All language subtitles for Greys.Anatomy.S14E09.1080p.WEBRip.x265-RARBG

Previously on "Grey's Anatomy."

"Currently, we control
your hospital."

Levi: They have
changed the codes.

We are locked out
of the blood bank.

This woman needs blood!
Who's O-neg?

Maggie: We're airlifting him
to Snohomish Medical Center.

[ Rumbling ]

Aah! Aah!

Taylor: Don't give him
heparin now! He'll bleed out!

[ Cellphone keys tapping ]

Hey, Brooke.

♪♪

Meredith:
There are moments in the O.R.

when everything goes to hell.

-Oh, God.
-I mean, I'm so happy

that you're okay.
-And no matter how much

you've seen, how ready you are,
how much help you have,

nothing can
truly prepare you.

Jenny, Jenny.
This is Jenny.

She is my fiancée.

-Hi.
-She has made me a new man.

But hard to plan a wedding when,
legally, you're still married.

[ Both laugh ]

So, um, we were
so relieved

when my lawyer
received your papers.

Thank you.

You have to keep going,
or your patient will die.

Jenny: It's nice
to meet you.

You're nothing
like I pictured.

I mean, you look
so good, Brooke.

So much better, I mean.

It looks like you finally
got the help you needed.

The trouble is --
in these moments,

every instinct in your body
tells you to freeze.

Are you -- Is he --
are you Paul Stadler?

Yes.
Oh, my God.

Wow. I am --
I am such a huge fan.

Your research on
minimally invasive

surgery procedures
was life-changing for me.

Um, Dr. Arizona Robbins.

Pleasure, Dr. Robbins.
Fetal surgeon.

Yes.
Wow.

Are you
fan-girling here?

Your paper on introducing
multi-mode step index fibers

for scopes
was revolutionary.

Oh, well,
she should know it.

I mean, she was my student
when I wrote it.

What?
Though I'm not sure

how much she remembers.

She was quite
the partier back then.

[ Laughter ]

Well, I would love
to pick your brain later,

you know, when it's
not as crazy.

Yeah.
Um, Wilson, I can't believe

that you studied
under Paul Stadler.

Way to keep a secret.

See ya.

So...you haven't
been talking about me.

I guess I should
be grateful for that.

Is there, uh, someplace
quiet we can talk,

sign those papers,
catch up?

[ Chuckles ]

Wilson?

Uh, Karev's
looking for you.

Oh, no.

Oh, we can talk later.
I'll find you.

Uh, aren't you
Paul Stadler?

I am.

♪♪

[ Monitor beeping ]
Right angle.

How are you
holding up?

Well, if you you estimate
2 units every 10 minutes,

that gives us about
an hour till I'm empty.

Of course, I'd be
super-dead by then.

Don't worry.
We won't let that happen.

Just keep telling me
how you feel.

Honestly, right now,
I'm hot as hell.

Is that just me?

No.
It's not just you.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Bailey:
Why is it so hot in here?

Uh, can you ask facilities
to crank the A.C.?

Oh, no. We can't.

They have run
the thermostats up to 90.

They -- They can hack
into the thermostats?

Yeah. Easily.

W-Why?
Why would they do that?

Well, like the cardiac monitors
and turning the power

on and off, they just
want to show you

that they have control,
so they

turned up the heat,
literally.

That is just dumb.

Such an obvious pun.

[ Sighs ]

[ Line ringing ]

Oh.

Look, Jackson, I don't
know where the hell you are,

but pick up your damn phone.

Markham --
M-A-R-K-H...

Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.

Did you stab him?

There was
an accident.

Did the helicopter crash?

No. There was
some turbulence,

and the tube that was
pumping his blood came loose.

But we're gonna take
care of him.

It looks like
all of his blood.

Is that all of his blood?

We will get him
more blood.

We've got
this now, okay?

Okay.

[ Gasps ]

-Ow!
-His left arm is tingling,

and he's seeing stars.

His head is killing him.

-When did it start?
-5 to 10 minutes.

It seems to be
getting worse.

The Heparin should
have helped by now.

I think I made
the wrong call.

Wait. Heparin? No.
I texted.

They didn't reverse him.
Oh, my God.

Damn it. We can't access
the reversal agent.

Prep him to move.

-What is it? What's wrong?
-Frankie's AVM

might be bleeding.

We've got to get him
to the O.R. now.

But the medicine you gave him --
it was supposed to help.

I'm sorry.
We need to go.

Hey. I'm so sorry. I texted.
It didn't go through.

And then --
And then what?

Nothing. It can wait.
Just help him.

We're back to paper charts
and trying to chase

our own tails.

I was at Alexandria
when they got hacked.

It was a nightmare,
I can tell you.
Yeah.

Okay, temperature
will drop soon...or not.

I mean, we could
all get dizzy and dehydrated

and succumb to heatstroke,
damage our brains, kidneys,

other internal organs.
We could all die today.

Uh, would you excuse me
for a second, please?

Yeah.
Uh, Dr. Bello?

Could I have
a moment, please?

Please?

Yeah.

Um...do you
hear yourself?

I'm sorry, sir.
I haven't slept in three days.

When I'm not here,
I'm thinking about being here.

And then the minute
I do fall asleep,

I dreamed I've cut open
the wrong person's chest,

and I wake up screaming.
Uh, DeLuca?

She is making
my blood pressure go up.

Can you take her somewhere,
away from the patients,

until she calms down?

[ Sighs ] Sir,
I-I don't really --

Oh, drop it, DeLuca.

We all heard the two of you
through the walls.

Now step up.

[ Sighs ]

I'm sorry.

Um, yeah,
I was saying that --

Can I help?

I know how bad this can be,
so if I can lend an extra hand,

I'd be happy to.

[ Horn honks, sirens wailing ]

Yeah, the minute
you get to Seattle Pres,

check everything off
the paper charts, okay?

Okay.

[ Siren wails ]

Larry Keys, post-tracheostomy
two months ago

and now has worsening
blood-tinged secretions.

Uh, pulse ox -- 98.
Needs a chest x-ray, okay?

Hang in there, Mr. Keys.

Oh, God.

Yeah, it takes you back
to Jordan, right?

Yeah, only hotter.
[ Chuckles ]

Uh, Chief?
We already transferred

six patients,
but we have eight

ICU patients who are
stable enough to move.

And the blood banks
are still locked,

so we're waiting
on emergency shipments

from other
area hospitals.

Good, great. You are
handling your situation.

Avery and I are...
handling our situation.

He called you from
the medevac chopper?

Avery's on
a medevac chopper?

[ Sighs ] I can't tell you
how much I want to

stick my head under
a faucet right now.

I'd just settle for
a fresh pair of scrubs.

You don't have hair.
True.

Oh, Claude, I think
that some of your blood

just soaked through
to my underwear.

So we are
in this together now.

Yeah, well, I got
some in my mouth.

We're not gonna think
about that, all right?

And we're not gonna
think about the fact that

his blood and our sweat

are creating their own
little ecosystem.

Ugh. Yeah, no, I'm not gonna
think about that at all.

Mnh-mnh.

[ Groans ]

Clips, please.

[ Laughs ]

Front-row seats
to the surgical Olympics.

-[ Laughs ]
-Schmitt, quiet.

Another one.

Thanks for
calling me Schmitt.

Because, sometimes,
you call me "Glasses."

I wish we could
change it to "Specs."

Specs sounds
way cooler than Glasses.

Or look at me now.
What about Blood Bank?

[ Laughs ]
Blood Bank is awesome!

Blood Bank needs to pipe down!
Sponge stick.

Oh, Blood Bank needs
somewhere to barf.

Somebody get him
a basin.

The blood loss
is making him nauseous.

Oh, no. They're so busy.
I got it. Whoa.

Hey, Schmitt, sit down.

Whoa.

Oh, where's that basin?

Schmitt...Ugh.

[ Sighs ] Damn it.

Bokhee, give me
a sterile towel

over the area
he contaminated.

And someone get him
a liter of saline.

Would it be wrong of me to
take out his spleen, too?

No, tell Maintenance,
if they can't get into

the blood bank doors,
to call the police

for some sort of battering ram.

They're still locked?

Did they even try to override
the security system?

Your background
is cybersecurity.

Yes, ma'am.
Hey, if you have any ideas,

they're welcome.
Yes, ma'am.

On it.
Woman: Dr. Cullen, NICU.

Dr. Cullen, NICU.

Should I just stay down here
and see where I can jump in?

That'd be a godsend.
Anything.

-You got it.
-Thanks.

Dr. Webber. Dr. Grey needs
an assistant in O.R.-3.

She lost hers.

What do you mean
she lost hers?

Her intern passed out.

Was it Glasses?

I.J. looks good.

ECMO access
re-established.

I hope wed didn't
traumatize his daughter.

Oh, we absolutely did.

We look like we stepped off
the set of "Carrie."

[ Laughs ]
Being doused in blood

was about the only thing
from that movie

that didn't happen to me
in high school.

Really?
Oh, I was brainy and awkward

and four years younger
than everyone else.

But who didn't have
a rough time in high school?

♪♪

Of course.
The human superlative.

Varsity basketball?

Class president?
Prom king?

Varsity baseball, I'll have you
know, but the rest is true.

Well, I was
freshman age as a senior,

so I couldn't have been
prom queen even if I had gone.

What? Are freshmen
not supposed to be prom king?

You've got to be
kidding me.

[ Sighs ]

No, you don't have
to follow me.

It was literally my instructions
from Dr. Webber.

Well, you're not a person
who can calm me down, so leave.

I'm not happy
about this either.

Yeah? You're not hoping
that I drag you into a closet

and wrap myself
around you?

I mean, if it'll help.

It won't help.
It's the problem.

I defibrillated
a sleeping person.

I told another one
that the world was gonna end.

And no one knows this,
but the other day,

I didn't know where
to empty a bedpan,

so I just set it
on a cart in a hallway.

These are not the things that
a brilliant intern does.

I was top of my class.

Okay, but how is any
of this my fault?

Because I haven't slept

because you penetrate
me every 5 minutes.

Shh.

Look, don't put
this on me, okay?

Every time I look at you, you --
you sex-pout at me.

That's just my face.

And -- and this is about
my mind, so no more sex.

That's it. I am not gonna
fail here because of you.

Don't talk to any patients until
you get some rest, all right?

♪♪

What are you
doing here?

Hi.

Paul Stadler,
Orlando Medical.

Yeah, I know
who you are.

I'm sorry.
Have we met before?

You know, your face
looks kind of familiar.

[ Door slams open ]

Dr. Karev, Dr. Shepherd said
Frankie's angio shows a bleed.

Yikes.

Don't let me keep you.

Intern, what's your name?

Helm. Like "Hellmouth"
without the "outh."

Don't scrub.
I need you to find Dr. Wilson

and bring her here.

You want me to call her?
No.

I want you to find her
and bring her here.

And don't leave her side.
Why?

Just do it.

[ Door opens, closes ]

What's going on?

[ Sobs ]

[ Siren wails in distance ]

[ Breathing deeply ]

♪♪

♪ Now there's somethin'
keepin' me from falling asleep ♪

Heat getting to you?

♪ I try to keep moving ♪
Yeah.

How is it I never knew you
studied under Paul Stadler?

Uh, it's a...
long story.

Well, he couldn't have picked
a better time to come and visit.

He's pitching in
in the O.R.

What?!

No. He can't.

He's a world-class surgeon,
and we're in a bit

of a quagmire.
Why not?

Whatever he said to you,
it isn't true.

You can't trust him.
He lies.

He lies about everything.

♪ When the darkness comes ♪

Lap pads.

Dr. Grey?
Heard you could use some help.

How are you? And please
tell me you have blood.

No. Sorry.
But I do have 20 years

experience
as a general surgeon.

Then get in here.

[ Suction gurgling ]

Whoa, she's
losing everywhere.

Yeah, she burned through
all her clotting factors,

and I couldn't get any FFP
from the blood bank.

Let's get started.
3-0 silk for Dr. Grey.

Okay. There.
I'm getting control.

Another tie.

♪ When the darkness comes ♪

Right there.
♪ When the darkness comes ♪

Good.

Scissor.

Whew!

Thanks for the assist.

I almost lost her.

I try.

I'm Meredith Grey.

What did you
say your name was?

Paul Stadler.

♪ When the darkness ♪

♪ When the darkness ♪

Paul Stadler?

♪ When the darkness ♪

Honor to meet you,
Dr. Grey.

♪ W-w-when the darkness comes ♪

All right, we need to do
a distal pancreatectomy.

Do you prefer harmonic stapler
or oversewn closure?

Well, oversew doesn't
require electricity, so...

3-0 silk, please.

I can ligate this one.
I'm right here.

Well, I guess we should talk
about the elephant in the room.

Congrats on
your Harper Avery.

Kelly clamp.

I didn't even make it past
the submission round.

I study fiber-optics for
minimally invasive surgeries.

I know who you are.

I'm friends with Jo Wilson.

[ Suction gurgling ]

[ Monitor beeping ]

[ Suction gurgling ]

Clamp.

Get an eye on the EEG,
tell me if there's any slowing.

Got it.

I'll prep the shunt,
and then we can embolize.

What the hell is taking
Helm so long?

Hi. I'm here
to replace Helm.

No, you're not.
You're here to find her.

Turn around and go.

Y-you want me
to find Dr. Helm?

Yes! And Dr. Wilson
and bring them here.

Stat!

Is there any point
to this intern treasure hunt,

or is it just for fun?

We ligated the blood vessel
in his neck.

He's back on ECMO,
and he's stable.

Jackson: You will be able
to see him as soon as

he's settled in the ICU.

[ Laughs ]
Thank you so much.

Oh, I really want
to hug you, but...

No, no. Please.
Totally understand.

-Thank you.
-Okay.

Sorry about your blouse.

Is it bad that
I'm the same amount happy

that he's alive as I am
that we can shower now?

Is it bad that I'm happier
about the shower?

[ Elevator dings ]
[ Sighs ]

Clip.

So, Jo Wilson.

Has she said
some things about me?

I can only imagine.

Was she drunk
when she told you?

Suction and laps, please.

I think what Brooke craved
from me was stability.

I mean, the way
she was raised.

Her mother
abandoned her.

She lived in her car
in high school.

And I thought I could
help her -- save her.

And for a few years, I mean,
she was -- she was great.

But it didn't last
because she's not stable,

and she wasn't able
to hear that -- ever.

She would get...

just awful if you tried to
mention that she needed help.

I wish...

But she vanished --
with a lot of my money.

Hey, I mean, if she's
got it figured out,

then that's
all that matters.

If she's happy,
I'm happy, too.

Clamp.

[ Suction gurgling ]

♪♪

♪♪

[ Gasps ]

Finally.
Shh.

What do you want?

I...

Dr. Karev said I had to find you
and bring you to him.

And I'm not allowed
to leave you alone.

♪♪

♪♪

[ Suction gurgling ]

Shunt's in.

Nice work, Karev.

[ Cellphone chimes ]

Somebody read that.

It's from Dr. Wilson.

"I'm safe, in Grey's gallery.
Helm is with me.

Can't come right now
but will soon."

♪♪

[ Indistinct talking ]

Hey.

Hey.

Um, I thought you would
want to know that Ms. Knox

is doing fine,
and she's hopelessly in love

with her baby daughter.

Oh, yes, I did.
I wanted to know that.

[ Chuckles ]

Find anyone promising?

Huh? Oh.
Um, no, no.

I was just --
I was killing time

while I'm in line
to give blood.

Look at this hospital.

All this chaos
because of the Internet,

and you trust it
with your heart?

Well, it saves
a lot of time.

It wastes time.

All the slapping
the screen for hours.

And -- and how do you know
if you have a connection

if you can't look
in that woman's eyes?

Online is like dating
one of those, um,

window dolls
with no faces.

[ Chuckles ]

Mannequins.

Yeah.

A photo might be sexy,
but until you're face-to-face

to talk, listen,
share your passions...

[ Electricity whirring ]
only then do you know

if there is electricity,
you know?

Clear!

[ Beeping ]

[ Electricity crackling ]

We have blood.

Jo's ex is here.
[ Exhales deeply ]

I know.
I just operated with him.

-What? He's a psychopath.
-Yeah.

He had a lot
to say about her.

Like what?

It's not true.

It's not true.

He takes the truth,
but he -- he twists it

and changes it to fit
his own story.

It's not --
it's not true.

You are Jo Wilson.
I know exactly who you are.

♪♪

-[ Sobs ]
-It's okay.

It's okay.

[ Sighs ]
Okay, loaded up the last rig.

I think we're good for now.

No. We're
forgetting something.

We're not forgetting
anything, Kepner.

It's like a sandstorm.

We got slammed,
it was blinding, and then,

when the dust settles,
you can't switch your brain

back to normal.

You can't shake
the feeling like

something slipped
through the cracks.

Wrong. Stop! Stop!

[ Gasps ]

"Larry Keys,
status post..."

I can't read
the rest of this.

It's your handwriting.
No, I know.

It's all smudged.
Uh, "Chest x-ray, 14:09."

That was two hours ago.

[ Groaning ]

Oh, found him, found him,
found him!

-Okay.
-[ Coughs ]

Okay, gross bleeding
through his trach.

All right.
Let's get him up to the O.R.

and control this bleeding.

He's losing his airway.
He's not gonna make it that far.

Let's get a crash cart.
All right.

Okay, hang tight,
Mr. Keys.

I need to remove your trach
and put in a breathing tube.

I'm gonna need
an 8-0 ET tube.

I'm not gonna be able to see.
There's too much blood.

We got to control
the bleeding.

Here. I can compress the vessel
right through the trach.

[ Sighs ]
What's wrong?

I still can't see.
Okay. Hang on, hang on.

All right.
Look for the light.

You see it?
I see it. Yeah, okay.

I got it.
Yep, yep. Okay.

Okay.

All right.
All right.

Okay.
All right.

[ Both breathe deeply ]

Sandstorm.
[ Chuckles ]

I think we can
call them off.

Helm hasn't let me
out of her sight.

She was just following
instructions.

She followed me
into the bathroom.

The actual stall.

Meredith: Hey.
You guys can leave.

Thank you.

Look, I would have come myself,
but I was stuck in surgery.

How's Frankie?
He's okay.

We were able to stop the
bleeding from his AVM in time.

How do you want
to handle this?

I want to be divorced.

I want to never
see his face ever again.

I'm coming with you
for that.

No, you are not
going anywhere near him.

I should have killed him
when I had the chance.

Which is exactly why.

Alex, we've got this.

She is not going
to be alone with him.

[ Sighs ]

[ Indistinct talking ]

Parker?

I was told you used
a defibrillator

to fry the keypad
on the blood bank.

People needed blood --
Hey, I don't want excuses.

I want to know
what else you can do.

[ Shower running ]

Um, what's happening?

Did you know that
cellphones have 10 times

more bacteria than an average
public toilet seat?

Cool story.
Where are the scrubs, Maggie?

Oh, we don't have the code
for their machine, so...

♪♪

So, I called down, and somebody
should be up any minute.

All right, we got to
get back to the hospital.

I mean,
I don't have my phone.

I don't know
what the hell's happening.

Well, if you want to
walk around this hospital

in your towel,
you can be my guest.

So, what? We wait?

We wait.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

[ Knock on door ]

You have
the divorce papers?

Uh, if you wouldn't
mind, Dr. Grey,

I'd like to have
a moment alone with --

Actually, I do mind.
I'm gonna stay here.

Okay then.

Let's get this done,
shall we?

[ Sighs ]

[ Clears throat ]

We've got it.
It's faster this way.

I'm really happy
for you, Jo.

I hope this brings you...

some real peace.

You deserve it.

We both do.

You don't deserve
anything good.

You're a monster.

♪♪

You did great,
and it's over.

♪♪

No. No, it's not.
I need Robbins.

Where's Robbins?

I'm sure the feds are focusing
on common attack vectors

because that's protocol.

But if it were me, I'd do
offline forensic analysis

on our servers.

Fantastic. Yes.

Uh, now go tell them that.

Uh, what's the problem?

Let's just say that,
hypothetically,

I was convicted
of hacking a federal server,

as part of
my hypothetical sentence,

I'm not allowed
to manipulate computers

in that manner ever again...

or advise or enable
anyone else to.

I would say, hypothetically,
that wasn't on your application.

Fair. But records like
that are sealed.

Hypothetically.

Did any of these
hypothetical crimes involve

literal children
or sex or drugs

or children
and sex and drugs?

They did not.

Or robbing old people
of their last $2?

Also no.

Or --
Chief, do you want
me to help you?

I do.

Hmm.

Write down what you want me
to tell the FBI.

Nigerian prince?

DMV.

My new license
was taking too long.

And now you're an accessory
to whatever I do moving forward.

I did not want
to know that.

I think you did.

What happened
in there, babe?

Let's just get the hell
out of here.

Hey. Dr. Stadler,
where are you going?

Actually, we're
on our way out.

Oh, no. No, you can't.
You can't leave.

I have a problem
with a new fetoscope,

and it's got me banging
my head against the wall.

And I know that
there's an answer,

but I-I'm just --
It's way out of my reach.

It would be great if I could
just get some manpower,

you know, which --
I need you.

10 minutes.

Fantastic. This way.

Wait here.

Hi.

We need to talk, and we don't
have a lot of time.

Jenny: Anything you have
to say to me

you can say in front of Paul.
I don't need help.

Jo: I said the same thing when
I was with him, but I was lying.

I was lying to myself.

I was lying to
everyone around me.

Oh, my God.
He told me you were crazy,

and I thought
that's just something people say

about their exes.

In your case,
he was clearly right.

You know, Jenny,

it's okay if you don't
want to talk to me.

You don't have to
say a word.

Just please listen.

There was a dinner party
with his colleagues.

I talked too much to the man
sitting next to me.

Paul said that I made
a fool out of him.

I laughed because
it seemed so...

I laughed.

And his eyes went dark,
and that's the last thing

that I remember before
waking up the next morning

with my eye swollen shut.

I thought it would be
the only time.

I'm sure that you did
the first time, too.

But he just got
smarter after that.

He made sure that no one
could see the bruises.

He would apologize
and then tell me it was my fault

all in one breath,
and he was so persuasive.

He told me I was wrong
so many times

that I believed
I was wrong.

He told me I was crazy
so many times

that I believed that
I actually was crazy.

The last time,
I woke up to him kicking me

in the back because
he'd read my e-mail

and saw the name of a man
that he didn't recognize.

He kicked me so hard,
he broke my ribs

and almost
ruptured my kidney.

So, you're saying that,
with your technique,

I can repair a spina bifida

or cleft palate
or I mean, anything, right?

I mean, that's incredible,
Dr. Stadler.

It's just...

That's incredible.

So you've said
several times.

Well, you know, I do have
another question, which is --

Dr. Robbins,
it's been a pleasure,

and I'd be happy to consult
with you on any future cases,

but my fiancée has been
way more patient

than I'd be
at this point.

I -- Yeah. Thank you.
Thank you so much for your time.

Jo: If I hadn't have
escaped that night...

He's coming back.

Say the word,
and I will help you.

I will get you
out of this right now.

You really should go.

You shouldn't be here
when he comes back.

♪♪

You know what?

This is
my cellphone number.

You call me day or night,
and I will get you out of this.

♪♪

How about
we get out of here?

Please.

♪♪

[ Jo sighs ]

[ Door opens ]

And you've combed through
the admin server logs

for any suspicious activity
on TCP ports 21 through 23?

Of course.

But reading them all will
take days at least.

Oh.

And what about scanning
the log dumps,

uh, specifically for
unwanted guest Wi-Fi traffic?

You've been
doing your homework.

Yeah, I know
how to Google.

Well, we've
done that, as well.

That's how we found
their I.P. address.

[ Gasps ] Great!

♪♪

[ Indistinct conversations ]

♪♪

You found the I.P. address.

That means that you
can hack them back,

uh, ping them,
storm the computer castle.

No. We still need to
physically locate them.

What you're suggesting
would alert them,

and they'd pull up stakes.

We'd never catch them.

Um, hold on.

Are we trying to save
my patients or make arrests?

♪♪

Have a seat here.

This is my laptop.

And this is my password.

No one will ever
know you touched it.

How many times do you
think that we were

in the same place in Boston
and didn't even know it?

Hmm.

The aquarium
or Fenway Park?

Uh...

The Ugly Duckling?

The Swan Boats?

Uh...
No?

N-no.

Um...I was
in Mallorca a lot.

Would you ever...
[ Laughs ]

No? That's --
Wow. Uh...

All right.

Why would -- why did
you become a surgeon?

I mean, what we do
is really hard.

Where did you
learn to work?

I guess, for a long time,
I didn't.

I think, uh, I spent
a lot of my childhood

avoiding the inevitable,
you know?

Pretending that I had
a say in my future,

with my mom being
who she is and my grandfather.

I...

Yeah.

Wow.

Thank you.

For what?

That's the first time
all day I've felt good

about my childhood.

[ Both laugh ]

Yeah, well, I said
thank God

we are from
different families.

Oh, is that what
you meant by that?

Yeah.
Mm-hmm.

I mean, that and, um...

And what?

Uh, you know, just that's
good -- It's a good thing.

It doesn't define us.

We're not actually
related, so...

we can be whatever
we want to be, I guess.

[ Door opens ]

Hey. There he is.

Oh.
[ Cellphone beeping ]

Oh.
Here, your phone.

They got it
from the medevac.

Oh, crap.

What happened?

27 missed calls
from Bailey.

You don't have
to stay with me.

I'm okay.

I know.

Hey.

Really happy you and Jenny
had the chance to talk.

She told me all about it.

She didn't
say anything.

It was me.
It was all me.

Yeah, it was always you.

Okay, walk away,
Dr. Stadler.

No, no.
She is a liar.

She is pathological.

I mean, w-what kind of woman
changes her name

and disappears on her husband
without a word?

Do you know
what that did to me?

What that did to my reputation,
to my career?

You are...torture.

You are hell.

You walk around
and you ruin lives,

and no one ever stops you.

They -- they just believe you.

'Cause why?
'Cause you're pretty?

'Cause you're sweet?

Your looks will
fade one day, Brooke.

Your looks will fade, and you'll
be left with the truth.

And you point fingers at
everyone else around you,

but you're the monster.

Security to the residents's
lounge on 3, stat.

You know what?

Jenny won't be needing this,

seeing as how
we're actually happy.

That said...

I think
I'll hang on to it.

So I know
where to find you.

[ Sighs ]

[ Exhales deeply ]

It's okay.

The phones are working?

No, but he
doesn't know that.

Again? Oh, come on!

No, that was me.

Why?

I had to make sure
I could.

And I could.

It worked.

Are you sure?

[ Whirring ]

♪ I think I've found a way ♪

♪ To keep myself whole ♪

♪ I write my fears ♪

♪ On green notes ♪
[ Cheers and applause ]

On!

On. Oh, oh.
Is that what I think it is?

If what you think it is is
air-conditioning, then yes.

Yay!

[ Laughs ]

Okay, now, did you
really hack into the DMV?

Why would you do that?

Because my old license
referred to me as female,

and the DMV where
I was living wouldn't change it,

so I did.

♪ Tell me it won't hurt ♪

♪ Now I ♪

I'm a proud
trans man, Dr. Bailey,

but I like for people to
get to know me before

they find out my private
medical history.

Of course.
♪ I'm your passenger ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ I'm your passenger ♪

Thank you for your service,
Dr. Parker.

♪ Oh, I think I've found a way
to keep my hands full ♪

♪ I spend long nights ♪

♪ I question my self-control ♪

[ Knock on wall ]

I heard you wanted
to talk to me?

Yes, I do.

♪ Take me,
my heart and my soul ♪

Hey, I'm not sure if I should
have a lawyer present,

but I, uh, wanted
to tell you how sorry I am.

It was just so hot,

and I really didn't
want to throw up in you.

Why the hell
would you apologize?

You're a damn hero.

I am?

[ Sighs ]

You saved my life.

Of course,
no one would know,

to see you creeping in here
like a sick mouse.

Stand up straight.

♪ I'm your passenger ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ I'm your passenger ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

Hey, buddy.
How you doing?

Thirsty.

-That's good, right?
-It is very good.

He came through
with flying colors.

Because he's a fighter.

Dr. Alex, I know
I didn't die,

but will you still
marry my mom?

Frankie!
He's still loopy from surgery.

Yeah, well, we see
that all the time.

We'll keep a close eye
on him tonight.

♪ I'm your passenger ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ I'm your passenger ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

What's wrong?

He came back.

He's gone now, but I did
have to call security.

That son of a bitch.

He knows
where to find me.

He knows
where to find us.

You're safe, you hear me?

You're not gonna be alone.
What?

So that's
just my life now?

I have to be guarded
every second?

No. Because we will get
a restraining order,

and he will never set foot
in this hospital again.

God.

I wish he was dead.

Come on.
Let's go home.

[ Telephone rings ]

DeLuca.

Are you interested in helping me
out with this big contest?

I need a new Edwards,
and you've got potential.

Yeah. Really?
Yes. Yes.

All right.

Oh, and, um,
one of our new interns

wrote a paper on pupillary
response in comatose patients.

They were in med school,
it was a little raw,

but I was impressed.
Could you find them and then --

It was me!

S-sorry. Sam Bello.
It was me.

Oh.

Hello, Dr. Sam Bello.

Welcome aboard
Team Shepherd.

She read my paper.

Yeah. Congrats.

[ Laughs ]

All is right
with the world.

What's going on here?
Why does everything look normal?

-It is normal.
-You paid the ransom?

I didn't have to,
and I'm not at liberty

to discuss why, so let's
just leave it at --

You're welcome.
Those aren't our colors.

Go change.

Woman: Nurse Laskey
to pharmacology.

Kepner.

Did I hear that
you plugged a man's

tracheo-innominate fistula
with your finger?

Well, we didn't have
much of a choice, so...

I've got to tell you --
the dam could have broken today,

but thanks to work like that,
it didn't.

Wow.
Thank you, Dr. Webber.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Telephone rings ]

Everything okay?

Uh, Bailey wants me
to oversee her big contest.

And -- and I am flattered,
honestly.

But, uh, at this age, I'm --
I'm not sure I can handle it.

I guess I'm just feeling
my seasons, you know?

[ Clears throat ]

Um, you -- you know,
if you need some help, I --

Oh, well, it's not
a matter of help.

I mean, someone needs
to do everything.

I mean, you name it.

They have to handpick
the judges and set deadlines,

schedule presentations,
and the whole kit and caboodle.

Wait. Um...

I could do it?

Oh, no. No.
No?

No, no.
I couldn't possibly ask you.

You -- you
really mean it?

Yeah. Yes. Yes.
Yes, sir. Yeah.

I-I won't
let you down, sir.

Well, thank you.

♪♪

♪ The hope outweighs
all my sorrows ♪

This day.
[ Chuckles ]

♪ I believe ♪

Insane, right?

I feel like I can still
feel blood on my face.

[ Chuckles ]

And the vast open sky

That's just
psychological, right?

I don't
actually have any.

No, you're good.

Then what?

You want to get a drink?

I know I need one,
and it's on me, actually,

because I just got an extra
$20 mill I wasn't counting on.

[ Laughs ]

We work together.
Yeah.

We work with
your ex-wife.

And our parents are married
to each other.

That's a lot of
complicating factors.

So if it went bad,
we couldn't just walk away.

On the other hand,
it's just a drink.

Jackson...

no, it's not.

I'm not saying "no."

I'm just saying
it's complicated.

Mm-hmm.

Maggie Pierce?

Clive Johnson,
from the...Tinder?

Oh, oh, oh! Oh, my God.
I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry. This day has
been absolutely insane.

It feels like months ago
since we scheduled dinner.

Did -- did you want
to take a rain check?

Meredith: So, what do we do when
instinct tells us to freeze?

No, no, no.

No, you're here.
You're here. Let's go.

-Okay.
-You kids have fun.

[ Chuckles ]

When we can't see
the right answer.

♪♪

In those moments,
it's usually a good idea

to trust the instinct
and take pause.

Okay.

Because decisions made
in the heat of the moment...

♪♪

What's happening?

-Hit-and-run.
-[ Gasps ]

ABCs are intact, but he's
hypertensive and tachycardic.

[ Monitor beeping ]

...can ruin
a whole lot of lives.

What did you do?

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

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