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♪ Ah-yeah ♪

♪ Can't change what ♪

♪ You been through ♪

♪ Leave that in ♪♪ Your rearview ♪

♪ Best love you can ♪ ♪ Give is loving you ♪

- ♪ You're so beautiful ♪ - ♪ You're so beautiful ♪

♪ Yeah ♪♪ You're so beautiful ♪

♪ Ah! I got a question, miss ♪

♪ How you do your ♪ ♪ Thing so effortless? ♪

♪ I really can't ♪ ♪ Explain How I look like this ♪

♪ Cause the way I feel ♪ ♪ Inside is the opposite ♪

♪ You got a glow that ♪ ♪ Make a diamond envy ♪

♪ Yeah, you shine bright ♪

♪ Can't compare to a diamond ♪

♪ But hey, I sound nice. ♪

♪ Take a look ♪♪ In the mirror ♪

♪ Yeah, that's a fine sight ♪

♪ I ain't had to say it ♪

♪ You already knew ♪♪ Right, right ♪

♪ But believe that though ♪ ♪ You be X-ing out ♪

♪ Them haters like tic-tac-toe ♪

♪ And I ain't ♪ ♪ In nobody's business ♪

♪ Let the tea get cold ♪

♪ Opportunity knocks ♪ ♪ You open up that door like ♪

♪ Hello ♪ TRE: ♪ Let's go ♪

♪ I been through hell ♪ ♪ And back, baby, I know ♪

♪ But you ain't making ♪ ♪ No excuses, it shows ♪

♪ It ain't just the physical ♪

♪ But it's your ♪♪ Heart and your soul ♪

♪ Girl, you're beautiful ♪

♪ Can't change what ♪ ♪ You been through ♪

♪ Leave that in your rearview ♪

♪ Best love you can ♪ ♪ Give is loving you ♪

♪ Loving you ♪♪ You're so beautiful ♪

♪ You're so beautiful ♪

Sasha! Sasha! Ha ha! Sasha, girl.

Come on, spend with your brother friend.

Aw, come on, Sasha.

Look, I made something special for you.

I have five "special for you's" at home, Larry.

- I'm good. - Don't do me like that.

Okay.

Okay, hold on, hold on. Here we go.

Good morning. Staye Up! Photography.

Hold, please.

Hello?

Apologies for the delay.

She would love to, but she's booked through next month.

Oh, Larry got you again, huh.

No comment.

Yes, I'm familiar with the Chicago Tribune,

but respectfully, she doesn't have time.

Please hold.

There's no space in our calendar.

- I'll find some. - We talked about this.

You just landed the New York Times.

You're officially beyond booked.

And the J. Newton Magazine competition.

- What if you get that? - Don't worry.

I'm LA's finest. I got this.

Hmm.

Just don't forget Saturday.

What's Saturday?

Joking. I know it's your initiation.

Wouldn't miss it.

Hi, Miss Yessica.

I'm here to see Miss Sasha.

She's expecting me.

Hi, Miss Tazima.

- Proud of your YouTube channel. - Thank you.

We just reached over 20,000 subscribers.

Nice.

Sasha's waiting for you in her studio.

Thank you.

Tazima!

Do you need my help?

I'm good, thank you.

Where do you want to start?

How'd you get into photography?

Sasha, baby? You're holding it wrong.

Both hands on the outside, remember?

Godmother?

I-I mean, Miss Sasha?

You're still just as gorgeous as the day I met you.

Come here.

I know.

See, your mama was 18 years old sneaking into bars full

- of military men sashaying... - I,

and dancing her way into my heart.

- I don't remember that. - Oh, you remember that.

Arnold, don't distract me.

Sasha and I need to finish these care packages

for the Women's Center.

I love you, Suzette, baby.

Sasha, help your mama.

Miss Sasha?

Oh, um, there were a few teachers

at school and some other people.

Awesome. So, Mommy told me you're one of the three

finalists to win the J. Newton Magazine competition.

Please tell my subscribers about this organization.

Melissa still can't keep a secret.

Jansa Newton Productions is one of the largest

multimedia companies in the world

and her magazine, J. Newton, hosts

an annual competition to spotlight photojournalists.

I'm just honored to be in the running.

Are you nervous? Excited?

OMG, is it true that you could win a million dollars?

Slow down.

I'd love to win, meet Jansa,

the CEO, and see my work about our community

in a six-page spread of J. Newton Mag.

Money'd be nice, too.

I know we've been working on your renewed health

for a while, Arnold.

But

it isn't getting any better.

Your high blood sugar levels have damaged

the blood vessels in your kidneys.

One of the complications of diabetes.

Mm...

I've scheduled you to start dialysis.

Do you have any family?

Yeah.

I suggest you stay with them.

Or you could check into assisted living.

Thank you, Doctor.

I'll give you a moment.

Hi, you've reached Sasha Staye.

Please leave a message after the beep, and I'll get...

So, Christian, what is your age?

I told you I'm hungry. I came here for the food.

I understand that, but we've got to complete this form.

I'd like to know, what is your age?

I can't think when I'm hungry.

I understand that. And where are you from?

How long have you been unhoused?

These are questions we have to ask you.

Excuse me for just

one second, Christian.

Well, don't take too long or I'mma leave.

I'll be right with you. I promise.

Can you please finish her intake?

I am too old to be dealing with the mean ones.

You remind me so much of your mama

when you do that head thing.

She used to do that when she was pensive.

Miss Emily, I'm sorry, but I can't.

I have to go to the cleaners today

to get my white dress for Yessica's initiation.

She's joining our sorority tomorrow and I'm pinning her.

But I'm almost done.

Just the tour.

Hi, Christian? I'm Sasha, the owner.

Miss Emily thought you may want me to show you around.

I already told Emily.

I'm not moving in here.

I love my tent just fine.

I understand.

You know, my mama and my grandma started this center.

- Really? - Yes.

And they'd never forgive me if I didn't give you a tour.

Hmm.

Well, can I meet them?

Well, they both passed on, but I suspect

they're looking down on this place,

seeing if I'm doing my job correct.

Like showing you around.

All right.

And inviting you to an upcoming pamper party.

Come on.

Right this way.

Hey, Mel.

I messed up.

I don't have my white tomorrow for Yessica's ceremony.

Can you please put my pin on Yessica

tomorrow at the initiation?

Please?

I know.

I'll tell her.

Thank you.

Thank you, thank you.

Okay, bye.

♪ Destination unknown ♪

♪ She ain't going back home ♪ ♪ Be on my own ♪

Okay, she'll be here any second,

pray for forgiveness, and then get over it.

- I will. I just think if I... - Don't even go there.

Okay? She knows you. She'll understand.

- But... - Don't say it.

Yep, yep.

This reminds me of that time we were in high school.

- It's not the same. - It is the same.

Yes.

Look, I know Miss Emily would not throw

you shade like old girl did, but why do you

keep putting yourself second just to please others?

Miss Emily could have given that tour.

Just like that chick could have taken

her own photos for her own portfolio.

Imagine that... when she gave you no credit and they...

Magically showed up in a magazine...

- And you said nothing. - And I said nothing.

- That's right. - You need another story.

Anyway.

Make it up to Yessica. She'll be fine.

Oh, I hooked her up.

- Hey, sisters. - Hey.

Yessica.

- Mm. - Congratulations.

And I am so, so sorry.

Mija, stop it.

If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have gotten in.

Well, that's not entirely true.

You are going to do big things in our sorority

and I'm very proud of you.

Me too. Alright, enough talking. Let's eat and open gifts.

What? Papa Arnold's called?

- Are you gonna... - Yeah.

Oh my God, Sasha.

I forgot with our sorority stuff.

The J. Newton Magazine team called on Friday.

It's down to you and one other person.

- Yes! - Wow.

Okay.

- A little more excitement? - I am.

I just don't want to jump the gun.

Well, you've got this

but we need to start planning.

I'm thinking a photo journalist theme

that truly speaks to people.

We're not doing that.

Today, we're celebrating you.

Let's take this selfie.

Welcome.

Yes, Mel. I'm finally meeting him tonight.

The online guy.

He said he's sick. You said he's cat fishing.

Yes, tonight, 7pm at Stevie's restaurant.

Yes.

Excuse me, stranger. No trespassing.

Oh, Sasha.

Where you been?

Hello? I'm still here.

Oh, my bad, Mel.

I just ran into Dennis... Yes. Preschool D.

Let me hit you back.

You know, I come and go.

You the one traveling the world.

I'll follow you, superstar.

It's nothing, really.

How about you?

I did undergrad and masters in D.C.

Then real estate investing in the NY.

Home now.

Mom has dementia.

You probably heard my pop died.

Left me to take care of everything.

Sorry for your loss.

So what brings you to the center?

Photography lessons?

I'm knocking down the Women's Empowerment Center.

Wait, what? Why?

We need to improve our neighborhood.

Looks the same as when we were kids.

But we're protecting and educating

the people who live in it now.

- That's how you'll see growth. - I agree.

But infrastructure's important, too.

We're building a private school

that's gonna change everything.

Oh, so you come back home and the first

thing you do is move us out and move the white folks in.

This is a private school for us.

Well, most of us in the community

don't have money for private school.

Well, it's an African center school for those of us who can.

They'll have a track, swimming pool...

What happens to all the women and the girls

who need us for mental health, housing, school?

I know, Sash,

but we need economic stimulation in our community.

Oh.

So that's what this is about.

Your dad never cared about money.

That's the problem.

He owned all these buildings in the community

but never charged enough for the upkeep.

I've inherited unnecessary struggles.

And with this venture, I'll be able to make sure

my mom is good.

Sounds to me like you're willing

to displace families so that you can live high on the hog.

I'm sorry.

Your lease is up in three months

and I'm not renewing.

It's not personal, Sasha. It's just business.

I hope this doesn't impact our friendship.

Hey, Sasha.

Look, I got something new for you.

- I can't. - Hey, hey.

Keep your head up. You gonna be alright, sister.

- Thank you, Larry. - Uh-huh.

Hey, Mel.

Hey, girl.

- Hey. - Hi.

Why did you send me the lease for the center?

Dennis is trying to shut it down. Can he do that?

The fuck?

We've been at that location since the center opened.

Okay. First of all, I'm gonna need you to take a breath.

I am.

Fine.

Mm-hmm. Better. Better.

Well?

Sorry, girl. He's right.

He can close the center as soon as the lease expires.

No. This is my mom's legacy.

How do I fix this?

I don't know... yet.

But you just found out. Maybe let it sink in first.

I won't lose the center. I can't.

Sasha, you'll figure this out. Okay? Pray on it.

It'll come to you. Always does.

You're right.

And, um... I don't know.

Maybe focus on something else for a little while.

Like what?

Mmm. Like how your best friend really needs

you to do her a favor and watch the kids tonight?

Again?

Excuse me, ma'am.

These are your godchildren.

But I have my date.

Do you, though?

Okay, our babysitter literally just

canceled and Sekou and I have this huge

lawyer networking meeting tonight.

Please don't make us miss it.

Besides, you don't want to meet

old boy dealing with all of this.

Fine.

I'll cancel.

Use your key and let yourself in.

I'll see you later.

Thank you.

Bye.

This is so great.

Uh, hello?

- Who are you texting? - Sorry.

Remember that online guy?

He thinks I'm a flake and doesn't want to see me anymore.

- Fuck him. His loss. - I suppose.

Mm-hm. So, the point of my story is Sekou

just became head DA, right?

And how does it look for his wife to be suing cops?

I mean, the optics are horrible,

but defending black people's civil rights

is the whole reason I became a lawyer.

Are you still texting old boy?

No, I'm trying to see if I can get

this place declared a landmark.

Oh. Okay.

Okay, well, can we please

talk about my marriage crisis?

I really need your help on this.

He knew what you did when he married you...

Before he was a DA.

Mm-hm.

Sasha, have you not called him back yet?

Nope.

Girl, it's been 20 years.

It's time to talk to him.

Easier said.

Call him back.

If you don't call him, I'll call him.

Hair is done.

Now I need my source to finish the makeup.

Oh, Sasha, there's a woman, says her name is Christian.

Welcome.

Sorry. Um...

Ladies, I would love to introduce

you to my friend, Christian.

I wouldn't exactly call us friends.

And it's Chris.

May I take your belongings?

No, I'm good.

- I'll lock it up. - I'm good.

Hola, Chris. I'm Yessica.

Your hostess extraordinaire.

Let me show you around.

You know what?

I'll set her up in the locker room.

And let's just have everyone eat, please.

- Okay. - Follow me?

I'm so glad you're here, Mama Brookie.

Oh, baby. When my god baby needs me, I show up.

And I appreciate you for that, Godmother.

I just want you to see our new faces,

and... I miss you.

I miss you, too.

Okay, you'll have plenty of quality time

together, but right now, I'm about to glam you up.

You'll never hear me complain about a beauty session.

That's what days like this are for.

As women, we all deserve to feel beautiful.

I'm glad you came.

Why we gotta wear makeup to be beautiful?

It's not a requirement, Casee, right?

But it feels nice to accentuate

what we should already love about ourselves.

Hm. Not everybody feels that way.

Some of us see life for what it is.

- And it's ugly. - Oh.

And it's harsh, and it's racist.

It makes you feel that way inside.

I understand.

I had a dad, he was absent,

unreliable, and I just...

You know, that's why we started

these pamper days, right?

To help you love the skin you're in?

Regardless of your current circumstances.

Mm-hm.

Cause this society, damn sure, don't love it.

- Idiotas. - That part.

Just my mom, that's the problem.

Oh, Casee, your mama is a product of this society.

Now, life's gonna throw some rough patches at you

especially with our skin.

I mean, we got some stories.

They're a part of what makes us survivors

and can't nobody take that from you.

Did you ever resolve things with your dad?

No.

She still can.

Wait. He's alive?

I would talk to him so fast.

I never was one to hold my tongue.

Even my ex-husband couldn't beat that out of me.

Oh, baby.

Well, mijas, we're all looking beautiful up in here.

And I got the receipts.

Now pop open the bubbly, and turn the music up!

♪ Awight, come on ♪♪ You don't stop ♪

♪ You don't stop ♪

♪ What's happening In the world today ♪

♪ You don't ♪♪ You don't ♪

♪ You don't ♪

♪ We need to make ♪ ♪ A change one day ♪

Thank you, Sasha.

I really needed this.

Have you given any thought to our offer?

We have a room ready for you.

Uh... I don't know. I'm

kinda have my tent decor the way I like it.

Plus out there

nobody can find me.

It would be completely anonymous.

Unless, of course, you say otherwise.

I promise.

- Uh... - Hot showers.

Free food every day.

All my stuff.

I'd order a safe tonight.

We can even have Miss Emily do your intake.

And I would do it, but I have a photo shoot.

The one that left in the middle of my interview?

She really is a good person.

She runs the center.

She does all the pickups.

Uh-uh. Mm-mm. Never mind.

This was not a good idea.

I'll just cancel my shoot.

Thank you.

Everybody ready for the reveal, ladies?

Well, what about, um, Monday?

That way you have time to pack and Sasha

won't have to cancel work and she'll be there.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Sasha?

Dad?

Are you alright?

Well, let's just say I've been better.

Where do you want this?

Oh, wow.

That's the first day of my combat photography job.

Wow. Please be very careful with that.

I am.

I miss her.

You know, Mama was the best at everything.

You know what?

Take that waterfall thing down

and put it over there.

I want it up there.

Yeah.

Wow.

On second thought, put it over there.

This way I can see your mama and I.

And then, once you've done that, if you could

take this one and put this one over there.

- Dad? - Yeah.

Well, you can take your pictures

and put them in the hall closet.

Why are you here?

What? I can't come see my own daughter?

Okay.

My doctor told me that my kidneys are failing.

And that it's because of my diabetes

and I gotta go on dialysis.

And they told me that I can either

check into a living facility, assisted living,

or come stay with family.

Dialysis?

Di...

Diabetes? Dad?

How come you didn't tell me?

You could've texted me.

Sasha, I don't wanna argue.

I don't even know how much longer I have on the planet.

Don't talk like that.

Stop. Just as you're on your knees.

Girl, God always gives us what we need.

This wasn't that.

I did not pray for my absentee dad to come back in my life.

- Oh, that's how it works. - Excuse me, Sasha.

I've called every vacancy in a two-block radius of the center.

They're all $5,000 or more a month.

And Christian called...

Postponed her center move-in date again.

Okay, let's expand the search.

Contact my old clients and see if they have any rental hookups.

And I'll call Chris.

Okay.

So you, um...

You think moving in Chris right now is a good idea?

I'm not gonna just leave her on the street.

I mean, it doesn't seem like she wants to move in.

You don't wanna force her...

No, the center isn't closed yet.

I know.

Have we talked to your dad?

Okay. Tea time's over.

Don't you have some lawyer stuff to do in your office?

Matter of fact, I do.

He helped your grandma and your mom with that center.

He has a right to know.

Tell him.

So...

What you working on tomorrow?

A Native American woman...

She survived one of those

abusive government boarding schools.

Wow, that really sounds interesting.

It's a private session.

Hey listen, I'm not gonna bother nobody.

I would just sit in the corner, you know, quiet.

Not getting in anybody's way.

Nothing like that.

No.

Baby, I... I just want to see you in action.

Dad, just please eat your food, sir.

I say my prayers too you know..

Amen. Amen.

Give me your finger.

Ouch. Hey, you know I can do this myself.

I haven't seen you.

Well, you ain't been around me 24-7, either.

Please.

How's it look?

- Ah, see? I'm good. - Mm.

I have to run over to the center to move

a client in, so I'll be back in a few, okay?

Oh, man. This late?

Listen, let me get myself together. I'll go with you.

I'm sorry, but she only trusts me.

I see. Well, at least let me meet you down at the center.

You know, I haven't been there in a long time.

Pops, have a good night.

- Don't wait up. - Don't wait up?

No.

You didn't need to come and get me.

I would've made my way to the center.

I made you a promise.

Woman of her word.

Got it.

I am.

Hey, Sah.

Hey, Dad.

Hey, do me a favor.

Show me how to work this fancy camera.

I'm tired.

Come on now.

Whenever you wanted me to show you,

I always took the time, right?

Until you didn't.

You don't remember.

We'll shoot after school.

Meet you there, he says.

Probably still stuck in that chair.

I won't let him stand me up again.

I'm gonna march in that house

and say respectfully, "I'm gonna learn

photography on my own, Dad."

That was a long time ago, Sasha.

You need to let that go.

You remember.

Dad, uh, running late, just want to make some toast.

- Good morning. - Good morning.

Mm-hmm.

I didn't know the eggs...

You know, you hid everything.

I can't find...

What's the matter?

Not today.

Not today?

Thought you wanted some toast.

Have a nice day.

Sasha! Sasha!

Good morning.

- I got a little some... - NOT a good day, Larry.

Damn! Maybe you need to meditate or something.

Felicidades, jefa! Lo hiciste!

Hello? Huh?

The J. Newton Magazine, you won!

Mm... mm-mm... Mm-mm... mm-hmm...

Okay.

So now, your Jansa interview

and your six-page photo journal submission

is over a month away.

Okay, so let's hold all new clients.

Mm-hmm.

Let's just focus on the J. Newton Magazine

and, of course, the Empowerment Center.

Mm-hmm.

And, you know, I think I'll ask Christian

if we can highlight her journey.

I like that.

Focus on the humanity of the unhoused.

Exactly.

Ooh, I have the perfect idea to incorporate

community service into the photo shoot.

Thank you. He'll be right out.

- Dad? - Yeah?

Dad, what's going on?

You're gonna be late for dialysis.

I'm tired, baby.

Well, you can sleep during treatment.

The med van is outside. Let's go.

Sasha, I... I can pick out my own clothes.

Well, find some, please.

- I'm not going. - That's not an option.

Please get dressed. The driver is waiting.

I...

am not going.

- Hey! - Girl, he's doing it again.

- What's up? - You know Stuck Arnold?

He's back and it is driving me crazy.

Girl, you gotta give him some grace.

He's really sick and probably depressed.

You already know he checks out when...

But he won't get on the med van for dialysis.

Okay, first of all, I need you to stop pacing.

You're making me dizzy.

Second, calm down, take a breath.

Now, isn't this his first dialysis session?

- Yes. - Then you should go with him.

I can't just skip community service.

- People are depending on me. - So is your dad.

Do not put him on that van.

You take him there, get him situated.

On that note, I'm gonna let you go, okay?

Bye.

Please give Christian my apologies for being late.

Of course you did.

I am in way over my head, Yessica, and...

- Mr. Arnold Staye? - Oh, I've gotta go.

Okay, see you in a few.

- Hi, I'm Sasha... - Staye. I love your work.

Especially the photos you did on front line

hospital workers during the pandemic.

I'm Nurse Lynnae.

Thank you. It's a pleasure to meet you as well.

This is my dad.

- How do you do? - Pleasure.

My pleasure.

So, please take good care of him.

He is in good hands.

Wait a minute. You're leaving?

- I thought... - I'll see...

I'll see you tonight.

I thought we were doing this together.

Dad, I wish I could, but you know...

Baby, just stay for a little bit.

I mean...

The med van will take you home.

I would...

You're gonna be alright.

I promise.

I'll stay with you the next visit

and I will take you home today. Okay?

Right this way, Mr. Staye.

Thank you.

Sorry, Brittney, thank you for staying late.

Thank you for all this food from your sorority.

Well, thank you for these photos.

Please, Sasha, I know I was resistant at first,

but I'm glad you had me moved to the center.

I'm gonna head back.

See you later.

Girl, I didn't know you had a new location for the center.

♪ La la la la la-la ♪

♪ The faith that lies In you is gonna ♪

♪ Get you through No matter what ♪

♪ It looks like ♪

♪ What it looks like ♪

♪ Even though It don't feel right ♪

Thanks very much for being here.

Welcome.

So, how's work?

- Good. - Melissa?

Fine.

How are things at the center?

Wait a minute.

Is there something wrong with Miss Emily?

No.

What is with the one-word answers?

I'm sorry, Dad. I have a lot on my mind.

Well, I'm listening.

Good morning, Mr. Staye and Sasha.

We're ready for you.

Right this way.

Hi, Michelle. How are you?

I need a favor, please.

Can you fit Sasha for an appointment

with Mayor Benyarku sometime next week?

Thank you so much.

Dad, you really didn't need to come tonight.

I have a meeting and I just can't...

Look, I don't need you to look after me.

Okay, go handle your business.

You've kept me out of my wife's family center long enough.

Dad, listen...

Well, I can see you haven't kept it up.

What happened to you being committed to the family legacy?

I am committed to the legacy that my mama

and grandma Susie built here.

I have been working hard to...

Yeah, well, I can't tell.

I can't believe this. Water damage.

Mold. How did this happen?

Mr. Staye?

That's my name?

Dennis.

You know Mr. Smith's son, Dennis?

Oh, my God.

Dennis!

How are you son? It's good to see you.

Hey, you too.

Wow! Listen, I'm really sorry about your dad.

He was a great man, and I do mean a great man.

He cared about this community.

And he knew how to treat people right.

And, Mr. Staye, you know I'm gonna do the same.

Mm.

It's a bit different than what Sasha's grandma

and my grandfather agreed.

But times have changed and I firmly believe

that a private school is gonna be good for our kids.

Just like this center.

Wait, wait, wait. Hold on, slow down.

What are you talking about? You talking about...

Closing the center?

Thought you knew.

No, I can't say that I did.

They're gonna be taught about us by us.

- They'll have scholarships... - No, son.

Your father would be rolling over in his grave if...

No, sir. I'm just trying to get you...

You're trying to make an extra buck,

is what you're trying to do.

You don't care anything about this community.

Dad...

And you.

I knew it was a mistake when Miss Emily

let you take over everything.

Family legacy my ass!

Wait, Dennis, hold on. I'm sorry.

Dad, please, wait a minute. Let me just...

Sasha!

No!

Dennis, can you please reconsider?

Maybe just raise the rent or...

I don't know, we could use one of your dad's other buildings.

I'm sorry, Sash. Truly.

It's just that all of the buildings have

to have continuity with the entire campus.

Well, maybe we can incorporate the center into the campus.

Say more. You know, like a marketing thing...

Private school, community center.

I thought your clients need confidentiality.

Yeah, you're right.

Tell you what.

You come up with one million to buy the building,

and agree to match the exterior

with our campus, and we can figure out a way

to keep the center and its privacy.

That's a lot of money.

That's a steal in this L.A. market.

Building needs a lot of work.

I'll cover those costs.

Thanks.

Amen.

How to meditate.

Hey, where have you been?

You're drinking now?

Since when do you drink?

You haven't seen me in a long time.

There's a whole lot you don't know about me.

I was just worried about you.

Hmm. You need to be worried about saving the center.

See? Administrative work is like riding a bike.

- I never learned. - I'm sorry, I didn't mean to...

She just meant it'll come back easily.

Okay, I understand and I'm grateful for the job.

It's just, I could barely remember how to file,

let alone how to use a computer.

No worries, we'll teach you.

Just...

What the... What are they doing here?

He gave me notice he was coming.

What can I do? It's his building.

What's going on over there?

Oh, it's nothing, just some workers. Let's get back.

So just touch here.

I love you, baby.

You should be her only priority.

She had a photography lesson.

I told her to stop those.

You just got back and already starting.

She needs to understand that sometimes

we sacrifice things for our family.

Leave her alone.

Please.

It is not her job to take care of her sick mother.

If anything, it's your job.

- Maybe take some time off. - I can't.

We are so short on time.

She's gonna need you.

And checking out on us all the time

only pushes you further from her.

Be proud of her.

Correct. Mayor Benyarku said the center

does not qualify for landmark status.

Damn.

And all your old clients called me back.

No one has real estate connects around here.

Yessica, maybe we should just give...

I've started reaching out to corporate sponsors

and looking for non-profit grants.

- We're not giving up. - Okay.

I don't know, Mel. It seems like it's more trouble

than it's worth at this point.

- No, don't say that. - Are you crazy?

Look, I have an idea.

Do you know how hard your mother

worked to keep that center open?

She was fighting cancer at the time.

Dad, please, hold on.

Okay, I'll let you go.

Just think about an art gallery fundraiser.

We'll sell you and your dad's photos.

It'll be bomb, okay?

Okay, bye.

- I'm sorry, I just... - And stop apologizing!

You've been doing that your whole life.

Just do what you're supposed to do.

I have been trying.

I'm hitting walls.

- And my whole life, I've been... - Sasha, I don't want

to hear any excuses, okay?

I really wanted to show Christian's complete story.

She's not a victim of domestic abuse.

She's a survivor.

She's a trusted friend in the community.

And she's a mother.

I really wanted to show where she was living

on the streets and where she is now,

living and working at the center.

Are you sure you want to bring up the center? I mean...

If one more person asks me about the center...

I'm sorry.

Never mind.

No. I'm sorry, Yessica.

Let's take a break.

Agreed.

♪ I am human ♪

♪ And I am flawed ♪

♪ My skin is thin And sometimes ♪

♪ I bear my claws ♪

♪ Forgiving me ♪

♪ Forgiving you ♪

♪ We're all learning ♪

♪ To live in truth ♪

I mean...

Sekou must have had a change of heart or something

because today he says... You know what I loved

most about you in law school? Was your activism.

So you keep going after the bad cops.

I'll keep defending the good ones.

- That makes me smile. - Mm-hmm.

Yeah. Enough about me. What's going on with you?

Same old. Arnold still isn't talking to me.

Oh. He'll come around.

You know he always does.

Have you given any more thought to my fundraiser idea?

It seems like a lot... I'm hoping Yessica just finds

a sponsor or a grant or something.

Yeah. Yeah, I mean, having a fundraiser

right now is the perfect time.

Christmas is a month away,

right around the corner, right?

Art is the perfect gift.

I don't know.

Look, I know you don't want to hear this

but your dad has a point.

That center was not easy to open

for your grandma and your mama to sustain.

I know.

And even though white folks did not want

grandma in the neighborhood, she kept it up.

- You know what I mean? - You don't have to tell me

about my family history.

And anyway, it's the hood now.

Not the point.

Whether you like it or not, they're coming back. Okay?

Dennis is cutting off gentrification at the knees.

Please, don't mention him.

Sasha.

I didn't...

I think you should see someone about that.

- I'm handling it. - Not well.

Look, I...

I don't... I don't know what it's like for you.

Internally...

To feel this need to say yes to people all the time.

To be living with a man you've been

angry at since childhood. I...

I don't know.

But what I do know is...

I don't like seeing my best friend hurt herself.

I know this may come as a surprise

to a lot of people, but...

You know I haven't always loved myself.

But what you don't know is...

I've secretly been doing a lot of therapy.

Mm-hmm.

But now I love me.

A lot, as we know, right?

I want that for you. You deserve it.

It's been a journey, okay?

But... Go to therapy.

Do the work.

Live your best life.

I'll give her your info.

My dad always taught us that we didn't need it.

No shade to your dad or anything,

but his ass should've been went to therapy.

Mel, I have a lot of work to do.

Oh, I...

I thought you were taking a pause on new clients.

Yeah, but I still have the work for the J. Newton spread.

Oh.

Okay, well I, um... I just, um...

Just say it.

Okay.

A couple weeks ago, at my black women

attorney meeting, I

may have signed you up to photograph

this expose about this single dad who's struggling

financially, but he's raising this genius daughter.

- I forgot to tell you. - And to ask.

Well, it's for a good cause.

I thought you'd be down.

Just get in there, take a couple photos, it's nothing.

What I do for a living is nothing.

I can't believe you forgot.

Sasha, I've been juggling a lot and...

Girl, you know that's not what I meant.

I value what you do.

Would it be okay if I said no?

I mean...

It's for the kid.

And me. But I told the org that THEE Sasha Staye

is gonna be our celebrity photographer,

and if you're a no-show, it's gonna look bad on me.

You know I'm the president.

When is it?

A couple of hours.

She's gonna be home after school.

- Mel, really? - Please.

Please.

Please.

Okay, but...

Next time, please, can you ask me?

In advance? Please?

I will. I promise.

I promise.

Okay. Confirmed. This was fun.

Oh, good job.

Yeah. Okay, smile, Kalea.

We're all done. Thank you, Kalea.

Thank you. Thank you so much. You did great.

Thank you, ladies.

That was great. Thank you.

Excuse me, Miss Sasha. This was beyond fun. Thank you.

You're most welcome.

After today, I think I want to be

a model or a photographer like you.

Or you can be both, and don't let

anyone ever tell you that you can't.

I won't. Thank you.

Bye.

Ooh! That was great. See, I told you, everyone loves you.

The way you engage with the family,

it's really something else. See?

Told you I signed you up for a good cause.

Just stop.

- What's the problem? - You already know.

Then why are we still discussing it? It's done.

Besides, you could have said no, Sasha.

Sasha, I already said sorry.

You actually never apologized.

Okay, you're being a little extra right now. Okay.

It's whatever. Yessica, let's go, please.

Oh.

Sasha.

So, Mel gave me this idea about hosting

a fundraiser using me and my dad's photography.

Art gallery?

I love it.

- I'll call Melissa so we can... - Not necessary.

Okay, so I'll call your dad so we can...

No, ma'am.

Okay.

So, I'll just start gathering

your best work over the years?

All my work is the best.

Are you still doing that?

Hmm?

That.

It's nothing.

You used to say that too.

I don't remember you doing that

when your mother was alive.

Okay.

You talking to somebody about it?

Somebody like Melissa?

Not talking to her.

Why not? She's your friend right?

Dad, I'm cooking.

Fine.

So, uh, how are things going down at the center?

Actually, we're gonna be selling our photos.

Have any that you're willing to part with?

- Probably. - It's gonna be good.

I'm gonna even donate the million that I'm getting

from the J. Newton competition.

What?

Oh yes, there was a competition.

Six-page spread. We all submitted our photos.

I won, so I'm getting the money.

Oh, but my favorite part?

I get an interview with my favorite.

Wait.

You're gonna actually meet Jansa Newton?

Yes, sir.

Oh, no, you maybe ask her to help with the center.

Is that all you can say?

I mean, you don't think it's a good idea?

Baby, where you going?

I'm starving.

Hi. Hey. Melissa, Sasha's not available right now.

But it's our lunchtime.

Um, I think she ate already.

Did she now?

Interesting.

What are you working on?

Wait. Go back?

Go back to that first one?

Is that...

Are you guys fundraising with my art gallery idea?

Good.

Good. I'm glad she's doing it.

Will you tell her I stopped by?

Respectfully, Sasha.

Please don't put me in the middle again.

I'm sorry.

Why aren't you talking to her?

Tired of saying yes.

You can say no without cutting people off.

I don't like being taken advantage of.

Are we still doing the fundraiser?

Yes. We need to move all those photos into the center.

How are you going to do that without

telling the women what's going on?

I don't know.

Thank you for coming out this early.

Emily, what's going on?

Sasha is fighting to keep the center...

What's so important? We needed a meeting at 9 a.m.

on a Saturday.

Godmother, hi. I didn't know you were gonna...

I invited her.

We'll talk later, Sasha.

I wanted to talk to everybody

before you left for the day.

What's going on?

We, Yessica, Miss Emily and I, we've been

working really hard

to raise money for the center.

- Are we bankrupt or something? - No, nothing like that.

We've been working on gathering some

wonderful photos from Sasha,

her dad and other photographers.

For an art gallery right before Christmas.

So, why are you raising the money now?

Well, the place needs repairs.

We figured we would get it ready for New Year.

You know, we're not blind.

You mean repairs by the men in the business suits?

Okay.

We found out that the owner of the building

wants to close the center to build a private school

for little black kids.

What?

When did you find that out? Before or after you uprooted me?

Please hear me out.

He gave us an opportunity to save the center

if we raise a million dollars.

And we just have to figure out

how to share the grounds with the school.

So, basically, I'm going to be living on the streets again?

Great. Listen, I promise each of you that

we will find you a place to stay.

I'm good.

Hey, wait, wait, wait a minute. Hold up.

Now, I've been around this center

ever since my best friend Susie Lee,

Sasha's grandmother, opened this center.

Wasn't always in this building.

She used to let women stay in her

living room to keep them safe.

Now, Suzette, Sasha's mother,

enlisted her friend Emily here.

And they got this space from Mr. Smith,

the only black man to own property in this neighborhood.

Of course, they didn't want them here, but they fought.

And Sasha is cut from the same cloth.

She will always take care

of the people in this center.

And she will preserve the legacy

of her family... building or not.

You got my word on that.

Sasha, are you Alright?

Does Christian think I lured her in?

But you didn't.

You can't think like that.

We've got too much work to do.

So just take a moment and let any guilt feelings go.

She's right, Sasha.

Do your best to save this center.

But like I said before, this center is more than a building.

Thank you.

Where do you think she could be?

I don't know, but I'm sure she's fine.

This is on me.

It's okay. It's okay. Let's keep looking.

Okay.

By the way, thank you for being

so forthcoming on your intake form.

I'm usually working with a lot less

on my first sessions.

You're welcome.

So, let's talk about your dad.

Ugh. Where do I even start?

You know what I noticed?

When you talked about Melissa, you started to pace.

And then when you started to talk

about Christian and the center

closing, you started to pace.

And now when I ask you about your dad, you...

- I don't even notice it. - But I want you to.

What is it that you think about when you pace?

I'm sure I wrote it on my intake form.

You probably did, but we're here to talk about it.

It's a safe zone, Sasha.

My heart, it starts beating really fast

and I feel like I have to walk to slow it down.

Okay. And does that help?

Not really.

Alright. And what else?

I just feel anxious, and I start getting conflicted.

Like...

Dr. Nikki, it feels horrible

to say no, but I want to...

And then my heart starts beating fast again, and...

Even with Arnold, my dad...

It's hard.

And I say no to him quite often.

And why do you think that is?

Because he... Because he...

Now, I didn't see that on your intake form.

I'm not proud of it.

Dr. Nikki, I'm... I'm just feeling tired.

Just a little longer, okay?

Stand up.

Please.

Now, I want you to pace.

Okay. And as you're pacing, I want

you to take a deep breath in.

And I want you to count to three.

And release it.

Good. Okay. Now, this time, I want

you to hold in your breath

and then I want you to feel your heart rate.

Just slow down.

Good. Hold your head up.

And no side-to-side movement.

- You noticed that? - No talking.

Just focus on your breath.

Good.

Okay? Now, you can do this

even before you start to pace.

So whenever you're in a weird situation

or someone's name rattles you, I just want

you to focus on your breath work.

But it's hard to do that and pace.

Exactly.

Okay?

So all of those little quirks and behaviors,

we're going to channel that into very intentional exercises

and it's going to help you take your mind

off of those stressful circumstances.

Okay.

Every time, Sasha.

I don't care where you are.

I want you to focus on your breathing.

Okay?

It's okay.

Just breathe.

Just breathe.

Excellent.

Okay?

That's all the time we have for today.

Thank you so much, Dr. Nikki.

Thank you.

Breathe.

Excellent.

Come in.

Hola. Sorry to interrupt.

You're good.

Just ran into Wesley.

He's one of the attorneys next door

at the law offices of Sauda Johnson, PC.

And I think he's secretly crushing on you

because he sure committed to buying lots

of your photos at the fundraiser.

Yes.

A few updates...

No luck with grants or sponsorships, unfortunately.

We secured a DJ, caterer, and bartender.

- We still need PR. - Mm-hm

Melissa usually has the media connect

from going after those cops when they mess with us.

Talk to her?

Not yet.

Don't you think?

I'm not ready yet.

I'm still working through some things

with my new therapist, Dr. Nikki.

So, let's practice for your J. Newton interview.

Miss Newton.

I love you so much.

You better not say that.

I love you too.

Great blood levels. I'm proud of you, Dad.

Thank you.

Hey, baby, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

Are you... Are you good?

Listen.

I want you to feel like you can talk to me.

Okay.

Question for you.

Sure. What's up?

Well, Mama was sick and used to leave a lot.

I don't want to talk about Mama, okay?

No, no, no. I'm not.

This is about my childhood. Just please, hear me out.

Okay, but my bourbon. Where's my bourbon?

- Where's my bourbon? - Finished it.

No, I didn't.

Where is it, Sasha?

Listen.

Mama was dying.

You shifted.

Something about the way you treated me,

it was different.

Did you throw it away?

No.

So, you didn't press him about your childhood?

No, ma'am.

Good.

Finally submitted.

Where is it, Sasha?

Sasha!

Fine. It's in my room.

Well, at least he's talking to you again.

Well, that happened when he saw the scars.

Commented that I did it when I was younger.

So, this has been happening for a while.

It's okay if you don't want to talk, Sasha.

Still not proud of it.

Just the wrist?

Hard pinches, too.

Punishment?

Kind of.

More like a release.

I want you to try this.

Here.

Now, whenever you're feeling like you want

to punish yourself, I just want you to squeeze these.

It helps?

Mm, It can temporarily relieve stress.

It's a tactile distraction.

It's relaxing, too.

- Won't hurt to try. - Okay.

Now, as for your dad in our last session...

I asked you to talk to him about your childhood

so that we could address

- the abandonment fears. - It didn't work.

I understand.

Maybe we just have to go about it a different way.

How about you talk to him

about anything but your childhood?

I don't follow.

Maybe you can talk to him about the center closing.

That's when he's the meanest.

Okay, well, maybe talk to him

about the J. Newton Magazine interview.

He wants me to use the million to save the center.

Maybe don't talk.

Just do photography.

He wants in your world as much as you want answers.

- Okay? - Okay.

♪ Seems impossible, be bolder ♪

♪ Find the courage to get over ♪

♪ It's the way you, You look at me ♪

♪ Know everything I can be ♪

♪ Came in my life And you set me free ♪

♪ Feel safer than I've ever been ♪

♪ You light up my life ♪

♪ The world's much Better with you in it ♪

♪ A present so bright ♪

♪ I'm grateful every Minute that you're in it ♪

♪ In my life ♪

♪ Ohh... ♪

How is it possible that nobody has housing

available for our residents?

- You think Covid? - Nah.

I mean, it's still serious but I think

the vaccine kind of ended up to scare.

What if we find housing for them outside of L.A.?

These women aren't living in El Barrio.

They've already been through so much.

And uprooting their kids from school? Mm-mm.

You're right. We just need to focus on saving the center.

Backup housing is just a Plan B.

That part.

By the way, Melissa suggested

we make the fundraiser a silent auction.

Start off with a minimum ask and people bid.

You spoke to Melissa.

Yes.

Is that okay?

Of course.

Okay...

And you will keep your head up.

And you will stare just like that every day.

For five minutes. Or every other day.

The key here is consistency.

And what am I saying to the mirror?

Whatever it is that makes you feel your best you.

I'm... stress-free.

I'm anxiety-free?

Write those down.

Now our job and mirror work is to be

as reflective and kind to ourselves as possible.

I believe this is the most effective way

in learning how to just love yourself.

Seems narcissistic.

No, it's not about becoming selfish.

I believe that this exercise

is about getting you to care less about

having others validate you.

Okay.

And you'll repeat those words.

The same words that you do in the mirror exercise...

I want you to recite those words anytime

you feel like there's an action you don't want to take.

I don't follow.

Okay. So you scratch your wrist and you pinch

yourself whenever you feel anxious

or when something's going wrong.

Whenever you feel like you're about to inflict

injury on yourself, I want you

to recite the words from your mirror work.

That way it's going to help you keep your hands

and your mind preoccupied and away from your body.

I will.

Good.

So, how's Mr. Staye?

Well, I mean, we have been hanging out,

but we're not talking about anything substantive yet.

Mm-hmm.

You know, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't be...

An excellent photographer?

You do beautiful work, Sasha.

And it all started with him.

So whenever you think about your father,

I only want you to focus on the positive

impacts that he's had on your life.

Okay. Well, we have been looking

through his photos for the fundraiser.

And I love that he told stories

as a combat photographer in Vietnam.

Showed the world our humanity.

He made me want to be a change agent.

Showed Black people as humans, not less than.

He taught you well.

Showed me how photos cemented us in history.

Like John Lewis in the Bloody Sunday images from Selma.

Those photos continued to galvanize our people

helped change laws.

You know, George Floyd touched humans

globally because we heard him cry for his mama.

And... We saw that knee kill him.

Cameras captured that.

He sounds like a great man.

And I love him for it.

Good. Now I only want you to focus on the positive

impacts that he's had on your life,

instead of worrying about all the other things

that he did wrong.

This might get him to open up about your childhood.

That's gonna be hard not talking about my upbringing.

Sasha.

I need you to focus on the fact that you

are here and you were doing all of the work.

And you were moving past all of that

childhood hurt that might have impacted who you are today.

You may not ever get the answers

that you want from your dad.

But our work here is to make sure

that Sasha loves Sasha.

Regardless.

I hear ya.

God, thank you for this body, my temple.

I treat it with love and kindness.

God, thank you for this body, my

temple.

I treat it with love and kindness.

God, thank you for this body, my temple.

I treat it with love and kindness.

God, thank you for this intelligent mind.

I use it wisely to confidently say no when needed.

God, thank you for this intelligent mind.

I use it wisely to confidently say no

when needed.

I don't remember these.

Oh, Dennis' dad took them.

Would have been nice if you had been there.

I had to work, baby.

I was taking pictures of this rich

white family and their teenagers at...

Their high school graduation.

We needed the money, Sasha.

Your jobs always left me alone.

Was it worth it?

Hmm.

Guess it would've...

It would've been alright if I didn't take that money.

A shift?

Maybe.

You know, graduation was the last time I saw him.

Couldn't take the rejection anymore.

He never has apologized.

But is that what you want?

An apology?

Let's just say for our work here

that you don't get an apology.

I would be upset.

He at least owes me that.

What I want for you to learn is acceptance.

And that's letting go of how you want your father

to be and choosing to just love him as he is.

Limitations and flaws. Now, I'm not...

I'm not discounting any of your past experiences.

Okay? But you can still make a conscious

decision to let go of all of the resentment

and the expectations of an apology for the past.

Okay, let's just look at his actions today.

Because it seems like he was really

trying to connect with you.

And he's really trying to be present now.

Acceptance, it makes room for that

new chapter in your relationship.

And it's also going to help you

on your self-love journey.

Yes?

And I think you can extend some

of that acceptance love to Melissa.

You haven't talked about her in a while.

I miss her.

There it is.

Yeah.

Hey, Ron, how you doing?

I'm actually here right now getting you those measurements.

Oh. Yeah, that's good news, but they need more time.

I don't know.

Yes, yes, I trust you. You're my partner, but, man...

Oh, he's leaving?

Understood.

Before he bounces.

Got it.

Later.

To confidently say no when needed.

Alright, Miss Newton, now for you.

Thank you so much, Jansa, for your time.

May I say...

May I say, before I leave, that I really

admire your accomplishments

and the way you give back to the community.

The way you give back to the community.

- Hello? - Hey, Dennis, what's up?

Hi, Sasha, how are you?

Fine, how may I help you?

Come on, Sasha, I don't think we have to be...

Dennis, I'm literally in the middle of something.

Just checking to see if the women have a place

to live after we, you know...

You shut us down?

Are they going to be okay?

Well, I don't think they're going to have to move.

But yes, we are looking for housing.

But we still have two weeks though.

Well, let me know if there's anything

I can do to help with the housing.

Honestly, Dennis, we're good. Thanks though.

♪ I'm on that stress free shit ♪

♪ If I believe Then I can be it ♪

♪ Yeah, I took my time And it paid of well ♪

♪ Rose back up when I fell, yeah... ♪

You know, I don't like this blindfold stuff.

Patience, Dad.

Alright.

You ready?

- Can I take this thing off? - Yes.

Welcome to our gallery.

- I forgot my squishy balls. - Wow.

Dad, do you like it?

Yes.

I really like it.

Wow.

Now listen, but you're not gonna

you're not gonna to sell a picture of Mama and I, are we?

Not the original, but we certainly

sell some prints at the event.

I'll drink to that.

I'm in.

Just one for each of us.

Did I hear drinks?

I'm in as well.

Hey, Papa Arnold.

Hi, Melissa.

Bye, Melissa.

Hi. Thanks for coming.

You know I wouldn't miss it.

Besides all this work you've all done,

it just really turned out great.

I'm not stupid.

I know Yessica didn't get all those A-list RSVPs on her own.

Thank you.

Of course.

Can we talk?

I don't think now is a good time.

Look, Sasha, I'm sorry.

Okay? Like, I know I'm a bit slow with it, but I get it.

And I ran through every scenario with Yessica,

and she would not tell me why

you stopped talking to me, and I just...

Because I never told her.

Well, she mentioned that you had said

that you were tired of saying yes.

And I get that.

I understand.

And I am sorry.

I should have talked to you about taking

pictures of Kalea and her dad before I committed you.

And I appreciate you.

I really do.

And I'm sorry I've taken you for granted.

I've literally been doing to you what I tell you

not to let other people do to you.

And I'm just so sorry. I just...

Okay. Stop apologizing.

Forgiven.

And I'm sorry for ghosting you without

at least telling you why I was upset.

Won't happen again.

It better not.

- Drinks? - Drinks.

Let's get some drinks.

Suzette, you know, this...

This event's a little triggering for me.

Because I know how hard you worked to keep it thriving.

And it's heartbreaking to see it struggling.

I wish you were here.

I'd hold your hand.

You were always my anchor.

I still miss you so much.

My God.

You look so much like your mother when you smile.

Thank you, Dad.

So, looks like everybody's enjoying the photos, huh?

- Yeah. - Yeah.

Ask me.

- I don't want to know. - Yes, you do. Ask me.

How much?

Ten thousand.

And that's just on ticket sales alone.

Wait till you see our digital pledge list

for originals and copies.

It's not nearly enough, but it's a good start.

It's a great start.

And the night is young.

Law offices of Sauda Johnson, PC

just pledged $100,000 on originals.

- Awesome. - Yes.

Hi, Sasha... Melissa... Yessica.

Dennis... Dennis... Dennis...

- How are you? - She's good.

What are you doing here?

- I'm just here to support. - Good, good.

Then you'll be buying original photos tonight, won't you?

Yes, ma'am.

Unbelievable. SASHA: Mm-hm

$300,000 is not bad, Sasha.

But not nearly enough.

You know what?

Sekou and I will donate $50,000.

What a blessing.

Thank you, Melissa.

What's going on here?

We're nowhere close to our goal.

But we've done well and we've got a couple of weeks.

We can do this.

Hey. I agree with you.

All we need is a little bit more time.

That's it.

Right? Where's Dennis? Dennis! Come here.

All we need is time. That's it.

Dennis, look.

We want to talk to you about...

I got it, Dad. Thanks, though.

Assuming you have some updates?

We're doing well.

But we're not close to a million.

- Oh. - Listen, Dennis.

All we need is a little bit more time.

I have a million dollars coming in

from the J. Newton mag competition.

It's coming at the top of the year.

I'm sorry, Sasha. I can't

Dennis, we're so close.

- Please. - Miss Emily.

Look, I...

My business partner has a guy who's leaving a city job

but he can expedite our permits if we start

the construction before he leaves.

And when is that?

Next week.

What?

So our plan was never real.

If you had made the money tonight, I was gonna honor it.

I really am sorry, Sasha.

I don't believe you.

You had my daughter thinking that she had a chance.

Dad, lower your voice, please.

I'm not gonna lower my voice. I'm your father.

Don't tell me what to do.

And you, Dennis, you're an insult

to your father's good name.

With all due respect, sir, please

leave my father out of this.

Son, your father was a friend of mine.

I'm not your son.

I know what my father wanted for this community.

Same thing I do.

We're just tackling it different ways.

Yeah, well, I don't think he would have

- raised you to abandon... - Dad

the people in this community.

Dennis, let's just talk about this later.

I really am sorry about this, Sasha.

I really tried to make this work.

Yeah. Walk away, Dennis. Walk away.

Because your intention was never to have my daughter's back.

You were only pretending.

What you intended to do was take away my wife's

my wife's center.

The one thing that I have left of hers.

And you want to take it away?

I was the one...

I was the one that looked after Suzette.

I'm the one that paid the rent on this building for her.

I was the one that stood behind her.

Dad, Dad, okay, enough.

Just leave him alone.

Leave him alone?

Are you defending him?

You're making a scene.

And you're making this about you.

Right, yes.

Everyone, the fundraiser is officially over.

Thank you so much for your support.

Have a good night, okay?

Thank you. Sasha, let's just go.

Hey, Sasha!

What do you mean?

Making this about me.

I'm trying to be here for you!

This is where you finally decide to show up?

I have always been here for you.

If the truth be known, you're the one

that shut me out with no explanation.

Not even a return phone call.

You know how difficult it was for me when your mother passed.

But I did my very best.

I made sure that you were clothed and fed.

And what did I get?

Huh?

Nothing.

You left me with nothing.

For twenty years.

Things weren't easy for me either when Mama died.

You left me.

I was twelve and alone in raising myself.

You know, even back then it was always about you.

Because you were stuck.

Never there for me.

Like, just taking a day off from work.

Or just coming home early before I went to bed.

Because of you...

Because of you I struggle to say no to people

for fear I'm going to be left alone.

It's like a part of you died with her.

I needed you... I needed you.

The scratching?

You knew about it.

But therapy is for weaklings, right?

All my scars carry your name.

Is this what yes gets me letting you back in?

I'm going to have you talk about losing the center.

I'm done.

And I want you out of my house.

Don't you talk to me that way!

- Sasha, are you alright? - I'm fine.

I'm worried about her and Mr. Staye.

I hear you, but they're strong and they will be fine.

- Hey, baby. - I forgot my squishy balls.

It's okay. It's okay.

- Squishy balls. - It's okay. It's okay. Shh.

Okay. Repeat after me. Repeat after me okay?

- God, thank you for this body. - God, thank you for this body.

- My temple. - My temple.

I treat it with love and kindness.

Good old Dr. Nikki, huh?

You're okay.

You're okay.

I can't believe this is happening.

I'm just grateful Yessica found everyone housing.

Christian?

Arnold?

Thank you so much, Miss Jansa, for this break.

It's my pleasure as well.

Thank you.

Sorry. I'm just a huge fan.

Hello?

Somebody did what?

Well, did you call the ambulance?

She doesn't believe in them.

But they're not the police.

Sorry.

I'm glad you saw the flyer.

I'll be there.

Paging Dr. Bender.

Paging Dr. Bender.

- Hi, Sasha? - Yessica, hi.

I need a favor, please.

I missed my interview.

I know.

The J. Newton camp wasn't too happy about being stood up.

If I could just explain.

I told them it was an emergency.

It wasn't like you. They were not hearing it.

They said you forfeited the award.

No money. No magazine spread.

And definitely no interview rescheduled.

I should have called

the moment I knew I couldn't make it.

I messed up.

I pinned your location. I'm on my way.

Hey, Sasha. Open the door.

Yessica?

- Hey. What do you need? - I'm fine.

Thank you, though.

Let's get you home.

A couple of women started occupying Christian's tent,

stealing her stuff, wouldn't give it back.

I hate to hear that.

So Christian started tearing her tent down

like on some "if I can't have it, nobody can"

type of drama.

Is she okay?

I mean, they jumped her.

Left her for dead.

No ambulance in the camp.

Cardinal rule.

So you had to go get her.

She'll be alright, though.

Let's talk about Sasha.

There are gonna be other opportunities

for interviews and awards.

Right, but not with my favorite THEE Jansa.

Maybe, maybe not.

You did a good thing.

Have you talked to your dad?

Okay, Sasha.

You are paying me to listen.

Okay? And you've been through a lot...

The closing of the center...

Christian... Your dad.

The J. Newton competition.

How does it feel to get all of that off your chest?

If I could go back, I would have kept it to myself.

Maybe tell him that.

I'm too ashamed, Dr. Nikki.

I should have never spoken to him like that.

Not ready.

Okay.

Before you leave, I want to share

a forgiveness exercise with you.

And you can pair this with the mirror work that you do.

But I want you to identify what you did.

Verbalize your remorse and be kind to yourself.

Even when those negative thoughts come

into your mind, just say, "I forgive you."

And you can substitute a person

that you want to forgive as well.

Can you do that?

Yes.

The key is to show yourself grace.

♪ Ooh, guess I'm foolish ♪

You're coming home with me until we find you housing.

Not up for discussion.

♪ To me... ♪

♪ How... it's self inflicted ♪

And I forgive you.

Hey, Mel.

I'm throwing you a birthday party

and it's going to be in your studio.

Wait, wait. Are you asking me?

Shit. Sorry.

Sasha, I want to throw you a birthday

party because it's the end of January

and we need to celebrate you.

May I rent out your studio space for this event, please?

You're funny.

But, yes, you may.

And you don't have to pay me.

Okay, and Tazima thinks she's going

to be there with her YouTube channel.

Well, if my goddaughter wants to attend...

- No, no, no. Adults only. - Bye, Mel.

Nice.

Give me a little sass.

Alright.

Yes.

Hey, Sasha, where you been?

Hey, Larry.

I've been on hiatus, but I'm back.

Let's take five.

Listen, I'm glad you're back at work because guess what?

I got a little something for you.

Oh, sugar.

You know what? I'm so proud of you.

Let me do an expose on you and your products.

Me?

Okay.

♪ Let's quit the talking ♪

♪ Cut the chit-chat Let's get back to what we do ♪

♪ Catch a vibe ♪

♪ I see you eye in' me ♪

♪ Show me how you move ♪

♪ Take me for a ride ♪

♪ Let's go anywhere tonight ♪

Excuse me, ladies, I'm pulling this one.

Hi, ladies.

Hey.

Chris, how's the housing hunt going?

We decided I need some company.

Wait, oh my gosh.

Roomies?

Yes.

She grew on me.

Yeah, I bet.

You know what?

I want to make a toast.

- Oh. - Mm-hm.

Everyone, everyone.

Raise your glasses, please.

May I give it, please.

By all means, girl.

I just want to thank everybody

for coming out and celebrating with me.

To celebrate you.

Thanks, Mel.

Last year was rough, losing the center.

But

y'all are my team

but you're my family.

And I love you.

Cheers.

Cheers.

We love you, girl.

And I know I speak on behalf of everyone

in this room when I say we are so glad

you started taking clients again.

The photojournalism world has missed you so much.

I mean, just look at the beautiful work you do.

Now, Sasha, I know how hard you and Yessica

worked on this magazine spread

for the J. Newton competition

but only a soul like you would miss an entire

interview with THEE Jansa to help someone else.

But that's just who you are.

And even though it closed, the good

that center did these past 50-plus years

will be forever etched in history.

Please raise your glasses, everyone.

Happy 40th birthday, Sasha Staye.

Wait!

I know how much that picture of your mom and dad meant.

And while it's not the original,

I did take a picture from the gallery

before the guests arrived, so...

Cheers, girl.

Thank you.

- Cheers. - Cheers, everyone.

- Mm. - Can we turn it up?

Yup! Here we go!

♪ I got the drugs She doing the coke ♪

♪ They getting it all for free ♪

♪ I need a big bag and a Billboard till they notice me ♪

Sasha? Sasha?

Yessica, you know you're supposed

to use the intercom.

I know, I know, but look at our fundraiser page.

People are making donation after donation.

Some of them not even purchasing the photos.

But how did they find this?

She told me not to say anything.

Yessica...

Okay, fine.

One of the media folks at your party

was from J. Newton Magazine.

Melissa literally called them every hour

until someone let her explain why you missed that interview.

They said they already gave the money to the runner up

but they'd feature your Empowerment Center story

on their socials.

And you know anything from from Miss Jansa...

Goes viral!

And Melissa is negotiating a deal to get.

Christian's story in the magazine after all.

I love her.

♪ I'm livin' my best life ♪

♪ Ain't got no time to waste ♪

♪ Time to waste ♪

♪ Tomorrow's not promised ♪

♪ So cherish every day ♪

♪ Every day ♪

♪ I'm livin' my best life ♪

One, two, three!

Thank you, everyone, for coming.

Thanks to our fundraising, your generous

donations, and the best news coverage by J. Newton Media,

we were able to buy this building behind us.

We named the building after the original founder,

Sasha's grandmother.

Welcome to the Susie Lee Empowerment Center!

And for those of you who don't know,

Susie Lee and I became best friends in the first grade,

and remained so throughout her lifetime.

I helped raise her daughter, Sasha's mother, Suzette.

And I guarantee you that right now they

are looking down, smiling, so proud,

as we all are, of our Sasha.

Thank you, Godmother.

Thanks to the fundraiser, we were able

to buy the building where my office is housed.

So now, Staye Up! Photography and the Susie Lee.

Empowerment Center are one!

Please, enjoy yourselves.

We have food, drink...

And Miss Emily, of course,

will show you the residential area

and our state-of-the-art computer center.

Enjoy.

Right on, Miss Sasha.

Thank you, Godmother.

Congratulations.

Look, I've had some time to think.

And I admit, I wasn't there for you like I thought.

And I realize now that I, I should have

been more present for you in the loss of your mother,

rather than going through my own grief.

I had no idea, Sasha, how my actions were affecting you.

And I'm sorry.

I know I can't go back and undo

what I did, but...

I can do better now.

My health... my health is doing better.

My diabetes is under control.

I feel like I got a second chance at life.

What I'm saying

is I'd love to have a second chance with you.

I love you, Daddy.

I love you.

Thank you.

Can I see inside?

Yes, I'm gonna show you something.

♪ Oh, yeah ♪

♪ Can't change what You've been through ♪

♪ Leave that in your rear view ♪

♪ Best love you can Give is loving you ♪

♪ You're so beautiful ♪

♪ You're so beautiful ♪

♪ Yeah, you're so beautiful ♪

♪ You're so beautiful ♪

♪ You're so beautiful ♪

♪ Yeah, you're so beautiful ♪

♪ I'm proud of this woman ♪

♪ That I'm becoming ♪

♪ Took time to Come to my senses ♪

♪ By the dozens ♪

♪ Baby, I deserve my flowers ♪

♪ So every day I wake up ♪

♪ Thinkin' 'bout the times I coulda gave up ♪

♪ But they never really Took it easy on me ♪

♪ Try to knock Me down, but yet ♪

♪ I'm still on my feet ♪

♪ I'm loving this aura ♪

♪ It's the drive for me ♪

♪ Take pride in me ♪

♪ I'm feeling like Someone come fight for me ♪

♪ It's the irony ♪

♪ That I couldn't see What the mirror ♪

♪ Been trying to show me ♪

♪ Hey, now I make sure I give my love ♪

♪ To yours truly ♪

♪ Can't change What you been through ♪

♪ Can't change What you been through ♪

♪ Leave that in your rearview ♪ ♪ Leave it all in the rearview ♪

♪ Best love you can Give is loving you ♪

♪ You're so beautiful ♪

You're so beautiful ♪

♪ Yeah, you're so beautiful ♪

- ♪ You're so beautiful ♪ - ♪ You're so beautiful ♪

♪ Yeah, you're so beautiful

♪ Can't change what You been through ♪

♪ Leave that in the rearview ♪

♪ Leave it all in the rearview ♪

♪ Best love you Can give is loving you ♪

♪ You're so beautiful ♪

You're so beautiful ♪

♪ Yeah, you're so beautiful ♪

♪ You're so beautiful ♪

♪ Love the skin You're in y'all ♪