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[Lee] "The Narrow River Killing
refers to the brutal murder
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of Paul Sparling.
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Fellow student Shane Martin
was arrested for first-degree murder,
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though it was widely believed
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his classmate, Oliver St. Ledger,
was responsible for the crime."
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When I was high school, a kid drowned.
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I was, um, involved.
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Paul just attacked Shane.
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And Shane just kept on pushing
Paul's head underwater.
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-You're a fucking liar.
-[Oliver] Ciara.
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-What are you talking about?
-Don't follow me.
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Did you forget
the restraining order, Shyla?
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You need to get Oliver St. Ledger away
from my family.
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I don't know what you're talking about.
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Oliver St. Ledger is living
with my little sister.
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Megan?
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[Ciara] What the fuck, Shyla?
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I am going to help you get rid of him.
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I'm gonna take care of it.
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-[Shyla] No, you won't.
-Shyla, I need you
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to trust me
that I'm gonna handle this on my own.
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-[line ringing]
-Oliver, you there?
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This woman, Ciara,
is not who you think she is.
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It's Megan Martin. She's Shane's sister.
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[Ciara] It's okay, Dan.
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He knows.
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[ominous, droning music playing]
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[birds singing]
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[Shane] Anything they start off fighting
about, he can bring it back to that.
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I mean, this time,
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it was about how mom
never puts gas in the car
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and he always has to do it
when he's already late.
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You know, and somehow he brings it back
to how my school wants me to apply
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to all these private,
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out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse
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and it makes him look like the bad guy,
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'cause he can't afford any of them.
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Shane, I mean,
your dad is the Kevin Garnett
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of talking shit about Bridgefield.
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You know? And, also, there's such
a thing as lacrosse scholarships.
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Ivies don't have athletic scholarships.
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And nowhere else is gonna be a full ride.
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Whatever. I mean, talking about why
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all these schools are no-go's
also pisses him off.
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-Mm.
-You're so lucky.
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Yeah, I know you think so.
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I'm not even talking
about being able to afford Stanford.
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Being able to afford to buy Stanford
and rename it after yourself.
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St. Ledger University.
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Shut-shut up, dude, please.
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I'm talking about not having to listen
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to your parents screaming
at each other every five minutes.
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Over something you can't change
and neither can they.
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Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit,
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you kind of got to care about it.
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[chuckles] You know?
It's not that difficult.
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Well, I mean, anytime mine want to stop
caring so much, that would be great.
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But they won't, 'cause they can't live
unless they're up my ass.
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My sister can't either. I mean,
Shyla moved to fucking Pawtucket,
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and she's still trying to be my boss.
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Aw. [chuckles]
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-What I would give... to be you.
-Here we go. [chuckles]
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For one day.
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Just one. Just to try, just to see.
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Not even for the money.
Just for the, like...
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silence.
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[rustling]
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I might've told Paul we would be here.
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Whatever. He's not a bad guy
if you give him a chance.
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You say that every single time.
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He's just insecure.
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I promise, if you hang in there,
eventually, he stops being such a dick.
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-Prove it.
-[chuckles softly]
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-What does that even mean?
-[Paul] Sup, fuckheads?
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[panting]
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You gonna be okay? What's up?
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What's up is I fucking ran here.
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You're kidding. From Bridgefield?
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Yeah, that's right, shithead.
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Wow. Well, I know Coach said
you need to do more cardio,
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but damn. [chuckles]
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[sighs]
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[sniffs]
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You guys are so into this place.
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I mean, it was cool for, like,
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I don't know,
five minutes in middle school.
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But Jesus.
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And don't you literally have,
like, a massive house
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with a fucking... helipad?
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There's no helipad.
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[Paul] Why would anybody want
to hang out here instead of there?
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Your dad have, like,
a "no peasant" rule or something?
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Oh, 'cause I'm a peasant, right?
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A scholarship peasant?
Yeah, I've been in there.
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Has your dad even lived
in that house before?
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Like, uh...
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even when you were a baby?
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'Cause my dad says your dad
hasn't been back to Narragansett
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since, like, the '90s.
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[Shane] How would your dad even know that?
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[Paul] Well, he's in global finance,
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too, dude.
People talk to each other.
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It's a... network.
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Who cares? All right?
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Ollie's house is fucking freezing,
and none of the furniture is comfortable.
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-Okay?
-Yeah.
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What the...
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Are you fucking kidding me?
There's mosquitoes now?
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Come on.
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Is your mom in town?
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Is that why we can't go to your house?
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-[Shane] What's your fucking deal, dude?
-Uh, it's buggy and clammy here,
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and it doesn't not smell like pee.
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[Shane] Uh, you have
a house, too, dipshit.
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[Paul] Yeah, well, they're selling it.
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[exhales]
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'Cause the whole divorce
is my dad punishing my mom
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for getting mad at him for cheating, so...
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[sighs]
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That's hard.
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I'm really sorry.
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Thanks.
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How is your mom doing?
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Shittily.
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-Why?
-[Shane] Just sucks. That's all.
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Makes total sense why she'd be having
a tough time with everything.
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Yeah. Makes total sense
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your mom would be running her mouth again
about someone she barely fucking knows.
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[Shane] Fuck you. She knows her.
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[Paul] Yeah, from sidelines
and sport banquets,
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but not really.
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What are you even talking about?
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You just seem like you know something,
Shane, so you tell me.
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Your mom's the one saying shit
she heard from somebody
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who heard it from somebody
like it's fucking real.
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-She saw it in the paper, Paul.
-Who reads
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the local news? No one.
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[Shane] When... [stammers]
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When NPD arrest someone,
it's always in the local police blotter.
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I'm not saying it should be, but--
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She didn't think
she was gonna need a basket,
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and then she had
too many things in her hands,
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so she was gonna go get one.
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I mean, she didn't even leave
the fucking store,
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and now everybody thinks
she's a fucking thief!
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[sniffs, exhales]
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You know what? I'm sorry.
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-Yeah, I'm sorry, too.
-Yeah.
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I'm sorry your mom's a bitch
who won't shut the fuck up.
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[clangs]
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-Man, what's your fucking problem?
-[groaning]
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[yells]
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-[grunting]
-Hey, guys!
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[grunting]
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-Guys!
-Fucking-- [grunts]
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Oh! Ow...
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Take a fucking second!
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-Take a second, okay? Chill.
-Fuck! Fuck!
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-Chill out.
-[yells]
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-[♪ Tool: "The Pot"]
-♪ Who are you ♪
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-♪ To wave your finger? ♪
-[grunting]
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♪ You must have been out your head ♪
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♪ Eyehole deep in muddy waters ♪
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♪ You practically raised ♪
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-♪ The dead ♪
-Stop!
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-[panting]
-♪ Rob the grave ♪
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♪ To snow the cradle ♪
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-♪ Then burn ♪
-[gasps]
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♪ The evidence down ♪
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[grunting]
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♪ Soapbox house of cards and glass so ♪
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♪ Don't go tossing your stones around ♪
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♪ You must have been ♪
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♪ High ♪
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♪ You must have been ♪
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♪ High ♪
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♪ You must have been ♪♪
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Let me go!
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♪ ♪
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[grunting]
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♪ ♪
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[indistinct voices on TV]
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[vehicle approaching]
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[insects trilling]
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[engine shuts off]
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[breathing raggedly]
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If I say it's self-defense,
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-if I just tell them
that it's self-defense...
-It doesn't work like that.
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-It doesn't work like that!
-They're gonna--
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they're gonna-- they're gonna say
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-that it's self-defense.
-Just stop!
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-But if we j-- but if we just--
-They're not gonna call it self-defense,
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'cause it was you that did it!
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You weren't defending yourself!
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[panting]
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[sniffles] Look.
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[sighs] We didn't go to the Narrows today
after school, all right?
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And we didn't-- we didn't know
Paul was gonna be there.
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He didn't ask me
to hang out after practice,
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and he wouldn't have asked you anything,
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'cause you're not even fucking friends.
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Uh, I had to go home
and babysit my sister anyway.
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So you gave me a ride, and then you what?
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[breathing heavily]
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-Say it.
-I...
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[pants, sniffles]
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I went home.
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And I studied for chem
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until I got a headache and then I...
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and then I went to bed.
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[somber music playing]
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What about-- what about your, um...
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[sighs, stammers]
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I wiped out during scoring drills, and...
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someone must have stepped on me.
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I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry.
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I know you were just trying to help me.
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Hmm. Save me.
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You probably did.
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Thanks.
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[shudders]
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♪ ♪
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[engine running]
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[sniffles]
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[Megan] What are you doing?
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Nothing.
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[sniffles]
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Where were you?
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Those are dirty.
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Yeah, whatever.
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Why are you wet?
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-I took a shower.
-When?
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Just now.
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Then I thought I heard something outside.
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What did you do to your face?
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-Nothing.
-You look like you--
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No, I don't, Megan!
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I got fouled at practice. All right?
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And then I came home and I took a shower
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and now I'm back in here, with you,
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like I have been this whole time.
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Are you okay?
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Yeah, I'm fine.
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I'm hungry.
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You want to make stovetop s'mores?
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[dryer running]
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-[insects trilling]
-[tense music playing]
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[breathes sharply]
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♪ ♪
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-[birds chirping]
-[breathing heavily]
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[inhales deeply]
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[shudders]
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[school bell rings faintly]
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♪ ♪
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[inhales]
257
00:11:27,354 --> 00:11:29,773
[exhales]
258
00:11:29,856 --> 00:11:31,858
♪ ♪
259
00:11:44,996 --> 00:11:46,998
[crying]
260
00:11:53,672 --> 00:11:56,007
[line ringing]
261
00:11:56,091 --> 00:11:59,678
[woman] Hey, Oliver. I don't have him,
but I maybe might this weekend.
262
00:11:59,761 --> 00:12:01,638
It has to be now.
263
00:12:03,723 --> 00:12:05,225
I'm sorry.
264
00:12:05,308 --> 00:12:06,768
It's really important.
265
00:12:06,852 --> 00:12:08,812
[breathing heavily]
266
00:12:08,895 --> 00:12:10,480
-I hope he thinks so.
-[click]
267
00:12:10,564 --> 00:12:13,108
Okay. [breathing heavily]
268
00:12:13,191 --> 00:12:14,901
[insects trilling]
269
00:12:14,985 --> 00:12:16,820
[quiet, somber music playing]
270
00:12:16,903 --> 00:12:17,988
Hello?
271
00:12:18,071 --> 00:12:20,157
Can anyone hear us?
272
00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:22,200
[Caspar] Gretchen and Kenji,
if you're on, get off.
273
00:12:22,284 --> 00:12:23,368
[clicks]
274
00:12:24,369 --> 00:12:25,662
So what's so cloak-and-dagger--
275
00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:27,497
I killed someone.
276
00:12:27,581 --> 00:12:28,874
What?
277
00:12:30,667 --> 00:12:32,002
Who?
278
00:12:34,754 --> 00:12:36,756
[cries] Paul.
279
00:12:38,300 --> 00:12:40,177
Paul Sparling.
280
00:12:40,260 --> 00:12:41,761
You're sure he's dead?
281
00:12:47,642 --> 00:12:50,228
[crying softly]
282
00:12:50,312 --> 00:12:51,646
Yeah.
283
00:12:52,731 --> 00:12:54,691
We were at the Narrows.
284
00:12:54,774 --> 00:12:56,610
Who's "we"?
285
00:12:58,737 --> 00:13:01,156
Me, Shane Martin and Paul.
286
00:13:01,239 --> 00:13:02,574
Who else?
287
00:13:02,657 --> 00:13:04,451
It was just us.
288
00:13:05,452 --> 00:13:08,497
Okay. Stop talking.
289
00:13:08,580 --> 00:13:10,332
I need to think.
290
00:13:10,415 --> 00:13:12,209
♪ ♪
291
00:13:12,292 --> 00:13:14,294
[indistinct chatter]
292
00:13:15,795 --> 00:13:18,423
-Not sick of Boston yet, I guess, huh?
-[indistinct chatter]
293
00:13:18,507 --> 00:13:20,717
Oliver, I'm Detective Sheehan.
294
00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,677
My lieutenant's just getting off a call,
295
00:13:22,761 --> 00:13:25,472
-but we can start and he'll join--
-[Sykes] This being recorded, Gerry?
296
00:13:25,555 --> 00:13:27,974
Not a custodial interrogation, so...
297
00:13:28,058 --> 00:13:30,810
I want to make some notes,
but first things first.
298
00:13:32,145 --> 00:13:33,522
Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes,
299
00:13:33,605 --> 00:13:35,524
he filled me in a little bit
on what happened,
300
00:13:35,607 --> 00:13:37,651
but obviously, I want to hear it from you.
301
00:13:37,734 --> 00:13:39,903
Can you tell me about it?
302
00:13:39,986 --> 00:13:43,240
Just start wherever you're comfortable.
If I have any questions, I'll ask.
303
00:13:47,494 --> 00:13:49,287
[Oliver] Yeah, I was,
304
00:13:49,371 --> 00:13:52,332
um... I was home,
305
00:13:52,415 --> 00:13:55,418
and I-I'd been studying all night
because I had a midterm coming up
306
00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:58,672
and, uh, I didn't really understand
the material.
307
00:13:58,755 --> 00:14:01,841
Uh, but I, uh, I forgot to eat.
308
00:14:01,925 --> 00:14:04,886
So, uh, after a little while
I got-got a headache,
309
00:14:04,970 --> 00:14:10,392
and, um, I set an alarm
for early so I can, uh,
310
00:14:10,475 --> 00:14:12,769
wake up and do some more in the morning.
311
00:14:12,852 --> 00:14:18,108
But then I, uh, I woke up, uh,
because someone was, um...
312
00:14:19,192 --> 00:14:22,404
...was, uh, buzzing to be let in.
313
00:14:23,446 --> 00:14:24,864
And who was that?
314
00:14:25,907 --> 00:14:27,742
Um...
315
00:14:27,826 --> 00:14:29,953
That was, uh, Shane.
316
00:14:30,036 --> 00:14:31,204
Shane Martin.
317
00:14:31,288 --> 00:14:33,331
Shane Martin. Okay.
318
00:14:33,415 --> 00:14:35,208
And this was what time?
319
00:14:37,586 --> 00:14:39,254
This was around midnight.
320
00:14:40,630 --> 00:14:43,508
[Conrad sighs] Last chance. No idea?
321
00:14:43,592 --> 00:14:45,510
-You have no idea?
-No.
322
00:14:45,594 --> 00:14:47,512
You can't think
of a single thing happening
323
00:14:47,596 --> 00:14:48,722
-they might want to talk to you about?
-[Kristi] He said no.
324
00:14:48,805 --> 00:14:50,432
Right, and I don't buy it,
325
00:14:50,515 --> 00:14:52,642
is why I keep asking
'cause I want to have some idea
326
00:14:52,726 --> 00:14:55,395
of what kind of buzz saw
we're about to walk into.
327
00:14:55,478 --> 00:14:56,855
You knock out some more streetlights?
328
00:14:56,938 --> 00:14:58,648
Or steal some shit
your buddies think is nothing
329
00:14:58,732 --> 00:15:00,692
but to regular people means real money?
330
00:15:00,775 --> 00:15:02,527
[Kristi] God, like you
and your friends never got
331
00:15:02,611 --> 00:15:03,945
into anything stupid before.
332
00:15:04,029 --> 00:15:05,196
Except, you know what,
no one at your school
333
00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:07,198
ever got into an Ivy League college.
334
00:15:07,282 --> 00:15:09,284
-Probably doesn't even know what one is.
-[Conrad stammers] Oh... Sh...
335
00:15:09,367 --> 00:15:12,162
[scoffs] So, Shane's going
to the Ivy League now?
336
00:15:12,245 --> 00:15:14,914
Wow. Really, wow.
When were you guys gonna tell me that?
337
00:15:14,998 --> 00:15:17,500
-After we talked to the cops, I guess?
-[Kristi] Could you have a little faith
338
00:15:17,584 --> 00:15:18,585
in your son, please?
339
00:15:18,668 --> 00:15:20,420
-Can we just... He's a good kid.
-[Conrad] 'Cause-'cause I have,
340
00:15:20,503 --> 00:15:21,796
-I have no faith in my son, right?
-He's a good kid,
341
00:15:21,880 --> 00:15:23,006
-and he's a great--
-So you're on with that
342
00:15:23,089 --> 00:15:24,466
-whole narrative again,
that I have no faith in my son--
-He could have a better f...
343
00:15:24,549 --> 00:15:26,343
-[Kristi] He could have a better future.
-He could have a...
344
00:15:26,426 --> 00:15:28,011
[lock buzzes, latch clicks]
345
00:15:28,094 --> 00:15:30,096
[tense music playing]
346
00:15:32,390 --> 00:15:33,850
Jeff.
347
00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:35,935
-Hey, great to see you.
-[indistinct chatter]
348
00:15:36,019 --> 00:15:38,688
[Sykes] Fabulous. Look at you, young man.
349
00:15:38,772 --> 00:15:40,857
Listen, I want you
to tell your father I said hello.
350
00:15:40,940 --> 00:15:42,942
[speaking inaudibly]
351
00:15:46,571 --> 00:15:47,572
[door bangs open]
352
00:15:47,656 --> 00:15:49,115
-Stop, stop!
-[detective] Shane!
353
00:15:49,199 --> 00:15:50,825
Hey! Hey!
354
00:15:50,909 --> 00:15:52,994
Stop that! Hey! Hey!
355
00:15:53,078 --> 00:15:54,329
Now stop it!
356
00:15:54,412 --> 00:15:55,580
[Kristi] Don't hurt him. Don't hurt him.
357
00:15:55,664 --> 00:15:57,374
-Stop! Come on!
-[officer] Take it easy.
358
00:15:57,457 --> 00:15:59,125
[detective] Stop it. Get out of here.
359
00:15:59,209 --> 00:16:00,293
[Kristi] Where is he going?
360
00:16:00,377 --> 00:16:01,920
-Where is he go... Wait.
-[officer] Please, step back inside.
361
00:16:02,003 --> 00:16:03,713
[eerie music playing]
362
00:16:05,965 --> 00:16:07,592
-[Sykes] All right, come on.
-[panting]
363
00:16:16,267 --> 00:16:18,186
[hyperventilating]
364
00:16:18,269 --> 00:16:20,271
[dramatic music playing]
365
00:16:48,800 --> 00:16:50,427
[grunting softly]
366
00:17:01,104 --> 00:17:03,106
♪ ♪
367
00:17:08,819 --> 00:17:11,239
[school bell ringing]
368
00:17:11,321 --> 00:17:13,324
[loud, indistinct chatter]
369
00:17:27,756 --> 00:17:29,883
[rock music playing over stereo]
370
00:17:32,969 --> 00:17:33,887
[music stops]
371
00:17:33,970 --> 00:17:34,929
-[whimpers]
-[car door closes]
372
00:17:35,013 --> 00:17:36,264
[Dan] Cutting it kind of close
373
00:17:36,347 --> 00:17:37,640
-there, Otis.
-[Oliver quietly] Fuck.
374
00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:38,850
[Dan] Hey, Oliver, move it.
375
00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:41,603
Seven minutes till morning announcements.
376
00:17:43,146 --> 00:17:45,899
If I had that car, I'd probably want
to hang out in it all day too, but...
377
00:17:45,982 --> 00:17:48,276
you're about to get one demerit
for being late
378
00:17:48,359 --> 00:17:50,278
and another for ignoring me to my face--
379
00:17:50,361 --> 00:17:52,030
-Oh, my God, are you, are you all right?
-[door handle thudding]
380
00:17:52,113 --> 00:17:54,032
Hey, Oliver, can you open the door? Jesus.
381
00:17:54,115 --> 00:17:56,451
Where's my, where's my...
we need to call 911.
382
00:17:56,534 --> 00:17:58,286
No. Please, please, please.
383
00:17:58,369 --> 00:18:00,205
No, please don't.
384
00:18:00,288 --> 00:18:02,207
Please.
385
00:18:02,290 --> 00:18:05,502
I still think we should
at least go to urgent care.
386
00:18:05,585 --> 00:18:08,880
I feel way better now. I really do.
387
00:18:08,963 --> 00:18:11,841
All right, but still,
388
00:18:11,925 --> 00:18:14,719
an hour ago,
you were passing out in your car.
389
00:18:16,721 --> 00:18:19,641
Uh, amoxicillin.
390
00:18:19,724 --> 00:18:21,059
Here.
391
00:18:21,142 --> 00:18:23,478
Take two... or maybe four.
392
00:18:24,646 --> 00:18:27,565
-Why do you just have these?
-Dog bite.
393
00:18:27,649 --> 00:18:30,527
-In the Stop & Shop parking lot.
-Yeah?
394
00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:33,154
Apparently, different tail waggings
have different meanings.
395
00:18:33,238 --> 00:18:35,448
I thought a dog wagging its tail
always means friendly.
396
00:18:35,532 --> 00:18:37,700
It does not.
397
00:18:38,910 --> 00:18:40,787
Yeah, I thought that, too.
398
00:18:40,870 --> 00:18:42,705
Yeah, well, now we both know better.
399
00:18:45,959 --> 00:18:47,168
[pills clatter]
400
00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:53,675
What about your mom?
401
00:18:53,758 --> 00:18:55,969
-What if we called her?
-No, I think it's, uh,
402
00:18:56,052 --> 00:18:57,387
I think it's 12 hours ahead there.
403
00:18:57,470 --> 00:18:59,138
Well, it still wouldn't be past 11:00 p.m.
404
00:18:59,222 --> 00:19:00,765
I don't think that there's reception.
405
00:19:00,849 --> 00:19:03,101
There's gonna be reception at a resort.
406
00:19:03,184 --> 00:19:05,812
Uh, she's off the coast.
It's-it's her friend's boat.
407
00:19:05,895 --> 00:19:08,481
Um, and the school knows. She told them.
408
00:19:08,565 --> 00:19:10,775
I'm gonna have them mark you
an excused absence.
409
00:19:10,859 --> 00:19:13,695
I'll say I saw you
and I sent you home sick.
410
00:19:13,778 --> 00:19:15,780
That's not even a lie.
411
00:19:17,782 --> 00:19:20,326
And I'll leave you the amoxicillin.
412
00:19:20,410 --> 00:19:21,953
Take a couple more tonight.
413
00:19:22,036 --> 00:19:24,581
Look, uh, I know...
414
00:19:26,583 --> 00:19:28,585
...you were good friends
with Shane and Paul.
415
00:19:29,627 --> 00:19:31,963
I know you're having
a hard time right now.
416
00:19:32,046 --> 00:19:34,507
Wish you weren't having it alone.
417
00:19:34,591 --> 00:19:36,509
Go easy on yourself, okay?
418
00:19:36,593 --> 00:19:39,137
Understand that...
419
00:19:39,220 --> 00:19:41,598
something terrible
has happened to you, too.
420
00:19:42,599 --> 00:19:44,851
[plastic crumples]
421
00:19:44,934 --> 00:19:46,936
Try to give yourself a little grace.
422
00:19:53,276 --> 00:19:55,612
Uh, wait. Uh...
423
00:19:55,695 --> 00:19:57,322
Uh, please, wait.
424
00:20:00,909 --> 00:20:02,285
[Caspar over phone] And you're what again?
425
00:20:02,368 --> 00:20:04,037
The guidance counselor?
426
00:20:04,120 --> 00:20:05,538
[Dan] School counselor.
427
00:20:05,622 --> 00:20:07,373
What kind of background's
a school counselor
428
00:20:07,457 --> 00:20:08,791
supposed to have in this kind of thing?
429
00:20:08,875 --> 00:20:13,546
Well, I-I'm actually a licensed
independent clinical social worker,
430
00:20:13,630 --> 00:20:16,299
but I'm working towards
getting licensed in Rhode Island
431
00:20:16,382 --> 00:20:18,676
as a clinical mental health counselor.
432
00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:21,012
And what makes you think
my son needs your help?
433
00:20:21,095 --> 00:20:23,348
[stammers]
434
00:20:23,431 --> 00:20:25,141
I'm not saying it has to be me...
435
00:20:27,143 --> 00:20:28,728
...but...
436
00:20:30,188 --> 00:20:34,067
...from the amount of detail Oliver gave
me about his present headspace,
437
00:20:34,150 --> 00:20:37,195
and what led to it,
438
00:20:37,278 --> 00:20:40,490
he's gonna need therapy from someone.
439
00:20:40,573 --> 00:20:43,493
And what amount of detail
would that be, exactly?
440
00:20:44,577 --> 00:20:47,080
Clinically.
441
00:20:47,163 --> 00:20:49,374
Enough.
442
00:20:49,457 --> 00:20:51,626
Enough for what?
443
00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:54,837
Just enough to know what really happened.
444
00:20:54,921 --> 00:20:56,464
[Caspar sighs] Hmm.
445
00:20:56,547 --> 00:21:00,218
Every time I think there's nothing left
that can surprise me...
446
00:21:01,219 --> 00:21:04,097
I'll put you in touch
with my personal accountant.
447
00:21:07,100 --> 00:21:09,102
[footsteps approaching]
448
00:21:14,065 --> 00:21:16,192
Mom?
449
00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:17,902
[Kristi] Yeah?
450
00:21:21,322 --> 00:21:22,657
[Megan] Do you want tea?
451
00:21:24,867 --> 00:21:26,536
[Kristi] No.
452
00:21:28,037 --> 00:21:30,498
-[atmospheric music playing]
-[Oliver exhales]
453
00:21:33,418 --> 00:21:38,047
[Dan] I understand
this may be weird at first.
454
00:21:38,131 --> 00:21:39,507
[labored breathing]
455
00:21:39,590 --> 00:21:41,551
[Oliver] It's okay. You do this, too?
456
00:21:41,634 --> 00:21:45,054
You know, you see people
outside of school?
457
00:21:45,138 --> 00:21:46,723
[Dan] My real-life goal was...
458
00:21:47,765 --> 00:21:49,058
...always this.
459
00:21:49,142 --> 00:21:53,104
So, I'm your first patient?
460
00:21:53,187 --> 00:21:55,231
Yeah. Kind of are.
461
00:21:56,482 --> 00:21:58,192
[indistinct chatter]
462
00:21:58,276 --> 00:22:02,739
[Oliver] But don't you have
to be able to come clean?
463
00:22:02,822 --> 00:22:05,950
Tell the truth? You know...
464
00:22:06,034 --> 00:22:07,785
be honest?
465
00:22:08,786 --> 00:22:11,497
[Dan] What are you saying,
you haven't been honest with me?
466
00:22:12,540 --> 00:22:14,292
[Dan] You didn't tell me the truth?
467
00:22:15,793 --> 00:22:18,129
Of course I have. Yes. I did.
468
00:22:19,213 --> 00:22:20,757
Okay, then.
469
00:22:21,841 --> 00:22:24,010
It's-it's gonna work.
470
00:22:24,093 --> 00:22:26,012
Hey, it's already working.
471
00:22:26,095 --> 00:22:27,847
[eerie music playing]
472
00:22:27,930 --> 00:22:29,932
[ragged breathing]
473
00:22:36,439 --> 00:22:38,441
[breathing deeply]
474
00:22:47,825 --> 00:22:49,452
[gasps]
475
00:22:52,789 --> 00:22:54,791
♪ ♪
476
00:23:17,105 --> 00:23:19,107
♪ ♪
477
00:23:20,566 --> 00:23:22,318
Yo, Shyla.
You want to meet us at the Crypt?
478
00:23:22,401 --> 00:23:24,737
I can't. Do a shooter for me.
479
00:23:27,240 --> 00:23:29,117
-[sighs]
-[line ringing]
480
00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:31,410
-[Megan over phone] Hello?
-Hey, Megeggie?
481
00:23:31,494 --> 00:23:34,163
-Hi, Shy.
-[Kristi over phone] Hello?
482
00:23:34,247 --> 00:23:36,332
It's not Shane, Mom.
483
00:23:36,415 --> 00:23:37,959
[Kristi] Don't tie up the phone.
484
00:23:39,293 --> 00:23:41,045
She just talked to him yesterday,
didn't she?
485
00:23:41,129 --> 00:23:43,089
They're not gonna let him
call her again today.
486
00:23:43,172 --> 00:23:45,466
[Megan] I doubt she knows what day it is.
487
00:23:46,509 --> 00:23:47,760
When are you coming home?
488
00:23:47,844 --> 00:23:50,847
Twenty minutes.
I'm leaving work right now. Just...
489
00:23:50,930 --> 00:23:54,183
do us all a favor
and stay out of her way, okay?
490
00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:55,935
Okay.
491
00:23:59,647 --> 00:24:01,482
[Dan] You all packed?
492
00:24:01,566 --> 00:24:03,568
You travel Tuesday, right?
493
00:24:03,651 --> 00:24:05,194
[sighs]
494
00:24:05,278 --> 00:24:07,780
Orientation's probably
gonna be pretty hectic.
495
00:24:08,781 --> 00:24:13,369
Lot of new people, new living situation.
496
00:24:17,081 --> 00:24:19,208
What? What are,
what are you thinking right now?
497
00:24:21,961 --> 00:24:23,754
That you were right.
498
00:24:23,838 --> 00:24:27,425
That I might not be ready, right now,
499
00:24:27,508 --> 00:24:30,219
to go to Stanford.
500
00:24:32,388 --> 00:24:34,390
That I can't.
501
00:24:36,392 --> 00:24:40,688
Have you talked about
any of this with your dad?
502
00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:44,442
No.
503
00:24:44,525 --> 00:24:47,069
-Ah.
-[dramatic music playing]
504
00:24:47,153 --> 00:24:49,739
Well...
505
00:24:49,822 --> 00:24:51,490
you need to, Ollie.
506
00:24:51,574 --> 00:24:53,993
[breathing shakily]
507
00:24:54,076 --> 00:24:57,246
Call him and tell him.
508
00:24:59,207 --> 00:25:00,541
I can't.
509
00:25:01,626 --> 00:25:03,836
You want me to do it?
510
00:25:04,879 --> 00:25:06,756
Please, yes.
511
00:25:06,839 --> 00:25:08,925
Okay.
512
00:25:09,008 --> 00:25:10,718
Thank you.
513
00:25:11,719 --> 00:25:13,930
[Megan] Oliver St. Ledger.
He dropped my brother off
514
00:25:14,013 --> 00:25:15,223
at our house in his car.
515
00:25:15,306 --> 00:25:18,351
Are you aware Mr. St. Ledger says
he did not see your brother after school
516
00:25:18,434 --> 00:25:21,938
until Shane came to his house
after midnight?
517
00:25:22,021 --> 00:25:25,107
-Yes, I am, but it's not true, because--
-What the hell are you doing?
518
00:25:25,191 --> 00:25:27,777
Are you...?
Are you playing at trial or something?
519
00:25:27,860 --> 00:25:30,613
-Is it...? Is it supposed to be funny?
-No. No.
520
00:25:30,696 --> 00:25:31,697
Because it isn't.
521
00:25:31,781 --> 00:25:33,658
I know.
522
00:25:33,741 --> 00:25:35,701
I did see him.
523
00:25:35,785 --> 00:25:37,578
Shane didn't come right home
after practice.
524
00:25:37,662 --> 00:25:40,248
He didn't come home till later and...
525
00:25:40,331 --> 00:25:42,959
when he did, I saw him.
526
00:25:43,042 --> 00:25:44,460
I saw him getting out of Oliver's car--
527
00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:46,170
I can't believe
you're doing this right now.
528
00:25:46,254 --> 00:25:49,840
I cannot believe
you can't see how wrong it is
529
00:25:49,924 --> 00:25:51,634
for you to do this right now!
530
00:25:51,717 --> 00:25:53,469
It's not like that. It's really true!
531
00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:55,930
It's never like that. Right?
532
00:25:56,013 --> 00:25:57,640
Like-- like when your teacher kicked you,
533
00:25:57,723 --> 00:26:00,476
like when the woman in
the Stop & Shop tried to kidnap you...
534
00:26:00,559 --> 00:26:03,062
It's never about you wanting attention.
It's always true.
535
00:26:03,145 --> 00:26:08,693
The jury is deciding
right now, Megan, remember?
536
00:26:08,776 --> 00:26:12,363
They're all sitting in a room
talking about whether
537
00:26:12,446 --> 00:26:15,866
they're gonna send
your brother to prison for life.
538
00:26:18,244 --> 00:26:21,914
Now, I'm sorry that
we are all so terrified about that
539
00:26:21,998 --> 00:26:23,666
we can't put our attention on you.
540
00:26:23,749 --> 00:26:26,919
I'm sorry this is the worst fucking thing
that's ever happened in the world
541
00:26:27,003 --> 00:26:29,922
and you still have to make it about you.
542
00:26:30,006 --> 00:26:32,216
[melancholy music playing]
543
00:26:32,300 --> 00:26:33,926
[door closes]
544
00:26:34,010 --> 00:26:37,013
[gasping]
545
00:26:37,096 --> 00:26:39,098
♪ ♪
546
00:26:41,517 --> 00:26:45,146
The people of the State
of Rhode Island v. Shane Martin.
547
00:26:45,229 --> 00:26:48,899
Verdict, count one,
voluntary manslaughter.
548
00:26:48,983 --> 00:26:52,486
We the jury find the defendant guilty.
549
00:26:52,570 --> 00:26:54,572
[gallery gasps, chatters]
550
00:26:54,655 --> 00:26:56,657
[dark music playing]
551
00:27:07,710 --> 00:27:10,796
[Caspar over phone] Six minutes,
11 seconds, actually.
552
00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:12,048
[chuckles]
553
00:27:12,131 --> 00:27:14,175
Pretty good for my age, huh?
554
00:27:14,258 --> 00:27:15,801
Or anybody's age.
555
00:27:16,802 --> 00:27:19,138
What were you,
last time you were in the pool?
556
00:27:20,765 --> 00:27:22,266
Uh, 3:17.
557
00:27:22,350 --> 00:27:23,893
The fuck?
558
00:27:23,976 --> 00:27:27,229
You're going backwards now.
Are you even practicing?
559
00:27:29,690 --> 00:27:32,360
I'm not really sleeping lately.
560
00:27:33,361 --> 00:27:35,363
[tense music playing]
561
00:27:37,156 --> 00:27:38,991
Since the verdict.
562
00:27:40,409 --> 00:27:42,244
I get it.
563
00:27:42,328 --> 00:27:44,580
All the more reason to stay disciplined.
564
00:27:44,663 --> 00:27:46,165
Here's the thing:
565
00:27:46,248 --> 00:27:47,875
Practice.
566
00:27:47,958 --> 00:27:50,294
You have to do it every day.
You're staying on it, right?
567
00:27:50,378 --> 00:27:52,046
Grow your capacity.
568
00:27:52,129 --> 00:27:55,966
-[exhales]
-Your number grows. It's like anything.
569
00:27:56,050 --> 00:27:58,469
Just keep at it and let me know.
570
00:27:58,552 --> 00:28:00,888
[breathing heavily]
571
00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:09,397
[Oliver] Sometimes I just feel
like I have to call Shane.
572
00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:12,441
But that's stupid,
because you can't call, so...
573
00:28:12,525 --> 00:28:14,652
[Dan] No, you can't call.
574
00:28:14,735 --> 00:28:17,738
I tried to go to see him.
575
00:28:17,822 --> 00:28:20,908
To be put
on his visitors' list or whatever.
576
00:28:23,911 --> 00:28:26,080
When, um...
577
00:28:26,163 --> 00:28:28,040
when did you do this?
578
00:28:28,124 --> 00:28:30,376
I don't know. A month ago.
579
00:28:31,752 --> 00:28:33,379
They said he said no.
580
00:28:33,462 --> 00:28:36,757
Oh, well... [chuckles softly]
581
00:28:36,841 --> 00:28:39,009
That's understandable too, though, right?
582
00:28:40,594 --> 00:28:42,513
[sighs]
583
00:28:42,596 --> 00:28:45,266
If he'd said yes, what, um--
584
00:28:45,349 --> 00:28:48,227
So I tried to write it in a, in a letter.
585
00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:55,151
I am disappointed that you didn't
feel like this was something
586
00:28:55,234 --> 00:28:56,652
you could talk over with me first--
587
00:28:56,735 --> 00:29:00,948
It felt like I could,
I could start with-with this.
588
00:29:04,243 --> 00:29:05,744
Uh, but then, but then,
589
00:29:05,828 --> 00:29:07,830
I-I felt like,
590
00:29:07,913 --> 00:29:10,833
if I send it, is he even gonna open it?
591
00:29:14,170 --> 00:29:17,715
And if he doesn't open it,
then maybe sending it
592
00:29:17,798 --> 00:29:20,885
at all is still the point...
593
00:29:20,968 --> 00:29:23,053
I don't... I-I don't know.
594
00:29:23,137 --> 00:29:25,639
Okay. Okay. What about this?
595
00:29:26,849 --> 00:29:28,851
Shane knows me, from school.
596
00:29:30,144 --> 00:29:33,063
What if I ask to be
put on his visitors' list?
597
00:29:33,147 --> 00:29:36,233
I-I-I don't say why,
598
00:29:36,317 --> 00:29:37,860
but I take that with me.
599
00:29:39,487 --> 00:29:41,572
And I read it.
600
00:29:41,655 --> 00:29:42,865
Out loud.
601
00:29:42,948 --> 00:29:45,534
And whatever happens next is up to him.
602
00:29:48,871 --> 00:29:50,873
[sighs]
603
00:29:55,044 --> 00:29:57,963
[Oliver] I'm just sorry
I couldn't make myself do it before.
604
00:29:59,381 --> 00:30:05,304
And I know it won't make me a good person
to do the right thing now, but still...
605
00:30:05,387 --> 00:30:07,848
I'm gonna fix everything.
606
00:30:10,142 --> 00:30:12,019
I promise.
607
00:30:15,147 --> 00:30:17,149
-[lock buzzes, latch clicks]
-[indistinct chattering]
608
00:30:18,150 --> 00:30:19,693
-You look a little--
-[Shane] The, uh...
609
00:30:19,777 --> 00:30:21,362
-The food's pretty bad here.
-Yeah.
610
00:30:21,445 --> 00:30:23,656
And they serve it at weird times.
Whatever.
611
00:30:25,241 --> 00:30:27,743
I don't know why I didn't think
you'd actually come.
612
00:30:27,826 --> 00:30:29,578
I don't know why
it took me so long to ask.
613
00:30:29,662 --> 00:30:33,290
Well, I mean, we didn't ever talk
all that much in school, so...
614
00:30:33,374 --> 00:30:35,376
-[huffs] I'm sorry.
-I'm not saying that for, like, blame.
615
00:30:35,459 --> 00:30:36,710
No, I-I know you're not.
616
00:30:36,794 --> 00:30:38,921
I-- Just doesn't reflect
very well on me, though.
617
00:30:41,173 --> 00:30:45,219
So can I ask how you are?
618
00:30:47,346 --> 00:30:48,764
[exhales] I'm so sorry,
619
00:30:48,847 --> 00:30:50,599
about all of this.
620
00:30:50,683 --> 00:30:53,477
It's just... it's really terrible.
621
00:30:53,561 --> 00:30:55,145
Yeah.
622
00:30:55,229 --> 00:30:57,648
Yeah, it's pretty terrible. Yeah.
623
00:31:00,442 --> 00:31:03,320
In full disclosure, and I know
I should have said this up front
624
00:31:03,404 --> 00:31:05,447
-when I first asked to come see you--
-Are you gonna try
625
00:31:05,531 --> 00:31:07,366
to write a book or something?
626
00:31:07,449 --> 00:31:10,578
Oh. Uh, no.
627
00:31:12,997 --> 00:31:14,873
I'm working with Oliver.
628
00:31:18,043 --> 00:31:19,670
Working with him how?
629
00:31:19,753 --> 00:31:23,090
Just counseling him. As his therapist.
630
00:31:24,758 --> 00:31:26,468
So you're with him, then?
631
00:31:26,552 --> 00:31:28,345
I wouldn't let him in, so he sent you?
632
00:31:29,430 --> 00:31:31,098
No.
633
00:31:31,181 --> 00:31:35,436
Although, obviously,
that's a very logical first question--
634
00:31:35,519 --> 00:31:38,105
What does he need therapy for? Huh?
635
00:31:38,188 --> 00:31:39,565
Does he feel bad for what he did?
636
00:31:39,648 --> 00:31:41,108
Actually, yeah, he does.
637
00:31:41,191 --> 00:31:42,735
Which part?
638
00:31:42,818 --> 00:31:44,278
Killing Paul?
639
00:31:44,361 --> 00:31:46,030
Or killing me?
640
00:31:47,114 --> 00:31:51,243
I understand it must feel unbelievable...
641
00:31:51,327 --> 00:31:53,954
-What must?
-I don't know.
642
00:31:54,038 --> 00:31:58,250
How the world's just still turning.
643
00:31:59,335 --> 00:32:01,337
Like you were never even in it.
644
00:32:03,547 --> 00:32:07,885
Like all I am is this thing
I didn't do, you mean?
645
00:32:07,968 --> 00:32:11,138
All because I was stupid
and tried to help my friend?
646
00:32:12,514 --> 00:32:16,644
Do you guys talk about that,
in your little fucking therapy sessions?
647
00:32:16,727 --> 00:32:19,688
What he did to me for trying to help him?
648
00:32:19,772 --> 00:32:22,232
Because if anything else,
you're just another person getting paid
649
00:32:22,316 --> 00:32:23,942
to listen to him lie.
650
00:32:25,027 --> 00:32:27,446
Shane...
651
00:32:27,529 --> 00:32:29,573
you know, it doesn't matter
what Oliver's told me.
652
00:32:29,657 --> 00:32:33,577
My job isn't to judge what the truth is,
653
00:32:33,661 --> 00:32:36,747
and I wouldn't be in charge
of anything even if it was.
654
00:32:37,831 --> 00:32:42,044
It's more that his pain has
made me think about yours,
655
00:32:42,127 --> 00:32:46,173
and how I just, I can't imagine
what you're going through.
656
00:32:46,256 --> 00:32:49,051
Or the strength I know
you'll need to find.
657
00:32:49,134 --> 00:32:51,220
For what?
658
00:32:51,303 --> 00:32:53,222
-I have strength.
-I know you do.
659
00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:54,723
See, I remember that about you.
660
00:32:54,807 --> 00:32:57,226
Like you said, we didn't talk much,
but still, I could tell
661
00:32:57,309 --> 00:33:00,020
you had character, integrity.
662
00:33:00,104 --> 00:33:03,023
That those things mattered to you.
663
00:33:06,860 --> 00:33:08,237
Just...
664
00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:09,738
[sighs]
665
00:33:11,073 --> 00:33:14,243
Before I came to Bridgefield,
I was a social worker--
666
00:33:14,326 --> 00:33:16,286
this was in Connecticut--
667
00:33:16,370 --> 00:33:19,039
and a lot of my clients were
in your situation,
668
00:33:19,123 --> 00:33:22,418
with public defenders who were
no match for white shoes.
669
00:33:22,501 --> 00:33:24,795
-And?
-One of my clients...
670
00:33:26,046 --> 00:33:28,173
...Dawn, uh,
671
00:33:28,257 --> 00:33:31,427
her husband was doing
15 to life in MacDougall.
672
00:33:32,511 --> 00:33:34,388
Dave had a carpet-laying business
with his cousin,
673
00:33:34,471 --> 00:33:36,724
and the cousin had a shady side thing
674
00:33:36,807 --> 00:33:38,934
where a guy ended up
getting killed over money,
675
00:33:39,017 --> 00:33:43,230
and the cousin took a plea
for saying it was all Dave.
676
00:33:45,107 --> 00:33:47,192
And, you know, Dave just thought,
677
00:33:47,276 --> 00:33:50,279
he didn't do it and that would prevail.
678
00:33:50,362 --> 00:33:52,281
[pensive music playing]
679
00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:55,075
And he didn't know
how to stop his frustration
680
00:33:55,159 --> 00:33:56,869
and rage from getting him into situations
681
00:33:56,952 --> 00:33:59,246
that just added more years
to his sentence...
682
00:34:00,247 --> 00:34:01,707
Or how to live
683
00:34:01,790 --> 00:34:04,084
knowing he was only in prison
in the first place
684
00:34:04,168 --> 00:34:06,795
off a lie from someone he trusted.
685
00:34:08,630 --> 00:34:10,257
And compared to you...
686
00:34:11,592 --> 00:34:13,217
...he was lucky.
687
00:34:14,469 --> 00:34:17,806
He wasn't up against people
with enough money
688
00:34:17,889 --> 00:34:20,601
to make the world
exactly the way they want it.
689
00:34:25,147 --> 00:34:27,733
So, what happened to Dave?
690
00:34:27,815 --> 00:34:29,525
Is he still in prison?
691
00:34:31,612 --> 00:34:33,697
No.
692
00:34:33,781 --> 00:34:35,491
When did he get paroled?
693
00:34:38,452 --> 00:34:40,496
He didn't.
694
00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:45,417
I'm-I'm not gonna...
go into details, if it's okay.
695
00:34:45,501 --> 00:34:47,418
Just out of respect.
696
00:34:47,503 --> 00:34:50,797
I'm just never, never
gonna forget that phone call.
697
00:34:51,882 --> 00:34:53,509
[sighs]
698
00:34:54,510 --> 00:34:56,929
There was one tiny silver lining--
699
00:34:57,012 --> 00:34:59,014
crazy as that is to say--
700
00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:02,017
Dave's family didn't think so,
but I know Dave would have.
701
00:35:03,143 --> 00:35:06,939
It's something called
the doctrine of abatement.
702
00:35:07,022 --> 00:35:09,149
Look, if you're convicted at trial,
even for murder,
703
00:35:09,233 --> 00:35:12,820
and you die in prison before
all your appeals are exhausted,
704
00:35:12,903 --> 00:35:14,279
your conviction's automatically set aside,
705
00:35:14,363 --> 00:35:17,699
and your indictment is dismissed,
like it never even happened.
706
00:35:20,077 --> 00:35:22,621
When he died-- because he died--
707
00:35:22,704 --> 00:35:26,208
as far as law
and the world were concerned,
708
00:35:26,291 --> 00:35:28,502
Dave was an innocent man.
709
00:35:32,798 --> 00:35:35,676
Hey, finally no line
at the vending machines.
710
00:35:35,759 --> 00:35:37,344
I'm gonna get a soda.
711
00:35:37,427 --> 00:35:38,595
You want one?
712
00:35:43,392 --> 00:35:45,394
♪ ♪
713
00:35:57,489 --> 00:35:59,867
[Shyla] No, no, no, they must have, Mom,
they-they wouldn't just say
714
00:35:59,950 --> 00:36:02,202
-"this is the prison calling," okay?
-[Kristi] Yes. Yes, they did.
715
00:36:02,286 --> 00:36:04,204
They said this is ACI calling
and we're sorry to inform you that--
716
00:36:04,288 --> 00:36:05,581
[Shyla] Okay, that doesn't make
any sense, Mom, okay?
717
00:36:05,664 --> 00:36:07,165
So, so, are they gonna,
are they gonna call us back?
718
00:36:07,249 --> 00:36:08,917
[Kristi] He wouldn't,
he wouldn't do that to himself.
719
00:36:09,001 --> 00:36:10,210
He wouldn't do it to me,
he would never do that!
720
00:36:10,294 --> 00:36:11,295
Listen, it's okay.
721
00:36:11,378 --> 00:36:13,505
I'm going to call them and I'm going
to find out who called us, all right?
722
00:36:13,589 --> 00:36:15,591
[continues indistinctly]
723
00:36:17,968 --> 00:36:20,470
[Caspar] It's terrible,
it's a terrible thing.
724
00:36:20,554 --> 00:36:22,431
It's hard to even think about,
725
00:36:22,514 --> 00:36:25,017
the kind of desperation
behind a choice like that.
726
00:36:26,768 --> 00:36:29,938
Makes you think about
all your own choices in life, right?
727
00:36:30,022 --> 00:36:32,441
All the things you've done
or haven't done.
728
00:36:32,524 --> 00:36:34,484
[crying quietly]
729
00:36:35,944 --> 00:36:37,863
-[sobbing]
-[Dan] Hey.
730
00:36:37,946 --> 00:36:40,365
Hey. Hey, hey.
731
00:36:40,449 --> 00:36:43,994
Hey, you know the Navy SEALs use
this thing, to help them calm down?
732
00:36:44,077 --> 00:36:45,412
Which is crazy, right?
733
00:36:45,495 --> 00:36:49,124
These elite warriors, they train
and they practice and still, they panic.
734
00:36:49,207 --> 00:36:52,127
Even Navy SEALs have
to make themselves remember to breathe.
735
00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:54,630
Okay? In for four, hold for four,
736
00:36:54,713 --> 00:36:57,382
out for four, hold for four.
737
00:36:57,466 --> 00:36:58,675
It's called box breathing.
738
00:36:58,759 --> 00:36:59,968
A box has four sides.
739
00:37:00,052 --> 00:37:03,013
You just focus on the numbers
and the sides and that's it.
740
00:37:03,096 --> 00:37:04,973
4 x 4. Do it with me, come on.
741
00:37:05,057 --> 00:37:07,017
Let's build a box together, right now.
742
00:37:11,104 --> 00:37:14,399
[whispers] Hold... two, three, four.
743
00:37:14,483 --> 00:37:17,152
-[inhales]
-[inhales]
744
00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:19,863
Hold, two, three, four.
745
00:37:19,947 --> 00:37:23,659
-[exhales]
-Out, two, three, four.
746
00:37:23,742 --> 00:37:25,077
[switch clicks]
747
00:37:27,579 --> 00:37:29,581
[floor creaks]
748
00:37:29,665 --> 00:37:31,083
Hi.
749
00:37:32,292 --> 00:37:35,337
-Do we have a--
-What the fuck did you say to my brother?
750
00:37:35,420 --> 00:37:37,673
-Excuse me?
-Show up out of nowhere,
751
00:37:37,756 --> 00:37:39,424
get in his mind,
say who the fuck knows what
752
00:37:39,508 --> 00:37:41,551
until suddenly he thinks
he has no way out of--
753
00:37:41,635 --> 00:37:43,345
Oh-- Okay. My God.
754
00:37:43,428 --> 00:37:44,930
[exhales]
755
00:37:45,013 --> 00:37:46,682
Can I just...
756
00:37:47,683 --> 00:37:49,685
I-I was so sorry
when I heard what happened.
757
00:37:49,768 --> 00:37:51,937
Why were you even there? Hmm?
758
00:37:52,020 --> 00:37:53,647
You didn't exist for Shane at school,
and I know that,
759
00:37:53,730 --> 00:37:54,731
he never mentioned you once.
760
00:37:54,815 --> 00:37:57,859
To be fair, seeing the counselor
761
00:37:57,943 --> 00:38:02,739
is not always gonna be something
a student talks about at home, right?
762
00:38:02,823 --> 00:38:05,325
You're telling me
he fucking came to see you?
763
00:38:05,409 --> 00:38:08,412
HIPAA requirements say
I can't tell you anything.
764
00:38:08,495 --> 00:38:10,038
I'm sorry.
765
00:38:10,122 --> 00:38:12,124
But whether he did or didn't,
766
00:38:12,207 --> 00:38:15,043
with a student body of 600 kids,
767
00:38:15,127 --> 00:38:17,295
being generally aware of all of them
768
00:38:17,379 --> 00:38:20,173
and their various struggles,
769
00:38:20,257 --> 00:38:23,051
yeah, that was my job.
770
00:38:24,344 --> 00:38:25,971
Why'd you go to the prison?
771
00:38:26,054 --> 00:38:28,223
To offer my support--
772
00:38:28,306 --> 00:38:31,393
No, I want to know what kind
of apocalyptic shit you said to him.
773
00:38:31,476 --> 00:38:34,604
Besides that, fucking Oliver St. Ledger
sees you for therapy, which is--
774
00:38:34,688 --> 00:38:36,940
I just don't really know how to wrap
my mind around that, actually.
775
00:38:37,024 --> 00:38:38,942
So he told you that, but he didn't
tell you what else we talked about?
776
00:38:39,026 --> 00:38:41,611
Okay, he's figuring things out,
he's taking fucking classes
777
00:38:41,695 --> 00:38:44,948
and then here you are,
and a month later he kills himself.
778
00:38:46,783 --> 00:38:50,829
A-And you think talking to me
had something to do with that?
779
00:38:50,912 --> 00:38:53,165
I do,
and I think I have a lot of questions
780
00:38:53,248 --> 00:38:55,042
that I'm gonna ask
to whoever's responsible
781
00:38:55,125 --> 00:38:57,252
for you having a license
to talk to anybody, okay?
782
00:38:57,335 --> 00:38:59,838
So just know
that's what's gonna be happening.
783
00:38:59,921 --> 00:39:01,506
Well, then maybe
also ask them if they think
784
00:39:01,590 --> 00:39:03,717
someone without
a baseline of mental instability
785
00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:05,719
and history of emotional detachment
in the home
786
00:39:05,802 --> 00:39:08,847
can be goaded into suicide
by one casual conversation
787
00:39:08,930 --> 00:39:11,308
with a sympathetic relative stranger.
788
00:39:13,643 --> 00:39:17,230
Oh, this is such an awful thing.
789
00:39:17,314 --> 00:39:20,067
Look, I-I understand
790
00:39:20,150 --> 00:39:22,402
needing to explain it away somehow.
791
00:39:22,486 --> 00:39:25,530
But when
an already mentally vulnerable person
792
00:39:25,614 --> 00:39:28,450
is put into such
a challenging environment,
793
00:39:28,533 --> 00:39:31,661
at an age where they're
still struggling with coping skills,
794
00:39:31,745 --> 00:39:34,748
and with the idea
that the future even exists,
795
00:39:34,831 --> 00:39:37,501
not to mention a support system at home
796
00:39:37,584 --> 00:39:39,336
that just isn't up to the task in a real--
797
00:39:39,419 --> 00:39:41,421
-[grunts]
-[coughs]
798
00:39:41,505 --> 00:39:43,215
Jesus fuck!
799
00:39:43,298 --> 00:39:44,716
[coughs]
800
00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:46,802
[panting]
801
00:39:46,885 --> 00:39:51,306
So... as soon as court opens tomorrow,
802
00:39:51,389 --> 00:39:55,102
I'm gonna file a temporary
ex parte order of protection against you.
803
00:39:55,185 --> 00:39:56,520
And just to make it final--
804
00:39:56,603 --> 00:39:57,979
-Fuck you!
-Okay.
805
00:40:00,649 --> 00:40:01,900
[door closes]
806
00:40:01,983 --> 00:40:04,444
[ragged exhale]
807
00:40:11,368 --> 00:40:13,120
[Megan] Did Mom go to sleep?
808
00:40:14,121 --> 00:40:15,747
[Shyla] She went to her room.
809
00:40:15,831 --> 00:40:18,625
I'm sure she's not sleeping.
Nobody sleeps in this house.
810
00:40:18,708 --> 00:40:20,585
Obviously.
811
00:40:22,587 --> 00:40:24,506
[pats sofa cushion]
812
00:40:27,592 --> 00:40:29,845
[both sigh]
813
00:40:29,928 --> 00:40:32,848
Okay. Talk show, old movie, infomercial,
814
00:40:32,931 --> 00:40:35,225
-or--
-Where do you think Shane is now?
815
00:40:35,308 --> 00:40:36,393
[sighs]
816
00:40:36,476 --> 00:40:38,061
Shit.
817
00:40:38,145 --> 00:40:40,730
I'm gonna need a drink or ten
for that conversation.
818
00:40:40,814 --> 00:40:44,609
Megan, I don't want to talk
about heaven or whatever, okay?
819
00:40:44,693 --> 00:40:46,361
Because you don't think he's--
820
00:40:46,444 --> 00:40:50,949
If there is a place he is,
I hope that everything makes sense to him,
821
00:40:51,032 --> 00:40:52,909
that he doesn't hurt any more.
822
00:40:52,993 --> 00:40:54,995
Okay?
823
00:40:55,078 --> 00:40:57,164
Me, too.
824
00:40:57,247 --> 00:41:00,292
Also I wish there was a place like that
for Mom to go.
825
00:41:03,128 --> 00:41:07,007
Yeah, I mean, Mom's still alive,
but I get what you're saying.
826
00:41:09,885 --> 00:41:11,887
I saw him that night.
827
00:41:13,763 --> 00:41:15,265
What does that mean?
828
00:41:17,017 --> 00:41:19,603
Mom and Dad went
to Holy Spirit purse bingo
829
00:41:19,686 --> 00:41:23,315
and he was supposed to come home
after practice and make dinner,
830
00:41:23,398 --> 00:41:25,734
but he didn't,
831
00:41:25,817 --> 00:41:28,069
so I made it,
832
00:41:28,153 --> 00:41:30,697
and I saw him get dropped off.
833
00:41:32,699 --> 00:41:34,868
By a car that I saw.
834
00:41:36,620 --> 00:41:38,705
Whose car it was...
835
00:41:39,915 --> 00:41:42,959
Okay, and...
Okay, well, d-did Shane know this?
836
00:41:43,043 --> 00:41:45,086
-Yes.
-When?
837
00:41:46,087 --> 00:41:48,506
-Right when he came inside.
-Okay, and what did he say?
838
00:41:48,590 --> 00:41:50,800
H-He said he was home the whole time.
839
00:41:50,884 --> 00:41:54,888
And he never asked you
to say anything later to anybody, ever?
840
00:41:56,473 --> 00:41:58,808
I thought he would. [shaky breath]
841
00:41:59,851 --> 00:42:03,021
I was waiting, but he never did.
842
00:42:05,440 --> 00:42:07,609
Why didn't he want me to?
843
00:42:08,902 --> 00:42:10,987
You know what? Maybe he was...
844
00:42:11,988 --> 00:42:16,076
...afraid, yeah,
of you bringing Oliver into it,
845
00:42:16,159 --> 00:42:17,410
and of Oliver's family.
846
00:42:17,494 --> 00:42:21,331
Of what they might do, t-to us, to you.
847
00:42:21,414 --> 00:42:22,916
I mean, who-who knows?
848
00:42:22,999 --> 00:42:25,168
With people who can be...
849
00:42:25,252 --> 00:42:27,671
what they are.
850
00:42:27,754 --> 00:42:31,091
You feel guilty? For not saying?
851
00:42:32,092 --> 00:42:34,010
Don't.
852
00:42:34,886 --> 00:42:35,929
Okay?
853
00:42:36,012 --> 00:42:38,181
It wouldn't have made any difference.
854
00:42:38,265 --> 00:42:40,892
It still would've all happened
the exact same way,
855
00:42:40,976 --> 00:42:42,102
and you couldn't have stopped it.
856
00:42:42,185 --> 00:42:44,479
So, please, please...
857
00:42:45,814 --> 00:42:47,607
...don't let it derail your life.
858
00:42:49,567 --> 00:42:52,821
Okay? Come here.
859
00:42:52,904 --> 00:42:54,906
[Megan crying]
860
00:42:54,990 --> 00:42:56,992
[sorrowful music playing]
861
00:43:07,877 --> 00:43:09,879
♪ ♪
862
00:43:15,552 --> 00:43:17,345
[knocking at door]
863
00:43:21,266 --> 00:43:24,936
-Ms. Martin?
-One of them.
864
00:43:26,438 --> 00:43:28,064
Which one are you?
865
00:43:29,441 --> 00:43:30,567
Shyla.
866
00:43:30,650 --> 00:43:32,652
[Lee] Is your mom Kristi?
Is she here, too?
867
00:43:32,736 --> 00:43:34,362
She's not here at the moment.
868
00:43:34,446 --> 00:43:36,031
And you live here, with her?
869
00:43:36,114 --> 00:43:37,907
Rub it in, why don't ya?
870
00:43:39,034 --> 00:43:41,328
So, uh, you're Shane's sister?
871
00:43:41,411 --> 00:43:43,288
Hey, can I ask a question?
872
00:43:43,371 --> 00:43:45,332
[Karl] Yes, we are here
to ask people questions
873
00:43:45,415 --> 00:43:47,709
about a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
874
00:43:48,793 --> 00:43:50,795
Specifically,
about the possible revenge killing
875
00:43:50,879 --> 00:43:53,089
of a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
876
00:43:53,173 --> 00:43:55,008
We spoke to Annette Sparling.
She gave us your address.
877
00:43:55,091 --> 00:43:57,635
[Lee] Does your sister live here, too?
878
00:43:57,719 --> 00:44:01,848
Megan or Ciara Wyse?
W-Which one do you call her?
879
00:44:04,392 --> 00:44:07,937
Look, I don't know
where Megan lives, okay?
880
00:44:08,021 --> 00:44:10,065
I don't even know where she is.
881
00:44:11,775 --> 00:44:13,860
Or if she's ever coming back.
882
00:44:13,943 --> 00:44:15,945
[droning ambient music playing]
883
00:44:18,990 --> 00:44:20,992
[peaceful breathing]
884
00:44:31,628 --> 00:44:33,129
Hey.
885
00:44:35,256 --> 00:44:37,592
[quiet atmospheric music playing]
886
00:44:37,675 --> 00:44:39,886
I've just been sitting here
watching you breathe.
887
00:44:42,931 --> 00:44:44,974
You're Megan.
888
00:44:45,058 --> 00:44:47,644
You're Shane's sister.
889
00:44:49,479 --> 00:44:51,022
Yeah.
890
00:44:53,191 --> 00:44:55,068
[Oliver chuckles softly]
891
00:44:57,153 --> 00:44:59,239
The day that Paul Sparling died...
892
00:45:00,448 --> 00:45:02,450
...I saw you.
893
00:45:03,952 --> 00:45:06,579
And I knew that you were lying.
894
00:45:08,665 --> 00:45:11,793
But I was no one,
compared to you and your family.
895
00:45:15,046 --> 00:45:17,424
And there was nothing that I could do.
896
00:45:20,927 --> 00:45:25,014
And it just kept spinning out of control,
my whole life.
897
00:45:25,098 --> 00:45:29,269
Even so many years later,
spinning out of control.
898
00:45:29,352 --> 00:45:31,604
And I wanted to hurt you.
899
00:45:33,440 --> 00:45:35,984
I really, really wanted to hurt you.
900
00:45:38,361 --> 00:45:40,530
And so I made a plan.
901
00:45:43,074 --> 00:45:45,076
But then I started to know you.
902
00:45:46,077 --> 00:45:48,163
And I saw...
903
00:45:48,246 --> 00:45:50,415
how lonely you were.
904
00:45:52,292 --> 00:45:54,419
That I didn't need
to do anything to ruin your life
905
00:45:54,502 --> 00:45:57,130
because you were doing that on your own.
906
00:45:57,213 --> 00:45:59,424
[chuckles]
907
00:46:02,260 --> 00:46:05,305
I really wanted to tell you the truth.
[shaky breath]
908
00:46:06,931 --> 00:46:09,976
I-I had so many opportunities
to tell you the truth and I didn't.
909
00:46:18,359 --> 00:46:20,195
I'm sorry.
910
00:46:23,865 --> 00:46:25,783
I am sorry.
911
00:46:25,867 --> 00:46:27,577
He was my best friend.
912
00:46:27,660 --> 00:46:29,537
-[Ciara chuckles thinly]
-And your brother,
913
00:46:29,621 --> 00:46:31,498
he didn't deserve that.
914
00:46:34,709 --> 00:46:36,920
You brother didn't do anything wrong.
915
00:46:37,003 --> 00:46:39,172
It was me.
916
00:46:41,508 --> 00:46:43,301
[voice breaking] I know that.
917
00:46:45,887 --> 00:46:47,805
I knew that.
918
00:46:51,684 --> 00:46:53,561
But thank you for saying that.
919
00:46:53,645 --> 00:46:56,189
Because I think I really needed...
920
00:46:56,272 --> 00:46:58,233
you to say that to me.
921
00:47:01,528 --> 00:47:03,446
[Ciara sighs quietly]
922
00:47:04,948 --> 00:47:07,242
And I'm so in love with you.
923
00:47:09,369 --> 00:47:10,954
I'm so in love with you.
924
00:47:11,037 --> 00:47:12,247
Yeah?
925
00:47:12,330 --> 00:47:14,082
Yeah.
926
00:47:15,083 --> 00:47:17,085
♪ ♪
927
00:47:30,848 --> 00:47:32,850
[traffic passing]
928
00:47:39,065 --> 00:47:42,110
[Karl] Can't say that I am surprised
that you're a Tom Petty fan,
929
00:47:42,193 --> 00:47:44,487
but if I hear another Tom Petty song
in the next million years,
930
00:47:44,571 --> 00:47:46,197
it'll be too fucking soon.
931
00:47:46,281 --> 00:47:48,366
When was Tom Petty bothering you?
932
00:47:48,449 --> 00:47:50,618
When I was driving and you were sleeping,
933
00:47:50,702 --> 00:47:54,289
or when I was driving
and you were sleeping?
934
00:47:56,499 --> 00:48:01,504
So, do we think Megan Martin,
slash Ciara Wyse,
935
00:48:01,588 --> 00:48:06,050
is somewhere in the world,
with or without Oliver Kennedy?
936
00:48:06,134 --> 00:48:08,428
Yeah, we don't know that.
937
00:48:08,511 --> 00:48:11,723
I said "we think," not "we know."
938
00:48:12,974 --> 00:48:15,476
But you do agree that that's the first
road we should go down tomorrow?
939
00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:17,437
Okay, yeah, it's the first road,
but it's not the only road--
940
00:48:17,520 --> 00:48:19,439
-[gunfire]
-[Karl exclaims]
941
00:48:26,070 --> 00:48:28,531
-[♪ Tom Petty: "You Got Lucky"]
-♪ One, two ♪
942
00:48:28,615 --> 00:48:30,617
♪ ♪
943
00:48:45,131 --> 00:48:48,301
♪ You better watch what you say ♪
944
00:48:49,761 --> 00:48:53,056
♪ You better watch what you do to me ♪
945
00:48:54,057 --> 00:48:56,726
♪ Don't get carried away ♪
946
00:48:57,935 --> 00:49:01,689
♪ Girl, if you can do better than me ♪
947
00:49:01,773 --> 00:49:03,566
♪ Go ♪
948
00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:07,695
♪ Yeah, go ♪
949
00:49:09,030 --> 00:49:10,657
♪ But remember ♪
950
00:49:10,740 --> 00:49:14,118
♪ Good love is hard to find ♪
951
00:49:14,202 --> 00:49:17,705
♪ Good love
is hard to find ♪
952
00:49:17,789 --> 00:49:20,208
♪ You got lucky, babe ♪
953
00:49:22,001 --> 00:49:24,712
♪ You got lucky, babe ♪
954
00:49:25,838 --> 00:49:28,174
♪ When I found you ♪
955
00:49:35,807 --> 00:49:38,643
♪ You put a hand on my cheek ♪
956
00:49:40,103 --> 00:49:43,064
♪ And then you turned your eyes away ♪
957
00:49:44,190 --> 00:49:46,609
♪ If you don't feel complete ♪
958
00:49:48,194 --> 00:49:51,614
♪ If I don't take you all of the way ♪
959
00:49:51,698 --> 00:49:53,658
♪ Then go ♪
960
00:49:55,201 --> 00:49:57,662
♪ Yeah, go ♪
961
00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:00,748
♪ But remember ♪
962
00:50:00,832 --> 00:50:04,043
♪ Good love is hard to find ♪
963
00:50:05,044 --> 00:50:08,172
♪ Good love is hard to find ♪
964
00:50:08,256 --> 00:50:10,508
♪ You got lucky, babe ♪
965
00:50:12,260 --> 00:50:14,887
♪ You got lucky, babe ♪
966
00:50:15,972 --> 00:50:18,641
♪ When I found you ♪♪
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