All language subtitles for Re.ZERO.Starting.Life.in.Another.World.S02E15.Otto.Suwen..A.Reason.to.Believe.1080p.CR.WEB-DL.DUAL.DDP2.0.H.264-Kitsune_track3_[eng]

What instead? Yeah.
Where's the old hag?

I wasn't sure how all
this would turn out,

so I asked her
to go somewhere else.

And why the hell are
you still hanging around?

You want to talk, but the one

you want to talk to ain't here.
That's true.

I suppose you could say
I'm buying some time.

So a certain boy and girl
can be alone

for a little while. Understand?
Are you really?

Piss off. Cos you ain't got
what it takes. Small fry.

The stone.

Damn it! Is this what
you're looking for? A good

merchant always keeps
one step ahead to try

and improve his
chances of success.

And that's exactly what I am.
You little shit.

I've never had very
many human friends,

but I did happen to make lots

of non-human ones along the way.

The entire forest
is against you now,

so enjoy this warm
welcome from the Zadar bug.

Damn it! Go away! Get off me!

When I was a young boy,
the world

around me felt
like a hellish cradle.

No matter where I went, I heard
a barrage of endless voices,

but I had no idea what
any of them were saying

at such a young age. I had

no way of knowing that this
was the blessing.

I was born with. The soul
of language, divine protection.

What are you doing?

My parents did their best.

They tried their hardest
to understand our differences.

But for people who don't have a
divine protection, that's practically impossible.

Greg.

Come on. You can do it.

It was my brother,
seven years my senior,

who realized written words
might finally bring

about that understanding
when spoken words couldn't.

Uh.

Uh uh.

That moment might have been

the first time I'd
cried out since I was born.

Later on, when I turned ten. Uh.

My God, why?

Are we, like, went that way.

Those strange random voices started to
transform into sounds with meaning.

You can understand what
animals say. Yeah.

Rain fall soon. Rain soon.
They say

it's going to rain soon, huh?

Otto. That's an amazing. Power.
And because it's so amazing,

you should make it a point not

to talk to Zada bugs
when any people are around.

Why not? A divine protection
is truly a gift.

But there are those who
could take advantage of it.

You have to keep
your power hidden.

That's the reason
why I can't talk

to you around other
people anymore. Both of you.

As you wish, young master.
Liar! You're right.

She's telling that to some dumb.
I'm not lying, big brother.

Otto. He really can talk
to animals. Tell them it's true.

Son. What a son! Zamboanga.

Huh? Huh? Well, it's true,
there's a lot of bugs. Huh?

Oh, look out at the swarm.

After that,
I sealed my divine protection

and swore to myself
I'd never use

it again. Then when I was 15.

Admit it. I know you were
with my girlfriend.

You little son of a bitch.

Wait a minute, I. Shut up!
Just stay away from her,

you freak! This is all
just a misunderstanding.

After that,
I managed to find true

independence as a merchant
and worked harder

than I ever had in my life.

I made up my mind setting a goal

to run a shop
of my very own one day.

I knew I could do it.
I just had to believe in myself.

Well, what do we have here?
And where

exactly are you off
to in such a hurry?

Huh? Huh? You're one lucky boy,
you know that?

You would have been killed
right here

if I hadn't found you first.
So if I were you, I'd show

my gratitude to the boss kid.

Wait. Do you mean you've
got a kid as your boss?

That's exactly what I mean.
And he also

happens to be the guy
who saved your life.

I understand, thank you very much. And
I should thank him, too.

Look, if you're going to cry,
then you should cover your face.

No man should start
blubbering in front of anyone.

Huh? But I'm not.

Oh, man. What is this? It. It's.

I I'm so glad I didn't die.

It was then that I realized
every time I cry,

it marks a rebirth in my life.

My first one happened
as a baby after being born.

The second, after witnessing
my family's love

for me and realizing
where my heart is.

And this day the third,
when I had

a brush with death and gained
an understanding

of my purpose and true
reason for living.

If I'm being honest about it,
I wasn't

actually asked to buy
time this way,

but it's all in the name
of helping my friend.

Happy. Happy.
Happy. Yeah, I already know.

What are you waiting for?
I said, I already know that.

I planned for it, so it's
all part of the calculation.

You're going to die. Poor thing.
Could you please stop being.

So pessimistic and have
a little faith in me?

Is this what happens when
I keep using my ability?

This divine protection
of mine can really be annoying.

I wonder if Mr.
Natsuki's gotten a chance

Really? I can't seem to catch
a break. That's enough.

I'm not letting you pull any of

that again.
Do you understand me?

I wouldn't be so sure.
This fight isn't over yet.

I told you
it's not gonna happen.

But I gotta admit,
you surprised me.

I seriously never
would have thought that

you had it in you, Otto.

Guess you're just gonna
have to forgive

me for doing something
so shitty to a man.

At this point, I think I've
done about all I could do.

Give me the stone back.
You hear me?

I'm finished playing
games with you.

Well. All right then.
When you wake up,

this entire thing will be over.

Let's just say that my personal
battle might end here,

but it's far from over. Yeah.
I'm. No. This cocky bitch.

Not that I didn't know,

but you're so pathetic,
I couldn't watch.

Come on.
Isn't that common? A little

harsh towards someone who just gave
everything he had? Fighting.

You're still moving and talking.
That's everything.

I always thought
maids were supposed to

be sweet and reassuring. Did I.

Miss something?
Because it seems like joining

their side means
you're going against with

that bastard Roswell once,
aren't you?

I'd give my very soul to fulfill
my master's fondest desire.

However,
I'll do it in my own way.

Now cut the shit already.
What exactly

do you think
is happening while you're

keeping me held
up out here anyway?

I mean,
you don't honestly believe he's

worth trusting that much, do ya?

This, mister not worth it
if we're

talking about whether he's much of anything
as is, I suppose not,

huh? But I look forward to seeing
what flowers bloom from him,

so I keep pruning
and brushing off the bugs.

At least that's the best
analogy I've got.

Huh? Is that so?
Quite frankly, I have

no idea what's giving you
such high hopes for Boussu.

He's weak, useless, completely
incompetent, and he can't

even make a decent cup of tea.

That's going a bit far. But it's

not like I can save it.
You're wrong.

Although when things
are do or die,

he does have
extraordinarily good timing.

If nothing else,
Boussu has that going for him.

Despite the situation,
if he believes he sees

an opportunity and acts on it,

then rest assured that's
the only path to victory.

Guess when all said and done,
you

trust Mr. Novatski as much as I

do, don't you? Rahm? Mr. Rahm.

Just because you feel awkward,
don't take it out on me.

That's it.

Keep your distance.
Wait from. Don't.

As a reminder, you haven't even.
One time in a fight.

No way.

It seems you've gotten stronger,
haven't you, Garth?

Are.

Alpena.

I'm counting on you, Otto. So
please don't do anything crazy.

Now.
It's time for me to do my part.

Oh, good. I finally found you.

Super.

You really thought this through,
didn't you, Millie?

You knew that no one would find

you if you holed
up in this place.

Why?
Why are you here, Subaru? You

don't get forced back as hard
as Roswell, is that it?

I mean, I'm here,
as you can see,

but I'm fighting pretty
hard to hang on.

Is that so?
When I left for this place,

half of me believed
you'd be here,

and the other half
just wished for it.

Half and half. I'm so
relieved that I found you.

Just relieved. Huh?
Does this mean you're not angry?

Hold on.
What are you talking about?

Were you actually afraid I'd
be mad at you? Well I'm not.

Though I did panic,
and frankly, I

wasn't even sure I was alive.

I see, you're not angry.
Emilia. After what's happened,

you don't feel that way at all.

You won't even get angry at me.

Why? Why won't you see? What I

did was really selfish, wasn't
it? It cost you trouble. Did?

Tell you.

Are you not angry because you knew
better than to expect anything?

It's kind to me even when I mess

up, because it doesn't faze you.

The disappointed are you because? I'll
never do anything right.

Got it. Amelia, wait a second.
That couldn't

be farther from the truth,
I swear.

I I don't get it. Why didn't
you keep your promise to me?

What a way. You headed out
and then you left me behind.

You're a liar. Fuck is a liar.

Amelia.
I said it. I can promise.

Why would you do that?
It's just wrong.

Listen to me.
I love you so much, Amelia.

Night after night, you rush into
the same damn trial, don't you?

And all it amounts to are
some scenes from your past.

There's no need for
you to keep moping

about stuff that's
over and done with.

When I try to do it for you.

You told me no and said
only you could do it.

So when you blow it, that just
means you were all talk.

And then when your
garden and pet takes off,

you abandon your
duties and run off

to sulk and cry your eyes out.

Sorry, but I just can't put
up with it anymore. Huh?

You're right to say that.
And if I'm being honest,

it makes sense why you
think of me that way.

Still. I truly love you, Amelia.
Completely.

And I won't
ever stop loving you.

I care about you so much.
I don't

know what to do with myself.
Huh? Where did this come from?

I love that beautiful
silver hair of yours

and those sparkling
purple jewels you have for eyes.

I love your voice and how
just hearing it mesmerizes me.

Your slender arms and legs
and your porcelain skin,

even your height
is something so perfect

to me I can hardly stand it.

Just being with you makes my
heart race. It's scary honestly.

I love how you were a little

absent minded
to the way that you

try to give everything your all,

and I respect how you always
do your best to help people.

It's hard to leave
you alone when

I see you putting
others before yourself.

I want to see all the beautiful

expressions you make
from right here beside you.

There's no time.
For. Playing around. Why

are you suddenly
telling me this?

About. You were saying
I'm completely useless. Remember

that you couldn't
put up with me.

You're right about that.
So what would make

you ever forgive me for
being so hopeless?

I've already answered
that over and over again.

Listen to me very closely.
It's because I love you.

That's not going
to change in my eyes.

Every single thing
about you shines like the sun.

Yeah, of course there are parts
of you that aren't perfect.

You're not an angel
or a goddess.

You're an ordinary girl.
You feel so bad.

You want to cry
sometimes and you'll

want to run away
from things that hurt.

I get that,
but even with those weaknesses

and the parts of yourself
you might even consider ugly,

I love every fiber
of your being, Amelia.

That's just too selfish.
You named all

the things
that make me worthless.

Did you still say you love me?
How am I supposed.

To believe you? No. You're wrong.
You've got everything completely wrong.

So I'm going to make
this crystal clear.

It's not because I believe
in you that I love you.

Don't you understand? I believe
in you because I love you.

Just feeling that way isn't
a reason to believe in someone.

And if that isn't enough
to have faith in you,

why don't you tell
me who in the hell

would voluntarily go through
all this never

ending pain and suffering
to come and help

a gigantic pain
in the ass like you are?

I love you so much
it makes me crazy.

It's never ending.
I love you so much I could die.

That's why I put up with
everything that comes with it.

Even now I feel
like I might puke,

but I'm still standing
in front of you.

Wait a second.
I never asked you to do that.

As far as I'm concerned, you're only
being selfish and narrow minded.

You're not thinking
about me at all.

You have no idea how I feel
every time that I see you.

Risking your life and getting
hurt just because of me.

How would I even know that?
I don't think about it.

Would I do think about is how
to look good in front of you

and be a hero in your eyes.

I am absolutely suffering
for you here.

Please try to look as cute
as I hoped you would.

Don't talk like
I'm just some doll.

Why did you break your promise?

Why wouldn't you even do that?
The truth is,

you really hate me,
don't you? Of course not.

Listen, I love you.

Why?
Why did you break your promise?

I can't. Say.
If you'd stayed with

me until morning like
you said you would.

I think I think
I could have believed you.

I could have believed you and
entrusted you with everything.

But you just abandon.

Fitzpatrick left. I bet.

Regaining my memories. Things
in my mind I don't recognize.

Conversations I don't recall. More and more
of them keep coming back.

I thought I remembered
everything this whole time.

I went and forgot them entirely,
like they never existed at all.

When the memories finally
return. How will I become?

Is this me? Really me? I forgot
so many important things.

I even. To remember my mother.

And yet I'm not wrong.
How is that possible?

What matters isn't how you start
or what happens in the middle.

It's all in how it ends. Yeah.
You're absolutely right, mom.

No matter

what memories you get back,
it won't change anything.

Cause I'll love you just
the same. And I always will.

I can't believe that if the me.
Hit the me you say you love.

If she goes away.
Quite a few I am.

And regardless of what
might happen, I know

you're not going to go away.

I'll love you
till my last breath.

Just stop it. You're a liar.
All of this time you've done.

Nothing to make me believe you.
Okay,

then I'll make
you believe me now.

What are you.
If you don't want this.

No matter what you say or do.

Even if we argue like this,
nothing

will ever happen to make
me stop caring for you.

I'll feel this way
until the end of time.

I will love you more every day.

And you have my word that I will
always believe in you.

By now you should know why.
Because you love me.

With all those unfamiliar
memories flooding your mind,

it's only natural that you'd
feel anxious and scared.

But every single one
of them is a part of you.

So I know that you're going
to be just fine. But how?

How can you be so certain? What

matters isn't how you start,
but how it ends.

The woman I respect more than
anyone in the world told me so.

You'll be okay, Amelia.
I'll be right here by your side.

Feel free to remember it all.

And if you're still afraid,
don't be.

We'll find it.
What do you mean? I know what.

In the same way, my feelings for

you make me able
to keep on moving forward,

you'll find that most
precious feeling that makes

you able to blow
away all your anxiety.

Then you can
keep moving forward.

And even though it might come
across as a little selfish,

I'm hoping that feeling's
going to be, for me.

My most precious feeling.

I wonder. Maybe

it's among all
these memories I've been getting

back, and it'll come to me.

Yeah, I'm sure it will. Your
reason to keep moving in there.

Hey, sorry about the wait.

Whatever. Ain't like
I was waiting for you.