All language subtitles for Hindsight.2015.S01E06.Tragic.Kingdom.1080p.WEB-DL.AAC2.0.H.264-BS_track3_[eng]

(becca)
previously on hindsight...

(lolly)
ever since your little
elevator ride,

You've been too scared
to make any tough decisions.

I don't know
anything anymore.

I don't know what to do
about andy or sean.

(lolly)
if things ever get weird
with us,

You know you can talk to me.

(paige)
who was the guy that dropped
you off at the concert?

- Kevin.
- He is cute.

I actually have
a new thing too.

Sean?

I should have confronted you

The second I found out
you kissed him.

- Karma's a bitch.
- Yes, it is.

How much have you
been smoking?

The usual amount.

(lolly)
how can I be with jamie

When there's a kevin out there?

She thinks I have
feelings for you.

Just tell her you don't.

I don't want to lie
to her.

Don't wake me up
when you come in.

I think I'll go
to my parents'.

You just got to figure out
what you want and go for it.

I'm kind of at the end
of my rope here, becca.

The only thing I want
right now is to see you.

I'm at the cabin
at spring lake.

[somber music]

♪

[siren wailing in distance]

Excuse me.
Hi, I'm looking for a patient.

Last name: Kelly.

- There was an accident--
- becca!

Keep me posted.

- Oh, my god.
- Oh, shh, shh.

What happened?
Where's andy?

Andy is in surgery.

He was on the turnpike.

The car in the lane
next to him had a blowout.

- It just spun right into him.
- Is he gonna be okay?

They airlifted him here because
we have got the best trauma--

No, is he gonna be okay?

- What are you not telling me?
- Look.

- Is he gonna be okay?
- Honey, honey, honey.

[sniffles]

There are
internal injuries,

And we will know a lot more

As soon as he's out
of surgery.

Is he gonna be okay?

[sighs]

Please tell me he's
gonna be okay.

[sighs]

Please tell me he's
gonna come out of this.

[gasping]

[gasps]

[sniffles and gasps]

This is all your fault.

[alternative rock music]

♪

(man)
♪ ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

♪ ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh,
ooh-ooh, ooh ♪

♪

I think...

Yeah, frank.

Jane, I am so sorry.

Oh, becca, thank you
for coming.

Anything I can do.

- Frank.
- Oh, becca.

You look more beautiful
every time we see you.

[sighs]

I just talked to him
this morning.

He said that he and melanie
were gonna stay in

And order indian food.

That was the plan.

Then why was he
leaving the city?

What the heck was he doing
on the jersey turnpike?

I don't know.

Excuse me a moment.

(frank)
yeah.

(man)
♪ do you remember when

♪ we started out as friends

♪ then we got deeper

You know,
it was really hard

Studying my lines

With my roommate
and her boyfriend

Going at it
in the next room,

Which at least
they were playing

Some decent
sex music.

[laughs]

Sorry.

[music stops]

So you just gonna stare

At that number all day,

Or you gonna call him?

I'm memorizing it.

Just call him.

You know what?
I'll do it tomorrow.

I still have to unpack.

Paige, what are you doing?

- Calling kevin.
- Stop.

You just need a little
push, that's all.

[line ringing]
- stop it.

- Oh, it's ringing.
- Stop!

You really like him,
don't you?

I don't know.

I can't stop thinking
about him.

I feel like I'm
13 years old again

And not in a good way.

[doorbell rings]

[sighs]

If he star 69's me,
it's your fault.

[knock at door]

- Jamie.
- Hey.

Hey.

Wel--welcome home.

I wasn't expecting
you tonight.

Ah...

Paige just came by to pretend
to study her lines.

[paige groans]

I was going anyway,
so...

Bye.

Bye.

So how--how was
your trip?

Good.

Thanks.

(becca)
well, I'm glad that
we're all here.

I know we haven't talked
since, well, 1983

When I asked if you could get
ray lamoy to kiss me

In the seventh grade.

Thank you for that,
by the way.

But this time,
I really...

Need your help.

You probably all know
that, um,

The last few weeks
have been weird for me,

And I'm still trying
to understand

Why this is happening.

[sniffles]

[whispers]
but I need guidance.

I want to follow my heart,

And I want to do
the right thing.

How do I do both?

Any of you can field this.

I need him to come out
of this alive.

I need him to be
one of the lucky ones.

I'll do whatever
I have to do, please.

How long has it been
going on with you and andy?

[mutters indistinctly]

You know you left
this here, right?

I've been using it
for bicep curls.

[laughs]

Oh, yeah, right, I got
a test on Monday.

[book thuds]

[sighs]

[sighs]

Should I not
have come over?

No.

No, it's fine.

I'm just wiped
from the weekend.

R.E.M. Did
a two-hour encore.

I lost my religion,
like, five times.

[laughs]

I just didn't see it.

All these years, and he's...

Been right there.

I mean, he's charming

And smart and funny.

But he's with melanie.

[sighs]

I never should've let
myself have these feelings.

No.

Does he feel
the same way you do?

I think so.

It's just I'm pretty sure
the universe

Is telling me
to walk away from him.

The universe?

Last night, I was
at the house in spring lake.

Andy was coming to see me.

He's in here because of me.

- Oh, becca.
- [sobbing]

[phone ringing]

[door thuds open]

Okay, he's out
of surgery.

He's in recovery.

He's resting,

And we'll be able
to see him in a few hours.

Oh, god.

Yes!

[electronic beeping
and air hissing]

[weakly]
hey.

Hi.

Wow, I don't think
this many people

Have come to visit me
since my tenth birthday.

Well, you're not as cute
as you were in the headgear,

But you still look
pretty good.

[sighs]

Jesus, what happened?

You don't remember?

You were on that
jersey turnpike.

Yeah, where
were you going?

(andy)
the last thing I remember

Is leaving my apartment.

You know, he's still
a little hazy

From the anesthetic,
so it'll wear off.

Maybe we should let him
get some rest.

It's been enough
excitement for one evening.

(lincoln)
good idea, hmm?

[whispers]
I'll be back, honey.

See you.

[sniffles]

(lincoln)
so what do you say
we cut across the street

To o'malley's for a drink?

It's open all night
for moments just like this.

- Perfect.
- [laughs]

(jane)
I want to pick up
some stuff for andy

Just to make him
feel more comfortable,

And remember
when he was sick,

He always liked
to drink tang.

We've actually been
avoiding sugary drinks.

We do pellegrino now.

Perfect.

Um, why don't you and I
go to his apartment

And get him some pellegrino
and some of his favorite things?

I just don't want to leave,

Because he might need me.

I can go.

Why don't I go,
and, melanie, you can stay?

And then you guys go
take a breather.

Well, then he's gonna need
his toothbrush and a pillow

And a towel,
some books,

The nintendo,

And the Sunday magazine section.

He reads it all week.

Okay.
Anything you need.

And some soap.

Well, they have soap here.

It's not good soap.

Okay.

Okay, if there's anything else
you can think of,

Just call over.

I'm gonna need those back.

Got it.
Okay.

No, no, of course.

Okay.
Okay, I'll be right there.

You trying to escape
under the cover of darkness?

That was becca.

Andy was in an accident.

Oh, my god.
Is he all right?

They think so.

He's at new york metro.

Becca's just gone to his place
to get him some things,

So I'm gonna just
go over there

And help her or whatever.

Yeah, well, do you want me
to come with you?

I mean, it's the middle
of the night.

It's not really the safest hour
to be walking out alone.

Oh, I'll be fine.
It's--

My grandma gave me pepper
spray for hanukkah, so...

Will you call me
with any updates?

Of course.

Maybe we can get
some dinner or something.

Can we just talk
about it later?

You know, 'cause I just--
I don't know how long

Becca's gonna need me,
so...

Oh, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah,

Of course, of course,
of course.

(lolly)
I can't believe you went to god
before you came to me.

I had to.

Anytime I've been
around andy,

Something bad has happened.

He got beat up
at the Halloween party

And now this
horrible accident,

Neither of which
would have happened

If I didn't come here
and kiss him.

And now look.
Andy's in the hospital.

Melanie's miserable,

And I'm gozer the destructor.

[growling]
are you a god?

Sorry, that was
cookie monster.

I don't like
who I've become.

He should be with melanie.

She's a good person.

I don't know that she's
such a good person.

Look what kind
of shoes she wears.

Where did you
find those?

Melanie's drawer.

At least I hope
it's melanie's drawer.

Aww.

I really do love him,
lolly.

I don't think I realized
just how much.

You know he used to burn
my toast every morning?

He could never
get it right.

I used to get so mad.

Oh, and these...

[sighs]

He used to keep a secret
stash of these video games

Under our bed.

[gasps]

See?

He loves you too.

He kept a copy.

Becca, listen to lolly.

Andy got into an accident,

And he's okay.

Look, it's possible
that the universe,

Or whatever you want
to call it,

Doesn't have any skin
in this game.

If you want to be
with someone,

You may just have
to take a gamble.

He might get hurt.
Anyone might get hurt.

That's kind of just
called being alive.

Lolly lavigne,
you're such a philosopher.

What can I say?

Sometimes god gives
with both hands.

[sighs]

You know, it's true
what they say.

These really do look like a pump
and act like a sneaker.

Okay, maybe you should
put it back now, dorothy.

[indistinct chatter
and laughter]

(paige)
oh, so you're an accountant.

[paige laughs]

I don't know
what's in those cookies,

But I'm not trying to sleep
with an accountant tonight.

Are you crazy?

You're very convincing,
and--

Ah, hey, buddy,

Could you move over
a bit please?

Thank you.

I came to save you from
the conspiratorial whispers.

They all think you have
an imaginary boyfriend.

Yeah, well, I can handle
a little bar gossip.

There was a whole lot
of it after Halloween.

Anyway, the lead
in my friend's play

Had to drop out
the last minute,

And opening night
is tomorrow night.

So jeff here is all set,

But I, agnes, I need
to learn my lines.

Gee, you think a woman
with a name like agnes

Would be smart enough
to study at home

In her private convent.

Yeah, well,
my roommate's boyfriend

Is visiting our nunnery,
and they pray very loudly.

[laughs]

Well, you can
come to my place.

I don't think so.

Get your mind out
of the gutter, agnes.

My place is really quiet.

I'll be there all day
painting anyway.

It's no big deal.

It's just two artists

Sharing the same
space together.

Mm-hmm.

Well, three if jeff
wants to come.

[laughs]

Whatever.

[indistinct chatter]

[sighs]

Hey.

He's asleep.
You shouldn't go in.

Okay.

Your dad and the kellys
went to get some rest too.

Yeah, they probably
popped too many bottles

Of mr. Kelly's
sparkling personality.

Ha.

Thanks for getting
all this.

Yeah.
Of course.

[sighs]

[sighs]

It's a nice picture.

Please don't be nice.

You're already so pretty

And blonde and small,

Kind of abnormally small,

And I just want
to hate you.

I just...

I don't hate you...

Which sucks, because
I've been telling myself

That you're the reason why
I've been so awful to andy.

[sighs]

Well, we can all act
a little crazy

When we care
about someone.

I lied to the kellys.

About what?

I just picked a fight
with andy for no reason.

I just wanted him
to react, you know?

I stormed out
and took a train

To my parents' house
in new brunswick.

Andy was on the turnpike
coming after me.

This is all my fault.

[sighs]

Okay, this whole
thing is, like,

Some weird algebraic
equation of fate.

Okay, if andy was
going to see melanie,

It means that my inviting
him to the lake house

Did not cause
his accident.

Mm-hmm.

But it also means that
I'm not the one he wants.

But if andy was
coming to see me,

It means he feels
the same way about me

That I do about him,

Which also means
that I'm the reason

Why he's in the hospital.

Maybe he's just
a bad driver.

Either way,
I think I lose.

See?
This is why I studied film.

No wrong answers.

No answers at all, really.

Just blah, blah,
indexical images,

Blah, blah, truffaut.

[pencil scratching]

- Becca.
- Yeah?

Becca.

- What?
- No more algebra.

No!
Ugh!

You are driving
yourself crazy.

[sighs]

What are you wearing?

What?

I'm not going
anywhere.

[sighs]

Except I'm supposed
to go meet jamie.

You're anxious about it.

Your mood ring's yellow.

Yeah.

I think I have
to break up with him.

Are you mad?

No.

Maybe this is better.

Maybe you can
cut him loose now

Before things get
really messy

And it won't send him
into a tailspin.

Maybe.

You just have to be
honest with him.

What hurt him
the last time is,

You just kept
stringing him along.

He never knew
where he stood.

If you want him
to heal and move on,

You just have
to break it off clean.

Is that advice
for me or for you?

[distant rock music]

♪

You came.

Yeah.
No big deal.

Come on in.

I'm just taking
a break.

- Mm.
- I'll help you run your lines.

Uh-uh, I'm not
showing you mine

Until you show me yours.

Wow, sean.

You should be showing
in galleries.

- Wow.
- Uh, you know what?

That's just some
old stuff.

I wouldn't--

These are beautiful.

You should give these
to her.

You know,
I'm free now.

I mean, like,
I'm free tonight.

I can come to your play.

Oh, no.

I don't let people
see my stuff

Until I've worked out
all the kinks, you know?

Got to be absolutely sure
something's ready.

Fair enough.

You can at least
use me for practice.

So what's it all
about it anyway?

What are agnes
and jeff up to?

They're studying science.

Sounds pretty dreary.

What kind of science?

The science of attraction.

Very dreary indeed.

My cousin,
he has dyslexia,

Which is actually
a really hard word to spell,

Especially for people
who have a hard time spelling,

Don't you think?

Yeah.

I need to get
to my other tables.

Mm-hmm.

Wow, you--you know
a lot about dyslexia.

Everybody did,
after theo huxtable

Was brave enough
to step forward.

[scoffs]

Is your cake okay?

I don't know.

Something's off.

Now that
I think about it,

The words "turtle"
and "cheesecake"

Really don't go
together.

I want to rename this.

Lolly,
just do it already.

Do what?

Break up with me.

This is agony.

I'm sorry.

Well, can I
at least know why?

I mean...

Is there someone else?

No.

Maybe.

I...
[sighs]

I don't know.
I...

Who is it?

It's no one you know.

Are you okay?

At least I don't
have to sit here

And wonder anymore.

In fact, I don't even
have to sit here at all.

Hey.

Hey, he's trying

To play video games
one-handed.

You should go in
and stop the madness.

Okay.
I'll unplug it.

I'll go get some air.

[engines revving]

[knocking]

Hey, brought you
some tang,

So you'll be ready
for liftoff, buzz aldrin.

Becca,
I'm an adult now.

Call me neil armstrong.

[laughs and sighs]

How you feeling?

Honestly,

Like I got hit
by a truck,

Which I did.

[laughs]

[imitates rimshot]

[sighs]

But you know what
the worst part was?

I never made it
to the lake.

So you were coming
to see me?

Yeah.

You, me...
[sighs]

The dock.

Ah, it was perfect.

(doctor)
andy...

I scooped your films
from radiology.

Now, the radius is broken,

But it's a clean break,

Which means
you'll heal clean.

Ortho will get you
in a cast today.

Doc, I don't think
I've thanked you

For saving my life.

You're one of
the lucky ones, andy.

I'll do whatever
I have to do.

Becca, what is it?

I'm obviously
in a really weird place

Right now, andy.

I mean, I called off
my wedding a month ago,

And I have been a mess
ever since.

I--I know
this won't make sense,

But I don't know
how I'm gonna feel

A month from now

Or a week from now

Or even tomorrow,

And that's not fair to you,

Not when you have melanie.

She has not left your side
since you got here.

You should be
with melanie, andy.

You are safe
with melanie.

You won't be safe
with me.

I have to say,

I am really surprised
to hear this.

I mean, I thought
we were starting something.

It was selfish of me
to call you--

I knew it was
gonna be messy,

But did I misread
the signals that much?

Am I an idiot?

No.

Becca, I...

I've known you
my whole life.

I know, which is why
you should know

More than anyone

That I'm obviously
losing it, andy.

[scoffs]
I mean...

Safe?

Who wants to be safe?

[dramatic piano music]

♪

You can go.

♪

Okay.

♪

[monitors beeping]

Hey there,
super mario.

How you feeling?

[groans]

I don't want us to hide
anything from each other.

Melanie, I was on
the turnpike

Because I was going
to the lake house.

To see becca?

She was the first girl
that I ever had a crush on,

And I just--
I guess that feeling

Just stayed with me.

But I know now
that it's not real.

Stop.

I'm looking at you now,
and I just--

I realize just how big
of a fool I've been...

[sighs]

Because the only thing
that's real

Has been sitting
in front of me

This whole time.

I'm so sorry.

Please, I...

I don't want this to be
the end of our story.

[sighs]

[belches]

I have a probability exam
tomorrow,

And I don't even care.

Man...

I'm--I'm probably
gonna fail out of school,

And I don't care.

[scoffs]

Who cares, dude?
Right?

People only
go to college

For two reasons,
really, anyway:

To hook up
or to throw up.

That's it, and you're doing
really well in both of those.

Yeah, man, but I just--
I--

I can't believe that
she likes some other guy, man.

Okay, okay,
you're bumming me out,

But let's--let's look
on the bright side.

Okay, now you don't
have to compete

Against millions
of other guys.

You just have to compete
against this one guy.

What?

It's probability.

I'm helping you study too.

Yeah, I really--

I really, really like
this girl, you know?

I mean,
she was different.

She got turned on
making prank phone calls.

That is cool.

She felt the need to say

That freddy krueger
was handsome

In case--in case
he came after her.

Superstitious...

And then...

Dumb ponytail
on top of her head

That she did.

- Right here.
- Yeah.

It's like a--
it's like a unicorn.

- Yes.
- Right there.

Dude, you're right.

So she is my unicorn.

She was your unicorn,
dude.

I'm never gonna
find that again.

Mm-mm.
You're not.

It's hard to find
one unicorn.

It's so hard.

All right, okay.
All right. All right.

I--we--
I have to find a way--

I have to--I have to
win her back.

Okay, okay.
Hear me out.

I have three sisters

Who taught me two
very important words.

Okay.

"bold gesture."

- Gesture, right?
- Okay, right.

There's one at the end
of every chick flick.

Yeah.

It's what they all want,
my man.

- Yes!
- Yes!

Here's a bold
goddamn gesture.

- Yes!
- Yes!

All right, okay.

Just think about that.

I'm thinking.
Thinking.

Hey, hey, man,
hey.

How--how much cash
you got on you right now?

I left my wallet
in the dorm.

Oh...

[chuckles]

But we can--
we can get creative.

[laughter]

Love hurts.

I am never leaving
this couch.

Bummer.

I was just gonna ask you
to go pee for me.

I feel like
a wrecking ball.

I keep trying to do
the right thing,

But everything keeps
getting away from me.

But you put everything
back where it was.

Andy and melanie
are together again.

That means it will all play out
like it did before.

I'll be with andy
when I'm supposed to be,

In 20 years.

Don't worry.

I'll burn your toast
every morning till then.

We'll figure it out
tomorrow.

[sighs]

Right now,

We don't move.

That way, nothing else
can go wrong.

(jamie)
lolly!

[screaming]
lolly!

I love you!

[music playing]

Lolly! Lolly!

Jamie, get down
from there!

Lolly, we never
picked a song.

(jamie)
or we never got
to have a song.

But from the bottom
of my heart,

Please don't go.

♪

(man)
♪ I'll always be with you ♪

[music warps]

[music warbling and slowing]

[music fades]

Oh, no, dude,
the batteries.

Oh, what?

Ah, I took it
to the beach, man.

Oh, come on.

Lolly,

We belong together,

And if this bold gesture
doesn't prove it to you,

Then I don't know
what will.

[police siren chirps]

(officer)
please step down
from the vehicle.

I arrest my case.

Oh, my gosh.

Stanton,
we're done for.

Cover me, dude.

[gasps]
melanie!

I can't believe
you let me think

His accident
was my fault.

- Melanie, I can explain.
- Can you?

You tried to steal him
from me for months,

And you both swore up and down
that it was nothing,

And then today,
you looked into my eyes

And pretended
to be my friend,

When you knew.

You knew
where he was going.

There is no explanation
for what you've done, becca,

None,

Other than that
you and andy

Are both morally bankrupt.

You don't have to believe
a word I say,

But you cannot blame andy.

This is all me.

This is all my fault,
okay?

I'm so sorry,
melanie.

Well, it's a little late
for apologies.

God.

I don't know
if I can be with someone

Who would even consider
being with someone like you.

Go to hell, becca.

Just get over yourself,

And go to hell.

[sighs]

[keys jingling]

I thought becca
would have come.

Yeah, she was going to,

And I said I wanted
to be the one

To throw the book
at you.

I'm always forgetting
this thing.

[scoffs]

I also thought
maybe we could talk,

For real this time.

What are you doing?

That's my only copy.

I'm just
taking some notes.

I noticed
a couple of kinks.

Oh, really? Kinks?
You know what?

Jeff has a really big monologue
in the next scene,

So let's see
how you work with that.

I don't think
this monologue realizes

It's about to meet
its next pierce brosnan.

Day one of acting
and you think you're 007?

Devilishly handsome--
check.

Charming foreign accent--
check.

Oh...

Gets to kiss
the leading lady--

- Checkmate.
- Now, hold on now.

Mr. Brosnan only gets
to kiss the leading lady

Because he gives
a flawless performance,

So you'll have to do
the same.

All righty then.

Yeah.

[clears throat]

Agnes...

How much more convincing
do you need?

You can study the data
all you like,

But the proof
is right in front of us.

It's how we're staring
at each other right now.

And we don't need
to be scientists

To see that.

This is a stupid play,
paige.

I'm skipping
to the end.

The kissing bit.

Oh, I got to be at
the theater in 15 minutes.

I didn't know
it was so late.

- Oh.
- Yeah.

Yeah, I didn't realize
the time either.

Yeah.

All right.

These are your notes
on my performance?

Kinks and all.

[chuckles softly]

You know what?

Lamb's theatre.
Here's the address.

[paper ripping]

Come if you want.

No big deal.

No big deal.

Would it have made
a difference

If I had chosen
a different song?

No, I love that song.

But you don't love me.

You know, jamie...

You know, you and stanton
would have got

A lot more than a warning

If his dad
wasn't so connected.

Just promise me

You'll watch it
with the booze, okay?

You don't get to lecture me
right now.

We're not together anymore.

Yeah, but I care
about you.

I'm, like...

Like your amiga.

I don't know.

"friend" just sounds
so cliché.

Yeah, well...

One thing
you could never be

Is cliché.

All right, I just
want you to know

That whenever
we see each other

And I'm looking at you,

I'm always gonna be
thinking...

"I have seen her boobs."

[laughing]

Yeah, well, I think
that's only fair.

Well, I should--
I should get going.

I got this
probability exam,

And there's a high probability
that I will flunk.

Jamie, wait, I...

I need to know
that you're okay,

Like, for real okay.

Don't worry about me.

I'm fine.
I'll be fine.

We'll both--
we'll both do very fine.

[solemn music]

♪

Of course.

Why wouldn't
everything I touch

Fall apart
at the seams?

Need some help?

So much help.

[phone beeping]

[line trilling]

Kevin?

Hi.
It's lolly.

Lolly lavigne.

Yeah, I know most people
only know one lolly.

Um, so you know
how we talked about

You maybe coming up
to new york sometime?

Well, I was thinking.

There's really no better time
to see the city

Than thanksgiving,

And that's really soon.

Thanksgiving's really soon.

So what do you think?

You want to come up?

(xavier)
and you think
it's all your fault

All these bad things
keep happening?

It has to be.

I am the
common denominator.

Andy and melanie
are supposed to be together,

And now their relationship
is ruined, thanks to me,

And that never happened before
when I was here,

None of this did.

Wait.
What do you mean "before"?

Did you move away
or something?

Sort of.

And then I came back
with some perspective,

But it doesn't seem
to make me any wiser

Or better at
handling things.

If anything,
I've made

An even bigger mess
than I did before.

Ugh.

Sometimes I just wish
life gave us clear answers.

Like with homework.
I was good at that.

I always found my way
to the right answer.

Really, now?

Why don't you tell me
what you know about latin?

I'm applying to med school,

And I figured it would help me
with some of the terms,

But I still feel lost.

Well, I took latin
in high school.

Oh, really?

"finis origine pendet."

"the end depends upon
the beginning."

Mm.

There's so much I could've
handled better.

I wish I could
retrace my steps

And make
a different decision.

You did say
you always find your way

Back to the right answer.

You're right.

The end depends
upon the beginning.

Maybe there's
another way.

Good luck.

[train whirring]

[mellow percussive music]

♪

Somebody
looks thirsty.

♪

Becca.

Hi.

Are you going somewhere?

Just to a play.

I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.

I should not be here.

Becca, wait, wait.
What...

You look like
you've seen a ghost.

You all right?

No.

I'm not all right.

I feel awful
for what happened,

And it's just hitting me now
the damage that I did,

And I came here to tell you
that I want to go back

To the way things were.

And I know
it's unfair of me

To come here
and tell you this,

But it's true.

Do you have to go?

No, I don't.

Not if you need me.

I need you.

♪

(becca)
next time on hindsight...

Andy, melanie,
you guys are here!

We were invited.

You know I always bring
the ruckus for aunt libby.

You two are back together?

Congratulations?

- Peekaboo.
- Nice.

Hey, what's it gonna take

For you to accept the fact

That you don't control
the universe?

- Boy trouble?
- Sort of.

Who needs 'em?

We both said some things
we didn't mean.

Remind me what I said.

That I don't
deserve becca.

There's something
I'd like to say too.

I saw myself in the future.

My wife was
welcoming me home.

Are you falling
back in love with him?