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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:10,268 --> 00:00:11,342 Every day, 2 00:00:11,343 --> 00:00:13,014 we pass strangers around us, 3 00:00:13,015 --> 00:00:16,399 exchanging smiles, friendly nods... 4 00:00:16,400 --> 00:00:18,629 Maybe even a "merry Christmas" if we're in the spirit. 5 00:00:20,102 --> 00:00:22,689 And as we smile and greet that stranger, 6 00:00:22,690 --> 00:00:24,720 you may think to yourself, 7 00:00:24,721 --> 00:00:26,155 "I wonder what their life is like?" 8 00:00:28,185 --> 00:00:29,141 You might not even think about it 9 00:00:29,142 --> 00:00:30,414 for more than a moment, 10 00:00:30,415 --> 00:00:32,246 as your paths aren't likely to cross again... 11 00:00:34,277 --> 00:00:35,351 ...yet these complete strangers 12 00:00:35,352 --> 00:00:37,064 would find their way to one other... 13 00:00:39,254 --> 00:00:41,243 ...forming bonds that, at first, 14 00:00:41,244 --> 00:00:42,798 may seem unlikely. 15 00:00:45,624 --> 00:00:47,774 Sometimes, we discover, 16 00:00:47,775 --> 00:00:50,083 those bonds may turn out to be 17 00:00:50,084 --> 00:00:51,676 the very best kind. 18 00:01:34,199 --> 00:01:35,353 There you go! 19 00:01:35,354 --> 00:01:36,667 Are you happy now? 20 00:01:36,668 --> 00:01:37,742 I am. 21 00:01:37,743 --> 00:01:39,255 Now you can play 1/12th of "silent night". 22 00:01:39,256 --> 00:01:40,451 - Wonderful! - Mm-hmm. 23 00:01:41,645 --> 00:01:42,719 Well... 24 00:01:42,720 --> 00:01:44,192 When we meet our deadline 25 00:01:44,193 --> 00:01:48,174 and deliver these paintings to the Christmas gallery, 26 00:01:48,175 --> 00:01:50,444 then you can teach me the other 11 parts. How's that? 27 00:01:50,445 --> 00:01:51,877 I know you're worried 28 00:01:51,878 --> 00:01:54,146 about us not selling enough at the gallery to make rent, 29 00:01:54,147 --> 00:01:55,460 but... 30 00:01:55,461 --> 00:01:56,576 God will make a way. 31 00:01:58,168 --> 00:01:59,761 You're right. 32 00:02:01,075 --> 00:02:02,070 Please, god, 33 00:02:02,071 --> 00:02:03,503 let the love of my life 34 00:02:03,504 --> 00:02:06,329 come over here and help me finish these paintings. 35 00:02:06,330 --> 00:02:07,326 Amen. 36 00:02:13,935 --> 00:02:16,960 Happy first day of December, Traci! 37 00:02:16,961 --> 00:02:18,315 I got you a little something. 38 00:02:20,187 --> 00:02:22,255 Isn't it a little early for a little something? 39 00:02:22,256 --> 00:02:24,367 Thought it might liven the place up. 40 00:02:25,920 --> 00:02:27,671 There's chocolates for each day! 41 00:02:27,672 --> 00:02:28,945 That'll get you in the spirit. 42 00:02:30,260 --> 00:02:31,852 Thank you. I love it. 43 00:02:32,808 --> 00:02:34,320 Is excessive consumption of sweets 44 00:02:34,321 --> 00:02:35,356 a stage of grief? 45 00:02:35,357 --> 00:02:36,470 Because if so, 46 00:02:36,471 --> 00:02:37,466 then I am really cruising 47 00:02:37,467 --> 00:02:38,819 through that part of the process. 48 00:02:38,820 --> 00:02:40,491 All right, let's see, 49 00:02:40,492 --> 00:02:42,761 only... 50 00:02:42,762 --> 00:02:44,235 23 more chocolates until our 51 00:02:46,107 --> 00:02:48,654 ...my annual Christmas exhibition. 52 00:02:50,606 --> 00:02:51,561 Want to see what I've been working on? 53 00:02:51,562 --> 00:02:52,675 Mm! Great! 54 00:02:52,676 --> 00:02:55,105 You just wait! 55 00:02:56,140 --> 00:02:57,851 This I like to call... 56 00:02:57,852 --> 00:02:59,245 "Silent not". 57 00:02:59,246 --> 00:03:00,679 Oh, boy. 58 00:03:01,674 --> 00:03:03,067 Yeah. 59 00:03:03,068 --> 00:03:04,978 And this little, sweet gem over here 60 00:03:04,979 --> 00:03:06,252 I like to call 61 00:03:06,253 --> 00:03:09,119 "riding in a half-horse, open sleigh". 62 00:03:10,713 --> 00:03:12,543 Okay, trace, I am your best friend first 63 00:03:12,544 --> 00:03:13,977 and your manager second 64 00:03:13,978 --> 00:03:15,211 and while the manager side of me 65 00:03:15,212 --> 00:03:16,803 is a little nervous 66 00:03:16,804 --> 00:03:19,312 you won't be done for Christmas Eve, 67 00:03:19,313 --> 00:03:20,427 the friend side of me... 68 00:03:22,020 --> 00:03:23,771 ...understands. 69 00:03:23,772 --> 00:03:26,040 If you need to take another year off, take it. 70 00:03:26,041 --> 00:03:27,274 No. No. 71 00:03:27,275 --> 00:03:29,584 It's been two years, Joyce. 72 00:03:29,585 --> 00:03:30,938 I have to do this. 73 00:03:32,133 --> 00:03:33,805 I have to figure out how to work without him. 74 00:03:36,234 --> 00:03:37,905 It's just... 75 00:03:37,906 --> 00:03:39,936 We complemented each other 76 00:03:39,937 --> 00:03:41,210 in... 77 00:03:41,211 --> 00:03:42,007 Every way, you know? 78 00:03:44,356 --> 00:03:45,828 I don't know, I... 79 00:03:45,829 --> 00:03:47,302 I see potential here. 80 00:03:47,303 --> 00:03:49,134 I think you can do this. 81 00:03:50,289 --> 00:03:52,598 And I know exactly what you need to do next. 82 00:03:53,713 --> 00:03:54,827 Plant myself in front of that easel 83 00:03:54,828 --> 00:03:56,539 until I've finished my masterpiece? 84 00:03:56,540 --> 00:03:58,251 No, silly... 85 00:03:58,252 --> 00:03:59,565 Clear your mind! 86 00:03:59,566 --> 00:04:00,919 I'm taking you Christmas shopping! 87 00:04:00,920 --> 00:04:01,954 - No! - Yup! 88 00:04:01,955 --> 00:04:04,184 Yes! 100%! 89 00:04:04,185 --> 00:04:05,180 Can't be sad at the Christmas market. 90 00:04:05,181 --> 00:04:06,294 It's illegal. 91 00:04:13,700 --> 00:04:14,894 You've just had too much. 92 00:04:14,895 --> 00:04:16,886 I can't help myself. 93 00:04:17,642 --> 00:04:18,638 Hey! 94 00:04:18,639 --> 00:04:20,906 You guys are still here? 95 00:04:20,907 --> 00:04:23,216 Well, we were chatting after the meeting as usual... 96 00:04:23,217 --> 00:04:24,489 Which then turned into 97 00:04:24,490 --> 00:04:25,923 us getting a three-hour hot chocolate together... 98 00:04:25,924 --> 00:04:27,117 ...which then ended 99 00:04:27,118 --> 00:04:28,869 in me realizing I forgot my scarf at church, 100 00:04:28,870 --> 00:04:30,024 so we came back here to get it. 101 00:04:30,025 --> 00:04:31,338 I see. 102 00:04:31,339 --> 00:04:33,050 That's when we noticed our beloved leader 103 00:04:33,051 --> 00:04:34,562 working away here! 104 00:04:34,563 --> 00:04:35,638 You need help? 105 00:04:35,639 --> 00:04:36,912 No, no, no. You guys, no. 106 00:04:36,913 --> 00:04:38,027 Look, I've got it covered. 107 00:04:38,028 --> 00:04:39,619 I think I'm ready to deliver these boxes 108 00:04:39,620 --> 00:04:40,695 to the women's shelter, 109 00:04:40,696 --> 00:04:41,452 and children's hospital youth center 110 00:04:41,453 --> 00:04:42,526 so I'm good. 111 00:04:42,527 --> 00:04:43,523 Hey, Mike, I have a question. 112 00:04:43,524 --> 00:04:44,716 Are you the real Santa Claus? 113 00:04:44,717 --> 00:04:46,428 Give us your best "ho-ho-ho". 114 00:04:46,429 --> 00:04:48,219 Ho-ho-ho, Justin! 115 00:04:48,220 --> 00:04:49,137 Oh, but that wasn't a no. 116 00:04:49,138 --> 00:04:50,171 No, no. 117 00:04:50,172 --> 00:04:51,962 Listen I appreciate the offer, 118 00:04:51,963 --> 00:04:53,197 I do, 119 00:04:53,198 --> 00:04:54,074 but I really would like to deliver these solo, 120 00:04:54,075 --> 00:04:55,267 if I could. 121 00:04:55,268 --> 00:04:56,780 All right. 122 00:04:56,781 --> 00:04:58,332 But... 123 00:04:58,333 --> 00:05:00,801 Promise us that you will also do something for yourself. 124 00:05:00,802 --> 00:05:03,630 You spend all your time helping everyone else. 125 00:05:04,545 --> 00:05:06,654 I know I do, and I will, okay? 126 00:05:06,655 --> 00:05:07,729 Okay. 127 00:05:07,730 --> 00:05:08,844 Now... 128 00:05:08,845 --> 00:05:09,800 I love you guys, but... 129 00:05:09,800 --> 00:05:10,796 Let's go! Out! 130 00:05:10,797 --> 00:05:11,910 Okay! We're going! 131 00:05:11,911 --> 00:05:13,383 We're going, we're going. 132 00:05:13,384 --> 00:05:14,578 - See ya. - See ya later. 133 00:05:27,837 --> 00:05:28,952 Here we go. 134 00:05:30,107 --> 00:05:31,220 Ah, yes. 135 00:05:31,221 --> 00:05:34,048 Come on! Pick any one you want, my treat! 136 00:05:34,049 --> 00:05:35,282 All right, um... 137 00:05:35,283 --> 00:05:36,755 Ooh! How about that one? 138 00:05:36,756 --> 00:05:37,752 Hmm. 139 00:05:38,826 --> 00:05:40,060 - Oh! - Oh, I'm sorry! 140 00:05:40,061 --> 00:05:41,214 No, no, no, no! You take it! 141 00:05:41,215 --> 00:05:42,250 Please, I insist. 142 00:05:42,251 --> 00:05:44,319 You touched it one second before me, 143 00:05:44,320 --> 00:05:45,355 so, technically, you had dibs. 144 00:05:45,356 --> 00:05:46,629 Oh. 145 00:05:46,630 --> 00:05:48,341 So those are the rules for "dibs" then, huh? 146 00:05:48,342 --> 00:05:49,456 I don't make the rules, 147 00:05:49,457 --> 00:05:50,572 I do enforce them. 148 00:05:51,567 --> 00:05:53,319 - Thank you. - Yeah. 149 00:05:54,394 --> 00:05:55,946 Two strangers insisting the other gets what they want 150 00:05:55,947 --> 00:05:57,578 certainly beats the alternative this time of year, huh? 151 00:05:57,579 --> 00:05:59,489 Oh, you... 152 00:05:59,490 --> 00:06:01,082 You should have seen the tug-of-war I witnessed 153 00:06:01,083 --> 00:06:02,913 between two moms and a toy car on black Friday. 154 00:06:02,914 --> 00:06:04,507 I can only imagine. 155 00:06:04,508 --> 00:06:05,423 Brutal. 156 00:06:08,449 --> 00:06:09,722 You know, you take this. 157 00:06:09,723 --> 00:06:10,639 What? 158 00:06:10,640 --> 00:06:11,952 You can have it. I... 159 00:06:11,953 --> 00:06:13,465 I... 160 00:06:13,466 --> 00:06:14,938 I have to go. Yeah. 161 00:06:14,939 --> 00:06:16,611 Have a nice day. 162 00:06:23,500 --> 00:06:24,335 What was that all about? 163 00:06:25,609 --> 00:06:26,525 He looks familiar. 164 00:06:27,879 --> 00:06:30,506 I think he goes to the church that Greg and I went to. 165 00:06:30,507 --> 00:06:31,980 - Grace community? - Yeah. 166 00:06:33,095 --> 00:06:34,289 My memory's fuzzy, 167 00:06:34,290 --> 00:06:36,041 but I think he led a support group there. 168 00:06:38,151 --> 00:06:40,460 Of course, I haven't been back since... 169 00:06:42,212 --> 00:06:46,154 You know, when my aunt passed away a few years back, 170 00:06:46,155 --> 00:06:48,821 I went to a grief-support group at a local church. 171 00:06:48,822 --> 00:06:50,892 It really helped me. 172 00:06:52,167 --> 00:06:52,963 There's just something special 173 00:06:52,964 --> 00:06:54,475 about healing alongside others 174 00:06:54,476 --> 00:06:55,948 who are going through the same thing. 175 00:06:55,949 --> 00:06:57,938 And look! 176 00:06:57,939 --> 00:06:58,895 Grace has one, too! 177 00:07:01,802 --> 00:07:03,154 Thank you. 178 00:07:03,155 --> 00:07:04,310 I just don't think it's my thing. 179 00:07:04,311 --> 00:07:05,464 I don't. 180 00:07:05,465 --> 00:07:08,411 Besides, I'm feeling like my old self again! 181 00:07:08,412 --> 00:07:09,445 Yeah! 182 00:07:09,446 --> 00:07:11,716 Joy! Happiness! Fun! 183 00:07:12,513 --> 00:07:13,905 Boop-boop-boop! 184 00:07:15,737 --> 00:07:16,812 I'm not fooling anyone, am I? 185 00:07:17,967 --> 00:07:19,599 Who knows. 186 00:07:19,600 --> 00:07:22,188 Maybe it will help you move past this "painter block". 187 00:07:23,223 --> 00:07:24,575 I'll take this one. 188 00:07:24,576 --> 00:07:25,690 How's that? 189 00:07:25,691 --> 00:07:26,845 It's gorgeous. We'll take it. 190 00:07:26,846 --> 00:07:28,397 All right. Thank you. 191 00:07:28,398 --> 00:07:29,354 Here you go. 192 00:07:30,867 --> 00:07:32,220 Made your favorite 193 00:07:32,221 --> 00:07:34,410 pancakes, Christmas-style, 194 00:07:34,411 --> 00:07:36,681 with red and green sprinkles. 195 00:07:38,592 --> 00:07:41,338 Dad, you do know I'm not five years old anymore, right? 196 00:07:42,215 --> 00:07:43,249 Well, you know what... 197 00:07:44,285 --> 00:07:45,598 ...they actually still do the trick. 198 00:07:45,599 --> 00:07:46,554 Thank you. 199 00:07:47,709 --> 00:07:49,102 How's the Christmas painting coming along? 200 00:07:49,103 --> 00:07:52,446 Well, it's not exactly coming along quite yet. 201 00:07:52,447 --> 00:07:54,199 There is clearly something missing. 202 00:07:57,185 --> 00:07:58,578 Well... 203 00:07:58,579 --> 00:08:00,329 We think it is so admirable 204 00:08:00,330 --> 00:08:01,444 that you're choosing to carry on 205 00:08:01,445 --> 00:08:04,709 the work that you two shared together. 206 00:08:04,710 --> 00:08:07,815 Maybe you just need a little inspiration? 207 00:08:07,816 --> 00:08:09,925 My childhood art projects? 208 00:08:09,926 --> 00:08:11,438 Where did you dig these up? 209 00:08:11,439 --> 00:08:12,435 I found them 210 00:08:12,435 --> 00:08:13,271 when I was cleaning the other day. 211 00:08:13,272 --> 00:08:14,544 Do you remember 212 00:08:14,545 --> 00:08:15,978 the very first art show that you put on for us? 213 00:08:15,979 --> 00:08:17,689 Yes, I was about the same age 214 00:08:17,690 --> 00:08:19,243 as when you used to make me these pancakes. 215 00:08:21,035 --> 00:08:22,707 Look, it's Freddy Teddy. 216 00:08:23,902 --> 00:08:24,936 Do you remember Freddy Teddy? 217 00:08:24,937 --> 00:08:26,449 I remember Freddy Teddy. 218 00:08:26,450 --> 00:08:29,157 I stood in line for hours for a "Freddy Teddy". 219 00:08:30,072 --> 00:08:31,625 This is not bad for a kid. 220 00:08:31,626 --> 00:08:32,541 - Not bad at all. - No. 221 00:08:32,542 --> 00:08:33,695 Try to remember 222 00:08:33,696 --> 00:08:35,248 why you became an artist in the first place. 223 00:08:35,249 --> 00:08:37,318 To make people feel something special. 224 00:08:37,319 --> 00:08:39,270 And isn't that what brought you and Greg together? 225 00:08:45,084 --> 00:08:46,316 I'm sorry, trace. 226 00:08:46,317 --> 00:08:47,273 I didn't mean to 227 00:08:47,274 --> 00:08:49,423 no, no, no, no, no. 228 00:08:49,424 --> 00:08:50,936 Dad, it's... 229 00:08:50,937 --> 00:08:53,205 It's okay. 230 00:08:53,206 --> 00:08:55,834 Just some memories just hit harder than others. 231 00:08:57,267 --> 00:08:59,018 Well, don't forget that we are here for you. 232 00:09:00,293 --> 00:09:01,884 We are so... 233 00:09:01,885 --> 00:09:04,393 Blessed... 234 00:09:04,394 --> 00:09:06,384 That we're your parents. 235 00:09:07,301 --> 00:09:11,362 And I am so lucky to be your daughter. 236 00:09:43,493 --> 00:09:44,687 Are you copying me? 237 00:09:46,320 --> 00:09:47,275 - Oh... - I'm gonna tell the teacher. 238 00:09:47,276 --> 00:09:49,703 No, no. I was... 239 00:09:49,704 --> 00:09:52,410 Admiring the colors and the detail. 240 00:09:52,411 --> 00:09:53,606 It's a lot better than mine. 241 00:09:54,880 --> 00:09:55,835 I don't know. 242 00:09:55,836 --> 00:09:57,030 I think you're in good shape. 243 00:09:57,031 --> 00:09:58,543 Aw, thank you. I work out. 244 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:04,594 I'm Greg. 245 00:10:04,595 --> 00:10:06,148 Traci. 246 00:10:36,248 --> 00:10:37,602 Traci Fremont! 247 00:10:39,872 --> 00:10:41,304 Patricia. 248 00:10:41,305 --> 00:10:42,657 It's been a while. 249 00:10:42,658 --> 00:10:44,252 Yes! Oh! 250 00:10:46,163 --> 00:10:48,431 It's so good to have you back for the gallery this Christmas! 251 00:10:48,432 --> 00:10:49,866 We really missed you last year. 252 00:10:51,139 --> 00:10:52,332 Now, Joyce said 253 00:10:52,333 --> 00:10:53,726 she was working on the press release. How is 254 00:10:53,727 --> 00:10:54,683 press release? 255 00:10:56,475 --> 00:10:57,828 Um... I thought you knew. 256 00:10:58,983 --> 00:11:00,017 You are committed, right? 257 00:11:00,018 --> 00:11:02,685 No. Yes, yes, yes! I am. Yes. 258 00:11:02,686 --> 00:11:03,642 Sorry, it just... 259 00:11:04,996 --> 00:11:07,345 Listen, if you're still not ready... 260 00:11:08,459 --> 00:11:09,494 I am. I am. 261 00:11:09,495 --> 00:11:10,649 I just... 262 00:11:12,043 --> 00:11:13,873 I need to make a call. 263 00:11:13,874 --> 00:11:15,705 - Okay. - Okay. 264 00:11:28,407 --> 00:11:29,959 Joyce, hey. 265 00:11:29,960 --> 00:11:32,548 I was thinking about our conversation at the market. 266 00:11:33,623 --> 00:11:34,936 What time is that next meeting? 267 00:11:53,013 --> 00:11:55,361 - What's her name? - Traci, I think. 268 00:11:55,362 --> 00:11:56,515 Yeah, I think so. 269 00:11:56,516 --> 00:11:57,830 So we'll just wait. 270 00:11:57,831 --> 00:11:58,865 Hey, there she is. Hey! 271 00:11:58,866 --> 00:12:00,020 Hey. 272 00:12:00,021 --> 00:12:00,936 You... you must be Traci. 273 00:12:00,937 --> 00:12:02,289 I am. 274 00:12:02,290 --> 00:12:05,155 We got your email about possibly joining the group. 275 00:12:05,156 --> 00:12:06,509 I'm sorry. You look extremely familiar to me. 276 00:12:06,510 --> 00:12:07,506 Have we met? 277 00:12:07,507 --> 00:12:09,297 At the Christmas market. 278 00:12:09,298 --> 00:12:10,451 Remember the ornament? 279 00:12:10,452 --> 00:12:11,407 Oh, yes! That's right. Yeah. 280 00:12:11,408 --> 00:12:12,481 Yeah. 281 00:12:12,482 --> 00:12:14,074 That's very... Very funny. 282 00:12:14,075 --> 00:12:15,986 Please! Come on, join us. 283 00:12:15,987 --> 00:12:16,981 Have a seat. 284 00:12:18,375 --> 00:12:19,292 My name is Michael. 285 00:12:19,293 --> 00:12:20,763 I'm sort of 286 00:12:20,764 --> 00:12:22,236 the fearless leader of our little group here. 287 00:12:22,237 --> 00:12:23,233 Mostly fearless 288 00:12:23,234 --> 00:12:24,586 except when he sees a spider. 289 00:12:24,587 --> 00:12:25,621 Okay, come on. 290 00:12:25,622 --> 00:12:26,656 You should've seen him the other day... 291 00:12:26,657 --> 00:12:27,215 He jumped, like, three feet in the air! 292 00:12:27,216 --> 00:12:28,448 Okay, well, yes 293 00:12:28,449 --> 00:12:29,722 and I only did that once 294 00:12:29,723 --> 00:12:30,956 because the spider was really big. 295 00:12:30,957 --> 00:12:32,430 It was about, like, that. 296 00:12:36,412 --> 00:12:37,804 So, this is this is everybody? 297 00:12:37,805 --> 00:12:39,477 Yes. No, it's... 298 00:12:39,478 --> 00:12:40,393 Yeah, this is everybody. 299 00:12:40,394 --> 00:12:41,826 We're kind of small but mighty! 300 00:12:41,827 --> 00:12:42,822 Right, you guys? 301 00:12:42,823 --> 00:12:44,374 I'll introduce you. This is Ethel. 302 00:12:44,375 --> 00:12:45,250 Hello. 303 00:12:45,251 --> 00:12:46,445 We have Regina here. 304 00:12:46,446 --> 00:12:47,401 - Hi. - Hi. 305 00:12:47,402 --> 00:12:48,635 And Justin. 306 00:12:48,636 --> 00:12:49,591 Hi! 307 00:12:49,592 --> 00:12:50,704 Hi. 308 00:12:50,705 --> 00:12:52,855 So, what do you say we get started, huh? 309 00:12:52,856 --> 00:12:53,851 Traci, before every session, 310 00:12:53,852 --> 00:12:55,205 we like to bow our heads in prayer. 311 00:12:59,824 --> 00:13:01,893 Dear god, 312 00:13:01,894 --> 00:13:02,968 I want to thank you 313 00:13:02,969 --> 00:13:04,401 for bringing us all together tonight. 314 00:13:04,402 --> 00:13:05,755 The team handling his surgery 315 00:13:05,756 --> 00:13:06,871 is the best there is. 316 00:13:08,184 --> 00:13:09,299 So there's hope? 317 00:13:10,574 --> 00:13:12,166 In his case, in particular... 318 00:13:13,361 --> 00:13:14,196 ...it's a risky procedure. 319 00:13:15,590 --> 00:13:17,860 I'd be doing you a disservice if I gave you false hope. 320 00:13:20,408 --> 00:13:21,642 But we've prayed. 321 00:13:22,717 --> 00:13:25,981 Me, our church, family, and friends, 322 00:13:25,982 --> 00:13:26,898 we've prayed. 323 00:13:28,172 --> 00:13:29,486 He'll be okay. 324 00:13:31,875 --> 00:13:33,586 - Amen. - Amen! 325 00:13:33,587 --> 00:13:34,661 I'm really sorry, everyone. 326 00:13:34,662 --> 00:13:35,936 I, um... 327 00:13:38,285 --> 00:13:39,162 It was nice meeting you. 328 00:13:46,368 --> 00:13:47,443 Traci! Traci! 329 00:13:50,469 --> 00:13:51,583 Are you okay? 330 00:13:51,584 --> 00:13:52,579 No. 331 00:13:52,580 --> 00:13:53,972 No, I am... 332 00:13:54,928 --> 00:13:56,042 I thought I was ready. 333 00:13:56,043 --> 00:13:57,196 I'm not. 334 00:13:57,197 --> 00:13:58,870 Look, the hardest part is just showing up. 335 00:13:59,865 --> 00:14:01,059 Okay? 336 00:14:01,060 --> 00:14:02,095 We just want you to feel welcome here, that's all. 337 00:14:03,249 --> 00:14:04,363 Thank you. 338 00:14:04,364 --> 00:14:05,797 Thank you, but... 339 00:14:08,425 --> 00:14:09,898 ...I can't. I can't. 340 00:14:25,268 --> 00:14:26,661 Okay... 341 00:14:30,882 --> 00:14:31,956 Good work, partner. 342 00:14:31,957 --> 00:14:33,907 Thank you. 343 00:14:33,908 --> 00:14:35,540 Hey, what do you say we donate this one? 344 00:14:36,575 --> 00:14:37,690 Yeah. 'It's the season. 345 00:14:39,402 --> 00:14:40,436 God provided for us 346 00:14:40,437 --> 00:14:41,512 and now we get to bless someone else. 347 00:14:42,508 --> 00:14:43,822 I love it. 348 00:14:44,578 --> 00:14:45,851 I'm lucky... 349 00:14:45,852 --> 00:14:47,045 That you said yes to that hot chocolate 350 00:14:47,046 --> 00:14:48,240 all those years ago. 351 00:14:48,241 --> 00:14:49,355 Oh, ho, ho. 352 00:14:49,356 --> 00:14:50,351 You're just lucky that place 353 00:14:50,352 --> 00:14:51,864 was stocked full of marshmallows. 354 00:14:53,656 --> 00:14:55,964 I'm just glad we get to do this for the rest of our lives. 355 00:14:55,965 --> 00:14:57,120 Mm-hmm. 356 00:14:58,832 --> 00:15:00,106 Mm-hmm. 357 00:15:21,168 --> 00:15:22,085 Excuse me. 358 00:15:22,086 --> 00:15:24,074 Oh! 359 00:15:24,075 --> 00:15:25,111 Oops. 360 00:15:26,424 --> 00:15:27,420 It's okay. 361 00:15:27,421 --> 00:15:29,172 I have a thousand of these shirts. 362 00:15:30,485 --> 00:15:31,362 Do not worry about anything, okay? 363 00:15:31,363 --> 00:15:32,515 It was my fault. 364 00:15:32,516 --> 00:15:33,550 I shouldn't have snuck up on you like that 365 00:15:33,551 --> 00:15:35,700 especially when you were in the zone. 366 00:15:35,701 --> 00:15:37,771 - Oh... - Do you paint? 367 00:15:37,772 --> 00:15:38,925 - I do. - Wow, really? 368 00:15:38,926 --> 00:15:40,000 Yeah. 369 00:15:40,001 --> 00:15:41,076 That's fabulous, because I could... 370 00:15:41,077 --> 00:15:43,026 Use your expertise, if you don't mind. 371 00:15:43,027 --> 00:15:46,212 I'm looking for the right paint for toy wooden trains. 372 00:15:46,213 --> 00:15:47,327 Toy wooden trains? 373 00:15:47,328 --> 00:15:48,680 Yeah, yeah. 374 00:15:48,681 --> 00:15:49,358 It's something the group does every year at Christmas. 375 00:15:49,359 --> 00:15:50,711 Oh. 376 00:15:50,712 --> 00:15:52,264 This year, we're providing toys to the youth center 377 00:15:52,265 --> 00:15:53,260 so they can decorate. 378 00:15:53,261 --> 00:15:54,692 Do our work and stuff like that. 379 00:15:54,693 --> 00:15:56,365 - That's really sweet. - Thank you. 380 00:15:56,366 --> 00:15:58,634 It kinda even sounds like... 381 00:15:58,635 --> 00:16:00,426 - Fun? - Fun. 382 00:16:00,427 --> 00:16:01,342 - Fun! - Yeah. 383 00:16:01,343 --> 00:16:02,854 No, it's a lot of fun, actually. 384 00:16:02,855 --> 00:16:03,692 We like to mix things up. 385 00:16:03,693 --> 00:16:05,004 I mean... 386 00:16:05,005 --> 00:16:05,882 Talking in a circle is just one of the things we do, 387 00:16:05,883 --> 00:16:06,997 but... yeah. 388 00:16:08,589 --> 00:16:10,022 - Quick recommendation? - Sure! 389 00:16:10,023 --> 00:16:11,455 - Yes, are you kidding? Please. - Okay. Great. 390 00:16:11,456 --> 00:16:15,675 Um, I would recommend the non-toxic acrylic. 391 00:16:15,676 --> 00:16:16,591 Okay. 392 00:16:16,592 --> 00:16:18,224 Especially since it's kids, right? 393 00:16:18,225 --> 00:16:20,214 They have every color imaginable. 394 00:16:20,215 --> 00:16:21,289 I'll just pull some for you. 395 00:16:21,290 --> 00:16:22,643 Ah, this is amazing. Thank you so much. 396 00:16:22,644 --> 00:16:24,196 Of course! Green, Christmas. 397 00:16:24,197 --> 00:16:25,509 Okay... 398 00:16:25,510 --> 00:16:26,824 It's kind of funny 399 00:16:26,825 --> 00:16:27,938 that we just bumped into each other again like this. 400 00:16:27,939 --> 00:16:29,292 You know, at first, the market, 401 00:16:29,293 --> 00:16:30,646 then group, then here. 402 00:16:30,647 --> 00:16:31,961 Ooh! Nice catch. 403 00:16:32,916 --> 00:16:34,270 Well, they do say third time's a charm. 404 00:16:35,464 --> 00:16:36,697 Except that not so lucky. 405 00:16:36,698 --> 00:16:38,012 Yeah, well... 406 00:16:38,013 --> 00:16:39,724 You know, people do say it's either luck, or fate, 407 00:16:39,725 --> 00:16:41,237 or god. 408 00:16:41,238 --> 00:16:43,546 Or a complete coincidence. 409 00:16:43,547 --> 00:16:44,820 Thank you. 410 00:16:44,821 --> 00:16:47,050 Well, I don't really believe in coincidences, so. 411 00:16:47,927 --> 00:16:49,082 - Uh, hey? - Yeah? 412 00:16:50,435 --> 00:16:53,023 I just wanted to apologize again for the other night. 413 00:16:54,894 --> 00:16:56,924 To be honest... 414 00:16:56,925 --> 00:16:58,080 Prayer is tough for me. 415 00:16:59,194 --> 00:17:00,308 I don't know 416 00:17:00,309 --> 00:17:01,265 what I was expecting walking into a church. 417 00:17:02,101 --> 00:17:03,016 Hey, it's okay. 418 00:17:03,017 --> 00:17:04,570 It's fine, it's fine. 419 00:17:05,605 --> 00:17:07,077 My offer still stands. 420 00:17:07,078 --> 00:17:09,187 You know, we'd love to have you, and no praying required, okay? 421 00:17:09,188 --> 00:17:11,098 All right? 422 00:17:11,099 --> 00:17:11,895 So, how much 423 00:17:11,896 --> 00:17:13,170 no, no, no. It's on me. 424 00:17:14,125 --> 00:17:14,882 Because that's on him. 425 00:17:15,917 --> 00:17:17,230 - Thank you very much. - Yes, of course. 426 00:17:17,231 --> 00:17:18,823 I think the blue actually does help bring out my eyes. 427 00:17:18,824 --> 00:17:19,739 What do you think? 428 00:17:23,641 --> 00:17:24,517 - Mom? - Hmm? 429 00:17:25,632 --> 00:17:27,384 What other things was I good at growing up? 430 00:17:28,738 --> 00:17:30,210 What weren't you good at! 431 00:17:30,211 --> 00:17:31,484 Math, science, 432 00:17:31,485 --> 00:17:33,994 making necklaces out of those little candies... 433 00:17:34,909 --> 00:17:36,062 A mathematician and scientist 434 00:17:36,063 --> 00:17:37,735 are probably more practical careers, 435 00:17:37,736 --> 00:17:40,044 but making candy necklaces sounds like a lot more fun. 436 00:17:40,045 --> 00:17:41,916 Uh-oh. 437 00:17:41,917 --> 00:17:42,951 Has your creative block 438 00:17:42,952 --> 00:17:44,066 progressed to the point 439 00:17:44,067 --> 00:17:45,579 where you're considering changing careers? 440 00:17:45,580 --> 00:17:49,282 It's just I kept the apartment for the art studio, 441 00:17:49,283 --> 00:17:51,552 but now I don't even want to make art, so. 442 00:17:52,548 --> 00:17:54,895 You might feel that way now, but you'll get your groove back. 443 00:17:54,896 --> 00:17:56,329 You know, it just takes time. 444 00:17:56,330 --> 00:18:01,068 Or maybe it's time I let it go. 445 00:18:03,855 --> 00:18:05,527 You know... 446 00:18:05,528 --> 00:18:09,588 Greg loved talking about your gifts, 447 00:18:09,589 --> 00:18:10,504 your compassion, 448 00:18:10,505 --> 00:18:11,618 your... 449 00:18:11,619 --> 00:18:13,489 Perseverance... 450 00:18:13,490 --> 00:18:15,203 Your knack for helping others. 451 00:18:16,835 --> 00:18:19,541 So, before you go make any big decisions, 452 00:18:19,542 --> 00:18:22,766 think about the ways that your... 453 00:18:22,767 --> 00:18:24,081 Gifts 454 00:18:24,082 --> 00:18:25,037 influence your art. 455 00:18:26,749 --> 00:18:28,301 Whoa! 456 00:18:28,302 --> 00:18:30,411 Did Michelangelo design these? 457 00:18:30,412 --> 00:18:32,163 Oh, dad. 458 00:18:32,164 --> 00:18:33,517 Hey, where are you going with those? 459 00:18:33,518 --> 00:18:35,348 Well... 460 00:18:35,349 --> 00:18:36,821 I am going to take them 461 00:18:36,822 --> 00:18:38,613 to some people... 462 00:18:38,614 --> 00:18:39,928 Who could use a little Christmas cheer. 463 00:18:43,312 --> 00:18:44,346 That looks great, Ethel. 464 00:18:44,347 --> 00:18:45,580 Thank you. 465 00:18:45,581 --> 00:18:47,770 Thank you for taking the lead on the trimmings. 466 00:18:47,771 --> 00:18:49,045 You're welcome. 467 00:18:49,046 --> 00:18:50,916 So what do you say we get started, guys? 468 00:18:50,917 --> 00:18:52,071 Huh? 469 00:18:52,072 --> 00:18:53,425 Yeah, sounds good. 470 00:18:53,426 --> 00:18:54,420 It's about time. 471 00:18:54,421 --> 00:18:55,614 All right... 472 00:18:55,615 --> 00:18:57,129 Hi. 473 00:19:02,782 --> 00:19:04,216 I brought cookies. 474 00:19:05,331 --> 00:19:07,041 I hope I don't spoil your dinner. 475 00:19:07,042 --> 00:19:08,714 Not at all. 476 00:19:08,715 --> 00:19:10,545 Justin already spoiled our dinner! 477 00:19:10,546 --> 00:19:12,298 But we always have room for more. 478 00:19:13,731 --> 00:19:14,845 Well... 479 00:19:14,846 --> 00:19:17,512 Technically, they are "apology cookies". 480 00:19:17,513 --> 00:19:18,627 I am 481 00:19:18,628 --> 00:19:20,658 I'm really sorry for running out. 482 00:19:20,659 --> 00:19:22,012 No need to apologize, dear. 483 00:19:22,013 --> 00:19:23,884 We're just happy you came back! 484 00:19:23,885 --> 00:19:26,631 This group is all about second chances. 485 00:19:26,632 --> 00:19:28,979 Yeah, and third chances, fourth chances... 486 00:19:28,980 --> 00:19:29,936 However many it takes. 487 00:19:29,937 --> 00:19:32,244 Yeah. 488 00:19:32,245 --> 00:19:34,991 So, since this is Traci's official first meeting, 489 00:19:34,992 --> 00:19:35,988 I'd like to remind everybody 490 00:19:35,989 --> 00:19:38,098 this is a judgment-free zone here. 491 00:19:38,099 --> 00:19:39,371 Speak freely, honestly, 492 00:19:39,372 --> 00:19:40,328 but only if you're led, 493 00:19:40,328 --> 00:19:41,164 and keep in mind 494 00:19:41,165 --> 00:19:42,755 that whatever is said here... 495 00:19:42,756 --> 00:19:44,668 Stays here. Okay? 496 00:19:45,584 --> 00:19:47,613 I thought we'd start with some check-ins. 497 00:19:47,614 --> 00:19:49,046 Let's have a seat, shall we? 498 00:19:49,047 --> 00:19:50,083 Okay. 499 00:19:54,742 --> 00:19:57,368 I took a trip down to the Christmas market, 500 00:19:57,369 --> 00:20:01,550 where Ron and I used to play Santa and Mrs. Claus. 501 00:20:03,461 --> 00:20:05,531 I didn't stay for very long, 502 00:20:05,532 --> 00:20:07,402 but I... 503 00:20:07,403 --> 00:20:09,910 I did manage to sit with the discomfort 504 00:20:09,911 --> 00:20:10,867 for a little while. 505 00:20:10,867 --> 00:20:11,742 That's good, 506 00:20:11,743 --> 00:20:13,454 because I know that you and Ron 507 00:20:13,455 --> 00:20:14,727 have shared a lot of memories there. 508 00:20:14,728 --> 00:20:16,839 So many happy ones. 509 00:20:20,104 --> 00:20:23,527 Ron was the best Santa in the whole world. 510 00:20:23,528 --> 00:20:24,602 We married later in life, 511 00:20:24,603 --> 00:20:26,473 so we never had any kids of our own. 512 00:20:26,474 --> 00:20:27,628 But one year, 513 00:20:27,629 --> 00:20:30,216 Ron had the idea to volunteer as Santa. 514 00:20:30,217 --> 00:20:31,251 ...definitely on the nice list. 515 00:20:31,252 --> 00:20:33,084 He already had the look down pat. 516 00:20:34,597 --> 00:20:37,622 Santa sees a toy truck in your future. 517 00:20:37,623 --> 00:20:38,539 Oh! 518 00:20:39,654 --> 00:20:41,604 What would I do without you, Mrs. Claus? 519 00:20:43,755 --> 00:20:44,670 Plus the occasional kid 520 00:20:44,671 --> 00:20:45,943 that would tug on his beard 521 00:20:45,944 --> 00:20:48,412 to make sure he was the real Santa. 522 00:20:48,413 --> 00:20:50,402 Yeah. 523 00:20:50,403 --> 00:20:51,757 His beard was real. It was real. 524 00:20:52,991 --> 00:20:54,942 My husband passed away a couple of years ago, 525 00:20:54,943 --> 00:20:56,018 and... 526 00:20:57,292 --> 00:20:58,844 ...life has not been the same since then, but... 527 00:21:00,836 --> 00:21:02,388 ...the passing of time helps. 528 00:21:03,343 --> 00:21:06,250 Especially when you're surrounded by loved ones. 529 00:21:07,166 --> 00:21:08,161 Thank you. 530 00:21:08,162 --> 00:21:09,196 Thank you! 531 00:21:10,192 --> 00:21:11,385 Thank you. Yeah. 532 00:21:11,386 --> 00:21:12,382 May I actually go next? 533 00:21:12,382 --> 00:21:13,337 Of course. 534 00:21:13,338 --> 00:21:14,730 Yeah, I... 535 00:21:14,731 --> 00:21:16,203 I was supposed to stop by my parents' house 536 00:21:16,204 --> 00:21:17,080 the other night for dinner, 537 00:21:17,081 --> 00:21:18,154 but... 538 00:21:18,155 --> 00:21:19,308 I just told myself 539 00:21:19,309 --> 00:21:20,423 it would end in another argument. 540 00:21:20,424 --> 00:21:22,415 So I went back to the bakery, 541 00:21:22,416 --> 00:21:23,570 as usual. 542 00:21:24,804 --> 00:21:26,077 I mean, it's just... 543 00:21:26,078 --> 00:21:28,944 I think it's just where I feel closest to Nai Nai. 544 00:21:28,945 --> 00:21:30,139 Oh! Nai Nai is my grandmother. 545 00:21:31,095 --> 00:21:32,091 Yeah, I've been running her bakery 546 00:21:32,092 --> 00:21:33,443 ever since she passed away last year, 547 00:21:33,444 --> 00:21:36,070 hence our weekly sugar-rushes. 548 00:21:36,071 --> 00:21:37,902 Thank you. 549 00:21:37,903 --> 00:21:40,411 I dropped out of law school to take it over. 550 00:21:40,412 --> 00:21:42,641 And that did not go over well with my dad. 551 00:21:44,792 --> 00:21:45,945 Well, Justin, 552 00:21:45,946 --> 00:21:47,498 I know you'll patch things up with your dad. 553 00:21:47,499 --> 00:21:48,692 You will. 554 00:21:48,693 --> 00:21:50,922 When the time is right, okay? 555 00:21:50,923 --> 00:21:52,715 Thanks. I hope so. 556 00:21:54,387 --> 00:21:55,342 Regina? 557 00:21:57,334 --> 00:21:58,886 Would you like to share anything today? 558 00:22:04,023 --> 00:22:05,257 That's totally okay. 559 00:22:09,437 --> 00:22:10,552 Traci? 560 00:22:11,985 --> 00:22:13,657 And there's no pressure at all. 561 00:22:13,658 --> 00:22:14,813 I feel angry. 562 00:22:16,445 --> 00:22:17,996 Okay. 563 00:22:17,997 --> 00:22:19,829 That's all I really want to say. 564 00:22:22,815 --> 00:22:23,771 Thank you for sharing. 565 00:22:28,549 --> 00:22:29,624 Thank you, all. 566 00:22:31,575 --> 00:22:33,764 ...and the fire alarm in the kitchen was blaring. 567 00:22:33,765 --> 00:22:35,237 When the firefighters showed up, 568 00:22:35,238 --> 00:22:36,909 I was mortified. 569 00:22:36,910 --> 00:22:38,860 I mean, it was my first time baking all those pies at once. 570 00:22:38,861 --> 00:22:40,970 You know, Nai Nai trusted I could do it all on my own, 571 00:22:40,971 --> 00:22:42,882 but she probably trusted me a little too much. 572 00:22:44,753 --> 00:22:46,584 But, you know, she still gave me another chance after that, 573 00:22:46,585 --> 00:22:48,257 and that's what I loved about her. 574 00:22:48,258 --> 00:22:50,168 She she embodied the spirit of forgiveness. 575 00:22:50,169 --> 00:22:52,637 I think your Nai Nai and I would have made fast friends. 576 00:22:52,638 --> 00:22:53,553 No doubt about it. 577 00:22:56,260 --> 00:22:57,534 I... I have a question. 578 00:22:57,535 --> 00:22:58,968 Sure. 579 00:22:59,844 --> 00:23:02,471 Does talking about all this... 580 00:23:02,472 --> 00:23:03,785 Ever make you feel like 581 00:23:03,786 --> 00:23:06,453 you're just reliving the pain of the loss of them 582 00:23:06,454 --> 00:23:08,404 over and over again? 583 00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:10,753 I felt a lot of anger, too. 584 00:23:12,067 --> 00:23:14,375 It seemed like everyone was trying really hard 585 00:23:14,376 --> 00:23:15,372 to say the right thing. 586 00:23:16,367 --> 00:23:17,401 I appreciated their efforts, 587 00:23:17,402 --> 00:23:18,914 but I was so angry 588 00:23:18,915 --> 00:23:21,105 that nobody could really understand. 589 00:23:22,976 --> 00:23:23,853 They understand. 590 00:23:29,069 --> 00:23:30,183 So... 591 00:23:30,184 --> 00:23:31,536 I just want to say, before we close tonight, 592 00:23:31,537 --> 00:23:34,165 I need to discuss one small order of business. 593 00:23:35,877 --> 00:23:37,150 Now, I know we all know 594 00:23:37,151 --> 00:23:38,862 that helping others during the holiday season, 595 00:23:38,863 --> 00:23:40,853 it's a big thing of what we do here, 596 00:23:40,854 --> 00:23:43,361 so we are all volunteering at the children's youth center 597 00:23:43,362 --> 00:23:44,516 this Sunday 598 00:23:44,517 --> 00:23:45,910 for the polar express Christmas party. 599 00:23:45,911 --> 00:23:48,458 But we have to all discuss how we can contribute, so... 600 00:23:48,459 --> 00:23:49,573 I've got baked goods covered. 601 00:23:49,574 --> 00:23:50,648 Check. 602 00:23:50,649 --> 00:23:51,842 - I could bring some decorations. - Love it. 603 00:23:51,843 --> 00:23:52,917 I can handle story-telling. 604 00:23:52,918 --> 00:23:55,067 Good. Okay. 605 00:23:55,068 --> 00:23:56,460 There's one thing missing. 606 00:23:56,461 --> 00:23:58,532 We need somebody who can actually help paint toy trains. 607 00:24:01,200 --> 00:24:03,150 Man, I wish we knew somebody with that skill set... 608 00:24:10,158 --> 00:24:11,114 I will be there. 609 00:24:11,115 --> 00:24:12,745 Great! Thank you, Traci! 610 00:24:12,746 --> 00:24:13,780 Yes. 611 00:24:13,781 --> 00:24:14,777 All right, session complete. 612 00:24:14,778 --> 00:24:16,090 See you all this weekend. 613 00:24:45,355 --> 00:24:46,390 Hi. 614 00:24:46,391 --> 00:24:47,943 Hey. 615 00:24:54,155 --> 00:24:56,861 You seem... 616 00:24:56,862 --> 00:24:58,335 Happy. 617 00:24:59,569 --> 00:25:00,683 Well, why wouldn't I be? 618 00:25:00,684 --> 00:25:02,157 Look who's sitting next to me. 619 00:25:16,093 --> 00:25:17,803 Traci! Traci! 620 00:25:17,804 --> 00:25:18,721 Hey. 621 00:25:18,722 --> 00:25:20,114 Um... 622 00:25:20,115 --> 00:25:21,707 I just wanted to say I'm glad you came tonight. 623 00:25:22,662 --> 00:25:23,658 Oh... 624 00:25:23,658 --> 00:25:24,653 All right, listen. 625 00:25:24,653 --> 00:25:25,569 Hit me with it first impressions? 626 00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:29,589 Everyone was warm and welcoming. 627 00:25:29,590 --> 00:25:31,899 Sorry my contributions were a bit... 628 00:25:33,134 --> 00:25:34,407 ...minimal. 629 00:25:34,408 --> 00:25:35,482 What are you talking about? No, they weren't at all. 630 00:25:35,483 --> 00:25:36,636 There are no expectations, ever. 631 00:25:36,637 --> 00:25:38,189 - Thank you. - I mean, look at Regina. 632 00:25:38,190 --> 00:25:39,424 She's been here for, I think, a few months 633 00:25:39,425 --> 00:25:40,619 and has only said a couple of words, so. 634 00:25:41,972 --> 00:25:43,207 Everybody's at their own pace. 635 00:25:45,238 --> 00:25:46,830 So, I will see you Sunday, right? 636 00:25:47,865 --> 00:25:48,782 Paintbrush in-hand. 637 00:25:48,783 --> 00:25:50,055 Hey, I'll keep my distance then. 638 00:25:53,041 --> 00:25:54,434 I noticed... 639 00:25:54,435 --> 00:25:56,744 That you didn't share. 640 00:25:59,173 --> 00:26:00,287 Sorry? 641 00:26:00,288 --> 00:26:01,363 I don't mean to assume... 642 00:26:02,637 --> 00:26:04,031 Have you also lost someone? 643 00:26:06,817 --> 00:26:08,250 I mean... Yeah, I mean... 644 00:26:08,251 --> 00:26:09,564 You know what, you don't need to answer that. 645 00:26:09,565 --> 00:26:10,560 I should not have asked you that. 646 00:26:10,561 --> 00:26:11,634 It's okay. 647 00:26:11,635 --> 00:26:13,108 No, it's totally okay, all right? 648 00:26:14,104 --> 00:26:15,138 It's just, as the leader, 649 00:26:15,139 --> 00:26:16,453 I like to put my focus on everyone else. 650 00:26:18,045 --> 00:26:19,159 But listen, I've got to lock up. 651 00:26:19,160 --> 00:26:21,668 I'm glad you came tonight again. 652 00:26:21,669 --> 00:26:22,625 Goodnight, okay? 653 00:26:22,626 --> 00:26:24,098 Yeah. 654 00:26:26,009 --> 00:26:27,561 - I'll see you Sunday? - Yeah. 655 00:26:27,562 --> 00:26:28,597 All right! 656 00:26:41,139 --> 00:26:42,652 Trace? 657 00:26:44,484 --> 00:26:46,712 Picked you up some morning motivation! 658 00:26:46,713 --> 00:26:48,983 Peppermint mocha! 659 00:26:52,248 --> 00:26:55,073 How are you so joyful so early in the morning? 660 00:26:55,074 --> 00:26:57,105 "Joy" it's right there in my name! 661 00:26:59,016 --> 00:27:00,131 - Hi. - Hi. 662 00:27:01,285 --> 00:27:02,758 Oh! 663 00:27:02,759 --> 00:27:03,595 Oh, no, no, no, no. 664 00:27:03,596 --> 00:27:04,828 It's not there yet, it's not, 665 00:27:04,829 --> 00:27:06,740 but at least I was able to get some work done 666 00:27:06,741 --> 00:27:07,854 after last night. 667 00:27:07,855 --> 00:27:09,845 Oh! After the group, right? 668 00:27:09,846 --> 00:27:10,920 How was that? 669 00:27:10,921 --> 00:27:12,074 You know what, 670 00:27:12,075 --> 00:27:14,981 it... it wasn't horrible, actually. 671 00:27:14,982 --> 00:27:17,011 I mean, I don't know how much I'll share, 672 00:27:17,012 --> 00:27:18,086 if at all, 673 00:27:18,087 --> 00:27:19,361 but it was kind of nice 674 00:27:19,362 --> 00:27:20,635 being around people 675 00:27:20,636 --> 00:27:22,666 who understood what I was going through. 676 00:27:23,662 --> 00:27:25,493 I know, I know. You were right. 677 00:27:26,887 --> 00:27:29,553 It seems to be having a positive effect on your art. 678 00:27:29,554 --> 00:27:30,787 I mean, look 679 00:27:30,788 --> 00:27:32,022 you've gone from half-paintings 680 00:27:32,023 --> 00:27:33,336 to three-fourths of paintings! 681 00:27:33,337 --> 00:27:35,566 I think that's called deadline anxiety. 682 00:27:36,681 --> 00:27:38,194 Have you landed on a theme? 683 00:27:40,105 --> 00:27:41,220 - Ready for it? - Mm-hmm. 684 00:27:44,047 --> 00:27:45,161 "Christmas"! 685 00:27:45,162 --> 00:27:46,874 I'm gonna need a little more than that 686 00:27:46,875 --> 00:27:48,187 for the promotional materials. 687 00:27:48,188 --> 00:27:50,019 I'll keep working on it. 688 00:27:50,020 --> 00:27:52,169 Okay, well, I'll let you be. 689 00:27:52,170 --> 00:27:56,151 Remember, the artists' meet and greet is next week. 690 00:27:56,152 --> 00:27:58,141 Talking about what you're planning to present 691 00:27:58,142 --> 00:27:59,536 will really help generate some buzz. 692 00:28:00,570 --> 00:28:01,447 Greg used to do that. 693 00:28:01,448 --> 00:28:03,476 Hey... 694 00:28:03,477 --> 00:28:04,950 You're not gonna be alone up there. 695 00:28:06,344 --> 00:28:08,773 I'll be right next to you if you need me. 696 00:28:09,967 --> 00:28:11,162 Thank you. 697 00:28:12,834 --> 00:28:14,306 I'm gonna work for a few more hours, 698 00:28:14,307 --> 00:28:16,854 and then I'm gonna meet Michael at the youth center. 699 00:28:16,855 --> 00:28:18,049 Michael? 700 00:28:18,050 --> 00:28:19,761 Uh, he leads the support group, 701 00:28:19,762 --> 00:28:20,955 and we're 702 00:28:20,956 --> 00:28:21,952 we're volunteering at the youth center today. 703 00:28:21,953 --> 00:28:22,986 Great. 704 00:28:22,987 --> 00:28:24,180 Oh, wait 705 00:28:24,181 --> 00:28:25,295 he's the guy, 706 00:28:25,296 --> 00:28:26,489 the one from the market, 707 00:28:26,490 --> 00:28:27,446 with the ornament. 708 00:28:27,447 --> 00:28:28,719 The handsome one 709 00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:30,551 who got all shy around you like a boy with a crush? 710 00:28:30,552 --> 00:28:32,860 I think we're remembering that moment differently, 711 00:28:32,861 --> 00:28:33,975 but yes. 712 00:28:33,976 --> 00:28:35,608 Mm-hmm. 713 00:28:35,609 --> 00:28:36,604 What are the odds 714 00:28:36,605 --> 00:28:37,997 you'd bump into him at the market? 715 00:28:41,421 --> 00:28:44,129 Maybe that divine meeting was just meant to be. 716 00:28:45,682 --> 00:28:46,955 I don't know that I really believe 717 00:28:46,956 --> 00:28:49,224 that anything is "meant to be" anymore. 718 00:28:49,225 --> 00:28:50,778 But you know what I do believe in? 719 00:28:50,779 --> 00:28:51,734 Hmm? 720 00:28:51,735 --> 00:28:52,967 - Coffee. - Coffee! 721 00:28:52,968 --> 00:28:54,163 - Coffee. - Coffee. 722 00:29:22,313 --> 00:29:24,063 Amazing, guys! 723 00:29:24,064 --> 00:29:25,496 Yes! Yes! 724 00:29:25,497 --> 00:29:26,811 Take five, guys. I appreciate that. 725 00:29:26,812 --> 00:29:28,403 Thank you, thank you. 726 00:29:28,404 --> 00:29:29,519 All right. 727 00:29:30,992 --> 00:29:32,386 Regina! Hey! 728 00:29:33,938 --> 00:29:34,854 Hi. 729 00:29:36,049 --> 00:29:37,163 Any chance we'll see you back up here 730 00:29:37,164 --> 00:29:38,477 one of these Sundays, or? 731 00:29:39,513 --> 00:29:40,508 Maybe. 732 00:29:40,509 --> 00:29:43,215 The choir isn't the same without you. 733 00:29:44,649 --> 00:29:45,764 I miss you. 734 00:29:48,909 --> 00:29:50,063 We miss you! 735 00:29:53,607 --> 00:29:54,523 And I know she would love to hear you 736 00:29:54,524 --> 00:29:55,758 up there again, too. 737 00:30:00,734 --> 00:30:01,690 I'll... I'll see you soon. 738 00:30:01,690 --> 00:30:02,645 Hey... 739 00:30:07,622 --> 00:30:09,493 All right, y'all. 740 00:30:09,494 --> 00:30:10,609 Round two! 741 00:30:17,894 --> 00:30:18,850 Hello, Michael! 742 00:30:18,851 --> 00:30:20,521 Denise, hey! 743 00:30:20,522 --> 00:30:21,915 Merry Christmas. 744 00:30:21,916 --> 00:30:22,990 So, listen, I've got clothes, 745 00:30:22,991 --> 00:30:24,742 I've got books, I've got toys galore. 746 00:30:24,743 --> 00:30:26,175 Well, on behalf of me and the kids, 747 00:30:26,176 --> 00:30:27,689 it's always very much appreciated. 748 00:30:27,690 --> 00:30:29,082 Well, I appreciate you. 749 00:30:29,083 --> 00:30:31,232 Um, I've got to get all of these boxes in there 750 00:30:31,233 --> 00:30:32,466 before the group arrives, so. 751 00:30:32,467 --> 00:30:34,297 - Hey. - Yeah? 752 00:30:34,298 --> 00:30:36,885 I'm a little worried about you. 753 00:30:36,886 --> 00:30:38,796 Yeah, I'm doing fine. 754 00:30:38,797 --> 00:30:40,111 I'm fine. No. 755 00:30:40,112 --> 00:30:41,703 I'm just trying to help out wherever there's a need. 756 00:30:41,704 --> 00:30:42,620 Just like melody did. 757 00:30:44,810 --> 00:30:46,123 I've known you and melody for years now, 758 00:30:46,124 --> 00:30:47,916 so I think I can say this... 759 00:30:49,230 --> 00:30:50,503 It seems like you're trying to atone 760 00:30:50,504 --> 00:30:52,175 for something you had no control over. 761 00:30:55,361 --> 00:30:56,754 Denise, I don't know what else to do. 762 00:30:56,755 --> 00:30:58,227 Okay? 763 00:30:58,228 --> 00:30:59,938 I know this isn't going to bring her back, 764 00:30:59,939 --> 00:31:01,970 but it definitely eases the guilt. 765 00:31:01,971 --> 00:31:03,763 You have nothing to feel guilty about. 766 00:31:06,509 --> 00:31:08,021 Well, listen... 767 00:31:08,022 --> 00:31:10,013 Would you mind helping me finish all these? 768 00:31:41,348 --> 00:31:42,860 - You're getting a workout. - Tell me about it. 769 00:31:42,861 --> 00:31:45,210 Makes up for all those weeks I skipped leg day. 770 00:31:47,918 --> 00:31:49,032 Hey, tell you what 771 00:31:49,033 --> 00:31:50,426 why don't you and I do some face painting? 772 00:31:51,421 --> 00:31:52,894 And then we give conductor Michael here 773 00:31:52,895 --> 00:31:53,850 a little bit of a break. 774 00:31:53,851 --> 00:31:55,004 What do you think? 775 00:31:55,005 --> 00:31:55,881 All right. 776 00:31:55,881 --> 00:31:56,756 All right, come on. 777 00:31:56,757 --> 00:31:57,871 One, two, three oh! 778 00:31:58,907 --> 00:32:00,060 All right, so here's the deal. 779 00:32:00,061 --> 00:32:03,644 The key is you just have to sit super still 780 00:32:03,645 --> 00:32:04,759 cookies! 781 00:32:04,760 --> 00:32:05,635 There she goes. 782 00:32:07,666 --> 00:32:08,621 There goes my subject. 783 00:32:09,856 --> 00:32:10,851 Well, you know what, I'll be your muse. 784 00:32:10,852 --> 00:32:11,966 - Yeah? - Yeah. 785 00:32:15,748 --> 00:32:17,181 - Here we go... - All right. 786 00:32:17,182 --> 00:32:18,138 Are you ready for this? 787 00:32:18,139 --> 00:32:19,292 Yeah. Make me pretty. 788 00:32:22,318 --> 00:32:23,432 All right... 789 00:32:23,433 --> 00:32:24,827 - Okay. - Okay. 790 00:32:25,742 --> 00:32:26,937 You know, you're really good with kids. 791 00:32:28,011 --> 00:32:29,166 How can you not love them? 792 00:32:29,167 --> 00:32:31,316 They inspire me to have "child-like faith". 793 00:32:33,029 --> 00:32:34,064 I guess you're right. 794 00:32:38,643 --> 00:32:39,997 All right. 795 00:32:40,912 --> 00:32:43,300 This might truly be my best work yet. 796 00:32:43,301 --> 00:32:44,415 Really? 797 00:32:44,416 --> 00:32:46,127 - I mean... yes. - Drumroll. 798 00:32:46,128 --> 00:32:47,522 Pretty amazing. 799 00:32:49,552 --> 00:32:50,468 Ta-dah! 800 00:32:50,469 --> 00:32:52,139 Oh! Wow! 801 00:32:52,140 --> 00:32:53,174 Oh, no. I'm not done. 802 00:32:53,175 --> 00:32:54,687 I'm going into vogue. 803 00:32:54,688 --> 00:32:55,684 I'm not done! 804 00:32:55,685 --> 00:32:56,718 Here we go! 805 00:32:56,719 --> 00:32:57,793 Now you're done. 806 00:32:57,794 --> 00:32:59,147 Oh, that's... 807 00:33:00,183 --> 00:33:02,451 Guys, come look at conductor Michael! 808 00:33:02,452 --> 00:33:04,601 I mean, look at this. 809 00:33:04,602 --> 00:33:06,233 - Rudolph the reindeer! - Rudolph the reindeer! 810 00:33:06,234 --> 00:33:07,589 Rudolph the reindeer! 811 00:33:20,290 --> 00:33:21,723 Those kids had a blast! 812 00:33:22,679 --> 00:33:23,712 I think the more exhausted we were, 813 00:33:23,713 --> 00:33:25,266 the more fun they had. 814 00:33:25,267 --> 00:33:26,222 That's a good way of putting it. 815 00:33:26,223 --> 00:33:27,296 I'm spent. 816 00:33:27,297 --> 00:33:28,173 Listen, guys, I want to thank you 817 00:33:28,174 --> 00:33:29,207 for your hard work today. 818 00:33:29,208 --> 00:33:31,716 It was such a special, special day. 819 00:33:31,717 --> 00:33:32,871 Good job. 820 00:33:36,057 --> 00:33:37,489 Do you want me to put it over here? 821 00:33:37,490 --> 00:33:39,083 No, let's just put all the stuff down here. 822 00:33:56,681 --> 00:33:58,949 The doctor said not to worry. 823 00:33:58,950 --> 00:34:00,902 You've got the best care in the world. 824 00:34:01,817 --> 00:34:02,932 How are you? 825 00:34:05,879 --> 00:34:07,352 Always putting others first. 826 00:34:09,183 --> 00:34:10,617 I love your big, beautiful heart. 827 00:34:12,966 --> 00:34:14,758 At least that's one part of me that's still in good shape. 828 00:34:23,278 --> 00:34:24,949 I'm gonna be home before you know it. 829 00:34:24,950 --> 00:34:27,895 We're gonna be painting... 830 00:34:27,896 --> 00:34:29,688 Eating too many Christmas cookies. 831 00:34:31,003 --> 00:34:31,958 Singing in church... 832 00:34:34,347 --> 00:34:35,780 Front row? 833 00:34:36,815 --> 00:34:38,288 Best seats in the house. 834 00:34:40,876 --> 00:34:42,987 Yeah. 835 00:35:00,068 --> 00:35:01,779 "Best seats in the house." 836 00:35:22,006 --> 00:35:24,196 - Hey, trace! - Hi! 837 00:35:25,988 --> 00:35:28,415 December 15th! 838 00:35:28,416 --> 00:35:29,530 Don't remind me. 839 00:35:29,531 --> 00:35:31,680 The gallery is neigh. 840 00:35:31,681 --> 00:35:33,153 Don't you mean "nigh"? 841 00:35:33,154 --> 00:35:36,259 I like "neigh," like the reindeer would say. 842 00:35:36,260 --> 00:35:37,495 'Tis the season, right? 843 00:35:38,848 --> 00:35:39,843 Thank you! 844 00:35:39,844 --> 00:35:42,510 Got a front-page ad for your exhibit! 845 00:35:42,511 --> 00:35:43,585 Oh, man. 846 00:35:43,586 --> 00:35:46,373 And top billing on the gallery invite. 847 00:35:47,289 --> 00:35:52,345 "Traci Fremont returns for a holiday surprise." 848 00:35:52,346 --> 00:35:53,379 You're a genius. 849 00:35:53,380 --> 00:35:55,450 It'll add intrigue, 850 00:35:55,451 --> 00:35:57,082 and give you more time to pick a theme. 851 00:35:57,083 --> 00:35:59,312 Now, don't forget, meet and greet is on Thursday. 852 00:35:59,313 --> 00:36:00,627 Think you could have it figured out by then? 853 00:36:02,140 --> 00:36:04,648 Traci Fremont return... 854 00:36:04,649 --> 00:36:06,122 Is neigh." 855 00:36:08,352 --> 00:36:09,545 - Yeah. - I'll keep working on it. 856 00:36:09,546 --> 00:36:10,541 Okay. 857 00:36:18,783 --> 00:36:20,056 Oh... 858 00:36:20,057 --> 00:36:21,172 It all looks so good. 859 00:36:23,601 --> 00:36:25,033 How much for one of everything? 860 00:36:25,034 --> 00:36:26,068 Traci? 861 00:36:26,069 --> 00:36:27,541 After all your stories, 862 00:36:27,542 --> 00:36:29,373 I feel like I'm visiting a historical landmark. 863 00:36:29,374 --> 00:36:31,642 Yeah. Well, in a way, it kind of is one. 864 00:36:31,643 --> 00:36:33,155 Are you headed to group soon? 865 00:36:33,156 --> 00:36:34,032 Yeah. 866 00:36:34,033 --> 00:36:35,505 I just gotta put some stuff away. 867 00:36:35,506 --> 00:36:36,700 Did you did you wanna walk together? 868 00:36:37,696 --> 00:36:38,769 I would love that. 869 00:36:38,770 --> 00:36:39,964 Cool. 870 00:36:39,965 --> 00:36:41,676 Ooh, one last thing. 871 00:36:42,911 --> 00:36:44,782 Compliments of the chef. 872 00:36:44,783 --> 00:36:45,777 How can I resist? 873 00:36:45,777 --> 00:36:46,733 Let me see... 874 00:36:47,848 --> 00:36:49,042 Maybe this. 875 00:36:49,043 --> 00:36:49,959 Best choice. 876 00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:51,074 - Yeah! - Yeah. 877 00:36:55,612 --> 00:36:57,005 Mm... 878 00:36:57,006 --> 00:36:58,239 Mm! 879 00:36:58,240 --> 00:37:01,584 Wait, is this chocolate inside a chocolate donut 880 00:37:01,585 --> 00:37:03,415 with chocolate frosting and chocolate sprinkles? 881 00:37:03,416 --> 00:37:04,570 Oh, yeah! 882 00:37:04,571 --> 00:37:06,799 That is Nai Nai's quadruple chocolate donut. 883 00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:08,113 It's about a week's worth of calories. 884 00:37:08,114 --> 00:37:09,030 Worth it. 885 00:37:09,031 --> 00:37:10,264 That's what they say. 886 00:37:11,857 --> 00:37:12,852 Now... 887 00:37:12,853 --> 00:37:14,046 Has your dad tried this? 888 00:37:15,361 --> 00:37:16,475 He... 889 00:37:16,476 --> 00:37:17,789 Won't even set foot in here. 890 00:37:17,790 --> 00:37:20,734 I think if your dad could see, or, rather, taste, 891 00:37:20,735 --> 00:37:23,084 how talented you are... 892 00:37:23,085 --> 00:37:24,080 He'd be more supportive. 893 00:37:24,081 --> 00:37:25,154 Right. 894 00:37:25,155 --> 00:37:26,827 But... 895 00:37:26,828 --> 00:37:28,659 That would just require us to have a conversation first. 896 00:37:30,212 --> 00:37:31,287 I'll be right back. 897 00:37:34,632 --> 00:37:36,383 For sure... 898 00:37:36,384 --> 00:37:37,457 Um... 899 00:37:37,458 --> 00:37:38,454 I'll see you in there. 900 00:37:38,455 --> 00:37:39,727 Oh, do you mind taking this? 901 00:37:39,728 --> 00:37:41,042 Thanks. 902 00:37:43,311 --> 00:37:44,147 "The best seats in the house". 903 00:37:45,182 --> 00:37:46,099 Hey. 904 00:37:46,100 --> 00:37:47,292 Hey! 905 00:37:47,293 --> 00:37:48,846 I'm sorry, what was that? 906 00:37:49,802 --> 00:37:52,030 That's what Greg always called the front row 907 00:37:52,031 --> 00:37:52,946 "the best seats in the house". 908 00:37:52,946 --> 00:37:53,863 Oh, right. 909 00:37:53,864 --> 00:37:55,056 Well... 910 00:37:55,057 --> 00:37:55,972 He definitely wasn't wrong. 911 00:37:55,973 --> 00:37:57,405 I'm sorry, I'm interrupting 912 00:37:57,406 --> 00:37:58,599 no, no, no, no. 913 00:37:58,600 --> 00:37:59,993 No. You're not interrupting at all, actually. 914 00:37:59,994 --> 00:38:01,268 I just 915 00:38:01,269 --> 00:38:02,660 I always come here early to pray for the group, so. 916 00:38:02,661 --> 00:38:03,776 Any requests? 917 00:38:06,126 --> 00:38:07,160 Where does one begin? 918 00:38:08,275 --> 00:38:09,987 You know, I have a... 919 00:38:09,988 --> 00:38:11,141 - A deadline... - Hmm. 920 00:38:11,142 --> 00:38:12,694 ...and no idea what to present. 921 00:38:12,695 --> 00:38:14,406 So... 922 00:38:14,407 --> 00:38:15,323 A miracle? 923 00:38:16,518 --> 00:38:17,473 A miracle it is. 924 00:38:24,361 --> 00:38:26,590 Do you ever wonder if it... 925 00:38:26,591 --> 00:38:27,746 If it doesn't work? 926 00:38:29,298 --> 00:38:31,965 Hmm. 927 00:38:31,966 --> 00:38:34,354 You know, I think... 928 00:38:34,355 --> 00:38:36,305 I think a small degree of doubt is normal. 929 00:38:36,306 --> 00:38:39,928 But I also believe that god answers prayers sometimes 930 00:38:39,929 --> 00:38:41,243 in ways we don't expect. 931 00:38:42,676 --> 00:38:44,110 Hmm. 932 00:38:46,579 --> 00:38:47,733 I stopped praying. 933 00:38:49,365 --> 00:38:50,241 When I lost him. 934 00:38:52,829 --> 00:38:54,103 It just... 935 00:38:54,104 --> 00:38:55,217 Feels so wrong to say that. 936 00:38:55,218 --> 00:38:56,532 Hey, hey, hey... 937 00:38:58,603 --> 00:38:59,518 ...it's not. 938 00:39:00,832 --> 00:39:02,066 It's normal. 939 00:39:03,660 --> 00:39:04,854 It's honest. 940 00:39:05,769 --> 00:39:06,962 And it's honest. 941 00:39:06,963 --> 00:39:08,038 Yes. 942 00:39:10,228 --> 00:39:12,537 I hope I wasn't being rude 943 00:39:12,538 --> 00:39:14,488 whenever I asked you if you had lost someone. 944 00:39:14,489 --> 00:39:15,405 No. 945 00:39:15,406 --> 00:39:17,076 No, you weren't rude at all. 946 00:39:17,077 --> 00:39:18,232 It's okay. 947 00:39:20,183 --> 00:39:21,297 The truth is... 948 00:39:24,403 --> 00:39:25,359 ...I have lost someone. 949 00:39:26,632 --> 00:39:28,226 - I'm really sorry. - That's okay. 950 00:39:29,340 --> 00:39:31,847 We don't have to talk about it. Honestly, I 951 00:39:31,848 --> 00:39:33,878 I couldn't really help you anyway. 952 00:39:33,879 --> 00:39:38,218 I mean, my faith is not exactly sturdy, so. 953 00:39:38,219 --> 00:39:40,607 Well, in that case... 954 00:39:40,608 --> 00:39:42,080 You know, god says 955 00:39:42,081 --> 00:39:43,037 all you need is to have faith the size of a mustard seed. 956 00:39:44,072 --> 00:39:45,386 I have a feeling you have that much. 957 00:39:50,004 --> 00:39:51,956 Why do you think things like this happen? 958 00:39:54,344 --> 00:39:55,778 I think it's a reminder. 959 00:39:58,406 --> 00:40:00,157 To always live each day to the fullest, 960 00:40:00,158 --> 00:40:03,062 but also I think it's a way 961 00:40:03,063 --> 00:40:05,571 for him to show us... 962 00:40:05,572 --> 00:40:08,120 How he restores and heals us. 963 00:40:09,833 --> 00:40:11,226 And all we have to do is pray. 964 00:40:18,393 --> 00:40:20,104 Great photos, guys. 965 00:40:20,105 --> 00:40:21,578 I really love seeing what you did here. 966 00:40:24,206 --> 00:40:25,401 I think I'm ready to share. 967 00:40:29,263 --> 00:40:30,178 Okay. 968 00:40:31,253 --> 00:40:32,327 Um... 969 00:40:32,328 --> 00:40:35,433 My husband, Greg, and I met six years ago 970 00:40:35,434 --> 00:40:36,787 in art class. 971 00:40:38,142 --> 00:40:41,009 My parents said that we were a "match made in heaven". 972 00:40:42,920 --> 00:40:44,192 So, we got married, 973 00:40:44,193 --> 00:40:46,542 and I felt like 974 00:40:46,543 --> 00:40:48,732 god gave me everything I could have ever wanted. 975 00:40:49,767 --> 00:40:51,082 Yeah. 976 00:40:52,355 --> 00:40:54,068 Until I lost it all. 977 00:40:58,049 --> 00:40:59,841 Greg had a brain tumor. 978 00:41:02,947 --> 00:41:03,942 The doctors tried, 979 00:41:03,943 --> 00:41:05,535 but... 980 00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:09,715 I miss him every day. 981 00:41:14,135 --> 00:41:15,130 You know, Traci, 982 00:41:15,131 --> 00:41:17,000 that takes... 983 00:41:17,001 --> 00:41:18,793 A lot of courage to open up like that. 984 00:41:20,067 --> 00:41:21,939 I hope you believe me when I say this... 985 00:41:23,372 --> 00:41:24,527 ...that's what healing looks like. 986 00:41:27,234 --> 00:41:28,587 Can we pray for you? 987 00:41:28,588 --> 00:41:29,663 Yeah. 988 00:41:32,529 --> 00:41:33,406 Yeah. 989 00:41:39,457 --> 00:41:40,612 Heavenly father, I want to thank you... 990 00:41:42,364 --> 00:41:43,558 ...for a wonderful day. 991 00:41:45,271 --> 00:41:46,424 But also for a day 992 00:41:46,425 --> 00:41:47,539 where you showed us 993 00:41:47,540 --> 00:41:48,773 that, 994 00:41:48,774 --> 00:41:50,605 even within our grief, 995 00:41:50,606 --> 00:41:52,517 we can find joy. 996 00:41:55,224 --> 00:41:56,816 As we leave this place today, 997 00:41:56,817 --> 00:41:58,330 bless us... 998 00:42:00,560 --> 00:42:02,033 ...and comfort us. 999 00:42:07,129 --> 00:42:08,085 I don't think I can do this. 1000 00:42:08,086 --> 00:42:09,876 Just be yourself! 1001 00:42:09,877 --> 00:42:11,945 You really want me to do that? 1002 00:42:11,946 --> 00:42:13,060 I haven't finished my art, 1003 00:42:13,061 --> 00:42:14,017 I don't have a theme, 1004 00:42:14,018 --> 00:42:15,171 and I clam up 1005 00:42:15,172 --> 00:42:16,565 when talking in front of people. 1006 00:42:16,566 --> 00:42:18,317 Your art will be finished, 1007 00:42:18,318 --> 00:42:20,705 you can tease them with the element of surprise, 1008 00:42:20,706 --> 00:42:23,572 and, most importantly, you're here. 1009 00:42:23,573 --> 00:42:24,926 Okay? You'll be fine. 1010 00:42:27,116 --> 00:42:28,230 Ladies and gentlemen, 1011 00:42:28,231 --> 00:42:29,863 may I have your attention, please? 1012 00:42:29,864 --> 00:42:31,256 Thank you for coming 1013 00:42:31,257 --> 00:42:33,765 to the pre-gallery artist meet and greet! 1014 00:42:33,766 --> 00:42:38,385 Let's start with our very own Traci Fremont! 1015 00:42:45,591 --> 00:42:46,785 Hey, everyone. 1016 00:42:48,298 --> 00:42:50,050 Um, it's good to see you again. 1017 00:42:52,957 --> 00:42:54,669 You may have noticed I'm here solo. 1018 00:42:56,581 --> 00:43:00,362 Two years ago, I lost my husband, Greg. 1019 00:43:00,363 --> 00:43:01,994 Now he would, you know, 1020 00:43:01,995 --> 00:43:05,816 probably warm you all up with a really great joke. 1021 00:43:05,817 --> 00:43:07,808 I don't have one of those in my pocket. 1022 00:43:13,979 --> 00:43:14,975 To be honest, 1023 00:43:14,976 --> 00:43:16,289 it has just been it's hard. 1024 00:43:17,563 --> 00:43:18,559 It's been really hard. 1025 00:43:20,350 --> 00:43:22,977 When you feel like half of you is missing, 1026 00:43:22,978 --> 00:43:24,530 how do you move forward? 1027 00:43:24,531 --> 00:43:25,406 You know? 1028 00:43:29,149 --> 00:43:31,657 So... 1029 00:43:31,658 --> 00:43:34,603 You are going to see a new version 1030 00:43:34,604 --> 00:43:36,396 of the Fremont series this year. 1031 00:43:38,626 --> 00:43:39,541 One of... 1032 00:43:39,542 --> 00:43:41,214 Resilience... 1033 00:43:43,244 --> 00:43:44,200 ...and healing. 1034 00:43:46,469 --> 00:43:47,662 And it's probably going to be messy, 1035 00:43:47,663 --> 00:43:49,137 because that's life... 1036 00:43:51,207 --> 00:43:52,241 ...but I really do believe 1037 00:43:52,242 --> 00:43:54,950 that that's where true beauty is found. 1038 00:43:57,259 --> 00:43:59,408 So I hope you come and check out my exhibit. 1039 00:43:59,409 --> 00:44:00,364 Thank you. 1040 00:44:07,491 --> 00:44:08,845 What. Was. That. 1041 00:44:10,318 --> 00:44:11,472 I don't know what came over me, it just kinda spilled out. 1042 00:44:11,473 --> 00:44:13,145 And it was amazing! 1043 00:44:13,146 --> 00:44:14,777 - Really? - Yes! 1044 00:44:14,778 --> 00:44:15,852 The perfect way 1045 00:44:15,853 --> 00:44:17,006 to channel your feelings into your work! 1046 00:44:17,007 --> 00:44:18,042 You hit a home run. 1047 00:44:18,043 --> 00:44:19,316 I almost ran out of here. 1048 00:44:19,317 --> 00:44:21,267 You managed to pull it together. 1049 00:44:21,268 --> 00:44:24,174 It was a Christmas miracle, perhaps? 1050 00:44:25,051 --> 00:44:26,164 Whatever it was, it worked. 1051 00:44:26,165 --> 00:44:27,557 It was the support group, wasn't it? 1052 00:44:27,558 --> 00:44:29,270 I knew it! I'm always right! 1053 00:44:29,271 --> 00:44:30,862 Calm down. 1054 00:44:30,863 --> 00:44:32,733 You're giving yourself just a little bit too much credit. 1055 00:44:32,734 --> 00:44:34,485 Oh, I don't know. 1056 00:44:34,486 --> 00:44:36,199 I think someone is looking out for you. 1057 00:45:16,452 --> 00:45:17,448 Hi, sweetie. 1058 00:45:17,449 --> 00:45:18,999 - Hi! - Hi! 1059 00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:20,114 Wow! 1060 00:45:20,115 --> 00:45:21,308 Who did you hire 1061 00:45:21,309 --> 00:45:23,100 to make this place all sparkly and shiny? 1062 00:45:23,101 --> 00:45:25,130 Well, I did it all by myself. 1063 00:45:25,131 --> 00:45:27,242 With the help of five to six cups of coffee. 1064 00:45:28,676 --> 00:45:29,989 Well, we brought you some sweets 1065 00:45:29,990 --> 00:45:31,263 to fuel your work. 1066 00:45:31,264 --> 00:45:32,338 Oh! 1067 00:45:32,339 --> 00:45:33,373 Just keep them away from your father. 1068 00:45:33,374 --> 00:45:34,448 Mm-hmm. 1069 00:45:34,449 --> 00:45:36,359 Hey, I had a carrot yesterday! 1070 00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:38,071 And it wasn't even in a cake. 1071 00:45:38,072 --> 00:45:39,067 Oh. 1072 00:45:39,068 --> 00:45:40,182 Well, I'm very proud of you. 1073 00:45:43,208 --> 00:45:45,039 Huh. 1074 00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:46,035 Something tells me 1075 00:45:46,035 --> 00:45:47,030 that you guys didn't just stop by 1076 00:45:47,031 --> 00:45:48,584 to give me some sweets. 1077 00:45:50,255 --> 00:45:51,648 We heard about your support group. 1078 00:45:51,649 --> 00:45:53,083 Ah, Joyce. 1079 00:45:53,998 --> 00:45:55,191 We think it's wonderful 1080 00:45:55,192 --> 00:45:56,188 that you're getting yourself back out there, 1081 00:45:56,189 --> 00:45:57,939 and we want to hear all about it! 1082 00:45:57,940 --> 00:45:59,930 Who's this Michael fella anyway? 1083 00:45:59,931 --> 00:46:01,284 Okay, dad. 1084 00:46:01,285 --> 00:46:02,200 He's just a friend. 1085 00:46:02,201 --> 00:46:03,554 Friends are good. 1086 00:46:04,788 --> 00:46:05,624 Yes... 1087 00:46:05,625 --> 00:46:07,376 Friends have been really good. 1088 00:46:11,995 --> 00:46:13,467 - Hey! - Hey! 1089 00:46:13,468 --> 00:46:14,502 This was on your door. 1090 00:46:14,503 --> 00:46:15,538 Thank you! 1091 00:46:16,494 --> 00:46:17,928 So much. 1092 00:46:20,516 --> 00:46:21,988 Well, this is interesting. 1093 00:46:21,989 --> 00:46:23,103 What? 1094 00:46:23,104 --> 00:46:24,218 A text from Michael. 1095 00:46:24,219 --> 00:46:25,292 He says, "meet me in front of the church 1096 00:46:25,293 --> 00:46:26,289 tomorrow at 5:00 A.M. 1097 00:46:26,290 --> 00:46:27,522 And dress warm!" 1098 00:46:27,523 --> 00:46:28,636 Thank you. 1099 00:46:28,637 --> 00:46:30,110 Winky face. 1100 00:46:30,111 --> 00:46:31,305 Winky face, huh? 1101 00:46:31,306 --> 00:46:32,499 Yeah... 1102 00:46:32,500 --> 00:46:33,495 It's to the whole group. 1103 00:46:35,247 --> 00:46:36,719 Well, I wonder what he has planned. 1104 00:46:36,720 --> 00:46:37,636 It better be good. 1105 00:46:37,637 --> 00:46:38,751 5:00 A.M.? 1106 00:46:41,219 --> 00:46:43,010 What's his story anyway? 1107 00:46:43,011 --> 00:46:43,967 I don't know. 1108 00:46:43,967 --> 00:46:44,962 He hasn't told me it, 1109 00:46:44,963 --> 00:46:46,595 but I'm sure he will when he's ready. 1110 00:46:48,864 --> 00:46:50,655 Good morning, everyone! 1111 00:46:50,656 --> 00:46:52,645 Who's ready for a winter wonderland adventure? 1112 00:46:52,646 --> 00:46:53,840 I'm ready for a nap. 1113 00:46:53,841 --> 00:46:54,994 I second that. 1114 00:46:54,995 --> 00:46:56,707 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1115 00:46:56,708 --> 00:46:57,862 - Here you go. - Lifesaver. 1116 00:46:58,818 --> 00:47:00,051 Let me guess, you're not a morning person? 1117 00:47:00,052 --> 00:47:01,405 I'm about to be. 1118 00:47:01,406 --> 00:47:03,635 All right, I am your tour guide this morning 1119 00:47:03,636 --> 00:47:05,865 as we head to a very special location. 1120 00:47:05,866 --> 00:47:07,059 Thank you. 1121 00:47:07,060 --> 00:47:08,414 All aboard! 1122 00:47:10,205 --> 00:47:11,677 - You're in? - Yeah. 1123 00:47:11,678 --> 00:47:12,833 Groovy. 1124 00:47:21,632 --> 00:47:23,263 I know it's early and it's dark outside, guys, 1125 00:47:23,264 --> 00:47:24,419 but trust me, 1126 00:47:24,420 --> 00:47:25,493 if you look outside the window, 1127 00:47:25,494 --> 00:47:27,167 you'll see this gorgeous 1128 00:47:34,533 --> 00:47:35,607 Okay. 1129 00:47:35,608 --> 00:47:37,041 Night-night, guys. 1130 00:47:38,315 --> 00:47:39,430 How about you? You still awake? 1131 00:47:43,093 --> 00:47:44,008 You all right? 1132 00:47:44,009 --> 00:47:46,118 Yeah... yeah. 1133 00:47:46,119 --> 00:47:47,512 Just thinking. 1134 00:47:47,513 --> 00:47:49,581 Well, I'll tell you what... 1135 00:47:49,582 --> 00:47:52,449 I bet I can make you laugh by the end of this trip. 1136 00:47:56,949 --> 00:47:57,825 What are the stakes? 1137 00:47:57,826 --> 00:47:59,416 Ooh. 1138 00:47:59,417 --> 00:48:00,452 Okay. 1139 00:48:00,453 --> 00:48:01,646 You drive a hard bargain there, Traci. 1140 00:48:01,647 --> 00:48:02,959 The stakes are... 1141 00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:05,149 The loser buys the winner 1142 00:48:05,150 --> 00:48:07,260 a dozen sweet treats of their choice 1143 00:48:07,261 --> 00:48:08,216 from Nai Nai's bakery. 1144 00:48:08,217 --> 00:48:10,206 What do you think? 1145 00:48:10,207 --> 00:48:11,601 Deal. 1146 00:48:12,358 --> 00:48:13,671 You're on. 1147 00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:30,194 Well, we're almost there, you guys. 1148 00:48:30,195 --> 00:48:31,587 Hey, listen, 1149 00:48:31,588 --> 00:48:32,942 I want to discuss this week's theme. 1150 00:48:34,057 --> 00:48:35,648 "Finding peace". 1151 00:48:35,649 --> 00:48:37,082 What better way to experience that 1152 00:48:37,083 --> 00:48:38,197 than in nature, right? 1153 00:48:38,994 --> 00:48:40,068 What's our task? 1154 00:48:40,069 --> 00:48:41,382 You don't have a task, Ethel. 1155 00:48:41,383 --> 00:48:42,457 As a matter of fact, none of you do. 1156 00:48:42,458 --> 00:48:43,413 All I want you to do... 1157 00:48:43,414 --> 00:48:45,562 Stay in the moment. 1158 00:48:45,563 --> 00:48:46,956 If you have a memory or thought, 1159 00:48:46,957 --> 00:48:48,668 let it be there, make room for it. 1160 00:48:48,669 --> 00:48:49,784 That's it. 1161 00:49:00,175 --> 00:49:01,489 Okay. 1162 00:49:01,490 --> 00:49:03,082 Yeah, now I see why you got us up here so early. 1163 00:49:04,357 --> 00:49:05,511 Right? 1164 00:49:07,064 --> 00:49:08,497 This is where I feel closest to god. 1165 00:49:10,050 --> 00:49:10,846 Right here. 1166 00:49:10,847 --> 00:49:12,836 The stillness, the quiet... 1167 00:49:12,837 --> 00:49:14,629 The closer proximity to heaven. 1168 00:49:16,540 --> 00:49:17,574 It's a place you can look out 1169 00:49:17,575 --> 00:49:19,008 and see something bigger than yourself. 1170 00:49:43,256 --> 00:49:45,406 Can I tell you about my mom? 1171 00:49:50,144 --> 00:49:51,897 She was the lead singer at church. 1172 00:49:53,847 --> 00:49:55,559 Had the most soulful voice you've ever heard. 1173 00:50:04,000 --> 00:50:06,230 And it wasn't just her voice that was powerful... 1174 00:50:07,663 --> 00:50:10,092 ...it was her spirit. 1175 00:50:44,851 --> 00:50:46,484 Music was everything to us. 1176 00:50:49,270 --> 00:50:51,579 I lost her only a couple of months ago. 1177 00:50:54,367 --> 00:50:55,362 My mother, 1178 00:50:55,362 --> 00:50:56,278 my singing partner... 1179 00:50:57,910 --> 00:50:59,422 ...and... 1180 00:50:59,423 --> 00:51:02,050 When I lost her, 1181 00:51:02,051 --> 00:51:03,483 I... 1182 00:51:03,484 --> 00:51:04,878 Also lost my voice. 1183 00:51:08,541 --> 00:51:09,298 But now, it's... 1184 00:51:09,299 --> 00:51:11,408 It's like she's here. 1185 00:51:14,753 --> 00:51:15,987 I love you. 1186 00:51:23,153 --> 00:51:24,507 That was beautiful. 1187 00:51:26,577 --> 00:51:27,533 Regina... 1188 00:51:28,608 --> 00:51:29,682 ...you okay? 1189 00:51:29,683 --> 00:51:30,638 Yeah, I'm okay. 1190 00:51:32,590 --> 00:51:33,585 Um... 1191 00:51:33,586 --> 00:51:35,058 I think I'm ready to go back down now. 1192 00:51:35,974 --> 00:51:37,845 - Thank you for sharing. - Yeah, thanks. 1193 00:51:37,846 --> 00:51:39,119 I'm proud of you. 1194 00:51:50,626 --> 00:51:51,701 Wow. 1195 00:51:52,935 --> 00:51:54,049 She's come so far. 1196 00:51:54,050 --> 00:51:55,604 You helped make that happen. 1197 00:51:58,311 --> 00:51:59,385 Speaking of help... 1198 00:51:59,386 --> 00:52:00,579 You okay? 1199 00:52:00,580 --> 00:52:02,888 No, my back getting old here. 1200 00:52:02,889 --> 00:52:04,242 Think you could carry me down to the 1201 00:52:04,243 --> 00:52:05,159 I got you! 1202 00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:06,432 - No! - No, no! 1203 00:52:06,433 --> 00:52:07,626 I got you. You owe me. 1204 00:52:07,627 --> 00:52:08,782 - That does not count. - Of course, it counts. 1205 00:52:09,897 --> 00:52:11,130 Made you laugh. Like I told you I would. 1206 00:52:11,131 --> 00:52:12,404 Tricky. 1207 00:52:12,405 --> 00:52:14,594 Fine! 1208 00:52:14,595 --> 00:52:15,868 Oh! 1209 00:52:15,869 --> 00:52:17,023 And trust me, 1210 00:52:17,024 --> 00:52:17,780 I'm not going to have you get me any treats, 1211 00:52:17,780 --> 00:52:18,736 or anything like that. 1212 00:52:18,737 --> 00:52:20,129 Instead, I... 1213 00:52:20,130 --> 00:52:21,482 Instead... 1214 00:52:21,483 --> 00:52:23,075 You know, I didn't know if you might want to... 1215 00:52:23,076 --> 00:52:24,669 Might want to be my partner at the... 1216 00:52:25,863 --> 00:52:27,217 ...gift-wrapping contest. 1217 00:52:30,243 --> 00:52:31,358 Like, a date? 1218 00:52:33,110 --> 00:52:34,264 Uh... 1219 00:52:35,339 --> 00:52:36,453 ...yeah, I mean, I don't know 1220 00:52:36,454 --> 00:52:38,166 well, yeah, I could call it a date, or... 1221 00:52:39,320 --> 00:52:40,914 ...or not, or... 1222 00:52:41,988 --> 00:52:42,944 Can I think about it? 1223 00:52:42,945 --> 00:52:44,616 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. 1224 00:52:44,617 --> 00:52:45,770 Okay, I'm gonna just... 1225 00:52:45,771 --> 00:52:47,005 - Catch up. - Okay. 1226 00:53:00,821 --> 00:53:01,777 Everything okay, honey? 1227 00:53:01,778 --> 00:53:03,847 Yeah, yeah. Why? 1228 00:53:05,121 --> 00:53:08,385 Well, you've been twirling that same piece of spaghetti 1229 00:53:08,386 --> 00:53:10,058 for 10 minutes. 1230 00:53:15,474 --> 00:53:16,468 Michael asked me on a date. 1231 00:53:16,469 --> 00:53:17,703 I mean, I think it was a date. 1232 00:53:19,136 --> 00:53:20,768 I don't know... 1233 00:53:20,769 --> 00:53:21,843 That's great! 1234 00:53:21,844 --> 00:53:23,395 Great? 1235 00:53:23,396 --> 00:53:24,113 From what we've heard, 1236 00:53:24,114 --> 00:53:25,984 he's an upstanding man. 1237 00:53:25,985 --> 00:53:27,377 He is. 1238 00:53:27,378 --> 00:53:28,812 He's a really nice guy. 1239 00:53:29,966 --> 00:53:32,473 But... 1240 00:53:32,474 --> 00:53:33,709 What about Greg? 1241 00:53:35,222 --> 00:53:37,211 So, what, am I just supposed to forget him 1242 00:53:37,212 --> 00:53:38,487 and move on? 1243 00:53:41,075 --> 00:53:42,427 I don't think I can do that. 1244 00:53:42,428 --> 00:53:45,295 No one's asking you to forget about Greg. 1245 00:53:47,325 --> 00:53:48,360 But he... 1246 00:53:48,361 --> 00:53:49,197 He would want you to be happy, 1247 00:53:49,198 --> 00:53:50,868 no matter what. 1248 00:53:50,869 --> 00:53:51,825 Yes. 1249 00:53:52,899 --> 00:53:54,252 I know that you are afraid 1250 00:53:54,253 --> 00:53:56,762 to open your heart again. 1251 00:53:58,275 --> 00:54:00,623 But if there's a little part of you 1252 00:54:00,624 --> 00:54:03,252 that thinks maybe it's time to try... 1253 00:54:05,004 --> 00:54:06,198 ...maybe that's what you should do. 1254 00:54:10,100 --> 00:54:11,333 One small step... 1255 00:54:11,334 --> 00:54:13,563 Or a date... 1256 00:54:13,564 --> 00:54:14,679 At a time. 1257 00:54:48,880 --> 00:54:50,353 You still need a partner? 1258 00:54:50,354 --> 00:54:51,507 Oh, hey. 1259 00:54:51,508 --> 00:54:52,862 Yeah, I would... I would love one. 1260 00:54:54,853 --> 00:54:56,963 So, what was your plan if I didn't show? 1261 00:54:57,959 --> 00:54:58,675 My plan was, 1262 00:54:58,676 --> 00:55:00,067 I was gonna use each hand 1263 00:55:00,068 --> 00:55:02,377 to wrap each one of these presents separately, 1264 00:55:02,378 --> 00:55:03,691 and then I thought, you know, that's not good 1265 00:55:03,692 --> 00:55:04,766 but anyway, I thought it might work, 1266 00:55:04,767 --> 00:55:05,881 but obviously, it's not. 1267 00:55:05,882 --> 00:55:07,194 Now, listen, I knew you were gonna come. 1268 00:55:07,195 --> 00:55:08,589 I knew you'd show up. It's nice to see you laugh. 1269 00:55:10,620 --> 00:55:12,052 - So we're wrapping this? - Yes. 1270 00:55:12,053 --> 00:55:14,043 How does one wrap a bicycle without it looking ridiculous? 1271 00:55:14,044 --> 00:55:15,356 Well, you know, it's an art form. 1272 00:55:15,357 --> 00:55:17,786 Don't worry. You'll catch on. Just follow my lead. 1273 00:55:17,787 --> 00:55:19,457 All right wrappers, are you ready? 1274 00:55:19,458 --> 00:55:21,289 - Yes! - Yes! 1275 00:55:21,290 --> 00:55:23,997 Time is important, but aesthetic is key. 1276 00:55:23,998 --> 00:55:26,386 These gifts will be donated to the homeless shelter, 1277 00:55:26,387 --> 00:55:28,775 but our winners will not go away empty-handed, 1278 00:55:28,776 --> 00:55:30,726 because you're playing for... 1279 00:55:30,727 --> 00:55:32,597 An all-expense-paid ski trip 1280 00:55:32,598 --> 00:55:33,911 to Murray's lodge! 1281 00:55:33,912 --> 00:55:35,185 - Whoa! - What? 1282 00:55:35,186 --> 00:55:36,141 Nice, huh? 1283 00:55:37,614 --> 00:55:38,610 Don't worry, when we win, we'll go as friends. 1284 00:55:38,611 --> 00:55:39,725 When we win? 1285 00:55:40,601 --> 00:55:42,153 - Really? - I like your confidence. 1286 00:55:42,154 --> 00:55:43,109 Well... 1287 00:55:43,109 --> 00:55:44,105 On your Mark... 1288 00:55:44,106 --> 00:55:45,179 - Ready? - All right. 1289 00:55:45,180 --> 00:55:47,249 ...get set, 1290 00:55:47,250 --> 00:55:48,485 wrap! 1291 00:56:21,770 --> 00:56:24,756 And for the news we've all been waiting for... 1292 00:56:25,592 --> 00:56:27,185 ...the winners are... 1293 00:56:28,937 --> 00:56:30,728 ...Michael and Traci! 1294 00:56:42,714 --> 00:56:44,424 I felt so bad for Richard and Maria. 1295 00:56:44,425 --> 00:56:45,818 Why? 1296 00:56:45,819 --> 00:56:47,212 Well, because they were much faster than us, come on. 1297 00:56:47,213 --> 00:56:48,565 Don't feel bad for those two. 1298 00:56:48,566 --> 00:56:50,794 Come on, they've won it the last 30 years in a row. 1299 00:56:50,795 --> 00:56:52,029 - What? - Yeah. Yeah. 1300 00:56:52,030 --> 00:56:53,303 Not to mention, I think... 1301 00:56:53,304 --> 00:56:54,738 They're a little too proud, by the way. 1302 00:56:59,078 --> 00:57:00,112 Thanks for coming by the way. 1303 00:57:00,989 --> 00:57:01,944 I probably should be working, 1304 00:57:01,945 --> 00:57:04,253 but I’m... I'm really glad I came. 1305 00:57:04,254 --> 00:57:05,487 It was fun. 1306 00:57:05,488 --> 00:57:07,995 - Yeah, it was, wasn't it? - Yeah! 1307 00:57:07,996 --> 00:57:08,872 What do you say 1308 00:57:08,873 --> 00:57:10,743 we procrastinate a little longer? 1309 00:57:12,058 --> 00:57:13,450 I'd say I'd love that. 1310 00:57:18,070 --> 00:57:19,981 It's a different kind of beautiful at night, huh? 1311 00:57:26,032 --> 00:57:28,421 Melody loved coming down here... 1312 00:57:28,422 --> 00:57:29,495 At night 1313 00:57:29,496 --> 00:57:30,969 and looking up at the stars. 1314 00:57:35,986 --> 00:57:37,181 Can I tell you about her? 1315 00:57:38,694 --> 00:57:39,570 Are you kidding? 1316 00:57:41,321 --> 00:57:43,192 I've been waiting weeks for this moment. 1317 00:57:43,193 --> 00:57:44,826 Please. 1318 00:57:57,806 --> 00:57:58,761 Over pack for the hike? 1319 00:57:59,756 --> 00:58:01,627 Uh, yeah, yeah. 1320 00:58:01,628 --> 00:58:02,941 Yeah, that would that would be an understatement, 1321 00:58:02,942 --> 00:58:04,334 wouldn't it? 1322 00:58:04,335 --> 00:58:05,728 I've seen a lot of first-timers make the same mistake. 1323 00:58:05,729 --> 00:58:06,882 Well, the funny thing is, I think I brought everything, 1324 00:58:06,883 --> 00:58:08,197 I just think I forgot... 1325 00:58:09,511 --> 00:58:10,347 Water? 1326 00:58:10,347 --> 00:58:11,342 Yeah. 1327 00:58:11,342 --> 00:58:12,298 I have an extra one. 1328 00:58:12,299 --> 00:58:13,452 - Really? - Yeah. 1329 00:58:13,453 --> 00:58:14,567 - Thank you so much. - Take it. 1330 00:58:14,568 --> 00:58:16,478 Really? Thank you. 1331 00:58:16,479 --> 00:58:17,793 I think you just saved my life. 1332 00:58:21,137 --> 00:58:22,411 So, do you... 1333 00:58:24,004 --> 00:58:25,555 ...you come here often? 1334 00:58:25,556 --> 00:58:26,630 I do. 1335 00:58:26,631 --> 00:58:27,945 It's my happy place. 1336 00:58:27,946 --> 00:58:30,932 I like to pray as I look over the view. 1337 00:58:32,803 --> 00:58:34,117 Well, it definitely is a stunning view, isn't it? 1338 00:58:35,112 --> 00:58:36,068 It is. 1339 00:58:37,263 --> 00:58:38,416 Listen... 1340 00:58:38,417 --> 00:58:39,293 I'm Michael, by the way. 1341 00:58:39,294 --> 00:58:40,367 Oh, I'm melody. 1342 00:58:40,368 --> 00:58:41,403 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 1343 00:58:42,518 --> 00:58:44,109 So what do you... What do you pray about? 1344 00:58:44,110 --> 00:58:45,583 - Today? - Yeah. 1345 00:58:45,584 --> 00:58:46,460 The kids at the youth center. 1346 00:58:46,461 --> 00:58:47,932 Oh. 1347 00:58:47,933 --> 00:58:50,123 Every year, I deliver gifts to make their spirits bright. 1348 00:58:52,074 --> 00:58:54,064 That's oh, no, you're Santa Claus! 1349 00:58:54,065 --> 00:58:55,178 You are! 1350 00:58:55,179 --> 00:58:56,175 You know, I've been wanting to meet you 1351 00:58:56,176 --> 00:58:57,210 ever since I was a kid. 1352 00:58:57,211 --> 00:58:58,166 I've got to get your autograph? 1353 00:58:58,166 --> 00:58:59,042 Do you have a do I have a pen? 1354 00:58:59,043 --> 00:59:00,235 I've packed everything else. 1355 00:59:00,236 --> 00:59:02,186 You know, the season's all about giving back. 1356 00:59:02,187 --> 00:59:03,620 Plus, giving is my "love language". 1357 00:59:03,621 --> 00:59:05,013 Hmm. 1358 00:59:05,014 --> 00:59:06,725 I like that. 1359 00:59:06,726 --> 00:59:07,722 I think mine's pizza. 1360 00:59:09,274 --> 00:59:10,428 Funny guy. 1361 00:59:10,429 --> 00:59:11,504 I try. 1362 00:59:12,698 --> 00:59:14,132 No, seriously, that's very admirable of you. 1363 00:59:15,207 --> 00:59:16,281 Thank you. 1364 00:59:16,282 --> 00:59:17,238 I've been blessed with a lot, 1365 00:59:17,239 --> 00:59:18,311 so... 1366 00:59:18,312 --> 00:59:19,546 I make it a habit of blessing others. 1367 00:59:19,547 --> 00:59:22,533 Well, you certainly blessed me. 1368 00:59:25,161 --> 00:59:27,230 You know what, I'm glad we met. 1369 00:59:27,231 --> 00:59:28,664 Call this a happy coincidence. 1370 00:59:29,978 --> 00:59:31,212 I don't believe in coincidences. 1371 00:59:33,123 --> 00:59:34,079 Okay... okay. 1372 00:59:36,668 --> 00:59:38,020 You know, after the accident, 1373 00:59:38,021 --> 00:59:41,205 they... 1374 00:59:41,206 --> 00:59:43,156 They found this ornament in her car. 1375 00:59:43,157 --> 00:59:45,546 It was a gazebo, just like this. 1376 00:59:46,501 --> 00:59:48,095 And attached to it was a note. 1377 00:59:49,448 --> 00:59:50,602 It said "to Michael. 1378 00:59:51,917 --> 00:59:53,549 Merry Christmas." 1379 00:59:56,257 --> 00:59:57,810 I tell you, Traci... 1380 00:59:59,044 --> 01:00:01,512 If she didn't go and buy that gazebo for me, 1381 01:00:01,513 --> 01:00:03,183 I swear she'd still be here today. 1382 01:00:03,184 --> 01:00:04,338 Michael, you can't think like that. 1383 01:00:04,339 --> 01:00:06,130 No. I do think like that. 1384 01:00:06,131 --> 01:00:07,285 Every single day. 1385 01:00:10,829 --> 01:00:11,984 It's like I can't let it go. 1386 01:00:16,244 --> 01:00:17,239 Look at me... 1387 01:00:17,240 --> 01:00:18,354 How sad is this? 1388 01:00:19,867 --> 01:00:20,823 Here I am, 1389 01:00:20,824 --> 01:00:22,774 a leader of a grief-support group. 1390 01:00:26,954 --> 01:00:28,984 It's better than... 1391 01:00:28,985 --> 01:00:30,299 Acting like everything's okay. 1392 01:00:34,041 --> 01:00:35,355 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1393 01:00:35,356 --> 01:00:36,351 Oh... 1394 01:00:36,352 --> 01:00:37,424 Not to make matters worse, 1395 01:00:37,425 --> 01:00:39,256 but when I opened the box... 1396 01:00:39,257 --> 01:00:41,089 The ornament was broken. 1397 01:00:44,235 --> 01:00:45,548 Maybe I can fix it. 1398 01:00:50,605 --> 01:00:51,720 If you want. 1399 01:00:58,209 --> 01:00:59,602 Wow. 1400 01:00:59,603 --> 01:01:01,276 I can tell you really know your way around a canvas, huh? 1401 01:01:02,430 --> 01:01:04,580 I am... impressed. 1402 01:01:06,292 --> 01:01:08,242 That's the... 1403 01:01:08,243 --> 01:01:09,796 That's the last painting we did together. 1404 01:01:11,587 --> 01:01:13,618 It's what we think heaven looks like. 1405 01:01:15,092 --> 01:01:17,519 And it's immune to criticism, 1406 01:01:17,520 --> 01:01:18,793 because... 1407 01:01:18,794 --> 01:01:20,148 It's up to interpretation, right? 1408 01:01:21,581 --> 01:01:23,054 Right. 1409 01:01:24,249 --> 01:01:25,563 Wow. 1410 01:01:26,996 --> 01:01:28,072 This is beautiful, huh? 1411 01:01:29,743 --> 01:01:30,660 May I? 1412 01:01:31,854 --> 01:01:32,729 Yeah. 1413 01:01:49,253 --> 01:01:50,367 You're not so bad. 1414 01:01:50,368 --> 01:01:51,920 Well, well. 1415 01:01:51,921 --> 01:01:53,315 Greg was always the... 1416 01:01:54,947 --> 01:01:56,340 Anyway... 1417 01:01:57,495 --> 01:01:58,610 ...here you go. 1418 01:01:59,685 --> 01:02:00,799 It still has some tiny cracks, 1419 01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:02,351 but I think it's part of the charm. 1420 01:02:02,352 --> 01:02:04,860 You know, it shows that... 1421 01:02:04,861 --> 01:02:05,856 Things that are broken 1422 01:02:05,857 --> 01:02:08,125 can be made, you know, 1423 01:02:08,126 --> 01:02:09,559 somewhat whole again. 1424 01:02:11,271 --> 01:02:12,744 It's perfect. 1425 01:02:15,970 --> 01:02:17,044 Thank you. 1426 01:02:17,045 --> 01:02:18,358 Of course. 1427 01:02:21,782 --> 01:02:23,335 So you never learned how to play? 1428 01:02:24,410 --> 01:02:25,366 No... 1429 01:02:27,038 --> 01:02:28,391 Okay, one song. 1430 01:02:28,392 --> 01:02:29,706 - Okay. - Just one. 1431 01:02:30,621 --> 01:02:32,373 - All right. - All right. 1432 01:02:32,374 --> 01:02:34,484 I'll give it a shot. 1433 01:02:49,574 --> 01:02:50,569 That's great! 1434 01:02:50,570 --> 01:02:51,803 - That's right. - That's good! 1435 01:02:53,476 --> 01:02:54,750 That's really good. We make a great team. 1436 01:02:55,745 --> 01:02:56,661 That's true. 1437 01:03:01,916 --> 01:03:03,309 Um... 1438 01:03:03,310 --> 01:03:05,340 I... 1439 01:03:05,341 --> 01:03:07,091 I think I should go. 1440 01:03:07,092 --> 01:03:08,445 - It's getting late. - It is getting late, yeah. 1441 01:03:08,446 --> 01:03:09,880 But... 1442 01:03:11,512 --> 01:03:14,099 ...thank you... 1443 01:03:14,100 --> 01:03:15,096 For this. 1444 01:03:20,908 --> 01:03:22,580 Goodnight, Traci. Thank you. 1445 01:03:22,581 --> 01:03:23,577 Yeah, goodnight. 1446 01:03:31,260 --> 01:03:32,256 You know, as much as I love 1447 01:03:32,257 --> 01:03:33,728 having a newly-minted expert wrapper 1448 01:03:33,729 --> 01:03:35,480 helping me with these, 1449 01:03:35,481 --> 01:03:36,675 shouldn't you be getting back to work? 1450 01:03:36,676 --> 01:03:38,346 The gallery is in two days. 1451 01:03:38,347 --> 01:03:39,582 I'm merrily procrastinating. 1452 01:03:40,777 --> 01:03:42,249 And UN-merrily 1453 01:03:42,250 --> 01:03:44,121 starting to lose confidence in myself. 1454 01:03:44,957 --> 01:03:47,146 If your goal is... 1455 01:03:47,147 --> 01:03:50,251 Trying to get people to feel something, 1456 01:03:50,252 --> 01:03:52,084 maybe you should draw on what you're feeling right now. 1457 01:03:53,438 --> 01:03:54,313 Well, it's a real mixed bag, mom. 1458 01:03:58,216 --> 01:03:59,131 Honestly, my... 1459 01:04:00,206 --> 01:04:01,679 ...my heart is just so conflicted. 1460 01:04:05,860 --> 01:04:08,489 You have grown so much since you joined that group. 1461 01:04:10,400 --> 01:04:11,991 Maybe the final piece of this puzzle 1462 01:04:11,992 --> 01:04:12,868 is... 1463 01:04:12,869 --> 01:04:14,461 Opening your heart. 1464 01:04:15,735 --> 01:04:17,805 And that doesn't mean that you have to forget about Greg. 1465 01:04:19,437 --> 01:04:22,622 Maybe drawing on the memories of him 1466 01:04:22,623 --> 01:04:23,538 will help you. 1467 01:04:37,474 --> 01:04:39,464 God, 1468 01:04:39,465 --> 01:04:41,057 I feel lost... 1469 01:04:44,522 --> 01:04:46,313 ...and I don't know what to do. 1470 01:04:48,025 --> 01:04:50,293 I pray... 1471 01:04:50,294 --> 01:04:51,806 That I am able to help people 1472 01:04:51,807 --> 01:04:54,116 feel something special for Christmas. 1473 01:04:57,063 --> 01:04:58,258 Amen. 1474 01:05:19,240 --> 01:05:20,674 All right, I've got you. 1475 01:05:21,789 --> 01:05:24,495 Well, being home sure beats that hospital room any day. 1476 01:05:24,496 --> 01:05:26,566 The doctor is one phone call away, 1477 01:05:26,567 --> 01:05:28,716 I will be with you 24/7, 1478 01:05:28,717 --> 01:05:30,148 and... 1479 01:05:30,149 --> 01:05:31,862 Your only job is to rest, okay? 1480 01:05:37,675 --> 01:05:38,869 Dance with me. 1481 01:05:38,870 --> 01:05:41,138 Did you not just hear what I told you? 1482 01:05:41,139 --> 01:05:42,254 Come on. 1483 01:05:45,717 --> 01:05:46,831 After all, 1484 01:05:46,832 --> 01:05:48,146 we never know how much time we have left, 1485 01:05:48,147 --> 01:05:50,735 so we have to live each moment like it's our last. 1486 01:05:52,168 --> 01:05:54,398 We are going to have so many of these moments. 1487 01:05:55,791 --> 01:05:57,184 Decades more. 1488 01:06:01,883 --> 01:06:03,396 Traci, I need you to promise me something. 1489 01:06:04,790 --> 01:06:05,784 Anything. 1490 01:06:07,218 --> 01:06:09,328 Never stop laughing, 1491 01:06:09,329 --> 01:06:10,961 and never stop loving. 1492 01:06:12,872 --> 01:06:14,265 And never stop living. 1493 01:06:15,540 --> 01:06:17,013 Okay? 1494 01:06:37,518 --> 01:06:38,673 Traci! Come in! 1495 01:06:39,708 --> 01:06:41,418 Thank you! 1496 01:06:41,419 --> 01:06:42,454 What are you doing here? 1497 01:06:42,455 --> 01:06:45,043 And what are you wearing? 1498 01:06:46,277 --> 01:06:47,430 I know I look ridiculous, 1499 01:06:47,431 --> 01:06:49,502 but they said they also need an elf. 1500 01:06:51,374 --> 01:06:52,448 What are you talking about? 1501 01:06:52,449 --> 01:06:55,792 The Christmas market needs a Mrs. Claus, 1502 01:06:55,793 --> 01:06:59,058 and I told them I know someone with years of experience. 1503 01:07:02,681 --> 01:07:04,790 Maybe all you need to do is take one step. 1504 01:07:04,791 --> 01:07:06,184 Just try it on, 1505 01:07:06,185 --> 01:07:07,658 see if it fits? 1506 01:07:11,242 --> 01:07:12,157 Okay... 1507 01:07:12,158 --> 01:07:13,511 Okay! 1508 01:07:15,860 --> 01:07:16,935 It fits like a glove. 1509 01:07:19,563 --> 01:07:22,947 You are rocking that! 1510 01:07:24,301 --> 01:07:26,292 But I don't think I can do this on my own. 1511 01:07:27,805 --> 01:07:28,839 Well, you'll have your trusty elf 1512 01:07:28,840 --> 01:07:30,074 right by your side. 1513 01:07:37,161 --> 01:07:38,356 I'll be with you in just a sec. 1514 01:07:41,422 --> 01:07:42,775 Nothing's changed a bit. 1515 01:07:48,151 --> 01:07:49,543 Dad... 1516 01:07:49,544 --> 01:07:50,658 What are you doing here? 1517 01:07:50,659 --> 01:07:51,972 A friend of yours 1518 01:07:51,973 --> 01:07:54,481 left a box of Nai Nai's sweets at my doorstep. 1519 01:07:56,432 --> 01:07:57,985 It's been so long since I've tried them... 1520 01:07:59,418 --> 01:08:00,693 ...but I'm glad I did. 1521 01:08:02,604 --> 01:08:03,440 You made them? 1522 01:08:04,833 --> 01:08:06,028 I did. 1523 01:08:07,143 --> 01:08:08,815 They taste just like hers. 1524 01:08:11,045 --> 01:08:12,398 So why'd you ask me to meet you here? 1525 01:08:13,752 --> 01:08:15,304 I just wanted to celebrate 1526 01:08:15,305 --> 01:08:17,057 your courage for sharing the other day. 1527 01:08:18,768 --> 01:08:19,685 How does it feel? 1528 01:08:20,919 --> 01:08:21,954 Like my soul is healing. 1529 01:08:23,786 --> 01:08:24,741 I know she's still with me. 1530 01:08:27,768 --> 01:08:28,801 You know... 1531 01:08:28,802 --> 01:08:30,395 Open mic's about to start. 1532 01:08:31,470 --> 01:08:33,818 And I just so happened... 1533 01:08:33,819 --> 01:08:35,571 To reserve the first slot. 1534 01:08:37,362 --> 01:08:39,075 You wanna give it a shot? 1535 01:08:42,220 --> 01:08:43,534 I think I can do it. 1536 01:08:49,029 --> 01:08:50,700 I came to apologize. 1537 01:08:50,701 --> 01:08:52,054 No. Whoa. 1538 01:08:52,055 --> 01:08:53,646 No, no. You don't you don't have to do that, dad. 1539 01:08:53,647 --> 01:08:54,840 It was a hard time for all of us, 1540 01:08:54,841 --> 01:08:55,915 and we all grieve differently. 1541 01:08:55,916 --> 01:08:58,145 I was angry, 1542 01:08:58,146 --> 01:08:59,142 and I took it out on you. 1543 01:09:00,814 --> 01:09:02,286 It wasn't fair... 1544 01:09:02,287 --> 01:09:04,954 And I'm sorry. 1545 01:09:04,955 --> 01:09:08,020 If my mother taught me anything at all, 1546 01:09:08,021 --> 01:09:11,802 it is that there is nothing more important in life 1547 01:09:11,803 --> 01:09:12,878 than family. 1548 01:09:16,780 --> 01:09:18,053 You have no idea how much it means 1549 01:09:18,054 --> 01:09:19,050 to hear you say that. 1550 01:10:08,899 --> 01:10:09,854 Whoo! 1551 01:10:22,954 --> 01:10:23,869 Hey, Joyce. 1552 01:10:25,184 --> 01:10:26,297 Yeah! 1553 01:10:26,298 --> 01:10:27,650 I... 1554 01:10:27,651 --> 01:10:28,965 I think you're gonna like what I've been working on 1555 01:10:28,966 --> 01:10:31,115 and it will be done just in time for the gallery. 1556 01:10:31,116 --> 01:10:32,747 I just have... 1557 01:10:32,748 --> 01:10:34,182 One more thing left to do. 1558 01:10:44,055 --> 01:10:45,569 Hey. 1559 01:10:46,285 --> 01:10:47,799 Hey. 1560 01:10:51,780 --> 01:10:52,974 Happy anniversary. 1561 01:10:55,483 --> 01:10:56,279 Traci... 1562 01:10:56,280 --> 01:10:57,633 What are you doing here? 1563 01:10:59,027 --> 01:11:01,056 Well, I thought it was strange 1564 01:11:01,057 --> 01:11:03,445 that you weren't returning any of my calls. 1565 01:11:03,446 --> 01:11:04,838 Right. 1566 01:11:04,839 --> 01:11:06,232 And then I remembered... 1567 01:11:06,233 --> 01:11:08,741 That it was December 23rd. 1568 01:11:09,777 --> 01:11:10,533 Yeah. 1569 01:11:10,534 --> 01:11:12,007 The day we first met... 1570 01:11:13,838 --> 01:11:14,953 ...and the day we got married. 1571 01:11:22,955 --> 01:11:24,029 I hope I'm not intruding. 1572 01:11:24,030 --> 01:11:25,463 I just wanted to make sure you were okay. 1573 01:11:25,464 --> 01:11:26,737 No, no, no. 1574 01:11:26,738 --> 01:11:28,051 Not intruding at all. 1575 01:11:28,052 --> 01:11:29,245 - Okay. - Thank you. 1576 01:11:29,246 --> 01:11:30,758 Yeah. 1577 01:11:30,759 --> 01:11:31,914 You know what... 1578 01:11:34,622 --> 01:11:35,498 ...I'm okay. 1579 01:11:38,921 --> 01:11:40,235 Every year, 1580 01:11:40,236 --> 01:11:42,107 I bring a flower up here to remember her. 1581 01:11:44,337 --> 01:11:45,689 Listen, Traci, about the other night... 1582 01:11:45,690 --> 01:11:48,159 No, no, no. We do not need to talk about that. 1583 01:11:50,149 --> 01:11:51,503 Today is about you and melody. 1584 01:11:54,887 --> 01:11:55,883 I was sitting here, 1585 01:11:55,884 --> 01:11:57,356 and I was thinking... 1586 01:11:59,148 --> 01:12:02,770 ...I am so grateful 1587 01:12:02,771 --> 01:12:04,642 for all the years that we spent together... 1588 01:12:06,713 --> 01:12:09,379 ...and from now on, that's... 1589 01:12:09,380 --> 01:12:10,774 That's what I vow to hold on to. 1590 01:12:12,327 --> 01:12:13,840 It's hard. It's really hard. 1591 01:12:16,547 --> 01:12:17,581 For some reason, this year, I just 1592 01:12:17,582 --> 01:12:19,255 I don't know, I just feel... 1593 01:12:20,648 --> 01:12:22,201 ...more at peace. 1594 01:12:23,037 --> 01:12:24,351 Sounds like healing to me. 1595 01:12:30,324 --> 01:12:31,877 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1596 01:12:54,372 --> 01:12:55,209 That's incredible. 1597 01:12:56,522 --> 01:12:57,398 That's incredible, isn't it? 1598 01:12:57,399 --> 01:12:59,149 I mean, we have made 1599 01:12:59,150 --> 01:13:01,339 a ton of progress these past few weeks. 1600 01:13:01,340 --> 01:13:02,335 I have a feeling you're talking about 1601 01:13:02,336 --> 01:13:03,530 more than just the tree. 1602 01:13:04,485 --> 01:13:06,078 Um, well, your feeling's correct, I am. 1603 01:13:07,790 --> 01:13:08,985 So, what do you say we get started? 1604 01:13:09,702 --> 01:13:10,617 Is Traci coming? 1605 01:13:10,618 --> 01:13:11,770 Actually, I don't think so. 1606 01:13:11,771 --> 01:13:13,205 I think she's really busy with her art show. 1607 01:13:14,161 --> 01:13:15,871 - I should have canceled - sorry I'm late! 1608 01:13:15,872 --> 01:13:16,828 - Hey! - Hi! 1609 01:13:16,829 --> 01:13:18,420 - Merry Christmas! - Merry Christmas! 1610 01:13:18,421 --> 01:13:19,534 Merry Christmas! 1611 01:13:19,535 --> 01:13:22,401 I waited until the last possible minute 1612 01:13:22,402 --> 01:13:23,675 to invite you to this 1613 01:13:23,676 --> 01:13:24,711 but it's probably because 1614 01:13:24,712 --> 01:13:26,065 I waited till the last possible minute 1615 01:13:26,066 --> 01:13:27,498 to finish my art. 1616 01:13:28,414 --> 01:13:29,608 Your gallery exhibit? Tonight? 1617 01:13:29,609 --> 01:13:30,922 Yes! 1618 01:13:30,923 --> 01:13:32,475 And I would love for you to stop by, 1619 01:13:32,476 --> 01:13:33,590 if you can, no pressure. 1620 01:13:33,591 --> 01:13:34,744 - But there will be cookies. - I'm there. 1621 01:13:34,745 --> 01:13:36,297 - Me too! - You had me at "cookies". 1622 01:13:36,298 --> 01:13:37,849 I wouldn't miss it. I wouldn't. 1623 01:13:37,850 --> 01:13:39,482 We're all going. We're there. 1624 01:13:39,483 --> 01:13:41,234 So, while we're all here, why don't I open things up? 1625 01:13:41,235 --> 01:13:42,627 Yeah, actually... 1626 01:13:42,628 --> 01:13:44,380 What? 1627 01:13:44,381 --> 01:13:45,933 Can I open things up tonight? 1628 01:13:48,402 --> 01:13:49,476 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1629 01:13:49,477 --> 01:13:50,591 I'd be honored. 1630 01:13:50,592 --> 01:13:51,984 Okay. Okay. 1631 01:13:51,985 --> 01:13:54,135 I'm a little rusty, but here we go. 1632 01:13:58,037 --> 01:13:59,630 Dear god... 1633 01:14:02,297 --> 01:14:03,571 ...in the last two years, 1634 01:14:03,572 --> 01:14:04,964 I've... 1635 01:14:04,965 --> 01:14:07,832 Often thought that my prayers weren't being answered... 1636 01:14:10,181 --> 01:14:12,331 ...and now I know that they were answered... 1637 01:14:13,406 --> 01:14:15,277 ...just not in the way I expected. 1638 01:14:16,950 --> 01:14:18,184 You led me to this group. 1639 01:14:20,851 --> 01:14:24,912 Thank you so much for the gift of new friendships. 1640 01:14:24,913 --> 01:14:25,987 And I ask you, god, 1641 01:14:25,988 --> 01:14:28,336 just to bless every person... 1642 01:14:28,337 --> 01:14:29,651 In this group tonight... 1643 01:14:30,766 --> 01:14:32,159 ...and continue to heal us... 1644 01:14:33,513 --> 01:14:35,343 ...with your peace, 1645 01:14:35,344 --> 01:14:37,095 love, 1646 01:14:37,096 --> 01:14:38,210 and joy. 1647 01:14:38,211 --> 01:14:39,166 Amen. 1648 01:14:39,167 --> 01:14:40,639 Amen! 1649 01:14:41,436 --> 01:14:42,352 You weren't rusty at all! 1650 01:14:44,263 --> 01:14:45,456 Thank you. 1651 01:14:45,457 --> 01:14:47,368 I learned from the best. 1652 01:15:08,789 --> 01:15:10,302 Best seats in the house. 1653 01:15:15,080 --> 01:15:16,353 Hi, everyone! 1654 01:15:16,354 --> 01:15:17,548 Merry Christmas. 1655 01:15:17,549 --> 01:15:18,624 Merry Christmas! 1656 01:15:20,734 --> 01:15:21,887 As many of you know, 1657 01:15:21,888 --> 01:15:25,033 the last couple of years have been... 1658 01:15:25,034 --> 01:15:26,945 Really hard. 1659 01:15:28,219 --> 01:15:29,253 I, um... 1660 01:15:29,254 --> 01:15:31,007 Almost gave up on my art completely. 1661 01:15:32,440 --> 01:15:34,868 But that would have been taking the easy way out. 1662 01:15:36,183 --> 01:15:38,412 So I decided to take the hard road... 1663 01:15:41,478 --> 01:15:43,985 ...and open my heart, 1664 01:15:43,986 --> 01:15:46,097 and the creativity followed. 1665 01:15:47,212 --> 01:15:49,918 That never... 1666 01:15:49,919 --> 01:15:51,152 Would have been possible 1667 01:15:51,153 --> 01:15:54,098 without the love and support of my mom and dad, 1668 01:15:54,099 --> 01:15:55,414 and my friends... 1669 01:15:56,210 --> 01:15:57,444 ...who are all here tonight. 1670 01:16:00,749 --> 01:16:02,460 Each and every one of you 1671 01:16:02,461 --> 01:16:04,929 inspired me to seek hope... 1672 01:16:06,482 --> 01:16:08,034 ...and love... 1673 01:16:08,035 --> 01:16:09,110 And joy... 1674 01:16:10,344 --> 01:16:12,175 ...even in life's toughest moments. 1675 01:16:12,176 --> 01:16:13,410 This is dedicated to them. 1676 01:16:17,790 --> 01:16:19,103 Now I would love to present... 1677 01:16:19,980 --> 01:16:22,170 ..."hearts of healing". 1678 01:16:30,690 --> 01:16:32,600 Look, I'm wearing my Mrs. Claus outfit! 1679 01:16:32,601 --> 01:16:34,511 - And there's little Presley! - Adorable! 1680 01:16:34,512 --> 01:16:36,820 Is that the quadruple-chocolate donut? 1681 01:16:36,821 --> 01:16:38,176 It is! 1682 01:16:43,710 --> 01:16:44,743 I want to thank you all 1683 01:16:44,744 --> 01:16:46,814 for joining us tonight. 1684 01:16:46,815 --> 01:16:49,959 The theme for this year's Christmas Eve service 1685 01:16:49,960 --> 01:16:52,548 is "holding on while letting go". 1686 01:16:54,420 --> 01:16:55,454 Now, I'm sure there's some of you here 1687 01:16:55,455 --> 01:16:57,526 that have lost someone close to you... 1688 01:16:58,481 --> 01:17:00,392 ...and I urge you to look around 1689 01:17:00,393 --> 01:17:02,184 and realize that you're not alone. 1690 01:17:05,967 --> 01:17:08,036 By lighting these balloons, 1691 01:17:08,037 --> 01:17:09,190 we signify 1692 01:17:09,191 --> 01:17:10,147 that the ones that we've lost in our lives 1693 01:17:10,147 --> 01:17:10,983 will always remain... 1694 01:17:12,098 --> 01:17:14,008 ...in our hearts. 1695 01:17:14,009 --> 01:17:15,124 But before we do, I'd like to take a moment. 1696 01:17:16,478 --> 01:17:18,746 I'd like all of us to... 1697 01:17:18,747 --> 01:17:20,100 Say a prayer, 1698 01:17:20,101 --> 01:17:22,927 recall a memory... 1699 01:17:22,928 --> 01:17:24,401 Hold them in your heart. 1700 01:17:32,802 --> 01:17:34,075 Now... 1701 01:17:34,076 --> 01:17:37,221 As we release these balloons into the sky, 1702 01:17:37,222 --> 01:17:38,496 I'd like all of us to celebrate them... 1703 01:17:40,407 --> 01:17:41,482 ...as we let them go. 1704 01:17:43,831 --> 01:17:45,502 Are you ready? 1705 01:17:45,503 --> 01:17:47,692 - Yes. - Yeah. 1706 01:17:47,693 --> 01:17:49,046 Whoo... 1707 01:17:49,047 --> 01:17:50,957 Three... 1708 01:17:50,958 --> 01:17:52,510 Two... 1709 01:17:52,511 --> 01:17:53,905 One. 1710 01:18:30,893 --> 01:18:32,485 That was beautiful. 1711 01:18:34,875 --> 01:18:36,626 I have to ask you something. 1712 01:18:36,627 --> 01:18:38,616 Okay? 1713 01:18:38,617 --> 01:18:39,891 Can you teach me to paint sometime? 1714 01:18:44,192 --> 01:18:45,584 Even after I ruined your shirt? 1715 01:18:45,585 --> 01:18:46,620 Oh, yeah, yeah. 1716 01:18:46,621 --> 01:18:48,013 That's right. You did scar me there. 1717 01:18:48,014 --> 01:18:49,526 - I know. - A little bit, but... 1718 01:18:49,527 --> 01:18:50,721 Yeah. 1719 01:18:50,722 --> 01:18:52,075 You know what... 1720 01:18:54,544 --> 01:18:55,539 ...I think I'm ready to move forward. 1721 01:18:59,322 --> 01:19:00,795 And we can take it slow... 1722 01:19:02,546 --> 01:19:03,900 ...just one small step at a time. 1723 01:19:05,055 --> 01:19:06,449 That's right. 1724 01:19:07,722 --> 01:19:08,837 Merry Christmas, Traci. 1725 01:19:10,948 --> 01:19:12,461 Merry Christmas, Michael. 113018

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