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Can you pull over?

Dear Scotty, so I'm out early for good behavior, and

here I am dealing this.

You always hated memorials, and now I hate them too.

I hope it's not bad karma because I'm headed back to the place it all went

wrong.

See if I can get something right.

$5 .50 a month first and last today.

No, at least.

What's your name?

Kenna Rowan.

Get it, Dad!

Bitch!

Water and sewer are covered. There's a $250 deposit for electric. $250 on top

too much rent? And take a kitten.

A kitten?

Yeah, the kitten. It's like a cat. It's smaller.

Well, I don't want a kitten. Who wouldn't want a kitten?

Me.

I'll make you a deal. You take a kitten, and I'll leave the electric on. It's

really big. It'll give you a chance to get your shit together.

Fine.

Here.

Remember how we used to wonder what this place was like?

Well, paradise is no paradise.

And my new roommate is a small cat.

What am I going to do with you?

Now I just need a job so I can stay here.

Make this place a home.

Maybe then they'll let me see her.

Yeah, well, I'm hungry too.

Did you use to paint your nails when you were in the NFL?

NFL. Oh, NFL.

You need to be pretty for going to work. It's very, very important, right?

Not as important as being kind and smart.

If you say so.

Thanks, Dee.

This is perfect.

All right, let's get you home.

So I can hold hands when they cross the street.

I can hold hands when they have leaves.

All right. Thanks.

Thanks for the visit, Dee.

Love you. Bye.

Hi.

Oh, got your mantis in a bunch.

Afternoon. What's up?

Hola. Hey.

That's a favorite.

Let me guess, is it a mug?

More Bronco swag, seriously?

Must be Wednesday.

It might be worth drinking again.

Just to end this torture.

Oh yeah?

Yep.

Which mug would you use?

STD Awareness mug. Yeah, it's a favorite.

Nice choice. While you're obliterating your liver, you might as well keep one

eye on your chlamydia.

Priorities.

Funny. I thought it was funny.

So, what is it?

Scotty's memorial's gone.

Someone took it?

Yep.

Who would do something like that?

Do you happen to be hiring?

No.

Hey, uh, are you hiring?

No, I'm sorry.

Okay, thank you.

Come on in.

No, thanks. I just wanted to see if you needed help.

Desperately. Here, sit.

I'll get an application.

Here we go.

We can't hire folks with a record, hon.

Policy.

Okay. You've burned too many times.

Why don't you try the dollar den? They're always looking.

Just that.

Come back soon.

If you insist.

You know you can buy more than one thing at a time.

Mm. Mm -hmm.

I'm just working up the courage to ask you out.

Ken.

Well, um, Scotty. Mm -hmm.

It's, um, unfortunately against our policy for employees to date customers.

Really?

Mm -hmm.

Can I see that?

Excuse me.

Um, I'd just like to return the plate.

Oh. And, uh, I'm never shopping here again.

So, can I take you to dinner?

In that thing?

You don't like it?

It's just about the ugliest color orange I've ever seen.

I know.

It's not mine.

It's my best friend's.

I get off at seven.

Everything here reminds me of you.

But I have to keep going.

Maybe the bookstore we loved will help.

I miss their bougie coffee.

And I miss you.

Love, Kenna.

The Haltons books were into a bar.

I did.

What can I get you?

A coffee.

Coffee? Sure.

Creamy sugar, okay? Could you do caramel and extra foam, please?

You bet.

Soy, skim, almond, or whole milk?

Both, fine.

I was kidding.

This is a bar.

I do have a four -hour -old pot of coffee. Your choice of cream, sugar,

none.

I'll just take whatever.

Whatever,

coming right up.

Pretty impressive for not a coffee shop.

I'll be the judge of that.

Well, I'd probably give it a solid three stars on Yale. Three?

That reaction was more like a four, four and a half.

Well, no caramel, so.

No caramel.

Got it. Okay.

It's good to have something to aim for.

What were you writing?

Nothing.

Hey, do you... I happen to be hiring.

I could, um, up to the up game.

Not right now.

Sorry. Hey, coach.

Question about tomorrow's game.

Oh, be right back.

What's up?

Not a good pass.

I get it.

Um, yeah.

Anyways,

I got work to do.

Scholar's on.

All right.

I left Miami.

Oh, right. It's in the back.

Thank you.

I didn't read it.

I promise.

I can walk you out back closer.

Wait, um, you, uh, you mind if I get your number?

I, uh, I don't have a phone.

Who doesn't have a phone?

I should, uh, I should probably go.

Um, you should stay.

Hey, Ledger, need you inside.

One sec.

You okay?

I have to go.

Come back tomorrow, alright? I'll have that caramel.

I just, I can't, okay?

Dear Scotty, I met your friend Ledger today.

He didn't recognize me, but why would he?

It's not like we ever met.

I'm going to keep my distance.

Happy birthday.

I have enough to figure out.

Especially with Grace.

Ledger said he was going to be here.

He also knew it was important.

Make or break game this week. I'm sure he wanted to be here.

There's always help, huh?

Hey, why don't we go out?

Do something fun.

Now? I've had years to imagine how she must feel. Yeah, go.

Go.

She didn't want you to leave.

We should have listened.

If we did, she wouldn't have heard words like sorry and accident and

didn't make it.

You were their perfect boy.

In a perfect world, you'd still be alive.

But instead, they had to live in a world without you.

Because of me.

I'm the one they blame.

And I understand why.

You have pled guilty to vehicular manslaughter under the influence.

This court accepts your guilty plea and sentences you to seven years

incarceration.

And yet here I am, back in their lives, asking for one thing.

To meet our daughter.

Yeah, I can hold.

See you.

Time for t -ball.

Go get dressed.

We gotta go!

Is that Scotty's old jungle gym?

That was our spot.

That's what she wanted for her birthday.

Of course it is.

Where's your outfit?

I can't find my other boots.

Boots? Wear your cleats. People don't wear boots to play table. Why am I

my boots today? Listen to your coach. No burger if you don't wear your cleats.

Found your other boot.

Is that a freaking pigeon?

You win.

When's my mom getting a bigger car?

She drives a minivan. How big a car does she need?

Not Nana. My mom.

What do you mean?

Scarlett says my mom never comes to my T -Bone game. But when I ask Nana, she

says she will when she gets a bigger car.

Let me talk to Nana about that. We gotta go. We're late.

Our mom needs a bigger car.

I know.

I'm not prepared for her to start asking. I'm not ready.

Have you thought about telling her the truth? No, she's fine.

Yeah.

She won't stop acting until she knows.

This is a family -owned supermarket that puts our customers on a pedestal.

Nothing is more important.

Consequently, we have to know at every level of interface that we can guarantee

our customers happiness and safety.

Okay.

Hey.

Hey.

Are you okay?

I just re -injured someone and I don't have insurance.

What's your trauma?

Well, I can't get a job because I just got out of prison.

Really?

Yep.

Shit, you win.

Yay me.

What kind of job are you looking for?

Honestly, anything.

Well...

I can't guarantee full -time, but I could give you some shit as a bagger.

Manager already said no.

I could talk to him.

Amy Matthews.

Kind of.

Assistant manager.

Recent rear -ender. In charge of checkouts and bagging.

Thank you. I wouldn't go booking any trips on a private jet this side of

Christmas. The hours are shit.

And pay's even shittier.

Hey, don't you live in Paradise Apartments?

Hey, don't you own a Paris apartment?

Can we start Monday?

Yes. Thank you.

Tender. Where'd you hear that?

Scarlett's mom said if you have it, she'll break her finger.

I'm a burger monster.

You better eat the burger before it eats you.

Guys, I'm headed out. Okay, bye.

Love you, D. Love you, too.

Hey.

How'd you know I lived around here?

Um... I'm not here to see you.

Then why are you here?

McKenna.

I need to see her.

Go.

Right now.

This is none of your business. What the hell is it?

Ledger, please.

Please, just let me speak to them.

You don't understand, okay?

Get inside.

Sit.

Sit down.

The teething ring?

She's five.

What do you think is showing up here?

She's my daughter.

DM is their daughter. Your rights were terminated.

I'm pulling the truck in the garage and taking you home.

Don't move.

I mean it.

Hey. Hey.

Open the door. Get your hands off me.

Get off me. Calm down.

You can't be here.

Touch me. Grace, shut the door. What's going on?

Everything's fine.

Hey.

In the truck.

I'll call the police.

Coming back was a mistake.

No one benefits from you being in DM's life except you.

You're an asshole.

Why don't you have any stuff?

I just moved in.

Can I have this?

Sure.

You got a kitten?

Can you go, please?

Mama, let me have one.

What's its name?

It doesn't have a name yet.

Why are you so poor?

I just got out of prison.

Your dad's in prison.

Do you know him?

I was in a woman's prison, so no.

Why are you so sad?

I have a daughter, and no one's letting me see her.

Did she get kidnapped?

No, no. She's with her grandparents, but they're not letting me see her.

What do you want to do?

More than anything.

I'm Lady Diana.

I have some sparklers. Do you want to light them with me?

Maybe later.

Come with me.

I'm Ivy.

Boy or girl?

What's a girl?

They're gonna let you fear?

They took your baby from you.

You're never going to get over that.

So you decide right here, right now.

Are you going to live in your sadness or are you going to die in it?

I'm going to live in it.

I hope you told her to leave town. She is not welcome here. Of course I did. I

can't believe she's out already.

Dia Molo saw her.

Let me go say goodnight to Dee before I head to work.

I'm going to call her lawyer.

You good?

Yep.

Kendra's back.

Name's mom?

Yep. She was the woman sitting at the end of the bar the other night.

No shit. You didn't recognize her?

Nope.

Never met her.

Thought he was, like, your best friend.

Yeah, but I wasn't around. I saw her mugshot once.

But, uh, she looked completely different then.

I don't know.

That's been great. I'll need this right now.

I mean, to be fair, she did give birth to Dee.

Yeah, but no parent should be forced to set up hesitation with their son's

murderer. Don't you think murder is a bit dramatic?

She's not some stone -cold killer.

She left him there.

Ledge, if it weren't for you, I'd be lying in the ditch somewhere.

Maybe she's operating in the same gray area I was.

So what, she's in the gray now, you want to be all black and white?

It's not like you.

Seats You're an asshole

And I understood my place then, and my purpose

in relation to the army.

Why are you here?

I just wanted to see if you were okay.

Wait.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

But that's not it, really, is it?

You're worried that if you hear that I ended my life while you were eating your

cornflakes in the morning, you might be left feeling guilty that it was because

of you.

But don't worry. You did it.

Your conscience is clear.

Oh, my God.

Roll down the window.

I am Kenneth's dad.

Okay.

He's definitely not my dad.

No.

He's the guy who won't let me meet my daughter.

Sir.

Thank you for being on my side.

Our lawyer told us there's nothing she can do legally. Legal is not the issue.

I'm worried he's going to swipe her when no one's looking.

We can't trust her.

I don't know. I don't think she'd do something like that.

What do you mean?

How would you know what she would do? We don't know what she's capable of. None

of us know her, right?

Maybe you should meet up with her, see what she has to say.

Would she possibly have to?

Okay. No, she's got no rights. You know how hard this has been, okay?

We're finally in a good place.

We're not sharing Scotty's daughter with the women.

My horse's head came off.

Uh -oh. Oh, boy.

How did that happen?

I pulled it off.

Yeah, well, it's not a surprise then. Here, let's go.

Sorry, Patrick. I didn't mean to overstep.

No, no, no. Just make yourself useful.

Don't worry. Just bring that water.

Yes, sir.

You want to know something funny?

You know Scotty had his first kiss up there?

Yeah, you told me that.

Dana?

Yep. I remember I was pissed.

Call Jim's owner first.

He's much better looking than you.

Yeah, he was.

I'm going to get a beer. You want one?

Yeah, I'll take one.

When I'm older, I'm going to put the L in NFL.

Team. Broncos.

Now you're talking.

I'm more of a simple life kind of guy.

My plan is to get married, be a dad.

That's what I'm going to do.

While you go off and take down Brady.

What?

What? What is that?

What?

What the hell?

What? Is that a freaking pigeon?

That?

Yes.

Freaking pigeon.

That's my baseball glove.

That's my freaking baseball glove.

Okay, now I need you on two.

Put it up there.

Are you in the bag?

No bag.

Does she look like me?

Yeah, she does.

What's she like?

You walk to work?

Yeah.

Got an umbrella?

You can call an Uber.

Do they have Uber before you... Went to prison?

Yeah. Yeah, they had Uber.

Still don't have a phone.

Sure.

And all the land is dark And the moon is the only light

you can see Now I won't

be afraid Now I won't say a single thing

Just a song

Freaking busy.

You okay?

A little bit of rain.

You alright, home?

Nope, I'm fine. I'll just wait it out.

It's a long night. Let me give you a ride.

I'm fine.

Alright.

No wonder no one's in here.

The music's miserable.

It's not a misery love company.

Misery love is no music because all music is miserable.

I heard misery loves caramel.

Oh, can I get a to -go cup?

Don't push it. Still not a coffee shop.

Are you sure you don't want to ride?

Did you show up to my bar that night because you wanted me to lead you there?

I only showed up because of the books that Scotty and I loved.

I had no idea who you were until I heard your name because you're never around.

So you're telling me... What?

Scotty knew where the book was?

Thank you for the ride.

And the caramel.

Did you say you're going to propose?

You heard me correct.

Don't you think it's a little... Too soon?

No. No, I don't think it's too soon. I love her. I'm going to ask her on my

birthday, and I want you to be there. Hey, 2 -7. Okay.

Let's make moves.

Hey, hey.

Promise me.

You're going to love her.

Promise I'll be there. I got to run, all right?

Working. No, you're not. You're drinking a soda.

What do you know about work?

How many jobs have you had?

I'm a kid.

Then what are you up to, kid?

What are we going to get on our fruit platter?

Cheese! Cheese on our fruit platter?

Ray! What, Dad?

Hold up. Hold up, Mom.

What? Get her back to the car. Now. Come on. Come on. I just want to know.

Can you take some time?

I'll deal with him.

I'll see you tomorrow.

Kenneth, can we talk?

Other mothers told me what it would be like.

I'd be taken to the hospital to give birth.

And then I would get two days with her.

Two whole days, just me and her.

It's the only thing I had to look forward to.

But she was born early.

Six weeks, I don't know if you knew that.

Her lungs weren't fully developed, so they rushed her to the NICU.

I had to spend those two days alone.

I never got to hold her.

Please don't.

to assume that they would just let me be a part of her life.

I didn't come here because I think that I deserve her.

But God, I just... I want to meet the human

that...

It's Guardian Homemade.

What you doing? Alright.

Don't fall.

She's amazing.

Thank you.

Can I ask you something?

Do you hate me?

You know, the other night when we met at the bar, I thought you were, I don't

know, intriguing.

And then the next day in front of Patrick and Grace's side, I thought you

the worst person ever.

And what about now?

Now?

I'm starting to wonder if you're the saddest girl I've ever met.

All of the above, I guess.

Yeah, we should, uh... I'll take the... Are you done with that?

It wasn't a good look, you know.

Not to his parents, to anybody in that corner.

They told me you just seemed so... I seemed so what?

Unremorseful.

Unremorseful?

I was broken.

God, he was the closest thing to a home that I ever had.

Sometimes I get the urge to take her.

You know.

But obviously I'm not going to do that.

I just want to prove to Grace and Patrick that I'm responsible.

I want to be ready for when they let me meet her.

And what if that day doesn't come?

I have to live in hope that it will.

But I can barely pay my rent.

Yeah.

What if you come and work for me?

For you?

Fridays and Saturdays.

Obviously in the back. That way no one has to know.

Are you being serious?

Yet?

Come at four on Friday.

You better...

conversation with you.

Nothing but complain and complain.

You can't evict me from making art.

Electric guitar at midnight isn't art. It's a violation of your league.

I didn't sign a league.

Did you sign anything when you moved in? You leave her out of it, Doug. She took

a kitten. The rules don't apply.

As long as I keep paying my rent, I'm going to keep playing my guitar.

Maybe if you play something she likes, she won't get as mad.

She was born mad.

I like the ukulele.

Hey, I'm kinda reporting for duty.

Sorry, I forgot to tell you she's gonna help us out in the back This is

Roman Okay

unexpected

Do

you do you know how to wash dishes six years experience, okay, I can ask

you to elaborate on that Sorry, I gotta go.

Can you throw a row?

I'll be back.

Follow me.

Okay.

Wow.

I haven't seen this floor in a long ass time.

Or my shoes, for that matter.

Do you want a drink?

Yeah. Okay.

Thank you.

Oh, man.

Can I ask you something?

Who is this Leah?

Leah is Ledger's ex -fiancé.

They broke up about a year ago.

Wow. I had no idea.

She wanted to be the only girl in his life.

Cheated? No. She was jealous of Diem.

Diem is like his pseudo -niece. It's hard to explain.

But he's hopelessly devoted to that little girl.

Kenna has

revolutionized this place.

And she found the cold creek water. Oh, this is good. This is great, actually.

Thanks.

Roman, I'm leaving you to close.

Am I cool?

Yep.

Can you ride home?

Yeah, sure.

How come her job comes with work?

Do you guys ever give you a ride home?

No.

Does she ever ask about me?

She doesn't really understand family dynamics yet, so she doesn't really

anyone's missing from her life.

Right now, she thinks you're not in her life because your car is not big enough.

What?

It's a long story.

Can you tell me what she's like?

She loves animals.

Especially dogs.

She hates peanut butter, but loves no gum.

And she... She's a fiery spirit.

Like you.

I'm sorry about, uh... Is it...

Leah.

Wow. Marianne works fast.

To be fair, I learned most of my info from Scotty. Oh, yeah? Like what?

I know that you both cried watching Prince's Diary.

Oh, my God.

You would always say that catchphrase, damn pigeon or something.

Exactly. Freaking pigeon.

Now we're uneven.

I need to know more on you.

What do you want to know?

What do you write about in your notebook?

What do you say in therapy?

I don't go to therapy. Well, maybe you should.

I write

letters to Scotty.

Did you write about that night?

Yes.

Uh, can you not play music?

Why?

I just, I don't like it. It's all sad.

Everyone's in pain.

Okay.

Well, let's see.

Jesus Christ, I'm so blue.

See? And that.

There you

go.

She's never been to prison.

Oh.

I wanted to let you know that we're having a Mother's Day lunch in a couple

weeks in the courtyard. Come.

It'll be fun. It's a potluck.

Um... Yeah.

Okay, I would love to. If you have any extra chairs, we never have enough.

She doesn't even have a bed.

It was nice meeting you.

It's busy.

You okay?

Yeah. Yeah.

Uh, I want to ask if, um, you guys have any spare people's chairs that I can

borrow? Yeah, I think so. I can show you real fast. Okay. Yeah. Thank you.

Oh, yeah.

Perfect.

Thank you so much.

You're welcome.

So what's with all the mugs?

Does someone have a coffee addiction?

Oh, God. I'm so sorry. Bad joke.

No, you're good. You know, it's no secret to you. Every week, to

sobriety, Ledger gets me a mug.

Nice. Must be hard working in a bar, though.

It would be if he actually did any work.

You guys are aware it's Friday night, right? I'm sorry. I asked him for help.

I'll be back. Sure. Thank you. You guys are aware it's Friday night, right? Uh

-huh.

Or what if I don't want to give it to you?

Well, I'm your boss, and I need to call my employees.

Hmm.

Right. Of course.

What was that for?

Just in case I can't place the name.

I want to show you something.

Take a phone.

It's a playlist.

I told you that. Just look at it.

It's a happy playlist.

Not all music's miserable.

Was that stupid?

Not stupid at all.

You sleep on the couch?

I gotta go, boy. Hang tight.

What am I doing, Ivy?

What? I don't know if you want this.

This it's part of my camping gear you can't like a princess

You're

the one who stole this Seriously Kenna I'm out here

betraying everyone. I love by helping you out

And you're still in the one thing made to honor him? Scotty hated memorials.

I was doing him a favor.

Jesus Christ.

You still think I went to your bar with an agenda?

Well, I didn't.

You can go now.

so much worse.

Is this yours?

Okay.

Thanks.

Hannah Rowan?

Yeah.

You've been served.

How old will I be when you die?

You don't need to worry about that

Roger? Everything okay?

Yeah.

I love you, Dean.

Thanks. Yep.

I can't believe they did this.

If I try and see her again, they could wreck me.

They're not going to change their minds.

Want to take the night off?

I can't. I need the hours.

We can start late.

How's it going?

You want to try DM's favorite?

Yeah. All right. I will have one for Fanta La Banana and then my usual.

Thank you. Oh, boy.

Not even going to ask.

I'm picking up yellow as her favorite color.

What?

You got a little something right there. I don't know.

Well, your tongue is blue. It is? And your teeth and your lip.

So, why did you move back to a childhood home?

I blew out my shoulder.

Oh, I'm sorry.

Good time.

NFL players, you know, usually get fancy mansions or penthouse.

I'm building a house.

It's taking me four years, but... Jesus. Four years? I mean, what? Carving it

out of stone?

You want to go see it?

I'll take you.

Um... Yeah.

Sure. All right.

This is insane.

Wow.

Yeah.

Come on.

I'll show you the rest.

Seriously, though, this is amazing.

So, um, when are you hoping to move in?

I don't know.

This has been my dream for a long time.

But then I think about not seeing Diem every day.

Then sell it.

Rent it.

I much prefer you closer to her and knowing that you're in her life every

It's comforting to me.

But what about you?

What is it that you really want?

I want to do right by her.

I mean, she doesn't have a dad.

And I wasn't there for Scotty.

You didn't get married because of her.

Not moving because of her.

No, you can't live Scotty's life for him.

I was looking at the closet and thinking maybe I could rent it.

I mean, it's much bigger than my current apartment.

We should go to work.

Yes. Don't want to piss off the boss.

Hey, hey. Hi.

We got Skyler's older sister to babysit. We just needed a night out. Hey. Hey,

guys. Mary, can you take care of this? I know.

Crazy. Crazy.

This is nice.

You're regular? You know what? Before I sit, is your truck parked out back?

Yeah. Kim left her backpack. I got it. I'm going to grab it. I got it.

I'm already wet.

It's pouring.

You got coffee?

Go get a drink with your wife.

Yeah. Why are you here?

So just lend me your fire.

I will burn.

On your soul.

On your soul.

Long live.

Take it like that.

And you're golden with it.

Don't know where I'm headed.

Don't know where I'm headed.

I'm here just waiting for my day to come.

Are you?

What'd you write?

None of your business.

I want to hear it.

Don't think you're gonna like it.

Try me.

Dear Scotty, I had sex with your best friend tonight.

I'm not sure it's something you want to hear.

Maybe it is.

I get the feeling if you can hear these letters wherever you are, you'd want me

to be happy.

And right now, Ledger is making me happy.

If it's any consolation, the sex was great.

But no one can hold a candle to you.

You're just saying that so you don't hurt his feelings.

Right?

Whatever you need to hear.

It was still good though, no?

The best.

I didn't like that one.

It's my turn!

Oh, yeah!

Okay, alright.

I'm having a heart attack.

Hey, you good?

No.

You look like maybe you didn't get enough sleep last night.

I got plenty.

Thanks.

Well, good timing. She wanted to say hi. We're going to Grandma Landry's.

Don't forget me, okay?

You're only leaving for afternoon, Dee.

How can I forget about you?

Old people forget stuff.

Don't you? Thanks for that. Yeah.

Okay, we'll see you later.

See you later. Great.

Actually, I almost forgot.

Happy Mother's Day.

Thanks.

It's really nice.

Very pretty.

I'm going to go put them in water, okay? And you keep an eye.

What's Mother's Day?

Mother's Day.

It's a holiday.

But Nana isn't your mother.

She is not, but I lived across the street from her my whole life, so she's

a mom to me.

Where is your mommy?

She is in Florida, so I sent her flowers.

I want to get my mommy flowers, the one with the tiny car.

Your mommy will get flowers, dear.

Happy Mother's Day, Elijah. I'm so proud of you. Love you, crazy girl.

So what's the deal with Doug?

We used to date.

Turns out I fell for a crazy guy whose love language is stupidity.

Stupid crazy for you.

Speaking of stupid crazy.

I'm gonna, yeah.

Hey, how's it going?

Hi.

These are for you.

Thank you.

Are you kissing the jerk?

This is Ledger.

Ledger. Oh, Ledger.

Okay. She's funny and vicious.

I'm Ledger.

Right.

Okay.

I need to know.

I'll read it to you.

Dear Scotty, we went to our favorite spot that night.

By our favorite lake.

My side of town.

Because with your birthday, I wanted it to be special.

Don't make me do it alone.

You ready?

Yeah.

Okay, here we go.

It's really not that bad.

Thank you.

You saved me tonight.

I always will.

I love you.

I love you too.

Happy birthday.

You know what sounds really good right now? What?

Some meatloaf and mashed potatoes.

Let's go to the diner I think we felt invincible that night

you have to drink?

Are you on any other illegal substances?

Did you call for help?

Did you know he was still alive when you fled the scene?

Did you know he was still alive when we found him?

I didn't know that your arm had been crushed.

That you were still alive.

I'm sorry, Scotty.

I'm so sorry.

When the judge gave me seven years,

I didn't think it was enough, but if I had known that I was pregnant, I would

have never pled guilty.

I just didn't know I had anything left to live for.

There was a before you, there was a during you, and I never thought there

be an after you.

No one's ever said that to me before.

Hey, hey.

Grace didn't hear back. She wanted me to check on you.

Here's your best friend.

Patrick.

Patrick. Patrick.

Patrick.

Are you sleeping with her?

Look, I think the three of us need to sit down and just...

Are you sleeping with her?

We've all been wrong about her. You've taken the worst moment of her life and

made it into who she is.

Patrick!

Get her in.

Patrick!

Just leave us alone.

Hear me out! Leave us alone.

What are you gonna do?

I don't know.

You love her?

Well,

I just hope you do the right thing.

What's the right thing?

I just hope you do it.

What happened?

Was it Patrick?

Did DM see?

No. No.

No, they can't.

Are they going to let you see her?

I don't know. I honestly don't know what's going to happen.

I have to leave.

Wait.

Kenna. No.

I don't want things to change for her.

Her life is so happy and she doesn't even know that I exist.

Just give them some time.

Give them time?

They've had fucking years.

They're not going to get over it.

What's going to change? It's only going to get harder for us. Kenna.

Wait, wait, wait.

Go to them and apologize.

DM needs you.

Kim, I don't know.

Kim.

Please don't hate them.

They're giving her a good life.

When DM asks about her mom, I'm going to make sure she knows how incredible you

are.

You should go.

This won't take long.

I've given the last five years of my life to that little girl.

You owe me this.

This is Kenna's.

I bookmarked the letter I need you to read.

The rest is private.

I don't want you to read this letter because I love Kenna.

I want you to read this letter because Scotty loved Kenna.

You really loved her.

What do you think, Ivy?

You wanna come with me?

Can we talk?

I read what you wrote about that night.

I guess.

I do believe Scotty would

have wanted you to meet his daughter.

I can't promise anything beyond that.

They were all real I swam across I jumped

across for you Oh, what a thing

to do It was all real

It was all real

Kenneth to dinner.

Would you like to join?

She's out back.

Can you come with me?

Hey.

Come here.

Whoa.

I missed you so much.

Hi. I want you to meet somebody.

This is my friend, Kenny.

Hi, Kenny.

Do you want to see my pet turtle?

I would love to.

What's his name?

Ledger. It looks just like him.

Oh, wow.

Do you want to see my jungle gym?

I'm only nearly six and it's my gift.

So it's not a very good surprise because it's too big to wrap.

Roger, can you put Roger in his tank so he doesn't get lost?

All right.

Oh, you handsome beast.

This used to be my daddy.

You know, I used to know your daddy.

Were you his friend?

I was his girlfriend.

I didn't know my daddy had a girlfriend.

Yeah, I loved him very much.

Why are you sad?

Do you miss him?

Well, I miss him a lot, but that's not why

I'm crying. I'm crying because I'm so happy to be here with you.

Why?

Can you come here?

I want to tell you something.

I know that you just meant me, but... Well, I'm your mama.

Really?

Yeah, you grew inside my belly.

And then Nana and Grandpa, they... Grandpa? No, no.

Oh, no, no.

No, no, Nana.

They took care of you when I couldn't.

Did you get a bigger car?

Um, right.

Um, well, I'm working on it.

What do you want?

Can I have, I'd like a purple one, please.

It's purple lavender.

I'm gonna get you a piece of toast.

Thank you.

What's your name?

Um, Kenna.

Can you push me on the screen, please, Kenna?

Yes.

Whee!

She's looking for some juice.

In the fridge.

Can

I help

with anything?

No, that's okay.

You play with your daughter.

We go forward.

I've known you since you were Diem's age.

And not one time in all those years did you ever give me a

single reason to die.

So if you're telling me Kenna's worthy of Diem.

Are you kidding me?

Is that a freaking pigeon?

That's a freaking pigeon.

Right here.

Why are we putting this here?

Well, it'll make your nana really happy to know that it's here if she ever

drives by.

Will it make my daddy happy?

It'll make him so happy that we're together.

Can I hit it?

Yeah, hit it right here.

Good job.

Dear Scotty, I used to write to you when I was lonely.

I know it's been a while.

Maybe that's because I'm not alone anymore.

I have Ledger.

And your parents.

And DM.

Now the reminders of you only make me smile.

Love, Kenna.

Wow!

Alright, who wants no cones?

I think we need music. I

keep

thinking back on all I left behind

I keep looking in the backseat as I drive.

Cause hope is a road you can take when the old one ends.

Means you can start again.

Start again.

And love...

When I look in.