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Oh!

Okay.

Yes. Well, I'm glad
you didn't have any

trouble arriving today.

I know.
The train wasn't late.

Well, thank the Lord for that.

Oh I didn't get a chance. Sorry.

You should check it out.
It's really good.

Yeah, I will.

I've been reading
this one to be honest.

- Oh, what's it about?
- A serial killer.

Oh, I love serial killer novels.

Yeah, it's a good one.

Can I borrow when you're finished?

Yeah, of course.

I got black.

You wont find them.

Sorry I'm late.

- Hello Abigail.
- Yes.

Pleased you're here.

Well, what...

Now that it seems everyone
has arrived, we can begin.

My name is Gabriel

and as many of you know, I
have been with this church now

for over five years.

I found my way here

after decades of struggling
with my own

inner demons.

And make no mistake, I
would not be sitting here

before you today if it
weren't for this church

and the power of our Lord.

What I'd like to do today
is go around the circle

and have everyone share
their stories with us.

You've all made a conscious
effort to be here today.

And remember, whatever is shared

whatever you say, stays
strictly between us.

We are here to listen and support.

Hello?

Hello!

Now with that being
said, Andrew, I'd like you

to read the preamble.

We are a fellowship of men

and women who share their
experience, strength,

and hope with each other that
may solve their common problem

and help others to
recover from alcoholism

or any other addiction they may have.

The only requirement for
membership is a desire

to overcome their addiction
and no dues

or fees for membership.

We're all self-supporting
through our own contributions.

We... We are not aligned to any
sect, denomination, politics,

organization, or institution

does not engage in any controversy.

Neither endorses nor
opposes any causes.

A... Our primary purpose is
to stay sober, help others

to achieve sobriety

and purity along with
the help of our Lord

and Savior Jesus Christ.

Now, let's open it up to the floor.

Who is going to be brave
enough to start?

My name's Isabel and I'm an alcoholic.

My relationship with alcohol began

because I was in an
abusive relationship

and was made to feel pretty
worthless by my ex-partner.

Fortunately, I got myself
out of that relationship,

but obviously my confidence
took a massive hit

and I started to go out more and more

and I knew that alcohol
was the only thing

that would give me that
wonderful feeling. You know,

make me feel beautiful and sexy

and all those things I wanted to feel.

So I thought that was the
relationship I had with alcohol,

you know, that it was fun.

Fast forward a year

and I was drinking half
a gallon of vodka a day.

At the end of my drinking, I
was drinking around the clock

and had to have a drink
just to get through.

Physically, my hands would shake

and... had to have a drink
every couple of hours.

I remember one day I was at work

and I had this moment of clarity

I looked at myself in the mirror

and I realized... alcohol
was killing me

and I was powerless against alcohol

and I needed help.

That's why I came here.

The biggest gift the center
has given me has been

codependency.

So when I first came here,
I was exposed

to all the different programs,

but yeah,

on codependency, light bulbs went off

and I realized

I had taken care of
everyone and everything,

but...

I didn't take care of myself.

Can you hear me?

Laura, what do you
think about sharing your

story with the group today?

Hi everyone. So I'm Laura

and a few years ago I lost
my 4-year-old daughter

Matilda in a traffic accident.

And that led me to making
some bad decisions in my life.

I started smoking weed
to numb the pain and

before I knew it, I was tricking
the GP into giving me some

painkillers on prescription and
getting addicted to codeine.

After a while, the codeine
wasn't enough,

so a friend said he knew someone
who could supply fentanyl.

So I started on that.

At worst, I was on 60
fentanyl lozenges a day.

I didn't know I was addicted.

It just took the pain away
and took the edge off

life, really.

The last few years were
destructive in many ways

and caused a lot of harm.

I still wasn't ready to
accept that I had a problem

because I was so scared
of it being taken away,

even though it was affecting
me so badly.

I ended up overdosing and in hospital

and not knowing what happened.

I was so scared when I saw
the fear in my parents' face

and I saw how much harm I was causing

to the people I cared about the most.

I knew I had a serious
problem and I had to get help.

So once I'd admitted it

and I'd spoken to somebody

and shared what I've
been going through,

what I've been dealing with.

That was the best feeling
I'd had in a long time.

That feeling of being heard

and being seen for the first time,

that was the first true feeling
I'd had in such a long time.

So that started my recovery

and learning about this addiction

'cause I knew it was
causing problems in my life,

but I didn't know, I didn't
see it as an addiction.

That may sound naive, but
once I started learning about

addiction, that started
my road to recovery.

Darren, how would you
feel about sharing your story?

Uh, yeah, sure.

Uh, hi, I'm Darren.

I'm an addict and alcoholic.

Uh.

I haven't taken
anything for three years,

but I'm, I'm struggling at the moment

and I came here today to spend
some time with people who...

know what I'm going through and, um...

uh, to people out there who
might be contemplating

getting help, just take it.

You will never regret it.

It's the reason I'm still alive today.

Uh. Just over three years ago,

I, uh, was in a really dark
place taking copious amounts of

drugs and alcohol and one day I
was found on my kitchen floor.

I was rushed to hospital

and my heart stopped for 35 seconds,

legally dead, they said.

Uh, but if it wasn't
for... the doctors

and especially a nurse called Natalia,

uh, I wouldn't be here today.

I asked her for help and she
pretty much saved my life.

We still talk, I uh, speak to
her once or twice a month.

Uh, found out a couple weeks ago
she uh, she bought a little

puppy and uh, she... She called
it Darren, which is uh, kind

of funny but heartwarming
at the same time.

But um, speaking to her kind of
reminds me that um, you know,

you're never on your own.

There are people out there
if you want help, you know,

there are people that have
been through what you're going

through and have...
on the other side.

We never know when those
dark days are gonna come.

You know, sadly, they will
visit us again at some point,

but there's people out
there to help you

and those dark days are the
toughest. They're the hardest.

And uh, you know, we can
struggle through it,

but not today. Ahh.

I'm glad I'm here and I'm
happy to be alive. Thank you.

Emergency services, what service

- do you require?
- Please.

Hello? What service
do you require?

Please. Hello?

Where is the help required?

Yes, I need the police.

Is anybody there?

Yes! I need the police.

I can't hear anybody.
Is anybody there?

- Yes, I need assistance.
- Caller,

can you hear me?

Caller, can you state your location?

I don't know where I am.

Caller, if you don't respond,

I will need to clear the line.

Hello? Hello?

Hi, this is Chloe.
I can't take you

call at the minute, leave a message.

If you're lucky, I might get
back to you. Bye!

Chloe, it's me.

Listen, I... I don't have
much time, okay?

So I need you to call me
back as soon as you get this.

I've been taken somewhere
and I don't know where I am.

I've tried calling the police

and I can't get through to them,

so I need you to
call them for me, okay,

and ask them to track my
phone or something.

Okay?

Love you.

Bye.

Abigail?

- Mom, it's me.
- Abigail, are you there?

Mom, look, something's
wrong with my phone.

Abigail, can you hear me?

Mom, listen. I don't know
what's happening with my phone,

but if you can hear me, I need
you to call the police.

Abigail! Can you hear me?

I've been kidnapped

and I don't know where I am!

Listen, whoever this is,

I just want my daughter back!

Please!

Hello?

Hello. This is police control.

Yes? Yes, I need the police.

- Can you hear me?
- Yes, I can hear you.

Hello, this is police
control. Can you hear me?

Yes, I can hear you.
Can you hear me?

Hello?

Hello, this is police control.

- Are you in trouble?
- Yes!

Look, look, something's
wrong with my phone.

- I don't know...
- We've received a

silent call from this number.
Do you need assistance?

Hello?

Look, I've been kidnapped
and I don't know where I am!

Sarah!

May I ask you to lead
us in the serenity prayer?

- God,
- grant up me in serenity

to accept the things I cannot
change, courage to change

the things I can, and the wisdom
to know the difference.

Thank you Sarah.
That was lovely.

Well, we've all heard some...

pretty heavy stories here today.

Some dark times, some...

evil subject matter.

But, together we can get through this.

We have each other for support always.

And I know that very soon

you shall all lead lives of purity

and freedom in the name of our Lord.

I'd like to do something a
little different this week.

I would like to say the
Lord's prayer of sacrament

in remembrance of his flesh

and blood that he sacrificed for us.

John?

Oh God, the eternal Father.

We ask thee in the name
of thy Son, Jesus Christ,

to bless and sanctify this bread...

It's okay. It's only
bread and holy water.

It's not gonna hurt you.

To the souls of all
those who partake of it,

Thank you.

...that they may eat

in remembrance of the body of thy son.

And thus witness, oh
God, the eternal Father,

that they be willing to take
upon them the name of thy son

and always remember him,

and keep his commandments,
which he has given them,

that they may always have his spirit

to be with them.

Amen.

Welcome, Abigail.

You've done ever so well
to make your way here.

- Where am I?
- You are home.

This isn't my home.

What's going on?

I want to go back to my real home.

Ah, it would appear Abigail
still has a lot to learn.

What do you mean?

Who are you people?

We are your liberation, Abigail.

Take me home.

This is your home.

What are you talking about?

We've cleansed you. We've
rid you of all your demons.

- What do you mean?
- Your demons are no more.

All your sins? Your pain? Gone.

You are free.

I don't understand.

You came to us seeking solace,
wanting a new life

and that is what we have given you.

A new life, a new soul.

I have people who
will be looking for me

and they will find me.

I don't want any part of this!

This is exactly what you wanted

and more importantly, it's
exactly what you needed.

You're insane.

I have family.

I have friends!

Who do you think you are?
Keeping me here, locked up.

We are your saviors, Abigail.

And you needed saving from yourself.

And we were the only
ones who could save you

and now you can spend eternity free.

Look, I just wanna go home.

I...

Please, just let me go home.

It's okay dear.
Everything's okay now.

Here.

Let me help you.

No. I don't know who you are,

but I don't want any part of it!

You don't understand, Abigail.

I want to go home!

I need to go home!

I don't wanna be part
of whatever this twisted...

Whatever it is.

Very well, but I must warn you:

you will regret it.

You've sealed your own fate, Abigail.

Mom?