All language subtitles for The.Secret.Lives.of.Mormon.Wives.S04E04.2160p.WEB.h265-EDITH_track3_[eng]

♪ Shine ♪

♪ One, two, three ♪

♪ Put your hands together ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, come on ♪

♪ Nothing's sounding better ♪

♪ You know how we do ♪

-Food, food, food, food.
-Oh, you scared me.

-I'm sorry.
-No, no, no.

Wait, is this both of your lines
or just yours?

Well, Layla and Demi modeled for it.

Did you ask Demi
to go to the meet and greet?

Yeah.

She didn't wanna go?

What's going on with her?

I mean, she's the one who asked me to--
if I was coming here.

[Whitney] She just needs to be--

-She didn't wanna be here?
-Just needs a second.

Is it just the aftermath of yesterday?

Yeah.

I'm still processing everything
that happened yesterday at The Reunion,

but to be honest, I'm proud of myself
for sticking to my guns,

sticking to my truth,
and sticking up to Demi.

[Jen] If you can't look at yourself
in the mirror

-and take accountability--
-[Demi] I already have!

-What do you think I've done?
-You're not doing it. Clearly, you're not.

-You're deflecting still.
-[Demi] I'm talking about Marciano.

You're still doing it this whole time.

Did you not watch yourself
in season three?

-[Demi] You have to back up your claims.
-You look guilty AF.

[Whitney]
She was like, "I feel so weak

not coming to these things
and not showing up."

But I'm like, it's quite the opposite.

To me, I'm just like, just take a sec.

And it's like,
who cares what anyone thinks?

-[Jessi] Yeah.
-Who cares if they question you?

And that's something
she has to work through.

-Yeah.
-[Whitney] But I also think,

for everyone else, like,
maybe we'll never understand

and maybe it's time to just...

I feel like
everyone's down to move on, yeah.

-We all have been saying that, yeah.
-Great.

I am pleasantly surprised

that all of the women also want to move on
from all of this Marciano drama.

There was just so many emotions,

so many feelings that were shared
at that reunion

that it's probably best that she,
you know, takes care of herself right now.

I just left feeling so icky yesterday.

How are you feeling after yesterday?

Honestly, I feel like it-- it was closure.

-Really?
-Oh, yeah.

-Oh, my gosh.
-Like, at the end, I was--

I thought
I was gonna have a complete crash out

and I, like, literally just sat there,
and I was like...

"You're such a bullshitter,
and this is done. This is done."

Wow. That's good!

You know what I wanna see?

Is like your guys' texts
because he's always like--

-Sexting?
-[Mayci] You're like, "Pull up the text."

-Yeah.
-I did. And he doesn't-- They don't exist.

I-- I told him to tell me
every detail of the villa,

and I was like, "Yeah,
that turns me on and stuff."

-And he was like, "Oh, that turns me"--
-Oh! Taylor!

What?

-[Mayci] Are you kidding me?
-You did not say that. You did not!

On the phone, but it's not sexting.

Okay, I can hear it now.

So, Taylor's asking Dakota,
and she's very detail-oriented,

so she's like, "So what's the name
of the bitch you fucked?

And what position did you do?
And did you finish? And is she pregnant?"

And then he'll be like,
"No, no, no, I love you."

And she's like, "Fuck you, you're a liar."

And then she'll get, like, so heated
that she's turned on.

-You have-- you can't do that stuff.
-[Mayci] You can't do that!

But why?

That kind of feels like foreplay
to say that.

-[Mayci] Yes!
-Okay, fine.

[Mayci] 'Cause then he thinks
that you want him.

-He's like, "Oh"--
-No, I told him I didn't.

I was like,
"You don't turn me on anymore."

So why did that turn you on?

The thought of it, it's just kinky.

[Mayci] Because it's toxic, that's why.
It's not even kinky, it's toxic.

It's the toxicity, you love it.

At The Reunion, Dakota accused Taylor
of sexting him

and she said, "I wasn't sexting him."

She called him, and they were, like,
dirty talking on the phone,

which I'm like, "'Kay, Taylor,
that's the same thing as, like, sexting.

It's actually probably worse."

I don't think Taylor necessarily is ready
to be the next Bachelorette,

but I think it's going
to be the best thing for her

so she can move on from Dakota.

And I don't think she ever will move on
if she doesn't have this new experience.

-Thank you for having us.
-Appreciate it.

-Thanks for coming.
-So excited for you.

-I'll see you in LA.
-Thank you, yeah.

Congrats, this was amazing.
And I'm so proud of you.

-Thanks for coming.
-Hopefully, we'll see you night one.

I know yesterday was crazy,
so I appreciate it.

We've all been through this before.

-I have to get my baby.
-Oh, I know. Thanks, Mikayla.

Thank you. I hope you're doing okay.
I know it's so hard.

♪♪

It was so crazy 'cause, uh,
the girls were talking about Demi

and I was like,
never in a million years would I think

that I would've invited Mikayla
to an event, like completely--

-You never know, but...
-Yeah.

I feel like after The Reunion,

it kinda changed my outlook as far as
my relationship with Whitney goes.

I think it's very easy
to connect with people

when you're seeing them at their lowest
and their most vulnerable.

And I feel like me and Whitney have had
a lot of moments like that

in the last couple of months.

And we're finally connecting
and building that friendship back.

I was just thinking about it
with my baby last night,

and I was like, why did--

I don't know, it just hit me.
And I felt so sad about it.

But we're here now,
and I'm grateful, I'm happy, like--

Yeah. Yeah.

We're both doing amazing things.

-I'm proud of you. Thank you so much.
-Yeah.

I do feel like I would cling on to Demi
to feel safe in this group

and to feel-- I don't know, you just,
like, you don't wanna feel alone,

you wanna feel like you have,
like, a really close buddy.

But I feel like I'm in a place with MomTok

where I don't need Demi
by my side anymore.

Just like get a picture real fast?

-[Jessi] Yeah.
-[Whitney] She has the camera!

Look, I'm an optimist.

I always think that there's a chance
of reconciliation.

But MomTok is coming to LA
to support Jen and I

on the premiere of
Dancing with the Stars.

Ultimately, I'm really hoping that Demi
can make it on this MomTok girls' trip

and hopefully we can move past this.

-Oh.
-[woman] Say cheese!

♪ Come thee saints ♪

♪ And come thee sinners ♪

♪ Hallelujah ♪

♪ Listen up ♪

♪ I'm the one you've been dreaming of ♪

♪ I've got everything
you could ever want ♪

♪ Try me and you'll see
I'll bring you to your knees ♪

♪ Baby, you're gonna believe ♪

♪♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪

♪ Temptation ♪

[♪ intense music playing]

♪♪

♪ I'm a good girl ♪

♪ Baby, a good girl ♪

♪ I'm a good girl ♪

♪ Baby, a good girl ♪

[Mayci] ♪ We're here ♪

-[Taylor] Come in.
-[Mikayla] ♪ The party's here ♪

-[gasps] You brought the Swigs.
-[Jessi] All the drinks!

-Yes!
-[Taylor] And the baby!

Can't go anywhere without her.

Since The Reunion
and Whitney's ACTA event,

we haven't really been able to
talk about the Demi situation.

So I thought it would be a good idea
to have some bagels at my house

catch up, regroup, before

going to support Jen and Whitney
with Dancing with the Stars.

Has anyone talked to Demi
since The Reunion?

-No.
-Not since The Reunion.

I was actually kind of shocked

-that she didn't show up last night...
-[Taylor] Me too.

...because she's the first one
to, like, not really

buy it when people are having
mental health struggles.

Yeah, she's usually like,
"There's no excuse."

Yeah. And like, she got so mad at Whitney
for not coming to Babymama,

and then
to not support Whitney last night...

Mayci's doing like a countdown
to the launch of her business.

I say when she gets to one,
if Whitney doesn't walk through that door,

-we all unfollow her on social media.
-[gasps] Yes.

-Yes.
-[Jessi] I am in.

I do feel bad if she's struggling,

but I also feel like
she put herself there.

You didn't go to New Orleans
'cause you were struggling,

and Demi had a huge fit about that.

She had a huge fit
about Jen not going to Arizona.

Where's Jen? What's happening?

No, she's really sick.

I've been in some of
the darkest places of my life.

First of all, crying videos
will never not be weird to me.

I think she's just being a coward.

If you're struggling, I'm all for taking--
taking a break.

-We all get it.
-Especially after The Reunion,

I think all of us
would've loved to take a break.

-[group] Yeah.
-I think it was very triggering

-for a lot of us to be there.
-Yep.

But it's just her big thing is,
"Showing up for your friends.

My loyalty is so fierce."

Oh, yeah. You're right.

"My loyalty is so fierce."
She says that a lot.

-[laughing] "My loyalty is so fierce."
-Yeah, she says that a lot.

Yeah. Jen was feeling bad for her
a little bit towards the end,

-she was like, "Oh, I feel bad."
-Yeah.

Which, we're all human,
we feel bad when someone's struggling.

So I wonder if Jen will keep that energy
or if she'll be triggered.

It depends on how Demi comes in.

MomTok is going to LA to show our support
to Whitney and Jen

on their opening night
of Dancing with the Stars.

Demi, from the very beginning of this,
was always trying to leave.

Every week, she's like, "I'm leaving.
Who's coming with me?"

And obviously, no one followed her.

And again, it's just--
She's not showing up to things,

so I don't quite know where she stands.

But I also never really know
where she stands

'cause she's always flip-flopping too.

Which is so funny
'cause that's what she hated Whitney for.

You were gone,
but tell her about Whitney and you.

-Oh, at the event?
-[Mayci] Oh, my gosh, yeah.

I was like, "I'm proud of you,"
and she's like, "I'm proud of you,

like, we're both in, like, great places
in our career, and our life and family."

-So...
-That is good. Progress!

It was amazing. It was like,
we all were like watching just crying.

-[Mayci] Yeah.
-It was so sweet.

They were waiting
for a fight to break out, and I'm like...

I just hope that our group
can stay like this.

I love when we can
actually get through the hard stuff

-and come together and--
-[Mayci] I know. I felt that too.

When she was like,
"It was all about me, me, me."

And she's finally seeing that,
and I'm like, "Okay"--

There we go.
That's what we wanted to hear.

Wait, Taylor,
I've been meaning to ask you,

how does Ben feel now that, like,

your "relationship"
has been all over TikTok?

♪ Hallelujah ♪

Our friendship?

Okay, your Easter eggs
you've been dropping are all over TikTok--

-Your situationship.
-Yeah.

I hate when people are calling it
a relationship.

Guys, we've met twice,
like, there's no relationship.

But you posted
making it look a certain way,

and now it's all over.
How has he handled that?

Great. Like, honestly, he's fine.

My time with Ben
was fun while it lasted,

but I feel like I really gotta get
my mind into The Bachelorette game

whether I'm ready or not.

But are you interested in dating
other people right now or just him?

I would be open
to dating other people, for sure.

Well, you need to, obviously,
if you're in The Bachelorette.

You're about to date
30 people at one time.

No, I'm saying, before Bachelorette,
like, are you wanting to date around

to kinda get back
into the swing of things?

-[Mayci] I think you should.
-Yeah.

Because if not, it almost could be a shock
going from dating one person to like 30.

I feel like you need something in between
or something to kind of get used to...

-I would be open to it.
-...like dating and flirting.

There's pervs in my DMs,
but I'm not going out with 'em, so...

Ew.

-I think we set her up on some dates.
-Okay, then there you go.

Like a group setting,
like, break the ice, you know?

I worry about Taylor's dating history
and lack thereof

because she got married so young,

kinda bought into the Mormon culture
for a while,

had her little swinging scandal,
and then met Dakota.

So she really hasn't had an opportunity
to truly date being single,

and date multiple people.

I just hope that she's ready

to take on like 25 different men
all at the same time.

♪♪

♪ I've always been a savage ♪

♪ No, I never been average ♪

♪ If I want it, then I grab it ♪

♪ If it's new, then I have it ♪

♪ I've always been ♪

Oh, yeah, let's get
a good workout in here!

Dude...

-Really? No, dude.
-I never miss.

Don't tell me "every day."

I think The Reunion, for Dakota,
was a complete shit show.

He portrays to be this person

that, "Oh, I-- I-- All I wanna do is
I wanna go to church,

and I want this family and"--

You have proven yourself
time and time again,

nothing that comes out of your mouth--
It's just spewing bullshit.

It was like, I can feel my heart rate
jump to like 10,000 RPMs.

And then I saw Liann,

and Liann's over there
flipping me off from behind the cameras.

I was like, "Bah."
I was like, "This is just"-- [laughs]

You were heated as fuck.

Well, hell yeah!
I don't know how you-- how--

What-- What, do you expect me
not to be heated in that situation?

You two have got to be,
like, completely done.

Like, the fact that you had brought up

that she was like sexting you
the night before...

[laughs] That's why I did it, too.

I was like, "You're not gonna come in here
and be calling me out for stuff right now

when you were
just doing this to me last night."

-I was like, that's crazy.
-What do you mean? Was she like--

Were you guys just like
talking dirty to you or what?

-Yeah.
-Oh, my hell.

Sometimes I actually do feel like
I am still Taylor's safe place.

As crazy as that sounds,

I think Taylor knows that
she can always still turn to me

and know that
I will always be there for her

regardless what that looks like,
even if she's treating me bad,

or if she's like taking out anger
or whatever it might be,

she'll always come to me for that and--
'cause she knows I'm not gonna leave.

How's that gonna make you feel
to, like, see her like meeting these guys

while she's the Bachelorette?

Like, obviously, I imagine
if she's in a good enough place,

like, she's gonna be lighting up
when she sees these guys and like...

-Yeah.
-...starting to build connections, like--

Do you think
you're gonna be able to handle that?

I mean,
I think it's gonna hurt, obviously,

'cause, like, I-- I-- I don't,
again, I don't care what anybody says,

I really did love Taylor, like a lot.

I don't know, it's been hard
to process everything right now

with just how the whole reunion went,

and she's leaving to The Bachelorette.

And I clearly still love Taylor,
and that's just how I am.

Like, I-- I can't-- I can't change that.

I-- I'd be lying to say if there's not
a piece of me that just, like, hopes

that somehow things will take a turn

and, like, it just all matches
and makes sense,

and we can live happily ever after.

Taylor is still the mother of my child.

Like, I-- I still wanna have-- try to have
a good relationship with Taylor.

It's really hard to see my friend
in this really bad place that he is in,

and I support him
because he deserves to be happy,

and clearly, Taylor's not gonna choose him
to be her partner.

So I think it's really important that
we invite him to come to LA

to be with all of DadTok
and make some content.

I'm just really hoping that him and Taylor
can just be agreeable.

[♪ upbeat music playing]

-Hi, guys.
-[Jessi] Hello.

There she is! You look cute.

Jessi had mentioned that
Taylor is currently open to dating

before being the Bachelorette.

So, Jessi and I have a surprise outing
that we planned for Taylor tonight.

I don't know that
Taylor's the biggest fan of surprises,

so we'll see what her reaction is,

'cause I don't think she's expecting it.

-Are you nervous?
-I am.

I literally never know with you, so...

-I know!
-...I am scared.

I'm like, I have Propranolol,

I have Clonazepam or whatever
if you need anything.

I have the Buspar. That's what I have.

-We're all medicated girlies.
-Right.

Opens on its own-- Hello!

-[receptionist] Hi. How are you?
-[Jessi] Hi. Good. How are you guys?

[Miranda] Hello.

[♪ dramatic sting plays]

I didn't expect to be dating,
so I am really, really nervous.

My heart is racing.

Shit.

Ugh.

I can't do this. I can't do this.
I can't. I'm scared.

-[Jessi] I think you're gonna do great.
-[Taylor] Wait, are you not doing it?

-Aren't you?
-[Jessi] I'm still married.

-[Taylor] Are you though?
-[Jessi] At the moment.

No one told me I was doing this.
This is a surprise to me.

-Oh, really? You didn't know? Yeah.
-So, I'm nervous.

As we're walking into speed dating,

Taylor immediately
kind of goes into her shell

and gets really shy.

-I need a d-- like a Dr. Pepper.
-Yeah, Dr. Pepper STAT.

I think this is the best thing for her
to practice

because, you know, in a few weeks,
she's gonna be around 25 different men

having to be the center of attention
and date them all.

So, I think
this is the perfect practice run for her.

[Taylor] I can't do this. I'm too scared.

-[Jessi] This is all for you to learn.
-I can't.

-Girly pop, you gotta get used to this.
-I can't wait to watch you.

I think, for a while, I just wanted
to really find my footing

in, like, who I am and single motherhood.

But dating in Utah is kind of my holdup.

You know, I've had enough experiences
where I'm like, ugh,

"I just don't--
I don't know if my person is here."

But also, I don't know, maybe I just need
to stop being a hermit and go out,

and put myself in situations
where I could meet someone.

[Jessi] It'll be fine.

Okay, let's look
at some of these questions.

You're trying to find someone
who has been skydiving.

So you'd go up to someone,
"Hey, I'm Taylor. What's your name?"

-Oh!
-"Have you been skydiving?"

Oh! Okay. I'm afraid of spiders.

-[Jessi] Like spicy food.
-I'm afraid of spiders.

Oh, this is flirty,

you take their clipboard and be like,
"What can I fill out for you?"

-And then just find one...
-Well, why don't you show us?

Okay, are you gonna come though
so you can watch?

-Yes, I'll watch.
-Okay.

Green jacket-- Green jacket behind me.
Green jacket behind me.

-[Jessi] I have a question.
-Yes. Hi.

Which one of these
could you fill out for me?

Nice to meet you. I'm Jessi.

No, not the pineapple on pizza!

What do you do for a living?

[Jake] Uh, I own a business.
A small real estate company,

and then a concierge medical
and aesthetic dermatology brand.

Oh, wow. Big words, I love it.

I'm like, "Dermatology?"

[Jessi] Could you fill out any of these?

-[Miranda] Ambidextrous?
-Oh, I can do that.

-[Jessi] Oh, really? Okay!
-Done!

-[Taylor] So, do you write your name?
-Yes, please.

-[Taylor] Okay.
-And what is your name?

-Taylor.
-Taylor, I'm Jake.

-Nice to meet you. Jake.
-[Jake] Pleasure.

-Love Jakes.
-We love Jakes.

[host] Okay. Attention, speed daters.

I'm gonna start a five-minute timer
for this activity,

then you'll have one minute
in between each.

Let's talk.

I have to tell you, I'm married.

My two friends here are eligible singles,
and I'm here to vet the men.

-So...
-Ah, okay.

-You're here as a spy.
-Yes, exactly.

-How many kids you've got?
-Two.

I have some street cats that I feed.

That's great.

Yeesh.

-I was married.
-[Taylor] Okay.

For almost 18 years.

-Really? Wow.
-[date] Yeah.

I do have a few kids.

-Okay--
-How many kids do you think I have?

Four.

It's close. I do have four girls.

Five?

I do have four boys.

Eight-- Whoa, whoa, whoa. Eight?

Oh, my gosh.

The stories they were saying,
we're just like, "Whoa!" Uh...

Did I make you nervous?

-No, I--
-A guy with eight kids.

-[Taylor] I'm curious.
-Named Bubba.

Oh, my God.

What's your go-to comfort food?

-I'm such a sweet tooth.
-Soggy Frosted Mini-Wheats.

[gasps] Okay, why?

It transcends when--
when you hit the milk,

and it just stays there
for the right amount of time.

Oh, my gosh. That's hilarious.

[Miranda] You would not think that Jessi
has a very interesting way of flirting,

but it's just second nature to her.

The majority of them, if not all of them,
knew that she was married.

So, I think, you know,
if they were really interested,

poor guys were probably let down.

I've been just living the single life
for the last like three years.

[Taylor] How's that treating you?

-Pretty good, honestly.
-[Taylor] Oh. Ooh.

Definitely draining, I'm not gonna lie.

Having to talk all night
to all these different guys,

I was like, "Oof."

-I have a question.
-[Taylor] Okay.

-Very-- Very serious.
-Oh, no. I'm scared.

-Why are you scared?
-I don't know, I'm always scared.

-Why are you always scared?
-I don't like surprises, so--

Do you also say sorry all the time

for stuff that
you shouldn't be apologizing for?

-Yes.
-[Jake] Nightmare.

-Is this you?
-[Taylor] No.

-[Jake] That's not you?
-No. Does it look like me?

-Uh, it looks a lot like you.
-Who told you?

The internet.

Oh, so you just put this together now?

-Yes.
-[Taylor groans]

So, uh, what do you think about it?

[sighs] I'm like thinking,
"Oh, my gosh, I can't do this."

You're socializing,
you're talking to everyone.

I'm like sweating. I'm like,
"How am I supposed to do this alone

with like 30 men?" It's like--

This is very much like a primer?

If you will.

Dipping your toes back in the pool?

-Yeah.
-[Jake] Nice.

Yeah, it's making me really scared now.

I feel like this was really good practice
for The Bachelorette.

Got my toes in the water.

But I could see the red flags immediately

'cause I'm like you can only yap so much

and then there's like
this awkward silence.

♪♪

Hi, love, sorry,
um, we do have to head out.

-Oh, okay.
-So, I'm so sorry to interrupt.

I'm sorry. Damien, correct?

-Dan. Close. It's fine.
-Dan.

-But you got the D right.
-That's embarrassing.

-Yeah.
-[Taylor] Nice to meet you.

Aaaah!

Bachelorette, I think it's gonna be,
obviously, a different extreme,

but I can't imagine like 20 more.

[groans] I feel sick.

I'm not gonna lie, that was like too much.

♪♪

♪ I don't, I don't, I don't ♪

♪ Dance, dance, dance ♪

♪ I don't dance but I'll dance with you ♪

♪ When you look like that
I start to move ♪

♪ I don't dance... ♪

[Cassadi] I'm like literally looking
at your socials,

-like, she's here, she's there.
-[Whitney] I know. I know.

[laughing] It's awesome.

I think, every morning for the last week,

it's been like a 4:00 a.m. wakeup call,

fly to New York,
go be on Good Morning America 4:00 a.m.,

-fly back to Utah.
-That's crazy.

-Then 4:00 a.m., fly back to LA.
-[Whitney] Yeah, but you know what?

Conner's such a stud,
he let me sleep in this morning.

-[Cassadi] Yes!
-[Conner] Yeah, I did.

MomTok is coming
to Los Angeles, California,

to support Jen and I
on Dancing with the Stars

for our very first live show.

They've got a house in LA
to stay all together,

but Demi is not gonna be staying
in that house.

She's obviously gonna come to the premiere

but I think she might
just do her own thing.

It's going to be my first time
on that stage,

so I'm really excited
that MomTok's gonna be there.

I know them being there is gonna make me
not as nervous

because I just don't know what to expect.

We haven't even had a chance
to talk about the event.

-I know. I wanna hear about it.
-[Whitney] It was so good.

No, literally, Conner,
I like had to keep pinching myself.

I'm like, "Okay,
the women are happy to be here." Like--

-"They're being nice to me."
-"They're being friendly."

I was like, "I don't know
what's in these drinks right now,

but keep drinking them."

[laughing]

So, like, now what?
Do you guys follow each other on socials?

You're gonna die.

-Okay.
-[Whitney] You're gonna shit your pants.

Show me. [laughs]

-Put on a diaper.
-I'm ready.

[Conner gasps]

[blows raspberries]

-Conner!
-[Conner laughs]

You're kidding me, Whitney!

You, in the same group chat.

♪ Hallelujah ♪

Did something inside you
heal a little bit?

Well, I was surprised,

because Mayci was the one
that sent that photo.

It was very nostalgic for Mayci
to send that photo.

We talked every day,
we saw each other every day,

if we didn't see each other in person,
we had group FaceTime calls.

So, it's cathartic.

It feels good
to be in a good place all together again.

It is very ironic that Demi is on the outs
with MomTok,

but my relationship with MomTok
is stronger than it's ever been.

I don't know, I just had always envisioned
that we would always be at arm's length

because of what happened in the past.

So, it's like-- to me,
that's like you opening the door

-to a relationship again.
-[Conner] Yeah.

♪ The best thing you've ever found ♪

♪ Head spinning round and round ♪

♪ Speechless for the first time now ♪

♪ Only word you can say is wow ♪

♪ That's crazy good ♪

♪♪

♪ Crazy, crazy ♪

♪ Th-this goes crazy ♪

Oh, my gosh,
we are rehearsing nonstop right now,

and I am feeling so nervous
about the premiere.

To be honest, I can't keep up.

My plate is fuller than ever.

Does that make sense?

As you can tell, I mean,
I'm even struggling, uh, right now.

I can't even freaking finish a sentence.

One, two, go, three, four,
five, six, go, seven, eight.

Five, six, go, seven, eight.

Never heel, and think about landing.

Three, four. Better.

So, it's not three and four.

-It's three... four.
-Okay.

Go three, four, seven, eight. Yes.

-[Jen] Dang, this is really hard.
-Yeah?

This is way different than TikTok.

TikTok is hard!

It is for me, yes.

Yeah, I was gonna say.

Yes. Go one, up, two.

[Jen] It's hard keeping up.

I mean, I just had a baby a few weeks ago.

I am still healing the pelvic floor.

And, of course,
Jan is already throwing me in the air.

But hopefully I can make it
through the routine,

remember everything, and show my best.

Okay.

Oh, my gosh.
My mom's gonna be so proud seeing me.

Her seeing her daughter on the big stage,

I think is a dream come true
for her as well.

No, my mom, like, she knows
that it's a dream of mine

to be on Dancing with the Stars,
and she brings it up every single day.

-Does she?
-Yes, and my mom, she's like, Latina,

your classic Latina Hispanic woman.

Um, growing up, we weren't--
we had a hard time communicating

just because I never spoke Spanish.

I understood it but couldn't speak,
and she didn't speak very good English.

So, the way that we connected
was through dancing.

-And so, I feel like...
-Oh, my God, stop.

...that would just bring our relationship
and connection to a whole other level.

She needs to come to the show
if you're on it.

Oh. Absolutely.

And I also have MomTok, can't forget that.

Honestly, it means the world
having their support

and I think I'm gonna look back
on this experience

and know that it was also one of
the greatest things I've ever done.

Uh, but yeah, in terms
of who's voting for me,

I don't really know.

Um... for sure
will not be getting a vote from Demi,

that's for a fact, so...

So sore.

-I should do it.
-[Jan] Yes.

-Is that better than ice bath?
-Yes, way better.

-Really?
-And go there and when you are doing it,

say, "Can I get a-- a secret treatment?"

[laughing] What's that?

It's the coldest one.

-No.
-Is that a European thing?

-Your--
-Yes.

Happy ending. No. Um--

Okay, that was the break, let's go.

♪ Dancing, mm-mm-mm,
I'll be dancing ♪

♪ Mm, mm, mm, I'll be dancing ♪

♪ Mm-mm-mm,
I'll be dancing, dancing, dancing ♪

Speed dating kind of backfired.

I think it made Taylor really nervous.

But the organizer of that event
is also a dating coach.

Hi.

-Hello.
-How are you?

She agreed to meet us with Taylor today
to give her some advice

because The Bachelorette
is just a few weeks away

and we need to get her ready

and maybe make her feel a little more
at ease with this whole experience.

-Hi. Hello, guys.
-[group] Hi.

-There she is.
-Hi, I'm Kristin.

-Taylor. Nice to meet you.
-[Kristin] Nice to meet you.

Thank you.

So tell us a little bit about what you do.

-I know you're a dating coach and stuff--
-Yeah!

-Give us the spiel.
-Okay.

Well, I work with clients
who are ready for a pivot.

They know what they've had

-and it's not what they want.
-[Taylor] Mm-hmm.

-We really are creatures of habit.
-[Taylor] Yes.

And even if the status quo
doesn't serve us,

we still try and replicate it.

Your body doesn't care
what's, like, what's good for you,

it cares what's familiar,

-that's what it focuses on.
-It's the familiarity. Yes.

-And that's a hard pattern to break.
-[Jessi] Yeah.

A lot of the time, members of the church
will get married

when they think that they found someone
who's like "good enough."

Me. I thought that.

I am excited for Taylor

to find that love that she deserves.

If I'm going on a show
and I am gonna meet 30 guys,

what do you think somebody
who possesses these qualities

presents like in the beginning?

I think he'll come in maybe
a little bit more on the shy side.

-Yeah.
-[Taylor] Present himself, we'll meet,

and then I don't think he will be
one of the alpha males in the room.

Yeah.

[Taylor] I will say,
I've grown a little bit more

in a sense of, like,
I can take my ex-husband for an example,

where he is very relaxed, passive,
introverted, likes to stay home,

and then I went to the complete opposite,
life of the party.

I think I need someone, like,
kind of in the middle,

maybe just patience, um, support system,

but it's not controlled.

He'll shoot his shot
if the opportunity presents itself,

but he's not going head-to-head
with some of the guys in there.

I don't wanna be told what to do
nor told what not to do,

I don't like anything like that.

And I think a guy that's just like,
"I'm here for you.

I'm gonna be your rock,
but do your thing, my girl."

So, these other guys are gonna
be flexing in front of you

and you'll have
to like look over their shoulder...

-[Taylor] Yes.
-...to see who's back there.

What I hope you don't do is self-sabotage,

like you-- when you do feel like--

if you do feel like you have a connection
with somebody

that does have those qualities
that you're looking for

and has kind of that calm presence.

I don't want you to connect with him
and then kind of take a step back

because you realize
or-- or you think, "I don't deserve this."

I feel like there's a void that Taylor has

that she is hoping can be filled by a man.

And I have a fear that she won't find it
until she fills that void herself.

♪♪

♪ I know a place where the people go ♪

♪ They just dance, dance, dance, dance ♪

We're here!

MomTok is in LA for opening night
of Dancing with the Stars

and our husbands came along,
so we could do a little couples' trip,

rent an Airbnb for the weekend,
and obviously we need babysitters.

This is so sick.

-Wait, cute!
-Wait, cute!

-These are adorable!
-[Miranda] Wait, that's adorable.

[Mikayla] Jessi, Whitney, Layla, Demi.

[crickets chirping]

Gang's all here, for now.

This house is incredible.
It's a massive mansion.

We have the prettiest view
of the LA skyline.

We have a huge pool. Feeling very spoiled.

Taylor, say cheese.

-Ooh!
-Yeah, show that ass.

[Mikayla] That's America's ass.

[Miranda] AKA our Bachelorette.

Oh, gosh.
How are you gonna date that many men?

-I still am scared for you.
-Dude, I don't even know.

I can barely handle,
like, the two I have now.

[Miranda] "The two."

"The two I have now" is crazy.

Having all of MomTok and DadTok
in the same house at the same time

is always cause for concern.

It's a gamble.

Less so the married couples,

more so... Taylor and Dakota.

-Hey, what's going on, guys?
-[Miranda] Hello.

-What's up? What's up?
-Hello. Hi, did you get a spray tan?

-You look tan.
-Thank you.

-[Jessi] Jordan did.
-Jordan did.

-[Jordan] I did.
-[Miranda] We know Jordan did.

We know you did.
We saw you in the tent.

I'm really excited that we have
all of MomTok and DadTok here

to support the girls in going on
Dancing with the Stars.

This is a huge opportunity
for Jen and Whitney.

With that being said,
I feel like Dakota also should be invited.

-What's up?
-[Dakota] Hey, what up, dude?

-I seriously think you should--
-[Jacob] You should fly out.

-No, you should come out.
-Come out.

Because DadTok is here, and like--

[Dakota] I just feel like
all the girls are gonna hate me.

[Jordan] I care about Dakota
and I care about Taylor,

and I really hope that
we can all coinhabitate together.

[Mayci] Hello?

Oh, I hear you. Where are you?

Did you choose the worst room, Jacob?

[knocks] This you?
I don't wanna see anyone naked.

[Jacob] "It's me, Jessica."

[Mayci] It's you.

Oh, this is actually nice.

-Hell yeah.
-Mwah!

I just finished doing all my interviews,
appearances for my book,

and so I'm really excited to meet up
with everyone else at the house in LA

to just hang out and have a good time.

[Jacob] How was your day?

-I'm just so tired.
-Yeah.

It was really good though.
The last podcast I did was so fun.

So excited for you to be on, Mayci,

especially after reading your book.

"Told You So."
Tell me about the writing process.

So like, it's been like a dream of mine
for 10 years.

The MomTok takeover is everywhere.

It's actually bizarre.
I, like, can't believe it.

Writing this book has been very difficult.

It's really hard to relive your trauma
and have to talk about it again,

and write it again,
and go through it again.

But it's also extremely rewarding

because using my story and all
the crappy things that I went through,

if it can help someone else,
then it's worth it.

And so, I'm really excited that
this book is about to come out

because it's been like my life dream.

It does feel chaotic
with everything going on,

but I'm really looking forward
to seeing Jen and Whitney

perform at Dancing with the Stars.

I feel like it's really important
to be there for each other in MomTok.

And going
to the Dancing with the Stars premiere

is something that not only
that I want to do,

but I'm excited that
I can support the girls by going.

♪♪

[Taylor] That feels so damn good.

Maybe I actually will love it.

-I'll be swimming with 30 guys.
-[Jessi] You're gonna be thriving.

Let's go!

[Jessi] Wait, is Dakota still coming?

I told him today, I was like,
"Hey, if you ended up wanting to go,

like, I don't really give a rat's ass,
like, you can go."

[Mikayla] But you're gonna bring
a new man every day.

Would you have boys come
if Dakota was here?

-Yeah. He's not my problem.
-[Jessi] Really?

Well, I know but would it just be awkward?

-Probably.
-That's how he wants it.

"Probably".
There's no "probably" about it,

-that'd be awkward as hell.
-[Taylor] That's what I want.

I'm like, "Okay, am I being harsh?

Is he not a terrible person?
Am I being har"--

Like, I literally sit there
and think about it.

I'm like, "Maybe he's not so bad.
Maybe I'm just like overreacting."

And then the more things I find out,
"You're actually gross."

Yeah.

I think we're all a little nervous

because Taylor's done
so much good work on herself

and seeing Dakota can make that
go all down the drain.

So, we're just hoping
that they can coexist

without having drama or sleeping together.

"You're a gross guy,
and on-- and I can't get past it,

and that's why I like hate you."

♪♪

[guys cheering]

Yo, yo, yo!

-Welcome to LA!
-Welcome to LA.

-Dude, whark it! I love it!
-How you doing?

-You like it? Whark it.
-Whark it up.

-[Conner] Excuse me, girls?
-Conner!

[Conner]
I don't wanna put anybody on the spot...

-Oh, no.
-He's like a sales guy.

Swear-- Swear your allegiance today.

Yeah. But vote for Whitney
and you get a T-shirt.

"Whark it." I'll take it, Conner.

-Oh, Mikayla! Let's go!
-[Mikayla] Hand it over!

I'm like, "Where's the garbage?"

[silence]

I'm just kidding. I'm joking.

We're so excited
to support Jen and Whitney

on their opening night
of Dancing with the Stars.

I'm proud of both of them,

even though, just a couple months ago,

nobody was more upset than Whitney
getting Dancing with the Stars than me.

-[Conner] Send a picture to Whitney.
-[Jessi] I'll send it.

[Mikayla]
Within two days of having Lottie,

my skin stuff kind of went back
to a hundred,

like it was worse than it had been
in almost a year and a half.

So, I feel like having that added stress
of having this feud with Whitney

probably doesn't help my health
and my skin.

And so, it's nice to just let that go
and look to the future.

-[Mason laughs]
-I didn't wanna go in anyways.

Oh, it's push not pull.

-Okay.
-[laughs] It's-- It's been a long night.

-Can I hold her?
-[Taylor] Oh, yeah.

-Thank you.
-Yes, yes, yes.

Actually thought you were Demi,
I was like, "When did you get here?"

[Jessi] I'm like, "Hey!"

No, Demi is staying... at a hotel.

What happened?

[Jessi] Apparently,
Demi and Bret aren't staying here.

-You're kidding! When?
-Yes, Mira-- Didn't Miranda say that?

I didn't hear that.

-Miranda?
-Yeah?

Did Demi quit again?

What the fucking hell?

She texted me and she was like,
"Have you booked your flight yet?"

And I go, "Are you staying
at the house with us?"

She goes, "Sadly, no.

"I'm not going on the trip,
just Dancing with the Stars.

I'll have to fill you in."
And then she goes, "I'm genuinely sad."

And then I go, are you not--
No, I go, "Are you not filming anymore?"

And she goes, "As of now, no."

[Jessi] "As of now"?
You can't just come and go.

-I'll come back.
-[Jessi] Conner is like, "Yeah!"

He's texting Whitney
everything we're saying.

[Conner] Speak your truth,
but don't be mean, okay?

-[Taylor] We'll try.
-Okay, Conner.

I'm not surprised in the slightest.

This totally tracks

because Demi thinks that she can
just come and go as she pleases

and she'll always be let back in,

and she likes to run away
when things get tough.

You're not being forced to leave,
like, you're doing--

You're creating your own chaos
and then you're leaving,

-and it's not okay.
-Yeah.

For all of us that stay
and put the effort in, it's not fair.

Yeah.

If someone's not really showing up,
who's having to pick up for that?

All of us, you know?

It's not right. It's not okay.

It's not how you work, like--

It's not how you work with other people
as a team player.

And obviously, it irritates the group.

And then she shows up at things
she wants to show up at,

these events, Dancing with the Stars.

So, it's just like picking and choosing,

and that's what we don't think is fair.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

♪♪

♪ Kiss me on the Eiffel Tower ♪

♪ I like money, make it shower ♪

♪ Shower down on me ♪

All right! Time to go!

-Okay, time to go? I'm not even ready.
-[Jessi] Are you guys ready?

No! I just got here.

Mikayla!

-I'm ready.
-[Jessi] Where's everyone else?

It's impossible to get this group anywhere
on time.

It's just like herding cats.

Oh, hi. We have to go.

[cat yowls]

We're already running 10 minutes late

and I'm trying my best
to get everyone out the door.

This is MomTok time.

♪ Look expensive ♪

♪ So attentive ♪

Why was I being rushed out here
and I'm the only one here?

[Jacob] Come here, come here.

-[indistinct] my cooch right now.
-Please do!

How was, uh, I--
I know Mikayla's seen you on Harry,

-how was that?
-It was really fun.

I have been going nonstop
since I got to LA.

I just recorded a podcast
with Harry Jowsey.

Harry Jowsey is an influencer
and reality TV star

who is known to be a little promiscuous.

He's kind of known as an F-boy.

When I was on Harry's podcast,

behind the scenes, he asked me

if any of the girls were single
and I mentioned Taylor,

mainly 'cause I don't think
they'd be a great couple,

I just think he'd be a good distraction
for Taylor

while she's getting ready for Bachelorette

so that she gets her mind off Dakota
and gets her mind on someone else.

I was gonna say get under someone else
but we don't want her to get pregnant, so.

She's like, "What?"

He's like, "Oh, is she single?"

And I was like, "Well, yeah,
she's going on The Bachelorette."

Are people swinging? Is that--

-No.
-Okay.

I mean, it was Taylor who was a swinger,
back in the day.

-Oh, she doesn't do it anymore?
-No.

Damn! I was gonna DM her.

You could still DM her,
just see what happens, you know?

-She's single.
-Would she like me?

-It's hard to say. I think, yes...
-Okay, cool.

[Taylor] He likes short, tan, brunettes.

And then he sent me a screenshot
that he DM'd you

and he said like, "I love you" to you.

"I love you."

And I said,
"I guess shoot your shot, I guess."

[♪ upbeat music playing]

-Hi.
-[baby coos]

[Mason] Welcome to my humble abode.

[Dakota] I made it.

[guys cheering]

-She's just feeding.
-How are you?

I think my biggest concern right now
with Dakota coming

is that him and Taylor are gonna
bicker and fight,

and who knows, maybe it'll lead
to a little, uh, pillow talk.

But I really hope that
that's not the case.

I really hope that they can both move on
from one another,

especially with her becoming
the Bachelorette.

[Dakota] Hi, baby. [laughs]
Oh, my gosh, dude.

Taylor and MomTok do not get to decide
who gets to come

on our MomTok/DadTok trips.

[Mason]
Where are we gonna go tonight though?

Like, what's the play
with Taylor being here?

I think my approach is--
Usually it's the same.

I try not to get into any bad conflicts.

That never happens. [laughs]

But, I mean, I feel like something
always happens that goes wrong,

but I-- I'm gonna try
to just play it safe.

I don't wanna like start anything.

If anything my dream, dude, is like--
like Chase and Miranda even.

Like, I just-- I want
to be able to, like, see Taylor

and we're friends at least, or can,
like, get along, and it's not crazy.

[baby coos]

Maybe you'll like me.

-[laughing] "Maybe you'll like me."
-[Dakota] When she's old.

♪ Neon soul with the neon light ♪

♪ You're a neon soul
in the dark moonlight ♪

I am so excited because
not only do I love Dancing with the Stars,

I love Jen and Whitney,
and I am so excited to watch them crush it

'cause I know they will.

MomTok is here to support Jen and I
on Dancing with the Stars.

Demi will also be there.

I'm very grateful because I know
that's not easy for her to do.

[host] Dancing the Tango
with her partner, Mark Ballas,

it's Whitney Leavitt.

♪ I got lost tonight ♪

♪ Under the stars up in the sky ♪

[Taylor] It's crazy to think that, like,

from MomTok we all started from just
making silly, cringey dances on TikTok,

and this is where it's led to.

They're quite literally dancing
on Dancing with the Stars.

Like, who knew, you know?

[Mikayla] Jen had her baby
just a few weeks before I did,

and I can barely mop my floor,
carry my groceries, without being sore,

and Jen is being, like, helicoptered

and like flipped around in the air
like 10 times.

We were all just little proud mommies
in the crowd watching them.

Whitney and Jen did so good tonight
on Dancing with the Stars.

I literally started crying
like four times.

It was definitely a little weird tonight
having Demi and Bret sit with us.

I think Demi's intention
with coming tonight

to the Dancing with the Stars taping

but not being a part of our group
behind scenes

is maybe to just give
the public perception

that she's a part of the group,

and we're all happy,
and we're all friends,

and maybe to kind of just save
her public image.

It's not fair...

that you wanna be associated with us
when it's convenient for you.

-[Whitney cheering]
-[overlapping chatter]

Seeing MomTok come out
to support me for the premiere

meant everything to me.

To be honest, I felt so nervous
going into my first dance,

like, I can't even explain
what I was feeling inside.

And seeing MomTok cheer for me
meant everything to me.

To be honest, it was like what I needed
to feel confident.

And I left it all on the dance floor.

I gave it my all, eight weeks postpartum.

Yeah, I'll always appreciate that.

[all cheering]

Everything that I've been through
with MomTok,

everything that's happened in the past,

it means so much to me to see

every single woman in MomTok
supporting Jen and I,

here for our first night
on Dancing with the Stars.

[Mikayla] It's so crazy to see
Jen being flipped around like that

because I think it's like
a week and a half postpartum behind me.

-[Mayci] I feel they both did so well.
-[Jessi] She did great.

I think she should've
definitely got higher scores.

Yeah.

Yeah. No, they both did insanely good.

And you couldn't even tell
that they were, like, nervous.

You could not waterboard me
to pick one of the women to win.

I knew I was gonna be asked this,
and I'm not gonna answer it.

Me and Whitney are close,
we don't have any issues,

but Demi is in her pocket

and I'm not gonna lie,
that makes me nervous.

So, I feel like my vote would be with Jen
just because of that.

I'm gonna have to go with Whitney.

Yeah, Jen's unresponsive.

These are the type of women who'd be like,

"Show me your phone.
Who did you vote for?"

I'm not gonna let this bite me in the ass.

[inhales]

Whitney.

I think if we're... judging both
based off of friendship level,

I would say Whitney.

Oh Lord! Don't tell Jennifer that.

Oh, no!

Jacob just texted me.

-Shut up.
-He said, "Dakota's here,"

with a laughing emoji.

No way!

Game on, bitch!

Say, "Well,
Taylor has a guy on his way over, so."

Well, he hasn't responded,
just so you guys know.

Call him.

The fact that Dakota is coming
to this trip doesn't make sense to me.

Why are you here? I have no idea.

I also don't think it's healthy for them
to be around each other right now,

um, mainly because we all know
what happened last time at Stagecoach.

No, yes, we had sex, like, obviously.

But did I text him?

I can't remember.

So, hence the reason
where Harry Jowsey comes into play.

We need him to distract Taylor
from Dakota.

So, I think this would be a great time
for her to flirt with someone else

and just have fun,

and hopefully, stay out of Dakota's bed.

-Hello?
-[Harry] Hello, love. Hi.

Hi.

[Harry] What's going on?

-I'm not good at this.
-[girls laughing]

I'm not good at dating.
I mean, talking to guys.

Are you gonna come over and hang out?

[Taylor] Come on over!

♪♪

-I can't get it.
-No, you got it, you got it. Let me.

-Yeah, no, no.
-[Jessi] That was great, Taylor.

[Miranda]
You're gonna break the door down.

[indistinct chatter]

-[Dakota] Hi. What's up, Miranda?
-Hi.

-Hi, everybody.
-[Dakota] How are you?

-Good to see you.
-Hi.

[Dakota]
[laughing] Hi. How are you?

[Taylor]
I'm great. About to be great.

-[Jessi] This was crazy. Watch.
-[host] Welcome back,

joining us on our season premiere,

the cast of the hit Hulu series

The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives.

[Mason] Woo! Yeah!

[Taylor]
That is so weird to see us on TV.

[Jessi] I know.

[Mikayla] I think tensions
are definitely weird with Demi.

I think it's weird that she's showing up
to these things as "MomTok,"

like, she's at the table with us
at Dancing with the Stars for MomTok,

but she's also not here
and she hasn't been here and not around.

So it's, again, just coming

when the opportunities are there
and when it's convenient

but then peaces out behind the scenes

where she's not actually fixing
any of these friendships

or doesn't even have a real friendship
with any in the group right now,

as far as I'm concerned.

So, yeah, it's definitely awkward.

[line ringing]

[Taylor] Oh, wait. Oh, wait.

-[Demi] How you doing?
-[Layla] Good, how are you?

[Demi] Good.

Question: are you gonna tell me yet
why you're not doing--

Like, why you're not filming yet anymore?

[Demi] Oh, yeah, it's just you've dragged
my name through the absolute mud

and made me look like a monster.

On top of that,
you're gonna bring my daughter into it,

like, that's where I draw the line.

Definitely feel like this is another case
of Demi trying to control the narrative.

Initially, it was the women that
she was not wanting to come around,

and now it's her daughter,
and it's just-- it's really confusing.

I feel like it switches
depending on which way the wind's blowing.

And I feel like she should just stick
to a narrative of why she's not around

and hold true to that.

So, did you ask them to, like,
edit it out, and they said no?

[Demi] First and foremost,
you're not telling it truthfully.

You're telling it from his perspective.

And... something's weird, dude,

like it literally feels
a consp-- like a conspiracy

to make me look like
this fucking monster that I'm not.

I'm already enduring that.

You guys are disgusting. I don't get it.

[Layla] Oh, damn.

Obviously, some of the girls
are not gonna be very stoked over,

like, you coming and going, and kind of--

It makes it hard
to, like, move forward in a way,

and be able
to reconcile those relationships

where it just kind of
always feels like it's on edge.

They're wondering, like,
why you're not here right now,

so I already told them that you told me
that you're not filming right now.

So, like, I just think people are confused

'cause I-- this is the first time

that I've heard the context
of why you're leaving.

Um, but I think it's just the principle
that, like, this is the, like, third time

that this has kind of happened in a way.

I feel like they do have a right to know
why you came and gone.

[Demi]
They can call me. They can call me.

I don't appreciate you calling me
to get information

and then going and telling the girls, so--

They have a right
to know, though, in a way.

[Demi] Tell them to call me.

[Taylor] I do get frustrated
that Demi comes and goes.

She doesn't let us know prior,

so we get surprised of like,
"Oh, I'm-- You're not-- I'm not coming."

It's like, more pressure, like,
on us filming-wise.

Obviously, we're trying to get
every aspect of our lives,

and that's what this is for,

is like, all of us to share,
and that's what we signed up for.

When one gets to, like, hide,

I don't think it's fair, to be honest.

Be like wiggling things around of like,

"Oh, if I get this then I will come back,"

and-- and so, like,
that is very... frustrating.

[Demi] They can get it from me.

Okay. Okay, bye.

[Jessi] That was wild.

It's like, you're the one who did this,
all we're doing is talking about it.

[Taylor] What are you wanting them
to remove, the facts?

Okay, hold on,
she doesn't wanna film, right?

But then she goes on
Dancing with the Stars on live television,

and she has no problem coming out
in her dress,

and sitting with
The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives.

But she's not filming.

I'm so sick of people leaving

and then expecting us
to chase them for answers.

[♪ tense music playing]

[Taylor] Harry just showed up.

-[Miranda] Oh, he did?
-Yeah.

That's crazy.

Mason pulls me aside and tells me
that Harry's coming over to see Taylor,

and it's not cool, it actually sucks ass.

It just put me
in a really weird spot, like, instantly

to where I was like, "Okay, what do I do?"

Dude, I'm gonna fuck someone up.

Like-- I feel like I'm gonna
get in a fight tonight or something.

Yeah.

-Holy shit, you're tall.
-Hi, how are you?

-Hi, every--
-Hi.

-Wow, there's a child!
-Yeah, there's Mormons here.

Wow, okay.

-[Mikayla] I'm like, "This my baby."
-Who's this?

This is Mikayla and Lottie.

-This is little Lottie.
-[Mikayla] Yeah, this is Lottie.

-The sweetest little thing.
-[Mikayla] Yeah, she is sweet.

Hey, what up, naughty girl?

[indistinct chatter]

Wow, this is crazy.

-[Mayci] This this Jacob.
-[Jacob] I just heard your voice in there,

-and was like, is that Harry? What's up?
-How you doing? Nice to meet you.

[Dakota] Like, what the fuck is my life?

I'm serious, though.
Like, what the fuck, dude?

What are you looking for?

Like a green flag, honestly,
just like a good green flag, but--

[Jessi] She attracts red ones though, so.

I knew inviting Harry
would make Dakota uncomfortable

but if he wants to sleep
with someone on TV,

some ho, then so can I.
Two can play at this game.

This is like awkward as fuck.

It's shit like this, though, is like,

"All right, you obviously
give a fuck about Dakota still,

'cause this is crazy to me."

A lot of this stuff she does
I feel like is very vindictive

and is to just hurt me.

I've never done that to Taylor.

And, I've, like, never gone out of my way
to try to hurt Taylor.

Yeah, I don't think there's any more
malicious shit you could do than this.

Don't even dare.

He rubs everything in my face.

What did he rub in your face?

-Are you serious?
-[Jordan] Yeah. What?

What about when you liked my friend?

Mm, weren't you just at the villa,
you know, like fucking in a bathroom?

It's just like-- It's just tough
considering the timing.

-It's just hard. I think it's--
-I know.

It was tough when I had a newborn baby
and you told me about [bleep]

and I don't give a flying fuck
if it's tough.

That's my bachelorette. [laughs]

[Taylor]
Oh, gosh. I'm gonna have fun!

Your book comes out in October, right?

I asked Jessi if she wanted to host it.
She's like, "Yeah."

And then we were supposed
to do an Unwell event.

She texted me today saying, like--
that she was basically choosing that.

"Mayci, how do you feel that
Jessi chose the Unwell event over yours?"

This is one of--

-one of my baby daddies.
-Fun.

[Mayci]
I am really concerned for Taylor

and this toxic cycle
that she's in with Dakota.

Ew!

What the fuck?

It is hard, I feel like, on MomTok.

You know what we're all so tired of?

I knew you were gonna bring that one up.
But does it affect you as a whole?

Yeah.

You know what, I don't do that.

This is a good reminder
that you're not a good guy.

♪♪

♪ I just wanna get away for the weekend ♪

♪ For the weekend.
for the weekend ♪

♪ I just wanna feel the sun
start to sink in ♪

♪ Start to sink in, start to sink ♪

♪ Now I can say that we got through ♪

♪ But I couldn't have done it
without you ♪