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'An old pep
in her step this morning.

'Good. Good to see.

'He's not coming back. OK.

'No-one quite scratches
under the chin like he can.

'Not to mention those pigs' ears.

'Yummers!

'That was our dirty little secret.

'I just want to make you happy, Joy.

'It's just that...
everything feels different now

'and I'm struggling here a bit
and I think you are, too

'but maybe you're just better
at hiding it than me.

'It's just
that dogs need boundaries.'

Sometimes I think you're
the only one who doesn't judge me.

You know that?
You're the only one who gets me.

'I won't judge you
if you don't judge me, OK?

'Ah!'

- SHE SIGHS
- 'Yeah.

'You see, the thing is...
Now, wait.'

- Aidan.
- 'No. Pause, rewind, refocus.'

What have you got to say
for yourself?

'That was a proper human-dog
connecting moment we had.

'That was pure Disney stuff
right there!

'OK, so, wait. So, this is...

'Mm, mm. Mm, mm, mm.'

- Oh!
- 'Oh. Rookie.'

- No. No!
- 'I know.

'Boundaries. Totally, yeah.
No, I get it.

'You know, you'd think I hadn't
watched Pretty Woman with you

'like 7,000 times.

' "Not on the mouth!" '

UP-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYS

DOG BARKING

- High five, sister!
- Oh!

Fuck, Charlene.
That's not a high five.

I'm just really excited for you.

Congratulations. Basically
you haven't been fired.

- Oh, was I gonna be?
- I'm not gonna lie,

the chances were defo up there.

We're expecting a lot of trolling,
big backlash, intense hate

and all directed at you
cos you're not Flora.

OK.

I thought
maybe they believed in me.

Yeah, no.

But then people liked it.

Our sponsors are happy.

We haven't fucked it up!
- OK, good.

Yeah. Yes, it is good, Joy.

We're not gonna starve and I can
still buy expensive moisturiser,

which is important to me, OK?
- OK.

Now, Jeffrey, Audrey and the team

are waiting to tell us
abut this week's assignment.

You are gonna freak out!

It's not what I want.
It's not what I want.

- I just need to update it.
- It's not what I want.

I will.

Oh.

All righty, all righty, all righty!

We are still standing, comrades.

And better than we expected, Joy.

Audrey here thought you were
gonna fuck the whole thing up

and then you went
and surprised us all

with your naive reporting style
and your supreme vulnerability.

You fooled them all.

You didn't really fool me.

We have a pretty good editor.

So, this week
you basically need to better.

We've assigned Stan to you
for the rest of the week.

That guy is so committed.

He has third-degree windburns
from Skellig Michael.

He's a legend.
- He's amazing.

So you just concentrate
on getting the juicy stuff.

Make it sexy, make it hot.

- Jizz it up.
- Jesus.

- Jazz.
- Jazz it up.

OK. So, what exactly
will I be doing?

We need a piece on boundaries.

Write up on how they impact
our lives

to accompany your film piece
to camera.

Where you'll be wrestling.

It's a wellness group
called Wrestle Your Demons,

where you get to explore
healthy boundaries and tone up.

It's brilliant.
But you need to bring a friend.

You have to do it in twos.

- You can do it, Joy.
- But we need more,

to know more about you.
We're watching, Joy.

RINGTONE PLAYS
Oh. Sorry.

Sorry.
BEEP

'Alan, maybe put it
on the radiator for a bit

'if it's still sore.'
- Shh!

'When are you coming over, Joy?'

- Sorry. It's my mum.
- 'Your dad's procedure

'is all done now.'
- Hello, Mrs Joy's mum!

'It's all good down there, chicken.'

She's doing great.
'He's a little bit tender

'but his penis is fine, love.'
- Shh.

Hey.

I saw the finished piece
from last week.

Yeah, I really don't know
what I'm doing.

No, it was good. It was funny.

You were like a young, fearless,

abseiling Princess Leia
or something.

HE CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY

Or like, erm, Chewbacca or whatever.

Er...

They've assigned me to film
this week's piece, too.

- Mm.
- So, er,

see you in the wrestling ring!
Sorry.

To properly document my humiliation.

No, don't worry. I'll, er,

I'll catch all your best angles.

Really looking forward to it.

Erm...

PRINTER WHIRRING

What is it with you?

I mean, you and your stuff
and your belongings

and you just need all this space
and order and...

Jesus!

Actually, well,
that's just really annoying.

There's just an order to things.

You know,
there's boundaries to stuff.

Help them feel calm,
me feel happy and organised.

Ju... Oh! Oh.

You're being unhelpful.
- But what boundaries, though?

So, it's like you make
these rules up in your head

and then you think you have to apply
them to all life situations.

And you expect everyone else
to know

what the fuck you're talking about.
Or what to do with them.

Well, I don't want
to keep discussing it.

Yeah, well, I'm sorry
if it frustrates me.

TELEPHONE RINGING

And your breathing exercises,
of course, are your friend.

I'm sorry we couldn't go
to the cinema

but I've got to learn this stuff
so I don't rip my vagina.

Yeah, no, I totally understand.

And with Tom being away
I've missed so many classes.

Thank you for coming with me.

No, it's cool. I'm enjoying this.

Basically, you just take
your coconut oil

and you just rub it right in there.

Right into your perineum.

This is very educational.

Let's just breathe again here.

OK. And...

BREATHES DEEPLY

Actually, do you know
I do have a favour to ask you back.

Will you be my, er,
wrestling partner?

Erm...

No, you can't do that.

Yeah, they can be quite strict
about things like, er,

unpasteurised cheese
and full-contact wrestling.

Yeah.

Honestly, Joy, if you want
to hang out with other friends

I'm totally cool with it.

What other friends?

Joy, it's OK to have other friends.

You can make other friends.

Because, believe it or not,
you make a very lovely friend.

The one thing that you don't
want is to be unprepared.

And don't forget. We have the
roommate interviews tomorrow.

And who knows? Maybe one of them
could turn into, like, a real pal.

...is happening,
and before you know it

you've ripped your vagina
right into your anus.

Exactly!

Yes.

Such a good menu.

I'm gonna go
for the croque monsieur

with chips and sausages
and a side of kale.

It keeps my hair shiny.
What do you want, Joy?

I don't know, Charlene.

I think I'm just freaking out
a little bit

because I have to find a partner
for this wrestling thing.

I mean, I know my world is small.

I know I've cut myself off
from a lot of people

and maybe that's OK,
or maybe now it's not OK

cos it's not working
as a coping mechanism any more,

but in truth,
I just convinced myself

I didn't really need anybody else.

Anyway, I wouldn't know
how to undo it all

or do it any other way, anyway.

OK, but what would you like
for lunch?

Huh?

Oh.

The same.

I don't know what I'm doing,
Charlene.

- Nobody does.
- I just don't get this.

Wrestling?!

I've got tight hamstrings.

What would Flora do?

Stretch?

Oh, look, please come with me
tomorrow to the wrestling.

Jeffrey and Audrey are looking
for something truthful

and honest and amazing

and I'm really starting
to feel the pressure.

I can't go with you, Joy.
I can't double job.

And besides, I've been in trouble
for fighting before.

But it can't be that hard
for you to find someone.

People love
being in front of the camera.

Go over to her. Ask her.

Members of the public
love being involved.

It makes them feel reflected
in the truth of it or...

some bullshit like that
that's very touching

but I don't really understand.

I can't ask her.
She's gonna think I'm weird.

Probably, but is that really
the worst that can happen?

OK.

OK.
CHUCKLES

I'm sorry. I can't. I can't.

Hi. My name's Charlene.

I work for News Today.

My friend and I thought
you have a really good look

and we were wondering
if you'd like to be part

of a segment tomorrow.
Are you serious?

- Yeah.
- Yeah. OK.

- Great. What was your name?
- Sarah. Nice to meet you.

So, this is Sarah

and she'd really like to be
involved in the piece tomorrow.

Hi. Nice to meet you.

You're so lucky.
Do you know that?

No social media.

No-one looking to see

how not perfectly
you're living your life.

No-one judging, no rules,
no pressure.

You can just go out
and sniff around whoever you want.

No-one's gonna get a picture of it
and put it online

so the last bitch you've ridden
is looking, going, "Who's that?"

You know?

And, look, I don't mean bitch
as in "bitch".

I mean a lady dog.

And I hope you can still enjoy it
after we've got rid of your balls.

KNOCK ON DOOR

- Hi.
- Hey.

SHE EXHALES
Hot.

OK, how do we do this?

Well, we interview them
and see which one fits best.

- Great. Easy-peasy.
- Piece of piss.

I love watching movies
and going for walks

in my spare time.
- No.

I'd be happy
to cook the meals and things.

Baking. I love baking.

I'm so sorry. I don't think
it's gonna work out.

I'm trying to cut down on buns.

I have a boyfriend,
so he'd stay over sometimes.

But we're not noisy or anything.

LAUGHS
Do you have a boyfriend?

I'm incredibly organised, tidy.

Er, clean freak.

Sometimes I go round with
a cloth and a Dettol spritzer.

Stay in my room mostly.

Don't talk much.

- Perfect!
- No.

Our fridge is broken.
You'd hate it here.

We have no running water.

We have rats.

So sorry for wasting your time.

The room has actually
just been taken.

Please get out.

I thought you said you were
gonna do things differently.

- I'm trying!
- You're not.

You're not trying.

You said you were
reimagining boundaries

for your work, for your life.

I am. I did!

Just today, I hung out
with this hot young thing

who happens to maybe be falling
in love with human Aidan

and tomorrow I'm gonna wrestle her.

- What?!
- On the Internet, yeah.

So don't lecture me
on boundaries, because...

KNOCK ON DOOR
Oh! Oh!

OK, Trish, watch this.

Oh. Whoo!

Look at the new me in action.

Are you watching?

- Do you want the room?
- Wha...

The room here, do you want it?

- Er, yeah.
- Great. It's yours.

Thank you. Thank you so much,
you precious little angel.

Ah, that's so exciting.
Look at this!

Congrats!
- Ooh!

Too low. That's my gee.

Sorry.

As you know,
it's a piece on boundaries.

But, look, it will be a good
bit of exercise, if nothing else,

cos you do look like
you like to keep fit.

Would you say
you do a lot of squats?

Like, would squatting be
a part of your daily routine?

Er, yeah, I like to keep pretty fit.

Your hair is very swishy.

Are you good with kale?

Like, where are you
with your intake of kale?

Is this a beauty feature?

Oh, ooh!

- Oh! A bit of poo.
- Erm...

It's just some
background research stuff.

Er, cool.

You know, I've been thinking
about the whole boundary things

and how to keep them healthy.

I think what it really is for me

is just about trying
to do things continually

outside your comfort zone,
you know?

And what if you can only exist
inside your comfort zone?

Well, then you die.
Like, emotionally.

Why else do we exist
if it's not to learn and grow?

To love?
To find and share joy?

Besides, if I kept the boundaries

I never would have met
this great new guy.

Oh.

So sorry. I think I still
have some shit on my shoe.

CHUCKLES

Hey, Joy. Hello.

I'm just gonna get
a few shots over here

and then I'll be ready to roll
in two minutes.

Perfect.

WOMAN GRUNTS,
THUD

So...

I hate running, right?

I mean, I really hate it.

I think it actually stems
from being chased

by a potential-sexual-predator
guy once.

Anyway, I don't believe
in bad boundaries like that.

So I joined
this fun tag-running group

and I met this really cute guy.

He hates running in groups.

What? Who?

- Well?
- Oh!

- Hey!
- How about that?

Where do you stand
on WWE boundaries, huh?

Sorry? Oh, Jesus!

This too much in your face for you?

- Kind of.
- Huh? What about this?

- The rear naked choke.
- The rear naked choke?

The rear naked choke.

A retaliation move...
- Sounds quite sleazy.

...for your constant wrangling
of the brain buster.

Oh! OK, I'm tapping out.
I'm tapping out!

- No, you're not.
- She's tapping out.

No, she's not.

Ow!

Oh.

BOTH LAUGH

Hey, how about if I just
threw everything off course here

for a second and told you
I was falling in love with you?

- Nothing.
- Oh.

Anyway, turns out not all guys
are sexual predators.

You know, some can be
really sweet, fun,

gentle, passionate lovers.

Rolling!
JOY VOMITING

GAGS

Are you OK?

I think I, erm, I think I must
have eaten some raw chicken

or something in that coffee shop.

I'm definitely gonna
complain about it.

Yeah, you should.

You ready?

BREATHES DEEPLY

OK, before we start today

let's talk a little
about the philosophy

of professional wrestling.

What we learn in the ring
here today, we learn in life.

We can start to benefit from
the strength of other people

and secure boundaries
to protect our weaknesses.

When you're ready,
start to circle each other

and recognise
each other's body languages.

SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYS

Oh!

That's actually
an illegal shot.

I'm so sorry.

SCREAMS

GASPS

CRASH,
SCREAMING

Yeah!

MID-TEMPO
DANCE MUSIC PLAYS

Mm! Hey, landlady.

I'm just unwinding.

Ch-ch-ch-chillin'.
LAUGHS

Oh, by the way,
do not panic about the mess.

I am gonna clean it up.

I basically unpacked here, and
I'm gonna move it up to my room.

I've been living on couches so long,
I totally forgot about...

♪ The wardrobes! ♪

Oh, yeah.
Also, I wanted to watch TV

and then I found this
zipped up in here

and I didn't want to tamper with it

cos I thought it might be
part of a police investigation.

And I know it's a crime
to tamper with the evidence

and I didn't want you
to end up in jail

just because I wanted to watch
Cake Boss, you know.

You lived on couches?

Yeah. Couchsurf.com.
You basically, like,

live on loads of
random people's couches

meeting new people, new experiences,

moving around, mixing it up.

I have met some of my best friends,
actually, on couches.

Some of my best lovers, even.

CHUCKLES
Who knew I'd learn to make

the perfect patatas bravas

from the coolest Latino
transgender mime performer

I, personally, have ever met.
Honestly.

He was, like...
GASPS

And I was, like...
GASPS

I thought there was a window
there, but there was no window.

SIGHS

I've never even had patatas bravas.

Oh, my God.
I'll teach you how to make them.

That'd be really nice.

I think maybe I've needed
some patatas bravas

for some while now.
- Oh.

Carb-related sugar slumps.
I hear you, sister.

I, one time, fainted on the street
and cracked two ribs

because a lady
cycled over me on a city bike,

so you have to be very careful
with those.

Um...

Oh, no! Hang on.

Let me. Do not worry.

GRUNTS

Oh. Just...

Voila!
SIGHS

Thank you.
MUSIC STOPS

Oh.

Me and this guy, erm...

we broke up right in the middle
of season two of Narcos.

- Oh, no.
- Yeah.

I just couldn't touch it, you know?

- Mm.
- I just zipped it up in here.

JOY SIGHS

How come you're here?

You know, in a room, not on a couch
with some surfy trip.

Yeah, my last guy,

he stole my credit card

after he stole my heart.
- Jesus.

He also stole this really
lovely cashmere sweater

I was particularly attached to.

Yeah, so I just needed to move on,
just try something new.

- I did something new today.
- Oh?

I hung out with a stranger.

We chatted.
She let her guard down.

And I really wanted
to hate her, you know.

But she was great.

I can totally see why he likes her.

AMELIA CLICKS TONGUE,
THEN SIGHS

And then I fought her,
like an old-fashioned duel,

which she won.

She really won, you know.

She opened up her boundaries

and when I crossed them
she took my strength.

She took my fucking strength,
Amelia.

I felt like Mickey Rourke.
- Yeah.

Then she handed me my less-toned
ass back to me on a plate.

I mean, it was pretty impressive,
to be honest.

And now the teaser is trending on
Twitter, which is interesting.

JOY SIGHS

Maybe I've just had my boundary
settings the wrong way around.

Oh.

Hey.

Do you want to watch some drug lords

get gunned down
at close range in the face?

Sounds really lovely.

Give me that.

- Hrrrrrh! Achhh!
- Oh. Oh, God.

IMITATING BIRD SQUAWKING

HIGH-PITCHED VOICE: "Hey, I'm out!"

Right, here we go.

REMOTE CLICKS

Oh, sorry. You put yours down.
There we go.

SLOW MUSIC PLAYS ON TV

GUNSHOT
Oh.

BOTH LAUGH
His face.

See, I find him really handsome

even though I do know
that he has ruined

quite a lot of families' lives
through his exploits.

There goes his face.

MACHINE-GUN FIRE

BOTH LAUGH

MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYS

I think I'm ready
to give you this.

Joy.

Your tiny heart of stone.
- Yeah.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

ROCK CLATTERS

'You have
two new voice messages.'

BEEP
'Hey, it's Charlene.

'That girl from the coffee shop,
she is fab.'

BEEP
'It's Audrey.

'It's better-ish.

'It's honest, kind of.

'Maybe we got to know you more,
sort of. Bye.'

BEEP

SIGHS

'Hey. Oh, yeah.

'The Snuggle Monster's here.

'Oh, she's probably wondering
what she's got herself into.

'She must be exhausted, poor thing.'

HE SIGHS
I know.

I miss him, too.

'Oh, God, that's got me.

'That's really got me.

'Ohhh!'

DOORBELL RINGS

'Go away. We're bonding.'

DOOR OPENS
Hey, Joy!

Some bloke is here
with the same name as your dog!

'What?'
- He says it's about wrestling

that woman on the Internet.

'Oh, my God, pigs' ears!'

Joy?

UP-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYS

DOG BARKING

DOGS HOWLING

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