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(becca)
previously on hindsight...

(jamie)
aren't you tired
of all this sneaking around?

(lolly)
not really.

Now we just have
to tell becca.

- [gasps]
- lolly and I are dating!

I'm sorry!

At the oar and anchor,

They always do
a great costume contest.

Sean?

(paige)
well, I do know
that you kissed me

In front of everyone
just to make becca jealous.

Let's just go back
to your place and--

No, I pass.

(melanie)
I should have confronted you

The second I found out
you kissed him.

Melanie, wait.

[crowd gasps]

You should
go home to her.

She thinks I have
feelings for you.

Look, let's just
talk tomorrow, okay?

Congratulations,
I guess.

Keep it.

[trophy shatters]

Basically, we need somebody

Who knows what's gonna be cool

Before it's cool.

Do you think you
can handle that?

More than you know.

[laughs]

[car horn honking]

[tires screeching]

[crashing]

[siren wailing]

(becca)
the open road...

It doesn't matter how well you
think you've got it mapped out.

[siren wailing]

It can all change
in the blink of an eye.

(man)
♪ I'm doing straight time
again ♪

There you go.

(chester)
thanks.

So we'll run this ad
for alison's records

In our first issue,
and in exchange,

They'll stock it
by their cash registers.

Whoa.
We're giving it away?

First one's always free,
isn't it?

But we're not writing
about pop music.

What are you
talking about?

We're a pop culture zine.

Of course we're writing
about pop music.

And next thing you know,
we're rolling stone

Running 30 pages on a band
coming to grips

With the harrowing demands
of fame and fortune.

Okay, fine.
No flattering puff pieces.

So what else, then?

R.E.M.'s playing
chapel hill this weekend.

Maybe you could write
about that.

I was thinking
you could do sort of

Like a tom wolfe-style piece

From the kids' point of view.

I mean, r.E.M.'s one
of the biggest bands in america,

But nothing lasts forever.

You could capture the moment

When this huge thing
comes to this small town.

- Could be interesting.
- I don't hate it.

But no set lists.

I don't care
about the encore.

I want a visceral experience,
something real.

Do you think you
can handle that?

Me?

You want me to write it?

Your idea,
your article.

I mean, unless you
find coffee runs

And menial tasks
personally fulfilling,

In which case, by all means,
decline the offer.

All you have to do
is get yourself there,

Get tickets, and write
1,000 words by Tuesday.

No problem.

[rock music]

♪

Guess where we're
going this weekend.

- Paris.
- No!

- Morocco?
- Nope.

- Am I getting warmer?
- No!

We're going
to see r.E.M.

Oh, my god!
Wait. Where?

Chapel hill.
We'll borrow my dad's car.

Ah!
Awesome!

Where'd you get
the tickets?

I don't have tickets,

But someone will
have 'em, right?

Yes, yes,
I love this plan.

♪

Hi.

Hey.

I'm just waiting
for becca.

She's...

Borrowing
your dad's car keys.

So where are
you guys going?

What?

I assume that you're
borrowing my dad's car keys

To start the car.

We're going to chapel hill.

We're gonna see r.E.M.

Cool.

Hey, can we, uh--

Can we acknowledge
the fact

That you've been
avoiding me for a week?

I mean, I left
four messages.

Should I stop calling?

We're in two different
places right now.

I mean,
you're in college.

You're supposed to put
yourself first.

Oh, yeah, wow.

That's--that's just
a really polite way

Of calling me selfish.

Ah, it didn't
come out right.

I just...

Ah, I just need to screw
my head back on,

And maybe getting
out of town will help.

And becca needs
to get away too.

She's been blaming herself
for what happened

With sean and andy.

Is there anything
I can do?

Yeah, go back in time
and stop them from fighting.

You can't do that,
can you?

No.

But, you know, andy and I,
we're like family,

So I can--
I can talk to him.

I mean,
should I talk to him?

[sighs]
jamie...

You don't need
to get involved.

(becca)
lolly, let's motor.

I got to go.

[chuckles nervously]

(becca)
I can't believe
you got tickets.

(lolly)
what can I say?
I got a hookup.

Oh, I'm so excited
for this article.

In 17 years, I haven't had
someone rely on me

For anything like this,

And I never even saw r.E.M.
Before they broke up.

Wait. What?

I'll stop doing that.

Okay, all the more reason
to fulfill my groupie fantasy

Of making out
with michael stipe.

Eh, not gonna happen.

He's not playing
for our team.

La-la-la-la-la-la.
I can't hear you.

Okay, so this weekend,
we're just a couple

Of shiny, happy people
having fun!

(both)
whoo!

- Ah!
- Yay. You're here.

Yeah.
What's up?

What is paige doing here?

She's our hookup.

Yeah, I know a guy.

Awesome.

You've got to be
kidding me.

Surprise.

[lolly giggles]

[alternative rock music]

♪

(man)
♪ ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

♪ ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh,
ooh-ooh, ooh ♪

♪

(man)
♪ you're not just anyone ♪

♪

I am so excited.

I have never been
on a road trip before.

What, you've never just gotten
in a car and driven somewhere?

I mean, of course,
I've been with my family

On the way to work,
but never on a, like, road trip.

Not even in college?

I never went
to college.

♪

Did you know paige was
in a jordache commercial?

Becca was very attached
to her jordaches.

That is something that
you two have in common.

(man)
♪ you stand out
from the crowd ♪

♪

So where are we staying?

I was thinking we could
stay with lolly's dad.

Wait, since when
is that the plan?

Surprise.
What?

We're only gonna be a few
miles from his house.

It's one night.

Just give him a chance.

You're not tight
with your dad?

Yeah, me either.

Lolly grew up
with her mom.

Her parents split when
she was in third grade.

Can we just talk
about something else?

Should we talk
about sean,

The elephant in the car?

Either of you
can field this.

I'm totally over it.

Oh, please.
The hell you are.

I'm sorry.
Is that an accusation?

It is an observation.

I mean, you act like you closed
the book on him completely,

And it's only been
a few weeks.

Thank you for your input.

- [sighs]
- spring lake.

What's spring lake?

Where becca spent her
idyllic childhood summers

With andy kelly.

The bunny?

Uh-huh.

Can we talk about
something else?

(man)
♪ all your friends say so

[groans and grunts]

Everything okay?

Yeah.

You seem a little angry

At the crossword puzzle.

Here's a tough one.

What's a five-letter word
for faithful?

Melanie.

Never mind.

I got it myself.

L-o-y--

Becca and I are
old friends...

- No, andy.
- That--

Once you kissed her,

You forfeited
the "old friends" card.

I'm sorry.

I don't know how many more
times you want me to say it.

It's been over a week.

I'm so sorry.

This must have been such
a difficult week for you.

[rhythmic knocking at door]

Hey, man.

Hey, bud.

You want to grab a beer?

Just want to see
how you're doing.

Uh...

I'm kind of in the middle
of something.

(melanie)
you should go.

I need time to finish
my puzzle.

I'll be back in an hour.

Yeah.

Sean thinks I'm
the reason becca left him?

Apparently.

I mean, which would explain
why he knocked you out.

First of all,
he didn't knock me out.

Okay?

He landed a solid punch,

But I didn't lose
consciousness.

Mm.

And secondly,
I had absolutely nothing

To do with them
breaking up.

I mean, whatever
happened between us

Happened after becca
left him.

Dude, I know you.

I know you guys
weren't hooking up

When they were together.

But, see, I'm not the one
you need to convince here.

[sighs]
good point.

No reason why
we can't settle this

Over a couple of beers.

Exactly.
Hey, you know what?

I'll give him
a call right now.

Uh, wait.

- No, no.
- Maybe not.

Oh.

Is this where
your dad lives?

Mm-hmm.

I like it.

Ready?

[sighs]

Knock, knock.

Dad?

[scoffs]
who are you?

I'm lolly.

Are you my new mom?

- Excuse me?
- Lolly.

Jesus, what are you
doing here?

Who is she?

(harry)
my daughter.

Oh.

The one who works
at a video store?

It's an honest job.

I get to keep
my clothes on.

I'm gonna go.

I'll see you in class,
professor.

Aw.

Is she getting an a
this semester?

Becca, good
to see you again.

You too,
mr. Lavigne.

Hi. I'm paige.

- Nice to meet you.
- Likewise.

Had I known you girls
were coming...

I left you two messages.

I never check my machine.

Interesting.
So why have one?

That is a good question.

Look, we're in town
for a concert,

And we thought maybe
we could crash here,

But it's obviously
not a good time,

So we're just gonna go.

No, no, that's crazy.

Of course you can stay.

Exactly how long were you
thinking of staying?

Just the night, dad.

- Don't worry.
- [grunts]

Home sweet home.

Great plan.

You happy now?

[birds chirping]

[knock at door]

Listen, lolly.

[sighs]

I'm sorry.

If I'd known
you were coming,

I would've--

Put on pants?

I would've organized
my day differently

So you wouldn't have walked in
on such a private situation.

Oh, come on, dad.

Another half-naked undergrad?

Can I just have my therapy bill
sent directly to your office?

Susannah is
a graduate student.

Wow.

Well, you must be
so proud of her.

How are things with you?

Who, me?

Your underachieving
disappointment of a daughter?

I didn't say that, lolly.

Your child bride down there

Just referred to me
as the daughter

Who works in a video store.

She asked me what my daughter
does for a living.

Unless I'm not up to date,

You do work in a video store,
don't you?

No, I'm assuming that you're
gonna put that film degree

To good use one day,
but that's not up to me.

I'm hoping it's not
your life's ambition,

But I have no idea.

Well, that's because
you never ask.

I need some fresh air.
I'll see you guys later.

Are you okay?

I don't know.
Not really.

(becca)
lolly. Lol.

(paige)
becca, just wait.

Just give her
some space.

Fine.

Besides, I need a ride.

To where?

To get the tickets
for the concert.

That's why I'm here.
Remember?

Right.

It was seriously nothing.

I mean--I mean,
becca was obviously

In an emotionally
dark place,

But you already know that.

I just happened to be the guy
standing in front of her.

So you took
advantage of her.

What? No.

I'm only pointing out
the fact that it happened

After you guys broke up.

I mean, I hadn't seen becca
in, like, ages

Before the wedding.

You do have an honest face.

I have been told that.

Thank you.

Look, I'm sorry
I knocked you out.

Just to clarify,
technically,

You didn't knock me out.

Fair enough.

- Cheers?
- Cheers.

[sighs]
look at this.

This is what I'm talking about.

An hour ago, you guys
wanted to kill each other.

That's not
an accurate statement.

Now you guys are like
samurai warriors,

Showing respect
for a worthy opponent.

I have unselfishly
brokered peace.

I am boutros boutros-ghali.

Mm!

Now we go to the great wall!

Yes!
Ow!

It's okay.
I know how to change a tire.

No.

Dad.

Who doesn't have a spare?

Who goes on a road trip

Without checking
if there's a spare?

What are we gonna do?

I need to get to that show.

This is really important.

There was a gas station
like a mile and a half back.

I'm gonna just go there.

You're gonna walk?

You got a better idea?

My kingdom for an uber.

(paige)
come on.

[indistinct chatter]

Welcome to the wall.

You finish it in one night,

And you get your name engraved
on the wall behind the bar.

That is how you become immortal,

And tonight, we join
the proud few

Who have dared to attempt
this feat.

Rick, how many years
has it been

Since someone's
completed the wall?

Six guys last night.

Good for them.

Is there even room
for us up there?

Rick--rick'll make room.

Ugh.

12 beers?

[sighs]
spoken like a mere mortal.

I'm in.

Yeah.
My main man, he's in.

Count me in too.

Mel, what are you
doing here?

You said you'd be back
in an hour.

It's almost three.

Okay, andy,
it's time to man up.

- I agree.
- Mm-hmm.

Time to man up.

Okay.

[bells jingling]

Kevin?

Lolly lavigne,
look at you, all grown up.

Come here.

Look at you.

Wait.

I heard you were
working in alaska.

Are you back?

For the moment, yeah.

Season's over.

Alaska's good,

But raging rapids is still
the best job I ever had.

Well, that's because
I was there.

Yeah, you were trouble.

I was fun.

You remember that party
we threw

At the abandoned barn
we broke into?

Oh, my god.

I still don't know
what was more traumatizing,

The police searching
for us all night

Or hiding in that creepy loft.

That loft was
kind of creepy,

But you got to admit,

There was something charming
about that old barn.

I think it's still there.

Well, what are we
waiting for?

[laughs]

And then once you've
recruited your army,

Then you get to battle
the orcs

With, like, melee weapons
and spells and stuff.

Is he serious?

- Yep.
- Yeah.

But how do you battle them?

Uh...

He clicks a button.

Well, you know, some people
like to join a guild.

I like to do my own thing,
you know?

Go rogue.

He's a lone wolf.

Not to brag or anything,

But I do have a couple
of ladies into me,

And one of them is
an orc chief's daughter.

Slightly out of his league.

And you're okay
with all of his warcraft babes?

I used to think it was cute.

[chuckles]

Used to?

Right, who's up
for a round of pool?

Sean and me
versus you guys.

(kevin)
alaska's cold.
The work's rough.

It's lonely.

There's no contact
with the outside world,

But I work hard
for three months.

I make what I would make
in a year.

I feel alive, really connected
to the elements.

I love it.

Wow.

Closest thing
to companionship I have

Is nine sailors
and 50 tons of salmon.

[laughs]

Yeah, fish aren't very cuddly,
are they?

Let's just say
I'm glad it pays well.

I mean, but eventually,

You got to come back to shore
and face the real world.

Can't hide forever.

Well, I don't know anybody
like you in new york.

Guys there are a very
specific breed of idiot.

[laughs]

Any special idiots
in your life?

No one special.
You?

Just the fish.

We should get going.

Let's get you
to your concert.

[rock music]

- Yeah!
- Ah-ha-ha!

(melanie)
and that is the game.

(sean)
whoo-hoo.

And so many of your guys' balls
are still on the table.

Mel, we should go.

(jamie)
no, no, no, two out of three,
two out of three.

Yes. Rack 'em up.

(melanie)
hmm-mm.

(jamie)
so--so, melanie...

Uh-huh?

You're obviously
a strong woman

With very strong opinions.

So I was just wondering

If you could give us
an insight

Into the female mind

And let us know
what it is women want.

Well, that's simple.

A strong woman wants a
strong man standing beside her.

If a man doesn't know
who he is or what he wants,

A woman is gonna wipe
the floor with him.

Ouch.

(melanie)
hmm.

Jamie.

(jamie)
hmm?

How do you think
lolly sees you?

Oh, she thinks
I'm selfish.

So, now, you're
probably scrambling,

Trying to figure out
what you can do

To prove you're not selfish,
right?

She should know the difference

Between someone who's
being selfish sometimes

And someone who is selfish.

There is no difference.

How you act is who you are,

Unless you're, like,
completely two-faced.

Isn't everyone
a bit two-faced?

No, some people are exactly
who they say they are.

I think I need some help
lining up this shot.

Oh, yeah?
All right.

Come here.

- Okay, going for that one?
- Yeah.

- All right.
- The 7?

(sean)
oh, yes, yes.

(melanie)
yeah, okay.

Put your hand on mine.

- Like this?
- That's it.

(sean)
oh, yeah, that's it.

Yeah!
There you go.

(paige)
okay.

This should take us
to route 157

To route 70
to highway 501.

Where the hell are we?

Are we going north?

Oh, my god.
Give me that.

You are the worst navigator
in the universe.

Oh, wow.

How the hell
do you use that thing?

Thank you.

We already missed
your ticket connection.

Because you drove
over a nail.

If you didn't waste
so much time

Flirting
with the mechanic...

How much was that,
anyway?

No charge.

Did you offer him

Something other
than money?

What? You think I'm what?
A hooker?

Well, nothing
is for free.

Maybe I'm friendly
to people,

And they like
doing stuff for me

Because I'm nice
to them.

- I'm nice.
- Oh...

All I know is, r.E.M. Goes on
in less than an hour,

And I should be there
writing about the preshow.

You really need to
stop blaming people

When things don't
go your way.

I'm not blaming you!

And I didn't invite you along
to criticize me.

Actually
I didn't invite you at all.

Well, you're stuck
with me now, aren't you?

[groans]
oh, god.

Yeah.

[sighs]

We're lost.
Great.

[police siren wailing]

Oh, no.
No.

Oh, you've got
to be kidding me.

[indistinct
police radio chatter]

[sighs]

Step out of the car,
please.

[sighs]

Do you know why
I pulled you over, ma'am?

I know we weren't
speeding.

You know, my friend here
drives very responsibly,

Like she's 80.

What brings somebody
from new york state

To north carolina?

We're going to
the r.E.M. Concert

At chapel hill.

I'm gonna need
to take a look

Inside your car.

Not without a warrant.
No, you're not.

Paige...

Don't argue with
a police officer.

[murmurs]

It's okay, officer.
You can look in the car.

You're not gonna find
anything.

He's not supposed to look
anyway.

No spare?

Yeah, tell me about it.

You know, officer,

We're two girls
traveling alone.

Why did you pull us over

Other than our
out-of-state plates?

A lot of vehicles
stop here

While transporting
illegal substances.

You think
we're drug traffickers?

Your tags are expired.

- Oh.
- Giving you a warning.

You got 30 days
to get 'em renewed.

[sighs]
okay.

That's it?
You pulled us over for that?

Seriously...

No, I'm not done here.

You know, I don't think
we've been shown

Good southern hospitality.

Y'all ladies
have a nice night.

Sorry to have
troubled you.

[rock music playing]

♪

I can't believe
you did that.

How were you not scared?

Are you kidding me?

I was terrified.

What?

[laughs]

Wait a second.
That was...

That was all acting?

Yeah.

You are good.

[laughs]

Thanks.

Been acting
since I was three.

Wow.

One day, this lady
at a supermarket

Told my mom
I should be in commercials.

Next thing you know,

I was in everything
you could think of--

Jazz, tap, voice.

And I started out
auditioning at five

And worked as much
as I could.

I missed
every school dance.

I missed my prom.

Prom is overrated.

You didn't miss
anything.

Then I found out

They had siphoned off

All my money
I'd ever made.

I mean,
it wasn't a ton, but--

But I had enough
for college,

But it was all gone,

So I got emancipated
from them,

And I've been on my own
since I was 16.

So that's why
I didn't go to college

And I've never been
on a road trip.

I'm so sorry, paige.

Don't be.

[sighs]

I mean, it made me
who I am, and...

I like who I am.

I mean, it's like
I've lived a whole life already.

Besides, they will regret it
when I make it big.

Yeah, karma's a bitch.

Yes, it is.

[laughter]

Oh, my god.
I love this song.

I haven't heard this
in years.

Are you serious?
It comes on the radio nonstop.

Oh, duh, I'm kidding.

- I'm totally sick of it.
- No, no, no.

If you want to listen
to it, we can--

No, no, no.
It's fine.

Okay, fine.

- I'm like, "whatever."
- whoo!

[alanis morissette's
you oughta know]

(both)
♪ and I'm here ♪

♪ to remind you

♪ of the mess you left

♪ when you went away

♪ it's not fair ♪

♪ to deny me

♪ of the cross I bear

♪ that you gave to me

♪ you, you, you oughta know

(kevin)
why do people
from new york

Always refer to their city
as "the city,"

Like everyone else
just knows

What they're
talking about?

(lolly)
I don't know.

Once you've lived
in new york,

There's just something
about it.

Feels like
the one and only.

Plus it's the best place
to wipe your slate clean

And start over.

I should check it out then.

You could come
stay with us.

We have a terrible futon

And a terrible
coffeemaker.

[laughs]

You should really
come to new york.

Maybe I will.

Thanks for the ride,
fisherman.

Anytime.

Later.

Later.

Girls! Whoo!
[laughs]

Everything go okay
getting the tickets?

Are we in?

Oh, it is such
a long story.

After a series
of unfortunate events,

We find ourselves
not in possession

Of any tickets.

What?

Listen, my hookup
didn't come through,

And scalping is illegal
on campus.

Aw, man.

Wait.

What if this is a story?

Getting zero tickets,
a flat tire,

And pulled over
by the cops?

Wait. What?

(becca)
all of it.

Like, this wack job of a day.

I mean,
no one's interested

In what's handed to them
on a silver platter.

Look around.
Look at this.

[laughter
and indistinct conversations]

Come on!
Whoo-hoo!

[groans]
I'll be right back.

Where's the bathroom?

- Are you okay?
- No.

I thought australians
were supposed to be able

To handle their liquor.

Hey,
this is called pacing.

If I smashed that
right now,

You won't be able
to handle me.

[chuckles]

[sighs]

Becca would always
get so angry

When I'd come home drunk.

[chuckles]

Is that funny?

If you really
cared about her,

You would only
let it happen once.

There it is.

There's what?

You have feelings
for my fiancée.

You're forgetting one
very important fact.

She's not your fiancée
anymore.

Guys, guys, guys, no.

Look, the wall--
the wall.

It's right in front
of us.

It's so great--

(sean)
you do realize

You're defending a woman

Who barely even knows
you exist.

You were invited
to the wedding

Out of obligation.

Your parents
know her parents.

Yeah.

That wedding
went so well.

Look, all I wanted you
to know

Is that
I had nothing to do

With becca calling off
your wedding,

But after spending
some time with you tonight,

It's clear she made
the right decision.

You don't deserve her.

And if you're looking
for somebody to blame,

Take a look
in the mirror.

Come on.
We're going.

I'm not going.

Fine.

Suit yourself.
Stay here.

Don't wake me up
when you come in.

[scoffs]

So you just assume
I'll come over?

Whatever you want.

I think I'll go
to my parents'.

Fine.

Suit yourself.

[rock music playing]

R.E.M. Got, like,
so popular

That it didn't feel like
they belonged to us anymore.

I mean,
they're so huge now.

Yeah, but then
they came here,

And it was like,
all right,

Well, maybe we still
matter to them.

(becca)
oh, wait till you hear
their next album.

It's great.

Have you heard it?

Thank you so much
for taking the time

To talk to me
about my story.

I really appreciate it.

No worries.
No worries.

Are you two
together?

Oh.
Uh, no.

I mean, it's like--
it's, like, whatever.

We're just
hanging out.

[laughter]

Uh, it's--
it's an open road.

It is.

Thank you.

I'm so excited.
Thank you so much.

Whoo!

Whoo!

Oh, my god.

(lolly)
this is amazing!

(becca)
whoo!

This is why you traveled
back from the future...

So I can see r.E.M.
From a rooftop!

[all cheering]

(lolly)
look at this.

This is perfect.

I can't believe
we made it.

I know.

♪

[delicate piano music]

[door clicks open]

How was the concert?

Oh,
like everything in life--

Almost a disaster
and then totally awesome.

Ah.

So we're leaving.

Okay.

It was nice to see you.

Was it?

Lolly, I--I don't know--

Listen, dad,

I just want you
to know that, yes,

Someday, I hope to do something
awesome with my degree,

But right now, I'm just trying
to figure out who I am

And what
I'm supposed to be,

And in case
you hadn't noticed,

You've been, like,
a total absentee dad

For the last 15 years,

So you can't just come in
and criticize me

And then not call me again
for six months,

Which...

Which brings me
to the point

I wanted to make,

Which is that...

I don't want us
to drift apart

Any more than
we already have, okay?

So in the future,

Just check
your answering machine.

Okay.

I've got a layover in d.C.
In two weeks.

Maybe you could
take the train down,

If you want.

Yeah, maybe.

Oh, okay.

Okay.

Bye.

Bye.

[police siren wailing
in the distance]

I didn't realize you had

One of those
spinning rooms.

Yeah, we got a bit wrecked
last night.

Hey, congrats on
completing the wall.

Very impressive.

[sighs]

This really blew up
in my face.

It's just a hangover, mate.

You'll be all right.

No, no, man.

Full disclosure.

I was trying to score points
with lolly

By helping you and andy
make peace.

You know, I wanted
to show her that

I wasn't as selfish
as she thinks.

And it just blew up
in my face.

Blew up in your face?

Hey, what about me?

When I punched andy
at that party,

At least I thought
I'd figured out

Why becca left me
at the altar.

It was for another man.

Painful, but...

At least it had a reason,
a point to it.

But now I realize

She didn't leave me
for someone else.

She just left me for me.

Maybe andy was right.

Maybe I don't deserve becca.

[sighs]
look, man,

You want the truth?

The truth is, becca
just changed her mind.

You did nothing wrong.

I know it sucks, man,

But you just
got to move on.

[rock music]

(paige)
"it's an hour
from showtime,

"and I'm about
to get arrested

"on a back road
in god's country

By a giant cop
who thinks"--

- Was he not giant?
- He was. He was.

"who thinks
I'm a drug dealer."

- This is really good.
- Really?

Yeah, it's good.

I mean, I read
a lot of garbage,

So, trust me, I know.

♪

[dramatic music]

You're thinking about him,
aren't you?

♪

I know it sounds
so norman rockwell,

But andy and I

Had a lot of fun there
when we were kids.

Becca, you just
got to figure out

What you want
and go for it.

I mean, you're the girl
who just walked out

Of her own wedding,
quit her job,

Because you wanted
something better in your life.

So you're more than capable
of making big decisions.

Yeah.

So if you want to see
where things go with andy,

You just got to
make it happen.

[clears throat]

All right,
we should hit

The lincoln tunnel
in about 40 minutes.

Hang on.

[rock music]

♪

Wake up.

(lolly)
[yawns]

Where are we?

[sighs]

[line rings]

(andy)
hello?

Hi, andy.

(andy)
becca.

Are you okay?

Yeah, I'm fine.

How are you?

[sighs]
um...

I'm fine, I guess.

(andy)
what's up?

I've been thinking
about you.

(andy)
I got to admit, I'm...

I'm just kind of at
the end of my rope here, becca.

I've been thinking
about you too, but...

I don't really know
what we're thinking about.

(andy)
melanie is mad at me,

And your ex still looks
like he wants to kill me.

I don't know
what to do now.

Me either.

It's an open road.

I've been honest with you
this whole time,

But I feel like
I'm not getting

The same from you.

What do you want?
[scoffs]

I mean,
do you even know?

The only thing I want right now
is to see you.

I'm at the cabin
at spring lake.

(becca)
if you come, then I'll know.

And if you don't,

Then I guess I'll know.

[line clicks]

[r.E.M.'s nightswimming]

[soulful piano music]

♪

(stipe)
♪ night swimming

♪ deserves a quiet night

♪

♪ the photograph
on the dashboard ♪

(lolly)
you okay?

(stipe)
♪ taken years ago

Yeah.

(stipe)
♪ turned around backwards

♪ so the windshield shows

♪ every streetlight

[sighs]

So this is what
you decided.

Yep.

(stipe)
♪ still it's so much clearer ♪

I like this decision.

Me too.

(stipe)
♪ at the water's edge ♪

♪ the moon is low tonight

Oh...
[shivers]

[both giggling]

♪

You and paige
drive safe.

(stipe)
♪ night swimming

♪ deserves a quiet night

♪ I'm not sure all these people
understand ♪

[busy tone beeping]

♪ it's not like years ago ♪

♪ the fear of getting caught

♪ the recklessness in water

♪ they cannot see me naked

♪ these things,
they go away ♪

Okay, so who's the guy

That dropped you off
at the concert?

Hmm?

Kevin.

Yeah, we had summer jobs
together

When we were teenagers.

He is cute.

- Right?
- Mm-hmm.

You know how you have
those certain friends

Who you don't see
for years

And then when you
see them again,

It's like
nothing's changed,

And you can just pick right up
where you left off?

Yes, I love that.

Yeah, me too.

Mm-hmm.

It made me
realize something.

How could I be with jamie

When there's a kevin
out there?

[police siren wailing]

What happened
up there?

[police siren wailing]

[men speaking indistinctly]

Oh, looks pretty bad.

(stipe)
♪ the photograph reflects

♪ every streetlight
a reminder ♪

♪ night swimming

♪ deserves a quiet night

♪

♪ deserves a quiet night

♪

(becca)
next time on hindsight...

Hi.
I'm looking for a patient.

I just picked a fight
with andy for no reason.

Andy was on the turnpike
coming after me.

Lolly,
just do it already.

Do what?

Break up with me.

The proof's how

We're staring at each other
right now.

[gasps]
oh!

You tried to steal him
from me for months,

And you both swore up and down
that it was nothing.

You knew
where he was going.

Go to hell.

[sobs]
this is all your fault.