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"The narrow river killing
refers to the brutal murder
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of Paul sparling.
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Fellow student Shane Martin was
arrested for first-degree murder,
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though it was widely believed
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"his classmate, Oliver St. ledger,
was responsible for the crime."
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When I was high school, a kid drowned.
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I was, involved.
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Paul just attacked Shane.
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And Shane just kept on
pushing Paul's head underwater.
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- You're a fucking liar.
- Ciara.
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- What are you talking about?
- Don't follow me.
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Did you forget the
restraining order, shy la?
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You need to get Oliver St.
Ledger away from my family.
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I don't know what you're talking about.
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Oliver St. ledger is
living with my little sister.
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Megan?
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What the fuck, shy la?
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I am going to help you get rid of him.
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I'm gonna take care of it.
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- No, you won't.
- Shyla, I need you
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to trust me that I'm gonna
handle this on my own.
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Oliver, you there?
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This woman, Ciara, is
not who you think she is.
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It's Megan Martin. She's Shane's sister.
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It's okay, Dan.
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He knows.
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Anything they start off fighting
about, he can bring it back to that.
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I mean, this time,
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it was about how mom
never puts gas in the car
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and he always has to do
it when he's already late.
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You know, and somehow he brings it
back to how my school wants me to apply
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to all these private,
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out-of-state d1 colleges for lacrosse
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and it makes him look like the bad guy,
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'cause he can't afford any of them.
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Shane, I mean, your
dad is the Kevin garnett
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of talking shit about bridge field.
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You know? And, also, there's such
a thing as lacrosse scholarships.
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Ivies don't have athletic scholarships.
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And nowhere else is gonna be a full ride.
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Whatever. I mean, talking about why
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all these schools are
no-go's also pisses him off.
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You're so lucky.
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Yeah, I know you think so.
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I'm not even talking about
being able to afford Stanford.
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Being able to afford to buy
Stanford and rename it after yourself.
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St. ledger university.
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Shut-shut up, dude, please.
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I'm talking about not having to listen
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to your parents screaming at
each other every five minutes.
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Over something you can't
change and neither can they.
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Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit,
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you kind of got to care about it.
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You know? It's not that difficult.
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Well, I mean, anytime mine want to
stop caring so much, that would be great.
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But they won't, 'cause they
can't live unless they're up my ass.
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My sister can't either. I mean,
shy la moved to fucking pawtucket,
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and she's still trying to be my boss.
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Aw.
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- What I would give... to be you.
- Here we go.
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For one day.
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Just one. Just to try, just to see.
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Not even for the money.
Just for the, like... Silence.
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I might've told Paul we would be here.
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Whatever. He's not a bad
guy if you give him a chance.
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You say that every single time.
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He's just insecure.
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I promise, if you hang in there,
eventually, he stops being such a dick.
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Prove it.
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- What does that even mean?
- Sup, fuckheads?
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You gonna be okay? What's up?
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What's up is I fucking ran here.
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You're kidding. From bridge field?
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Yeah, that's right, shithead.
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Wow. Well, I know coach said
you need to do more cardio,
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but damn.
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You guys are so into this place.
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I mean, it was cool for, like,
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I don't know, five
minutes in middle school.
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But Jesus.
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And don't you literally
have, like, a massive house
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with a fucking... helipad?
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There's no helipad.
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Why would anybody want to
hang out here instead of there?
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Your dad have, like, a "no
peasant" rule or something?
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'Cause I'm a peasant, right?
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A scholarship peasant?
Yeah, I've been in there.
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Has your dad even
lived in that house before?
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Like... Even when you were a baby?
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'Cause my dad says your dad
hasn't been back to narragansett
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since, like, the '90s.
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How would your dad even know that?
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Well, he's in global finance,
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too, dude. People talk to each other.
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It's a... network.
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Who cares? All right?
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Ollie's house is fucking freezing,
and none of the furniture is comfortable.
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- Okay?
- Yeah.
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What the...
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Are you fucking kidding
me? There's mosquitoes now?
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Come on.
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Is your mom in town?
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Is that why we can't go to your house?
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- What's your fucking deal, dude?
- It's buggy and clammy here,
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and it doesn't not smell like pee.
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You have a house, too, dipshit.
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Yeah, well, they're selling it.
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'Cause the whole divorce
is my dad punishing my mom
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for getting mad at him for cheating, so...
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That's hard.
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I'm really sorry.
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Thanks.
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How is your mom doing?
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Shittily.
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- Why?
- Just sucks. That's all.
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Makes total sense why she'd be
having a tough time with everything.
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Yeah. Makes total sense
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your mom would be running her mouth again
about someone she barely fucking knows.
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Fuck you. She knows her.
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Yeah, from sidelines and sport banquets,
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but not really.
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What are you even talking about?
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You just seem like you know
something, Shane, so you tell me.
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Your mom's the one saying
shit she heard from somebody
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who heard it from
somebody like it's fucking real.
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- She saw it in the paper, Paul.
- Who reads
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the local news? No one.
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When...
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When npd arrest someone, it's
always in the local police blotter.
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I'm not saying it should be, but...
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she didn't think she was
gonna need a basket,
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and then she had too
many things in her hands,
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so she was gonna go get one.
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I mean, she didn't even
leave the fucking store,
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and now everybody
thinks she's a fucking thief!
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You know what? I'm sorry.
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- Yeah, I'm sorry, too.
- Yeah.
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I'm sorry your mom's a bitch
who won't shut the fuck up.
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Man, what's your fucking problem?
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Hey, guys!
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- Guys!
- Fucking...
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take a fucking second!
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- Take a second, okay? Chill.
- Fuck! Fuck!
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Chill out.
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Let me go!
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If I say it's self-defense,
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if I just tell them that it's self-defense...
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It doesn't work like that.
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- It doesn't work like that!
- They're gonna...
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they're gonna... they're gonna say
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- that it's self-defense.
- Just stop!
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- But if we j... but if we just...
- they're not gonna call it self-defense,
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'cause it was you that did it!
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You weren't defending yourself!
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Look.
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We didn't go to the narrows
today after school, all right?
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And we didn't... we didn't
know Paul was gonna be there.
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He didn't ask me to
hang out after practice,
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and he wouldn't have
asked you anything,
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'cause you're not even fucking friends.
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I had to go home and
babysit my sister anyway.
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So you gave me a
ride, and then you what?
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- Say it.
- I...
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I went home.
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And I studied for chem
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until I got a headache and then I...
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And then I went to bed.
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What about... what about your...
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I wiped out during scoring drills, and...
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Someone must have stepped on me.
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I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry.
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I know you were just trying to help me.
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Save me.
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You probably did.
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Thanks.
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What are you doing?
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Nothing.
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Where were you?
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Those are dirty.
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Yeah, whatever.
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Why are you wet?
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- I took a shower.
- When?
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Just now.
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Then I thought I heard
something outside.
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What did you do to your face?
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- Nothing.
- You look like you... no, I don't, Megan!
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I got fouled at practice. All right?
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And then I came home
and I took a shower
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and now I'm back in here, with you,
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like I have been this whole time.
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Are you okay?
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Yeah, I'm fine.
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I'm hungry.
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You want to make stove top s'mores?
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Hey, Oliver. I don't have him,
but I maybe might this weekend.
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It has to be now.
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I'm sorry.
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It's really important.
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I hope he thinks so.
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Okay.
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Hello?
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Can anyone hear us?
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Gretchen and kenji, if you're on, get off.
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So what's so cloak-and-dagger...
I killed someone.
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What?
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Who?
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Paul.
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Paul sparling.
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You're sure he's dead?
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Yeah.
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We were at the narrows.
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Who's "we"?
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Me, Shane Martin and Paul.
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Who else?
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It was just us.
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Okay. Stop talking.
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I need to think.
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Not sick of Boston yet, I guess?
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Oliver, I'm detective she eh an.
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My lieutenant's just getting off a call,
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- but we can start and he'll join...
- this being recorded, Gerry?
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Not a custodial interrogation, so...
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I want to make some
notes, but first things first.
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Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes,
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he filled me in a little
bit on what happened,
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but obviously, I want to hear it from you.
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Can you tell me about it?
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Just start wherever you're comfortable.
If I have any questions, I'll ask.
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Yeah, I was, I was home,
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and i-I'd been studying all night
because I had a midterm coming up
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and, I didn't really
understand the material.
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But I, I forgot to eat.
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So, after a little while
I got-got a headache,
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and, I set an alarm for early so I can,
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wake up and do some
more in the morning.
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But then I, I woke up,
because someone was...
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was, buzzing to be let in.
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And who was that?
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That was, Shane.
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Shane Martin. Okay.
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And this was what time?
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This was around midnight.
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Last chance. No idea?
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- You have no idea?
- No.
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You can't think of a
single thing happening
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- they might want to talk to you about?
- He said no.
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Right, and I don't buy it,
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is why I keep asking 'cause
I want to have some idea
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of what kind of buzz saw
we're about to walk into.
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You knock out some more streetlights?
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Or steal some shit your
buddies think is nothing
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but to regular people means real money?
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God, like you and your friends never got
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into anything stupid before.
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00:15:04,020 --> 00:15:05,256
Except, you know what,
no one at your school
257
00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:07,256
ever got into an Ivy league college.
258
00:15:07,280 --> 00:15:09,336
- Probably doesn't even know what one is.
- Sh...
259
00:15:09,360 --> 00:15:12,216
So, Shane's going
to the Ivy league now?
260
00:15:12,240 --> 00:15:14,966
Wow. Really, wow. When were
you guys gonna tell me that?
261
00:15:14,990 --> 00:15:17,556
- After we talked to the cops, I guess?
- Could you have a little faith
262
00:15:17,580 --> 00:15:18,636
in your son, please?
263
00:15:18,660 --> 00:15:20,476
- Can we just... he's a good kid.
- 'Cause-'cause I have,
264
00:15:20,500 --> 00:15:21,856
- I have no faith in my son, right?
- He's a good kid,
265
00:15:21,880 --> 00:15:23,056
- and he's a great...
- so you're on with that
266
00:15:23,080 --> 00:15:24,013
whole narrative again, that
I have no faith in my son...
267
00:15:24,037 --> 00:15:24,516
he could have a better f...
268
00:15:24,540 --> 00:15:26,660
- He could have a better future.
- He could have a...
269
00:15:32,390 --> 00:15:33,906
Jeff.
270
00:15:33,930 --> 00:15:35,986
Hey, great to see you.
271
00:15:36,010 --> 00:15:38,746
Fabulous. Look at you, young man.
272
00:15:38,770 --> 00:15:40,916
Listen, I want you to tell
your father I said hello.
273
00:15:47,650 --> 00:15:49,166
- Stop, stop!
- Shane!
274
00:15:49,190 --> 00:15:50,876
Hey! Hey!
275
00:15:50,900 --> 00:15:53,046
Stop that! Hey! Hey!
276
00:15:53,070 --> 00:15:54,386
Now stop it!
277
00:15:54,410 --> 00:15:55,636
Don't hurt him. Don't hurt him.
278
00:15:55,660 --> 00:15:57,426
- Stop! Come on!
- Take it easy.
279
00:15:57,450 --> 00:15:59,176
Stop it. Get out of here.
280
00:15:59,200 --> 00:16:00,346
Where is he going?
281
00:16:00,370 --> 00:16:02,490
- Where is he go... wait.
- Please, step back inside.
282
00:16:05,960 --> 00:16:07,590
All right, come on.
283
00:17:35,010 --> 00:17:37,696
- Cutting it kind of close - there, Otis.
- Fuck.
284
00:17:37,720 --> 00:17:38,906
Hey, Oliver, move it.
285
00:17:38,930 --> 00:17:41,600
Seven minutes till
morning announcements.
286
00:17:43,140 --> 00:17:45,956
If I had that car, I'd probably want
to hang out in it all day too, but...
287
00:17:45,980 --> 00:17:48,326
You're about to get
one demerit for being late
288
00:17:48,350 --> 00:17:50,336
and another for ignoring me to my face...
289
00:17:50,360 --> 00:17:52,086
my god, are you, are you all right?
290
00:17:52,110 --> 00:17:54,086
Hey, Oliver, can you
open the door? Jesus.
291
00:17:54,110 --> 00:17:56,506
Where's my, where's
my... We need to call 911.
292
00:17:56,530 --> 00:17:58,336
No. Please, please, please.
293
00:17:58,360 --> 00:18:00,256
No, please don't.
294
00:18:00,280 --> 00:18:02,266
Please.
295
00:18:02,290 --> 00:18:05,556
I still think we should at
least go to urgent care.
296
00:18:05,580 --> 00:18:08,936
I feel way better now. I really do.
297
00:18:08,960 --> 00:18:11,896
All right, but still,
298
00:18:11,920 --> 00:18:14,710
an hour ago, you were
passing out in your car.
299
00:18:16,720 --> 00:18:19,696
Amoxicillin.
300
00:18:19,720 --> 00:18:21,116
Here.
301
00:18:21,140 --> 00:18:23,470
Take two... or maybe four.
302
00:18:24,640 --> 00:18:27,616
- Why do you just have these?
- Dog bite.
303
00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:30,586
- In the stop & shop parking lot.
- Yeah?
304
00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:33,206
Apparently, different tail
waggings have different meanings.
305
00:18:33,230 --> 00:18:35,506
I thought a dog wagging
its tail always means friendly.
306
00:18:35,530 --> 00:18:37,700
It does not.
307
00:18:38,910 --> 00:18:40,846
Yeah, I thought that, too.
308
00:18:40,870 --> 00:18:42,700
Yeah, well, now we both know better.
309
00:18:52,130 --> 00:18:53,726
What about your mom?
310
00:18:53,750 --> 00:18:56,026
- What if we called her?
- No, I think it's,
311
00:18:56,050 --> 00:18:57,446
I think it's 12 hours ahead there.
312
00:18:57,470 --> 00:18:59,196
Well, it still wouldn't be past 11:00 P.M.
313
00:18:59,220 --> 00:19:00,816
I don't think that there's reception.
314
00:19:00,840 --> 00:19:03,156
There's gonna be reception at a resort.
315
00:19:03,180 --> 00:19:05,866
She's off the coast.
It's-it's her friend's boat.
316
00:19:05,890 --> 00:19:08,536
And the school knows. She told them.
317
00:19:08,560 --> 00:19:10,826
I'm gonna have them Mark
you an excused absence.
318
00:19:10,850 --> 00:19:13,746
I'll say I saw you and
I sent you home sick.
319
00:19:13,770 --> 00:19:15,780
That's not even a lie.
320
00:19:17,780 --> 00:19:20,386
And I'll leave you the amoxicillin.
321
00:19:20,410 --> 00:19:22,006
Take a couple more tonight.
322
00:19:22,030 --> 00:19:24,580
Look, I know...
323
00:19:26,580 --> 00:19:28,580
you were good friends
with Shane and Paul.
324
00:19:29,620 --> 00:19:32,016
I know you're having
a hard time right now.
325
00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:34,566
Wish you weren't having it alone.
326
00:19:34,590 --> 00:19:36,566
Go easy on yourself, okay?
327
00:19:36,590 --> 00:19:39,196
Understand that...
328
00:19:39,220 --> 00:19:41,590
Something terrible has
happened to you, too.
329
00:19:44,930 --> 00:19:46,930
Try to give yourself a little grace.
330
00:19:53,270 --> 00:19:57,320
Wait... Please, wait.
331
00:20:00,900 --> 00:20:02,336
And you're what again?
332
00:20:02,360 --> 00:20:04,096
The guidance counselor?
333
00:20:04,120 --> 00:20:05,596
School counselor.
334
00:20:05,620 --> 00:20:07,426
What kind of background's
a school counselor
335
00:20:07,450 --> 00:20:08,846
supposed to have in this kind of thing?
336
00:20:08,870 --> 00:20:13,606
Well, i-I'm actually a licensed
independent clinical social worker,
337
00:20:13,630 --> 00:20:16,356
but I'm working towards
getting licensed in Rhode Island
338
00:20:16,380 --> 00:20:18,736
as a clinical mental health counselor.
339
00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:21,066
And what makes you think
my son needs your help?
340
00:20:23,430 --> 00:20:25,140
I'm not saying it has to be me...
341
00:20:27,140 --> 00:20:28,720
but...
342
00:20:30,180 --> 00:20:34,126
from the amount of detail Oliver
gave me about his present headspace,
343
00:20:34,150 --> 00:20:37,246
and what led to it,
344
00:20:37,270 --> 00:20:40,546
he's gonna need therapy from someone.
345
00:20:40,570 --> 00:20:43,490
And what amount of detail
would that be, exactly?
346
00:20:44,570 --> 00:20:47,136
Clinically.
347
00:20:47,160 --> 00:20:49,426
Enough.
348
00:20:49,450 --> 00:20:51,620
Enough for what?
349
00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:54,896
Just enough to know
what really happened.
350
00:20:56,540 --> 00:21:00,210
Every time I think there's
nothing left that can surprise me...
351
00:21:01,210 --> 00:21:04,090
I'll put you in touch with
my personal accountant.
352
00:21:14,060 --> 00:21:16,246
Mom?
353
00:21:16,270 --> 00:21:17,900
Yeah?
354
00:21:21,320 --> 00:21:22,650
Do you want tea?
355
00:21:24,860 --> 00:21:26,530
No.
356
00:21:33,410 --> 00:21:38,106
I understand this may be weird at first.
357
00:21:39,590 --> 00:21:41,606
It's okay. You do this, too?
358
00:21:41,630 --> 00:21:45,106
You know, you see
people outside of school?
359
00:21:45,130 --> 00:21:46,720
My real-life goal was...
360
00:21:47,760 --> 00:21:49,116
always this.
361
00:21:49,140 --> 00:21:53,156
So, I'm your first patient?
362
00:21:53,180 --> 00:21:55,230
Yeah. Kind of are.
363
00:21:58,270 --> 00:22:02,796
But don't you have to
be able to come clean?
364
00:22:02,820 --> 00:22:07,780
Tell the truth? You know... Be honest?
365
00:22:08,780 --> 00:22:11,490
What are you saying, you
haven't been honest with me?
366
00:22:12,540 --> 00:22:14,290
You didn't tell me the truth?
367
00:22:15,790 --> 00:22:18,120
Of course I have. Yes. I did.
368
00:22:19,210 --> 00:22:20,750
Okay, then.
369
00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:24,066
It's-it's gonna work.
370
00:22:24,090 --> 00:22:26,066
Hey, it's already working.
371
00:23:20,560 --> 00:23:22,376
Yo, shy la. You want
to meet us at the crypt?
372
00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:24,730
I can't. Do a shooter for me.
373
00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:31,466
- Hello?
- Hey, megeggie?
374
00:23:31,490 --> 00:23:34,216
- Hi, shy.
- Hello?
375
00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:36,386
It's not Shane, mom.
376
00:23:36,410 --> 00:23:37,950
Don't tie up the phone.
377
00:23:39,290 --> 00:23:41,096
She just talked to him
yesterday, didn't she?
378
00:23:41,120 --> 00:23:43,146
They're not gonna let
him call her again today.
379
00:23:43,170 --> 00:23:45,460
I doubt she knows what day it is.
380
00:23:46,500 --> 00:23:47,816
When are you coming home?
381
00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:50,906
Twenty minutes. I'm
leaving work right now. Just...
382
00:23:50,930 --> 00:23:54,180
Do us all a favor and
stay out of her way, okay?
383
00:23:54,930 --> 00:23:55,930
Okay.
384
00:23:59,640 --> 00:24:01,536
You all packed?
385
00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:03,626
You travel Tuesday, right?
386
00:24:05,270 --> 00:24:07,780
Orientation's probably
gonna be pretty hectic.
387
00:24:08,780 --> 00:24:13,360
Lot of new people, new living situation.
388
00:24:17,080 --> 00:24:19,200
What? What are, what
are you thinking right now?
389
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,806
That you were right.
390
00:24:23,830 --> 00:24:27,476
That I might not be ready, right now,
391
00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:30,210
to go to Stanford.
392
00:24:32,380 --> 00:24:34,390
That I can't.
393
00:24:36,390 --> 00:24:40,680
Have you talked about
any of this with your dad?
394
00:24:43,310 --> 00:24:44,496
No.
395
00:24:47,150 --> 00:24:51,546
Well... You need to, Ollie.
396
00:24:54,070 --> 00:24:57,240
Call him and tell him.
397
00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:00,540
I can't.
398
00:25:01,620 --> 00:25:03,830
You want me to do it?
399
00:25:04,870 --> 00:25:06,806
Please, yes.
400
00:25:06,830 --> 00:25:08,976
Okay.
401
00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:10,710
Thank you.
402
00:25:11,710 --> 00:25:13,986
Oliver St. ledger. He
dropped my brother off
403
00:25:14,010 --> 00:25:15,276
at our house in his car.
404
00:25:15,300 --> 00:25:18,406
Are you aware Mr. St. ledger says
he did not see your brother after school
405
00:25:18,430 --> 00:25:21,996
until Shane came to
his house after midnight?
406
00:25:22,020 --> 00:25:25,166
- Yes, I am, but it's not true, because...
- what the hell are you doing?
407
00:25:25,190 --> 00:25:27,836
Are you...? Are you
playing at trial or something?
408
00:25:27,860 --> 00:25:30,666
- Is it...? Is it supposed to be funny?
- No. No.
409
00:25:30,690 --> 00:25:31,756
Because it isn't.
410
00:25:31,780 --> 00:25:33,716
I know.
411
00:25:33,740 --> 00:25:35,756
I did see him.
412
00:25:35,780 --> 00:25:37,636
Shane didn't come
right home after practice.
413
00:25:37,660 --> 00:25:40,306
He didn't come home till later and...
414
00:25:40,330 --> 00:25:43,016
When he did, I saw him.
415
00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:44,516
I saw him getting out of Oliver's car...
416
00:25:44,540 --> 00:25:46,226
I can't believe you're doing this right now.
417
00:25:46,250 --> 00:25:49,896
I cannot believe you
can't see how wrong it is
418
00:25:49,920 --> 00:25:51,686
for you to do this right now!
419
00:25:51,710 --> 00:25:53,526
It's not like that. It's really true!
420
00:25:53,550 --> 00:25:55,986
It's never like that. Right?
421
00:25:56,010 --> 00:25:57,696
Like... like when your teacher kicked you,
422
00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:00,526
like when the woman in the
stop & shop tried to kidnap you...
423
00:26:00,550 --> 00:26:03,116
It's never about you wanting
attention. It's always true.
424
00:26:03,140 --> 00:26:08,746
The jury is deciding right
now, Megan, remember?
425
00:26:08,770 --> 00:26:12,416
They're all sitting in a
room talking about whether
426
00:26:12,440 --> 00:26:15,860
they're gonna send your
brother to prison for life.
427
00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:21,966
Now, I'm sorry that we
are all so terrified about that
428
00:26:21,990 --> 00:26:23,716
we can't put our attention on you.
429
00:26:23,740 --> 00:26:26,976
I'm sorry this is the worst fucking
thing that's ever happened in the world
430
00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:29,976
and you still have to make it about you.
431
00:26:41,510 --> 00:26:45,196
The people of the state of
Rhode Island v. Shane Martin.
432
00:26:45,220 --> 00:26:48,956
Verdict, count one,
voluntary manslaughter.
433
00:26:48,980 --> 00:26:52,546
We the jury find the defendant guilty.
434
00:27:07,710 --> 00:27:10,856
Six minutes, 11 seconds, actually.
435
00:27:12,130 --> 00:27:14,226
Pretty good for my age?
436
00:27:14,250 --> 00:27:15,800
Or anybody's age.
437
00:27:16,800 --> 00:27:19,130
What were you, last
time you were in the pool?
438
00:27:20,760 --> 00:27:22,326
3:17.
439
00:27:22,350 --> 00:27:23,946
The fuck?
440
00:27:23,970 --> 00:27:27,220
You're going backwards
now. Are you even practicing?
441
00:27:29,690 --> 00:27:32,360
I'm not really sleeping lately.
442
00:27:37,150 --> 00:27:38,990
Since the verdict.
443
00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:42,296
I get it.
444
00:27:42,320 --> 00:27:44,636
All the more reason to stay disciplined.
445
00:27:44,660 --> 00:27:46,216
Here's the thing:
446
00:27:46,240 --> 00:27:47,926
Practice.
447
00:27:47,950 --> 00:27:50,346
You have to do it every day.
You're staying on it, right?
448
00:27:50,370 --> 00:27:52,096
Grow your capacity.
449
00:27:52,120 --> 00:27:56,026
Your number grows. It's like anything.
450
00:27:56,050 --> 00:27:58,526
Just keep at it and let me know.
451
00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:09,456
Sometimes I just feel
like I have to call Shane.
452
00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:12,496
But that's stupid,
because you can't call, so...
453
00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:14,706
No, you can't call.
454
00:28:14,730 --> 00:28:17,796
I tried to go to see him.
455
00:28:17,820 --> 00:28:20,900
To be put on his visitors' list or whatever.
456
00:28:23,910 --> 00:28:28,096
When... When did you do this?
457
00:28:28,120 --> 00:28:30,370
I don't know. A month ago.
458
00:28:31,750 --> 00:28:33,436
They said he said no.
459
00:28:33,460 --> 00:28:39,000
Well... That's understandable
too, though, right?
460
00:28:42,590 --> 00:28:45,316
If he'd said yes, what...
461
00:28:45,340 --> 00:28:48,220
so I tried to write it in a, in a letter.
462
00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:55,206
I am disappointed that you
didn't feel like this was something
463
00:28:55,230 --> 00:28:56,706
you could talk over with me first...
464
00:28:56,730 --> 00:29:00,940
it felt like I could, I
could start with-with this.
465
00:29:04,240 --> 00:29:07,886
But then, but then, I-I felt like,
466
00:29:07,910 --> 00:29:10,830
if I send it, is he even gonna open it?
467
00:29:14,170 --> 00:29:17,766
And if he doesn't open
it, then maybe sending it
468
00:29:17,790 --> 00:29:23,106
at all is still the point...
I don't... I-I don't know.
469
00:29:23,130 --> 00:29:25,630
Okay. Okay. What about this?
470
00:29:26,840 --> 00:29:28,850
Shane knows me, from school.
471
00:29:30,140 --> 00:29:33,116
What if I ask to be
put on his visitors' list?
472
00:29:33,140 --> 00:29:37,860
I-I-I don't say why,
but I take that with me.
473
00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:41,626
And I read it.
474
00:29:41,650 --> 00:29:42,916
Out loud.
475
00:29:42,940 --> 00:29:45,530
And whatever happens next is up to him.
476
00:29:55,040 --> 00:29:57,960
I'm just sorry I couldn't
make myself do it before.
477
00:29:59,380 --> 00:30:05,356
And I know it won't make me a good person
to do the right thing now, but still...
478
00:30:05,380 --> 00:30:07,840
I'm gonna fix everything.
479
00:30:10,140 --> 00:30:12,010
I promise.
480
00:30:18,150 --> 00:30:19,746
- You look a little...
- the...
481
00:30:19,770 --> 00:30:21,416
- The food's pretty bad here.
- Yeah.
482
00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:23,650
And they serve it at
weird times. Whatever.
483
00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:27,796
I don't know why I didn't
think you'd actually come.
484
00:30:27,820 --> 00:30:29,636
I don't know why it
took me so long to ask.
485
00:30:29,660 --> 00:30:33,346
Well, I mean, we didn't ever
talk all that much in school, so...
486
00:30:33,370 --> 00:30:35,426
- I'm sorry.
- I'm not saying that for, like, blame.
487
00:30:35,450 --> 00:30:36,766
No, I-I know you're not.
488
00:30:36,790 --> 00:30:38,920
I... just doesn't reflect
very well on me, though.
489
00:30:41,170 --> 00:30:45,210
So can I ask how you are?
490
00:30:47,340 --> 00:30:50,656
I'm so sorry, about all of this.
491
00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:53,536
It's just... it's really terrible.
492
00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:55,196
Yeah.
493
00:30:55,220 --> 00:30:57,640
Yeah, it's pretty terrible. Yeah.
494
00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:03,376
In full disclosure, and I know I
should have said this up front
495
00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:05,506
- when I first asked to come see you...
- are you gonna try
496
00:31:05,530 --> 00:31:07,416
to write a book or something?
497
00:31:07,440 --> 00:31:10,570
No.
498
00:31:12,990 --> 00:31:14,870
I'm working with Oliver.
499
00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:19,726
Working with him how?
500
00:31:19,750 --> 00:31:23,090
Just counseling him. As his therapist.
501
00:31:24,750 --> 00:31:26,526
So you're with him, then?
502
00:31:26,550 --> 00:31:28,340
I wouldn't let him in, so he sent you?
503
00:31:29,430 --> 00:31:31,156
No.
504
00:31:31,180 --> 00:31:35,486
Although, obviously, that's
a very logical first question...
505
00:31:35,510 --> 00:31:38,156
what does he need therapy for?
506
00:31:38,180 --> 00:31:39,616
Does he feel bad for what he did?
507
00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:41,166
Actually, yeah, he does.
508
00:31:41,190 --> 00:31:42,786
Which part?
509
00:31:42,810 --> 00:31:44,336
Killing Paul?
510
00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:46,030
Or killing me?
511
00:31:47,110 --> 00:31:51,296
I understand it must feel unbelievable...
512
00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:54,006
- What must?
- I don't know.
513
00:31:54,030 --> 00:31:58,250
How the world's just still turning.
514
00:31:59,330 --> 00:32:01,330
Like you were never even in it.
515
00:32:03,540 --> 00:32:07,936
Like all I am is this thing
I didn't do, you mean?
516
00:32:07,960 --> 00:32:11,130
All because I was stupid
and tried to help my friend?
517
00:32:12,510 --> 00:32:16,696
Do you guys talk about that, in
your little fucking therapy sessions?
518
00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:19,746
What he did to me for trying to help him?
519
00:32:19,770 --> 00:32:22,286
Because if anything else, you're
just another person getting paid
520
00:32:22,310 --> 00:32:23,940
to listen to him lie.
521
00:32:25,020 --> 00:32:27,496
Shane...
522
00:32:27,520 --> 00:32:29,626
You know, it doesn't
matter what Oliver's told me.
523
00:32:29,650 --> 00:32:33,636
My job isn't to judge what the truth is,
524
00:32:33,660 --> 00:32:36,740
and I wouldn't be in charge
of anything even if it was.
525
00:32:37,830 --> 00:32:42,096
It's more that his pain has
made me think about yours,
526
00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:46,226
and how I just, I can't imagine
what you're going through.
527
00:32:46,250 --> 00:32:49,106
Or the strength I know you'll need to find.
528
00:32:49,130 --> 00:32:51,276
For what?
529
00:32:51,300 --> 00:32:53,276
- I have strength.
- I know you do.
530
00:32:53,300 --> 00:32:54,776
See, I remember that about you.
531
00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:57,276
Like you said, we didn't
talk much, but still, I could tell
532
00:32:57,300 --> 00:33:00,076
you had character, integrity.
533
00:33:00,100 --> 00:33:03,020
That those things mattered to you.
534
00:33:06,860 --> 00:33:08,296
Just...
535
00:33:11,070 --> 00:33:14,296
Before I came to bridge field,
I was a social worker...
536
00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:16,346
this was in Connecticut...
537
00:33:16,370 --> 00:33:19,096
and a lot of my clients
were in your situation,
538
00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:22,476
with public defenders who
were no match for white shoes.
539
00:33:22,500 --> 00:33:24,790
- And?
- One of my clients...
540
00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:28,226
dawn,
541
00:33:28,250 --> 00:33:31,420
her husband was doing
15 to life in macdougall.
542
00:33:32,510 --> 00:33:34,446
Dave had a carpet-laying
business with his cousin,
543
00:33:34,470 --> 00:33:36,776
and the cousin had a shady side thing
544
00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:38,986
where a guy ended up
getting killed over money,
545
00:33:39,010 --> 00:33:43,230
and the cousin took a plea
for saying it was all Dave.
546
00:33:45,100 --> 00:33:47,246
And, you know, Dave just thought,
547
00:33:47,270 --> 00:33:50,336
he didn't do it and that would prevail.
548
00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:55,126
And he didn't know
how to stop his frustration
549
00:33:55,150 --> 00:33:56,926
and rage from getting him into situations
550
00:33:56,950 --> 00:33:59,240
that just added more
years to his sentence...
551
00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:01,766
Or how to live
552
00:34:01,790 --> 00:34:04,136
knowing he was only
in prison in the first place
553
00:34:04,160 --> 00:34:06,790
off a lie from someone he trusted.
554
00:34:08,630 --> 00:34:10,250
And compared to you...
555
00:34:11,590 --> 00:34:13,210
he was lucky.
556
00:34:14,460 --> 00:34:17,856
He wasn't up against
people with enough money
557
00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:20,600
to make the world exactly
the way they want it.
558
00:34:25,140 --> 00:34:27,786
So, what happened to Dave?
559
00:34:27,810 --> 00:34:29,520
Is he still in prison?
560
00:34:31,610 --> 00:34:33,756
No.
561
00:34:33,780 --> 00:34:35,490
When did he get paroled?
562
00:34:38,450 --> 00:34:40,490
He didn't.
563
00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:45,476
I'm-I'm not gonna... Go
into details, if it's okay.
564
00:34:45,500 --> 00:34:47,476
Just out of respect.
565
00:34:47,500 --> 00:34:50,790
I'm just never, never
gonna forget that phone call.
566
00:34:54,510 --> 00:34:56,986
There was one tiny silver lining...
567
00:34:57,010 --> 00:34:59,066
crazy as that is to say...
568
00:34:59,090 --> 00:35:02,010
Dave's family didn't think so,
but I know Dave would have.
569
00:35:03,140 --> 00:35:06,996
It's something called
the doctrine of abatement.
570
00:35:07,020 --> 00:35:09,206
Look, if you're convicted
at trial, even for murder,
571
00:35:09,230 --> 00:35:12,876
and you die in prison before
all your appeals are exhausted,
572
00:35:12,900 --> 00:35:14,336
your conviction's automatically set aside,
573
00:35:14,360 --> 00:35:17,690
and your indictment is dismissed,
like it never even happened.
574
00:35:20,070 --> 00:35:22,676
When he died... because he died...
575
00:35:22,700 --> 00:35:26,266
as far as law and the
world were concerned,
576
00:35:26,290 --> 00:35:28,500
Dave was an innocent man.
577
00:35:32,790 --> 00:35:35,726
Hey, finally no line at
the vending machines.
578
00:35:35,750 --> 00:35:37,396
I'm gonna get a soda.
579
00:35:37,420 --> 00:35:38,590
You want one?
580
00:35:57,480 --> 00:35:59,926
No, no, no, they must have,
mom, they-they wouldn't just say
581
00:35:59,950 --> 00:36:02,256
- "this is the prison calling," okay?
- Yes. Yes, they did.
582
00:36:02,280 --> 00:36:04,256
They said this is aci calling and
we're sorry to inform you that...
583
00:36:04,280 --> 00:36:05,636
okay, that doesn't make
any sense, mom, okay?
584
00:36:05,660 --> 00:36:07,216
So, so, are they gonna,
are they gonna call us back?
585
00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:08,976
He wouldn't, he wouldn't
do that to himself.
586
00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:10,266
He wouldn't do it to me,
he would never do that!
587
00:36:10,290 --> 00:36:11,346
Listen, it's okay.
588
00:36:11,370 --> 00:36:14,330
I'm going to call them and I'm going
to find out who called us, all right?
589
00:36:17,960 --> 00:36:20,526
It's terrible, it's a terrible thing.
590
00:36:20,550 --> 00:36:22,486
It's hard to even think about,
591
00:36:22,510 --> 00:36:25,010
the kind of desperation
behind a choice like that.
592
00:36:26,760 --> 00:36:29,996
Makes you think about all
your own choices in life, right?
593
00:36:30,020 --> 00:36:32,496
All the things you've
done or haven't done.
594
00:36:35,940 --> 00:36:40,416
Hey. Hey, hey.
595
00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:44,046
Hey, you know the Navy seals use
this thing, to help them calm down?
596
00:36:44,070 --> 00:36:45,466
Which is crazy, right?
597
00:36:45,490 --> 00:36:49,176
These elite warriors, they train
and they practice and still, they panic.
598
00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:52,186
Even Navy seals have to make
themselves remember to breathe.
599
00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:54,686
Okay? In for four, hold for four,
600
00:36:54,710 --> 00:36:57,436
out for four, hold for four.
601
00:36:57,460 --> 00:36:58,726
It's called box breathing.
602
00:36:58,750 --> 00:37:00,026
A box has four sides.
603
00:37:00,050 --> 00:37:03,066
You just focus on the numbers
and the sides and that's it.
604
00:37:03,090 --> 00:37:05,026
4 x 4. Do it with me, come on.
605
00:37:05,050 --> 00:37:07,010
Let's build a box together, right now.
606
00:37:11,100 --> 00:37:14,456
Hold... two, three, four.
607
00:37:17,230 --> 00:37:19,916
Hold, two, three, four.
608
00:37:19,940 --> 00:37:23,716
Out, two, three, four.
609
00:37:29,660 --> 00:37:31,080
Hi.
610
00:37:32,290 --> 00:37:35,396
- Do we have a...
- what the fuck did you say to my brother?
611
00:37:35,420 --> 00:37:37,726
- Excuse me?
- Show up out of nowhere,
612
00:37:37,750 --> 00:37:39,476
get in his mind, say
who the fuck knows what
613
00:37:39,500 --> 00:37:41,606
until suddenly he thinks
he has no way out of...
614
00:37:41,630 --> 00:37:43,396
okay. My god.
615
00:37:45,010 --> 00:37:46,680
Can I just...
616
00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:49,736
I-I was so sorry when I
heard what happened.
617
00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:51,996
Why were you even there?
618
00:37:52,020 --> 00:37:53,706
You didn't exist for Shane
at school, and I know that,
619
00:37:53,730 --> 00:37:54,786
he never mentioned you once.
620
00:37:54,810 --> 00:37:57,916
To be fair, seeing the counselor
621
00:37:57,940 --> 00:38:02,796
is not always gonna be something
a student talks about at home, right?
622
00:38:02,820 --> 00:38:05,376
You're telling me he
fucking came to see you?
623
00:38:05,400 --> 00:38:08,466
Hipaa requirements say
I can't tell you anything.
624
00:38:08,490 --> 00:38:10,096
I'm sorry.
625
00:38:10,120 --> 00:38:12,176
But whether he did or didn't,
626
00:38:12,200 --> 00:38:15,096
with a student body of 600 kids,
627
00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:17,346
being generally aware of all of them
628
00:38:17,370 --> 00:38:23,050
and their various struggles,
yeah, that was my job.
629
00:38:24,340 --> 00:38:26,026
Why'd you go to the prison?
630
00:38:26,050 --> 00:38:28,276
To offer my support...
631
00:38:28,300 --> 00:38:31,446
no, I want to know what kind of
apocalyptic shit you said to him.
632
00:38:31,470 --> 00:38:34,656
Besides that, fucking Oliver St.
Ledger sees you for therapy, which is...
633
00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:36,996
I just don't really know how to
wrap my mind around that, actually.
634
00:38:37,020 --> 00:38:38,996
So he told you that, but he didn't
tell you what else we talked about?
635
00:38:39,020 --> 00:38:41,666
Okay, he's figuring things
out, he's taking fucking classes
636
00:38:41,690 --> 00:38:44,940
and then here you are, and
a month later he kills himself.
637
00:38:46,780 --> 00:38:50,886
A-And you think talking to me
had something to do with that?
638
00:38:50,910 --> 00:38:53,216
I do, and I think I have a lot of questions
639
00:38:53,240 --> 00:38:55,096
that I'm gonna ask to
whoever's responsible
640
00:38:55,120 --> 00:38:57,306
for you having a license
to talk to anybody, okay?
641
00:38:57,330 --> 00:38:59,896
So just know that's what's
gonna be happening.
642
00:38:59,920 --> 00:39:01,566
Well, then maybe also
ask them if they think
643
00:39:01,590 --> 00:39:03,776
someone without a
baseline of mental instability
644
00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:05,776
and history of emotional
detachment in the home
645
00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:08,906
can be goaded into suicide
by one casual conversation
646
00:39:08,930 --> 00:39:11,300
with a sympathetic relative stranger.
647
00:39:13,640 --> 00:39:17,286
This is such an awful thing.
648
00:39:17,310 --> 00:39:20,126
Look, I-I understand
649
00:39:20,150 --> 00:39:22,456
needing to explain it away somehow.
650
00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:25,586
But when an already
mentally vulnerable person
651
00:39:25,610 --> 00:39:28,506
is put into such a
challenging environment,
652
00:39:28,530 --> 00:39:31,716
at an age where they're still
struggling with coping skills,
653
00:39:31,740 --> 00:39:34,806
and with the idea that
the future even exists,
654
00:39:34,830 --> 00:39:37,556
not to mention a support system at home
655
00:39:37,580 --> 00:39:39,386
that just isn't up to the task in a real...
656
00:39:41,500 --> 00:39:43,266
Jesus fuck!
657
00:39:46,880 --> 00:39:51,356
So... as soon as court opens tomorrow,
658
00:39:51,380 --> 00:39:55,156
I'm gonna file a temporary ex
parte order of protection against you.
659
00:39:55,180 --> 00:39:57,970
- And just to make it final...
- fuck you! -Okay.
660
00:40:11,360 --> 00:40:13,120
Did mom go to sleep?
661
00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:15,806
She went to her room.
662
00:40:15,830 --> 00:40:18,676
I'm sure she's not sleeping.
Nobody sleeps in this house.
663
00:40:18,700 --> 00:40:20,580
Obviously.
664
00:40:29,920 --> 00:40:32,906
Okay. Talk show, old movie, infomercial,
665
00:40:32,930 --> 00:40:35,276
- or...
- where do you think Shane is now?
666
00:40:36,470 --> 00:40:38,116
Shit.
667
00:40:38,140 --> 00:40:40,786
I'm gonna need a drink
or ten for that conversation.
668
00:40:40,810 --> 00:40:44,666
Megan, I don't want to talk
about heaven or whatever, okay?
669
00:40:44,690 --> 00:40:46,416
Because you don't think he's...
670
00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:51,006
if there is a place he is, I hope
that everything makes sense to him,
671
00:40:51,030 --> 00:40:52,966
that he doesn't hurt any more.
672
00:40:52,990 --> 00:40:55,046
Okay?
673
00:40:55,070 --> 00:40:57,216
Me, too.
674
00:40:57,240 --> 00:41:00,290
Also I wish there was a
place like that for mom to go.
675
00:41:03,120 --> 00:41:07,000
Yeah, I mean, mom's still
alive, but I get what you're saying.
676
00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:11,880
I saw him that night.
677
00:41:13,760 --> 00:41:15,260
What does that mean?
678
00:41:17,010 --> 00:41:19,656
Mom and dad went to
holy spirit purse bingo
679
00:41:19,680 --> 00:41:23,366
and he was supposed to come
home after practice and make dinner,
680
00:41:23,390 --> 00:41:28,126
but he didn't, so I made it,
681
00:41:28,150 --> 00:41:30,690
and I saw him get dropped off.
682
00:41:32,690 --> 00:41:34,860
By a car that I saw.
683
00:41:36,620 --> 00:41:38,700
Whose car it was...
684
00:41:39,910 --> 00:41:43,016
Okay, and... Okay, well,
d-did Shane know this?
685
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:45,080
- Yes.
- When?
686
00:41:46,080 --> 00:41:48,566
- Right when he came inside.
- Okay, and what did he say?
687
00:41:48,590 --> 00:41:50,856
H-He said he was home the whole time.
688
00:41:50,880 --> 00:41:54,880
And he never asked you to say
anything later to anybody, ever?
689
00:41:56,470 --> 00:41:58,800
I thought he would.
690
00:41:59,850 --> 00:42:03,020
I was waiting, but he never did.
691
00:42:05,440 --> 00:42:07,600
Why didn't he want me to?
692
00:42:08,900 --> 00:42:10,980
You know what? Maybe he was...
693
00:42:11,980 --> 00:42:16,126
afraid, yeah, of you bringing Oliver into it,
694
00:42:16,150 --> 00:42:17,466
and of Oliver's family.
695
00:42:17,490 --> 00:42:21,386
Of what they might do, t-to us, to you.
696
00:42:21,410 --> 00:42:22,966
I mean, who-who knows?
697
00:42:22,990 --> 00:42:27,726
With people who can
be... What they are.
698
00:42:27,750 --> 00:42:31,090
You feel guilty? For not saying?
699
00:42:32,090 --> 00:42:34,010
Don't.
700
00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:35,986
Okay?
701
00:42:36,010 --> 00:42:38,236
It wouldn't have made any difference.
702
00:42:38,260 --> 00:42:40,946
It still would've all happened
the exact same way,
703
00:42:40,970 --> 00:42:42,156
and you couldn't have stopped it.
704
00:42:42,180 --> 00:42:44,470
So, please, please...
705
00:42:45,810 --> 00:42:47,600
don't let it derail your life.
706
00:42:49,560 --> 00:42:52,876
Okay? Come here.
707
00:43:21,260 --> 00:43:24,930
- Ms. Martin?
- One of them.
708
00:43:26,430 --> 00:43:28,060
Which one are you?
709
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:30,626
Shyla.
710
00:43:30,650 --> 00:43:32,706
Is your mom kristi? Is she here, too?
711
00:43:32,730 --> 00:43:34,416
She's not here at the moment.
712
00:43:34,440 --> 00:43:36,086
And you live here, with her?
713
00:43:36,110 --> 00:43:37,900
Rub it in, why don't ya?
714
00:43:39,030 --> 00:43:41,386
So, you're Shane's sister?
715
00:43:41,410 --> 00:43:43,346
Hey, can I ask a question?
716
00:43:43,370 --> 00:43:45,386
Yes, we are here to ask people questions
717
00:43:45,410 --> 00:43:47,700
about a guy named Oliver St. ledger.
718
00:43:48,790 --> 00:43:50,846
Specifically, about the
possible revenge killing
719
00:43:50,870 --> 00:43:53,146
of a guy named Oliver St. ledger.
720
00:43:53,170 --> 00:43:55,066
We spoke to Annette sparling.
She gave us your address.
721
00:43:55,090 --> 00:43:57,686
Does your sister live here, too?
722
00:43:57,710 --> 00:44:01,840
Megan or Ciara wyse?
W-Which one do you call her?
723
00:44:04,390 --> 00:44:07,996
Look, I don't know
where Megan lives, okay?
724
00:44:08,020 --> 00:44:10,060
I don't even know where she is.
725
00:44:11,770 --> 00:44:13,916
Or if she's ever coming back.
726
00:44:31,620 --> 00:44:33,120
Hey.
727
00:44:37,670 --> 00:44:39,880
I've just been sitting
here watching you breathe.
728
00:44:42,930 --> 00:44:45,026
You're Megan.
729
00:44:45,050 --> 00:44:47,640
You're Shane's sister.
730
00:44:49,470 --> 00:44:51,020
Yeah.
731
00:44:57,150 --> 00:44:59,230
The day that Paul sparling died...
732
00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:02,450
I saw you.
733
00:45:03,950 --> 00:45:06,570
And I knew that you were lying.
734
00:45:08,660 --> 00:45:11,790
But I was no one, compared
to you and your family.
735
00:45:15,040 --> 00:45:17,420
And there was nothing that I could do.
736
00:45:20,920 --> 00:45:25,066
And it just kept spinning
out of control, my whole life.
737
00:45:25,090 --> 00:45:29,326
Even so many years
later, spinning out of control.
738
00:45:29,350 --> 00:45:31,600
And I wanted to hurt you.
739
00:45:33,440 --> 00:45:35,980
I really, really wanted to hurt you.
740
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:40,530
And so I made a plan.
741
00:45:43,070 --> 00:45:45,070
But then I started to know you.
742
00:45:46,070 --> 00:45:50,410
And I saw... How lonely you were.
743
00:45:52,290 --> 00:45:54,476
That I didn't need to do
anything to ruin your life
744
00:45:54,500 --> 00:45:57,186
because you were
doing that on your own.
745
00:46:02,260 --> 00:46:05,300
I really wanted to tell you the truth.
746
00:46:06,930 --> 00:46:09,970
I-I had so many opportunities
to tell you the truth and I didn't.
747
00:46:18,350 --> 00:46:20,190
I'm sorry.
748
00:46:23,860 --> 00:46:25,836
I am sorry.
749
00:46:25,860 --> 00:46:27,636
He was my best friend.
750
00:46:27,660 --> 00:46:31,490
And your brother, he didn't deserve that.
751
00:46:34,700 --> 00:46:36,976
You brother didn't do anything wrong.
752
00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:39,170
It was me.
753
00:46:41,500 --> 00:46:43,300
I know that.
754
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:47,800
I knew that.
755
00:46:51,680 --> 00:46:53,616
But thank you for saying that.
756
00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:56,246
Because I think I really needed...
757
00:46:56,270 --> 00:46:58,230
You to say that to me.
758
00:47:04,940 --> 00:47:07,240
And I'm so in love with you.
759
00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:11,006
I'm so in love with you.
760
00:47:11,030 --> 00:47:12,306
Yeah?
761
00:47:12,330 --> 00:47:14,080
Yeah.
762
00:47:39,060 --> 00:47:42,166
Can't say that I am surprised
that you're a Tom petty fan,
763
00:47:42,190 --> 00:47:44,546
but if I hear another Tom petty
song in the next million years,
764
00:47:44,570 --> 00:47:46,256
it'll be too fucking soon.
765
00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:48,416
When was Tom petty bothering you?
766
00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:50,676
When I was driving
and you were sleeping,
767
00:47:50,700 --> 00:47:54,280
or when I was driving
and you were sleeping?
768
00:47:56,490 --> 00:48:01,556
So, do we think Megan
Martin, slash Ciara wyse,
769
00:48:01,580 --> 00:48:06,106
is somewhere in the world,
with or without Oliver Kennedy?
770
00:48:06,130 --> 00:48:08,486
Yeah, we don't know that.
771
00:48:08,510 --> 00:48:11,720
I said "we think," not "we know."
772
00:48:12,970 --> 00:48:15,536
But you do agree that that's the first
road we should go down tomorrow?
773
00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:18,040
Okay, yeah, it's the first
road, but it's not the only road...58013
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