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♪♪

[Jessi] So, I called you guys here

'cause I feel like we all found out
about this Shinia stuff at separate times.

[Layla] What is it?

[Jessi] He hooked up with Jenna
and basically almost had sex with her,

like, a couple of weeks ago.

Shut the hell up!

Jenna is the girl that Dakota lied about
early on in their relationship.

He was like texting me all day
this day he came over to your house.

And he's saying, "Thank you
for letting me crash at your house."

And he came over that night to my house

and spent the night
and fucked me, so, yeah.

And on top of that,
at the pickleball tournament,

Shinia was pouring her heart out
to Taylor,

and then, that same night, Shinia goes
and sleeps with Taylor's baby daddy.

-Update me.
-He got back with his wife.

This is why I can't trust people--
any-- anybody.

Oh, gosh. This is so bad.

If this comes out, it's all gon--
Like, I just feel like it's gonna spiral.

And I also think
Dakota wants everything to come out.

[Miranda] He does.

Once again, I'm caught in the middle
between two friends

and betrayal going on there.

I have known Shinia for nearly a decade.

Truly, like a ride-or-die
type of friendship.

Was this a massive lapse in judgment
for her? Absolutely.

But at the end of the day,
even though I don't agree with her,

I obviously love and care for her.

[Mayci] She's gonna find out.
There's no way she's not.

-Either he's gonna tell her, or we are.
-[Jessi] You guys, you guys,

we have your party tomorrow,
and we're with her.

How is it not coming out? Like--

I think the truth will always come out.

And I just feel like if we can
possibly cushion her finding out,

I think it possibly could be better.

I think the best person coming from
is Shinia for sure.

-I'm actually scared for Shinia.
-[Jessi] I am too.

I'm scared for her.
She's gonna get eaten up.

Is Shinia going to Sinner Sunday?

-[Jessi] Is she invited?
-I mean, I don't know.

I didn't invite her 'cause I'm not--

-[Jessi] Would she go now that--
-Would that be the time to tell Taylor?

It might be the time.

I think it's a pro
to do it while people are around,

'cause then she won't overreact.

-Oh, true.
-Oh, yeah.

That actually might be a good idea.

Then we can also explain
why we didn't tell her.

Taylor's still in Colorado,
but she's coming home soon.

So, with The Bachelorette coming up,

Mayci's Sinner Sunday event,
and the main title shoot,

to be honest,
this news could really shake her up,

and we have to handle it the right way.

Miranda, you need to ask her
if she'll come and tell her tomorrow.

Well, since--
When she called me this morning,

she's like, "I wanna tell Taylor.
I feel like she should know."

I was like, "I gotta get going because

"I need to stop by Home Depot
and get a bigger shovel

"so I can get a head start
on both of your fucking graves.

"You're a dead man, both of you.

You're dead,
and there's nothing I can do to save you."

[Jessi groans]

♪ Come thee saints ♪

♪ And come thee sinners ♪

♪ Hallelujah ♪

♪ Listen up ♪

♪ I'm the one you've been dreaming of ♪

♪ I've got everything
you could ever want ♪

♪ Try me and you'll see
I'll bring you to your knees ♪

♪ Baby, you're gonna believe ♪

♪♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Temptation ♪

[♪ intense music playing]

♪ I was me, just a girl ♪

♪ I ain't never gonna blend in ♪

I feel like the scooter's more work
than a bike.

Well, yeah, it's easier to carry home too
when you're tired.

[Taylor] Well, you don't carry it home.

You say, "You brought it,
you're gonna carry it home."

[Aspen] They don't listen to me.

I just took this trip to Colorado.

It was healing overall,

helped my mother and I
in our relationship.

I think we came back to, like,
family and love.

And it's just really giving each other
that grace before The Bachelorette

so I can actually go out there
and not choose someone that's not for me,

sabotage it, you know?

I really think it'll be good for me.

Obviously, I got married, jumped into--

The first guy I went out with,

I ended up being in a relationship with,
had a baby with.

It's like, I think it's gonna be
such a cool experience...

-Yeah. Yeah.
-...regardless of the outcome.

Obviously, fingers crossed,
it's always good

and, like, you meet your person,

but if not, it could teach you
a lot of learning lessons too.

I think it's gonna be something
that is gonna change your life.

After all--
everything that you've been through

and all the pain and suffering
that you've been through,

I think it's something that you deserve.

I-- I don't know.
I'm like, "Why do I get this opportunity

"out of, like, any--
like, all the girls that want this?

Like, I come with so much baggage.
Like, who's gonna want me?"

'Cause I do feel, like,
a lot of guilt all the time for that.

Just because you come with some baggage--

Some?

You do have, like,
a lot of amazing qualities,

and someone's gonna see that,
and they're gonna want that.

[Liann] Look at all the people
that follow her.

Millions of followers don't follow you
because you're this horrible person.

Like, you need to give yourself credit.

When somebody is looking for love

-and they're looking for that wife...
-Mm-hmm.

...to-- to me, I would think that
they-- that's what they're looking for.

-That quality of a mother.
-[Aspen] Yeah.

And to me, you're the best mom.

-[Aspen] There are good guys out there.
-Yeah.

-They're not like Mr. D-Bag.
-They're not all horrible. I know.

Sometimes you have to go through things,

and things happen for a reason,
for you to end up somewhere much higher.

-[Aspen] Mm-hmm.
-Yeah.

I think it's time for you
to choose, Taylor.

Yeah.

[♪ upbeat music playing]

[Jen] Do I look exhausted to you?

[Zac] Yes, you look very exhausted.

I've been rehearsing nonstop
with Dancing with the Stars

and working my ass off.

And I also have to fly this week to Utah
for our main title shoot.

So it's nice that Zac and I
get to decompress, catch up,

and spend time together.

It does feel really good in here.

How are you feeling about the contestants
and the whole-- everyone?

Oh, I love the cast.

The cast is awesome.

I feel like I've equally
gotten close to everyone.

The pros have been so helpful.

Yeah, it's been awesome.

How do you feel like you-- like,
your relationship with Whitney's improved,

or where do you feel like that's at?

No, if anything, I feel like we've got--
we've become more distant.

[Conner grunting, chuckling]

[Whitney] I have like 30 minutes.

-Okay.
-[Whitney] Then I have to leave again.

All right, no problem.

-[Whitney sighs]
-[Conner] Well, how was your day?

I just had a really bad camera block day.

Like, it was a horrible day.

And Mark and I
were talking in the hallway,

I was just letting out all my emotions,
and Jen walked out

and was like, "Hey, are people
talking shit about you on social media?"

I'm like, "That's not why I'm crying.
But, thanks?"

[Conner] Oh, man.

[Whitney] I did not think
I was even gonna be making it

this far through the competition,
which is crazy.

But it can be very hard

because you're seeing the comments
and stuff online.

For me, it can be very emotionally taxing.

I just want you to say,
"Hey, like, I'm here for you."

-[Conner] What do you need? Yeah.
-"What can-- What can I do?"

Her hyping me up in the background
saying, "Vote for Jen,"

-when she never reaches out, is never--
-[Zac] Well, it's rude that she doesn't...

-call you or text you all week...
-[Jen] Yes.

...and then, when the cameras are on
and millions of people are watching,

suddenly, she's your-- your biggest fan.

- That-- That bothers me.
-[Jen] It just--

I was expecting that our friendship
was gonna grow through this process,

but we haven't talked to each other
throughout Dancing with the Stars.

Like, there hasn't really been
any relationship.

I mean, we barely talk.

[Zac] I don't know if I told you this,

but when I went out
and took the kids out with Conner,

I don't know if you've heard,
but Whitney got offered...

a spot on Broadway.

♪♪

Yeah, on Chicago,
I think, to be the-- the main character,

like, the leading role.

So, I think she's planning on
moving out there come January.

Dang! If she can't be
the main character of MomTok,

she'll be the main character for Broadway.
It's perfect.

♪♪

♪ I knew you would come around
sooner or later ♪

♪ I knew one day
that our hearts would collide ♪

♪♪

♪ I knew one day
that our hearts would collide ♪

-[Jordan] Hey.
-Hi. What's up?

[sighs] Just got done working out.

[Jessi] Nice. You wanna help me?

[Jordan] Yes.

I don't realize
until I see you next to the bedding

that this is really pink. [laughs]

Yeah, it's pretty pink.

I feel like the LDS upbringing I had

does make it a lot easier
to sweep things under the rug

and just pretend that things are good
when they're not.

Jordan and I are still struggling a bit,

but I don't think I'm ready
to take the next step

of, like, filing for divorce
at this point.

But I definitely wonder,
"Okay, what are the repercussions?

I have to be smart about this for my kids
and my future and my business."

Well, LADYWORLD was fun.
I'm sad you weren't there.

Oh, but I didn't tell you
what they announced me as.

When they announced me and I came out,
she said, "Jessi Nasty-kaura."

That's hilarious.

It's funny
but it's also, like, hard for me

'cause I feel like, in this industry,

having a name that's easy,
like, makes sense.

Like, Taylor Paul,
that rolls off your tongue.

You remember it.

Yeah, when Taylor gets married,
she'll change her name.

No. That's her ex-husband's last name.

She's keeping it 'cause she has been
Taylor Paul since she had a following.

[sighs] The reason
I wanted to talk about that

is because I-- I told you this before

that I do feel like
going by Draper would be better.

I'm not trying to do it to hurt you.
It's not a dig at you.

-It's really just about the name.
-You're not vindictive,

but I do think you're selfish.

That's great.

-You're being condescending.
-It's just the way I feel.

-It's not condescending.
-That's fine. Okay. All right.

It's just genuinely the way that I feel.

If I was condescending,
I would say other things.

That's what scares me, is I feel like

it's always under the surface,
like, the stuff you wanna say

and you're just not
'cause you know you can't.

No, 'cause that's not who I am anymore,
and I've proven that.

A lot of my issues coordinate with you
making decisions that are selfish.

[Jessi] You know, deep down,
I think we both know

that going by my maiden name, Draper,
gives me freedom again,

which I feel like I haven't had
in a long time.

If I start going by Draper now,

if we did get divorced in the future,

it wouldn't be a huge change
for my career.

So, I do just kinda feel like
it's the safest thing to do right now.

It feels selfish. And that's okay.
You told me it was selfish yourself.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

♪♪

♪ You want it, I got it ♪

♪ Sit back, get ready for it ♪

♪ La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la, la-la ♪

♪ Get ready for it ♪

♪ La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la, la-la ♪

[Mayci] You ready to hit some balls?

[Mikayla] I sure am.
Ready to whoop your a--

-Oh! Did I just hit the curb?
-[Mayci] Oh! You did hit the curb.

-[Mikayla] Oh, well, it's fine.
-[Mayci] It's fine.

My Sinner Sunday event is tonight.

And honestly,
my stress levels are at an all-time high,

because I know that Shinia is coming

and she's about to confess
her wrongdoing with Dakota.

So, I definitely need
to blow off some steam.

So, I'm taking a little tennis lesson.

I thought it would be fun for us
to just, you know, hit some balls

and... grunt a little bit.

[laughs] I'm just kidding.

[♪ upbeat music playing]

-Oh, hi, Danny. Danny's here.
-Let's go, cougs!

-[Mikayla] Did he call us cougs?
-Cougars.

-Oh, coug--
-You're a cougar now too.

All right.

Now that I have been kind of far removed
from tennis for the last seven years,

I kind of stopped
once my college career ended,

and I honestly miss it so much.

-My Prime is here.
-[Jacob] Yeah. No way.

[Mayci] You don't even know what I got.

This is the start
of my new career, all right?

Are you ready for this?

-Tell me.
-Prepare to be amazed.

-All right.
-And it came so fast.

-[Jacob] Tennis gear!
-It's time for my tennis career

to take off once again.

-Are you gonna start playing again?
-Yeah.

[Danny] There we go.

[♪ upbeat music playing]

Oh, you're there.

-Ah!
-Ah!

-Give me another.
-[Danny] Yep.

-You're doing great.
-[Mayci] Thank you.

-There we go.
-There we go.

[Mayci] There she is.

How does it feel to be back out here?

Feels good,
but I feel like I'm in slow motion.

-Did I tell you I'm back to therapy?
-[Mayci] You did?

[Mikayla] Well,
we did like a couples therapy thing.

-[Mayci] How was that?
-I mean, it was fine.

[Mikayla] I feel like I just--

I feel like I'm at a point where,
like, when I get really angry,

I'm like, "Okay, fine,
then go have sex with someone.

Like, leave me alone," almost.

-Mikayla.
-No, like, actually, like, I'm like--

I feel like I'm working on so many
different things outside of just sex,

and I know that
obviously, he can't just be like,

"Okay, well, we can just go without that."

We both get to a point
where we feel really helpless about it,

'cause he's like, "I feel like
you don't have the motivation to do it."

And I'm like, "I don't think I have
the motivation to do it right now,

'cause I know
that it's really hard to work through."

Jace and I haven't made
really any progress

as far as our intimacy
in our sex life goes.

I'm obviously very attracted to Jace,
and I wanna be married to him.

It makes me sad that I'm not able
to meet his needs,

and I know that there's only so long
that he can be patient with me for.

[line ringing]

[Jace] Hey! There he is!

What's up, my guy?

How are you doing?

[Conner] I'm not bad. How are you?

So, I just wanted to, um, get your advice.

It's between Mikayla and I.

We're still kind of
dealing with the same struggles

that we've been
dealing with for a long time,

the intimacy side of our relationship.

It feels like
we both kind of feel like we're stuck.

I mean, yeah, man,
that's a scary thing to be in right now.

And I feel for you.

Kissing is harder for me than sex,

'cause I think
kissing is more intimate for me,

and I obviously have triggers
with kissing.

Sometimes I'll go through the day,
and I'm-- I'm holding down the fort--

Like you,
I'm holding down the fort at home.

And then also, we just had this newborn.

I'm doing everything I can.

Sometimes, when Mikayla will come home

and she'll want for me,
then, to start taking care of her,

which I want to do,

but I need
to-- to take care of my needs also.

But also, it's not fair for me
if I'm not feeling like working on it,

to keep dragging it along like,
"Yeah, I'm gonna work on it eventually--"

What would you do then?
Like, just separate?

[groans] I don't know.

[Conner] What are you wanting?
What do you want, man?

Uh-- [sobbing]

I'm sorry.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

More than anything,
and more than, like, the actual sex,

I just wanna feel like
I can connect with my wife again.

Yeah.

And I wanna feel, um...

I wanna feel loved by my wife.

That's gotta feel
incredibly lonely and isolating.

[crying] We're stuck in this place

that we've been stuck in
for like four years.

Should I just go away from the house
for a couple of weeks

and not have the pressures of trying
to fix the intimacy issues right now?

But I have this baby.

I wanna focus on being
the best mom for her

and being the best wife.

But I'm also lost because I don't know
how to handle it.

And part of me is like, I wanna be done,
but I also know I don't wanna be done.

So, I'm like, what do I do?
I don't know. I don't know.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

[♪ upbeat, dramatic music playing]

[line ringing]

[Miranda] Hello?

-[Taylor] Hi.
-[Miranda] Hi.

[Taylor] I'm gonna ask you one time,
how long have you known?

I took this trip to Colorado.
It was healing. I was feeling better.

She's such a slut-bag hoe to me.
I almost thought it was a joke.

I thought it was a joke
'cause I'm gonna fucking ruin her!

Dakota and I were texting,

and I find out that
Dakota's sleeping with Shinia.

I'm sorry,
I don't even care what this does to me.

I-- I act on impulse, unfortunately,
so I don't give a fuck!

After he told me everything,
I was like, "It's all on purpose."

It's not like he's trying to go out
and move on.

It's who it is to get at me,
and it's disgusting again,

and it takes me back again.

It's fucking gross. You have to admit.
You have to admit! I haven't--

[Miranda] I-- I-- I couldn't--
I could not agree more with you.

And she knows that,
and I've said that to her.

-Then why did she do it?
-[Miranda] I wish I knew.

[groans]

And I'm sorry.

For what?

[Miranda]
That I didn't say anything sooner,

but I also...

Well, so you guys all
left it to Dakota to tell me.

[scoffs]

Right before I leave.

I thought there's maybe loyalty on MomTok,

and like, to me,
it's the sneakiness of it.

If you know you're sneaking it,
that means you know how bad it is.

I cannot believe that MomTok
would protect Shinia, a snake, over me.

Is she going tonight?

[chuckles]
I guarantee she doesn't show up.

I will fucking call you out.

So, just letting you know. Cap?
Yeah, be ready for it.

I'm gonna have to have a discussion
with all my fucking so-called friends,

because this is what I--
I fucking found out from him. [scoffs]

And all my friends knew.

And I don't wanna fucking hear,
"We knew you were going to Bachelorette.

We didn't wanna hurt your feelings."
You guys fucking knew I would know!

[chuckles] You knew that--
You guys all knew. You're not--

You gotta be smarter than that.
I-- I'm sure you guys are.

[Miranda] I also don't-- I don't think
I knew Dakota the way that you do.

And I genuinely thought that he would--
would-- would want to keep it under wraps.

And then,
to know that he didn't, and you wanted--

[Taylor]
But this is your nasty ass-hoe friend.

[Miranda] Yeah, and I'm not--
I'm also pissed at her.

Taylor and I have both worked really hard
to rebuild our friendship.

It would be so beyond disappointing

if a man were to be the downfall of us
once again.

I hate her.

And so, right now, I'm very busy

'cause I gotta edit some videos
'cause I fucking hate her.

♪♪

♪♪

-[Mayci] Hi.
-[woman] Hi.

[sighs] They're all lining out there?

Oh, my goodness! Lucky me!

They're all ready to sin?

Sinner Sunday is basically a page

where people can
anonymously confess their sins,

and it gets very juicy.

And so, this event is gonna be really fun
because it's my sinner community

coming out to just have a fun time.

-It is her. I'm like, it has to be Jessi.
-[Jessi] Hello! I'm here.

-Your hair looks so good. Did you cut it?
-[Jessi] Thank you. I did.

What kind of a makeup look are you doing?

[Mayci] I like the one
from the picture I sent you.

[Jessi] I'm so excited.
That's gonna look so good.

[Mayci]
Yeah, like a little dramatic, you know?

[phone chiming repeatedly]

-[Jessi] Are you kidding?
-[Mayci] What?

Miranda just texted and said,
"Just got off the phone with Taylor.

She hates all of us for not telling her."

Are you serious?

That's so unfair when
we're all just trying to look out for her

not being a mental patient

and not being able to go
to The Bachelorette because of it.

-Taylor just called me.
-[Mayci] Shit.

-Okay.
-[Mayci] Just call her back.

-[whispering indistinctly]
-[line ringing]

I'll talk to her.

-[Taylor] Hi.
-Hey, how are you?

[Taylor] Uh, horrible. What's up?

[Jessi] Um, so, I just want you to know

that the rest of us found out about this
just recently, and--

-[Taylor] Yeah, I heard.
-I know.

Um, I just want you to know that
we just weren't gonna tell you quite yet

just 'cause we didn't want
your mental state to be--

[Taylor] It's fine.
My mental state's fucked now.

- So what does everyone wanna say now?
-I know. Taylor, you need to understand

that we've been
nothing but good friends to you,

and I'm trying to be there for you.
Will you please not be like that?

-[Taylor] Go for it.
-[Jessi] Okay.

There is something else Dakota's done
that you need to know about.

-Okay.
-[Jessi] But I feel-- [sighs]

- I mean, are you coming tonight?
-Just-- Can you just say it?

I'm tired of being tortured at this point.
Can you just say it?

Okay.

He hooked up with Jenna
and basically almost had sex with her,

like, a couple of weeks ago.

Okay.

[Jessi] So, he's a piece of shit,
and I hope you really see that.

And I found out about this a day ago.

And it was after the Shinia stuff,

and I was like,
"Yeah, I'm not hiding this from Taylor."

Like, he's a piece of crap, so...

You deserve to know that.
That's why I'm telling you.

-'Kay. Thank you for telling me.
-[Jessi] I'm sorry.

No, it's fine,
I'm gonna fucking light 'em all up.

And it's coming for fuckin' Jenna too!

Jenna, she tried multiple times
to get me on her podcast,

begging me and, like, trying to help me,
and then does that behind my back.

It's... disgusting, really.

The fuck is wrong with people?
They also look so stupid, too.

[Mayci] Your feelings are valid.

[Taylor] I know!
I know that they're valid,

and I-- I have every right
to call her out.

No. Taylor,
Dakota's a piece of shit for doing this.

Screw Dakota then!
We're not talking about Dakota.

We're talking about the bitch.
I already posted about Shinia.

I just did a video with her,
little-- fucking little snake.

[Jessi] But I don't want you
to compromise your--

Oh, I'm gonna call out--
I don't give a fuck about Dakota!

I'm calling out the stupid dumbass bitches
about her stupid--

This is stemming from the pain of Dakota.

-You wouldn't care if--
-I'm gonna fucking fuck them up!

Yes, I am!

I come back to this bullshit again
about who the mother-effing girl is,

and it's disgusting, 'cause there's
so much history, emotion.

It's just like, "Oh, here we go again."

I just-- Yeah, I wanna let it go,
'cause, like, I'm just suffering.

Like, I'm suffering
'cause I resist letting it go.

Obviously, it controls my decisions
and my emotions, and I'm just tired.

I'm like physically exhausted.

[Jessi] Take a night, I get that.

But don't let this ruin
The Bachelorette for you.

That'll be the biggest regret you ever do,

because you know you're not gonna
be with him ever again. You've said that.

We all want this for you, Taylor.

Like, we all want you
to move on and be happy.

[Taylor] Yeah. I know.
I hear you guys. Um...

We're on your side though, just know that.

♪♪

But I am sorry, and Shinia sucks,
and I can't believe she did this.

And same with Jenna.

[Taylor] I hope you guys have fun tonight.

[Mayci]
This has been happening for three years.

Dakota definitely purposely hooks up
with friends in Taylor's circle

to piss her off.

I feel like
it's almost an isolation tactic too.

Like, sleep with all her friends,
so she no longer has those friends,

and then she'll come running back to him.

I think it reeks of desperation,
if I'm being completely honest.

[Jessi]
We'll leave you alone, but I just--

I want you to know
we love you and are here for you,

and if you need anything, we're here.

[Taylor] 'Kay, thank you.

All right, bye.

[Taylor] Okay, bye.

[line disconnects]

[Taylor sighs, groans]

[Taylor] It's fine. I already did it.

[Jessi]
We need to look at the video she posted.

"Just found out the snake in the middle
is sleeping with my baby daddy,

meanwhile crying to me because
she just got dumped by a married man."

-What are you doing?
-[Mayci] What is she doing?

Taylor gets comments.
"Ooh, keep being petty, queen."

-And people vibe her up for this--
-And that's why she keeps doing it.

And she's known for that, but it's getting
to a point where it's not okay.

Ohh, this is a nightmare.

♪ Spinning out, yeah ♪

♪ You're spinning out ♪

♪ Go fast, go slow ♪

♪ Fast, we go ♪

♪ Just sit back, enjoy the show ♪

♪ We're pushing hundred more to go ♪

♪ Spinning out, yeah ♪

♪ Spinning out ♪

I'm walking into Mayci's
Sinner Sunday party with Jace,

and I feel like I'm in a pressure cooker
with this separation issue,

because I feel like I'm also
a little bit lost of what to do right now.

And so, I don't fully know
what to communicate

to the other girls in MomTok.

So, I'm just trying to put on this,
"We're good. We're here to support Mayci."

Ooh, spooky!

I'm like kinda--
Ooh, this is kind of scary.

Like, should we do a praying one
or is that sacrilegious?

-[Layla] Ooh! Little satanic.
-[Mason] Damn!

[Mason] More than I expected. [laughs]

-[Layla] Hello!
-Hi.

Hi! How-- Oh, all right, shafted.

Oh, my goodness.
You went straight for Mikayla.

[Layla] How is everyone?

-Not great!
-I-- "Not great!"

-[Jessi] Taylor, she's mad.
-Oh, yeah, she's--

-She's a mess right now.
-Why is she mad at us?

It's not fair. We were doing it for you
so that you wouldn't ruin this experience

-that you're leaving for in four days.
-[Jessi] She's like, "I don't care."

She's like, "I'm gonna call everyone out.
I'm gonna ruin their lives."

I think Taylor is valid in her feelings.

However, it doesn't feel good as a friend

that I continue to have your back
time and time again,

but the second I do you "wrong"
in your eyes,

I'm a shit friend,
and you don't wanna be around me.

And it's just-- it's really--
it's really hurtful.

♪♪

[Miranda]
Hello. How is everyone?

-Thriving?
-[Mikayla] Uh...

-[Jessi] Um...
-I'm just frustrated.

-I'm over this whole situation.
-I am too. How do you feel about that?

-I'm pissed. Yeah, I'm really pissed.
-[Jessi] It's not okay.

[Mikayla]
'Kay, so, what do we do?

[Miranda] After I found out
about Shinia and Dakota,

I did not withhold that information
with malicious intent.

But once Taylor sees red,
it's hard to reason with her.

[groans]
You guys, I'm just drained.

-It's so hard to, like--
-Uh-oh, Taylor posted a story.

No, she didn't!

"Anyone praying for my downfall
please just stay the fuck away from me

"AND anyone associated
with these people moving forward

"also stay tf away from me.

"Want to be friends with desperate snakes,

-you'll, you'll be no friend of mine."
-Is this about you?

Also, why is she saying,
"Praying for my downfall"?

-No one's praying for your downfall.
-No. Like, no one's, like, trying--

And again, by her own logic,
we're all going through shit.

We've all fucked up.

And how many times
have we been put in this situation

with information that's gonna hurt Taylor,

and we have to tiptoe around her
and babysit her emotions?

-[Jessi] Mm-hmm.
-It's hard.

[Jessi] I understand her being upset.
But the thing is,

what are you supposed to do
when you're put in a situation like this,

and Shinia's been your best friend
for how many years?

-[Mikayla] It's-It's wrong.
-[Jessi] It is wrong. It is wrong.

♪♪

[indistinct chatter]

-She just walked in.
-Who? Shinia did?

-Oh, my God, she has a lot of balls.
-She does.

I'm, like, scared.

[Jessi] So, she doesn't know
Taylor's not coming?

-[Miranda] I don't think so.
-So, what do we do now? Like--

-Be like, "Shinia, sit down."
-[Jessi] Yeah, we need to talk to you.

Oh!

[Jessi] Wait, who's calling you?
Oh, Taylor.

Speak of the devil.
[chuckles] Hello?

Hi. How are you doing?

We're here with Layla,
Miranda, and Jessi.

-Yeah, we'll call you.
-I'll call you after.

And I'll give you an update.
'Kay, bye.

You guys, pull up a chair.

-Hi.
-[Jessi] Hi, Mom.

-[Mikayla] Ah, Mayci!
-[Mayci] Mind if I squeeze in here?

-Hi.
-Hi.

I wanna understand Shinia

because I really don't know
what her intentions are.

But I also don't understand
why she's going for Dakota.

Like, what's wrong? Like, seriously?

Like, Salt Lake isn't that small.
Like, can we not find someone else?

[Jessi] Is it not gross to you

that he's, like, slept with other girls
in between all this?

That's what I'm saying,
like, he's lying to you.

He's like, "Let's have a sex pact,
but I'm gonna go fuck the next day."

Already been seeing each other
for what? Like, a week and a half?

-[Shinia] Yes.
-And he's, and he's literally lied to you

at least, at least, like,
10 times in that span.

No, I think that's, like, ridiculous.
I don't know why he's trying to do that.

-I'm like, that's extra, like--
-[Jessi] But this is Dakota.

Like, we've seen him
do it to Taylor for years.

I just want you to know
that, like, you're not an exception.

I think he's gonna do it...
He did it already.

Do you see a potential future with him?

To a point, like, with him, yes.

With Dakota?

This is the first time I'm hearing this.

Okay, him as a person, yes.

[Jessi] So, I guess my question is,

if you were gonna talk to Taylor tonight
but you still plan on seeing him,

like, what was that conversation
gonna go like?

I never meant it to hurt Taylor.

Like, I saw her with Ben, and I saw her--
She's going on The Bachelor.

I knew all the things,
but I'm just like, I don't--

I don't know. I didn't, I didn't think
it would be like this.

Sorry, we'll be right back.

[Mikayla]
Taylor's blowing up my phone right now,

and I can't answer
because Shinia's right across the table.

So, we have to go outside
so that we can see what's going on.

Hey, MomTok!

-[Miranda groans]
-[Jessi] Yeah.

-[Taylor] [over phone] Hello.
-[Mikayla] Hi. 'Kay, we're outside.

I think she thought you were coming,

'cause she was gonna tell you
about all of this.

[Taylor] In what world
is there to say anything at this point?

Like, I, I guess
I don't know the agenda there.

Well, you should come and find out.

[Taylor] There's nothing
that she could possibly fuckin' say.

And I wanna know if Miranda's
gonna be friends with this bitch, so--

Because she just posted a video
for-- three days ago.

And you're telling me if--
Miranda, if you can hear me,

- you've known for a fucking week...
-Loud and clear.

[Taylor]
...and you just post-- What?

I said, yeah,
I can hear you loud and clear.

[Taylor]
Okay, good, loud and clear.

So, you posted with her,

oh, uh, just three days ago
when you knew this about her,

and you're like saying, "I'm sorry,
you got caught," in a fucking video?

- It's disgusting.
-By the way, I didn't know.

I didn't know-- I found the rest of it out
when everyone else did.

[Taylor] The rest of what?
The rest of what?

I knew about the first night
they hung out. That's all I knew about.

[Taylor] I don't--
You knew that they fucked.

Don't lie. Don't lie.

That's what I'm saying.
I just knew about that night.

I didn't know
that they kept seeing each other.

[Taylor] I don't care
about how many times and what night.

-You knew!
-'Kay. Taylor.

But I think, at the end of the day,
like, it d-- it doesn't change--

it doesn't matter the time frame
that everyone knew,

her intention of not telling you
was not malicious.

-It was to protect you.
-[Taylor] It matters to me.

Absolutely does, as a friend. Absolutely.

I'm like, "Oh, you chose Shinia's
little sneaky snake ass over mine."

Do I agree with that?

No, because I think Shinia's true colors
will come out as they always do.

And let's see.

-[Layla] Taylor, that's not fair.
-This is a hard situation for Miranda,

and she's trying to navigate it--

People can make a mistake.

Taylor, you've made
plenty of mistakes before in your life.

No-- No matter what, Taylor,

this would've hurt you
no matter when you found out.

It's painful. It's shitty. It sucks.
It's fucked. It's disgusting. Truly.

Call you after.

So, you feel like, you feel like
you have to, like, choose now?

-Yeah.
-One, it's triggering.

-And that sucks.
-I'm sure it's triggering for you

-in that friendship.
-Yeah.

-Yeah, it is.
-[Layla] I get she's heated, but also--

[Jessi]
Yeah, and that's what is hard.

Taylor giving me an ultimatum
on choosing her or Shinia is frustrating

because I'm not your partner
and I'm not your child, I'm your friend.

And I'm pretty sure that Taylor
is not gonna like my decision

from where I'm standing right now.

[Layla] Maybe just use this
as an opportunity to give her space--

I think you guys have been
through a lot worse.

-And have come back from it.
-You're a good friend.

♪♪

We'll have to pack up
'cause Mayci's gonna be here. Woo!

Say, "Hi, Daddy."

[gasps] Hi, sweetie!

You are so pretty!

[Mikayla] [sighs] I don't even know
what I'll need, honestly.

So, how are you feeling about everything?

[Mikayla] Um...

So, Jace and I stayed up late last night

talking out the pros and the cons
of separating.

Between all of the MomTok drama

and the pressure that I feel
to get my marriage in a good place,

I'm definitely reaching a breaking point.

[sighs] I don't know.
I'm feeling very maxed out today,

just because
my freaking nerves are hurting so bad.

We both agreed to do a separation.

What are you looking to get out of this?

[Mikayla groans]

I think just working on
my stuff separately--

At home,
you feel like you can't focus on your...

on your skin and your health
because I'm also here.

Well, I think it's hard with the--

Like, anytime you bring up the stuff
with, like, the sex or the intimacy,

I feel like it's hard on me,
'cause I feel like,

again, my nervous system's
already in fight or flight

and I'm already maxed out.

Like, my bucket is full.

[Jace] I know, but, for me,
it seems like the solution to that

would be to commit to trauma therapy
'til you're at the point

where it doesn't make your nervous system
freak out to-- You know?

[Mikayla] I know. I feel like
I've done a lot of therapy work already,

and my s-- stuff is still bad.

And again, I don't think
it's, like, with the intention

of being separated forever,

and I think we're obviously still gonna
see each other, like, every single day.

I'm not trying to go
even a day away from the kids anyways.

Should we give her a bottle?

Move those fingers!

[Jace] For something like this
to feel effective for me...

maybe we don't get back together until...

you feel like
you can commit to our relationship.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

I don't know. Just the pressure
of, like, when it's gonna be fixed...

I think that's what's hard.

I think it's definitely hard
to put a timeline on the situation

because it could take weeks,
it could take months to be healed.

There's part of me
that is definitely scared to lose him

because I feel like
our marriage is so good

outside of the sexual intimacy part of it,

which it's ironic
'cause that's his number one need

and that's my number one wound.

I think it would be better, you know...

for our kids, though...

for us to work it out.

I definitely want my kids to see...

their parents with--
having a good intimate connection.

Yeah, emotional connection.

Yeah, both.

Yeah.

♪ You're a world apart ♪

-♪ There's a heaven in my heart ♪
-[knock on door]

-[Mikayla] Hi.
-Hi! Honey, I'm home.

[Jace] Hey, Mayci.

Yeah, you wanna put Lottie in
and meet me out there?

Yeah.

It does make me very sad to know that

Jace and Mikayla are separating
for a little bit.

And I'm gonna try my best
to be there for her

in any capacity that she needs me.

-[muffled talking]
-♪ I'm yours, baby... ♪

[Mayci] I'll give ya a moment.

-[Mikayla] Love you.
-I love you.

-[Mikayla] I'll talk to you later, okay?
-[Jace] Mm-hmm.

Mm. Your beard's all pokey on my neck.

-Oh, I'm sorry.
-Little shaky.

-I'll take good care of her, don't worry.
-[Jace] Yeah. Yeah.

If you wanna talk too,
I'm, I'm all ears too.

And Jacob is as well.

[sighs]

-[Mikayla sighs]
-[Mayci] Okay.

I think, as sad as it is,
I do take comfort in knowing

that I do have such a great support system
in MomTok.

I don't want to have
to tear our family apart.

But I also know that I have to be selfish
for a period of time so that I can heal.

[♪ upbeat music playing]

Today is the main title shoot,

and this is the first time
MomTok is back together again

since the situation with Taylor.

And since Whitney and Jen didn't show up
to my book event,

things do feel a little bit awkward
and contentious in the room.

So, we'll see how this goes.

Hello!

-Good morning.
-[Miranda] Good morning.

[Layla] How are we?

-[Miranda] Thriving.
-[Layla] Thriving.

[Mikayla] You know,
I'm deathly allergic to horses.

-What are we doing on a horse farm?
-[crosstalk]

-Hi.
-[Whitney] How are you?

-Good?
-Oh, you dyed your hair.

-It's more red.
-She got exten-- No, she got extensions.

-I got a--
-No, but the color's more red.

-She got a new weave.
-I know, I got it done yesterday.

-It looks so good.
-Yeah. Thank you.

[Mikayla]
I don't think it's fully hitting me

the gravity of the situation
of being separated,

but I don't like to sit in this sadness
and just feel it.

So it's nice to have a distraction
to go do the main title shoot.

Where's Jessi?

She's doing her individual shot
in the cocoon.

[Whitney] In the cocoon?

-We're like butterflies.
-Yeah. And you have to get out.

I heard it's actually us
coming out of the womb.

[Layla] Shut the fuck up.
I hate all of you!

Lay, did Taylor talk to you at all
after the event, or did you reach out?

I texted her,
and I basically was just, like, saying

like, "I understand that, like,
your feelings are, like, heightened

"and, like, your--
the way that you're feeling's valid,

"but go easy on Miranda.

"This is, like, a really hard place
for her to be in right now.

"Like, you are two of her good friends,

"and she's having to,
like, basically, like,

pick between you guys, which is hard."

Well, that's what's so crazy
is that, like, I genuinely don't know

how I ended up here again,
because I'm like--

Part of the reason the whole situation
is triggering for me as a whole

is because I feel like
I'm in the exact same position

-that I was in in 2022...
-[Layla] Yeah.

...where I'm finding out
about Taylor's affair,

and, now, I have to then decide

how I'm gonna
go about handling that information.

And it's just, like,
the exact same situation,

only Taylor's
on the other end of it this time.

During the swinging scandal,
I was the middleman,

and felt expected to keep Taylor's affair
a secret from the other wife.

And now, I am the middleman
between Shinia and Taylor.

There is a little bit
of a double standard there.

And all in all, it feels like
I'm doing a lot of giving

and not a whole lot of receiving here.

Oh, there she is. Speak of the devil.

-Good morning. Hi guys.
-[Jessi] [laughing] "Is that the devil?"

[Taylor]
Holy shit, you're fully ready.

We needed to be here at 08:00.

-[Taylor] 08:00? Wait, why?
-'Cause we're not Taylor.

We don't get
the latest call time on the cast.

-[Taylor] Oh, damn.
-[Mayci] There are perks

-to being the favorite.
-[Jessi] You had a crash out this morning?

I mean,
I have crash outs almost every day,

but I think I'm just overwhelmed.
Like--

Well, yeah,
I was just saying that about you.

I was like,
you're just at your tipping point.

What are you overwhelmed with?
Just leaving soon and everything going on?

Yeah, everything--
What was yesterday that I was--

Everything is a blur.

Uh, I feel kind of, like... [groans]

Like, just a little awkward.

I was, in that moment, like, so angry.

But I think my anger towards
Dakota and myself

definitely gets redirected
to other people, that is--

For sure, I can admit that.

-Hey, are we good?
-Hi, love.

-Do we love each other still?
-We do. I've never stopped loving you.

'Kay. And I still stand by
what I said that, like,

I think the name-calling
can be, like, hard, you know?

But I understand that
your emotions were high.

It can be, but I don't regret it.
I, I would still say it today.

-[Layla] And that we handle things--
-[Whitney] Say what?

That I think
she's a gross, disgusting bitch.

Why? 'Cause, to me,
it doesn't seem like you were close.

So, I'm like, "Why was she so hurt by it?"

Because if you're trying to be friends
with me and get close to me,

and instead,
you go and fuck my baby daddy?

You don't think there's
something wrong with that?

That's odd.
She knows the pain I've gone through

because we've confided in each other
about breakups and things.

-I think it's snaky.
-Okay. Okay.

I'm very confused
why Taylor is so amped up.

I'm really trying to understand
why she's reacting this way.

I've learned, filming two reality shows
at the same time

can be very overwhelming,

and it's very important
to have that mental clarity.

So, I'm starting to feel
a little bit worried for her

because she's literally about to leave
to go be The Bachelorette.

-Gonna get you dressed for...
-Yes. Yes.

Wait, last night, what?

[Mikayla] Dakota was saying
he felt bad actually?

Yeah. He's like, "This was so wrong.

"And, to be honest, like,
everything hit me.

Like, I lost you, I lost my child."
And he's like, "I'm just, like, so sad."

But if you wanna be with him,
then go be with him. But you don't.

I think everything Dakota does
is a complete red flag.

I feel like he's a walking red flag.

So, it does not shock me
that he decided to love bomb her

right before The Bachelorette.

But I feel like he's definitely hurt
at the concept

of her coming back and being in love
and engaged and moved on from him.

So, I feel like
he's doing anything possible

to ruin this experience for her,

and I hope that she can see through that.

We just don't wanna see you
allowing yourself to get--

[Taylor] Well, no, he said that.
He was like, "It sucks because,"

he's like, "I know you love me
and, like, you can't be with me."

And I, like, don't wanna talk about it
'cause I can't cry on my makeup.

If you're gonna go do The Bachelorette,
like, you have to be in it.

-I do agree with that...
-And that's what he says too,

-but it's not.
-I worry, if you don't find someone,

that you're gonna come back
and be stuck in it again.

[Taylor]
Like, he just said, like, la-- like--

Yeah, he was just like,
"I feel like you just need to marry me."

-That's what he said.
-[Mikayla] Oh, perfect!

I mean, Dakota was definitely apologizing
for what he did with Shinia,

and do I believe him?
No.

He knew how this would affect me,

and he was like, "Well, maybe if I make
her, like, crash out hard enough,

she won't go to The Bachelorette."

And I think that's deliberately--
Jenna and Shinia? Hmm.

If it takes everything in me
to get up and go, I'm going to do that.

There's times you can lead with your heel.

-Yep.
-[both] Heel to heel.

Like, I just--
I love how it's so-- You get to glide.

-Glide.
-Glide.

-That's my new favorite dance.
-Okay. Yeah.

-I have really exciting news.
-What?

-It's not official yet...
-Okay.

-...but Chicago reached out to my team.
-[gasps] I did hear.

-I did hear.
-From, from Zac?

-Zac told me.
-That motherfucker.

[producer]
Can I take you girls? Sorry.

-They're ready for you.
-Yes. 'Kay, 'kay, 'kay, 'kay.

-That is incredible.
-[Whitney] Yeah.

Why didn't you tell me that you knew?

[Jen] I feel like
there's just so much happening,

it's hard to keep up.

I see Jen almost every single day.

I text her.

We talk. A lot.

And she hasn't said anything once.

♪ Everybody's telling me
I gotta act right, sit right, talk right ♪

To me, that's very weird.

And I find that very off-putting.

The only thing that I can think of

is things that I have felt
from way long ago

is it just makes me feel like
you just don't care.

♪ No, I can't take it no more ♪

-[speaker] So cold.
-That was brutal.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

-Thank you, Mayci.
-[Mayci] You're welcome.

What is the state of MomTok right now?
Who's in? Who's out?

[crickets chirping]

I feel like everyone's
kind of just, like, doing their own thing.

-Like, spreading their own wings. Like--
-[Mikayla] Like butterflies?

-[chuckles]
-What do you mean?

[Jen] Well, besides Jessi
being in the other room,

this is the first time that
MomTok has been together for a minute.

We survived!

I'm not just saying that, I genuinely
have missed being with you guys.

[Mikayla] Do you go hang out
with anyone in California?

[Jen] No.

-We never talk. We literally never talk.
-Yeah.

To be honest, I have been hesitant
to get close to her

because I do think
her being nice to me, too,

on Dancing with the Stars
is transactional.

I do think, at the end of the day,
Whitney only cares about Whitney,

and you can't tell me otherwise.

[Jessi]
I'm just kind of, like, at my wit's end.

Yeah. I mean, that's what I thought.

But then I heard that,
and I was like, 'Oh, great, like"--

Jordan's still really upset
about the name change,

even though I know
it's what's right for me.

So, even though I haven't made a decision
about Jordan and I,

I met with my dad to go over this prenup.

And it's been over five years,
and I do not remember what's in it.

Ugh, yeah, this is really long.

I, I definitely feel like I need to have,
like, a divorce lawyer look at it.

I keep saying, like,
Jordan's a hard person to be married to,

but I think he'd be
a harder person to divorce.

Yeah.

After looking at my prenup a bit,

we discovered that me and Jordan
did not have witnesses sign it.

So, that could mean that
the prenup is voided.

Yeah.

-Yeah. Sorry. It's just-- Yeah, it's fine.
-Do you want a hug?

[Jessi] No, I'm okay.
Thank you, though.

-I'll come out. Thank you.
-Okay.

This information has really rattled me,

because I just don't know
what that could mean for me, my business,

and the security of my family.

Before we go, I just--
I need to say an announcement.

-I wanted to apologize...
-Oh, thank you.

...for being mean to everybody.

I just feel bad.

And I think
I'm also about to start my period.

-So, I'm a little wacky.
-I hope you are.

But I'm sorry
for being mean to all of you.

I've been snappy, I know.

-Yeah, you have.
-I agree.

I know, but you know that
we're all coming from a place of love.

I don't want you to ever feel attacked.

Like, yes, we judge
a lot of the things you do,

but it's from a place of love.

But we hate to see you hurting.

And it's been like this for a long time.

I think too, just being like,
if you don't wanna hear it,

that's fine, that's fair.

Just being like, "Look, I hear you.

Like, I-- Like, I don't wanna
be receptive right now."

I mean, I, I just have no, uh,
nothing else to say anymore.

-You know?
-Yeah. And I think neither do we.

-Like, about it.
-Amen.

-'Cause you know where we all stand.
-[Jen] Preach.

I do feel like Taylor's apology
is genuine,

but I think, at this point,
I'm feeling a little bit weary,

and we'll be proceeding with caution
moving forward.

Jessi, are you okay?

Okay.
I-- Sorry, um... [groans]

I went over my prenup with my dad,
and I found out it wasn't finished.

-And so...
-[Whitney] Fuck.

-[Taylor] Wait, what?
-Um...

-[Taylor] What does that mean?
-[Jessi] So, me and Jordan signed it,

but we didn't have witness signatures
so it could be all voided.

And I've just been struggling with that
'cause I just, like...

I just don't know what will happen.
I'll probably lose millions, so...

Wait, I'm kinda confused.
What does that mean?

[Layla] That means
he can take half of her business,

half of everything that she has.

-[Miranda] ...half of everything she owns.
-Can't they, like, do that now?

-Can't you do it now?
-No, like, it's a prenup.

So, like, he's entitled to anything
in the last five years that I've created.

And when we got married,
I was worth a lot less than I am now.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

So, it just sucks. And I'm just like,
I don't wanna do that to my family.

And my dad's, like,
my business partner

and, I mean,
I've told you how much I'm worth, like--

[Layla] Oh, Jessi, fuck.

-[Taylor] Do you think he would do that?
-I don't know.

-He is entitled to it, so like--
-He would.

[Jessi] And I would owe him child support,

and I would owe him alimony.

I'm just, like, terrified that
I'm putting my family in a bad situation,

and I'm like, "I'll just stay."

-It's just hard.
-[Layla] You can't stay

because of this though, Jessi.
You're gonna build that money back.

-No, I know.
-Right away. You're so successful.

There's a reason why
you have a multi-million-dollar business.

You're not dumb
when it comes to these things.

-You're gonna build it back.
-I think you'll find a way around it.

You can't stay in a marriage
that you're miserable in for money.

-Like, your happiness means way more.
-I know.

[Jessi]
Jordan has made a lot of changes,

but if I'm basing it off of the Jordan
that I was married to for four years,

that Jordan would be
a very hard person to divorce.

I think he would be spiteful
and vindictive,

and I think he would play
a little bit dirty.

So, I just kinda have to prepare myself

that if we do get divorced,
it could go that way.

[♪ upbeat music playing]

-Are you feeling better?
-Me?

[Jen] Yeah.

Feeling okay.

I'ma be honest,
I was a little mad that...

when you told me
that you knew about Chicago,

but didn't say anything to me.

I can totally see
why that would frustrate you.

Like, when did Zac tell you about it?

Um...

sometime last week.

I see you almost every single day
in the studio, and it wasn't like--

Like, I even told Conner,
I was like, "I had no idea that she knew."

Not one thing in the studio,
not a text, not anything.

Okay, well, I was also very sick.

And I'm sorry, not at every given point,

-I'm thinking about Whitney.
-[Whitney] That's how--

That's how it always is, Jen.

You always have
all these expectations for everyone else

to be, to be supportive to you.

And that expectation is never received.

-Ever!
-'Kay, well, maybe I don't think

we're actual genuine friends.

Oh, okay.

I mean, if you truly were my friend,

you wouldn't have, then, became friends
with the one person that was bullying me

-during the hardest stage of my life.
-'Kay. [scoffs]

-[Jen] So...
-'Kay, let's not deflect.

-Let's talk about the one thing at hand.
-[Jen] I'm, I'm not--

-I'm not deflecting.
-Was you knew about Chicago

-and you never said one thing to me ever.
-Well, you asked me.

You asked me why.

I don't really trust Whitney.

She is best friends with Demi.

[crew member] You guys kiss. Whit--
Like, what if she's holding back--

[crew exclaims]

So, how could I be genuine friends
with her?

I even texted you
after I found out you were sick

'cause I wanted to make sure
you were okay.

No response. Nothing.

-Zero. Nada.
-Okay, well, maybe it's because

I don't think
we have a genuine friendship.

I don't think you actually care about me.

I actually don't think you care about
anyone else in this group but yourself.

[Whitney] What is going on?

[Jen] You were nice to me
during season two

because it benefited you.

And the minute I left,

-you went and became friends...
-What the fuck!

-...with the one person who was bullying--
-Jen, no one wanted you around.

I was the one
that vouched for you every fucking time!

-[Jen] You didn't vouch for me.
-Me. Yes, I did!

-[Jen] When Demi--
-Every time.

When everyone
was talking shit about you in Arizona,

who stood up for you?

Me! I did!

Question of the day: where's Jen?

She is pregnant.

-A Band-Aid baby. Yay!
-What?

The babies don't Band-Aid anything.

I am so shocked. Right now,
there needs to be more understanding.

-For the love of God--
-If you were my friend, you...

-For the love of God-- No.
-...wouldn't have come back to MomTok...

-No.
-...just to take Dancing with the Stars,

-which you knew was a dream of mine.
-Right. Right.

First of all, Jen,
you don't, you don't own that dream!

-You don't own it!
-[Jen] I'm not, I'm not saying--

-Anyone can have that dream.
-[Jen] I'm not saying it's--

Anyone in this cast can go
on Dancing with the fucking Stars.

I'm just saying,
it's how you did it that matters.

Because no one wanted me around!

And then I came back,
and I built relationships again.

-Well, yeah. When you--
-I built a relationship again

with Mikayla,
with every fucking person in this group.

-[Jen] Okay.
-[Whitney] Stop deflecting. I support you.

I'm so sick of you having this expectation
of every single person in this group.

[Jen]
I haven't had any expectations.

-Yes, you do!
-Do you guys feel--

Do you guys feel like
I've had an expectation?

I will say that I feel like if we weren't
to show complete support for you right now

with Dancing with the Stars,
I feel like we would hear it later.

-You know?
-[Jen] No! Not at all.

It definitely feels like there's
a major disconnect with Whitney and Jen

from MomTok as a whole.

Sometimes, they kind of lose sight that
they wouldn't get these opportunities

if it wasn't for MomTok in general.

Remembering to connect with the people
that brought you to where you are is,

in my opinion, very important.

Like, from what I remember,

it very much felt like
Whitney was there for you at that time.

If you were truly there for me,

then why become friends
with the one person--

Dude, dude, shut the fuck up!

I can separate the two.

I can be friends with someone
and be friends with someone else.

I can do that. I can do that.

And we had a talk at my house

when I invited your family
to stay with me.

We had that chat.

I said,
"Does that make you uncomfortable?"

And you said, "No."

'Cause I didn't want there to be
any underlying contention or hard feelings

just because you guys know that
we get along with Demi and Bret.

Yeah, it's honestly--
I would rather not even talk about it.

-I'm over it.
-[Jen] I'm just telling you

my honest feelings.

It's not your honest feelings, Jen.
You're being manipulative.

-[Jen] I'm not being manipulative.
-That's what it is.

-Yes, you are!
-[Jen] I'm just telling you

-genuinely how I feel.
-Yes, you are!

We started the conversation
with me sharing how I felt,

-how you knew about Chicago for a week.
-[Jen] Do you hear yourself?

Yeah, I do, 'cause I'm so fucking pissed!

-Do you see--
-I'm over it!

Do you see the way
that you're screaming at me?

[Whitney] Yes! I do.
Everyone can see.

How are we supposed
to have a healthy conversation?

[Whitney]
This isn't a healthy conversation.

-Exactly.
-I'm letting it out

because I've held it in
for so fucking long!

I have been there for you.
You have not been there for me.

-[Jen] No, you have not.
-I texted you, I said,

"How are you doing?" You ghost me.
"How are you doing?" You ghost me.

You sent me one text.

[Mikayla] It's almost like deja vu that
I'm sitting here watching this happen.

Everything that Whitney is saying to Jen

was the issues that I was having
with Whitney.

So, I'm like, "Whose side am I on here?"

The Chicago thing
was the tipping point, Jen.

-[Jen] Okay.
-I see you every day,

and not once could you have said,

"Hey, congrats,
that's so exciting for you!"

Because we're not friends?
What the fuck is going on?

I definitely feel like
sometimes there's a battle

between friendship and fame
within this group.

And with Taylor
and her toxic relationship with Dakota,

sometimes, I worry about MomTok's future.

[Whitney] What the fuck?
You just said that to me,

that you don't feel like we're friends.

Okay, then, fuck you!

Holy shit!

[♪ dramatic music playing]

What the fuck is going on? Fuck you!

Whitney only cares about Whitney,
and she knows that I hold power.

Someone needs to hold her accountable.

This isn't easy for anyone, Zac.

-No, I never said it was.
-All of us are mentally unwell.

-I can tell.
-[Whitney scoffs]

[♪ dramatic music playing]

I'm so exhausted all the time
because I don't eat.

Like, I know that it's going too far
and I can't stop.

[Dakota] This is Taylor's last night
before she flies off to The Bachelorette.

I would love to be with Taylor.

But is that your plan is to wait for her?

She filled my head with all this hope now,
and I don't know what to think.

[Taylor] Do I choose me
and, and what makes me happy?

There's a lot of pain.

I think there's a lot of things
we've done to hurt each other.

It doesn't have to be this way.

[Mikayla]
Her plane leaves in an hour.

Maybe there's a chance that
she just ends up choosing me at the end.

Can you just admit that you still love me?

[♪ dramatic music playing]

-Woo!
-Woo!

Wait, where's Taylor?

[♪ music distorts, fades]

♪♪

♪ Baby, I know
you will come around sooner or later ♪

♪ Took you some time ♪

♪ But the trains never wait ♪

♪ Tastes better
when you take your time and savor ♪

♪ I'm into you and all of your flavors ♪

♪ I'm not surprised
'cause I found it on the inside ♪

♪ I knew one day
that our hearts would collide ♪