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you
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you
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I can't believe you actually made it
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yeah I can't believe it either
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don't be like that you know what I was
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hoping the driver would never find this
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place that way could get the next flight
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out of here come on son
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give me a break it's what you deserve
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David look I'll tell Donald this wasn't
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a good idea well guess what I told him
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the same thing you know I'm only here
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because of him oh well that makes me
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feel really special thank you you're
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welcome
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you better come in well this is where
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you're staying looks like a prison cell
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why do you hate me so much son phone you
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get me a piece of paper and I'll write
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it down for you David
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stop calling me son okay well he pisses
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me off okay whatever you want her thank
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you David I don't know what to say to
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you except just try and enjoy the next
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few days
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feels like a fucking eternity already
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language Jack I don't know what's going
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on inside your head believe me you don't
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want to know
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yeah I'll leave you to it hey you must
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be tired after your flight um just get
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some rest and give me a shout later okay
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thanks for your concern David but I'll
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be fine please shut the door on your way
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out
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why am i doing
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you
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you
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how you doing jack
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still alive honor who's that oh you do
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haven't met yet have you that's Maria
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since I've been single again
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he'd somebody to look after me I hired
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her the help of the housework cooking
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cleaning all that sort of thing she's
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here a few eyes every day if you want
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anything she's the one to ask and I know
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what you're thinking she is a very
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beautiful lady which is one of the main
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reasons I hired her it's good to have a
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beautiful face around the place again
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and she's a very good cook this is my
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son Jack it's nice to meet you Jack did
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you have a good race
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he doesn't say much does he he's just a
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bit shy oh I'm sure you'll be fine David
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look Jack I'm sorry I've got a meeting
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at 1:00 and it's gonna be a few hours so
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I'll leave you in Maria's capable hands
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yeah if that's all right with you it
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will be my pleasure see you later jack I
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thought today isn't it can I get you a
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drink uh yeah sure okay I just be
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minutes
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you go Thanks
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so while I'm are you planning to stay
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only a few days oh that's too bad
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not really why not David and I were not
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exactly close I'm sorry to hear that shy
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you must be very close to your mom LAN
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why would you say something like that to
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me for fuck's sake Jack I'm sorry if I
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say something to offend you
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why did you say it I don't know I just
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presumed you a close to your mom that's
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all are you telling me David never told
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you he told me he was divorced but
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that's it
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typical David he never even speaks about
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her do you live with your mom oh she's
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not around excuse me
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you
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I'm going on now I'd left you Tina in
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the oven okay see you tomorrow
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sorry for snapping at you earlier
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it's not your fault it's okay it's my
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fault rainy no it's not my life's very
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complicated isn't everyone's
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when you said your mom wasn't around
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anymore what did you mean where is she
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she died I'm so sorry it's okay it was a
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very long time ago but I sweat your
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pants oh I only recently divorced yeah
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like I said I likes very complicated
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are you okay yeah cool thanks
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when did you mum pass away very long
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time ago is it after your parents
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divorced no the divorced thing that's
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Linda my stepmom they got divorced last
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year oh that makes sense now
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hey Linda she's a nasty piece of work
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I was why you and your mum passed away I
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was uh just a baby she was just a baby
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she died at childbirth he died giving
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birth to me I wish I could remember
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something about it right I can't
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that's not your food Jackie was just a
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baby I feel responsible for her death
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you know I always have
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I killed her don't say that jack
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okay I'm fine
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it's getting late I should go Jack
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hey Renee can I come in go away David
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I'm sleeping tonight restaurant in town
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what'd he say
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I'm not fuckin hungry and I'm not
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fucking interested so fucking leave me
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alone all right
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okay if you wanted miserable stay near
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only go ahead I don't care you're not a
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little boy anymore you're a man now act
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like one
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I'm a man and me fucking leave me alone
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the right men enough you did it
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hi
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I haven't seen you around here before
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are you new here
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I'm Harold Holliday your accent you're
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from America right ah yeah
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I'm Becky Jack are you here with your
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family
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Oh with your girlfriend no good
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how long you here for only a few days oh
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that's not fair
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do you want to hang out I don't know I
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have a few things to do
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Haley stop my friend
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and you want to get a drink I'm sorry I
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can't I have to get back actually
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can we meet again sure whatever
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I shot your back so soon
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well yeah there isn't much to do around
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here just took a few pictures that's all
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I'm thirsty can I get a drink
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oh he let me get this for you I see you
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amazing your friend sorry
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oh that girl back there we that's why I
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didn't stop and say hello didn't want to
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disturb you
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it's good to make friends she looks like
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a nice good yeah I suppose I just met
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her today yeah my girlfriend's at home
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jack no really why not I don't know I
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just never met a girl I really liked
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find girls my age really immature how
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old are you jack 17 oh but no it's
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phenomenal your dad told me he said you
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might be coming to spend your birthday
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with him did he really
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well did he tell you about the last time
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we spend my birthday together such an
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asshole
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I'm sorry jack flaps acting you again
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you didn't upset me Maru David did do
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you always call your dad by his name I
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don't really consider him his my dad
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he's more of a pain in the ass has it
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always been that bad between you two
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he's never there for me so who do you
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live with right now
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I live with my uncle in the US uncle
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Donald he's my mom's younger brother
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he's been more of a father to me than
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David ever has I know you have probably
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had this before jack but I really do
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understand what you're going through
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I had my fair share of bombs going up
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with my parents pounds can really mess
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up your life if they want to you have
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any kids Maria no no in some way I'm
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glad I don't have any children I think I
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would make a bad mother yesterday when I
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told you about my mom
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you look really upset do you mind if I
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ask you why it's like I said before Jack
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I know what you're going through
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did you lose someone close to you we
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and like you it was a long time ago so I
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understand your pain it must have been
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so outgoing up without the mother yeah
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and it's even harder when you have a dad
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who doesn't really care about you I've
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always felt like an orphan oh don't say
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that Jack I'm short deep down your daddy
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loves you very much well if you did he
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never showed it my life's just too
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depressing let's talk about something
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else okay so how long have you lived in
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England for about two years now and
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before I lived here I lived in Germany
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for about three years did you learn to
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speak English after you came over
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well that's a funny story when I was
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younger I used to watch a lot of
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American movies Enon and that's really
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when I learned to speak English it's
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such a beautiful language we speak any
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other language is young not really I'm
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the one or two French words that's about
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it I speak very good German and a little
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bit of Spanish also well maybe you can
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teach me some friends sometime judoka
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way I said I'd love to
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look at the time I better get back to
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what I was doing
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Donn's want you going ungry merci Alto
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p.m.
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it's very nice
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Missy Baku
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this might sound a bit strange but I
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really feel comfortable talking to you
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oh thank you jack that means a lot to me
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I'm always here for you
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Thanks
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I'm very glad about what you told me
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earlier it's good to talk to someone
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about your problems
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normally I don't but with you it's
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different mm I'm here for you you can
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talk to me about anything you want I
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want to show you something
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your mom she's beautiful look a lot like
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her we may be but she's more beautiful
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than me I always wonder how my life
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would have turned out if she'd have been
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here right now you know you know what
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you mean you're not like as a teenager's
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are you Jack I think too much that's my
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problem
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fine it's really hard to find a person
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my age to have a decent conversation
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with let's talk about something else
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something that's ashy you up I'm not in
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the mood
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oh don't say that how about your
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birthday have you decided what you're
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going to do this
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I really really don't like birthdays why
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not everyone likes best days it's the
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happiest occasion of my life isn't it
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yeah well not in mine don't say that do
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that fucking dumb jerk just fucking
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leave me alone okay
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what's wrong jack told you I don't want
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to celebrate my birthday so please don't
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ask me that again okay are you just
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trying to cheer you up can't celebrate
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my birthday without feeling guilty I
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want to be happy I do but how can I be
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happy when it's also the day that my mom
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died what am I supposed to do tell me
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I'm sorry jack
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forgive me every year I feel guilty when
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my birthday comes around I always feel
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like I should just be mourning her death
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Oh Shaq I want to get depressed around
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my birthdays I want to forget it I want
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to be happy but thinking about my mom it
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just makes me more depressed I
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understand your pain I really do I know
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how hard it is to lose someone so
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precious to you was it your husband no
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you've never been married sorry I said
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that it's okay I don't like to talk
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about it it's just something I prefer to
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keep to myself I build you feel
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comfortable telling me you can trust me
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you know I won't tell anyone I do trust
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you jack it's just too painful to think
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about the past that's all yeah sometimes
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it's best not to remember the bad things
1
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we you're right
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but at the same time you know it's good
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to talk about them we may be
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it was a long time ago it was about your
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age
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and naive 16 year old good thinking I
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knew in the world you know it was seeing
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this boy and one thing led to another
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and I ended up getting pregnant my
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boyfriend didn't want me to keep the
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baby he told me to get rid of it but I
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couldn't do it I tried to keep it a
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secret for my parents so as long as I
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could when I found out they went crazy
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my parents are a bit religious we come
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from a small town where everyone knows
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everyone's business
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it was the scandal of this century what
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happened
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my parents were against abortion so they
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let me have the baby that's the only
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thing they did right so you have baby
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we was a boy two and a half kilos he was
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such a tiny little thing
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I still remember that day in the
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hospital they let me have the baby but
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they wouldn't let me keep him
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I made me give him away they made me
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give up my beautiful little baby boy for
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adoption I have never given my parents
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what they made me do my father passed
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away a few years ago I didn't go to his
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funeral because I still couldn't
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forgiving
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but I hate myself more for not standing
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up for my son I hate myself for being a
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coward but something I've learned to
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live with my life isn't as perfect as
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people think it is you know so sorry
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well I have only myself to blame did you
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ever try to find him no no I felt so
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guilty
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wherever he is I'm sure he's fine
1
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we thank you
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we have something in common haven't we
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yeah
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oh hey uh um hi jack look I'm sorry I've
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been really busy at work recently why
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doesn't that surprise me David you know
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you haven't changed at all
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don't be like that son I'm really trying
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all right anyway the thing is I know
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you're gonna hate me for this I have to
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go to Paris for a day I have a meeting
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with a possible new client and it is
1
00:31:06,819 --> 00:31:09,970
really important that I meet him in
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person
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typical David no time for family don't
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worry I'll make it up to you when I get
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back like you've been making it up for
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the past 17 years you know I don't even
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00:31:20,589 --> 00:31:28,659
know why I came here in the first place
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hey I've asked Maria to stay over and
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keep an eye on you until I get back that
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supposed to make me feel better no I
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suppose not but at least you'll have
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some company excuses after excuse
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00:31:56,179 --> 00:32:07,230
your dinner's ready
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not hungry I'll eat it later I used to
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angry at your dad no mad at myself for
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coming here has he always been like this
1
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ever since I can remember yeah David's
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always been workaholic so was work first
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family second with him how about your
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00:32:25,950 --> 00:32:31,558
stepmother she was the reason why I went
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to go and live in the States dad married
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her a year after my mom died and at
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first I grew up thinking she was my mom
1
00:32:36,659 --> 00:32:40,950
you know
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but then my step-brother Matthew came
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00:32:40,950 --> 00:32:47,069
along and her attitude just started
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00:32:44,460 --> 00:32:49,288
changing towards me I got pushed to the
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side I got into trouble for all the
1
00:32:49,288 --> 00:32:55,440
things he did and I became a nobody
1
00:32:53,179 --> 00:32:57,359
David wasn't around to notice David was
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00:32:55,440 --> 00:33:03,570
always too busy work too busy making
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00:32:57,358 --> 00:33:06,178
money so my stepmom could spend it now
1
00:33:03,569 --> 00:33:07,908
the marriage is over and everything
1
00:33:06,179 --> 00:33:12,960
feels so pointless
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total waste of time when did you realize
1
00:33:12,960 --> 00:33:18,869
she was not your real mother not about
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00:33:15,480 --> 00:33:20,278
sex found a photo of my mom and David
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00:33:18,868 --> 00:33:23,158
together and when I asked my stepmom
1
00:33:20,278 --> 00:33:28,349
about it she was only too glad to tell
1
00:33:23,159 --> 00:33:30,470
me that she wasn't my real mom I'm sorry
1
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jack
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no child should go through what you have
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been through yeah I suppose so
1
00:33:38,089 --> 00:33:44,970
maybe the divorce is not such a bad
1
00:33:40,710 --> 00:33:46,590
thing you know maybe you can start again
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00:33:44,970 --> 00:33:49,319
fresh with your dad's I don't think
1
00:33:46,589 --> 00:33:51,480
that's possible have you ever told him
1
00:33:49,319 --> 00:33:53,970
how you felt all these years no well
1
00:33:51,480 --> 00:33:59,639
maybe you should maybe you should give
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00:33:53,970 --> 00:34:02,269
your dad another chance you think so my
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00:33:59,638 --> 00:34:02,269
way of course
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00:34:04,528 --> 00:34:09,570
thanks for thanks for all your advice
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00:34:09,750 --> 00:34:20,099
you have been a great mom so uh what are
1
00:34:18,909 --> 00:34:26,648
you watching
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00:34:20,099 --> 00:34:30,338
nothing special hi I'm tired I don't
1
00:34:26,648 --> 00:34:32,878
like sports try the next one oh this
1
00:34:30,338 --> 00:34:32,878
looks interesting
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00:34:49,429 --> 00:34:51,490
you
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you
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00:36:17,960 --> 00:36:20,019
you
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you
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00:36:38,650 --> 00:36:50,329
hi Jacob what was you I'm doing I'm fine
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00:36:47,150 --> 00:36:53,360
what are you doing here don't worry I'm
1
00:36:50,329 --> 00:36:58,759
not following you I'm here covering a
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00:36:53,360 --> 00:37:05,059
story it small world huh it's good to
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00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:14,170
see you you uh gonna invite me in for a
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00:37:05,059 --> 00:37:18,650
coffee so huh what have you been up to
1
00:37:14,170 --> 00:37:22,250
nothing special and you oh you know
1
00:37:18,650 --> 00:37:25,130
usual I've been doing an article about
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00:37:22,250 --> 00:37:32,440
the local wildlife reserve riveting
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00:37:25,130 --> 00:37:37,690
stuff someone's got to do it right so
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00:37:32,440 --> 00:37:44,480
how have you been Jacob pretty good
1
00:37:37,690 --> 00:37:45,980
chattering so is there someone special
1
00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:52,130
in your life at the moment
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00:37:45,980 --> 00:37:59,440
oh sorry hard to ask I'm not seeing
1
00:37:52,130 --> 00:37:59,440
anyone and you yeah
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00:37:59,570 --> 00:38:04,480
I've been seeing someone for about two
1
00:38:02,210 --> 00:38:08,470
months now
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00:38:04,480 --> 00:38:12,909
I'm happy for you yeah well after you
1
00:38:08,469 --> 00:38:15,429
left me I spend a lot of time trying to
1
00:38:12,909 --> 00:38:16,539
figure out what it is I did wrong no you
1
00:38:15,429 --> 00:38:20,828
didn't do anything wrong
1
00:38:16,539 --> 00:38:27,779
Jacob I just wasn't ready for commitment
1
00:38:20,829 --> 00:38:27,780
that's all I didn't set out to us you
1
00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:36,070
you did I suppose it was my own fault
1
00:38:32,710 --> 00:38:41,550
really I shouldn't have started talking
1
00:38:36,070 --> 00:38:44,109
about marriage so soon it's complicated
1
00:38:41,550 --> 00:38:48,220
just that I didn't expect to fall in
1
00:38:44,108 --> 00:38:52,328
love with you so quickly I thought
1
00:38:48,219 --> 00:38:56,459
marriage would be the natural way
1
00:38:52,329 --> 00:39:00,190
forward for our relationship you know
1
00:38:56,460 --> 00:39:01,869
does that make sense it makes perfect
1
00:39:00,190 --> 00:39:06,608
sense
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00:39:01,869 --> 00:39:08,608
I just I have a lot of issues to sort
1
00:39:06,608 --> 00:39:14,108
out first
1
00:39:08,608 --> 00:39:16,869
all the time I was with you I felt you
1
00:39:14,108 --> 00:39:21,038
never really opened up to me emotionally
1
00:39:16,869 --> 00:39:28,749
you know I was hoping you would over
1
00:39:21,039 --> 00:39:29,380
time but I was wrong that's not your
1
00:39:28,748 --> 00:39:38,278
fault
1
00:39:29,380 --> 00:39:38,278
Jacob I I'm still in love with you Maria
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00:39:40,739 --> 00:39:49,739
yeah just hear me out we can start all
1
00:39:47,409 --> 00:39:49,739
over again
1
00:39:50,269 --> 00:40:02,420
take a lot slower this time we can just
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00:39:57,260 --> 00:40:10,310
date if that's what you want and I won't
1
00:40:02,420 --> 00:40:26,720
talk about marriage I don't just think
1
00:40:10,309 --> 00:40:31,309
about it okay okay please well I'm here
1
00:40:26,719 --> 00:40:36,489
for a week if you want to see me or just
1
00:40:31,309 --> 00:40:36,489
want to hang out give me a call
1
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:49,539
you still have my number something tells
1
00:40:45,590 --> 00:40:51,800
me you're not gonna call it and that
1
00:40:49,539 --> 00:40:55,130
I'll never hear from you again
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00:40:51,800 --> 00:41:02,080
I don't know Jacob he's probably not a
1
00:40:55,130 --> 00:41:02,079
good idea how about your girlfriend's I
1
00:41:04,239 --> 00:41:11,259
don't feel the same for her as I do for
1
00:41:09,139 --> 00:41:11,259
you
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00:41:14,239 --> 00:41:27,179
tell me you'll think about it okay we
1
00:41:23,849 --> 00:41:35,460
can still be friends right I'm okay with
1
00:41:27,179 --> 00:41:45,710
that what's going on in her head of
1
00:41:35,460 --> 00:41:45,710
yours it's complicated I know
1
00:41:47,440 --> 00:42:04,769
well I'll leave you to it just remember
1
00:41:57,780 --> 00:42:04,769
I'm on your phone call away okay
1
00:42:12,230 --> 00:42:25,179
I'll see myself out take a Maria you too
1
00:42:22,699 --> 00:42:25,179
Jacob
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00:42:54,059 --> 00:43:00,929
hi jack you finally oh yeah I was up a
1
00:42:56,429 --> 00:43:01,949
long time ago okay who's that guy I saw
1
00:43:00,929 --> 00:43:05,339
leaving the house earlier
1
00:43:01,949 --> 00:43:07,169
oh you mean Jake owes just an old friend
1
00:43:05,340 --> 00:43:11,460
I bumped into him on the street so I
1
00:43:07,170 --> 00:43:13,050
invited him back for coffee okay wants
1
00:43:11,460 --> 00:43:16,559
me something oh you want to wait until
1
00:43:13,050 --> 00:43:18,440
lunch I'll wait to watch - okay that's
1
00:43:16,559 --> 00:43:23,340
gonna be ready soon
1
00:43:18,440 --> 00:43:29,039
hey Jack I don't want you to take this
1
00:43:23,340 --> 00:43:34,519
the wrong way but I want to say happy
1
00:43:29,039 --> 00:43:34,519
birthday thank you you're welcome
1
00:43:35,150 --> 00:43:41,369
where's my present
1
00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:44,670
Oh shake I didn't get you anything just
1
00:43:41,369 --> 00:43:47,029
teasing you Maria but to tell you the
1
00:43:44,670 --> 00:43:50,909
truth if you did get me something a
1
00:43:47,030 --> 00:43:54,360
woman said no I consider it very special
1
00:43:50,909 --> 00:43:57,269
oh thank you jack if you were to get me
1
00:43:54,360 --> 00:44:01,470
something what would it be oh I don't
1
00:43:57,269 --> 00:44:04,860
know uh something you like something you
1
00:44:01,469 --> 00:44:07,109
always wanted I don't know it's still
1
00:44:04,860 --> 00:44:08,370
not too late Jack why don't you tell me
1
00:44:07,110 --> 00:44:09,210
what you want for your birthday and I
1
00:44:08,369 --> 00:44:12,089
get you for you
1
00:44:09,210 --> 00:44:15,650
you promise wakefulness as long as he's
1
00:44:12,090 --> 00:44:23,300
not so expensive I want you Maria what I
1
00:44:15,650 --> 00:44:23,300
want you stop saying silly things yeah
1
00:44:39,090 --> 00:44:45,539
so you gonna get me my present what do
1
00:44:42,630 --> 00:44:51,030
you mean jack think you know what I mean
1
00:44:45,539 --> 00:44:52,170
I don't think you do I think as you get
1
00:44:51,030 --> 00:44:56,519
back to what I was doing
1
00:44:52,170 --> 00:44:58,460
don't ignore me Maria you promised me
1
00:44:56,519 --> 00:45:02,630
you'd get me why I want for my birthday
1
00:44:58,460 --> 00:45:02,630
well now I'm telling you what I want I
1
00:45:03,139 --> 00:45:12,089
want you you cannot be serious chef I'm
1
00:45:08,610 --> 00:45:12,690
very serious Maria we have something in
1
00:45:12,090 --> 00:45:16,680
common
1
00:45:12,690 --> 00:45:18,990
we have a connection I know you feel it
1
00:45:16,679 --> 00:45:22,289
like I do we have a connection Jack I
1
00:45:18,989 --> 00:45:30,809
won't deny that what's exactly do you
1
00:45:22,289 --> 00:45:37,849
want from me you I wanna hug you I wanna
1
00:45:30,809 --> 00:45:40,110
hold you I wanna touch you this is wrong
1
00:45:37,849 --> 00:45:44,250
she didn't to be talking like this you
1
00:45:40,110 --> 00:45:47,640
just the kids not a kid anymore today
1
00:45:44,250 --> 00:45:50,300
I'm a man and what matters is that we
1
00:45:47,639 --> 00:45:52,589
have a connection nothing else that
1
00:45:50,300 --> 00:45:57,530
doesn't make it right jack
1
00:45:52,590 --> 00:45:57,530
I don't see you in that way
1
00:45:59,150 --> 00:46:04,849
you're confusing my friendship for
1
00:46:01,010 --> 00:46:10,400
something else I see you as a friend
1
00:46:04,849 --> 00:46:12,019
Jack a good friends but that's all so
1
00:46:10,400 --> 00:46:14,619
you're saying you don't feel anything
1
00:46:12,019 --> 00:46:18,199
for me other than friendship
1
00:46:14,619 --> 00:46:23,750
no hey why don't you look me in the eyes
1
00:46:18,199 --> 00:46:28,359
and tell me that you're just a friend to
1
00:46:23,750 --> 00:46:28,360
me Jack nothing wrong
1
00:46:34,289 --> 00:46:38,130
he's still in love with that guy
1
00:46:41,070 --> 00:46:44,850
what's how you talking don't play
1
00:46:43,170 --> 00:46:49,369
innocent with me Maria I heard you guys
1
00:46:44,849 --> 00:46:52,130
talking he wants you back doesn't he
1
00:46:49,369 --> 00:46:54,719
that's none of your business
1
00:46:52,130 --> 00:46:57,300
thinking about going back to him I just
1
00:46:54,719 --> 00:46:58,439
stop this please I can't answer this
1
00:46:57,300 --> 00:47:02,130
anymore just stop
1
00:46:58,440 --> 00:47:03,809
you know what Maria the first time in my
1
00:47:02,130 --> 00:47:07,559
life I thought I could feel a bit of
1
00:47:03,809 --> 00:47:12,840
happiness on my birthday I thought I
1
00:47:07,559 --> 00:47:23,759
found something special someone who who
1
00:47:12,840 --> 00:47:29,720
would care about me what's wrong you
1
00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:29,720
never cared about me you just like David
1
00:47:29,880 --> 00:47:41,700
you're just pretending I do care about
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00:47:31,710 --> 00:47:43,440
you jack just nothing that way it's okay
1
00:47:41,699 --> 00:47:45,839
deep down I knew it was too good to be
1
00:47:43,440 --> 00:47:48,420
true I didn't mean to give you that
1
00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:51,990
impression Jack I was just being
1
00:47:48,420 --> 00:47:54,059
friendly no you're lying I know you feel
1
00:47:51,989 --> 00:47:58,729
something for me I know you feel the
1
00:47:54,059 --> 00:47:58,730
same as I do I don't love you Maria
1
00:48:05,739 --> 00:48:09,748
I love you more than that guy ever will
1
00:48:07,539 --> 00:48:09,749
loo
1
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you don't love me Chuck you just miss
1
00:48:18,730 --> 00:48:30,190
your mother I am NOT your mother Jack I
1
00:48:21,760 --> 00:48:32,920
could never replace her why not you gave
1
00:48:30,190 --> 00:48:36,849
your son away and you've been living
1
00:48:32,920 --> 00:48:39,389
with a guilt ever since always wondering
1
00:48:36,849 --> 00:48:45,809
what it'd be like to have him around you
1
00:48:39,389 --> 00:48:45,809
hold him to hug him
1
00:48:47,599 --> 00:48:50,230
to touch
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00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:56,929
the Kissin
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00:49:03,489 --> 00:49:06,058
to feel
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00:49:25,079 --> 00:49:29,610
hi I'm looking for Jack
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00:49:32,088 --> 00:49:38,119
hi jack um I thought that we could hang
1
00:49:35,059 --> 00:49:41,650
out today yeah sure
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00:49:38,119 --> 00:49:41,650
need to get out of this place anyway
1
00:49:56,030 --> 00:50:02,960
you okay
1
00:49:57,800 --> 00:50:05,960
Jack yeah something wrong
1
00:50:02,960 --> 00:50:10,130
nothing
1
00:50:05,960 --> 00:50:13,818
how do you find me I that's what I do
1
00:50:10,130 --> 00:50:17,240
after the other day you stalking me do
1
00:50:13,818 --> 00:50:20,750
you want me to what do you have a
1
00:50:17,239 --> 00:50:24,919
boyfriend no would you like to be my
1
00:50:20,750 --> 00:50:30,829
boyfriend it's my birthday today really
1
00:50:24,920 --> 00:50:32,659
happy birthday jack for the first time
1
00:50:30,829 --> 00:50:34,068
in my life I really want something for
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00:50:32,659 --> 00:50:37,190
my birthday and I can't have it
1
00:50:34,068 --> 00:50:37,818
grenade what do you want Jax maybe I can
1
00:50:37,190 --> 00:50:40,970
get it for you
1
00:50:37,818 --> 00:50:44,028
no you can't get really are you sure
1
00:50:40,969 --> 00:50:45,469
maybe I can do you want to get back to
1
00:50:44,028 --> 00:50:45,858
my house my parents aren't in at the
1
00:50:45,469 --> 00:50:54,618
moment
1
00:50:45,858 --> 00:50:56,389
I can't look cute you look like a really
1
00:50:54,619 --> 00:50:58,519
nice girl but how I'm interested in
1
00:50:56,389 --> 00:50:59,318
someone else sorry if I gave you the
1
00:50:58,519 --> 00:51:02,690
wrong impression
1
00:50:59,318 --> 00:51:06,889
who is it is it your ex is it someone
1
00:51:02,690 --> 00:51:13,929
back in the u.s. that's complicated
1
00:51:06,889 --> 00:51:13,929
I have to go why are you going yeah
1
00:51:45,190 --> 00:51:48,970
what's what you doing is check was your
1
00:51:47,469 --> 00:51:53,199
friend are you crying
1
00:51:48,969 --> 00:51:58,000
I'm not calling online real why are you
1
00:51:53,199 --> 00:52:01,169
still here if you were just friends why
1
00:51:58,000 --> 00:52:01,170
don't you just take off and leave huh
1
00:52:02,278 --> 00:52:12,789
what I feel for you it's more than just
1
00:52:06,219 --> 00:52:33,098
friendship I care for you I want to take
1
00:52:12,789 --> 00:52:35,710
care of you I love you what's he wants
1
00:52:33,099 --> 00:52:38,068
for me love me Maria love me like I'm
1
00:52:35,710 --> 00:52:38,068
your son
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00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:17,440
don't stop me Maria I like the way it
1
00:53:03,920 --> 00:53:17,440
feels doesn't feel wrong to me
1
00:53:36,518 --> 00:53:39,968
can I kiss them
1
00:54:42,320 --> 00:54:45,440
laughing ow
1
00:54:57,110 --> 00:55:00,500
I'm sorry
1
00:55:20,840 --> 00:55:27,980
what happened between us just now it's a
1
00:55:24,719 --> 00:55:27,980
very special moment in my life
1
00:55:38,099 --> 00:55:51,690
did you not like what I did hello I can
1
00:55:43,289 --> 00:55:56,699
get better you know what practice was I
1
00:55:51,690 --> 00:56:04,380
do rough I didn't hurt you did I know
1
00:55:56,699 --> 00:56:06,359
you didn't ask me there is no future for
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00:56:04,380 --> 00:56:17,369
us you know that don't you I'll say that
1
00:56:06,360 --> 00:56:21,780
please we have a special connection it's
1
00:56:17,369 --> 00:56:24,500
age the only thing keeping us apart is
1
00:56:21,780 --> 00:56:24,500
it
1
00:56:28,639 --> 00:56:35,879
have you ever been in a relationship
1
00:56:31,170 --> 00:56:47,220
with a girl before have you ever had sex
1
00:56:35,880 --> 00:56:49,940
before are you a virgin I didn't mean to
1
00:56:47,219 --> 00:56:49,939
embarrass you
1
00:56:54,880 --> 00:57:03,010
I've always found it difficult
1
00:56:57,969 --> 00:57:11,838
connecting with girls emotionally I
1
00:57:03,010 --> 00:57:15,700
always have until now you're the first
1
00:57:11,838 --> 00:57:15,699
woman I've ever felt comfortable with
1
00:57:16,690 --> 00:57:19,838
here's a woman I've been waiting for all
1
00:57:18,920 --> 00:57:24,380
my life
1
00:57:19,838 --> 00:57:27,349
don't say that Jack you're so young I'm
1
00:57:24,380 --> 00:57:30,010
fat you old wine you always have to talk
1
00:57:27,349 --> 00:57:35,410
about age it's just a number
1
00:57:30,010 --> 00:57:38,839
maybe maybe you're gonna abandon me
1
00:57:35,409 --> 00:57:40,518
just like you did with your son why
1
00:57:38,838 --> 00:57:43,670
would you say something so cool like
1
00:57:40,518 --> 00:57:47,838
that maybe it's true maybe you always
1
00:57:43,670 --> 00:57:50,599
abandoned the people you love you bendin
1
00:57:47,838 --> 00:57:58,190
your boyfriend didn't you I am not like
1
00:57:50,599 --> 00:58:01,789
that Jack yes you are I love you and
1
00:57:58,190 --> 00:58:04,369
you're willing to abandon me maybe I
1
00:58:01,789 --> 00:58:05,960
should just go and die somewhere slash
1
00:58:04,369 --> 00:58:12,440
my wrists or hang myself maybe that'll
1
00:58:05,960 --> 00:58:15,409
make you happy why are you talking like
1
00:58:12,440 --> 00:58:21,889
this I can't live without you Maria if
1
00:58:15,409 --> 00:58:24,529
you leave me I will kill myself I will
1
00:58:21,889 --> 00:58:27,828
never leave you chuck
1
00:58:24,530 --> 00:58:33,050
I don't believe you you must believe me
1
00:58:27,829 --> 00:58:35,440
when I say I would never leave you you
1
00:58:33,050 --> 00:58:35,440
promised
1
00:58:51,210 --> 00:58:54,210
Shelby
1
00:59:32,139 --> 00:59:34,199
you
1
00:59:39,088 --> 00:59:41,150
you
1
01:00:00,750 --> 01:00:02,809
you
1
01:00:05,280 --> 01:00:07,340
you
1
01:01:00,230 --> 01:01:05,780
you okay gree I'm fine
1
01:01:14,418 --> 01:01:22,018
your dad will be here soon
1
01:01:16,798 --> 01:01:26,119
who cares are you going to stay mad at
1
01:01:22,018 --> 01:01:29,038
him forever why not he deserves it you
1
01:01:26,119 --> 01:01:29,548
need to find a way to let go of that
1
01:01:29,039 --> 01:01:32,130
anger
1
01:01:29,548 --> 01:01:33,619
intimidation that's easier said than
1
01:01:32,130 --> 01:01:37,349
done
1
01:01:33,619 --> 01:01:39,150
we can't change your past jack but you
1
01:01:37,349 --> 01:01:42,929
have the opportunity to patch things up
1
01:01:39,150 --> 01:01:45,900
with your dad's and start again I don't
1
01:01:42,929 --> 01:01:50,309
want you to end up like me I know
1
01:01:45,900 --> 01:01:54,630
someone madam I know you are but he's
1
01:01:50,309 --> 01:01:57,689
trying his best to change so give him a
1
01:01:54,630 --> 01:02:00,059
chance give him so many chances fuck
1
01:01:57,688 --> 01:02:01,438
them all up but you never told him how
1
01:02:00,059 --> 01:02:06,179
you really feel all these years of you
1
01:02:01,438 --> 01:02:16,699
oh you just presumed he knows and don't
1
01:02:06,179 --> 01:02:19,229
care unless you sit down and talk to him
1
01:02:16,699 --> 01:02:22,289
tell him how you really feel about him
1
01:02:19,228 --> 01:02:26,879
and why then you'll never be happy jack
1
01:02:22,289 --> 01:02:28,549
you'll never be happy I don't want you
1
01:02:26,880 --> 01:02:31,588
to make the same mistakes I have made
1
01:02:28,548 --> 01:02:34,009
you're still young you still have time
1
01:02:31,588 --> 01:02:34,009
to eel
1
01:02:36,460 --> 01:02:41,349
make me a promise that you would try
1
01:02:39,610 --> 01:02:47,130
your best to patch things up with your
1
01:02:41,349 --> 01:02:47,130
dad's before you live promised me
1
01:02:53,750 --> 01:02:58,610
okay I promise
1
01:03:26,579 --> 01:03:28,639
you
1
01:04:16,750 --> 01:04:24,280
are you are you - hey David how was I
1
01:04:19,760 --> 01:04:33,280
tricked it was fine thanks hi jack
1
01:04:24,280 --> 01:04:33,280
happy birthday well I got you a present
1
01:04:35,530 --> 01:04:49,970
come on son take it I hope you haven't
1
01:04:48,110 --> 01:04:50,630
been giving Maria a hard time while I've
1
01:04:49,969 --> 01:04:55,699
been away
1
01:04:50,630 --> 01:04:57,340
he's been a good boy oh good know why
1
01:04:55,699 --> 01:05:01,009
don't I take you out for dinner tonight
1
01:04:57,340 --> 01:05:02,690
but why don't we all go oh I don't know
1
01:05:01,010 --> 01:05:05,450
I don't want to get in the way I'm not
1
01:05:02,690 --> 01:05:07,550
interested Thanks oh come on son it's
1
01:05:05,449 --> 01:05:15,909
your birthday no thank you
1
01:05:07,550 --> 01:05:18,170
come on Zedd no tonight if you go fair
1
01:05:15,909 --> 01:05:20,629
I'm doing my best here but it's
1
01:05:18,170 --> 01:05:25,840
obviously not enough let me talk to you
1
01:05:20,630 --> 01:05:25,840
in David's okay sure
1
01:05:41,088 --> 01:05:49,969
you okay I don't want to go to dinner
1
01:05:46,619 --> 01:05:55,199
with him wait wouldn't hurt if you did I
1
01:05:49,969 --> 01:05:57,719
know but I want him to suffer I won't
1
01:05:55,199 --> 01:05:59,249
make it easy for him so you think you
1
01:05:57,719 --> 01:06:02,338
can just make up for all these years in
1
01:05:59,248 --> 01:06:05,939
one day you cons keep living in the past
1
01:06:02,338 --> 01:06:11,219
shock you need to move on I'm here for
1
01:06:05,940 --> 01:06:13,608
you now you need to let go give him
1
01:06:11,219 --> 01:06:13,608
another chance
1
01:06:17,050 --> 01:06:19,860
for me
1
01:06:20,900 --> 01:06:26,490
but I'd rather go to dinner tonight with
1
01:06:23,190 --> 01:06:29,119
you than him I thought we could be
1
01:06:26,489 --> 01:06:29,118
together tonight
1
01:06:29,869 --> 01:06:37,019
you need to be adults about the shack
1
01:06:32,838 --> 01:06:42,719
you know deep in your art this is the
1
01:06:37,019 --> 01:06:50,849
right thing to do but I really want
1
01:06:42,719 --> 01:06:54,588
spend the night with you anyway we can
1
01:06:50,849 --> 01:06:59,088
be together tomorrow night tonight
1
01:06:54,588 --> 01:06:59,088
you're going to spend it with your dad's
1
01:07:00,889 --> 01:07:08,259
I see you tomorrow
1
01:07:05,018 --> 01:07:08,258
good luck
1
01:07:30,489 --> 01:07:32,549
you
1
01:07:42,349 --> 01:07:55,550
no nothing you would ever get to a merge
1
01:07:47,599 --> 01:07:55,550
sit down let me get your glass
1
01:08:07,248 --> 01:08:16,399
go on happy birthday son
1
01:08:22,069 --> 01:08:45,589
hey go steady on that stuff is what the
1
01:08:27,238 --> 01:08:47,269
hell refill you want to slow down some
1
01:08:45,588 --> 01:08:52,338
what's the rush
1
01:08:47,270 --> 01:08:52,339
we got the whole night ahead of us hmm I
1
01:08:54,679 --> 01:09:00,889
get the feeling you're going to tell me
1
01:08:58,078 --> 01:09:07,278
off aren't ya
1
01:09:00,889 --> 01:09:07,279
you damn right all right let me hear it
1
01:09:08,000 --> 01:09:17,448
you're an asshole did it oh so you think
1
01:09:13,078 --> 01:09:17,448
your dad's an asshole dear yeah I do
1
01:09:17,539 --> 01:09:24,948
you're an uncaring asshole I'm caring am
1
01:09:21,179 --> 01:09:24,949
i yeah
1
01:09:26,868 --> 01:09:35,298
and let's not forget about selfish and
1
01:09:30,099 --> 01:09:37,819
selfish well is there anything else you
1
01:09:35,298 --> 01:09:41,479
want to mention you might as well you're
1
01:09:37,819 --> 01:09:45,589
a selfish uncaring unloving piece of
1
01:09:41,479 --> 01:09:47,778
shit all you ever think about is
1
01:09:45,588 --> 01:09:51,889
yourself I'm fucking glad your marriage
1
01:09:47,779 --> 01:09:59,050
to Linda is over I hope you die lonely
1
01:09:51,889 --> 01:09:59,050
old man no now that's really hurtful son
1
01:09:59,109 --> 01:10:06,979
right you think I'm selfish I only care
1
01:10:02,420 --> 01:10:08,539
about myself you think I don't care
1
01:10:06,979 --> 01:10:10,368
about you that I never cared about your
1
01:10:08,539 --> 01:10:13,219
mother don't bring my mother into this
1
01:10:10,368 --> 01:10:16,908
you never loved her that's where you're
1
01:10:13,219 --> 01:10:23,239
wrong jack before she was your mother
1
01:10:16,908 --> 01:10:23,750
she was my wife and I loved her that's a
1
01:10:23,238 --> 01:10:29,209
lie
1
01:10:23,750 --> 01:10:32,630
you never loved her I loved her jack I
1
01:10:29,210 --> 01:10:36,368
loved her so much so much he couldn't
1
01:10:32,630 --> 01:10:40,310
wait to remarry I immediate that for you
1
01:10:36,368 --> 01:10:43,069
no that's the truth Jack I didn't want
1
01:10:40,310 --> 01:10:46,039
you growing up without a mother it's the
1
01:10:43,069 --> 01:10:51,289
only reason I married again so soon at
1
01:10:46,039 --> 01:10:58,189
it I just wanted you to have a normal
1
01:10:51,289 --> 01:11:00,460
life and so on and I always loved you
1
01:10:58,189 --> 01:11:06,198
and Matthew equally that's a lie
1
01:11:00,460 --> 01:11:09,439
Matthew's always been your favorite I've
1
01:11:06,198 --> 01:11:12,019
always been invisible to you no that's
1
01:11:09,439 --> 01:11:15,618
not true I have always seen you and
1
01:11:12,020 --> 01:11:18,760
Matthew equally no you haven't you've
1
01:11:15,618 --> 01:11:18,759
always blamed me for her death
1
01:11:19,810 --> 01:11:25,090
wait is that what you think
1
01:11:26,779 --> 01:11:35,670
I've never blamed you for your mother's
1
01:11:29,609 --> 01:11:40,948
death I never have look I don't know why
1
01:11:35,670 --> 01:11:47,460
it happened maybe it was fate maybe bad
1
01:11:40,948 --> 01:11:50,879
luck I don't know sometimes bad things
1
01:11:47,460 --> 01:11:56,279
happen to good people I was a very kind
1
01:11:50,880 --> 01:12:05,569
woman was going out of her way to help
1
01:11:56,279 --> 01:12:05,569
others I still think of her you know
1
01:12:06,369 --> 01:12:09,960
think about her all the time
1
01:12:11,229 --> 01:12:14,969
I've only known uh from a photo
1
01:12:15,269 --> 01:12:23,909
how says that real memories to hold on
1
01:12:20,010 --> 01:12:30,320
to I'm sorry it turned out that way for
1
01:12:23,908 --> 01:12:34,609
you jack but we can't bring her back you
1
01:12:30,319 --> 01:12:38,248
have to find some way to let her go
1
01:12:34,609 --> 01:12:40,049
never let go look I know I have to be a
1
01:12:38,248 --> 01:12:46,488
good father to you jack
1
01:12:40,050 --> 01:12:46,489
and I am sorry for that truly am I I
1
01:12:46,819 --> 01:12:55,408
wonder way to make it up to you if you
1
01:12:50,939 --> 01:13:00,269
let me will you do that I don't know did
1
01:12:55,408 --> 01:13:00,929
it that's a little too late for that
1
01:13:00,269 --> 01:13:05,880
don't you think
1
01:13:00,929 --> 01:13:11,368
oh it is never too late for a man to
1
01:13:05,880 --> 01:13:15,050
change so you're saying you think you
1
01:13:11,368 --> 01:13:15,049
deserve another chance death
1
01:13:16,300 --> 01:13:19,139
as I do
1
01:13:20,198 --> 01:13:25,148
I'm gonna make you proud of me one day
1
01:13:39,989 --> 01:13:43,319
sweet dreams
1
01:14:16,399 --> 01:14:24,809
okay how'd it go with your dad not what
1
01:14:22,560 --> 01:14:26,490
I expected a lot to think about
1
01:14:24,810 --> 01:14:27,690
glad I took your advice though Thanks
1
01:14:26,489 --> 01:14:31,769
it's okay
1
01:14:27,689 --> 01:14:34,409
I'm just that before you your dad all uh
1
01:14:31,770 --> 01:14:36,750
you're not going in there today why not
1
01:14:34,409 --> 01:14:38,029
is something wrong I just want to spend
1
01:14:36,750 --> 01:14:41,970
the whole day with you that's all
1
01:14:38,029 --> 01:14:45,029
Jack you we later Junaid
1
01:14:41,970 --> 01:14:46,199
listen I'm leaving tomorrow and I'm not
1
01:14:45,029 --> 01:14:48,059
taking any chances
1
01:14:46,199 --> 01:14:49,579
no my bad luck something could pop up
1
01:14:48,060 --> 01:14:52,170
and ruin everything
1
01:14:49,579 --> 01:14:54,779
please Marie lit let's go back to your
1
01:14:52,170 --> 01:14:57,859
place please I want to spend the whole
1
01:14:54,779 --> 01:15:00,359
day with you please
1
01:14:57,859 --> 01:15:01,769
what's about your dad you'll be looking
1
01:15:00,359 --> 01:15:05,179
for me I'll be all right tell him
1
01:15:01,770 --> 01:15:05,180
someone came up please
1
01:16:06,590 --> 01:16:08,650
you
1
01:16:30,738 --> 01:16:45,639
I don't know why but I'm really nervous
1
01:16:38,920 --> 01:16:45,640
me too got butterflies in my stomach
1
01:17:04,449 --> 01:17:13,219
doesn't feel real feels like a dream
1
01:17:09,488 --> 01:17:16,968
don't say that Jack I'm not the dream
1
01:17:13,219 --> 01:17:21,710
I'm real they don't want you to remember
1
01:17:16,969 --> 01:17:26,170
as if they like it was a fantasy I'm
1
01:17:21,710 --> 01:17:26,170
here cuz I want to be yeah you
1
01:17:27,719 --> 01:17:29,779
you
1
01:17:51,229 --> 01:17:53,289
you
1
01:18:28,289 --> 01:18:30,350
you
1
01:19:34,349 --> 01:19:36,409
you
1
01:20:14,430 --> 01:20:26,050
you okay am i hurting you no no I
1
01:20:19,779 --> 01:20:32,130
thought you know we we don't have to do
1
01:20:26,050 --> 01:20:32,130
this hope you guys just give me a minute
1
01:20:32,189 --> 01:20:43,319
I want to tell you something something
1
01:20:40,270 --> 01:20:43,320
I've never told anyone
1
01:20:43,800 --> 01:20:50,619
and so he's been with me eating me up
1
01:20:48,489 --> 01:20:57,809
inside okay
1
01:20:50,619 --> 01:21:06,659
I haven't been totally honest with you
1
01:20:57,810 --> 01:21:11,920
okay what I said about my son was true I
1
01:21:06,659 --> 01:21:21,550
did give him up for adoption he once
1
01:21:11,920 --> 01:21:29,409
asked me if I try to find him what I
1
01:21:21,550 --> 01:21:35,130
lied to you and I said no after I left
1
01:21:29,409 --> 01:21:35,130
home I tried my best to hide him
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it would have been about five years old
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I managed to find my son
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I'm precious little baby boy I found out
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anything killed and it's a man accident
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where he was playing outside
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he bled to death there on the road
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before anyone could get help yes sorry
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it's all my fault I killed him only I
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tried to find him sooner
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today they find the guy that did they
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send him to prison but nothing can bring
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back my son you can't keep blaming
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yourself for what happened it just
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happened okay and I've come to realize
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that sometimes in life bad things happen
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that reason not any sense
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we just have to accept it and move on I
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suppose but I kept I keep imagining him
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lying there on the road leading in pain
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all alone and I wasn't there for him
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01:24:03,460 --> 01:24:16,039
that's image keeps playing over and over
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in my head every single day look I don't
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01:24:16,039 --> 01:24:19,449
want to say to make your pain go away
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fear of you meeting you just really help
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01:24:26,630 --> 01:24:32,800
me deal with what I've been carrying
1
01:24:29,239 --> 01:24:32,800
around in my head all these years
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you're doing it right I'm gonna come
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I haven't felt like this for a long time
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01:26:43,560 --> 01:26:55,870
really we have been in a few serious
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01:26:51,100 --> 01:26:58,539
relationships but I always run away when
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01:26:55,869 --> 01:27:04,470
they talk about marriage and having
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01:26:58,539 --> 01:27:04,470
children that's what's up for my shaco
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01:27:09,720 --> 01:27:18,280
you still love him I I still have
1
01:27:15,369 --> 01:27:20,920
feelings for him but I don't think I
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01:27:18,279 --> 01:27:23,109
want to go back to him he wanted to get
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01:27:20,920 --> 01:27:25,590
married and I don't think I'm ready for
1
01:27:23,109 --> 01:27:25,589
that yet
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you know you can't live like this
1
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forever I actually think your tragedy
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will make you a better mother you think
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so yeah I do because you really know how
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precious a child's life is you love it
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with all your heart it will try to be
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the most wonderful mother a child could
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01:27:50,810 --> 01:27:53,230
ever wish for
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it's something I never experienced in my
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01:27:56,239 --> 01:28:09,170
life but mother's real love I wish I was
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01:28:04,850 --> 01:28:11,410
your son I wish I had all that love from
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01:28:09,170 --> 01:28:11,409
you
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you're right huh
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I'm seeing you all day yeah I was in
1
01:28:56,539 --> 01:29:03,079
town huh um
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01:28:59,359 --> 01:29:05,559
ordered a cab for you tomorrow did we
1
01:29:03,079 --> 01:29:09,130
hear about 9:00 Thanks
1
01:29:05,560 --> 01:29:11,360
are you feeling okay what do you mean
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01:29:09,130 --> 01:29:20,449
it's the first time you haven't bitten
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01:29:11,359 --> 01:29:22,759
my head off I like it look what we were
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01:29:20,448 --> 01:29:24,289
talking about last night I don't know
1
01:29:22,760 --> 01:29:27,039
how much you can remember before you
1
01:29:24,289 --> 01:29:32,600
passed out what's your point David I
1
01:29:27,039 --> 01:29:36,260
meant every word of it I know I have not
1
01:29:32,600 --> 01:29:37,520
been a good father to you and there's
1
01:29:36,260 --> 01:29:44,150
been a lot of misunderstandings between
1
01:29:37,520 --> 01:29:46,400
us and I'd like to give it a try to put
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01:29:44,149 --> 01:29:51,219
it right if you're willing to give me
1
01:29:46,399 --> 01:29:55,639
the opportunity you finished
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01:29:51,219 --> 01:29:58,119
yeah that's all I wanted to say I'll
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01:29:55,640 --> 01:29:58,119
think about it
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01:30:28,340 --> 01:30:30,400
you
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on taxes can't give you back
1
01:31:35,409 --> 01:31:40,039
so I wasn't gonna get to see you before
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01:31:37,430 --> 01:31:42,920
I go don't worry I wasn't going to let
1
01:31:40,039 --> 01:31:47,569
you go without saying goodbye I'm going
1
01:31:42,920 --> 01:31:48,050
to miss you you're gonna come visit me
1
01:31:47,569 --> 01:31:51,889
in the States
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01:31:48,050 --> 01:31:56,900
I don't want to make any promises
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01:31:51,890 --> 01:32:02,230
I'll see okay thanks for everything
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Maria take care mom baby
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what are you doing in there jack touches
1
01:32:16,939 --> 01:32:20,649
waiting come let's go
1
01:32:47,159 --> 01:32:53,590
look have a safe trip home son and now
1
01:32:51,090 --> 01:32:57,000
you can tell dog from me that this
1
01:32:53,590 --> 01:32:57,000
wasn't such a bad idea after all
1
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you
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we even do an entire mold
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Chris
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you
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you
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