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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:10,000 --> 00:00:10,960 -[door rattling] -[Arlo] Lazarus! 2 00:00:11,040 --> 00:00:13,880 No, I-I need you to go to Arlo Jones' room right now 3 00:00:13,960 --> 00:00:15,800 and-and tell me is he there. 4 00:00:15,880 --> 00:00:17,080 Is he alive? 5 00:00:17,160 --> 00:00:19,040 [tense music playing] 6 00:00:19,120 --> 00:00:21,240 [keys jangling] 7 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:23,320 ♪ ♪ 8 00:00:26,520 --> 00:00:28,760 [Rupert] Dr Laz, he's here. 9 00:00:28,840 --> 00:00:30,640 He's in his cell. 10 00:00:31,600 --> 00:00:33,600 ♪ ♪ 11 00:00:39,520 --> 00:00:41,520 [eerie music playing] 12 00:00:47,560 --> 00:00:48,480 [grunts] 13 00:00:49,880 --> 00:00:51,880 ♪ ♪ 14 00:00:53,520 --> 00:00:54,680 [grunting] 15 00:00:57,560 --> 00:00:58,800 [pounding, rattling] 16 00:00:58,880 --> 00:01:00,440 ♪ ♪ 17 00:01:05,040 --> 00:01:07,040 [dramatic music playing] 18 00:01:15,039 --> 00:01:17,039 [percussive music playing] 19 00:01:29,520 --> 00:01:31,520 [keys jangling] 20 00:01:33,479 --> 00:01:35,479 [mysterious music playing] 21 00:01:56,479 --> 00:01:59,240 My father died on the day of our last session. 22 00:02:00,320 --> 00:02:01,920 The day you said you'd been speaking with God 23 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:04,880 and God told you I was a fake. 24 00:02:04,960 --> 00:02:07,400 You asked God to punish me. 25 00:02:07,480 --> 00:02:09,120 And God said he would. 26 00:02:10,120 --> 00:02:12,560 He'd do that just for you. 27 00:02:15,680 --> 00:02:17,120 So did he? 28 00:02:18,400 --> 00:02:19,760 Hmm? 29 00:02:21,720 --> 00:02:23,680 Or was it someone more earthly? 30 00:02:25,320 --> 00:02:29,480 My father died from a gunshot wound to the head in his office. 31 00:02:29,560 --> 00:02:32,000 And now I discover you were a patient of his. 32 00:02:32,079 --> 00:02:34,000 You knew where he worked. 33 00:02:36,840 --> 00:02:39,640 Did you have my father murdered, you twisted fuck? 34 00:02:39,720 --> 00:02:41,720 [tense music playing] 35 00:02:50,680 --> 00:02:54,800 God works in mysterious ways. 36 00:02:57,079 --> 00:02:58,680 How did you know? 37 00:03:00,360 --> 00:03:02,600 How did you fucking know?! 38 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:05,400 [pounding on door] 39 00:03:20,240 --> 00:03:22,240 [shuddering] 40 00:03:24,360 --> 00:03:27,079 You visited my father before you were arrested. 41 00:03:28,800 --> 00:03:31,079 You told him, "Vengeance is mine." 42 00:03:32,079 --> 00:03:34,560 How could you possibly know that? 43 00:03:35,720 --> 00:03:38,120 Well, perhaps you're not the only one who speaks to God. 44 00:03:39,400 --> 00:03:41,640 I visited your father, yes. 45 00:03:42,720 --> 00:03:47,040 Even managed to draw a little blood before the police interrupted me. [chuckles] 46 00:03:48,600 --> 00:03:50,280 He was a weak man. 47 00:03:50,360 --> 00:03:52,960 Had betrayed my trust. 48 00:03:54,480 --> 00:03:57,480 I told him about my urges, and he told the police. 49 00:03:57,560 --> 00:04:00,120 So am I sad he's dead? 50 00:04:01,880 --> 00:04:03,200 No. 51 00:04:04,280 --> 00:04:07,520 But if you think I can arrange murder 52 00:04:07,600 --> 00:04:09,760 from inside here… 53 00:04:09,840 --> 00:04:13,600 By urges, you mean the ones that led you to violently rape and murder four women? 54 00:04:14,680 --> 00:04:16,839 Your daddy didn't understand me, either. 55 00:04:17,839 --> 00:04:19,839 Like father, 56 00:04:19,920 --> 00:04:21,000 like son. 57 00:04:21,079 --> 00:04:23,240 You don't think I understand you. 58 00:04:24,240 --> 00:04:25,240 [chuckles softly] 59 00:04:25,320 --> 00:04:27,000 Oh… 60 00:04:27,080 --> 00:04:28,720 Oh, I understand you. 61 00:04:33,680 --> 00:04:35,440 Imogen Carswood. 62 00:04:35,520 --> 00:04:37,440 Doctor. 63 00:04:40,240 --> 00:04:42,400 She was in a relationship with my father. 64 00:04:42,480 --> 00:04:44,600 I didn't… 65 00:04:44,680 --> 00:04:45,880 kill her. 66 00:04:45,960 --> 00:04:48,560 I told you that before. 67 00:04:48,640 --> 00:04:49,800 Told everybody. 68 00:04:49,880 --> 00:04:52,200 I didn't kill her. 69 00:04:52,280 --> 00:04:54,720 But of course you didn't listen. 70 00:04:54,800 --> 00:04:56,920 Your DNA was all over the crime scene. 71 00:04:57,000 --> 00:04:59,240 I was framed. 72 00:04:59,320 --> 00:05:01,080 Oh, yeah, right. Sure. 73 00:05:02,480 --> 00:05:05,200 You know as well as I do, Doctor, 74 00:05:05,280 --> 00:05:07,200 Imogen wasn't raped. 75 00:05:07,280 --> 00:05:09,960 And seeing as you know me so well, 76 00:05:10,040 --> 00:05:14,800 you'll have to admit that's a bit of a snag in my so-called pattern. 77 00:05:14,880 --> 00:05:17,040 They couldn't prove my crimes, 78 00:05:17,120 --> 00:05:20,960 so they found a way to put me in prison. 79 00:05:22,960 --> 00:05:24,880 The husband… 80 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:27,760 lied on the stand. 81 00:05:30,560 --> 00:05:32,760 And she knew it. 82 00:05:33,880 --> 00:05:35,040 Who did? 83 00:05:36,280 --> 00:05:38,960 When the guilty verdict came in, 84 00:05:39,040 --> 00:05:41,200 I looked over at the lead detective. 85 00:05:41,280 --> 00:05:43,320 And do you know what I saw? 86 00:05:45,159 --> 00:05:47,240 She was smiling. 87 00:05:48,880 --> 00:05:51,159 But not the smile of a "job well done." 88 00:05:51,240 --> 00:05:54,760 The smile of someone who got away with it. 89 00:05:56,880 --> 00:05:58,880 [soft chatter in distance] 90 00:06:18,400 --> 00:06:20,720 [tense music playing] 91 00:06:20,800 --> 00:06:22,400 [Brown] I've been tailing you. 92 00:06:22,480 --> 00:06:24,200 I didn't trust you. 93 00:06:24,280 --> 00:06:26,200 And I still don't. 94 00:06:26,280 --> 00:06:28,720 ♪ ♪ 95 00:06:28,800 --> 00:06:31,000 [Mark] Margot MacIntyre. 96 00:06:31,080 --> 00:06:33,720 Had a look at the wounds, and I'm glad you asked me-- 97 00:06:33,800 --> 00:06:34,880 they're pretty special. 98 00:06:34,960 --> 00:06:36,600 Definitely a collector's item. 99 00:06:36,680 --> 00:06:38,640 Rare, that type of weapon. 100 00:06:38,720 --> 00:06:40,200 You ever seen it before? 101 00:06:40,280 --> 00:06:41,600 At first I thought no. 102 00:06:41,680 --> 00:06:45,280 But then I remembered a case involving a particularly nasty London gang. 103 00:06:45,360 --> 00:06:47,960 Carved up this rival like he was a Halloween pumpkin. 104 00:06:49,040 --> 00:06:52,000 Had to wrack me brains to remember when it was, though. 105 00:06:52,080 --> 00:06:54,920 It's just a guess, Mark, but it's probably when you were in London. 106 00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:56,240 [laughing] 107 00:06:56,320 --> 00:06:57,400 Correct. 108 00:06:57,480 --> 00:06:59,440 2016. 109 00:07:01,640 --> 00:07:02,960 That's your weapon. 110 00:07:03,040 --> 00:07:04,640 Quite the bad boy, eh? 111 00:07:04,720 --> 00:07:06,560 Oh, Jesus. 112 00:07:06,640 --> 00:07:09,680 The knife that killed Margot looks like this one. 113 00:07:09,760 --> 00:07:12,000 They're illegally imported from Brazil. 114 00:07:12,080 --> 00:07:13,520 Decent market for them on the dark web. 115 00:07:13,600 --> 00:07:15,320 It's called a Dragon Apex. 116 00:07:15,400 --> 00:07:19,320 Shipment of 400 was seized six months ago off the back of a chicken lorry. 117 00:07:19,400 --> 00:07:21,760 This one came from the evidence locker. 118 00:07:21,840 --> 00:07:23,960 This is good work, Seth. 119 00:07:25,480 --> 00:07:27,400 Don't you think it's odd? 120 00:07:27,480 --> 00:07:29,600 A man dies by suicide, 121 00:07:29,680 --> 00:07:32,200 and then his assistant gets murdered so soon after. 122 00:07:33,360 --> 00:07:35,240 Yes, I do. 123 00:07:35,320 --> 00:07:36,640 Do you have a theory? 124 00:07:36,720 --> 00:07:38,120 I know… 125 00:07:39,120 --> 00:07:41,240 I know with Dr L… 126 00:07:41,320 --> 00:07:42,360 that it was suicide. 127 00:07:42,440 --> 00:07:43,840 But I just… 128 00:07:44,840 --> 00:07:48,240 I just think we need to take another look at that gunshot residue report. 129 00:07:51,280 --> 00:07:53,280 [soft chatter] 130 00:08:01,120 --> 00:08:02,680 Hey. 131 00:08:02,760 --> 00:08:04,520 Thanks for coming. 132 00:08:04,600 --> 00:08:07,280 To your dead daddy's office to look at old files? [blows raspberry] 133 00:08:07,360 --> 00:08:11,040 How could a girl resist such a enticing second date? 134 00:08:11,120 --> 00:08:13,600 I was gonna call my sister, but… 135 00:08:13,680 --> 00:08:16,640 -I need your objectivity. -Wow. It gets better and better. 136 00:08:16,720 --> 00:08:17,840 Sorry. 137 00:08:17,920 --> 00:08:18,960 Sorry. I… 138 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:20,160 I bought cakes. 139 00:08:20,240 --> 00:08:22,480 Oh, now you're talking. 140 00:08:23,480 --> 00:08:26,320 So, here, what is it exactly we're looking for in these files? 141 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:27,960 [Lazarus] Anything out of the ordinary 142 00:08:28,040 --> 00:08:31,800 in Detective Brown's investigations into my father's clients. 143 00:08:34,440 --> 00:08:36,960 Arlo Jones is a vicious killer. 144 00:08:37,039 --> 00:08:40,080 Imogen Carswood was one in a string of his victims. 145 00:08:41,960 --> 00:08:44,000 I said I've been having those thoughts. 146 00:08:45,480 --> 00:08:48,400 [mysterious music playing] 147 00:08:56,040 --> 00:08:57,640 You told me it was the right thing to do! 148 00:08:57,720 --> 00:09:00,000 You were the one who encouraged me to go to the police! 149 00:09:03,200 --> 00:09:04,360 I didn't do it. 150 00:09:04,440 --> 00:09:06,160 I never killed Harry. I didn't. 151 00:09:07,720 --> 00:09:09,400 Sorry, Harry? Who's Harry? 152 00:09:09,480 --> 00:09:10,720 Harry Nash. 153 00:09:10,800 --> 00:09:12,280 ♪ ♪ 154 00:09:17,720 --> 00:09:18,720 She lied. 155 00:09:19,840 --> 00:09:22,120 She knew Harry. She worked the case. 156 00:09:22,200 --> 00:09:23,600 The Harry Nash murder. 157 00:09:23,680 --> 00:09:26,000 She told me she'd never heard of the victim. 158 00:09:26,080 --> 00:09:29,040 And the man convicted always claimed he didn't-- H-Hold on. 159 00:09:30,840 --> 00:09:33,080 [line ringing] 160 00:09:33,160 --> 00:09:34,760 -[clicks] -[Alfie] Laz. 161 00:09:34,840 --> 00:09:36,480 Alfie, hi. 162 00:09:36,560 --> 00:09:37,840 Um, quick question. 163 00:09:37,920 --> 00:09:40,080 The Father Frank suicide video. 164 00:09:40,160 --> 00:09:41,280 Can you remember who it was given to? 165 00:09:41,360 --> 00:09:43,520 Which-which officer? 166 00:09:43,600 --> 00:09:46,800 Yeah, it was, uh, DCI Brown. 167 00:09:48,240 --> 00:09:49,880 -[call clicks off] -Am I going insane 168 00:09:49,960 --> 00:09:51,520 or is that really suspicious? 169 00:09:51,600 --> 00:09:53,400 Why would she try to conceal it? 170 00:09:53,480 --> 00:09:55,080 And how many more are there? 171 00:09:55,160 --> 00:09:57,040 [tense music playing] 172 00:09:57,120 --> 00:09:58,720 [dog barking in distance] 173 00:09:59,880 --> 00:10:00,880 [creaking] 174 00:10:00,960 --> 00:10:02,320 Police. 175 00:10:02,400 --> 00:10:06,320 We've had reports of some strange psychic activity on the property. 176 00:10:06,400 --> 00:10:08,480 Do you mind if I come in and… 177 00:10:08,560 --> 00:10:09,800 take a look around? 178 00:10:09,880 --> 00:10:11,520 Get in. 179 00:10:11,600 --> 00:10:13,000 [chuckles softly] 180 00:10:13,080 --> 00:10:15,400 [creaking] 181 00:10:17,120 --> 00:10:19,520 What, uh… what are you doing here, anyway? 182 00:10:19,600 --> 00:10:21,120 I've got a client in 15 minutes. 183 00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:23,680 Nothing. Just wanted to see you. 184 00:10:23,760 --> 00:10:25,040 -Oh. -Mm. 185 00:10:25,120 --> 00:10:26,920 Wanted to see you, too. 186 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:31,840 Fifteen minutes, you said? 187 00:10:36,720 --> 00:10:38,560 -[phone ringing] -[Jenna] Mm. 188 00:10:41,240 --> 00:10:42,280 Ah, it's your brother. 189 00:10:42,360 --> 00:10:43,560 What's he want? 190 00:10:43,640 --> 00:10:44,720 -Ah, just ignore him. -[ringing stops] 191 00:10:44,800 --> 00:10:46,200 [chuckles] 192 00:10:46,280 --> 00:10:47,280 -[phone ringing] -[chuckles] 193 00:10:47,360 --> 00:10:48,880 Just answer it. 194 00:10:51,200 --> 00:10:52,560 Hi, mate! 195 00:10:59,760 --> 00:11:00,760 [engine shuts off] 196 00:11:02,280 --> 00:11:03,520 So? 197 00:11:11,080 --> 00:11:12,680 I'm gonna make a statement, 198 00:11:12,760 --> 00:11:15,840 and I want you to remember, based on 30 years of friendship, 199 00:11:15,920 --> 00:11:19,040 I wouldn't make this statement unless I really believed it. 200 00:11:20,960 --> 00:11:22,600 I'm all ears. 201 00:11:25,800 --> 00:11:27,880 I think Detective Brown killed my dad. 202 00:11:30,120 --> 00:11:32,400 [chuckles softly] 203 00:11:32,480 --> 00:11:34,960 [chuckles] 204 00:11:35,040 --> 00:11:36,360 [sighs] 205 00:11:36,440 --> 00:11:38,440 What, just like Olsen killed your dad? 206 00:11:38,520 --> 00:11:40,720 -Just like Billy killed your dad? -Just listen to me. 207 00:11:40,800 --> 00:11:42,120 All right? Listen. 208 00:11:43,160 --> 00:11:45,880 I think she's framed a number of people for murder. 209 00:11:45,960 --> 00:11:48,440 I think she may have even killed Margot to cover her tracks. 210 00:11:48,520 --> 00:11:50,160 A ghost tell you this, did it, Laz? 211 00:11:50,240 --> 00:11:52,920 -Seth, I'm not joking. -Just fucking wafted in on a spooky breeze 212 00:11:53,000 --> 00:11:55,240 and tells you that my boss is a murderer? 213 00:11:55,320 --> 00:11:57,320 A murderer, Laz. 214 00:11:57,400 --> 00:11:59,360 Are you for real? She's a highly commended cop. 215 00:11:59,440 --> 00:12:01,760 What the fuck are you talking about? 216 00:12:01,840 --> 00:12:04,680 Look, too many of my dad's clients have either ended up dead 217 00:12:04,760 --> 00:12:06,320 or in prison for this to be a coincidence. 218 00:12:06,400 --> 00:12:08,600 Your dad dealt with deeply disturbed people, Laz, 219 00:12:08,680 --> 00:12:10,240 he wasn't running a fucking soft play centre. 220 00:12:10,320 --> 00:12:11,960 Just-just read them. 221 00:12:12,040 --> 00:12:14,480 [scoffs] I'm not entertaining this. 222 00:12:14,560 --> 00:12:17,280 Well, you have to, because your boss is corrupt and needs confronting. 223 00:12:17,360 --> 00:12:19,360 -All right? Read them. -I'm not reading them. 224 00:12:19,440 --> 00:12:22,120 -Just read them! -I'm not fucking reading them! 225 00:12:22,200 --> 00:12:25,120 -I'll lose my job! -Is that all that matters to you? 226 00:12:26,200 --> 00:12:28,800 -Seth. Where are you going? Seth. -This has gone too far, Laz. 227 00:12:30,880 --> 00:12:32,360 -[groans] -Seth! 228 00:12:32,440 --> 00:12:34,360 -Come on. -You know, ever since you got back here, 229 00:12:34,440 --> 00:12:36,040 you've been rattling cages 230 00:12:36,120 --> 00:12:39,080 and trying to dig up shit to make sense of your father's death. 231 00:12:39,160 --> 00:12:41,480 You were seeing ghosts, and now you're seeing cover-ups. 232 00:12:41,560 --> 00:12:43,640 You need help, Laz. 233 00:12:43,720 --> 00:12:46,560 I'm finding her and confronting her with the truth. 234 00:12:46,640 --> 00:12:48,600 No. You'll do no such thing. 235 00:12:48,680 --> 00:12:50,760 We're going back to your house and we're talking to Jenna 236 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:54,200 and we're gonna get you some help, because this has gone far-- 237 00:12:55,200 --> 00:12:57,800 -[laughs] Oh… -I need help. All right? From you. 238 00:12:57,880 --> 00:13:00,600 From you, my oldest friend, I need you to trust me 239 00:13:00,680 --> 00:13:03,440 and believe me and come with me to confront her! 240 00:13:03,520 --> 00:13:06,040 -[panting] -I can't do that, mate. I'm… 241 00:13:07,040 --> 00:13:08,200 I'm phoning Brown 242 00:13:08,280 --> 00:13:09,240 -and I'm gonna warn her… -No. 243 00:13:09,320 --> 00:13:11,360 -…that you're going back there-- -[both grunting] 244 00:13:17,200 --> 00:13:19,200 -Why'd you become a cop? -Get the fuck off me. 245 00:13:19,280 --> 00:13:21,280 Why did you become a cop? 246 00:13:21,360 --> 00:13:22,760 Laz. I swear to God, Laz-- 247 00:13:22,840 --> 00:13:23,960 I'll tell you why. 248 00:13:24,040 --> 00:13:25,880 To right fucking wrong. 249 00:13:25,960 --> 00:13:27,360 To put killers away. 250 00:13:27,440 --> 00:13:30,160 All right? Read the files and tell me I'm wrong. 251 00:13:30,240 --> 00:13:31,760 [panting] 252 00:13:31,840 --> 00:13:34,360 Okay. Okay. 253 00:13:34,440 --> 00:13:36,360 [tense music playing] 254 00:13:43,160 --> 00:13:45,080 ♪ ♪ 255 00:14:06,520 --> 00:14:07,680 Interesting location. 256 00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:10,600 Any excuse to get out of the station. 257 00:14:10,680 --> 00:14:13,080 Can I buy you a coffee? 258 00:14:13,160 --> 00:14:15,360 I'm fine. 259 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:16,800 What's this about? 260 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:22,440 Seth said you had information regarding your father's death. 261 00:14:22,520 --> 00:14:23,680 Correct. 262 00:14:30,720 --> 00:14:34,600 You were the senior investigating officer on the Cassandra Rhodes case. 263 00:14:35,960 --> 00:14:37,960 What does that have to do with your father's death? 264 00:14:38,040 --> 00:14:42,080 And it was your strong belief that she was murdered by her partner Neil, 265 00:14:42,160 --> 00:14:44,800 -who fled the country. -Correct. 266 00:14:44,880 --> 00:14:49,840 More recently, you led an investigation into the murder of Imogen Carswood, 267 00:14:49,920 --> 00:14:52,280 which resulted in the conviction of Arlo Jones. 268 00:14:52,360 --> 00:14:54,680 I'm failing to see where all this is leading. 269 00:14:54,760 --> 00:14:57,600 A conviction Arlo Jones strenuously opposes. 270 00:14:57,680 --> 00:15:00,200 [scoffs] Arlo Jones the serial killer. 271 00:15:00,280 --> 00:15:04,160 Both were connected to my father. 272 00:15:05,240 --> 00:15:08,400 Arlo a patient, Imogen a lover. 273 00:15:08,480 --> 00:15:10,520 And they weren't the only ones. 274 00:15:10,600 --> 00:15:12,280 [eerie music playing] 275 00:15:12,360 --> 00:15:16,120 Frank, the priest convicted of murdering Harry Nash, 276 00:15:16,200 --> 00:15:19,120 he made a video before his death saying he was innocent, 277 00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:21,760 and that Harry's killer was still at large. 278 00:15:21,840 --> 00:15:26,560 His psychiatrist says he gave that video to you, 279 00:15:26,640 --> 00:15:29,080 and you did nothing with it. 280 00:15:30,080 --> 00:15:33,320 In there, I've found discrepancies, 281 00:15:33,400 --> 00:15:36,640 highly improbable connections, dubious evidence 282 00:15:36,720 --> 00:15:39,880 in murder cases you were investigating. 283 00:15:39,960 --> 00:15:43,200 All of which involved patients of my father 284 00:15:43,280 --> 00:15:45,560 or people known to him. 285 00:15:47,920 --> 00:15:49,720 I don't hear a question. 286 00:15:51,200 --> 00:15:54,560 I think you were using my father's psychiatric practice, 287 00:15:54,640 --> 00:15:57,240 seeking out people with troubled backgrounds 288 00:15:57,320 --> 00:16:01,640 and using them as scapegoats for your crimes. 289 00:16:01,720 --> 00:16:03,600 I think my father found out. 290 00:16:04,680 --> 00:16:06,480 Confronted you about it. 291 00:16:07,720 --> 00:16:09,520 So you killed him. 292 00:16:12,720 --> 00:16:14,720 I see. 293 00:16:18,280 --> 00:16:22,640 Well, that's quite the fantasy you've concocted. 294 00:16:24,000 --> 00:16:25,920 And you're on board with this? 295 00:16:27,080 --> 00:16:29,440 Definitely like to hear your side of the story. 296 00:16:29,520 --> 00:16:31,760 And then what? Arrest me? 297 00:16:33,040 --> 00:16:35,600 I don't need to remind you, I'm your senior officer. 298 00:16:35,680 --> 00:16:37,240 Yep. I know that. 299 00:16:37,320 --> 00:16:42,600 And this impromptu confrontation is wildly inappropriate. 300 00:16:50,120 --> 00:16:52,240 Can you get me a glass of water, please? 301 00:17:07,680 --> 00:17:10,200 I loved your father very much, Joel. 302 00:17:10,280 --> 00:17:12,040 And a glass of water, please. 303 00:17:13,280 --> 00:17:16,000 Lemon drizzle cake? Reminds me of my grandma. 304 00:17:16,079 --> 00:17:21,520 She made better lemon drizzle than anyone on this Earth, bar none. 305 00:17:21,599 --> 00:17:23,839 -You ain't tried mine yet, mate. -Mm. 306 00:17:23,920 --> 00:17:25,760 -[tense music playing] -[grunts] 307 00:17:25,839 --> 00:17:26,960 [Lazarus] Seth! 308 00:17:27,040 --> 00:17:28,040 [electricity crackles] 309 00:17:28,119 --> 00:17:29,680 Police! I'm calling backup. 310 00:17:31,360 --> 00:17:32,720 Seth. You okay? 311 00:17:32,800 --> 00:17:34,240 -[muffled grunt] -Call the police! 312 00:17:34,320 --> 00:17:35,400 She is the police. 313 00:17:35,480 --> 00:17:36,840 Just call the fucking police! 314 00:17:36,920 --> 00:17:38,360 What can I do? How can I help? 315 00:17:38,440 --> 00:17:40,600 -Just get her. -All right. Look after him. 316 00:17:40,680 --> 00:17:42,600 ♪ ♪ 317 00:17:47,520 --> 00:17:49,440 [engine starts] 318 00:17:49,520 --> 00:17:51,440 -[tires screeching] -[grunts] 319 00:17:53,360 --> 00:17:56,240 [suspenseful music playing] 320 00:18:03,280 --> 00:18:04,720 [horn honking] 321 00:18:04,800 --> 00:18:06,720 [tires screeching] 322 00:18:10,400 --> 00:18:12,000 [panting] 323 00:18:13,280 --> 00:18:15,240 [tires screeching] 324 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:18,240 Shit. 325 00:18:21,400 --> 00:18:23,080 [truck horn blares] 326 00:18:28,320 --> 00:18:30,640 -[horn honks] -[tires screech] 327 00:18:30,720 --> 00:18:33,200 -[horns honking] -[clatter] 328 00:18:34,440 --> 00:18:36,600 [tires screeching] 329 00:18:47,560 --> 00:18:48,800 [atmospheric music playing] 330 00:18:57,800 --> 00:18:59,520 [suspenseful music playing] 331 00:18:59,600 --> 00:19:01,360 [man] Hey. 332 00:19:01,440 --> 00:19:02,880 [Brown grunts] 333 00:19:04,040 --> 00:19:05,960 [grunts] 334 00:19:12,200 --> 00:19:13,680 [panting] 335 00:19:25,320 --> 00:19:26,280 [grunts] 336 00:19:41,640 --> 00:19:43,640 -[woman gasps] -[bystanders exclaim] 337 00:19:45,520 --> 00:19:47,120 [people screaming] 338 00:19:47,200 --> 00:19:49,120 [dark music playing] 339 00:20:03,560 --> 00:20:04,960 You okay? 340 00:20:07,320 --> 00:20:08,400 [inhales sharply] 341 00:20:08,480 --> 00:20:09,560 [sighs] 342 00:20:10,640 --> 00:20:13,360 Someone's gonna come and take a statement, so just… 343 00:20:13,440 --> 00:20:15,560 just stick to the facts. 344 00:20:15,640 --> 00:20:18,120 You suspected her, you brought your suspicions to me… 345 00:20:20,040 --> 00:20:22,400 …then she Tasered me. 346 00:20:23,440 --> 00:20:25,480 [sighs] Thanks, mate. 347 00:20:27,480 --> 00:20:29,520 I still don't understand any of this. 348 00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:32,920 Makes no fucking sense at all. 349 00:20:34,480 --> 00:20:37,080 But… 350 00:20:37,160 --> 00:20:39,480 I am sorry I doubted you. 351 00:20:42,640 --> 00:20:43,920 [exhales] 352 00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:47,800 Still think you need to talk to someone, though, Laz. 353 00:20:47,880 --> 00:20:49,520 All this? 354 00:20:50,600 --> 00:20:52,680 [exhales] It's a lot, mate. 355 00:20:55,160 --> 00:20:59,840 I'm sorry I've brought so much shit into your life since coming back. 356 00:20:59,920 --> 00:21:01,760 No, you haven't. 357 00:21:01,840 --> 00:21:04,080 Well, you have. [chuckles] 358 00:21:04,160 --> 00:21:06,840 -[laughs] -[laughs] 359 00:21:06,920 --> 00:21:09,320 It has been nice having you back, though. 360 00:21:09,400 --> 00:21:13,000 And I connected with your hot sister, so… 361 00:21:14,320 --> 00:21:15,800 …every cloud, eh? 362 00:21:15,880 --> 00:21:17,040 -[laughs] -Just… 363 00:21:18,080 --> 00:21:21,640 …just take care of her, yeah, if you two… 364 00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:23,640 become a thing. 365 00:21:23,720 --> 00:21:25,240 -Yeah. -Don't want to have to come back 366 00:21:25,320 --> 00:21:27,240 -and get all heavy with you. -Hmm. 367 00:21:28,560 --> 00:21:30,240 Well, I reckon I could take you. 368 00:21:31,520 --> 00:21:34,240 As long as you don't bring your imaginary friends as backup. 369 00:21:34,320 --> 00:21:36,760 Or a Taser. 370 00:21:36,840 --> 00:21:38,680 [both laugh] 371 00:21:38,760 --> 00:21:40,280 You're funny. 372 00:21:40,360 --> 00:21:41,600 You've finally got funny. 373 00:21:41,680 --> 00:21:43,720 Yeah. 374 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:45,760 That's why your sister likes me so much. 375 00:21:45,840 --> 00:21:47,360 -See you, mate. -[chuckles] 376 00:21:51,120 --> 00:21:53,440 [Brown] Joel, don't push it. 377 00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:55,480 [tense music playing] 378 00:21:55,560 --> 00:21:57,080 [sighs] 379 00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:59,080 I don't want to have to use this. 380 00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:02,720 Believe me, it'll destroy you. 381 00:22:03,760 --> 00:22:05,440 Let it go. 382 00:22:05,520 --> 00:22:09,600 I can spare you so much pain if you just stop now. 383 00:22:11,240 --> 00:22:12,760 I can't do that. 384 00:22:12,840 --> 00:22:15,560 Please, please, just… just go home. 385 00:22:15,640 --> 00:22:17,080 Let this go. 386 00:22:17,160 --> 00:22:18,800 I can't. 387 00:22:19,440 --> 00:22:20,560 [grunts] 388 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:22,960 ♪ ♪ 389 00:22:24,280 --> 00:22:26,800 [siren wailing] 390 00:22:31,120 --> 00:22:32,960 ♪ ♪ 391 00:22:44,680 --> 00:22:46,280 [knocker tapping] 392 00:22:55,280 --> 00:22:56,960 [Aidan] Hello. 393 00:22:57,040 --> 00:22:58,360 Hi. 394 00:22:58,440 --> 00:23:00,200 I know it's a bit strange, but… 395 00:23:00,280 --> 00:23:02,640 I just wanted to talk to you. 396 00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:04,240 About my dad. 397 00:23:04,320 --> 00:23:06,120 Joel Lazarus. 398 00:23:06,200 --> 00:23:07,360 I know you're… 399 00:23:07,440 --> 00:23:09,120 close. 400 00:23:10,280 --> 00:23:11,880 It's Aidan, right? 401 00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:14,240 He's… [clears throat] …talked about you. 402 00:23:14,320 --> 00:23:15,800 Is it a bad time? 403 00:23:18,680 --> 00:23:21,480 No. Uh, no. Come on in. 404 00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:34,080 I don't like talking about myself. 405 00:23:34,160 --> 00:23:36,080 Ah, you and me both. 406 00:23:36,160 --> 00:23:38,480 A lot of people find it uncomfortable. 407 00:23:38,560 --> 00:23:40,360 It's not that. It's just… 408 00:23:40,440 --> 00:23:43,160 I don't trust people. 409 00:23:43,240 --> 00:23:45,120 But I've told people things before, 410 00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:47,840 but they just… they didn't keep them secret. 411 00:23:47,920 --> 00:23:49,040 Well, I promise you, 412 00:23:49,120 --> 00:23:52,640 whatever you say in here will stay between us. 413 00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:55,880 Cross my heart and hope to die. 414 00:24:00,560 --> 00:24:02,560 [elevator bell buzzes] 415 00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:07,440 [eerie music playing] 416 00:24:31,200 --> 00:24:33,200 ♪ ♪ 417 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:52,600 [footsteps on stairs] 418 00:25:01,400 --> 00:25:03,040 Alison. 419 00:25:04,640 --> 00:25:06,440 [door closes on tape] 420 00:25:08,840 --> 00:25:10,400 [Brown on tape] We need to talk. 421 00:25:12,600 --> 00:25:14,240 I know. 422 00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:16,920 I know what you did. 423 00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:19,520 What we did. 424 00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:27,000 I've been so stupid. 425 00:25:32,680 --> 00:25:36,640 In psychology, we call guilt "the useless emotion." 426 00:25:36,720 --> 00:25:40,200 Remorse shows our humanity, but guilt becomes toxic. 427 00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:42,440 -It eats away at us. -So, you don't feel guilt? 428 00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:45,560 None whatsoever. 429 00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:48,440 [Brown] For years, I thought you were helping me close cases. 430 00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:50,280 [on tape] Telling me we were playing the system 431 00:25:50,360 --> 00:25:52,160 because these people deserve to be in prison… 432 00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:54,240 -[Jonathan] They do. -[Brown] Says who? 433 00:25:55,160 --> 00:25:57,040 -The great psychiatrist? -[scoffs] 434 00:25:57,120 --> 00:25:59,360 Let's not get melodramatic. 435 00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:02,480 You reaped the rewards, Alison-- 436 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:05,360 the accolades, the acclaim-- 437 00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:08,200 you were always very ambitious in that regard. 438 00:26:08,280 --> 00:26:09,840 [chuckling] It always struck me as strange, 439 00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:13,920 giving awards for police work, it's almost uncouth. 440 00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:16,560 I thought you were my friend. 441 00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:20,880 But you manipulated me 442 00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:22,960 and I let my ego get in the way. 443 00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:28,360 You killed Imogen. 444 00:26:28,440 --> 00:26:30,920 Don't even deny it, I know you did. 445 00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:33,440 And then you made me believe it was Arlo Jones. 446 00:26:36,840 --> 00:26:39,040 I loved Imogen. 447 00:26:39,120 --> 00:26:42,160 And she was sick, she was dying. 448 00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:44,280 She was terrified of it. 449 00:26:44,360 --> 00:26:46,680 So you-so you strangled her? 450 00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:48,920 I put an end to her suffering. 451 00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:53,080 [Brown] Is that what you tell yourself? 452 00:26:55,320 --> 00:26:58,960 There are times for some people, Alison, when staying, lingering in the world, 453 00:26:59,040 --> 00:27:02,000 is infinitely more painful than leaving it. 454 00:27:03,800 --> 00:27:05,000 And the others? 455 00:27:06,120 --> 00:27:08,320 What about the others? 456 00:27:08,400 --> 00:27:11,800 Father Frank Barnway left a recording before he killed himself, 457 00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:15,480 claiming his innocence in the murder of Harry Nash. 458 00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:17,280 There were signs, I should have seen them, 459 00:27:17,360 --> 00:27:19,280 but I was so caught up… 460 00:27:19,360 --> 00:27:24,640 You've been giving me information, over the years, to deflect from yourself. 461 00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:27,520 [Jonathan on tape] It, uh… 462 00:27:27,600 --> 00:27:29,440 Alison, you have no idea. 463 00:27:29,520 --> 00:27:30,600 Some of the clients 464 00:27:30,680 --> 00:27:34,080 that come through my office are deeply traumatized people 465 00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:36,880 with deeply troubled lives. 466 00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:38,600 They're like a broken vase. 467 00:27:38,680 --> 00:27:41,120 You can glue it back together, and from a distance, 468 00:27:41,200 --> 00:27:45,360 it may look normal, but up close, you will always see the cracks. 469 00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:47,320 Rationalise it any way you want. 470 00:27:47,400 --> 00:27:49,560 You murdered them, Jonathan. 471 00:27:49,640 --> 00:27:53,280 And then you got me to convict innocent people for your crimes. 472 00:27:53,360 --> 00:27:55,360 [suspenseful music playing] 473 00:27:56,440 --> 00:27:57,920 [Jonathan] So you think… 474 00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:00,600 …w-what? 475 00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:02,680 [stammers] We confess? 476 00:28:04,120 --> 00:28:07,280 We've both seen those prisons, Alison. 477 00:28:07,360 --> 00:28:10,720 Twenty-two hours a day in a cell, being prodded and poked… 478 00:28:10,800 --> 00:28:12,480 we wouldn't last two minutes. 479 00:28:12,560 --> 00:28:14,000 And you, a corrupt cop, 480 00:28:14,080 --> 00:28:16,200 you'd be ruined. 481 00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:23,320 I can't just let it go. 482 00:28:25,760 --> 00:28:28,000 You understand that, don't you? 483 00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:33,680 [sighs] 484 00:28:35,600 --> 00:28:37,000 I do. 485 00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:40,680 You're not built that way. 486 00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:44,920 So what are you proposing, Alison? 487 00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:50,960 We could take a different route. 488 00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:08,040 You could write a note. 489 00:29:10,040 --> 00:29:11,240 Say goodbye. 490 00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:19,360 End your… How did you put it? 491 00:29:20,560 --> 00:29:22,560 Pain? Lingering? 492 00:29:25,280 --> 00:29:26,960 And then your secret… 493 00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:30,120 …dies with you. 494 00:29:35,640 --> 00:29:40,400 That's a route that favours you rather more than me. 495 00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:43,880 Those cracks in the vase. 496 00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:47,760 The ones you got when Sutton died. 497 00:29:49,800 --> 00:29:51,800 They could never be repaired, could they? 498 00:29:52,760 --> 00:29:54,760 [quiet, tense music playing] 499 00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:12,560 How can you be sure I won't use this on you? 500 00:30:20,880 --> 00:30:22,320 [exhales] 501 00:30:27,840 --> 00:30:29,840 [exhaling deeply] 502 00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:44,480 You've been a good friend, Alison. 503 00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:49,800 Through the bad times… 504 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:52,800 …you've always been there. 505 00:30:56,880 --> 00:30:58,720 [mournful music playing] 506 00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:03,360 [sighs] Do you think I'll see Sutton? 507 00:31:05,560 --> 00:31:06,760 [Brown] I hope so. 508 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:10,880 Do you? 509 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:14,320 [distressed sigh] I don't know. 510 00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:15,720 I don't know. 511 00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:20,320 But at least I won't miss her anymore. 512 00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:24,680 There is that. 513 00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:29,400 I wish there was another way. 514 00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:33,680 But there isn't, is there? 515 00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:44,440 I'd like to be alone. 516 00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:47,320 I'll wait outside. 517 00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:51,760 [Jonathan] Goodbye. 518 00:31:54,640 --> 00:31:56,640 And… thank you. 519 00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:01,000 Knowing you… 520 00:32:01,080 --> 00:32:03,920 has been a pleasure. 521 00:32:15,080 --> 00:32:16,440 [door closes] 522 00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:19,200 [sobbing] 523 00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:22,120 [crying] 524 00:32:24,240 --> 00:32:26,120 [Jonathan sobbing on tape] 525 00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:39,480 [line ringing] 526 00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:46,800 [phone buzzing] 527 00:32:52,160 --> 00:32:53,800 [voicemail] You've reached Doctor Joel Lazarus. 528 00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:55,360 Please leave a message after the tone. 529 00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:57,320 -[phone beeps] -[sighs] 530 00:33:01,320 --> 00:33:03,320 ♪ ♪ 531 00:33:24,160 --> 00:33:26,160 ♪ ♪ 532 00:33:29,080 --> 00:33:30,280 [pen clacks on table] 533 00:33:31,320 --> 00:33:32,760 [paper tears off pad] 534 00:33:53,520 --> 00:33:55,080 [sniffles, exhales] 535 00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:57,080 [shudders] 536 00:34:01,320 --> 00:34:04,080 [Jonathan breathing deeply] 537 00:34:10,040 --> 00:34:11,639 [groans softly] 538 00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:17,159 [gunshot] 539 00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:20,920 [recorder stops playing] 540 00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:24,480 [Jonathan] I'm sorry that you had to hear all that. 541 00:34:24,560 --> 00:34:27,760 But you know I record everything that happens in this room. 542 00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:30,719 She murdered me. 543 00:34:33,040 --> 00:34:35,360 She gave me no choice. 544 00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:40,639 You killed… 545 00:34:40,719 --> 00:34:44,040 I freed them from their pain. 546 00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:46,920 And I freed everyone else from the danger of them. 547 00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:48,560 -You met Cassandra. -[screams] 548 00:34:48,639 --> 00:34:51,040 She killed him in my office. 549 00:34:51,120 --> 00:34:54,120 Of course I couldn't leave a dead body lying in my office, 550 00:34:54,199 --> 00:34:57,360 so I helped her move him, but what was the likelihood 551 00:34:57,440 --> 00:34:59,280 of someone like that keeping a secret? 552 00:34:59,360 --> 00:35:01,760 Or not killing again? 553 00:35:01,840 --> 00:35:03,480 -So she was my first. -[gasps] 554 00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:06,800 And Harry? 555 00:35:06,880 --> 00:35:09,280 Do you know what he'd do, if he knew we were even talking? 556 00:35:09,360 --> 00:35:11,840 The damage had been done. Coming forward made it worse. 557 00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:14,520 The truth, son, will not always set you free. 558 00:35:14,600 --> 00:35:20,680 I've spent my whole life trying to understand this. 559 00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:24,160 And m-most people have empathy, 560 00:35:24,240 --> 00:35:27,960 m-morality, some sense of right and wrong, however twisted. 561 00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:32,640 And then, there are the others, 562 00:35:32,720 --> 00:35:35,640 who are beyond repair. 563 00:35:35,720 --> 00:35:38,000 The wiring is too far gone. 564 00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:39,200 What-what, what happened 565 00:35:39,280 --> 00:35:42,360 to "don't let them feel abandoned, not for a moment"? 566 00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:45,440 I didn't abandon them, I saved them. 567 00:35:45,520 --> 00:35:47,720 God, self-justifying crap. 568 00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:51,400 You-you killed because you wanted to kill. 569 00:35:51,480 --> 00:35:53,480 You got a taste for it. 570 00:35:55,920 --> 00:35:57,040 Possibly. 571 00:35:57,120 --> 00:35:59,120 [eerie music playing] 572 00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:01,800 But why? W-Why… 573 00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:05,720 Why, Dad, why? 574 00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:09,520 After Sutton, something closed in me. 575 00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:11,960 I saw things differently. 576 00:36:13,280 --> 00:36:15,600 You murdered people. 577 00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:18,440 God, we… 578 00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:22,120 God, we-we know what it's like, don't we? 579 00:36:22,200 --> 00:36:23,560 I-I mean, we-we know. 580 00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:25,360 I had my own pain! 581 00:36:25,440 --> 00:36:27,720 I had lost a child. 582 00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:32,120 In the worst possible way. 583 00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:34,160 But I never stopped loving you. 584 00:36:34,240 --> 00:36:36,800 E-Either of you. 585 00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:42,240 And that last day, the-the only person I wanted to speak to was you. 586 00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:46,320 [Jonathan exhales] 587 00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:50,320 [sombre music playing] 588 00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:52,840 What would you have said? 589 00:36:52,920 --> 00:36:54,520 Well… 590 00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:56,320 I'd have tried… 591 00:36:56,400 --> 00:37:00,720 I'd have tried to make you understand that whatever I'd become, 592 00:37:00,800 --> 00:37:04,960 you're my son, and I've always loved you. 593 00:37:10,000 --> 00:37:13,880 I just wanted my dad back. 594 00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:16,400 [exhales] 595 00:37:16,480 --> 00:37:18,480 That's all I've ever wanted. 596 00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:20,760 [mournful music playing] 597 00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:27,480 [Jonathan] That drawing 598 00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:30,400 on my suicide note. 599 00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:33,600 Do you know what that symbol means to me? 600 00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:43,240 Time isn't linear, it's cyclical. 601 00:37:44,280 --> 00:37:47,560 Sons become their fathers, Joel. 602 00:37:47,640 --> 00:37:49,200 It's in their blood. 603 00:37:49,280 --> 00:37:51,000 [dark music playing] 604 00:37:55,400 --> 00:37:57,920 -No. -History is destined to repeat itself 605 00:37:58,000 --> 00:38:00,760 unless we break the pattern. 606 00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:04,000 No, Dad. 607 00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:05,600 You were ill. 608 00:38:10,920 --> 00:38:15,200 I have spent my whole life trying to be like you… 609 00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:18,600 …but not anymore. 610 00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:28,240 Not anymore. 611 00:38:34,400 --> 00:38:36,280 Then let me go. 612 00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:39,680 Break the pattern. 613 00:38:45,680 --> 00:38:47,400 Goodbye, son. 614 00:38:51,520 --> 00:38:53,720 [softly] Bye, Dad. 615 00:38:58,640 --> 00:39:00,560 [sombre music playing] 616 00:39:27,840 --> 00:39:29,840 ♪ ♪ 617 00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:36,920 -[♪ Rumer: "The Windmills of Your Mind"] -♪ Like a circle in a spiral ♪ 618 00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:40,840 ♪ Like a wheel within a wheel ♪ 619 00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:43,960 ♪ Never ending or beginning ♪ 620 00:39:44,040 --> 00:39:48,240 ♪ On an ever-spinning reel ♪ 621 00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:51,680 ♪ Like a snowball down a mountain ♪ 622 00:39:51,760 --> 00:39:55,440 ♪ Or a carnival balloon ♪ 623 00:39:55,520 --> 00:39:58,680 ♪ Like a carousel that's turning ♪ 624 00:39:58,760 --> 00:40:02,360 ♪ Running rings around the moon ♪ 625 00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:06,240 ♪ Like a clock whose hands are sweeping ♪ 626 00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:09,880 ♪ Past the minutes of its face ♪ 627 00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:13,080 ♪ And the world is like an apple ♪ 628 00:40:13,160 --> 00:40:18,080 ♪ Whirling silently in space ♪ 629 00:40:18,160 --> 00:40:21,640 ♪ Like the circles that you find ♪ 630 00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:28,880 ♪ In the windmills of your mind ♪ 631 00:40:31,840 --> 00:40:35,440 ♪ Like a tunnel that you follow ♪ 632 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:38,240 ♪ To a tunnel of its own ♪ 633 00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:41,680 ♪ Down a hollow to a cavern ♪ 634 00:40:41,760 --> 00:40:45,120 ♪ Where the sun has never shone ♪ 635 00:40:45,200 --> 00:40:48,560 ♪ Like a door that keeps revolving ♪ 636 00:40:48,640 --> 00:40:51,520 ♪ In a half-forgotten dream ♪ 637 00:40:51,600 --> 00:40:53,640 ♪ Or the ripples from a pebble ♪ 638 00:40:53,720 --> 00:40:56,320 -♪ Someone tosses ♪ -[whispers] It's over. 639 00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:57,920 ♪ In a stream ♪ 640 00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:00,760 ♪ Like a clock whose hands are sweeping ♪ 641 00:41:00,840 --> 00:41:03,800 ♪ Past the minutes of its face ♪ 642 00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:07,320 ♪ And the world is like an apple ♪ 643 00:41:07,400 --> 00:41:10,480 ♪ Whirling silently in space ♪ 644 00:41:10,560 --> 00:41:13,680 ♪ Like the circles that you find ♪ 645 00:41:13,760 --> 00:41:17,320 ♪ In the windmills of your mind ♪♪ 646 00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:26,600 [Laura over phone] Hi, this is Laura. Please leave a message 647 00:41:26,680 --> 00:41:28,240 and I'll get back to you. 648 00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:31,800 -[phone beeps] -Hi, Laura. It's-it's me. 649 00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:35,880 I really want to see you. 650 00:41:46,200 --> 00:41:48,120 [atmospheric music playing] 651 00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:07,520 [Cassandra on tape] I-I… 652 00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:09,080 I look into his dead face. 653 00:42:09,160 --> 00:42:10,880 There's-there's blood gushing from his head 654 00:42:10,960 --> 00:42:14,040 where I hit him and I stare at him on the ground and I feel 655 00:42:14,120 --> 00:42:15,840 n-nothing. 656 00:42:15,920 --> 00:42:17,160 Not happiness, 657 00:42:17,240 --> 00:42:18,560 not relief, just nothing. 658 00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:26,680 [Harry on tape] You told me it was the right thing to do! 659 00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:29,000 You were the one who encouraged me to go to the police. 660 00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:31,720 Well, I said I wasn't ready! 661 00:42:33,360 --> 00:42:35,080 [Arlo on tape] God came to me, 662 00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:36,920 and he says, would I mind 663 00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:38,800 exacting His punishment for Him? 664 00:42:38,880 --> 00:42:41,040 And I said, "Only too happy." 665 00:42:41,120 --> 00:42:42,840 [haunting music playing] 666 00:42:44,320 --> 00:42:47,400 [Jonathan] You know I record everything that happens in this room. 667 00:42:50,880 --> 00:42:52,800 [young Joel on tape] Sorry, Dad. 668 00:42:53,840 --> 00:42:55,680 Sorry, do you have a moment? 669 00:42:57,720 --> 00:43:00,720 [Jonathan] Sons become their fathers, Joel. 670 00:43:00,800 --> 00:43:02,520 It's in their blood. 671 00:43:02,600 --> 00:43:04,520 ♪ ♪ 672 00:43:14,280 --> 00:43:16,280 [indistinct chatter] 673 00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:23,800 [doorbell rings] 674 00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:31,400 [doorbell rings] 675 00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:37,320 [atmospheric music playing] 676 00:43:47,080 --> 00:43:48,280 Laura? 677 00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:53,760 Laura? 678 00:44:00,920 --> 00:44:02,120 Laura? 679 00:44:14,120 --> 00:44:16,120 [dark music playing] 680 00:44:37,160 --> 00:44:39,160 ♪ ♪ 681 00:44:46,720 --> 00:44:48,040 I'm sorry. 682 00:44:53,800 --> 00:44:57,160 -[♪ Rumer: "The Windmills of Your Mind"] -♪ Keys that jingle in your pocket ♪ 683 00:44:57,240 --> 00:45:01,120 ♪ Words that jangle in your head ♪ 684 00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:05,640 ♪ Why did summer go so quickly? ♪ 685 00:45:05,720 --> 00:45:09,560 ♪ Was it something that you said? ♪ 686 00:45:10,840 --> 00:45:13,600 ♪ Lovers walk along the shore ♪ 687 00:45:13,680 --> 00:45:17,640 ♪ And leave their footprints in the sand ♪ 688 00:45:19,320 --> 00:45:22,120 ♪ When you knew that it was over ♪ 689 00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:24,600 ♪ You were suddenly aware ♪ 690 00:45:26,600 --> 00:45:29,200 ♪ That the autumn leaves were turning ♪ 691 00:45:29,280 --> 00:45:34,680 ♪ To the colour of her hair ♪♪ 692 00:45:34,760 --> 00:45:36,760 ♪ ♪ 48073

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