All language subtitles for Re.ZERO.Starting.Life.in.Another.World.S02E04.Parent.and.Child.1080p.CR.WEB-DL.DUAL.DDP2.0.H.264-Kitsune_track3_[eng]

Uh.
Come on now. Don't ignore me.

Ah! Hey, what's the matter?

You drink daily and still
lose to a middle aged man.

Ah, no no no no.
You're getting old.

If you didn't see
that counter coming,

pops, I'm about to win
by descent. Hey, wait! No fair!

Are you ready to give up? Cut

it out and you
better say I'm good.

Excuse me. Come on, you guys.
I'm getting hungry,

so I'd like
to have some breakfast.

Could you two wrap this up now?

Oh, whoops.
Sorry about that. Got a little

carried away with my one
on one time with Subaru.

You could have started
without us though.

But why should I do that when

the whole family could
sit down together?

No, you're absolutely right,
honey. Really sorry.

That's my wife for you. Come on.

It's time for breakfast.
I started feeling adventurous,

so I made something
special just for you.

Well, would you look at that?
Bet

you weren't expecting
a mountain of peas.

Hey, mom,
I appreciate it, but why

are there so many
of these things?

It's not good to be
picky about your food,

so I thought this
might be a good

chance to get you over that.
It's not like this is a special

day or anything.
What do you mean?

Very nice of you, son.
And that's

because today know every moment
of every day is a precious,

once in a lifetime opportunity
to make a positive change.

Doesn't matter now.
So it's time to eat.

Don't be shy and dig in.

You know,
I've always wondered about this

mix of Japanese
and Western dishes.

I like wakame seaweed in my miso

soup and strawberry jam
on my toast. Yummy, huh?

What are we supposed
to do with this?

We can't just keep
on passing it around.

Well, I hate peas, so one
of you will have to eat it.

And you are trying to get
me to be less picky.

Don't get the wrong idea,
though. I hate

all foods that are
tiny and round.

Peas just happened to fit that.

Oh, I didn't have
the wrong idea if anything.

Now I have even more
doubts the husband

should take responsibility
for his wife.

Listen,
families that get along as well

as ours does are
rare these days.

What I'm saying is, you and your

mother hate exactly
the same things I do.

Then this gigantic
mound of peas was

never gonna make anyone happy,
now, was it?

I'll turn it into something
we all love. Pilaf.

Um.

Subaru. Right? Thank you
for that Bountiful feast.

Not a problem. Now let's get
the dishes to the sink.

And after that, we'll race
to school to help digestion.

I'm trying to turn
this into a scenario

that ends with me going
off to school.

Okay? I'm heading back to bed.

Uh oh. Subaru. It's nothing.

What the hell? What do I feel
so weird all of a sudden?

Once it gets past eight,
it's over.

I won't make it
to school on time now.

So there's no other choice.
It's a done deal.

What the hell is this? That's
always counted down before.

Oh, hey.
Hey, mind if I join you? Subaru.

What's the point
of asking if you

walk in before I can answer?

Oh. Lighten up.
There's no need for

that between two guys
as tight as you and.

Oh, wait. You're right.
I'm sorry, I forgot.

You're a teenager.
I'll leave and come back.

Too late now. It doesn't matter.
What do you want?

Oh, nothing. So tell me,
is there a girl you like?

Are you serious?
Huh? You're no fun at all.

Come on.
What do you really want?

Hmm. Well, let's see,
the weather is pretty nice, so

let's go have an awesome
father son talk outside, okay.

Man. What's with everybody?
They happen to

see me on my day off, and they
all assume I lost my job.

Hey, what's
with the gloomy face? Don't

be like that.
It's a beautiful morning.

It's your own fault
for dragging me out here.

Why so suspicious? Look, I'm not going
to tell you anything scary.

It's more of a father
son subject, huh?

Tell me more. I can't wait.

Can't, my boy haven't
seen you in a while. Oh,

hold on, don't tell me that's.

Uh huh. This is my son.
Or as I like

to affectionately call him,
my pride and joy. Hahaha.

It seems I was right. He looks
so much like you did back when

you were actually no
take after your mom.

Uh, well, that's what people
say around the eyes especially.

Of course time does fly.
It's hard

to believe you're old enough
to have a son who's that age

come to think of it,
today's Monday, right?

Shouldn't you be in school now,
young man?

Sorry. Gotta go.

Hey. What's wrong?
My apologies. We'll both stop

by again when
we have time to chat.

Sounds good. Looks like I said
something I shouldn't have.

Please tell him I'm sorry.
Would you?

Oh, no. That won't be necessary.
It's

up to him to deal with
this on his own. Now,

here. A tasty ice
cold cola packed with love.

You really thought I didn't
see that coming?

I know how you are.
My hands are all sticky.

Well,
are you feeling any better now?

It's kind of hard to say.

You look like you really
aren't feeling too great, son.

Are you ready to head back home?

Just hop on. I can carry you.

No, don't worry about it.
There's no need to do that.

It would only be the same
back there anyway.

So, uh, listen, Subaru, not
to change the subject on you,

but is there a girl
that you like? Hmm.

Subaru. Huh?

Uh. What's up? Did somebody

just say my name?
Don't think so.

If not, then what was
it that I just heard?

So come on now.
Is there a girl you like?

Why are you going on about that?

Stop beating around the bush,
okay? Come out and ask me.

Why didn't you head off
to school today? It's easy.

Hey, excuse me for trying to be

considerate for once in my life.

Well, I suppose you
could see through me anyway,

since that is the thing
I wanted to talk about.

I know it's disrespectful
to you and mom.

There's no need
to feel that way.

I've got a vague sense
that you have your own reasons.

And even if you don't,
I'm prepared

to brush it off as something
I can't do anything about.

No, I can't really speak
for the rest of the world,

but personally, I don't
believe school is the be all,

end all. It's not a big deal.

But why hmm'hmm?
Why did you suddenly

decide to tell me all
of this stuff right now?

What's the occasion? Today's
not a special day or anything.

Unless it's secretly
Mountain of Peas Day.

Well, your bowl was
certainly full of those things,

wasn't it?

I'm not really sure why.
I guess the look on your face

this morning just
seemed a little better.

My face looked better.
The expression on it,

I mean, of course you still
do look like a bad guy.

Thinks those angry eyes
you inherited from your mom.

Are you crazy?
Nothing about me has changed.

It's how I want it.
Okay? And that's how I'll.

Hey, are you all right? You look

like you're really hurting.
Just tell me what's wrong.

Subaru, please.

It's been. Rough, hasn't it?

Thank you for saving me.
Wait, what?

What's going on here?
Who are you?

Who are you?
Who are you? Who are you?

Who are you?
Who are you? Who are you?

I think you're much more.
Amazing than I could ever be.

Why do you always say.

Sorry. I'm all right. You sure?

Okay.
As long as you feel better.

But don't worry me so much.
You're here. Yeah. I'm sorry.

And about what you asked me.

There is one a girl I like, so
now I just know. I'll be fine.

I remember everything now.
I was so freaked out about and

why I was cowering in fear.

No, that's not right. I already
knew all of it, but even so.

I pretended I didn't see it.
I guess

I just wanted you and mom
to call out my weakness.

Since I was the only one in pain

to tell me what
a small person I am.

And I'm an idiot who's never good
enough and a self-righteous scumbag.

I wanted you both to beat that
into me and make me give up.

Because, you know,
I've always had this way

of somehow managing
to squeak through anything

like schoolwork and sports,
for instance.

Oh, yeah. You're definitely his kid.
But somewhere along the way.

I stopped being the best at things
I always used to excel at.

What used to be my best
grew smaller and smaller.

I started thinking it was all
pointless and it made no sense.

Working my hardest
at school seems stupid.

What's the big deal
about being a fast runner?

Making everyone laugh
seemed way cooler to me.

I was way better at it.
You're definitely his kid.

I quickly learned that if
I kept that up,

I'd always have to do something even
bigger the next time around.

Kenneth. People think I'm boring. I
figured I could do anything.

I made everybody think
I would do anything.

So the stuff I did ended
up being progressively dumber.

I was out of control,
I wasn't thinking.

I knew they were
a bunch of idiots.

I wanted them
to believe that they

couldn't have this
much fun without me.

That we'd break
up the boring times

doing pointless crap for fun,
with or without regrets.

So I decided I'd set
my sights higher.

But the next thing I knew
after taking a good look around.

I found there was
no one left but me.

It was right then and there
when I finally realized,

despite all my efforts to be
the center of attention,

there was nothing
special about me at all.

Yup.

Oh, yeah.
You're definitely his kid.

From that moment on,
I just tried to be invisible,

doing my best not to stand out.
And that's how I made it all

through middle school.
But things changed after that.

Honestly, I really blew my high
school debut in a big way.

It was bound to happen, though.

I'd never had any real
relationships up to that point.

High school wasn't going
to be any better.

And then one day
it kind of hit me.

I just didn't want
to go to school at all.

Everything snowballed from there. I skipped
school once a week,

then once every three days,
then every other day.

She didn't even
take me three months

before I'd stopped going
there altogether.

But somehow,
no matter how pathetic I was,

you and mom just treated
me the same way.

Like it didn't
make any difference.

I think that's what scared
me most of all.

I wanted you to say I don't
love you or I can't stand you.

Maybe even you are not my son.

I really hoped you'd tell
me that and then throw me out.

I wanted you to just
make me give it all up.

But now it's easy to give up.
But doing so doesn't suit you.

I love you. Subaru.
So very much. Let's start here.

From square one. No.
From zero. My hero.

He's the greatest in the world.

Subaru.

Huh?

You see that, son? That was
my most loving father. Headbutt!

Hey, that was an axe kick,
not a headbutt.

Oh, you're right.
My leg goes up pretty high.

This is just
an observation here. But

you're kind of stupid,
aren't you?

Huh? A lot about what
you said bothers me.

But you know what's the worst?
You wanted me to hate you.

So you tried to achieve
that by playing hooky.

I'm dumb. If you want
to get me to throw you out,

then pick a more active method.

Who would ditch
their own kid just

because he retreated
into his shell? Huh?

So twisted. You're on the fast
track to being an idiot.

And just so you know,
I'd be glad

to set you straight
by force if you want.

But it looks like you've
already been knocked down,

and you've been able
to stand back up,

so there's no need to do so,
is there?

You heard what I said.
I did find a girl that I like.

Actually, there's
another girl who said she

loves me despite all
of the flaws that I have,

and neither one
of them has any idea

that I'm the son
of Kenichi Natsuki.

In their eyes, I'm just Subaru.
Natsuki.

Nothing more, nothing less.
No. In all

of their eyes,
just Subaru. Natsuki.

I guess I finally
figured that out.

What do you know?
It took you long enough.

You really just
now coming around to saying

all this stuff.
I should whack you.

You just whacked my
skull with your heel,

not even a few minutes ago.

Sorry about that.
Still, I suppose this

was all my fault
for not realizing

that you thought so highly
of your awesome dad.

Sorry.
It looks like I just ended

up being too big a part
of your life. Yeah, I.

Really don't want to admit
that's true. Even though it is.

Good talk. That took a little
weight off my shoulders.

Now we need
to chat about the future

because we are
just getting started.

Oh, sure. Um,
sorry for putting you through.

You really are feeling
sorry about everything.

All you got to do from here

is take your time making
it up to us. Oh,

okay. Just try to take good care

of your mom and me when
we get old. All right, son.

I'm so sorry. Subaru.
I'm sorry I. I.

I can't.

I'm sorry. I won't be able
to make anything up to you.

I'll probably never
see you again. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry. You know,
no matter how much time passes,

you're still such a handful.
Son. She.

All right. I still feel
like walking a little bit more.

So I think I'm going to take

the long way home
to stretch my legs.

Okay.
I'll keep heading this way then.

Hey, Subaru,
I'm sure you got a lot

of things going
on right now too.

So there's really only
one thing I want to say.

Just give it your all,
son, and do

the best you can. Got it? Yeah.

You can count on me, dad.
Listen up.

My name is Subaru. Natsuki,
son of Kenichi. Natsuki.

I can do anything.
And I will do anything.

Because your son's
just that awesome.

Come on.
I already know that. I mean,

you are half me after all.
So it's in your blood.

Well, the student Subaru
Natsuki is complete.

What's it been already?
About three months or so.

Hey, are you feeling nervous?
Want to try

out this new
mayonnaise on something?

Nah,
I'm not in the mood right now.

Suit yourself then. Guess
I really shouldn't be surprised.

After all, you don't actually
like mayonnaise that much, huh?

I mean, your dad and I both
like it quite a bit.

So I suppose you were
only sharing it with us.

Hang on.
What gives you that idea?

Then which would you choose? The
world or mayonnaise? Well, the.

World, obviously, just. As I thought.
What's with the self-satisfied smile?

Look, anyone who picks mayonnaise doesn't do
it because they like mayonnaise.

They just hate the world.
All right.

Well, I suppose that's true.
Anyway, I should be heading out.

You're leaving for school.
Now, don't get me wrong.

I'm glad. But won't that give
a bad impression?

Why do today what you can
put off until tomorrow?

Your son finally found
the motivation to do something.

Don't ruin it.
I'm too hard on everyone

else and easy
on myself as it is.

Well, I must admit,
if you really were that way,

it would have meant a whole
lot less trouble for me.

And that I can assure you.

Hey, what's this about?
Why are you following me?

Going from being
a shut in to walking

to school with my mom
is worse than a game penalty.

I'm not going all
the way to school

just to the convenience store,
all right?

It's been such a long time since

you and I walked together,
hasn't it? It has.

What did you
and your dad talk about?

Nothing special really. Just
reliving the past and stuff.

Mm. So reliving
the past somehow made

you want to go back to school,
I guess.

Well, I suppose you
could say that it gave

me a chance to look back on
a few things and sort them out.

Is that so, Subaru?
Then you've given

up on trying to be just like
your father in everything, huh?

You were always an
incredibly hard worker.

You could do so
much without even trying.

Since your dad was into
lots of different things,

you had quite
a few opportunities.

Exhausting, isn't it, mom?
How much do you.

You should know.
Subaru herons keep a close

eye on their children
more than they realize.

We're protective.
That goes for me, too.

I'm always watching you.
One time when you were little,

I had to give you a suppository.

So I've even seen
your little hiney up close.

Whoa! TMI. It's nice going
down memory lane with you,

but don't tell me everything,
mom.

The back and forth
about mayonnaise, as well

as your reasons for
not going to school.

If there was anything at all
I could have done

for you, I gladly would have.

But no matter what I tried,
I felt

like nothing was going
to make a difference.

However, someone other
than your father and me seems

to have made a positive
impact on you, didn't they?

Whoever they are, I think
they did a wonderful thing.

We should be grateful to them.

Huh? Oh yeah, I agree. That's
why I'm able to walk this path.

They really are wonderful people. I
honestly don't deserve them.

I see, but you won't give
them to anyone else, right?

Oh, you better believe it.
Because whether

I'm good enough for them
or not isn't the issue at all.

If I had to give them away,
I'd make them mine.

Even if I don't deserve them,
I just

vow to make myself
worthy of them later on.

Um hum. Oh, yeah.
You're definitely his kid. Huh?

But am I? Am I doing
everything that I can?

Am I living up to all the
expectations of being his kid?

Don't worry about a thing.
Because after all,

half of everything at the core
of who you are came from me.

So if you manage to become even

half as cool as your dad,
then you filled your quota.

Just do whatever you need
to measure up to that level.

And as for the other half,
that part can simply be Subaru.

Which means do your.
Best in your own way.

Be the best you that you can.
At least that's what I think.

The best in my own way, huh?

Exactly,
though it's fine if you want

to be a bit like your mom and
dad as you grow into yourself.

Well, I'm heading this way.
Will you be okay

on your own? I'll be fine.

I'm sure you will give
it your all then.

It.

Mom.

There's something I need to do.

I probably won't see
you for a long time.

It's kind of far away too,
which means

it'll be hard to keep in touch.

Even so,
no matter where I might be,

I promise you I'll
be thinking of you

guys. And I'll never forget you.

Subaru.
I swear to you, no matter what,

I'll always want to be your kid.

I'll try to never do anything
that makes me hate myself.

My sweet boy.
It's okay. Listen, I understand.

I know what
you're trying to say.

Seriously? You really do.
How could you come now?

How could I know that? Easy. Because
I'm your mother. Of course.

I'm. I'm sorry. Mom.
I was. We're able to.

Do anything for you guys.
And now.

Hey, we didn't have you because.
We wanted

you to do something for us.

We had you. Because we wanted
to do something for you.

I'm acting like a little kid.
Pathetic.

No, there's nothing
wrong with crying.

You can cry all you want
as long as you smile.

When you're done,
everything will be fine.

What matters isn't how you start
or what happens in the middle.

It's all in how it ends.

Nothing else matters.
Just as long as everything

turns out okay in the end.

Well, that's not exactly how
I meant for you to take it.

It's more like a homework
assignment from me.

I'll be going. See you then.

That's right. Subaru.
Wait, I almost forgot.

Take care of yourself.

Take care of yourself.

Thanks, I will.

Okay.

Well, look at you.

You're here much earlier than
I expected. Welcome, Subaru.

So you've had some time
to confront your past.

Tell me, what did
that experience do for you?