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- You really think that
she's a danger to herself?
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- Yes. I feel it.
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If you ever lay
a hand on my daughter,
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I will make sure
that you regret it.
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- Mom! He didn't do anything,
she started it.
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- Hey, hey, hey. Leave them.
- Why did you do that?
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- Lu was sexting with Blake.
- Your boyfriend, Blake?
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- I saw he kept liking all
her thirst traps on Instagram.
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- Why wouldn't you let me in
on what you were going through?
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- Like you and Dad
let us in on things?
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When was it that you told us
why you were splitting up?
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- You saved her life. Thank you.
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For creating a place like this.
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- I fucked up.
I let Lucy see Alex.
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- You what?
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- She has no friends.
She only has us.
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But I managed to connect to her.
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Finally, she's talking to me,
she's starting to trust me.
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(whispering): I just wanna die.
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(suspenseful music swells)
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- Every six days,
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a woman in Canada is killed
by her intimate partner.
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Countless others endure
physical, emotional,
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and psychological abuse.
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Often in silence and isolation.
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This is not the legacy that we
want to leave for our daughters.
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And for my Lucy.
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So today, we raise our voices
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in unison and we say:
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"Enough is enough."
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(clapping and cheering)
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This is a fight for our lives
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and we demand action
from our government.
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(cheering and clapping)
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(intriguing music)
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(theme song)
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(melancholic music)
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- Well, it's that time
of year again.
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The leaves are starting
to hint at a change.
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Back to school season
is upon us.
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- Go one.
- And with that,
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school supply lists are dropping
and it is a bloodbath out there.
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Inflation is hitting
harder than a pop quiz.
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- Well, lament no more,
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because I am here to share
my back to school shopping tips.
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- Tell us your secrets, Jill.
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- Well, for starters, my tip is
to shop early and to shop smart.
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See what you can reuse
from last year...
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- Back to two.
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(melancholic music continues)
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(indiscernible chatter)
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Hey.
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Look, I'm not asking
for anything.
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Obviously, you are
in the thick of it right now
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and I couldn't
possibly understand.
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I just want you to know
that I am here for you.
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Okay, whatever you need.
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And I'm saying that as your...
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...friend and colleague.
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Part of me
that's in love with you...
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Fuck that guy. Okay?
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So, forget about him.
Don't worry about him.
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It's the part of
you that's in love with me
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that I'm worried about...
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Why do I get the feeling
that that was goodbye?
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(elevator dings)
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- Goodbye, Manny.
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- I take it you're not
getting any sleep either?
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- Why is Luce so fragile?
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Did I push her too hard?
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Did I expect too much?
Is it because we...
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...split up?
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- Rationally, we must recognize
that it's not our fault.
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I mean, we never argued
in front of them,
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we never badmouthed each other.
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I mean, jeez,
I even moved right next door
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so we could stay close.
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What more could we have done
to make it easier on them?
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- By telling them
what was going on between us.
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They had to figure it out
themselves once Naima moved in.
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- I think that hit you
the hardest.
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- I had no objection about you--
- Then why dwell on it?
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- Because what does that say
about your dynamic with them?
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Your dynamic with Lu?
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- What are you trying to say?
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- I don't know. I'm just...
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...I'm wondering if
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Lu was insecure because of
your chronic avoidance of her.
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- My what?
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- By your own admission,
you didn't want another child.
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When she was born
you were angry.
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Angry with me, fair enough,
but you wouldn't go near her.
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You wouldn't hold her.
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You've always struggled
with that.
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Maybe Lu sensed it.
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Maybe that's
why she lacks self-esteem.
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(door opening)
- Mr. Daniels, Ms. Walker.
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(sighing)
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- We're just trying
to piece together
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what led to Lucy's
emotional state.
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The principal said that you
had a few sessions with her
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when her grades
started slipping.
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- I did. At our first meeting,
you should know,
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and of course, I shared
this with Principal Gleeson,
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Lucy... flirted
so aggressively with me
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that I suggested she speak
with a female colleague instead.
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- Jesus Christ.
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- I think she was just testing
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whether she could trust me.
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But once I called her out on it,
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she stopped deflecting
and opened up.
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She had recently withdrawn
from her sport study program,
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citing immense pressure.
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And she was
particularly distressed
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about a falling out
with friends.
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Lucy exhibited a tendency
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to belittle herself.
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That said,
on our subsequent meetings,
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she seemed to have improved.
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She mentioned
having a boyfriend,
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and her outlook
seemed positive overall.
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And genuinely optimistic.
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I found her demeanor convincing.
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- Did she say anything about us?
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- Like many teenagers,
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she oscillated between viewing
you as superheroes and...
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finding you nagging
or overbearing.
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But what I gleaned from it
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is that you are actively
involved in her life
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and, well, that's a good thing.
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(clicking tongue)
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(door opening)
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(bell ringing)
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- I'll catch you later?
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(crowd chatter)
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Stella?
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- Is Lucy okay?
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We haven't seen her around.
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- No, no she's not.
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She's going through
a really rough time.
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Look, I was hoping
that we could talk.
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(sighing)
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- I don't know--
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- I get it. It's uncomfortable,
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but I'm just
trying to figure out
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why Lucy would hurt you
in the way that she did.
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- Because she was jealous.
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- Jealous of what?
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- I don't know.
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She just didn't feel
good enough, I guess.
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I think that's why she started
acting out all of the sudden.
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- What do you mean
all of the sudden?
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When did this all start?
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- I guess it sort
of started around
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the second qualifying round
for the nationals.
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(pensive music)
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(crowd groaning)
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(clapping)
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Lu's score brought down our team average,
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dropping her into a lower division.
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(cheering and clapping)
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So Josie had
to change her routine.
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(pensive music continues)
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And...
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Lu, she just lost her spark.
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After that, she became so angry.
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And she started
taking it out on us.
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On me, mostly.
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That's when I found out
she was sexting my boyfriend.
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Just to hurt me.
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- What are you doing
with my phone?
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- After that day, she stopped
coming to gymnastics.
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And that's when
she met that older guy.
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(laughing)
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(bell ringing)
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I'm sorry, Ms. Walker,
I have to go.
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- Thank you.
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(indiscernible chatter)
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Do you have any how much
the sports study program costs?
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- Of course I do.
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- Then how do you
justify dropping Lucy
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after one bad day of tryouts?
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- Tryouts?
That was over four months ago.
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- She told me that she quit
to focus on academics,
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and now I know that
you just gave up on her.
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Do you realizing how humiliating
that must have been?
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Do you even get how
vulnerable kids are at this age?
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- Sports is meant
to teach resilience
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and I'm sorry Lucy
just doesn't have it.
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She gave up on herself.
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And she would've taken
the whole team down with her--
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- Josie. This is high school,
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not the Olympics
for Christ's sake.
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- Look, no parent wants
to see their child fail,
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but gymnastics is demanding,
it's competitive.
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It's my job to push
these kids to be their best.
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And to tell them the truth
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when they just
don't have what it takes.
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That takes courage.
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- No.
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It takes courage
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to believe in someone
who has given up on herself.
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And if you don't have that,
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you better find the balls
to tell her mother about it.
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- We've been keeping a close eye
on Lucy over the past few days.
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It appears she's suffering
from major depressive disorder,
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or MDD.
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(knocking at door)
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- Sorry.
Parking was a nightmare.
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- She's my partner.
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I thought she should
be here for this.
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- Very well.
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We feel Lucy is currently
at high risk for self-harm.
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While recent events have
contributed to her depression,
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it's possible that
there are deeper
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underlying issues at play.
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For example, unresolved trauma
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can dysregulate the body's
stress response system.
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- When can she come home?
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- We've started her
on anti-depressants,
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but I'd like to keep her under
observation a little longer.
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(echoing jangle of keys)
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(door shutting)
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- Why did you bring me here?
I wanna go home.
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- We wanna help you get better.
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- It's not helping.
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I hate it.
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I'm begging you,
please get me out of here.
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(♪ Proserpina ♪
by Kate McGarrigle)
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♪ Proserpina, Proserpina ♪
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♪ Come home to mama ♪
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♪ Come home to mama ♪
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♪ Proserpina, Proserpina ♪
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♪ Come home to mother ♪
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♪ Come home to mama now ♪
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♪ I shall punish the earth ♪
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♪ I shall turn down the heat ♪
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♪ I shall take away every morsel to eat ♪
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♪ I shall turn every feeling to stone ♪
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♪ Where I walk, crying alone ♪
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♪ Crying for ♪
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♪ Proserpina, Proserpina ♪
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♪ Come home to mama ♪
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♪ Come home to mama now ♪
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(typing on keyboard)
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(crickets chirping)
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(door opening and shutting)
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(approaching footsteps)
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- You listen up, when Lucy
gets out of the hospital,
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we're splitting custody 50-50.
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We'll get the lawyers
to draw it up.
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I'm not gonna stand by any
longer while you try
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to shut me out
of my daughter's life.
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- Look, I wasn't trying to
accuse you of anything.
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I'm just trying to figure out
what's going on with Lu--
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- Look, I'm tired of being
blamed for everything
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while you act like
you are above reproach.
258
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Do you even know how your
decisions have impacted my life?
259
00:13:13,794 --> 00:13:16,694
- We already had a child, Nick.
It's not like I--
260
00:13:16,797 --> 00:13:18,696
- I didn't want another child.
You knew that.
261
00:13:18,799 --> 00:13:22,267
I just needed some time to
process it, to forgive you.
262
00:13:22,369 --> 00:13:24,502
Does that make me a bad guy?
263
00:13:24,604 --> 00:13:27,672
Is that why you kept me away
from her, to punish me?
264
00:13:27,774 --> 00:13:29,908
Or to prove yet again
that you are the supermom,
265
00:13:30,010 --> 00:13:31,309
the superwoman?
266
00:13:31,411 --> 00:13:33,511
The one who's really in control?
267
00:13:35,081 --> 00:13:36,447
(suspenseful music)
268
00:13:36,550 --> 00:13:38,583
(dissipating footsteps)
269
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(phone voice): Welcome to Plan B Agency.
270
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Using the keypad,select your desired destination.
271
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For the year 2025, press one.
272
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For the year...
273
00:13:49,095 --> 00:13:50,395
(beeping)
274
00:13:50,497 --> 00:13:53,765
You have chosen the year 2025.
275
00:13:57,437 --> 00:13:59,304
(birds chirping)
276
00:14:00,540 --> 00:14:02,707
(phone dinging)
277
00:14:05,178 --> 00:14:07,011
(doorbell ringing)
278
00:14:08,548 --> 00:14:10,582
- Abigail Walker?
- Yeah.
279
00:14:11,785 --> 00:14:13,051
(squealing)
280
00:14:13,153 --> 00:14:14,986
Is this really necessary?
281
00:14:15,088 --> 00:14:17,822
(curious music)
282
00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:29,601
- So it came as a complete
surprise then?
283
00:14:30,704 --> 00:14:34,005
- Um... sorry, what
came as a surprise?
284
00:14:34,107 --> 00:14:36,507
- You were telling me your
reaction to being awarded
285
00:14:36,610 --> 00:14:38,142
the Order of Canada in June?
286
00:14:38,245 --> 00:14:40,678
- Oh, uh, no, I mean, yes.
287
00:14:40,780 --> 00:14:44,415
It was... a complete surprise.
288
00:14:44,517 --> 00:14:46,718
- Let's have a look
at some of the highlights
289
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of a career marked
with social initiatives
290
00:14:48,355 --> 00:14:50,388
and achievements
in progress and justice.
291
00:14:50,490 --> 00:14:53,024
- Enough is enough.
292
00:14:53,126 --> 00:14:54,525
(clapping and cheering)
293
00:14:54,628 --> 00:14:56,728
- Hey, I'm so sorry about that.
294
00:14:56,830 --> 00:14:59,063
- Good to know it really
happens to the best of us.
295
00:14:59,165 --> 00:15:00,698
(laughing)
296
00:15:02,435 --> 00:15:04,435
(howling wind)
297
00:15:04,537 --> 00:15:07,572
(suspenseful music)
298
00:15:09,442 --> 00:15:11,209
- Ms. Walker?
299
00:15:11,311 --> 00:15:13,144
- Oh, thank you.
300
00:15:13,246 --> 00:15:15,613
(city traffic)
301
00:15:23,189 --> 00:15:24,289
- Hello?
302
00:15:24,391 --> 00:15:26,190
- Hey, Johnathan,
it's Abigail Walker.
303
00:15:26,293 --> 00:15:27,425
How are you?
304
00:15:27,527 --> 00:15:28,793
- Hey, Abby. Great to hear from you.
305
00:15:28,895 --> 00:15:30,128
- Yeah, how are
your classes going?
306
00:15:30,230 --> 00:15:32,297
- It's busy, but you know.
- Great, great, great.
307
00:15:32,399 --> 00:15:34,532
Um, I had a little
favor to ask you.
308
00:15:35,302 --> 00:15:38,503
(indiscernible chatter)
309
00:15:43,143 --> 00:15:44,809
- So?
310
00:15:44,911 --> 00:15:47,045
What do you think?
311
00:15:47,147 --> 00:15:49,480
- What do I think about what?
312
00:15:49,582 --> 00:15:51,382
- Circus school?
313
00:15:51,484 --> 00:15:53,685
I mean, you've always
loved the circus
314
00:15:53,787 --> 00:15:55,586
and you're so talented.
315
00:15:55,689 --> 00:15:57,488
- What about gymnastics?
316
00:15:57,590 --> 00:15:59,157
- Gymnastics.
317
00:15:59,259 --> 00:16:00,591
(sighing)
318
00:16:00,694 --> 00:16:02,193
I don't know. It's just...
319
00:16:02,295 --> 00:16:04,395
...it's a lot of pressure,
isn't it?
320
00:16:04,497 --> 00:16:06,998
- Well, yeah...
321
00:16:07,100 --> 00:16:10,535
but tryouts coming up, plus
midterms and everything.
322
00:16:10,637 --> 00:16:12,170
It's hard to find time to train.
323
00:16:12,272 --> 00:16:16,441
- I mean, wasn't gymnastics more
of a stepping stone to this?
324
00:16:16,543 --> 00:16:19,177
I mean, you're more
than an athlete.
325
00:16:19,279 --> 00:16:21,045
You're an artist.
326
00:16:21,147 --> 00:16:23,047
So I thought, why wait?
327
00:16:23,883 --> 00:16:25,316
- You mean now?
- Yeah.
328
00:16:25,418 --> 00:16:26,818
- It's the middle
of the semester.
329
00:16:26,920 --> 00:16:28,252
- The director said
you could enroll anyway.
330
00:16:28,355 --> 00:16:29,988
Just show them what you got
331
00:16:30,090 --> 00:16:33,591
and I bet they will jump
at the opportunity to have you.
332
00:16:33,693 --> 00:16:35,860
- You think so?
- Hell yeah.
333
00:16:36,663 --> 00:16:39,797
(triumphant music)
334
00:16:39,899 --> 00:16:41,432
(chuckling)
335
00:16:42,936 --> 00:16:46,704
(energetic music)
336
00:16:47,607 --> 00:16:49,374
Welcome back to the Daily Dawn.
337
00:16:49,476 --> 00:16:51,909
Today, our musical guest is...
338
00:16:53,546 --> 00:16:55,546
- Avant-garde pop icon,
339
00:16:55,648 --> 00:16:58,116
Camille Poliquin,
also known as Kroy.
340
00:16:58,218 --> 00:16:59,751
- The one and only.
341
00:16:59,853 --> 00:17:02,720
- This Juno Award winner
is known for her unique sound
342
00:17:02,822 --> 00:17:06,324
and haunting vocals, exploring
love, loss, and even death.
343
00:17:06,426 --> 00:17:07,458
- Welcome to the show.
344
00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:09,560
- Thank you so much
for having me,
345
00:17:09,662 --> 00:17:11,095
it's great to be back
in Toronto.
346
00:17:11,197 --> 00:17:12,997
(indiscernible chatter)
347
00:17:16,002 --> 00:17:17,268
- Excuse me?
348
00:17:17,370 --> 00:17:19,404
But what is going on
with the new guy,
349
00:17:19,506 --> 00:17:21,639
that has you all acting weird?
350
00:17:21,741 --> 00:17:24,275
- What? Nothing. I'm just...
351
00:17:24,377 --> 00:17:26,110
(clearing throat):
...out of it.
352
00:17:26,212 --> 00:17:29,180
- Yeah, I see you, I see him.
I see you seeing him seeing you.
353
00:17:29,282 --> 00:17:30,982
- Easy there, Cat.
354
00:17:31,084 --> 00:17:35,353
We're in a room full of mics
that lead straight to HR.
355
00:17:35,455 --> 00:17:37,422
- I never said a thing.
356
00:17:37,524 --> 00:17:39,957
(indiscernible chatter)
357
00:17:43,897 --> 00:17:46,164
(city din)
358
00:17:46,266 --> 00:17:47,732
- Thanks for nothing!
359
00:17:47,834 --> 00:17:49,767
Can you spare some change?
360
00:17:49,869 --> 00:17:53,137
Can you spare some
change for food, ma'am?
361
00:17:54,207 --> 00:17:56,941
I'm pregnant.
And have nowhere to go.
362
00:17:57,043 --> 00:17:59,610
I left my guy because
he's a fighter.
363
00:17:59,712 --> 00:18:01,112
If you know what I mean.
364
00:18:01,214 --> 00:18:05,316
What to get my baby out of there
if we're gonna stand a chance.
365
00:18:05,418 --> 00:18:07,085
- I know, Stephanie.
366
00:18:08,855 --> 00:18:10,922
- How do you know my name?
367
00:18:11,024 --> 00:18:13,724
- You... just told me,
didn't you?
368
00:18:13,827 --> 00:18:15,960
Do you wanna come with me?
369
00:18:16,062 --> 00:18:19,130
I know a place where you
could stay. It's safe.
370
00:18:19,232 --> 00:18:21,532
Come with me.
371
00:18:22,902 --> 00:18:25,603
- How are you sure she has
borderline personality disorder?
372
00:18:25,705 --> 00:18:27,605
Was she assessed?
373
00:18:28,741 --> 00:18:30,675
- You'll understand
when you talk to her.
374
00:18:30,777 --> 00:18:33,344
- Well, we don't have
the resources
375
00:18:33,446 --> 00:18:35,113
to accommodate and to--
376
00:18:35,215 --> 00:18:36,647
- I know, but we have to.
377
00:18:36,749 --> 00:18:38,316
We have to launch
a program for it.
378
00:18:38,418 --> 00:18:42,820
- Okay, well, that requires
funding and more personnel.
379
00:18:42,922 --> 00:18:44,388
- Well, we're recruit more staff
380
00:18:44,491 --> 00:18:46,624
and we'll double
our fundraising goals.
381
00:18:46,726 --> 00:18:48,759
With the election looming,
the Premier has no choice
382
00:18:48,862 --> 00:18:50,761
but to back us if he has
any hopes of reelection.
383
00:18:50,864 --> 00:18:53,598
And I have a meeting with
a minister to discuss a subsidy.
384
00:18:55,835 --> 00:18:58,903
I'll arrange one
with him this summer.
385
00:18:59,005 --> 00:19:02,640
And all signs point to a cabinet
reshuffle on the horizon.
386
00:19:02,742 --> 00:19:05,276
(cheerful music)
387
00:19:05,378 --> 00:19:06,644
Don't you think?
388
00:19:06,746 --> 00:19:10,014
(laughing): Jesus, Abigail.
Slow down.
389
00:19:14,220 --> 00:19:16,154
(indiscernible chatter)
390
00:19:16,256 --> 00:19:18,823
(suspenseful music)
391
00:19:24,664 --> 00:19:25,897
- Hi.
392
00:19:25,999 --> 00:19:27,431
- What are you doing here?
393
00:19:27,534 --> 00:19:30,568
- Well... I have an idea.
394
00:19:30,670 --> 00:19:32,170
- What kind of idea?
395
00:19:32,272 --> 00:19:34,805
- I think you should consider
quitting your job.
396
00:19:34,908 --> 00:19:37,642
- But you've always told me you
wanted me to be independent?
397
00:19:37,744 --> 00:19:39,810
- Yeah, so that's where
my idea comes in.
398
00:19:39,913 --> 00:19:41,546
I will pay you a salary
399
00:19:41,648 --> 00:19:44,682
to focus on your studies, plus
bonus if you get your grades up.
400
00:19:44,784 --> 00:19:47,385
- It has been a lot.
401
00:19:47,487 --> 00:19:48,619
- Yeah.
402
00:19:48,721 --> 00:19:50,021
- I don't think I can do that
403
00:19:50,123 --> 00:19:51,489
circus program
audition tomorrow.
404
00:19:51,591 --> 00:19:52,857
I don't feel ready.
405
00:19:52,959 --> 00:19:54,792
- What, you don't need to
prepare anything elaborate.
406
00:19:54,894 --> 00:19:56,561
The director just wants
to see what you can do.
407
00:19:56,663 --> 00:19:58,563
- I'm struggling
with my new routine.
408
00:19:58,665 --> 00:20:00,398
And national gymnastic
tryouts are next week.
409
00:20:00,500 --> 00:20:03,301
- Well, then do an older routine
you feel more comfortable with.
410
00:20:03,403 --> 00:20:04,435
- And what if I get in?
411
00:20:04,537 --> 00:20:07,939
What about gymnastics
and what about my friends?
412
00:20:08,041 --> 00:20:10,141
- We'll cross that bridge
when we get to it.
413
00:20:10,243 --> 00:20:12,243
I need you to
believe in yourself.
414
00:20:13,646 --> 00:20:16,447
Okay, make this deal
with me, Lu.
415
00:20:16,549 --> 00:20:19,217
(melancholic music)
416
00:20:40,974 --> 00:20:44,041
(indiscernible chatter)
417
00:20:46,312 --> 00:20:49,113
- She's got a strong foundation.
We can definitely work with her.
418
00:20:49,215 --> 00:20:51,249
We just need to discuss
some accommodations
419
00:20:51,351 --> 00:20:53,951
for her sports study program
and her academic performance
420
00:20:54,053 --> 00:20:55,419
requires a little bit
of attention.
421
00:20:55,521 --> 00:20:58,189
- Her grades won't be a problem,
I promise, Johnathan.
422
00:20:58,291 --> 00:20:59,323
(chuckling)
423
00:20:59,425 --> 00:21:00,791
Josie is going to understand.
424
00:21:00,893 --> 00:21:03,194
- No, it's not that.
425
00:21:03,296 --> 00:21:05,563
I just...
I don't wanna stop gymnastics.
426
00:21:05,665 --> 00:21:08,899
I know it's been hard, but I
really think I can be better
427
00:21:09,002 --> 00:21:10,935
if I focus and put in the work.
428
00:21:11,037 --> 00:21:12,937
I can do circus academy
next year, maybe.
429
00:21:13,039 --> 00:21:15,439
- There might not be a spot
for you next year.
430
00:21:15,541 --> 00:21:17,174
- I know,
but this is what I want.
431
00:21:17,277 --> 00:21:19,710
- Sweetie, your friends are
still gonna be your friends.
432
00:21:19,812 --> 00:21:21,879
You'll meet new friends
in circus school.
433
00:21:21,981 --> 00:21:24,849
I just think that the circus
is what you need right now.
434
00:21:24,951 --> 00:21:27,385
- I thought it was
supposed to be my choice.
435
00:21:27,487 --> 00:21:30,121
Because it's starting
to sound like it's yours.
436
00:21:31,658 --> 00:21:33,557
- You're right, I'm sorry.
437
00:21:33,660 --> 00:21:35,192
It's just...
438
00:21:36,496 --> 00:21:37,528
...never mind.
439
00:21:37,630 --> 00:21:39,096
- Okay, I'll see you later.
440
00:21:39,198 --> 00:21:40,798
- Have fun.
441
00:21:44,170 --> 00:21:45,303
(sighing)
442
00:21:55,348 --> 00:21:57,948
(soft music)
443
00:22:01,688 --> 00:22:03,921
- Mom, come on. Let's go.
444
00:22:07,894 --> 00:22:09,794
Are you trying
to make me late for try outs?
445
00:22:09,896 --> 00:22:11,495
(sighing): No, I just
can't find my...
446
00:22:11,597 --> 00:22:13,197
...my lid.
447
00:22:13,299 --> 00:22:14,999
(plastic thudding)
448
00:22:15,735 --> 00:22:20,204
(soft music continues)
449
00:22:27,613 --> 00:22:29,947
Wait, hold on.
450
00:22:30,049 --> 00:22:31,749
Yes.
451
00:22:31,851 --> 00:22:34,118
Ultimately, it is your choice.
452
00:22:34,220 --> 00:22:36,120
But can you tell me
the real reason
453
00:22:36,222 --> 00:22:38,255
that you're backing out
of the circus academy?
454
00:22:41,828 --> 00:22:43,427
(sighing)
455
00:22:43,529 --> 00:22:45,363
- I'm scared.
456
00:22:46,366 --> 00:22:48,299
- What?
457
00:22:48,401 --> 00:22:50,000
Of what?
458
00:22:51,137 --> 00:22:52,737
- That I'm not good enough.
459
00:22:52,839 --> 00:22:54,572
- Honey...
460
00:22:54,674 --> 00:22:56,674
they already want you.
461
00:22:57,944 --> 00:23:00,878
And circus isn't about
comparisons like gymnastics.
462
00:23:00,980 --> 00:23:03,381
It's about creativity
and teamwork.
463
00:23:03,483 --> 00:23:05,916
I mean, wouldn't you rather
be a part of something
464
00:23:06,018 --> 00:23:08,419
that's about creation
and not competition?
465
00:23:08,521 --> 00:23:10,955
- There's always competition.
466
00:23:11,057 --> 00:23:13,290
Have you seen those girls
at the academy?
467
00:23:14,427 --> 00:23:17,962
They're all tall
and graceful and beautiful.
468
00:23:18,931 --> 00:23:21,098
I stick out like a sore thumb.
469
00:23:21,200 --> 00:23:22,833
- Sweetie.
470
00:23:23,970 --> 00:23:26,470
(whispering): You are beautiful.
471
00:23:26,572 --> 00:23:28,539
- No, I'm not.
472
00:23:28,641 --> 00:23:29,840
- Lu.
473
00:23:29,942 --> 00:23:31,108
(sighing)
474
00:23:31,210 --> 00:23:33,377
Oh, my God. You are stunning.
475
00:23:33,479 --> 00:23:34,879
Trust me.
476
00:23:35,915 --> 00:23:38,315
- You're my mom,
you have to say that.
477
00:23:38,418 --> 00:23:40,251
Plus...
478
00:23:40,353 --> 00:23:42,787
...I'll never be
as beautiful as you.
479
00:23:43,523 --> 00:23:46,357
(somber music)
480
00:23:46,459 --> 00:23:49,126
- Well, that's not
how I see myself.
481
00:23:51,431 --> 00:23:52,830
Not even close.
482
00:23:54,233 --> 00:23:57,067
If you feel that way, maybe we
need to trade perspectives.
483
00:23:58,704 --> 00:24:00,671
You look at yourself
through my eyes.
484
00:24:01,741 --> 00:24:04,074
And I'll look at myself
through yours.
485
00:24:07,547 --> 00:24:09,613
(whispering): Okay.
486
00:24:09,715 --> 00:24:11,215
- Come here.
487
00:24:14,687 --> 00:24:18,522
(somber music continues)
488
00:24:22,662 --> 00:24:26,096
(triumphant music)
489
00:24:29,035 --> 00:24:31,602
(indiscernible chatter)
490
00:24:47,587 --> 00:24:49,386
That was great.
491
00:24:50,590 --> 00:24:52,623
He's cute, you should
invite him to your party.
492
00:24:52,725 --> 00:24:54,859
- Mom, can you not?
- What?
493
00:24:54,961 --> 00:24:58,996
Did Lucy tell you guys how well
it's going at circus school?
494
00:24:59,098 --> 00:25:01,665
- No, but we can tell.
495
00:25:01,767 --> 00:25:03,901
I'm honestly so proud of her.
496
00:25:04,003 --> 00:25:05,870
- Okay, I need a link to like,
497
00:25:05,972 --> 00:25:07,438
everything you're
wearing right now.
498
00:25:07,540 --> 00:25:10,040
Where are you off to?
- Oh, just a little work party.
499
00:25:10,142 --> 00:25:12,076
- Speaking of which,
aren't you running late?
500
00:25:12,178 --> 00:25:14,144
- Loud and clear.
501
00:25:14,247 --> 00:25:15,813
(exaggerated kissing noise)
502
00:25:15,915 --> 00:25:17,515
And remember,
you don't have to drink
503
00:25:17,617 --> 00:25:20,351
nearly as much as you think
you do to have a good time.
504
00:25:20,453 --> 00:25:22,520
- We heard you
the first time.
505
00:25:22,622 --> 00:25:24,922
God, we should have the party
at Stella's like we planned.
506
00:25:25,024 --> 00:25:27,391
- I'm going, I'm going. Bye!
507
00:25:27,493 --> 00:25:29,460
- Bye.
- Bye.
508
00:25:29,562 --> 00:25:31,328
(cheering)
509
00:25:31,430 --> 00:25:34,365
- To the number one
morning show,
510
00:25:34,467 --> 00:25:36,333
not to mention reigning supreme
511
00:25:36,435 --> 00:25:39,470
among women
in the 25 to 54 demographic.
512
00:25:39,572 --> 00:25:42,239
(cheering and clapping)
513
00:25:44,343 --> 00:25:46,877
(singing ♪ I Drove All Night ♪
by Celine Dion)
514
00:25:46,979 --> 00:25:49,547
♪ The long straight road ahead ♪
515
00:25:49,649 --> 00:25:52,283
♪ Uh-huh, yeah ♪
516
00:25:52,385 --> 00:25:54,718
- I think they need to
quit their day job.
517
00:25:54,820 --> 00:25:56,220
♪ Your arms open wide ♪
518
00:25:56,322 --> 00:25:59,623
♪ This fever for you was
just burning me up inside ♪
519
00:26:01,594 --> 00:26:03,160
- Oh, yeah!
520
00:26:06,232 --> 00:26:08,432
♪ I drove all night ♪
521
00:26:10,036 --> 00:26:11,902
♪ To get to you ♪
522
00:26:12,004 --> 00:26:13,504
(laughs)
523
00:26:15,074 --> 00:26:18,242
(Felix): All good here. Lu's pacing herself.
524
00:26:18,344 --> 00:26:20,444
Nobody puked, but someone did manage
525
00:26:20,546 --> 00:26:22,947
to break one of your unbreakable fable glasses.
526
00:26:23,049 --> 00:26:26,016
- Hey, who's Lu been
talking to tonight?
527
00:26:26,118 --> 00:26:28,819
- Uh... well, when I was there I think
528
00:26:28,921 --> 00:26:30,888
she was talking to that circus dude?
529
00:26:30,990 --> 00:26:32,623
(people cheering)
530
00:26:32,725 --> 00:26:34,558
- Thank you for keeping
an eye on things.
531
00:26:34,660 --> 00:26:36,493
Love you.
532
00:26:37,797 --> 00:26:38,963
(sighing)
533
00:26:39,065 --> 00:26:42,232
(energetic club music
continues to play)
534
00:26:45,237 --> 00:26:47,204
(haunting pop song)
535
00:27:04,490 --> 00:27:06,991
(♪ You Were The One ♪
by Nicholas Hill)
536
00:27:10,630 --> 00:27:15,499
- Oh, you don't mind if our
elbows are touching, do you?
537
00:27:15,601 --> 00:27:17,735
- No.
- Okay.
538
00:27:17,837 --> 00:27:19,670
It's kind of a kink of mine.
539
00:27:19,772 --> 00:27:21,105
Elbow touching.
540
00:27:21,207 --> 00:27:23,574
- Hmm.
- Yeah.
541
00:27:26,512 --> 00:27:29,647
You... you have
a look about you.
542
00:27:29,749 --> 00:27:31,749
- Oh, yeah?
543
00:27:33,452 --> 00:27:35,452
What kind of look is that?
544
00:27:37,023 --> 00:27:39,123
- Trouble.
545
00:27:42,428 --> 00:27:44,328
- Thank you for reminding me.
546
00:27:45,665 --> 00:27:47,231
- Reminding you of what?
547
00:27:47,333 --> 00:27:49,533
- How much I enjoyed that.
548
00:27:50,436 --> 00:27:53,270
- By that, do you mean the...
549
00:27:53,372 --> 00:27:56,206
...intertwining of two souls
550
00:27:56,308 --> 00:27:58,142
meeting in the throes
of passion?
551
00:27:58,244 --> 00:28:00,310
(chuckling)
552
00:28:00,413 --> 00:28:02,546
Oh, you're welcome.
553
00:28:06,052 --> 00:28:07,584
(sighing)
554
00:28:07,687 --> 00:28:09,787
- That can't happen
again though.
555
00:28:10,923 --> 00:28:11,989
- What, but...
556
00:28:12,091 --> 00:28:14,291
...once is really not enough
557
00:28:14,393 --> 00:28:17,127
to experience
the full breadth of my...
558
00:28:17,229 --> 00:28:19,163
...sexual talents.
559
00:28:20,766 --> 00:28:22,633
Well...
560
00:28:23,969 --> 00:28:25,569
(sighing)
561
00:28:25,671 --> 00:28:28,038
Then we better make
it a doubleheader.
562
00:28:28,140 --> 00:28:29,840
Because after tonight...
563
00:28:29,942 --> 00:28:31,375
(chuckling)
564
00:28:31,477 --> 00:28:33,510
(whispering):
...this never happened.
565
00:28:35,614 --> 00:28:38,248
(somber music)
566
00:28:49,028 --> 00:28:51,762
(cheerful music)
567
00:29:03,809 --> 00:29:07,177
(indiscernible chatter)
568
00:29:10,149 --> 00:29:12,449
(singing)
569
00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:16,720
(all laugh)
570
00:29:18,224 --> 00:29:20,357
See this sentence?
It's too long.
571
00:29:20,459 --> 00:29:22,693
It obscures what you're
trying to communicate.
572
00:29:23,829 --> 00:29:25,129
Lu?
573
00:29:25,231 --> 00:29:26,630
We're trying to
get your grades up here.
574
00:29:26,732 --> 00:29:28,932
- What are you talking about?
This couldn't be more clear.
575
00:29:29,034 --> 00:29:31,468
- Yes, it could and you could
make a stronger argument.
576
00:29:31,570 --> 00:29:33,237
If it were me, I would say:
577
00:29:33,339 --> 00:29:35,272
"What distinguishes literature
from other artforms,
578
00:29:35,374 --> 00:29:37,141
is the ease and precision
with which it can simplify
579
00:29:37,243 --> 00:29:40,244
complex subjects,
like love and death."
580
00:29:40,346 --> 00:29:42,412
This whole other
part is redundant.
581
00:29:43,849 --> 00:29:45,449
(sighing)
582
00:29:46,685 --> 00:29:48,085
Hey.
583
00:29:48,187 --> 00:29:52,656
So, I was thinking about how
I want the kids to be in Ottawa
584
00:29:52,758 --> 00:29:54,858
when I receive
the Order of Canada.
585
00:29:54,960 --> 00:29:56,527
- Yeah, that was the plan.
586
00:29:56,629 --> 00:29:59,763
- Well, I was thinking that
I want their father there too.
587
00:29:59,865 --> 00:30:01,698
Maybe we could go out
for a nice dinner
588
00:30:01,801 --> 00:30:04,368
and celebrate Lucy's
academic success as well?
589
00:30:04,470 --> 00:30:07,304
I mean, Naima's more
than welcome, obviously.
590
00:30:07,406 --> 00:30:09,373
- You know that
she works weekends.
591
00:30:09,475 --> 00:30:12,075
Besides, I'm sure that
wasn't what you had in mind.
592
00:30:12,178 --> 00:30:14,111
- Well, just tell
her she's invited.
593
00:30:14,213 --> 00:30:15,412
I think the kids will love it
594
00:30:15,514 --> 00:30:17,681
and I would love to have
the whole family together.
595
00:30:29,762 --> 00:30:33,497
(peaceful music)
596
00:31:06,498 --> 00:31:08,198
- What are you having?
597
00:31:08,300 --> 00:31:09,499
(sighing)
598
00:31:09,602 --> 00:31:11,501
- Your dad's gonna
pull his classic move
599
00:31:11,604 --> 00:31:13,403
and order something
he saw on another table.
600
00:31:13,505 --> 00:31:17,474
- Okay, and your mom's gonna
get stuck in menu limbo,
601
00:31:17,576 --> 00:31:20,310
regretting her choice
the second she sees mine.
602
00:31:20,412 --> 00:31:23,180
- And then I'm gonna
ask you to switch.
603
00:31:23,282 --> 00:31:25,649
(chuckling)
604
00:31:26,819 --> 00:31:29,052
- Why aren't you guys
together anymore?
605
00:31:29,154 --> 00:31:31,722
- Where did that come from?
606
00:31:35,561 --> 00:31:38,528
- Uh... well, um.
607
00:31:38,631 --> 00:31:40,998
We split up because...
608
00:31:42,468 --> 00:31:44,735
...we weren't in love anymore.
609
00:31:44,837 --> 00:31:47,537
We were more like
friends, you know?
610
00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:50,841
And we thought it would be
easier on you guys if we said
611
00:31:50,943 --> 00:31:52,976
that we were
just taking a break.
612
00:31:53,078 --> 00:31:55,279
And dad moving next door
was only temporary.
613
00:31:55,381 --> 00:31:56,647
But we knew that was a lie
614
00:31:56,749 --> 00:31:59,383
and we should have been
honest with you.
615
00:31:59,485 --> 00:32:01,251
- That's too bad.
616
00:32:01,353 --> 00:32:03,220
You guys make a cute couple.
617
00:32:03,322 --> 00:32:04,955
(chuckling)
618
00:32:05,057 --> 00:32:07,925
- And that's why you were
blindsided when Naima showed up.
619
00:32:08,027 --> 00:32:11,094
It must've seemed
like it came out of nowhere,
620
00:32:11,196 --> 00:32:14,064
but you can't fault your father
for wanting to move on, right?
621
00:32:14,166 --> 00:32:16,500
- At that point in time,
622
00:32:16,602 --> 00:32:18,101
your mother and I
weren't together.
623
00:32:18,203 --> 00:32:21,038
I know, I know, she didn't
talk to you both first,
624
00:32:21,140 --> 00:32:23,407
but everything happened so fast.
625
00:32:23,509 --> 00:32:26,610
- Okay, uh...
we gonna order or what?
626
00:32:26,712 --> 00:32:29,012
Right? Salmon tartare,
that looks good.
627
00:32:30,549 --> 00:32:33,216
- Hey, no duckfaces,
this isn't for Instagram.
628
00:32:33,319 --> 00:32:35,419
(camera shutter sound)
629
00:32:35,521 --> 00:32:37,487
Thank you so much.
630
00:32:39,992 --> 00:32:41,792
Oh, that's great.
631
00:32:41,894 --> 00:32:44,127
Oh, honey, no.
You've had enough.
632
00:32:45,698 --> 00:32:48,465
- Can we go to the outdoor
concert at City Hall?
633
00:32:48,567 --> 00:32:50,300
- Uh, you know, we have
an early start tomorrow.
634
00:32:50,402 --> 00:32:53,570
The ceremony's at nine, so I
don't think it's a good idea.
635
00:32:53,672 --> 00:32:55,672
- I wouldn't mind checking
out the concert too.
636
00:32:58,043 --> 00:33:01,178
- Okay, well as long
as you guys stick together
637
00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:02,612
and no fighting, please.
638
00:33:02,715 --> 00:33:05,148
- What do you mean?
We never fight.
639
00:33:05,250 --> 00:33:06,583
- Hmm.
640
00:33:06,685 --> 00:33:08,885
- And back to the hotel
as soon as the concert's over.
641
00:33:08,988 --> 00:33:10,053
- Yes, mother.
642
00:33:11,090 --> 00:33:12,923
(elevator dings)
643
00:33:14,827 --> 00:33:16,827
- Goodnight.
- Goodnight.
644
00:33:22,267 --> 00:33:26,269
Why did you tell them that
we weren't in love anymore?
645
00:33:26,372 --> 00:33:29,606
- I-I just thought
that it was...
646
00:33:30,509 --> 00:33:32,709
...time to be honest with them.
647
00:33:33,679 --> 00:33:34,878
- Might have been
honest for you,
648
00:33:34,980 --> 00:33:37,014
but I was still
in love with you.
649
00:33:37,116 --> 00:33:40,817
The breakup was tough on me,
but so was parenting with you.
650
00:33:40,919 --> 00:33:43,587
You made me feel like
I couldn't do anything right.
651
00:33:43,689 --> 00:33:45,155
Especially with Lu.
652
00:33:46,525 --> 00:33:49,059
You held it against me that
I didn't want her at first.
653
00:33:49,161 --> 00:33:52,462
And that I...
couldn't take her in my arms.
654
00:33:53,766 --> 00:33:55,999
If I could go back,
I'd change all of that.
655
00:33:58,103 --> 00:34:00,437
- You know,
it was hard for me too.
656
00:34:01,807 --> 00:34:04,474
When Naima moved in with you.
657
00:34:04,576 --> 00:34:06,676
I knew it was over between us,
658
00:34:06,779 --> 00:34:08,879
but I just kept asking myself...
659
00:34:10,449 --> 00:34:12,149
...why her?
660
00:34:13,452 --> 00:34:14,851
- Meaning?
661
00:34:14,953 --> 00:34:18,155
- She's so different than I am.
662
00:34:18,257 --> 00:34:20,924
- Just... easy with her.
663
00:34:21,026 --> 00:34:25,829
We're a team. I feel supported,
accepted, and seen.
664
00:34:27,633 --> 00:34:29,633
And when we make love we...
665
00:34:29,735 --> 00:34:32,969
...she just knows
how to let herself go.
666
00:34:33,072 --> 00:34:34,905
- Wait? Let her...
667
00:34:35,007 --> 00:34:36,807
...self go?
668
00:34:36,909 --> 00:34:39,309
As opposed to what exactly?
669
00:34:39,411 --> 00:34:41,611
- I mean, come on, you know.
670
00:34:41,713 --> 00:34:43,413
- No, I don't.
671
00:34:43,515 --> 00:34:45,816
- We talked about
this all the time.
672
00:34:45,918 --> 00:34:47,551
(sighing)
673
00:34:47,653 --> 00:34:49,352
- Well, then remind me.
674
00:34:50,689 --> 00:34:54,024
- Those times where we really
took that time. You know?
675
00:34:54,126 --> 00:34:57,260
When we really made love
and let ourselves go.
676
00:34:57,362 --> 00:35:00,831
After which, you jumped
out of bed right away.
677
00:35:00,933 --> 00:35:03,366
It was uncomfortable for you...
678
00:35:04,503 --> 00:35:06,436
...we had to put some
distance between us
679
00:35:06,538 --> 00:35:08,772
like the connection
was too much for you.
680
00:35:08,874 --> 00:35:10,907
- So, what? It was...
681
00:35:11,743 --> 00:35:13,844
...17 years of bad sex?
682
00:35:15,848 --> 00:35:17,914
- I'm not talking about sex.
683
00:35:19,051 --> 00:35:22,052
I'm talking about
intimacy, vulnerability...
684
00:35:24,022 --> 00:35:26,189
It's just not easy
for you, that's all.
685
00:35:27,359 --> 00:35:28,725
Night.
686
00:35:30,362 --> 00:35:33,130
(melancholic music continues)
687
00:35:33,232 --> 00:35:36,600
Yeah, I'll let you know when
we get through tomorrow.
688
00:35:36,702 --> 00:35:38,268
(knocking at door)
689
00:35:38,370 --> 00:35:40,170
Yeah. Yeah.
690
00:35:42,841 --> 00:35:44,841
Uh, yeah, okay.
691
00:35:46,145 --> 00:35:48,979
Alright, me too.
692
00:35:53,018 --> 00:35:55,051
- I just want you to know.
693
00:35:56,455 --> 00:35:58,989
I think you're a good man.
694
00:36:00,159 --> 00:36:02,726
And I think
you're a great father.
695
00:36:04,329 --> 00:36:06,129
(heavy breathing)
696
00:36:20,612 --> 00:36:21,978
(sighing)
697
00:36:34,393 --> 00:36:36,826
(pensive music)
698
00:36:36,929 --> 00:36:38,295
Never let myself go?
699
00:36:38,397 --> 00:36:40,263
(chuckling)
700
00:36:42,434 --> 00:36:44,167
Not even once?
701
00:36:46,371 --> 00:36:49,139
(pensive music continues)
702
00:37:19,171 --> 00:37:20,470
And?
703
00:37:21,573 --> 00:37:24,641
The letting go.
On a scale of one to ten?
704
00:37:24,743 --> 00:37:26,910
- Nine?
- Nine!
705
00:37:27,012 --> 00:37:29,679
I haven't even
looked at my phone.
706
00:37:29,781 --> 00:37:32,115
Even though I'm not, not
thinking about the kids.
707
00:37:32,217 --> 00:37:34,517
- Definitely a six.
- Oh, my God.
708
00:37:34,620 --> 00:37:36,253
(laughing)
709
00:37:36,355 --> 00:37:38,722
(phone ringing)
710
00:37:40,292 --> 00:37:42,392
- Oh, it's Felix. Shh.
711
00:37:44,062 --> 00:37:46,096
Hey, are you heading back?
712
00:37:46,198 --> 00:37:47,764
- Mom, I don't know what to do.
713
00:37:47,866 --> 00:37:49,699
Lu's getting hammered
with some guy at the bar
714
00:37:49,801 --> 00:37:51,468
and she won't come back
to the hotel with me.
715
00:37:51,570 --> 00:37:52,869
- What? Put her on the phone.
716
00:37:52,971 --> 00:37:54,671
- I can't see them anymore.
717
00:37:54,773 --> 00:37:55,872
- Well, where are you?
718
00:37:55,974 --> 00:37:57,841
- Grenade on York Street.
719
00:37:57,943 --> 00:37:59,743
- Okay, well, stay there, okay?
I'm coming.
720
00:37:59,845 --> 00:38:01,311
- What's going on?
721
00:38:01,413 --> 00:38:03,113
(phone beeping)
722
00:38:03,215 --> 00:38:06,216
- Hey, it's Lucy, leave me a message.
723
00:38:06,318 --> 00:38:08,251
- Lu, call me right now.
724
00:38:09,788 --> 00:38:14,291
(suspenseful music)
725
00:38:15,060 --> 00:38:18,128
(indiscernible chatter)
726
00:38:22,167 --> 00:38:26,002
(suspenseful music continues)
727
00:38:31,610 --> 00:38:32,809
(beeping)
728
00:38:32,911 --> 00:38:34,778
- Hey, it's Lucy, leave me a message.
729
00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:36,646
- Lucy, please call me.
730
00:38:36,748 --> 00:38:38,181
(sighing)
731
00:38:38,283 --> 00:38:39,516
Oh, my God.
732
00:38:39,618 --> 00:38:41,618
I've got my phone synced to
hers, I can track her location.
733
00:38:41,720 --> 00:38:43,053
Shit!
- What? Since when?
734
00:38:43,155 --> 00:38:45,221
- No that was last time,
I should have done it this time.
735
00:38:45,324 --> 00:38:47,724
What does this guy look like?
How old is he?
736
00:38:47,826 --> 00:38:50,026
- I don't know like, 30 maybe?
- 30?
737
00:38:50,128 --> 00:38:51,728
And you let him walk out
the door with her?
738
00:38:51,830 --> 00:38:53,096
- I tried to stop her--
739
00:38:53,198 --> 00:38:55,398
- It's not his fault,
panicking won't help, Abby.
740
00:38:55,500 --> 00:38:57,701
- Of course she's gonna do this.
What the hell was I thinking?
741
00:38:57,803 --> 00:38:59,869
What the fuck did we do, Nick?
742
00:38:59,971 --> 00:39:02,572
- Yeah, she was last seen
with an older man...
743
00:39:02,674 --> 00:39:04,874
(sighing)
744
00:39:04,976 --> 00:39:07,344
- I think took off that way.
745
00:39:07,446 --> 00:39:10,747
- We'll search the parking lot
near the train tracks.
746
00:39:10,849 --> 00:39:13,283
Lots of folks go there to...
747
00:39:14,920 --> 00:39:16,953
- I'm gonna head back
to the hotel.
748
00:39:17,055 --> 00:39:19,189
- Are you serious?
- No, that's a good idea.
749
00:39:19,291 --> 00:39:21,991
Just tell us if
she shows up, okay?
750
00:39:22,094 --> 00:39:24,861
(police radios chiming)
751
00:39:24,963 --> 00:39:28,832
(suspenseful music)
752
00:39:29,768 --> 00:39:32,135
(police radios chiming)
753
00:39:43,715 --> 00:39:49,319
(tense music)
754
00:39:59,431 --> 00:40:01,064
- You son of a bitch.
755
00:40:01,166 --> 00:40:03,299
- What's the problem, officer?
756
00:40:03,402 --> 00:40:06,736
- She's a child and she's
intoxicated you fucking pervert!
757
00:40:06,838 --> 00:40:08,071
- Jesus.
758
00:40:08,173 --> 00:40:10,373
Oh, my God. Are you okay?
759
00:40:10,475 --> 00:40:14,177
- Do you know
how old she is? She's 15!
760
00:40:14,279 --> 00:40:16,846
- She told me she was 19.
- Are you blind?
761
00:40:16,948 --> 00:40:19,516
- Calm down, sir. We don't
want you in trouble too.
762
00:40:19,618 --> 00:40:21,317
- Jesus Christ.
763
00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:23,787
I can't trust...
764
00:40:25,557 --> 00:40:27,157
(sighing)
765
00:40:30,996 --> 00:40:32,962
(elevator dinging)
766
00:40:43,875 --> 00:40:45,408
(sighing)
767
00:40:49,881 --> 00:40:52,449
(heavy breathing)
768
00:40:54,586 --> 00:40:57,387
Why did you do this?
769
00:40:57,489 --> 00:40:58,988
- Abigail...
770
00:41:00,592 --> 00:41:02,158
- Answer me, Lu.
771
00:41:02,260 --> 00:41:05,161
What was it?
Was it all too good?
772
00:41:05,263 --> 00:41:08,898
Were we all too happy
and you had to mess things up?
773
00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:12,101
I didn't raise you to
be like this, did I?
774
00:41:12,871 --> 00:41:14,170
Tell me what I did wrong.
775
00:41:14,272 --> 00:41:16,272
Tell me what I'm supposed
to do with you!
776
00:41:16,374 --> 00:41:19,342
I'm completely lost,
I'm just so--
777
00:41:19,444 --> 00:41:21,444
- Ashamed?
778
00:41:21,546 --> 00:41:23,179
Just say it, it's okay.
779
00:41:23,281 --> 00:41:26,950
I'm a disgusting slut.
I know how you see me.
780
00:41:32,224 --> 00:41:34,791
- How could you say
such a thing?
781
00:41:34,893 --> 00:41:38,094
- Lucy. Look at me, sweetie.
782
00:41:39,097 --> 00:41:41,898
Nobody here thinks
that about you.
783
00:41:43,068 --> 00:41:45,201
- I suck at school...
784
00:41:46,972 --> 00:41:49,539
I only got in the circus
program because
785
00:41:49,641 --> 00:41:51,374
the director's one of your fans.
786
00:41:53,011 --> 00:41:55,211
I'm never gonna be like you.
787
00:41:55,313 --> 00:41:57,313
(sighing)
788
00:42:00,619 --> 00:42:02,752
- Like what?
789
00:42:02,854 --> 00:42:04,821
- Perfect.
790
00:42:04,923 --> 00:42:06,222
(sniffling)
791
00:42:06,324 --> 00:42:08,558
I know you want me to be,
but I can't.
792
00:42:11,563 --> 00:42:14,364
I don't know what's wrong
with me, I'm sorry.
793
00:42:14,466 --> 00:42:15,532
(sniffling)
794
00:42:16,902 --> 00:42:20,236
(somber music continues)
795
00:42:22,007 --> 00:42:23,573
(echoing): For over a decade,
796
00:42:23,675 --> 00:42:26,042
Abigail Walker has been a transformative force
797
00:42:26,144 --> 00:42:28,478
in Canadian society.
798
00:42:28,580 --> 00:42:31,581
Her unwavering advocacy for survivors of domestic abuse,
799
00:42:31,683 --> 00:42:34,083
particularly through her groundbreaking
800
00:42:34,185 --> 00:42:35,985
Fight Of Our Life march,
801
00:42:36,087 --> 00:42:38,221
has empowered women of all walks.
802
00:42:38,323 --> 00:42:41,558
Providing them with the toolsto heal and rebuild their lives.
803
00:42:41,660 --> 00:42:42,859
A model for all of us.
804
00:42:42,961 --> 00:42:46,729
Abigail embodies the spirit of service and compassion.
805
00:42:46,831 --> 00:42:49,432
And so it is with great honour that the Governor General
806
00:42:49,534 --> 00:42:53,436
invests Abigail Walker into the Order of Canada.
807
00:42:53,538 --> 00:42:58,007
(clapping)
808
00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:10,453
(somber music continues)
809
00:43:20,098 --> 00:43:22,665
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