1183 01:13:57,104 --> 01:14:00,311 Yeah, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to make anything... 1184 01:14:00,436 --> 01:14:02,396 - No, it's not... - ..weird. 1185 01:14:04,231 --> 01:14:05,942 It's tough... 1186 01:14:06,067 --> 01:14:07,360 It's tough to work through. 1187 01:14:07,485 --> 01:14:08,481 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1188 01:14:08,606 --> 01:14:10,530 - Yeah. - Mm-hm. 1189 01:14:10,655 --> 01:14:13,449 I'm sorry. I, um... 1190 01:14:13,574 --> 01:14:16,035 I... I was just trying to be sympathetic. 1191 01:14:16,160 --> 01:14:19,084 - I didn't mean to... - Mm-hm. No, yeah, I get it. 1192 01:14:34,387 --> 01:14:36,389 Okay, uh... 1193 01:14:38,182 --> 01:14:40,100 - Bye. - Yeah, bye. 1194 01:14:42,399 --> 01:14:44,564 - Um, have... Have a good one. - Yeah. 1195 01:14:44,689 --> 01:14:45,652 - Okay. - Okay. 1196 01:14:45,777 --> 01:14:48,034 All right. Bye. 1197 01:14:53,952 --> 01:14:55,952 [Bustling chatter] 1198 01:15:26,916 --> 01:15:28,916 [Can clatters] 1199 01:15:32,866 --> 01:15:34,618 [Turner exhales] 1200 01:15:35,778 --> 01:15:37,530 [Turner exhales] 1201 01:16:08,512 --> 01:16:10,512 [Can clatters] 1202 01:16:11,817 --> 01:16:13,378 Oh! 1203 01:16:14,570 --> 01:16:16,660 Oh! What are you going to do? 1204 01:16:18,925 --> 01:16:21,168 Huh? Huh? Huh? 1205 01:16:32,342 --> 01:16:34,840 [Turner grunts, strains] 1206 01:16:47,474 --> 01:16:50,029 [Turners strains, exhales] 1207 01:16:52,642 --> 01:16:54,642 [Turner pants] 1208 01:17:07,775 --> 01:17:09,683 [Can clatters] 1209 01:17:13,921 --> 01:17:16,966 Come on, you're not going to finish the fight? Huh? 1210 01:17:17,091 --> 01:17:19,010 Huh? Huh? 1211 01:17:21,117 --> 01:17:24,159 You're not going to fight me? Properly? 1212 01:17:25,307 --> 01:17:27,977 - What are you, some kind of faggot? - [Can clatters] 1213 01:17:28,102 --> 01:17:31,063 - Oh... - [He cackles] 1214 01:17:31,188 --> 01:17:32,940 Real man! 1215 01:17:33,065 --> 01:17:35,554 Big, strong, super-tough. 1216 01:17:38,362 --> 01:17:40,489 Come on. 1217 01:17:40,614 --> 01:17:42,658 Come on! 1218 01:17:42,783 --> 01:17:46,068 Come on, give me a good fight. Be a real man. 1219 01:17:48,657 --> 01:17:52,209 You know, I was already doing better than you were over there. 1220 01:17:52,334 --> 01:17:54,336 I was... At least I was a convincing robot. 1221 01:17:56,922 --> 01:17:58,883 I'm the great machine. 1222 01:18:00,885 --> 01:18:03,304 You're a little machine. Tiny machine. 1223 01:18:03,429 --> 01:18:05,610 Small one that does useless things. 1224 01:18:07,808 --> 01:18:09,427 Come on! 1225 01:18:44,803 --> 01:18:46,435 - [Clerk] Thank you. - [Customer] All right, have a good day. 1226 01:18:46,560 --> 01:18:48,562 - You, too. - [Customer clears throat] 1227 01:18:52,065 --> 01:18:53,896 - Is Brooklyn working today? - No. Get out. 1228 01:18:54,021 --> 01:18:55,189 [Turner] I need to see her. Is she working? 1229 01:18:55,314 --> 01:18:57,024 - She's not working. - [Turner] These are her usual hours... 1230 01:18:57,149 --> 01:18:58,947 - [Clerk] You're not supposed to be here. - Is she in the back? 1231 01:18:59,072 --> 01:19:00,157 Is she in the back? Are you lying to me? 1232 01:19:00,282 --> 01:19:01,362 [Clerk] She doesn't want to see you, Turner. 1233 01:19:01,487 --> 01:19:03,030 - [Turner] Brooklyn? - Fucking come back here! 1234 01:19:03,155 --> 01:19:06,425 - She's not here. Get out! - No, I'm buying something. No! 1235 01:19:06,550 --> 01:19:08,456 - I'm not getting out. - You're not allowed to be here. 1236 01:19:08,581 --> 01:19:10,412 I don't want your fucking business. I don't... 1237 01:19:10,537 --> 01:19:12,164 What do you mean, I'm not allowed to be here? 1238 01:19:12,289 --> 01:19:15,042 - Are you fucking drunk right now? - I dunno. I dunno. 1239 01:19:15,167 --> 01:19:16,752 - Give me that book. - No, I'm not giving... 1240 01:19:16,877 --> 01:19:19,105 I'm not giving you the book! This is my book. 1241 01:19:19,230 --> 01:19:21,034 - Give me the fucking booking! - I'm not giving you the book. 1242 01:19:21,159 --> 01:19:23,092 - You're not allowed to be here! - This makes me happy. I'm not giving... 1243 01:19:23,217 --> 01:19:25,378 - Oh, good for you! You're fucking happy?! - Shut the fuck up, this is my book now! 1244 01:19:25,503 --> 01:19:27,178 Take the fucking change. This is my book! 1245 01:19:27,303 --> 01:19:29,752 - Fuck you! - [Turner] Bye, okay. Whoo! 1246 01:19:29,877 --> 01:19:32,726 [Clerk] Fuck you, Turner! Get out of my fucking... 1247 01:20:26,927 --> 01:20:28,927 [Both giggle softly] 1248 01:20:32,953 --> 01:20:34,204 Brooklyn. 1249 01:20:34,329 --> 01:20:36,248 I just want to talk to you for a couple of minutes. 1250 01:20:36,373 --> 01:20:38,459 I've been thinking a lot since we broke up 1251 01:20:38,584 --> 01:20:40,753 - about what... - I'm sorry, who the fuck are you? 1252 01:20:40,878 --> 01:20:42,922 Please, just let me finish. This is really important. 1253 01:20:43,047 --> 01:20:45,203 - [Brooklyn] Are you fucking kidding me? - Brooklyn, it's just... 1254 01:20:45,328 --> 01:20:46,800 - Five seconds. - I'm so... 1255 01:20:46,925 --> 01:20:49,803 I just, like, I was thinking a lot about our relationship, and I know... 1256 01:20:49,928 --> 01:20:51,096 - Turner... - Oh, my God! 1257 01:20:51,221 --> 01:20:53,849 - I don't know what the fuck is going on. - How did you get in here? 1258 01:20:53,974 --> 01:20:55,643 I'm sorry, but who the fuck is this? What's going on? 1259 01:20:55,768 --> 01:20:57,728 It doesn't matter who this is. How did you get in here? 1260 01:20:57,853 --> 01:20:59,855 What do you mean, "what the fuck is this?" We've been broken-up for a week. 1261 01:20:59,980 --> 01:21:02,650 I just wanted to... I just want you to hear me out. 1262 01:21:02,775 --> 01:21:04,693 I've just been thinking a lot about our relationship, 1263 01:21:04,818 --> 01:21:07,613 - and I want to be able to, like... - You can call her if you want her to... 1264 01:21:07,738 --> 01:21:10,324 I don't know who you are. Please, shut the fuck up! 1265 01:21:10,449 --> 01:21:11,742 - Shut the fuck up. - Get out! 1266 01:21:11,867 --> 01:21:13,494 - Don't raise your voice at her. - Shut the fuck up. This is insane. 1267 01:21:13,619 --> 01:21:16,246 I will call the fucking police. Like, what are you doing here? 1268 01:21:16,371 --> 01:21:19,041 Please, I just... What do you mean, "call the police"? 1269 01:21:19,166 --> 01:21:21,085 What am I doing? I just wanted to talk to you. 1270 01:21:21,210 --> 01:21:23,284 - [Woman] Jesus Christ! - I just wanted to talk to you. 1271 01:21:23,409 --> 01:21:24,704 I should have known you would fucking do this. 1272 01:21:24,829 --> 01:21:26,637 You should have known I would have done what?! 1273 01:21:26,762 --> 01:21:29,593 I'm making a big romantic gesture! You asked for this! 1274 01:21:29,718 --> 01:21:31,470 This is something that you said you wanted! 1275 01:21:31,595 --> 01:21:34,515 - Can you just listen to me for a second? - Don't... You are scaring me. 1276 01:21:34,640 --> 01:21:35,891 It's just for a second. 1277 01:21:36,016 --> 01:21:37,810 - So, do you... - Okay, just... 1278 01:21:37,935 --> 01:21:40,145 Okay, can you just shut the fuck up, please? 1279 01:21:40,270 --> 01:21:43,357 - Can you just shut... Stop it, please. - Whoa, dude. Get the fuck out of here. 1280 01:21:43,482 --> 01:21:46,276 - Okay, come on! Come on! - No, seriously, this is... 1281 01:21:46,401 --> 01:21:49,571 I was so fucking horrible? No, I'm not. I'm just surprised! 1282 01:21:49,696 --> 01:21:51,156 It's a fucking surprise! 1283 01:21:51,281 --> 01:21:53,784 - [Woman] Oh, my God. - It took me by fucking surprise! 1284 01:21:53,909 --> 01:21:56,537 - I'm sorry. I don't... I wasn't... - Get the fuck out of here. 1285 01:21:56,662 --> 01:21:58,747 - I always knew that you were fucking... - You fucking moved on that fast, huh? 1286 01:21:58,872 --> 01:22:01,750 You moved on that fucking fast? Wow, that's really good of you. 1287 01:22:01,875 --> 01:22:04,753 That's fucking unbelievable! You're fucking insane! 1288 01:22:04,878 --> 01:22:07,423 - Are you insane? Get the fuck out! - Yeah! 1289 01:22:07,548 --> 01:22:09,120 Are you kidding me? What the fuck is this?! 1290 01:22:09,245 --> 01:22:10,843 - [Woman] Oh, my God. - You just broke into my fucking room! 1291 01:22:10,968 --> 01:22:12,970 - I didn't break in fucking anywhere! - Yes, you did! 1292 01:22:13,095 --> 01:22:16,598 The doorman let me in, 'cause I was over all the fucking time! 1293 01:22:16,723 --> 01:22:18,892 You're not allowed to be over any more, so get the fuck out! 1294 01:22:19,017 --> 01:22:20,936 Who are you?! I'm sorry, who are you? 1295 01:22:21,061 --> 01:22:23,063 What the fuck... Why the fuck are you talking to me? 1296 01:22:23,188 --> 01:22:24,857 - [Woman] Get out! - Shut the fuck up! 1297 01:22:24,982 --> 01:22:28,318 I was let into the fucking building! I didn't do fucking anything wrong! 1298 01:22:28,443 --> 01:22:29,867 I should've known you would do this shit, 'cause you're... 1299 01:22:29,992 --> 01:22:31,613 You would've known I would've done what fucking shit?! 1300 01:22:31,738 --> 01:22:34,116 - You always treated me like shit! - Oh, I'm fucking crazy?! 1301 01:22:34,241 --> 01:22:35,784 - This is not about me... - Oh, I'm fucking crazy?! 1302 01:22:35,909 --> 01:22:37,200 This is about making yourself feel better... 1303 01:22:37,325 --> 01:22:39,436 - No, I'm fucking not! - ..make it fucking hard for me... 1304 01:22:39,561 --> 01:22:41,206 I fucking love you! 1305 01:22:41,331 --> 01:22:44,126 - Listen to me for five fucking seconds! - [Woman] Holy shit! 1306 01:22:44,251 --> 01:22:46,420 Dude, get the fuck out of here. 1307 01:22:46,545 --> 01:22:49,173 - I'm going to call the fucking police. - Shut the fuck up! 1308 01:22:49,298 --> 01:22:51,216 - You need to leave, right now. - [Woman] Get the fuck out. 1309 01:22:51,341 --> 01:22:53,552 - You need to leave right now. - I'm not leaving until you hear me out. 1310 01:22:53,677 --> 01:22:55,554 I am not joking. You are scaring the shit out of me. 1311 01:22:55,679 --> 01:22:56,722 You need to get out... 1312 01:22:56,847 --> 01:22:58,766 I'm not trying to scare the fucking shit out of you. 1313 01:22:58,891 --> 01:23:00,768 - I just want you to listen to me. - You broke... 1314 01:23:00,893 --> 01:23:02,770 into my fucking room! 1315 01:23:02,895 --> 01:23:05,731 - Your door was fucking open! - You broke into my fucking room! 1316 01:23:05,856 --> 01:23:07,625 - What is wrong with you?! - The door was fucking open! 1317 01:23:07,750 --> 01:23:09,836 - What the fuck is wrong with you? - I didn't break into fucking anywhere! 1318 01:23:09,961 --> 01:23:11,111 What the fuck is wrong with you?! 1319 01:23:11,236 --> 01:23:14,156 Shut the fuck up, I'm right here! 1320 01:23:14,281 --> 01:23:17,409 Just fucking talk to me! You have to emasculate me, 1321 01:23:17,534 --> 01:23:19,995 put on this dumb, bullshit, fucking psycho performance?! 1322 01:23:20,120 --> 01:23:22,956 You won't even talk to me one-on-one, like a fucking person? 1323 01:23:23,081 --> 01:23:25,029 - Get out! - Oh, what am I going to do? 1324 01:23:25,154 --> 01:23:26,710 - This is getting insane. - This is fucking insane. 1325 01:23:26,835 --> 01:23:29,213 You're fucking insane. You're... 1326 01:23:29,338 --> 01:23:31,048 - Fucking... - [Woman] Okay, I... 1327 01:23:31,173 --> 01:23:32,387 Get out! 1328 01:24:02,206 --> 01:24:04,206 [He breathes deeply] 1329 01:24:08,691 --> 01:24:10,364 Stupid. 1330 01:24:11,546 --> 01:24:13,470 Fucking stupid. 1331 01:24:13,595 --> 01:24:15,595 [He breathes deeply] 1332 01:24:20,681 --> 01:24:22,312 Fucking... 1333 01:24:22,437 --> 01:24:24,437 [He breathes deeply] 1334 01:24:25,845 --> 01:24:27,359 Stupid. 1335 01:24:27,484 --> 01:24:29,484 [He breathes deeply] 1336 01:24:37,418 --> 01:24:39,418 [Breathing quickens] 1337 01:24:45,872 --> 01:24:48,146 Fuck! Fuck! 1338 01:24:49,371 --> 01:24:51,371 [He sobs] 1339 01:24:52,622 --> 01:24:54,622 [Gentle indie-rock music] 1340 01:24:56,664 --> 01:24:58,664 [Sobbing continues] 1341 01:25:03,312 --> 01:25:05,312 [Sobbing intensifies] 1342 01:25:11,898 --> 01:25:13,947 Fucking stupid. 1343 01:25:14,072 --> 01:25:16,351 [Sobbing continues] 1344 01:25:26,887 --> 01:25:28,887 [Sobbing softens] 1345 01:25:33,505 --> 01:25:35,505 [Sobbing intensifies] 1346 01:25:49,252 --> 01:25:50,959 [Music continues] 1347 01:25:51,084 --> 01:25:55,614 ♪ In the late afternoon... ♪ 1348 01:25:55,739 --> 01:25:57,739 [Sobbing continues] 1349 01:25:59,912 --> 01:26:01,741 [He exhales] 1350 01:26:06,005 --> 01:26:08,005 [Keyboard clacks rapidly] 1351 01:26:10,615 --> 01:26:16,760 ♪ Until you told me you loved me... ♪ 1352 01:26:16,885 --> 01:26:18,312 [He exhales] 1353 01:26:18,437 --> 01:26:19,888 [Keyboard clacks] 1354 01:26:20,013 --> 01:26:21,523 [He exhales] 1355 01:26:24,012 --> 01:26:27,266 - [He sniffles] - ♪ Please, don't be scared 1356 01:26:28,604 --> 01:26:32,109 ♪ You know that I was gone 1357 01:26:32,234 --> 01:26:35,479 ♪ But I'm here now... ♪ 1358 01:26:36,854 --> 01:26:39,027 [Turner breathes heavily] 1359 01:26:39,152 --> 01:26:41,243 [Keyboard clacks] 1360 01:26:41,368 --> 01:26:45,802 ♪ And I'm trying to love you 1361 01:26:47,624 --> 01:26:53,338 ♪ The only way I've ever known how... ♪ 1362 01:26:53,463 --> 01:26:55,491 [Keyboard clacks] 1363 01:26:59,595 --> 01:27:04,183 - [Music builds] - ♪ Baby blue 1364 01:27:04,308 --> 01:27:08,729 ♪ Baby blue 1365 01:27:08,854 --> 01:27:11,572 ♪ Baby blue 1366 01:27:18,003 --> 01:27:20,826 ♪ All I need 1367 01:27:22,490 --> 01:27:25,023 ♪ All I need 1368 01:27:26,820 --> 01:27:29,308 ♪ Is to keep you 1369 01:27:38,215 --> 01:27:40,678 ♪ Left the pillow 1370 01:27:40,803 --> 01:27:45,808 - ♪ That we got at the market... ♪ - [Music softens] 1371 01:27:45,933 --> 01:27:52,532 ♪ On your side of our twin-sized bed 1372 01:27:55,484 --> 01:27:59,655 ♪ I stretch out my legs now 1373 01:27:59,780 --> 01:28:04,738 ♪ I hold it and realise 1374 01:28:04,863 --> 01:28:09,530 - ♪ It was too small for your head. ♪ - [Music concludes] 1375 01:28:14,767 --> 01:28:16,767 [Chair creaks] 1376 01:28:42,836 --> 01:28:44,836 [Door opens] 1377 01:28:47,802 --> 01:28:49,802 [Door closes] 1378 01:28:51,409 --> 01:28:53,083 - [Woman] Thank you. - [Woman 2] Hello! 1379 01:28:53,208 --> 01:28:54,922 [Woman] Good morning. 1380 01:29:23,963 --> 01:29:25,963 [She exhales] 1381 01:30:33,539 --> 01:30:35,179 [Bottle hisses] 1382 01:30:43,037 --> 01:30:45,037 [She exhales] 1383 01:32:16,495 --> 01:32:19,373 This is called "Waiting in the Car," I wrote it with a very good friend. 1384 01:32:19,498 --> 01:32:21,764 [Scattered applause] 1385 01:32:26,072 --> 01:32:28,209 [Guitar feedback] 1386 01:32:28,334 --> 01:32:30,932 [Adeline plays distorted, drone-like chords] 1387 01:32:31,057 --> 01:32:35,175 ♪ Last night, I cried 1388 01:32:35,300 --> 01:32:39,116 ♪ When you touched my hand 1389 01:32:40,121 --> 01:32:44,314 ♪ I'll be waiting in the car 1390 01:32:44,439 --> 01:32:48,126 ♪ When you come around again 1391 01:32:49,236 --> 01:32:52,239 ♪ I walked home 1392 01:32:52,364 --> 01:32:55,784 ♪ Had a smoke 1393 01:32:55,909 --> 01:33:01,373 ♪ Alone with the echo of you 1394 01:33:01,498 --> 01:33:05,855 ♪ Holding me so close 1395 01:33:07,176 --> 01:33:10,043 ♪ If you still love me 1396 01:33:10,168 --> 01:33:13,427 ♪ I'm yours, if I'm still yours 1397 01:33:13,552 --> 01:33:15,846 ♪ Please, want me 1398 01:33:15,971 --> 01:33:20,017 ♪ And if you want me, show it 1399 01:33:20,142 --> 01:33:24,855 ♪ If you show it, mean it. ♪ 1400 01:33:24,980 --> 01:33:26,980 [Music continues] 1401 01:33:29,021 --> 01:33:31,021 [Music stops] 1402 01:33:48,021 --> 01:33:49,699 [Sniffle] 1403 01:33:57,930 --> 01:33:59,930 [Traps exhales] 1404 01:34:28,507 --> 01:34:29,800 Come on. 1405 01:34:29,925 --> 01:34:31,802 Jesus Christ. 1406 01:34:31,927 --> 01:34:34,346 Do you mind if I, uh, do a bump of this here? 1407 01:34:34,471 --> 01:34:36,641 - [Mark] It's always fine. - Thanks. 1408 01:35:16,967 --> 01:35:19,053 [Adeline plays distorted, drone-like chords] 1409 01:35:19,178 --> 01:35:21,178 [Whooping, cheering] 1410 01:35:22,300 --> 01:35:25,768 ♪ Staring at the phone 1411 01:35:25,893 --> 01:35:31,100 ♪ Waiting to see your name 1412 01:35:31,225 --> 01:35:34,938 ♪ Staring at the window 1413 01:35:35,063 --> 01:35:39,859 ♪ Till the sun sets again 1414 01:35:39,984 --> 01:35:43,613 ♪ And now, only after dark 1415 01:35:43,738 --> 01:35:49,202 ♪ I'm crossing your mind 1416 01:35:49,327 --> 01:35:53,712 ♪ Why can't you decide? 1417 01:35:53,837 --> 01:35:58,378 ♪ Love me or leave me behind 1418 01:35:58,503 --> 01:36:00,879 ♪ Where should we go next 1419 01:36:01,004 --> 01:36:06,392 ♪ Once all the spinning lights have stopped? 1420 01:36:07,481 --> 01:36:10,306 ♪ If that place is closed 1421 01:36:10,431 --> 01:36:16,062 ♪ I'll tell you where to drop me off 1422 01:36:16,187 --> 01:36:22,741 ♪ Will you let me say goodbye this time 1423 01:36:22,866 --> 01:36:25,160 ♪ Or whisper, "Stop"? 1424 01:36:25,285 --> 01:36:28,741 ♪ Come inside and fuck me 1425 01:36:28,866 --> 01:36:33,961 ♪ Leave before the sun comes up 1426 01:36:34,086 --> 01:36:38,966 ♪ If you still love me, I'm yours 1427 01:36:39,091 --> 01:36:43,345 ♪ If I'm still yours, please, want me 1428 01:36:43,470 --> 01:36:47,349 ♪ And if you love me, show it 1429 01:36:47,474 --> 01:36:52,771 ♪ And if you show it, mean it 1430 01:36:52,896 --> 01:36:56,650 ♪ If you still love me, I'm yours 1431 01:36:56,775 --> 01:37:01,363 ♪ If I'm still yours, please, want me 1432 01:37:01,488 --> 01:37:05,367 ♪ And if you love me, show it 1433 01:37:05,492 --> 01:37:10,622 ♪ And if you show it, mean it... ♪ 1434 01:37:10,747 --> 01:37:12,747 [Music continues] 1435 01:37:19,363 --> 01:37:23,927 ♪ This time you'll cry 1436 01:37:24,052 --> 01:37:29,141 ♪ When I touch your hand 1437 01:37:29,266 --> 01:37:36,204 ♪ And ask you not to come around again. ♪ 1438 01:37:40,438 --> 01:37:42,446 [Bustling chatter; Pop music plays] 1439 01:37:51,508 --> 01:37:53,665 - Yo, check it out. - That's cool. 1440 01:37:53,790 --> 01:37:55,558 Right? 1441 01:37:56,919 --> 01:38:00,512 - What's our plan for tonight? - Um, I'm thinking I might just go home. 1442 01:38:02,168 --> 01:38:03,840 - Okay. - Yeah. 1443 01:38:06,053 --> 01:38:07,893 [Rocco] She looks like she says the N-word. 1444 01:38:08,018 --> 01:38:10,187 [Traps] Yeah, way out of your fucking league. 1445 01:38:10,312 --> 01:38:13,260 - [Thomas] Okay. - [Traps] Yeah, left. 1446 01:38:13,385 --> 01:38:15,556 Oh, my God, she's wearing a mask in her fucking cover photo. 1447 01:38:15,681 --> 01:38:18,195 - That's so cringe. - [Thomas] She's cute. 1448 01:38:18,320 --> 01:38:22,116 But, like, in, like, a really cutesy way. She's not, like... 1449 01:38:22,241 --> 01:38:24,190 - [Traps] Yeah, probably... - [Rocco] She's mid. 1450 01:38:24,315 --> 01:38:26,248 [Traps] Yeah, she's mid. I'd swipe right. 1451 01:38:26,373 --> 01:38:28,565 [Thomas] Okay. Yeah. 1452 01:38:28,690 --> 01:38:32,365 Bitch looks like, um... Oh, God... Dua Lipa. 1453 01:38:32,490 --> 01:38:36,327 [Thomas] Yeah, I can see it. She's also giving, um... 1454 01:38:36,452 --> 01:38:40,039 What's that bitch's name from, uh, Euphoria? 1455 01:38:40,164 --> 01:38:43,012 - [Rocco] I... I don't fucking... - Fucking Zendaya vibes or something? 1456 01:38:43,137 --> 01:38:46,004 - [Thomas] No, no, the other one. - [Rocco] Not Zendaya. Sydney Sweeney? 1457 01:38:46,129 --> 01:38:48,267 [Thomas] Uh, the best friend. 1458 01:38:48,392 --> 01:38:50,633 - I didn't watch it. - Oh, God, I don't fucking know. 1459 01:38:50,758 --> 01:38:52,260 - It's a good show. - Think I'd watch Euphoria? 1460 01:38:52,385 --> 01:38:54,064 It's a good show! 1461 01:38:54,189 --> 01:38:56,108 - I'm not mad. - Uh, she's a hot blonde! 1462 01:38:56,233 --> 01:38:59,862 - She looks like she's a cunt. - Yeah, she does. You know what? 1463 01:38:59,987 --> 01:39:02,114 She looks like she pretends not to be a cunt, 1464 01:39:02,239 --> 01:39:05,159 and, like, she's like, "I'm all Christian. You can hit it from behind." 1465 01:39:05,284 --> 01:39:07,139 - Oh, God, no. No! - [He chuckles] 1466 01:39:07,264 --> 01:39:09,193 No joke, though, like, seriously, you should just swipe right 1467 01:39:09,318 --> 01:39:11,707 on every fucking girl you see on there, 1468 01:39:11,832 --> 01:39:13,740 'cause, like... 1469 01:39:13,865 --> 01:39:16,253 - [Rocco laughs] - Okay, we've talked about this before. 1470 01:39:16,378 --> 01:39:18,392 It's getting actually, like, really fucking pathetic 1471 01:39:18,517 --> 01:39:21,080 how down bad you are to lose your fucking virginity. 1472 01:39:21,205 --> 01:39:23,761 Like, you're a fucking 22-year-old. 1473 01:39:23,886 --> 01:39:27,562 Fucking grow up. Man up and fucking do it already. 1474 01:39:27,687 --> 01:39:29,324 [Rocco] Like, bro, you're down so bad. 1475 01:39:29,449 --> 01:39:32,311 Like, it's all I ever fucking hear in my ears, dude. 1476 01:39:32,436 --> 01:39:33,968 Like I've lived with you for a fucking year, 1477 01:39:34,093 --> 01:39:36,148 and you tell me about this shit every day. 1478 01:39:36,273 --> 01:39:38,525 Every fucking time we're having a group hang-out session, 1479 01:39:38,650 --> 01:39:40,725 it's us sitting down with your fucking Tinder, 1480 01:39:40,850 --> 01:39:42,602 swiping right on every fucking girl you see, 1481 01:39:42,727 --> 01:39:44,948 and none of them swipe back on you. 1482 01:39:45,073 --> 01:39:47,910 - Hey, this one's also named Michaela. - [Traps wheezes] 1483 01:39:48,035 --> 01:39:50,943 - [Thomas] Nah, too awkward. Too awkward. - [Rocco laughs] 1484 01:39:51,068 --> 01:39:52,831 [Traps] Like that would stop you. 1485 01:39:52,956 --> 01:39:54,750 - [Rocco] Mid. - Actually, it would... 1486 01:39:54,875 --> 01:39:56,919 - stop me. - [Traps] Okay, you know what? 1487 01:39:57,044 --> 01:39:58,629 I've actually got an idea for you. 1488 01:39:58,754 --> 01:40:00,798 You know what? You've got long fucking hair. 1489 01:40:00,923 --> 01:40:02,354 Have... 1490 01:40:03,539 --> 01:40:06,595 - Have you ever heard of transmaxxing? - [Rocco splutters] 1491 01:40:06,720 --> 01:40:09,056 - What the fuck is a transmaxx? - [Traps] You've heard of it! 1492 01:40:09,181 --> 01:40:11,016 - [Adeline] Don't fucking do this. - [Traps laughs] 1493 01:40:11,141 --> 01:40:12,554 - Okay... - [Thomas] What is it? 1494 01:40:12,679 --> 01:40:15,093 [Traps] So, it's this 4chan guide that was posted, 1495 01:40:15,218 --> 01:40:17,309 uh, on their, like, fucking incel board and shit. 1496 01:40:17,434 --> 01:40:19,045 - Yeah. - And the idea of it was 1497 01:40:19,170 --> 01:40:21,591 that anyone who's, like, a fucking, like, permanent incel, 1498 01:40:21,716 --> 01:40:24,154 like, someone who will never be, like, 1499 01:40:24,279 --> 01:40:26,281 fucking Chad enough or, like, rich enough or whatever. 1500 01:40:26,406 --> 01:40:27,897 You know, defining you. 1501 01:40:28,022 --> 01:40:30,280 - Um, what they should fucking do... - What the fuck is that supposed to mean? 1502 01:40:30,405 --> 01:40:31,859 ..is this thing called transmaxxing, 1503 01:40:31,984 --> 01:40:34,840 which is the idea that women have it a lot easier to get sex, 1504 01:40:34,965 --> 01:40:37,626 so if you just transition, you'll lose your virginity right away. 1505 01:40:37,751 --> 01:40:40,201 That's so fucking not true, though. 1506 01:40:40,326 --> 01:40:42,703 - [Traps] Well... - It's, like, not how it fucking works. 1507 01:40:42,828 --> 01:40:46,260 It worked for me. I mean, like, I fuck all the fucking time, and I love it. 1508 01:40:46,385 --> 01:40:47,594 And you know what? 1509 01:40:47,719 --> 01:40:50,931 Like, I mean, I was fucking all the time before as well. 1510 01:40:51,056 --> 01:40:54,059 [Rocco] Like, when I was a chick, I could, like, only pull... 1511 01:40:54,184 --> 01:40:55,644 lesbians. 1512 01:40:55,769 --> 01:40:57,896 And, like, I could pull... But I can, like... I could pull now. 1513 01:40:58,021 --> 01:41:00,149 [Traps] Well, yeah, but the whole thing with the transmaxxing guide 1514 01:41:00,274 --> 01:41:02,473 is that you can pull transbians, you can pull cis lesbians, 1515 01:41:02,598 --> 01:41:04,106 and you can pull straight guys. 1516 01:41:04,231 --> 01:41:06,697 Like, you're covering most of the fucking smorgasbord, 1517 01:41:06,822 --> 01:41:09,658 while, like, right now, you can't even get some fucking dog 1518 01:41:09,783 --> 01:41:11,702 to swipe right on you, right? 1519 01:41:11,827 --> 01:41:14,037 So, like...fucking consider it. 1520 01:41:14,162 --> 01:41:17,458 All you have to do is fucking take your lady-pills and start sucking cock. 1521 01:41:17,583 --> 01:41:19,418 I'm not fucking gay, though. 1522 01:41:19,543 --> 01:41:22,379 [Traps] Oh, my God! Like, okay, so, like... 1523 01:41:22,504 --> 01:41:23,881 You know I have an ex-wife, right? 1524 01:41:24,006 --> 01:41:26,747 Like, you know that I had an ex-wife, and then we moved in together. 1525 01:41:26,872 --> 01:41:29,511 - [Thomas] Yeah. - Yeah, so, fucking... 1526 01:41:29,636 --> 01:41:31,138 back then... 1527 01:41:31,263 --> 01:41:34,996 I was...a straight boy, okay? 1528 01:41:35,121 --> 01:41:36,882 I start taking the lady-pills, 1529 01:41:37,007 --> 01:41:39,490 All of a sudden, I'm fucking insatiable for cock. 1530 01:41:39,615 --> 01:41:40,928 Like, only I can think about. 1531 01:41:41,053 --> 01:41:43,525 I get divorced, and now I'm fucking taking, like, five dicks a week. 1532 01:41:43,650 --> 01:41:45,482 So, like... 1533 01:41:46,653 --> 01:41:49,656 ..honest to God, fucking transmaxx. 1534 01:41:49,781 --> 01:41:51,783 It's, like, the best fucking thing you could do. 1535 01:41:51,908 --> 01:41:53,494 And, like, honestly, anal sex is fucking great, 1536 01:41:53,619 --> 01:41:55,026 - and, like, I love sucking dick. - [Rocco splutters] 1537 01:41:55,151 --> 01:41:56,914 - You'll enjoy that. - I don't fucking want that! 1538 01:41:57,039 --> 01:41:59,655 I literally just said I don't fucking want that. 1539 01:41:59,780 --> 01:42:03,003 - You want a big bitch with big titties! - Stop being such a fucking bitch. 1540 01:42:03,128 --> 01:42:06,089 - How do you know what I want? - Actually, you know what? 1541 01:42:06,214 --> 01:42:08,539 I think, other than that stupid fucking beard of yours, 1542 01:42:08,664 --> 01:42:12,007 - that you gotta fucking shave... - My beard's fucking fine! 1543 01:42:12,132 --> 01:42:15,307 ..you could pass pretty well. I think it could work. 1544 01:42:15,432 --> 01:42:17,518 Like, maybe, but why? 1545 01:42:17,643 --> 01:42:19,812 I mean, you're not trans. 1546 01:42:22,397 --> 01:42:25,275 - [Traps] Does it matter? - I mean, I guess it... 1547 01:42:25,400 --> 01:42:28,320 [Traps] I mean, like, the whole idea of transmaxxing is that you're not trans, 1548 01:42:28,445 --> 01:42:30,822 you're just doing it to suck dick. 1549 01:42:30,947 --> 01:42:34,148 But why would you... why would you do this on purpose? Like... 1550 01:42:34,273 --> 01:42:36,025 - [Traps laughs] - Well, okay, yeah, yeah. 1551 01:42:36,150 --> 01:42:39,957 Well, I mean, like, it's besides the point as to why you would do it, but, like... 1552 01:42:40,082 --> 01:42:42,000 I think that you could actually pass pretty well. 1553 01:42:42,125 --> 01:42:45,087 And you know what? There used to be this thing. One second. 1554 01:42:46,463 --> 01:42:48,507 The fuck are you doing? 1555 01:42:48,632 --> 01:42:50,884 [Traps] No, no, no. Wait, wait! 1556 01:42:51,009 --> 01:42:54,720 Okay, so, like, back when I was on 4chan, there was like a guide on, like, 1557 01:42:54,845 --> 01:42:57,836 whether or not you were, like, hot enough to pass, right? 1558 01:42:57,961 --> 01:42:59,382 And it was all about, like, measuring, like, 1559 01:42:59,507 --> 01:43:01,270 every fucking detailed part of your body. 1560 01:43:01,395 --> 01:43:04,606 - I think if you pass, you just pass. - Well, yeah, but this is more fun. 1561 01:43:04,731 --> 01:43:06,818 You can, like, put it in and like, know the statistics 1562 01:43:06,943 --> 01:43:08,860 before, like, you start fucking doing it. 1563 01:43:08,985 --> 01:43:10,810 So, like, you know... 1564 01:43:10,935 --> 01:43:14,272 Here, stand up for me. Stand up. Fucking do it! Just humour me, okay? 1565 01:43:14,397 --> 01:43:16,357 - Just fucking humour me. Jesus! - Okay, fine! 1566 01:43:16,482 --> 01:43:18,716 - We're having fun, right? - [Adeline] No. 1567 01:43:18,841 --> 01:43:21,456 Yes, we are. We're having a lot of fucking fun. 1568 01:43:21,581 --> 01:43:25,497 - This isn't fucking fun, though. - Fucking, like, 45. 1569 01:43:25,622 --> 01:43:27,910 Fucking, like... 1570 01:43:28,035 --> 01:43:30,045 Can you pass that? 1571 01:43:30,170 --> 01:43:32,789 - [Traps] Oh, my God, baby. - [Rocco] Oh, you'd make a pretty lady. 1572 01:43:32,914 --> 01:43:34,583 [Traps] Uh, no, she's... 1573 01:43:34,708 --> 01:43:37,718 She's, like, fucking, like, barrel here... 1574 01:43:37,843 --> 01:43:39,338 - [Rocco] Oh, come on! - ..broad-ass fucking shoulders. 1575 01:43:39,463 --> 01:43:43,384 - [Adeline] This is fucking phrenology. - [Traps] Well, I fucking... 1576 01:43:43,509 --> 01:43:46,595 Well, then, call me a fucking, like, transgirl eugenicist, okay? 1577 01:43:46,720 --> 01:43:48,484 And we gotta weed out the fucking clocky bricks 1578 01:43:48,609 --> 01:43:50,360 before they even think about it. 1579 01:43:50,485 --> 01:43:51,940 - Here, do me, do me. - [Rocco] Fine, fine. 1580 01:43:52,065 --> 01:43:53,936 "Clocky brick"? 1581 01:43:55,407 --> 01:43:57,690 You'll know those words when you start popping pills, sweetie. 1582 01:43:57,815 --> 01:44:00,912 - I don't want to fucking do it! - You're the same as me. 1583 01:44:01,037 --> 01:44:02,873 [Traps] Yeah? 1584 01:44:02,998 --> 01:44:05,208 I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. 1585 01:44:05,333 --> 01:44:06,293 Nor do I. 1586 01:44:06,418 --> 01:44:07,711 - Okay... - [Traps] Whatever. 1587 01:44:07,836 --> 01:44:10,642 I'm fucking sickening, anyways. 1588 01:44:10,767 --> 01:44:13,800 And, like, look at those hips. I started taking those fucking pills, 1589 01:44:13,925 --> 01:44:16,011 My hips are, like, fucking broader than my shoulders now, 1590 01:44:16,136 --> 01:44:19,389 and that's why I'm fucking, like, gorgeous, and I pass, 1591 01:44:19,514 --> 01:44:22,726 - and boys want to fucking sleep with me! - I don't want to fuck boys! 1592 01:44:22,851 --> 01:44:26,271 - Oh, my God! - I've said it, like, three times already. 1593 01:44:26,396 --> 01:44:29,191 - I don't want to fucking fuck boys! - Okay, fucking shut up! 1594 01:44:29,316 --> 01:44:30,984 Sit down and drink. Here, your turn! 1595 01:44:31,109 --> 01:44:33,309 Get the fuck away from me. I'm not... 1596 01:44:33,434 --> 01:44:34,787 [She laughs] 1597 01:44:34,912 --> 01:44:38,189 - Nope. Get that thing away... No! - Come on! It's fun, we're all doing it. 1598 01:44:38,314 --> 01:44:39,857 - [Adeline] Fuck off! - Oh, my God! 1599 01:44:39,982 --> 01:44:43,413 - [Adeline] Fuck off with that. - Oh, my God, you're no fun! 1600 01:44:43,538 --> 01:44:46,269 - We're having fun, right? - No, we're fucking not! 1601 01:44:46,394 --> 01:44:48,001 - [Traps] Oh, my God! - This isn't fucking fun! 1602 01:44:48,126 --> 01:44:50,587 [Traps] So, now you're just going to whine at me some fucking more... 1603 01:44:50,712 --> 01:44:54,216 You know what? You're such a fucking faggy straight guy, 1604 01:44:54,341 --> 01:44:57,135 and that's, like, the fucking reason why you're not getting fucking girls. 1605 01:44:57,260 --> 01:45:00,263 Well, at last I don't want to fucking give it away like it's nothing there. 1606 01:45:00,388 --> 01:45:03,679 Oh, my God! You know what? Fuck you! You could never be a fucking transgirl. 1607 01:45:03,804 --> 01:45:05,969 - You could never fucking do what I do. - I don't fucking want it! 1608 01:45:06,094 --> 01:45:08,170 - I don't want to do what you do! - No, you can't do what I fucking do! 1609 01:45:08,295 --> 01:45:09,898 - I don't want to do what you do! - [Rocco] Please, guys! 1610 01:45:10,023 --> 01:45:11,972 - What?! - Jesus Christ, chill the fuck out. 1611 01:45:12,097 --> 01:45:14,528 I don't want to chill out! 1612 01:45:14,653 --> 01:45:16,738 - I don't want to fucking chill out! - Okay. 1613 01:45:16,863 --> 01:45:18,115 Okay, you want to fucking hit me? 1614 01:45:18,240 --> 01:45:20,201 Will it make you feel better? Will you stop fucking moping? 1615 01:45:20,326 --> 01:45:22,441 - No, I'm not going to fucking hit you. - Yeah, you want... 1616 01:45:22,566 --> 01:45:24,485 - I'm not going to fucking hit you! - Fucking hit me. 1617 01:45:24,610 --> 01:45:26,581 I'm not going to fucking hit you! 1618 01:45:26,706 --> 01:45:28,864 - Do it, bitch. - No, I'm not going to fucking hit you. 1619 01:45:28,989 --> 01:45:31,283 - Hit you? Yeah, okay. - Jesus Christ! 1620 01:45:31,408 --> 01:45:34,418 - See how a real fucking man does it! - [Thomas] Jesus fucking Christ! 1621 01:45:37,926 --> 01:45:40,416 [Rocco] Oh, shit! No... 1622 01:45:40,541 --> 01:45:42,541 [Both strain] 1623 01:45:58,269 --> 01:46:00,903 [Traps] Ow, fuck! Bitch, you broke my nail! 1624 01:46:01,028 --> 01:46:03,482 - [Rocco] Three, two... - [Traps laughs] 1625 01:46:03,607 --> 01:46:04,907 [Rocco exhales] 1626 01:46:12,271 --> 01:46:14,271 [Rustling, click] 1627 01:46:16,912 --> 01:46:19,213 Hey, Michaela. Can I bum one of those of you? 1628 01:46:19,338 --> 01:46:21,132 [Traps] Yeah, absolutely. 1629 01:46:39,154 --> 01:46:41,156 You're acting weird tonight. 1630 01:46:42,782 --> 01:46:45,869 Yeah, I'm just a little stressed, I guess. 1631 01:46:45,994 --> 01:46:47,287 - [Traps] Yeah? - Yeah. 1632 01:46:47,412 --> 01:46:49,623 Just with Rocco's surgery coming up, 1633 01:46:49,748 --> 01:46:53,032 it's kind of a lot on my shoulders, you know? 1634 01:46:53,157 --> 01:46:56,744 We've kind of gotta, you know, pay rent for two, 1635 01:46:56,869 --> 01:46:58,799 keep the house together, all that. 1636 01:46:58,924 --> 01:47:02,761 Like, it's just not shit I'm really prepared for. 1637 01:47:02,886 --> 01:47:05,013 And, like, I just came out at work. 1638 01:47:05,138 --> 01:47:08,422 My job was already kind of feeling a little tenuous. 1639 01:47:08,547 --> 01:47:11,908 Like, you know, I'm pretty checked-out, 1640 01:47:12,033 --> 01:47:14,470 and, like, I feel like that's only gotten worse. 1641 01:47:14,595 --> 01:47:17,014 Everybody's being, like, condescending, 1642 01:47:17,139 --> 01:47:21,150 everybody's sort of getting my name wrong, and fucking... 1643 01:47:21,275 --> 01:47:23,572 No, I remember being there, too. It's sort of... 1644 01:47:24,908 --> 01:47:27,410 - It sucks. - [Adeline] Yeah. 1645 01:47:27,535 --> 01:47:31,946 [Traps] Are you, um, applying to any new jobs? Like... 1646 01:47:32,071 --> 01:47:35,126 Yeah, but nothing back. Nothing coming in. 1647 01:47:35,251 --> 01:47:37,379 I think there's probably still 1648 01:47:37,504 --> 01:47:39,877 too much other shit out there with my old name on it, 1649 01:47:40,002 --> 01:47:41,914 they can all tell. 1650 01:47:42,039 --> 01:47:43,760 Um... 1651 01:47:43,885 --> 01:47:48,139 Yeah, yeah. Applying when trans, that's pretty much it. 1652 01:47:48,264 --> 01:47:51,966 I'm kind of jealous of what you do, you know? 1653 01:47:52,091 --> 01:47:55,605 Like... Like, would I be able to, 1654 01:47:55,730 --> 01:47:57,274 you know, get in on that a little bit? 1655 01:47:57,399 --> 01:47:59,682 Like, I need the money. 1656 01:48:01,312 --> 01:48:03,164 [She exhales] 1657 01:48:04,239 --> 01:48:05,740 You really want to? 1658 01:48:05,865 --> 01:48:07,742 - [Adeline] I mean, like... - Like... 1659 01:48:07,867 --> 01:48:11,538 [Adeline] Like, roll out kind of what your day looks like. 1660 01:48:11,663 --> 01:48:13,957 - I feel like... - Okay. All right, here we go. 1661 01:48:14,082 --> 01:48:16,657 So, my typical day is, 1662 01:48:16,782 --> 01:48:20,338 I sit around waiting for my phone to ring from one of my ads. 1663 01:48:20,463 --> 01:48:23,466 And then, when that happens, I'll screen a client. 1664 01:48:23,591 --> 01:48:25,135 If I feel comfortable with them, 1665 01:48:25,260 --> 01:48:27,769 I'll pick a time and place. 1666 01:48:27,894 --> 01:48:31,182 I go there, I do what I'm going to do, 1667 01:48:31,307 --> 01:48:34,299 I make my $200, and I leave. 1668 01:48:34,424 --> 01:48:35,634 - It's a... - [Adeline] Okay. 1669 01:48:35,759 --> 01:48:37,564 - ..you know, typical job. - [Adeline] Yeah. 1670 01:48:37,689 --> 01:48:40,087 Doesn't sound that different from phone sales 1671 01:48:40,212 --> 01:48:43,987 outside of, you know, sucking dick. Like... 1672 01:48:44,112 --> 01:48:46,948 And, I mean, I've done plenty of that for free, so... 1673 01:48:49,575 --> 01:48:51,066 - I mean, I... - Yeah. 1674 01:48:51,191 --> 01:48:54,345 ..I think if you could get me set up for, like, one night. 1675 01:48:54,470 --> 01:48:58,032 I just want to give it a go. Like... And I need the money. 1676 01:48:58,157 --> 01:49:00,024 - Like, I'm not... - Well... 1677 01:49:00,149 --> 01:49:01,796 I can get you work, 1678 01:49:01,921 --> 01:49:04,716 but you'll have to let me know when, 1679 01:49:04,841 --> 01:49:06,602 and, um... 1680 01:49:08,007 --> 01:49:10,472 - Yeah, I could get you work. - [Adeline] Okay. Okay. 1681 01:49:10,597 --> 01:49:12,247 [Traps] If you're serious about this... 1682 01:49:12,372 --> 01:49:13,672 - Yeah. - ..I can. 1683 01:49:13,797 --> 01:49:17,062 Yeah, I don't know if it's, like, a long-term thing, but, like, I think... 1684 01:49:17,187 --> 01:49:18,778 I think I can make it work. 1685 01:49:19,970 --> 01:49:21,061 [Traps] Yeah. 1686 01:49:23,818 --> 01:49:25,945 [Adeline] You know, I'm sort of fucked otherwise, so... 1687 01:49:26,984 --> 01:49:29,414 - Yeah. I mean... - [Adeline] Hm. 1688 01:49:30,522 --> 01:49:33,078 - Guess you're fucked either way. - [She chuckles] 1689 01:49:33,203 --> 01:49:35,080 [Adeline] Basically, yeah. Pretty much. 1690 01:49:35,205 --> 01:49:39,000 I'm getting fucked worse in the office than I would be. 1691 01:49:39,125 --> 01:49:40,741 We'll see about that. 1692 01:49:40,866 --> 01:49:42,910 [Both laugh] 1693 01:49:46,747 --> 01:49:49,500 But, no, you'll be okay, babe. I'll look out for you, okay? 1694 01:49:49,625 --> 01:49:51,309 - [Adeline] Okay. - Like... 1695 01:49:51,434 --> 01:49:55,684 anything that happens with you and Rocco, you know, I'm always on your side. 1696 01:49:55,809 --> 01:49:57,424 I love you guys so much. 1697 01:49:57,549 --> 01:49:59,559 [Adeline] Thank you, thank you. 1698 01:50:00,730 --> 01:50:02,846 I'm just fucking tense. 1699 01:50:02,971 --> 01:50:05,514 - [Traps] I can feel it. - [Adeline] I know. 1700 01:50:08,692 --> 01:50:10,692 [Adeline sobs softly] 1701 01:50:34,548 --> 01:50:36,548 [Distorted rustle] 1702 01:51:24,101 --> 01:51:26,222 [Mobile phone alarm clock chimes] 1703 01:51:42,405 --> 01:51:44,405 [Traps inhales, alarm stops] 1704 01:51:48,588 --> 01:51:51,389 [Traps groans, inhales] 1705 01:51:54,396 --> 01:51:55,789 [Traps groans] 1706 01:51:56,762 --> 01:51:58,436 [She inhales] 1707 01:52:01,919 --> 01:52:03,593 [She exhales] 1708 01:52:40,445 --> 01:52:43,425 [She inhales, exhales] 1709 01:52:44,541 --> 01:52:46,645 [Toilet flushes] 1710 01:52:46,770 --> 01:52:48,770 [Tap runs] 1711 01:53:48,057 --> 01:53:50,057 [She spits] 1712 01:54:00,870 --> 01:54:03,152 [She spits; Tap off] 1713 01:54:03,277 --> 01:54:05,277 [She exhales] 1714 01:54:06,796 --> 01:54:08,849 [She sniffles] 1715 01:54:08,974 --> 01:54:10,642 [Object clacks] 1716 01:54:10,767 --> 01:54:12,642 [She sniffles] 1717 01:54:12,767 --> 01:54:14,374 [She exhales] 1718 01:54:15,736 --> 01:54:17,410 [She exhales] 1719 01:54:18,888 --> 01:54:20,888 [Tap runs] 1720 01:54:26,483 --> 01:54:28,483 [Tap off] 1721 01:54:31,662 --> 01:54:33,336 [She exhales] 1722 01:55:38,605 --> 01:55:41,821 [Christian breathes heavily] 1723 01:55:41,946 --> 01:55:43,740 Oh, fuck! 1724 01:55:43,865 --> 01:55:45,702 Oh, yeah! 1725 01:55:46,695 --> 01:55:48,036 [Christian moans] 1726 01:55:48,161 --> 01:55:51,247 Oh, fuck! Yeah! Yeah! Fuck, yeah! 1727 01:55:51,372 --> 01:55:54,417 Just like that. Just like that. Fuck, yeah! 1728 01:55:54,542 --> 01:55:57,045 Oh, fuck, yeah, Officer. Fuck, yeah! 1729 01:55:57,170 --> 01:56:00,423 Oh! Oh, I want to fucking suck your cock. 1730 01:56:00,548 --> 01:56:01,857 Let me suck your cock. 1731 01:56:01,982 --> 01:56:03,874 - Let me suck your cock. - Yeah? Yeah? Okay. 1732 01:56:03,999 --> 01:56:07,134 [Intense, impassioned breathing] 1733 01:56:13,758 --> 01:56:16,261 - That was great. - Yeah, it was? 1734 01:56:17,971 --> 01:56:19,556 - It was all right. - What was... 1735 01:56:19,681 --> 01:56:22,893 - It was fine. It was fine. - Yeah, it was nice. It was fine? 1736 01:56:23,018 --> 01:56:25,810 - It was fine. - Yeah, you like that, don't you? 1737 01:56:25,935 --> 01:56:27,606 - Yeah? - No. 1738 01:56:27,731 --> 01:56:31,037 - No? - No, I hate it. 1739 01:56:31,162 --> 01:56:33,381 You know, I could always spend more time over here? 1740 01:56:34,696 --> 01:56:36,751 - Uh-huh. - Give you more of that. 1741 01:56:36,876 --> 01:56:38,878 There's a lot more where that came from. 1742 01:56:40,937 --> 01:56:43,257 [Christian winces, exhales] 1743 01:56:43,382 --> 01:56:45,972 We'll see. We'll see. 1744 01:57:09,313 --> 01:57:13,313 [Music - "Shame Music 2" by Alex Walton] 1745 02:08:28,290 --> 02:08:30,290 [Music stops] 1746 02:08:37,543 --> 02:08:39,421 - [Christian] Michaela? - Yeah, babe? 1747 02:08:39,546 --> 02:08:42,299 - Can I make you some coffee? - Yeah, I'd love coffee. 1748 02:08:42,424 --> 02:08:45,092 - How do you like it? Milk? - You should know by now. 1749 02:08:45,217 --> 02:08:47,471 - I know, but I forget every now and then. - Just black. 1750 02:08:47,596 --> 02:08:48,869 - [Christian] Just black. - Yeah. 1751 02:08:48,994 --> 02:08:50,056 Right, I'm sorry. 1752 02:08:50,181 --> 02:08:52,642 You don't like your coffee, I actually like some flavour in mine. 1753 02:08:52,767 --> 02:08:54,269 [Traps] Well, hey, wait. One second. 1754 02:08:54,394 --> 02:08:56,522 I actually had a question for you, before you do that. 1755 02:08:56,647 --> 02:08:57,772 Um... 1756 02:08:57,897 --> 02:09:01,640 I was wondering if you would want to maybe... 1757 02:09:01,765 --> 02:09:02,819 [Traps exhales] 1758 02:09:02,944 --> 02:09:05,613 Okay, it's my brother's wedding next week... 1759 02:09:05,738 --> 02:09:08,991 - [Christian] Right. - ..and I was wondering that... 1760 02:09:09,116 --> 02:09:10,577 maybe you'd want to go with me? 1761 02:09:10,702 --> 02:09:13,205 It's in... It's, like, Alberta. But I'd pay for a plane ticket. 1762 02:09:13,330 --> 02:09:15,915 I mean, like, it's not super-expensive or anything... 1763 02:09:16,040 --> 02:09:18,293 - I don't know... - I got a plus one, and, like, 1764 02:09:18,418 --> 02:09:20,337 you know, I was thinking maybe, 1765 02:09:20,462 --> 02:09:23,132 you'd want to meet some of the people in my life. 1766 02:09:23,257 --> 02:09:25,169 [Christian] No, no, for sure, I, uh... 1767 02:09:26,343 --> 02:09:29,513 I would. I would like to meet... 1768 02:09:29,638 --> 02:09:32,056 Obviously, I want to be at your brother's wedding. 1769 02:09:32,181 --> 02:09:33,808 - [Traps] Yeah. - Sure, that'd be great. 1770 02:09:33,933 --> 02:09:35,852 And I want to meet your friends. 1771 02:09:35,977 --> 02:09:37,728 But, you know... 1772 02:09:37,853 --> 02:09:40,648 I feel... We're, like, six weeks out on this project. 1773 02:09:40,773 --> 02:09:42,692 There's still so much to do. 1774 02:09:42,817 --> 02:09:46,446 And, like, you know, like... I've been having you here on Fridays, 1775 02:09:46,571 --> 02:09:48,948 and I've been struggling even to get you in... 1776 02:09:49,073 --> 02:09:52,118 [Traps] Yeah, but I never bother you about my call centre job, 1777 02:09:52,243 --> 02:09:55,121 saying I'm too busy with that. Like, I'm always... 1778 02:09:55,246 --> 02:09:57,457 you know, like, available if you text me. 1779 02:09:57,582 --> 02:09:59,626 [Christian] Is it the same? 1780 02:09:59,751 --> 02:10:01,669 - Is it the same as a call centre? - [Traps] I mean, it's a job. 1781 02:10:01,794 --> 02:10:04,506 I have deadlines, and I'm working with a team. 1782 02:10:04,631 --> 02:10:05,923 [Traps] No, I... 1783 02:10:06,048 --> 02:10:08,468 Okay, like, I am busy. I love spending time with you. 1784 02:10:08,593 --> 02:10:12,138 You know I love spending time with you, but I... 1785 02:10:12,263 --> 02:10:15,350 I'm... I'm fucking busy, okay? 1786 02:10:15,475 --> 02:10:16,643 - And... - Well, I know. 1787 02:10:16,768 --> 02:10:18,551 Okay, no, no, that sounds... 1788 02:10:19,645 --> 02:10:23,358 - I sound like a fucking asshole. - No, no. You're not an asshole. 1789 02:10:23,483 --> 02:10:26,195 - It's okay, I get it, okay? Okay. - Mm-hm. 1790 02:10:26,320 --> 02:10:27,695 You're not an asshole. 1791 02:10:27,820 --> 02:10:29,198 - No. - No. 1792 02:10:29,323 --> 02:10:32,116 Why don't you just go make me some coffee and, like, 1793 02:10:32,241 --> 02:10:34,411 we'll revisit this once I'm back, okay? 1794 02:10:36,120 --> 02:10:38,373 - Okay? - Okay. 1795 02:10:38,498 --> 02:10:41,460 - I got lipstick on you. - [Christian] You always do. 1796 02:10:48,759 --> 02:10:50,092 It's my favourite book, 1797 02:10:50,217 --> 02:10:52,638 and it's just been so long, and you haven't read it, 1798 02:10:52,763 --> 02:10:55,557 so...I'm spoiling it for you. 1799 02:10:55,682 --> 02:10:57,767 But it's because, like, I need you to know these things 1800 02:10:57,892 --> 02:11:01,938 - if you're going to understand. - Do you hear how... 1801 02:11:02,063 --> 02:11:05,400 emotionally cruel that is to do to somebody? 1802 02:11:05,525 --> 02:11:08,362 Like, if this is something you care about deeply... 1803 02:11:08,487 --> 02:11:13,074 I want to read Dune on my own time. 1804 02:11:13,199 --> 02:11:15,743 I want to support you and love you in this way, 1805 02:11:15,868 --> 02:11:18,204 so be patient with me and don't spoil it. 1806 02:11:18,329 --> 02:11:21,999 Like, let me experience Dune... 1807 02:11:22,124 --> 02:11:25,379 through my own eyes, so I can understand your soul better. 1808 02:11:25,504 --> 02:11:27,588 [Michaela] No, but what I'm telling you is I've reached my limit... 1809 02:11:27,713 --> 02:11:29,508 - [Knock at door] - ..of how long I can wait. 1810 02:11:29,633 --> 02:11:31,260 - Well... - Like, I've reached my limit 1811 02:11:31,385 --> 02:11:34,554 because, like, you don't understand how much I need you to understand this. 1812 02:11:34,679 --> 02:11:37,056 - Who is it?! - [Traps] It's Traps! 1813 02:11:37,181 --> 02:11:39,476 And I'm telling you that you're being ableist, 1814 02:11:39,601 --> 02:11:42,103 because I have a learning disability 1815 02:11:42,228 --> 02:11:44,063 and it takes me a very long time to read... 1816 02:11:44,188 --> 02:11:47,484 Hey, Per, how are you doing? Oh, my God, so good to see you. 1817 02:11:47,609 --> 02:11:49,193 - Um... - Come on in. 1818 02:11:49,318 --> 02:11:50,820 - Yeah, okay... - [Persephone] Come on in. 1819 02:11:50,945 --> 02:11:53,280 I told you you could listen to the audiobook and it would be fine, 1820 02:11:53,405 --> 02:11:55,617 - so I don't think that's an excuse. - I can't listen to the audiobook. 1821 02:11:55,742 --> 02:11:57,327 - I can't listen to... - [Michaela] Why?! 1822 02:11:57,452 --> 02:11:58,412 Did you get my e-transfer? 1823 02:11:58,537 --> 02:12:01,122 - Because my...my tinnitus. - Did you get my transfer on the phone? 1824 02:12:01,247 --> 02:12:03,332 I don't... Do you have my phone? 1825 02:12:04,291 --> 02:12:06,877 - No. - [Persephone] I gotta find my phone. 1826 02:12:07,002 --> 02:12:08,380 Here, come, come sit down. 1827 02:12:08,505 --> 02:12:10,590 - [Traps] Sure. Yeah, yeah. - I think I saw it in, like, a cabinet... 1828 02:12:10,715 --> 02:12:12,467 [Traps] I'm in a little bit of a rush. 1829 02:12:12,592 --> 02:12:14,344 - Just so you know... - [Persephone] Just have a seat. 1830 02:12:14,469 --> 02:12:17,555 - I am in a little bit of a rush, though. - [Persephone] Do you want, um... 1831 02:12:17,680 --> 02:12:19,523 - Um... - Do you want anything? Do you...? 1832 02:12:19,648 --> 02:12:21,976 No, I'm okay. Um... 1833 02:12:22,101 --> 02:12:23,437 [Drawers rattle] 1834 02:12:23,562 --> 02:12:26,147 - Do you, um...? - Do you want...? Are you hungry? 1835 02:12:26,272 --> 02:12:28,816 - Did you eat today? - Yeah, no, I'm okay. 1836 02:12:28,941 --> 02:12:30,868 [Persephone] Did you eat, um...? 1837 02:12:30,993 --> 02:12:33,654 - What time is it, even? - It's like one, pm. 1838 02:12:33,779 --> 02:12:36,367 [Persephone] Um... Here, let me get you... 1839 02:12:37,492 --> 02:12:41,371 Yeah, no, I've got work tonight, so I can't really stick around too long. 1840 02:12:41,496 --> 02:12:44,123 - I gotta get ready. - Oh, yeah, I know, working is... 1841 02:12:44,248 --> 02:12:45,625 - [Michaela] Yeah. - Sucks. 1842 02:12:45,750 --> 02:12:47,419 [Michaela] Have you... Have you read Dune? 1843 02:12:47,544 --> 02:12:49,128 - No, I... - [Persephone] Oh, my God. 1844 02:12:49,253 --> 02:12:51,130 - Is that like a sci-fi book? - [Michaela] Yeah. 1845 02:12:51,255 --> 02:12:55,134 It's, like, one of the most important sci-fi books in the history. 1846 02:12:55,259 --> 02:12:57,596 - Was there like a movie a few years ago? - Yeah, there's a couple movies. 1847 02:12:57,721 --> 02:13:00,973 Okay. I think a boy took me, but I don't remember...much about that. 1848 02:13:01,098 --> 02:13:03,309 [Michaela] I'll read it to you. 1849 02:13:03,434 --> 02:13:05,395 I'll tell you about it. 1850 02:13:05,520 --> 02:13:09,190 You can read it, or you can listen to the audiobook. 1851 02:13:09,315 --> 02:13:12,527 It's just like... It's been years. It's been years. 1852 02:13:12,652 --> 02:13:16,698 [Persephone] I know! And, like, I'm in this for the long haul. 1853 02:13:16,823 --> 02:13:19,325 - Okay, Michaela? - But you're not showing me that! 1854 02:13:19,450 --> 02:13:21,869 [Persephone] That Michaela, not Traps-Michaela. It always, like... 1855 02:13:21,994 --> 02:13:24,121 - I know, it's really confusing. - It's so weird, especially... 1856 02:13:24,246 --> 02:13:25,706 I'm sorry. Here, just don't listen to this. 1857 02:13:25,831 --> 02:13:27,741 [Persephone] I don't want you to think I'm yelling at you. 1858 02:13:27,866 --> 02:13:29,628 No, you would probably read Dune, 1859 02:13:29,753 --> 02:13:32,171 if somebody who you loved said it was her favourite book. 1860 02:13:32,296 --> 02:13:34,466 Okay, don't, like, pit our friend against... 1861 02:13:34,591 --> 02:13:35,966 [Traps] No, I don't really read a lot. 1862 02:13:36,091 --> 02:13:37,718 Like, what an unfair position to put her... 1863 02:13:37,843 --> 02:13:40,764 [Michaela] Okay, but if... Even if you didn't read a lot, 1864 02:13:40,889 --> 02:13:43,182 like, if you were dating somebody for five years 1865 02:13:43,307 --> 02:13:46,185 and you knew it was her favourite book and you'd promised her, 1866 02:13:46,310 --> 02:13:49,398 like, what's a reasonable amount of time to read that book in? 1867 02:13:49,523 --> 02:13:51,608 Even if it's long. Like, it is long. I know it's... 1868 02:13:51,733 --> 02:13:54,569 It's not the length! It's me! I'm... I... 1869 02:13:54,694 --> 02:13:59,408 I've opened that book, and it's beautifully written, 1870 02:13:59,533 --> 02:14:01,743 but it's going to take me a long time to read. 1871 02:14:01,868 --> 02:14:03,327 [Michaela] But, like, don't you understand... 1872 02:14:03,452 --> 02:14:06,038 [Persephone] I also would, like, be willing to watch the movie first! 1873 02:14:06,163 --> 02:14:07,582 I'll watch the movie first! 1874 02:14:07,707 --> 02:14:09,501 [Michaela] No, I don't want you to watch the movie first. 1875 02:14:09,626 --> 02:14:12,211 I saw Eraserhead last month. 1876 02:14:12,336 --> 02:14:15,297 Like, I think... I'm sure David Lynch did a good job. 1877 02:14:15,422 --> 02:14:19,133 What did you say? I'm sorry. I was talking over you, and I wasn't listening. 1878 02:14:19,258 --> 02:14:21,358 - [Michaela exhales] - [Traps] Do you guys... 1879 02:14:21,483 --> 02:14:23,139 Like, is the stuff just in your room? 1880 02:14:23,264 --> 02:14:26,016 - Is it, like... - I don't... I mean, I don't... 1881 02:14:26,141 --> 02:14:27,519 Just 'cause I have to go pretty quick. 1882 02:14:27,644 --> 02:14:30,856 - ..think my phone's in my room. - Like, I maybe have, like, a minute. 1883 02:14:30,981 --> 02:14:33,859 [Michaela] Is it under you? Alyssa. 1884 02:14:33,984 --> 02:14:36,778 [Persephone] Alyssa, say hi to Traps. 1885 02:14:36,903 --> 02:14:38,822 - Hey, Alyssa. - [Michaela] She's so sleepy. 1886 02:14:38,947 --> 02:14:41,198 - [Persephone] She's so sleepy. - [Michaela] She's so sleepy. 1887 02:14:41,323 --> 02:14:43,288 [Persephone] She danced so much last night. 1888 02:14:43,413 --> 02:14:45,161 - It was incredible. - Yeah. 1889 02:14:45,286 --> 02:14:47,371 [Michaela] It was... You really missed it. 1890 02:14:47,496 --> 02:14:50,207 You really missed it. How come you haven't come to, like, 1891 02:14:50,332 --> 02:14:52,544 any of the happy hardcore parties with us yet? 1892 02:14:52,669 --> 02:14:54,880 No, it's okay. I mean, like, thanks for the invite. 1893 02:14:55,005 --> 02:14:57,256 - I just... Me and my friends were out. - No, it's not okay. 1894 02:14:57,381 --> 02:14:59,258 [Persephone] It's not okay. That's what we're trying to say. 1895 02:14:59,383 --> 02:15:02,094 No, it's just not my friends' vibe, you know, like, 1896 02:15:02,219 --> 02:15:04,388 I don't really do the hardcore thing. 1897 02:15:04,513 --> 02:15:07,224 - I just... - What about you? You would love it. 1898 02:15:07,349 --> 02:15:09,728 - Yeah? - [Michaela] She would love it. 1899 02:15:09,853 --> 02:15:11,395 - [Persephone] She would love it. - [Michaela] She would love it. 1900 02:15:11,520 --> 02:15:13,272 [Persephone] God, it's just so good 1901 02:15:13,397 --> 02:15:16,400 for all of us to just be in the same room again. 1902 02:15:16,525 --> 02:15:19,028 Like, I love... I just, like, every time... 1903 02:15:19,153 --> 02:15:21,155 Well, you see me every couple of months or whatever. 1904 02:15:21,280 --> 02:15:22,824 [Persephone] I know, and that's what I'm saying, 1905 02:15:22,949 --> 02:15:27,286 is, like, I treasure these times where you're in my life 1906 02:15:27,411 --> 02:15:29,413 and in my living room, and... 1907 02:15:29,538 --> 02:15:32,751 you know, with... with me and my women, you know? 1908 02:15:32,876 --> 02:15:34,303 - [Traps] Yeah. - It just feels good. 1909 02:15:34,428 --> 02:15:37,004 [Michaela] It's nice. It always feels like you're part of the family or something. 1910 02:15:37,129 --> 02:15:38,507 - [Persephone] My girls. - Yeah. 1911 02:15:38,632 --> 02:15:39,840 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1912 02:15:39,965 --> 02:15:41,091 Yeah. 1913 02:15:41,216 --> 02:15:42,552 [Persephone] You sure you don't want anything? 1914 02:15:42,677 --> 02:15:44,470 - No, I'm okay. - You look so dehydrated. 1915 02:15:44,595 --> 02:15:46,388 - No, no, no, I'm okay. - Wait, there's a test. 1916 02:15:46,513 --> 02:15:48,600 You can take someone's knuckle and you kind of pinch... 1917 02:15:48,725 --> 02:15:51,645 - [Persephone] Don't pinch her knuckle! - No, you actually are hydrated. 1918 02:15:51,770 --> 02:15:53,479 - Okay. - I went to bodywork school. 1919 02:15:53,604 --> 02:15:55,774 No, this is crazy, 'cause, like, it just springs right back. 1920 02:15:55,899 --> 02:15:56,858 So, you are hydrated. 1921 02:15:56,983 --> 02:15:59,068 - I know, but did you ask her... - No, I don't need a drink. 1922 02:15:59,193 --> 02:16:00,946 ..if she wanted you to pinch her knuckle? 1923 02:16:01,071 --> 02:16:04,240 - Like, that's not... - [Michaela] I don't...think... 1924 02:16:04,365 --> 02:16:05,992 Like, we've known each other for a long... 1925 02:16:06,117 --> 02:16:07,536 Do you want me to... I'm sorry. 1926 02:16:07,661 --> 02:16:09,538 No, it was okay. It wasn't a problem. 1927 02:16:09,663 --> 02:16:11,581 - See? It was okay. - No, it was okay. 1928 02:16:11,706 --> 02:16:13,457 Like, I haven't... 1929 02:16:13,582 --> 02:16:16,670 I have a longstanding relationship with her, and, like, 1930 02:16:16,795 --> 02:16:19,213 I went to bodywork school, like, I know how this stuff works. 1931 02:16:19,338 --> 02:16:20,833 [Persephone] Oh, you went to bodywork school? 1932 02:16:20,958 --> 02:16:22,719 You went to bodywork school? 1933 02:16:22,844 --> 02:16:24,673 Oh, re... Yeah, I went to bodywork school. 1934 02:16:24,798 --> 02:16:27,013 [Persephone] I didn't hear that. I didn't know. 1935 02:16:27,138 --> 02:16:29,933 You were there. It was, like, for two months. 1936 02:16:30,058 --> 02:16:33,019 I know, I was being sarcastic, Michaela. 1937 02:16:33,144 --> 02:16:36,522 - Well, I don't understand sarcasm. - That Michaela, not Traps-Michaela! 1938 02:16:36,647 --> 02:16:39,025 - I'm sorry! - Yeah, no. 1939 02:16:39,150 --> 02:16:41,110 - It's so confusing. - [Persephone] So confusing, every time. 1940 02:16:41,235 --> 02:16:44,030 Like, even when it comes out of my mouth. 1941 02:16:44,155 --> 02:16:47,909 But I would never get as, like, frustrated and mad... 1942 02:16:48,034 --> 02:16:49,744 and... 1943 02:16:49,869 --> 02:16:51,391 as deeply... 1944 02:16:51,516 --> 02:16:55,249 - sapphically inclined... - [Knock at door] 1945 02:16:55,374 --> 02:16:57,251 - Who is it? - Was that too much? 1946 02:16:57,376 --> 02:16:58,544 No, no, that's okay, 1947 02:16:58,669 --> 02:17:00,797 - 'Cause a lot of times people... - [Persephone] Who is it?! 1948 02:17:00,922 --> 02:17:02,757 - ..are intense, can't handle it. - [Bronwyn] Bronwyn! 1949 02:17:02,882 --> 02:17:05,010 [Persephone] ♪ Bronwyn! ♪ 1950 02:17:05,135 --> 02:17:06,886 - Hello, girl! - [Traps] Hey, Bronwyn. 1951 02:17:07,011 --> 02:17:09,806 Oh, my God, I love your fucking shirt. You look so fucking good. 1952 02:17:09,931 --> 02:17:11,098 Let me get your stuff. 1953 02:17:11,223 --> 02:17:12,809 - [Traps] Hey, how are you doing? - How are you? 1954 02:17:12,934 --> 02:17:15,729 I'm good. Working tonight, you know, so... 1955 02:17:15,854 --> 02:17:17,772 - [Bronwyn] Oh. - How are you? What are you up to? 1956 02:17:17,897 --> 02:17:20,859 [Bronwyn] I'm all right. I'm just with my friends right now. I kind of gotta go. 1957 02:17:20,984 --> 02:17:22,902 [Persephone] There you go. You got time for a beer? 1958 02:17:23,027 --> 02:17:25,195 [Bronwyn] I got one right now. I'm with my friends right now. 1959 02:17:25,320 --> 02:17:27,406 Thank you so much. I'll call you later, okay, Michaela? 1960 02:17:27,531 --> 02:17:29,366 - [Traps] Okay, I'll talk to you later. - Drive carefully. 1961 02:17:29,491 --> 02:17:31,452 [Michaela] Bye! 1962 02:17:32,746 --> 02:17:35,581 Have a seat, have a seat. Get comfy, get comfy, get comfy. 1963 02:17:35,706 --> 02:17:37,458 - I, uh... - Do you want, um... 1964 02:17:37,583 --> 02:17:39,293 - No, I... - Did you eat all the... 1965 02:17:39,418 --> 02:17:42,088 Oh, wait, there is one left. Do you want the last Hi-Chew? 1966 02:17:42,213 --> 02:17:43,798 - It's great. - [Traps] No, I'm okay. 1967 02:17:43,923 --> 02:17:46,383 - [Michaela] That's the best flavour. - [Persephone] It's the best flavour. 1968 02:17:46,508 --> 02:17:47,719 No, I'm okay. 1969 02:17:47,844 --> 02:17:51,180 You have a really intense spot right here. 1970 02:17:51,305 --> 02:17:53,599 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah, this is, like... 1971 02:17:53,724 --> 02:17:57,561 This is a spot where when people get stressed-out, it gets really hard. 1972 02:17:57,686 --> 02:17:59,856 And yours is, like, the hardest I've ever felt. 1973 02:17:59,981 --> 02:18:02,942 That's a... That's a lot of pressure. I'm okay. 1974 02:18:03,067 --> 02:18:05,194 - You can't take it? - [Persephone] She's not... 1975 02:18:05,319 --> 02:18:07,196 I don't need a massage. Thank you, though. 1976 02:18:07,321 --> 02:18:10,199 She doesn't want you to pinch her knuckles, 1977 02:18:10,324 --> 02:18:13,712 she doesn't want you to... 1978 02:18:13,837 --> 02:18:15,537 to poke her back. 1979 02:18:15,662 --> 02:18:19,042 I'm not poking her back. I'm rubbing a hot spot. 1980 02:18:19,167 --> 02:18:20,834 [Persephone] The ex... 1981 02:18:20,959 --> 02:18:24,588 I think you're demanding a lot of our guest and our friend 1982 02:18:24,713 --> 02:18:27,758 and somebody that we consider family, right now. 1983 02:18:28,759 --> 02:18:32,179 I think that anyone who is, like, this stressed-out 1984 02:18:32,304 --> 02:18:35,224 should be lucky to be getting a nice massage. 1985 02:18:35,349 --> 02:18:37,559 - Do you want...onion rings? - Like, she said she didn't mind. 1986 02:18:37,684 --> 02:18:40,396 - No, I'm okay. - We've got, like... We just got a Costco. 1987 02:18:40,521 --> 02:18:42,398 Did you go to Costco this week? 1988 02:18:42,523 --> 02:18:45,665 I went to Costco, like, three weeks ago, but I think we still have onion rings. 1989 02:18:45,790 --> 02:18:47,111 [Persephone] Okay. 1990 02:18:47,236 --> 02:18:50,489 - I think I have onion rings. - No, I'm okay. I'm not hungry. 1991 02:18:50,614 --> 02:18:53,118 - She just got an air fryer. - I really have to go start getting ready. 1992 02:18:53,243 --> 02:18:55,120 - I just got an air fryer. - She just got an air fryer. 1993 02:18:55,245 --> 02:18:57,371 Have you ever had onion rings that are heated-up in an air fryer? 1994 02:18:57,496 --> 02:18:59,581 - No, I haven't. - Because they're so crispy, 1995 02:18:59,706 --> 02:19:03,419 [Persephone] Like, it is the absolute game-changer. 1996 02:19:03,544 --> 02:19:04,503 - Yeah. - Okay. 1997 02:19:04,628 --> 02:19:07,297 - It's unreal. - I feel like a professional chef... 1998 02:19:07,422 --> 02:19:09,675 - Yeah. - ..or something. 1999 02:19:09,800 --> 02:19:12,053 [Michaela] What was the thing you did with broccoli? 2000 02:19:12,178 --> 02:19:15,419 Um, do you guys have a cat or something? I've got, like, allergies. 2001 02:19:15,544 --> 02:19:17,934 [Alyssa shrieks] 2002 02:19:18,059 --> 02:19:19,769 [Persephone] This is what happens. 2003 02:19:19,894 --> 02:19:23,022 This is what happens when we talk about Dune. 2004 02:19:24,398 --> 02:19:27,026 Alyssa. Alyssa. 2005 02:19:27,151 --> 02:19:29,570 Alyssa. 2006 02:19:29,695 --> 02:19:31,655 [Shrieking continues] 2007 02:19:31,780 --> 02:19:35,617 You're going to pass out. Just breathe. Breathe. 2008 02:19:35,742 --> 02:19:37,202 Bye, Traps, I love you. 2009 02:19:37,327 --> 02:19:39,288 - [Traps] Bye! Bye! - [Door closes] 2010 02:19:39,413 --> 02:19:42,299 - Sssshh. - [Shrieking continues] 2011 02:19:42,424 --> 02:19:44,424 [Shrieking stops] 2012 02:21:18,701 --> 02:21:20,564 [Guitar fret scrapes] 2013 02:21:21,815 --> 02:21:23,968 [Downbeat indie-rock music] 2014 02:21:35,904 --> 02:21:39,075 ♪ I'm still limping from last week's 20 gauge 2015 02:21:39,200 --> 02:21:42,703 ♪ Eleanor gave me from a box on the floor 2016 02:21:42,828 --> 02:21:45,581 ♪ It was dull, and it was long Here's where I make a remark 2017 02:21:45,706 --> 02:21:49,585 ♪ Comparing it to the favourite film of someone I don't talk to any more 2018 02:21:49,710 --> 02:21:53,006 ♪ I'm never quite sure I'm doing it right 2019 02:21:53,131 --> 02:21:56,092 ♪ If I don't, then I'll probably die 2020 02:21:56,217 --> 02:21:59,720 ♪ Nice big air bubble in my artery, oh 2021 02:21:59,845 --> 02:22:04,183 ♪ Doesn't matter if it's real I'll give myself an embolism with my mind 2022 02:22:04,308 --> 02:22:06,727 ♪ I'll just walk it off 2023 02:22:06,852 --> 02:22:10,023 ♪ Can't fuck it up too bad 2024 02:22:10,148 --> 02:22:13,400 ♪ Or else they wouldn't let you do it on your own, right? 2025 02:22:13,525 --> 02:22:17,030 ♪ Yeah, they wouldn't let you do it on your own 2026 02:22:17,155 --> 02:22:20,657 ♪ You're just a hypochondriac, remember? 2027 02:22:20,782 --> 02:22:23,785 ♪ This is the price of being beautiful 2028 02:22:23,910 --> 02:22:27,081 ♪ Or at least having a body 2029 02:22:27,206 --> 02:22:30,251 ♪ That makes you slightly less sad 2030 02:22:30,376 --> 02:22:34,047 ♪ Just fucking do it already 2031 02:22:34,172 --> 02:22:37,175 ♪ You've been hovering above your thigh 2032 02:22:37,300 --> 02:22:41,137 ♪ For over half of this Adam Green record 2033 02:22:41,262 --> 02:22:43,722 ♪ We're already at "I Wanna Die" 2034 02:22:43,847 --> 02:22:47,936 ♪ And you're just being a fucking pussy at this point 2035 02:22:48,061 --> 02:22:51,189 ♪ You've just done this enough times 2036 02:22:51,314 --> 02:22:54,358 ♪ But I guess you just haven't done it enough 2037 02:22:54,483 --> 02:23:00,864 ♪ Not to cry 2038 02:23:00,989 --> 02:23:03,450 ♪ Enough 2039 02:23:03,575 --> 02:23:08,373 ♪ Not to cry 2040 02:23:08,498 --> 02:23:11,583 ♪ I wish she was here now 2041 02:23:11,708 --> 02:23:15,254 ♪ So she could hold my hair 2042 02:23:15,379 --> 02:23:18,799 ♪ I wish she could be here 2043 02:23:18,924 --> 02:23:21,927 ♪ I wouldn't be so scared 2044 02:23:22,052 --> 02:23:24,888 ♪ I wish she was here now 2045 02:23:25,013 --> 02:23:28,558 ♪ So she could hold my hair 2046 02:23:28,683 --> 02:23:31,603 ♪ I wish she could be here 2047 02:23:31,728 --> 02:23:35,483 ♪ And I wouldn't be so scared 2048 02:23:37,984 --> 02:23:41,121 ♪ I'm still so scared. ♪ 2049 02:23:41,246 --> 02:23:43,246 [Music continues] 2050 02:23:45,265 --> 02:23:47,265 [Singer vocalises] 2051 02:23:54,718 --> 02:23:57,285 [Music continues; No audible dialogue] 2052 02:24:18,567 --> 02:24:22,359 [Music concludes, bright synth chord resonates] 2053 02:24:22,484 --> 02:24:24,484 [Laughter] 2054 02:24:26,617 --> 02:24:29,162 "Now, as I'm sure Mom's told you, 2055 02:24:29,287 --> 02:24:31,955 "a long time ago, my parents separated. 2056 02:24:32,080 --> 02:24:34,292 "It was a touch traumatic, 2057 02:24:34,417 --> 02:24:37,086 "especially with it coinciding with all of our teenage years, 2058 02:24:37,211 --> 02:24:39,004 "a traditionally difficult time for anyone, 2059 02:24:39,129 --> 02:24:42,215 "but then add on your parents suddenly become insane." 2060 02:24:42,340 --> 02:24:43,592 [Laughter] 2061 02:24:43,717 --> 02:24:45,802 "Sometimes, our household felt like... 2062 02:24:45,927 --> 02:24:49,598 - "Insert topical global conflict here." - [Laughter] 2063 02:24:49,723 --> 02:24:53,061 "Well, with us living with our mom, and our dad away in a bachelor pad 2064 02:24:53,186 --> 02:24:55,103 "with a mountain of... well, you know." 2065 02:24:55,228 --> 02:24:56,605 [Laughter] 2066 02:24:56,730 --> 02:24:59,192 "Well, with me being the oldest, it was time for me to step up 2067 02:24:59,317 --> 02:25:01,527 "and become the man of the house. 2068 02:25:01,652 --> 02:25:04,362 "I think, from looking at me, you can see how well that went." 2069 02:25:04,487 --> 02:25:05,947 [Laughter] 2070 02:25:06,072 --> 02:25:08,867 It's pretty bad. But, honestly, 2071 02:25:08,992 --> 02:25:12,246 we really just have to wash it down. 2072 02:25:12,371 --> 02:25:14,373 Whatever, it was close to the airport. 2073 02:25:15,625 --> 02:25:19,002 - That's reasonable. - [She groans] 2074 02:25:20,337 --> 02:25:22,598 So, what have you been up to? Besides that? 2075 02:25:24,342 --> 02:25:28,053 The wedding was nice, like... I don't know, my parents were okay. 2076 02:25:28,178 --> 02:25:30,098 - Yeah? - Yeah, my... 2077 02:25:30,223 --> 02:25:33,267 my dad was able to stand up straight, which was good. 2078 02:25:35,185 --> 02:25:37,729 But I got a call this morning, on the flight, 2079 02:25:37,854 --> 02:25:40,274 that he's in the hospital with, uh... 2080 02:25:40,399 --> 02:25:43,693 fucking, he's got, like, flesh-eating bacteria on his leg. 2081 02:25:43,818 --> 02:25:45,695 Yeah! No, no fucking way! 2082 02:25:45,820 --> 02:25:47,948 I... No! Seriously. 2083 02:25:48,073 --> 02:25:49,783 Like, here, no, I'm going to show you a photo. 2084 02:25:49,908 --> 02:25:52,953 It's, like, the fucking sickest shit you'll ever see in your life. 2085 02:25:53,078 --> 02:25:57,125 Yeah, my mom, one time, she got bit by a fucking brown recluse. 2086 02:25:57,250 --> 02:26:00,169 It was in the laundry. She got necrosis from it. 2087 02:26:00,294 --> 02:26:03,256 When you go to a hospital, you're supposed to bring a spider. 2088 02:26:03,381 --> 02:26:05,466 - The spider that bit you, rather... - Okay! 2089 02:26:05,591 --> 02:26:07,884 - ..not just any spider. - No. 2090 02:26:08,009 --> 02:26:09,845 But the dog ate the spider, 2091 02:26:09,970 --> 02:26:12,722 so she couldn't... bring the spider that bit her. 2092 02:26:12,847 --> 02:26:14,099 Did she bring the dog? 2093 02:26:14,224 --> 02:26:16,435 She couldn't bring the dog, so they just had to inject her 2094 02:26:16,560 --> 02:26:18,103 - with a bunch of random... - No. 2095 02:26:18,228 --> 02:26:20,188 - Oh, that's pretty grim! - I know, it's fucked-up! 2096 02:26:20,313 --> 02:26:21,731 [Traps laughs] 2097 02:26:21,856 --> 02:26:24,402 - What the fuck? - Yeah, I know, I'm not kidding! 2098 02:26:24,527 --> 02:26:27,737 - Yeah! Yeah, I don't know. - Well, I'm really happy for him. 2099 02:26:27,862 --> 02:26:30,824 Yeah, no, I mean, that's what happens when you...you know. 2100 02:26:30,949 --> 02:26:32,784 - Yeah. - Yeah. 2101 02:26:32,909 --> 02:26:34,162 But... 2102 02:26:34,287 --> 02:26:35,745 - He got through the... - [She chuckles] 2103 02:26:35,870 --> 02:26:39,833 He got through the wedding on two feet, so that's good, I guess! 2104 02:26:39,958 --> 02:26:43,128 - I... Yeah. I mean... - Well, I don't know. 2105 02:26:43,253 --> 02:26:47,216 Personally, if I got bit by a spider... 2106 02:26:47,341 --> 02:26:51,220 or had any flesh-eating... What was it, even? 2107 02:26:51,345 --> 02:26:54,139 [Traps] Like, the doctors are still running tests on it. 2108 02:26:54,264 --> 02:26:56,475 Oh. How does that happen? 2109 02:26:56,600 --> 02:26:58,394 - You just randomly get... - [Traps] I don't know! 2110 02:26:58,519 --> 02:26:59,978 - ..necrosis? - I don't know! 2111 02:27:00,103 --> 02:27:03,441 I don't know, it's kind of fucked-up, but, I mean, that's just my dad for you. 2112 02:27:03,566 --> 02:27:05,108 No, that's reasonable. That's fair. 2113 02:27:05,233 --> 02:27:08,279 Yeah. But, fuck, I mean, um... 2114 02:27:08,404 --> 02:27:09,363 Yeah. 2115 02:27:09,488 --> 02:27:11,823 But, I mean, honestly, like, I... 2116 02:27:14,075 --> 02:27:16,161 Ah, fuck. He'll be fine. 2117 02:27:16,286 --> 02:27:18,372 - It is stressful, but, like... - Can I have one of those? 2118 02:27:18,497 --> 02:27:21,250 ..I've had like, enough fucking... 2119 02:27:21,375 --> 02:27:24,337 issues with my dad at this point that it's just kind of commonplace. 2120 02:27:24,462 --> 02:27:25,940 I got a lighter. 2121 02:27:27,389 --> 02:27:29,221 - But yeah. - Mm. 2122 02:27:30,925 --> 02:27:32,969 - [She exhales] - Fuck. 2123 02:27:33,094 --> 02:27:34,680 He's all excited. 2124 02:27:34,805 --> 02:27:37,307 No, it's nice, 'cause, like, if I'm home... 2125 02:27:38,933 --> 02:27:41,437 ..at least for, like, a weekend or whatever, 2126 02:27:41,562 --> 02:27:46,420 like, my mom will kinda treat me to some shit and whatever, like... 2127 02:27:47,568 --> 02:27:50,070 That's the only real time I get to actually kind of feel, like, 2128 02:27:50,195 --> 02:27:52,615 daughter-time or some bullshit. 2129 02:27:52,740 --> 02:27:55,326 But, like, being back here, it's already, like, 2130 02:27:55,451 --> 02:27:58,246 you know, having a weekend off. I'm already, like, kind of hurting. 2131 02:27:58,371 --> 02:28:00,706 Not sure what rent's going to look like this month, so... 2132 02:28:00,831 --> 02:28:03,459 Well, I mean, like, I know you've been... 2133 02:28:03,584 --> 02:28:06,211 you know, checking out, like, the... 2134 02:28:06,336 --> 02:28:08,256 - LeoList, or whatever... - Yeah. 2135 02:28:08,381 --> 02:28:10,633 ..it is and, then, how's that been going? 2136 02:28:10,758 --> 02:28:12,385 It's okay. I mean... 2137 02:28:12,510 --> 02:28:14,970 there's one guy who was texting me. 2138 02:28:15,095 --> 02:28:16,972 Do you, um... 2139 02:28:17,097 --> 02:28:19,099 Do you recognise this guy? 2140 02:28:19,224 --> 02:28:21,644 - [Bronwyn] Oh! No. Okay, so... - [Traps chuckles] 2141 02:28:21,769 --> 02:28:23,186 - No. - Okay! 2142 02:28:23,311 --> 02:28:24,605 [Both laugh] 2143 02:28:24,730 --> 02:28:26,565 [Bronwyn] So, I mean, like... 2144 02:28:26,690 --> 02:28:28,609 he's easy and he'll pay you good. 2145 02:28:28,734 --> 02:28:30,986 The problem is, is that... 2146 02:28:31,111 --> 02:28:32,446 So, I've been with that guy. 2147 02:28:32,571 --> 02:28:34,573 First of all, he'll pick you up in, like, his work van, 2148 02:28:34,698 --> 02:28:37,867 and it's, like, uh...like a fucking... He's, like, an electrician or something? 2149 02:28:37,992 --> 02:28:40,454 I don't know, he's, like, this 60-year-old... I mean, you know. 2150 02:28:40,579 --> 02:28:43,541 He's a fucking 60-year-old, like, Asian guy. 2151 02:28:43,666 --> 02:28:45,543 And, so, you're not expecting much. 2152 02:28:45,668 --> 02:28:49,170 But the problem is - and this was the most disgusting thing - 2153 02:28:49,295 --> 02:28:50,673 is he had fucking... 2154 02:28:50,798 --> 02:28:53,049 His, like, foreskin, like... 2155 02:28:53,174 --> 02:28:54,968 was fused at the tip... 2156 02:28:55,093 --> 02:28:57,513 and when you pull it back, it's not, like... 2157 02:28:57,638 --> 02:29:00,181 - You know, like... - No, how does that happen?! 2158 02:29:00,306 --> 02:29:01,975 I don't know, he said it's always been like that. 2159 02:29:02,100 --> 02:29:03,977 Apparent... Like, I don't know if he has kids. 2160 02:29:04,102 --> 02:29:06,772 I can't remember if I asked him, but apparently... 2161 02:29:06,897 --> 02:29:09,358 It wasn't "apparently" - when you pull it back, 2162 02:29:09,483 --> 02:29:11,860 the fucking foreskin at the tip... 2163 02:29:11,985 --> 02:29:14,946 it, like, stayed, but the rest of the skin would pull over the head, 2164 02:29:15,071 --> 02:29:16,440 so you, like, stretch it, 2165 02:29:16,565 --> 02:29:18,617 like you're stretching a balloon over, like, your fist. 2166 02:29:18,742 --> 02:29:20,328 How does he, like, piss? 2167 02:29:20,453 --> 02:29:22,496 It... Like, there's a... I guess there's a pinhole, 2168 02:29:22,621 --> 02:29:23,997 'cause, like, when I make him cum, 2169 02:29:24,122 --> 02:29:26,884 it would, like, leak out, like a leaky, drippy faucet. 2170 02:29:27,009 --> 02:29:29,127 [Traps retches] 2171 02:29:29,252 --> 02:29:31,380 Listen! It's... 2172 02:29:31,505 --> 02:29:34,383 - It's pretty bad. - [Both laugh] 2173 02:29:34,508 --> 02:29:37,553 So, it was, like... 2174 02:29:37,678 --> 02:29:40,138 It was like a... Yeah, like an elephant tr... 2175 02:29:40,263 --> 02:29:42,057 [Both laugh] 2176 02:29:42,182 --> 02:29:45,268 - [Bronwyn] I'm sorry. - Oh, fuck. 2177 02:29:45,393 --> 02:29:47,480 So, I mean, I don't recommend it, 'cause, like, 2178 02:29:47,605 --> 02:29:50,608 yeah, that one, that guy definitely fucking traumatised me. 2179 02:29:50,733 --> 02:29:51,692 Oh, fuck. 2180 02:29:51,817 --> 02:29:53,050 If you're going to fucking leave a cigarette, 2181 02:29:53,175 --> 02:29:54,570 don't put it on the cardboard, 2182 02:29:54,695 --> 02:29:56,654 - Okay. - You stupid bitch, okay? 2183 02:29:56,779 --> 02:29:58,114 [Both laugh] 2184 02:29:58,239 --> 02:30:00,158 It's all right, I'm not going to burn your RV down. 2185 02:30:00,283 --> 02:30:03,258 Yeah, no, like, it would be nice, it's all I have! 2186 02:30:03,383 --> 02:30:05,288 [Both laugh] 2187 02:30:05,413 --> 02:30:08,166 But, no, like, as I said, he, like, pays well. 2188 02:30:08,291 --> 02:30:10,753 The problem is, it's, like, is it worth it? 2189 02:30:10,878 --> 02:30:12,838 I mean, I'm sure you've been with your fair share 2190 02:30:12,963 --> 02:30:15,256 of questionable, most disgusting guys. 2191 02:30:15,381 --> 02:30:17,718 [Traps] I've realised something... 2192 02:30:17,843 --> 02:30:22,723 which is that I am the fattest transsexual hooker on Leo's List. 2193 02:30:22,848 --> 02:30:26,351 Actually, I'm probably the fattest hooker on Leo's List. 2194 02:30:26,476 --> 02:30:29,229 - Like, I take what I can get. - Well, LeoList is just Canada, 2195 02:30:29,354 --> 02:30:30,564 so you don't have to worry too much. 2196 02:30:30,689 --> 02:30:33,066 Okay, there's probably fatter hookers in the world than me! 2197 02:30:33,191 --> 02:30:35,902 - Yeah, so, you're not... - Actually, here's the real question, is, 2198 02:30:36,027 --> 02:30:39,740 do you think I can monetise just eating fucking shitty pizza on the internet? 2199 02:30:39,865 --> 02:30:42,283 - 'Cause I can do that really good. - I think you could. 2200 02:30:42,408 --> 02:30:46,121 Like, people like to pay for, like, that feedee-feeder...relationship. 2201 02:30:46,246 --> 02:30:50,375 Well, I'm sure they aren't looking for a fat transsexual, though. 2202 02:30:50,500 --> 02:30:52,628 I feel like that's not going to work. 2203 02:30:52,753 --> 02:30:54,921 - Yeah, that's the line they draw. - Yeah. 2204 02:30:55,046 --> 02:30:58,133 - [Traps snorts] - I'm sure they do! 2205 02:30:58,258 --> 02:31:00,636 'Cause I can't have nice things. I can't just be lazy. 2206 02:31:00,761 --> 02:31:04,180 I have to, like... I'm going to have to lose some weight here. 2207 02:31:05,849 --> 02:31:07,726 - You'll survive. I mean... - Yeah. 2208 02:31:07,851 --> 02:31:10,103 ..I have to live here. You're fine. 2209 02:31:10,228 --> 02:31:12,565 - [Traps] Yeah. - It's not ideal. 2210 02:31:12,690 --> 02:31:15,942 It's not my favourite thing in the world, but there is options. 2211 02:31:16,067 --> 02:31:17,570 I mean... 2212 02:31:17,695 --> 02:31:21,615 I mean, you could suck that... that guy's weird elephant... 2213 02:31:21,740 --> 02:31:23,451 Snuffleupagus. 2214 02:31:23,576 --> 02:31:26,286 Like, I'm not sure if that's what you're into. 2215 02:31:26,411 --> 02:31:30,039 I don't think anybody is, that's probably why he's paying for hookers. 2216 02:31:30,164 --> 02:31:32,542 - [Bronwyn laughs] - Oh, dear God. 2217 02:31:33,919 --> 02:31:35,128 I'll suck it up. 2218 02:31:35,253 --> 02:31:37,882 Or, like, in that case, slurp it up, I guess! 2219 02:31:38,007 --> 02:31:41,426 - Oh, God. - Oh, fuck. I'll just... 2220 02:31:41,551 --> 02:31:44,095 I was going to say, like, I'll have to pinch my nose off or something 2221 02:31:44,220 --> 02:31:46,431 but I guess he's already pinching it off of himself. 2222 02:31:46,556 --> 02:31:47,974 [Bronwyn] It was pretty bad. 2223 02:31:48,099 --> 02:31:50,268 Like, he only did oral, too. That was the problem. 2224 02:31:50,393 --> 02:31:52,395 Like, if it was, like, anal or something, 2225 02:31:52,520 --> 02:31:54,857 it probably wouldn't be as miserable. 2226 02:31:54,982 --> 02:31:57,358 But the problem is, is that you have it in your mouth, 2227 02:31:57,483 --> 02:31:59,528 and you can, like, feel it dangling 2228 02:31:59,653 --> 02:32:01,321 in, like, the back of your throat, 2229 02:32:01,446 --> 02:32:04,157 when you're sucking on it, but you can't really suck on it good? 2230 02:32:04,282 --> 02:32:05,910 That's fucking horrible. 2231 02:32:06,035 --> 02:32:08,746 It's not great. I mean, it's still better than, like... 2232 02:32:08,871 --> 02:32:11,289 There was this one time I was with a couple, 2233 02:32:11,414 --> 02:32:14,083 and the guy... 2234 02:32:14,208 --> 02:32:17,922 I'm, like, I'm blindfolded, and he's making me eat out his wife, 2235 02:32:18,047 --> 02:32:22,843 and his wife's coochie smells like she's been smoking cigarettes with it. 2236 02:32:22,968 --> 02:32:25,178 Like, but they're stale, like, she was wet, 2237 02:32:25,303 --> 02:32:29,349 and, like, her actual taste was like stale cigarettes. 2238 02:32:29,474 --> 02:32:30,935 I don't know how to describe it. 2239 02:32:31,060 --> 02:32:33,521 Meanwhile, he's fucking me with a dog dick. 2240 02:32:33,646 --> 02:32:36,649 I didn't even realise this entire time I'm getting fucked with a dog dick. 2241 02:32:36,774 --> 02:32:39,025 Like, it's not a real dog's dick, but, you know, like, those strap-ons? 2242 02:32:39,150 --> 02:32:41,194 - Yeah, a Bad Dragon toy or whatever? - Yeah! 2243 02:32:41,319 --> 02:32:43,697 - [Mobile phone rings] - Yeah, yeah. Oh. 2244 02:32:43,822 --> 02:32:45,533 Who's that? 2245 02:32:45,658 --> 02:32:48,118 - It's Adeline. - Do you need to go? 2246 02:32:50,411 --> 02:32:52,497 Hey, babe, how's it going? 2247 02:32:52,622 --> 02:32:55,584 [Adeline, on phone] Hey. Hey, Michaela? 2248 02:32:55,709 --> 02:32:58,796 - Yeah. - [Adeline] Hey. 2249 02:32:58,921 --> 02:33:00,505 - How are you? - I'm good. 2250 02:33:00,630 --> 02:33:03,308 I'm just hanging out with Bronwyn. 2251 02:33:03,433 --> 02:33:05,435 [Adeline] Oh, that's...that's awesome. 2252 02:33:07,470 --> 02:33:10,390 Michaela, I'm really freaking out. 2253 02:33:10,515 --> 02:33:12,058 Really freaking out. 2254 02:33:12,183 --> 02:33:14,185 What's going on, baby? 2255 02:33:15,688 --> 02:33:19,315 A manager keeps fucking calling me "man," 2256 02:33:19,440 --> 02:33:21,317 and I can just tell... 2257 02:33:21,442 --> 02:33:24,362 I can just tell he means it in a way that's very specific, 2258 02:33:24,487 --> 02:33:27,908 that's very specifically trying to sort of make me feel uncomfortable 2259 02:33:28,033 --> 02:33:30,911 and, you know, crazy. 2260 02:33:31,036 --> 02:33:34,330 Just to sort of put me outside, kind of on the edge. 2261 02:33:34,455 --> 02:33:37,928 You know, he would take a group of us aside, like, "Hey, you guys." 2262 02:33:38,053 --> 02:33:40,169 Like, he would almost try to purposefully, you know, 2263 02:33:40,294 --> 02:33:43,423 like, put me into that, like, group of guys 2264 02:33:43,548 --> 02:33:46,175 and it's just, like, that's bullshit, that's not normal. 2265 02:33:46,300 --> 02:33:48,219 Like, that's not what you're supposed to... 2266 02:33:48,344 --> 02:33:50,054 That's not how you... 2267 02:33:50,179 --> 02:33:52,975 And I just... I can... 2268 02:33:53,100 --> 02:33:56,436 I can just tell I'm not going to be able to make it there for very long. 2269 02:33:56,561 --> 02:33:58,063 Um... 2270 02:33:58,188 --> 02:34:00,941 And I feel like... 2271 02:34:01,066 --> 02:34:04,485 Rocco is really depending on me, 2272 02:34:04,610 --> 02:34:06,780 and I just don't know what to do. 2273 02:34:06,905 --> 02:34:11,159 I don't know what to do, Michaela. I just... I just want to be alone... 2274 02:34:11,284 --> 02:34:14,663 Babe, babe, babe. It's okay, it's okay. 2275 02:34:14,788 --> 02:34:17,540 Are you in a safe place right now? 2276 02:34:17,665 --> 02:34:21,084 [Adeline] I mean, I don't know. I'm at home. 2277 02:34:21,210 --> 02:34:22,962 Rocco's home. 2278 02:34:23,087 --> 02:34:25,131 I'm not back at work yet. 2279 02:34:25,256 --> 02:34:26,884 Okay, baby. 2280 02:34:27,009 --> 02:34:29,427 I'm on the phone with you, I love you lots. 2281 02:34:29,552 --> 02:34:34,474 Um, I'm sure that none of the stuff at work is pointed, like... 2282 02:34:34,599 --> 02:34:39,813 I know that job is really draining you and that you hate it a lot, but, like... 2283 02:34:39,938 --> 02:34:41,481 you're going to be fine. 2284 02:34:41,606 --> 02:34:44,567 [Adeline] But, like, if I don't... I don't have anything. 2285 02:34:44,692 --> 02:34:47,612 Like I said, there's so many people depending on me. 2286 02:34:47,737 --> 02:34:51,699 There's no-one else who's going to be able to fucking make money for any of us. 2287 02:34:52,993 --> 02:34:54,452 I'm going to fucking die in the street. 2288 02:34:54,577 --> 02:34:56,705 Like, I'm just going to fucking 2289 02:34:56,830 --> 02:34:59,582 whore myself through this thing, I'm going to fucking scream at somebody, 2290 02:34:59,707 --> 02:35:03,303 get myself fired and, you know, fucking wind up losing my place 2291 02:35:03,428 --> 02:35:05,804 when Rocco gets his fucking surgery. 2292 02:35:07,590 --> 02:35:09,677 Babe, babe, it's all going to be okay. 2293 02:35:09,802 --> 02:35:12,012 Even in your worst-case scenario, 2294 02:35:12,137 --> 02:35:15,556 I know you're going to persevere and be fine, 'cause you're a really smart girl 2295 02:35:15,681 --> 02:35:18,393 and you're, like, really wonderful 2296 02:35:18,518 --> 02:35:21,063 and clever, and I love you, 2297 02:35:21,188 --> 02:35:25,358 and I promise that, if anything happens, 2298 02:35:25,483 --> 02:35:28,328 you can fall back, and I'll make sure you're okay. 2299 02:35:28,453 --> 02:35:30,453 [Adeline stammers] 2300 02:35:32,282 --> 02:35:33,951 [Adeline] It's not that easy. 2301 02:35:34,076 --> 02:35:36,912 I fucking break so, so easily. 2302 02:35:37,037 --> 02:35:39,123 I'm not... 2303 02:35:39,248 --> 02:35:43,251 I'm not built like that. I don't survive. 2304 02:35:43,376 --> 02:35:44,460 Yeah, you do. 2305 02:35:44,585 --> 02:35:46,714 [Adeline] You know, I've fucking been through, 2306 02:35:46,839 --> 02:35:49,800 like, two or three attempts. Fucking... 2307 02:35:49,925 --> 02:35:51,885 Hey. Hey, babe. 2308 02:35:52,010 --> 02:35:55,388 I... I know, and you're not going to do that again. 2309 02:35:55,513 --> 02:35:56,890 Like...you... 2310 02:35:57,015 --> 02:35:59,017 [Adeline] It doesn't even feel like it's in my hands. 2311 02:35:59,142 --> 02:36:02,395 Like, it doesn't feel like something that I have any control over, 2312 02:36:02,520 --> 02:36:04,064 or any agency to... 2313 02:36:04,189 --> 02:36:05,941 Like, its... 2314 02:36:07,191 --> 02:36:09,569 - It... - [Adeline exhales] 2315 02:36:09,694 --> 02:36:12,906 I'm just... I'm not going to be able to make it, with what happened. 2316 02:36:13,031 --> 02:36:14,950 - I know. - Hey. Babe. 2317 02:36:15,075 --> 02:36:17,368 - [Adeline] I know, though. - Babe, I've known you since... 2318 02:36:17,493 --> 02:36:22,665 Like, okay. You know... You remember when we were in high school, and... 2319 02:36:22,790 --> 02:36:26,711 we were both, like, little fucking tenderqueers, 2320 02:36:26,836 --> 02:36:29,089 starting the Gay-straight Alliance, 2321 02:36:29,214 --> 02:36:34,178 and you came into school, and I saw you, 2322 02:36:34,303 --> 02:36:36,679 and, you know, like, immediately recognised 2323 02:36:36,804 --> 02:36:39,557 how much of a little, queer faggot you were, 2324 02:36:39,682 --> 02:36:43,728 and we started spending all that time together, and... 2325 02:36:43,853 --> 02:36:45,480 do you remember that time 2326 02:36:45,605 --> 02:36:48,524 when we both decided... we were, like, drinking that one night, 2327 02:36:48,649 --> 02:36:53,696 and we just decided that we were going to, like, lose our virginities to each other? 2328 02:36:53,821 --> 02:36:56,909 And we wanted to train ourselves, so we knew how to take cock, 2329 02:36:57,034 --> 02:36:59,368 and we walked over to the Shoppers, 2330 02:36:59,493 --> 02:37:01,746 and we were like, trying to figure out how to douche, 2331 02:37:01,871 --> 02:37:05,291 and we, like, looked up that guide online and we accidentally... 2332 02:37:05,416 --> 02:37:07,920 and we couldn't find, like, the proper materials, 2333 02:37:08,045 --> 02:37:09,629 so we ended up buying enema kits? 2334 02:37:09,754 --> 02:37:14,176 And then do you remember we were both in my mom's shower downstairs, 2335 02:37:14,301 --> 02:37:17,846 fucking giving each other enemas and just, like, 2336 02:37:17,971 --> 02:37:22,100 shitting our brains out, not knowing that's not how you're supposed to do it, 2337 02:37:22,225 --> 02:37:25,979 and we both got ourselves so sick that we didn't end up having sex, 2338 02:37:26,104 --> 02:37:29,398 we were just, like, taking turns shitting the night away, 2339 02:37:29,523 --> 02:37:32,194 and then we laid in bed with, like, tummy aches, 2340 02:37:32,319 --> 02:37:35,696 with, like, our fucking prostates killing us, just cuddling, 2341 02:37:35,821 --> 02:37:37,573 and we were, like, "Oh, we're... 2342 02:37:37,698 --> 02:37:39,742 "Next time. Next time, we'll figure it out." 2343 02:37:39,867 --> 02:37:41,829 And, like, we did! And we did. 2344 02:37:41,954 --> 02:37:45,706 And that's the sort of, like, fucking perseverance shit 2345 02:37:45,831 --> 02:37:50,295 that's, like, life can be fucking stupid, and people can be fucking dumb, 2346 02:37:50,420 --> 02:37:53,798 and we can be dumb, and we can, like, face this queer shit 2347 02:37:53,923 --> 02:37:58,262 with, like, a sense of humour and a sense of resilience, and, like, 2348 02:37:58,387 --> 02:38:01,389 I know it's, like, a fucking stupid story, but, like, I still think back to that. 2349 02:38:01,514 --> 02:38:05,143 I think back to, like, back when, you know, we were... 2350 02:38:06,727 --> 02:38:09,982 ..in that place, supporting each other and, like, figuring shit out, 2351 02:38:10,107 --> 02:38:12,317 even though things weren't always the best with our parents 2352 02:38:12,442 --> 02:38:14,652 and it was really, like, nerve-racking, 2353 02:38:14,777 --> 02:38:17,780 but, like...like then and like now, 2354 02:38:17,905 --> 02:38:19,699 I'm going to have your back, 2355 02:38:19,824 --> 02:38:22,870 and I'm going to make sure that you're okay. 2356 02:38:22,995 --> 02:38:26,581 And if you need to do, like, the shit we talked about the other night 2357 02:38:26,706 --> 02:38:29,042 or anything like that, I'm going to be in your corner 2358 02:38:29,167 --> 02:38:32,004 and make sure you're okay, because I love you. 2359 02:38:32,129 --> 02:38:34,006 Okay? 2360 02:38:34,131 --> 02:38:36,300 - [Adeline] Thanks. - Are you going to be okay? 2361 02:38:36,425 --> 02:38:38,135 Here, why don't I come over tonight 2362 02:38:38,260 --> 02:38:41,596 and just, like, hang out with you until Rocco...Rocco gets home? 2363 02:38:41,721 --> 02:38:43,723 - [Adeline] Can you? - Yeah. 2364 02:38:43,848 --> 02:38:45,183 Okay. I'm just going to... 2365 02:38:45,308 --> 02:38:47,810 I'm just going to let Bronwyn know that I'm leaving, 2366 02:38:47,935 --> 02:38:51,231 and I'm going to have to bus back in from the airport here, 2367 02:38:51,356 --> 02:38:53,190 but I'll be I'll be back soon, okay? 2368 02:38:53,315 --> 02:38:55,360 - [Adeline] Okay. Thank you. - Okay. 2369 02:38:55,485 --> 02:38:57,862 - [Adeline] Thank you. - Okay. Love you lots. 2370 02:38:57,987 --> 02:39:00,157 You going to be okay till I get there? 2371 02:39:00,282 --> 02:39:03,659 - [Adeline] Yeah. Yeah. - Okay. 2372 02:39:03,784 --> 02:39:05,203 Okay, love you. 2373 02:39:05,328 --> 02:39:07,496 - [Adeline] Love you. - Bye. 2374 02:39:07,621 --> 02:39:09,091 [Disconnected tone] 2375 02:39:11,667 --> 02:39:14,087 - This is the new jacket. - I love it. 2376 02:39:14,212 --> 02:39:16,339 This shit is insane. 2377 02:39:25,265 --> 02:39:27,600 Okay, which one first? This, or this? 2378 02:39:27,725 --> 02:39:30,062 Um... That one. 2379 02:39:31,521 --> 02:39:33,699 Oh, wow! 2380 02:39:33,824 --> 02:39:35,491 Yeah? 2381 02:39:36,817 --> 02:39:39,570 Oh, my God, this actually looks very nice. 2382 02:39:39,695 --> 02:39:41,406 - Such a spring... Yeah, yeah. - Yeah. 2383 02:39:41,531 --> 02:39:43,032 Oh, my God, and your tits look perfect in it. 2384 02:39:43,157 --> 02:39:45,035 [Traps] Perfect. Yeah, you think so? 2385 02:39:45,160 --> 02:39:47,162 - Yeah, yeah. - [Traps] I wish they were bigger. 2386 02:39:47,287 --> 02:39:48,956 You know? 2387 02:39:49,081 --> 02:39:51,916 You're doing fine. There's plenty to work with. 2388 02:39:52,041 --> 02:39:54,211 - I want to get implants. - Yeah? 2389 02:39:54,336 --> 02:39:56,171 - Yeah. - Yeah. 2390 02:39:56,296 --> 02:39:58,340 My doctor said that they'd pay for them. 2391 02:39:58,465 --> 02:40:00,425 - [Adeline] They'd pay for them?! - Yeah, they're covered here. 2392 02:40:00,550 --> 02:40:02,260 - If it's... - [Traps] If your tits are too small, 2393 02:40:02,385 --> 02:40:04,304 - they'll pay for your tits. - [Adeline] Oh, my God. 2394 02:40:06,510 --> 02:40:08,510 [Adeline hums] 2395 02:40:13,354 --> 02:40:16,107 - [Adeline exhales] - Okay. 2396 02:40:16,232 --> 02:40:20,347 Let's get this...fucker on you already. 2397 02:40:20,472 --> 02:40:22,405 Okay... 2398 02:40:22,530 --> 02:40:25,075 - Wait, it's right here. - [Adeline] Mm-mm. 2399 02:40:25,200 --> 02:40:28,369 [Traps] And... Wait. Wait, wait, wait. Is it backwards? 2400 02:40:28,494 --> 02:40:30,078 - [Adeline] Pfft! - [Traps] There we go. 2401 02:40:30,203 --> 02:40:32,331 - [Adeline] Okay. - [Traps] That's where your tits go. 2402 02:40:32,456 --> 02:40:34,251 So, this goes... 2403 02:40:34,376 --> 02:40:37,179 - Here's...one arm. - [Adeline] Okay. 2404 02:40:38,380 --> 02:40:40,215 - [Traps] Like, in it. - [Adeline] Okay. 2405 02:40:40,340 --> 02:40:41,966 [Traps] Then this arm should go through here. 2406 02:40:42,091 --> 02:40:43,218 [Adeline] Okay. 2407 02:40:43,343 --> 02:40:44,677 - [Traps] Through here. - [Adeline] Okay. 2408 02:40:44,802 --> 02:40:46,221 - [Traps] I think we've got it. - [Adeline] Okay. 2409 02:40:46,346 --> 02:40:48,015 [Traps] Wait, wait. Down, down, down. 2410 02:40:48,140 --> 02:40:49,598 - [Adeline] Okay. - [Traps] All right. 2411 02:40:49,723 --> 02:40:51,851 - Under. This arm. - [Adeline] Yeah, yeah. 2412 02:40:51,976 --> 02:40:53,853 Oh, fuck me! 2413 02:40:53,978 --> 02:40:56,189 And I blew the seam off. 2414 02:40:56,314 --> 02:40:57,940 Holy shit! 2415 02:40:58,065 --> 02:41:00,485 Okay, I guess it's too small. 2416 02:41:00,610 --> 02:41:03,155 - [Traps] Yeah, it's a little too small. - It's too small! 2417 02:41:03,280 --> 02:41:05,906 - Let's see, though. - [Adeline groans] 2418 02:41:06,031 --> 02:41:09,411 [Traps] This is a little bit too AGP, anyways. 2419 02:41:09,536 --> 02:41:12,705 Okay, but, like, what's not AGP? On me? 2420 02:41:12,830 --> 02:41:14,957 - [Traps] Well, no... - What's not going to be... 2421 02:41:15,082 --> 02:41:17,793 Like, if I wear something cute, it's AGP, 2422 02:41:17,918 --> 02:41:21,173 because it's, like, anime schoolgirl fantasy. 2423 02:41:21,298 --> 02:41:24,384 If... If I wear something that's, like... 2424 02:41:24,509 --> 02:41:27,720 you know, not cute at all and, like, is just trying to blend in, 2425 02:41:27,845 --> 02:41:29,889 it's AGP, 'cause I'm, like, not going feminine. 2426 02:41:30,014 --> 02:41:32,808 Like, what's not going to be AGP at this point? 2427 02:41:32,933 --> 02:41:34,769 - Like... - Anything other than this. 2428 02:41:34,894 --> 02:41:36,521 [Adeline splutters] 2429 02:41:36,646 --> 02:41:38,981 - And if I could get it on, I guess. - Let's get it the fuck off you. 2430 02:41:39,106 --> 02:41:41,318 Yeah. Yeah, yeah. No, this was a... This was a... 2431 02:41:41,443 --> 02:41:43,361 - This was a mistake... - $15 mistake. 2432 02:41:43,486 --> 02:41:44,987 - ..from the start. - Yeah. 2433 02:41:45,112 --> 02:41:46,739 Ugh! 2434 02:41:46,864 --> 02:41:48,032 Jesus Christ. 2435 02:41:48,157 --> 02:41:50,743 [Rocco] Okay, so, like, these are the complication risks. 2436 02:41:50,868 --> 02:41:53,538 Like, these are...this is this, how do you want your tits to look? 2437 02:41:53,663 --> 02:41:56,165 Blah, blah-blah-blaaah. Um, do you smoke? 2438 02:41:56,290 --> 02:41:58,210 And I'm like, "Well, I quit really recently, 2439 02:41:58,335 --> 02:41:59,960 "but, like, I guess so." 2440 02:42:00,085 --> 02:42:03,215 And he's, like, "That's awesome," Like, "you're really brave for quitting," 2441 02:42:03,340 --> 02:42:04,549 like, "that's great." 2442 02:42:04,674 --> 02:42:06,634 And then everything goes according to plan, 2443 02:42:06,759 --> 02:42:09,221 and he's like, "Okay, awesome. I'll have like, the receptionist, 2444 02:42:09,346 --> 02:42:11,223 "like, talk to you and then, like, 2445 02:42:11,348 --> 02:42:14,518 "you'll come up with a date for the surgery later. 2446 02:42:14,643 --> 02:42:17,853 "Go ahead and get back dressed," 'cause I was shirtless, right, 2447 02:42:17,978 --> 02:42:19,772 'cause he had to, like, feel me up or whatever, 2448 02:42:19,897 --> 02:42:21,649 to see how the surgery was going to go. 2449 02:42:21,774 --> 02:42:23,651 And, so I was, like, "Okay, awesome." 2450 02:42:23,776 --> 02:42:26,987 And, so, I get dressed again, and then he's like... 2451 02:42:27,112 --> 02:42:28,614 and then there's a knock on the door, 2452 02:42:28,739 --> 02:42:31,326 and I'm like, "Oh, that must be, like, the receptionist, being like, 2453 02:42:31,451 --> 02:42:32,910 "Oh, like, here's the thing." 2454 02:42:33,035 --> 02:42:35,412 But then, it was him again, it was the surgeon, 2455 02:42:35,537 --> 02:42:38,082 and he was, like, "Oh, shit. 2456 02:42:38,207 --> 02:42:41,714 "Like, someone, like, right now, just, like, dropped out of their surgery." 2457 02:42:41,839 --> 02:42:43,671 - [Lighter clatters] - Oh, fuck, my lighter. 2458 02:42:43,796 --> 02:42:46,966 "Someone, like, right now, just dropped out of their surgery 2459 02:42:47,091 --> 02:42:50,761 "and was like, 'Oh, I'm, like, not doing it,' 2460 02:42:50,886 --> 02:42:54,807 "so we have a spot open for two days from now." 2461 02:42:54,932 --> 02:42:58,436 I was supposed to wait, like, a fucking month... 2462 02:42:58,561 --> 02:43:01,481 but he was, like, "Oh, I have a slot, like, two days from now, 2463 02:43:01,606 --> 02:43:03,525 - "on Thursday..." - [Traps] Yes! 2464 02:43:03,650 --> 02:43:05,235 "..will you come in?" 2465 02:43:05,360 --> 02:43:08,196 And I'm like... "Will you, like... Are you good with that? 2466 02:43:08,321 --> 02:43:10,656 "Like, you said, you want the surgery as soon as possible," 2467 02:43:10,781 --> 02:43:12,074 like, "Is this okay?" 2468 02:43:12,199 --> 02:43:14,452 And I was, like, "I will figure it out with my work. 2469 02:43:14,577 --> 02:43:18,122 "I will figure it out with my friends. Fuck, yes. Do it. 2470 02:43:18,247 --> 02:43:20,584 "I will come in as soon as I possibly can." 2471 02:43:20,709 --> 02:43:24,753 So, I'm fucking getting my surgery, like, the day after tomorrow. 2472 02:43:24,878 --> 02:43:26,714 - Woo! - Even though I had my surgery today. 2473 02:43:26,839 --> 02:43:29,884 It's supposed to be a month wait, but I'm getting it in two days. 2474 02:43:30,009 --> 02:43:31,719 Yeah, but, I mean, you've waited long enough. 2475 02:43:31,844 --> 02:43:32,761 Yeah, it's, like... 2476 02:43:32,886 --> 02:43:34,930 I mean, like, I've waited like a fucking decade, right? 2477 02:43:35,055 --> 02:43:37,766 Yeah, the second you actually get to talk to somebody with a face, 2478 02:43:37,891 --> 02:43:42,606 like, who can't just shut you out, after, like, how many years? 2479 02:43:42,731 --> 02:43:46,234 Like, 'cause I thought I was going to have to, like, wait, like, a month from now, 2480 02:43:46,359 --> 02:43:48,903 but now, I'm, like, at the point where I'm, like, calling my bosses 2481 02:43:49,028 --> 02:43:51,155 and being, like, "I'm so sorry. 2482 02:43:51,280 --> 02:43:53,533 "You know I mentioned I might have a surgery this year? 2483 02:43:53,658 --> 02:43:56,286 - "It's happening right now." - [Thomas] As we speak. 2484 02:43:56,411 --> 02:43:59,038 "And I need, like, three weeks off of work. Give it." 2485 02:43:59,163 --> 02:44:01,374 Well, fucking 48 hours away. 2486 02:44:01,499 --> 02:44:03,376 - [Rocco] Yeah! - I mean, like, a toast! 2487 02:44:03,501 --> 02:44:06,379 - [Rocco] Thank you! - Like, farewell to your fucking tits! 2488 02:44:06,504 --> 02:44:07,796 Farewell to the tits! 2489 02:44:07,921 --> 02:44:10,508 - Or, like, good riddance? - [Rocco] Good riddance! 2490 02:44:10,633 --> 02:44:13,135 No, no, no, because it's more like a funeral. 2491 02:44:13,260 --> 02:44:14,845 - [Thomas] Okay. - Let's be real, 2492 02:44:14,970 --> 02:44:17,682 because it's less like a... like a good riddance, 2493 02:44:17,807 --> 02:44:19,267 like, "Goodbye, die," 2494 02:44:19,392 --> 02:44:22,354 it's like, "I appreciate what you've done for me." 2495 02:44:22,479 --> 02:44:26,857 I used to walk around downtown, and I used to be, like... 2496 02:44:26,982 --> 02:44:30,654 "I'm sorry, can I have a cigarette? I'm, like, all out. 2497 02:44:30,779 --> 02:44:32,697 "Can you give me a cigarette? Is that okay?" 2498 02:44:32,822 --> 02:44:34,990 to, like, random men, and it worked every time, 2499 02:44:35,115 --> 02:44:36,493 because I would just push my tits up. 2500 02:44:36,618 --> 02:44:39,995 I appreciate them for everything they've given me. 2501 02:44:40,120 --> 02:44:44,208 You've given me... not having to wait in the line at the bar, 2502 02:44:44,333 --> 02:44:49,547 free drinks, free cigs, whatever I want. 2503 02:44:49,672 --> 02:44:52,091 But it is time for you to leave, 2504 02:44:52,216 --> 02:44:54,469 so I feel comfy in my body. 2505 02:44:54,594 --> 02:44:56,470 But I'm, like, pretty skinny. 2506 02:44:56,595 --> 02:45:00,099 Like, if you don't account for the boobs, if you pretend they're not there. 2507 02:45:00,224 --> 02:45:03,395 160 is, like, average weight for my height, 2508 02:45:03,520 --> 02:45:06,230 - so we'll see how skinny I look. - Well, now I'm just fucking jealous. 2509 02:45:06,355 --> 02:45:09,693 You get to lose weight and your tits? Come on! 2510 02:45:09,818 --> 02:45:12,653 Like, I weigh more than you, and I've got tiny little titties. 2511 02:45:12,778 --> 02:45:14,238 - Yeah. - All right, no, but, 2512 02:45:14,363 --> 02:45:16,283 your tiny tits are beautiful. 2513 02:45:16,408 --> 02:45:20,495 And I know because I've looked at them, and also, they're not that tiny. 2514 02:45:20,620 --> 02:45:22,746 - Okay. - [Rocco] They're not that tiny. 2515 02:45:22,871 --> 02:45:24,457 - They're really not. - Thank you. 2516 02:45:24,582 --> 02:45:26,626 [Rocco] They're not, like, fucking behemoths. 2517 02:45:26,751 --> 02:45:28,753 - Like, what are you... - Yeah, you're one to judge! 2518 02:45:28,878 --> 02:45:32,006 No! No, no, no, because here's the thing, when you deal with, like, fucking behem... 2519 02:45:32,131 --> 02:45:36,677 And I've... I have, I promise you, I've eaten so much pussy in my life. 2520 02:45:36,802 --> 02:45:39,263 - [Rocco laughs] - [Thomas] I love that. 2521 02:45:39,388 --> 02:45:44,018 And I have... I have put many a tit in my mouth, 2522 02:45:44,143 --> 02:45:47,522 and most of them are much smaller... than these. 2523 02:45:47,647 --> 02:45:51,776 I actually... No, I have never, ever dated a chick with boobs as big as I have. 2524 02:45:51,901 --> 02:45:53,570 I've never seen bigs... 2525 02:45:53,695 --> 02:45:55,446 - No! Because... - Boobs that big! 2526 02:45:55,571 --> 02:45:56,864 [All laugh] 2527 02:45:56,989 --> 02:45:58,903 - No, but... - "You like my tits? 2528 02:45:59,028 --> 02:46:01,745 - "You like my sandbags?" - No, actually, like, feel it. 2529 02:46:01,870 --> 02:46:04,369 Like, put your hand right here and then jiggle it. 2530 02:46:05,832 --> 02:46:07,166 - No, like, under... - Under? 2531 02:46:07,291 --> 02:46:09,209 Like, under, like... Put the weight... Yeah. 2532 02:46:09,334 --> 02:46:11,211 - [Adeline] No, you gotta kind of... - That's fucking crazy. 2533 02:46:11,336 --> 02:46:14,173 Like, you're telling me, right? No, you too, you too, you too. 2534 02:46:14,298 --> 02:46:16,501 - Okay. - [Rocco] Where? 2535 02:46:17,677 --> 02:46:19,928 Oh, oh, damn. Okay. All right. 2536 02:46:20,053 --> 02:46:24,308 Like, I'm telling you, that shit - fucking nuts. 2537 02:46:24,433 --> 02:46:27,102 And I've never, ever touched another bitch's tits 2538 02:46:27,227 --> 02:46:28,979 that have been that big. 2539 02:46:29,104 --> 02:46:31,691 And, so, I'm, like, I hope when they cut it off, it's, like, 2540 02:46:31,816 --> 02:46:34,652 this is like a national treasure saying goodbye. 2541 02:46:34,777 --> 02:46:37,279 [Thomas] Well, those are porn-star titties, if I've ever seen them. 2542 02:46:37,404 --> 02:46:40,407 No, literally. I can eat them. Sorry. 2543 02:46:43,953 --> 02:46:46,706 - I can suck literally my own tits. - [Traps] You're doing this for free? 2544 02:46:46,831 --> 02:46:48,791 [Rocco] No, I am, I actually am. 2545 02:46:50,042 --> 02:46:52,670 I can actually suck my own tits. 2546 02:46:52,795 --> 02:46:54,756 Like, without even thinking. 2547 02:46:54,881 --> 02:46:57,216 - I'm so sorry, baby. - [Adeline laughs] 2548 02:46:57,341 --> 02:47:00,302 - You've got a little... - [Traps cackles] 2549 02:47:00,427 --> 02:47:02,514 - No, do I actually? - [Adeline] You've got a little, yeah. 2550 02:47:02,639 --> 02:47:04,516 - Where's my drool? - [Adeline] Oh, you got it. 2551 02:47:04,641 --> 02:47:07,644 - Oh, I got it? I got it. - [Traps] You got some tit on you. 2552 02:47:07,769 --> 02:47:09,937 - [Adeline] Yeah, you got... - Um... 2553 02:47:10,062 --> 02:47:12,690 I hope it's okay that I'm showing all of our friends my tits. 2554 02:47:12,815 --> 02:47:16,026 Oh, yeah, I don't care. Not... Not threatened. 2555 02:47:16,151 --> 02:47:17,528 - I love you. - [Adeline] I love you. 2556 02:47:17,653 --> 02:47:19,623 [Traps] They're, like... They're, like, non-sexualised tits. 2557 02:47:19,748 --> 02:47:21,740 [Adeline] Yeah, no, they're so cartoonish. 2558 02:47:21,865 --> 02:47:23,785 - [Thomas] They're comedy props! - My... 2559 02:47:23,910 --> 02:47:26,830 My thing about them is that it's, like, this is literally a comedy prop. 2560 02:47:26,955 --> 02:47:28,330 - Yeah. - This is literally... 2561 02:47:28,455 --> 02:47:31,626 I don't see them as, like, tits. You know? 2562 02:47:31,751 --> 02:47:33,878 - [Rocco] This is like... - They're fun bags! 2563 02:47:34,003 --> 02:47:37,840 When I used to do theatre, this is literally just like props. 2564 02:47:37,965 --> 02:47:39,935 Like, literally. 2565 02:47:40,060 --> 02:47:42,188 - Are you seeing this? - [Traps] Yeah. 2566 02:47:43,596 --> 02:47:45,055 Like, they're actually... 2567 02:47:45,180 --> 02:47:47,224 I'm not even shy about it, because it's, like, 2568 02:47:47,349 --> 02:47:48,976 "Oh, no, these are literally props." 2569 02:47:49,101 --> 02:47:52,647 And they're going to be gone in, like, 36 hours. 2570 02:47:52,772 --> 02:47:53,773 Fuck. 2571 02:47:53,898 --> 02:47:57,276 There's so much, like, padding and, like... 2572 02:47:57,401 --> 02:47:59,236 It's so gross, but I'm flat. 2573 02:47:59,361 --> 02:48:00,864 [Thomas] Yay! 2574 02:48:00,989 --> 02:48:02,991 - It feels good. - [Thomas] Yay. 2575 02:48:06,099 --> 02:48:07,369 [Rocco exhales] 2576 02:48:07,494 --> 02:48:09,798 - [Thomas] Here, let me get this door. - I got this... 2577 02:48:09,923 --> 02:48:12,427 [Indistinct] 2578 02:48:27,514 --> 02:48:29,558 [Indistinct] 2579 02:48:35,690 --> 02:48:36,857 Know what? 2580 02:48:36,982 --> 02:48:40,913 That sleep was so good. Oh, my God. 2581 02:48:42,612 --> 02:48:45,742 Um, so, like... 2582 02:48:45,867 --> 02:48:48,493 - Oh, fuck. - What makes you feel sexy? 2583 02:48:48,618 --> 02:48:50,245 [Traps exhales] 2584 02:48:50,370 --> 02:48:52,499 Honestly, like, I just realised I need new photos. 2585 02:48:52,624 --> 02:48:53,791 I don't... 2586 02:48:53,916 --> 02:48:58,170 I don't even know what makes me look sexy, to be honest. 2587 02:48:58,295 --> 02:48:59,506 Um... 2588 02:48:59,631 --> 02:49:01,381 I guess shit works for me. 2589 02:49:01,506 --> 02:49:03,175 Thanks for doing this. I mean, honestly... 2590 02:49:03,300 --> 02:49:07,095 - [She groans] - ..this client I was with last night... 2591 02:49:07,220 --> 02:49:09,724 um...said I was hotter... 2592 02:49:09,849 --> 02:49:13,101 in real life, and that just... it should be the opposite. 2593 02:49:13,226 --> 02:49:15,605 And I know you do photography, so thank you. 2594 02:49:15,730 --> 02:49:17,565 [Thomas] Yeah. Do you want to sit down, actually? 2595 02:49:17,690 --> 02:49:20,527 - Sit down on the ledge here? - Yeah, okay. 2596 02:49:20,652 --> 02:49:22,444 [Thomas] Now, just... 2597 02:49:22,569 --> 02:49:23,654 [Objects clatter] 2598 02:49:23,779 --> 02:49:25,322 [Thomas] Talk to me, tell me about your day. 2599 02:49:25,447 --> 02:49:28,242 I, uh... Jesus Christ, my day was great. 2600 02:49:28,367 --> 02:49:31,538 I had a fucking 5am client, isn't that so sweet? 2601 02:49:31,663 --> 02:49:33,790 - [Thomas] Mm-hm. - Hope I didn't wake you up. 2602 02:49:33,915 --> 02:49:35,730 [Thomas] No, not at all. 2603 02:49:36,868 --> 02:49:40,504 - How are the shoes reading? - [Thomas] Oh, they're, they're amazing. 2604 02:49:40,629 --> 02:49:42,715 - [Traps] Yeah? Okay, 'cause... - [Thomas] I think they work really well. 2605 02:49:42,840 --> 02:49:44,675 ..I don't know, like, should we get the feet out? 2606 02:49:44,800 --> 02:49:46,594 Like, I don't know. 2607 02:49:46,719 --> 02:49:48,930 - No. Fuck. Okay... - [Thomas] It's fine, baby. 2608 02:49:49,055 --> 02:49:52,099 - You know what? Okay. I got this. - [Thomas] Yeah, you do. 2609 02:49:52,224 --> 02:49:53,966 Okay... 2610 02:50:03,338 --> 02:50:06,775 - [Thomas] Gorgeous. Okay. - Okay. 2611 02:50:06,900 --> 02:50:08,115 I'm going to take this off. 2612 02:50:08,240 --> 02:50:10,702 Do you think I should just be sitting in the robe, all coy? 2613 02:50:10,827 --> 02:50:12,662 [Thomas] Maybe... Maybe, like, drape it... 2614 02:50:12,787 --> 02:50:14,121 - Yeah. - ..on the shoulders, 2615 02:50:14,246 --> 02:50:17,667 like a little that moment, and then kind of give, like... 2616 02:50:17,792 --> 02:50:20,252 "I didn't realise you were here!" 2617 02:50:21,461 --> 02:50:23,422 - Yes. Hold. - [Shutter clicks] 2618 02:50:26,968 --> 02:50:29,053 Beauty. Take a look at that. 2619 02:50:29,178 --> 02:50:31,388 - Beautiful. Okay. - You look stunning. 2620 02:50:31,513 --> 02:50:33,975 Let's get a couple others. Let's get you... Let's get you... 2621 02:50:34,100 --> 02:50:35,942 Yes. 2622 02:50:38,052 --> 02:50:39,837 [Shutter clicks] 2623 02:50:42,066 --> 02:50:43,901 - Beautiful. - It's a nice camera. 2624 02:50:44,026 --> 02:50:47,195 [Thomas] Thank you! Um, it was... 2625 02:50:47,320 --> 02:50:50,828 A bit of a graduation gift from college I got for myself, 2626 02:50:50,953 --> 02:50:52,750 'cause I was like, "Well... 2627 02:50:54,161 --> 02:50:57,299 "..I'm just going to go full send with this." 2628 02:50:59,167 --> 02:51:00,542 Okay. 2629 02:51:00,667 --> 02:51:03,004 Move your... Move your right leg a bit further out. 2630 02:51:03,129 --> 02:51:04,848 Like, spread it a bit more. 2631 02:51:06,355 --> 02:51:08,355 [Shutter clicks] 2632 02:51:12,221 --> 02:51:15,390 - [Thomas] Okay, beautiful. - Think I'll lose this now. 2633 02:51:15,515 --> 02:51:16,976 - [Thomas] Yeah? - Yeah. 2634 02:51:17,101 --> 02:51:19,311 [Thomas] Now... 2635 02:51:19,436 --> 02:51:22,355 we're going to want to play with the photos a little bit. 2636 02:51:22,480 --> 02:51:24,649 You're blonde, let's...let's act it... 2637 02:51:24,774 --> 02:51:27,246 let's act and see... Let's act stupid. 2638 02:51:28,576 --> 02:51:30,576 [Shutter clicks] 2639 02:51:33,951 --> 02:51:35,782 - [Shutter clicks] - [Thomas] Beauty. 2640 02:51:37,181 --> 02:51:39,041 [Shutter clicks] 2641 02:51:41,918 --> 02:51:44,774 - [Thomas] Gorge! - Let's get a feet pic. 2642 02:51:46,214 --> 02:51:47,914 [Thomas] Yeah. 2643 02:51:49,017 --> 02:51:51,352 Let's get this out of the way. 2644 02:51:55,928 --> 02:51:57,474 [Traps] Do you think the shoe should be in the shot? 2645 02:51:57,599 --> 02:51:59,852 Like sitting next to me or just take 'em out? 2646 02:51:59,977 --> 02:52:02,562 What if I did... 2647 02:52:02,687 --> 02:52:05,399 like that, almost. And you did that? 2648 02:52:05,524 --> 02:52:08,527 And then, I want you to kind of sit and, like... 2649 02:52:08,652 --> 02:52:11,405 cross-leg yourself like that... 2650 02:52:11,530 --> 02:52:13,439 and then... 2651 02:52:16,244 --> 02:52:18,955 Get a shot. Let me just... 2652 02:52:19,080 --> 02:52:22,083 [Traps] Maybe hold them up a little? 2653 02:52:22,208 --> 02:52:24,303 [Thomas] Lower them a bit. Tiny bit. Hold. 2654 02:52:24,428 --> 02:52:26,428 [Shutter clicks] 2655 02:52:29,090 --> 02:52:31,675 - Beautiful. Okay. - Maybe, like, one... 2656 02:52:31,800 --> 02:52:34,209 I've got cute little feet, so let's... 2657 02:52:38,140 --> 02:52:40,142 Here, I'm just going to do this. 2658 02:52:43,160 --> 02:52:45,189 [Shutter clicks] 2659 02:52:45,314 --> 02:52:48,149 [Thomas] Okay, now, point your toes. Like a... Like a... 2660 02:52:49,359 --> 02:52:51,663 Yeah. No, just the one. Just the one. 2661 02:52:51,788 --> 02:52:53,707 [Shutter clicks] 2662 02:52:54,739 --> 02:52:56,533 - [Thomas] Oh, beautiful. - Beautiful. 2663 02:52:56,658 --> 02:52:59,703 [Thomas] And then...let's get... 2664 02:52:59,828 --> 02:53:01,705 I don't know, I... 2665 02:53:01,830 --> 02:53:04,167 Um, Tommy, like, are... 2666 02:53:04,292 --> 02:53:05,918 are you okay to see my dick? 2667 02:53:06,043 --> 02:53:08,921 - [Thomas] Yeah, sure. - Okay. Sweet. 2668 02:53:09,046 --> 02:53:10,922 Um... 2669 02:53:11,047 --> 02:53:13,057 [Traps exhales] 2670 02:53:13,182 --> 02:53:15,270 I don't know. I'll have to see if I can get hard first. 2671 02:53:15,395 --> 02:53:17,186 Just... 2672 02:53:17,311 --> 02:53:18,472 [Thomas] Um... 2673 02:53:18,597 --> 02:53:20,892 - Do you want to give me a second? - [Thomas] Yeah. 2674 02:53:21,017 --> 02:53:23,019 Do you want me to...turn away? 2675 02:53:27,106 --> 02:53:30,109 Yeah. Actually, yeah, just turn away. You don't have to leave. 2676 02:53:30,234 --> 02:53:31,903 - [Thomas] Yeah, I'll turn away. - Okay. 2677 02:53:32,028 --> 02:53:34,053 [Thomas] Just let me know when you're ready. 2678 02:53:36,364 --> 02:53:38,325 Is this, um... 2679 02:53:38,450 --> 02:53:40,615 Is this a common thing? Like, do, um... 2680 02:53:41,828 --> 02:53:44,957 ..do your clients usually ask to see you get hard? 2681 02:53:47,168 --> 02:53:49,419 I have to top some clients. 2682 02:53:49,544 --> 02:53:53,841 But I find it really hard to get hard nowadays. 2683 02:53:53,966 --> 02:53:56,301 [Thomas] Does the, um... 2684 02:53:56,426 --> 02:53:59,096 Does the oestrogen, uh... 2685 02:53:59,221 --> 02:54:00,973 make that hard? 2686 02:54:01,098 --> 02:54:02,349 - Oh, yeah! - [Thomas chuckles] 2687 02:54:02,474 --> 02:54:04,143 Oh, yeah. 2688 02:54:04,268 --> 02:54:07,188 [Thomas] Yeah, that's a...stupid question. 2689 02:54:07,313 --> 02:54:09,232 Uh... 2690 02:54:09,357 --> 02:54:10,649 Um... 2691 02:54:10,774 --> 02:54:12,819 Actually, can you look at me, maybe? 2692 02:54:12,944 --> 02:54:13,945 Um... 2693 02:54:14,070 --> 02:54:16,363 You know what? I... This isn't going to work. 2694 02:54:16,488 --> 02:54:19,449 Maybe we can just, like, cheat it, where I'm holding it and, like... 2695 02:54:19,574 --> 02:54:21,160 Yeah, we can get a... 2696 02:54:21,285 --> 02:54:23,370 - Like this? - Yeah, that's...that works great. 2697 02:54:23,495 --> 02:54:25,832 - This kind of works. - [Thomas] Yeah. 2698 02:54:25,957 --> 02:54:28,292 - Show me... - But make it...you know. 2699 02:54:28,417 --> 02:54:31,138 - Make it look... - [Thomas] You look great. 2700 02:54:31,263 --> 02:54:32,992 [Shutter clicks] 2701 02:54:36,716 --> 02:54:39,386 - Do you want to see it? - No. 2702 02:54:39,511 --> 02:54:41,222 I'll decide if I want to use it later... 2703 02:54:41,347 --> 02:54:44,141 Actually, you know what? The whole mood's off. 2704 02:54:44,266 --> 02:54:46,393 Um... 2705 02:54:46,518 --> 02:54:49,313 - [Traps groans] - [Thomas] Um... 2706 02:54:49,438 --> 02:54:51,398 I'm usually really good at this sort of stuff. 2707 02:54:51,523 --> 02:54:53,276 I don't know if it's just doing with you, 2708 02:54:53,401 --> 02:54:55,987 like, honestly, I'm thankful for the favour, but, um... 2709 02:54:56,112 --> 02:54:58,030 maybe this is just weird. Um... 2710 02:54:58,155 --> 02:54:59,781 Um... Yeah, maybe. 2711 02:54:59,906 --> 02:55:02,285 Yeah. Um... 2712 02:55:02,410 --> 02:55:04,536 Yeah, the energy's just...just... Yeah. 2713 02:55:04,661 --> 02:55:07,290 No. No. No. Pass me this. Pass me this. 2714 02:55:07,415 --> 02:55:08,456 I'm... 2715 02:55:08,581 --> 02:55:10,166 - Um... - Yeah. 2716 02:55:10,291 --> 02:55:12,295 No, thanks for the... Thanks for trying. 2717 02:55:12,420 --> 02:55:15,964 Um... I'll get you to send those to me, but... 2718 02:55:17,037 --> 02:55:19,301 - I... If... - [Traps] No. 2719 02:55:19,426 --> 02:55:20,510 Um... 2720 02:55:20,635 --> 02:55:23,139 We-we can try later...as well. 2721 02:55:23,264 --> 02:55:27,559 How do you usually do, like, wedding-photo stuff with couples? 2722 02:55:27,684 --> 02:55:30,478 Like, do they have a pretty good idea of what they want, 2723 02:55:30,603 --> 02:55:32,397 or do you guide or what? 'Cause... 2724 02:55:32,522 --> 02:55:34,025 It's a bit of both. 2725 02:55:34,150 --> 02:55:37,945 Sometimes, you have the couples, you have those, um... 2726 02:55:38,070 --> 02:55:40,990 bridezillas, who are... just the worst... 2727 02:55:41,115 --> 02:55:43,658 - You know... - ..and they demand how you do it. 2728 02:55:43,783 --> 02:55:47,079 [Traps] I can see why you're still a fucking junior at your company, 2729 02:55:47,204 --> 02:55:49,581 'cause you're actually really fucking bad at this, so... 2730 02:55:49,706 --> 02:55:51,583 - Yeah. Um... - [Thomas] Yeah. 2731 02:56:04,700 --> 02:56:06,700 [Distorted electronic music plays] 2732 02:56:17,119 --> 02:56:18,443 [Music stops] 2733 02:56:18,568 --> 02:56:21,364 [Rocco] You know how I said it was itchy? This feels like it's scratching, you know? 2734 02:56:21,489 --> 02:56:23,907 - [Doctor] Oh, yeah, yeah. - It has the same... It's kind of relief. 2735 02:56:24,032 --> 02:56:26,576 [Doctor] Yeah. Yeah, well, this stuff is uncomfortable. 2736 02:56:26,701 --> 02:56:29,080 This has been melting into your skin for... 2737 02:56:29,205 --> 02:56:31,794 - [Rocco] It has been. - ..since the 19th, so... 2738 02:56:34,328 --> 02:56:37,129 - [Dressing rips] - [Doctor] There you go. 2739 02:56:37,254 --> 02:56:39,547 You're not... You're not a fainter, are you? 2740 02:56:39,672 --> 02:56:41,674 - [Rocco] I don't think so! - [Doctor chuckles] 2741 02:56:47,972 --> 02:56:49,266 [Rocco] It's going to be pretty gross, eh? 2742 02:56:49,391 --> 02:56:50,984 [Doctor] Yeah, that's why I'm going to get you to look up 2743 02:56:51,109 --> 02:56:52,395 until I clean things up, okay? 2744 02:56:52,520 --> 02:56:54,629 - 'Cause I don't want... - [Rocco] Got it. 2745 02:56:59,484 --> 02:57:01,246 - [Rocco groans] - [Doctor] Sorry. 2746 02:57:02,623 --> 02:57:05,115 - [Rocco laughs nervously] - [Doctor] You're almost there. 2747 02:57:05,240 --> 02:57:06,950 Doing really well. 2748 02:57:07,075 --> 02:57:09,619 Almost there. Just going to get the nipple dressings off, 2749 02:57:09,744 --> 02:57:12,622 - and then you'll have a look, okay? - [Rocco] Cool, cool, cool. 2750 02:57:22,966 --> 02:57:26,094 - Oh, my God, it feels so free. - [Doctor] Yeah. 2751 02:57:27,971 --> 02:57:29,102 Well, it's temporary, 2752 02:57:29,227 --> 02:57:31,225 but even when you get back in the binder, it'll be... 2753 02:57:31,350 --> 02:57:32,517 - The first... - [Rocco] It'll be less. 2754 02:57:32,642 --> 02:57:34,478 - [Doctor] The first week's the worst. - [Rocco] Absolutely. 2755 02:57:34,603 --> 02:57:36,855 [Doctor] Your skin's going to be so much happier. 2756 02:57:36,980 --> 02:57:38,566 [Rocco] I'm sure. 2757 02:57:42,403 --> 02:57:43,487 Feels numb. 2758 02:57:43,612 --> 02:57:46,157 Whatever you're touching now, I don't feel it! 2759 02:57:46,282 --> 02:57:49,452 [Doctor] Yeah, it's...that's normal. 2760 02:57:49,577 --> 02:57:51,245 All this tissue has been moved, so... 2761 02:57:51,370 --> 02:57:53,747 - [Rocco] Yeah. - ..the nerves are not there. 2762 02:57:53,872 --> 02:57:56,939 [Rocco] Of course. Oh, yeah. I'm not shocked by that. 2763 02:57:59,336 --> 02:58:01,255 - [Doctor] But everything looks perfect... - [Rocco] Can I look? 2764 02:58:01,380 --> 02:58:03,132 ..exactly how you should. Yeah, go ahead. 2765 02:58:03,257 --> 02:58:05,091 [Rocco] Holy shit. 2766 02:58:06,302 --> 02:58:09,388 Holy shit. That's amazing. I'm, like... It's... It's weird. 2767 02:58:09,513 --> 02:58:11,515 Like, I feel like it's, like, phantom limbs... 2768 02:58:11,640 --> 02:58:13,600 - [Doctor] Right! - ..or something, but... 2769 02:58:13,725 --> 02:58:15,186 - [Doctor] Yeah. - Holy shit. 2770 02:58:15,311 --> 02:58:17,521 [Doctor] There's a mirror over here, if you want to come have a look. 2771 02:58:17,646 --> 02:58:21,201 [Rocco] I would love to. I don't want to take the pen. 2772 02:58:21,326 --> 02:58:23,326 [Distorted electronic music plays] 2773 02:58:33,213 --> 02:58:38,177 - [Hazy, distorted indie-rock music] - ♪ I notice things like human nature 2774 02:58:38,302 --> 02:58:42,014 ♪ I'm caught and I'm plead my case 2775 02:58:42,139 --> 02:58:46,935 ♪ And I can't look at photos of all our friends 2776 02:58:47,060 --> 02:58:50,147 ♪ I just write songs about them 2777 02:58:50,272 --> 02:58:53,650 ♪ I know I'll start again 2778 02:58:53,775 --> 02:58:56,601 ♪ But, please, just let me. ♪ 2779 02:58:56,726 --> 02:58:58,770 [Music concludes] 2780 02:58:58,895 --> 02:59:00,272 [Traps] He's talking like he's never done it before, 2781 02:59:00,397 --> 02:59:03,109 and then he starts telling me how his fucking wife and kids are out of town, 2782 02:59:03,234 --> 02:59:04,984 which is, like, "Bitch, I don't want to hear that. 2783 02:59:05,109 --> 02:59:06,570 "We're trying to get...fucked, right?" 2784 02:59:06,695 --> 02:59:09,030 So, he kind of plays this, like, coy act, right? 2785 02:59:09,155 --> 02:59:12,409 Where he's like, "Oh, I'm not... 2786 02:59:12,534 --> 02:59:16,037 "fucking, like, used to hiring a fucking prostitute." 2787 02:59:16,162 --> 02:59:18,998 Um, "How about we just, like, chill out?" 2788 02:59:19,123 --> 02:59:22,378 I'm trying to, like, put him in the mood, right, to be like, "Hey, I'm chill." 2789 02:59:22,503 --> 02:59:26,132 And he suggests that we go to his fucking hot tub. 2790 02:59:26,257 --> 02:59:28,175 So, I stripped, stripped down, 2791 02:59:28,300 --> 02:59:31,554 fucking, 'cause, you know, no bathing suit or any fucking shit, 2792 02:59:31,679 --> 02:59:34,722 which, like, whatever, I don't care, he's going to see my fucking dick anyways. 2793 02:59:34,847 --> 02:59:37,809 But I strip down, and then we get in the fucking hot tub, 2794 02:59:37,934 --> 02:59:40,354 and after, like, I don't know, 20 seconds of small talk, 2795 02:59:40,479 --> 02:59:43,940 he's immediately, like, got my fucking hand on his cock 2796 02:59:44,065 --> 02:59:47,443 and he's asking me to fucking blow him, in the fucking hot tub. 2797 02:59:47,568 --> 02:59:49,571 [Water sloshes] 2798 02:59:49,696 --> 02:59:51,114 [Rocco] Like, in the water? 2799 02:59:51,239 --> 02:59:54,075 Under the fucking...! Under the fucking water. 2800 02:59:54,200 --> 02:59:57,163 - [Water sloshes] - Yeah. Jesus Christ. 2801 02:59:57,288 --> 02:59:59,122 I almost fucking drowned, I swear to God. 2802 02:59:59,247 --> 03:00:01,167 The second he asked me that, 2803 03:00:01,292 --> 03:00:04,085 I knew that the whole thing was all a fucking act, right? 2804 03:00:04,210 --> 03:00:06,087 'Cause he just wanted me in that fucking hot tub, 2805 03:00:06,212 --> 03:00:08,882 because he probably has some sort of fucking drowning fetish 2806 03:00:09,007 --> 03:00:11,395 - or some bullshit. - [Rocco chuckles] 2807 03:00:11,520 --> 03:00:13,385 [Traps exhales] 2808 03:00:14,596 --> 03:00:17,056 But, yeah. 2809 03:00:17,181 --> 03:00:19,893 You know, though, like... 2810 03:00:20,018 --> 03:00:22,271 It really did get me thinking, though. 2811 03:00:22,396 --> 03:00:24,022 Um... 2812 03:00:24,147 --> 03:00:25,523 [She exhales] 2813 03:00:25,648 --> 03:00:27,318 'Cause... 2814 03:00:27,443 --> 03:00:30,851 you know, things with Christian have been going pretty well, and... 2815 03:00:35,950 --> 03:00:38,579 I really want to see if I can encourage him to, like, 2816 03:00:38,704 --> 03:00:43,250 take it to the next step, because, like, I've been thinking a lot about, like, 2817 03:00:43,375 --> 03:00:45,419 what comes after this, 2818 03:00:45,544 --> 03:00:48,963 and, I don't know, I really do think 2819 03:00:49,088 --> 03:00:52,800 that I do want to have a family at some point. 2820 03:00:52,925 --> 03:00:55,596 And, like... 2821 03:00:55,721 --> 03:00:58,641 you know, before transition, I don't think that, like, biological kids 2822 03:00:58,766 --> 03:01:01,893 were ever something I thought I would ever be interested in, 2823 03:01:02,018 --> 03:01:04,563 but I don't know, fucking oestrogen's done something to my brain, 2824 03:01:04,688 --> 03:01:06,898 'cause, like, I really do want to be a mom. 2825 03:01:07,023 --> 03:01:11,903 And like, I could actually see myself doing that with Christian. 2826 03:01:12,028 --> 03:01:14,531 - [Rocco] Yeah? - Yeah. 2827 03:01:14,656 --> 03:01:17,618 Like, I'm really excited for you guys to meet him. 2828 03:01:17,743 --> 03:01:20,244 I think it'd be, like, really cool. 2829 03:01:20,369 --> 03:01:23,624 I think you guys would like him a lot. He's, uh... 2830 03:01:23,749 --> 03:01:26,084 He's funny. He, um... 2831 03:01:26,209 --> 03:01:30,213 does, like... He builds assets for video games. 2832 03:01:30,338 --> 03:01:33,425 Like, he builds, like, weapons for games and shit. 2833 03:01:33,550 --> 03:01:37,136 Like, you know, like, stable type of job. 2834 03:01:37,261 --> 03:01:38,639 I don't know, I just, like, 2835 03:01:38,764 --> 03:01:42,767 I guess I can see a future with him, and...I... 2836 03:01:42,892 --> 03:01:48,064 you know, I never froze sperm when I started transitioning, 2837 03:01:48,189 --> 03:01:51,150 and I think I'm going to look into it now, 2838 03:01:51,275 --> 03:01:54,613 because, like, it's actually something... 2839 03:01:54,738 --> 03:01:56,323 I kind of want. 2840 03:01:56,448 --> 03:01:59,743 [Rocco] Does it... Like, does it work that way? Like, can you do that? 2841 03:01:59,868 --> 03:02:01,160 I should be able to. 2842 03:02:01,285 --> 03:02:05,624 Like, I mean, you do have, like, the fertility risk, but, like, you know... 2843 03:02:05,749 --> 03:02:10,920 I only take fucking, like, injections, so I don't take a T-blocker, 2844 03:02:11,045 --> 03:02:13,923 so, like, I actually don't know how that, like, would perfectly affect it. 2845 03:02:14,048 --> 03:02:17,636 But, like, I do think it's something that I could do, 2846 03:02:17,761 --> 03:02:21,724 and, like, what's the harm in checking, right? 2847 03:02:21,849 --> 03:02:25,101 - Like... - [Adeline] Yeah, I mean... 2848 03:02:25,226 --> 03:02:28,146 if that's what you're going for, it's worth a try. 2849 03:02:28,271 --> 03:02:30,607 Yeah, like... 2850 03:02:30,732 --> 03:02:32,066 Yeah, I really think I do. 2851 03:02:43,565 --> 03:02:46,498 This one goes right into your gums? 2852 03:02:46,623 --> 03:02:48,625 Under the tongue. 2853 03:02:50,376 --> 03:02:52,616 - [Container cap clicks] - Thank you. 2854 03:03:01,179 --> 03:03:04,182 - [Adeline] Morning. - Oh, good morning, sweetheart. 2855 03:03:05,559 --> 03:03:09,813 So, do you remember what we talked about the other night? 2856 03:03:09,938 --> 03:03:11,856 Yes, of course. You mean last month? 2857 03:03:11,981 --> 03:03:14,651 - Yeah. - [Traps] Yeah, I didn't forget. 2858 03:03:14,776 --> 03:03:16,152 Um... 2859 03:03:16,277 --> 03:03:18,405 I've been thinking about it, and... 2860 03:03:18,530 --> 03:03:20,948 Don't worry, I'll set something up. 2861 03:03:21,073 --> 03:03:22,368 - Okay. - Okay. 2862 03:03:22,493 --> 03:03:24,495 - Thank you. - [Cup clinks] 2863 03:03:26,287 --> 03:03:29,248 Just, this is between us, right? 2864 03:03:29,373 --> 03:03:31,209 I'll be discreet if you're discreet. 2865 03:03:31,334 --> 03:03:33,252 - Okay, I'll be discreet. - Okay, baby? 2866 03:03:33,377 --> 03:03:35,631 Now, why don't you move that tight little butt of yours 2867 03:03:35,756 --> 03:03:37,383 and help me set up for coffee? 2868 03:03:37,508 --> 03:03:39,926 Sounds good. Where do you keep that stuff? 2869 03:03:40,051 --> 03:03:41,652 Oh, my God. 2870 03:03:41,777 --> 03:03:44,514 It's not like you don't spend half your time here anyways. 2871 03:03:44,639 --> 03:03:46,110 [Adeline chuckles] 2872 03:03:46,235 --> 03:03:48,431 [Bustling chatter] 2873 03:03:50,496 --> 03:03:52,496 [Impassioned moaning] 2874 03:03:57,736 --> 03:03:59,822 I'm going to pop right here, I'm sorry. 2875 03:03:59,947 --> 03:04:02,940 Oh, my God. Oh, my God, this is incredible. 2876 03:04:04,109 --> 03:04:06,109 [Bustling chatter] 2877 03:04:27,348 --> 03:04:29,560 This is my dream. 2878 03:04:29,685 --> 03:04:32,019 This is my dream. 2879 03:04:32,144 --> 03:04:34,690 Are you guys okay with the fact that this is my dream? 2880 03:04:34,815 --> 03:04:37,358 - Yes. - [Traps] Yeah, anything for you. 2881 03:04:37,483 --> 03:04:40,446 - [Woman] Wait, I really have to pee. - You're my dream. 2882 03:04:40,571 --> 03:04:42,697 [Man] Yeah, baby. 2883 03:04:42,822 --> 03:04:44,073 I'm too nervous. 2884 03:04:44,198 --> 03:04:46,033 - Don't be nervous. - [Woman urinates] 2885 03:04:46,158 --> 03:04:49,048 Don't be nervous. I gotta pee, too. 2886 03:04:49,173 --> 03:04:51,330 I gotta pee, too. 2887 03:04:51,455 --> 03:04:53,124 I gotta pee, too. 2888 03:04:53,249 --> 03:04:55,586 - I got a little wormy right here. - Yeah? 2889 03:04:55,711 --> 03:04:57,463 Do you like my little wormy? 2890 03:04:57,588 --> 03:05:00,047 I don't get hard. I cum when I'm soft. 2891 03:05:00,172 --> 03:05:01,340 [Woman laughs] 2892 03:05:01,465 --> 03:05:03,635 - I cum soft. - [Traps] Okay, baby. 2893 03:05:03,760 --> 03:05:05,596 [Man] I cum soft. 2894 03:05:07,931 --> 03:05:09,974 I cum soft. 2895 03:05:10,099 --> 03:05:11,976 Lick her. 2896 03:05:12,101 --> 03:05:14,435 Catch up and lick her. 2897 03:05:15,574 --> 03:05:19,000 I cum soft. I cum soft. 2898 03:05:35,697 --> 03:05:37,697 [Christian yawns] 2899 03:05:39,429 --> 03:05:41,429 [Traps moans softly] 2900 03:05:44,133 --> 03:05:46,177 - Oh. - Okay. 2901 03:05:46,302 --> 03:05:47,933 Okay... 2902 03:05:53,838 --> 03:05:55,838 [Heavy breathing] 2903 03:05:58,732 --> 03:06:01,568 Did you... Did you forget to shave? 2904 03:06:01,693 --> 03:06:04,905 - No, I shaved this morning. - Oh. 2905 03:06:05,030 --> 03:06:07,991 I don't know, you kind of feel like me on a Monday, like... 2906 03:06:08,116 --> 03:06:11,202 Oh. I'm sorry. 2907 03:06:11,327 --> 03:06:13,162 - All right. - It's not... 2908 03:06:13,287 --> 03:06:15,206 - It's okay, I can go shave. - I just... 2909 03:06:15,331 --> 03:06:17,876 - I brought my razor, so... - You know I don't like it. 2910 03:06:18,001 --> 03:06:19,168 - I know. - All right? 2911 03:06:19,293 --> 03:06:21,295 Yeah, I know. 2912 03:06:21,420 --> 03:06:22,881 I'm sorry. 2913 03:06:23,006 --> 03:06:25,258 - Like, it kind of... - No, no, I'm sorry. 2914 03:06:25,383 --> 03:06:27,928 I don't know, why don't we just go... Let's just go to bed. 2915 03:06:28,053 --> 03:06:29,512 Let's go to bed. 2916 03:06:29,637 --> 03:06:32,558 It's nice. It was nice before. 2917 03:06:32,683 --> 03:06:36,185 Let's just forget it. Just forget it, come back to bed. 2918 03:06:36,310 --> 03:06:38,134 Okay. 2919 03:06:40,065 --> 03:06:41,616 That's fine. 2920 03:06:42,693 --> 03:06:44,685 - Okay. - That's okay. 2921 03:07:18,280 --> 03:07:20,280 [She masturbates] 2922 03:07:27,586 --> 03:07:29,586 [She breathes heavily] 2923 03:07:55,436 --> 03:07:57,436 [She breathes heavily] 2924 03:08:25,146 --> 03:08:27,146 [Container lid clicks] 2925 03:08:31,921 --> 03:08:33,921 [She places container] 2926 03:09:16,586 --> 03:09:18,586 [She exhales] 2927 03:10:06,490 --> 03:10:09,407 [Distorted guitar chords resonate] 2928 03:10:10,434 --> 03:10:12,287 [Indistinct conversation] 2929 03:10:12,412 --> 03:10:14,581 [Host] It doesn't go into the mixer, though. 2930 03:10:14,706 --> 03:10:17,000 [Indistinct conversation] 2931 03:10:17,125 --> 03:10:19,775 [Distorted guitar chords resonate] 2932 03:10:25,956 --> 03:10:28,001 [Man] I kind of, like, bypass the mixer 2933 03:10:28,126 --> 03:10:31,295 and I plug myself into the stuff that goes after the mixer? 2934 03:10:31,420 --> 03:10:36,802 [Host] Only if it goes into R-C, then that's the only thing you can't have. 2935 03:10:36,927 --> 03:10:40,763 [Man] If we... Can we use those R-CH, just to plug the... 2936 03:10:40,888 --> 03:10:43,099 ..going to go in first, then I'm going to play a... 2937 03:10:43,224 --> 03:10:46,505 No. No, I should be able to, without the... 2938 03:10:51,182 --> 03:10:53,625 [Distorted guitar noodling] 2939 03:11:00,951 --> 03:11:03,786 [Host] Okay, you're... You guys are plugged in. 2940 03:11:03,911 --> 03:11:05,454 - [Rocco] Yeah. Okay. - [Host] Wait, wait, wait. 2941 03:11:05,579 --> 03:11:07,748 So, wait - green is... 2942 03:11:07,873 --> 03:11:10,085 All right, we're in studio with Froggyworm. 2943 03:11:10,210 --> 03:11:12,336 This is Unsigned BC. What's next? 2944 03:11:12,461 --> 03:11:14,214 [Rocco] All right, this one is called "Sleepwalking." 2945 03:11:14,339 --> 03:11:17,550 - [Host] All right, take it away. - [Distorted, bending guitar note] 2946 03:11:17,675 --> 03:11:20,681 - [Rocco] Got a little tune-up first. - [He chuckles] 2947 03:11:22,573 --> 03:11:25,480 - All right. - [Distorted guitar noodling] 2948 03:11:26,892 --> 03:11:28,704 Okay. 2949 03:11:30,157 --> 03:11:32,612 [Insistent rhythm plays faintly] 2950 03:12:16,026 --> 03:12:19,070 - [Man moans] - What, you like that? 2951 03:12:19,195 --> 03:12:20,779 Yeah? 2952 03:12:20,904 --> 03:12:23,392 - [Man moans] - Oh, yeah. 2953 03:12:23,517 --> 03:12:25,118 [Man moans] 2954 03:12:25,243 --> 03:12:27,023 Oh, yeah. 2955 03:12:28,329 --> 03:12:29,622 Oh, yeah. 2956 03:12:29,747 --> 03:12:31,218 [Man moans] 2957 03:12:31,343 --> 03:12:34,177 [Man breathes heavily, moans] 2958 03:12:44,314 --> 03:12:47,224 [Man breathes heavily] 2959 03:12:50,428 --> 03:12:52,403 [Man moans] 2960 03:13:01,653 --> 03:13:03,906 Oh, actually, um... 2961 03:13:04,031 --> 03:13:06,182 my, uh, friend's song is coming up on the radio. 2962 03:13:06,307 --> 03:13:07,392 Do you mind if I put it on? 2963 03:13:07,517 --> 03:13:09,345 - Yeah, go ahead. - Oh, sweet, sweet, sweet. 2964 03:13:14,110 --> 03:13:16,027 [Radio tunes] 2965 03:13:16,152 --> 03:13:19,047 [Indie-rock music plays, on radio] 2966 03:13:19,172 --> 03:13:21,174 - Thanks. - No problem. 2967 03:13:23,005 --> 03:13:26,190 ♪ I was part of the world again 2968 03:13:26,315 --> 03:13:31,058 ♪ On the day you texted me, "Hi" 2969 03:13:31,183 --> 03:13:34,364 ♪ Threw caution to the wind 2970 03:13:34,489 --> 03:13:36,492 ♪ Watched the cherry blossom... ♪ 2971 03:13:36,617 --> 03:13:39,009 [Mechanical whirring; Music continues faintly] 2972 03:14:16,698 --> 03:14:18,698 [Music concludes] 2973 03:14:20,649 --> 03:14:23,610 [Host] All right, that was Froggyworm, live in studio. 2974 03:14:23,735 --> 03:14:26,281 - Thank you so much. - [Rocco] Thank you for having us. 2975 03:14:26,406 --> 03:14:29,117 [Host] All right, what we're going to do here, I'm going to put on, 2976 03:14:29,242 --> 03:14:31,660 this is Chin Injeti, "All for Nothing," 2977 03:14:31,785 --> 03:14:34,330 and, uh, we are going to switch it up. 2978 03:14:34,455 --> 03:14:36,374 We're going to have another group coming in a moment. 2979 03:14:36,499 --> 03:14:39,210 But, yeah, thank you so much. That was very, very good stuff. 2980 03:14:39,335 --> 03:14:41,628 And, here we go, Chin Injeti, take it away, 2981 03:14:41,753 --> 03:14:43,684 this is "All for Nothing." 2982 03:14:43,809 --> 03:14:47,676 [Music plays - "All for Nothing" by Chin Injeti] 2983 03:14:47,801 --> 03:14:49,387 [Rocco] Awesome. Thanks so much, man. 2984 03:14:49,512 --> 03:14:52,693 - [Host] Great job. That was good. - [Rocco] Thanks. That felt great. 2985 03:14:52,818 --> 03:14:55,921 [Adeline] Um, I'll just grab all my cords. 2986 03:14:57,395 --> 03:15:00,398 And then, uh, tell, I guess, one of them who's playing guitar, 2987 03:15:00,523 --> 03:15:02,400 rather than singing, has to come next. 2988 03:15:02,525 --> 03:15:04,568 - [Rocco] Okay. - [Adeline] Okay. Um... 2989 03:15:04,693 --> 03:15:07,196 - I can take my...all of my stuff. - Oh, yeah. 2990 03:15:07,321 --> 03:15:09,656 - Yeah. - [Adeline] Cool. 2991 03:15:09,781 --> 03:15:12,379 - [Host clears throat] - [Adeline] Right. 2992 03:15:12,504 --> 03:15:14,504 [Indistinct conversation] 2993 03:15:17,908 --> 03:15:19,908 [Door creaks] 2994 03:15:22,015 --> 03:15:24,015 [Door creaks] 2995 03:15:25,893 --> 03:15:27,893 [Birdsong] 2996 03:15:35,040 --> 03:15:36,445 [Cap clicks] 2997 03:15:36,570 --> 03:15:38,570 [Objects rattle] 2998 03:15:42,182 --> 03:15:44,182 [Knock at door] 2999 03:15:49,876 --> 03:15:51,876 [Door creaks] 3000 03:15:57,664 --> 03:16:00,207 - [Adeline] Hey. - [Traps] Hey, beautiful. 3001 03:16:00,332 --> 03:16:03,627 - [Adeline] Hey, how's it going? - [Traps] Very good, very good. 3002 03:16:03,752 --> 03:16:05,296 [Adeline] Ready for tonight? 3003 03:16:05,421 --> 03:16:07,382 [Traps] Well, I'm ready. 3004 03:16:07,507 --> 03:16:10,510 - How are you doing? - [Adeline] I'm okay, I'm okay. 3005 03:16:10,635 --> 03:16:12,219 - A little nervous. - [Traps] I know. 3006 03:16:12,344 --> 03:16:15,348 I knew there'd be nerves. I remembered everything, so you didn't have to. 3007 03:16:15,473 --> 03:16:17,559 - Okay. - And you know what? 3008 03:16:17,684 --> 03:16:19,602 It's going to be great. You've got me there, 3009 03:16:19,727 --> 03:16:21,061 my experience - you're going to be fine. 3010 03:16:21,186 --> 03:16:23,647 - Perfect. - [Traps] Okay. Um... 3011 03:16:23,772 --> 03:16:26,108 - did you do your make-up? - I... I did a little. 3012 03:16:26,233 --> 03:16:28,486 Okay. I might just touch a few things up, give you some shadow. 3013 03:16:28,611 --> 03:16:31,531 - I've not done my make-up yet. - Okay. Yeah. 3014 03:16:31,656 --> 03:16:33,782 [Traps] Okay. So... 3015 03:16:33,907 --> 03:16:36,369 Assignment was... 40-year-old man's fantasy. 3016 03:16:36,494 --> 03:16:38,246 - [Adeline] Yeah. - [Traps] Let's see what you have. 3017 03:16:38,371 --> 03:16:39,844 Okay. 3018 03:16:40,789 --> 03:16:42,749 All right. 3019 03:16:42,874 --> 03:16:44,688 So, this is what I had. 3020 03:16:45,753 --> 03:16:46,920 - No, stop. - It's pretty... 3021 03:16:47,045 --> 03:16:48,214 - Stop. - Okay. 3022 03:16:48,339 --> 03:16:50,550 Uh, you know what? I've got a, like, blue lingerie set 3023 03:16:50,675 --> 03:16:52,594 that I bought, like, when I was much skinnier. 3024 03:16:52,719 --> 03:16:55,512 - Okay! - I think that'll be good for you. 3025 03:16:55,637 --> 03:16:58,181 - Um... - All right. 3026 03:16:58,306 --> 03:17:00,518 - [Traps] There will be adjustments. - Okay. Okay. 3027 03:17:00,643 --> 03:17:02,128 But good effort, though. 3028 03:17:02,253 --> 03:17:04,355 - [Adeline laughs] - Thank you! Thank you. 3029 03:17:04,480 --> 03:17:06,566 I can... 3030 03:17:06,691 --> 03:17:08,610 I can see the inspiration, but... 3031 03:17:08,735 --> 03:17:10,694 - Okay. - Good effort, baby. 3032 03:17:10,819 --> 03:17:12,154 [Adeline laughs] 3033 03:17:12,279 --> 03:17:14,781 Don't worry, I got you. I got you, I got you. 3034 03:17:14,906 --> 03:17:16,664 Okay, let's see what I got. 3035 03:17:19,995 --> 03:17:22,624 ♪ I... 3036 03:17:22,749 --> 03:17:26,419 ♪ I can't face the morning 3037 03:17:28,045 --> 03:17:30,297 ♪ I know what the sunlight 3038 03:17:32,467 --> 03:17:34,469 ♪ Does to people like us 3039 03:17:38,263 --> 03:17:41,195 ♪ Hide 3040 03:17:41,320 --> 03:17:44,710 ♪ From the cocks third crowing 3041 03:17:46,313 --> 03:17:48,728 ♪ Under cover 3042 03:17:50,400 --> 03:17:53,790 ♪ Of liquor and dust 3043 03:17:56,407 --> 03:17:58,409 ♪ My face 3044 03:18:00,160 --> 03:18:03,126 ♪ Is not flattered 3045 03:18:04,676 --> 03:18:07,471 ♪ By your raw luminescence 3046 03:18:08,628 --> 03:18:11,963 ♪ I can only decompose 3047 03:18:15,635 --> 03:18:18,053 ♪ Boys 3048 03:18:18,178 --> 03:18:23,434 ♪ We witnessed beauty here tonight 3049 03:18:23,559 --> 03:18:26,937 ♪ Everyone, brandish your knife 3050 03:18:27,062 --> 03:18:30,941 ♪ And find a partner 3051 03:18:38,156 --> 03:18:44,413 ♪ And I'll find new ways to kill time 3052 03:18:44,538 --> 03:18:49,209 ♪ And I always thought we'd die 3053 03:18:49,334 --> 03:18:53,464 ♪ In some freak electrical fire 3054 03:18:53,589 --> 03:18:56,759 ♪ So, now what, baby? 3055 03:18:56,884 --> 03:19:03,015 ♪ The world that waits for me outside 3056 03:19:03,140 --> 03:19:07,395 ♪ Will be oh-so unkind 3057 03:19:07,520 --> 03:19:11,774 ♪ And we're gasping for air 3058 03:19:11,899 --> 03:19:15,152 ♪ Air, air, air 3059 03:19:15,277 --> 03:19:17,780 ♪ I... 3060 03:19:17,905 --> 03:19:21,440 ♪ Said I'd never be the one to talk you down 3061 03:19:23,160 --> 03:19:26,037 ♪ And that got you down 3062 03:19:27,080 --> 03:19:30,710 ♪ Works every time 3063 03:19:32,586 --> 03:19:34,808 ♪ At the centre 3064 03:19:36,716 --> 03:19:39,219 ♪ At the centre of the carnival 3065 03:19:41,554 --> 03:19:43,806 ♪ In the subway car 3066 03:19:45,600 --> 03:19:49,060 ♪ Where we held and cried 3067 03:19:51,104 --> 03:19:54,941 ♪ And I 3068 03:19:55,066 --> 03:20:00,697 ♪ Watch the sun rise 3069 03:20:00,822 --> 03:20:04,367 ♪ But I deny 3070 03:20:04,492 --> 03:20:07,850 ♪ Oh, I deny 3071 03:20:10,373 --> 03:20:12,835 ♪ And I 3072 03:20:12,960 --> 03:20:19,467 ♪ Cling on to these sheets 3073 03:20:19,592 --> 03:20:23,554 ♪ Let me sleep 3074 03:20:23,679 --> 03:20:29,434 ♪ Let me sleep 3075 03:20:31,771 --> 03:20:37,568 ♪ And I'll find new ways to kill time 3076 03:20:38,611 --> 03:20:42,615 ♪ And I always dreamed we'd die 3077 03:20:42,740 --> 03:20:47,285 ♪ In a freak electrical fire 3078 03:20:47,410 --> 03:20:49,955 ♪ So, now what, baby? 3079 03:20:50,080 --> 03:20:55,961 ♪ I'll spend my whole life in that dream 3080 03:20:56,086 --> 03:21:00,215 ♪ The smoke rising from the seams 3081 03:21:00,340 --> 03:21:04,554 ♪ And we're gasping for air 3082 03:21:04,679 --> 03:21:08,641 ♪ Air, air, air 3083 03:21:08,766 --> 03:21:11,477 ♪ Never waking up, never waking up 3084 03:21:11,602 --> 03:21:14,187 ♪ I'm never waking, never waking up 3085 03:21:14,312 --> 03:21:17,149 ♪ Never waking up I'm never waking 3086 03:21:17,274 --> 03:21:20,445 ♪ Never waking up, never waking up 3087 03:21:20,570 --> 03:21:23,823 ♪ I'm never waking, never waking up 3088 03:21:23,948 --> 03:21:26,324 ♪ Never waking up I'm never waking 3089 03:21:26,449 --> 03:21:29,620 ♪ Never waking up, never waking up 3090 03:21:29,745 --> 03:21:32,540 ♪ I'm never waking, never waking up 3091 03:21:32,665 --> 03:21:36,334 ♪ Never waking up I'm never waking 3092 03:21:36,459 --> 03:21:39,045 ♪ Up 3093 03:21:39,170 --> 03:21:43,759 ♪ I'm never waking up 3094 03:21:45,343 --> 03:21:50,182 ♪ Oh, oh-oh Oh, oh-oh-oh 3095 03:21:50,307 --> 03:21:54,186 ♪ Oh, oh-oh Oh, oh-oh-oh 3096 03:21:54,311 --> 03:21:59,107 ♪ Oh, oh-oh Oh, oh-oh-oh 3097 03:21:59,232 --> 03:22:03,957 ♪ Oh, oh-oh Oh, oh-oh-oh. ♪ 3098 03:22:04,082 --> 03:22:06,644 [Concluding chord resonates] 3099 03:23:13,006 --> 03:23:14,769 [Clack] 3100 03:23:34,947 --> 03:23:36,329 [Traps, softly] Fuck. 3101 03:23:36,454 --> 03:23:39,750 Oh, fuck, oh, fuck, fuck. 3102 03:23:43,474 --> 03:23:45,316 [Michaela moans] 3103 03:23:51,521 --> 03:23:53,363 [Michaela moans] 3104 03:24:03,937 --> 03:24:05,937 [Michaela exhales] 3105 03:24:13,327 --> 03:24:15,327 [Persephone clears throat] 3106 03:24:25,295 --> 03:24:27,547 - [Persephone] Who is it? - It's... It's Traps. 3107 03:24:27,672 --> 03:24:30,051 [Persephone] Oh, Traps, honey! 3108 03:24:30,176 --> 03:24:33,095 - [Traps] Hey, Per, how's it going? - I'm good, how are you? 3109 03:24:33,220 --> 03:24:34,512 Very good. I haven't heard from you. 3110 03:24:34,637 --> 03:24:36,849 - Like, do you have...anything right now? - I am fresh out. 3111 03:24:36,974 --> 03:24:40,936 So, I get all my stuff from the Ukraine, 3112 03:24:41,061 --> 03:24:43,313 - and... - No, I... Okay. 3113 03:24:43,438 --> 03:24:46,191 - Yeah. - Do you know when you'll have some more? 3114 03:24:46,316 --> 03:24:48,485 I mean, do you know when the war is going to be over? 3115 03:24:48,610 --> 03:24:50,653 No, I don't. Um, okay. Uh... 3116 03:24:50,778 --> 03:24:52,073 - Just text me... - You want to come in? 3117 03:24:52,198 --> 03:24:54,532 - We've got, uh... - No, no, no, I'm okay. 3118 03:24:54,657 --> 03:24:56,911 I'll... I'll see you later. Just, can you text me? 3119 03:24:57,036 --> 03:24:59,080 [Persephone] Um, text you what? 3120 03:24:59,205 --> 03:25:01,623 - Like, when stuff comes in? - Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 3121 03:25:01,748 --> 03:25:03,042 [Traps] Okay, sweet. 3122 03:25:03,167 --> 03:25:06,628 - And I guess just follow the news, too. - Yeah, okay. 3123 03:25:06,753 --> 03:25:08,588 - Bye, Per. - [Persephone] Bye, Traps. 3124 03:25:08,713 --> 03:25:10,256 I love you so fucking much. 3125 03:25:10,381 --> 03:25:14,011 - [Rocco] I did do theatre. - [Thomas] Totally. 3126 03:25:14,136 --> 03:25:17,514 But, no, like, it wasn't, like, my main thing, though. 3127 03:25:17,639 --> 03:25:21,060 But I did do, like... But I always just fucking hated it. 3128 03:25:21,185 --> 03:25:23,436 'Cause being trans in theatre is such a nightmare. 3129 03:25:23,561 --> 03:25:25,647 - Were you trans back then? - [Rocco] No, obviously, 3130 03:25:25,772 --> 03:25:28,566 but, like, you're thinking about your body, and people are telling you, 3131 03:25:28,691 --> 03:25:32,071 "Hey, you look too fat on stage," and blah, blah, blah, all the time, right? 3132 03:25:32,196 --> 03:25:34,949 - I get it. I mean, I did tech... - [She laughs] 3133 03:25:35,074 --> 03:25:39,120 ..for theatre in high school, because, honestly, I was... 3134 03:25:39,245 --> 03:25:42,748 you know, I wanted to be an actress, of course, but, um... 3135 03:25:42,873 --> 03:25:45,375 I was just some chubby fat-boy. 3136 03:25:45,500 --> 03:25:48,129 No-one was going to put me on stage. 3137 03:25:48,254 --> 03:25:49,755 [Rocco] Well, for me, it was my boobs. 3138 03:25:49,880 --> 03:25:51,966 They were just so big that they were, like, 3139 03:25:52,091 --> 03:25:57,470 "Well, you're only going to get cast as, like, a mom or, like, a teacher." 3140 03:25:57,595 --> 03:26:00,659 Like, I can't tell you how many times I played a Jewish mom. 3141 03:26:01,976 --> 03:26:04,477 Just, like, yeah, over the top. 3142 03:26:04,602 --> 03:26:07,689 [Thomas] I was... I was a big calorie-counter in high school, 3143 03:26:07,814 --> 03:26:10,818 'cause I did, um... I did volleyball, 3144 03:26:10,943 --> 03:26:13,236 so I was always sitting there like, 3145 03:26:13,361 --> 03:26:16,364 "Fuck, I'm like 10lbs over, I'm not going to be able to do that." 3146 03:26:16,489 --> 03:26:20,618 You know, I can still feel the fucking sting on my arms. Not fun. 3147 03:26:20,743 --> 03:26:24,497 [Traps] I was not a sports kid. I mean, I fucking hated sports. 3148 03:26:24,622 --> 03:26:26,541 - My dad made me try to play hockey. - [Thomas] Oh, yeah. 3149 03:26:26,666 --> 03:26:28,585 - [Traps] Hated that! - [Rocco] Well, I played soccer. 3150 03:26:28,710 --> 03:26:30,670 Yeah. I mean, I used to go bowling with my dad. 3151 03:26:30,795 --> 03:26:32,191 I really liked that. But, fuck... 3152 03:26:32,316 --> 03:26:34,049 [Thomas] I haven't been bowling in years. 3153 03:26:34,174 --> 03:26:35,550 Bowling's a good time. 3154 03:26:35,675 --> 03:26:38,553 - I did hockey when I was a kid, too. - [Traps] Yeah. Did you hate it? 3155 03:26:38,678 --> 03:26:40,806 - Oh, yeah. - I got called faggot a lot. 3156 03:26:40,931 --> 03:26:43,893 But the one thing I liked about hockey was I could grow my hair really long, 3157 03:26:44,018 --> 03:26:45,811 'cause, like, when you were a hockey player, 3158 03:26:45,936 --> 03:26:48,396 it was like, actually okay to have your hair super-long. 3159 03:26:48,521 --> 03:26:49,982 That's why I hated the summers, 3160 03:26:50,107 --> 03:26:53,068 'cause I'd be forced by my mom to cut my hair, in summertime. 3161 03:26:53,193 --> 03:26:55,612 So, I actually did look forward to hockey for that, 3162 03:26:55,737 --> 03:26:57,948 even though I was, like, the fucking sh... I could barely skate. 3163 03:26:58,073 --> 03:27:00,658 I was a horrible hockey player. 3164 03:27:00,783 --> 03:27:02,620 But... 3165 03:27:02,745 --> 03:27:05,497 - Band kid? - Uh, yearbook. 3166 03:27:05,622 --> 03:27:07,332 - [Thomas] Yearb... - Looks better on a resume. 3167 03:27:07,457 --> 03:27:09,375 - I wish I could do yearbook. - Yeah. 3168 03:27:09,500 --> 03:27:12,004 - Like, I mean, look at the shit I do now. - [He chuckles] 3169 03:27:12,129 --> 03:27:14,464 I mean, I always kind of just, like, floated to the back 3170 03:27:14,589 --> 03:27:17,550 and, like, took care of, like, graphic design, shit like that. 3171 03:27:17,675 --> 03:27:21,096 'Cause, like... I didn't want to be there, 3172 03:27:21,221 --> 03:27:24,474 but I, I knew it'd be... I knew it... 3173 03:27:24,599 --> 03:27:26,309 [Rocco] I don't even think I kept any of my yearbooks. 3174 03:27:26,434 --> 03:27:30,063 - I knew it'd look good. You know? - [Thomas] I think I have a couple. 3175 03:27:30,188 --> 03:27:32,398 [Adeline] Made me friends with a lot of the popular girls. 3176 03:27:32,523 --> 03:27:34,484 - Oh, yeah. - [Adeline] Yeah, yeah. 3177 03:27:34,609 --> 03:27:36,361 [Traps] I took the worst yearbook photo of all time. 3178 03:27:36,486 --> 03:27:37,570 [Thomas] Oh, yeah? 3179 03:27:37,695 --> 03:27:39,739 But, I mean, like, I hated having my photo taken, 3180 03:27:39,864 --> 03:27:44,870 so I remember I walked in at the end of, like, summer, 3181 03:27:44,995 --> 03:27:47,705 getting my, like, first year photo for my student ID card, 3182 03:27:47,830 --> 03:27:53,128 and it was, like, I was bloated and, like, fucking sunburnt as hell. 3183 03:27:53,253 --> 03:27:56,298 And, like, I took this photo and I never, like, could smile, 3184 03:27:56,423 --> 03:27:58,133 but they made me smile in the picture, 3185 03:27:58,258 --> 03:27:59,969 and it was, like, honestly, 3186 03:28:00,094 --> 03:28:02,888 maybe the scariest picture ever taken of me, pre-transition. 3187 03:28:03,013 --> 03:28:05,224 And that's my yearbook photo. Truly disturbed. 3188 03:28:05,349 --> 03:28:09,270 I think I have one that could give you a run for your money, 3189 03:28:09,395 --> 03:28:12,480 which is that I, um... I had one where I was, 3190 03:28:12,605 --> 03:28:14,607 I was just coming back from a trip that morning, 3191 03:28:14,732 --> 03:28:16,776 and I was so jet-lagged and, like, 3192 03:28:16,901 --> 03:28:20,030 just fucking...dying. 3193 03:28:24,159 --> 03:28:26,266 - And... - [Thomas] You okay? 3194 03:28:28,978 --> 03:28:30,978 [She gulps] 3195 03:28:34,460 --> 03:28:36,668 [Rocco] Are we not going to... 3196 03:28:37,797 --> 03:28:40,217 ..talk about it first, ask about it? Nothing? 3197 03:28:40,342 --> 03:28:43,511 - Just going to... - [Thomas] What the fuck? 3198 03:28:47,266 --> 03:28:48,976 [Rocco] Uh, hey. 3199 03:28:49,101 --> 03:28:50,643 Babe? 3200 03:28:52,146 --> 03:28:53,855 Babe? 3201 03:28:53,980 --> 03:28:55,869 [Thomas] Jesus Christ. 3202 03:28:58,554 --> 03:29:00,445 [Adeline exhales] 3203 03:29:00,570 --> 03:29:01,832 [Thomas] When did she start drinking again? 3204 03:29:01,957 --> 03:29:03,607 - [Rocco] She hadn't. - Right now. 3205 03:29:03,732 --> 03:29:04,949 [Bottle clatters] 3206 03:29:06,868 --> 03:29:09,550 [Thomas] Fuck, okay. Okay. 3207 03:29:11,122 --> 03:29:13,637 Just go on. Go on. 3208 03:29:16,002 --> 03:29:18,213 - [Thomas] Um... - [Adeline] I'm done. 3209 03:29:19,893 --> 03:29:21,893 [Shower runs] 3210 03:30:24,068 --> 03:30:26,068 [Mobile phone rings] 3211 03:30:33,871 --> 03:30:35,593 [Voicemail] You have one new voice message. 3212 03:30:35,718 --> 03:30:37,625 To play your messages, press one. 3213 03:30:37,750 --> 03:30:39,877 To change your greeting, press three. To... 3214 03:30:40,002 --> 03:30:42,214 New message. 3215 03:30:42,339 --> 03:30:44,507 [Dr Stewart] Hi, Michaela, this is Dr Stewart. 3216 03:30:44,632 --> 03:30:46,093 I wanted to give you a call 3217 03:30:46,218 --> 03:30:50,222 to let you know that I've received the evaluation of your sample, 3218 03:30:50,347 --> 03:30:53,017 and I'm sorry to say that it's... 3219 03:30:53,142 --> 03:30:56,853 it's not the results we were hoping for, and, uh... 3220 03:30:56,978 --> 03:30:59,689 looking at your blood work here, 3221 03:30:59,814 --> 03:31:02,525 we might have limited options going forward, 3222 03:31:02,650 --> 03:31:05,404 but we should talk about next steps one-on-one. 3223 03:31:05,529 --> 03:31:08,282 Please, call my office back at your earliest convenience 3224 03:31:08,407 --> 03:31:11,826 and we can discuss what those options could look like. 3225 03:31:11,951 --> 03:31:13,911 I'll be going on holiday starting on Monday, 3226 03:31:14,036 --> 03:31:16,831 so please do try to give us a call today. 3227 03:31:16,956 --> 03:31:19,084 Have a nice rest of your day. 3228 03:31:19,209 --> 03:31:21,390 [Voicemail] To replay this message, press one. 3229 03:31:21,515 --> 03:31:23,515 [Soft ticking] 3230 03:31:55,682 --> 03:31:57,682 [She sniffles] 3231 03:32:34,225 --> 03:32:36,225 [She exhales] 3232 03:32:46,345 --> 03:32:48,345 [She retches] 3233 03:32:55,118 --> 03:32:57,118 [She pants] 3234 03:33:07,900 --> 03:33:11,904 [Music - "Barbie Swan Lake" by Froggyworm] 3235 03:33:51,206 --> 03:33:53,618 [Music continues; Throbbing synth pattern] 3236 03:34:00,454 --> 03:34:03,748 ♪ Every night, I see you walking 3237 03:34:03,873 --> 03:34:06,627 ♪ Hands and fingers interlocking 3238 03:34:06,752 --> 03:34:09,630 ♪ I know if we got to talking 3239 03:34:09,755 --> 03:34:11,673 ♪ I'd know you well 3240 03:34:14,008 --> 03:34:16,428 ♪ Blue lagoon and plumage 3241 03:34:16,553 --> 03:34:19,348 ♪ I'll be beautiful and useless 3242 03:34:19,473 --> 03:34:24,728 ♪ Otherwise, I'd be a nuisance in this cell 3243 03:34:26,646 --> 03:34:31,568 ♪ Child of privilege 3244 03:34:31,693 --> 03:34:34,862 ♪ Do you even see me? 3245 03:34:34,987 --> 03:34:38,690 ♪ Begging to be spared 3246 03:34:39,742 --> 03:34:44,331 ♪ Only witnesses 3247 03:34:44,456 --> 03:34:47,500 ♪ To the great becoming 3248 03:34:47,625 --> 03:34:52,339 ♪ That will soon be here 3249 03:34:52,464 --> 03:34:58,720 ♪ Feel things changing 3250 03:34:58,845 --> 03:35:04,309 ♪ All I want is you 3251 03:35:04,434 --> 03:35:07,479 ♪ To see me 3252 03:35:07,604 --> 03:35:14,485 ♪ The way I see myself... ♪ 3253 03:35:14,610 --> 03:35:18,030 [Music continues; Intense, pulsing synth pattern] 3254 03:35:18,155 --> 03:35:22,827 ♪ Breaking down 3255 03:35:22,952 --> 03:35:29,875 ♪ My body and my soul 3256 03:35:30,000 --> 03:35:33,671 ♪ To nothing 3257 03:35:33,796 --> 03:35:39,428 ♪ Till then I wish you well 3258 03:35:39,553 --> 03:35:43,527 ♪ Well. ♪ 3259 03:35:43,652 --> 03:35:45,877 [Music continues] 3260 03:36:09,248 --> 03:36:11,335 ♪ Me and all my sisters 3261 03:36:11,460 --> 03:36:14,675 ♪ Watch from here and we've all noted 3262 03:36:14,800 --> 03:36:17,674 ♪ That you're kind and you're devoted 3263 03:36:17,799 --> 03:36:20,029 ♪ To your king 3264 03:36:21,845 --> 03:36:24,096 - ♪ We are decorations... ♪ - [She vomits] 3265 03:36:24,221 --> 03:36:27,141 ♪ We implore you, keep on moving 3266 03:36:27,266 --> 03:36:32,104 ♪ Before you try to get involved in anything 3267 03:36:34,900 --> 03:36:39,571 ♪ You might not want to see 3268 03:36:39,696 --> 03:36:42,573 ♪ We are all lost causes 3269 03:36:42,698 --> 03:36:47,075 ♪ We've been left to rot 3270 03:36:47,200 --> 03:36:52,291 ♪ You were meant to be 3271 03:36:52,416 --> 03:36:55,545 ♪ Set for something greater 3272 03:36:55,670 --> 03:36:59,924 ♪ We were set for naught 3273 03:37:00,049 --> 03:37:06,556 ♪ But I can't deny it 3274 03:37:06,681 --> 03:37:11,128 ♪ Any longer 3275 03:37:11,253 --> 03:37:15,482 ♪ You release me 3276 03:37:15,607 --> 03:37:22,363 ♪ When you return my gaze 3277 03:37:26,158 --> 03:37:32,123 ♪ Step down further 3278 03:37:32,248 --> 03:37:36,655 ♪ Hip deep water 3279 03:37:36,780 --> 03:37:41,173 ♪ Sink down with me 3280 03:37:41,298 --> 03:37:51,601 ♪ And we might fly away... ♪ 3281 03:37:51,726 --> 03:37:54,937 - [Music softens] - ♪ Am I in love? 3282 03:37:55,062 --> 03:37:57,691 ♪ Is that enough? 3283 03:37:57,816 --> 03:38:03,989 ♪ Can God let me have just this one thing? 3284 03:38:05,072 --> 03:38:08,159 ♪ To walk unashamed 3285 03:38:08,284 --> 03:38:11,036 ♪ In the light of day 3286 03:38:11,161 --> 03:38:16,875 ♪ With my night having counted for something 3287 03:38:17,000 --> 03:38:24,258 ♪ My night having counted for something... ♪ 3288 03:38:24,383 --> 03:38:26,720 [Soft guitar chord resonates] 3289 03:38:26,845 --> 03:38:32,851 - [Music intensifies] - ♪ Feel things changing 3290 03:38:32,976 --> 03:38:38,773 ♪ All I want is you 3291 03:38:38,898 --> 03:38:41,902 ♪ To see me 3292 03:38:42,027 --> 03:38:49,158 ♪ The way I see myself 3293 03:38:52,369 --> 03:38:58,668 ♪ Dawn is coming 3294 03:38:58,793 --> 03:39:04,048 ♪ I'll be here again 3295 03:39:04,173 --> 03:39:07,468 ♪ In the evening 3296 03:39:07,593 --> 03:39:13,600 ♪ Till then I wish you well 3297 03:39:13,725 --> 03:39:15,519 ♪ Oh, well 3298 03:39:15,644 --> 03:39:19,563 - ♪ Oh, well. ♪ - [Music concludes] 3299 03:39:21,286 --> 03:39:23,286 [Birdsong] 3300 03:39:26,439 --> 03:39:28,638 [Plane engine hums overhead] 3301 03:39:55,837 --> 03:39:57,756 [She splutters] 3302 03:39:58,929 --> 03:40:00,929 [She sniffles] 3303 03:40:19,119 --> 03:40:21,638 [She winces, inhales] 3304 03:40:21,763 --> 03:40:23,460 [She exhales] 3305 03:40:24,576 --> 03:40:26,294 [She sniffles] 3306 03:40:29,264 --> 03:40:31,264 [She breathes shakily] 3307 03:40:37,723 --> 03:40:39,723 [Line rings] 3308 03:40:44,442 --> 03:40:46,442 [She sniffles] 3309 03:40:48,828 --> 03:40:50,828 [Ringing continues] 3310 03:40:55,223 --> 03:40:57,223 [Ringing continues] 3311 03:40:58,829 --> 03:41:01,165 [Adeline, on voicemail] Hey, this is Adam. Please, leave a message. 3312 03:41:01,290 --> 03:41:03,208 [Voicemail] Please, leave your message after the tone. 3313 03:41:03,333 --> 03:41:04,335 [Beep] 3314 03:41:04,460 --> 03:41:06,295 Hey, baby. 3315 03:41:06,420 --> 03:41:08,060 Oh, fuck. 3316 03:41:08,185 --> 03:41:11,021 [She breathes shakily] 3317 03:41:11,146 --> 03:41:13,148 Hey, um... 3318 03:41:15,180 --> 03:41:18,504 Okay, I don't know if you want to, like, even talk to me right now, but... 3319 03:41:20,769 --> 03:41:23,980 ..I'm actually, like, really fucked-up 'cause I got my... 3320 03:41:24,105 --> 03:41:26,440 I got my fertility results yesterday. 3321 03:41:27,545 --> 03:41:29,653 [She sniffles, exhales] 3322 03:41:29,778 --> 03:41:31,445 I'm...working tonight, 3323 03:41:31,570 --> 03:41:34,157 but, when you hear this, like... 3324 03:41:37,118 --> 03:41:39,370 ..can we... 3325 03:41:39,495 --> 03:41:42,999 like, grab a drink or something? I just I really need you right now. 3326 03:41:46,127 --> 03:41:48,088 Yeah. Um... 3327 03:41:48,213 --> 03:41:49,977 Call me back. 3328 03:41:50,102 --> 03:41:52,102 [She exhales] 3329 03:42:07,824 --> 03:42:09,453 [She sniffles] 3330 03:42:33,215 --> 03:42:36,054 [Sparse, dissonant string music] 3331 03:43:03,717 --> 03:43:05,717 [Music concludes] 3332 03:43:06,887 --> 03:43:10,003 But, yeah, so, like... when it comes to all the fertility stuff, 3333 03:43:10,128 --> 03:43:12,088 it just seems to be, like, completely screwed. 3334 03:43:12,213 --> 03:43:16,134 I am, like, up fucking shit creek with no paddle, 3335 03:43:16,259 --> 03:43:19,053 and I got nothing that I can actually do to rectify it. 3336 03:43:19,178 --> 03:43:22,891 And honestly, this has just made me hate my god-damn ex-wife even more. 3337 03:43:23,016 --> 03:43:26,393 Because when I had that doctor ask me, "Hey, do you want to freeze sperm?" 3338 03:43:26,518 --> 03:43:28,353 when I was, like, first getting on the pills, 3339 03:43:28,478 --> 03:43:33,151 it was just, like, deer in the headlights, didn't know how to answer the question 3340 03:43:33,276 --> 03:43:35,153 because my ex really didn't want to have kids, 3341 03:43:35,278 --> 03:43:36,988 and then, all of a sudden, I'm walking in the office, 3342 03:43:37,113 --> 03:43:40,699 I don't have fucking pills. I don't have fucking my sperm frozen, 3343 03:43:40,824 --> 03:43:43,119 and that's why I've been doing everything DIY ever since. 3344 03:43:43,244 --> 03:43:45,746 And, like, I took three months off oestrogen 3345 03:43:45,871 --> 03:43:47,706 in order to take this damn fertility test. 3346 03:43:47,831 --> 03:43:49,876 I'm having, like, hot flashes, I'm freaking the hell out, 3347 03:43:50,001 --> 03:43:51,668 my mental health has never been worse, 3348 03:43:51,793 --> 03:43:53,838 and then, on top of that, 3349 03:43:53,963 --> 03:43:56,007 - I go over to Per's the other day. - [Adeline] Yeah. 3350 03:43:56,132 --> 03:43:57,466 She's out of shit. 3351 03:43:57,591 --> 03:44:00,178 So, now I don't even know when I'm getting my next god-damn hormone dose. 3352 03:44:00,303 --> 03:44:03,722 - It's absolutely... - [Adeline] I'm so sorry. 3353 03:44:03,847 --> 03:44:05,641 Honestly, I just can't even believe the hassle of it. 3354 03:44:05,766 --> 03:44:07,852 Like, I should just cut the fucking things off. 3355 03:44:07,977 --> 03:44:09,770 Like, they're poisoning me, at this rate. 3356 03:44:09,895 --> 03:44:11,647 Like, there's gotta be something. 3357 03:44:11,772 --> 03:44:13,983 Like, you gotta, you know, like, diet or, like... 3358 03:44:14,108 --> 03:44:15,442 - [Traps] No. No. No. - Did the doctor have... 3359 03:44:15,567 --> 03:44:17,486 - [Traps] No. No. No. - ..any kind of suggest... 3360 03:44:17,611 --> 03:44:22,075 No. It was all just like, "You shouldn't be DIY," and this and this and this. 3361 03:44:22,200 --> 03:44:25,577 And these doctors don't know shit. Like, oh... 3362 03:44:25,702 --> 03:44:28,539 I took time off. What the hell else am I supposed to do? 3363 03:44:28,664 --> 03:44:31,042 [Adeline] I mean, that's the fucking expert. You only get... 3364 03:44:31,167 --> 03:44:33,627 Oh, yeah. Trust the experts. You know who I trust? 3365 03:44:33,752 --> 03:44:36,630 I trust other trans girls who can tell me what worked for them, 3366 03:44:36,755 --> 03:44:40,384 and then most things that worked for them are the things that I'm going to do, 3367 03:44:40,509 --> 03:44:42,303 because it works for a bunch of girls. 3368 03:44:42,428 --> 03:44:44,429 I mean, like, fucking mileage may vary and shit, 3369 03:44:44,554 --> 03:44:47,058 but, like, it's working for me. And you know what? 3370 03:44:47,183 --> 03:44:48,850 As much as you've gone through the medical system... 3371 03:44:48,975 --> 03:44:52,396 - Yeah. - ..I have told you the right guidance, 3372 03:44:52,521 --> 03:44:54,690 the stuff that's worked for me and it's working for you, too, 3373 03:44:54,815 --> 03:44:58,485 - and you look fucking gorgeous. - I mean, how much has it worked for me? 3374 03:44:58,610 --> 03:45:00,696 - It's working for you really good. - It's fucking... 3375 03:45:00,821 --> 03:45:02,406 [Traps] Oh, my God, here it goes again. 3376 03:45:02,531 --> 03:45:07,120 The other fucking night has really been weighing on me. 3377 03:45:07,245 --> 03:45:08,996 I... 3378 03:45:09,121 --> 03:45:12,833 I honestly was considering whether or not to come see you today. 3379 03:45:12,958 --> 03:45:14,710 Like... 3380 03:45:14,835 --> 03:45:18,547 I've just been feeling so fucking empty since that experience. 3381 03:45:18,672 --> 03:45:22,759 I don't... I don't know how to do that. 3382 03:45:22,884 --> 03:45:25,138 Yeah, well, that's how it is. I told you. 3383 03:45:25,263 --> 03:45:28,557 I warned you about that, and that's what you signed up for, baby. 3384 03:45:28,682 --> 03:45:30,642 - [Adeline] No... - It is. That's what you signed up for. 3385 03:45:30,767 --> 03:45:32,312 I know that's what I signed up for 3386 03:45:32,437 --> 03:45:34,813 and, honestly, I'm just fucking regretting it. 3387 03:45:34,938 --> 03:45:38,359 Like, I'm... I'm honestly considering detransition. 3388 03:45:38,484 --> 03:45:40,277 [Traps] Oh, come on. That's ridiculous. 3389 03:45:40,402 --> 03:45:43,239 - I'm really considering just... - [Traps] You're being absurd. Okay? 3390 03:45:43,364 --> 03:45:45,992 Like, that is such an extreme reaction 3391 03:45:46,117 --> 03:45:47,492 - to, like... - I'm... 3392 03:45:47,617 --> 03:45:49,996 ..what, in the grand scheme of things, is a pretty minor thing to happen. 3393 03:45:50,121 --> 03:45:52,539 [Adeline] I'm just, like... Okay, pretty fucking minor! 3394 03:45:52,664 --> 03:45:56,377 Okay. Like, rape happens to any fucking girl. 3395 03:45:56,502 --> 03:45:59,339 And, like, come on, as if you're going to define it as that anyways. 3396 03:45:59,464 --> 03:46:02,799 I mean, that's not... That's not what I'm saying. 3397 03:46:02,924 --> 03:46:05,552 What I'm saying is just, like, when I go to work, 3398 03:46:05,677 --> 03:46:08,139 I never fucking pass anywhere. 3399 03:46:08,264 --> 03:46:11,850 I'm constantly getting looks. Like, nothing has fucking improved. 3400 03:46:11,975 --> 03:46:15,771 Everything in my life has gone down the toilet since... 3401 03:46:15,896 --> 03:46:18,357 since you fucking convinced me to do this. 3402 03:46:18,482 --> 03:46:21,109 Oh, yeah, because it took so much convincing. 3403 03:46:21,234 --> 03:46:24,780 I, like, fucking groomed you to do this. Like, go fuck yourself, 3404 03:46:24,905 --> 03:46:28,338 You know what? Finish your fucking doughnut, let's get out of here. 3405 03:46:28,463 --> 03:46:30,463 [Traffic hums] 3406 03:46:33,247 --> 03:46:34,998 No, no, here's the thing - I want to prove a point to you. 3407 03:46:35,123 --> 03:46:36,583 Just humour me. Dude, dude, dude. 3408 03:46:36,708 --> 03:46:38,086 - Huh? - I have a question for you. 3409 03:46:38,211 --> 03:46:39,503 - Just humour me. - Okay. 3410 03:46:39,628 --> 03:46:41,588 I'm trying to settle a thing with my friend here, okay? 3411 03:46:41,713 --> 03:46:43,753 Is my friend a man or a woman? 3412 03:46:46,135 --> 03:46:47,761 Uh... 3413 03:46:47,886 --> 03:46:49,430 Um... You definitely... 3414 03:46:49,555 --> 03:46:51,610 definitely present as a woman. 3415 03:46:55,616 --> 03:46:57,536 [Bustling chatter] 3416 03:47:00,370 --> 03:47:03,177 [Gentle distorted guitar strumming] 3417 03:47:17,666 --> 03:47:21,379 ♪ Canadian geese come back to graze 3418 03:47:21,504 --> 03:47:25,049 ♪ The sun has come to melt away 3419 03:47:25,174 --> 03:47:28,301 ♪ This cruel winter 3420 03:47:28,426 --> 03:47:33,223 ♪ And show us the spots where our belongings were buried in the snow 3421 03:47:33,348 --> 03:47:38,325 ♪ My love, let's sit and watch the flowers grow 3422 03:47:40,371 --> 03:47:42,391 ♪ Up 3423 03:47:42,516 --> 03:47:47,280 ♪ Through the frost 3424 03:47:48,905 --> 03:47:51,825 ♪ My love for you never wavered 3425 03:47:51,950 --> 03:47:54,703 ♪ Through all the progress we've made 3426 03:47:54,828 --> 03:47:56,996 ♪ And people we've been 3427 03:47:57,121 --> 03:47:58,957 ♪ I've stayed 3428 03:47:59,082 --> 03:48:01,502 ♪ I'll hold your hand until our bodies break 3429 03:48:01,627 --> 03:48:05,173 ♪ And our bones disintegrate 3430 03:48:17,934 --> 03:48:20,187 ♪ Do not think about the time that was lost 3431 03:48:20,312 --> 03:48:22,523 ♪ Or the whirlwind of motion 3432 03:48:22,648 --> 03:48:26,651 ♪ Let's crawl up through the frost And thank God we aren't frozen 3433 03:48:26,776 --> 03:48:29,905 ♪ Remember the path where we drank by the river 3434 03:48:30,030 --> 03:48:33,742 ♪ We were children back then, didn't know any better 3435 03:48:33,867 --> 03:48:38,081 ♪ And now we look to the light to feel the warmth on our skin 3436 03:48:38,206 --> 03:48:41,459 ♪ Warmth left behind by the people we've been 3437 03:48:41,584 --> 03:48:47,131 ♪ And the people we are are fuelled by the ones we were then 3438 03:48:47,256 --> 03:48:50,926 ♪ We'll get out of this on the other side 3439 03:48:51,051 --> 03:48:53,025 ♪ My friend... ♪ 3440 03:48:53,150 --> 03:48:55,150 [Music continues] 3441 03:49:08,361 --> 03:49:13,949 ♪ Maybe sunlight will shine through the windows in our new place 3442 03:49:14,074 --> 03:49:17,869 ♪ And we'll lay in the patches of sunlight like cats 3443 03:49:17,994 --> 03:49:22,082 ♪ We'll come home from our jobs and walk barefoot in the grass 3444 03:49:22,207 --> 03:49:25,710 ♪ And we'll fuck in the daylight, hold your body next to mine 3445 03:49:25,835 --> 03:49:29,264 ♪ We'll get out of this together, just like God has designed 3446 03:49:29,389 --> 03:49:31,758 ♪ I'll be in love with your forever 3447 03:49:31,883 --> 03:49:39,404 ♪ Our old, brittle bodied entwined 3448 03:49:40,476 --> 03:49:42,478 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh 3449 03:49:44,438 --> 03:49:46,189 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh 3450 03:49:53,154 --> 03:49:54,823 ♪ My love 3451 03:49:54,948 --> 03:50:01,162 ♪ Let's sit and watch the flowers grow 3452 03:50:01,287 --> 03:50:02,885 ♪ Up 3453 03:50:03,010 --> 03:50:04,499 ♪ Through 3454 03:50:04,624 --> 03:50:07,828 ♪ The frost 3455 03:50:07,953 --> 03:50:09,503 ♪ My love 3456 03:50:09,628 --> 03:50:14,233 ♪ Let's sit and watch the flowers grow 3457 03:50:16,429 --> 03:50:18,221 ♪ Up 3458 03:50:18,346 --> 03:50:19,973 ♪ Through 3459 03:50:20,098 --> 03:50:23,518 ♪ The frost. ♪ 3460 03:50:23,643 --> 03:50:27,022 [Concluding chord resonates] 3461 03:50:27,147 --> 03:50:31,151 - [Applause] - [Rocco] Thanks. We have one more song. 3462 03:50:31,276 --> 03:50:33,041 Just one. 3463 03:50:33,166 --> 03:50:35,166 [Applause subsides] 3464 03:50:38,158 --> 03:50:39,951 I wrote that for her. That's why I'm kissing her. 3465 03:50:40,076 --> 03:50:41,133 All right, um... 3466 03:50:41,258 --> 03:50:43,258 [Bustling chatter] 3467 03:50:44,247 --> 03:50:47,251 I'm not saying we should... 3468 03:50:47,376 --> 03:50:50,421 It was a good show. You guys were fucking incredible. 3469 03:50:50,546 --> 03:50:52,423 I don't know about that. 3470 03:50:52,548 --> 03:50:54,799 No, legit. You guys were fucking great. 3471 03:50:54,924 --> 03:50:57,177 No, we were good. I just don't know about the show. 3472 03:50:57,302 --> 03:50:59,347 - Okay. - No, but, like... 3473 03:50:59,472 --> 03:51:02,015 - you give to an empty room. - Yeah, obviously. 3474 03:51:02,140 --> 03:51:04,518 - You guys gave. - No, I gave. I gave... 3475 03:51:04,643 --> 03:51:06,687 - I'm not going to be, like... - [Traps] You were fucking incredible. 3476 03:51:06,812 --> 03:51:09,607 - Like, obviously, I gave, but, like... - You play in empty rooms, it happens. 3477 03:51:09,732 --> 03:51:12,360 It sucks 'cause that was maybe, like, you guys' best gigs ever. 3478 03:51:12,485 --> 03:51:14,069 You guys fucking killed it. 3479 03:51:14,194 --> 03:51:16,447 [Adeline] No, I know. You can be disappointed. 3480 03:51:16,572 --> 03:51:18,782 - I can still be, like, "Oh..." - Yeah. Like, you can be disappointed... 3481 03:51:18,907 --> 03:51:21,159 "..empty room," but I still gave. Like, I still did the thing. 3482 03:51:21,284 --> 03:51:24,372 I can still be disappointed about it, even though I know that kind of thing happens. 3483 03:51:24,497 --> 03:51:27,874 That's true. I'm just saying don't, like...get discouraged. 3484 03:51:27,999 --> 03:51:31,211 Yeah, well, I'm not, like, discouraged, I'm just pissed. 3485 03:51:31,336 --> 03:51:33,422 You have no reason to be. 3486 03:51:33,547 --> 03:51:36,049 - We got to play. - Yeah. 3487 03:51:36,174 --> 03:51:39,688 [Traps] We're on a fucking college campus. Like, come on. 3488 03:51:39,813 --> 03:51:42,640 The people you want to impress are the people who put the gig on. 3489 03:51:42,765 --> 03:51:45,266 - Which we did. - That's true. That's true, we did. 3490 03:51:45,391 --> 03:51:48,646 [Muffled indie-rock music from inside venue] 3491 03:51:48,771 --> 03:51:50,773 [Rocco] That band sounds really good. 3492 03:51:52,273 --> 03:51:54,275 They have a drummer. 3493 03:51:55,569 --> 03:51:58,029 [Adeline] Cowards. 3494 03:51:58,154 --> 03:52:00,382 Are you saying we need a drummer? 3495 03:52:02,242 --> 03:52:04,244 We have a drum kit. 3496 03:52:06,301 --> 03:52:08,749 [Band plays energetic indie-rock music] 3497 03:53:04,468 --> 03:53:06,666 - [Knock at door] - Come in. 3498 03:53:07,983 --> 03:53:10,310 [Door opens] 3499 03:53:10,435 --> 03:53:12,145 - [Traps] Hey! - [Door closes] 3500 03:53:12,270 --> 03:53:15,023 - Hey! - [Traps] How are you girls doing? 3501 03:53:15,148 --> 03:53:17,275 - Okay. - Pretty good. 3502 03:53:17,400 --> 03:53:19,403 Oh, God. I'm... I'm fine. 3503 03:53:19,528 --> 03:53:22,072 I mean, it's been a fucking week and a half. 3504 03:53:22,197 --> 03:53:25,241 - Yeah? - Yeah. No, it's like, I don't know, 3505 03:53:25,366 --> 03:53:27,202 Adeline's being a fucking bitch, but whatever. 3506 03:53:27,327 --> 03:53:29,204 - How was your trip over here? - It was good. 3507 03:53:29,329 --> 03:53:32,332 It was really good. I mean, uh... 3508 03:53:32,457 --> 03:53:35,335 Fuck Vancouver, but, um... 3509 03:53:35,460 --> 03:53:37,755 - Yeah, I brought the camera. - Perfect! 3510 03:53:37,880 --> 03:53:39,632 Yeah, it's my fucking room-mate's. 3511 03:53:39,757 --> 03:53:43,009 I'll just make sure it gets back in one piece. 3512 03:53:43,134 --> 03:53:46,865 - Do me want to get you a coffee? - Yeah, I'd love a coffee. 3513 03:53:46,990 --> 03:53:49,725 - [She exhales] - So, Bronwyn, how are you doing? 3514 03:53:49,850 --> 03:53:51,727 [Bronwyn] I'm okay, I'm just hanging out. 3515 03:53:51,852 --> 03:53:53,854 [Traps] How's the RV life? 3516 03:53:53,979 --> 03:53:56,272 - It's... - [She groans] 3517 03:53:56,397 --> 03:53:57,857 - [Traps laughs] - I get by. 3518 03:53:57,982 --> 03:54:00,193 [Bronwyn] I don't, uh... I'm not complaining. 3519 03:54:00,318 --> 03:54:02,379 - [Traps groans] - [Bronwyn] I don't have to sleep outside 3520 03:54:02,504 --> 03:54:05,699 - in the rain right now, so... - That's good. 3521 03:54:05,824 --> 03:54:08,284 - [Taylor] Here you go, sweetie. - Thank you, baby. 3522 03:54:12,205 --> 03:54:15,959 So, OnlyFans is picking up, I gather? 3523 03:54:16,084 --> 03:54:19,379 It is, actually. I got a few new subs lately. 3524 03:54:19,504 --> 03:54:21,549 Some people, I guess, like what I'm doing. 3525 03:54:21,674 --> 03:54:23,049 Yeah? That's good. 3526 03:54:23,174 --> 03:54:24,468 - You look great. - Thank you. 3527 03:54:24,593 --> 03:54:27,805 I mean, I just... You didn't really tell me what we were doing today, 3528 03:54:27,930 --> 03:54:30,306 - so I just kind of, you know... - You charge the battery? 3529 03:54:30,431 --> 03:54:33,351 - No. - There's not even a fucking battery here. 3530 03:54:33,476 --> 03:54:34,520 Oh, fuck. 3531 03:54:34,645 --> 03:54:37,208 Okay, well, I didn't really ask Thomas if I could borrow it, 3532 03:54:37,333 --> 03:54:39,107 - so that's karma. - [She laughs] 3533 03:54:39,232 --> 03:54:41,694 - Shit. - I'm sorry. 3534 03:54:41,819 --> 03:54:43,904 Um... Whatever. 3535 03:54:44,029 --> 03:54:46,532 - Well...that sucks. - [Traps] I don't know, 3536 03:54:46,657 --> 03:54:48,784 We can use a phone or something. 3537 03:54:48,909 --> 03:54:50,744 Who has the best phone here? 3538 03:54:50,869 --> 03:54:53,170 - I don't know. - [Bronwyn] Yeah. That's fine. 3539 03:54:53,295 --> 03:54:55,290 What are we doing today, anyways? 3540 03:54:56,499 --> 03:54:59,961 - Okay. Jesus Christ. - [She groans] 3541 03:55:00,086 --> 03:55:01,963 Ow. This is really uncomfortable. 3542 03:55:02,088 --> 03:55:04,675 [Taylor] Well, you don't have to be down there for very long. 3543 03:55:04,800 --> 03:55:06,127 I've never done this before. 3544 03:55:06,252 --> 03:55:07,845 [Taylor] It's okay. You're going to do great. 3545 03:55:07,970 --> 03:55:09,680 - Okay. - [Bronwyn] Um, Taylor? 3546 03:55:09,805 --> 03:55:12,390 - Only for you. - Yeah? I love you. 3547 03:55:12,515 --> 03:55:14,976 [Bronwyn] Am I supposed to film this landscape or portrait? 3548 03:55:15,101 --> 03:55:16,812 [Taylor] Uh, definitely landscape. 3549 03:55:16,937 --> 03:55:18,606 - [Bronwyn] You really think so? - Yeah. 3550 03:55:18,731 --> 03:55:20,440 Then you can get more of us in the shot. 3551 03:55:20,565 --> 03:55:23,067 [Bronwyn] Yeah, but everyone watches porn on their phone these days. 3552 03:55:23,192 --> 03:55:25,028 [Taylor] Well, this one's going to my OnlyFans. 3553 03:55:25,153 --> 03:55:28,699 Okay? I'm going to, like, veto, if we don't do this right away. 3554 03:55:28,824 --> 03:55:31,367 [Taylor] Well, we're going to do great. Trust me. 3555 03:55:31,492 --> 03:55:33,203 All right, let's do it. Just do it. 3556 03:55:33,328 --> 03:55:35,330 - [Taylor] Okay. Ready? - Okay. Yeah. 3557 03:55:35,455 --> 03:55:38,584 How... Wait, wait. What look on my face do you want? 3558 03:55:38,709 --> 03:55:41,545 [Taylor] Uh, just, like, a... 3559 03:55:41,670 --> 03:55:45,089 - like, a thank you. - Okay. Okay, okay, okay. 3560 03:55:45,214 --> 03:55:46,800 Okay, let's do it. Let's do it. 3561 03:55:46,925 --> 03:55:49,427 - [Taylor] Okay. Ready? - Yeah. I'm ready. 3562 03:55:51,596 --> 03:55:52,973 You're rolling the phone, right? 3563 03:55:53,098 --> 03:55:54,474 - You're rolling the phone? - Yeah! 3564 03:55:54,599 --> 03:55:56,309 [Taylor] I thought it was supposed to be landscape? 3565 03:55:56,434 --> 03:55:58,186 [Bronwyn] Oh, my fucking God. I'm just going to... 3566 03:55:58,311 --> 03:55:59,730 - Okay. - Just piss on me! 3567 03:55:59,855 --> 03:56:01,245 - [Taylor] Okay. - Oh! 3568 03:56:01,370 --> 03:56:03,024 [Taylor laughs, Traps groans] 3569 03:56:03,149 --> 03:56:06,779 Oh, God, I'm enjoying it. This is so great. Oh, God. 3570 03:56:06,904 --> 03:56:09,461 - [Taylor] Say, "Thank you"! - Thank you! 3571 03:56:09,586 --> 03:56:12,648 [Traps splutters] 3572 03:56:14,243 --> 03:56:16,788 - I'm sorry... - [Taylor] You did great. 3573 03:56:16,913 --> 03:56:18,791 [Splutters] 3574 03:56:18,916 --> 03:56:21,000 [Taylor] Don't gag, 'cause we're going to have to do it again. 3575 03:56:21,125 --> 03:56:23,500 [Traps retches, splutters] 3576 03:56:27,883 --> 03:56:29,342 - [Traps] Hey, baby. - [Taylor] Hey. 3577 03:56:29,467 --> 03:56:30,844 How are you feeling? 3578 03:56:30,969 --> 03:56:33,556 About as good as someone can feel after getting pissed on 3579 03:56:33,681 --> 03:56:36,175 and throwing up and then getting pissed on again. 3580 03:56:37,266 --> 03:56:38,727 But you did so great. 3581 03:56:38,852 --> 03:56:42,272 - I sincerely thank you so much. - Thank you for new experiences. 3582 03:56:42,397 --> 03:56:44,567 That's what friendships are for. 3583 03:56:44,692 --> 03:56:48,361 On that subject, so, as I said, I've been having a really rough week. 3584 03:56:48,486 --> 03:56:51,072 Would you be cool if I stayed the night here? 3585 03:56:51,197 --> 03:56:53,576 Oh, absolutely, yeah. The couch is yours. 3586 03:56:53,701 --> 03:56:55,076 Thank you, baby. 3587 03:56:55,201 --> 03:56:58,038 - I love you. - I love you. I probably smell like pee. 3588 03:56:58,163 --> 03:57:00,248 - Okay. - Just a little bit. 3589 03:58:54,323 --> 03:58:56,323 [Click] 3590 03:59:04,959 --> 03:59:06,959 [Click] 3591 03:59:42,966 --> 03:59:45,437 [Dreamy music; Eerie, reversed soundscape] 3592 04:00:14,943 --> 04:00:18,446 ♪ You saw me in small details 3593 04:00:20,573 --> 04:00:25,703 ♪ I saw you in broad strokes 3594 04:00:25,828 --> 04:00:29,249 ♪ You never listened when I said 3595 04:00:29,374 --> 04:00:33,211 ♪ You could take it too far 3596 04:00:36,589 --> 04:00:39,800 ♪ I never listened when you said 3597 04:00:41,761 --> 04:00:47,017 ♪ I never gave myself a chance 3598 04:00:47,142 --> 04:00:53,023 ♪ How badly I wished to see you now... ♪ 3599 04:00:56,025 --> 04:00:58,319 [Music builds; Laid-back, off-kilter beat] 3600 04:00:58,444 --> 04:01:01,406 ♪ I wished for a ship 3601 04:01:03,783 --> 04:01:06,786 ♪ To take me away 3602 04:01:08,579 --> 04:01:14,336 ♪ To show me what I missed when I was gone 3603 04:01:19,507 --> 04:01:22,593 ♪ And though I told you not to come 3604 04:01:24,637 --> 04:01:28,933 ♪ And I did tell you not to come 3605 04:01:30,185 --> 04:01:35,564 ♪ You were always the only one 3606 04:01:40,778 --> 04:01:45,200 ♪ You were always the only one 3607 04:01:46,492 --> 04:01:50,288 ♪ You were always the only one 3608 04:01:51,831 --> 04:01:55,252 ♪ Who listened 3609 04:01:57,129 --> 04:02:00,304 ♪ Who listened 3610 04:02:02,342 --> 04:02:06,471 ♪ You were always the only one 3611 04:02:07,513 --> 04:02:11,101 ♪ You were always the only one 3612 04:02:12,977 --> 04:02:15,953 ♪ Who listened 3613 04:02:18,566 --> 04:02:21,652 ♪ Who listened 3614 04:02:23,821 --> 04:02:26,741 ♪ Come in and stay with me 3615 04:02:28,493 --> 04:02:32,205 ♪ It's too late to walk back now 3616 04:02:34,291 --> 04:02:37,169 ♪ Let me make you a bed 3617 04:02:38,878 --> 04:02:43,647 ♪ Lay down your arms and rest. ♪ 3618 04:02:43,772 --> 04:02:45,772 [Music concludes] 3619 04:02:48,193 --> 04:02:50,193 [Pop music plays] 3620 04:02:54,769 --> 04:02:57,064 You like the dark colours, right? Like... 3621 04:02:57,189 --> 04:03:00,233 - Yeah, I mean, generally. - This one's really nice. 3622 04:03:00,358 --> 04:03:02,110 No, the shoulders are too tight. 3623 04:03:02,235 --> 04:03:04,612 - Might be a little small, but, like... - Shoulders are too tight. 3624 04:03:04,737 --> 04:03:07,199 No. That's going to make me look boxy. 3625 04:03:07,324 --> 04:03:09,117 It's going to really bring out the linebacker shoulders. 3626 04:03:09,242 --> 04:03:10,785 You're so scared after the last time. 3627 04:03:10,910 --> 04:03:12,996 Like, we can try stuff on, we can figure it out. 3628 04:03:13,121 --> 04:03:14,705 No, no, no, but it's just the cut. 3629 04:03:14,830 --> 04:03:17,000 Like, it's supposed to look kind of androgynous. 3630 04:03:17,125 --> 04:03:18,501 Oh, honey pie... 3631 04:03:18,626 --> 04:03:20,586 - You're not... - That's not going to work for me. 3632 04:03:20,711 --> 04:03:24,548 No, no, no, it's going to be fine. Like, your shoulders are okay. 3633 04:03:24,673 --> 04:03:27,219 All we can do is, like, afterwards, we can go get some Spanx, 3634 04:03:27,344 --> 04:03:29,095 something like that, we can pull it up, 3635 04:03:29,220 --> 04:03:31,597 they'll give you more of a waist, and then, like, you'll have a nice figure. 3636 04:03:31,722 --> 04:03:35,226 It's not going to work. You'd have to actually add hips... 3637 04:03:35,351 --> 04:03:37,980 - Honey, you have hips. - Like, I have to belt. 3638 04:03:38,105 --> 04:03:40,481 If I don't belt like this, I'm not creating that shape... 3639 04:03:40,606 --> 04:03:42,858 - But you never... - ..because there's no shape there 3640 04:03:42,983 --> 04:03:44,902 - to pull out. - You're never trying. 3641 04:03:45,027 --> 04:03:47,571 You're never trying. Maybe this one won't work, like, whatever. 3642 04:03:47,696 --> 04:03:49,865 But, like, you're not trying with me. 3643 04:03:49,990 --> 04:03:52,202 Like, I want you to figure this shit out. 3644 04:03:52,327 --> 04:03:54,662 No, but I know what works for me. 3645 04:03:54,787 --> 04:03:57,873 I don't understand why you're talking to me like a fucking child. 3646 04:03:57,998 --> 04:03:59,667 You're not putting on any make-up. 3647 04:03:59,792 --> 04:04:02,462 Like, come on, we can start sorting this stuff out. 3648 04:04:02,587 --> 04:04:04,423 Let's not make a fucking scene here. 3649 04:04:04,548 --> 04:04:05,965 - Sure. - Just, like, chill out. 3650 04:04:06,090 --> 04:04:07,800 - Fucking sure. - [Traps] Oh, my... 3651 04:04:07,925 --> 04:04:10,053 You're acting like a fucking child right now. 3652 04:04:10,178 --> 04:04:12,180 Okay? Like... 3653 04:04:12,305 --> 04:04:14,182 [Adeline] Whatever. Whatever. 3654 04:04:16,350 --> 04:04:19,396 Grow up, be a fucking woman and listen to me. 3655 04:04:19,521 --> 04:04:21,439 [Adeline] Oh, God. 3656 04:04:24,817 --> 04:04:26,153 How about this one? 3657 04:04:52,928 --> 04:04:55,140 So, what, do you want, like, an apology or something? 3658 04:04:55,265 --> 04:04:57,045 Like, I'm sorry. 3659 04:04:58,393 --> 04:05:00,269 I'm not trying to be hard on you. 3660 04:05:00,394 --> 04:05:01,869 It's just, like... 3661 04:05:02,905 --> 04:05:04,356 I don't know, I just... 3662 04:05:05,449 --> 04:05:06,485 I know what's best. 3663 04:05:06,610 --> 04:05:08,819 I don't know why you have to be so mean about it. 3664 04:05:08,944 --> 04:05:10,483 Like, that's... 3665 04:05:11,780 --> 04:05:13,741 You know? You're supposed to be my friend. 3666 04:05:13,866 --> 04:05:17,537 Like, you know, can't I just... 3667 04:05:17,662 --> 04:05:20,103 air things, vent things? Like... 3668 04:05:21,165 --> 04:05:22,501 Well, yes. 3669 04:05:22,626 --> 04:05:27,547 I think that it's okay to air and vent, but, like, you're...you're giving up, 3670 04:05:27,672 --> 04:05:30,092 and I'm seeing you give up, and like, fucking... 3671 04:05:30,217 --> 04:05:32,177 we all go through this sort of point. 3672 04:05:32,302 --> 04:05:34,179 Like, I transitioned long before you, 3673 04:05:34,304 --> 04:05:36,972 and I would have killed to have someone in their life, 3674 04:05:37,097 --> 04:05:40,393 like myself, who was, like, there to walk my ha... 3675 04:05:40,518 --> 04:05:42,229 like, walk me through it and hold my hand 3676 04:05:42,354 --> 04:05:44,397 and tell me, like, "Hey, everything's going to be okay. 3677 04:05:44,522 --> 04:05:47,733 "Do this, do that." Like, I just... 3678 04:05:47,858 --> 04:05:50,403 No, and I really appreciate that stuff. 3679 04:05:50,528 --> 04:05:54,782 Like, obviously, you know, it was a huge leg-up early on, right? 3680 04:05:54,907 --> 04:05:56,952 Like... But... 3681 04:05:57,077 --> 04:05:58,702 I don't need that any more. 3682 04:05:58,827 --> 04:06:01,789 Like, I'm figuring things out on my own terms, 3683 04:06:01,914 --> 04:06:05,252 and I'm just kind of going to follow what makes me happy. 3684 04:06:05,377 --> 04:06:08,338 Right now, I don't really know what that is, but... 3685 04:06:08,463 --> 04:06:09,755 I need you to trust me. 3686 04:06:09,880 --> 04:06:12,425 But, like, you're not going to be happy doing what you're doing. 3687 04:06:12,550 --> 04:06:14,677 Like, I'm the bitch who put you on hormones, 3688 04:06:14,802 --> 04:06:18,515 I'm the one who held your hand through those early fucking awkward stages 3689 04:06:18,640 --> 04:06:20,600 and told you everything was going to be okay. 3690 04:06:20,725 --> 04:06:22,561 And, like, now you won't even, like, 3691 04:06:22,686 --> 04:06:25,188 let me fucking pick out a dress for you to try on. 3692 04:06:25,313 --> 04:06:28,524 And it's like, that's the cute things, the things that best friends do. 3693 04:06:28,649 --> 04:06:30,360 I know what... 3694 04:06:30,485 --> 04:06:32,090 And I just... 3695 04:06:33,195 --> 04:06:34,735 I know that... 3696 04:06:35,906 --> 04:06:39,118 I need to figure out my own way in this world, 3697 04:06:39,243 --> 04:06:41,078 and I really love you. 3698 04:06:41,203 --> 04:06:43,914 I really appreciate everything you've done for me. 3699 04:06:44,039 --> 04:06:46,168 But you don't! You don't appreciate it! 3700 04:06:46,293 --> 04:06:49,254 Okay? Like, you're not showing me that you appreciate it. 3701 04:06:49,379 --> 04:06:51,381 You're fucking going inside of yourself, 3702 04:06:51,506 --> 04:06:54,467 and you're, like, fucking spilling all this shit out to me 3703 04:06:54,592 --> 04:06:59,264 and, like, going to fucking, like, these dark places in your head 3704 04:06:59,389 --> 04:07:02,871 and, like, I can see it, and I can see you fucking struggling, and I... 3705 04:07:04,352 --> 04:07:07,230 ..I want to get you out of it, but you're not fucking doing anything. 3706 04:07:07,355 --> 04:07:10,233 You're not putting the effort in any more, and it's like... 3707 04:07:10,358 --> 04:07:12,961 it's fucking...killing me. 3708 04:07:14,236 --> 04:07:17,114 Like, I just don't want to have to... I don't want to be in a position 3709 04:07:17,239 --> 04:07:19,492 where all we ever do is talk about your problems all the time, 3710 04:07:19,617 --> 04:07:21,660 because then you're just going to have problems. 3711 04:07:21,785 --> 04:07:25,332 - If you would... - You have to grow up and get past that. 3712 04:07:25,457 --> 04:07:26,957 Like... 3713 04:07:27,082 --> 04:07:29,710 if you would open up to me about your shit, 3714 04:07:29,835 --> 04:07:32,755 like, I would listen. I would listen. 3715 04:07:32,880 --> 04:07:34,965 Like, if you... Again, if you fucking trusted me... 3716 04:07:35,090 --> 04:07:37,510 - Yeah, I have shit. I have shit, okay? - Yeah. 3717 04:07:37,635 --> 04:07:41,598 Like, I'm not going on about my fucking fertility shit being all fucked-up. 3718 04:07:41,723 --> 04:07:44,309 I'm not talking to you right now about how my boyfriend's not texting back. 3719 04:07:44,434 --> 04:07:46,492 I don't even know if we still have fucking plans tonight. 3720 04:07:46,617 --> 04:07:48,411 Like... 3721 04:07:49,564 --> 04:07:51,065 - I'm sorry. - Again, I'm just... 3722 04:07:51,190 --> 04:07:53,943 I'm sorry, like, I... I guess I do have my shit. 3723 04:07:54,068 --> 04:07:56,529 I'm sorry. I just... You know... 3724 04:07:56,654 --> 04:08:00,157 The... The shit you talk about, the shit about fucking passing 3725 04:08:00,282 --> 04:08:03,453 and the shit about fucking hoping things are going to be okay, 3726 04:08:03,578 --> 04:08:06,205 like, I just don't... I don't understand it. 3727 04:08:06,330 --> 04:08:08,123 Like... 3728 04:08:08,248 --> 04:08:10,025 So what? Like... 3729 04:08:11,378 --> 04:08:13,796 You're not going to be a real woman? Like, is that what you're worried about? 3730 04:08:13,921 --> 04:08:16,508 Like, yeah, grow up, honey, you're never going to be a fucking woman. 3731 04:08:16,633 --> 04:08:19,176 Like, not a fucking real woman. We don't get that. 3732 04:08:19,301 --> 04:08:21,095 But you can be one hell of a transwoman. 3733 04:08:21,220 --> 04:08:24,181 You can embrace what God fucking gave you, and you can, like... 3734 04:08:24,306 --> 04:08:26,309 make the fucking most out of it. 3735 04:08:26,434 --> 04:08:28,728 That's what you have to do, like... 3736 04:08:29,937 --> 04:08:32,204 [Adeline] I love you, Michaela. 3737 04:08:32,329 --> 04:08:34,957 I'm really sorry again. 3738 04:08:35,082 --> 04:08:37,654 - I... - [She groans] 3739 04:08:37,779 --> 04:08:40,338 I should probably just shut up about this stuff. 3740 04:08:44,118 --> 04:08:46,663 I'm here for you. But I... 3741 04:08:53,545 --> 04:08:55,087 No. 3742 04:08:55,212 --> 04:08:58,132 Like, if you want to do this all on your fucking own, 3743 04:08:58,257 --> 04:09:01,135 - if that's what you truly want... - That's not what I'm asking for. 3744 04:09:01,260 --> 04:09:02,803 Like, I'm not asking to do it alone. 3745 04:09:02,928 --> 04:09:06,349 I'm just asking that you work with me on my terms, 3746 04:09:06,474 --> 04:09:09,143 on what I'm asking for from you, 3747 04:09:09,268 --> 04:09:12,354 instead of trying to force me down some specific path. 3748 04:09:13,565 --> 04:09:14,898 Like, that's...that's it. 3749 04:09:15,023 --> 04:09:16,651 That we just, like, view each other as equals 3750 04:09:16,776 --> 04:09:19,757 instead of you fucking looking down on me all the time. 3751 04:09:21,920 --> 04:09:23,672 We're... 3752 04:09:26,034 --> 04:09:28,120 We're not fucking sisters. 3753 04:09:28,245 --> 04:09:30,581 I'm like your mom, and I tell you what to do, 3754 04:09:30,706 --> 04:09:32,916 if you fucking listen to me. 3755 04:09:33,041 --> 04:09:36,170 I know it's a lot to fucking hear... 3756 04:09:36,295 --> 04:09:37,880 but I get it. 3757 04:09:38,005 --> 04:09:40,550 I know how the fucking world works. 3758 04:09:42,384 --> 04:09:44,970 - I'm going to call my fucking boyfriend. - [Traps groans] 3759 04:09:45,095 --> 04:09:47,474 Hopefully he fucking still cares about me. 3760 04:10:00,986 --> 04:10:03,072 [Traps] I can't believe my fucking boyfriend. 3761 04:10:03,197 --> 04:10:06,116 [Traps groans, clears throat] 3762 04:10:06,241 --> 04:10:09,523 [Mark] Why do you even have a boyfriend if you fuck so much? 3763 04:10:12,987 --> 04:10:16,264 - [Traps] I mean, like... - [Mark] Like, why do you even need one? 3764 04:10:17,377 --> 04:10:22,966 [Traps] It's one of those things where, like, having a boyfriend is, like... 3765 04:10:23,091 --> 04:10:25,344 - so fucking nice. - [Mark] You took so much. 3766 04:10:25,469 --> 04:10:27,764 Well, fuck you! I'm... I'm suffering, okay? 3767 04:10:27,889 --> 04:10:29,890 - [Mark] I'm sorry. - No, I'm suffering. 3768 04:10:30,015 --> 04:10:32,435 Like, I've been texting Christian all fucking day. 3769 04:10:32,560 --> 04:10:35,730 I mean, like, I've felt like a broken record, but, like... 3770 04:10:35,855 --> 04:10:38,485 - it's one of those things where... - [She exhales] 3771 04:10:40,067 --> 04:10:41,860 I thought we were getting serious, you know? 3772 04:10:41,985 --> 04:10:44,697 Like, I was spending every other night there, 3773 04:10:44,822 --> 04:10:46,866 for, like, two fucking weeks, 3774 04:10:46,991 --> 04:10:49,786 and then, all of a sudden, fucking ghosting me, right? 3775 04:10:49,911 --> 04:10:53,038 Like, the summer has been so nice and, like, such an improvement over, 3776 04:10:53,163 --> 04:10:55,207 like, fucking October when we started dating, 3777 04:10:55,332 --> 04:10:57,292 and I was starting to, like... 3778 04:10:57,417 --> 04:10:59,378 Sorry. I'm getting a little emotional. 3779 04:10:59,503 --> 04:11:01,673 - That's okay. - [Traps sobs] 3780 04:11:01,798 --> 04:11:03,842 But, like... 3781 04:11:04,982 --> 04:11:07,193 Why have a boyfriend? Like... 3782 04:11:08,512 --> 04:11:10,473 ..sex becomes, like, fucking meaningless 3783 04:11:10,598 --> 04:11:11,974 when you're doing it all the time. 3784 04:11:12,099 --> 04:11:15,060 Like, it's not about the fucking. Like, I...I like the fucking. 3785 04:11:15,185 --> 04:11:19,398 I like Christian 'cause he's got, like, a fucking great cock on him, but, like... 3786 04:11:20,692 --> 04:11:22,972 - ..I don't know how to... - [She exhales] 3787 04:11:25,195 --> 04:11:27,907 I just want someone nice to curl up next to, you know? 3788 04:11:28,032 --> 04:11:31,285 Like...it's just so good... 3789 04:11:31,410 --> 04:11:34,955 [Traps inhales, exhales] 3790 04:11:35,080 --> 04:11:37,917 It's just, like, so good to, like, 3791 04:11:38,042 --> 04:11:40,043 have someone's arm wrapped around your neck 3792 04:11:40,168 --> 04:11:42,481 and, like, cuddle and, like... 3793 04:11:43,755 --> 04:11:45,304 I don't know. 3794 04:11:46,425 --> 04:11:48,845 I just need a boyfriend who, like... 3795 04:11:48,970 --> 04:11:51,387 isn't afraid to leave the house with me. 3796 04:11:52,472 --> 04:11:54,478 Yeah, that sucks. 3797 04:11:56,603 --> 04:11:58,541 He's a sweet boy. 3798 04:11:59,647 --> 04:12:02,149 You're also a sweet boy. 3799 04:12:02,274 --> 04:12:04,611 I like coming over. 3800 04:12:04,736 --> 04:12:06,945 And, you know, I do like... 3801 04:12:08,937 --> 04:12:11,493 You got a good dick, too, you know? 3802 04:12:11,618 --> 04:12:13,327 And, like... 3803 04:12:13,452 --> 04:12:16,498 you know, I owe you one. 3804 04:12:16,623 --> 04:12:17,957 You want to get a little... 3805 04:12:18,082 --> 04:12:21,002 Look, I don't really think I'm going to get it that hard today. 3806 04:12:22,754 --> 04:12:24,004 Really? 3807 04:12:24,129 --> 04:12:26,549 I kind of came over 'cause I wanted to suck your cock. 3808 04:12:26,674 --> 04:12:29,176 Like, please, please, let me suck your cock. 3809 04:12:29,301 --> 04:12:31,261 - Like... - This one's on me. It's okay. 3810 04:12:31,386 --> 04:12:33,180 You can... 3811 04:12:34,903 --> 04:12:37,225 [Traps] Yeah, fuck it. 3812 04:12:40,059 --> 04:12:42,581 [Traps inhales intensely] 3813 04:12:44,776 --> 04:12:48,111 [Mark] Lay off this merchandise. You'll get it everywhere. 3814 04:12:48,236 --> 04:12:51,240 [Traps] Whatever, I'm... 3815 04:12:51,365 --> 04:12:54,661 You're not going to get it up for me? Are you fucking serious?! 3816 04:12:54,786 --> 04:12:56,538 You're not going to get it fucking hard for me?! 3817 04:12:56,663 --> 04:12:58,413 You get me over, you get me doing fucking blow, 3818 04:12:58,538 --> 04:13:00,625 and you're not going to let me, like, fucking get hard? 3819 04:13:00,750 --> 04:13:02,752 Like, are you fucking serious? 3820 04:13:02,877 --> 04:13:05,773 - God-damn it, Mark, like... - [She exclaims frustratedly] 3821 04:13:07,131 --> 04:13:08,967 Dude, this is like $200 worth of cocaine. 3822 04:13:09,092 --> 04:13:10,802 Fuck you! Fuck you. 3823 04:13:10,927 --> 04:13:14,096 You know what? At the very least, I know that my fucking boyfriend, 3824 04:13:14,221 --> 04:13:17,016 if I knock on his fucking door, is going to want his fucking cock sucked, 3825 04:13:17,141 --> 04:13:18,726 so, like, go fuck yourself! 3826 04:13:18,851 --> 04:13:21,644 Find another fucking pair of lips, you fucking prick! 3827 04:13:27,416 --> 04:13:29,746 [Thundering electronic music plays] 3828 04:14:31,611 --> 04:14:33,611 [Knock at door] 3829 04:14:39,602 --> 04:14:43,310 [Frantic, continuous knocking] 3830 04:14:43,435 --> 04:14:45,270 - Okay, one second. - [Knocking stops] 3831 04:14:45,395 --> 04:14:47,106 Jesus Christ! 3832 04:14:50,650 --> 04:14:52,652 Oh, fuck! 3833 04:14:56,406 --> 04:14:58,575 - Jesus! - What the fuck, okay? 3834 04:14:58,700 --> 04:15:00,285 - [Christian] What? - Like, I've been texting you... 3835 04:15:00,410 --> 04:15:02,162 [Christian] Hey, hold on. Fucking back up. 3836 04:15:02,287 --> 04:15:03,956 Hey. I've been texting you all fucking day. 3837 04:15:04,081 --> 04:15:06,249 - Shut the fucking door. - I've been texting you all day. 3838 04:15:06,374 --> 04:15:08,920 I've called you, like, three times. What the fuck? 3839 04:15:09,045 --> 04:15:11,463 I don't have my fucking phone on me. I'm sorry. Jesus Christ. 3840 04:15:11,588 --> 04:15:14,716 - Like, Christian. Like, come on. - Why are you here? 3841 04:15:14,841 --> 04:15:17,136 Because I've been fucking texting you all day! 3842 04:15:17,261 --> 04:15:19,262 So? You can't just come into my fucking house. 3843 04:15:19,387 --> 04:15:21,556 Give me... Give me a fucking answer. What's going on? 3844 04:15:21,681 --> 04:15:25,104 - Nothing! Nothing is happening! - Are you breaking up with me? 3845 04:15:26,228 --> 04:15:27,521 Okay, come on. 3846 04:15:27,646 --> 04:15:29,732 Well, I... Okay. 3847 04:15:29,857 --> 04:15:32,735 I was going to text you later tonight because I wanted to talk to you. 3848 04:15:32,860 --> 04:15:35,195 I wanted to do this on, you know, equal ground 3849 04:15:35,320 --> 04:15:37,865 - so we can both have a level... - So, you've been ignoring me all day. 3850 04:15:37,990 --> 04:15:40,118 I knew it, the second you didn't text me back. 3851 04:15:40,243 --> 04:15:43,495 I just haven't fucking texted you yet, okay? 3852 04:15:43,620 --> 04:15:46,206 I'm sorry that brought you into the house now. 3853 04:15:46,331 --> 04:15:48,126 Fucking, let's just breathe. 3854 04:15:48,251 --> 04:15:50,544 Let's just fucking calm down, okay? 3855 04:15:50,669 --> 04:15:54,256 You're here. You're here. Just take your fucking shoes off. 3856 04:15:54,381 --> 04:15:56,299 Let's just sit down. Can we talk about this? 3857 04:15:56,424 --> 04:15:57,994 - Yeah. - Okay. 3858 04:15:59,090 --> 04:16:00,617 Uh... 3859 04:16:01,680 --> 04:16:04,474 - Come on. - So... Okay. 3860 04:16:04,599 --> 04:16:06,853 - Like... - Listen, I... 3861 04:16:08,020 --> 04:16:10,230 I've been doing a lot of thinking, 3862 04:16:10,355 --> 04:16:12,859 and I think... 3863 04:16:12,984 --> 04:16:16,028 whatever it is that we've been doing... 3864 04:16:16,153 --> 04:16:18,184 it needs to stop. 3865 04:16:19,406 --> 04:16:21,408 Like, I'm not comfortable doing this any more. 3866 04:16:21,533 --> 04:16:23,577 Like, it's been fun. 3867 04:16:23,702 --> 04:16:26,748 We've had... Obviously, we've had a good time, but this is... 3868 04:16:26,873 --> 04:16:29,000 We're... We're overstepping. 3869 04:16:29,125 --> 04:16:31,376 What is this to you? Like, I... 3870 04:16:31,501 --> 04:16:34,172 I have been at your beck and call for, like, five months. 3871 04:16:34,297 --> 04:16:37,800 And the second I start trying to, like, just escalate even... 3872 04:16:37,925 --> 04:16:42,096 even a tiny little bit, you start, like... you just throw it all away. 3873 04:16:42,221 --> 04:16:44,347 Like, what has any of this meant to you, then? 3874 04:16:44,472 --> 04:16:47,143 - 'Cause it's meant a lot to me. - [Christian] Throw what away? 3875 04:16:47,268 --> 04:16:49,103 - What do you think this is? - Don't say that. 3876 04:16:49,228 --> 04:16:51,480 - [Christian] What do you think this is? - No. This is... 3877 04:16:51,605 --> 04:16:54,774 [Christian] No. No, tell me, what do you think this is? 3878 04:16:55,902 --> 04:16:57,779 - What has this been to you? - If this was... 3879 04:16:57,904 --> 04:17:00,156 If this was just sex to you, then you wouldn't have had me, 3880 04:17:00,281 --> 04:17:04,451 like, staying the night and making me fucking coffee in the morning 3881 04:17:04,576 --> 04:17:06,913 and, like, actually, like, putting time... 3882 04:17:07,038 --> 04:17:08,705 So, what, just being a half-decent person? 3883 04:17:08,830 --> 04:17:11,458 What do you expect after I fuck you? 3884 04:17:11,583 --> 04:17:13,664 Kick you out to the curb, do nothing? 3885 04:17:15,129 --> 04:17:17,506 At least I gave you a fucking bed to sleep in, 3886 04:17:17,631 --> 04:17:19,508 maybe a nice cup of coffee before you hit the road? 3887 04:17:19,633 --> 04:17:21,803 [Traps] Okay, okay, don't be... don't be... 3888 04:17:21,928 --> 04:17:23,428 - Please. - What? 3889 04:17:23,553 --> 04:17:25,305 - Please, don't be mean to me. - Listen, okay... 3890 04:17:25,430 --> 04:17:28,642 No, no, no, no, please. Please. Please, Christian. Please. 3891 04:17:28,767 --> 04:17:30,685 [Christian] What? Please what? I can't just keep... 3892 04:17:30,810 --> 04:17:32,562 Okay, okay, okay, okay. 3893 04:17:32,687 --> 04:17:34,564 I need this so bad. Okay? 3894 04:17:34,689 --> 04:17:36,409 Like, I... 3895 04:17:38,194 --> 04:17:39,987 You mean a lot to me, 3896 04:17:40,112 --> 04:17:43,114 and, like, I understand, like... 3897 04:17:43,239 --> 04:17:44,921 [She coughs, clears throat] 3898 04:17:45,046 --> 04:17:46,365 I... 3899 04:17:47,467 --> 04:17:49,844 I understand exactly what you're saying. 3900 04:17:51,248 --> 04:17:52,834 But, like... 3901 04:17:52,959 --> 04:17:54,626 can I just have one more night with you? 3902 04:17:54,751 --> 04:17:56,378 Please. Please, please, please, please, please. 3903 04:17:56,503 --> 04:17:57,922 - Like, I just... - Jesus fucking... 3904 04:17:58,047 --> 04:17:59,924 No, no, no, please. I just... 3905 04:18:00,049 --> 04:18:01,716 - I'll do anything. - Stop. 3906 04:18:01,841 --> 04:18:05,096 No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Please. Please, just let me... 3907 04:18:05,221 --> 04:18:08,266 Let me...please you one more time. 3908 04:18:08,391 --> 04:18:12,435 I know, if this is just sex to you, that that's what you want anyways. 3909 04:18:12,560 --> 04:18:14,105 You can fuck me any way you want to. 3910 04:18:14,230 --> 04:18:17,066 I just... I just don't want to be alone tonight. 3911 04:18:17,191 --> 04:18:18,525 Please. 3912 04:18:18,650 --> 04:18:20,271 Please, Christian. 3913 04:18:21,462 --> 04:18:22,871 Please. 3914 04:18:26,117 --> 04:18:29,542 [Christian] Okay. One... One last night. 3915 04:18:29,667 --> 04:18:30,872 I promise! 3916 04:18:30,997 --> 04:18:33,665 [Christian] And you leave right in the fucking morning. 3917 04:18:33,790 --> 04:18:35,584 You wake up and you leave. 3918 04:18:35,709 --> 04:18:38,254 [Traps] Okay. Okay. 3919 04:18:38,379 --> 04:18:41,548 No, I promise, I promise. Okay? 3920 04:18:43,300 --> 04:18:45,802 [Christian] Okay. You can stay the night. 3921 04:18:45,927 --> 04:18:47,929 Thank you. 3922 04:18:50,416 --> 04:18:53,269 Okay, I'm just going to go clean up, okay? I'm just going to go freshen up a little. 3923 04:18:53,394 --> 04:18:55,938 - Okay. - You get ready, okay? 3924 04:18:56,063 --> 04:18:57,871 Okay. 3925 04:19:02,448 --> 04:19:04,448 [She exhales] 3926 04:19:06,198 --> 04:19:08,198 [Tap runs] 3927 04:19:20,450 --> 04:19:22,450 [She retches] 3928 04:19:35,595 --> 04:19:37,595 [Toilet flushes] 3929 04:20:04,624 --> 04:20:06,624 [She exhales] 3930 04:20:28,955 --> 04:20:30,955 [She sniffles] 3931 04:20:39,736 --> 04:20:41,736 [Tap off] 3932 04:20:52,794 --> 04:20:54,794 [She sobs softly] 3933 04:20:56,577 --> 04:20:58,577 [She sobs] 3934 04:21:05,986 --> 04:21:07,986 [She sobs softly] 3935 04:21:13,542 --> 04:21:15,659 [Intense, writhing electronic music] 3936 04:21:17,386 --> 04:21:19,386 [Music continues] 3937 04:21:36,180 --> 04:21:37,932 - [Music stops] - Fuck! 3938 04:21:38,057 --> 04:21:40,144 Fuck! Oh! 3939 04:21:40,269 --> 04:21:43,397 - Oh, yeah. Fuck. - [Heavy panting] 3940 04:21:43,522 --> 04:21:45,232 - [Christian] Tell me you like it. - I like it! 3941 04:21:45,357 --> 04:21:46,775 - [Christian] You like it. - I like it. 3942 04:21:46,900 --> 04:21:48,902 - [Christian] Fucking say it again! - I like it. 3943 04:21:49,027 --> 04:21:51,654 - [Christian] You fucking love it! - I fucking love it. 3944 04:21:51,779 --> 04:21:53,491 - You love it! - [Traps] I love it. 3945 04:21:53,616 --> 04:21:55,424 Oh, fuck, yes! 3946 04:21:55,549 --> 04:21:56,951 [Heavy panting] 3947 04:21:57,076 --> 04:21:59,636 You fucking bitch. Fuck, yeah. 3948 04:21:59,761 --> 04:22:02,680 [Heavy panting, moaning] 3949 04:22:02,805 --> 04:22:04,335 Fuck. Fuck. 3950 04:22:04,460 --> 04:22:05,835 Right there. 3951 04:22:05,960 --> 04:22:07,378 Oh, yeah. 3952 04:22:07,503 --> 04:22:10,269 [Heavy panting, moaning] 3953 04:22:10,394 --> 04:22:12,630 [Bustling chatter; Propulsive electronic music plays] 3954 04:22:57,402 --> 04:23:00,254 [Heavy panting, moaning] 3955 04:23:05,812 --> 04:23:07,856 - Yeah. Yeah. - Oh! 3956 04:23:07,981 --> 04:23:09,331 Come on! 3957 04:23:09,456 --> 04:23:12,402 [Heavy panting, moaning] 3958 04:23:12,527 --> 04:23:14,405 - [Christian] Fuck! - [Mobile phone rings] 3959 04:23:14,530 --> 04:23:16,240 - Sorry! - Turn that fucking thing off! 3960 04:23:16,365 --> 04:23:18,159 - I'm sorry. - Get rid of your phone! 3961 04:23:18,284 --> 04:23:19,618 [Traps] Okay, okay! Okay! 3962 04:23:19,743 --> 04:23:22,261 - Come on! - Okay. 3963 04:23:22,386 --> 04:23:25,081 [Ringing continues] 3964 04:23:25,206 --> 04:23:27,626 - [Ringing stops] - Okay, okay, okay. 3965 04:23:27,751 --> 04:23:29,669 - [Christian] You're done? - Yeah. 3966 04:23:29,794 --> 04:23:32,797 Let's fucking go. Come on. 3967 04:23:32,922 --> 04:23:34,841 You fucking bitch, come on. 3968 04:23:34,966 --> 04:23:36,066 Yes! 3969 04:23:36,191 --> 04:23:38,880 [Bustling chatter; Propulsive electronic music plays] 3970 04:24:50,795 --> 04:24:52,752 [Heavy breathing] 3971 04:24:52,877 --> 04:24:55,254 Oh, fuck yeah! Come on. 3972 04:24:56,382 --> 04:24:57,633 Fuck! 3973 04:24:57,758 --> 04:24:58,967 Yeah! 3974 04:24:59,092 --> 04:25:00,511 Tell me you fucking like it. 3975 04:25:00,636 --> 04:25:01,844 - I like it. - Say it again! 3976 04:25:01,969 --> 04:25:03,888 - I like it. - Say it! 3977 04:25:04,013 --> 04:25:05,391 - I like it. - You love it! 3978 04:25:05,516 --> 04:25:06,891 - I love it. - You love it! 3979 04:25:07,016 --> 04:25:08,325 - I love it. - Oh! 3980 04:25:08,450 --> 04:25:11,139 [Bustling chatter; Propulsive electronic music plays] 3981 04:25:18,194 --> 04:25:21,781 - Come on. Come on. - [Traps pants] 3982 04:25:21,906 --> 04:25:23,825 Back into me! Come on. 3983 04:25:23,950 --> 04:25:26,578 Yeah! Right there. 3984 04:25:26,703 --> 04:25:29,080 Oh, fuck, yeah. 3985 04:25:29,205 --> 04:25:31,807 [Heavy panting, moaning] 3986 04:25:31,932 --> 04:25:34,621 [Bustling chatter; Propulsive electronic music plays] 3987 04:26:28,849 --> 04:26:30,809 All right, fucking put that down. 3988 04:26:30,934 --> 04:26:34,145 Like that. Yeah, fuck, yeah. 3989 04:26:34,270 --> 04:26:36,663 Right there. You fucking bitch. 3990 04:26:36,788 --> 04:26:39,483 [Heavy panting, moaning] 3991 04:26:44,755 --> 04:26:46,673 [Christian] Yeah, come on. 3992 04:26:46,798 --> 04:26:48,798 [Heavy panting, moaning] 3993 04:26:50,537 --> 04:26:52,846 You like it. Fuck, yeah. 3994 04:26:52,971 --> 04:26:55,666 [Heavy panting, moaning] 3995 04:27:12,934 --> 04:27:15,369 Come on, get low. Get low for me. 3996 04:27:16,772 --> 04:27:18,334 Yeah. 3997 04:27:19,371 --> 04:27:21,667 Fuck...yeah. 3998 04:27:21,792 --> 04:27:24,487 [Heavy panting, moaning] 3999 04:27:27,381 --> 04:27:30,070 [Bustling chatter; Propulsive electronic music plays] 4000 04:27:42,588 --> 04:27:46,483 - [Heavy breathing] - [Christian] Oh, yeah. Fuck. 4001 04:27:46,608 --> 04:27:49,303 [Heavy panting, moaning] 4002 04:27:58,187 --> 04:28:00,914 [Christian] Yeah, come on. Come here. 4003 04:28:01,039 --> 04:28:03,734 [Heavy panting, moaning] 4004 04:28:09,240 --> 04:28:12,076 [Christian] Yeah. Yeah. 4005 04:28:12,201 --> 04:28:14,621 Come on! 4006 04:28:14,746 --> 04:28:16,513 Fuck. Fuck. 4007 04:28:16,638 --> 04:28:19,050 [Bustling chatter, brief shrill feedback] 4008 04:28:56,236 --> 04:28:58,305 [Low, sustained guitar feedback] 4009 04:29:15,932 --> 04:29:18,769 We are Froggyworm. When I say, "Froggy," you say, "Worm." 4010 04:29:18,894 --> 04:29:20,228 - Froggy! - [Crowd] Worm! 4011 04:29:20,353 --> 04:29:22,022 - Froggy! - [Crowd] Worm! 4012 04:29:25,441 --> 04:29:32,490 ♪ I wonder how it feels when you collide into me 4013 04:29:32,615 --> 04:29:38,704 ♪ Catching your eye Averting my gaze crossing the street... ♪ 4014 04:29:38,829 --> 04:29:40,498 [Energetic club music; Christian moans] 4015 04:29:40,623 --> 04:29:43,292 - You like that, right? - [Traps] Oh, yeah, I like it. 4016 04:29:43,417 --> 04:29:45,544 - I really like it. - Good. 4017 04:29:45,669 --> 04:29:47,730 - [Traps moans] - Good girl. 4018 04:29:47,855 --> 04:29:49,855 [Music continues] 4019 04:29:55,821 --> 04:29:57,740 [Music continues] 4020 04:29:57,865 --> 04:30:00,345 [Heavy panting, moaning] 4021 04:30:10,653 --> 04:30:13,130 Yeah. Yeah, you fucking take it. 4022 04:30:13,255 --> 04:30:15,255 [Heavy panting, moaning] 4023 04:30:20,287 --> 04:30:21,539 Fuck, yeah. 4024 04:30:21,664 --> 04:30:23,891 Fuck, yeah. 4025 04:30:24,016 --> 04:30:27,075 [Heavy panting, moaning] 4026 04:30:27,200 --> 04:30:29,200 [Music continues] 4027 04:30:55,197 --> 04:30:57,800 [Music concludes, resonates] 4028 04:31:00,578 --> 04:31:02,496 I... 4029 04:31:02,621 --> 04:31:06,043 I know that tonight doesn't really... 4030 04:31:06,168 --> 04:31:08,586 mean anything, but... 4031 04:31:08,711 --> 04:31:11,048 Thank you for this, Christian. 4032 04:31:11,173 --> 04:31:13,557 It does... 4033 04:31:13,682 --> 04:31:15,468 I... 4034 04:31:15,593 --> 04:31:17,595 Thank you. 4035 04:31:17,720 --> 04:31:20,639 - You don't have to thank me. - Okay. 4036 04:31:20,764 --> 04:31:22,923 But I really do. Um... 4037 04:31:24,144 --> 04:31:26,813 Do you think that... you could hold me tonight? 4038 04:31:30,274 --> 04:31:31,777 Please. 4039 04:31:31,902 --> 04:31:33,904 It's the last time. 4040 04:31:35,212 --> 04:31:37,220 The last time? 4041 04:31:38,425 --> 04:31:39,826 Please? 4042 04:31:41,410 --> 04:31:43,180 [Christian] Yeah. 4043 04:32:03,307 --> 04:32:05,155 Thank you. 4044 04:32:07,620 --> 04:32:09,831 [Eerie, drone-like music] 4045 04:32:40,427 --> 04:32:44,222 [Upbeat indie-rock music] 4046 04:33:37,334 --> 04:33:40,269 [Music continues; Lively distorted guitar solo] 4047 04:34:11,682 --> 04:34:13,682 [Music concludes] 308710