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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:03:01,081 --> 00:03:02,216 Here. 2 00:03:03,651 --> 00:03:05,286 -Thanks. -Glasses. 3 00:03:09,122 --> 00:03:10,991 Oh, damn. 4 00:03:11,091 --> 00:03:12,560 You'd better answer that. 5 00:03:14,362 --> 00:03:15,529 It's Helen. 6 00:03:16,864 --> 00:03:18,232 -Helen? -Dad? 7 00:03:18,632 --> 00:03:21,101 Yeah. I'm just heading off. 8 00:03:21,502 --> 00:03:23,203 I just saw a pair of Goshawks. 9 00:03:25,839 --> 00:03:26,907 A pair? 10 00:03:27,541 --> 00:03:28,576 Yeah. 11 00:03:29,843 --> 00:03:31,345 Was it a display flight? 12 00:03:31,879 --> 00:03:33,714 No, not fully. They weren't diving. 13 00:03:33,814 --> 00:03:36,517 They were sort of gliding around each other. Beautiful. 14 00:03:36,617 --> 00:03:38,319 -Oh. -At one point they got mobbed 15 00:03:38,386 --> 00:03:40,464 by some angry crows, but they were just like, whatever. 16 00:03:40,488 --> 00:03:42,690 Bet the crows didn't hang around for long. 17 00:03:42,790 --> 00:03:44,658 They're not stupid. 18 00:03:44,725 --> 00:03:46,245 They didn't want to end up being lunch. 19 00:03:46,294 --> 00:03:47,828 Well done, you. 20 00:03:48,061 --> 00:03:50,264 Still got my spotting scope then? 21 00:03:50,664 --> 00:03:53,033 Er... yeah, sorry. 22 00:03:53,133 --> 00:03:55,135 Bring it back next weekend and don't forget. 23 00:03:55,235 --> 00:03:57,438 -I will. Promise. -Alright. Bye. 24 00:03:57,538 --> 00:03:58,672 Alright. Bye, Dad. 25 00:04:36,744 --> 00:04:38,078 Hi, everyone. 26 00:04:38,178 --> 00:04:40,058 Right, grab your things, we're going to the pub. 27 00:04:41,515 --> 00:04:43,717 Yep. Come on. It's a class outing. Let's go. 28 00:04:47,388 --> 00:04:48,989 Little bit more enthusiasm. 29 00:04:49,089 --> 00:04:52,993 Right, it's lunchtime on the 28th of February, 1953. 30 00:04:53,193 --> 00:04:55,038 Watson and Crick are hurrying along this street, 31 00:04:55,062 --> 00:04:56,940 on their way to the Eagle where they're about to 32 00:04:56,964 --> 00:04:58,274 burst through the doors and shout, 33 00:04:58,298 --> 00:05:00,601 "We have discovered the secret of life." 34 00:05:01,101 --> 00:05:03,303 But how did that discovery come to be their story? 35 00:05:03,404 --> 00:05:05,339 What about Rosalind Franklin? 36 00:05:05,873 --> 00:05:07,140 Without her brilliant work, 37 00:05:07,240 --> 00:05:09,510 their Nobel Prize-winning eureka moment 38 00:05:09,610 --> 00:05:11,278 could never have happened, could it? 39 00:05:11,612 --> 00:05:13,812 And throughout this term, we've investigated how science 40 00:05:13,881 --> 00:05:15,583 isn't as objective as we assume it to be, 41 00:05:15,649 --> 00:05:17,851 that societal factors deeply and invisibly 42 00:05:17,951 --> 00:05:19,920 inform its workings. 43 00:05:20,120 --> 00:05:22,255 For example, you could argue that the history 44 00:05:22,322 --> 00:05:24,157 of scientific discovery has been dominated 45 00:05:24,257 --> 00:05:26,093 by the "Great Man" theory. 46 00:05:26,226 --> 00:05:28,095 So, let's consider Crick and Watson 47 00:05:28,161 --> 00:05:30,531 as they rush towards this famous door, 48 00:05:30,631 --> 00:05:33,501 and Franklin, working quietly in her lab, 49 00:05:33,601 --> 00:05:39,172 is it true that "Whoever gets to tell the story, wins the prize?" 50 00:05:39,473 --> 00:05:41,150 Now, some people think that Watson, you can go in, 51 00:05:41,174 --> 00:05:43,286 was a bit of a wanker, but that's not really an expression 52 00:05:43,310 --> 00:05:44,588 that your examiners would appreciate, 53 00:05:44,612 --> 00:05:45,955 so I'd leave that out of your exam paper, 54 00:05:45,979 --> 00:05:47,014 if I were you. 55 00:05:59,660 --> 00:06:01,128 Oh, sorry. 56 00:06:01,462 --> 00:06:02,563 Oh, my God, it's freezing. 57 00:06:02,663 --> 00:06:04,532 Sorry, I'm late. Sorry. 58 00:06:04,632 --> 00:06:06,033 Ooh, a bit of light reading? 59 00:06:06,133 --> 00:06:07,701 You know me, I love a bit of Kripke. 60 00:06:07,801 --> 00:06:09,503 I'm starving. 61 00:06:09,603 --> 00:06:12,372 Warm yourself up for two minutes, and then we'll go. 62 00:06:13,373 --> 00:06:14,808 -I spend my life... -Hello, you. 63 00:06:14,875 --> 00:06:16,243 Sitting on doorways. 64 00:06:17,277 --> 00:06:19,813 You're not a house spider. You should be outside. 65 00:06:19,980 --> 00:06:21,348 Come on. 66 00:06:27,120 --> 00:06:30,223 Excuse me? You have been invited 67 00:06:30,323 --> 00:06:33,727 to apply for a post-doc at the Max Planck Institute. 68 00:06:33,827 --> 00:06:35,696 You jammy devil. 69 00:06:35,796 --> 00:06:38,599 Yeah, but do I really want to go to Germany for three years? 70 00:06:38,699 --> 00:06:40,033 Yes, you do. 71 00:06:40,133 --> 00:06:43,170 Think of all those Nobel Prize winners that went there. 72 00:06:43,236 --> 00:06:45,449 Well, they've only asked me to apply. I haven't got it yet. 73 00:06:45,473 --> 00:06:47,274 Yeah, but you are going to apply, aren't you? 74 00:06:47,708 --> 00:06:49,042 I might do. 75 00:06:52,045 --> 00:06:54,448 Excellent news. We can celebrate. 76 00:07:00,554 --> 00:07:01,922 Oh. 77 00:07:02,189 --> 00:07:04,024 Hi, Mum. I'm just on my way out. 78 00:07:06,159 --> 00:07:08,729 -Mum? -I've, um... 79 00:07:08,762 --> 00:07:11,765 I've had a phone call from St Thomas' Hospital. 80 00:07:13,266 --> 00:07:14,434 It's Dad. 81 00:07:15,603 --> 00:07:18,271 He... he went up to London this morning 82 00:07:18,371 --> 00:07:20,908 to cover the storm for the paper, 83 00:07:21,609 --> 00:07:23,110 and, uh... 84 00:07:23,210 --> 00:07:24,645 and someone found him. 85 00:07:25,946 --> 00:07:28,081 He'd collapsed in the street. 86 00:07:29,249 --> 00:07:32,385 An ambulance came and took him to hospital... 87 00:07:35,022 --> 00:07:37,558 But when they arrived, there was nothing... 88 00:07:54,074 --> 00:07:55,142 Helen? 89 00:07:56,910 --> 00:07:58,445 Helen, what's happened? 90 00:08:04,818 --> 00:08:06,019 Uh... 91 00:08:12,993 --> 00:08:14,194 What are we doing? 92 00:08:14,895 --> 00:08:16,329 The table's booked, and we're late. 93 00:08:16,429 --> 00:08:18,365 Well, who gives a shit about the table? 94 00:08:19,166 --> 00:08:20,409 My mum said not to come tonight. 95 00:08:20,433 --> 00:08:21,669 My brother's with her. 96 00:08:21,769 --> 00:08:23,303 We may as well, we have to eat. 97 00:08:24,471 --> 00:08:26,874 Oh, you, uh... you don't like your meal? 98 00:08:28,475 --> 00:08:30,778 Her father passed away. 99 00:08:30,911 --> 00:08:32,045 Oh. 100 00:08:32,145 --> 00:08:33,847 Wait, let me get you something. 101 00:08:47,928 --> 00:08:49,697 There we go. Okay. 102 00:08:49,963 --> 00:08:52,132 And, uh... sorry for your loss. 103 00:08:53,300 --> 00:08:54,134 Thank you. 104 00:08:54,201 --> 00:08:55,803 Thank you so much. 105 00:08:57,004 --> 00:08:58,138 Thank you. 106 00:09:11,051 --> 00:09:12,185 Okay. 107 00:09:13,020 --> 00:09:14,254 I'll get the bill. 108 00:09:58,766 --> 00:10:00,200 Bye, Dad. 109 00:10:40,140 --> 00:10:43,443 He's still working dusk and dawn. 110 00:10:47,447 --> 00:10:49,482 When I finished work, 111 00:10:49,983 --> 00:10:51,819 I thought Dad would do the same. 112 00:10:53,754 --> 00:10:55,989 But I'm still waiting. 113 00:10:56,089 --> 00:10:57,791 I'm not in your mother's good books. 114 00:10:58,458 --> 00:10:59,659 Yeah, she said. 115 00:11:00,761 --> 00:11:02,763 She wants me to stop working for the paper. 116 00:11:03,797 --> 00:11:05,032 And what do you want to do? 117 00:11:05,332 --> 00:11:06,834 Carry on, of course. 118 00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:10,170 You could slow down a bit. 119 00:11:10,637 --> 00:11:12,039 What would be the point? 120 00:11:13,306 --> 00:11:14,875 You could have fun with Mum. 121 00:11:16,810 --> 00:11:19,646 You don't need me to be retired to have fun. 122 00:11:22,015 --> 00:11:26,119 Dad, that looks nasty. How did you do it? 123 00:11:26,319 --> 00:11:27,320 Oh. 124 00:11:27,921 --> 00:11:29,289 Trimming the tree. 125 00:11:30,457 --> 00:11:33,626 How many times you been told about reckless tree surgery? 126 00:11:35,929 --> 00:11:37,731 Time heals all wounds. 127 00:11:38,999 --> 00:11:40,700 Wounds all heals. 128 00:11:40,968 --> 00:11:42,569 I never forget a face, but in your case, 129 00:11:42,669 --> 00:11:43,570 I'll make an exception. 130 00:11:46,639 --> 00:11:49,009 These are Mr Macdonald's belongings. 131 00:11:50,778 --> 00:11:52,212 Yeah, I... I'll take those. 132 00:12:05,358 --> 00:12:06,927 I'm sorry for your loss. 133 00:12:35,055 --> 00:12:36,389 Any hobbies? 134 00:12:37,024 --> 00:12:38,191 Astronomy. 135 00:12:39,592 --> 00:12:41,028 Yeah. Natural history. 136 00:12:41,728 --> 00:12:42,796 Geology. 137 00:12:43,096 --> 00:12:44,264 Etymology. 138 00:12:44,397 --> 00:12:45,698 Ornithology. 139 00:12:46,566 --> 00:12:48,101 He liked aeroplanes. 140 00:12:48,869 --> 00:12:51,138 Might you be interested in a, um... 141 00:12:54,707 --> 00:12:56,543 in a themed coffin? 142 00:13:02,215 --> 00:13:03,250 Um... 143 00:13:13,026 --> 00:13:16,729 There is an astronomy option on the next page. 144 00:13:24,404 --> 00:13:26,573 Um... 145 00:13:27,740 --> 00:13:30,410 Do you have anything plain? 146 00:13:30,477 --> 00:13:31,744 Of course. 147 00:13:31,979 --> 00:13:33,413 Sorry, Mum. 148 00:13:36,884 --> 00:13:38,418 Stop it. 149 00:13:42,789 --> 00:13:45,069 I don't know how I'm going to manage the garden. 150 00:13:46,493 --> 00:13:48,028 Dad did everything. 151 00:13:49,596 --> 00:13:51,164 We'll work something out, Mum. 152 00:15:33,633 --> 00:15:35,735 ♪ ...wolves ♪ 153 00:15:37,270 --> 00:15:40,473 ♪ When we were wolves ♪ 154 00:15:40,573 --> 00:15:41,641 Shit. 155 00:15:41,741 --> 00:15:42,775 Oh! 156 00:15:44,677 --> 00:15:45,912 Shit. 157 00:15:47,114 --> 00:15:48,281 Shit. 158 00:15:58,391 --> 00:16:00,260 -Oh. -Excuse me? 159 00:16:00,360 --> 00:16:02,595 I think you'll find that it says no parking. 160 00:16:02,929 --> 00:16:04,097 Yeah, I can read! 161 00:16:04,197 --> 00:16:05,798 There's no need to take that tone. 162 00:16:06,233 --> 00:16:08,401 Sorry. Sorry, this is just... it's my dad's car, 163 00:16:08,468 --> 00:16:09,912 and I'm not really used to driving it. 164 00:16:09,936 --> 00:16:11,380 Well, perhaps your father needs to give you 165 00:16:11,404 --> 00:16:12,639 a few lessons. 166 00:16:13,306 --> 00:16:15,586 Yeah, well, he can't do that right now, because he's dead. 167 00:16:16,809 --> 00:16:18,145 Sorry. 168 00:16:21,648 --> 00:16:24,284 ♪ And we banged on our pianos ♪ 169 00:16:24,384 --> 00:16:27,287 ♪ La, la, la, la, la, la ♪ 170 00:16:28,988 --> 00:16:30,523 Thanks for the lift, Dad. 171 00:16:31,924 --> 00:16:33,126 Pleasure. 172 00:16:33,626 --> 00:16:35,862 Trains are a nightmare at the moment, aren't they? 173 00:16:36,929 --> 00:16:38,431 No problem. 174 00:16:39,399 --> 00:16:40,667 How's it going? 175 00:16:43,603 --> 00:16:45,714 I just don't really know. I don't... really even feel like 176 00:16:45,738 --> 00:16:47,440 I want to be an academic anymore. 177 00:16:49,776 --> 00:16:50,777 Okay. 178 00:16:51,644 --> 00:16:53,146 -I don't know. -Hmm? 179 00:16:53,246 --> 00:16:55,515 The kids aren't as inspired as I would like them to be. 180 00:16:55,615 --> 00:16:57,393 You know, they don't really seem to be that interested 181 00:16:57,417 --> 00:16:58,685 in what I've got to say. 182 00:16:58,785 --> 00:16:59,686 Maybe I'm just saying things 183 00:16:59,786 --> 00:17:00,929 that aren't very interesting... 184 00:17:00,953 --> 00:17:02,455 could be a possibility. 185 00:17:03,790 --> 00:17:05,625 Ah, I doubt it. 186 00:17:05,958 --> 00:17:07,627 I doubt it very much. 187 00:17:16,803 --> 00:17:19,539 No, Dad. Please don't even think about it. 188 00:17:20,039 --> 00:17:21,708 Dad. Oh, my... 189 00:17:30,950 --> 00:17:31,950 God. 190 00:17:35,855 --> 00:17:38,325 Hey, hey, hey, hey! You can't take photographs. 191 00:17:38,391 --> 00:17:40,493 -You can't be in here. -Dad, come on. 192 00:17:41,528 --> 00:17:42,638 It's a crime scene. 193 00:17:42,662 --> 00:17:44,030 You're gonna have to leave, Sir. 194 00:17:44,531 --> 00:17:46,411 -You're gonna have to go. -It's a public road. 195 00:17:46,499 --> 00:17:49,502 No, this is a crime scene. No photographs, okay? 196 00:17:49,569 --> 00:17:51,680 -We'll take your camera. -That's alright, don't worry. 197 00:17:51,704 --> 00:17:53,340 No you won't, I don't think so. 198 00:17:53,406 --> 00:17:54,850 If you come back, we'll take your camera. 199 00:17:54,874 --> 00:17:56,276 I don't think so. 200 00:17:56,576 --> 00:17:57,577 Relax. 201 00:18:03,550 --> 00:18:04,851 Silly sod. 202 00:18:10,657 --> 00:18:12,225 Alright, let's go. 203 00:18:17,497 --> 00:18:18,731 It's alright. 204 00:18:29,709 --> 00:18:31,077 Now, then... 205 00:18:35,248 --> 00:18:36,649 What were you saying? 206 00:18:40,187 --> 00:18:42,054 How I don't want to be an academic anymore. 207 00:18:45,225 --> 00:18:46,559 Oh, look at that. 208 00:18:47,794 --> 00:18:49,229 Wow. 209 00:18:51,564 --> 00:18:52,565 What is it? 210 00:18:59,872 --> 00:19:01,007 Too late. 211 00:19:01,107 --> 00:19:02,842 No, I missed... 212 00:19:08,047 --> 00:19:09,782 Aunty Mo sends her love. 213 00:19:10,250 --> 00:19:11,618 That's nice. 214 00:19:12,885 --> 00:19:14,687 We had a glass of wine 215 00:19:14,787 --> 00:19:16,756 and watched a film on the television. 216 00:19:16,989 --> 00:19:18,090 Good. 217 00:19:20,560 --> 00:19:22,729 Well, I better get to the shops. 218 00:19:23,330 --> 00:19:25,698 James and the family are coming over later. 219 00:19:29,436 --> 00:19:31,538 Dad wouldn't want us to mope, would he? 220 00:19:31,938 --> 00:19:35,508 No, he'd definitely be against any kind of moping. 221 00:19:37,444 --> 00:19:39,045 You're not moping now, are you? 222 00:19:39,279 --> 00:19:40,347 No. 223 00:19:41,113 --> 00:19:43,082 No moping allowed. 224 00:19:43,115 --> 00:19:46,519 Okay. Well... bye, then. 225 00:19:47,254 --> 00:19:48,388 Bye, Mum. 226 00:20:20,219 --> 00:20:21,854 Isn't that your job to buy me one 227 00:20:22,021 --> 00:20:23,990 no you're not allowed to because you don't go here 228 00:20:25,958 --> 00:20:26,859 Oh, hang on. 229 00:20:26,959 --> 00:20:28,328 So, you go here 230 00:20:28,395 --> 00:20:30,062 and I'll come meet you the other side. 231 00:20:37,069 --> 00:20:39,339 Those guys are seriously scary. 232 00:20:39,872 --> 00:20:41,112 A single pea falls on the floor 233 00:20:41,173 --> 00:20:42,685 and they take you outside and behead you. 234 00:20:42,709 --> 00:20:44,210 It's in the College Statutes. 235 00:20:51,651 --> 00:20:54,053 -Oculi omnium in te aspiciunt... -Sorry. 236 00:20:54,153 --> 00:20:56,055 Et in te sperant, Deus. 237 00:20:56,155 --> 00:20:58,958 Tu das illis escam tempore oportuna. 238 00:20:59,058 --> 00:21:04,030 Aperis tu manus, et imples omne animal benedictione tua. 239 00:21:09,235 --> 00:21:11,604 This is Oshan. He's finishing his PhD. 240 00:21:11,704 --> 00:21:14,774 -Hi. How are you doing? -Amar. Nice to meet you, man. 241 00:21:18,244 --> 00:21:19,879 So, what do you do, Amar? 242 00:21:22,782 --> 00:21:24,283 Uh, I'm an art dealer. 243 00:21:24,951 --> 00:21:26,252 -Wow. -Yeah. 244 00:21:26,353 --> 00:21:27,787 We met on Twitter. 245 00:21:28,220 --> 00:21:29,221 We did. 246 00:21:29,589 --> 00:21:32,392 Good a place as any to get acquainted these days. 247 00:21:32,459 --> 00:21:33,760 Sure. 248 00:21:36,228 --> 00:21:37,830 Was she putting on the Australian accent 249 00:21:37,930 --> 00:21:39,370 just to throw me off? Or was that...? 250 00:21:39,432 --> 00:21:40,800 Was that... 251 00:21:40,900 --> 00:21:42,502 Yeah, she does it when she's out. 252 00:21:42,602 --> 00:21:44,303 No, no, she is actually Australian. 253 00:21:44,404 --> 00:21:45,738 Okay, she seemed... 254 00:21:45,805 --> 00:21:47,807 Is that your post? Alright. 255 00:21:47,907 --> 00:21:49,642 -She liked you. -Did she? 256 00:21:49,742 --> 00:21:51,844 -Yeah. -Okay. It's alright. 257 00:22:06,826 --> 00:22:08,194 Bedtime reading? 258 00:22:11,398 --> 00:22:12,665 Interesting choice. 259 00:22:23,510 --> 00:22:25,044 Will you come abroad with me? 260 00:22:28,314 --> 00:22:30,550 You... you mean like go travelling? 261 00:22:32,852 --> 00:22:34,286 Where are you thinking? 262 00:22:34,854 --> 00:22:35,854 Germany. 263 00:22:35,922 --> 00:22:37,990 Germany? 264 00:22:38,691 --> 00:22:39,959 -Okay. -Well, no, 265 00:22:40,026 --> 00:22:41,628 I've got the possibility of a fellowship 266 00:22:41,694 --> 00:22:43,530 at the Max Planck Institute in Berlin. 267 00:22:43,630 --> 00:22:45,164 Oh, I've never been to Berlin. 268 00:22:45,665 --> 00:22:48,901 I mean, I haven't actually, um, finished my application yet, 269 00:22:48,968 --> 00:22:51,404 but I... I'm gonna do that later today. 270 00:22:51,504 --> 00:22:53,339 It's definitely on my to-do list. 271 00:22:54,006 --> 00:22:55,141 Come with me. 272 00:22:57,877 --> 00:22:59,178 Helen, I can't just... 273 00:23:00,146 --> 00:23:02,081 you know, move to Berlin. 274 00:23:02,515 --> 00:23:04,417 Oh, I know. I don't mean forever. 275 00:23:35,582 --> 00:23:37,049 Is it retrievable? 276 00:23:40,720 --> 00:23:42,221 I don't think so, no. 277 00:23:44,323 --> 00:23:46,893 He saw all the self-help books. 278 00:23:46,926 --> 00:23:49,261 Maybe you should have told him about your dad. 279 00:23:49,929 --> 00:23:51,163 Hmm. 280 00:23:51,531 --> 00:23:53,099 Just forget him, Helen. 281 00:23:55,401 --> 00:23:57,637 I told you, this is not what you need right now. 282 00:23:57,737 --> 00:24:01,440 -Okay. Okay. Okay, bye. -Bye. 283 00:25:06,639 --> 00:25:08,641 -Helen. -Hi, Stu. Sorry. 284 00:25:08,741 --> 00:25:10,943 I know I should have called, but I just, um... 285 00:25:16,983 --> 00:25:18,184 Come here. 286 00:25:23,089 --> 00:25:24,156 Coming in? 287 00:25:24,691 --> 00:25:26,292 -Yeah. -Having a weigh-in. 288 00:25:26,358 --> 00:25:27,526 Are you? 289 00:25:28,127 --> 00:25:30,029 -Oh, blimey. -You've got a new Peregrine. 290 00:25:30,129 --> 00:25:32,031 Yeah. This is Sweetie. 291 00:25:33,866 --> 00:25:36,535 You know, softer the name, fiercer the falcon. 292 00:25:37,303 --> 00:25:39,505 Yeah, she's up half an ounce, Mands. 293 00:25:39,839 --> 00:25:41,173 I should have weighed her before. 294 00:25:41,273 --> 00:25:43,676 Oh, I told you, you gave her too much yesterday. 295 00:25:43,776 --> 00:25:45,244 Oh, shut up. 296 00:25:46,646 --> 00:25:48,815 -Come here. -Hello, Sweetie. 297 00:25:48,881 --> 00:25:50,516 Come on. Come on. Come on. 298 00:25:52,785 --> 00:25:53,986 Alright. 299 00:25:57,556 --> 00:25:59,225 Hey, calm it. 300 00:26:02,461 --> 00:26:03,863 Hello. 301 00:26:06,032 --> 00:26:07,499 She's a beauty. 302 00:26:07,967 --> 00:26:09,535 Yes. 303 00:26:09,736 --> 00:26:11,037 Alright, shall we go down? 304 00:26:11,137 --> 00:26:12,204 Yeah. 305 00:26:14,406 --> 00:26:15,875 I'll get the door. 306 00:26:18,878 --> 00:26:20,613 -See you in a bit. -See you in a bit. 307 00:26:29,188 --> 00:26:30,757 I've been having these dreams. 308 00:26:31,390 --> 00:26:32,625 Bad ones? 309 00:26:33,159 --> 00:26:35,194 Dreams of Goshawks, actually. 310 00:26:35,261 --> 00:26:39,899 Ooh. Goshawks, the wildest and maddest of raptors. 311 00:26:40,499 --> 00:26:41,977 You always said you'd never fly a Gos. 312 00:26:42,001 --> 00:26:43,135 Yeah, I know. 313 00:26:43,335 --> 00:26:45,604 But didn't you have a Finnish Gos 314 00:26:45,705 --> 00:26:48,074 when we first met at that falconry club? 315 00:26:48,174 --> 00:26:49,408 The Old Girl. 316 00:26:50,042 --> 00:26:51,644 Oh, I loved that hawk. 317 00:26:52,712 --> 00:26:54,222 Bloody hell, that was over ten years ago. 318 00:26:54,246 --> 00:26:56,382 That was before you and me got together, Mand. 319 00:26:57,049 --> 00:26:59,485 And Helen was hanging around in Cambridge after uni, 320 00:26:59,585 --> 00:27:00,585 on the dole. 321 00:27:00,953 --> 00:27:02,955 -Oi. -And flying falcons with me 322 00:27:03,055 --> 00:27:04,590 instead of looking for a proper job. 323 00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:08,761 And what was she like? 324 00:27:08,861 --> 00:27:10,329 Oh, she was a beast. 325 00:27:10,797 --> 00:27:12,999 Flying her was as stressful as hell. 326 00:27:14,300 --> 00:27:17,069 You're not thinking of getting a Goshawk, are you, Helen? 327 00:27:17,737 --> 00:27:19,071 I don't know. Maybe. 328 00:27:20,106 --> 00:27:21,674 Seriously, they're a handful. 329 00:27:22,474 --> 00:27:23,719 Do you really want to have to deal with 330 00:27:23,743 --> 00:27:25,678 the perfectly evolved psychopath? 331 00:27:28,414 --> 00:27:29,949 Don't even think about it, 332 00:27:30,582 --> 00:27:32,351 especially not in your current state. 333 00:27:33,619 --> 00:27:35,354 What about a nice little merlin? 334 00:27:35,454 --> 00:27:39,091 No. No, I don't... I don't want a lady's bird, Mandy. I... 335 00:27:40,059 --> 00:27:41,327 I want a Goshawk. 336 00:27:42,294 --> 00:27:43,696 I think... 337 00:27:44,731 --> 00:27:45,832 I need one. 338 00:27:53,005 --> 00:27:54,340 Mm, good. 339 00:27:55,641 --> 00:27:56,752 I thought I'd make a n attempt 340 00:27:56,776 --> 00:27:58,310 to sort out Dad's study. 341 00:28:00,813 --> 00:28:02,681 -Are you still there? -Yeah. 342 00:28:04,984 --> 00:28:06,819 What are you doing about your work? 343 00:28:07,086 --> 00:28:08,287 Um... 344 00:28:13,292 --> 00:28:14,526 Helen? 345 00:28:14,693 --> 00:28:16,162 Well, my, um... 346 00:28:16,495 --> 00:28:17,997 fellowship doesn't end until January, 347 00:28:18,097 --> 00:28:19,899 and I can still teach here until then. 348 00:28:20,266 --> 00:28:22,668 But don't you lose your college house this term? 349 00:28:22,869 --> 00:28:24,170 Where will you live? 350 00:28:26,138 --> 00:28:27,573 Honestly, Helen. 351 00:29:00,472 --> 00:29:02,241 This feels like a drug deal. 352 00:29:13,652 --> 00:29:15,287 That's got to be him, right? 353 00:29:18,724 --> 00:29:20,359 Why has he got two boxes? 354 00:29:21,327 --> 00:29:23,029 -I didn't want one. -Helen Macdonald? 355 00:29:23,095 --> 00:29:24,763 -Yeah? -Could you get your boot for me? 356 00:29:24,864 --> 00:29:26,398 Oh, yeah, sorry. 357 00:29:31,203 --> 00:29:32,304 Oop. 358 00:29:43,850 --> 00:29:45,617 -Money? -Yeah. 359 00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:55,227 And your documents. 360 00:30:03,269 --> 00:30:04,736 Thank you. 361 00:30:06,372 --> 00:30:07,473 Oh, hang on. 362 00:30:08,207 --> 00:30:10,009 I think she's slipped her hood. 363 00:30:18,951 --> 00:30:20,452 Let's get her out. 364 00:30:21,253 --> 00:30:23,322 I have to check her ring number, anyway. 365 00:30:32,598 --> 00:30:34,000 Pop her hood on for me. 366 00:30:34,300 --> 00:30:35,968 You don't want to get her scared. 367 00:30:44,576 --> 00:30:46,278 You told me you'd done this before. 368 00:30:46,778 --> 00:30:48,147 Yeah, I have. Just... 369 00:30:48,981 --> 00:30:51,183 not for a few years. And never with a Goshawk. 370 00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:57,623 There you go. See that? 371 00:30:58,457 --> 00:31:01,293 Do you know the trick for a well-behaved Gos? 372 00:31:01,860 --> 00:31:02,861 Murder. 373 00:31:02,962 --> 00:31:04,330 Calms them right down. 374 00:31:04,763 --> 00:31:06,732 Get her out hunting as quickly as you can 375 00:31:06,832 --> 00:31:08,367 and let her kill a lot. 376 00:31:13,805 --> 00:31:17,509 Oh, no. I'm sorry, this is the wrong bird. 377 00:31:17,609 --> 00:31:19,078 What? 378 00:31:29,989 --> 00:31:31,390 This one's yours. 379 00:31:35,461 --> 00:31:36,595 Are you sure? 380 00:31:36,695 --> 00:31:38,064 It says so here. 381 00:31:42,634 --> 00:31:44,503 Sorry, this is... 382 00:31:44,870 --> 00:31:46,372 really awkward, but... 383 00:31:46,538 --> 00:31:48,040 do you think there's any chance 384 00:31:48,140 --> 00:31:50,276 that I could have the first one? 385 00:31:51,543 --> 00:31:53,946 I've sold her to somebody else. They'll be here any minute. 386 00:31:55,881 --> 00:31:59,351 I... I know this is really out of order, but please... 387 00:32:01,653 --> 00:32:05,624 please, this isn't my bird. I... She's not. 388 00:32:05,724 --> 00:32:08,094 Please, can I have the first one? Please. 389 00:32:08,894 --> 00:32:11,297 We're gonna have to change all the paperwork. 390 00:32:15,434 --> 00:32:16,768 Thank you. 391 00:32:30,582 --> 00:32:32,818 Are you sure you don't want me to come in with you? 392 00:32:32,918 --> 00:32:34,486 -Sure, yeah. -Okay. 393 00:32:34,586 --> 00:32:36,322 Thank you. Thanks. 394 00:32:37,356 --> 00:32:38,724 Good luck. 395 00:33:26,004 --> 00:33:27,439 There you go. 396 00:33:27,939 --> 00:33:29,341 Home now. 397 00:33:38,517 --> 00:33:39,951 Good night. 398 00:39:28,500 --> 00:39:30,335 Let's try standing up. 399 00:39:33,605 --> 00:39:34,906 There we go. 400 00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:39,344 Let's go for a walk. 401 00:39:56,061 --> 00:39:57,763 This is my kitchen. 402 00:40:02,200 --> 00:40:03,602 It's not that bad. 403 00:40:04,302 --> 00:40:05,403 Oh. 404 00:40:06,137 --> 00:40:07,506 Thanks very much. 405 00:40:07,706 --> 00:40:09,575 These are some of my treasures. 406 00:40:11,577 --> 00:40:13,178 Sabre-toothed tiger. 407 00:40:13,244 --> 00:40:15,180 Bought it with my pocket money when I was little. 408 00:40:15,847 --> 00:40:17,716 Bet you've never seen one of them before. 409 00:40:22,688 --> 00:40:24,355 You're doing very well. 410 00:40:38,704 --> 00:40:40,071 And that's a kettle. 411 00:40:43,709 --> 00:40:44,943 And a toaster. 412 00:40:48,580 --> 00:40:49,981 Let's go and look at them. 413 00:40:54,119 --> 00:40:55,386 Good girl. 414 00:40:59,891 --> 00:41:01,259 Good girl. 415 00:41:08,133 --> 00:41:09,801 What's that you're looking at? 416 00:41:50,275 --> 00:41:51,677 You've got to eat. 417 00:41:52,310 --> 00:41:53,511 You've got to eat. 418 00:42:15,166 --> 00:42:16,668 -Yeah? -Stu? 419 00:42:16,768 --> 00:42:18,169 I've been ringing and ringing. 420 00:42:18,870 --> 00:42:20,071 What's up? 421 00:42:20,171 --> 00:42:21,573 Her weight's plummeting. 422 00:42:22,473 --> 00:42:24,042 I'm sure she's getting weaker. 423 00:42:24,375 --> 00:42:25,476 Don't panic. 424 00:42:25,811 --> 00:42:28,246 She was fat as butter when she came out of the aviary. 425 00:42:29,447 --> 00:42:31,850 A Gos like that will take three or four days 426 00:42:31,950 --> 00:42:34,185 before she's chilled enough to eat in front of you. 427 00:42:34,285 --> 00:42:35,854 No, what if she's ill? 428 00:42:36,187 --> 00:42:38,624 And she's sleeping all the time. 429 00:42:38,657 --> 00:42:40,759 She's just a tired baby after a long trip. 430 00:42:40,892 --> 00:42:42,060 Oh. 431 00:42:42,560 --> 00:42:43,805 I think I've made a terrible mistake 432 00:42:43,829 --> 00:42:45,563 and I'm killing this beautiful bird. 433 00:42:45,664 --> 00:42:47,265 She's not gonna die, Helen. 434 00:42:47,365 --> 00:42:48,700 Why didn't you stop me? 435 00:42:50,501 --> 00:42:51,737 Well, I did try. 436 00:42:52,838 --> 00:42:54,005 That's helpful. 437 00:42:55,506 --> 00:42:56,842 I'll speak to you soon. 438 00:43:25,236 --> 00:43:27,072 -Hi. -What are you doing here? 439 00:43:27,272 --> 00:43:29,152 Well, I came to take you out for some fresh air. 440 00:43:29,207 --> 00:43:30,541 Well, I can't leave her. 441 00:43:30,608 --> 00:43:32,210 Yeah, I thought you'd say that. 442 00:43:32,744 --> 00:43:34,079 Have you eaten? 443 00:43:34,212 --> 00:43:35,613 Or showered, even? 444 00:43:40,786 --> 00:43:41,953 Wow. 445 00:43:43,354 --> 00:43:46,624 It's all a tad fetish dungeon. 446 00:43:47,592 --> 00:43:49,928 Oh, no, the hood's a kindness while I'm training her. 447 00:43:50,929 --> 00:43:52,397 Birds of prey don't think like we do. 448 00:43:52,463 --> 00:43:53,832 If they can't see something then, 449 00:43:53,932 --> 00:43:55,500 to them it doesn't exist. 450 00:43:55,633 --> 00:43:58,169 So, when she's got the hood on, she feels calm and safe. 451 00:43:58,636 --> 00:44:00,171 God, I wish I had a hood. 452 00:44:00,772 --> 00:44:02,273 Exactly. It gives her peace. 453 00:44:04,142 --> 00:44:05,443 And what happens... 454 00:44:06,077 --> 00:44:07,478 when you take the hood off? 455 00:44:08,313 --> 00:44:11,182 Well, the nerves of her eyes and ears are connected 456 00:44:11,282 --> 00:44:13,985 directly to the neurons controlling her muscles. 457 00:44:14,619 --> 00:44:17,122 So, she literally reacts before she thinks? 458 00:44:17,222 --> 00:44:19,490 Yeah. Thinking comes later. 459 00:44:20,291 --> 00:44:21,760 They live at ten times our speed. 460 00:44:21,827 --> 00:44:23,261 Ooh, sounds exhausting. 461 00:44:26,097 --> 00:44:27,598 Have you given her a name yet? 462 00:44:28,099 --> 00:44:29,100 No. 463 00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:30,535 Why not? 464 00:44:31,669 --> 00:44:33,872 Well, I don't know her yet. Not properly. 465 00:44:37,675 --> 00:44:38,977 Okay. 466 00:44:40,411 --> 00:44:42,347 No, no, no, no, you... you can't stay. 467 00:44:42,981 --> 00:44:45,951 Well... you said that the hawk needs to get used to humans. 468 00:44:46,017 --> 00:44:47,352 Well, I'm a human. 469 00:44:47,585 --> 00:44:49,385 Yeah, but you... you might put her off eating. 470 00:44:49,454 --> 00:44:51,065 She still hasn't eaten, and she needs to eat. 471 00:44:51,089 --> 00:44:53,191 Well, so do I. Look, we'll... 472 00:44:54,192 --> 00:44:55,693 we'll watch some great TV, 473 00:44:55,794 --> 00:44:57,729 have a croissant, and then... 474 00:44:57,829 --> 00:45:00,465 I can fuck off and leave you to tame the dragon. 475 00:45:06,337 --> 00:45:09,374 -Okay. But don't look at her. -Okay. 476 00:45:09,474 --> 00:45:11,109 Eye contact's a sign of aggression. 477 00:45:11,476 --> 00:45:13,879 -Okay, I won't. -How very convenient. 478 00:45:13,979 --> 00:45:16,099 You know, I've got a nasty feeling he's not one of us. 479 00:45:17,515 --> 00:45:19,751 Harbouring escaping British prisoners, hmm? 480 00:45:19,985 --> 00:45:22,453 When I tell the Gestapo what I have found, 481 00:45:22,620 --> 00:45:24,389 I will get a medal for this. 482 00:45:25,023 --> 00:45:26,424 I want another picture. 483 00:45:26,958 --> 00:45:29,527 I'm not sure a bunch of comedy Nazis are gonna help. 484 00:45:32,130 --> 00:45:34,365 Should we watch a wildlife documentary or something? 485 00:45:34,465 --> 00:45:36,401 No, I hate wildlife documentaries. 486 00:45:39,537 --> 00:45:42,240 Keep them quiet. I will deal with the Gestapo. 487 00:45:45,844 --> 00:45:47,245 Good girl. 488 00:45:47,813 --> 00:45:49,514 Have you found the treasure? 489 00:45:49,580 --> 00:45:51,116 Good girl. 490 00:45:51,516 --> 00:45:53,451 Not a smell of it. 491 00:45:53,551 --> 00:45:55,086 Continue to look. 492 00:45:55,320 --> 00:45:56,922 I shall not return to Berlin 493 00:45:57,022 --> 00:45:58,689 until the picture is found. 494 00:45:58,756 --> 00:46:00,058 Okay. 495 00:46:04,429 --> 00:46:07,365 Gilles! Pierre! Jacques! Emile! My old friends... 496 00:46:07,432 --> 00:46:08,876 Right. I'm going to take the hood off, okay? 497 00:46:08,900 --> 00:46:09,900 Mm-hmm. I'm not looking. 498 00:46:10,601 --> 00:46:14,072 Sit down, sit down. Wine on the house for my old friends, 499 00:46:14,172 --> 00:46:17,909 Pierre, Emile, Jacques and Gilles. 500 00:46:21,412 --> 00:46:24,149 The little bugger ate it. 501 00:46:28,553 --> 00:46:30,255 Oh, my God. 502 00:46:31,556 --> 00:46:33,058 I think she likes you. 503 00:46:34,092 --> 00:46:35,626 What did I tell you? 504 00:46:41,632 --> 00:46:44,335 Good girl. She's mantling. That's mantling. 505 00:46:44,435 --> 00:46:46,137 So, she's mantling over her prey. 506 00:46:47,438 --> 00:46:48,673 What does that mean? 507 00:46:48,773 --> 00:46:50,493 She's protecting it from any other predator. 508 00:46:50,575 --> 00:46:52,844 Oh. Oh, me? Yeah. 509 00:46:52,944 --> 00:46:55,246 I'm gonna protect my croissant the same way. 510 00:46:58,416 --> 00:47:00,785 Okay, I get it. She's amazing. 511 00:47:00,886 --> 00:47:02,153 Wow. 512 00:47:02,720 --> 00:47:04,089 Well done, Helen. 513 00:47:05,823 --> 00:47:07,192 Come and get it. What's that? 514 00:47:07,292 --> 00:47:09,694 Come and get it. Good girl. 515 00:47:12,597 --> 00:47:15,166 Good girl, you're heavier today. 516 00:47:18,136 --> 00:47:20,671 Ooh, you're already going. 517 00:47:21,072 --> 00:47:23,008 You didn't give me a chance that time. 518 00:47:29,981 --> 00:47:31,216 Ooh. 519 00:47:32,650 --> 00:47:34,052 That's a big bit. 520 00:47:34,152 --> 00:47:36,054 Mm, what have I got? 521 00:47:36,687 --> 00:47:39,657 Yeah, good girl. 522 00:47:39,991 --> 00:47:41,559 Good girl. 523 00:47:41,826 --> 00:47:43,294 You made a fuss about that. 524 00:48:04,515 --> 00:48:06,084 I'm gonna call you Mabel. 525 00:48:10,121 --> 00:48:11,722 That means lovable. 526 00:48:14,025 --> 00:48:15,026 Hmm? 527 00:48:17,062 --> 00:48:20,031 That should make you extra fierce, what do you think? 528 00:48:21,866 --> 00:48:23,401 What do you think, Mabel? 529 00:48:32,810 --> 00:48:34,612 You're a good girl, Mabel. 530 00:48:38,316 --> 00:48:39,684 Good girl. 531 00:48:43,821 --> 00:48:45,256 Good girl. 532 00:48:50,328 --> 00:48:51,963 Good girl, Mabel. 533 00:48:53,398 --> 00:48:56,234 That's my girl. Good girl, Mabes. 534 00:48:57,102 --> 00:48:58,703 Sorry. 535 00:49:00,205 --> 00:49:01,206 Good girl, Mabel. 536 00:49:04,442 --> 00:49:06,477 Jesus. Alright, Mabel, alright. 537 00:49:13,618 --> 00:49:14,785 Hey! 538 00:49:15,353 --> 00:49:16,988 Good girl. 539 00:49:17,588 --> 00:49:18,889 Good girl. 540 00:49:28,699 --> 00:49:29,967 Good girl, Mabes. 541 00:49:30,601 --> 00:49:32,803 What's in there? Hmm? 542 00:49:34,039 --> 00:49:35,073 What's in there? 543 00:49:35,140 --> 00:49:36,174 Shall we see? 544 00:49:44,615 --> 00:49:46,984 Good girl, good girl. 545 00:49:47,385 --> 00:49:49,287 Good girl. 546 00:49:55,426 --> 00:49:56,961 Good girl, Mabes. 547 00:49:57,495 --> 00:49:58,929 -What was that about? -Whoa-oh! 548 00:49:58,996 --> 00:50:01,499 Oh, Jesus! Oh, God! 549 00:50:01,766 --> 00:50:03,634 -I'm so sorry. -No, no. You just spooked her. 550 00:50:03,734 --> 00:50:05,136 -That's all. -She spooked me too. 551 00:50:05,236 --> 00:50:06,937 She does that. 552 00:50:07,004 --> 00:50:08,506 Reminds me of home. 553 00:50:09,107 --> 00:50:12,143 My uncle in Almaty has an eagle. 554 00:50:12,643 --> 00:50:14,445 Really? He's an eagle hunter? A berkutchi? 555 00:50:14,512 --> 00:50:16,547 -For years. -Wow. 556 00:50:17,615 --> 00:50:18,883 Where will you hunt her? 557 00:50:19,617 --> 00:50:21,719 Uh, farmland, just a couple of miles from here. 558 00:50:22,587 --> 00:50:24,055 But she's not ready yet. 559 00:50:26,857 --> 00:50:28,393 I miss it there. 560 00:51:01,292 --> 00:51:02,869 Well, I'm glad to hear you're taking the trouble 561 00:51:02,893 --> 00:51:04,895 to get out of the house at last. 562 00:51:05,396 --> 00:51:07,998 Honestly, as if someone spiked my tea with acid. 563 00:51:08,065 --> 00:51:11,802 Golly. How did Mabel cope? 564 00:51:12,069 --> 00:51:13,804 Well, very well, considering. 565 00:51:14,004 --> 00:51:15,340 Better than me. 566 00:51:16,341 --> 00:51:18,343 Sounds like you've cheered up. 567 00:51:18,909 --> 00:51:21,612 It's nice you have this hawk as a distraction. 568 00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:24,349 Mabel isn't a distraction. 569 00:51:25,082 --> 00:51:27,685 She's certainly good at taking your mind off things. 570 00:51:28,052 --> 00:51:29,787 What do you mean? 571 00:51:29,820 --> 00:51:30,955 Nothing. 572 00:51:33,090 --> 00:51:35,460 Just don't get lost, that's all. 573 00:51:37,195 --> 00:51:38,705 There's someone at the door, Mum. I've got to go. 574 00:51:38,729 --> 00:51:40,097 -I'll speak to you later. -Helen? 575 00:51:48,273 --> 00:51:50,308 You just have to be patient. 576 00:51:54,579 --> 00:51:56,147 When I'm on a job, 577 00:51:56,714 --> 00:51:59,884 sometimes I have to wait for hours and hours 578 00:52:00,251 --> 00:52:01,786 to get the picture I want. 579 00:52:03,221 --> 00:52:05,089 Can't get a cup of tea, 580 00:52:05,723 --> 00:52:07,492 or read the newspaper. 581 00:52:08,793 --> 00:52:10,495 Can't even go to the loo. 582 00:52:12,630 --> 00:52:13,931 Listen. 583 00:52:15,566 --> 00:52:17,435 Can't believe it's a pair. 584 00:52:19,704 --> 00:52:21,306 Just look at them. 585 00:52:25,276 --> 00:52:28,613 Watch carefully, so you remember what you've seen. 586 00:52:53,938 --> 00:52:56,374 Good girl, Mabel. Good girl. 587 00:52:58,776 --> 00:53:00,945 Good girl, Mabes. Good girl. 588 00:53:02,580 --> 00:53:04,315 -Good girl, Mabel. -Miss Macdonald? 589 00:53:04,515 --> 00:53:06,784 -Miss Macdonald! -Hi, Charlie. 590 00:53:06,851 --> 00:53:09,354 Er, there's a rule against keeping pets 591 00:53:09,454 --> 00:53:11,622 in college accommodation. 592 00:53:12,022 --> 00:53:14,892 Oh, I know, but yeah, Mabel's not my pet, Charlie. 593 00:53:14,992 --> 00:53:17,528 She's... my hunting partner. 594 00:53:17,762 --> 00:53:19,230 She has a very distinctive aroma. 595 00:53:19,330 --> 00:53:20,465 Mm, she does, doesn't she? 596 00:53:20,531 --> 00:53:23,401 Like pepper and musk and burnt stone. 597 00:53:24,469 --> 00:53:25,469 Oh. 598 00:53:26,804 --> 00:53:30,641 Well... wow. Here's my under-falconer. 599 00:53:32,710 --> 00:53:34,412 Hi. Pleased to meet you. 600 00:53:34,612 --> 00:53:37,382 Nice glasses. Thanks, Charlie. 601 00:53:39,183 --> 00:53:41,218 Don't forget to collect your post. 602 00:53:41,652 --> 00:53:43,754 It's causing a nuisance to other fellows. 603 00:53:43,854 --> 00:53:45,089 Will do. 604 00:53:46,657 --> 00:53:48,826 Those sunglasses have gotta go. 605 00:53:48,893 --> 00:53:50,528 Oh, I love these sunglasses. 606 00:53:50,628 --> 00:53:52,563 -Well, she won't. -Oh, okay. 607 00:53:52,663 --> 00:53:54,599 Oh, and you need to put the glove on. 608 00:53:54,699 --> 00:53:56,233 Is this gonna protect me? 609 00:53:56,334 --> 00:53:57,835 Let's hope so. 610 00:53:57,902 --> 00:53:59,212 You know I don't know what I'm doing, right? 611 00:53:59,236 --> 00:54:00,514 I know, you're gonna be absolutely fine. 612 00:54:00,538 --> 00:54:01,772 Hold the food really tightly. 613 00:54:01,872 --> 00:54:03,574 -Okay, got it. -Yeah. 614 00:54:03,808 --> 00:54:05,051 -I'm gonna put her on here. -Got it. 615 00:54:05,075 --> 00:54:06,176 And then when I call her, 616 00:54:06,243 --> 00:54:08,178 -then you let her go. Okay? -Okay. 617 00:54:08,245 --> 00:54:09,547 What if I damage her? 618 00:54:09,647 --> 00:54:10,991 Am I gonna damage her? 619 00:54:11,015 --> 00:54:12,826 No, no, no. It's more like the other way around. 620 00:54:12,850 --> 00:54:14,585 Oh, great. That's really good to know. 621 00:54:17,254 --> 00:54:18,254 Mabel. 622 00:54:23,260 --> 00:54:24,260 Mabel. 623 00:54:28,399 --> 00:54:29,967 Mabel. 624 00:54:30,735 --> 00:54:31,735 Mabel. 625 00:54:33,037 --> 00:54:33,871 There. 626 00:54:35,673 --> 00:54:37,442 Oh. Mabel, come on. 627 00:54:37,542 --> 00:54:39,043 Ooh. Shit! 628 00:54:39,109 --> 00:54:40,109 Mabel! 629 00:54:41,346 --> 00:54:42,346 Mabel! 630 00:54:44,281 --> 00:54:45,716 Mabel, Mabel. 631 00:54:47,352 --> 00:54:48,895 -Oh, my God. -I've got it, I've got it, 632 00:54:48,919 --> 00:54:49,720 I've got it. 633 00:54:49,787 --> 00:54:50,787 Mabel. 634 00:54:51,556 --> 00:54:54,992 -Ooh. Oh, God. What now? -I want you to take that. 635 00:54:55,092 --> 00:54:57,012 I'm going to try and get her down with some food. 636 00:54:57,928 --> 00:54:59,830 Mabel. What's this? 637 00:55:00,097 --> 00:55:00,965 Come on, Mabel. 638 00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:04,134 Mabel. 639 00:55:04,234 --> 00:55:05,235 Helen Macdonald? 640 00:55:05,302 --> 00:55:07,505 Hello. Hi. Y-you know Christina? 641 00:55:07,605 --> 00:55:08,473 Hi. 642 00:55:08,573 --> 00:55:10,107 I'd heard about your falcon. 643 00:55:10,207 --> 00:55:11,642 -Hawk. -What? 644 00:55:12,610 --> 00:55:13,978 She's a hawk. 645 00:55:15,112 --> 00:55:16,112 Noted. 646 00:55:16,947 --> 00:55:18,916 Wha... what's she doing now? 647 00:55:21,318 --> 00:55:22,520 Mabel's... 648 00:55:23,220 --> 00:55:24,489 treeing. 649 00:55:24,589 --> 00:55:26,190 -Interesting. -Hmm. 650 00:55:26,491 --> 00:55:29,527 -So, what are your plans, Helen? -Sorry? 651 00:55:29,627 --> 00:55:31,796 I understand we're losing you in January? 652 00:55:32,296 --> 00:55:35,366 Yes, I'm, uh... I'm, I'm still firming that up. 653 00:55:36,000 --> 00:55:37,201 Oh... 654 00:55:37,835 --> 00:55:39,770 We're having a lunch next Saturday. 655 00:55:40,070 --> 00:55:43,307 Do bring Mabel along, won't you? I'll... I'll send you details. 656 00:55:43,741 --> 00:55:44,942 Bye. 657 00:55:46,844 --> 00:55:48,713 -You'll have to go. -No, I can't. 658 00:55:48,813 --> 00:55:50,715 Just thinking about it's giving me a migraine. 659 00:55:51,516 --> 00:55:53,350 Mabel? Come on. 660 00:55:53,451 --> 00:55:55,185 What are you gonna do, Helen? 661 00:55:55,920 --> 00:55:57,688 January's not that far away. 662 00:56:02,092 --> 00:56:04,328 Mabel. Come on. Come on, Mabel. 663 00:56:04,462 --> 00:56:05,863 Come on, Mabel, please. 664 00:56:05,963 --> 00:56:07,131 Please, Mabel. 665 00:56:07,364 --> 00:56:08,365 Come on. 666 00:56:08,999 --> 00:56:10,300 Come on, Mabel. 667 00:56:10,701 --> 00:56:11,636 Come on. 668 00:56:49,406 --> 00:56:50,651 She wouldn't come back to me, Stuart. 669 00:56:50,675 --> 00:56:52,176 It took me hours to get her down. 670 00:56:53,243 --> 00:56:54,278 Just... 671 00:56:54,845 --> 00:56:56,547 I don't know, I feel like I'm failing. 672 00:56:57,014 --> 00:56:58,583 I'll never be able to fly her free. 673 00:56:58,683 --> 00:57:00,751 Shush. You're getting yourself too worked up, 674 00:57:00,851 --> 00:57:02,453 and that's not good for Mabel. 675 00:57:02,920 --> 00:57:04,522 If you're calm, she's calm. 676 00:57:06,023 --> 00:57:07,558 She needs to trust you, that's all. 677 00:57:10,995 --> 00:57:12,429 Bunch of starlings up there. 678 00:57:16,033 --> 00:57:17,434 Alright. Take her hood off. 679 00:57:17,535 --> 00:57:19,303 Alright, Mabes. Alright. 680 00:57:21,205 --> 00:57:23,373 Good girl, good girl, good girl. 681 00:57:26,010 --> 00:57:27,311 -Okay. -Yeah. 682 00:57:28,613 --> 00:57:30,948 -Go on, Mabes. -Yeah. Okay. 683 00:57:32,016 --> 00:57:33,083 Alright. 684 00:57:34,952 --> 00:57:36,554 -Present the chick. -Yeah? 685 00:57:36,621 --> 00:57:38,388 Yeah, not far. That's perfect. 686 00:57:40,525 --> 00:57:41,659 Mabel. 687 00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:44,161 Mabel. 688 00:57:45,062 --> 00:57:47,598 -Come on, Mabes. -No, she's distracted. Hang on. 689 00:57:47,865 --> 00:57:49,399 -Mabel. -Give her a moment. 690 00:57:50,400 --> 00:57:52,402 Just present a little more of the chick. 691 00:57:53,203 --> 00:57:55,506 -Come on, Mabes. -There, she sees it. 692 00:57:55,606 --> 00:57:57,007 -Mabel, come on. -There you go. 693 00:57:57,107 --> 00:57:59,109 What's that there? Give her a moment. 694 00:57:59,209 --> 00:58:00,444 She's coming. 695 00:58:00,545 --> 00:58:02,680 Oh, Stu. Come on, Mabel. Come on. 696 00:58:02,780 --> 00:58:05,650 There you go. Get that chick off her. 697 00:58:05,750 --> 00:58:08,753 Amazing. Well done, Mabes. Well done. 698 00:58:08,819 --> 00:58:10,354 Bring her back. We'll go further. 699 00:58:10,821 --> 00:58:12,156 Two or three yards. 700 00:58:12,489 --> 00:58:13,658 Okay. 701 00:58:13,758 --> 00:58:14,792 Very good. 702 00:58:15,459 --> 00:58:16,994 -Good girl. -Good girl. 703 00:58:17,094 --> 00:58:18,863 I'll take a couple of steps back. 704 00:58:18,963 --> 00:58:20,264 Okay. 705 00:58:20,631 --> 00:58:22,499 -Okay. -Mabel. Mabel. 706 00:58:24,168 --> 00:58:25,703 Go on. Go on. 707 00:58:26,436 --> 00:58:30,040 -Good girl. -That's very good. Lovely. 708 00:58:30,675 --> 00:58:32,176 Mabel. 709 00:58:32,276 --> 00:58:33,611 Yeah. 710 00:58:34,178 --> 00:58:35,479 Alright. Bring her back. 711 00:58:38,916 --> 00:58:40,450 Good girl. 712 00:58:40,985 --> 00:58:42,553 There you go. 713 00:58:42,753 --> 00:58:43,988 Okay. 714 00:58:44,321 --> 00:58:45,355 Okay. 715 00:58:45,956 --> 00:58:47,768 Alright, no, fur... you can go further than that. 716 00:58:47,792 --> 00:58:49,493 -Just say when. -I will. 717 00:58:50,595 --> 00:58:52,062 -I reckon about there. -Okay. 718 00:58:52,162 --> 00:58:53,640 -Perfect. -Are you sure it's not too far? 719 00:58:53,664 --> 00:58:54,531 No. 720 00:58:54,632 --> 00:58:55,666 Alright. Mabel. 721 00:58:57,201 --> 00:58:59,303 Good girl. That's my girl. 722 00:58:59,469 --> 00:59:00,571 Alright. 723 00:59:02,039 --> 00:59:03,473 -Oh, my God. -That's marvellous. 724 00:59:03,540 --> 00:59:04,675 I think she's ready. 725 00:59:05,676 --> 00:59:06,877 She's ready. 726 00:59:07,878 --> 00:59:09,847 -What a good girl. -Let's take her hunting. 727 00:59:09,980 --> 00:59:12,182 -You sure? -Go on. Be brave. 728 00:59:12,783 --> 00:59:15,219 -Good girl. -We'll put a transmitter on her. 729 00:59:15,786 --> 00:59:16,786 Let me just test it. 730 00:59:18,689 --> 00:59:19,990 Okay. 731 00:59:23,628 --> 00:59:25,362 There we go. 732 00:59:28,465 --> 00:59:30,200 Perfect. Let me just pack up. 733 00:59:30,635 --> 00:59:32,002 That's my girl. 734 00:59:32,402 --> 00:59:33,402 That's my girl. 735 00:59:35,039 --> 00:59:37,207 Got any fags? 736 00:59:37,574 --> 00:59:39,376 -Thought you'd given up? -No. 737 00:59:40,911 --> 00:59:42,246 You needn't worry. 738 00:59:44,148 --> 00:59:46,884 Mabel was born knowing how to hunt. 739 00:59:50,420 --> 00:59:51,555 Yeah. 740 00:59:52,923 --> 00:59:54,725 Take that anxious look off your face. 741 01:00:10,274 --> 01:00:12,042 Ooh. 742 01:00:13,678 --> 01:00:15,212 Oh, shit. 743 01:00:16,613 --> 01:00:18,048 Shit. 744 01:00:18,282 --> 01:00:19,817 -Oh, my God. -Don't panic. 745 01:00:20,550 --> 01:00:21,618 Mabel! 746 01:00:21,919 --> 01:00:23,053 Call her down. 747 01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:24,655 Mabel. I'm gonna lose her. 748 01:00:24,755 --> 01:00:27,491 Helen, you're being ridiculous. Just call her. 749 01:00:27,892 --> 01:00:29,459 Oh, my God. I'm gonna lose her. 750 01:00:30,060 --> 01:00:31,161 No, you're not. 751 01:00:31,261 --> 01:00:32,730 Mabel. 752 01:00:34,298 --> 01:00:35,432 Mabel. 753 01:00:35,800 --> 01:00:38,302 Oh, God. Mabel! 754 01:00:38,402 --> 01:00:40,004 Alright. Just let her find her bearing. 755 01:00:40,104 --> 01:00:41,672 She's getting higher and higher, Stu. 756 01:00:41,772 --> 01:00:42,673 She's fine. 757 01:00:42,773 --> 01:00:43,941 No, she's not fine. 758 01:00:44,041 --> 01:00:46,176 She's fu... gonna fucking get lost. 759 01:00:46,310 --> 01:00:47,511 Mabel, come down. 760 01:00:47,611 --> 01:00:48,679 Why isn't she coming down? 761 01:00:48,779 --> 01:00:50,347 She's surveying the land. 762 01:00:50,915 --> 01:00:52,282 Oh, come on. 763 01:00:52,817 --> 01:00:53,818 Oh, Shit. 764 01:00:54,051 --> 01:00:55,352 Oh, Shit. 765 01:00:57,221 --> 01:00:58,622 Oh, shit. 766 01:00:59,957 --> 01:01:01,125 Mabel! 767 01:01:20,310 --> 01:01:21,812 Well, she came back. 768 01:01:22,479 --> 01:01:24,181 That's always a good end to the day. 769 01:01:24,749 --> 01:01:26,016 Mm-hmm. 770 01:01:27,284 --> 01:01:28,652 What if I'd lost her? 771 01:01:30,687 --> 01:01:32,022 Well, you didn't. 772 01:01:37,527 --> 01:01:39,797 I'm not dealing with things very well at the moment. 773 01:01:40,664 --> 01:01:42,499 Don't be so hard on yourself. 774 01:01:44,434 --> 01:01:48,672 Mabel's just working out her place in the world. 775 01:01:50,875 --> 01:01:52,576 Get her out again soon, yeah? 776 01:01:52,843 --> 01:01:53,911 Yeah. 777 01:01:59,784 --> 01:02:00,985 Oh! 778 01:02:01,351 --> 01:02:02,419 What now? 779 01:02:02,519 --> 01:02:03,888 I'm supposed to be teaching! 780 01:02:03,988 --> 01:02:05,322 -Hmm. -Shit. 781 01:02:05,389 --> 01:02:06,723 Oh, no. 782 01:02:10,560 --> 01:02:11,560 Shit. 783 01:02:21,371 --> 01:02:23,573 The students arrived at the appointed hour, 784 01:02:23,673 --> 01:02:25,409 and you were nowhere to be found. 785 01:02:25,509 --> 01:02:27,677 I'm so, so sorry. 786 01:02:29,046 --> 01:02:31,281 We know how difficult things have been for you. 787 01:02:35,820 --> 01:02:37,421 How's your own research coming along? 788 01:02:38,322 --> 01:02:40,724 Well, I think. Yeah, pretty well. 789 01:02:40,825 --> 01:02:42,526 Look at this place. 790 01:02:46,997 --> 01:02:48,532 And... 791 01:02:49,599 --> 01:02:51,035 regarding your new... 792 01:02:52,102 --> 01:02:53,303 hobby... 793 01:02:54,604 --> 01:02:58,075 um, look, um, we all have our hobbies, 794 01:02:59,043 --> 01:03:03,247 but... a hobby really mustn't be allowed... 795 01:03:03,547 --> 01:03:04,915 I don't have a hobby. 796 01:03:05,682 --> 01:03:07,151 I have a hawk. 797 01:03:08,418 --> 01:03:09,586 Right. 798 01:03:14,624 --> 01:03:16,326 Who'd have thought a bloke like me, 799 01:03:16,426 --> 01:03:18,595 with one O level in woodwork, 800 01:03:18,795 --> 01:03:20,730 would have a daughter in Cambridge? 801 01:03:21,198 --> 01:03:22,332 Shh. 802 01:03:24,368 --> 01:03:27,271 First Macdonald to go to university. 803 01:03:28,873 --> 01:03:30,340 Hasn't he got used to the idea yet? 804 01:03:30,440 --> 01:03:32,176 No, he hasn't. 805 01:03:33,777 --> 01:03:35,445 I think we should go. 806 01:03:35,579 --> 01:03:37,181 People are trying to work. 807 01:03:38,582 --> 01:03:40,084 Mum wants to go. 808 01:03:49,894 --> 01:03:51,261 I'll get him. 809 01:03:54,231 --> 01:03:55,499 Sorry. 810 01:03:56,400 --> 01:03:59,703 Is this place still a recruiting ground for the secret service? 811 01:04:02,973 --> 01:04:04,374 No idea. 812 01:04:04,474 --> 01:04:06,376 I mean, you could be a spy. 813 01:04:07,277 --> 01:04:08,712 I wouldn't have a clue. 814 01:04:09,779 --> 01:04:11,539 MI6 wouldn't touch me with a barge pole, Dad. 815 01:04:11,581 --> 01:04:13,050 I'm much too unreliable. 816 01:04:14,418 --> 01:04:17,888 That's exactly what you would say if, in fact, you were. 817 01:04:19,456 --> 01:04:21,525 I read books, and I do my research, 818 01:04:21,625 --> 01:04:23,560 and I sometimes teach bunch of undergrads, Dad. 819 01:04:23,660 --> 01:04:24,995 I'm definitely not a spy. 820 01:04:26,196 --> 01:04:27,197 But you could be. 821 01:04:29,333 --> 01:04:30,634 Yes, I could be. 822 01:04:31,335 --> 01:04:32,569 Thank you. 823 01:04:34,471 --> 01:04:36,373 Ooh. Smell that. 824 01:04:37,341 --> 01:04:38,341 Lignin... 825 01:04:38,375 --> 01:04:39,709 occurs naturally in trees, 826 01:04:39,809 --> 01:04:42,913 but when it decays, it releases vanillin. 827 01:04:43,981 --> 01:04:45,983 So that's why it smells like vanilla. 828 01:04:47,151 --> 01:04:49,153 -It's incredible, isn't it? -Mm-hmm. 829 01:04:54,124 --> 01:04:56,060 You could never be bored in here. 830 01:04:59,296 --> 01:05:01,031 So, you're training her to hunt? 831 01:05:01,298 --> 01:05:03,333 Uh, no. Uh, she knows how to hunt. 832 01:05:03,467 --> 01:05:06,036 I'm training her to let me be there when she does. 833 01:05:06,136 --> 01:05:08,172 -Fascinating. -It's all very Arthurian, 834 01:05:08,238 --> 01:05:10,174 good old Merrie England. 835 01:05:11,041 --> 01:05:13,677 Well, Mabel's a Czech-German- Finnish immigrant, actually, so. 836 01:05:13,743 --> 01:05:16,380 Very good. 837 01:05:16,981 --> 01:05:18,415 Professor Campbell? 838 01:05:19,249 --> 01:05:21,618 Let me introduce you to Helen Macdonald, 839 01:05:21,718 --> 01:05:23,453 one of our fellows here at Jesus. 840 01:05:23,553 --> 01:05:25,855 What a splendid looking falcon. 841 01:05:25,990 --> 01:05:27,024 Hawk. 842 01:05:27,357 --> 01:05:29,393 Yes. Um, falcons and hawks 843 01:05:29,493 --> 01:05:31,395 are as different as cats and dogs. 844 01:05:31,728 --> 01:05:33,630 Falcons are aerial hunters. 845 01:05:33,863 --> 01:05:34,874 They're like fighter jets. 846 01:05:34,898 --> 01:05:36,366 And hawks are... 847 01:05:36,600 --> 01:05:38,135 like Apache gunships. 848 01:05:39,036 --> 01:05:40,904 Low level heavily armed killers. 849 01:05:41,538 --> 01:05:43,583 What will bring her back to you when you let her off her leash? 850 01:05:43,607 --> 01:05:45,976 Is it... is it merely habit? 851 01:05:46,176 --> 01:05:48,878 No. It starts off with food and rewards. And then... 852 01:05:49,346 --> 01:05:51,748 Might there be a... an element of affection? 853 01:05:52,882 --> 01:05:55,485 The 16th century falconers would have called it love. 854 01:05:55,585 --> 01:05:58,588 Yeah. The bonds between us are love. 855 01:05:59,889 --> 01:06:01,591 And you? What do you say? 856 01:06:02,259 --> 01:06:03,660 Professor Campbell? 857 01:06:03,893 --> 01:06:06,930 I am so sorry. Will you excuse me? 858 01:09:06,910 --> 01:09:08,445 Good girl. 859 01:09:17,654 --> 01:09:18,922 Come on. 860 01:09:19,223 --> 01:09:20,600 What have I got? What's this, Mabes? 861 01:09:20,624 --> 01:09:22,125 Good girl. 862 01:09:22,826 --> 01:09:23,860 Good girl. 863 01:09:28,965 --> 01:09:30,600 Well done, Mabes. 864 01:09:38,642 --> 01:09:40,210 Good girl, Mabes. 865 01:09:41,511 --> 01:09:42,846 Well done. 866 01:10:04,334 --> 01:10:05,369 She did it. 867 01:10:05,969 --> 01:10:07,637 She bloody did it. She caught a rabbit. 868 01:10:07,704 --> 01:10:08,704 What's this for? 869 01:10:10,340 --> 01:10:11,508 It's for believing in Mabel. 870 01:10:12,342 --> 01:10:15,312 I believed in you, you idiot. You coming in? 871 01:10:15,379 --> 01:10:18,248 No, no, no, no. I've got to get back for Mabel. Hi, Mand. 872 01:10:18,348 --> 01:10:20,684 -Are you alright? -Yeah, yeah. Never better. 873 01:10:32,161 --> 01:10:33,161 Hello. 874 01:10:39,336 --> 01:10:41,338 Are you interested? Hello. 875 01:10:44,341 --> 01:10:45,409 Hello. 876 01:10:55,652 --> 01:10:57,086 Aah, Mabel. 877 01:10:57,186 --> 01:10:59,188 Ooh, nice, on the shoulder. 878 01:11:08,698 --> 01:11:10,800 I beg your pardon? 879 01:11:15,071 --> 01:11:16,071 Mabel? 880 01:11:22,211 --> 01:11:23,380 Come on. 881 01:11:25,749 --> 01:11:27,216 That's it, go on. 882 01:11:27,283 --> 01:11:28,585 That's it. 883 01:11:33,757 --> 01:11:35,925 Yes, Mabel. 884 01:11:39,563 --> 01:11:40,764 Go on, throw it. 885 01:11:40,964 --> 01:11:42,932 Yay! 886 01:11:43,433 --> 01:11:45,168 Well done, Mabel. 887 01:11:50,874 --> 01:11:52,175 Who's that? 888 01:11:53,309 --> 01:11:54,978 Who's that, Mabel? 889 01:11:59,282 --> 01:12:00,684 They'll go away. 890 01:12:06,222 --> 01:12:07,757 They'll go away, won't they? 891 01:12:20,269 --> 01:12:21,371 See? 892 01:12:21,938 --> 01:12:22,972 They're gone. 893 01:12:35,118 --> 01:12:37,821 Sorry, sorry. Sorry, I'm late. 894 01:12:37,921 --> 01:12:38,988 Hi. 895 01:12:39,823 --> 01:12:41,024 -Helen? -Hmm. 896 01:12:41,124 --> 01:12:42,459 This is Mike Hargreaves, 897 01:12:42,526 --> 01:12:44,828 Dad's picture editor, from the paper. 898 01:12:45,094 --> 01:12:46,094 Right. 899 01:12:46,129 --> 01:12:47,831 He's organising the memorial service 900 01:12:47,931 --> 01:12:48,732 for your father. 901 01:12:48,832 --> 01:12:50,734 -Mm-hmm. -And Reverend Davies. 902 01:12:51,100 --> 01:12:52,469 -Hi. -Nice to meet you. 903 01:12:52,869 --> 01:12:54,237 As I was saying, 904 01:12:54,771 --> 01:12:56,740 I have chosen a few hymns. 905 01:12:57,106 --> 01:13:00,544 I know Dad was fond of, um, Jesu Joy. 906 01:13:01,177 --> 01:13:03,246 There's Jerusalem, of course. 907 01:13:04,380 --> 01:13:07,150 Then we'll need to go through his picture archives. 908 01:13:08,151 --> 01:13:11,254 -What are you doing? -Sorting out my archive. 909 01:13:12,388 --> 01:13:14,057 Salisbury Cathedral. 910 01:13:15,324 --> 01:13:17,026 -Is that you? -That's me. 911 01:13:19,563 --> 01:13:21,364 With your normal shoes on, Dad. 912 01:13:23,332 --> 01:13:24,934 Ronnie Kray's burial. 913 01:13:26,235 --> 01:13:28,705 I had to hang out of a helicopter to get that shot. 914 01:13:28,805 --> 01:13:29,839 You're kidding. 915 01:13:29,906 --> 01:13:31,340 No. 916 01:13:31,407 --> 01:13:32,607 It's what's known in the trade 917 01:13:32,676 --> 01:13:34,511 as a white-knuckle job. 918 01:13:35,378 --> 01:13:36,713 The harness had broken. 919 01:13:38,181 --> 01:13:40,116 So, I had to hang on with one hand. 920 01:13:40,316 --> 01:13:41,518 I mean, it was fine... 921 01:13:42,051 --> 01:13:44,621 until the helicopter banked and I nearly fell out. 922 01:13:44,721 --> 01:13:47,023 Oh, God. Well, that would have been a way to go, 923 01:13:47,090 --> 01:13:48,458 falling into Ronnie Kray's grave. 924 01:13:48,558 --> 01:13:49,959 Yeah. 925 01:13:50,059 --> 01:13:51,528 Weren't you scared? 926 01:13:51,928 --> 01:13:53,062 No. 927 01:13:53,697 --> 01:13:55,264 Just look through the viewfinder 928 01:13:55,364 --> 01:13:57,567 and everything else gets shut out. 929 01:13:59,102 --> 01:14:00,537 When you've got the camera up here, 930 01:14:00,604 --> 01:14:02,806 it's like... it's like you're invincible. 931 01:14:07,944 --> 01:14:09,378 That's a while ago, eh? 932 01:14:09,746 --> 01:14:11,214 Yeah, I remember that one. 933 01:14:17,787 --> 01:14:18,822 Is that me? 934 01:14:21,925 --> 01:14:22,959 Yes. 935 01:14:23,426 --> 01:14:24,728 How old am I there? 936 01:14:25,895 --> 01:14:27,897 Probably two or three days. 937 01:14:29,566 --> 01:14:31,568 So, Tommy wasn't here anymore? 938 01:14:31,635 --> 01:14:32,769 No. 939 01:14:33,469 --> 01:14:34,904 After you and he were born, 940 01:14:34,971 --> 01:14:36,339 we had him for... 941 01:14:37,406 --> 01:14:38,942 a few hours, that's all. 942 01:14:39,976 --> 01:14:41,745 Must have slipped out, I'll... 943 01:14:42,111 --> 01:14:43,613 stick it back in. 944 01:15:25,855 --> 01:15:27,056 Helen? 945 01:15:29,292 --> 01:15:30,459 Helen? 946 01:15:30,526 --> 01:15:32,461 Sorry. Sorry. 947 01:15:32,662 --> 01:15:34,397 Yeah, sorry, I was miles away. 948 01:15:37,100 --> 01:15:39,068 Mike's saying he'd be delighted 949 01:15:39,168 --> 01:15:42,005 if a family member would care to give a eulogy. 950 01:15:43,006 --> 01:15:45,541 Not sure I'd be up to it. 951 01:15:46,309 --> 01:15:47,510 James? 952 01:15:47,977 --> 01:15:49,145 Um... 953 01:15:52,115 --> 01:15:55,051 Oh, yeah, so... yeah, I'll do it. Yeah, I'll do it. 954 01:15:55,151 --> 01:15:56,962 No, I'm used to lecturing to large groups of people, 955 01:15:56,986 --> 01:15:58,030 so, it shouldn't be a problem. 956 01:15:58,054 --> 01:15:59,823 Well, um... 957 01:16:00,556 --> 01:16:02,358 you are the speaker of the family, I suppose. 958 01:16:02,458 --> 01:16:04,360 I can put together an order of service. 959 01:16:04,460 --> 01:16:05,929 I'm happy to do that. 960 01:16:06,029 --> 01:16:07,196 Thank you, James. 961 01:16:08,031 --> 01:16:09,098 Great. 962 01:16:09,498 --> 01:16:10,934 Great, so, we're all sorted then? 963 01:16:11,167 --> 01:16:12,168 -Yeah? -Um... 964 01:16:13,169 --> 01:16:14,070 -Great. -Thank you. 965 01:16:14,170 --> 01:16:15,404 Um, thank you. 966 01:16:16,305 --> 01:16:17,506 Sorry. 967 01:16:17,573 --> 01:16:20,509 -Coming? -Yes, we'll just say goodbye. 968 01:16:20,576 --> 01:16:21,778 Alright. 969 01:16:34,758 --> 01:16:36,225 Helen? 970 01:16:41,665 --> 01:16:45,134 Helen, it's only me. Open up. 971 01:19:52,956 --> 01:19:54,891 Helen, I thought you'd forgotten. 972 01:19:54,958 --> 01:19:57,626 -No. Here you go. -Thanks. 973 01:19:57,726 --> 01:20:00,496 It's pheasant stew. Mabel caught it. 974 01:20:00,596 --> 01:20:02,236 She only ate a leg, so, I cooked the rest. 975 01:20:02,298 --> 01:20:03,499 We can just heat it through. 976 01:20:03,599 --> 01:20:05,935 Oh, what a shame, we've already eaten. 977 01:20:06,035 --> 01:20:07,570 We? 978 01:20:07,636 --> 01:20:08,948 Yeah. I told you when I invited you. 979 01:20:08,972 --> 01:20:10,606 The guys from Queens' are here. 980 01:20:11,040 --> 01:20:11,841 Come on. 981 01:20:11,941 --> 01:20:13,342 It's all a bit eccentric for me. 982 01:20:13,442 --> 01:20:14,642 Well, speaking of eccentric... 983 01:20:14,710 --> 01:20:16,946 Yes, who is that new visiting lecturer? 984 01:20:17,046 --> 01:20:19,082 I just think he's so pretentious. 985 01:20:19,282 --> 01:20:20,282 I can't stand him. 986 01:20:20,316 --> 01:20:21,250 What was his name again? 987 01:20:21,317 --> 01:20:22,785 I can't even remember his name. 988 01:20:23,486 --> 01:20:26,155 Did you hear his lecture on the Long Twelfth Century? 989 01:20:26,255 --> 01:20:27,356 Yeah, unfortunately. 990 01:20:43,072 --> 01:20:44,640 How's the packing going? 991 01:20:46,109 --> 01:20:47,977 Any luck finding somewhere to live? 992 01:20:49,678 --> 01:20:50,813 No. 993 01:20:56,752 --> 01:20:58,121 Are you okay? 994 01:20:59,455 --> 01:21:00,623 I'm fine. 995 01:21:04,527 --> 01:21:06,129 You don't seem fine. 996 01:21:06,295 --> 01:21:09,165 Well, I am perfectly fine. Thank you. 997 01:21:16,772 --> 01:21:19,642 I think you might be over-identifying with Mabel. 998 01:21:22,378 --> 01:21:23,579 Yep. 999 01:21:24,480 --> 01:21:26,015 I know that's what you think. 1000 01:21:28,817 --> 01:21:30,019 Okay. 1001 01:21:31,154 --> 01:21:33,722 So long as you're sure that's not what you're doing. 1002 01:21:38,727 --> 01:21:40,663 You want a friendly face for your seminar? 1003 01:21:42,665 --> 01:21:43,699 What seminar? 1004 01:21:43,799 --> 01:21:44,900 You know, 1005 01:21:45,401 --> 01:21:46,936 "Icons of Extinction: 1006 01:21:47,170 --> 01:21:49,772 The Supplantation of Endangered Species," 1007 01:21:49,872 --> 01:21:52,275 dah, dah, dah, dah. It sounds amazing. 1008 01:21:53,542 --> 01:21:54,542 Shit. 1009 01:21:56,345 --> 01:21:57,846 No, I've forgotten. 1010 01:22:01,717 --> 01:22:03,519 I've forgotten. I'll, um... 1011 01:22:05,321 --> 01:22:06,455 I'll have to cancel it. 1012 01:22:08,524 --> 01:22:10,226 They're not gonna let you do that. 1013 01:22:18,901 --> 01:22:19,901 Shit. 1014 01:22:22,938 --> 01:22:24,107 Shit. 1015 01:22:25,108 --> 01:22:26,309 I'll be there. 1016 01:24:01,137 --> 01:24:02,305 Helen? 1017 01:24:13,816 --> 01:24:15,017 There you are. 1018 01:24:15,651 --> 01:24:17,811 -What are you doing here? -Had the radio on, did you? 1019 01:24:17,853 --> 01:24:18,987 Hi, Aunty Helen. 1020 01:24:19,054 --> 01:24:20,054 Hi, Aimee. 1021 01:24:20,123 --> 01:24:21,657 You've got an ouchie. 1022 01:24:21,724 --> 01:24:23,259 Oh, yeah, it's nearly better. 1023 01:24:23,359 --> 01:24:24,669 Look, it's really lovely to see you guys, 1024 01:24:24,693 --> 01:24:25,704 but it's not really the best... 1025 01:24:25,728 --> 01:24:27,263 We're gasping for a cup of tea. 1026 01:24:27,896 --> 01:24:29,998 -Can I see your bird? -Yeah. 1027 01:24:30,065 --> 01:24:32,401 Dad's car's in a bit of a state. 1028 01:24:32,635 --> 01:24:34,069 I just need to wash it. 1029 01:24:42,978 --> 01:24:44,247 Did it die? 1030 01:24:44,713 --> 01:24:47,082 Oh, no. No, no. That's not my bird. 1031 01:24:47,183 --> 01:24:49,918 That's just, um, one that my bird killed. 1032 01:24:50,553 --> 01:24:53,122 -Is your bird sorry? -No, no, no, it's fine. 1033 01:24:53,222 --> 01:24:56,392 -It's what's meant to happen. -Can I have a biscuit? 1034 01:24:56,492 --> 01:25:00,363 -That's a good idea, Aimee. -No, I'm not sure I've got any. 1035 01:25:00,729 --> 01:25:02,231 Um... 1036 01:25:02,431 --> 01:25:04,533 What, what about cups? 1037 01:25:04,600 --> 01:25:06,802 Uh... just wash out a mug or something. 1038 01:25:06,902 --> 01:25:08,404 I'm gonna get Mabel. 1039 01:25:30,293 --> 01:25:31,294 Ooh. 1040 01:25:31,394 --> 01:25:33,796 Aimee, not too close to the hawk. 1041 01:25:33,896 --> 01:25:35,764 Aimee, this is Mabel. 1042 01:25:36,031 --> 01:25:37,600 Your names both mean love. 1043 01:25:37,700 --> 01:25:38,934 Isn't that funny? 1044 01:25:45,641 --> 01:25:47,109 Is that poo? 1045 01:25:47,610 --> 01:25:49,178 Yeah, that's a mute. 1046 01:25:50,078 --> 01:25:52,281 -She's got two tummies. -Mm. 1047 01:25:52,381 --> 01:25:53,849 Yeah, one's called a crop, 1048 01:25:54,283 --> 01:25:56,419 and that's where all the feathers and the fur go. 1049 01:25:56,485 --> 01:25:58,587 And that's what makes these come out. 1050 01:25:59,622 --> 01:26:00,956 Castings. 1051 01:26:01,224 --> 01:26:03,091 Oh, here comes one. Here comes a casting. 1052 01:26:03,158 --> 01:26:04,860 Here comes a pellet. Look. 1053 01:26:05,494 --> 01:26:07,863 Whoa! 1054 01:26:08,564 --> 01:26:10,165 You're lucky you got to see that. 1055 01:26:11,467 --> 01:26:12,611 That's all the stuff she doesn't need. 1056 01:26:12,635 --> 01:26:13,802 She doesn't want that. 1057 01:26:14,169 --> 01:26:15,771 That's all fur and things like that. 1058 01:26:16,071 --> 01:26:18,774 Was that the bird that cut your face? 1059 01:26:20,108 --> 01:26:21,677 Yeah, but she didn't mean to. 1060 01:26:22,478 --> 01:26:24,423 It was an accident. She was just hungry, that's all. 1061 01:26:24,447 --> 01:26:26,014 And she thought I was stealing her food. 1062 01:26:27,616 --> 01:26:31,954 Ooh, she's gonna rouse. 1063 01:26:34,757 --> 01:26:36,292 That means she's happy. 1064 01:26:36,825 --> 01:26:39,395 It means she's really happy. I think she likes you. 1065 01:26:39,495 --> 01:26:41,029 -Yeah. -Aimee. 1066 01:26:41,129 --> 01:26:42,140 Aimee, not... not so close. 1067 01:26:42,164 --> 01:26:43,399 Come here, please. 1068 01:26:43,966 --> 01:26:45,133 Come here. 1069 01:26:46,034 --> 01:26:47,202 Good girl. 1070 01:26:50,373 --> 01:26:51,740 I'll go and get changed. 1071 01:27:04,019 --> 01:27:06,889 The stench of fags 1072 01:27:07,490 --> 01:27:08,891 and rotting meat. 1073 01:27:09,224 --> 01:27:10,225 God, it's disgusting. 1074 01:27:10,326 --> 01:27:11,727 She's gone feral. 1075 01:27:11,860 --> 01:27:14,530 She's always been messy, but this kitchen, 1076 01:27:14,663 --> 01:27:16,365 it is a health hazard. 1077 01:27:17,232 --> 01:27:19,702 Human beings can't live this way. 1078 01:27:19,802 --> 01:27:21,212 I don't think she's well, Mum. 1079 01:27:21,236 --> 01:27:22,871 I can see that. 1080 01:27:25,073 --> 01:27:26,074 Hey. 1081 01:27:26,809 --> 01:27:28,744 -Isn't she amazing? -Yeah. 1082 01:27:28,844 --> 01:27:31,947 -Do you need help packing? -No, I'll be fine. 1083 01:27:32,214 --> 01:27:34,614 I can give you a hand to move into the new place if you want. 1084 01:27:34,683 --> 01:27:35,718 Can hire a van. 1085 01:27:35,818 --> 01:27:37,420 I haven't got a place, so... 1086 01:27:42,257 --> 01:27:44,293 How's Dad's eulogy coming on? 1087 01:27:45,828 --> 01:27:47,406 Well, I'm in the middle of writing a talk at the moment, 1088 01:27:47,430 --> 01:27:48,897 but once that's finished. 1089 01:27:49,398 --> 01:27:51,567 You won't leave it till the last minute, will you? 1090 01:27:52,901 --> 01:27:54,136 No, I won't. 1091 01:27:55,338 --> 01:27:57,538 I just need to get this talk out of the way, that's all. 1092 01:28:33,909 --> 01:28:35,143 Good afternoon. 1093 01:28:38,213 --> 01:28:40,416 Nature appreciation today 1094 01:28:40,549 --> 01:28:43,085 revolves around distanced looking... 1095 01:28:44,152 --> 01:28:45,654 not interaction. 1096 01:28:46,655 --> 01:28:48,624 We've been encouraged to see the natural world 1097 01:28:48,724 --> 01:28:50,192 as something damaged, 1098 01:28:50,826 --> 01:28:52,260 always threatened, 1099 01:28:53,128 --> 01:28:56,264 something we can look at, but aren't allowed to touch. 1100 01:28:58,266 --> 01:29:00,102 Today, I want to talk about other ways 1101 01:29:00,168 --> 01:29:02,938 of relating to nature than just looking at it. 1102 01:29:03,506 --> 01:29:06,542 Ones that can promote radical shifts in subjectivity, 1103 01:29:07,275 --> 01:29:10,813 grant us forms of imaginative empathy with wild creatures. 1104 01:29:13,115 --> 01:29:16,284 In these times of catastrophic biodiversity loss, 1105 01:29:16,919 --> 01:29:19,154 it's essential that we remind ourselves 1106 01:29:19,254 --> 01:29:21,223 that the world does not belong to us. 1107 01:29:22,925 --> 01:29:24,727 We share it with innumerable other minds... 1108 01:29:24,827 --> 01:29:28,497 How can you like... justify killing for fun? 1109 01:29:34,369 --> 01:29:35,504 Um... 1110 01:29:36,939 --> 01:29:38,507 it's not fun. 1111 01:29:40,375 --> 01:29:42,177 Hunting with a hawk is... 1112 01:29:42,711 --> 01:29:44,379 having the privilege to be involved in... 1113 01:29:44,480 --> 01:29:48,050 well, to witness an entirely natural event. 1114 01:29:49,952 --> 01:29:54,757 And if Mabel catches a rabbit, we eat it. 1115 01:29:55,023 --> 01:29:56,559 Couldn't you feed her bird seed? 1116 01:29:58,326 --> 01:30:00,362 Uh... no. 1117 01:30:01,630 --> 01:30:03,331 No, she's a carnivore. 1118 01:30:04,833 --> 01:30:06,368 And you see her talons. 1119 01:30:07,202 --> 01:30:09,905 You see her hooked beak for rending flesh. 1120 01:30:10,072 --> 01:30:13,041 And her crines, these, these tiny, tiny little feathers, 1121 01:30:13,141 --> 01:30:15,744 they're... they're, um, they're like whiskers. 1122 01:30:16,244 --> 01:30:18,246 They've evolved to hold the blood until it dries 1123 01:30:18,346 --> 01:30:20,346 and flakes away. I mean, that's what they're for... 1124 01:30:21,049 --> 01:30:22,685 like your legs are for walking. 1125 01:30:22,851 --> 01:30:26,555 No, I have a responsibility to let her be a Goshawk. 1126 01:30:28,691 --> 01:30:32,528 To raise a hawk and not let it hunt would be like... 1127 01:30:34,096 --> 01:30:35,931 be like not letting a child play. 1128 01:30:36,031 --> 01:30:37,399 You call it play? 1129 01:30:37,700 --> 01:30:39,468 No, I... 1130 01:30:43,005 --> 01:30:45,107 You... you claim that you're involved in 1131 01:30:45,207 --> 01:30:46,575 "an entirely natural event", 1132 01:30:46,675 --> 01:30:49,077 but all you're really doing is bringing death. 1133 01:30:49,177 --> 01:30:51,747 Well,... death's already there. 1134 01:30:52,781 --> 01:30:54,392 You know, death's everywhere. But we're just... 1135 01:30:54,416 --> 01:30:56,919 we're constantly protecting ourselves from it. 1136 01:30:57,285 --> 01:30:58,987 Do you know that every year in the UK, 1137 01:30:59,087 --> 01:31:01,323 30 million little fluffy cockerel chicks are killed 1138 01:31:01,423 --> 01:31:03,091 just because they're males and... 1139 01:31:03,191 --> 01:31:04,593 they can't lay eggs for us to eat? 1140 01:31:04,693 --> 01:31:06,328 I mean, we'd... we want to keep 1141 01:31:06,428 --> 01:31:08,163 death hidden well away, but... 1142 01:31:10,699 --> 01:31:12,568 hunting with Mabel, it's, it's... 1143 01:31:13,569 --> 01:31:16,071 it's an honest encounter with death. 1144 01:31:16,304 --> 01:31:18,016 Aren't you sorry for the rabbit at all? 1145 01:31:18,040 --> 01:31:19,880 I think Helen has already answered the question 1146 01:31:19,908 --> 01:31:20,909 about the rabbit. 1147 01:31:20,976 --> 01:31:22,277 Of course I'm sorry. 1148 01:31:24,379 --> 01:31:25,848 Of course, I'm sorry that the... 1149 01:31:25,948 --> 01:31:27,516 the rabbit's got to die. 1150 01:31:28,150 --> 01:31:30,118 Ma-Mabel's got to die. 1151 01:31:31,086 --> 01:31:33,121 I've got to die. So do you. I mean... 1152 01:31:33,889 --> 01:31:36,191 we're all going to die. It's... 1153 01:31:41,463 --> 01:31:42,631 I ca... 1154 01:34:26,494 --> 01:34:27,629 Helen? 1155 01:34:34,837 --> 01:34:36,471 Helen, can you open the door? 1156 01:34:36,571 --> 01:34:38,173 It's freezing out here. 1157 01:34:49,752 --> 01:34:50,953 Helen? 1158 01:34:55,991 --> 01:34:58,861 I went to our favourite bookstore at the market today. 1159 01:36:41,629 --> 01:36:43,932 -Hi. -Hi. 1160 01:36:44,933 --> 01:36:47,269 Is that the Hitchhiker's Guide Radio Scripts? 1161 01:36:47,569 --> 01:36:48,736 The original. 1162 01:36:49,872 --> 01:36:51,339 My God, score. 1163 01:36:52,774 --> 01:36:53,942 You want to smell it? 1164 01:36:54,042 --> 01:36:55,277 Yeah. 1165 01:36:58,947 --> 01:37:00,015 Vanilla. 1166 01:37:02,484 --> 01:37:04,086 Shall I make us some coffee? 1167 01:37:05,888 --> 01:37:06,922 Yeah. 1168 01:37:51,766 --> 01:37:53,401 How's the packing going? 1169 01:37:55,770 --> 01:37:57,305 I haven't got time to pack. 1170 01:37:58,206 --> 01:38:01,209 I've got to write the eulogy for my dad's memorial service and... 1171 01:38:01,709 --> 01:38:03,211 I've left it too late. 1172 01:38:05,847 --> 01:38:08,250 Why don't I pack, and you write? 1173 01:38:24,532 --> 01:38:25,767 It's okay. 1174 01:38:28,503 --> 01:38:30,405 It is... it's okay. 1175 01:38:34,176 --> 01:38:36,120 You know, when I was sad, my mum used to comfort me 1176 01:38:36,144 --> 01:38:38,013 with Julian of Norwich. 1177 01:38:38,713 --> 01:38:40,515 My Grandma taught it to her. 1178 01:38:41,149 --> 01:38:43,118 You know, Medieval mystic abbesses 1179 01:38:43,218 --> 01:38:46,254 who brick themselves up in towers 1180 01:38:46,354 --> 01:38:48,456 was really her thing. 1181 01:38:50,225 --> 01:38:52,627 Not that we know anyone else like that. 1182 01:38:55,597 --> 01:38:57,065 She would say, 1183 01:38:58,266 --> 01:38:59,801 "All shall be well, 1184 01:39:01,236 --> 01:39:02,971 and all shall be well, 1185 01:39:03,671 --> 01:39:06,441 and all manner of things shall be well." 1186 01:39:54,822 --> 01:39:56,258 Is that one of his? 1187 01:39:56,424 --> 01:39:58,326 -Mm-hmm. -Wow. 1188 01:40:05,767 --> 01:40:06,601 Are we ready? 1189 01:40:06,701 --> 01:40:08,936 Yep. What's in there? 1190 01:40:09,304 --> 01:40:11,005 Look what I found, you see. 1191 01:40:12,907 --> 01:40:14,942 -Oh. -H ello. 1192 01:40:15,043 --> 01:40:19,214 So tiny. So sweet. 1193 01:40:20,248 --> 01:40:21,849 Where's he going? 1194 01:40:31,826 --> 01:40:33,027 Careful, Dad. 1195 01:40:33,128 --> 01:40:34,896 No, no, no, no. 1196 01:40:35,697 --> 01:40:37,232 He's making a nest in your hair. 1197 01:40:43,438 --> 01:40:44,906 Oh, no. 1198 01:40:44,972 --> 01:40:46,374 No no no... 1199 01:40:47,342 --> 01:40:48,676 Where's he going? 1200 01:40:56,484 --> 01:40:58,553 You're safe, Dad, you're safe. 1201 01:41:01,523 --> 01:41:03,625 -Right. It's good now. -O kay. 1202 01:41:03,725 --> 01:41:05,727 -Don't touch it. -I'm not gonna touch it. 1203 01:41:06,994 --> 01:41:07,994 Ready? 1204 01:41:09,397 --> 01:41:10,865 Hold it steady now. 1205 01:41:13,034 --> 01:41:14,369 Ahh... 1206 01:41:14,902 --> 01:41:16,438 Dad! 1207 01:41:17,539 --> 01:41:19,307 How about that! Together! 1208 01:41:19,407 --> 01:41:20,875 Got it. 1209 01:41:22,910 --> 01:41:24,078 Ali Mac, 1210 01:41:25,147 --> 01:41:27,449 A.K.A. Alisdair Macdonald, 1211 01:41:27,815 --> 01:41:30,118 A.K.A. our dad, 1212 01:41:31,153 --> 01:41:32,454 quite liked bridges. 1213 01:41:36,724 --> 01:41:39,461 He tracked down and memorialised every single way 1214 01:41:39,561 --> 01:41:41,196 to cross the River Thames. 1215 01:41:42,364 --> 01:41:46,100 He got shouted at by farmers and attacked by cows, 1216 01:41:46,768 --> 01:41:49,771 but none of them could stop him from completing his mission. 1217 01:41:53,341 --> 01:41:55,477 He was a quiet man with a camera, 1218 01:41:56,411 --> 01:41:59,247 and every day he set out in search of new things. 1219 01:42:07,622 --> 01:42:10,124 He traced the courses of streets and rivers, 1220 01:42:10,758 --> 01:42:12,427 careers and lives, 1221 01:42:12,860 --> 01:42:14,996 storms and stars. 1222 01:42:20,968 --> 01:42:23,605 I always thought what Dad taught me 1223 01:42:23,805 --> 01:42:25,740 was to be detached... 1224 01:42:27,442 --> 01:42:28,576 a watcher. 1225 01:42:29,644 --> 01:42:32,146 Using the viewfinder to contain the world 1226 01:42:32,247 --> 01:42:34,148 and keep fear at bay. 1227 01:42:48,796 --> 01:42:50,932 But now, I see... 1228 01:42:52,767 --> 01:42:56,838 how passionately engaged with life Dad was. 1229 01:43:00,242 --> 01:43:01,876 Look, this happened. 1230 01:43:04,579 --> 01:43:06,214 -And this. -Aww. 1231 01:43:07,782 --> 01:43:09,317 And this. 1232 01:43:13,855 --> 01:43:15,623 Every shot a testament. 1233 01:43:17,124 --> 01:43:19,361 Reminding us not to miss a moment. 1234 01:43:21,028 --> 01:43:22,364 Not to forget. 1235 01:43:25,367 --> 01:43:27,835 I've been desperately trying not to forget. 1236 01:43:30,438 --> 01:43:32,006 He was a wonderful father... 1237 01:43:34,008 --> 01:43:37,579 with a ridiculous inability to wear anything other than a suit. 1238 01:43:40,648 --> 01:43:42,517 Um, I went with Dad to Cornwall once 1239 01:43:42,617 --> 01:43:44,752 to photograph a total eclipse. 1240 01:43:44,986 --> 01:43:46,821 And we were standing on a beach, 1241 01:43:47,522 --> 01:43:48,856 when a man, who... 1242 01:43:48,956 --> 01:43:50,658 he told us he was the reincarnation 1243 01:43:50,725 --> 01:43:52,093 of King Arthur, 1244 01:43:52,394 --> 01:43:53,695 he was wearing a silver crown 1245 01:43:53,795 --> 01:43:55,730 and wearing long white robes, 1246 01:43:56,130 --> 01:43:57,599 and he came up to Dad, 1247 01:43:57,699 --> 01:44:00,435 and he asked him, absolutely bewildered, 1248 01:44:01,235 --> 01:44:03,104 "Why are you wearing that suit?" 1249 01:44:03,805 --> 01:44:05,172 And Dad replied, 1250 01:44:05,573 --> 01:44:08,410 "Well, you never know who you're going to meet." 1251 01:44:13,648 --> 01:44:17,184 I think he was the only person in the world 1252 01:44:17,251 --> 01:44:18,886 who truly understood me. 1253 01:44:20,388 --> 01:44:21,623 And now he's gone. 1254 01:44:23,024 --> 01:44:24,459 I miss him terribly. 1255 01:44:27,662 --> 01:44:30,565 But seeing everyone here today makes me realise 1256 01:44:31,566 --> 01:44:33,601 that he was special not just to me... 1257 01:44:34,836 --> 01:44:36,270 but to all of us. 1258 01:44:37,238 --> 01:44:39,273 And that he's here with us now, 1259 01:44:40,875 --> 01:44:43,711 in our memories, and in our hearts. 1260 01:44:49,551 --> 01:44:50,652 Bless you, Dad. 1261 01:44:54,556 --> 01:44:55,923 I always knew you were a legend, 1262 01:44:56,023 --> 01:44:58,593 but it turns out that you really, really were. 1263 01:45:20,214 --> 01:45:21,282 Thank you so much. 1264 01:45:46,474 --> 01:45:49,343 Little interest or pleasure in doing things? 1265 01:45:50,612 --> 01:45:52,013 Quite often, yeah. 1266 01:45:53,114 --> 01:45:56,050 Some days? More than half the days? 1267 01:45:56,451 --> 01:45:58,152 More than half the days, yeah. 1268 01:45:59,854 --> 01:46:01,022 Poor appetite? 1269 01:46:02,590 --> 01:46:03,691 Same. 1270 01:46:04,692 --> 01:46:06,160 More than half the days? 1271 01:46:07,328 --> 01:46:08,630 Yeah, same. 1272 01:46:10,432 --> 01:46:11,999 Trouble concentrating? 1273 01:46:12,834 --> 01:46:13,835 Yeah. 1274 01:46:15,136 --> 01:46:17,371 More than half the days. 1275 01:46:20,608 --> 01:46:22,343 Feeling that you're a failure? 1276 01:46:22,977 --> 01:46:24,646 Well, that's just a matter of fact. 1277 01:46:26,113 --> 01:46:27,181 So... 1278 01:46:28,516 --> 01:46:29,884 More than half the days, yeah. 1279 01:46:33,187 --> 01:46:37,559 Taking less trouble over your appearance than formerly? 1280 01:46:38,793 --> 01:46:39,927 Um... 1281 01:46:41,062 --> 01:46:44,331 I don't know. Uh... yeah, maybe. 1282 01:46:49,637 --> 01:46:52,173 It could just be that these are rational responses 1283 01:46:52,239 --> 01:46:54,876 to the realities of my life, 1284 01:46:55,009 --> 01:46:57,011 as opposed to pathological ones. 1285 01:46:58,412 --> 01:47:03,350 No income, no job, no home, no father. 1286 01:47:04,251 --> 01:47:05,853 Are you in a relationship? 1287 01:47:06,053 --> 01:47:07,053 No. 1288 01:47:08,823 --> 01:47:10,091 I do have Mabel. 1289 01:47:10,992 --> 01:47:13,728 -Mabel is your...? -Goshawk. 1290 01:47:17,064 --> 01:47:18,966 But they're a non-affectionate species, so... 1291 01:47:34,348 --> 01:47:35,483 There you go. 1292 01:47:36,417 --> 01:47:37,985 Thanks, Mum. 1293 01:47:56,103 --> 01:47:58,239 It's time to put Mabel up to moult. 1294 01:47:59,774 --> 01:48:01,275 What does that entail? 1295 01:48:01,743 --> 01:48:04,478 Well, she loses her feathers one by one, 1296 01:48:04,579 --> 01:48:05,947 and grows news ones. 1297 01:48:06,047 --> 01:48:08,349 Gosh. Sounds like hard work. 1298 01:48:08,449 --> 01:48:09,517 Hmm. 1299 01:48:10,885 --> 01:48:12,005 She'll need peace and quiet, 1300 01:48:12,086 --> 01:48:14,021 so, a friend said that he'd have her. 1301 01:48:15,757 --> 01:48:17,358 How long will she be away? 1302 01:48:19,326 --> 01:48:20,528 Six months. 1303 01:48:21,495 --> 01:48:22,495 Oh. 1304 01:48:25,567 --> 01:48:28,636 Well, maybe that'll be a nice break for Mabel. 1305 01:48:33,274 --> 01:48:34,508 And for you. 1306 01:48:40,514 --> 01:48:42,149 The doctor says I have depression. 1307 01:48:46,520 --> 01:48:48,122 I couldn't be sorrier, Mum... 1308 01:48:50,257 --> 01:48:52,126 for putting you through so much worry. 1309 01:48:55,296 --> 01:48:56,631 That's you, Helen. 1310 01:48:57,464 --> 01:48:58,465 You... 1311 01:48:59,100 --> 01:49:00,367 you go too far. 1312 01:49:01,936 --> 01:49:03,170 But you come back. 1313 01:50:55,917 --> 01:50:57,484 Come on, slow coach. 1314 01:50:58,119 --> 01:50:59,420 I haven't got all day. 1315 01:51:00,254 --> 01:51:01,488 I'm tired. 1316 01:51:01,823 --> 01:51:03,157 It's been a long week. 1317 01:51:04,158 --> 01:51:05,259 Tired? 1318 01:51:05,727 --> 01:51:07,661 You don't know the meaning of the word. 1319 01:51:11,098 --> 01:51:13,801 I think that's a little German microlight. 1320 01:51:13,901 --> 01:51:15,436 Quick, my notebook. 1321 01:51:15,569 --> 01:51:16,804 Side pocket. 1322 01:51:18,105 --> 01:51:19,440 Write this down for me. 1323 01:51:21,976 --> 01:51:26,781 Ikarus C42. 1324 01:51:28,415 --> 01:51:31,218 You need a new notebook, Dad. This one's almost full. 1325 01:51:31,418 --> 01:51:33,487 You can get me one for my birthday. 1326 01:51:34,521 --> 01:51:36,690 I thought you wanted a book on grasshoppers. 1327 01:51:36,858 --> 01:51:38,459 Already bought it. 1328 01:51:39,360 --> 01:51:41,996 'Nymphs of the Sahelian Grasshoppers'. 1329 01:51:42,129 --> 01:51:43,530 A bit niche, isn't it? 1330 01:51:44,265 --> 01:51:46,443 Not if you live in Africa and want to protect your crops, 1331 01:51:46,467 --> 01:51:47,668 it isn't. 1332 01:51:50,772 --> 01:51:52,339 But you don't live in Africa. 1333 01:51:59,013 --> 01:52:00,347 Voila! 1334 01:52:00,982 --> 01:52:02,884 The source of the River Thames. 1335 01:52:05,552 --> 01:52:06,553 Is this it? 1336 01:52:07,654 --> 01:52:08,722 Yup. 1337 01:52:09,123 --> 01:52:10,391 But there's nothing here. 1338 01:52:11,692 --> 01:52:12,726 I know. 1339 01:52:14,295 --> 01:52:16,697 You dragged me all this way to look at a pile of stones? 1340 01:52:18,800 --> 01:52:19,867 It's underground. 1341 01:52:21,903 --> 01:52:23,270 It's incredible. 1342 01:52:24,238 --> 01:52:27,074 Thames starts as a tiny little spring, 1343 01:52:27,241 --> 01:52:29,743 way down below the earth right here. 1344 01:52:31,245 --> 01:52:32,346 Amazing. 1345 01:52:33,580 --> 01:52:35,950 I'm gonna photograph every single bridge 1346 01:52:38,519 --> 01:52:41,789 between here, all the way down to the sea. 1347 01:52:43,157 --> 01:52:44,234 That's gonna take a while, isn't it? 1348 01:52:44,258 --> 01:52:45,592 How many bridges is that? 1349 01:52:45,692 --> 01:52:47,862 Over three hundred. Can you stand over there? 1350 01:52:59,841 --> 01:53:02,209 The first bridge is not very far from here, actually. 1351 01:53:02,543 --> 01:53:03,644 Dad. 1352 01:53:04,178 --> 01:53:05,412 It won't take long. 1353 01:53:08,115 --> 01:53:10,985 That's good. Just over a wee bit. 1354 01:53:14,922 --> 01:53:16,090 Smile. 85198

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