All language subtitles for Re.ZERO.Starting.Life.in.Another.World.S02E13.The.Sounds.That.Make.You.Want.to.Cry.1080p.CR.WEB-DL.DUAL.DDP2.0.H.264-Kitsune_track3_[eng]

So you made it past
all those barriers

with the single goal
of entering the Castle

of Dreams. How very rude of you.

Seriously,
what the hell is your problem?

What is it you want from me,
anyway? We're so.

Long. We're so very long now.

I've been deeply
in love with you.

Nobody else. Don't see that.
I love you.

You have to stop this.
I have loved you,

only you, for such a very,
very long time.

No, I said stop! Damn it!
You and your kid are insane.

I've had it.
I've had it with you both.

I won't let
anybody here help me.

I'll figure everything out
myself. Now just leave me alone.

So you're just
gonna keep on dying?

Starting over
and making everyone cry? That's

your big plan, huh?
Must be pretty nice.

No matter how other people feel,
you can

always make the excuse that you're the
one who's suffering the most.

Are you saying
that I'm pretending to

be some kind of tragic hero?

That's not it.
I'm saying that deciding

you're the only one who
should be suffering is cowardly.

That kind of twisted
thinking makes you

a lot more despicable
than any witch.

And above all else, it's
incredibly ungrateful to her.

Despicable. Ungrateful. You're kidding, aren't you?
Don't you get it?

You're the one who made me
like this in the first place.

All the pain, all the torment. Everything.
It only happens to me.

If I'd done nothing,
would things be different now?

Either way, I'm stuck
with a horrible future.

Who else but me would have made
these choices, huh?

Who else would have done the things
that I've done? You're hurt.

Please don't be hurt now.
And please don't suffer.

Please. You mustn't look so sad.

You have the nerve to say.
Please don't hurt. Just no.

Love.
That's what it comes down to.

Are you honestly that desperate
for me to love you?

Not at all.
You need to love yourself more.

What the hell did you just say?

Don't be hurt. Don't grieve.
Overcome those feelings

and treasure yourself more.
Are you.

Serious?
You're the one who gave me

the ability to return by death.

I love you, that's why.
It's the very

reason I want you to love
and protect yourself.

If I lost this power out
of love for myself,

I know for a fact I wouldn't

have a thing left to offer
anyone other than my own life.

There's nothing I can use.
As long

as I get hurt more than others

and do whatever I can
to try and protect them,

I can be sure that nobody
else will ever have to suffer.

It's not like anyone
cares what happens

to a loser like me, right?

No matter how badly
I get beaten up,

as long as those around
me make it to the future

and we can start tomorrow without losing
others in the process, then.

Who am I kidding?
I'm still gone.

If I'd just been stronger.
If I put

myself on the front
lines without worrying

about what might happen to me.

I could have prevented it.

I don't want to lose
anyone else. The way I lost.

And what is this
going to accomplish?

Look at you. Crying,
wailing, trying to handle

everything on your own.
Acting exactly like

a helpless little child
who's feeling lonely.

Laurel,
why are you sobbing like that?

Seems like you're really in pain.
You're hurting, you poor thing.

Who did this to you?
Who made you cry?

I love you so much.
I hope you know that.

Please stop it.
And the reason I love

you is because
you gave me everything.

Don't you see?
That's why. Toby. Uh huh. Baru.

I see well, that's most certainly
one option. Subaru. Natsuki.

His tongue. You complete moron!

This'll be a piece of cake.
Out of the.

Way! Typhon Moreau made
his own choice. Okay.

I will not let self-harm,
suicide.

Or murder happen in my presence.

Segment.

Why emotionally, something's compelling me to
take the boy's side also.

It's that simple.
And of course, that would

mean I happen to be
on Typhon's side, too. Are.

Ha ha.

You realized that.
You should be included

among the ones you
wish so desperately to save.

It should be obvious.

What could you have possibly
seen in those two trials?

And do the best you can. Got it?

Take care of yourself, I.
I'd hoped.

The two of us could have
become friends.

Damn it! Why did you die
so easily, Mr. Subaru? You are.

No matter what I believe.

No matter what I wish for.

Show me how awesome you can be.
Subaru. Show them all.

Thank you. Subaru.
Thank you for saving me.

I don't want to die.
See? That's how you truly feel.

Is there any?
It ain't worth my life at all.

What can I do now other
than die and come back?

Ken. Can I really believe?
That the people I care about.

Also. Care for me.

I'll allow it. Huh?
You are the one who rescued me.

So it would seem only fair to
grant you the same opportunity.

I want you to know. Salvation.
That is my wish.

Well, Minerva aside,
I have to admit

I'm actually a bit more surprised by
the way you two acted.

You just.
Uh, when I last spoke to him,

Subaru made some
pretty big bows to me.

It might be selfish,
but I'd love

to see him at least try
to follow through on them.

Quite an intriguing
thought indeed. And Carmella,

I'm fairly certain
that it was you

who called him
back from the brink

of death itself, now wasn't it?

You even implemented
Faceless Bride to ensure

that. But whatever.
For no reason.

I just think that.
Love is important. Even if.

He doesn't want to see.
It. There's love there,

I know it, and to me. It
shouldn't be taken and not returned.

Sekhmet and Typhon stepped forward to make
sure his wishes were respected.

Minerva healed him.
Daphne prolonged his life,

and Carmella used
her authority to make

him aware of the love
he couldn't see.

So while each of you may have
your own reasons for doing so,

it's quite clear that you
all wish to help Subaru.

An absolutely fascinating,
wouldn't you say?

Seriously.
What's the deal with all of you?

Because I can't
understand or agree with

almost any of your
reasons for backing me.

It's no wonder
they call you witches.

Since you've gone
back to vilifying us,

is it safe to assume
you've recovered your strength?

I don't know how to answer
that now. I'm at a loss.

If that's truly the way
you're feeling at the moment,

then I'd like
to inquire about something.

If I were to lend
you my assistance,

you can be assured
that you'll arrive

at a future in which you save
those in need of being rescued.

And since you find yourself
not knowing what you should do,

then would you consider
extending your hand to me?

With everything in my power,
I'll take

you to the future
you're longing for.

Without fail.
I give you my word.

Kitna. To be perfectly honest,
I'm frightened of getting hurt.

I hate suffering, pain,
sadness and being afraid.

I just don't want to feel
that kind of misery.

And I don't want anyone else having
to experience those things either.

I'm not ready to die.
Since sacrifice

is a prerequisite to taking
your hand,

that's something I can
no longer do.

If there's even a chance
I might have

value to them
beyond my own death,

I'm gonna look for
it no matter what.

If I can find it, I have
a feeling I can repay them in

some way other than just dying.

That path is lined with thorns.
If you

thought of your death as a tool,

your heart would be all that's
necessary to offer as payment.

But trying to deny
that in an attempt

to claim not only your heart,

but the future
of other people as well,

would be exceedingly difficult.
And above all.

Terribly greedy.

I won't pretend that you
haven't saved me.

You've done it time
and time again.

Regardless of what
you had in mind

when you did it,
that part is undeniable.

That poor Garfield's
pitifully dim witted and

he's petrified
of the outside world.

You'll need to break
that spell if you

ever hope to release him
from his circumstances.

You're helping me. It's nothing. I'm just
being a sore, meddling loser.

I wouldn't want
you getting the ridiculous

notion that all
of the other witches

you've met are
actually good at heart,

and that only I was
evil to the end.

Do keep in mind
that I am a girl.

One who just so happens
to be terribly fond of you.

As far as I'm concerned,
every single

one of you is a monster
beyond comprehension.

I don't think we'll
ever understand each other,

and I doubt I could
ever like you, but.

Thanks for being
willing to let me die.

And for not letting me die.
I appreciate it. Mm.

I'm grateful you let
me hear the voices

of those I needed
to hear the most.

For all you've done. Thank you.

As I said, you're someone
I can't understand.

But it's a fact
that I've been saved

by the power you gave me more
times than I can even count.

Is returned by death. Still something
that's available to me.

If not relying on it too much

is what it takes to love myself,
then I don't know.

That definitely isn't
gonna be easy. But I will

try to like myself
a little more now.

Exactly the way you asked me to.

Are you sure? Yeah. I mean,
compared to dropping dead,

that's not such a tall order.

Listen. Don't fret all alone.
Fight alongside

the ones who care about you.
Rely on each other.

Never forget that it's
those people and others

you've affected who will grieve
when you die. I'll remember.

There will be a day
when I'll need you.

To come and take my life.

You have my word.
I'm going to save you.

Uh huh.

Glad to see you, too.
Oh. You're awake. Uh. Otto.

This is. I'd normally be inside.
Did you carry me out?

No. That was all. Patricia.
She started thrashing around.

And then the minute that I
released her from the carriage.

Wait. You get rejected from the
graveyard without being qualified.

Why would you try
a crazy thing like that?

I mean, I would have come outside just
as soon as I woke up.

So why did you save me?

Oh, come on, you really
have no idea why. Huh?

Huh? Ah. Oh, well.
Of course. Yeah.

I would never dream of it.

Do you understand her?
What did Patricia tell you?

She just said, don't make
me explain it so I better not.

But I can't believe
you still need me to.

Huh? Ah, let me put it this way.

Leaping to save somebody when you
think that they're in danger.

Helping them out. Even if it
means risking your own life.

It's simple. To me, the feelings behind
them are exactly the same,

which is something
that holds true whether

you're a human
or a ground dragon.

Wow. Pretty dense, aren't you?
Just forget about it.

Know what's.
Wrong. Why are you crying?

It's not what you think.
It's just the timing.

I see what you say.
You actually like me, huh?

I never thought you'd be the
first one I learned that from.

Well, I like you too. Thank you.

Are you all right?
What happened in.

There? Were you worried?
Hey, hold on a second.

Does that mean you like me, too?

Okay. There's no need
for things to get awkward.

I'm only thinking
of what comes next.

Yeah,
I know we are friends after all.

Mr. Natsuki, so does.
This mean I managed

to pass the second
trial somehow? Yes.

What happened?
Damn it! What was?

Wait. He rejected me.

Could I have lost my
qualification? But why is that?

What a nasty little. I'm still.

So lost. Is there anything I.
There's

something that I've got to do.

Now. I want you to take Patricia

back down to the carriage.
But please, Otto.

A way to leave the sanctuary
without going through the graveyard.

My, that's certainly
a brazen suggestion. I believe

It's the first time
that we've discussed this.

We've interrogated each
other so often now

it'd be pointless
to even try and count.

Is that so?
It would appear you have

quite the history with me,
don't you?

Well, yeah. I've also learned
about a lot of other stuff too,

like the facility Ryazan,
or even the fact

that Garfield's actually
an apostle of greed.

My goodness,
that is splendid indeed. But for

going the graveyard seems awfully cowardly
as far as I'm concerned.

Any particular reason
to be acting with such haste?

No, of course there's not.
It's just.

I can't stand watching Amelia
getting hurt over and over.

But that is precisely
what you're for.

Surely you're not trying
to tell me that it would

pain you to undergo it for her.

What? That's not the case.
Are you so certain?

If you love Miss Amelia, then it

should be a simple task for you.

What is best for her should come

first in your needs.
After. Am I wrong?

But I never forget
that it's those people

and others you've affected
who will grieve when you die.

Are rather disappointing.
It would seem that you

still haven't the fortitude necessary for
the task you've been given.

Only a sliver? Yes. I had only

a tiny sliver of hope
that maybe, just maybe,

I would finally be able
to see the future I desired.

But it's clear
that you've yet to even

stand at the starting
line of your resolve.

What is it you're
trying to say to me?

Because I have no idea what you're
talking about. What do you.

Think?
I expect you to possess the

determination to carry
out your objective,

even if it means trampling
on Miss Amelia's will.

Understand? In my estimation,
if you do it all for her sake,

it stands to reason
that sometimes you

must ignore
the things she wants.

A child dreaming
of childish things is simply

incapable
of the conviction needed to walk

through the hell
that you must choose.

That's totally backwards, isn't it? If
it's for Amelia, then listen.

There is life. So long as there
is life, there is a future.

So long as there is a future,
there is hope.

So long as there is hope,
there is great possibility.

And with possibility, people can
still be saved. Am I wrong? A.

You have nothing to say
in response to this, I take it.

Unfortunate. How many more
times must you disappoint me?

In any case, while you continue to
work on honing your intention,

I'd like a moment to press
you on. One more matter.

I believe you've already
faced many of the problems

that arise within the grounds
of this sanctuary,

although there are some that aren't
limited to the sanctuary alone.

You mean the mansion, right?
Are you telling

me you know about what happened?
Of course. I do.

After all the order given
for the assassins to attack.

That command was one
that I personally issued.

Just. Hang on a second.

He was you.

I sent assassins to the mansion
to help sharpen your resolve.

You what? Even
with the authority that you have

at your disposal,
it's infeasible to save both.

You must weigh the options and
decide which is more important.

Once you make that choice,
you can never take it back.

Eventually,
you will be perfected as a being

who can only rescue
one and no others.

Yeah. You're seriously insane.
Yes, indeed. And I've

been that way for
quite some time now.

From the moment I was enchanted
by those eyes 400 years ago.

It's fair to say that I've
been rather unhinged.

400 years ago.
Now. I'm curious, Subaru.

After all that's transpired,
why aren't you

insane yet to face seemingly
impossible circumstances,

to walk the path of solitude.

The human heart
is only an impediment.

So I've made the decision
to force it upon you.

What now then?
What is it you hope to do?

Please.
Please forgive me. I beg you.

It was. It was all my fault.

So you must get off your
knees and raise your head.

Subaru. Nothing is your fault.
You're wrong.

I want to do what you said,
but I can't.

I lost my qualification
for the trial. You what? Please.

Sending assassins to the mansion
won't do any good.

No matter who dies, it won't.
So please.

I refuse. I now see an
even greater need to do so.

Echidna will surely restore
your qualification. If you

earnestly wish to receive it,
then just ask her.

That's just the nature
of her avaricious personality.

You're still able to fix this.
You only need her assistance.

Therefore, my actions
will not change. I will

continue to corner
you to strengthen your

focus until I deem you
as one who's perfected.

Don't get conceited about this.
You're not

the only one who understands
how a kidneys mind works.

If.
If you hate me, punish me alone.

You think that's how
I feel about you?

I could never hate you. Of that,

you can be certain you're
my beacon of hope.

The only ones who allow
me to experience

even a flicker
of that sentiment at all.

Are you and Rahm from
the very bottom of my heart?

I believe in you.

I will. Never be like you.

I have my humanity.
Got that? And I always will.

Damn it! Damn it!

Oh.

So what do I do now?
What can I do?

What do I do? What do I do?
What do I do? What do I do?

What do I do? What do I do?
What do I do? What do I do?

What do I do? What do I. Do?
What do I do? What do I do? Hey.

Would you like me to tell
you what you should do?

Could you guys.
Game on Kisanuki.

I know. That's me. Hello there
and good morning to you.

Now, are you ready to answer
my question? Morning. Uh.

What are you doing here? Let's
put that aside for the moment.

I think we need
to talk about you first.

Cause you were muttering
deliriously and looking

like you were about to die.
Are you serious? Yeah. I see.

You, man.
You always seem to find

me when I'm
in the freakiest states.

Well, what can I say?
I am a trader after all.

Sorry, but I don't have
time right now to mess around.

Give me a second.
Okay? I need to.

Think. You were feeling
hopeless, right? And you wanted

to know what it is that you
should do. Just leave it to me.

What do you mean,
leave what to you?

Listen, this is gonna
take a little preparation.

Preparation, right? First off, you're going to
need to take a long,

deep breath, okay?
Huh? Quickly, now.

Each year.

You got?

Stop putting on a tough

guy front around your friends.
Subaru. Natsuki.