All language subtitles for The.Secret.Lives.of.Mormon.Wives.S04E08.2160p.WEB.h265-EDITH_track3_[eng]

[♪ gentle music playing]

Stop talking and listen!

-No, I am listening.
-The therapist said, "Be a mom."

Okay, you just told me to ask.

Didn't you just ask me
to explain it to you?

Now you're telling me to listen.
So, which one do you want?

Do you want me to listen
or do you want me to tell you?

-Both. Communicate.
-No, you just told me to stop and listen

-so, I'm listening. I'm listening.
-Well, you had your turn.

My mom and I just landed in Colorado.

I'm hoping that this trip gives me
a little bit of information,

answers, about my biological dad.

But this trip is already... hell

because I don't wanna be in the car
anymore with my mom.

You know, it's just very toxic.

Why didn't you ask him? "Dakota,
why the fuck are you a fucking liar?"

Why wasn't anyone asking him that?

I don't know. We didn't ask him.

-That's why I'm asking you.
-We don't know. I just told you an answer.

-We don't know.
-[Taylor] Oh, you don't know?

You shouldn't be with him.
That's the whole point!

Sometimes, I just wanna be heard,
like, just listened to.

And, like, there's always an opinion
or advice.

And maybe I just need to be more clear,
"Just listen and say nothing."

I'm sick of talking about Dakota.

This isn't just about Dakota.

No, that's all-- that's all it is.

-You're still hooked up on him. You are.
-No, I hate him.

-I hate him.
-No, you're hooked up on him.

You're still love--
in love with him. You are!

You want me to have respect for you...

-but you never want respect--
-I don't ask for respect.

Okay, but you want us to back you up

-but you can't even respect me.
-No, I don't want you to back--

Don't back me up.

-No? Then why are you pissed?
-Huh?

-[Liann] Why are you pissed then?
-I'm asking--

-If you don't want us to back you up--
-You can't answer.

You haven't answered my goddamn question.

Stop using
the Lord's name in vain, please.

♪♪

I wanna go home,
so I'm going back to the airport.

I don't wanna do this anymore.

♪ Come thee saints ♪

♪ And come thee sinners ♪

♪ Hallelujah ♪

♪ Listen up ♪

♪ I'm the one you've been dreaming of ♪

♪ I've got everything
you could ever want ♪

♪ Try me and you'll see
I'll bring you to your knees ♪

♪ Baby, you're gonna believe ♪

♪♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Temptation ♪

[♪ intense music playing]

♪♪

♪ Oh, did you get the memo? ♪

♪ Talk about it, hi ♪

♪ We can talk about it, yeah ♪

[Mason] Oh, it's busy today.

I'm not gonna lie,
I feel I would have a blast here.

-[Layla] I know.
-This is one of those times

where I'm like,
"Yeah, I'll just go play with the kids."

Dating as a single mom
is incredibly challenging.

My boys are my whole world,

but things are going really good
between me and Mason.

We've been together five months officially

and I'm really happy.

I let Mason see my kids maybe once a week.

I just feel like until I know that
he truly is in this for the right reasons,

he's not in the place yet
to be a father figure around them.

What happened to your arms?

You have-- You-- You look like an elephant
with your trunk right here.

Okay, go over there.

Go play.

-Go have fun, bro.
-Do the slide-- this slide in the back.

Do the rainbow slide.

[kids squealing]

Your child needs some milk.

Good job!

Are you excited for New York?

-Yes.
-It's gonna be fun.

I'm super excited
'cause I'm going to New York tomorrow

to pursue some things with modeling.

Mason's also coming along with me
to New York,

and I'm really excited
to have him come support me.

I've been modeling
since I was a little girl,

and I've done small shows and modeled
for boutiques and things like that,

but I had to put a big hold on it
being a mom,

but I am excited to be able
to put myself first for a second.

I mean, I don't have these legs
for no reason, you know?

They need to be on a runway.

I have a meeting lined up with Ford,

-with the modeling agency.
-Are you serious?

[Layla] Yeah.

[Mason] You nervous?

[Layla] I'm excited but nervous.

Just being able to get
a meeting with them is a big deal, so.

Is that like one of the bigger ones,
like, in the world or something, right?

-[Layla] Yeah.
-That's sick.

I'm excited you're gonna be there.

It's gonna be a fun trip.

Five more minutes, 'kay?

-Okay, go.
-Hey, five minutes.

All us girls are getting
such cool opportunities

like the girls, Dancing with the Stars,

and Taylor, Bachelorette.

Yeah.

And I kind of get my chance now

just 'cause I've been dreaming
of doing modeling since I was little.

[Mason] We gotta get dinner soon.

We should for sure go in five.

They can have, like, 10. They're fine.

I did say five minutes a few seconds ago.

Yeah, but...

This is so...

[Layla] What?

They're having fun. Dinner can wait.

Maybe we should compromise, call it seven.

No, 10.

I just feel like, with kids sometimes,

"Hey, can I have another five minutes,

another five minutes,
another five minutes?"

You know, like, I feel like
they just like push you

and see how far they can
get away with you sometimes

and they just kind of get away with a lot,

-almost like...
-Maybe.

-...who's controlling who, a little bit.
-Yeah.

Yeah.

I guess I just feel like you should
put your foot down a little bit more.

There definitely has been
a few times in the past

that Mason seems very annoyed
with my boys.

I'm definitely scared
to bring up these things with Mason.

I'm afraid
it would potentially scare him off,

or I would come off too strong
and he wouldn't know how to handle it.

I just-- I don't wanna
ruin the relationship before New York

and I just don't want things
to be awkward,

or heated, or feel contention.

So, I just don't think
right now is the time to bring it up.

♪♪

♪ Come rescue me ♪

Let's just try
to get along while we're here.

We came all this way.

Even though I did wanna go home,

I still wanna learn more
about my biological father, Brian,

so I wanna sweep everything with my mom,
that just happened, under the rug

so we can actually be present here
and get the most out of what we came for.

-Hi.
-Hi. I'm Steve Lopez.

-Taylor. Nice to meet you.
-What's going on? Likewise.

Hey! How are you?

You look nice.

I've known Steve
since I was in high school.

He knew Brian throughout his life

and he was probably
the best resource for Taylor

to ask any questions that she might have.

You want me to start from the top or?

-[Liann] Yeah.
-Yeah! Go for it.

[Steve] All right,
so Brian was just a great person.

Super, super, super intelligent.

-That's what everyone says about him.
-[Steve] Super intelligent.

He was a tough kid, was also a Taurus,
I don't know if that matters, so--

Taurus-- I don't know much
about like the Taurus ones.

-They, like, have a anger--
-[Steve] Bullheaded, I guess.

-Yeah, like a bull.
-[Taylor] Oh, really? Mm.

Kinda like, you know, show 'em red
and they go crazy, I don't know.

Oh, maybe that's where
I get half of that from, maybe,

-the other half from you.
-I guess.

[Taylor chuckling]

[Steve] He used to fight a lot.

All the fights he got into,
they started it with him.

-Oh, really? Why?
-Yeah. I don't know.

That's how I feel,
everyone just starts fights with me

and I have to fight.

[Steve] He ends up going to the marines.

After the basic training, he comes back,

so that's two years before you're born,

and he gets in a horrible car accident.

So, he breaks his neck

and that just changes everything.

He just never recovered.

[Steve] Super.

-No. I think it would've been different--
-Yeah, 'cause he was like really happy

-in high school, like that jock--
-[Steve] Super cool. Straight--

Yeah, football,
healthy, sm-- smart, strong.

How old-- So, when was the car accident?
How old was he?

Um, probably 19.

Brian and I met when I was 15.

The car accident he was in
changed him completely

but I stayed with him.

I felt like I was in love with him.

Brian had that hold on me that I--
I feel like Dakota has on Taylor.

[Steve] Brian got the worst of it.
He was in the backseat, broke his neck.

Um, '93 rolls around
and he discovered cocaine.

Yeah.

And, well, then, crystal meth comes in
at some point in the late '90s.

-It just never-- it's just--
-Damn.

It breaks my heart. It-- It always did.
And I always tried to help him out.

He had an overdose in 2015.

Oh, wow! I did not hear any of that.

I think that just sent him down
because he was gone about a year later.

It's wild.

-It's a lot to take in.
-Yeah. Um...

I don't know. How is this for you?

-Is it just like a kind of a blur?
-No, I--

I just feel like
you don't remember anything about him.

I remember him but, I mean, I just--
I remember fighting most of the time.

Yeah. So, maybe it's not something
you like to talk about now?

I don't know.

I just remember one incident,

I'm not gonna
say that on camera though, but--

-[Liann] What?
-What was it? Yeah.

The reservoir.
He was just kind of-- had a temper.

-[Liann] Oh, yeah.
-[Liann] I'll just say that.

If I recall--
I think he kicked you in the stomach.

[Liann] Yeah.

-[Taylor] Like, in front of everyone?
-[Steve] Yeah.

It was a really toxic relationship.

-[Steve] Yeah, he was very jealous.
-[Liann] Very jealous.

He dragged me out of a club one time.

[Taylor]
Hearing that my biological father,

he would like
kick her in front of everyone,

you know, it was really sad.

I just didn't know it was to that extent

so it makes me actually feel for her, um,
'cause I think she just gets triggered.

And when she sees any toxicity
in like my life or my relationship,

I think I need to give her that grace

because I don't think
she's ever been heard.

When I found out
I was pregnant with Taylor,

we had just broken up
and then I find out I'm pregnant with her.

I didn't want anything to do with him.

And then, after I had the baby,
we kind of got back together

and then I'm like, "Oh, no."

'Cause that's what he started doing...

-[Steve] So I do recall, like...
-...drugs.

...you met Jeremy, and then
Jeremy ended up adopting you, right?

-[Taylor] Yeah.
-[Steve] And Brian just, I guess,

at that point, was just so far gone.

He was just like,
"I'm just gonna stay out of this.

Kinda stay out of it."

Jeremy came into our lives, like,
at the lowest time of my life.

Taylor was just a little over a year old.

And I feel that he saved me,

and I feel like that he saved Taylor.

[Steve] I brought some pictures here.
I brought you a handful of 'em.

-That I've had, uh...
-[Taylor] That's so cool.

[Steve] That's his senior picture,
you can kinda see.

[Taylor] I have his little smirk,
I do know that.

He reminds me a lot of my son,
that's crazy.

Like, my youngest,
which is just interesting.

It'd be his like little mini
if he was here.

He walks like him, too.
He has the same feet.

-[Steve] Oh, yeah?
-It's weird.

I would always have dreams about him,
like, even when I moved to Utah,

that he was gonna show up on our doorstep,
like, for both of us.

But he never did.

I didn't know my mom feared Brian,
um, in that way.

There is a part of me that wonders
what else she hasn't told me?

What else was going on?

What else happened that you're not saying
or maybe never will?

I think if he was still around,
he would've made peace with you by now,

or just attempted to reach out.

Um, just wasn't in his right mind.
He was a great guy.

I wouldn't take it personal, for sure.

♪♪

♪ Woke up to the birds singing ♪

♪ Hallelujah ♪

♪ Can you feel the energy? ♪

♪ Darling, do ya? ♪

♪ Oh, the weekend
couldn't have come sooner ♪

♪ Only see good days in my future ♪

-Oh, would you look at this?
-[Jessi] What?

[Jordan] Looks good so far.

I know. I'm trying to be festive.

I can't even pick these up.
These are so heavy.

Jordan and I have just been really stuck.

I'm just trying
to keep my head above water,

trying not to make
any drastic moves right now

while we figure it out,
but it is getting exhausting.

And I genuinely don't know
what the right decision is.

Have you talked to Dakota lately?

[Jordan] Yeah, I went over to his--
and saw his new house.

Did you help him, like,
decorate or anything?

Uh, no, it's pretty much a bachelor's pad.

I mean, he did tell me
he's seeing somebody.

[Jessi] Really?

[Jordan] He told me that
it's someone that we know but we don't--

-but he won't tell me who it is.
-[Jessi] Huh?

[Jordan]
So this girl you're seeing exclusively...

[Dakota]
I've been playing a little bit with fire.

-[Jordan] Is she in Taylor's circle?
-Well, this isn't even-- Yeah.

-[sighs] Yeah.
-[Jordan groans]

-[Jessi] He won't tell you who it is?
-He's being weird about it.

-And it's someone we know? Is he serious?
-[Jordan] Yeah.

Dakota's single,
and he can do whatever he wants,

but what worries me is Taylor's mindset
when she hears about him doing things

because we all saw what happened

when she heard about the DadTok trip
to England.

I just wanna know if you,
like, enjoyed it?

-[Dakota] Taylor...
-No, I'm freaking so sad.

-He just says he likes her--
-Wait, okay, did he think that

whoever it is
would cause a problem with Taylor?

I said, "On a scale of 1 to 10,
like, how bad is it?"

And he said, "A nine."

-Are you kidding?
-Yeah.

Maybe it's Miranda [chuckles].

It's not Mir-- Shut up! It's not Miranda.

-I dunno, but he--
-Is it Shinia?

That was my first reaction
was like, "Is it Shinia?"

Then, he said no.

Shinia and Taylor are incredibly close,

but they are close enough for Shinia
to know that Dakota's off-limits.

We were all just hanging out with Shinia
at pickleball.

Shinia confided in Taylor about the guy
she was seeing

and Taylor consoled her and hugged her,
and was giving her advice.

Update me. What-- What's the verdict?

Honestly, like-- oh, no!

-Do you have tennis elbow?
-[Taylor] Why?

I really hope it's not Shinia.

It would rattle so many friendships
within MomTok.

-Do you have any other clues, like who--
-I mean, I--

The other day, we were going to the gym,

and I was seeing where he was,
'cause we were supposed to meet there,

and I saw that
he was at this apartment complex and--

You have his location?

Yeah, we all have each other's location.

What do you mean all? Like, Chase?

Me and all my friends
have each other's locations.

-That is so weird.
-I don't have anything to hide.

So, I saw that he was coming
from this apartment complex in Lehi,

and he was like,
"Oh, it's just, you know, just this girl."

Shinia lives in Lehi, I'm pretty sure.

And if it's someone in the friend group,
that's Miranda's best friend.

And she's been around Taylor a lot,

-and she comments on Taylor's stuff...
-I really don't think it's her.

...and Taylor comments on her stuff.

I just don't know who else it would be.

I'm starting to feel like
the girl Dakota's seeing

could very well be Shinia.

I didn't think Dakota would do
something like this to piss Taylor off,

but I'm also not surprised
because everyone Dakota chooses

is someone that would piss Taylor off.

♪♪

How dumb is he?
Why does he keep doing shit like this?

[♪ dramatic music playing]

♪♪

♪ All the luck go out ♪

♪ I'm the new girl
that you're talking about ♪

♪ I don't care for clout ♪

♪ And I'm what
your man still dreams about ♪

♪♪

Hi.

-Brett.
-Amazing.

Okay, perfect. Thank you.

I'm meeting with the agency Ford today

to talk about my potential
of signing with them.

This is a very cutthroat industry
to be a part of.

Modeling agencies are looking at you
up and down

and judging you
if you're good enough for them or not,

and it's very hard, but it's something
I really want for myself super badly.

And being signed with one
of the biggest agencies in the world

would just be such an honor.

-[Brett] Hello. Layla? How are you?
-Hello. Hi.

-[Layla] Nice to meet you.
-Nice to meet you. I'm Brett.

Hi, nice to meet you.

-Hi, I'm Taylor.
-Hi, nice to meet you guys.

-So beautiful.
-Welcome to Ford.

Thank you for meeting with me.

-I'm so excited.
-Absolutely, absolutely.

-Do you wanna come on in?
-Yeah, of course.

-[Brett] So, welcome to Ford.
-So, I'm from LA.

I'm from the Ford LA team.
I'm the director over there.

I'm Brett, so I'm-- work here
in the women's board here at Ford.

I've been here for 10 years now.

-[Layla] Amazing.
-Yeah, it's almost a decade.

[Taylor] Tell us a little bit about you.

-I am a mom of two little boys.
-[Brett] Aw.

They're 4 and 3.
They're my whole world.

Um, in terms of modeling
and those type of things,

I've been freelance modeling
for probably like five-ish years now,

just like things here and there,
smaller boutiques here in Utah

but I've always had a love for modeling
ever since I was little,

I've always had a dream
of like being on a runway.

But I feel like I'm in the place right now
that, like, I've done a lot of things,

booking things on my own
and getting things started for myself,

but now I just feel like
I need guidance in this world.

It's just such a big world to navigate.

How is your book?
Do you have like good images or?

I have some good digitals
that I have gotten, yeah.

I haven't put together
an official book yet.

-[Brett] Okay.
-But I have a couple of sets of digitals.

[Brett] So, that would be another thing
that we would wanna do.

We would have to test you.
Uh, work with different photographers

and put together a book
that then we would show clients.

Okay. Is me coming out
once a month to New York a good amount,

-or do you think I would need to do more?
-I'll be honest with you,

we really would need a commitment from you

of three or four months,
here, on the ground

where you're able to run
to test shoots, go on castings,

-really get your foot in the door.
-[Layla] Totally.

But it just takes a little bit of time
to break into it

and I feel like
if you just come here once a month, it's--

You're gonna go back

and you're just gonna kind of reverse
everything that you just--

[Taylor] Kind of have to start over.

Hearing that I would have to move
to New York for three months

to complete my portfolio...

[Brett] I would love to actually see
your walk, if you don't mind.

[Layla] ...I don't know
how I would do it with my boys

and my relationship with Mason,

but I'm also kind of excited
at the thought of it.

I think it would be worth it in the end.

[Brett] Moving forward, uh, we're gonna
get together with the other agents

and then figure out, you know,
if we see you as a good fit for Ford.

-[Layla] Okay.
-Um, and then we'll be in touch.

-Well, it was so great meeting you.
-[Taylor] I'm so happy we got to meet you.

-Thank you so much for coming in.
-I appreciate it so much.

Signing with Ford would be life-changing
for me with my modeling career.

I feel good about this and,

I don't know, just fingers crossed
that this goes a good way.

-After you.
-Thank you so much.

Thanks so much for coming in.

[♪ upbeat music playing]

♪ It's always a good time ♪

[indistinct chatter, laughter]

♪ It's always... ♪

-[Jace] Thank you.
-[Mikayla] Look like a real man, honey.

-I think it's perfect.
-I'm coming for Whitney's job

-on the farm. Yee-haw.
-"On the farm"!

Oh, look at you, dude! You look cool!

♪ Oh, whoa ♪

[Jordan]
You look hella straight with that on.

"You look hella straight."

-[Mayci] Straight!
-[Mikayla] That means no.

♪ Oh, whoa ♪

[Mayci] Today is the first day
of the Red West Festival,

which is a country concert in Utah.

Jacob helped with the marketing
so he got us all these tickets.

He gave Dakota a VIP pass
and I yelled at him for it.

I'm like-- [grunts]
But Taylor is in Colorado right now.

And I'm really looking forward
to listening to some music,

having some fun without any drama.

Hey, you guys, look at Dakota.

Nice to meet you. I'm Dakota.

-[woman] Nice to meet you.
-[Dakota] Nice to meet you!

On the way over, Jordan was like,
"Yeah, Dakota has like a roster of girls."

Jordan said, "There's one in particular
that, like, I think would cause an issue."

And I was like, "What do you mean?"
He's like, "I can't say yet."

Jordan hasn't told me

who this mystery person
that Dakota's talking to is,

and I feel like he's trying
to protect Dakota.

So, for the sake of my marriage,
I shouldn't be saying anything.

But this is something
that really could shake up Taylor

and how do I just keep this a secret?

-[Mayci] So...
-I said that there was a girl--

Who's the girl Dakota's talking to?

So, who's the girl that
Taylor would be mad about?

-Oh, I'm not...
-Yeah.

-[Mayci talking indistinctly]
-No, no, no, no, no, no.

Dakota's finally told me
who he's been seeing

and after the aftermath of the villa...

We can't tell you shit
because you will tell her or vice versa.

And she does every time.

I'm keeping my hands out of this
and keeping my mouth shut.

So, who's the girl
that's gonna cause issues?

-Issues?
-With Taylor.

They're trying to figure out
who another girl is

Dakota hooked up with,
or is dating, or something.

So, it must be someone
consequential then.

-No, I mean, there's like--
-Is Jordan lying or--

We don't care, let's just be clear.

I don't know if Dakota's trying
to play coy keeping this secret,

or if he's genuinely just terrified of us,
as he should be.

But clearly he's hiding something.

It's not like us
to let that just slip under the radar.

It's time to go full FBI on this bitch.

[chuckling] "Full FBI."

So we are 100% gonna get
to the bottom of it.

I feel like I have reason
to believe it's Shinia.

I just don't know who else it would be.

I feel like as I start talking to Dakota,

I'm just gonna pretend I know
and call him out and see what happens.

With who?

It doesn't matter how it happened!

[♪ dramatic music playing]

What?

♪♪

[♪ dramatic music playing]

I knew it. I knew it.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

[audience cheering]

-[Mayci] Dakota!
-Dakota, that's so bad.

-I'm so mad.
-Mad!

-Why are you mad?
-Who is it?

-[Jordan] She's gonna be The Bachelorette.
-[Jessi] That is so inappropriate.

Yes. I've been seeing Shinia. Yeah.

Dakota confirms that I was right,
so I knew.

Right when I think
Dakota couldn't get any dumber,

he gets dumber.

I do think Dakota is doing this
just to get back at Taylor

and make her jealous and have her
come running back to him.

She's Miranda's best friend.

Miranda knows.

-Oh!
-Wow, that makes it so much better!

I'm more pissed at her
because she's friends with Taylor.

-No, she's not.
-That's messed up.

-[Jessi] Yes, she is.
-Shinia's not friends with--

Yeah, she made out with her!

That's why-- Oh!

[Dakota]
I just didn't want this to come out

-before Taylor leaves.
-No, I-- Yeah, I agree.

Taylor could fly off the handle over this,
and I think she would.

Yeah, and I-- That's why I was scared.

...she loses her shit.

Am I scared for Taylor to find out?
Of course.

Um, I'm afraid
of Taylor finding out anything,

it doesn't matter what it is.

If I'm trying to talk to a girl,
I'm scared of Taylor finding that out.

I just think-- You're not doing
anything wrong, you're single.

[Jessi] What does that mean?

I just was dumb. I think I was just,
like, in a kind of stupid-- I--

-Yes!
-Do you need help?

No. No, I can't tell you what happened.

Taylor still reacts poorly to things
that Dakota does, so I feel like--

His dating life is none of our business,

but we just don't want Taylor crashing out

and ruining her opportunity
to go on Bachelorette

and hopefully find a guy
who actually makes her happy

and live a happy life.

[artist] I got two years
and four months clean and sober.

[audience cheering]

♪ I don't wanna be friends ♪

♪ I'd rather be enemies ♪

♪ I'll push you in the deep end ♪

♪ Make you weak, bring you to your knees ♪

♪ I'm a queen on a castle... ♪

[Taylor] Ooh!
Oh, my gosh, this is so weird.

Ah, this is just so wild.

It's been what, 12, 15 years for me?

That's nuts.

Where do you wanna go?
Where other places do you wanna visit?

Should we go
where I met Brian for the first time?

Yeah, we can.

I kinda just wanna see
if anything will pop up in my head.

I did initially meet my biological father

once when I was four at this restaurant.

You know, that was the one time
I had met him.

I don't really know necessarily
what I'm looking for here,

but I think it's just, let's just go
and see, you know, what happens.

[♪ suspenseful music playing]

Oh, wow.

[Taylor] It just looks so different.

[Liann] Yeah. [chuckles]

I guess it's not the same blue building
I thought it was gonna be.

-[Taylor] Oh...
-[Liann] It even looks different

-from the outside.
-[Taylor] It does, yeah.

[Liann] Yeah.

-How weird, huh?
-[Taylor] Yeah.

Does that bring back any memories
for you or no?

-What? That?
-This-- This place.

-Did you knew you were gonna see him?
-No.

-So you didn't know he worked here?
-No.

Oh, my gosh, so when you saw him,
what did you say to him?

I asked him if he wanted to meet you,
and he said, "Yeah."

So that's why I called you over.

[Taylor]
I remember like, "Hi, what's up?"

Yeah, that was pretty much it.

That's probably like a huge thing
to meet your kid

-that you haven't really talked to and--
-Was that weird for you?

Yeah, it was different, yeah.

-What did you think that day?
-I don't know.

Going back to the place
that Taylor first met Brian,

I see him meeting her.

I have this beautiful little 4-year-old
I wanna introduce

and I would want him to feel
the same feelings

that I ha-- have for this person,

but he-- he never did.

You don't like to talk
about him, like, at all.

I just-- Yeah, I don't--
I don't-- I don't know.

I don't know, do you, like,
kinda get embarrassed?

No.

I just-- I don't know.

It's just a long time ago.
It wasn't in a good part of my life.

It's not something, like,
that I like to talk about.

Taylor keeps asking questions about Brian

and I feel a little bit uneasy.

I don't want her to hurt anymore.

I guess I kept things from her
because I wanna protect her.

But I'm curious about it, like...

-I don't know.
-I know,

but maybe I'm not ready for that.

I-- I would hope
that you would respect that.

Yeah, like just respect
whenever you're ready to talk about it

-or if you ever will be or--
-If I-- I know. I might not ever be.

The fact that he's like kicked you
in front of people is very...

I've gotten pulled--
Yeah, there's just a lot of stuff like--

[Taylor] Concerning and--

I just don't wanna talk about it.

[sniffs]
I think I need to take a walk. [sniffs]

It is frustrating to have my mom say

she might not ever be able
to open up to me,

but I do think it's healthy to do it.

And so, that's why I'm encouraging her to

'cause I just want her
to feel heard as well, that's all.

[♪ tense music playing]

[Liann sniffing]

[♪ upbeat music playing]

♪ One, two, three, all eyes on me ♪

♪ All eyes on me, all eyes on me ♪

♪ When I walk in a room
like what you see? ♪

♪ Like what you see? ♪

♪ Na-ah, make it look easy ♪

♪ Make it look easy ♪

♪ One, two, three, all eyes on me ♪

♪ All eyes on me ♪

[line ringing]

-[Mikayla] Hello.
-Hello!

[Mikayla] Jen, how are you?

I'm so good. How are you?

[Mikayla] Good.
How's Dancing with the Stars?

[Jen] I'm not gonna lie, I think this is--

this has been one of the hardest things
we've ever done. I mean...

-[Mikayla] Really?
-Yeah.

I mean, think about it,

having to, you know,
do late-night feedings, breastfeeding

while I'm gone dancing
five to eight hours a day...

Dancing with the Stars has been
one of the greatest experience for me.

It's also been one of the hardest.

Oh, my gosh,
I'm having a mental breakdown.

You know, there's been a lot of times
where I have felt inadequate.

Eight.

Ten.

Eight.

[announcer] All right,
32 out of 40 for Jen and Jan.

Ten!

[announcer] First tens of the season,
how are you feeling, Whitney?

I'm out of breath,
I didn't know what to say!

[Jen] And I do have to remember
that I just had a baby.

But I can't help but, you know,
be hard on myself

when this is everything to me.

[Mikayla] How do you feel like yours
and Whit-- Whitney's relationship has been

doing Dancing with the Stars together?

[exhales] You know what?
It's been-- It's been cordial.

I think the thing that
I'm struggling with the most is,

you know, how, like,
things were left at The Reunion.

-Um...
-[Mikayla] Yeah.

I do feel like
Whitney's still in Demi's corner.

She continues to call me a liar
when she hasn't taken accountability.

I think you both played a role
in where you are today.

[Jen] Okay, I was defending myself.

I never went out of my way
intentionally to hurt her.

It just feels like
we're kind of putting on a fake...

-[Mikayla] Yeah.
-...front for...

for the sake of not having drama
and trying to focus on our journey.

So Jen tells me that
there's a little bit of tension

between her and Whitney.

MomTok is at a good place right now

and I don't want it to affect the state
of MomTok.

I just hope that they can sit down,
have a conversation,

and work out
whatever issues they're having,

just like Whitney and I did.

I miss you,
and, honestly, I'm excited to...

-reunite once all of this craziness
is-- is-- is--

[Mikayla] I know.
We need a good girls' night.

-Okay, well, I love you.
-[Jen] Okay, love you.

[♪ upbeat music playing]

[Mason] You hungry?

[Layla] S-- Starving, yeah.

-Can I get a glass of Pinot Grigio?
-Of course, yeah.

-Can we have two of those, please?
-Yeah, you got it.

-Thank you.
-Thank you.

I feel like the meeting overall went good.
They had me take some digitals

and they filmed me
doing my walk and stuff.

If they were to sign me,

I would have to be here for three months
to, like, get things started.

Taking digitals every day,
doing shoots every day.

I feel like I could make it work
but it's still kind of scary

just 'cause, what if I have
like something important

and then also still like MomTok.

At the end of the day, like,
I still love all those girls

and I wanna be able to show up for them

and all of the things
that they have going on.

I feel like that'd be kind of hard
on our relationship too.

So, it's definitely something I need
to, like, think about long-term.

-But New York is my dream for modeling.
-[Mason] Yeah.

'Cause I wanna do high fashion,

and I wanna do, like, the bigger names
and things like that, so.

I don't wanna get my hopes up.

Definitely,
there's a lot of anxiety around it.

♪♪

Would you, like, come and visit me
as much as you could?

Yeah.

Or would you have to stay behind
to be a stepdaddy?

Just kidding.

I don't know if I'm ready for that.

Like, all jokes aside, I don't know.

I think the thought of having to move away
for three months

when I'm just at the start
of my relationship with Mason

is really hard.

And I feel like right now,
we're in the state

that we're still trying
to get to know each other

and kind of in the honeymoon phase.

However, I definitely think
I would need Mason's support

to make this work,

and this makes me feel like
I need to talk to him

about him and the kids' relationship.

Like, when my boys get crazy sometimes,

I feel like your patience
is, like, smaller with them sometimes.

-Really?
-Yeah.

I try not to overstep my bounds,

'cause, like, I know they're not mine,
they're yours,

-like, I love being around them but like--
-[Layla] No, and I don't want--

I, like, don't wanna be that one
that's cracking the whip either

if you're not comfortable with it
because I'm like, they're not mine,

-I mean, it's your call.
-No, frankly,

if you were to discipline them,
I would tell you no.

I just feel like, sometimes, around you,
they just get away with like murder.

When I see them like disres--

not disrespecting you,
but they throw shit at you sometimes

-and I'm like, hey--
-They're 4 years old.

They're 4 years old. I know.
But I also will say, "Don't do that."

You know, they hit you, and I'm just like,
"Hey, we don't hit Mom."

And that's when I voice that from a place

that comes with a little bit
of, like, I'm a little protective of you.

I'm not saying
they're, like, bad at all, they're kids.

♪♪

I think Mason is completely overstepping
right now with what he's saying.

You're not a parent, you're an uncle,

and you get to say bye
when the kids start being annoying.

So, when you actually are a parent
and you have to do it full-time 24/7,

then you can talk on it.

I'm their Mom,
I don't want you to be their...

-[Mason] I know. I know.
-...stepdad, their dad, anything.

Like that's not something
that I would want you to even take on

until we were far,
far, far, far down the line.

♪♪

♪♪

I am never gonna be the parent
that like screams at my kids and like--

[Mason]
I'm not saying screaming's the answer.

-Yeah.
-[Mason] I'm just saying, sometimes,

-I feel like you ask them to do things...
-Yeah, they--

...and they're always gonna say no
if you ask them to go to bed.

You feel like
I don't discipline them that well.

I think already I carry a lot of guilt
around the fact that like I couldn't--

Why am I, like, emotional?

-[Mason] 'Cause they're your kids.
-Like, I couldn't keep my family

together for them and like--

I don't know, I feel like
coming from a broken household,

I thought that I would give my kids
the opposite one day.

So, I feel like I'm almost trying
to make up for the fact that like...

I couldn't give them
what, like, they deserve.

I just carry a lot of guilt,
so I feel like I just need

to give them the best life that I can.

I think, growing up in a broken household

with parents that don't coexist very well
and fight all the time,

and can't be in the same room without
bickering and glaring at each other,

I know the impact that that can have
on you as a little kid.

And now kind of having
a co-parenting relationship with my ex

where we don't really get along that well,

I'm very, very, very particular about
who I bring around my kids

and the negative energy that they possibly
could bring into our family unit.

Why am I getting emotional?
They're just like little innocent babies,

like, they just want
to be like loved and like--

And I don't want my kids--

I don't wanna feel like
my kids are a fucking burden,

and I feel like that's what sometimes,
like, feels like sometimes.

I just will like look at you sometimes
and you just seem like so pissed off.

I'm like they're three fucking years old.
Like, they're babies, you know? So...

-[chuckling] Are you crying?
-I don't know. I'm just like--

-Can I kiss you?
-Yeah.

You're good.

-Thanks for being understanding.
-Yeah.

And understanding where I'm coming from.

Me and my relationship with men
is definitely very hard.

I grew up around verbal abuse,

so it's really hard and challenging for me
to let down my barriers.

I'm just really lucky to be able
to have Mason's support

as I continue to pursue my dreams.

Just having someone in your corner
that's rooting for you and cheering you on

is just a really nice feeling
and I'm just super grateful for him.

-It's fine. I love you.
-All right.

It's the wine. It's making me emotional.

It's not-- [chuckles]

♪♪

I know, right?

"It's Dakota! What the fuck?"

[both laughing]

[Jordan]
It's like, who let you outta your cage?

[Dakota] Yeah.

Dakota and I are back today for day two
of the Red West Music Festival.

The reason that we're here solo
is the girls are at a photo shoot today

and were unable to make it.

-So is, uh, Shinia coming today or what?
-[Dakota] Yeah.

Am I worried about it?

Yeah, bro, I'm worried about it.
Are you kidding me?

-Why do you think I've been freaking out?
-[Jordan] [chuckling] Oh.

[Dakota] Hey, where's the VIP at?

Shinia's coming today,
and all of MomTok knows now as well.

So, I feel like I just need
to have a conversation with her

and maybe try to figure that out.

♪♪

[voice cracking] Howdy, everyone. Hi.

-Oh, my gosh.
-Hi.

How are you?

Are you sick?

[voice cracking] How did you know?

[chuckling] I dunno--

[Miranda] I'm not feeling my best.

-Both of my kids are sick.
-Oh, really?

-[Miranda] I got-- I came down with it.
-Yeah.

-But I could be feeling worse.
-Right.

I am attending Red West with two
of my closest friends, Litia and Shinia.

I am sick as a dog.
The weather is horrible.

We decided to go to the VIP lounge
and just kind of hang out.

Turns out, the storm followed us inside,

that storm being Dakota [chuckles].

[wind whooshing, thunder rumbling]

There's a "shelter in place."

-Oh, out here?
-[Jordan] Yeah.

For the concerts?

I mean, I guess like a storm or something.

[rain splashing]

-Oh, wow!
-Whoa!

Dude, that's crazy.

[thunder rumbling]

[Jordan] So, now that everyone knows,

like, what are your thoughts
on the whole fucking Shinia thing?

I think it's bullshit.

[Jordan] You think it's bullshit?

[Miranda]
Well, I told her this is a horrible idea.

Yeah. Taylor, like,
is gonna go be The Bachelorette

and, like, clearly they're still toxic.

It just feels very calculated.

It feels like you're intentionally picking
someone that's in the group

to, like, keep like this, like--

-[Jordan] Perpetuate like this--
-Yes!

He wanted people to know,

-that's what I'm saying.
-Yeah, yeah.

He wants Taylor to know to piss her off

'cause she's about
to go be The Bachelorette,

and it's-- it's calculated and it's gross.

[Jordan]
He is an addict through and through.

You know who else is an addict? Taylor.

Taylor's an addict to chaos
and an addict to Dakota, period.

[sighs] It's so unfortunate. [groans]

Well... cheers.

After I found out about Shinia and Dakota,
I made it very clear this will end badly.

I thought that they would make it
a one-time thing, and it would be done.

Obviously, that didn't happen.

I'm very much a person where
I can just be in the moment with things

and I feel like
that's kind of what was happening.

-[Jordan groans]
-Oh, I'm just gonna let this ride and see.

So, Dakota, when were you guys, uh,
gonna tell me about your little escapades?

[♪ suspenseful music playing]

What?

I've heard... brief talks.

I mean,
I probably was never gonna tell you

but I was hoping she would tell you.

I just wish if you were gonna do this,
you would've done a hell of a lot--

better job at hiding it.

-Truthfully.
-I mean, we tried not to, like--

I wasn't trying
to like freaking be out in public,

like, uh, with Shinia somewhere, like--

But you're telling him
that you're seeing someone

-that's in proximity to Taylor?
-Well...

You know she's gonna be
detective mode immediately.

[♪ suspenseful music playing]

I'm praying for both of you.

Anyway, I wish you both the best.

-It's been actually so nice knowing you.
-[Dakota] Fuck!

-I will-- I will write your eulogy.
-[Jordan] Hey, hold on.

Nah, I think you guys should do
what you guys wanna do

as two consenting adults.

-I really feel like you shouldn't.
-Just realize, like,

there may be repercussions, that's all.

-Mm-hmm. Yeah.
-[Litia] It's gonna be okay.

-It might be a little bumpy.
-I have to pee.

♪♪

Well...

Dakota wanted this
to come out immediately.

You can't convince me otherwise.

He tries to make it sound like,
"Oh, it has to be so hush."

No. Absolutely not.

Absolutely not.

It's all manipulation.
It's all a ploy. It's all game.

It feels so wrong
what I'm doing, of course,

but, like, it's working.

Love bombing you is gross though
if you don't like the guy.

That's why I'm saying,
it's like every guy does that though.

Guess what,
it's still gross if you like him.

Yeah, Miranda was
pretty hot and heavy about it and I--

Yeah, bro,
she was way hot and heavy about it.

Dakota wanted everyone to know about this.

He doesn't care about you like that.

He's not looking out
for your best interest.

You need to do that.

[Miranda] Does he maybe have,
like, a little bit of an interest in you?

For sure, but the thing is,
is like, he does not know you.

I know you can do a hell of a lot better
than fucking Dakota.

-I know. You're so right.
-Okay?

-Actually, you're so right.
-Okay.

Like, chill out. Miranda, you know
exactly how fucking Taylor is.

You've seen it literally happen
a million times.

I am always, somehow,
the one that is always in the wrong.

Taylor thought she would
get to see Dakota's potential.

Guess what?
She had-- He had a baby with her.

And look at him! He never lived up to it!

He can prove everyone wrong
if he wants to,

that's up to him, that's not your problem.

I have a great idea.

Let's wrap that up

and move on.

Being friends with Taylor, you know,
being longstanding friends with Shinia,

it puts me in the middle.

And obviously, she knew everything

that went on in the past
between Taylor and I,

and that a man getting between
our friendship,

like, that's a sensitive thing
for the both of us

and subjecting us both to that
is just disappointing.

[thunder rumbling]

-[Shinia] Can we talk for a second?
-[Dakota] Yeah, are you okay?

[Shinia] I dunno.

[Dakota] I just, genuinely--

I just wanna make this very clear to you.

I have been enjoying hanging out with you,
and I mean that.

I just feel like
Taylor kinda still can get to me.

It's just so intense.

Like, I just wish
I didn't have to always deal with that.

-But-- But--
-So why would you bring me into this shit?

-That's psycho.
-I know.

I don't know if you should be dating yet.

[Dakota] I-- I-- I want to.

Like, I-- I think my issue is
I am just in a shitty position in general.

Like, I wanna, like, move on.

I wanna try to move forward
with everything, okay?

Like, I wanna make that very clear

because I don't want, you know, Miranda
or anybody to convince you otherwise.

Everyone-- That's what everyone's saying.

I know, I mean, I'm--
Look, I'm so sorry. I really am.

I'm so sorry, Shinia.

[Dakota] Yeah, same.

[thunder rumbling]

[♪ gentle music playing]

[Taylor] My mom is taking a walk
to clear her head

and she hasn't been answering her phone

so I drive towards our childhood home
to see if that's where she was

'cause I had a feeling that she would,
you know, gravitate towards that.

[♪ gentle music playing]

-Found you. You doing okay?
-[Liann] Yeah.

What, are you trying
to go back to your old house?

Yeah, wanted to go by there.

-Yeah?
-Yeah.

Okay. Well, we can go over there.

I'm actually-- I wanna go see it, too.

-Are you okay?
-Yeah.

-It's just hard?
-Yeah.

I know. I'm sorry.

This just brings back
so many memories, it's wild.

I know.

Oh, my gosh.

[Liann] That's--
Oh, look at these trees your dad planted,

-they're huge!
-Oh, my gosh.

-This is so weird.
-[Liann] Oh, my God, it's not.

Do you know who lives here?

I don't remember their names.

I don't know
if it's the same people that I sold it to.

We're about to find out.

They took out the trees right here, too.

Okay, this is probably--
They're gonna be so creeped out by this.

[Liann]
Oh, my gosh, yeah, this is so weird.

-[man] Ladies, can I help you?
-[Liann/Taylor] Hi!

[Taylor] Yes, um, okay,
so this used to be our old house

-where I grew up in...
-Wow.

...um, till I was 15, 16.

-Yes, I'm Liann. I don't know if you--
-Liann? Rick Muldoon.

-I... think we met, but I don't remember.
-Yes, 'cause-- Was it like 15 years ago?

-Sixteen.
-Sixt-- Has it been that long?

[Taylor] I know. It's wild.
Can we do a lap around the house?

-Like outside--
-[Rick] Whatever you wanna do.

-Okay. Thank you. I appreciate you.
-Thank you so much.

Cute.

[Taylor] This is so crazy.

Is it so sad for you?

Sentimental, huh?

No, y-- your dad just, like,
planted every tree in here.

Remember you used to take pictures

-on this, like, rock.
-[Taylor] This rock.

And dad would put helmets on us
and he would be like, "Hey, ready?"

-And he'd throw balls at our heads.
-Yeah.

[Taylor] I had my last party here,
and I got in so much trouble

'cause I went over here in the trees
and was kissing

and Dad saw through the window. [laughs]

[Liann] Good memories.

Bad memories to good memories.

I guess you're right,
bad memories to good memories, huh?

I think we came here
more for trying to get answers of,

do I have siblings out there?
What is out there? We-- I-- I don't know.

But at the end of the day,
I feel like I have-- I have you

and I have my dad, Jeremy,
that's been here since day one,

and I've never called him anything
other than Dad

because he is my dad,
you know, he raised me.

I'm just grateful that Jeremy stepped in
the role of being my dad,

and I couldn't have gotten
a better father.

You've been through a lot, a lot of trauma

and I don't wanna bring it up again,
'cause I know it's hard to hear,

but all the abuse,
I don't know the extent of that

and that is horrible to hear,

and especially when he said that today,
I, you know, I got sick for you.

And I feel really bad,

and that's, um,
and that's on me for not, like,

you know,
considering your feelings on that, so.

You share whatever you want
continuing moving forward.

I'm not gonna pry anymore.

Well, I owe you that.

Like, I understand where your curiosity
and where you-- you wanna know,

you know, who your biological dad is.

Like, anybody
would wanna know that, right?

-[Taylor] Mm-hmm.
-[Liann] It's just, you know,

[voice breaking] I would've loved
to have-- have had that, like, family

but it just wasn't gonna happen.

Like, I always just look out
for your best interest.

I always wanted you to be happy.

♪♪

I cho-- I chose not to go with him

because of you.

We just would've went down the wrong road,
all three of us,

and it just wouldn't have been healthy.

-You made the right decision. Yeah.
-I did.

[Taylor] I think this trip overall helped
my mother and I in our relationship.

Definitely gives me some insight

on different patterns
I would like to break in my family.

There's parallels with Dakota.

The toxicity in the relationship,

the recovering--
being a recovering addict,

and Mom, you know,
finding her happy relationship,

her healthy relationship
in my dad, Jeremy.

It's something I long for, I want to find.

So, I think, you know,
moving forward with The Bachelorette

is, like, something I wanna aim towards.

I appreciate you even coming out here
with me, I know it's been...

-[Liann] A lot today.
-...a hell of a ride. I'm sorry for you.

And I'm sorry for yelling at you
the way I did all the way up here.

I just, I-- I-- There's--
Yeah, a lot of anger in me, too.

-I know.
-[Taylor] There's a lot of anger.

And you don't deserve that
because I think you're an amazing mom.

I think you're an amazing mom.

[Liann] It means a lot to be here
and to feel Taylor's love.

It makes me so happy that
her dad is enough, and-- and so am I.

But I want her to feel like she's enough.

No matter how Brian felt,
like, she just deserves better.

[Taylor] This is your story and your life.

-I know it brings up a lot--
-No, it's your story.

It's your--
I'm a part of it, but it's yours.

We're a part of each other.

[Taylor] That's true.

I love you.

-[Liann] I love you, too.
-A lot.

[♪ gentle music playing]

[♪ gentle music playing]

[♪ upbeat music playing]

♪ When you get a little older ♪

♪ You get a little bolder, that's right ♪

♪ And you don't really care
what the people gotta say ♪

♪ Do you? No ♪

♪ 'Cause you gonna do everything
that you wanna do your way ♪

♪ Yep ♪

-[Layla] Hello.
-Hi!

-[Layla] How are you?
-[Jessi] Good.

-How are you?
-Good.

I'm just trying
to get all this food ready.

Ooh, yum, that looks good.

-[Jessi] I know.
-Hi, baby.

I just got back from New York
and Jessi invited us all over to her house

to have a little MomTok meeting

and discuss the pleasant news
of Dakota and Shinia

and how we're going to navigate that
for Taylor in letting her know.

She leaves for The Bachelorette
in the week,

and I would just hate to set her back
when she's done all of this positive work

to be in a better head space.

-[Jessi] Hello!
-[Miranda] Hello.

[Jessi] Is that the jacket
Shinia borrowed at Stagecoach?

-How ironic!
-Yeah, no, literally. I know.

I, like, was looking through
my coats last night

and I was like,
"Wait, why do I have this?"

That's hilarious.

Do you guys wanna take your shoes off?
And there's toys upstairs.

I'm gonna sit
'cause this might be a long one.

-[Mikayla] Hi.
-[Jessi] Hello!

Taylor is in Colorado with her mom,

so she's kinda blissfully unaware
of, like, what's going on.

I'm wondering, do we tell Taylor
right away when she gets back? Do we wait?

It's really tricky with Taylor

because if you tell her,
she's gonna crash out,

but if you don't tell her
she's gonna probably crash out later.

We want what's best for her,

and so we don't want her sabotaging
The Bachelorette

because that is our priority
is to get her on that show

so she can move on with her life.

-Oh, I just wanna you alive.
-She's so cute.

[Jessi] I feel like
we always have meetings here.

-It's like the place.
-[Layla/Miranda] I know.

So I called you guys here 'cause
I feel like we all found out

about this Shinia stuff at separate times,

and I thought coming together to make sure
we come up with a plan about Taylor,

'cause I feel like if one of us tells her,
it's gonna blow up.

[Mikayla]
Taylor is gonna be representing MomTok

to a whole 'nother audience
with The Bachelorette viewers

and it could have consequences
for not only her but also MomTok.

I'm like, "Don't--
Don't mess it up for us, Taylor."

I'm worried about Dakota telling her.

-Yeah, I've been curious when you--
-[Mikayla] Yeah, when did you find out?

I only knew about the first night
they hung out and, like, that night.

I think they're both in the wrong.
I don't think this is all Dakota.

I think she also should've known better.

It affects-- 'Cause now,
I'm put in a bad position.

-[Mayci] Yeah, it's awkward.
-And I'm like, that's what pisses me off,

is you knew that this was gonna
put me in a shitty position.

I know I will be put in the middle
once Taylor finds out,

and that is why part of me is screaming,
"You need to tell her."

But the other part of me feels like

I'm giving Dakota exactly what he wants
if I tell her.

[Jessi] What was her reasoning for that?

I'm just curious.
'Cause she knows how Taylor feels.

I just think
the stuff that he says to these women--

[Jessi] He makes them feel like they are
the most special person on the planet.

-But we've all dated a guy like that.
-It's love bombing.

The thing is, is like, he did it to Taylor
and Taylor's still in it four years later.

-[Jessi] I know.
-So, I'm like--

What Dakota told Jordan is that
him and Shinia had made an agreement

to only exclusively sleep with each other.

Oh, he, no-- She told me that that night--

That first night, he goes,
"So what if we made like a sex pact?"

-And the next day, she told me about it.
-A sex pact?

She was like,
"I don't-- This feels really weird."

And I'm like,
"Shinia, that is, like, psychopathic."

-[Jessi] That is.
-[Mikayla] Yeah.

He, like, wants everything.
Wants his cake, he wants to eat it too.

Like, he needs to have, like,
lock him down like, "You only get me."

And then he's gonna
go screw everyone else.

Okay, I'm fine keeping this from Taylor,

but if she straight-up asks me,
how do I lie to her face?

Also, it kind of sucks
'cause she's gonna get pissed at us.

If she knows every single one of us knows,

-she's going to be livid.
-I don't think you'd lie to her face.

I think you just should say like,
"We-- We know and we just--

"we're not telling you because you spiral

and we can't trust what you're gonna do
with the information."

No, we can't say that.

[Mikayla] We're always tiptoeing
around her feelings.

I'm like, at the end of the day,
you have to save yourself.

We are all trying to save her and she's--

It's honestly just making her do
worse things,

-spiral more, to be honest.
-Yeah.

[Jessi groaning]

I genuinely can't decide, like, morally,
if it's better for Taylor not to know

-or if it's better for her to find out.
-Same.

There's something else he did though.

And I feel like
if she finds out about Shinia,

it's gonna spiral into the other thing
and I'm--

If she finds out the other thing,
she genuinely won't go.

[♪ suspenseful music playing]

What is it?

[Jessi] He hooked up with Jenna and, like,
basically almost had sex with her

like a couple weeks ago.

Jenna was the girl
that Dakota was hooking up with

back in the beginning
of Taylor and Dakota's relationship.

He lied about whatever situationship
he had with her.

Jenna is such a huge trigger for Taylor.
It's a complete slap in the face.

He was, like, texting me all day
this day he came over to your house

and he's saying, "Thank you
for letting me crash at your house."

And he came over that night to my house
and spent the night and fucked me.

So, yeah. [chuckles]

[crying] I hate him.

[sighs] My God, this is a mess.

The man continues to stoop lower.

We thought he went to hell,
but hell has a basement.

Shut the hell up!

If this comes out, it's all gonna spiral.

Taylor's still in Colorado.

She's literally about
to go be The Bachelorette.

Why do I get this opportunity
out of all the girls that want this?

Just because you come with some baggage...

Some?

[Mayci] I'm sorry.

-What do you want, man?
-I want to feel loved by my wife again.

What would you do then?
Like, just separate?

Maybe we don't get back together
until we commit to our relationship.

-I'm not trying to hurt you.
-You're not vindictive,

but I do think you're selfish.

I just don't know what will happen.
I'll probably lose millions.

[Zac] Do you feel like your relationship
with Whitney has improved?

I don't think you care about me.

Jen, I was the one that vouched for you
every fucking time!

I'm over it!

[line ringing]

-[Miranda] [over phone] Hello?
-I'm gonna ask you one time,

how long have you known?

She's gonna get called out
like the fucking hoe she is.

Once Taylor sees red...

I'm gonna fucking fuck them up!

What are you doing?

It's the downfall of MomTok, once again.

♪♪

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