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Today is September 16th. Just wanted to do a little voice note.

Wow, these girls that I hired for this project are so pretty.

I mean, some might even say they're beautiful.

God, sneaking into my aunt's third house while she was on vacay was such a

brilliant idea.

And the lighting?

I mean, you can't even tell that it isn't professional.

But I will say my editing is very immature.

I definitely need more practice with that.

Oh, I wonder how the photos of me...

I'm very immature.

You know... I mean, look.

Yes, my major in college is a Bachelor of Science.

But if I'm being honest with myself, I think I've always wanted to be a porn

star.

And, I mean, as of today...

The filming is almost there. It's almost done.

The scripts are almost done. The mood board is almost there.

But something just doesn't feel right.

I don't know. I mean, maybe it's the sex.

I think that's what it is. I think we're missing intimacy.

I'm not hungry.

Okay, well, I'd really appreciate it if you came downstairs.

Oh.

It's nothing. It's just a school project I'm working on.

It's not like a big deal or anything.

Oh.

Okay.

So, who are the talents?

You didn't happen to film that, did you?

I paid some of my friends, but hang on.

Why the hell does it even matter to you? I told you it's a school project.

Chillax, okay?

I am chill.

You're not gonna go, like, tell my mom, are you?

I'm not gonna tell your mom, I swear.

You know I don't like seeing you upset, sweetie.

I'm not upset.

Just... Okay.

I want to do something major, and I thought I could take my indie film

mainstream, but it fucking sucks.

It doesn't suck.

Who knows what she'll be sucking later.

You know, I do have high standards for myself, and I know this sucks.

Okay, well, at least you're doing your best.

I don't need some motivational speech, okay? I need somebody to actually tell

what I'm doing wrong.

I can help you.

I doubt that.

Try me.

Okay, well... It's about a... girl who wants to become a porn

star right and not just any porn star she wants to become the best porn star

there ever was okay and you know it's art right porn is all

around us and nobody ever wants to talk about what it's like to film it or what

it's like to be on you know be filmed in it and i guess in a way it's kind of

like a metaphor for myself you know i

As the director, I don't want to just make a movie. I want to make the best

movie that I possibly can.

And you know what it's like to be a porn star, Amy?

Well, no, but I've done my research.

Okay. What kind of research?

Well, I've read a lot of books, and I actually just finished this documentary

about the...

greatest director and writer of all time. I think their name was, like,

Terry and Curdie Stevens.

Have you ever heard of them?

Yeah, I've never heard of them.

Really?

They filmed Taboo 2 in the 80s. Like, they're the greatest erotic filmmakers

ever. How have you not heard of them?

I guess it's just out of my wheelhouse.

Look, I know that I don't know a lot about adult cinematography, but...

I have read a little, and, you know, I've seen some, and I just, I want to

what I'm doing wrong.

Okay.

Well, how about normal porn?

That sucks.

How much have you seen?

You don't have to see it all to know that.

Okay. Well, if you're going to make a film about porn, you might want to

some modern scenes in there.

You might even be pleasantly surprised.

Okay, well, how about sex?

What about sex?

I mean, you don't have that much experience.

What does that matter?

Okay, I'm just trying to help you with your film. I don't mean anything by it.

Uh, we should probably get downstairs before the food gets cold.

Okay?

Okay.

September 19th.

You know, I've been thinking a lot about what my stepdad said.

As much as I hate to admit it, I think he might be right.

I really need to expand my research. And, you know, I need more experiences.

And he definitely seems like he knows what he's talking about.

I mean, as far as my mom's boyfriends go, he is pretty cute.

And he's not even a perv.

And I really feel like he can actually help me with this.

Yeah,

my ears are ringing. I was just taking some notes.

It kind of sounded like you were talking to yourself.

No, I prefer to use voice notes than writing things down.

Okay, because I kind of thought you were going crazy.

Uh, so how's the problem solving?

Well, uh, I've been thinking a lot about what you said, and...

And? You might be right.

Okay, what does that mean?

Like, you know, I don't know much, and I'm trying to, you know, expand further.

I just, I don't even know where to start.

Okay, that's great.

Okay, well...

I was kind of hoping that maybe you could help me.

Okay.

What does that mean?

Please, I know this is going to sound crazy, but it seems like you know a lot

about porn.

Whoa, okay.

Aubrey, calm down.

Let's not go crazy here.

Look, just show me something innovative or sexy.

Like, I just, I don't even know where to start.

Okay, why don't you open a phone and tell them sex?

Oh my god.

You know what I mean. I want to see what people are really into, what they're

really watching.

Yeah, I don't know about this. What if your mother found out? I swear on

everything, she will not find out.

Besides, it's a school thing.

Okay, you're really making me feel like I'm a real perv. I don't think you're a

perv. And plus, it's natural, isn't it?

Look. This movie cannot be my takedown. It has to feel real. It has to be

real.

Well, okay. So, you're the real deal.

Thank you. I really do want to be the best.

Yeah, no kidding.

So, how's this going to work?

Well, I was hoping maybe you could show me some porn.

Okay.

This is for educational purposes only? Yes. Nothing more, okay?

I mean, what more could there be?

Right.

Well, it's probably Beth, though, if your mother doesn't find out. I pinky

she won't.

In Hollywood, don't they usually shake on it?

Fine.

So, when did you want to show me?

I don't know. How about now?

Like, right now?

I mean, we can do it another time, but your mother's out, so we kind of have

some time right now.

Sooner's better?

Yeah, okay, yeah.

Do it.

Okay.

Yeah? Oh, hey. Hey.

Okay, so you're going to love this.

Here.

Okay. It's the best, okay?

So don't be shy.

How do you know, like, what ones to click on?

Um, by feeling, I guess.

Okay. Should you be taking notes?

Um, actually, I would, I think I'd rather just experience it right now.

Okay.

Is it comfortable?

I, I mean, I'd normally put the computer on my bed so I can lay down and watch

it. You do?

It's more comfortable that way.

Okay.

Is that okay?

Yeah.

So, what do you think?

Well, it's not exactly what I was expecting.

Oh, in what way?

Well, this really...

I thought it would be more like fake, and it seems really intimate.

Is that okay?

Yeah? Yeah.

Um, do you watch porn often?

Sometimes.

Um, how does it make you feel?

Why are you asking for research?

Yeah.

Well, it makes me feel...

Hard? Good?

How does it make you feel?

It doesn't matter how it makes me feel.

Of course it does.

It's your movie, right?

That's how it makes you feel, right?

You want it to be more than life itself?

Beautiful. My beautiful girl.

Want me to show you more?

Uh -huh.

Yeah.

Like it was before.

Like what?

The way you were touching me.

No. I got a little too carried away. I'm your stepdad. I can't touch you like

that. But it was helping.

It was?

Helping me get in the mindset and understand.

So, like research?

Master your body.

See how she's trying to go all the way down? Yeah. See how far you can go.

Look at me.

Go deep.

There you go. Hold it there. Hold it there.

Try it again.

Nice and gentle.

All the way down.

She's grabbing the balls from underneath and bringing them up while she's

sucking the dick. Okay, you want me to do that?

Yeah, bring them up. Like this? Yeah. Okay.

Two hands around and get those balls all the way up.

Now stick your tongue out and try and lick it.

There you go.

Dirty girl.

If you can't do that, you can pull them all the way up.

There you go.

Now stick your tongue out. Let me see you lick those balls.

Good girl.

Let's see what she's doing here. Wow.

She's stroking the cock and sucking on the balls.

Here, I'll make it easy.

Stay like that. Don't move.

That's it.

Just help me.

Yes,

throw it back, baby.

Oh, gosh.

Yosha, please come to me.

Is that so?