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[birds chirping]
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[children chattering faintly]
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[dog barking]
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[laughter]
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-[birds chirping]
-[traffic rumbling quietly]
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[children chattering faintly]
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[faint, indistinct chatter
continues]
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STELLA: We never speak about
what happened in Belfast.
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-[bell jingling]
-[quiet chatter]
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♪ ♪
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Perhaps because beforehand
we were so full of hope.
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-CHILD: Hi, Mrs. Gilmore.
-YOUNG STELLA: Hello.
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[gunshots]
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[children screaming]
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♪ ♪
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STELLA: But a single day can
change the course of any life.
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[medical monitor beeping]
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[babies crying]
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♪ ♪
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Leaving Ireland,
leaving our home...
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...alone,
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unmoored, adrift.
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-And now...
-GERRY: Five?
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...we seem to have become
exiles from each other
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and the promises we made.
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[blows softly]
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The promise I made.
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♪ Oh-oh, yes ♪
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♪ I'm the great pretender ♪
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["The Great Pretender"
by The Platters playing]
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♪ Pretending that
I'm doing well ♪
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♪ My need is such ♪
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♪ I pretend too much ♪
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♪ I'm lonely ♪
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[over radio]:
♪ But no one can tell... ♪
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Bye, then.
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Bye, darling.
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Sure I can't tempt you?
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What's that?
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[Stella chuckles]
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♪ I played the game ♪
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♪ But to my real shame ♪
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-[door opens]
-♪ You've left me ♪
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-[door closes]
-♪ To grieve... ♪
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[dogs barking in distance]
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CONGREGATION:
♪ Snow had fallen ♪
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♪ Snow on snow ♪
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♪ Snow on snow... ♪
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PRIEST:
The body of Christ.
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-James...
-Amen.
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...chapter four,
verse 14 tells us
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you do not even know
what will happen tomorrow.
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What is your life?
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You are a mist that appears
for a little while
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and then vanishes.
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On this night of the year
more than any other,
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we are reminded
to cherish those...
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STELLA: I just wanted to say,
have a lovely Christmas.
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-Oh, happy Christmas, dear.
-Yeah, so nice to see you.
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-Yeah.
-See you soon.
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Okay.
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Good night.
Happy Christmas to you.
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-Merry Christmas.
-Good night.
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[chuckling]:
Oh, sorry.
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[sighs, sniffs]
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[groans, sniffs]
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[locks clicking]
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STELLA:
I'm back.
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[chuckling]:
It's freezing out there.
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[Gerry snoring]
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[sighs]
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[snoring continues]
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[classical music playing
faintly over headphones]
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[sighs]
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[faint, distant chatter]
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♪ ♪
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[door opens]
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[sets plate down]
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[takes deep breath]
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[printer whirring]
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[choral music playing quietly]
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STELLA:
It's ringing.
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It's the answer machine.
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-GERRY: Leave a message.
-Aye.
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[phone beeps]
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Hi, Michael.
It's Mum and Dad here.
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Not sure what time it is
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-where you are.
-GERRY: Merry Christmas, son.
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Give Toby a kiss from Granddad.
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[chuckles]
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Just calling to see how you
and the family are settling in.
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You know, first Christmas
in your new abode.
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All right, well, uh,
we're around, so...
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Lots of love.
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[choral music continues
playing quietly]
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What's this?
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Surprise.
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Don't tell me. Don't tell me.
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[Stella chuckling]
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Shoes.
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[both chuckling]
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It's a little something--
for both of us.
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GERRY:
Amsterdam?
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I thought it was time
for an adventure.
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That's... fantastic.
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[both laughing]
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-[stammers] Flights, hotel?
-Mm.
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You've outdone yourself,
Mrs. Gilmore.
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Start the New Year off
with a bang.
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You'd better believe it.
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[both laughing]
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[sighs] You and me.
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Me and you.
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♪ ♪
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GERRY: Do you have
the passports, or do I?
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STELLA: Passports,
eye drops, phone charger.
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All in your shoulder bag.
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GERRY:
What about my special shampoo?
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STELLA:
That, too.
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Uh, what's the limit again?
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That's six minutes.
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Someone whose opinion I trust
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once said I was flamboyant
wearing this.
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I was never entirely sure
whether that was a good thing
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or a bad thing.
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Oh, no, the knot's all wrong.
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-What?
-Here.
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[Gerry sighs]
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STELLA:
Right.
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-[Stella giggling]
-Don't choke me.
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-It's tempting.
-[laughing]
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-All right.
-There.
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-That's better.
-Yeah. That's good.
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-Okay. I'll...
-Right.
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Oh, that's seven minutes.
I'm calling them.
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[car horn honking]
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Uh, there's the taxi now.
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Oh!
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Right. Uh...
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-Uh, case.
-Right.
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00:10:55,350 --> 00:10:57,526
-Is that everything?
-Uh, yeah. Think so.
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Sure? [sighs]
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[locks clicking]
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♪ ♪
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[indistinct chatter]
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Well, some people have
more luggage than sense.
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There it is.
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GERRY: Where did you say
the shampoo was again?
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[indistinct chatter]
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Sweet before takeoff, modom?
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[chiming]
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FLIGHT ATTENDANT: For
everyone's comfort and safety,
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would you please place
all hand baggage
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under the seats in front of you
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or in the overhead lockers,
providing they will close.
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00:11:58,979 --> 00:12:00,763
Oh. Nearly forgot.
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00:12:00,807 --> 00:12:02,112
What?
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00:12:03,897 --> 00:12:06,377
-Stop you from being sick.
-How?
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00:12:07,639 --> 00:12:09,903
It's a wristband.
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Someone at church
recommended them.
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Presses on
your pulse point here.
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I'd be better off
saying a prayer.
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Please, God, don't make me
vomit on this flight.
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[Gerry laughs]
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-[bells chiming]
-[birds chirping]
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♪ ♪
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[sighs]
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-STELLA: All right?
-GERRY: Yeah.
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STELLA:
Looks nice.
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-GERRY: Hello.
-STELLA: Hello.
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-RECEPTIONIST: Hello.
-GERRY: How are you?
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RECEPTIONIST:
Welcome to Amsterdam.
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STELLA:
Thank you.
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-Oh. [sniffs]
-[Gerry clears throat]
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[Stella chuckles]
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-[sniffs]
-[bell dings]
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Here we are.
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[Gerry grunts]
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STELLA:
Huh. Hard to tell.
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GERRY:
Let's try this way.
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Yeah, this is it.
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[groans, sighs]
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-Try the other one.
-[sighs]
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-[beeps]
-BOTH: Oh.
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-There you go. We're in.
-[laughs]
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Let there be...
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-...light.
-[chuckles]
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Oh, very nice.
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Oh.
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It's bigger than I thought.
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It's lovely.
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GERRY:
Yeah.
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STELLA: Oh, would you look
at that gray sky?
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[horn honks in distance]
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Maybe next time,
you book somewhere
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in one of
the sunnier hemispheres?
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[Stella chuckling]
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Time to test the bed.
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-[groans]
-[Stella chuckles]
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-[sighs]
-How is it?
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Hard as a brick runway.
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[both laugh]
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[sighs] Perfect.
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In fact, uh...
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I might have a wee snooze.
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00:14:45,362 --> 00:14:46,973
Oh, it's the middle
of the afternoon.
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So?
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So, you never take a nap
in the middle of the afternoon.
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00:14:50,759 --> 00:14:53,022
Yeah, but we're on holiday.
It's always different.
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-You don't mind, do you?
-Oh, if you insist.
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-Half an hour. No more.
-[both laughing]
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Chocolate, sir?
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Oh, thank you, modom.
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00:15:01,465 --> 00:15:03,119
[Stella chuckles]
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[Gerry sighs]
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Oh, lovely.
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This is the life.
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00:15:15,566 --> 00:15:17,003
[Stella chuckles]
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00:15:21,616 --> 00:15:23,096
[Stella chuckles softly]
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♪ ♪
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-Ooh.
-[both chuckle]
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[elevator bell dings]
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-Ah. Hello.
-Hello.
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00:15:33,280 --> 00:15:34,803
Good evening.
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00:15:34,846 --> 00:15:37,371
Um, could you recommend
somewhere not too pricey
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-for a drink this evening?
-You are in the right place.
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Amsterdam is
so full of options.
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-Right.
-Oh.
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[traffic light clicking rapidly]
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-[distant siren]
-[lively chatter]
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[bicycle bell dings]
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["The Mermaid" by Folksurprise
playing]
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♪ And the ocean waves do roll ♪
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♪ And the stormy winds
do blow... ♪
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STELLA: Trust you to find the
only Irish pub in Amsterdam.
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00:16:04,311 --> 00:16:07,053
God, a well-built ant
could piss more.
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STELLA:
And that's a double.
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00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:10,186
You're learning.
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00:16:10,230 --> 00:16:12,275
Killing you with kindness.
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00:16:15,191 --> 00:16:16,671
You and me.
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00:16:17,715 --> 00:16:19,543
Me and you.
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♪ This pretty mermaid
has warned me of our doom... ♪
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I suppose we're lucky
to have each other to ignore.
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[laughs]
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♪ And the ocean waves do roll ♪
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♪ And the stormy winds do blow ♪
247
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♪ And we poor sailors
are skipping at the top... ♪
248
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The arrogance of amplification
in a space this size.
249
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You used to like this one.
250
00:16:43,045 --> 00:16:45,743
♪ While the landlubbers
lie down below ♪
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♪ This pretty mermaid
has warned me of our doom ♪
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♪ We will sink to the bottom
of the sea ♪
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[singing along]:
♪ For me ♪
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♪ And the ocean waves do roll ♪
255
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♪ And the stormy winds do blow ♪
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[fading]:
♪ And we poor sailors... ♪
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♪ ♪
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GERRY: You know,
it's Ireland's greatest export:
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a bullshit lesson
on how to enjoy yourself.
260
00:17:14,598 --> 00:17:17,079
-That and the car bomb.
-Oh, would you...
261
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Would you come away
from the edge?
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-Gives me the weirdest feeling.
-What does?
263
00:17:28,308 --> 00:17:29,700
STELLA:
Come on.
264
00:17:31,528 --> 00:17:34,792
-GERRY: All right.
-All right. Hold my arm.
265
00:17:34,836 --> 00:17:36,881
You're a liability, you are.
266
00:17:36,925 --> 00:17:38,100
[bathwater running
in other room]
267
00:17:38,144 --> 00:17:40,842
[reporter speaking Dutch
over TV]
268
00:17:40,885 --> 00:17:42,974
[bathwater continues running]
269
00:17:51,331 --> 00:17:54,116
♪ ♪
270
00:17:54,160 --> 00:17:56,553
-[birds chirping]
-[children chattering faintly]
271
00:18:08,565 --> 00:18:10,480
[chatter in Dutch over TV]
272
00:18:10,524 --> 00:18:12,569
[bathwater continues running
in other room]
273
00:18:28,846 --> 00:18:30,761
[bathwater stops]
274
00:18:32,023 --> 00:18:34,113
[splashing in other room]
275
00:18:34,156 --> 00:18:36,202
♪ ♪
276
00:18:38,421 --> 00:18:40,467
[TV continues in other room]
277
00:18:48,257 --> 00:18:50,694
[Dutch chatter,
laughter over TV]
278
00:18:58,572 --> 00:19:00,748
[water splashing in other room]
279
00:19:06,493 --> 00:19:08,538
[bathwater draining
in other room]
280
00:19:24,467 --> 00:19:26,165
[grunts softly]
281
00:19:29,472 --> 00:19:31,039
[changes channel]
282
00:19:31,082 --> 00:19:33,215
REPORTER [over TV]:
Unlike the Provisional IRA,
283
00:19:33,259 --> 00:19:36,087
the new IRA possesses
limited weaponry.
284
00:19:36,131 --> 00:19:39,482
It's enough to mount a campaign
but not on the same scale
285
00:19:39,526 --> 00:19:42,398
as the paramilitary groups
of the past.
286
00:19:42,442 --> 00:19:44,879
Following its ceasefire in 1994,
287
00:19:44,922 --> 00:19:47,186
the Provisional IRA
decommissioned
288
00:19:47,229 --> 00:19:49,884
the bulk of its arsenal,
much of it supplied by Libya...
289
00:19:49,927 --> 00:19:52,016
On and on it goes.
290
00:19:53,148 --> 00:19:54,628
Aye.
291
00:19:54,671 --> 00:19:57,021
Are you, uh, done in there?
292
00:19:57,065 --> 00:19:58,588
Aye.
293
00:19:58,632 --> 00:20:00,460
MAN [over TV]: Forensic
examination has revealed
294
00:20:00,503 --> 00:20:03,071
that some of the weapons seized
from dissident Republicans
295
00:20:03,114 --> 00:20:05,116
trace back
to the original stockpiles
296
00:20:05,160 --> 00:20:07,075
of the Provisional IRA.
297
00:20:07,118 --> 00:20:10,818
There are some figures,
some senior leadership figures,
298
00:20:10,861 --> 00:20:13,124
who never bought
into the peace process...
299
00:20:13,168 --> 00:20:15,214
[TV continues quietly]
300
00:20:19,870 --> 00:20:21,568
[TV shuts off]
301
00:20:34,058 --> 00:20:36,147
S-Stella.
302
00:20:36,191 --> 00:20:37,627
Have you seen my statins?
303
00:20:43,546 --> 00:20:45,156
Stella.
304
00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:47,246
My statins-- have you seen them?
305
00:20:54,601 --> 00:20:56,646
[Gerry sighs]
306
00:20:59,170 --> 00:21:02,086
Have you looked in the wash bag?
307
00:21:02,130 --> 00:21:04,263
-Uh...
-[Stella sighs]
308
00:21:11,879 --> 00:21:13,707
STELLA:
Mm. There.
309
00:21:15,230 --> 00:21:16,710
Sorry.
310
00:21:29,026 --> 00:21:30,071
[exhales sharply]
311
00:21:30,114 --> 00:21:31,986
[breathing deeply]
312
00:21:32,029 --> 00:21:34,118
♪ ♪
313
00:21:46,870 --> 00:21:48,263
[bell clangs]
314
00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:49,656
STELLA:
It's a religious community.
315
00:21:49,699 --> 00:21:51,135
GERRY:
A convent?
316
00:21:51,179 --> 00:21:53,224
STELLA: Uh, no, uh,
more like a sanctuary.
317
00:21:54,225 --> 00:21:55,357
I think it's that way.
318
00:21:55,401 --> 00:21:57,359
GERRY:
You think or you know?
319
00:21:57,403 --> 00:21:59,230
'Cause having a map and knowing
the way are not the same thing.
320
00:21:59,274 --> 00:22:00,797
STELLA:
Oh, shush.
321
00:22:13,941 --> 00:22:15,943
Behold.
322
00:22:15,986 --> 00:22:17,814
The Begijnhof.
323
00:22:19,642 --> 00:22:21,340
-In there?
-Mm.
324
00:22:23,907 --> 00:22:26,693
-Lead on.
-[both chuckle]
325
00:22:26,736 --> 00:22:28,825
♪ ♪
326
00:22:40,097 --> 00:22:42,143
[Stella sighs]
327
00:22:42,186 --> 00:22:43,536
[chuckles]
328
00:22:45,538 --> 00:22:47,235
[hushed]:
It's home to some of the oldest
329
00:22:47,278 --> 00:22:48,976
buildings in the city.
330
00:22:49,019 --> 00:22:51,457
For women who wanted
to live alone.
331
00:22:51,500 --> 00:22:55,548
A sisterhood
of unmarried Catholic women.
332
00:22:57,114 --> 00:23:01,423
In the 1600s,
Catholic worship was...
333
00:23:01,467 --> 00:23:05,601
was banned by the Protestant
powers that be.
334
00:23:05,645 --> 00:23:07,995
Why are we whispering?
335
00:23:08,038 --> 00:23:10,127
[Stella laughs]
336
00:23:12,521 --> 00:23:15,002
Public mass wasn't allowed,
337
00:23:15,045 --> 00:23:19,833
so they used to do it
in their own homes, you know?
338
00:23:19,876 --> 00:23:21,443
In secret.
339
00:23:21,487 --> 00:23:23,837
Yeah, which is why
it doesn't look like a church
340
00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:25,795
-from the outside.
-It's camouflaged.
341
00:23:25,839 --> 00:23:29,712
They lived like nuns but...
342
00:23:29,756 --> 00:23:34,021
without all the...
all the vows and what have you.
343
00:23:38,199 --> 00:23:39,592
Hmm.
344
00:23:44,553 --> 00:23:47,338
Reminds me of
van Gogh's prison yard.
345
00:23:47,382 --> 00:23:49,166
Nonsense.
346
00:23:50,298 --> 00:23:51,473
Excuse me.
347
00:23:51,517 --> 00:23:54,215
Uh, is-is the church open yet?
348
00:23:54,258 --> 00:23:56,826
[Irish accent]: Which church
were you hoping to see?
349
00:23:56,870 --> 00:23:58,393
[laughing]:
Oh, you're Irish.
350
00:23:58,437 --> 00:23:59,699
-She's Irish.
-[Gerry chuckles]
351
00:23:59,742 --> 00:24:01,440
Guilty as charged.
352
00:24:01,483 --> 00:24:04,747
Waterford originally, but I've
lived all over, really.
353
00:24:04,791 --> 00:24:06,053
County Derry.
354
00:24:06,096 --> 00:24:07,968
From a townland
nobody's heard of
355
00:24:08,011 --> 00:24:09,926
-in a place nobody knows.
-[chuckles]
356
00:24:09,970 --> 00:24:11,232
Do you live here?
357
00:24:11,275 --> 00:24:14,322
Oh, yes,
I'm one of the lucky ones.
358
00:24:14,365 --> 00:24:16,106
And what brings you
to Amsterdam?
359
00:24:18,152 --> 00:24:20,415
Well, um...
360
00:24:20,459 --> 00:24:22,722
we're not getting
any younger, so...
361
00:24:23,940 --> 00:24:25,594
-[chuckles]
-[Stella chuckling]
362
00:24:25,638 --> 00:24:27,204
And tell me again,
363
00:24:27,248 --> 00:24:28,858
which of the churches was it
you wanted to see?
364
00:24:28,902 --> 00:24:30,207
The Catholic one.
365
00:24:30,251 --> 00:24:31,557
Oh.
366
00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:32,862
It's just through here.
367
00:24:32,906 --> 00:24:35,169
Oh, thank you.
368
00:24:35,212 --> 00:24:36,562
-Okay.
-Gerry.
369
00:25:11,597 --> 00:25:13,860
♪ ♪
370
00:25:33,662 --> 00:25:35,708
♪ ♪
371
00:25:54,944 --> 00:25:56,990
♪ ♪
372
00:26:03,910 --> 00:26:07,304
GERRY:
"The miracle of Amsterdam."
373
00:26:10,264 --> 00:26:12,483
Ye olde graphic novel.
374
00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:31,938
"In the year 1345
in the city of Amsterdam,
375
00:26:31,981 --> 00:26:36,290
a man lay dying in a house
on Kalverstraat."
376
00:26:36,333 --> 00:26:38,248
Solid opening gambit.
377
00:26:39,554 --> 00:26:43,471
"A priest came
and gave the man communion.
378
00:26:43,514 --> 00:26:47,910
"After he had gone,
the sick man felt so unwell
379
00:26:47,954 --> 00:26:50,391
that he vomited up
the sacred host..."
380
00:26:50,434 --> 00:26:52,872
-Lovely.
-"...into a bowl."
381
00:26:54,830 --> 00:26:57,050
That's really put me
in the mood for lunch.
382
00:26:58,442 --> 00:27:01,794
"The man died the next morning,
and his maid,
383
00:27:01,837 --> 00:27:07,321
"she threw the contents
of the bowl into the fire.
384
00:27:07,364 --> 00:27:08,931
"However, the following day,
385
00:27:08,975 --> 00:27:13,196
"when the maid checked
the fireplace...
386
00:27:15,242 --> 00:27:19,986
"...there it was, the host...
387
00:27:22,379 --> 00:27:25,905
...untouched by the flames."
388
00:27:25,948 --> 00:27:28,037
♪ ♪
389
00:27:32,389 --> 00:27:37,612
The priest had this place built
to commemorate the miracle.
390
00:27:40,049 --> 00:27:41,442
Which was?
391
00:27:45,141 --> 00:27:47,578
The indestructible host.
392
00:27:47,622 --> 00:27:50,146
Well, it seems a bit...
393
00:27:50,190 --> 00:27:53,672
minor league as miracles go.
394
00:27:53,715 --> 00:27:56,109
You know, a fireproof wafer.
395
00:27:56,152 --> 00:27:57,850
You know as well as I do, Gerry,
396
00:27:57,893 --> 00:27:59,765
that miracles come
in all shapes and sizes.
397
00:27:59,808 --> 00:28:04,204
Stella, what happened to you
was not miraculous.
398
00:28:04,247 --> 00:28:07,424
Right, it was perfectly within
the bounds of possibilit...
399
00:28:15,432 --> 00:28:17,521
♪ ♪
400
00:28:21,003 --> 00:28:23,005
[bicycle bells dinging]
401
00:28:27,140 --> 00:28:29,142
[speaking Dutch]
402
00:28:36,976 --> 00:28:38,717
[case pops open]
403
00:28:41,937 --> 00:28:44,679
GERRY: Every time I open
my glasses case nowadays,
404
00:28:44,723 --> 00:28:47,508
I'm pleasantly surprised
to find my glasses.
405
00:28:48,683 --> 00:28:50,467
Now, that's a miracle.
406
00:29:01,522 --> 00:29:04,220
The model married couple.
407
00:29:04,264 --> 00:29:06,570
I think you can see
how much he cherishes her.
408
00:29:14,883 --> 00:29:18,234
Why is she protecting
her stomach?
409
00:29:18,278 --> 00:29:20,367
♪ ♪
410
00:29:30,116 --> 00:29:32,118
[quiet chatter]
411
00:29:34,424 --> 00:29:36,165
[Stella groans softly]
412
00:29:44,391 --> 00:29:46,436
Everything all right?
413
00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:48,438
Oh, my feet are throbbing.
414
00:29:48,482 --> 00:29:50,049
I've been on my pegs
all morning.
415
00:29:50,092 --> 00:29:52,355
Ah. You're not going
to chicken out, are you?
416
00:29:52,399 --> 00:29:54,183
No, no. It's a pit stop.
417
00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:57,491
Okay.
418
00:29:57,534 --> 00:30:01,060
Look, I can't not see
The Night Watch,so...
419
00:30:01,103 --> 00:30:02,975
-No.
-So, um, why don't we meet
420
00:30:03,018 --> 00:30:06,239
in the café in, uh...
421
00:30:06,282 --> 00:30:08,545
-30 minutes for a bit of lunch?
-Sure.
422
00:30:08,589 --> 00:30:10,112
Okay?
423
00:30:10,156 --> 00:30:12,071
All right.
424
00:30:12,114 --> 00:30:13,637
See ya.
425
00:30:17,859 --> 00:30:20,253
♪ ♪
426
00:30:20,296 --> 00:30:22,298
[quiet chatter]
427
00:30:39,794 --> 00:30:41,274
[Gerry exhales sharply]
428
00:30:41,317 --> 00:30:44,494
That cold,
it would cut right through you.
429
00:30:44,538 --> 00:30:47,497
[both sigh]
430
00:30:49,717 --> 00:30:51,980
[Gerry groans]
431
00:30:52,024 --> 00:30:55,462
[both sighing]
432
00:31:02,121 --> 00:31:04,427
[Gerry grunts]
433
00:31:04,471 --> 00:31:06,952
Ah, God.
434
00:31:06,995 --> 00:31:09,345
STELLA:
Oh. [chuckles]
435
00:31:09,389 --> 00:31:11,565
GERRY:
Oh, yeah. [chuckles]
436
00:31:11,608 --> 00:31:14,568
[both continue sighing]
437
00:31:19,965 --> 00:31:23,185
Would-would you look what
these socks have done to me.
438
00:31:23,229 --> 00:31:24,752
Egg timer.
439
00:31:24,795 --> 00:31:26,362
Look. Feel it.
440
00:31:26,406 --> 00:31:28,408
Uh, no, I'm happy to forgo that
at the moment.
441
00:31:28,451 --> 00:31:30,410
[Gerry groans]
442
00:31:30,453 --> 00:31:32,760
Oh, God.
443
00:31:32,803 --> 00:31:35,154
[Gerry grunting]
444
00:31:35,197 --> 00:31:36,938
Stop it.
445
00:31:36,982 --> 00:31:40,159
[groans] The only thing that
feels better than this is...
446
00:31:40,202 --> 00:31:42,813
-You'll make it worse.
-[chuckling]
447
00:31:42,857 --> 00:31:47,993
Oh, I know you shouldn't,
but when you give in, Stella...
448
00:31:48,036 --> 00:31:50,082
-when you give in...
-You'll draw blood.
449
00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:51,997
-[Gerry grunts]
-[Stella sighs]
450
00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:53,737
[sighs]
451
00:31:53,781 --> 00:31:55,914
Oh, that's better.
452
00:31:55,957 --> 00:31:59,352
[breathing heavily]
453
00:32:07,186 --> 00:32:08,361
What?
454
00:32:18,675 --> 00:32:20,547
[Stella chuckles]
455
00:32:23,767 --> 00:32:25,682
[Stella chuckles]
456
00:33:16,342 --> 00:33:17,691
[Gerry grunts]
457
00:33:17,734 --> 00:33:19,127
Help us with this, will you?
458
00:33:19,171 --> 00:33:21,434
[both laughing]
459
00:33:31,139 --> 00:33:32,749
Gerry?
460
00:33:34,229 --> 00:33:35,665
Hmm?
461
00:33:43,717 --> 00:33:46,937
Do you ever think about
where you'd like to be buried?
462
00:33:49,201 --> 00:33:51,942
Other than with you, you mean?
463
00:33:54,641 --> 00:33:57,470
At home or in Scotland, I mean.
464
00:34:00,125 --> 00:34:02,214
Is Scotland not home?
465
00:34:10,352 --> 00:34:14,052
What happens
when all of this stops?
466
00:34:14,095 --> 00:34:16,793
Then...
467
00:34:16,837 --> 00:34:18,752
there'll be no more.
468
00:34:25,019 --> 00:34:27,500
And what'll be the point then?
469
00:34:41,601 --> 00:34:43,690
♪ ♪
470
00:34:48,434 --> 00:34:50,479
-[bell tolling]
-[birds chirping]
471
00:34:52,742 --> 00:34:54,788
[quiet chatter]
472
00:35:01,055 --> 00:35:03,666
-[glass clinks]
-[drink pouring]
473
00:35:12,762 --> 00:35:14,503
[grunts softly]
474
00:35:26,994 --> 00:35:29,083
[drink pouring]
475
00:35:31,651 --> 00:35:33,696
[water running]
476
00:35:38,701 --> 00:35:41,617
-[loud thud, Stella gasps]
-GERRY: Fuck! Jesus!
477
00:35:41,661 --> 00:35:44,577
-Stella! [groans]
-Yes, I'm coming, Gerry.
478
00:35:44,620 --> 00:35:46,231
-I slipped.
-Oh, come on.
479
00:35:46,274 --> 00:35:48,015
-[grunting]
-Come on.
480
00:35:48,058 --> 00:35:50,191
It's all right. It's all right.
481
00:35:50,235 --> 00:35:52,062
God... [laughing]
482
00:35:52,106 --> 00:35:53,803
-Oh, God.
-It's no laughing matter.
483
00:35:53,847 --> 00:35:55,675
All right.
484
00:35:55,718 --> 00:35:57,720
Wait a minute.
Let's get this on you.
485
00:35:57,764 --> 00:35:59,200
It's all right. It's all right.
486
00:35:59,244 --> 00:36:02,334
[Gerry groaning, panting]
487
00:36:02,377 --> 00:36:04,162
Get your legs over.
488
00:36:06,642 --> 00:36:08,209
All right, come on.
One at a time.
489
00:36:08,253 --> 00:36:09,819
[Gerry grunting]
490
00:36:09,863 --> 00:36:11,386
I could've been a goner.
491
00:36:11,430 --> 00:36:14,084
-Oh, shh. You're all right.
-[shuts off water]
492
00:36:14,128 --> 00:36:17,087
-There. Oh.
-[groans, pants]
493
00:36:17,131 --> 00:36:19,002
-There's no bath mat.
-Oh.
494
00:36:19,046 --> 00:36:21,048
[Gerry breathing heavily]
495
00:36:21,091 --> 00:36:22,789
Every bath should have
a rubber mat.
496
00:36:22,832 --> 00:36:24,356
I know. I know.
497
00:36:24,399 --> 00:36:26,271
Oh. Oh, you're all right.
498
00:36:26,314 --> 00:36:28,838
Come on, now. Steady. Steady.
499
00:36:28,882 --> 00:36:31,014
-Oh, you're shaking.
-[grunts]
500
00:36:31,058 --> 00:36:34,453
-[continues breathing heavily]
-Good man. Good man.
501
00:36:34,496 --> 00:36:35,845
Sorry.
502
00:36:35,889 --> 00:36:37,543
I didn't mean to laugh.
503
00:36:37,586 --> 00:36:39,675
♪ ♪
504
00:36:56,126 --> 00:36:57,737
-[groans softly]
-You all right?
505
00:36:57,780 --> 00:36:59,347
Yeah, yeah.
506
00:37:03,786 --> 00:37:06,963
[cork squeaks, pops]
507
00:37:08,835 --> 00:37:10,315
GERRY:
Oh, just pour away.
508
00:37:10,358 --> 00:37:12,404
-SERVER: Sure?
-GERRY: I'm sure it's fine.
509
00:37:22,370 --> 00:37:24,894
Ah.
510
00:37:24,938 --> 00:37:26,766
-STELLA and SERVER: Thank you.
-GERRY: Thanks.
511
00:37:28,550 --> 00:37:29,856
[Stella clears throat]
512
00:37:29,899 --> 00:37:32,772
Moderation in all things.
513
00:37:34,991 --> 00:37:37,385
-Especially moderation.
-Moderation.
514
00:37:42,303 --> 00:37:43,957
Mm.
515
00:37:48,657 --> 00:37:50,006
[Gerry grunts softly]
516
00:37:54,968 --> 00:37:57,449
There's something
I'd like to talk to you about.
517
00:38:05,935 --> 00:38:09,939
Gerry, I'm tired of living
the way we do.
518
00:38:09,983 --> 00:38:13,029
-[scoffs]
-I keep...
519
00:38:13,073 --> 00:38:16,598
I keep f-feeling at a loose end,
520
00:38:16,642 --> 00:38:18,687
you know, at home.
521
00:38:18,731 --> 00:38:21,951
What with Michael gone,
and-and it doesn't sound like
522
00:38:21,995 --> 00:38:24,040
there's going to be
any more grandchildren.
523
00:38:25,520 --> 00:38:27,479
What's my role?
524
00:38:35,269 --> 00:38:39,186
What if we've cut the cloth
of our lives all wrong?
525
00:38:41,797 --> 00:38:44,147
There's too...
526
00:38:44,191 --> 00:38:47,107
great a sense of drift.
527
00:38:50,980 --> 00:38:53,592
And I keep thinking... I...
528
00:38:56,377 --> 00:38:59,119
I keep thinking, Gerry,
that I-I...
529
00:39:00,990 --> 00:39:03,036
I want to do something better.
530
00:39:03,079 --> 00:39:04,733
What do you mean, better?
531
00:39:04,777 --> 00:39:06,431
Better in what way?
532
00:39:08,215 --> 00:39:12,088
I want to live
a more devout life.
533
00:39:12,132 --> 00:39:14,395
It's an unfashionable word
nowadays, I know.
534
00:39:14,439 --> 00:39:16,092
Well, there's nothing wrong
with you, is there?
535
00:39:16,136 --> 00:39:18,356
Not in any physical sense, no.
536
00:39:18,399 --> 00:39:20,358
No, no, yes, but hang on
a minute, Stella.
537
00:39:20,401 --> 00:39:22,490
-Just hang on. No, it...
-No, no, no, there's nothing
538
00:39:22,534 --> 00:39:23,622
wrong with me.
539
00:39:23,665 --> 00:39:26,015
Gerry, calm yourself. No.
540
00:39:27,016 --> 00:39:28,366
[Stella sighs]
541
00:39:28,409 --> 00:39:32,848
But I'd like to make
an appointment.
542
00:39:32,892 --> 00:39:35,285
You know, the place we...
we visited this morning.
543
00:39:35,329 --> 00:39:37,287
Just to speak to someone.
544
00:39:37,331 --> 00:39:40,769
I mean, the talk was
that it's a good place
545
00:39:40,813 --> 00:39:44,643
for women like me who want
to live a more religious life.
546
00:39:44,686 --> 00:39:48,560
A-A community
of like-minded women
547
00:39:48,603 --> 00:39:51,998
interested in-in exploring
the big questions.
548
00:39:52,041 --> 00:39:54,348
And there's somebody in there
with all the answers, is there?
549
00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:02,312
These are questions
that you have to answer
550
00:40:02,356 --> 00:40:04,140
for yourself, Gerry.
551
00:40:07,013 --> 00:40:09,363
[Gerry scoffs, chuckles]
552
00:40:09,407 --> 00:40:12,105
We should order. I'm famished.
553
00:40:21,854 --> 00:40:23,856
[faucet running]
554
00:40:25,597 --> 00:40:27,294
[faucet stops]
555
00:40:40,742 --> 00:40:42,788
[Gerry continues brushing teeth]
556
00:40:48,228 --> 00:40:50,404
-[brushing stops]
-[faucet running]
557
00:40:53,102 --> 00:40:54,669
[Gerry grunts softly]
558
00:41:00,893 --> 00:41:02,895
-[Gerry grunts]
-[faucet stops]
559
00:41:09,510 --> 00:41:11,556
Did you take your statins?
560
00:41:11,599 --> 00:41:12,818
Yeah.
561
00:41:18,911 --> 00:41:21,957
[both sighing]
562
00:41:40,585 --> 00:41:43,588
[Gerry sighs, grunts]
563
00:41:51,813 --> 00:41:53,772
[birds squawking]
564
00:41:53,815 --> 00:41:55,817
♪ ♪
565
00:42:13,661 --> 00:42:15,663
♪ ♪
566
00:42:24,150 --> 00:42:26,021
[Gerry sighs softly]
567
00:42:26,065 --> 00:42:28,067
[quiet chatter]
568
00:42:40,732 --> 00:42:42,168
Thank you.
569
00:42:53,179 --> 00:42:54,615
[Gerry clears throat]
570
00:42:59,751 --> 00:43:01,927
Uh, are you, um...
571
00:43:03,885 --> 00:43:06,279
...any...
572
00:43:06,322 --> 00:43:10,762
easier in your mind
about yesterday?
573
00:43:20,641 --> 00:43:24,906
See, I'm trying to remember
what was said.
574
00:43:35,264 --> 00:43:37,919
Unlucky with the weather,
haven't we?
575
00:43:48,538 --> 00:43:50,845
-Stella.
-Let's eat. We should eat.
576
00:43:55,154 --> 00:43:57,199
[bells chiming]
577
00:44:03,075 --> 00:44:04,729
[bicycle bell dings]
578
00:44:06,687 --> 00:44:08,080
[Gerry grunts softly]
579
00:44:09,385 --> 00:44:11,344
[bicycle bell dinging]
580
00:44:21,963 --> 00:44:24,009
Oh, she's thought of everything.
581
00:44:28,840 --> 00:44:30,885
[quiet chatter]
582
00:44:33,453 --> 00:44:35,542
♪ ♪
583
00:44:57,564 --> 00:44:59,653
♪ ♪
584
00:45:22,632 --> 00:45:24,722
♪ ♪
585
00:45:42,348 --> 00:45:44,393
♪ ♪
586
00:46:04,370 --> 00:46:06,415
♪ ♪
587
00:46:25,783 --> 00:46:27,828
♪ ♪
588
00:46:50,198 --> 00:46:52,244
♪ ♪
589
00:46:55,856 --> 00:46:58,554
[espresso machine
steam wand hissing]
590
00:47:00,643 --> 00:47:02,384
What is it, love?
591
00:47:05,300 --> 00:47:07,346
Do you remember
Schindler's List?
592
00:47:08,390 --> 00:47:10,697
At the end?
593
00:47:10,740 --> 00:47:14,222
The pebbles on the gravestones,
the little tokens?
594
00:47:14,266 --> 00:47:17,965
I noticed something similar
at the end, on the wee shelf.
595
00:47:21,055 --> 00:47:24,319
I used to do that book
with so many classes in school.
596
00:47:24,363 --> 00:47:26,887
And so I thought... [chuckling]
597
00:47:29,237 --> 00:47:31,544
I thought,
"Why don't I leave something?"
598
00:47:32,632 --> 00:47:33,894
Yeah, and what's wrong
with that?
599
00:47:33,938 --> 00:47:35,243
Oh, it's stupid.
600
00:47:35,287 --> 00:47:37,158
-Says who?
-I've no right.
601
00:47:37,202 --> 00:47:40,074
Why? It's a perfectly
legitimate gesture.
602
00:47:40,118 --> 00:47:41,902
No, it's shameful is what it is.
603
00:47:41,946 --> 00:47:44,426
-I'm not even Jewish.
-Ah, come on, Stella.
604
00:47:44,470 --> 00:47:47,342
Don't take things so seriously.
605
00:47:47,386 --> 00:47:49,605
Gerry, if you can't take
the Holocaust seriously...
606
00:47:49,649 --> 00:47:51,216
You know what I mean, right?
607
00:47:51,259 --> 00:47:53,653
You felt something, right?
You took action.
608
00:47:53,696 --> 00:47:56,438
-You did a thoughtful thing.
-No. No.
609
00:47:56,482 --> 00:47:59,920
I did a selfish thing
to make myself feel better.
610
00:47:59,964 --> 00:48:01,835
There's a difference.
611
00:48:03,489 --> 00:48:07,493
Why is anything spiritual
so impossible for you to grasp?
612
00:48:12,019 --> 00:48:13,760
Cake?
613
00:48:15,501 --> 00:48:16,981
Cake?
614
00:48:24,336 --> 00:48:26,033
[sighs]
615
00:48:27,339 --> 00:48:29,341
♪ ♪
616
00:48:29,384 --> 00:48:31,386
[birds chirping]
617
00:48:43,746 --> 00:48:45,835
[breathing deeply]
618
00:49:04,550 --> 00:49:05,855
BARMAN AIDAN:
How you doing?
619
00:49:05,899 --> 00:49:07,596
GERRY:
Pint of stout. Thanks.
620
00:49:07,640 --> 00:49:09,424
And a...
621
00:49:09,468 --> 00:49:12,036
["Sideways to the Sun"
by Horslips playing quietly]
622
00:49:12,079 --> 00:49:14,342
...large whiskey, no ice.
623
00:49:18,738 --> 00:49:20,522
[drink pouring]
624
00:49:27,790 --> 00:49:30,445
[breathing deeply]
625
00:49:38,018 --> 00:49:40,847
Are you, uh, from Derry?
626
00:49:40,890 --> 00:49:42,762
-Donegal?
-Derry.
627
00:49:42,805 --> 00:49:45,112
GERRY: Ah.
I studied there for a while.
628
00:49:45,156 --> 00:49:46,766
-Magee College.
-Oh, yeah?
629
00:49:46,809 --> 00:49:49,421
Yeah. A bit before
your time, obviously.
630
00:49:49,464 --> 00:49:50,813
Don't tell me.
631
00:49:50,857 --> 00:49:52,815
Accountant?
632
00:49:52,859 --> 00:49:55,035
Architect.
633
00:49:55,079 --> 00:49:56,341
Same again?
634
00:49:56,384 --> 00:49:58,299
♪ To play old airs ♪
635
00:49:58,343 --> 00:50:01,259
♪ We said we could
be friends... ♪
636
00:50:01,302 --> 00:50:04,697
GERRY:
Graduated in the mid-'70s,
637
00:50:04,740 --> 00:50:07,917
and then as luck would have it,
Liam McCormick took me on.
638
00:50:10,485 --> 00:50:13,706
He was a big architect
in Belfast back then.
639
00:50:15,447 --> 00:50:21,061
And then they burnt the entire
bloody place to the ground.
640
00:50:21,105 --> 00:50:22,889
Petrol bomb.
641
00:50:22,932 --> 00:50:25,022
No one was killed, thank God.
642
00:50:26,414 --> 00:50:30,114
Aye, but all that work, though,
you know?
643
00:50:30,157 --> 00:50:33,465
Years and years of hard work
up in smoke.
644
00:50:33,508 --> 00:50:36,120
Ireland's fight
for fucking freedom.
645
00:50:36,163 --> 00:50:38,948
It wasn't long after that
that we left.
646
00:50:38,992 --> 00:50:40,472
To?
647
00:50:40,515 --> 00:50:42,343
[sucks teeth] Glasgow.
648
00:50:42,387 --> 00:50:43,518
Miss it much?
649
00:50:44,911 --> 00:50:46,086
Work?
650
00:50:46,130 --> 00:50:47,783
Home.
651
00:50:49,785 --> 00:50:52,005
♪ ♪
652
00:50:52,049 --> 00:50:54,355
You know, um...
653
00:50:54,399 --> 00:50:59,186
we used to have
these scale models.
654
00:51:02,755 --> 00:51:05,932
There was, uh,
cars the size of Dinky Toys.
655
00:51:05,975 --> 00:51:10,458
Trees as small as
those little cotton buds.
656
00:51:10,502 --> 00:51:12,199
You know?
657
00:51:12,243 --> 00:51:14,245
Tiny figurines.
658
00:51:14,288 --> 00:51:18,988
Mini churches,
libraries, streets.
659
00:51:19,032 --> 00:51:21,556
Windows were made
out of cellophane.
660
00:51:22,644 --> 00:51:24,516
They were minuscule.
661
00:51:33,742 --> 00:51:36,615
They were dis-architects,
those fellas.
662
00:51:39,226 --> 00:51:43,448
The end of human decency,
in the name of religion.
663
00:51:48,017 --> 00:51:49,454
I can still smell it.
664
00:51:51,630 --> 00:51:53,327
The black char.
665
00:51:58,898 --> 00:52:00,769
[drink pouring from tap]
666
00:52:05,383 --> 00:52:09,343
Yes, they certainly leveled
my career, anyway.
667
00:52:10,866 --> 00:52:13,434
Strictly third division
after that.
668
00:52:13,478 --> 00:52:15,697
["The Old Rustic Bridge" by Big
Tom and the Mainliners playing]
669
00:52:15,741 --> 00:52:18,309
-That was on a good day.
-Hmm.
670
00:52:20,441 --> 00:52:24,358
Ah, would you look
at the dome on that.
671
00:52:25,664 --> 00:52:27,013
[chuckles]
672
00:52:27,056 --> 00:52:30,103
Norman Foster,
eat your heart out.
673
00:52:30,147 --> 00:52:31,844
[chuckles]
674
00:52:36,196 --> 00:52:39,112
♪ Though now far away ♪
675
00:52:39,156 --> 00:52:43,421
♪ Still my thoughts
fondly stray ♪
676
00:52:43,464 --> 00:52:47,729
♪ To the old rustic bridge
by the mill... ♪
677
00:52:47,773 --> 00:52:50,558
Taste...
678
00:52:50,602 --> 00:52:52,778
texture, temperature, perfect.
679
00:52:52,821 --> 00:52:54,475
[chuckles softly]
680
00:52:57,522 --> 00:53:00,133
Some people say
the black stuff transforms you,
681
00:53:00,177 --> 00:53:01,961
you know, brings out
the worst in you.
682
00:53:02,004 --> 00:53:03,484
Not me.
683
00:53:04,616 --> 00:53:07,184
-I love people.
-[chuckles softly]
684
00:53:07,227 --> 00:53:09,403
I've always loved people.
I'm a people person.
685
00:53:09,447 --> 00:53:11,536
[both chuckling]
686
00:53:14,365 --> 00:53:17,063
[lively chatter
and laughter outside]
687
00:53:35,908 --> 00:53:37,997
♪ ♪
688
00:53:54,013 --> 00:53:55,362
Stella.
689
00:53:55,406 --> 00:53:57,625
Do you know what
I'd like to do tonight?
690
00:53:57,669 --> 00:53:59,105
What?
691
00:53:59,148 --> 00:54:00,846
Something fun.
692
00:54:02,500 --> 00:54:04,632
[lively chatter]
693
00:54:04,676 --> 00:54:07,418
GERRY: The railwaymen would
leave their burning lanterns
694
00:54:07,461 --> 00:54:09,289
outside the bordello doors.
695
00:54:09,333 --> 00:54:11,248
Red lanterns.
696
00:54:11,291 --> 00:54:13,728
-Red-light district.
-STELLA: Charming.
697
00:54:15,426 --> 00:54:16,949
Oh.
698
00:54:19,995 --> 00:54:22,563
I hesitate to say
what turns me on,
699
00:54:22,607 --> 00:54:24,826
but this certainly isn't it.
700
00:54:24,870 --> 00:54:27,438
I just feel so sorry for them.
701
00:54:27,481 --> 00:54:28,830
Aye.
702
00:54:28,874 --> 00:54:30,397
The lighting is awful.
703
00:54:30,441 --> 00:54:31,485
[chuckles] I know.
704
00:54:31,529 --> 00:54:33,357
That's UV lighting.
705
00:54:33,400 --> 00:54:36,055
The same thing the butchers
used to use to kill the flies.
706
00:54:36,098 --> 00:54:37,230
[both laughing]
707
00:54:37,274 --> 00:54:38,579
I know.
708
00:54:38,623 --> 00:54:41,103
["Uit M'n Bol" by André Hazes
playing]
709
00:54:41,147 --> 00:54:43,932
[song continues
with singing in Dutch]
710
00:54:48,459 --> 00:54:50,765
GERRY:
An ant could piss more.
711
00:54:50,809 --> 00:54:53,725
Before you English had gin,
we had jenever.
712
00:54:53,768 --> 00:54:54,987
I'm not English.
713
00:54:55,030 --> 00:54:56,771
With a beer, it's very good.
714
00:54:58,991 --> 00:55:01,036
[conversation continues
indistinctly]
715
00:55:09,828 --> 00:55:11,699
Here we go.
716
00:55:11,743 --> 00:55:13,397
-There.
-Oh.
717
00:55:13,440 --> 00:55:14,528
What are we drinking?
718
00:55:14,572 --> 00:55:15,834
-Jenever.
-What?
719
00:55:15,877 --> 00:55:17,401
Jenever.
720
00:55:17,444 --> 00:55:20,142
First you drink the beer,
then you drink the, uh...
721
00:55:20,186 --> 00:55:21,492
-Jenever?
-Jenever.
722
00:55:21,535 --> 00:55:23,232
-Ha.
-Cheers.
723
00:55:23,276 --> 00:55:24,625
Cheers.
724
00:55:36,376 --> 00:55:37,769
Ah.
725
00:55:40,554 --> 00:55:42,426
-[sets glass down]
-[Stella exhales]
726
00:55:42,469 --> 00:55:45,124
[laughing]:
Holy Mary, Mother of God.
727
00:55:45,167 --> 00:55:47,126
[both laughing]
728
00:55:53,219 --> 00:55:55,047
Same again?
729
00:55:56,178 --> 00:55:58,006
[Stella laughing]
730
00:56:08,365 --> 00:56:10,845
What bliss to be away
from all that noise.
731
00:56:10,889 --> 00:56:12,064
Aye.
732
00:56:12,107 --> 00:56:14,327
[Stella laughing]
733
00:56:14,371 --> 00:56:17,156
[bell tolling]
734
00:56:17,199 --> 00:56:18,984
-[gasps] Gerry.
-Huh?
735
00:56:20,899 --> 00:56:22,640
STELLA:
Look.
736
00:56:28,167 --> 00:56:29,951
Come on.
737
00:56:29,995 --> 00:56:31,953
[horse huffing softly]
738
00:56:31,997 --> 00:56:34,042
♪ ♪
739
00:56:50,102 --> 00:56:52,234
[horse huffing softly]
740
00:56:56,151 --> 00:56:58,197
Oh, you're beautiful.
741
00:57:05,030 --> 00:57:07,336
♪ ♪
742
00:57:20,698 --> 00:57:22,743
♪ ♪
743
00:57:37,932 --> 00:57:39,151
[Stella chuckles]
744
00:57:39,194 --> 00:57:41,109
-[bells chiming]
-[birds squawking]
745
00:57:47,028 --> 00:57:49,074
[rustling in other room]
746
00:58:06,221 --> 00:58:08,267
-[Gerry sighs]
-Morning.
747
00:58:12,227 --> 00:58:14,578
What's that for?
748
00:58:14,621 --> 00:58:16,971
Body.
749
00:58:17,015 --> 00:58:18,886
Think it would do anything
for my body?
750
00:58:18,930 --> 00:58:21,062
[Stella grunts softly]
751
00:58:21,106 --> 00:58:22,760
What's the occasion?
752
00:58:22,803 --> 00:58:25,502
Oh, thought I'd go back
to the Begijnhof again.
753
00:58:25,545 --> 00:58:27,591
The vomiting miracle place?
754
00:58:29,506 --> 00:58:32,378
Uh, d-do you want me
to go with you?
755
00:58:33,901 --> 00:58:35,642
No, thank you. Mm.
756
00:58:38,863 --> 00:58:40,908
♪ ♪
757
00:58:58,447 --> 00:58:59,840
STELLA:
Oh.
758
00:59:00,885 --> 00:59:02,669
[clears throat]
759
00:59:02,713 --> 00:59:04,323
Good morning.
760
00:59:04,366 --> 00:59:06,151
I wonder if you could help me.
761
00:59:06,194 --> 00:59:08,980
[Hennie speaking Dutch]
762
00:59:09,023 --> 00:59:10,242
Oh.
763
00:59:10,285 --> 00:59:12,026
Thank you. [clears throat]
764
00:59:12,070 --> 00:59:14,551
[typing]
765
00:59:17,902 --> 00:59:19,904
[quiet chatter]
766
00:59:30,915 --> 00:59:33,004
[breathing deeply]
767
00:59:37,574 --> 00:59:39,271
Excuse me.
768
00:59:39,314 --> 00:59:42,317
Excuse me. Uh, uh,
I have a plane to catch.
769
00:59:42,361 --> 00:59:43,580
-A flight.
-Please sit.
770
00:59:43,623 --> 00:59:45,233
No, no. [stammers]
771
00:59:45,277 --> 00:59:47,409
-Is there anyone else that I...
-Hello again.
772
00:59:47,453 --> 00:59:49,411
-Oh, hello.
-[both chuckling]
773
00:59:49,455 --> 00:59:52,371
-Um... Sorry, just...
-Oh, sorry. No, no, no.
774
00:59:52,414 --> 00:59:54,808
[Kathy and Hennie
conversing in Dutch]
775
01:00:00,031 --> 01:00:02,033
-Hi. Um...
-Hi.
776
01:00:02,076 --> 01:00:05,950
I'm sorry.
Hennie is very busy right now.
777
01:00:05,993 --> 01:00:08,822
But maybe I can help you
with something?
778
01:00:10,171 --> 01:00:11,695
That would be lovely, yeah.
779
01:00:13,174 --> 01:00:14,872
My house is just down there.
780
01:00:14,915 --> 01:00:16,525
Right.
781
01:00:16,569 --> 01:00:17,875
[sighs]
782
01:00:19,267 --> 01:00:21,356
The gardens are
so beautifully kept.
783
01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:22,880
KATHY [chuckling]:
Yeah.
784
01:00:22,923 --> 01:00:24,751
In the summer,
they're extraordinary.
785
01:00:24,795 --> 01:00:28,189
Especially in the evenings,
with the night-scented stock.
786
01:00:28,233 --> 01:00:30,322
Oh.
787
01:00:30,365 --> 01:00:31,976
It's so quiet.
788
01:00:32,019 --> 01:00:34,456
KATHY: It's a meter lower
than the outside world.
789
01:00:34,500 --> 01:00:36,894
The noise goes over
its head somehow.
790
01:00:38,896 --> 01:00:40,201
This is me here.
791
01:00:40,245 --> 01:00:41,638
Oh.
792
01:00:44,641 --> 01:00:46,207
[Stella chuckles]
793
01:00:48,166 --> 01:00:50,516
[lock clicking]
794
01:00:51,952 --> 01:00:53,911
[traffic light clicking rapidly]
795
01:00:53,954 --> 01:00:56,000
♪ ♪
796
01:01:00,091 --> 01:01:02,833
Stairway to heaven.
797
01:01:02,876 --> 01:01:05,705
The only disadvantage is
when you want a grand piano.
798
01:01:05,749 --> 01:01:08,142
Maybe stick to the violin.
799
01:01:08,186 --> 01:01:10,362
[Kathy chuckling]
800
01:01:10,405 --> 01:01:12,756
Oh, it's lovely.
801
01:01:14,061 --> 01:01:15,759
Minimalist.
802
01:01:15,802 --> 01:01:17,456
Sit yourself down.
I'll make us some tea.
803
01:01:17,499 --> 01:01:19,153
Thank you.
804
01:01:35,909 --> 01:01:38,912
["Something in the Air"
by Thunderclap Newman playing]
805
01:01:43,569 --> 01:01:47,878
♪ Lock up the streets
and houses ♪
806
01:01:47,921 --> 01:01:53,100
♪ Because there's
something in the air ♪
807
01:01:53,144 --> 01:01:58,453
♪ We've got to get together
sooner or later ♪
808
01:01:58,497 --> 01:02:02,806
♪ Because
the revolution's here ♪
809
01:02:02,849 --> 01:02:05,896
♪ And you know it's right ♪
810
01:02:10,901 --> 01:02:14,078
♪ And you know
that it's right... ♪
811
01:02:14,121 --> 01:02:15,906
KATHY: So, what can I do
for you, Stella?
812
01:02:15,949 --> 01:02:17,777
STELLA:
Well, um...
813
01:02:17,821 --> 01:02:19,605
Oh, do you need sugar?
814
01:02:19,648 --> 01:02:22,564
-Uh, no, thank you.
-Oh.
815
01:02:22,608 --> 01:02:24,784
I suppose I just wanted
to make an inquiry.
816
01:02:24,828 --> 01:02:28,875
I was in Amsterdam
some 30-odd years ago.
817
01:02:28,919 --> 01:02:29,963
KATHY:
Mm-hmm?
818
01:02:30,007 --> 01:02:31,965
Teacher training conference.
819
01:02:32,009 --> 01:02:33,184
Are you a teacher, Stella?
820
01:02:33,227 --> 01:02:34,402
-I was.
-Me, too.
821
01:02:34,446 --> 01:02:36,274
Oh. [laughs]
822
01:02:36,317 --> 01:02:39,190
For years, I was an Irishwoman
living in Scotland
823
01:02:39,233 --> 01:02:40,974
teaching English.
824
01:02:41,018 --> 01:02:42,584
An Irishwoman in the Netherlands
825
01:02:42,628 --> 01:02:44,630
teaching comparative religion
and maths.
826
01:02:44,673 --> 01:02:47,546
[chuckling]:
Oh. Right.
827
01:02:47,589 --> 01:02:50,114
Well, that was when
I first heard about it.
828
01:02:50,157 --> 01:02:52,333
You know, the setup here.
829
01:02:52,377 --> 01:02:53,465
Ah...
830
01:02:54,771 --> 01:03:00,298
But back then, uh,
there was no urgency.
831
01:03:00,341 --> 01:03:01,952
What's the urgency now?
832
01:03:06,783 --> 01:03:10,438
I want to live
a more valuable life, Kathy.
833
01:03:12,092 --> 01:03:14,660
To make a contribution.
834
01:03:14,703 --> 01:03:16,923
However small.
835
01:03:16,967 --> 01:03:19,839
You know, so...
836
01:03:19,883 --> 01:03:22,450
I suppose, really,
837
01:03:22,494 --> 01:03:27,455
I just wanted to find out
about the life here, you know.
838
01:03:27,499 --> 01:03:31,459
How someone like me
might go about applying
839
01:03:31,503 --> 01:03:33,070
to become part of this.
840
01:03:33,113 --> 01:03:34,680
This?
841
01:03:34,723 --> 01:03:37,074
The order.
842
01:03:37,117 --> 01:03:38,466
The sisterhood.
843
01:03:39,990 --> 01:03:42,209
[sighs] Stella, I don't know
where you've been getting
844
01:03:42,253 --> 01:03:45,299
your information from, but...
845
01:03:45,343 --> 01:03:47,998
there's no religious order now.
846
01:03:48,041 --> 01:03:49,913
Not anymore.
847
01:03:49,956 --> 01:03:52,611
There hasn't been a sister
living here since 1971.
848
01:03:52,654 --> 01:03:54,221
[stammers softly]
849
01:03:54,265 --> 01:03:55,744
What is there?
850
01:03:55,788 --> 01:03:58,530
Affordable living
for anyone who can afford it.
851
01:04:02,012 --> 01:04:04,318
[stammers softly]
852
01:04:04,362 --> 01:04:07,582
So the sisterhood is
a figment of my imagination?
853
01:04:07,626 --> 01:04:10,368
No. The sisterhood is real.
854
01:04:11,456 --> 01:04:14,546
But the religious aspect...
855
01:04:14,589 --> 01:04:17,984
the religious aspect
has all but disappeared.
856
01:04:19,594 --> 01:04:21,770
So I've got this all wrong.
857
01:04:23,076 --> 01:04:26,950
It's possible still
for women to live here.
858
01:04:26,993 --> 01:04:28,952
The only criteria is that
you must be prepared
859
01:04:28,995 --> 01:04:31,432
to live by yourself.
860
01:04:31,476 --> 01:04:34,783
Older than 30, younger than 65.
861
01:04:35,959 --> 01:04:37,699
That rules me out, then.
862
01:04:37,743 --> 01:04:39,701
Oh, no.
863
01:04:39,745 --> 01:04:41,268
I don't believe it.
864
01:04:43,009 --> 01:04:46,360
The other hitch
is that I'm married.
865
01:04:46,404 --> 01:04:48,275
[sighs]
866
01:04:48,319 --> 01:04:53,019
Though I'm not sure how much
marriage we've got left in us.
867
01:04:55,674 --> 01:04:57,719
["Something in the Air"
continues]
868
01:05:12,473 --> 01:05:14,606
♪ Lock up the streets... ♪
869
01:05:14,649 --> 01:05:16,564
Can I ask you...
870
01:05:19,089 --> 01:05:20,786
Are-are you...
871
01:05:23,658 --> 01:05:25,530
A Catholic?
872
01:05:27,053 --> 01:05:28,968
Right.
873
01:05:29,012 --> 01:05:30,578
Do you still practice?
874
01:05:30,622 --> 01:05:34,495
You know, prayer and so forth?
875
01:05:34,539 --> 01:05:36,236
[chuckles softly]
876
01:05:46,768 --> 01:05:49,989
Kathy, I... I want
to tell you something.
877
01:05:52,252 --> 01:05:55,255
[chuckling]: It-it's something
I've never really told anyone.
878
01:06:01,218 --> 01:06:04,525
I was involved in an accident.
879
01:06:04,569 --> 01:06:06,527
This was years ago.
880
01:06:08,573 --> 01:06:14,231
It was our first summer together
as husband and wife.
881
01:06:15,797 --> 01:06:17,060
I was pregnant.
882
01:06:17,103 --> 01:06:20,498
I mean, very, very,
heavily pregnant.
883
01:06:22,848 --> 01:06:25,198
It was unseasonably hot.
884
01:06:26,808 --> 01:06:29,507
Uh, too hot for tights, anyway.
[chuckles]
885
01:06:33,990 --> 01:06:37,776
Somebody was ambushing
somebody else.
886
01:06:40,126 --> 01:06:44,174
I'm not sure how long
I'd been running for,
887
01:06:44,217 --> 01:06:47,394
but all of a sudden,
running became falling,
888
01:06:47,438 --> 01:06:50,702
and falling became...
889
01:06:50,745 --> 01:06:52,530
not moving.
890
01:06:54,184 --> 01:06:56,012
Sprawled.
891
01:07:00,146 --> 01:07:02,322
At first,
892
01:07:02,366 --> 01:07:05,717
I worried that I'd wet myself.
893
01:07:07,458 --> 01:07:10,983
And then I-I thought, you know,
it-it must be my-my waters.
894
01:07:11,027 --> 01:07:12,941
You know,
my waters must have broken.
895
01:07:12,985 --> 01:07:15,422
-KATHY: Mm-hmm.
-[Stella sniffles]
896
01:07:15,466 --> 01:07:18,251
But then, of course, I realized.
897
01:07:23,604 --> 01:07:25,519
So I said a prayer.
898
01:07:27,826 --> 01:07:31,047
As I lay there on the street
not-not-not knowing
899
01:07:31,090 --> 01:07:33,788
one way or the other
what was going to happen.
900
01:07:36,748 --> 01:07:39,751
[crying]: I said the only
prayer I could remember.
901
01:07:42,406 --> 01:07:45,322
As an act of contrition,
and I-I knew that wasn't right.
902
01:07:45,365 --> 01:07:47,454
I knew that wasn't
what I wanted.
903
01:07:47,498 --> 01:07:49,108
I mean, that's to save yourself.
904
01:07:49,152 --> 01:07:52,590
I knew that,
and I wanted to save my baby.
905
01:07:54,505 --> 01:07:56,333
So I said...
906
01:08:01,294 --> 01:08:04,819
I said, "Lord...
907
01:08:04,863 --> 01:08:08,345
"spare the child
inside my womb...
908
01:08:10,956 --> 01:08:15,091
...and I will devote
the rest of my life to you."
909
01:08:18,485 --> 01:08:21,706
"Lord, let my baby live,
910
01:08:21,749 --> 01:08:26,319
"and I will devote
the rest of my life...
911
01:08:28,539 --> 01:08:30,193
...to you."
912
01:08:38,766 --> 01:08:40,420
Now...
913
01:08:44,250 --> 01:08:46,600
...either it was a miracle
914
01:08:46,644 --> 01:08:50,778
or, as Gerry would say,
the wee one must have ducked,
915
01:08:50,822 --> 01:08:53,172
but the bullet passed
right through me,
916
01:08:53,216 --> 01:08:55,435
in one side and out the other.
917
01:08:57,002 --> 01:08:58,786
The only damage was that
918
01:08:58,830 --> 01:09:01,311
I wouldn't be able to have
any more children.
919
01:09:07,360 --> 01:09:10,929
But that vow...
920
01:09:10,972 --> 01:09:12,974
that pledge...
921
01:09:13,018 --> 01:09:15,542
Kathy, that bargain...
922
01:09:17,588 --> 01:09:19,981
...there is a debt to be paid,
923
01:09:20,025 --> 01:09:24,247
and I've been looking for a way
to pay it ever since.
924
01:09:30,078 --> 01:09:32,646
I've never breathed
a word of this to-to anyone,
925
01:09:32,690 --> 01:09:34,300
not even to Gerry.
926
01:09:40,567 --> 01:09:43,004
[sobbing]:
But here I am...
927
01:09:44,615 --> 01:09:46,660
...at my age, and...
928
01:09:52,057 --> 01:09:53,972
...and I've failed.
929
01:09:58,672 --> 01:10:00,544
I'm a failure.
930
01:10:00,587 --> 01:10:02,807
[shuddering breaths]
931
01:10:04,504 --> 01:10:06,593
["The 7 Last Words of Jesus
Christ Sonata IV. Largo" plays]
932
01:10:25,046 --> 01:10:27,135
♪ ♪
933
01:10:46,590 --> 01:10:48,331
♪ ♪
934
01:11:08,394 --> 01:11:10,440
♪ ♪
935
01:11:13,878 --> 01:11:15,619
♪ ♪
936
01:11:20,928 --> 01:11:23,017
♪ ♪
937
01:11:26,325 --> 01:11:28,371
♪ ♪
938
01:11:41,775 --> 01:11:43,995
[breath trembling softly]
939
01:11:49,522 --> 01:11:51,524
[door opens]
940
01:11:51,568 --> 01:11:53,526
-[vehicle engine idling]
-[vehicle door opens, closes]
941
01:11:53,570 --> 01:11:55,049
[hotel door closing]
942
01:11:55,093 --> 01:11:57,182
♪ ♪
943
01:12:13,851 --> 01:12:16,157
-[waves crashing]
-[birds squawking]
944
01:12:28,344 --> 01:12:30,389
-[waves crashing]
-[birds squawking]
945
01:12:33,305 --> 01:12:34,959
[camera shutter clicks]
946
01:12:52,672 --> 01:12:54,718
♪ ♪
947
01:12:58,112 --> 01:12:59,679
[music ends]
948
01:12:59,723 --> 01:13:02,552
You still haven't told me
how your meeting went.
949
01:13:03,596 --> 01:13:05,555
No, I don't suppose I have.
950
01:13:05,598 --> 01:13:07,383
WOMAN [over P.A.]:
...are ready for you to proceed
951
01:13:07,426 --> 01:13:09,515
to departure gate number 42.
952
01:13:18,481 --> 01:13:21,048
[electronic chiming over P.A.]
953
01:13:21,092 --> 01:13:22,833
MAN [over P.A.]: If you see
any unattended luggage
954
01:13:22,876 --> 01:13:24,661
or anything suspicious,
please contact
955
01:13:24,704 --> 01:13:26,619
a member of staff immediately.
956
01:13:26,663 --> 01:13:28,055
[announcement continues
in Dutch]
957
01:13:28,099 --> 01:13:30,580
[rummaging]
958
01:13:30,623 --> 01:13:32,146
[twists cap off bottle]
959
01:13:40,677 --> 01:13:42,679
[twists cap on bottle]
960
01:13:45,943 --> 01:13:47,423
[grunts softly]
961
01:14:00,479 --> 01:14:02,438
You'll do yourself damage.
962
01:14:04,048 --> 01:14:05,397
As if you would care.
963
01:14:08,748 --> 01:14:11,882
-Pardon?
-You heard me.
964
01:14:11,925 --> 01:14:14,275
Oh, Jesus, give me peace.
965
01:14:22,283 --> 01:14:24,372
♪ ♪
966
01:14:34,644 --> 01:14:36,646
[electronic chiming over P.A.]
967
01:14:36,689 --> 01:14:38,691
[indistinct announcement
over P.A.]
968
01:14:53,576 --> 01:14:55,882
-Oh, for God's sake.
-Oh.
969
01:15:06,197 --> 01:15:08,155
♪ ♪
970
01:15:08,199 --> 01:15:10,288
[quiet chatter]
971
01:15:28,436 --> 01:15:29,873
Here.
972
01:15:41,798 --> 01:15:43,843
[Gerry grunts]
973
01:15:43,887 --> 01:15:45,497
[sighs]
974
01:15:56,552 --> 01:15:58,554
Gerry, when we get home...
975
01:16:02,079 --> 01:16:04,342
I'd like to put the flat up
for sale, and...
976
01:16:04,385 --> 01:16:06,823
and then I want to get
a place of my own.
977
01:16:18,269 --> 01:16:20,663
You'd be better off
waiting till summer.
978
01:16:22,229 --> 01:16:24,884
More chance of getting
a better price.
979
01:16:24,928 --> 01:16:27,278
Gerry, you're not
listening to me.
980
01:16:31,412 --> 01:16:35,591
I can't go on
living the way we do.
981
01:16:38,289 --> 01:16:39,464
I won't.
982
01:16:39,507 --> 01:16:42,598
[takes deep breath]
983
01:16:44,904 --> 01:16:46,776
I mean, the drinking.
984
01:16:48,691 --> 01:16:50,649
If I mention it, I'm a nag.
985
01:16:50,693 --> 01:16:53,347
If I don't, then I'm complicit.
986
01:16:55,872 --> 01:16:58,048
Do you not think I don't see it?
987
01:16:59,745 --> 01:17:01,051
Smell it?
988
01:17:04,315 --> 01:17:06,883
Yes, I suppose you could go on
doing it behind my back
989
01:17:06,926 --> 01:17:08,798
until you've no liver left.
990
01:17:08,841 --> 01:17:10,626
[Gerry clears throat softly]
991
01:17:11,931 --> 01:17:14,586
But it's not just the drinking.
992
01:17:14,630 --> 01:17:18,068
It-it's the deception
that goes along with it.
993
01:17:20,070 --> 01:17:21,680
It's ruining you.
994
01:17:25,205 --> 01:17:26,685
Says you.
995
01:17:27,860 --> 01:17:31,081
Well, it's ruining me,
that's for sure.
996
01:17:32,125 --> 01:17:35,563
I wouldn't know about that.
997
01:17:37,914 --> 01:17:40,481
You used to be so considerate.
998
01:17:43,354 --> 01:17:45,095
What's happened to you?
999
01:17:46,487 --> 01:17:49,403
These days, you're...
you're nothing but appetite.
1000
01:17:49,447 --> 01:17:51,449
Okay. Fine, then.
I'll stop, okay?
1001
01:17:51,492 --> 01:17:53,190
-Right? No, I will. I'll quit.
-[sighs]
1002
01:17:53,233 --> 01:17:55,105
-Oh, Gerry.
-No, look, I mean it.
1003
01:17:55,148 --> 01:17:57,847
[stammering]: If you're serious
about this, then I am, too.
1004
01:17:57,890 --> 01:17:59,936
-I've heard it all before.
-[stammering]: No, look.
1005
01:17:59,979 --> 01:18:01,459
I-I can do it, okay?
1006
01:18:01,502 --> 01:18:04,331
I... We can... I...
[sighs] I can change.
1007
01:18:06,594 --> 01:18:09,249
I mean, I gave up
the cigarettes, didn't I?
1008
01:18:10,555 --> 01:18:13,427
You think I don't know
how to change?
1009
01:18:13,471 --> 01:18:15,603
Huh?
1010
01:18:15,647 --> 01:18:19,912
You think I-I don't know
what this stuff is doing to me?
1011
01:18:19,956 --> 01:18:23,786
Sure, I hate myself as much
as you do when I'm drinking.
1012
01:18:23,829 --> 01:18:27,354
Well, then, why in God's name
do you put yourself through it?
1013
01:18:27,398 --> 01:18:31,576
Because I hate myself even more
when I'm not.
1014
01:18:47,461 --> 01:18:50,334
What about my faith?
1015
01:18:50,377 --> 01:18:52,640
[sighs] What about it?
1016
01:18:52,684 --> 01:18:54,947
-We believe in different things.
-So?
1017
01:18:55,992 --> 01:18:58,342
I mean, we've always known that.
1018
01:18:58,385 --> 01:19:00,561
But it's gotten
so much worse, Gerry.
1019
01:19:00,605 --> 01:19:03,695
I mean... the mockery.
1020
01:19:03,739 --> 01:19:07,612
No, I have never
mocked you, Stella.
1021
01:19:07,655 --> 01:19:10,267
Oh, well, if that's not mockery,
then I don't know what is.
1022
01:19:10,310 --> 01:19:11,921
It's-it's a debate, right?
1023
01:19:11,964 --> 01:19:14,445
We're... No, we're talking
about debating the...
1024
01:19:14,488 --> 01:19:18,362
the-the greatest deception
that we've known
1025
01:19:18,405 --> 01:19:20,712
-in our entire lives.
-No. No.
1026
01:19:20,756 --> 01:19:23,889
[voice shaking]:
We are talking about...
1027
01:19:26,413 --> 01:19:28,024
-...respect.
-[scoffs]
1028
01:19:28,067 --> 01:19:29,286
Stella.
1029
01:19:29,329 --> 01:19:33,420
The joking
and the poking fun and...
1030
01:19:33,464 --> 01:19:35,466
the derision and scorn.
1031
01:19:35,509 --> 01:19:37,033
I mean, it-it...
1032
01:19:39,035 --> 01:19:43,430
It's like you-you have no idea
how much you hurt me and...
1033
01:19:43,474 --> 01:19:45,476
Or maybe you do and you just
don't care anymore.
1034
01:19:45,519 --> 01:19:47,173
I'm not sure which is worse.
1035
01:19:47,217 --> 01:19:50,481
Surely, Stella, then I have
to be allowed my truth.
1036
01:19:50,524 --> 01:19:51,699
The truth.
1037
01:19:51,743 --> 01:19:53,266
You're doing it again.
1038
01:19:53,310 --> 01:19:55,355
-You're dismissing me.
-[stammers]
1039
01:19:56,530 --> 01:19:58,576
[Gerry sighs]
1040
01:20:03,842 --> 01:20:06,758
[crying]: All I want
is to feel close, you know?
1041
01:20:06,802 --> 01:20:08,804
It's too much.
1042
01:20:12,155 --> 01:20:13,721
[sniffles]
1043
01:20:13,765 --> 01:20:15,811
♪ ♪
1044
01:20:24,080 --> 01:20:26,125
♪ ♪
1045
01:20:32,262 --> 01:20:34,264
[quiet chatter]
1046
01:20:56,112 --> 01:20:58,114
[electronic chiming over P.A.]
1047
01:20:59,506 --> 01:21:01,421
WOMAN [over P.A.]:
Attention, all passengers
1048
01:21:01,465 --> 01:21:04,990
for flight BM1463 to Glasgow...
1049
01:21:05,034 --> 01:21:06,862
-[announcement fades]
-[grunts softly]
1050
01:21:08,602 --> 01:21:10,604
It's still chucking it down.
1051
01:21:20,136 --> 01:21:22,007
Sweet, modom?
1052
01:21:32,670 --> 01:21:34,324
Stella.
1053
01:21:36,630 --> 01:21:38,197
Uh...
1054
01:21:40,112 --> 01:21:43,376
My being with you is
1055
01:21:43,420 --> 01:21:46,423
the most wonderful thing
there is.
1056
01:21:49,426 --> 01:21:51,297
I adore you.
1057
01:21:52,908 --> 01:21:56,824
And when I think of the future,
all I think about is you.
1058
01:21:59,001 --> 01:22:01,568
And I wish I had been there
with you in Belfast,
1059
01:22:01,612 --> 01:22:03,831
and I know that I'll never
be able to share
1060
01:22:03,875 --> 01:22:06,269
in what happened to you
that day.
1061
01:22:09,446 --> 01:22:11,361
But, um...
1062
01:22:15,365 --> 01:22:18,759
I-I-I won't ever...
1063
01:22:18,803 --> 01:22:22,024
be able to accept
your version of events,
1064
01:22:22,067 --> 01:22:26,071
and I'll tell you why.
1065
01:22:26,115 --> 01:22:29,205
Because...
1066
01:22:29,248 --> 01:22:34,819
passing through this world
beside you,
1067
01:22:34,862 --> 01:22:38,214
that's the real miracle.
1068
01:22:45,525 --> 01:22:47,353
The miracle is you.
1069
01:22:50,226 --> 01:22:52,054
[sighs softly]
1070
01:23:12,552 --> 01:23:13,945
Uh...
1071
01:23:27,089 --> 01:23:29,134
♪ ♪
1072
01:23:53,811 --> 01:23:55,291
Look.
1073
01:23:57,684 --> 01:23:59,295
Is that a plane?
1074
01:24:17,617 --> 01:24:19,358
STELLA:
It's not moving.
1075
01:24:23,841 --> 01:24:26,104
I think it's the morning star.
1076
01:24:34,243 --> 01:24:36,375
Do you think
we'll ever get away?
1077
01:24:37,942 --> 01:24:39,465
[Stella chuckles softly]
1078
01:24:41,989 --> 01:24:44,514
We can only hope.
1079
01:24:44,557 --> 01:24:46,646
♪ ♪
1080
01:25:04,186 --> 01:25:06,231
♪ ♪
1081
01:25:21,246 --> 01:25:23,248
♪ ♪
1082
01:25:37,349 --> 01:25:40,352
["This Time Tomorrow"
by The Kinks playing]
1083
01:25:45,879 --> 01:25:49,709
♪ This time tomorrow ♪
1084
01:25:49,753 --> 01:25:53,409
♪ Where will we be? ♪
1085
01:25:53,452 --> 01:25:57,239
♪ On a spaceship somewhere ♪
1086
01:25:57,282 --> 01:26:04,246
♪ Sailing across an empty sea ♪
1087
01:26:04,289 --> 01:26:08,075
♪ This time tomorrow ♪
1088
01:26:08,119 --> 01:26:12,341
♪ What will we know? ♪
1089
01:26:12,384 --> 01:26:15,996
♪ Will we still be here ♪
1090
01:26:16,040 --> 01:26:22,002
♪ Watching an in-flight
movie show? ♪
1091
01:26:22,046 --> 01:26:25,745
♪ I'll leave the sun behind me ♪
1092
01:26:25,789 --> 01:26:27,747
♪ And I'll watch the clouds ♪
1093
01:26:27,791 --> 01:26:32,535
♪ As they sadly pass me by ♪
1094
01:26:32,578 --> 01:26:35,581
♪ Seven miles below me ♪
1095
01:26:35,625 --> 01:26:37,583
♪ I can see the world ♪
1096
01:26:37,627 --> 01:26:43,285
♪ And it ain't so big at all ♪
1097
01:26:43,328 --> 01:26:48,377
♪ Well, this time tomorrow ♪
1098
01:26:48,420 --> 01:26:52,032
♪ What will we see? ♪
1099
01:26:52,076 --> 01:26:55,993
♪ Fields full of houses ♪
1100
01:26:56,036 --> 01:27:02,608
♪ Endless rows
of crowded streets ♪
1101
01:27:02,652 --> 01:27:06,264
♪ I don't know where I'm going ♪
1102
01:27:06,308 --> 01:27:10,442
♪ I don't want to see ♪
1103
01:27:10,486 --> 01:27:13,924
♪ I feel the world below me ♪
1104
01:27:13,967 --> 01:27:16,753
-♪ Looking up ♪
-♪ Looking up, looking up ♪
1105
01:27:16,796 --> 01:27:21,627
♪ Looking up at me ♪
1106
01:27:37,339 --> 01:27:40,559
♪ Leave the sun behind me ♪
1107
01:27:40,603 --> 01:27:42,561
♪ And I'll watch the clouds ♪
1108
01:27:42,605 --> 01:27:46,173
♪ As they sadly pass me by ♪
1109
01:27:46,217 --> 01:27:50,265
♪ And I'm in perpetual motion ♪
1110
01:27:50,308 --> 01:27:52,179
♪ And the world below ♪
1111
01:27:52,223 --> 01:27:57,402
♪ Doesn't matter much to me ♪
1112
01:27:57,446 --> 01:28:02,886
♪ Well, this time tomorrow ♪
1113
01:28:02,929 --> 01:28:06,411
♪ Where will we be? ♪
1114
01:28:06,455 --> 01:28:10,197
♪ On a spaceship somewhere ♪
1115
01:28:10,241 --> 01:28:16,203
♪ Sailing across an empty sea ♪
1116
01:28:16,247 --> 01:28:21,339
♪ Well, this time tomorrow ♪
1117
01:28:25,038 --> 01:28:28,825
♪ This time tomorrow ♪
1118
01:28:28,868 --> 01:28:32,350
♪ Where will we be? ♪
1119
01:28:42,186 --> 01:28:44,144
[song ends]
1120
01:28:44,188 --> 01:28:46,277
♪ ♪
1121
01:29:16,220 --> 01:29:18,309
♪ ♪
1122
01:29:48,252 --> 01:29:50,341
♪ ♪
1123
01:30:20,284 --> 01:30:22,373
♪ ♪
1124
01:30:41,523 --> 01:30:43,525
[music fades]
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