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Because I need to film you with a video to see exactly how you are. It's a

problem for you if I film you?

I don't understand why this.

Because I need to see your face, your beautiful face, because you're very

I like your face. You can smile a little for me?

Yeah, it's true, you're beautiful.

Don't be nervous, it's cool.

I don't understand why this, why I say this.

Because I would like to do a casting with you.

It's normal, no?

I need to know who you are, where you're coming from, what is your life and

stuff like this. I need to ask you a lot of questions.

And it's better for me if I have it on video because after, if one day I need

think about you for something, I have archive and stuff like that. That's why

filmed the girl and also for Luke, how you are on the video. I speak too much

fast? You understand what I said?

Yes? Why you speak English like this?

I don't understand.

You understand?

Yes, I understand.

100 % you understand?

Not 100%. Not 100 %?

No.

So, if you don't understand something, what I tell in English, you ask me in

Russian, ok?

Ok.

What is your name?

Alexandra. Alexandra?

Like my daughter.

My daughter too.

I like this name very much.

How old are you?

18 years old. 18 years old?

What are you doing in the life?

Why are you asking me this? Why this camera? I don't understand.

Because I need to have information about you.

You understand?

I don't know why.

Because you remember when I asked you to come here, in the commercial center, I

tell to you, come to the casting and I will ask you, I will film you a little

for the casting.

It's normal, no?

You tell me, you tell me sometimes you do some fashion show for fashion, so you

must use normally to look the camera, no?

so excuse me i would do mistake i thought you explained to me he was doing

sometimes this kind of things so you make me lose the mind

yeah i would like to to explain to you a little my work it's a little special

sometime it's all right for you to to do nude photo or stuff

like this and you would like to do this kind of stuff

you don't like how you know if you never do i never do and i don't like to do

because if you never do you don't okay anyway it's a long conversation possible

like this the best look i have put a magazine on the table in front of you

this is what i'm doing i would like to see a little and you tell me what you

think about if it's nice or bad your top model is the name what is it

Why? Hey, relax, relax. Don't be nervous like this.

Keep cool.

No, no, wait.

Wait a minute.

No.

Wait a minute.

Listen to me.

Please, one second.

Wait. Keep cool.

Keep cool.

Keep cool.

Keep cool. Relax.

Can you please just come back one minute?

What are you going to tell me? I don't understand. I don't understand. Relax.

One minute more, we speak together.

Only one minute. One minute, promise.

I would like to explain to you. If you go, I cannot explain to you.

You see the magazine, it's okay. But I would like if we can... How can I say?

we can have a little conversation together.

Just a little conversation.

I don't touch you, don't be scared.

Just one minute more, okay? Please.

Because my camera, if I don't touch, will burn the sofa.

So I have to take off. What?

Switch off this camera. Why?

I don't want to speak with you with this camera.

But I need to have the camera.

Why not? I don't want to speak with you with this.

Okay. I will cut it.

Don't worry. Just leave me a second.

Is it okay for you like this?

It's better.

Yeah? You think it's fine?

Yes. No problem?

No. Okay. The camera is cut.

So.

First before to be nervous and to break all the room You must understand I film

you because I would like not if you go down and tell like, you know, Michael

Mike Tyson, for example somebody Tell he has right hair in the room. I don't

want to do this kind of things with me or you know on other girl That's why I

need absolutely to have a protection. So the camera is a protection for me first

point second point Why why is this business

It's so much terrible things for you. What is the problem in the picture that

you see? Because this business is not for me. I don't like this. This fucking

business.

But how you know it's a fucking business? Maybe you have bad

some people speak to you this is something bad and it can be nice, no?

No, it's not nice.

Why? You have bad experience with a man in the past or stuff like this?

Yes. That's why you're too much nervous against pornography?

yes no i was thinking something like that but uh you don't like the

man no not at all you don't have boyfriend no it's not good

to not have boyfriend you don't care yeah of course but

um okay i would like

I would like to convince you that maybe there is a possibility to do some kind

of job, maybe soft job, for example, because you're very, very beautiful and

would be very interested to do a job with you.

I don't know, soft, you know what it means, soft?

No, it's not fine.

I don't want, thank you.

Yeah, so what you would like to do, fishing and stuff like this?

Yes, maybe.

Maybe.

You don't like if the people look you, if people are attracted by you?

No. You don't care?

No, I don't care about it. What you would like to do in your life?

Why you do your studies and stuff like this?

You tell me we speak only one minute, not more.

Yeah, of course, but please, what you would like to do about your life?

Like study all day, I would like to work, normal work. What is a normal work

you? Now I don't know.

Maybe in the future I think about this. Now I study.

Yeah? And you are good in school?

Yeah. Because you know in the life, sometimes you do a lot of studies for

years and in the final you get a diploma, okay, but not especially a good

and stuff like this.

Maybe with me, of course, I know you don't like what I do, but maybe by my

can help you to...

To be somebody famous or to getting money and stuff like this, to have a

comfortable life. You would like to travel or stuff like this?

Yes, I'd like to travel.

Have you traveled already?

No. Did you travel already somewhere?

No. Never?

No. Only be the person you find?

Yes. Okay.

It's not so simple. So, I know you are hungry.

Paris, you would like to go in Paris?

Why not, maybe?

You're difficult, it's not so simple to have a conversation with you.

So, I don't know what I can do more with you because you're like a

world for speaking.

So... Okay, I go, I don't do that.

No, but stay a little more with me because... No, I can't. It's impossible.

I'm not going.

Wait a minute.

No,

no, no.

It's not possible. I'm not going.

Thank you.

I don't want to know.

Wait a minute.

No,

no, no.

Thank you.

Thank you. I don't want to know.

Wait a minute.

It's too much complicated.

Now that you understand perfectly that you are a beautiful girl, you

have a chance with me to become somebody in this fucking life and to have a job

who is not like what do everybody.

You want to be a marionette all your life?

This is what you want you want to be every morning wake up at the same time

do all the people To have a fucking job to do it for 40 years and to have

nothing. Okay, but you don't explain me how much this money.

It depends because for the soft job normally.

Only soft?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, of course. I know, I know, I understand.

But most of the photograph was paid.

between 200 300 sometimes 400 maybe five it depends what quality of photo you do

how you look on the video or the photo what they do because you have also soft

video and it can be good money because it's interesting such job sometimes but

just you have to to have a very nice body this is but you must understand i

don't bitch i know you're not i don't like this Like magazine girl.

Yes, yes, yes, I understand this. It's not what I'm telling you now. Now what I

would like is if you can show me your body.

Because now it's a round of one hour and a half we speak together and I would

like very much we get something concrete.

Because if I lose my evening for you, I would like it would be not for nothing.

You can maybe show me your body and I will tell you exactly what I can do with

you and how much you can get. Which level of quality you are.

If you're a nice girl, of course your face is perfect, but sometimes the

they look very nice body and they are not. I'm sorry to tell you this, maybe

don't be shocked.

So you're okay to show me your body?

But only soft, you understand?

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

But you understand what this means, soft?

Yes, I understand. I have to see anyway your pussy, your popo, your titsy and

all these kind of things.

You understand?

Yes. Okay.

Because I don't want to show you you run again and you scream on me.

Okay, you show me You

don't

know how how you take off take off what you want first you start by what you

want You can't

Cool. Don't be too much nervous.

It's late, it's cool, so listen.

You take off what you want and the other you want.

And that's all. Relax.

Allez.

Cool.

Come on.

Alright. Allez.

Don't be shy. Do what you wish.

No, no, no, no. What? No.

I don't want this camera. No.

It's not possible.

I need the camera.

I cannot, I cannot, it's not possible, camera.

But I need absolutely to have a view of you, how you look on the camera, because

anyway if I have to do photo one day with you, if one day I do photo with

will have to see you on the video of the photo.

So what is the difference? I don't want this camera.

But understand, if not you show me your body.

And tomorrow, for example, I want to work with you.

I will look you with one video or with one photo also. What is the difference

I do it now or tomorrow?

Now it's to look in my video camera how is your face, your body on the video.

It's very important.

But you understand, I'm not bitch.

I know, but it doesn't change nothing.

Bitch or not bitch. Even if you was a bitch, I will do the same things.

Okay? Please, let me take the camera.

Thank you.

Thank

you

very much. You're very nice, you understand?

You're a good girl.

I'm sure you're a good girl inside, no?

You're not a good girl?

Of course you are. Hey, give me a little smile.

It's a difficult one.

Yeah?

You're never attracted by the idea that if one day you're in the magazine, the

man will look you and they will be crazy of you and stuff like that?

You don't care of this?

No, I don't care.

You don't care. Okay.

What is your hobby when you're at home? You do something special?

No.

No?

Nothing special.

Oh, you have a nice breast.

Yes,

of course, please.

What?

I need it also, if you don't mind.

Cool.

Okay. Turn on yourself.

Relax.

Can you turn on yourself a little?

Turn.

You shave your pussy?

No.

Yes, you shave your pussy. I can see. Why you shave your pussy?

Because it's normal.

It's normal for girls to shave?

Yes. You always do this?

Yes, always.

Yeah?

i'm not a girl to tell you the truth so can you turn again

yeah turn turn turn yes and i would like if you can turn

turn turn look at me yes now turn again face for me yes and i would like if you

can go on the bed no no but wait wait you don't know what i want to ask to you

if you can go and

No, no, no, it's not porno. No, because only soft.

No, but it's not porno.

I know, but I don't want to stay more here.

No, but you will not start again with this.

Listen to me. I need... Relax.

No, I can't.

It's difficult with you.

Why are you too much complicated, girl?

Listen,

I cut the camera again, keep cool, okay?

And relax a second, there is no more camera, okay?

Be a little cool. You don't want?

No. Why not?

Because... Because I don't want to stay more here.

Now you show me your body. I need to do Polaroid with you. No, no, no, no. Yes,

I need to do Polaroid. No, I don't want.

Because, you know, I tell you, wait, wait, I tell you. I have a computer and

do some Polaroid, digital Polaroid. I put in my computer with your name and

everything. And I would like to shoot some photo of you with the Polaroid.

Cool, relax.

Wait a minute.

But you must understand how it is.

They think like this.

If you do model job or stuff like this, in fashion it will be the same. They

will ask you also to show your, maybe not your pussy, of course, like this,

they will ask you to be nude and stuff like that.

It's the same for every kind of job.

So,

listen to me. I would like you to be very, very quiet and tranquilo.

And do you want to drink something?

No, thank you. I don't want nothing.

Nothing. Okay.

All right, so, explain me a little what is your life. You have a difficult life?

Yes.

So, keep cool, slow down, relax, down, sleep a little, yes, okay.

It's very difficult.

But people have been always bad with you in the life that you are like this?

Yes.

No, but you must understand also that the life is not only to...

To be like you are, to be always thinking everybody is bad, everything is

You know, there is differently kind of situation where you can get happiness

enjoy the life. It's not only like this. You understand what I mean?

Yes, I understand.

Why you are so much like this, blocked all the time, to want to send everything

in the trash, the people in the trash, and stuff like this.

When I was 16 and a half years old,

one man tried to rape me.

And this... This was terrible, terrible.

It was very difficult for me.

It was very bad?

Yes.

Now I hate all men.

But you cannot think because one was bad once that everybody is bad.

It doesn't work like this normally.

You have some place of the world like a

war or stuff like this sometimes and it's not because you have one people bad

one country that everybody is bad. I don't know.

Lots of examples we can prove you have also good people.

So all the man... You see some people with boy and girl together who are happy

hand in hand and make love every day and everything is fine.

No? You don't have a brother or sister who is married?

No. No?

No,

it's very difficult for me because I remember this all the time.

You're always thinking about this? Yes.

It was the day or the night?

It was the night.

In the night? Yes.

You want to speak to me about it?

No, I have only this problem.

When you sleep, you think about that sometimes?

Maybe you can speak about it with somebody, I mean, to clean up a little

mind, I don't know, if you want.

What's happened?

You know, I have anywhere, blood in the mouth, I don't know.

Sorry, I don't understand.

What is blood?

Blood or blood?

Blood. Blood. Yes, okay, I understand.

Blood everywhere.

Yes, everywhere.

And this guy,

Arrive to do what you want or he doesn't arrive to do what he wants with you?

Because somewhere this is the most important.

I mean, if he arrives to get what he was trying to get, of course there is a big

difference and if he doesn't get it.

Did you fight with him?

Did you do something?

No. You didn't fight?

He has a knife? Or a gun?

Yes.

And you don't try to get a boyfriend or somebody?

I try, but it's a problem for me.

I don't know.

What is the problem for you?

You know, it's too difficult and I can't explain it.

You never have loved somebody?

I try, but I cannot.

How many boys you have been in your life?

Right now?

Nobody?

Never,

never?

It doesn't work.

But what do you mean by doesn't work?

One guy, I was with him, but

he went very quickly.

I remember one time

about...

You mean you remember when you tried to have sex with this boy? What's happened

to you before?

And what said

your boyfriend?

He was nervous or finally he understand you?

And you never tried after this?

Why?

Because the only one solution is to try.

If you stay like you are now, one beautiful girl like you who don't do

with nobody, it's not the best way, no?

It's stupid for my story to tell you this, but you're young, you're

you have all the life for you.

And if you keep your trauma in your mind, nothing will change, never.

And you will be always sad and people will not love you so much.

If you want to get the love, you need somewhere to live.

To find somebody.

And with the girl, you try?

You don't like the girl?

It's nice, the girl.

It's sweet.

Sometimes it's good to start again, to have sex, licking pussy and stuff like

this. It's good.

Did you ever get somebody licking your pussy?

Sorry, don't be nervous.

I asked you sweet.

Relax, just we try to speak together.

You try it?

What you do exactly in sex?

Okay, if you don't want to tell me, it's fine, but... What do you know about the

sex?

You see, these people, you know, they... It was one or... one man, I think.

Yes. One man.

Is it right to make love with you?

Did he get, I mean, did he get to make penetration with you or not?

I don't know.

How you don't know?

Because... You shouldn't have to say that.

But it's better maybe if you explain me.

Because what?

Maybe, maybe it's better if you want we go to eat something down in the

reception.

You would like?

We go together, we make a little lunch or something, a dinner, sorry,

because with this time. I don't know if it's, yeah, we are 15 minutes before

they close. So if you want, we go down to the restaurant and we eat something

together, if you would like.

I think I can help you a little.

It's good for you to speak.

Okay?

Not maybe, for sure.

Okay? I like giving you a smile.

Okay.

Very good.

That was cool?

Yeah?

Thank you.

That was good.

Thank you.

It's not bad.

I'm happy to see you now. You're very happy.

You look good.

That's the most important thing for me. It's true.

Yeah? What time is it now?

One o 'clock.

Oh, I'm not going home.

You don't want to wait for me? No, I can't.

Just wait for me.

No, no, no, no.

Why not?

Because it was good, but don't wake up.

I don't want to wake up.

I would like to make you happy.

I know you need to get something different.

I don't think people were so much nice with you in your life.

Not true?

The French people are different.

But you hope that if you don't let me the chance to show you, you will know

you're not.

In order to be scared, I don't have a big dick.

So, be relax.

I will put this small inside, like this.

It will be not painful for you, okay?

But only with condom, please.

But with condom, I cannot put small inside.

I know, but if you want that, I'll take condom. It will be cut.

The light.

If I cut the general things, it will be dark, and I will not see you, and I want

to see you.

But... But it will be maybe painful for you if I do

the... Why?

I'm clean every month, I do the...

Don't be nervous.

You relax, okay?

If you're scared, it will be no good.

Relax completely, okay?

Have your rest, my dear baby.

What's up with your eyes?

That's nice.

You see, the boy can do it. It's okay sometimes.

Now I will show you the best.

It's a proxy.

Here, this is all for you.

No. No, no, no, I won't go. No. Wait, wait, wait.

Hey, don't start like this. Keep cool.

Listen, I'll talk to you soon.

You let me show you. I'll make you proceed.

And I'll show you something.

And after you decide if you want.

Allez.

This is very sweet. And like this, my cookie can be relaxed for a moment,

because it's kaput, and after, we can continue.

Okay?

Very much.

And you concentrate on your cookie.

Keep cool.

Completely relaxed.

Show me that it's possible.

It's a little kaput now, I'm very sorry.

But I told you, with the condom, it will be a little destroyed.

Relax.

Sleeping, keep cool.

Yeah.

The problem?

Sure? No problem?

Guaranteed? Look at me. No problem?

Sure?

Okay. No, but tell me the truth, because...

You know, when I go in my trip of sex, sometimes I'm a

little crazy.