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( music playing )

Man:
OK. Here we go.

Hello. Hey, Dr. Blake!

It's me. Ya know, Craig.

Uh, I've just arrived at
the hotel you recommended,

and I gotta tell you, man,
it's a--

Ooh, it's definitely
what we talked about.

It's great. It's great
for our purposes. It's--

Yeah, let me show you.

Here we are. Room 104.

You know, it's pretty blank
and boring,

but most importantly,
it's clean.

And I took your advice

and I removed
all the bed covers,

so this is clean, um,

what else did I do?

I removed all the soaps,

so those are all new soaps.

And that's me!
Hello, Dr. Blake!

( laughs, clears throat )

I wiped down all the surfaces
with bleach too,

so-- yeah.

Uh...

well, as you can see,

not much has really changed
on my body

since I saw you on Wednesday

for the checkup
and the more blood work.

Let me see if I...

I don't want to
clog up your inbox

with unnecessary stuff,
Dr. Blake,

but I just want to
take a little moment
to thank you.

Thank you, man,

for taking me back on
as a patient.

You know, it's funny,

but after all these past
ten years or so

of seeing all these
big-time specialists
for my condition,

whew, fuck--
GPs, internists, um...

dermatologists,
psychiatrists,

blah blah blah blah blah blah,

it feels the most right
coming back to you, ya know?

You've been treating me
since I'm five years old,
right? Is that it?

Boy, you've always
been there for me.

Even more so
than my parents sometimes.

So...

Well, enough of that, though.

Enough of that. Enough of that.
No pity parties here.

So here we go, yeah,
let's do this.

Forty-eight hours,
no clothes...

( inhales, exhales )

no bad foods, no chemicals,

just Craig. ( laughs )

Away from my apartment
and my environment

and anything that could
be causing a reaction.

Yeah, so let's see
how we do this. OK?

High-five, brother. ( laughs )

Bye. I'll talk to you soon.
Thank you, bye.

( flips switch )

Hey, Dr. Blake.
Sorry to bug you again,

but I wanted
to show you something
while I'm still in the bath.

- ( water sloshing )
- I've been continuing

with the bleach baths,

ya know,
just a tablespoon,

as they generally recommend.

Just in case, to keep
everything sort of at bay,

you know.

And it's weird,
but I'm feeling, like,

the rash is somehow reacting
to the bleach or something.

Here, why don't I show you.
Look.

It's almost like the rash,
like, bubbles up or something?

I don't know.

I just thought
I'd send it along,
just in case.

I think when you've been
living with something
as long as I have,

you start getting, um,
a little bit desperate
for a cure.

So I figure, why not?

This is crazy, but, um,
I'm just gonna say it.

There's something
I haven't told you
that I feel like I should

'cause I think it's important.

A few years ago
when I was seeing my third--

third psychiatrist, shit--

the German guy, yeah, um...

I had this notion, this--

it was very quiet,
it was from deep inside,

and it was like a--
like a feeling...

like a bad feeling,
like there was something...

really wrong with me.

But...

lately it's been coming back,
this...

I don't know how to describe it,

it's like, um, I feel like
something happened to me

when I was young, maybe.

Like a deep... physical
or emotional wound

of some sort
that I've suppressed.

And that maybe it's coming back
in the form of this rash?

- ( water sloshing )
- ( laughs ) I don't know,

it might be nothing, but...

I guess when you're living
with something like this
for such a long time,

you start getting
really desperate-- you do--

looking for a cure,
and you hope that anything's
gonna crack...

I already said that,
didn't I? ( laughs )

I'm so sorry, I promise
I'm gonna stop wasting
your time now,

but I just wanted
to check in.

So I'll talk to you later.
Bye.

Hey, Dr. Blake.
Just a quickie here.

I realize I haven't given you
a sort of wider angle

of my entire body,
so I'm...

( shivers )

so I thought I'd put it down
on video

just for the sake
of thoroughness, I guess.

Fuck. As you can see,

it's still slowly, um,

spreading and, you know,
doing its own thing,

um...

I'm trying
not to freak out.

( forced laugh )

And definitely
I'm a little sad,

a little scared too, but...

I'm hopeful.

I'm hopeful that you and I
are gonna beat this thing.

We got this, right?

So for tonight, I'm just gonna
get a good night's sleep

and keep it on the positive,

and we'll see what tomorrow
brings together--

so-- ( stammers )

I'm sorry. I guess...

you've seen everything already,
so you don't care.

Bye, Dr. Blake.

Oh, boy. Uh, I'm so sorry,
I know it's late.

Dr. Blake, I just
had a dream,

and I think it's important,
I can feel it's important.

It's like... I think it relates
to the rashes somehow,

along the lines
of what I was talking about
in the bathtub before.

( breathing heavily )

Oh, my God,
I don't know how to--

It was like I was in this,
like, place,

I was in this place, this--
this, like, dark,

it was musty, like,
earthy-smellin' place,

it was like a cave
or like a lair of some sort.

Man, and it--
there were these beings
all around me, right?

Like, I could feel them--

I couldn't see anything,
it was dark,

but I could hear them,
I could feel them.

They weren't human,
they were more like animals

or like ghosts
or something like--

And I knew that they needed me.

Like, I felt like they...

...like I was part of
some sort of plan or something.

But I didn't feel safe.

I-- I felt like--

like they were gonna hurt me.

They started closing in
and getting closer and closer,

but I was-- I was a little boy
in the dream,

but... it was taking them
so long to, like, get close,

yeah, it was like years,
it felt like... years,

'cause I started growing up.

Like, right there, I--

And one of them was about
to step into a shaft of light,

I could just feel him,
just-- Bam! Fuck!

I w-- I woke up. You know?

( breathing heavily )

Holy--

Dr. Blake,
something's happening.

I can feel something
opening up inside of me,

something that's like...

Boy, this could be big, huh?

I'm gonna--
I'm gonna try to, ya know,

try to go back to sleep,
see if I can... learn more,

but, I, uh--

Good night.

I'll check back in when--

Hey, Dr. Blake.

Man, so,
I couldn't go back to sleep,

obviously, you know,
it's just doot-doot-doot-doot!

But that's OK, that's OK,
'cause, um,

I realized that this dream
must be reflecting something
real from my childhood.

Something real, you know?
It's too vivid.

So I'm gonna call my mom
and see what's up.

- ( line out ringing )
- Hello?

- Woman: Hello?
- Mama! Hi!

It's me, it's Craig.

- I know it's you, honey.
- Good.

Hey, listen, Mom, real quick,

I wanted to ask you
a few questions,

but before I get into all that,
I wanted you to know

that I'm recording this
Facetime, OK?

I'm gonna record you.
So, if that's OK with you.

Wait, what?
You're recording me?

Just the conversation,

in case something
interesting pops up,

for the questions,
for posterity,

- is that OK with you?
- OK, Craig, sure.

First question, OK?
And just answer,

don't think about it too much,
just answer me, OK?

Um... did you ever take me
somewhere that was dark
when I was a kid,

like a-- or earthy-smelling,
like a cave?

Did you ever take me
to a cave?

- What are you trying to ask?
- I don't wanna say too much,

'cause I don't wanna put
any answers in your mouth,

but basically I'm wondering
if, um...

( fluttering lips )
if something happened to me
when I was a kid,

if something weird happened
to me that you can remember,

like, anything
out of the ordinary,

uh, I don't want
to say threatening,

but traumatizing,
something that you don't
want to tell me.

Craig, honey,
I promised myself

that I wouldn't argue with you
anymore.

- Then don't.
- You spending

all this time alone,

thinking about this stuff--

you know it's not good.

You know I'm not gonna stop
until I find the answer.

- Right? I'm not gonna do that.
- Yes.

OK? So can we just please
cut the routine and get to it?

- Do you mind if we do that?
- Sure, Craig. Sure.

Yeah, let's do it, OK?

Great. Thank you, Mom.

So, did we ever take a trip
or a vacation or something--

We never had money
for anything like that.

We took a few small trips
to the lake,

we would visit
your Aunt Marisol,

we went camping once.

We would visit the city
to look at colleges
for your sister.

Wait, what was that?
What'd you say?

- What?
- You said a camping trip?

I don't remember
a camping trip.

Of course you remember
that trip.

No, I don't remember
a camping trip. Why would I--

Craig, we've talked
about this before.

Mom, we haven't talked about it.

( panting )
H-How old was I?

I don't know.
Maybe four or five?

So I was little. OK. OK.

Um... Jesus, I don't remember
any of this.

OK, maybe I talked
to Jenny about it.

No, it's fine, doesn't matter.

Just tell me more about it.
Tell me more.

Well, your father and I,
we were--

we weren't having
our best times then.

I was very distracted.

You were distracted. OK.

And, um, Jenny made a friend

and ended up staying the night
in their tent.

So Jenny was--
That's interesting.
That's good. Uh-huh.

Let's see.

Oh. Your father and I,
we got into a fight, and I--

Well, one of us yelled,
and I was worried,

because I was worried that
you might have heard us,

'cause you were in
the tent next to us, alone.

OK, so wait. So I was alone
and Jenny was gone.

- Is that right?
- Yeah.

And actually, I forgot
all about this part

until you mentioned it.

I came back to the tent
to check on you,

and you weren't in the tent.

What does that mean?
What do you mean? I wasn't--

Now I remember it. I got scared
'cause you were gone.

I remember that. And--

- I was gone?
- Yeah. I got your father,

and we got our flashlights,
and we looked all around
for you--

- So I was gone-gone.
- Yeah, you were gone,
and we couldn't find you--

- How was it that--
- We were really scared,

'cause it was a small site,
surrounded by big woods--

- Whoa, who, whoa, Mom--
- You couldn't have gone far.

How is it that you're just
remembering this now?

- This is a huge deal!
- I don't know.

I was gone? I disappeared
as a kid?

I haven't thought about this
in years.

A lot of things
have happened to me,

I don't obsess over every
single one of them like you do.

It's OK. Just stay with me.
This is good, Mom.

What happened next?

- What happened?
- I guess, well,

I-- I think you--
you were--

we couldn't find you,
and-- and then we did.

W-What do you mean?
Where'd you find me?

I don't know!
We looked around,
you weren't there.

We came back to the tent,
you were back.

- Did I say where I was?
- No.

Did you ask me?
Did you bother to ask me?

I don't remember. It was late.

Your father and I
were fighting,

we just went back to bed.

OK, OK. Wow.

Wow, OK. W-What else?
Anything else?

No. Nothing. That was it.

- Just--
- I-- I'm coming!

- No, Mom, listen.
- Listen, honey, I gotta run.

Please, please, before you go,
what's the name of the place?

- Do you have the name?
- I don't know.

It's probably
closed down now.

It was one of
those stupid places

that were popular
in the '80s

when everybody
was all into aliens.

What?

A-Aliens.

Yeah, you remember.

It was right around the time
E.T. came out.

All these places sprung up
advertising that you could see
flying saucers

from their campgrounds
and stuff.

What's the name
of the city, Mom?

- I don't know--
- What's the name of the city?

- Calm down. Calm down.
- No. Tell me. State.

Do you remember the state?
Give me information, Mom!

Oregon.
Somewhere around there.

- Oregon? Where in Oregon?
- Southern Oregon.

- Southern Oregon?!
- Over there! I don't know!

Great! Great! This is good, Mom!

This is great! Thank you!
Thank you so much!

Thank you, Mom.
( panting )

Holy--

( panting )

I gotta-- Please excuse me,
Dr. Blake, I gotta--

I gotta go. It--

Ho ho! Wow.

Hi, Dr. Blake.

( exhales )

I think I found the place.
I think so.

It's got the most consistent
craft sightings

in the continental U.S.,

and I was there during
the most popular time, right?

And that's when I disappeared

and suddenly, mysteriously
popped back up?

Ya know? What? Right?

( exhales )

This is insane.

This is insane, but, um,

I feel that... after all
the tests I've been through

and all the research I've done,

the most insane answer
I think is the correct one.

Ya know?

I was abducted by aliens.

And something happened. Ah--

I don't know what, I--
and this cave from my dreams

is very clearly
a suppressed memory.

You see? It was a real memory.

It was making its way
back to me,

first in the form of
all those little illnesses
when I was a kid,

and then for the past
eight years

in the form of this--
the form of this rash.

I can feel it
just lifting out of me, man,

this-- this darkness
inside of me, it just--

as soon as I got it,
it was just like...
( imitates explosion )

And it's only been an hour,
but look.

Look. Look!

I swear, I think
it's already clearing up.

I swear.

I think I just needed
to face it.

Yeah, to-- to like transcend
whatever experience it was

and to say it out loud,
to say,

yes, I was abducted
by aliens, and maybe...

maybe I was probed or-- ha!--
traumatized or whatever it was,

but I don't care,
I forgive you, you know?

I...

I forgive you!
And I'm moving past it!

OK?

I'm ready to begin my life
again, man, my...

normal, just like pain-free,

rash-free, super regular
sort of life, you know?

( laughs )
I just feel like living again.

I want to enjoy myself.
I want to--

I want to dance,
is what I want to do!

Wait. I-- I got this.

Let me find a good-- Oh.

Oh, OK. Here it is. Ready?

♪ You make me want to dance ♪

- I love this song, man!
- ♪ You make me want to... ♪

Oh, Dr. Blake,

I wish you were here with me
to celebrate, you know?

It's been such a long journey,

and you've been
right there with me
every step of the way, man.

You're my partner,
you know that?

You're my dance partner!

Ha! I'll go! Go, Dr. Blake!

( laughing )
Whoo!

( footsteps shuffle )

( clatter )

( clatter )

( flips switch )

( electrical humming )

( Craig breathing heavily )

Yeah.

( panting, sniffling )

Hey, Dr. Blake. Uh...

as you can see, the rash
has progressed more quickly

and more painfully
than it ever has.

I don't know why.
( quietly ) Oh, fuck.

Didn't change anything
differently, I didn't--

( gags )

I didn't do anything
differently, I just went to bed,

I went to bed...
excited about the new stage,

and I woke up a few hours later
with this shit. This.

I'm upset, you know?

And I'm gonna let myself
be upset,

and I'm gonna forget
about the...

being-positive thing
for just a second,

because I--

I think I need
to go on instinct.

I think I need to go bigger.

And my instinct
is saying "bleach."

And that's exactly
what I'm gonna do.

It's like that Malcolm Gladwell
thing "Blink" he talks about.

I'm blinking on bleach,
Dr. Blake.

( sniffles )

So I'm gonna go bigger,

'cause this situation
is just not sustainable,
it's just not.

It's not.

Yeah.

Let's go big on bleach.

See what happens.

Uhh! Uhh! Uhh! Uhh!

( crying out )

( screaming )

( continues screaming )

( loudly whimpering )

( crying )

( continues whimpering )

( sniffles )

( sobbing )

( sniffling )

( exhales )

Dr. Blake, um...

I think I'm-- I'm coming
to the end of something here.

My God, I think
I'm going insane.

Thank you...
for everything,

'cause you've been wonderful.

But I'm done.

( takes deep breath )

I'm done.

Hey, Dr. Blake.

Um, I don't know how
to start saying what
I have to say to you,

but, um, I'm just
gonna jump right into it.

I went out for a last meal...

and I ate all the things
I'm not supposed to eat,
all of 'em.

( laughs )
It was delicious.

No, seriously,
it was so good.

So good.

( sighs ) Then I went
to a hardware store...

and I bought myself some rope.

A lot of supporting devices,
too.

And I had every intention
of hanging myself this morning.

The funny thing is,
I didn't bring my phone

on this little
adventure of mine.

( blows air )
It's so silly,

but the little things
don't really matter
when you're about to die,

and I just didn't even
think about it.

But when I got to my hotel,

I, um, had a message
on my phone

from somebody
very special to me.

Very special.

And I wanna play that for you,
if that's OK.

Man:
Hello, Craig?

This is Dr. Blake.

I just received
all your messages.

I apologize for not
getting back to you sooner.

I've been trying to carve
the weekends for the grandkids.

( chuckles )
I love my babies.

Anyhow,
I tried calling a few times
and you didn't pick up,

so I'm leaving you
this message now.

And I'm sure you can hear
the excitement in my voice,

so I'm hoping this message
catches you

before you do anything "rash."

- ( laughs )
- ( laughs )

I know this has been
a difficult time for you,

so let's end it right now,
shall we?

I have just received
your blood work.

You have an official diagnosis.

You have
an extremely rare disease

called Hertzinger's Syndrome.

It is first presented
as a weakened immune system,

i.e., your childhood,

and if not caught,
it often progresses

into a thickening of the blood

and presents in a form of
small, oddly shaped rashes

that can cover the entire body
in extreme cases.

The bad news is,
if I had caught this
when you were younger,

I could have saved you
years of suffering
and frustration.

I apologize to you
from the depths of my soul
for that error.

It's OK. It's OK.

I know I cannot give you
those years back.

The good news is, this disease
is 100% curable.

You will receive three shots,

a series of blood transfusions,

and a rather stiff
90-day antibiotic treatment.

- ( laughing )
- Your symptoms

will start to dissipate
within a week.

It is 6:15 a.m. my time.

- ( coughing )
- By the time you receive this,

I will be on the road
to your hotel room,

the one we discussed.

Room 104, was it?

I will administer
the first of the shots

and I will have the antibiotic
treatment with me.

We'll start your blood
transfusions later today.

I figured,
why waste any more time?

One last thing.

I was very concerned
about your last video,

and it's very important
that you don't lose hope.

I'm very proud of you
for holding on all these years.

Your life has had
a greater impact

than you will ever know.

You're very special.

- ( knock on door )
- ( sniffles )

( crying )
Dr. Blake?

Man:
It's me!

( Craig sobbing )

Yes, yes, it's time.

It's definitely time.

Come. Come.

Lie down.

( Craig coughs )

( flips switch )

Now, this is
the first of the shots.

OK.

I warn you,
it will be painful.

- That's OK.
- Your body will feel like

it's fighting
the medication.

But just think:
quite soon,

you won't have to deal
with any of this anymore, OK?

OK, Dr. Blake.

- ( sharply drawn breath )
- That's good. Good boy.

I--

That wasn't too bad.

Dr. Blake--

( grunting, choking )

( gasping )

( squeaking, grunting )

( gurgling )

I want to thank you...

for taking care
of my babies for me.

( choking, grunting )

( squishy sounds )

( gasps )

( explosive noise )

( Dr. Blake chuckles )

Ahh. ( laughing )

I have been waiting...

a long... time...

to see you.

Oh!

Ah! ( laughing )

Almost 35 years.

Ahh.

Say, "Bye-bye, Daddy."

Ahh.

( exhales )

( flips switch )

( music playing )

♪ Good-bye ♪

♪ Sure is good to know ya ♪

♪ That's how I'll always feel ♪

♪ 'Cause I've seen a place ♪

♪ Not far from here ♪

♪ Where diamonds
light up the sky ♪

♪ I've waltzed with my lover ♪

♪ Rolled in the clover ♪

♪ I've heard
the whip-poor-will cry ♪

♪ I'm gone ♪

♪ But not forgotten ♪

♪ I'm so thankful for ya ♪

♪ That's how I'll always feel ♪

YOUNG GIRL: Lemonade.
Country ice.

Hit them once.

Hit them twice.

Hit them at the bottom.
Hit them at the top.

Hit at the middle
and watch them drop.

(PANTS)