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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:36,041 --> 00:00:40,788 Sincronizare: � per_SEMPRE � Subs.ro Team @ www.subs.ro 2 00:00:44,253 --> 00:00:45,210 Asta... 3 00:00:46,626 --> 00:00:49,958 Doamne. Ar prinde bine un pic de machiaj. 4 00:00:50,040 --> 00:00:53,039 Unde am pus turbanul ? 5 00:00:53,954 --> 00:00:55,371 Dumnezeule. 6 00:01:02,658 --> 00:01:04,613 Stai, stai. 7 00:01:04,697 --> 00:01:06,905 Nu d� bine a�a. Nu ar�t a fi s�n�toas�. 8 00:01:06,988 --> 00:01:09,027 Nu ar�t s�n�toas� mintal. 9 00:01:09,111 --> 00:01:11,735 Ia uite, Kim Kardashian mi-a trimis produse de machiaj. 10 00:01:11,818 --> 00:01:14,648 �i fac reclam� pentru c�, Dumnezeu mi-e martor, 11 00:01:14,731 --> 00:01:16,398 nimeni nu �tie cine e, 12 00:01:16,481 --> 00:01:20,145 iar eu �ncerc s-o sus�in, �n�elegi ? 13 00:01:20,228 --> 00:01:21,186 Uite. 14 00:01:22,061 --> 00:01:23,600 Kim Kardashian. 15 00:01:24,266 --> 00:01:26,308 Face parte din colec�ia nude se pare. 16 00:01:26,391 --> 00:01:28,473 Dar nu e nuan�a mea. 17 00:01:28,555 --> 00:01:31,553 A�a c� �mi �nsu�esc... 18 00:01:34,384 --> 00:01:35,717 nuan�a natural� a altcuiva. 19 00:01:36,634 --> 00:01:38,673 Cu c�t mai mult, cu at�t mai bine... 20 00:01:38,756 --> 00:01:41,089 mai ales c�nd nu ai gene. 21 00:01:41,172 --> 00:01:47,043 Nu-mi pas�, �ndr�zne�te s� fii tu. 22 00:01:51,831 --> 00:01:55,037 Nici asta nu e culoarea mea, dar uite ! 23 00:01:55,120 --> 00:01:59,783 Uite cum o s�-mi �nsu�esc ni�te pome�i corespunz�tori. 24 00:02:01,034 --> 00:02:04,405 ��i dai seama c� c� nu fac senza�ie pe YouTube 25 00:02:04,488 --> 00:02:06,072 dup� cum aplic asta. 26 00:02:07,320 --> 00:02:09,527 Stai, vreau s�-mi conturez b�rbia. 27 00:02:09,610 --> 00:02:12,733 Ia uite. Ar�t ca Cruella. 28 00:02:14,899 --> 00:02:18,063 Dar �tii ce, m� simt bine cu alegerea asta. 29 00:02:20,186 --> 00:02:24,018 Cei care se ocup� cu machiajul se �ntreab� ce naiba fac acum. 30 00:02:25,099 --> 00:02:29,930 Sem�n destul de bine cu Norma Desmond. 31 00:02:30,012 --> 00:02:33,135 Doamne ! 32 00:02:39,672 --> 00:02:42,462 Doamne. Le aveam �ntr-o poz�. 33 00:02:42,546 --> 00:02:49,000 Chiar �i atunci, m-au acuzat c� m-am luat... 34 00:02:51,581 --> 00:02:53,872 de persoanele cu dizabilit��i �i m� g�ndeam... 35 00:02:56,203 --> 00:03:00,491 Dizabilitatea ta e c� ai m�nu�e din cauciuc ? 36 00:03:02,782 --> 00:03:04,946 Eram... 37 00:03:10,151 --> 00:03:11,484 Am dizabilit��i ! 38 00:03:12,108 --> 00:03:15,356 �i nu-mi pas� pentru c� n-am m�nu�e din cauciuc, 39 00:03:15,440 --> 00:03:20,103 dar dac� ai proteze, nu-s mici 40 00:03:20,187 --> 00:03:22,226 pentru c� trebuie s�-�i foloseasc�. 41 00:03:23,435 --> 00:03:25,725 E amuzant. 42 00:03:26,973 --> 00:03:29,180 Persoanele cu dizabilit��i se distreaz� �i ele. 43 00:03:30,054 --> 00:03:31,428 Doamne, uite. 44 00:03:32,512 --> 00:03:37,300 OK. Hai jos s� g�sim o �nc�pere bun�. 45 00:03:42,587 --> 00:03:43,546 Doamne. 46 00:03:47,209 --> 00:03:50,666 Mereu m-am crezut �ntr-un reality show, 47 00:03:50,748 --> 00:03:52,456 �nainte de reality show-uri. 48 00:03:53,039 --> 00:03:56,244 Aveam impresia c� sunt �ntr-un documentar, 49 00:03:56,328 --> 00:04:01,615 dar numai Dumnezeu �l vede... �i dezaprob�. 50 00:04:04,365 --> 00:04:05,904 Dar sper c� acum... 51 00:04:07,945 --> 00:04:09,111 O s�... 52 00:04:12,191 --> 00:04:14,316 O s� fiu un om mai bun. 53 00:04:15,731 --> 00:04:18,104 Sper ca atunci c�nd o s� m� simt mai bine... 54 00:04:18,896 --> 00:04:22,810 Chiar sper s� fiu un om mai bun. 55 00:04:22,892 --> 00:04:27,473 Asta e... Asta e tot ce vreau acum. 56 00:04:27,557 --> 00:04:31,013 C�nd ceva at�t de simplu ca utilizarea unui baston, 57 00:04:31,095 --> 00:04:34,385 care pe mine nu m� deranjeaz�, pentru c� m� ajut�... 58 00:04:34,468 --> 00:04:36,592 e un suport bun. 59 00:04:36,674 --> 00:04:38,924 C�nd am v�zut pe Instagram, 60 00:04:39,007 --> 00:04:42,212 pentru c� a�a comunici �n zilele noastre, 61 00:04:42,295 --> 00:04:45,378 a�a de mul�i oameni spun�nd c�te am f�cut pentru ei, 62 00:04:45,460 --> 00:04:48,251 c� l-am folosit f�r� s�-mi fie ru�ine. 63 00:04:48,333 --> 00:04:51,623 Sunt, gen: "Sta�i a�a, nu v� lua�i unul ur�t." 64 00:04:51,706 --> 00:04:56,286 M�car c�uta�i pe Google bastoane �ic. 65 00:04:56,370 --> 00:04:59,951 Po�i s�-�i iei un baston cu 20 de dolari de pe Amazon, 66 00:05:00,616 --> 00:05:03,448 care e �mpodobit �i d� bine cu hainele elegante. 67 00:05:04,115 --> 00:05:05,988 Po�i s-o faci �i bine. 68 00:05:06,072 --> 00:05:08,944 Mi-ar pl�cea s� fiu ghidul lor vestimentar. 69 00:05:11,692 --> 00:05:16,563 Cum spun mereu, o spun prea des �i e enervanzt deja, e motto-ul meu. 70 00:05:16,647 --> 00:05:20,104 Trebuie s� ne bucur�m de via��. Am petrecut prea mult timp 71 00:05:20,187 --> 00:05:23,893 �ncerc�nd s� m� sinucid, s� m� amor�esc, s� m� informez 72 00:05:23,975 --> 00:05:27,224 s�-mi dau seama cum s� tr�iesc fiind deja cu un picior �n groap�. 73 00:05:27,306 --> 00:05:30,803 Acum vreau doar s� ajut al�i oameni s� se simt� bine. 74 00:05:31,887 --> 00:05:37,883 Dac� a�a reprezint oamenii care au o boal� sau... 75 00:05:37,965 --> 00:05:42,670 o problem� de vorbire, tulbur�ri de mi�care, 76 00:05:43,253 --> 00:05:47,209 atunci, cu c�t faci... 77 00:05:48,375 --> 00:05:51,165 Vezi, f�r� c�inele meu, 78 00:05:51,248 --> 00:05:55,579 se instaleaz� oboseala. 79 00:05:57,951 --> 00:05:59,201 �i... 80 00:06:00,616 --> 00:06:02,948 �i-apoi... �i nu. 81 00:06:04,447 --> 00:06:05,780 Asta e... 82 00:06:08,152 --> 00:06:11,234 �i-apoi... 83 00:06:17,938 --> 00:06:22,851 Asta se �nt�mpl� 84 00:06:24,475 --> 00:06:29,762 �i nu vreau ca oamenii s� vad�. 85 00:06:30,928 --> 00:06:35,175 C�nd nu m� simt bine... 86 00:06:35,260 --> 00:06:39,299 Dar nu e c� nu m� simt bine cu voi sau ceva... 87 00:06:39,381 --> 00:06:40,464 E... 88 00:06:41,172 --> 00:06:44,669 A�a se manifest� SM. 89 00:06:45,211 --> 00:06:50,083 Oamenii nu �n�eleg asta. 90 00:06:51,497 --> 00:06:54,455 E mai bine dac� m� prezint� cineva. 91 00:06:57,743 --> 00:06:59,576 �i-apoi... 92 00:07:07,654 --> 00:07:09,193 Trebuie s� r�d. 93 00:07:13,024 --> 00:07:15,274 Uite cum m-am �mbr�cat. 94 00:07:16,980 --> 00:07:21,061 M� feresc de stimuli, �nchid ochii. 95 00:07:22,768 --> 00:07:28,180 Pentru c� sunt a�a de multe... 96 00:07:28,556 --> 00:07:30,928 �i se �nt�mpl� a�a de repede. 97 00:07:45,501 --> 00:07:46,835 Cred c�... 98 00:07:49,416 --> 00:07:53,788 mi-e ru�ine de nu mai pot acum. 99 00:07:55,120 --> 00:07:58,451 La �nceput, c�nd m-au diagnosticat cu scleroz� multipl�... 100 00:07:58,535 --> 00:08:01,408 a�a era tot timpul. 101 00:08:33,677 --> 00:08:36,757 Acum nu mai am. 102 00:08:50,249 --> 00:08:56,202 CINE ESTE SELMA BLAIR ? 103 00:09:01,282 --> 00:09:06,446 IUNIE 2019 LOS ANGELES 104 00:09:22,143 --> 00:09:23,558 �i ce dac� o s� cad ? 105 00:09:23,643 --> 00:09:27,806 �N AUGUST 2018, SELMA BLAIR A FOST DIAGNOSTICAT� CU SCLEROZ� MULTIPL�. 106 00:09:29,929 --> 00:09:36,424 E O BOAL� AUTOIMUN� CARE ATAC� M�DUVA SPIN�RII �I CREIERUL. 107 00:09:38,424 --> 00:09:41,921 SIMPTOMELE DIFER� DE LA OM LA OM. 108 00:09:52,330 --> 00:09:54,245 N-am fost aici de-un an. 109 00:09:55,453 --> 00:09:56,744 E foarte fain. 110 00:10:00,241 --> 00:10:01,491 E foarte fain. 111 00:10:07,321 --> 00:10:09,319 �mi dau toat� silin�a s� scriu. 112 00:10:10,109 --> 00:10:12,275 IUNIE 2018, JURNAL VIDEO SELMA (1 AN �NAINTE) 113 00:10:12,358 --> 00:10:13,441 "Drag�... 114 00:10:17,313 --> 00:10:18,271 Troy. 115 00:10:22,310 --> 00:10:26,349 Am... 116 00:10:30,221 --> 00:10:31,594 dexteritatea... 117 00:10:41,047 --> 00:10:47,043 mi-e... 118 00:10:55,536 --> 00:10:57,118 afectat�. 119 00:11:00,825 --> 00:11:03,614 Nu pot scrie mesaje, nu pot scrie de m�n�. 120 00:11:09,859 --> 00:11:11,650 Atunci mi-am spus 121 00:11:11,734 --> 00:11:15,273 c� ar trebui s� m� interesez ce-i cu spasmele astea musculare 122 00:11:15,357 --> 00:11:18,603 din cauza echita�iei, c� e oribil. 123 00:11:19,353 --> 00:11:23,726 �i-apoi a fost faza de la prezentarea de mod� Christian Dior. 124 00:11:23,808 --> 00:11:28,180 Piciorul meu st�ng trop�ia, cum fac caii, 125 00:11:28,264 --> 00:11:32,053 o mi�care exagerat�, tipic� anilor '80. 126 00:11:32,136 --> 00:11:36,133 I-am cerut scuze lui Christian, 127 00:11:36,217 --> 00:11:40,214 �ncercam din greu s� par normal�. 128 00:11:43,669 --> 00:11:48,999 De c�nd s-a n�scut fiul meu, n-am mai fost niciodat�... 129 00:11:50,206 --> 00:11:51,665 bine. 130 00:11:54,038 --> 00:11:57,661 Asta-s eu al�pt�ndu-l �ntr-un parc din Michigan. 131 00:11:57,743 --> 00:11:59,618 Par bine ? 132 00:12:00,284 --> 00:12:04,281 Doamne. Mi-era team�. 133 00:12:04,363 --> 00:12:06,404 M� temeam c� nu sunt de-ajuns. 134 00:12:06,487 --> 00:12:10,027 Mama �mi spunea mereu: "Nu ai stof� de mam�. 135 00:12:10,109 --> 00:12:15,398 Nu e�ti f�cut� pentru m�riti�." Lucrurile astea te influen�eaz�. 136 00:12:16,647 --> 00:12:18,936 Eram nenorocit� c�nd s-a n�scut. 137 00:12:19,021 --> 00:12:22,351 Cred c� atunci a ap�rut SM, 138 00:12:22,434 --> 00:12:26,639 care e doar un indiciu c� nu e�ti s�n�tos, 139 00:12:26,724 --> 00:12:29,305 c� sistemul imunitar a luat-o razna. 140 00:12:29,387 --> 00:12:33,010 Nu m� b�ga�i �n seam�. Ba da. 141 00:12:35,716 --> 00:12:36,674 Bun�. 142 00:12:37,673 --> 00:12:40,381 �mi pare r�u, nu pot vorbi, 143 00:12:40,464 --> 00:12:42,837 film�m ultimele zile din via�a mea. 144 00:12:43,587 --> 00:12:46,751 Da. Bine, Carrie, Vorbim mai t�rziu. 145 00:12:46,835 --> 00:12:49,333 Era Carrie Fisher. V� salut�. 146 00:12:50,206 --> 00:12:52,955 "Drag� jurnalule, �mi place de Brad. 147 00:12:53,038 --> 00:12:55,079 Nu m� descurc la �coal�. 148 00:12:56,120 --> 00:13:00,034 �ncep s� cred c� sunt proast�." De ce ? 149 00:13:03,988 --> 00:13:05,154 Vivian Kensington. 150 00:13:06,113 --> 00:13:09,276 �i se pare normal c� dra Woods a venit nepreg�tit� ? 151 00:13:10,943 --> 00:13:11,942 Nu. 152 00:13:12,608 --> 00:13:13,981 BLONDA DE LA DREPT (2001) 153 00:13:15,481 --> 00:13:16,438 Nu. 154 00:13:17,604 --> 00:13:21,268 �mi sus�ii decizia de a-i cere s� plece de la curs 155 00:13:21,352 --> 00:13:24,141 �i s� se �ntoarc� doar c�nd e preg�tit� ? 156 00:13:24,807 --> 00:13:27,930 Sigur. Voiam s� m� fac scriitoare 157 00:13:28,013 --> 00:13:30,971 �i mi-am idolatrizat profesorul de englez�. 158 00:13:31,053 --> 00:13:34,094 Dup� un spectacol, mi-a spus: "Tu e�ti actri��. 159 00:13:34,176 --> 00:13:36,800 Vei fi actri��." Eram devastat�, 160 00:13:36,882 --> 00:13:41,921 pentru c� dac� profesorul de englez� care �tie c� vrei s� fii scriitoare, 161 00:13:42,005 --> 00:13:43,919 ��i spune c� e�ti actri��, 162 00:13:46,625 --> 00:13:50,124 �nseamn� c� �tie c� nu sunt bun� la scris. 163 00:13:51,622 --> 00:13:55,369 Eram con�tient� c� eram actri�� n rol secundar. 164 00:13:55,454 --> 00:13:59,117 Pe tot parcursul film�rilor, am pus �n valoare actri�a principal�. 165 00:13:59,201 --> 00:14:00,658 HELLBOY (2004) 166 00:14:00,742 --> 00:14:02,615 Pentru prima dat� �n via��... 167 00:14:05,529 --> 00:14:07,029 Nu m� tem. 168 00:14:07,903 --> 00:14:11,193 Eram fericit� c� nu mi-era greu. 169 00:14:11,276 --> 00:14:14,191 Eram bine. 170 00:14:14,274 --> 00:14:15,689 �nc� o dat�. 171 00:14:15,772 --> 00:14:19,229 De data asta, o s� bag limba �n gura ta. 172 00:14:19,311 --> 00:14:23,143 Tu trebuie s�-mi masezi limba cu limba ta. 173 00:14:23,225 --> 00:14:25,015 Asta �nseamn� prima baz�. 174 00:14:27,431 --> 00:14:30,512 - Bine. - �nchide ochii. 175 00:14:33,468 --> 00:14:37,300 Tenta�ia seduc�iei a fost primul meu film serios. 176 00:14:37,382 --> 00:14:41,880 M-am dus la mama �i am �ntrebat-o: "Ce crezi ?" 177 00:14:42,462 --> 00:14:44,211 Ea mi-a r�spuns: 178 00:14:44,294 --> 00:14:50,332 "Pe bune, Selma chiar trebuia s� dai at�tea limbi ?" 179 00:14:51,373 --> 00:14:52,746 �i asta a fost. 180 00:14:54,328 --> 00:14:56,078 At�t a avut de spus. 181 00:14:58,660 --> 00:15:01,490 Era o fire critic�. 182 00:15:04,364 --> 00:15:06,113 Asta e pentru surorile mele. 183 00:15:07,487 --> 00:15:09,151 Selma ! 184 00:15:09,901 --> 00:15:11,401 Elizabeth ! 185 00:15:12,024 --> 00:15:15,897 Katherine ! Sunt mama voastr� ! 186 00:15:20,395 --> 00:15:25,640 �N OCTOMBRIE 2018, SELMA A DEZV�LUIT DIAGNOSTICUL EI PE INSTAGRAM 187 00:15:26,181 --> 00:15:28,013 "Sunt o persoan� cu dizabilit��i. 188 00:15:28,638 --> 00:15:33,718 Cad c�teodat�. Scap lucruri. Am memoria �nce�o�at�. 189 00:15:33,802 --> 00:15:39,007 Partea mea st�ng� cere direc�ii de la un GPS stricat. 190 00:15:39,089 --> 00:15:41,962 Sper m�car s� dau speran�� altora. 191 00:15:42,045 --> 00:15:44,711 �i chiar �i mie. 192 00:15:45,418 --> 00:15:49,249 E cople�itor la �nceput. 193 00:15:49,332 --> 00:15:52,746 Vrei s� dormi. Vrei s� dormi continuu. 194 00:15:52,830 --> 00:15:58,160 Nu am r�spunsuri. Chiar vreau s� dorm. 195 00:15:59,326 --> 00:16:02,739 Am SM �i sunt bine. 196 00:16:03,490 --> 00:16:06,488 Dar dac� m� vede�i sc�p�nd ceva pe strad�, 197 00:16:06,571 --> 00:16:10,317 m� pute�i ajuta s�-l ridic. Mi-ar lua toat� ziua s-o fac singur�." 198 00:16:12,524 --> 00:16:14,774 A �nceput s� scrie despre ce i se �nt�mpla, 199 00:16:14,856 --> 00:16:16,356 pentru a fi cu un pas �nainte. 200 00:16:16,438 --> 00:16:19,187 Dac� o vede cineva �chiop�t�nd, ce �nseamn� ? 201 00:16:19,269 --> 00:16:20,769 O s� cread� c� e beat� ? 202 00:16:20,852 --> 00:16:22,809 O s� cread� c� are probleme ? 203 00:16:22,892 --> 00:16:27,972 A vrut s� evite asta vorbind despre boal�. 204 00:16:28,056 --> 00:16:30,804 Nu e ca �i cum e Reese Witherspoon, 205 00:16:30,886 --> 00:16:33,468 care are toat� via�a surprins� �n poze. 206 00:16:33,552 --> 00:16:36,341 Unii oameni s-au obi�nuit ca paparazzi 207 00:16:36,424 --> 00:16:40,131 s� le relateze toat� via�a. Selma nu e a�a cunoscut�. 208 00:16:40,213 --> 00:16:42,005 Dar e destul de faimoas� 209 00:16:42,088 --> 00:16:46,668 ca s� primeasc� aten�ie nedorit� �n momente nepotrivite. 210 00:16:46,750 --> 00:16:49,873 Cursul carieri sale 211 00:16:49,956 --> 00:16:55,245 n-a fost marcat neap�rat de nominaliz�ri la Emmy �i Oscaruri, 212 00:16:55,328 --> 00:16:59,991 de campanii-mamut, dar oamenii au fost mereu interesa�i de ea. 213 00:17:01,366 --> 00:17:06,737 Are farmecul Hollywoodului de mai demult �i e guraliv�, 214 00:17:06,821 --> 00:17:11,816 �i are o parte masculin� ciudat� care �nc� e adormit�. 215 00:17:11,900 --> 00:17:15,939 �ns� are un farmec feminin. 216 00:17:17,312 --> 00:17:21,101 Revenire emo�ionant� pe covorul ro�u pentru Selma Blair. 217 00:17:21,185 --> 00:17:25,849 Selma a dezv�luit diagnosticul de scleroz� multipl� �n octombrie. 218 00:17:26,931 --> 00:17:31,678 Vezi camerele, toat� lumea te strig�, 219 00:17:31,761 --> 00:17:34,759 e o experien�� terifiant�. 220 00:17:34,843 --> 00:17:37,549 ��i sunt �i prieteni, dar �i du�mani. 221 00:17:38,965 --> 00:17:42,836 C�nd Selma a �nceput s� mearg� 222 00:17:42,920 --> 00:17:46,584 �i c�nd �i-a dat seama de propria sl�biciune... 223 00:17:47,625 --> 00:17:54,370 Fotografii... s�-i vezi l�s�nd camerele �n jos 224 00:17:54,453 --> 00:18:00,366 pun�ndu-�i deoparte dorin�a �i ajut�ndu-�i seam�nul... 225 00:18:02,531 --> 00:18:08,485 N-a durat mult, dar a fost un moment de emo�ie real�. 226 00:18:14,231 --> 00:18:16,439 E�ti cea mai bun�... 227 00:18:17,271 --> 00:18:19,186 Prima. 228 00:18:19,270 --> 00:18:25,182 E incredibil ce i-a f�cut. 229 00:18:25,266 --> 00:18:29,388 �i-a dedicat 20 de ani acestei industrii 230 00:18:29,472 --> 00:18:33,260 �i a avut parte �i de succes. 231 00:18:33,344 --> 00:18:40,171 E nevoie de deschidere ca s� po�i s� faci asta, 232 00:18:40,255 --> 00:18:41,504 s� mergi la acea petrecere. 233 00:18:41,587 --> 00:18:45,252 E intimidant �i poate fi cople�itor 234 00:18:45,336 --> 00:18:48,458 �i dac� ai �i o boal�... 235 00:18:50,872 --> 00:18:57,201 A fost o sear� important� pentru ea, a putut fi ea �ns�i. 236 00:18:57,286 --> 00:19:00,908 Oamenii �i tot spuneau: "E�ti foarte curajoas�." 237 00:19:00,990 --> 00:19:02,656 Iar ea spunea: 238 00:19:04,654 --> 00:19:06,736 "Merg. Vorbesc." 239 00:19:06,820 --> 00:19:10,235 "A�a merg �i a�a vorbesc eu acum." 240 00:19:12,400 --> 00:19:14,106 Rochia era foarte frumoas�. 241 00:19:14,190 --> 00:19:18,686 Dar nu cred c� a� fi purtat-o f�r� baston. 242 00:19:18,770 --> 00:19:20,019 A fost o onoare. 243 00:19:20,102 --> 00:19:23,101 Mul�umesc oamenilor care m-au ajutat atunci. 244 00:19:23,183 --> 00:19:26,015 E ceva nou, trebuie s-o spun, 245 00:19:26,099 --> 00:19:31,428 pentru c� nu puteam face asta... cu c�teva luni �n urm�. 246 00:19:31,511 --> 00:19:33,510 E un miracol. 247 00:19:33,593 --> 00:19:37,591 Pot �ine o c�p�un� �i cu cealalt� m�n�... 248 00:19:38,715 --> 00:19:40,214 pot t�ia. 249 00:19:46,460 --> 00:19:47,833 A�a e ziua mea. 250 00:19:49,333 --> 00:19:51,165 E satisf�c�tor. 251 00:19:52,664 --> 00:19:54,329 �mi d� senza�ia 252 00:19:55,329 --> 00:19:57,327 c� sunt la summitul Shero. 253 00:19:57,868 --> 00:20:00,200 Cei care o s� vede�i asta nu v� face�i griji. 254 00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:02,657 �tiu ce fac. 255 00:20:06,653 --> 00:20:07,944 Arthur ! 256 00:20:08,569 --> 00:20:10,401 Am nevoie de ajutor ! 257 00:20:14,565 --> 00:20:16,021 ARTHUR FIUL SELMEI 258 00:20:16,106 --> 00:20:17,520 Unde te duci ? 259 00:20:21,143 --> 00:20:25,348 S-a dus totul. Tot pentru ce tr�iesc. 260 00:20:26,848 --> 00:20:28,930 Asta a fost toat� ziua. 261 00:20:54,079 --> 00:21:00,117 Vedeam c� nu m� simt bine �i m-am dus la diver�i doctori 262 00:21:00,199 --> 00:21:02,407 care-mi spuneau: "E doar triste�e. 263 00:21:02,490 --> 00:21:05,530 Ai n�scut �i te sim�i cople�it�." 264 00:21:06,321 --> 00:21:10,027 Le spuneam c� nu pot s� m� adun. 265 00:21:10,109 --> 00:21:13,108 C� m� ur�sc. Nu func�ionez. 266 00:21:14,149 --> 00:21:16,564 Apoi am intrat �n depresie �i nu mai ie�eam de sub plapum�. 267 00:21:16,646 --> 00:21:21,060 Am stat �n cas� aproape un an 268 00:21:21,144 --> 00:21:25,765 pentru c� atunci c�nd ies... totul se intensific�. 269 00:21:26,598 --> 00:21:31,511 Adev�rul e c� diagnosticul mi-a adus pu�in� eliberare 270 00:21:31,595 --> 00:21:34,676 pentru c� a�a, puteam lua m�suri. 271 00:21:36,132 --> 00:21:40,046 Dar c�nd luam m�suri �i lucrurile tot prost mergeau, 272 00:21:40,131 --> 00:21:41,629 eram frustrat�. 273 00:21:42,213 --> 00:21:46,626 �tiam c� medicamentele �mi �nr�ut��esc starea. 274 00:21:46,709 --> 00:21:49,706 R�m�sesem f�r� op�iuni. 275 00:21:51,081 --> 00:21:54,620 Un transplant de celule stem m-ar ajuta 276 00:21:54,704 --> 00:21:56,243 dac� m-ar putea ajuta ceva. 277 00:21:58,077 --> 00:22:00,741 Am f�cut gre�eala de a-i spune cuiva pe care-l cunosc 278 00:22:00,824 --> 00:22:03,656 c� voi face un transplant de celule stem 279 00:22:03,738 --> 00:22:06,361 iar el mi-a spus: "N-o s� reu�e�ti. 280 00:22:06,446 --> 00:22:09,652 Te p�c�le�ti. N-o s� reu�e�ti." 281 00:22:09,734 --> 00:22:11,942 Pe cur�nd, Nibs. 282 00:22:13,148 --> 00:22:15,356 M� g�ndeam... De asta nu le spui oamenilor. 283 00:22:15,438 --> 00:22:17,147 Nu trebuie s� las s� m� afecteze. 284 00:22:18,020 --> 00:22:21,642 Dac� mi se �nt�mpl� ceva, pot s�-l am �i pe el ? 285 00:22:22,018 --> 00:22:25,057 N-o s� p��e�ti nimic r�u, o s� te faci mai bine. 286 00:22:25,141 --> 00:22:26,639 Sigur. 287 00:22:28,056 --> 00:22:31,678 Dar dac� mi se �nt�mpl� ceva, s� ai grij� mare de el, da ? 288 00:22:32,011 --> 00:22:34,052 Nu-�i face griji pentru el. 289 00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:44,335 C�nd e acas�, pare mai bine. 290 00:22:44,419 --> 00:22:47,376 Merge mai bine, vorbe�te normal 291 00:22:47,458 --> 00:22:49,124 pentru c� e calm�. 292 00:22:49,957 --> 00:22:52,121 C�nd iese �n lume, afar�, 293 00:22:52,206 --> 00:22:54,870 trec avioane pe deasupra, ma�inile pe l�ng� ea, 294 00:22:54,953 --> 00:22:56,952 sunt to�i ace�ti stimuli. 295 00:22:57,035 --> 00:23:00,699 Orice stimul �nr�ut��e�te simptomele. 296 00:23:06,736 --> 00:23:10,567 E... a�a de greu... 297 00:23:11,899 --> 00:23:15,272 s� m� dezbrac. 298 00:23:23,599 --> 00:23:28,554 DECEMBRIE 2018 JURNALUL VIDEO AL SELMEI 299 00:23:31,262 --> 00:23:33,843 Sunt ghemuit� �n patul meu. 300 00:23:35,549 --> 00:23:37,673 Totul e a�a de blurat. 301 00:23:39,963 --> 00:23:41,713 Va trece �i asta. 302 00:23:44,045 --> 00:23:45,627 Va trece. 303 00:23:45,709 --> 00:23:50,082 A�a o s� tot fie. Asta �nseamn� gripa. 304 00:23:52,205 --> 00:23:55,119 M� bag sub plapum� �i m� culc 305 00:23:56,618 --> 00:23:58,533 p�n� ajunge fiul meu de la �coal�. 306 00:23:58,618 --> 00:24:00,782 IUNIE 2019 307 00:24:03,738 --> 00:24:07,111 Jennifer Grey venise s-o vad� �i i-a spus: 308 00:24:07,195 --> 00:24:09,027 "Am un prieten, se nume�te John, 309 00:24:09,109 --> 00:24:12,900 fratele s�u s-a vindecat de-o boal� similar� sclerozei multiple 310 00:24:12,983 --> 00:24:16,188 printr-un transplant de celule stem la un doctor de la Northwestern, 311 00:24:16,272 --> 00:24:21,101 numit Doctor Burt." Prima dat� m-am g�ndit 312 00:24:21,184 --> 00:24:24,641 c� nici m�car nu �tiu ce �nseamn� �i nici cine e acest Joshn. 313 00:24:25,224 --> 00:24:28,097 Selma era �ntr-o stare deplorabil�. Nu putea merge, 314 00:24:28,180 --> 00:24:30,929 nu putea vorbi, abia putea sta treaz�. 315 00:24:31,011 --> 00:24:33,177 Nu era �n stare s� fac� asta. 316 00:24:34,675 --> 00:24:38,089 Ne-am dus la un control �n Chicago, i s-a f�cut un tratament acolo 317 00:24:38,174 --> 00:24:40,629 �i a func�ionat. 318 00:24:40,712 --> 00:24:42,088 Era mai bine. 319 00:24:42,170 --> 00:24:45,876 C�nd am plecat a doua zi, se sim�ea mult mai bine. 320 00:24:45,960 --> 00:24:48,957 Am urmat un al doilea tratament aici, �n LA, 321 00:24:49,040 --> 00:24:52,039 care �ncetinea procesul inflamator. 322 00:24:52,121 --> 00:24:55,328 Dl. doctor Burt ne-a spus c� e un stadiu agresiv, 323 00:24:55,412 --> 00:24:59,284 �i dac� nu calm�m acum inflama�ia, chiar �i cu transplant de celule stem, 324 00:24:59,366 --> 00:25:01,574 va r�m�ne cu leziuni cerebrale permanente. 325 00:25:01,657 --> 00:25:05,779 Ne vom �ntoarce �i va fi un proces care va dura dou� luni, 326 00:25:05,862 --> 00:25:08,111 cel de transplant de celule stem. 327 00:25:08,776 --> 00:25:13,108 Scopul e ca, �ntr-un an, Selma s� se �ntoarc� la echita�ie, 328 00:25:13,190 --> 00:25:15,272 la alergat, la s�rit... 329 00:25:15,356 --> 00:25:17,022 Proste�te-te. 330 00:25:17,979 --> 00:25:21,352 NOIEMBRIE 2017 331 00:25:23,184 --> 00:25:26,390 Sper ca asta s� o vindece. 332 00:25:31,262 --> 00:25:34,926 IUNIE 2019 333 00:25:35,008 --> 00:25:38,131 FIUL SELMEI VA STA CU TAT�L S�U 334 00:25:38,214 --> 00:25:41,837 C�T TIMP SELMA �NCEPE TRATAMENTUL �N CHICAGO. 335 00:25:41,921 --> 00:25:46,292 Eu o s� plec m�ine, dar el pleac� azi la tat�l lui. 336 00:25:47,499 --> 00:25:49,291 M� �ntristeaz� enorm. 337 00:25:50,582 --> 00:25:53,828 E foarte trist pentru c�... 338 00:25:56,660 --> 00:25:59,449 suntem de nedesp�r�it. 339 00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:05,072 Except�nd momentele �n care se uit� la clipuri �n camera lui. 340 00:26:06,112 --> 00:26:07,277 Hai s�-l lu�m pe Arthur. 341 00:26:09,735 --> 00:26:15,355 Ajut�-m� ! Cad. Ajut�-m� ! 342 00:26:16,772 --> 00:26:18,104 Ce prostu�� e�ti. 343 00:26:20,643 --> 00:26:23,474 Arthur, �nchide aia, mai sunt vreo zece minute 344 00:26:23,559 --> 00:26:24,973 �i vreau s� fiu cu tine. 345 00:26:28,971 --> 00:26:34,801 Arthur, c�teodat� mi se pare c� vorbesc... singur�. 346 00:26:38,632 --> 00:26:41,754 Arthur, vrei s� ne juc�m un pic cu mingea ? 347 00:26:41,838 --> 00:26:44,293 - Po�i s� m� love�ti. - Da. 348 00:26:46,501 --> 00:26:48,457 Aproape am prins-o. 349 00:26:49,207 --> 00:26:51,080 - Alexa. - Pune Yeah ! 350 00:26:57,993 --> 00:27:00,116 Nu po�i da din fund c�nd ai SM. 351 00:27:00,199 --> 00:27:01,157 Vezi dac� m� nimere�ti. 352 00:27:06,321 --> 00:27:07,444 Te prind. 353 00:27:21,852 --> 00:27:25,181 Arthur, nu pot... Te iubesc. 354 00:27:26,639 --> 00:27:28,139 A fost foarte greu. 355 00:27:29,971 --> 00:27:33,967 �tie �i el s� dea... 356 00:27:34,051 --> 00:27:36,299 - �i-ai luat tot ? - Ia-�i �osete. 357 00:27:36,383 --> 00:27:37,715 Cum ? 358 00:27:38,756 --> 00:27:39,713 Arthur. 359 00:27:42,503 --> 00:27:44,335 Ia-�i �osetele. 360 00:27:44,418 --> 00:27:47,833 Arthur. Dac� vrei s� m� suni, minunat. 361 00:27:47,917 --> 00:27:50,207 Dac� nu, �n�eleg. 362 00:27:50,290 --> 00:27:53,080 S� v� distra�i. pe mai t�rziu. Pa. 363 00:27:53,163 --> 00:27:54,954 - Pa, t�rt�cu��. - Ce ? 364 00:27:56,203 --> 00:27:58,908 - Pa, t�rt�cu��. - Pa, t�rt�cu��. 365 00:28:00,782 --> 00:28:03,655 - �mi place de tine ! - Pa. 366 00:28:09,818 --> 00:28:14,356 Chiar dac� vede c� nu sunt 100% bine, 367 00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:17,063 �tiu c� nu �n�elege. 368 00:28:17,687 --> 00:28:21,435 Se duce �i se distreaz� de minune cu tat�l s�u 369 00:28:21,518 --> 00:28:24,765 �i poate �i trece agale prin minte: 370 00:28:24,849 --> 00:28:27,263 "Oare mama doarme acum ?" 371 00:28:28,014 --> 00:28:28,972 �i-acum ce ? 372 00:28:29,554 --> 00:28:32,927 A�a rup eu cercul vicios. 373 00:28:34,426 --> 00:28:37,465 Mama a s�dit un �ntuneric �n mine 374 00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:41,379 �i am crezut c� doar suferin�a mea o va face pe ea fericit�. 375 00:28:42,504 --> 00:28:47,666 Casa mea e mai rustic�, nu prea am g�rdin�rit. 376 00:28:48,791 --> 00:28:51,914 E versiunea de Studio City a Grey Garden. 377 00:28:51,996 --> 00:28:57,660 Intru �n apa fierbine. Ce bine e. 378 00:29:01,656 --> 00:29:04,114 Lipse�te c�rja. 379 00:29:08,361 --> 00:29:10,693 Selma Blair �i cere scuze 380 00:29:10,775 --> 00:29:13,689 dup� ce a suferit o criz� ciudat� �n avion. 381 00:29:13,774 --> 00:29:17,812 �n poza ob�inut� de TMC, actri�a pare incon�tient� 382 00:29:17,896 --> 00:29:21,226 �i e �ngrijit� de dou� asistente la prima clas�. 383 00:29:21,310 --> 00:29:23,849 Selma se deschide, spun�nd �ntr-o declara�ie, 384 00:29:23,933 --> 00:29:27,764 c� a le�inat din cauza unui amestec de b�utur� �i pastile. 385 00:29:30,095 --> 00:29:35,051 M-am dus �n excursie cu Arthur �i cu tat�l lui. 386 00:29:36,007 --> 00:29:41,130 Era prima dat� c�nd era �i Jason 387 00:29:41,212 --> 00:29:46,085 dup� o perioad� conflictual�. 388 00:29:46,167 --> 00:29:50,289 Camera avea �i bar �i nu �tiam ce s� fac 389 00:29:50,372 --> 00:29:53,871 c�nd Arthur era �n camer� cu tat�l lui, a�a c� am b�ut. 390 00:29:54,579 --> 00:29:59,408 Arthur a v�zut c� maic�-sa se comporta ciudat 391 00:29:59,491 --> 00:30:03,363 �i i-am spus c� am b�ut. 392 00:30:03,448 --> 00:30:10,650 De asta eram �n pat �i... copil�roas�, imatur�. 393 00:30:14,606 --> 00:30:17,729 E cel mai r�u lucru pe care l-am f�cut ca p�rinte. 394 00:30:18,853 --> 00:30:23,599 Slav� Domnului c� totul e bine �i slav� Domnului c� am avut minte 395 00:30:23,682 --> 00:30:29,971 s� m� autodistrug c�nd era �i tat�l lui cu noi. 396 00:30:30,054 --> 00:30:33,592 N-am m�ncat nimic s�pt�m�na aia. N-am ie�it din camer�. 397 00:30:33,677 --> 00:30:37,049 Nu m�ncasem nimic. Am urcat �n avion s� merg acas� 398 00:30:37,131 --> 00:30:41,295 �i am le�inat. 399 00:30:41,378 --> 00:30:44,168 Arthur dormea cu c�tile pe urechi, 400 00:30:44,251 --> 00:30:47,250 dar eu nu-mi amintesc, simptomele erau crunte. 401 00:30:47,333 --> 00:30:49,623 �tiu pentru c� sufeream at�t de mult... 402 00:30:49,706 --> 00:30:52,455 De asta �i beam. 403 00:30:52,537 --> 00:30:55,536 Eram confuz�, eram speriat�. 404 00:30:55,619 --> 00:31:00,657 Un simptom al bolii pe care l-am avut ani la r�nd, 405 00:31:00,741 --> 00:31:04,572 �i pe care nu-l mai am acum, e c� sim�eam senza�ia de arsur�. 406 00:31:04,655 --> 00:31:09,027 Trebuia s� fi spus, cum zicea cineva la �tiri, 407 00:31:09,110 --> 00:31:12,400 "Iau foc. P�r�ile mele intime ardeau." 408 00:31:12,483 --> 00:31:15,772 Lucruri devastatoare, umilitoare, 409 00:31:16,437 --> 00:31:19,270 Slav� Domnului c� fiul meu dormea. 410 00:31:19,352 --> 00:31:22,642 Dar a� fi putut muri �i doar asta ar fi �tiut fiul meu. 411 00:31:25,015 --> 00:31:31,220 Am crezut �n Dumnezeu din nou pentru c� avusese loc un miracol. 412 00:31:31,302 --> 00:31:33,302 �tiam c� n-o s� mai beau niciodat�. 413 00:31:35,051 --> 00:31:37,924 Mi-am cerut scuze imediat 414 00:31:38,007 --> 00:31:40,213 pentru c� am deranjat acei oameni din avion. 415 00:31:40,297 --> 00:31:42,544 Probabil c� l-am speriat pe Jason. 416 00:31:42,629 --> 00:31:49,082 �i sunt recunosc�toare. N-a �ncercat s�-mi ia fiul de l�ng� mine. 417 00:31:49,166 --> 00:31:51,371 �tia c� sunt o mam� bun�. 418 00:31:53,370 --> 00:31:58,325 Chiar dac� eram �n cea mai grea perioad� din via�a mea. 419 00:32:03,280 --> 00:32:05,195 E rece. 420 00:32:17,395 --> 00:32:20,185 A DOUA ZI 421 00:32:20,602 --> 00:32:24,390 S� nu crezi c� nu iau astea. M� binedispun. 422 00:32:25,431 --> 00:32:27,181 �mi face s�nii s� par� mai mari. 423 00:32:31,345 --> 00:32:35,259 �tii ce e ciudat ? Arat� propor�ional cu mine. 424 00:32:36,132 --> 00:32:38,257 Buzele par mai mari. 425 00:32:39,672 --> 00:32:41,671 O pun deoparte pentru mai t�rziu 426 00:32:41,754 --> 00:32:45,335 pentru c� �i �nso�itorii de bord trebuie s� se destind� c�teodat�. 427 00:32:46,458 --> 00:32:49,664 Domnul �tie de c�te ori i-am destins. �tii ce spun ? 428 00:32:51,746 --> 00:32:52,704 Da. 429 00:32:54,286 --> 00:32:57,118 Merg azi la Northwestern 430 00:32:57,201 --> 00:33:02,240 �i voi avea un transplant de celule stem. 431 00:33:02,323 --> 00:33:07,528 Mi-e fric� s� vorbesc despre asta pentru c� nu �tiu ce m� a�teapt� 432 00:33:07,610 --> 00:33:13,065 �i... le-am spus apropia�ilor c� voi face asta, 433 00:33:14,481 --> 00:33:21,768 dar nu �tiu dac� va fi mai u�or dec�t cred eu, 434 00:33:21,850 --> 00:33:26,305 sau dac� va fi mai ur�t dec�t m� a�tept eu s� fie. 435 00:33:26,389 --> 00:33:29,638 Sau, Doamne fere�te, nu cred, 436 00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:34,924 dar dac� mor �i nu m� mai �ntorc la casa asta, 437 00:33:35,009 --> 00:33:36,965 la fiul meu sau la c�inele meu ? 438 00:33:42,461 --> 00:33:47,250 Adic�... i s-ar putea �nt�mpla oric�nd oricui 439 00:33:47,334 --> 00:33:48,583 deci nu e... 440 00:33:49,166 --> 00:33:53,787 dar e... Am vorbit cu o femeie care a trecut prin asta 441 00:33:53,870 --> 00:33:56,078 �i are rezultate minunate, 442 00:33:56,161 --> 00:33:59,116 dar mi-a spus c� o femeie care era cu ea a murit. 443 00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:01,324 A f�cut o infec�ie micotic�. 444 00:34:02,864 --> 00:34:05,030 Avea copii, 445 00:34:05,112 --> 00:34:07,903 aveam cam aceea�i v�rst�, poate un pic mai t�n�r�, 446 00:34:07,985 --> 00:34:11,399 �i, �n dou� zile, a murit. 447 00:34:13,316 --> 00:34:18,187 Mi-a spus c� femeia aceea renun�ase pentru c� era prea dureros, 448 00:34:18,270 --> 00:34:21,851 nu voia s� mai lupte. 449 00:34:22,642 --> 00:34:29,595 M� rog ca eu s� nu adopt o astfel de g�ndire. 450 00:34:32,926 --> 00:34:38,131 Nici nu pot folosi a�a dentar� din cauza trombocitelor. 451 00:34:40,795 --> 00:34:43,794 Am auzit c� gingiile se retrag la culme 452 00:34:43,877 --> 00:34:46,000 deci poate o s� am din�i lungi. 453 00:34:47,375 --> 00:34:48,957 Mereu mi-am dorit din�i lungi. 454 00:34:50,414 --> 00:34:54,620 O s� iau un du� bucal �i-l folosesc ca bideu. 455 00:34:58,700 --> 00:35:02,905 Asta a fost cam deplasat� �i n-o s� apar� �n film. 456 00:35:04,780 --> 00:35:05,821 OK. 457 00:35:09,609 --> 00:35:11,691 Nu vreau s�-mi iau la revedere de la tine. 458 00:35:13,107 --> 00:35:16,104 M� �ntorc, bine ? S� te distrezi. 459 00:35:16,187 --> 00:35:17,896 Esther o s� se joace cu tine. 460 00:35:20,559 --> 00:35:22,268 �i tu, Snoops. 461 00:35:25,015 --> 00:35:27,181 �n�eleg... E gelos. 462 00:35:28,387 --> 00:35:31,345 Un s�rut geam�n. Spune-mi, spune-mi ce vrei s� spui ? 463 00:35:32,260 --> 00:35:33,260 �tiu. 464 00:35:48,333 --> 00:35:50,248 - Te iubesc. - �i eu te iubesc. 465 00:36:29,553 --> 00:36:32,093 IUNIE 2019 CHICAGO 466 00:36:38,215 --> 00:36:42,920 PRIMUL PAS AL TRATAMENTULUI: CHIMIOTERAPIA PRELIMINAR� 467 00:36:44,918 --> 00:36:49,665 E prima mea rund� de chimioterapie �i e bine. 468 00:36:50,664 --> 00:36:53,078 Fac a�a �i �mi cade p�rul... 469 00:36:53,163 --> 00:36:54,828 �i-mi zic... 470 00:36:56,827 --> 00:36:59,907 Mi-ar pl�cea s� fie la fel de dramatic ca mine. 471 00:37:00,740 --> 00:37:04,322 A DOUA ZI 472 00:37:06,737 --> 00:37:08,902 �nmorm�ntare eco. 473 00:37:11,149 --> 00:37:17,229 Mi s-a spus s� m� g�ndesc la asta, la moarte, 474 00:37:17,313 --> 00:37:21,142 nu din cauza sclerozei pentru c� eu cu asta lupt, 475 00:37:21,226 --> 00:37:23,392 ci pentru c� fac transplantul �sta. 476 00:37:24,265 --> 00:37:28,845 Exist� riscuri �i nu sunt eu cea mai s�n�toas�, 477 00:37:30,345 --> 00:37:34,217 dar nu am sim�it riscul p�n� nu m-am sim�it trist� de la chimio 478 00:37:34,301 --> 00:37:39,672 �i acum m� g�ndesc c� mor. Dar trebuie s�-mi fac planurile, 479 00:37:39,754 --> 00:37:45,042 iar �nmorm�nt�rile eco... 480 00:37:46,334 --> 00:37:51,122 �n primul r�nd, sunt scumpe �i n-o s� economisesc destul 481 00:37:51,205 --> 00:37:54,287 p�n� mor, gen, luna viitoare s� pl�tesc. 482 00:37:54,369 --> 00:37:58,033 Mai ales hotelul �n care se afl� fetele. 483 00:37:58,117 --> 00:38:00,198 Pot s� primesc vizite, 484 00:38:00,282 --> 00:38:03,947 dar nu vreau pentru c� �tiu c� atunci c�nd mi-e r�u, 485 00:38:04,030 --> 00:38:06,527 nu vreau s� v�d pe nimeni. 486 00:38:11,066 --> 00:38:13,440 E a�a deprimant. 487 00:38:13,524 --> 00:38:16,147 Nu �tiu dac� �mi plac ceremoniile ebraice. 488 00:38:16,229 --> 00:38:19,145 Evreii nu m-au pl�cut niciodat�. 489 00:38:21,768 --> 00:38:25,890 Sunt pe jum�tate evreic�, am luat-o �n serios 490 00:38:25,973 --> 00:38:29,928 pentru c� am tr�it a�a, dar cred c� ei nu m� vor. 491 00:38:30,720 --> 00:38:35,258 Nu �tiu cum s� tr�iesc acum pentru c� nu mie �mi pas�, 492 00:38:35,342 --> 00:38:37,257 e doar bunica. 493 00:38:38,630 --> 00:38:40,754 E �n regul� dac�... 494 00:38:40,837 --> 00:38:45,042 pentru c� am fost complet... 495 00:38:49,457 --> 00:38:52,246 Mam�, e �n regul�. Nu-�i face griji, 496 00:38:52,329 --> 00:38:56,867 ai f�cut ce trebuia, dar nu le scoate afar�. 497 00:38:58,617 --> 00:39:00,615 Dar e a�a �i apoi... 498 00:39:00,699 --> 00:39:05,071 e aia, asta �i alte lucruri. 499 00:39:05,446 --> 00:39:08,194 E una aici care arat� fix ca... 500 00:39:10,609 --> 00:39:13,106 ��i pl�cea de mine c�nd eram mic� ? 501 00:39:16,271 --> 00:39:17,979 M-ai iubit, nu ? 502 00:39:19,436 --> 00:39:22,974 M� �ntrebam dac� m-ai speriat a�a de tare 503 00:39:23,059 --> 00:39:26,764 c� n-am mai f�cut copii mult timp. 504 00:39:29,013 --> 00:39:30,387 E greu. 505 00:39:30,470 --> 00:39:33,842 C�t a fost, dou� zile ? 506 00:39:35,299 --> 00:39:38,505 E greu s� ai un copil c�nd lucrezi mult. 507 00:39:39,504 --> 00:39:42,794 E greu s� ai copil c�nd ai 50, 60 de ani. 508 00:39:45,917 --> 00:39:48,291 Nu, n-o s� fac asta. 509 00:39:48,373 --> 00:39:52,079 Medicamentele... idiotul care... 510 00:39:53,703 --> 00:39:56,452 Le-am luat dintr-o surs� de �ncredere. 511 00:39:59,865 --> 00:40:00,823 Da. 512 00:40:04,487 --> 00:40:05,987 Te iubesc, mami. 513 00:40:13,439 --> 00:40:15,604 �n�eleg perfect ce spune, 514 00:40:16,896 --> 00:40:21,142 surorile mele n-o �n�eleg �i le apas�... 515 00:40:23,975 --> 00:40:26,930 grija pentru ea, e imposibil. 516 00:40:29,511 --> 00:40:31,552 Dar o �n�eleg perfect. 517 00:40:33,633 --> 00:40:39,589 �i nu �tiu dac� e din cauz� c� �i creierul meu o ia razna c�teodat�. 518 00:40:41,129 --> 00:40:44,252 Deci �n�eleg �i nu e important�. 519 00:40:44,335 --> 00:40:47,665 Galima�ia �nlocuie�te ceva. 520 00:40:47,749 --> 00:40:52,288 �ncearc� s� �nlocuiasc� cuvintele pe care nu le g�se�te 521 00:40:52,370 --> 00:40:54,245 �i nu e ceva important. 522 00:40:54,328 --> 00:40:58,116 Surorile mele se aga�� de cuvintele care n-au nicio noim�. 523 00:40:58,200 --> 00:41:00,616 Nu conteaz� ce are sens, 524 00:41:00,698 --> 00:41:02,156 ci ceea ce vrea s� spun�. 525 00:41:05,403 --> 00:41:07,361 Vreau ca mama... 526 00:41:11,690 --> 00:41:17,729 s� nu fie speriat�, s� fie �mp�cat�. 527 00:41:20,269 --> 00:41:23,392 Asta �mi doresc pentru ea mai mult dec�t orice. 528 00:41:34,342 --> 00:41:36,924 Mama e furioas�... 529 00:41:38,423 --> 00:41:40,753 �i minunat�, am idolatrizat-o. 530 00:41:40,837 --> 00:41:45,751 �ns� furia asta s-a transmis genetic 531 00:41:45,834 --> 00:41:48,665 �i a devenit o triste�e. 532 00:41:51,122 --> 00:41:52,704 Totul se leag� de mama. 533 00:41:53,537 --> 00:41:57,533 Nu a fost niciodat� de-ajuns de bun, nici n-o s� fie. 534 00:42:00,449 --> 00:42:03,738 Vreau s� scap de tot ceea ce am mo�tenit. 535 00:42:04,446 --> 00:42:11,192 Vreau s� scap de furia asta mo�tenit� 536 00:42:11,275 --> 00:42:14,439 pentru c� ar putea aprinde soarele. 537 00:42:25,224 --> 00:42:30,386 Asear� am vorbit mult despre c�t de �ngrozitor va fi, 538 00:42:30,470 --> 00:42:33,260 �i nu pentru c� o s� se rad� �n cap 539 00:42:33,342 --> 00:42:39,380 sau alte chestii de genul, ci din cauza bolii �ndelungate. 540 00:42:39,464 --> 00:42:41,004 �i nesiguran�a. 541 00:42:41,088 --> 00:42:44,251 Chiar dac� prognosticul e foarte bun, 542 00:42:44,334 --> 00:42:46,292 sunt multe riscuri. 543 00:42:47,415 --> 00:42:49,707 E �ngrozitor. 544 00:42:49,790 --> 00:42:54,202 Nu vreau ca sora mea mic� s� sufere at�t de mult 545 00:42:54,286 --> 00:42:58,034 sau s� ri�te s� moar� din cauza unei infec�ii micotice 546 00:42:58,117 --> 00:43:00,158 sau ceva la fel de prostesc 547 00:43:00,241 --> 00:43:03,405 care n-ar fi a�a grav pentru altcineva. E cumplit. 548 00:43:06,694 --> 00:43:11,482 Selma face asta pentru c� va tr�i. 549 00:43:12,898 --> 00:43:15,938 Vrea s� poat� fi l�ng� fiul ei, 550 00:43:16,728 --> 00:43:20,892 s� se poat� bucura de fiecare zi. 551 00:43:23,142 --> 00:43:29,970 E at�t de puternic� �i de curajoas�. 552 00:43:31,428 --> 00:43:36,964 E o lupt�toare �i va lupta pentru ce poate fi al ei. 553 00:43:38,380 --> 00:43:40,545 Poate dac� nu l-ar fi avut pe Arthur, 554 00:43:40,628 --> 00:43:42,920 ar fi avut o alt� perspectiv�, 555 00:43:43,003 --> 00:43:46,374 dar nu vrea s� rateze nimic din via�a acelui copil 556 00:43:46,459 --> 00:43:48,707 �i vrea s-o tr�iasc� din plin, cu el. 557 00:43:50,538 --> 00:43:53,954 Selma vrea s� fac� transplantul, 558 00:43:54,786 --> 00:43:57,284 s� stea cuminte c�t e nevoie, 559 00:43:57,368 --> 00:44:01,780 iar eu simt c� va fi bine. 560 00:44:02,530 --> 00:44:05,070 Mama se enerva pe mine c�nd eram la gr�dini�� 561 00:44:05,154 --> 00:44:08,776 �i �mi t�ram piciorul din cuaza durerii. 562 00:44:08,860 --> 00:44:10,857 �i spuneam: "M� doare, m� doare piciorul !" 563 00:44:10,942 --> 00:44:13,356 Se f�cea mi�to de mine la greu, 564 00:44:13,439 --> 00:44:15,688 dar e acela�i picior pe care �l t�rii �i acum. 565 00:44:15,772 --> 00:44:17,436 �i-i spun: "Hei, sc�rb�. 566 00:44:18,102 --> 00:44:21,393 "E SM. Cine minte acum, sc�rb� ?" 567 00:44:21,476 --> 00:44:24,932 E un pic de ostilitate. Doar un pic de ostilitate. 568 00:44:26,930 --> 00:44:30,635 N-o spune, n-o face ! Nu... 569 00:44:30,720 --> 00:44:32,469 Nu mai c�ut�m prieteni acum. 570 00:44:32,551 --> 00:44:35,050 Secrete de familie, n-o face. 571 00:44:36,382 --> 00:44:38,006 - Te iubesc. - Te iubesc. 572 00:44:38,090 --> 00:44:40,255 - Arthur, vrei s� te �mbr��is�m ? - Ce ? 573 00:44:40,337 --> 00:44:42,044 Vrei s� te �mbr��i��m ? 574 00:44:43,711 --> 00:44:47,124 - Te iubesc, maimu�ic�. Pa. - Pa. 575 00:44:47,207 --> 00:44:48,748 - Pa, ursule�. - Te iubesc. 576 00:45:12,316 --> 00:45:16,105 L-am �ntrebat pe Arthur, �nainte s� vin �n Chicago, 577 00:45:16,188 --> 00:45:22,516 dac� �l sup�r� ceva la ce fac eu acum. 578 00:45:25,264 --> 00:45:28,430 Mi-a spus c� nu vrea s�-mi pierd p�rul. 579 00:45:29,096 --> 00:45:31,968 I-am spus c�-l poate tunde el 580 00:45:32,051 --> 00:45:34,717 ca s� nu fie �ocul mare. 581 00:45:35,758 --> 00:45:37,589 A fost de acord. 582 00:46:01,323 --> 00:46:04,863 Eu m-am �m�pact cu ideea, 583 00:46:04,946 --> 00:46:07,859 nu m� g�ndesc la asta, dar m� g�ndesc la el. 584 00:46:12,149 --> 00:46:14,856 �mi place s� comand chestii de pe Amazon �i ajung aici. 585 00:46:14,939 --> 00:46:19,602 Sper c� e aparatul de masaj pentru c� �n spital, 586 00:46:19,686 --> 00:46:21,726 o s� m� maseze �n zona asta. 587 00:46:21,808 --> 00:46:27,013 Din cauza steroizilor, te umfli pentru c� re�ii ap� 588 00:46:27,096 --> 00:46:29,136 din cauza chimioterapiei. 589 00:46:31,094 --> 00:46:34,134 Vreau s�-mi masez fa�a. 590 00:46:38,756 --> 00:46:40,796 ". Pasiune dincolo de imagina�ie." 591 00:46:40,879 --> 00:46:44,376 - Nu �tii ce e ? - Tata nu �n�elege ce spun. 592 00:46:44,460 --> 00:46:46,042 Comfy Mate. 593 00:46:46,126 --> 00:46:51,414 Am crezut c� e... Nu mi-a pl�cut s� folosesc 594 00:46:51,496 --> 00:46:56,784 un vibrator, dar de fiecare dat�... asta e a doua oar�. 595 00:46:56,867 --> 00:46:59,365 Am fost la Sharper Image din aeroport, 596 00:46:59,449 --> 00:47:02,447 aveam nevoie pentru g�t, m� doare tot timpul, 597 00:47:02,530 --> 00:47:04,029 �i i-am spus tipului 598 00:47:04,112 --> 00:47:07,068 vreau ceva ce pot s� �in �n m�n�, dar e pentru g�t. E bun de ceva ? 599 00:47:07,152 --> 00:47:13,273 Mi-a spus c� da. Oamenii sunt mul�umi�i. 600 00:47:13,356 --> 00:47:17,186 �n avion m-am jucat cu el, 601 00:47:17,271 --> 00:47:21,766 e un penis �n miniatur�, dar nu pentru asta l-am luat. 602 00:47:21,850 --> 00:47:27,264 Am cump�rat alt penis pentru masajul fe�ei �i al g�tului 603 00:47:27,347 --> 00:47:29,553 �i e pur� �nt�mplare. 604 00:47:29,636 --> 00:47:32,134 Hai s� vedem dac� a prins via��. Hai. 605 00:47:35,092 --> 00:47:38,838 E perfect pentru fa��. Nu-l returnez. 606 00:47:38,921 --> 00:47:42,169 E un fel de masaj limfatic. 607 00:47:43,877 --> 00:47:47,125 Crezi c� o s� se amuze asistentele c� eu... 608 00:47:47,207 --> 00:47:51,912 Scheme de masaj cu Selma Blair. E pornit ? 609 00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:54,411 Povestea vie�ii mele. 610 00:47:54,494 --> 00:47:56,659 V� iubesc. Ne vedem m�ine. 611 00:47:58,492 --> 00:48:00,407 Arthur, laptele t�u. 612 00:48:07,278 --> 00:48:11,025 �NAINTEA TRANSPLANTULUI, PACIEN�II SE SUPUN UNEI EVALU�RI RIGUROASE 613 00:48:11,107 --> 00:48:17,353 PENTRU A VEDEA DAC� �NDEPLINESC CRITERIILE PENTRU PROCEDUR� 614 00:48:19,269 --> 00:48:23,974 TRATAMENTUL POATE FI ADMINISTRAT DAC� PACIENTUL NU MAI IA PASTILE, 615 00:48:24,058 --> 00:48:30,095 IAR SIMPTOMELE NU S-AU �NR�UT��IT CU MULT. 616 00:48:32,967 --> 00:48:36,756 Am stat o s�pt�m�n� pentru teste, cu Bonny... 617 00:48:36,840 --> 00:48:38,713 �i am fost acceptat� pentru tratament. 618 00:48:38,796 --> 00:48:40,546 TRATAMENT, PASUL 2: 619 00:48:40,878 --> 00:48:45,084 Era un doctor nenorocit acolo, a� vrea s� uit faza, 620 00:48:45,168 --> 00:48:47,291 era specialist �n motricitate 621 00:48:47,375 --> 00:48:51,414 mi-a spus c� nu se potrive�te. 622 00:48:51,497 --> 00:48:54,661 ". Nu sunt specialist �n SM, dar mi�c�rile tale..." 623 00:48:54,745 --> 00:48:57,533 �i-apoi, �i asta e partea cea mai grea, 624 00:48:57,616 --> 00:48:59,283 mi-a spus c� el crede... 625 00:48:59,366 --> 00:49:01,989 Nu e niciun dubiu c� am SM, 626 00:49:02,073 --> 00:49:03,613 dar e ceva func�ional. 627 00:49:04,279 --> 00:49:06,153 Cum s� fie func�ional ? 628 00:49:06,237 --> 00:49:09,692 Bonny m-a v�zut �i era mirat�... 629 00:49:09,776 --> 00:49:11,774 Crezi c� e �n capul meu ? 630 00:49:13,106 --> 00:49:15,188 Mi-era ru�ine c�nd a zis asta. 631 00:49:15,271 --> 00:49:19,519 Sunt eu a�a nebun� 632 00:49:19,602 --> 00:49:21,933 �i e doar anxietate ? 633 00:49:24,140 --> 00:49:27,263 N-am fost eu �ns�mi vreo trei zile. 634 00:49:27,347 --> 00:49:30,636 M� r�nise, m-am dus la psiholog, 635 00:49:30,718 --> 00:49:32,301 am vorbit cu el. 636 00:49:32,384 --> 00:49:35,216 Nu vreau s� pierd ocazia cu transplantul. 637 00:49:35,300 --> 00:49:39,963 Dar sim�eam c� trebuie s� demonstrez ceva �i m� stresa. 638 00:49:40,046 --> 00:49:45,709 �n ziua a cincea, am fost la specialist 639 00:49:45,792 --> 00:49:50,538 �i mi-a spus c� nu e psihic 640 00:49:50,621 --> 00:49:54,202 �i c� trebuie s� m� testeze s� vad� c�t pot s� duc. 641 00:49:56,535 --> 00:49:59,200 �i-apoi mi-a ar�tat dovada, 642 00:49:59,283 --> 00:50:02,155 lumea ar fi mul�umit�. 643 00:50:02,239 --> 00:50:05,029 De ce m-ai pus s� m� duc la el 644 00:50:05,111 --> 00:50:07,486 dac� �tiai c� va face asta ? 645 00:50:07,569 --> 00:50:10,109 Trebuie s� fii hot�r�t c�nd e�ti acolo. 646 00:50:12,857 --> 00:50:16,728 A fost o lovitur� mare. 647 00:50:21,891 --> 00:50:25,265 Sistemul imunitar este poli�ia corpului. 648 00:50:25,348 --> 00:50:26,638 Rolul lui e s� te protejeze. 649 00:50:27,846 --> 00:50:30,677 Din nefericire, �n cazul bolilor autoimune, celulele albe 650 00:50:30,760 --> 00:50:32,468 sunt confuze �i atac� organismul. 651 00:50:32,552 --> 00:50:34,467 �n cazul sclerozei multiple, 652 00:50:34,550 --> 00:50:37,880 ele atac� sistemul nervos central, 653 00:50:37,963 --> 00:50:39,339 m�duva spin�rii �i creierul. 654 00:50:42,420 --> 00:50:45,666 Terapia standard e cu medicamente. 655 00:50:45,750 --> 00:50:47,999 Acestea �ncetinesc boala, 656 00:50:49,082 --> 00:50:51,871 dar transplantul cu celule stem te face mai bine. 657 00:50:51,954 --> 00:50:53,619 DR. RICHARD K. BURT UNIV. NORTHWESTERN 658 00:50:53,702 --> 00:50:55,827 Ai nevoie de o defini�ie strict� a r�spunsului 659 00:50:55,910 --> 00:50:58,241 �i nu exist� vreun marker biologic pentru SM 660 00:50:58,324 --> 00:51:01,698 a�a c� cea mai bun� defini�ie ar fi NEDA. 661 00:51:01,781 --> 00:51:05,820 Adic�, f�r� dovada activit��ii bolii. F�r� recidive, 662 00:51:05,903 --> 00:51:09,317 f�r� leziuni vechi active sau noi pe RMN, 663 00:51:09,401 --> 00:51:12,107 f�r� leziuni mai mari pe RMN, asta �nseamn� NEDA. 664 00:51:12,191 --> 00:51:14,689 Cele mai bune medicamente au efectul NEDA 665 00:51:14,772 --> 00:51:18,728 la doi, trei ani dar numai cu 40 - 50%, 666 00:51:18,811 --> 00:51:24,348 compar�nd cu transplantul care are o rat� de succes de 60 - 85%. 667 00:51:24,432 --> 00:51:29,095 Deci, cu totul diferit, �i f�r� medicamente. 668 00:51:32,134 --> 00:51:35,549 Scleroza multipl� e o boal� care distruge tot ce e�ti tu, 669 00:51:35,632 --> 00:51:38,173 nu are leac �i vezi progres numai dac� iei 670 00:51:38,255 --> 00:51:41,461 medicamente scumpe cu efecte secundare. 671 00:51:42,460 --> 00:51:46,749 Transplantul schimb� fundamental 672 00:51:46,833 --> 00:51:50,539 unele boli autoimune pentru c� vedem rezultate �i beneficii 673 00:51:50,622 --> 00:51:52,246 nemai�nt�lnite p�n� acum, 674 00:51:52,328 --> 00:51:55,118 Am ezitat s� folosesc cuv�ntul "leac, " 675 00:51:55,202 --> 00:51:58,450 dar c�nd sunt oameni care de 5 ani, au doar o recidiv� minor�, 676 00:51:58,532 --> 00:52:00,574 se fac mai bine, sunt mai bine f�r� medicamente, 677 00:52:00,656 --> 00:52:02,572 �ncepi s� te �ntrebi unde duce, 678 00:52:02,656 --> 00:52:04,278 dar nu folosesc cuv�ntul acela. 679 00:52:04,362 --> 00:52:07,652 DIN 1995, PESTE 3.000 DE PACIEN�I CU BOLI AUTOIMUNE 680 00:52:07,735 --> 00:52:10,317 AU FOST TRATA�I CU TRANSPLANTUL DE CELULE STEM. 681 00:52:10,941 --> 00:52:14,522 83% DINTRE PACIEN�II CU SM NU AU DOVADA ACTIVIT��II BOLII (NEDA) 682 00:52:14,606 --> 00:52:15,980 LA 2 ANI DUP� TRATAMENT. 683 00:52:16,688 --> 00:52:21,142 67% DINTRE PACIEN�II CU SM AU AVUT SIMPTOME DUP� 5 ANI. 684 00:52:21,851 --> 00:52:26,056 �N PRIMA ETAP� A STUDIILOR, MORTALITATEA A FOST DE 7.3% 685 00:52:26,389 --> 00:52:29,678 Sunt multe medicamente, dar nici unul nu vindec� SM. 686 00:52:29,761 --> 00:52:34,549 Dac� medicamentele nu te vindec�, cau�i altceva. 687 00:52:34,632 --> 00:52:38,088 Un doctor recomand� ceva, altul recomand� altceva. 688 00:52:39,422 --> 00:52:41,336 Al doilea medicament de pe list�... 689 00:52:41,419 --> 00:52:45,458 A le�inat dup� ce l-a luat. 690 00:52:45,541 --> 00:52:47,791 Au venit paramedicii s-o readuc� la via��. 691 00:52:48,623 --> 00:52:50,788 Niciun medicament nu rezolv� problema. 692 00:52:50,872 --> 00:52:52,621 Atenueaz� simptomele, 693 00:52:52,703 --> 00:52:55,326 le iei p�n� nu mai func�ioneaz�. 694 00:52:55,410 --> 00:52:59,241 �i-apoi treci la urm�torul. E�ti prins �ntr-o hor�, 695 00:52:59,325 --> 00:53:01,323 dar nu ��i �mbun�t��e�ti cu nimic starea. 696 00:53:01,406 --> 00:53:03,946 �i asta pentru c� boala progreseaz�. 697 00:53:04,030 --> 00:53:06,611 A vrut s� opreasc� progresul... 698 00:53:06,694 --> 00:53:10,524 A�a a ajuns la celulele stem. 699 00:53:17,437 --> 00:53:19,226 TRATAMENT PASUL 3: 700 00:53:19,310 --> 00:53:23,557 Dup� ce s-a aprobat transplantul, preg�tim mobilizarea. 701 00:53:24,307 --> 00:53:27,846 Ideea e s� mut�m celulele stem �n fluxul sanguin. 702 00:53:28,513 --> 00:53:31,801 E chimioterapie. Folosim Ciclofosfamid�. 703 00:53:36,257 --> 00:53:40,879 Dup� mobilizare, pacientul e externat a doua zi 704 00:53:40,962 --> 00:53:45,168 �i �ncepe s� fac� injec�ii cu un hormon de cre�tere. 705 00:53:45,250 --> 00:53:47,831 A�tepta�i 30 de minute. Am f�cut asta. 706 00:53:47,915 --> 00:53:49,706 Preg�ti�i-v� pentru injec�ie. 707 00:53:49,789 --> 00:53:52,120 Analiza�i seringa. 708 00:53:52,203 --> 00:53:54,411 Doamne, poza asta m� face s� r�d. 709 00:53:56,825 --> 00:54:01,656 Acest proces ajut� pacientul s� dezvolte celule stem �n s�nge. 710 00:54:02,530 --> 00:54:04,363 Ca s� putem face prelevarea celulelor stem. 711 00:54:06,028 --> 00:54:09,567 Peste 10 zile, pacientul e gata pentru prelevarea celulelor stem. 712 00:54:12,439 --> 00:54:15,479 CELULELE STEM SUNT FOLOSITE PENTRU �NLOCUIREA CELULELOR �I �ESUTURILOR 713 00:54:15,562 --> 00:54:18,395 CARE AU FOST AFECTATE SAU AU MURIT �N URMA BOLII. 714 00:54:21,891 --> 00:54:24,931 CELULE STEM SE TRANSFORM� �N CELULE ALBE 715 00:54:25,014 --> 00:54:27,846 DAC� E VREO DEFICIEN�� N CORP 716 00:54:33,341 --> 00:54:36,632 TRATAMENT, PASUL 4: RECOLTAREA DE CELULE STEM 717 00:54:50,705 --> 00:54:54,660 C�nd termin�m, adic� pe la 16:30 sau chiar mai repede, 718 00:54:54,744 --> 00:54:56,742 echipa care se ocup� de transplant 719 00:54:56,826 --> 00:54:59,157 va num�ra celulele extrase. 720 00:54:59,240 --> 00:55:00,281 Le vor lua. 721 00:55:00,364 --> 00:55:03,613 Le ia cam o or�, o or� jumate s� numere celulele. 722 00:55:03,696 --> 00:55:06,320 Pe la cinci, primim un document de la ei. 723 00:55:06,403 --> 00:55:08,151 Ne spun c�t de multe sunt 724 00:55:08,235 --> 00:55:10,400 �i atunci vom �ti sigur. 725 00:55:13,689 --> 00:55:18,186 M� simt ame�it� �i am furnic�turi. 726 00:55:22,765 --> 00:55:24,847 A ap�rut o complica�ie. 727 00:55:25,722 --> 00:55:29,844 Dintr-o dat�, m-a luat o durere crunt� �n piept... 728 00:55:31,468 --> 00:55:32,550 Aveam... 729 00:55:33,675 --> 00:55:36,007 Nu sim�eam nimic. 730 00:55:36,090 --> 00:55:41,170 Parc� eram paralizat�, nu mai vedeam, vedeam alb �n fa��. 731 00:55:42,086 --> 00:55:44,001 Mi-a zdruncinat credin�a. 732 00:55:44,084 --> 00:55:47,874 M-a dat cu mult �napoi. 733 00:55:47,957 --> 00:55:49,914 M-am stresat a�a de tare, 734 00:55:51,039 --> 00:55:55,493 am o stare de sl�biciune 735 00:55:55,576 --> 00:55:58,741 �i m� simt vulnerabil�. 736 00:55:59,866 --> 00:56:03,946 Nu puteam zice c� nu pot respira pentru c� n-aveam aer. 737 00:56:06,402 --> 00:56:09,900 Am le�inat, eram deasupra camerei 738 00:56:09,983 --> 00:56:11,190 �i am v�zut haosul. 739 00:56:12,189 --> 00:56:14,146 Erau opt oameni �n aceast� c�m�ru�� 740 00:56:14,230 --> 00:56:16,479 �ncerc�nd s�-�i dea seama ce se �nt�mpl�. 741 00:56:16,562 --> 00:56:20,726 Nu mi-era fric� sau ceva, dar �tiam c� pot muri oric�nd. 742 00:56:21,933 --> 00:56:24,765 �i, bine�n�eles, m-am g�ndit la Arthur, 743 00:56:24,848 --> 00:56:28,137 dar nu sim�eam triste�e, trebuia s� lupt pentru el. 744 00:56:28,220 --> 00:56:29,303 Sim�eam... 745 00:56:32,009 --> 00:56:34,549 dac� mai ai un pic de via��, cobori. 746 00:56:34,633 --> 00:56:36,257 Coboar�. Asta nu e... 747 00:56:37,505 --> 00:56:40,170 nu pleci acuma. 748 00:56:41,669 --> 00:56:43,751 Te po�i �ntoarce acum. 749 00:56:43,834 --> 00:56:46,250 �i am revenit �i era at�t de dureros. 750 00:56:47,125 --> 00:56:52,371 4 IULIE 2019 751 00:56:56,992 --> 00:56:59,365 Da, merg. 752 00:57:19,602 --> 00:57:24,056 Ce vrei s�-mi spui ? O s� m� uit la asta c�nd... 753 00:57:25,181 --> 00:57:29,178 O s� m� uit la asta c�nd nu m� voi sim�i bine. 754 00:57:29,261 --> 00:57:31,135 Asta vrei s�-mi spui ? 755 00:57:32,593 --> 00:57:34,675 Asta vrei s�-mi spui ? 756 00:57:34,757 --> 00:57:36,049 O s� m� uit c�nd nu sunt bine. 757 00:57:36,132 --> 00:57:39,338 - Te iubesc, mami. - Te iubesc mult. 758 00:57:53,787 --> 00:57:57,200 - Pa. - Pa, pa. Te iubesc. 759 00:57:57,866 --> 00:57:58,824 Te iubesc, mami. 760 00:58:10,067 --> 00:58:15,855 TRATAMENT PASUL 5: CONDI�IONAREA (5 ZILE DE CHIMIOTERAPIE INTENSIV�) 761 00:58:17,229 --> 00:58:21,308 SELMA R�M�NE IZOLAT� �N SPITAL 762 00:58:27,970 --> 00:58:30,719 DAVID LYONS FOSTUL IUBIT AL SELMEI 763 00:58:40,296 --> 00:58:42,044 Va sta la spital 764 00:58:42,127 --> 00:58:45,666 dou� s�pt�m�ni jumate, �ntr-o mic� bul�. 765 00:58:46,875 --> 00:58:50,371 Chimioterapia �i pune la p�m�nt sistemul imunitar 766 00:58:51,122 --> 00:58:55,202 pentru ca s� se poat� reseta. 767 00:58:55,285 --> 00:58:58,533 �i pun celulele stem �napoi �i scopul e ca acestea 768 00:58:58,615 --> 00:59:02,280 s�-i contruiasc� un alt sistem imunitar 769 00:59:02,363 --> 00:59:04,529 care nu se atac� pe sine. 770 00:59:06,485 --> 00:59:09,191 Pacien�ii vor prezenta neutropenie, 771 00:59:09,276 --> 00:59:12,606 ceea ce �nseamn� c� sistemul lor imunitar va fi reprimat. 772 00:59:12,689 --> 00:59:14,771 Deci, din motive de siguran��, 773 00:59:14,854 --> 00:59:17,645 verific�m semnele vitale la fiecare c�teva ore, 774 00:59:17,728 --> 00:59:21,516 asigur�ndu-ne c� nu a ap�rut febra sau vreo infec�ie. 775 00:59:21,599 --> 00:59:24,848 Dac� apare vreo infec�ie, administr�m antibiotice imediat. 776 00:59:31,219 --> 00:59:33,217 - Te iubesc. - Bine, mami. 777 00:59:38,547 --> 00:59:40,546 Am dureri mari. 778 00:59:47,374 --> 00:59:50,539 Nu �tiu dac� se poate face ceva �n privin�a asta. 779 00:59:55,036 --> 00:59:58,032 Am spasme la g�t �i �n partea de jos a spatelui. 780 01:00:00,614 --> 01:00:02,155 Doar pentru c�... 781 01:00:05,819 --> 01:00:10,482 Vorbeam cu un prieten �i mi-a spus s� iau Dilaudid sau ceva. 782 01:00:12,940 --> 01:00:17,062 Dar nu vreau... Nu e necesar. Sunt sigur�... 783 01:00:17,645 --> 01:00:19,061 E doar durere. 784 01:00:19,685 --> 01:00:21,891 C�teodat� trebuie s-o sim�i pur �i simplu. 785 01:00:23,390 --> 01:00:24,682 �i... 786 01:00:31,343 --> 01:00:33,550 M� doare c�nd �nghit. 787 01:00:33,634 --> 01:00:36,547 Mi-e sete. M� doare at�t de tare. 788 01:00:39,421 --> 01:00:41,378 Doamne ! Ce copil sunt. 789 01:00:42,045 --> 01:00:44,501 Uite a�a... m� pl�ng. 790 01:00:47,749 --> 01:00:51,037 M� simt foarte r�u. 791 01:00:52,829 --> 01:00:55,826 ZIUA 4 DE CHIMIOTERAPIE 792 01:00:56,825 --> 01:00:58,700 Nivelul oxigenului e sc�zut. 793 01:01:00,157 --> 01:01:02,113 Tensiunea �i febra sunt... 794 01:01:03,321 --> 01:01:04,736 Am febr� acum. 795 01:01:13,856 --> 01:01:16,603 Nu m� simt bine, asta-i sigur. 796 01:01:16,686 --> 01:01:18,268 S�-mi dau asta jos. 797 01:01:26,429 --> 01:01:28,137 E o zi o proast�. 798 01:01:37,090 --> 01:01:38,630 M�ine va fi transplantul. 799 01:01:38,714 --> 01:01:40,461 ZIUA 5 DE CHIMIOTERAPIE 800 01:01:40,545 --> 01:01:43,043 Pentru asta m-am tot preg�tit. 801 01:01:45,584 --> 01:01:50,538 M�ine s�rb�toresc noul meu corp. 802 01:01:52,870 --> 01:01:54,453 La mul�i ani. 803 01:01:55,244 --> 01:02:00,281 TRATAMENT PASUL 6: TRANSPLANTUL DE CELULE STEM 804 01:02:02,114 --> 01:02:03,987 Vreau un nou �nceput. 805 01:02:04,070 --> 01:02:08,733 Vreau s� fiu s�n�toas�. Vreau ca celulele stem... 806 01:02:10,358 --> 01:02:14,147 s� creasc� �i s� iubeasc� acest corp de 47 de ani 807 01:02:14,231 --> 01:02:17,145 �n care trebuie s� se �nmul�easc�. 808 01:02:17,228 --> 01:02:19,935 Eu... 809 01:02:20,017 --> 01:02:21,975 Vreau s�-mi schimb mentalitatea 810 01:02:22,057 --> 01:02:24,473 pentru c� m-am g�ndit mult 811 01:02:25,598 --> 01:02:30,468 la moarte ca la scopul suprem al acestei vie�i. 812 01:02:30,551 --> 01:02:33,800 Acum vreau s� m� g�ndesc la via��, 813 01:02:33,884 --> 01:02:38,672 s� o apreciez, pur �i simplu. 814 01:02:39,505 --> 01:02:42,959 Nu �tiu de ce am toate astea... 815 01:02:43,043 --> 01:02:45,875 dar sper s� fie bine cu celulele. 816 01:02:57,950 --> 01:03:00,572 C�nd le scoatem, sunt �nghe�ate. 817 01:03:01,696 --> 01:03:05,570 Dureaz� un minut, dou� s� le transform�m �n lichid magic. 818 01:03:08,067 --> 01:03:10,858 - Mul�umesc. - Cu drag. 819 01:03:13,439 --> 01:03:14,729 Asta e ziua 820 01:03:15,563 --> 01:03:19,517 Asta e ziua dat� de Dumnezeu 821 01:03:19,602 --> 01:03:23,140 S� ne veselim �i s� ne bucur�m 822 01:03:24,265 --> 01:03:27,430 Dumnezeu cel milostiv, creator �i d�t�tor de via��, 823 01:03:28,429 --> 01:03:29,927 venim �n fa�a Ta azi, 824 01:03:30,011 --> 01:03:34,049 mul�umitori pentru darul vie�ii �i pentru iubirea Ta nem�rginit�. 825 01:03:34,133 --> 01:03:36,798 Ai pus �n noi aceste celule mici 826 01:03:36,881 --> 01:03:39,129 ca s� avem puterea de a ne vindeca, 827 01:03:40,379 --> 01:03:45,333 ai dat medicilor, oamenilor de �tiin�� i speciali�tilor 828 01:03:45,416 --> 01:03:48,207 cuno�tin�a de a folosi aceste celule spre binele nostru 829 01:03:48,290 --> 01:03:50,121 �i ��i mul�umim pentru asta. 830 01:03:50,204 --> 01:03:53,785 ��i mul�umim c� ai condus-o pe Blair �n aceast� zi minunat�. 831 01:03:54,909 --> 01:03:59,406 Doamne, o �tii pe Blair cel mai bine �i sper�m 832 01:03:59,490 --> 01:04:02,822 c� vei primi aceste cuvinte rev�rsate din inima ei. 833 01:04:02,905 --> 01:04:04,904 ��i cerem 834 01:04:04,987 --> 01:04:09,067 s� �ndep�rtezi orice informa�ie genetic� negativ� din via�a ei. 835 01:04:09,151 --> 01:04:12,273 Te rug�m s-o aju�i �i pe mama ei. 836 01:04:14,521 --> 01:04:17,810 Te rug�m s-o binecuv�ntezi pe Blair 837 01:04:17,895 --> 01:04:20,185 la primirea acestor celule d�t�toare de via��, 838 01:04:20,267 --> 01:04:23,266 s� aib� �ncredere �n puterea de vindecare, 839 01:04:23,348 --> 01:04:26,971 �i �n invita�ia Ta de a tr�i o nou� via��. 840 01:04:28,095 --> 01:04:30,302 D�-i speran�a �i r�bdarea 841 01:04:30,386 --> 01:04:36,339 pentru vindecarea trupului, min�ii �i a spiritului. 842 01:04:36,422 --> 01:04:38,838 Vom cere binecuv�ntarea pentru aceste celule, 843 01:04:38,922 --> 01:04:40,669 veni�i mai aproape. 844 01:04:41,462 --> 01:04:46,042 Trimite Duhul T�u cel Sf�nt peste aceste celule 845 01:04:46,125 --> 01:04:49,289 umpl�ndu-le cu iubirea Ta �i puterea Ta de vindecare. 846 01:04:49,372 --> 01:04:52,161 �n numele T�u sf�nt ne rug�m. Amin. 847 01:05:26,512 --> 01:05:31,176 Sistemul imunitar va fi reprimat din cauza chimioterapiei. 848 01:05:31,260 --> 01:05:34,591 Celule stem vor recl�di sistemul imunitar de la zero. 849 01:05:35,549 --> 01:05:37,463 Se nume�te grefare. 850 01:05:37,548 --> 01:05:40,045 A�tept�m s�-�i revin� sistemul imunitar 851 01:05:40,129 --> 01:05:41,918 �nainte s�-i extern�m. 852 01:05:44,084 --> 01:05:47,083 1 ZI DUP� TRANSPLANT 853 01:05:49,413 --> 01:05:51,704 Am un gust �n gur� de monede murdare. 854 01:05:52,911 --> 01:05:54,661 Totul are gust r�u. 855 01:05:59,074 --> 01:06:01,572 E ciudat, m� simt ca pe un platou de filmare. 856 01:06:02,363 --> 01:06:06,526 Un platou de filmare abandonat �i toat� lumea a plecat. 857 01:06:07,818 --> 01:06:09,524 E gol aici. 858 01:06:10,607 --> 01:06:12,231 Cu asta m� ocup... 859 01:06:14,271 --> 01:06:15,646 c�t stau �ntins�. 860 01:06:15,729 --> 01:06:17,728 M�na dreapt� e bine. 861 01:06:18,852 --> 01:06:23,432 M�na st�ng� mai are nevoie de terapie. 862 01:06:25,180 --> 01:06:27,845 Cioc, cioc. Cine-i ? 863 01:06:29,927 --> 01:06:33,300 Nu e a�a amuzant s� joci jocul de unul singur. 864 01:06:44,958 --> 01:06:46,333 Mi-ai v�zut corpul ? 865 01:06:46,416 --> 01:06:48,956 Ar�t de parc� tocmai am n�scut... 866 01:06:49,039 --> 01:06:52,620 - E un corp umflat. - Corp. 867 01:06:52,703 --> 01:06:54,951 Picioarele, totul. Umflate. 868 01:06:55,035 --> 01:06:56,866 Bra�ele, g�tul. 869 01:06:56,950 --> 01:06:59,449 Ei spun c� de asta m� dor din�ii mai tare 870 01:06:59,531 --> 01:07:03,778 pentru c� e presiune pe nerv... Dar asta e... 871 01:07:03,861 --> 01:07:06,360 Cu hainele pe tine, nu ar��i... 872 01:07:06,443 --> 01:07:07,776 Bine ? 873 01:07:10,899 --> 01:07:12,022 S� fim serio�i. 874 01:07:12,106 --> 01:07:14,480 9 ZILE DUP� TRANSPLANT 875 01:07:44,250 --> 01:07:45,708 Foarte bine, foarte bine. 876 01:07:48,955 --> 01:07:51,496 Doamne, parc� sunt �ntr-un film cu Tom Hanks, 877 01:07:51,578 --> 01:07:53,453 c�nd e izolat pe insul�. 878 01:07:56,493 --> 01:07:58,033 �i-l m�n�nc pe Wilson. 879 01:08:00,572 --> 01:08:01,530 Prietenul meu. 880 01:08:02,654 --> 01:08:05,152 C�nd pot fi repara�i din�ii ? 881 01:08:05,235 --> 01:08:07,234 C�nd poate folosi a�a dentar� ? 882 01:08:08,568 --> 01:08:10,482 C�t timp e nevoie de masc� ? 883 01:08:10,566 --> 01:08:13,438 C�nd �i poate cur��a tenul ? 884 01:08:13,521 --> 01:08:16,812 Sunt permise toate fructele �i legumele dup� externare ? 885 01:08:16,895 --> 01:08:18,894 �ntreb�ri preg�tite de Bonny. 886 01:08:22,890 --> 01:08:28,845 DUP� 19 ZILE DE IZOLARE �N SPITAL, SELMA PLEAC� ACAS� 887 01:08:35,340 --> 01:08:41,544 JULIE DE SANTO PRIETENA SELMEI 888 01:08:50,537 --> 01:08:53,286 Era a�a de bine afar�. 889 01:08:53,370 --> 01:08:56,700 �tiu c� ajunsesem la u�� 890 01:08:57,824 --> 01:09:03,903 �i �nc� nu m� sim�eam bine. 891 01:09:06,319 --> 01:09:09,649 Nu-mi d�deam seama c� putea s� reapar�. 892 01:09:09,732 --> 01:09:12,189 Aveam impresia c� m-am vindecat. 893 01:09:14,854 --> 01:09:18,852 Stimulii, mi�carea, soarele... 894 01:09:18,935 --> 01:09:21,641 Am cedat. 895 01:09:30,302 --> 01:09:34,883 C�nd nu mori, ��i spui: "Doamne, mor". 896 01:09:36,339 --> 01:09:38,337 Dar c�nd sim�i cu adev�rat c� mori... 897 01:09:40,545 --> 01:09:43,417 Tot ce pot s� spun e c� nu m� simt deloc bine. 898 01:11:05,360 --> 01:11:10,690 AUGUST 2019 LOS ANGELES 899 01:11:19,227 --> 01:11:20,850 M� mai �ii minte ? 900 01:11:30,094 --> 01:11:34,924 Nu pot s� m� molipsesc de ceva, de la tine, a� putea muri. 901 01:11:35,007 --> 01:11:36,215 N-ar fi r�u ? 902 01:11:36,298 --> 01:11:40,295 S� mor din cauza lui Pippa. 903 01:11:40,379 --> 01:11:41,336 Hai sus. 904 01:11:41,960 --> 01:11:45,791 Credeam c� o s� merg c�nd o s� m� �ntorc acas�. 905 01:11:45,874 --> 01:11:48,456 Am vrut s� se �nt�mple peste noapte, n-a fost a�a. 906 01:11:49,954 --> 01:11:55,284 Vreau s�-l v�d pe Arthur, dar m� tem c� se sperie de mine. 907 01:11:59,074 --> 01:12:01,114 Sunt o persoan� optimist�. 908 01:12:01,198 --> 01:12:03,487 Dar am ni�te zile grele. 909 01:12:07,277 --> 01:12:09,108 Sunt foarte pozitiv�. 910 01:12:11,357 --> 01:12:15,312 M� bucur s�-mi v�d copilul. Voi fi fericit�. 911 01:12:19,768 --> 01:12:22,683 Acum �tiu c� poate sta cu tat�l s�u... 912 01:12:22,766 --> 01:12:26,222 Simt c� nu mai trebuie s� m� ag�� de via��. 913 01:12:26,595 --> 01:12:28,511 Nu dac� nu m� simt mai bine. 914 01:12:33,134 --> 01:12:35,299 �mi pare r�u. 915 01:12:58,366 --> 01:13:02,363 Nu �tiam cum va fi c�nd voi ajunge acas�. 916 01:13:04,028 --> 01:13:08,025 Dr. Burt nu prea vorbe�te despre ceea ce urmeaz�, 917 01:13:08,108 --> 01:13:09,525 pentru c� fiecare e diferit, 918 01:13:09,608 --> 01:13:12,856 iar el nu vrea s� creeze a�tept�ri. 919 01:13:12,939 --> 01:13:16,311 S� zic� cum o s� te sim�i. 920 01:13:16,394 --> 01:13:19,310 Dar mie �mi place s� fiu realist�, 921 01:13:19,393 --> 01:13:24,182 s� fiu preg�tit�, s� nu m� simt ca o ratat�. 922 01:13:25,139 --> 01:13:27,095 Nu �n�eleg creierul. 923 01:13:27,178 --> 01:13:31,760 Mi-am promis c� n-o s� judec procesul. 924 01:13:31,843 --> 01:13:35,464 �i totu�i comentez pentru c� dac� v�d c�... 925 01:13:35,549 --> 01:13:37,505 C�nd am fost la doctor, mi-a spus 926 01:13:37,588 --> 01:13:40,129 c� am primit o a doua �ans� la via��. 927 01:13:40,212 --> 01:13:43,043 E bine c� am �tiut, 928 01:13:43,127 --> 01:13:45,790 c� �ncurajez al�i oameni, 929 01:13:45,874 --> 01:13:51,537 dar m� �ntreb dac� va fi bine �i pentru mine. 930 01:13:51,621 --> 01:13:52,578 Pentru c� eu... 931 01:13:53,993 --> 01:13:59,198 �ntr-un fel sunt mai... 932 01:14:01,446 --> 01:14:02,863 prezent�. 933 01:14:02,946 --> 01:14:05,903 Chiar dac� m-am sim�it mai r�u �n ultimele zile 934 01:14:05,986 --> 01:14:08,234 pentru c� am tras de mine. 935 01:14:08,317 --> 01:14:13,314 Pe de alt� parte, e mai greu s� vorbesc 936 01:14:13,397 --> 01:14:14,438 pentru c�... 937 01:14:15,936 --> 01:14:21,475 simt c� nu pot, nu pot vorbi coerent. 938 01:14:21,558 --> 01:14:24,473 Pentru ca al meu creier s� transmit� ceva, 939 01:14:24,556 --> 01:14:28,762 dac� spun ceva, trebuie s� m� concentrez. 940 01:14:29,803 --> 01:14:31,342 Dac� nu trebuie s� m� concentrez, 941 01:14:31,425 --> 01:14:34,299 dac� citesc ceva... Cuisine de Provence. 942 01:14:36,340 --> 01:14:38,545 Dac� e ceva despre mine, 943 01:14:38,629 --> 01:14:41,419 sau dac� are leg�tur� cu mine, 944 01:14:42,627 --> 01:14:45,667 e aproape de nesuportat. 945 01:14:46,956 --> 01:14:51,328 Creierul meu trebuie s� se adapteze. 946 01:14:54,285 --> 01:14:58,241 OCTOMBRIE 2019 (11 S�PT�M�NI DUP� TRANSPLANT) 947 01:15:18,559 --> 01:15:21,557 De aici m� �tiu cei mai mul�i, 948 01:15:21,640 --> 01:15:25,347 de pe coperta revistei People. 949 01:15:26,097 --> 01:15:29,386 E cea mai ur�t� copert� de revist� 950 01:15:29,469 --> 01:15:31,967 pe care am v�zut-o �n via�a mea �i eu apar pe ea. 951 01:15:32,050 --> 01:15:33,715 �tii ce mi-a spus mama ? 952 01:15:33,799 --> 01:15:37,381 "Selma, pari a�a insignifiant�." 953 01:15:39,920 --> 01:15:41,753 �tiu. 954 01:15:41,836 --> 01:15:42,877 Ajutor. 955 01:15:42,960 --> 01:15:45,791 �tiam c� n-am s� devin o vedet� de cinema, 956 01:15:45,875 --> 01:15:47,915 nu eram comercial�. 957 01:15:47,998 --> 01:15:50,122 Am �tiut de pe atunci. 958 01:15:50,205 --> 01:15:53,369 Dar iat� un succes. 959 01:15:53,453 --> 01:15:56,076 Steven Meisel, Italian Vogue. 960 01:15:57,074 --> 01:16:00,030 Ar�tam mult ca mama �n pozele astea 961 01:16:00,114 --> 01:16:02,530 pentru c� a�a �i purta �i ea p�rul. 962 01:16:04,861 --> 01:16:08,316 Mi-a prins bine s� �tiu 963 01:16:08,400 --> 01:16:11,606 c� cineva vedea ceva bun la mine, ceva ce eu nu vedeam. 964 01:16:11,690 --> 01:16:14,770 Eram recunosc�toare pentru c� mereu m-am sim�it mai pu�in demn�. 965 01:16:16,354 --> 01:16:20,351 "Momentul �n care a s�rutat-o pe Sarah, Michelle Gellar din Cruel Intentions 966 01:16:20,434 --> 01:16:22,681 a transformat-o pe Selma Blair �ntr-o actri�� 967 01:16:22,765 --> 01:16:25,472 interesant� a noii genera�ii de la Hollywood." Mul�umesc mult. 968 01:16:25,555 --> 01:16:28,637 Dar nu sunt �n dimensiunea potrivit�, Sunt �n discordan��. 969 01:16:28,720 --> 01:16:32,383 Sunt mic� de tot �i n-a observat nimeni. 970 01:16:33,633 --> 01:16:36,255 Nimeni n-a observat. �mi lipsea un picior, 971 01:16:36,339 --> 01:16:38,670 dar nu-mi d�deam seama de ce eram neimportant�. 972 01:16:38,755 --> 01:16:41,086 Acum �mi dau seama, nu eram eu de vin�. 973 01:16:41,170 --> 01:16:43,251 M-au printat prea mic�. 974 01:16:43,335 --> 01:16:45,000 E �i vina mea c�... 975 01:16:45,915 --> 01:16:47,789 Nu m-ar fi printat a�a de scund� 976 01:16:47,872 --> 01:16:49,414 dac� nu le d�deam ocazia. 977 01:16:49,497 --> 01:16:51,994 Nimeni n-o pune pe Nicole prea mic� pe copert�. 978 01:16:52,745 --> 01:16:55,992 E �ngrozitor, dar n-am avut niciodat� ambi�ia... 979 01:16:57,116 --> 01:16:58,657 de a fi cea mai bun� actri��. 980 01:17:00,906 --> 01:17:03,320 Acum a� fi dac� m-a� �ntoarce. 981 01:17:04,402 --> 01:17:07,567 Crezi c� te vei �ntoarce ? 982 01:17:10,274 --> 01:17:11,232 Nu. 983 01:17:12,564 --> 01:17:13,522 Nu �tiu. 984 01:17:14,978 --> 01:17:18,934 Nu m� imaginez s� pot... 985 01:17:22,348 --> 01:17:24,264 Nu �tiu cine va crede �n mine. 986 01:17:27,303 --> 01:17:28,386 Ce mai faci, Lizzie ? 987 01:17:29,343 --> 01:17:31,884 O s� pierd semnalul pentru c� m� duc la grajduri. 988 01:17:31,968 --> 01:17:33,342 Mai e�ti ? 989 01:17:33,424 --> 01:17:35,382 E prima dat� dup� ce-ai revenit ? 990 01:17:35,465 --> 01:17:38,046 Am mai fost acolo, 991 01:17:38,130 --> 01:17:40,794 dar e prima dat� c�nd iau lec�ii. 992 01:17:41,503 --> 01:17:43,626 O lec�ie scurt�. Nu va dura mult. 993 01:17:43,709 --> 01:17:45,417 Ca s� nu fie obositor, dar da. 994 01:17:47,373 --> 01:17:50,996 E minunat. M� bucur. 995 01:17:51,079 --> 01:17:52,828 Mersi. �i eu. 996 01:18:15,687 --> 01:18:17,393 Realist vorbind, trebuie s� �nv�� 997 01:18:17,477 --> 01:18:19,934 s� c�l�resc din nou, s�-mi refac condi�ia fizic�. 998 01:18:21,058 --> 01:18:24,098 �i sper s� c�l�resc mai bine dec�t �nainte. 999 01:18:27,138 --> 01:18:29,303 Nu puteam s� fac asta cu pu�in timp �n urm�. 1000 01:18:30,093 --> 01:18:31,593 Asta e. 1001 01:18:31,676 --> 01:18:33,132 Arat� bine. 1002 01:18:33,216 --> 01:18:34,964 �oldurile un pic �n fa��, 1003 01:18:35,048 --> 01:18:38,171 vezi dac� po�i s� te arcuie�ti un pic. 1004 01:18:38,254 --> 01:18:39,211 Te descurci. 1005 01:18:40,670 --> 01:18:41,877 - Super. - Fac nebunii. 1006 01:18:41,961 --> 01:18:44,291 Nu, nu faci prostii, ��i st� foarte bine. 1007 01:18:44,375 --> 01:18:46,748 �ncearc� s� folose�ti gambele. 1008 01:18:46,832 --> 01:18:49,081 �tiu c� nu ai tonus. A�a. 1009 01:18:49,164 --> 01:18:51,495 Nu-�i fie team� s�-l zore�ti un pic 1010 01:18:51,578 --> 01:18:53,577 doar pentru c� nu po�i dec�t cu un picior. 1011 01:18:53,660 --> 01:18:54,784 Te descurci minunat. 1012 01:18:54,867 --> 01:18:57,492 Piciorul meu st�ng nu func�ioneaz�. 1013 01:18:57,575 --> 01:19:00,072 Deci nu pot mai mult de zece secunde. 1014 01:19:00,155 --> 01:19:03,153 Faptul c� po�i pentru zece secunde... 1015 01:19:03,236 --> 01:19:04,820 G�nde�te-te c�t timp a trecut... 1016 01:19:04,903 --> 01:19:07,943 Ai fost �n stare s� te �ii zece secunde. E incredibil. 1017 01:19:08,026 --> 01:19:10,857 - Putem s-o lu�m la galop ? - Sigur c� da. 1018 01:19:10,940 --> 01:19:12,605 Bine. 1019 01:19:12,688 --> 01:19:13,980 S�-l m�ni un pic 1020 01:19:14,063 --> 01:19:16,852 pentru c� porne�te c�nd faci a�a. 1021 01:19:16,935 --> 01:19:19,683 �i-apoi cu pintenii. 1022 01:19:19,767 --> 01:19:21,142 A�a. Foarte bine. 1023 01:19:23,432 --> 01:19:24,598 Bine, a�a. 1024 01:19:24,681 --> 01:19:26,887 A�a. Um�rul drept, �oldul jos. 1025 01:19:28,553 --> 01:19:29,886 Te descurci. 1026 01:19:29,969 --> 01:19:31,300 Te descurci. 1027 01:19:32,425 --> 01:19:33,465 Hai. 1028 01:19:33,549 --> 01:19:36,756 Super. Bine. Mergi un pic. 1029 01:19:36,839 --> 01:19:38,545 Da, a�a. 1030 01:19:38,629 --> 01:19:40,877 E foarte bine. Un �nceput fantastic. 1031 01:19:40,961 --> 01:19:43,583 - Chiar e. - Bine. 1032 01:19:43,667 --> 01:19:45,832 Chiar e. M� bucur mult. 1033 01:19:45,915 --> 01:19:47,830 E abia �nceputul, Nibbles. 1034 01:19:50,746 --> 01:19:51,704 Te iubesc. 1035 01:19:57,908 --> 01:20:01,072 NEW YORK 2 S�PT�M�NI MAI T�RZIU 1036 01:20:11,149 --> 01:20:17,394 Trebuie s� fac un RMN m�ine s� v�d dac� au ap�rut leziuni noi 1037 01:20:17,478 --> 01:20:20,517 pentru c� simt c� n-a func�ionat �n totalitate. 1038 01:20:20,600 --> 01:20:23,306 Am foarte multe spasme. 1039 01:20:23,973 --> 01:20:26,180 Poate la mine n-a mers. 1040 01:20:26,262 --> 01:20:28,137 Cu ce am gre�it ? 1041 01:20:29,219 --> 01:20:34,299 A�a c� nu sunt foarte m�ndr� de mine. 1042 01:20:34,382 --> 01:20:37,005 Doctorul mi-a spus c� nimeni nu se simte mai bine, 1043 01:20:37,088 --> 01:20:39,587 c� trec nou� luni ca s� se formeze anticorpii 1044 01:20:39,670 --> 01:20:41,419 sau m� rog, nu-mi amintesc exact. 1045 01:20:41,503 --> 01:20:44,750 Mi-a spus c� ia timp. �i mi-a zis ceva de 15 luni. 1046 01:20:44,834 --> 01:20:46,832 Am �nt�lnit-o pe Robin Roberts, 1047 01:20:46,915 --> 01:20:49,788 iar ea, dup� transplant, 1048 01:20:49,872 --> 01:20:53,410 s-a recuperat �n doi ani de zile. 1049 01:20:54,993 --> 01:20:58,990 Atunci am auzit pentru prima dat�. 1050 01:21:00,115 --> 01:21:02,446 A contat enorm pentru c� eu credeam... 1051 01:21:03,571 --> 01:21:06,859 Credeam c� at�t pot eu, dar nu e a�a... 1052 01:21:08,316 --> 01:21:10,441 Nu credeam c� voi fi o persoan� cu dizabilit��i 1053 01:21:10,524 --> 01:21:12,731 care va ajuta alte persoane cu dizabilit��i. 1054 01:21:15,979 --> 01:21:18,268 Se v�d pe ei �n�i�i �i prind speran��. 1055 01:21:18,351 --> 01:21:21,183 Nu trebuie s� se enerveze �i s� le fie ru�ine. 1056 01:21:21,267 --> 01:21:24,638 Chestia asta mi-a dat un sens �n via��. 1057 01:21:24,721 --> 01:21:26,555 Nu �tie, dar vreau s�-l �ntrec. 1058 01:21:33,716 --> 01:21:34,882 Am c�tigat. 1059 01:21:37,421 --> 01:21:40,169 Nu credeam c� o s� m� ca��r pe mun�i din nou. 1060 01:21:41,293 --> 01:21:42,251 Dar... 1061 01:21:43,375 --> 01:21:46,208 E doar un g�nd... �nc� trebuie dovedit. 1062 01:21:47,581 --> 01:21:48,871 �i am s-o fac. 1063 01:21:52,578 --> 01:21:56,991 Via�a mea va fi fost de succes dac� mor cunosc�nd bucuria. 1064 01:21:57,074 --> 01:22:00,030 Am spus asta cu ani �n urm�. 1065 01:22:00,114 --> 01:22:02,779 Era greu de atins, imposibil. 1066 01:22:02,863 --> 01:22:05,110 Era o ru�ine s� vrei asta. 1067 01:22:05,777 --> 01:22:08,942 Nu �tiam unde a� g�si bucuria. 1068 01:22:09,025 --> 01:22:10,773 Dup� acel film, voi fi bucuroas�. 1069 01:22:10,857 --> 01:22:13,604 Dac� c�tig at�t. Dac� am cutare iubit. 1070 01:22:13,687 --> 01:22:14,937 Dac� nu mai beau. 1071 01:22:15,021 --> 01:22:17,018 �i nu m� sim�eam bine, 1072 01:22:18,394 --> 01:22:20,184 nu m� sim�eam confortabil pe P�m�nt. 1073 01:22:30,926 --> 01:22:34,799 OCTOMBRIE 2019 CHICAGO 1074 01:22:44,625 --> 01:22:46,416 Mergi spre u��. 1075 01:22:47,540 --> 01:22:49,788 Bun. Acum, �ntoarce-te. 1076 01:22:49,871 --> 01:22:52,703 �i-acum vreau s� te ralaxezi. 1077 01:22:52,786 --> 01:22:54,535 Po�i s� mergi a�a ? 1078 01:22:54,618 --> 01:22:57,365 Drept, cum ar spune un poli�ist. 1079 01:23:01,280 --> 01:23:04,527 Momentul �n care m� sprijin pe piciorul st�ng. Da. 1080 01:23:04,610 --> 01:23:07,193 E �nc� un pic ciudat... 1081 01:23:07,276 --> 01:23:10,856 - Po�i merge pe v�rfuri ? - Da, pot merge pe v�rfuri. 1082 01:23:10,939 --> 01:23:13,439 E greu cu genul �sta de papuci, 1083 01:23:13,522 --> 01:23:16,061 dar pe c�lc�i ? Po�i merge pe c�lc�i ? 1084 01:23:16,144 --> 01:23:17,393 Asta e foarte bine. 1085 01:23:17,477 --> 01:23:21,017 Nu au ap�rut leziuni noi. Nicio intensificare, nimic nou. 1086 01:23:21,099 --> 01:23:23,015 - E foarte bine. - Bine. 1087 01:23:23,099 --> 01:23:25,679 - Super. - Vei fi din ce �n ce mai bine. 1088 01:23:25,763 --> 01:23:29,303 Au trecut abia trei luni. De obicei, se v�d progrese 1089 01:23:29,386 --> 01:23:31,343 la vreo doi ani dup� interven�ie, 1090 01:23:31,426 --> 01:23:33,050 deci vei fi din ce �n ce mai bine. 1091 01:23:33,133 --> 01:23:37,547 E normal s� te mai sim�i confuz�... 1092 01:23:37,630 --> 01:23:38,837 Cu siguran��, 1093 01:23:40,337 --> 01:23:43,834 cu siguran�� sunt mai bine. Dar �nc� m� mai simt ame�it� 1094 01:23:43,917 --> 01:23:46,415 �i mi-e greu s� m� concentrez... E ciudat. 1095 01:23:46,498 --> 01:23:49,621 - Nu vreau s� m� simt ciudat... - Au trecut doar trei luni. 1096 01:23:49,705 --> 01:23:53,701 Dar dac� s-ar putea s� fii mai relaxat�, 1097 01:23:53,785 --> 01:23:55,076 mai pu�in stresat�. 1098 01:23:55,160 --> 01:23:57,907 Nu, �nc� nu m� �ntorc la munc�. 1099 01:23:57,990 --> 01:24:00,281 Nu pot fi consistent� �nc�. 1100 01:24:00,364 --> 01:24:02,070 - Da. - �ti�i ? 1101 01:24:02,154 --> 01:24:04,152 Dar c�nd vei fi preg�tit�, munca te poate ajuta. 1102 01:24:04,236 --> 01:24:07,651 - Vreau s� po�i face �i asta. - Sigur. 1103 01:24:07,734 --> 01:24:10,566 - Bine ? - Nu sunt leziuni noi. 1104 01:24:10,649 --> 01:24:14,063 De c�nd am aflat c� am SM, e prima dat� c�nd n-am leziuni noi. 1105 01:24:14,146 --> 01:24:15,937 Mul�umesc, dle dr. Burt. 1106 01:24:16,020 --> 01:24:18,351 - Mul�umesc. - Cu mare drag. 1107 01:24:19,517 --> 01:24:23,930 Am pl�ns c�nd am v�zut cicatricile pe creierul meu, 1108 01:24:24,014 --> 01:24:27,346 c�nd am v�zut petele alea albe. 1109 01:24:27,429 --> 01:24:29,511 Dar cum spunea �i el, 1110 01:24:29,594 --> 01:24:33,924 creierul trebuie s� se relaxeze �i... 1111 01:24:35,381 --> 01:24:39,336 s� descopere, s� construiasc� noi c�i 1112 01:24:39,419 --> 01:24:42,252 acolo unde sunt leziunile �i... 1113 01:24:42,918 --> 01:24:44,875 M�ine iar iau avionul. 1114 01:24:46,664 --> 01:24:47,747 M� extenueaz�. 1115 01:24:48,830 --> 01:24:52,910 Sunt �n Chicago, ar fi culmea s� nu profit de oportunitate 1116 01:24:52,993 --> 01:24:54,660 s� m� duc �n Detroit, dar... 1117 01:24:55,618 --> 01:24:57,408 M� duc s-o v�d pe mama. 1118 01:24:57,491 --> 01:25:01,071 Ssunt at�t de aproape, nu �tiu dac� o s� pot ajunge �napoi. 1119 01:25:01,154 --> 01:25:02,320 Sau poate da. 1120 01:25:04,820 --> 01:25:09,191 Nu mai simt m�nie �i nu mai sunt sup�rat� pe mama. 1121 01:25:09,275 --> 01:25:10,731 M� duc acas� s-o v�d. 1122 01:25:12,314 --> 01:25:17,768 Nu pot s� mai hr�nesc niciun sentiment de ur�. 1123 01:25:17,851 --> 01:25:21,099 �i nu pentru c� e pe moarte, ci pentru c� am sim�it c� am murit. 1124 01:25:26,179 --> 01:25:28,469 Nu pot, nu pot, nu pot. 1125 01:25:31,801 --> 01:25:34,882 Chiar am vrut. Chiar am vrut. 1126 01:25:34,965 --> 01:25:36,048 N-am putut. 1127 01:25:36,131 --> 01:25:38,380 N-am putut s� fac roata. 1128 01:25:39,504 --> 01:25:41,502 Da. �i roata nu e nimic. 1129 01:25:42,959 --> 01:25:46,707 Nu e pe lista de cerin�e... 1130 01:25:46,790 --> 01:25:49,038 "Domnule dr. Burt, nu mai pot s� fac roata." 1131 01:26:02,737 --> 01:26:05,028 O fac pe-a moarta pentru un final dramatic. 1132 01:26:10,607 --> 01:26:16,227 MARTIE 2020 LOS ANGELES 1133 01:26:18,184 --> 01:26:20,017 Mi-e r�u azi. 1134 01:26:21,141 --> 01:26:24,014 �i Coronavirusul e... 1135 01:26:24,098 --> 01:26:29,178 o familie de �apte coronavirusuri pot infecta omul. 1136 01:26:29,261 --> 01:26:32,509 Nu e faimos ca SARS sau ca MERS 1137 01:26:32,592 --> 01:26:34,632 pentru c� ele au ucis mul�i oameni. 1138 01:26:34,714 --> 01:26:37,254 Dar fiecare variant� e tot mai puternic�. 1139 01:26:39,837 --> 01:26:43,543 FRUSTRAT� DE SIMPTOMELE PERSISTENTE �I DE OBOSEAL� 1140 01:26:43,626 --> 01:26:48,206 SELMA S-A DUS LA ALT DOCTOR DIN LOS ANGELES. 1141 01:26:50,954 --> 01:26:53,451 DR. REGINA BERKOVICH A SPUS 1142 01:26:53,535 --> 01:26:56,699 C� SELMA ARE LEZIUNI ALE MATERIEI CENU�II 1143 01:26:56,782 --> 01:27:02,861 PE CARE AL�I DOCTORI NU LE-AU MEN�IONAT. 1144 01:27:05,902 --> 01:27:08,066 MATERIA CENU�IE 1145 01:27:08,149 --> 01:27:13,896 CONTROLEAZ� MU�CHII, MEMORIA, EMO�IILE �I VORBIREA. 1146 01:27:19,309 --> 01:27:24,472 Sunt ofticat� �i confuz� 1147 01:27:24,556 --> 01:27:28,094 c� nu m-am recuperat miraculos. 1148 01:27:29,386 --> 01:27:32,800 Dar am crezut c�, �ntr-o zi, 1149 01:27:32,883 --> 01:27:34,632 la trei luni dup� transplant, m� voi trezi 1150 01:27:34,715 --> 01:27:37,546 �i voi sim�i cum se simt ceilal�i. 1151 01:27:37,629 --> 01:27:40,460 Nu s-a �nt�mplat cum am crezut eu, 1152 01:27:40,544 --> 01:27:46,207 pentru c� s�n�tatea mea fizic� e destul de �ubred� �nc�. 1153 01:27:48,746 --> 01:27:51,911 �mi v�d piscina acum, �tiu cu ce am de-a face. 1154 01:27:52,744 --> 01:27:53,909 �i e... 1155 01:27:55,033 --> 01:27:58,198 Asta seam�n� cu creierul meu. 1156 01:27:58,281 --> 01:28:00,697 Iar aici sunt posibilit��ile. 1157 01:28:01,821 --> 01:28:06,567 �i fac asta pentru mama. 1158 01:28:06,650 --> 01:28:10,107 Asta e ca s� spun c� am tr�it l�ng� lac... 1159 01:28:10,191 --> 01:28:12,064 Pentru c� a�a m�sur�m succesul. 1160 01:28:12,148 --> 01:28:15,936 Dac� am murit �ntr-un loc frumos. 1161 01:28:17,185 --> 01:28:19,684 C� am tr�it �ntr-un loc frumos, l�ng� ap�. 1162 01:28:19,767 --> 01:28:22,140 Asta nu s-a �nt�mplat pentru mine �i pentru mama. 1163 01:28:28,719 --> 01:28:30,218 Mama mea a murit. 1164 01:28:32,799 --> 01:28:35,755 E oribil pentru c� nu putem s-o �ngrop�m. 1165 01:28:40,420 --> 01:28:45,541 N-am crezut niciodat� c� n-o s-o v�d pe mama 1166 01:28:45,624 --> 01:28:49,913 c�nd pleac� sau c� n-o s� fiu l�ng� surorile mele. 1167 01:28:52,620 --> 01:28:57,740 Din cauza Coronavirusului, am stat to�i pe loc. 1168 01:29:00,281 --> 01:29:03,819 E ca �ntr-un fel de caleidoscop. 1169 01:29:03,902 --> 01:29:06,193 Un obiect simplu. 1170 01:29:06,277 --> 01:29:08,317 Ca un vas, o urn�. 1171 01:29:08,400 --> 01:29:10,399 Nu trebuie s�-l atingi. 1172 01:29:10,482 --> 01:29:12,979 Iar mama a vrut s� fie �nmorm�ntat� 1173 01:29:13,063 --> 01:29:14,563 dup� ce moare. 1174 01:29:14,646 --> 01:29:18,935 Aprecia conceptul de ��r�n� �n ��r�n�, 1175 01:29:19,018 --> 01:29:20,391 imeidat. 1176 01:29:24,139 --> 01:29:26,720 Nu �tiu cum s-o ajut, 1177 01:29:26,803 --> 01:29:30,051 sunt �nc� pe P�m�nt �i o admir mult. 1178 01:29:37,088 --> 01:29:40,294 C�nd mama ne dezam�ge�te �n mintea noastr�, 1179 01:29:40,377 --> 01:29:43,834 sim�im c� suntem v�duvi�i de oportunitatea 1180 01:29:43,917 --> 01:29:45,415 de a fi o persoan� bun�. 1181 01:29:45,498 --> 01:29:47,580 De a fi cea mai bun� persoan�. 1182 01:29:47,664 --> 01:29:50,163 De a fi o persoan� echilibrat�. 1183 01:29:51,287 --> 01:29:53,452 Am dat vina pe mama 1184 01:29:53,534 --> 01:29:57,906 pentru c� n-am avut uneltele necesare, dar acum �mi pare r�u. 1185 01:30:00,946 --> 01:30:03,737 O sun pe mama. S� v�d dac� �nc� e la Favorite. 1186 01:30:03,820 --> 01:30:04,861 Da, mama. 1187 01:30:04,944 --> 01:30:09,025 Sunt Molly, las� un mesaj dup� bip. Mersi. 1188 01:30:13,230 --> 01:30:16,311 Mama ! Doamne, tu e�ti ! 1189 01:30:16,395 --> 01:30:18,393 Mor. 1190 01:30:18,477 --> 01:30:21,516 Doamne, mam�, �tii c� �mi spuneai "Maudlin" �nainte ? 1191 01:30:21,599 --> 01:30:23,681 N-ai v�zut nimic �nc�. 1192 01:30:23,763 --> 01:30:25,638 E�ti moart�. 1193 01:30:26,886 --> 01:30:31,300 Ar fi r�s �n hohote dac� ar fi fost aici s� asculte. 1194 01:30:31,383 --> 01:30:33,382 La chestia asta ar fi pl�ns, 1195 01:30:33,465 --> 01:30:36,173 m-ar implora s� n-o fac. Ar striga. 1196 01:30:36,255 --> 01:30:38,753 "Stop ! Stop ! Continu� ! Stai, trebuie s� beau ceva." 1197 01:30:38,837 --> 01:30:40,835 Avea �igara �i b�utura 1198 01:30:40,919 --> 01:30:43,168 �i ar fi zis: "Cascada Niagara !" 1199 01:30:43,251 --> 01:30:46,623 Pentru c� numai asta ar fi sp�lat g�ndurile ei. 1200 01:30:46,706 --> 01:30:48,372 Dac� a� fi vrut s-o fac s� se simt� prost. 1201 01:30:53,076 --> 01:30:56,950 �n via��, c�nd oamenii �ntreab� "Cum te sim�i ?" 1202 01:30:58,990 --> 01:31:00,238 r�spund "bine". 1203 01:31:01,612 --> 01:31:03,736 �i-apoi dac� spun: "Nu, sincer, cum e�ti ?", 1204 01:31:03,820 --> 01:31:05,319 le spun s�-mi dea num�rul de telefon 1205 01:31:05,401 --> 01:31:07,318 s� le trimit clipuri tot timpul. 1206 01:31:08,234 --> 01:31:09,981 - S�n�tate. - Mul�umesc. 1207 01:31:11,356 --> 01:31:13,313 N-am nimic cu boala. 1208 01:31:13,397 --> 01:31:15,936 Am ceva cu boala permanent�. 1209 01:31:17,644 --> 01:31:19,684 Cunosc trucurile simple. 1210 01:31:19,767 --> 01:31:22,848 Dac�-mi simt p�r�ile corpului, 1211 01:31:22,932 --> 01:31:24,847 pot merge mai departe. 1212 01:31:24,930 --> 01:31:28,969 Dar dac� sunt �n alt� parte, va trebui s-o iau de la cap�t. 1213 01:31:29,052 --> 01:31:31,051 C�nd ies �n lume, m� transform 1214 01:31:31,134 --> 01:31:34,548 �n Coco�atul de la Notre-Dame. 1215 01:31:34,631 --> 01:31:36,005 E foarte dramatic. 1216 01:31:37,505 --> 01:31:39,836 �i nu mai pot a�a. 1217 01:31:39,919 --> 01:31:41,834 Cred c� voi fi pustnic�. 1218 01:31:43,167 --> 01:31:47,205 Sunt �n depresie. M� chinui, dar �n acela�i timp 1219 01:31:47,289 --> 01:31:49,454 �mi dau seama c� toat� lumea se chinuie. 1220 01:31:56,740 --> 01:31:59,738 �i spuneam rochia magicianului Merlin. 1221 01:32:00,571 --> 01:32:05,694 Mereu mi-a spus c� o pot lua dup� ce moare. 1222 01:32:08,066 --> 01:32:10,565 �mi plac smaraldele �i p�reau a�a de mari. 1223 01:32:10,649 --> 01:32:15,311 Sunt pline de farmec, dar subestimate. 1224 01:32:15,394 --> 01:32:17,685 Sunt subestimate, dar faine. 1225 01:32:17,769 --> 01:32:19,143 C�nd eram mic�, 1226 01:32:20,349 --> 01:32:22,016 erau foarte importante. 1227 01:32:22,099 --> 01:32:26,013 Purta asta �i toate surorile l-au vrut, dar l-am luat eu. 1228 01:32:26,096 --> 01:32:29,510 �mi aminte�te de inima Omului de Tinichea. 1229 01:32:29,594 --> 01:32:31,883 L-am luat cu ani �n urm�. 1230 01:32:31,966 --> 01:32:34,298 �l port de c�nd sunt �n LA. 1231 01:32:34,382 --> 01:32:36,255 E o inim� din argint, 1232 01:32:36,338 --> 01:32:39,378 iar asta e rochia ei Saint Laurent ca de magician. 1233 01:32:40,127 --> 01:32:42,002 Am a�teptat s� moar� ca s� iau asta. 1234 01:32:42,085 --> 01:32:45,125 Nu m-a l�sat nici s-o probez c�t a tr�it. 1235 01:32:46,082 --> 01:32:49,122 Erau multe alte lucruri, dar a f�cut-o s� fie dr�gu�� cu mine. 1236 01:32:49,205 --> 01:32:51,079 S-o fac� valoroas�. 1237 01:32:59,615 --> 01:33:01,987 Toat� lumea intr� �n ap� la final, 1238 01:33:02,070 --> 01:33:04,402 asta e mi�carea final�, nu ? 1239 01:33:04,485 --> 01:33:07,441 E un lucru bun, nu mi se pare sumbru. 1240 01:33:07,525 --> 01:33:10,898 Nu cred c� a intra �n ap� �nseamn� a renun�a. 1241 01:33:10,982 --> 01:33:14,146 Te scufunzi �ntr-o lume minunat�. 1242 01:33:23,764 --> 01:33:28,678 Am vrut s� �n�eleg c�t de nefericit� eram. 1243 01:33:29,719 --> 01:33:31,717 Mama a s�dit un �ntuneric �n mine 1244 01:33:31,800 --> 01:33:35,630 pentru c� n-a vrut s� �ncurajeze 1245 01:33:36,754 --> 01:33:39,586 aceast� neajutorare. 1246 01:33:39,669 --> 01:33:43,916 Cred c� a vrut s�-mi dau seama c� suntem cu to�ii f�r� ap�rare 1247 01:33:43,999 --> 01:33:46,914 �i trebuie s� fac ceva. Nu sunt special�. 1248 01:33:48,038 --> 01:33:50,203 Nu �tiu cum s� spun... 1249 01:33:50,287 --> 01:33:53,243 Mi-e ru�ine s-o spun, dar sunt �mp�cat�. 1250 01:33:53,326 --> 01:33:55,909 Sunt momente �n care nu sunt, 1251 01:33:55,992 --> 01:33:58,448 dar, �n general, sunt �mp�cat�. 1252 01:33:58,531 --> 01:34:01,072 �i sper s� pot face mai multe pentru semeni. 1253 01:34:01,155 --> 01:34:04,777 Dar, ��i pui masca pe fa�� i... 1254 01:34:04,860 --> 01:34:09,274 Am stat mult timp cu mine �ns�mi �i sper ca, 1255 01:34:09,358 --> 01:34:14,562 �nainte s� mor, s� fi ajutat semnificativ 1256 01:34:14,646 --> 01:34:16,478 oamenii din jurul meu. 1257 01:34:16,501 --> 01:34:20,888 Sincronizare: � per_SEMPRE � Subs.ro Team @ www.subs.ro 99447