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[♪ tense music playing]

We're not friends?

What the fuck is going on?

What the fuck? You just said that to me,

that you don't feel like we're friends.

Okay, then, fuck you!

Holy shit!

[♪ dramatic music playing]

[Jen]
To be honest, I'm not surprised

with the way that
Whitney's acting right now.

And this has just reconfirmed to me
why I have kept my distance.

Mikayla,
will you just talk to me and just--

Did I do something-- Like, genuinely--

-[Layla] What happened?
-If so...

[Jen] Therapy's expensive.

I'm gonna send Whitney my bill
after this conversation.

[Taylor] When did she tell you?

Uh, Zac told me last week.

[Taylor] Oh!
And you just haven't said anything?

And I just haven't texted.

I've told her in person,
but she's upset that I didn't tell her...

-[Layla] When you knew?
-...when I knew.

If someone posts, I'm literally terrified
to not comment on somebody's post,

because I feel like we
have this expectation now of,

if I'm not like showing complete--
And it's probably that.

I mean, I don't wanna hear it,
like it's my fault.

[Layla] This Whitney and Jen drama
definitely makes me feel like

I'm back at the CMA drama from last year.

[Taylor] I posted about my CMAs,

not a single one of my friends from MomTok
said a single thing about it or commented.

To hear nothing, like, what the fuck?

I think all the cool opportunities
we're getting are great,

but I also think it has the potential

to pull us away from why we're in MomTok
to begin with,

and make us lose sight
of the genuine friendships.

It's hard to balance it all,

but if we don't have our friendships,
what is this all for?

I-- I see where Whitney's upset,

but to be honest, I don't feel like
our friendship has been genuine.

To be honest, I think it's very much been
transactional and fake.

And I feel like,
in order to protect my energy,

I've been just being cordial
this whole time,

because I don't have the time or--
And none-- none of us do.

There's a lot of competition and jealousy
between Whitney and Jen right now,

and that's where
this is all stemming from.

But MomTok does not need
to be dealing with this right now.

As we kind of grow in popularity,
we're getting more and more offers,

like Taylor with
The Bachelorette coming up.

And when we start getting more exposure
and more opportunities,

I do worry it may drive us apart.

[Jen]
It's-- It's all transactional.

She's saying like, I don't care about her.

I'm like,
"You don't care about any of us either.

You only came back
for Dancing with the Stars."

I am feeling, like, so heated right now.

I don't even know
if people are backing me up

or people backing Jen up.

But if there is one thing that
I have learned being a part of this group

is that something is bound to happen,

but the show must go on.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

♪ Come thee saints ♪

♪ And come thee sinners ♪

♪ Hallelujah ♪

♪ Listen up ♪

♪ I'm the one you've been dreaming of ♪

♪ I've got everything
you could ever want ♪

♪ Try me and you'll see
I'll bring you to your knees ♪

♪ Baby, you're gonna believe ♪

♪♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Temptation ♪

[♪ intense music playing]

♪♪

♪ Will you love me when I'm broken
and I'm hopeless? ♪

♪ When the rain starts pouring? ♪

♪ If it came without a warning... ♪

[baby crying]

After finding out about Dakota and Shinia,
I feel completely fucked over.

And not only that, but I am on empty.

This is not the headspace I wanted
to be walking into The Bachelorette.

I think it was very deliberate.

I need to start packing, though,
so I'm gonna grab my suitcases.

I mean, Dakota knew what this would do.
He's not fucking stupid.

[groans] It's just-- It's-- Yeah.
It sucks.

Hi!

[gasps] Oh, yep, get on in.
You going with me, huh?

What d'you-- What's your expectations?
Are you nervous?

It's okay to be nervous.
I'm nervous for you.

I don't have any.
I don't have any going in.

That way, it's like,
whatever happens is gonna happen.

There's a part of me that even wonders
if I'm capable of doing this

given the recent events.

And then there's another part of me
that's like,

"Well, you already said
you're gonna do it,

you need to do it, so pull through."

So kinda very chaotic in the head,
for sure.

Which is no secret to anybody, I guess,
at this point.

I'm so excited for you.

This is gonna be something, like, so fun,

and challenging, and emotional too.

And I just hope that you can--

[Jeremy] Yeah, are you gonna be able
to handle the emotional ride?

Honestly, like, I can't imagine more chaos
than I'm already living, so...

-[Liann] Well, never say that. [laughs]
-[Jeremy] Wild.

♪♪

♪ Lately, I've been
walking around this town ♪

♪ With my head up in the clouds ♪

♪ Scared I might never get out ♪

♪ And I wanna be where the flowers grow ♪

♪ Somebody take me, take me home ♪

♪ Before this dirty city takes my soul ♪

♪ My soul ♪

[Zac] Good morning.

Good morning.

What's up? How are you feeling?

[sighs] I need to stay off of my phone.

Yeah, you really need
to stay off social media right now.

[Jen] Yeah.

[Zac]
I know you cried most of the night.

Last night, I got eliminated,

and to be honest, I am devastated
and very much surprised.

[host] The couple going home is...

[♪ suspenseful music playing]

...Jen and Jan.

Just like--
It's like a pit in my stomach, like--

Dreamt of this moment,
like, my whole life.

And the fact that it's like over
just like that, it just...

it feels just, like, weird.

Yeah, the positives even hurt more
'cause it's like those memories and--

Yeah.

[Zac] You can be sad, but you also--
You have to be proud of yourself

'cause you wanted to inspire people
and you've accomplished that.

You did this eight weeks postpartum.

I'll never forget, like,
finishing my dance and looking over--

looking over at you and Nora...

[crying]
...and just seeing how proud you were.

-I really gave it my all.
-Yeah, you gave your heart to it,

and you have to be proud of that.

Oh, man,
I think I'm still trying to process.

Thank you.

Thank you. Thank you.

You're right. I should be proud of myself.

[Jen sighs]

Whitney has been blowing up my phone.

Apparently, she wants
to have a conversation, which is--

You think she wants to apologize
for how she yelled and screamed at you or?

No.

Think she wants to apologize for laughing
when you got eliminated?

No.

[influencer] Okay, fam,
it looks like Whitney is laughing

when Jen gets kicked off.

Do you think that she's happy she's safe,

or do we think that she's actually happy
to see Jen going home?

Hit me up in the comments.
Let me know what you think.

I think she's worried about--

She's thinking about her,
and being in the competition,

and she didn't like
what I had to say on live,

and so, I'm sure she's--

-Oh, about you not voting for her?
-Yeah.

And I would be rooting
for a former MomTok person,

but we won't get into it.

Okay, we'll end this live now.

Oh! I'm out of this chat.

Whitney only cares about Whitney
and her not getting eliminated,

and she knows that I hold power
when it comes to that

just because if I say anything more,
it could hurt her.

[Whitney] Hello, um...

I just wanna apologize for overreacting
and yelling.

Still gonna say hi to you
when I see you at the studio

and wish you luck, um...

But yeah, I just wanted to say sorry
for treating you that way.

[Jen] She knows she effed up.
You wanna act like everything's okay?

I'm tired of being fake.

And I've done that a lot,
and I'm tired of doing that,

and I'm not doing that anymore.

And if that means
the whole group is against me

because I'm not friends with Whitney
who's currently popular

and that's a cool thing to do right now,
I don't care.

[Zac] And I think it would be good,

I mean,
just to have a cordial conversation

and just like,
"Hey, this is my perspective.

That's your perspective."
You guys can just talk it out.

You think--
You think I should go talk to her?

Yeah, I think someone needs
to hold her accountable.

I know you feel like
this is the end of the world,

but this is just the beginning.

I know it doesn't feel that way,
but you're gonna go do way bigger things.

This journey of Dancing with the Stars,
Jen was gone all the time,

and so, our marriage did get neglected.

At the same time, it was one
of the coolest, happiest, fun experiences.

And I feel pretty sad for her.

But I also feel really grateful
that she got as far as she did.

I've really learned that I have
to cherish every second I get with her.

And it's also helped me realize, like--

I have a lot more respect
for stay-at-home parents.

Getting away from Whitney

and going back with some
of your other friends could be good, too.

-We don't have a lot of friends down here.
-Yeah, if Whitney's down here, I'm--

Yeah, I should probably get out of here.

But she's gonna be in Chicago.

New York.

-It's New York?
-The play is called Chicago.

Oh--

I'm dead!

♪ This is where I shine, shine ♪

♪ Love it, yes, I love it
all the time, time ♪

Hello.

-[Litia] Hi, gorg!
-Hi!

-[Layla] Gonna sit right here.
-Wait, this is new. That's cute.

-Thank you so much.
-Did you get that in New York?

-[Layla] Mm-hmm.
-Slay!

-Love her.
-Slayla!

With all of the Shinia and Dakota
and Taylor drama going on,

I haven't really had a chance
to check in with Layla

and see how she's doing.

I'm so excited to see
how her meeting went with Ford Models

because I know
this is a huge opportunity for her,

and it's a dream of hers.

Hey, so you haven't told me
any update on Ford.

Ugh, yeah.

[Litia] Oh, yeah!
What did-- How did that go?

[sighs] They didn't sign me.

Uh, so just calling to give you
a little bit of an update.

-[Layla] Yeah.
- Um...

So, I've spoken with my team here
in New York,

unfortunately,
not everyone is really aligned

-or on the same page.
-'Kay.

[Brett]
So, we're gonna have to pass

-at this time.
-'Kay.

So, I'm just like embarrassed.
I feel like-- I'm like---

Don't be. Like, you're gonna get yeses
and you're gonna get nos.

And every supermodel
literally will tell you

-that they have-- had plenty of nos.
-[Litia] Has had nos, literally.

I don't think you guys--
Getting rejected by a modeling agency,

that means there's something wrong with me

that they didn't choose me.
So I feel like-- I've been like,

the last couple of days, I've been
struggling so hard with confidence,

and I'm like, "I weigh too much,"
or "My face isn't symmetrical,"

and I'm like, "I'm literally
the ugliest person ever," like--

-You're not at all.
-Hey.

I know, but I think it just stems back
to just me never feeling like I'm enough,

-if that makes sense. I don't know.
-[Miranda] Yeah. Totally.

Just like having someone look at you,
and look at your face,

and be like,
"Yeah, like, we don't want you."

You know, like,
it just kind of like-- It sucks.

And I feel like everyone's always told me,
"You should pursue modeling.

You're built for it. You're built for it."
I'm like, "Maybe I'm not."

I've struggled with

body image issues and an eating disorder
since I was in high school.

I used to have anorexia,

and then I got pregnant with my first son
when I was 19,

and, naturally, I mean, there's a baby
inside of me that I have to care for,

so I feel like I kind of healed
for a little bit.

And then I got pregnant again,
and I didn't spiral then,

but after me and my ex separated,
that's when I feel like I started

to go back into those old ways
and those old habits.

And I feel like I've been battling it
for the last four years now, silently.

You know that that's not true, because...

first of all, you have a mirror
that you can look in

-and you have eyes that work.
-[Miranda chuckling]

But I also have a brain
that tricks me and says...

-[Litia] Yeah, it's true.
-...I'm too fat and ugly.

But you also have booked
so many other modeling deals.

I just feel like every girl's getting
such awesome opportunities,

and I'm so proud of them.

But I definitely-- You know,
you get a little hard on yourself,

and you hope that you can achieve things
outside of MomTok as well,

and rejection hurts.

[Litia] You wouldn't even have--

You wouldn't have made it
in the door at Ford

if you weren't a beautiful,
like, accomplished person

that had a lot of potential.

[Layla] I feel like I'm trying
to look at positives in the situation

that if I did get it, I would have to move
to New York for three months,

and that would definitely be hard
with my babies, and with Mason,

and figuring all of that out.

But it's just a hard toss-up

'cause it's something that
I want so badly.

-It's not the only big agency.
-No.

Like, there are others.

I don't think
I mentally can handle another "no."

-I think I just wanted it so bad.
-I love you.

♪♪

♪ When it comes to my freak,
we see I'm on top ♪

♪ Good energy can never be stopped ♪

♪ Everything I want, I already got ♪

♪ Manifest the money like it's my job ♪

♪ Open your mind to cut yourself loose ♪

♪ Let the vibration
make your feet move ♪

♪ Elevate yourself, yes, I approve ♪

♪ Positivity... ♪

I felt really bad the way that I handled
Jen and I's argument.

No matter what's happened,
no one deserves to be yelled to like that.

So, I don't want things
to be awkward with us.

I've asked her to meet up with me,
and, hopefully, we can move past this.

♪♪

[♪ intense music playing]

What the fuck? Why is Zac here?
And where is Jen?

[♪ intense music continues]

-[Whitney] Hello.
-[Zac] Hi. How you doing?

Good.

I'm, uh...

I'm gonna be filling in today.

Filling in for Jen?

I decided to go talk to Whitney
because Jen asks me to.

I wanted to go kind of just,
uh, defend Jen.

I don't care if Whitney screams
or yell at me,

I'm-- I'm not scared of Whitney.

-She didn't wanna come, um...
-[Whitney] Why?

I mean, the truth is
she's hurting right now.

She's sad, she's grieving,

-I think, just like you would be if you--
-Yeah, of course. I'm--

-Yeah, I'm so sorry she got eliminated.
-Like, it-- It sucked.

I-- I don't know if you are.
I hope you are.

Um, I think she's just-- I think
she needs time to process her journey.

And to be honest,
I think she's probably scared to come here

and get yelled at by you.

-You do that a lot.
-Yeah, you know what else I did?

I voice-memoed her
an apology for yelling at her.

Yeah, Whitney,
it was a bullshit fake apology.

I h-- I heard it myself.

[Whitney] You know what?
It wasn't a bullshit apology.

I really did feel bad for yelling.

-I said, "I'm so sorry for saying that."
-And you said, "Let's be friends again

"'cause I don't want this exposed
to the media,

'cause I'm gonna get voted off
because I'm a mean girl."

-That's the truth.
-[Whitney] First of all--

-Whitney...
-I'm not even-- I'm not even

-gonna defend myself for that.
-...yes or no?

She said she didn't wanna be friends,
and I didn't know that.

That hurt my feelings,
and I overreacted. I apologized.

I love the transparency. But you don't--

I will not stand is for you
to go on live after you get eliminated

to then say, "I'm not voting for Whitney."

What's the objective there?
I'm in a competition.

-The vote still matters.
-I think the objective is she thinks

there's people
who deserve it more than you.

That's fine. You could have said
who you were voting for,

not who you're not voting for.

You know what?
That, to me, is cruel and it's mean.

Because what do I have to deal with now?
This hate online. It's overwhelming.

And then on top of it,
all of the news media outlets saying,

"Oh, my gosh, Jen's not voting for you.
Whitney's not MomTok,"

because I have that narrative.

-That's manipulation. That's an objective.
-So--

-Whitney, why--
-That's calculated.

-And that's strategic.
-Why do you think the whole world,

all of social media,
thinks that about you?

Because people can see your true colors.

If you had gotten eliminated,
would you be voting for Jen?

-Absolutely. Absolutely.
-And that is complete bullshit.

-[Whitney] It's not.
-I don't even believe that 1%.

And you know what, Zac?
You don't have to.

Because even when I had
a conversation with Jen,

the way that she thinks is,
she thinks everybody's calculating,

everyone's strategic,
and the world's out to get her.

[Zac]
No, she thinks you and Demi are.

It's weird that
you two happen to be best friends.

First of all, I don't appreciate that,
because I know who I am.

I'm a great fucking person,

and I put in so much effort
in that relationship.

The difference between me and Jen
is I'm gonna be straight up and honest,

-and Jen isn't.
-That actually is probably the biggest lie

that's come outta your mouth.

Jen is actually
the least calculated person,

therefore she gets herself
in bad situations.

Yeah, that's not true.
This isn't easy for anyone, Zac.

-No, I never said it was.
-All of-- All of us are mentally unwell.

I can tell.

[Whitney scoffs]

I don't think
she should've said that online.

But I think there's a part of Jen that
wants the world to see your true colors

-because she's sick of it.
-Wow.

She's sick of you
being fake to her on camera,

for the show, for your own gain,

and then, in real life,
she knows you're not a genuine friend.

This is the most delusional woman
I've ever met.

Whitney's friendship with Jen
has been fake from the beginning.

Any time Whitney's been frustrated
or things haven't gone her way,

she screams, or she runs away from MomTok.

She has hurt you. I've never hurt Whitney.
And then runs away.

I'm gonna start my own MomTok and--

[sputters] Oh, I'm sorry. Sorry.

They're like,
"Oh, Whitney's only back filming

because she wants
Dancing with the Stars."

They're not wrong.

I just think it was
a very transactional friendship.

If she's not the main star,
Whitney is not interested in it.

When someone goes on a live
and decides to create more shit

-for me to deal with, that's fucked up.
-[Zac] Yeah. And I-- I'm--

-I'm sorry for that.
-You're no-- I don't care.

I don't wanna hear your apology.
I wanna hear Jen's.

But guess what? She doesn't--
She doesn't think she did anything wrong.

No, I don't think she thinks she--

I don't think she cares
to give you an apology.

-Of course, she doesn't care. Thank you!
-But do you want to know--

Shout it to the rooftops.
Of course, she doesn't care.

Okay, do you have
anything else you wanna say?

-I don't wanna talk about it anymore, so.
-[Zac] That's fine. I'm sorry--

-I wish you guys the best.
-[Zac] Thank you.

I'm not gonna sit here
and try to convince you

the perspective that I have.

I'm not gonna sit here
and try to convince you

that what your wife did was unwarranted,

how she's treated me is unwarranted.

You are not my friend.

You are not in my circle.
And I do not trust you.

-Hey.
-[Conner] Hey.

Oh, no... Whitney.

[Whitney] Zac showed up instead of Jen.

[Conner] Oh, my God.

They're just--
Every time I talk to them, I just feel--

I feel so manipulated.

And then I hate fucking crying

because then the world is like,
"Oh, she's being the victim."

I, like-- I can't ever fucking win!

And then for you to sit there
and be like, "Jen has done nothing wrong.

It's you that's not a good friend."
I'm like, "What the fuck?"

And then he's saying, like, basically,
that I deserve all the hate I'm getting.

It's like, "Go fuck yourself!"

I'm gonna rip that man's head off.

My biggest fucking pet peeve, Whitney,

is when men try
and make women feel fuckin' small--

Well, guess what? I feel that way.

And I hate so fucking much
that, like, I let it get to me.

I don't know where I'm at after this,
but what I can control

is not having Jen and Zac
a part of my life, a part of my circle,

and that's what I'm deciding.

[Conner] He wanted you to feel like shit.
Mission accomplished, Zac.

I hope you feel like
a big, strong fuckin' man right now.

What a fucking loser!

♪ Is it all just smoke and mirrors? ♪

♪ All alone ♪

♪ All alone ♪

♪ All alone... ♪

-Hello.
-Hello.

-How are you?
-Good. How are you?

-Oh-- [chuckles]
-Good to see you.

-I know. You too. I'm excited for this.
-Me too.

-I feel like we all need a day--
-Oh, hello!

-You guys look so cozy and cute!
-[Jessi] I know.

-I'm so glad we all went like loungewear.
-[Layla] I know.

[Layla] Oh! Never!
You carrying your $6,000 Prada.

Homeless?

MomTok has a lot going on right now,

and Taylor's leaving for The Bachelorette
in a few days,

and then after that,
I'm hosting my annual Halloween party.

We should talk
about the guest list though,

because with Taylor gone, I'm like,
"Okay, who are we inviting?"

We can actually have alcohol
because Taylor's gone, which will be fun.

-Oh!
-[Jessi] Open bar.

'Kay, so I have
MomTok on the list, obviously.

Who's left of it. Dakota.

I think Shinia has been invited

because Jordan invited everyone
at Red West.

But I don't know
if she'd actually show up.

We've been so busy lately,

and I'm so excited to just go and have fun
and relax today

with Miranda and Layla at the spa.

-Ooh! Okay, I don't think--
-Okay, 30 seconds.

We can do anything for 30 seconds.

-[Jessi] One, two, three.
-Okay.

[water splashing]

Oh! No, no, no!

Oh!

That was a frozen tundra.

Straight out of--
Like, ice cap, frigid temperatures.

Oh, my God!

[chuckling] Yeah.

I don't know. I feel like
I'm trying to keep my expectations low.

I feel like I put
a lot of my self-worth into my image.

Having someone say
that they didn't wanna take me on

even though they didn't say
anything physically was wrong with me,

I feel like,
my brain automatically was like,

"Oh, I'm not small enough,
or I'm not pretty enough."

But I think more of it was just like,
I feel like I weighed too much.

I'm sure you're sample size
if not smaller.

[Layla]
I don't look at myself that way, though.

I weighed myself like two days ago,
and I was 99.

-Layla.
-Lay...

And you're like 5' 10", 5' 9".

I know.

I mean, do you know
that that's not super healthy.

And when I say healthy, like,
it doesn't mean... big, you know?

-Like, healthy is strong.
-Yeah.

Yeah. No, I know.

I just feel like I really can't--
I don't know.

I just feel like I just don't--

I don't think
I'll ever be small enough in my head,

and I know
that it's affecting me, and like--

I'm so exhausted all the time
'cause I don't eat,

and my body hurts every night
when I go to bed.

What do you mean?

[Layla] Like, I like literally--
When I lay down,

like, if my knees
are touching each other, it hurts

'cause I don't have
any fat on my body to cushion it.

And I know that it's going too far,
and I'm taking it too far,

but I, like, can't stop.

Do you think, uh--
Are you open to stopping Tirzepatide?

I have been using weight loss drugs,
GLP-1s now,

for about a year, I would say.

I initially got on them 'cause I feel like
I just had stubborn weight

that I couldn't get off but

the thing is that people don't talk
about how addicting this is,

and how hard it is to get off.

And it's just this ever-living thing
that's so negative,

and especially negative here in Utah.

People are obsessed with how they look.

It's a very negative part
of the Utah culture.

I can't even count on both hands

how many people I know
abuse GLP-1s, like myself.

And it's a real problem for sure.

When's the last time you did it?

Last week.

Yeah. That's what scares me

is I don't think
you need to be actively losing.

It's hard. And I feel like everyone--

Obviously, everyone's starting to notice
what it looks like in my comments.

Like I can't post
a single video right now,

every single person is saying
something that like, "You need to eat,"

or "You're not gonna be able
to show up for your kids,"

like, "You're being a bad mom,"
blah, blah, blah.

-All these things when I'm not trying to--
-Yeah.

It's not like--

[Jessi] Well, I've noticed
your comments have switched

from like, "You're so thin.
Your arms are so long,"

to now, like, "Are you okay?"

And I think that's kind of the sentiment
we're all thinking,

is that like just, "Are you okay?"

I feel like, for a long time there,
people calling me ill,

or saying that I look sick or too thin,

it was almost a dopamine rush for me.

'Cause I feel like,
with an eating disorder,

okay, someone's noticing all this work
that I'm putting in to look this way,

and it's paying off in a way.

But now I can't even post a simple ad

to make money to support my family

without there being
a bunch of comments on it.

And it's actually starting
to get a lot that

I don't even wanna post right now
because I can't run away from it.

And I don't know how to stop, but--

Obviously, you've always had
to have such a strong front,

growing up the way that you grew up,

and I think
when so much is out of control,

it's easy for you
to cling onto one thing you can control.

Yeah.

And I want you to know that you do have--

you have a family, Layla.

Okay?
We're here for you, and we love you.

I love you.

Okay? Just let us help you.

You know, like,
we can help you be in control.

You don't have to do it by yourself, Lay.

♪ Like a thread that starts unraveling ♪

♪ And all the pieces never seem to fit ♪

♪ When you feel you can't breathe ♪

♪ When you're lost in the dark ♪

♪ I'll be here in your heart till... ♪

[Dakota] Hi, buddy.

♪ Breathe again ♪

This is Taylor's last night before
she flies out for The Bachelorette,

and I'm just dropping Ever off.

This is kinda like the last,

like, our-- our last time, like,
actually kind of seeing each other

before she goes away.

And, uh, yeah, it kinda feels surreal.

There's a part of me, obviously,
where I wanted to go over there

because I know she's leaving,

and I'm not-- I'm not gonna talk to her,
I think, for like two months.

So, yeah, I'd be lying if I didn't think
there is a piece of me

that just kinda wanted to go,

I don't know, like, see her,
be with her, like,

p-- possibly the last time,
like, I don't know.

♪♪

♪ Solo, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ I'm walking on fire ♪

♪ My debt isn't paid ♪

♪ I take myself higher ♪

♪ So, I'm feeling okay ♪

Um...

[laughs]

♪ I wanna take my time
to make my decisions ♪

♪ Change my mind for no damn reason ♪

[Liann]
Aspen and I are at Taylor's house

getting ready to leave to California
for The Bachelorette,

and we're supposed to leave in two hours.

[♪ suspenseful music playing]

She is not ready.

She is still in bed,
and she's not feeling well.

What do you think we should do?

We're supposed
to be leaving here any minute.

By nine, and she's still sleeping.

-You're her mom.
-[Liann] No, you can talk, too,

'cause I'm always the one that's like a...
the B.

Did you talk to Taylor?

-[Tara] Yeah.
-What'd she say?

She said she just doesn't feel like--
She's just not feeling well.

She says she can't get on the plane,

and that you guys can go
and she'll just have to meet you there.

She's just-- She's like, "There's no way
I can get up right now and go."

This is ridiculous.

I'm very frustrated right now with Taylor.

She has this huge opportunity,

and I feel like-- a part of me is like,
"She's not gonna go."

I don't want her to blow this opportunity
to possibly find love

and also to get on with her life.

Aspen and I are gonna get on this plane,

and I'm hoping that
Taylor will meet us there in California.

I expect you to be there tonight.

♪♪

[Aspen] 'Kay, you two
are sitting in the very back right here.

Yeah. Oh, my gosh.

[Liann] Do we have everything?

We're gonna miss our flight.

[Aspen] On our way
for the first week of Bachelorette

who's not even coming with us,
who's a no-show.

[laughing] Crazy, huh?

♪♪

♪ Love so selfish and so vain ♪

♪ On our hands,
dried out blood stains ♪

♪ I always normalize pain ♪

Oh!

Me and the girls are at the airport
ready to surprise Taylor.

We decided to make signs
for her new adventure.

She's been through so much.

Kinda send her off on her little "mission"
to The Bachelorette.

Because, in our church,
when someone goes on a mission,

usually when they come home,
people have signs welcoming them back.

You'll see that a lot
at Salt Lake Airport.

So we're sending her off to her mission
to The Bachelorette.

And we're ready for her
to be away from Dakota

and find a real man.

Guys, it's 9:45.

-It leaves-- It leaves at 11:00.
-Where is she?

-Was she with Dakota last night again?
-Yes, 100%.

She was with Dakota last night,
so I am genuinely stressed

that she, like, told him like,
"I'll stay for you."

This morning, Jordan heard from Dakota,
Taylor slept with Dakota again last night.

Go self-sabotage!

Jessi tells us that Jordan told her
that Dakota slept with Taylor last night.

Oh, my God!

I thought
I couldn't get more disappointed.

Right when we're like, "Yes, she sees it.
She sees her worth."

It's like,
"She's going to The Bachelorette.

She's ready to start this new journey.
We're so excited for her,"

she's back sleeping with Dakota again.

And I'm so disappointed.
I'm so disappointed.

[Layla]
I'm definitely disappointed in Taylor.

I don't think that this was a smart move
to do right before The Bachelorette.

To be frank, if I was one of these guys,

and I found out
that she effed her baby daddy

the day before meeting me,

I would be extremely upset and pissed.

Dakota's trying to pull out all his cards
because he's desperate.

Like, he's doing anything he can
to get her to not go.

[sighs] I'm shocked,
but I'm not shocked at the same time.

I'm just tired. I'm so over this.

I'm just hoping Dakota
doesn't sneak there at some point.

-I'll be happy if he doesn't--
-Dakota's in the checked luggage,

let's be honest.

-[Mikayla] Is that Ben?
-[Mayci] Where?

-That's not Ben.
-[Mayci] Weird.

-No, that's Ben.
-Shut the fuck up!

Do you like my sexy socks?

I was just gonna comment
on your sexy socks.

♪♪

-Wait, wait.
-Wait, that's not Ben.

-That's not--
-[all laughing]

[Layla] Oh! It looks exactly like Ben.

I about died, you guys.

-She only has 40 minutes to go through.
-She has 40 minutes until boarding ends.

-[Mikayla] Wait, she's right there.
-[Jessi] Where? Coming down?

-[Mikayla] She's right there.
-Oh, she's right there.

I can see that rat's nest
from a mile away.

Oh, that's Aspen. Okay.

[Mikayla] Okay, I'm gonna yell.

-[Jessi] Okay, that's her mom.
-[Layla] That's her mom. There's Asp--

-Wait, where's Taylor?
-[Mikayla] She's right there.

-Where-- Where?
-Wait, where is she?

[♪ dramatic music playing]

-That's Aspen and her mom.
-Where's Taylor?

[Mikayla] Taylor's not even there.

-What the hell?
-[Jessi] Where's Taylor?

Aspen's gonna be The Bachelorette.

-Oh, my gosh! Look at them!
-[MomTok cheering]

Wait, where's Taylor?

-Where's Taylor?
-She's not coming.

She's not? For real?

-She's not.
-She's not coming.

-[Mayci] You're joking.
-No, I'm being dead serious.

I heard about this.
Is it 'cause of Dakota?

Oh, no. We didn't know.
Why? What's going on?

She slept with him last night.

No, sir! For real?

-No, for real.
-Yes. Every night.

No, sir. You guys are fricking kidding me.

[Aspen] You're joking, right?

-[group] No.
-That's why we're-- I thought--

For real?

Then why the hell are we going
and doing all this?

Oh, my gosh.

It makes me actually very sick

that she would put this whole deal
on-- in jeopardy.

-[Jessi] Why isn't she here?
-She wouldn't get up.

-We could not get her up.
-Are you for real?

And she's like, "I'm not going right now.
I can't do it."

-I-- You guys.
-[Aspen] And then she's like,

"You guys get on the flight and go."

-Okay, no, we're--
-She's gonna send you without going,

like, what's the point of that?

Hey, I need you to call me like ASAP.

[Aspen] I fucking hate Dakota.

And Taylor, I'm like, I love my sister,
but I'm like, "Pull it out of your ass."

And you can't be this mad at Shinia
and then give him a pass, and like--

-Ew! Ew, ew, ew.
-[Jessi] I cannot.

-I freaking hate him. For real.
-I know. I know.

[Aspen]
"Don't forget to drop your baggage"?

-She's allowing it. I know. I'm sorry.
-She's supposed to drop him.

-[Aspen] Ew!
-I'm sorry, Liann.

Come here, gimme a hug. I'm sorry.

I know. I know. I'm sorry.

[Mayci]
This is so bad, you guys.

Taylor not showing up at the airport

is not only a bad sign for her
and her journey in The Bachelorette,

but also for MomTok.

Like, she's gonna choose Dakota
who's been kind of ruining her life

for the last three years

over something that is a fresh start.

Like, all of us in MomTok,
we've all tried so hard to help her,

and we've all been there for her,

but I think it backfired on us.

-[Aspen] I'm so frustrated
-[Liann] I'm so pissed.

I don't even wanna get on the plane.

-No! This is stupid.
-Well, you guys shouldn't.

You shouldn't if she's not coming.

-She has to go.
-She has to. She's already announced it.

I'm gonna go on this flight,
and she better be there today,

-or I'm cutting her frickin' off.
-Well, that's what--

Do you want us to go to her house

-and drag her outta bed?
-Yeah. Tell her she better get there.

Well, you could go ahead and tell her

if she doesn't get up and go,
that she's losing everybody-- her help.

I'm done. She'll be done.

-Tara will be done.
-And I'll be done, too.

I'll be done.

This is so bad.

Taylor is like an addict
when it comes to Dakota.

We're just trying to help her.

We spent hours making these signs.

We showed up early at the airport
to be there and send her off.

But seeing her mom and kids
come to the airport without her

and saying she's not coming,

I'm like, "Great,
my worst fears have come true.

"She's gonna sabotage
this entire experience for Dakota,

and she's never gonna get better."

[Aspen] I love you.
I'm sorry, I'm so heated.

-We all are, too, so don't worry.
-So-- Yeah, go to her house.

[Layla] We need to go to her house.

We need to go take these
to her door and be like,

"Look, we were here to support you."

Can we stomp him?

♪♪

[♪ upbeat music playing]

[Jessi] She's not gonna let us in,
you guys.

-[Mikayla] I don't give a shit.
-[Mayci] We'll break in.

I'm gonna break her damn window
by her bed and jump in.

It's a Sunday.
I should be in church praising the Lord.

And here I am.

I don't care. But I know
there's a big rock by her window.

We can slash it.

[Mayci] I'm just not sure
how to approach this yet.

-[Mikayla] Approach in a nice-ish way.
-[Mayci] Approach it angry,

-or like-- I just don't know.
-[knock on door]

[Jessi]
She's not gonna answer, you guys.

Uh, do you have a text sent out?

-Almost.
-Oh, it's locked.

[Mayci] You guys,
should we go around back?

[Jessi] Yeah, let's go.

[Jessi] Tap on the window.

[Layla grunts]

Wait, what about this one?

[Jessi]
No, it's locked. I thought it wasn't.

[Layla] Oh, wait, I got in,
but there's something there.

[Jessi] Is it Dakota?
[gasps] Oh, my God. What is all this?

Now that we've successfully broken into
Taylor's house,

I think we can officially add
breaking and entering to our resumes.

Should I wink?

I can't wink.

I've been working on it.

[Mayci] Is she gonna be so mad at us?

[Mikayla] Well, Liann told us to do this.

[Layla] There's her bag half-packed.

-[softly] It's half-packed.
-[Layla] Yeah.

Oh, my hell, Taylor.

[Layla] It looks like she didn't fully go.

[Layla] We're already in here, guys,
now we can't leave,

so we have to just do it.

-We're already in here.
-Just, like, pop your head in.

Just don't, like,
don't say anything unless she's awake,

'cause I don't wanna wake her up.

[♪ tense music playing]

Taylor?

MomTok. Your mom sent us.

[Jessi] I mean, why are you here?

Taylor, you have a responsibility.
Why aren't you on the plane?

I mean, you were with Dakota last night.
You weren't that sick.

I mean,
if you don't want help, we'll leave.

But we're just trying to--

Because you said "yes" to Bachelorette.
You shoulda said "no," you're not well.

I'm feeling definitely sick,
exhausted, drained.

My friends want the best for me,

and they're, you know, in my house
trying to get me to go,

and I really appreciate it.

I'm just to a point where it's so low that
I don't even want them to help me.

Like, I'm sorry,
but I'm just sick of supporting you

when you keep doing this.

Your mom's pissed. Your sister's pissed.

You're sending them to LA with your kids,
and you can't show up?

Just say "no" to The Bachelorette.

Sucks that we woke up at 6:00 a.m.
to be there for you.

So over it.

[Layla] All of us girls are honestly
going through a lot right now.

Mikayla and Jace's marriage
is going through a really hard time.

Jessi's contemplating divorce every day.

I'm dealing with my eating disorder.

And the last thing that we need

is our leader, Taylor,
to be falling apart as well.

I just feel like she's kind of the glue
to this group,

and if she's not doing well,
then MomTok is not doing well either.

Let's just go
and let her deconstruct on her own.

'Kay, we'll leave,
Taylor, but we hope that

you make one of
the later flights today.

[Jessi] Go talk to Dakota,
'cause you can talk to him and not us.

♪♪

[♪ upbeat music playing]

[Jen] Thank you for talking
to Whitney for me yesterday.

Are you eventually interested
in talking to her?

Are you just done with this friendship?

[tsks] I don't owe her anything.

I literally told her.
I said, "Whitney, if anything,

"Jen's the least manipulative,
calculated person I know.

"In fact, she's so not calculated
that, like, she gets herself in trouble.

"Jen wasn't planning on doing a live.

"If she wanted to expose you
for the way you've treated her,

-she would've already done it."
-Watch the live. It was very much--

Should I have said that? No.

Someone asked me
if I'm rooting for her, and I say no,

-and now I owe her an apology?
-[Zac] That's what I told her.

-I said, "Look, Whitney"--
-Like, I'm sorry I'm not rooting for you.

Were you not just saying
eff you to me last week?

[Whitney] Holy shit! Fuck you!

Well, I mean...

Whitney's Demi 2.0.

Like, I have no interest
in being friends, interacting...

I'll always be cordial but like--

It feels like ru--
Whitney ruined enough of the experience,

and it's sad to me
that now that it's over,

we're still talking about it.

And feels like--
It feels like she's like a parasite,

and no matter what thing we do, it always,

like, we can never
just enjoy the experience for what it is

and take the positives.

And I just wanna focus
on what you accomplished

and the positives you took away.

You becoming a better dancer,
you growing as a person,

that's what I wish we were talking about,
not Whitney and her drama.

Yeah.

When I got eliminated,
honestly, I was... so sad.

God.

[crying] I think the hardest part
about leaving Dancing with the Stars

was how much it brought back
my authentic self.

And so, when that journey was over,

I felt like
it was almost stripped from me.

And so I just remember praying to God,

just being like, "Oh, please don't let
that version of myself go away."

Things aren't ever gonna go right
whenever talking to Whitney. [chuckles]

To be honest, I think that's why
I wanna go back to Utah,

is I want to regroup,
go back to my family and friends,

and just really figure out
what it is that I want.

I think we need to go do something fun.

We need
to get outta the house and just go.

-I wanna go to the beach.
-Yeah, we need to go to the beach.

♪ I'm magic, I'm magic, I'm magical ♪

♪ When you see me, I'm wild ♪

♪ I'm wild, wild, and wonderful ♪

♪ I'm magic, I'm magic, I'm magical ♪

♪ When you see me, I'm wild ♪

♪ I'm wild, wild, and wonderful ♪

This is the thing with being
a part of MomTok

is there are gonna be relationships
that ebb and flow,

but with Jen not even bothering
to show up,

it seems that my friendship with her
is officially coming to an end.

Can I still be in this group
and have Jen in the group? Absolutely.

Because I am actually a mature adult.

Right now, my focus is on bringing home
that Mirrorball,

and then I need to pack for New York City.

♪ I'm magical ♪

Roxie Hart.

♪♪

It's official!

I've booked the lead role in Chicago,
and I'm heading to Broadway. [laughs]

♪♪

♪ I really don't need a scandal ♪

♪ Are we blowing up nothing
just to feel something? ♪

♪ I'm wrapped up in your perception... ♪

I am scared to find a guy
that will love me back

and also be willing to deal with a couple
of baby daddies and kids.

But I think if I don't take this step,
I do stay stagnant in where I'm at.

This is not only like an opportunity,
I think, for just finding someone.

This is an opportunity to get away
from the toxicity I'm in here,

and I want out of it.

♪ Stop, if you're runnin' ♪

♪ All wantin' that American dream ♪

♪ Stop, you're wild wantin'
a sweet nothin', honey ♪

♪ Dreams... ♪

I got a later flight. I am in LA.

I am exhausted, but I'm here,
and I'm happy that I made it.

♪♪

[line ringing]

-[Taylor] Hello.
-Hi.

[Taylor] Hi.

-[Dakota] Did you make it?
- I did.

How was it?

[Taylor] Good. Just really tired.

[chuckles] Yeah, I bet. Same.

Taylor just landed,

and I feel like this is the last chance
I'll be able to kinda,

I don't know, even, like, express to her
how I feel,

essentially just the fact of,
I've always wanted you.

I, um, I do just wanna say sorry

for everything that I did.

I know that that caused a lot of problems.

-Um, not only--
- Can you be more specific

- what you're talking about?
-With Shinia.

-Um...
-[Taylor] For doing what? What did you do?

Even with you. For-- You know what I did.
For hooking up with her.

Well, be s-- be specific
if you're gonna apologize about something.

Well, I think--
I think everybody knows that.

- I wanna hear it.
-Yes. I'm--

I wanna hear how sorry you are
for what you did.

I know. I am, Taylor,
I'm sorry for what I did.

I'm sorry for hooking up with Shinia.

I think-- Was it dumb of me? Yes.

Well, could I've picked someone else? Yes.

Like, who it was matters,
and that's where I think I went wrong.

And I picked somebody that--

I mean, I-- Obviously, yeah,
it was gonna come with problems and...

um, I think that was,
like, very shitty of me to do.

- Thank you.
-And I put you in a shitty spot,

and I know that hurt you really bad.

[Taylor] The apology is just words,
like it always is.

How many times can he do this

where you believe it,
and you're sucked back into it,

and it's not true?

Wake up!

I think there's a lot of pain.

I think there's a lot of things we've done
to hurt each other.

But overall,
I still think we love each other.

It's toxic. That's the issue.

I know it is toxic, I agree.

But that's the thing is, I also--
It doesn't have to be this way.

We make it toxic.
It doesn't have to be that way.

This would be the best thing for us
regardless of what happens.

-Yeah, I agree.
- For you and me, like,

this would be the best, like, break

and break off of, like, our cycles,

and I think
you could do a lot of healing--

Ah-- It's up to you, really, what you do.

I just feel like, I don't know,
like, I am-- I'm happy for you.

Like, I want you to be happy, and if you--

And that's what I'm saying,
if you do find someone, like, great,

but all I'm gonna say,

save a rose for me, 'kay?

[chuckling] Aw.

Like, if you don't find someone,

like I know
I've been acting like such a dumbass,

and I've kinda just, like,
fell completely away from who I am.

And... like, that's--
that's why I love you, is, like...

like, you're the only person
that could help me see that sometimes,

of just like,
"Hey, like, this isn't who you are."

'Cause it's not.

I think it's no secret to anybody, Dakota.

What?

Say it.

Can you just admit that you still love me?

[Dakota laughing]

I think talking to Dakota
is not a good idea,

but it's a hard pill to swallow
that it's done and I need to move on.

It hurts to say it, like, ugh.

At the end of the day,
I do think it's an opportunity

to get away from him. Absolutely.

It's like a dream come true.

Okay, they're about to film me
getting outta the car.

Okay, save me a rose.
Say it, "Save me a rose."

[Taylor] Hmm.

So, just let me know.

'Kay, bye.

[call disconnects]

[Dakota sighs]

♪ All the lights go out ♪

♪ I'm the new girl
that you're talking about ♪

[Jessi] The night is finally here.
It's my annual Halloween party.

Last year at the Halloween party,
there was a lot of rowdiness.

I have no idea how this is gonna go down,

but this year, I'm hoping that tonight,
we can just have a chance to relax,

and then maybe we have one night of fun.

I am so happy to hear that
Taylor finally caught a flight to LA

for The Bachelorette.

Things with Taylor and MomTok
feel a little unresolved right now,

but I feel like The Bachelorette
is gonna be like an eight-week detox

where she can't talk to Dakota,

and it couldn't be coming
at a better time.

-Hi.
-Are you Blair?

-I'm the new queen bee, obviously.
-Oh! I should've known.

-Wait, you look so cute!
-[Mikayla] You do, too.

[Jessi] Thank you!

Look at-- She's Blair.

[Mikayla] Ew!

Wait, you look so hot, though,
I am like obsessed.

Thanks. Thank you.

Uh, where's Jace, though?

-I have no idea.
-What?

-I'm like, I think he's coming.
-Oh, okay. You just drove separate?

-Yeah.
-[Jessi] Okay.

It's still kinda awkward because
I still haven't told the other girls

kind of the state
of where Jace and I are at,

and they don't know that the two of us
are living separately currently.

And Mayci's the only one that knows.

I like my alone time for sure.

But also, I'm like,
I don't like being alone at the same time.

I'm just hoping it gets better.

And I just don't want this information
in someone's hand,

like Jordan, who has a big mouth.

-[Jessi] Chuck Bass is here!
-[Jordan] Whoa!

-Whoa! Hi!
-[Jace] Hey!

[Mikayla]
I think it's definitely hitting me,

the gravity of being separated
and what that looks like.

I think there's a part of me
that is definitely scared to lose him

because I don't know how long
it's gonna take,

and I don't know how long
he can be patient for.

Yeah, I don't know.
I don't know how to feel about it.

♪ Just feeling super naughty ♪

♪ You can touch me all the way ♪

[Jessi] Dan Humphrey!

-Hi. Your queen bee is here.
-[Mayci] Ah! Yes.

You guys look so good!

[Mayci] You look so good!

-Wait, I, like, love this vibe on you.
-I know.

-No, it is kinda hot.
-Naughty schoolgirl!

-He liked it. Ooh!
-[Jessi] Wait, it's so good.

I'm obsessed.

♪ It's a brand new day ♪

♪ Groovin' to the rhythm
of my own beat, girl ♪

-[Mayci] Hey!
-Aaah!

-[Mayci] Are you drunk?
-Yes!

-[Mayci] Oh, my gosh!
-Stay away from me.

-Layla!
-Layla's drunk.

[Layla] I'm very grateful
for Jessi and Miranda

and how supportive they've been for me
throughout this hard time.

Sometimes when you're in the midst
of an eating disorder,

it feels like you're never gonna...
be better,

and you're never gonna, like, overcome it.

However, Jessi found one of the number one
eating disorder facilities here in the US,

which is amazing.

-Hi. Hello.
-Hey, guys.

-Hi, Layla. Thank you so much for coming.
-Thank you.

I'm a little nervous, definitely.

-I... I don't know what to expect.
-Okay.

We have all options.

We have 24-hour care, we have outpatient.

So we'll just kinda see
what kinda fits your needs,

what you're looking for.

I was definitely anxious
going into the center.

They kept telling me that
they were gonna check me in

and have me be inpatient,

but that didn't happen, so that's good.

Are you guys-- Are you all school girls?
Like, what's going on?

-[Mayci] Hi.
-How are you?

-I'm listening to your book.
-[Mayci] Oh, really?

I'm like, an hour left.

-It's fucking so good.
-Yeah.

I'm actually shocked to hear
that Mason read my book,

and he was saying how much he loved it,
which I was like, "Wait, what?"

I like, "Sorry,
I didn't know guys, like, read books."

Maybe that's so horrible of me to say.

But, like, despite everything going on
in MomTok right now,

the reason why I wrote this book
was to inspire.

I think that's what keeps me fighting
to save my friend group, to save MomTok,

and keep them away
from all these toxic men.

'Cause I've been through a lot
of challenges, heartbreaks, hardships,

and I just want my friends to be happy.

I just want us to thrive.

And that's a big purpose behind what I do.

♪ Yeah, I love this beat, I lose control ♪

♪ I'm in the fast lane ♪

♪ It's techno-something
now I'm bulletproof... ♪

[Dakota] We're like--
We're trying to figure it out.

Ahhh.

[chuckling] Hi.

You came here? You're crazy!

-You're crazy.
-[chuckling] I'm not crazy!

I cannot believe you're here.

[Dakota groans]

So Shinia shows up, and, uh,
damn, this is a tough spot.

So it feels a little awkward, obviously,
like, seeing her.

The last thing I want
is for us to have some

shit show happen
like the last Halloween.

They're back together.

He's so dumb for doing this right now.

I'm glad we made a sex pact for sure,
that was cool.

Yeah, that was badass, huh?

I-- Well, it-- To be fair,

I also thought it was gonna last
a lot longer than what it did.

You broke it, not me!

-I know, but hang on--
-Wait, "I know"?

No, no, no, no. Oh, my gosh, okay.

Technically, okay. Oh, fuck.

Dakota!

[Dakota] [groans] I didn't even--

Well, I never got the chance
to even tell you this.

So, uh... yeah,
you're gonna fucking hate it,

but [chuckles] you already know probably.

It was freaking Taylor.

The truth is... this right now, okay?

This is what I am right now.

I'm like-- I'm just emotionally like,

I think, a little bit
more messed up than I thought.

I thought I could maybe do it.

I would love to be with Taylor.

I would love that opportunity.

And maybe there's a chance that
this could be something that she needs.

If she goes out and dates, like,
30 handpicked men for her

and ends up choosing me at the end,

I feel like that's also maybe
like a good sign for her.

[chuckles]
Like, maybe that would help her.

Yeah, but I'm also, again, I'm in--
I'm in a position to where

I don't think I can sit
and rely on that either,

of having that hope.

I do want you to know, I-- I--

I really did care a lot about,
like, how everything went down,

and that was really hard to watch.

And I'm, like, sorry
you had to go through that.

I just don't ever want it
to come back on Miranda.

-That's my only thing that I care about.
-[Dakota] Yeah.

[Miranda] Being back in MomTok,

it's no secret that Taylor and I have
kinda been through hell.

I mean, it's been one thing after the next
it seems.

Personally, you know, [exhales]

maybe we just raw dog MomTok,
no leader.

[Mayci]
Look at the TikTok I made.

[Jessi gasps]

[Jessi] We have come so far
in just the last few years,

especially here
in the Utah Mormon culture,

because MomTok has flipped
typical gender roles.

We're breadwinners, not tradwives.

With Taylor being Bachelorette,

Whitney and Jen doing
Dancing with the Stars,

Mayci and her book event,
Layla and modeling,

we all have so many cool things
happening for us...

Oh, I love it!

...it really is true that, in life,
what you do doesn't matter,

it's who you spend your time with.

So, having a good supportive
group of friends

makes your accomplishments even better.

[Jessi] Okay.

[Dakota] I needed to talk
to somebody about this,

because like, it's kinda been
freaking me out a little bit.

But, like, Taylor told me, like,

the last time that we did it,
that she was, like, ovulating.

[♪ suspenseful music playing]

So, she could be pregnant?

[Dakota]
Like, Taylor, randomly in bed, she goes,

she's like,
"I haven't had my period yet, Dakota."

And I was like, "From, like, when?" Like--

And then she told me,
and I was like, "Whoa, hang on, okay."

-Or I could absolutely--
-Is she gonna be a pregnant Bachelorette?

[Dakota] That's what I'm freaking--

But 'cause they took her damn phone
before I could ask her

and say, "Hey, have you--
Did you start your period,

-or what's going on here?"
-This is a movie, like--

Deep down, you have symptoms,

-you know if you're pregnant.
-Oh, my God.

Well, that's what was weird, too,
is like--

Then I was starting to think about, like,
how emotional kinda she's been lately too.

She's been a little erratic.

-Yeah, a little bit more to where I was--
-Oh, my God,

-Dakota, this is so bad.
-And then, she was sick a few times.

I remember her telling me
she felt sick a little bit

-to where I was like, "Oh."
-Oh, my God.

But I just don't-- I don't know anything.

Can you fucking imagine, you guys?

Like, she's The Bachelorette,
and she's pregnant.

Like, there-- that's never happened.

I don't feel like
they could keep her on for that.

I'm scared to death.
I don't know if she's pregnant.

[groans] Taylor.

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♪ Only you can make it stop ♪

♪ At the final part ♪

♪ Can you feel the beat of my heart? ♪

♪ Can you feel the beat of my heart? ♪

♪ Beat of my heart ♪

♪ Beat of my ♪