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(becca)
previously on hindsight...

If you could go back
and change one thing

About your life,
what would you do?

[bell dings]

I'm having a very vivid dream

That it's 1995
and I'm marrying sean today.

It is,
and you are marrying sean today.

Oh!
Oh!

Lolly,
I am here from the future.

What are you talking about?

When I woke up
this morning,

I thought that I was marrying
another man.

Who was it?
Andy kelly.

Ew.

I know he was dorky,
but he got cute.

Are you on the phone

In the middle
of my wedding?

I'll call you back.

You take me for granted,
so next week,

I'm a vp.

You slept with my brother.

I'm sorry.

And you're gonna break
his heart.

Just talked to lolly.

Now she says
she can't see me anymore.

How does this affect you at all?

It has been a tough
couple years,

And there was no one
I needed more than you.

But we hadn't spoken
to each other in years.

We're still getting married
today, right?

I can't.

I can't deny that running out
of the church today was harsh.

Let's go!
[screams]

But sometimes it's best
to make a clean break

And move on.

Or not.

Sean.

Sean, wait, wait.

What?

I know this looks awful.

Is that what you think?

This looks awful?

It is awful.

I couldn't say yes,
sean.

In front of the whole world,

I couldn't say something
I didn't believe was true.

What is the truth,
becca?

Did you ever even love me?

Of course I loved you.

But that doesn't mean
that we're gonna make it.

So now you know
the future?

It's just
a feeling I have.

A total certainty
that we would collapse.

I wish I could explain
this better.

I just--

Don't bother.

You've actually made
yourself very clear.

Give me my ring back.

Well, that was the worst thing
that's ever happened.

[sobs]

No.

No.
[sobs]

The worst thing
that ever happened

Was when they cancelled
my so-called life.

[laughs]

That's right.

You work in a video store.

Best job ever.

All I got to do
is hang out

And watch movies
and eat candy.

I'm getting to paid
to do what I do anyway.

Are you gonna get
in trouble for this?

I don't know.

Time travel.

(lolly)
time travel.

Back to the future.

(lolly)
so good.

[gasps]

Mm.

Oh...

Not about time travel.

I know,
but it's so good.

So good.

(both)
"I carried a watermelon"?

Going on the pile.

[chomping]

Are there really
flying cars in the future?

Really?

No, you dope.

There are no flying cars.

Disappointing.

I still feel awful
about sean.

Maybe you should get
some sleep.

I can't go to sleep.

Who knows where
I'll wake up.

I could wake up anywhere.

You might not be there.
Then what?

What about
nightmare on elm street?

You can try to stay awake,

But eventually you have
to fall asleep

And confront
your worst fears.

And then you die.

[both chortle]

I have not seen that movie
in 20 years.

God, it would be so amazing
if there were a way

You could just, like,
watch a movie instantly,

Like, the moment
you think of it.

Really?

You can really do that?

You can watch a movie,

Or anything you want
in the world,

On your phone.

[chuckles]

What?

Where?

On the little screen?

No, the whole phone
is a screen.

It's called an iphone.

Is it in your eye?

No, not like an--
not an eye phone.

Like, letter "I,"
letter "p."

It's hard to explain.

It's about 10 years away,

But it's amazing.

I miss it.

Have I made
a huge mistake?

Did I basically destroy my life,

And everyone hates me now?

Not everybody hates you.

Sean hates me.

Look, I am totally on board
for whatever you want to do.

But can you just tell me
what happened with you guys?

Sean was just so angry
with the world.

He never found himself
as an artist,

And nothing I did or said
made it better.

So I let my job
eat my life.

He never became the husband
I wanted him to be.

And I never figured out
how to be a wife.

[sighs]

[inhales deeply]

I'm so tired,
but I can't go to sleep.

[claps]
clap on.

[gasps]
the clapper.

Do people still use
the clapper in the future?

Lolly, people don't use
the clapper now.

Ugh, that sucks.

[horn honks]

Where am I?

What year is it?

Is it 1995?

Was yesterday
my wedding day?

Did I run
out of the church?

Is this all a dream?

What are you talking about?

[laughs]

I'm sorry.
Your face.

I was just messing
with you.

Don't do that.

That is so mean.

It's October 9, 1995.

You traveled through time,

And you called off
your wedding,

And everything
is perfectly normal.

It's just the first day
of the rest of your life.

Ugh. God.

[computer chimes]

I've got mail.

Okay, rebecca brady,

You called off your wedding
and wiped the slate clean.

You're on your own now.

Might as well light a fire
under your career.

Oh, my god,
my green razor.

I love this razor.

I asked simon
for the promotion.

Who knows?
Maybe he'll give it to me.

I am just gonna put work
out in front,

Forget everything
that happened to me yesterday,

And--
oh.

Do I look like six
from blossom?

I don't have anything
to wear.

You have clothes here.

Play clothes.

Overalls.

All my stuff
is still at sean's.

Well, you can borrow
whatever you--

Oh, no.

This isn't really
about clothes, is it?

Well, um...

I can go and get
your stuff for you

If you feel like
you can't deal.

Best friend's work
is never done.

[both laugh]

Ugh, I have
to go to work.

Okay.
Okay.

[sighs]

Ugh, so much stuff.

I miss you, iphone.

[funky music playing]

♪

[gasping]

Going up?

No, thanks.

[bell dings]

[gasping]

Oh, I got to quit smoking.

Becca?

Oh, my god,
becca, no.

Everybody's been talking
about you all morning.

What happened?

You and sean seemed like
you were so in love.

Andy and I
were up all night,

Like, in shock.

Yeah.

You know, sometimes
your gut just tells you

Something's not right.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Well, at least you still
have your great job.

I would kill to get out
of the floater pool

And on to a desk like simon's.

I don't think anyone needs
to die, melanie.

(simon)
well, well, well,

If it isn't our new vp
of publicity.

Ah!

Give me a hug.

Right this way
to your new office.

I'm ready.

Make yourself comfortable.

I'll be across the hall
in my office.

Okay.
Thank you, simon.

[sighs]

Excuse me?

What are you doing
in my office?

Oh.
[chuckles]

Did you really think
I was just gonna promote you?

You've been
at this company

For, what, five minutes?

What have you ever done
to deserve a promotion?

I work very hard.

I get inside your head.

I anticipate
your every need.

I come in early.
I stay late.

I almost have no personal life
because I never punch out.

Good. You should do
all that and more.

You gen xers,
you're so entitled.

Life is work.

No one promised you
a rose garden.

That's a song.

Simon says go get me
some coffee.

Simon says go get me
some coffee.

Okay.

(becca)
I hate you, I hate you,
I hate you,

I hate you, I hate you.

There is no way I traveled back
in time 20 years,

Called off my wedding,

And restarted my whole life
just to get your coffee!

There has got to be
something more than this.

[screams]

But what?

(lolly)
so what did you?

(becca)
I got him his coffee.

I can't believe
I fell for it.

I know him.

Like, what made me think

That he was just gonna hand me
a promotion?

You got to admit,
it's a little funny.

It's not funny.

It's funny.

Lolly, does this stack
of unfiled tapes look,

Um, invisible to you?

Oh, yeah, sorry.
No, I meant to get to those.

I was watching dumb & dumber.

Oh, sure, of course.

I just keep thinking
I have, like, 19 years

Of experience working
for him at his company.

I could be running the place
in five years tops, right?

Lolly, contrary
to all appearances,

There's more to this job

Than just sitting around,

You know, watching
your favorite movies,

Ch-chilling.

You should get back
to work.

I have to go deal
with my parents anyway.

No way.

I'm coming with you.

Sebastian,
can I go?

Uh, your shift goes
until 10:00.

Don't worry.
It's not busy.

Yeah, but you made
your own schedule.

Lolly, he's right.

Don't just phone it in.

Ugh, I am not.

I will totally work
tomorrow.

Uh, mm, no.
[chuckles]

It's ten flights.

I am not getting
on that elevator.

Who knows where I'll end up?

You can take it.
I'm taking the stairs.

Your mom's gonna blame me
for all this, you know?

She blames me
for everything.

No, she's just gonna give
me a ton of crap

For how much
this is costing them.

Oh, I'm already tired.

Do you have any idea
how much money

We've just poured
down the drain?

I knew you would make
this about money.

Oh, please,
I would not try

To take the moral high ground
right now if I were you.

Your father
and I work very hard.

And if I'd known you could be so
capricious about all of this--

Georgia, I thought we agreed
we weren't gonna yell at her.

Well, I'm not yelling.

She deserves to know
how I feel.

But it isn't about you.

Why don't you just
talk to becca?

Find out what's going on

Instead of speculating
on the phone all day long

With your 10,000
closest friends?

Excuse me?

Are you trying to tell me
that when I turn

To my friends
for support,

It's gossip?

It would have been a mistake!

Haven't you ever just wanted
to push the restart button

And start over?

Yes.

Then I wouldn't have you.

And I wouldn't have
this delightful mess

To clean up.

[tapping on door]

[door clicks open]

Shh.

Why didn't you call us?

I have been beside myself.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'll return the gifts.

Fine.

That should take care
of everything.

[sighs]

Moo goo gai pan?

[sighs and sniffles]

Mm-mm.
Mmm, mmm.

Mm-mm.

I can't, I can't,
I can't.

I can't.

What, because of becca?

You realize that she
canceled her own wedding?

You know,
I mean, she's--

She's not really
right in the head.

She's in the next room.

She's always gonna be
in the next room,

One way or another.

[sighs]

[sighs]

[sighs]

[rattling]

If this is a blender,
can we keep it?

I really want a blender.

Nope.

Emily post says
we have to return them all.

I hate her.

Look.

"best wishes.
Andy and melanie."

Andy kelly.

I should go
return it to him.

Well, can't you
just mail it?

He lives three blocks
from here.

You want to see him.

I was gonna marry him.

[knock at door]

Hi.

Hi.

Oh, I'm trying to think

Of what to say to someone

Who just called off
their wedding.

Oh, well, most people are
going with, "how are you?"

Which is not actually
really a question.

Yeah, that's got to suck.

Yeah, I wanted
to return this.

Oh, no.
Um...

You should keep it.

Emily post.

Uh...

You should open it.

Really?

Yeah, I want you to.

Okay.
[chuckles]

I've been infatuated
with becca

Ever since we were just kids,

Jumping off the end
of the dock at spring lake.

It's us.

Yeah.

Sean wanted me to bring
this back to the store.

I never saw the picture.

What?

I am so sorry.

I didn't realize.

I mean, the frame
is the gift.

I just think
those weird pictures

That come in there
are creepy.

You know, it's like who
are these smiling people

That we don't know?

So I don't know.

I just--I just
replaced it, but--

I just meant
to say thank you

For the gift.

I can't believe
I did that.

I can't believe
you did that either.

Yeah, but then again,

I've been kissing him every day
for the last four years.

It was just like this entirely
reflexive impulse took over.

What if melanie saw us?

What if andy tells her?

He's so honest.

Like, relentlessly honest.

It's borderline kind of
annoying, actually.

Like, it's okay to keep things
to yourself sometimes.

Well, unless she saw you.
How was it?

What?

The kiss.

It was nice.

It's always nice.
He's nice.

It was too quick
to mean anything else.

How is this gonna look?

Not good.

Sean and I just broke up--

I mean, ten years ago
in my heart,

But 24 hours ago
to everyone else I know.

This is like eating
a driveway.

I like it.

I don't think
he'll tell melanie.

It doesn't sound like
there's anything to tell.

Is this gluten-free?

What's that?
I don't know.

Everyone's doing it now.

[indistinct chatter
and laughter]

'cause I still want
to look good.

Becca, oh, my god, hi.

Hi.

How are you?

I'm fine.

It was so sweet of you
to come by yesterday

To return our gift,

But andy is so nice,

Of course he insisted
you keep it.

Of course.
Andy's the sweetest.

Mm-hmm.

So will you let us know

If there's anything
you need?

Great.

(simon)
becca!

Got to go.

Okay.

(simon)
I got this meeting

With some creature
that amy bloomberg

Is sending over here.

I can't even pronounce
this name.

Anton two-head-something.

Anton dubasi.

(becca)
anton dubasi, future
best-selling novelist,

Philanthropist,
media mogul,

Close personal friend
of hillary clinton,

Elon musk,
and jay z.

I think he's
a journalist.

Oh, thrilling.

Another
hunter s. Thompson clone.

Find me a cv and a copy
of his manuscript

So I can read
his first and last page.

And I'd like some alpine lace
cheese and a diet coke.

His novel's called
quarantine state.

It's about a welfare mom
in san francisco--

Stop.

I don't care.

Okay.

Okay.
[chuckles]

[knocking]

[alternative rock music
playing]

Hey.

♪

Can I come in?

(man)
♪ in

♪ inside this room

♪ outside the life

♪ outside your mind

I--I just came
to get her stuff.

She couldn't come herself?

Sean...

Whatever.

It's there.

(man)
♪ something to break

♪ something to find

♪ falling from your eyes

♪ hiding in

So...

How are you?

Good.

I'm genuinely asking.

Yeah.

How do you think
I am, lolly, hmm?

You just want to hear
that I'm fine,

Everything's normal,

She has nothing
to feel bad about,

That she hasn't ruined my life.

That's a pile of lies.

Look, I'm sorry.

I'm not really sure why,
but I am.

You should be sorry.

If you knew she wasn't going
to go through with it,

You should have told me.

I didn't know.

Yeah, right.
You're her best friend.

She tells you everything.

Not everything.

Look, sean,
I didn't know, okay?

And the way you ran out
of that church

Like it was a game.

Well, I mean, wouldn't you
rather it went down like this

Instead of getting married
to someone who wasn't sure?

She had misgivings.

Better now than later.

It wasn't the right time.

You dodged a bullet.

You know what?

It wasn't supposed
to be a gunfight.

This was supposed
to be our life.

In a parallel universe,

I'm leaving tomorrow
on my honeymoon

With the woman
I wanted to be with

For the rest of my life.

But instead,

I'm here with you

And your sound bites about
how it wasn't meant to be.

Well, it was meant to be.

[sighs]

[melancholy music]

♪

Sean?

You have a vote too.

If you feel like that,

Do something.

[horns honking]

(simon)
uh, anton,
do you want some coffee?

Uh, could you get him
some coffee, please, rebecca?

How do you take it?

Light and sweet.

[chortles]

Have a seat.

Which is why I feel
our public position

On rwanda
is completely unjustifiable.

My next project
after quarantine state

Will examine the situation

Through the eyes of a family
of refugees.

I really loved
your manuscript.

I just thought
the character of diane

Was so brilliantly drawn.

She is such a crusader.

Thank you.

So powerful.

What a compelling character.
Really.

We think the novel
is a real tour de force.

Mr. Dubasi.

Wait, I'm sorry.

I know you have to go,

But I just still really
wanted to talk

About your manuscript.

I'd be delighted.

How about tonight?

Ripley hotel bar,
7:30?

Okay.

Yeah.

Yeah.
See you then.

(becca)
none of this
is gonna work.

I need to look
professional but fun,

Creative but organized,

Intelligent
but not geeky.

Okay, glasses
or no glasses?

Just wear a cardigan.

A cardigan?

Lolly, this is a big deal.

This guy's gonna become
a megastar.

I thought you said
he's a novelist.

Yes, but he also starts
a literary journal

And gets involved
in philanthropy

And produces
documentaries.

[yawns]

I met him the
first time around

When I was too busy
trying to get home

To pack for my honeymoon.

He tried to talk to me,
but I was too distracted.

I didn't pay any
attention to him,

And I've always
regretted it.

Well, how could you have known

He was gonna become
a megastar novelist?

It's an oxymoron.

Lolly, I knew everything
about this guy.

I know what he drinks.
I know where he hangs.

I know his favorite band.

All I need to do
is dazzle him

With my maturity insight,

And then he'll
offer me a job,

And I'll run
his foundation,

And I'll become the woman behind
the scenes steering the ship.

Maybe this is why this
is happening to me--

To get my career on track.

Okay, door a,
I ignore anton,

Go home to my husband,
nothing ever happens.

Door b, I impress
the hell out of him,

He hires me,

Everything is different.

Good luck.

Okay.

These with
a black blazer?

I guess.

It's a little amanda woodward.

Oh, I love her.

I know.
Me too.

Seems pretty conservative,
though.

Okay, consider my source.

I'm getting fashion advice
from mrs. Purple doc martens.

I don't have
purple doc martens.

Yes, you do.

You love them.

You practically
sleep in them.

Do I have a belt here?

I don't know.

[grunts]

Check the box from sean's...

[sighs]

How was he?

I mean...

Mad.

Oh, god.

Oh, should I go see him?

I should go see him.

I was a coward
not to go myself.

No.

Door b.

(dubasi)
becca.

Mr. Dubasi.

Let's get some drinks.

What would you like?

Laphroaig 25,
if they have it.

Laphroaig?

I drink laphroaig too.

[chuckles]

I have to say,
Sunday bloody Sunday

Is my favorite,

Although zooropa is
a very underrated album.

You know I was with him
when he wrote that album?

No.
Yes.

No.

Yes, I was in kilkenny.

I was at a writer's retreat.

I was teaching a seminar
at trinity college

And just ran into
him in a pub.

Wow.

You know, he's just--
he's just one with the people.

You know?
He's not like, "I'm bono."

[chuckles]

He's just a regular bloke,
you know?

I think he's gonna become
the face of fusion philanthropy.

Oh, I've never heard the phrase
"fusion philanthropy."

It's rare to meet
someone so young

With so many broad ideas.

[chuckles]

I have an interesting
offer for you.

At least, I hope
it's interesting.

Room 828?

[chuckling]

You think I'm young enough
to fall for a move like that.

Becca--

No, no, it's very suave.
I'll give you that.

But unfortunately
for you,

I already know better.

Can I refresh your drinks?

Actually, I'll take
the whole bottle.

Charge it to room 828.

(becca)
how could I have made
such a rookie mistake?

I mean, why else does
a 40-year-old man meet

A 23-year-old girl
in a bar for drinks?

Well, maybe you're
just a rookie.

What?

Doesn't matter
how old you are.

I mean, some people
are just operators.

I mean, you thought he was
gonna offer you a foxy job.

You were optimistic.
That's not a bad thing.

He's a dog.
Guys are dogs.

I mean,
even I know that,

And I am actually
only 23.

No, but I thought I knew.

Like, I was so sure.

This was supposed
to be a slam dunk.

I mean, why travel
20 years back

Just to be propositioned

By some douche bag
in a hotel bar?

Well, maybe this wasn't
the reason, you know?

I mean, time travel
to fix your career?

Snore.

I would not watch
that movie.

Why is jamie here?

Did you tell him
we would be here?

We come here all the time.

It's not like it's
hard to find me.

Am I allowed
to talk to him?

I am not gonna make this
anymore clear to you.

What's done is done,

But I do not think
that you should be with him.

I know. I know.

You know everything.

I'm not saying that.

Yes, you are.

I mean, come on, becca.

What if this is
all just like

A, whoo-hoo,
crazy dream?

Pinch.

What?
You said you believed me.

I--ugh! I don't know what
I believe, okay?

I believe that
you believe.

But come on,
becca,

How can either of us
be absolutely sure?

I mean, isn't it enough
to just say,

"yes, I hear you.

I'll be careful"?

You can't promise that.

Jamie's problems get
really out of control,

And you couldn't handle it.

Wow.

Well, thanks
for trusting me.

Trust you?

Lolly, you're like
a pinball.

You're bouncing around
all over the place.

I mean, aren't you supposed
to be at work right now?

[clears throat]

What up?

I'm gonna go play
a new song.

I'll be back.

Mm-hmm.

Uh...

You guys okay?

Uh, yeah.

Do you think
I'm irresponsible?

[chuckles]

Is that a trick question?

Hey.

It's you.

Irresponsible?

No, no.

Uh...

Maybe flighty?

Well, isn't that
the same thing?

Did you do this?

Do what?

I saw you...

At the newsstand

And then here at the bar
on my wedding day.

I didn't get married,
but I'm guessing you knew that?

How would I have known that?

I've only just met you.

I-I felt something,
lolly.

[scoffs]

I felt something too.
I just--

Oh, I'm just--
I am bad at this, jamie.

Okay, I am bad
in relationships.

It's just I'm disorganized
and I'm unreliable,

And I get really
claustrophobic--

Lolly, stop, stop.
Please, just stop, stop.

You said it yourself.

I'm flighty, so--

Yeah, but I didn't
mean it as in,

You know, that I don't
want to be with you.

I'm gonna break your heart.

Lolly, go for it.

I got to pee.

Why'd you call it off?

What makes you think I'm
the one that called it off?

Lucky guess?

[scoffs]

[beeper chiming]

Oh, damn it.

[scoffs]

Simon.

Where's lolly?

Uh, the bathroom.

Okay, well, tell her
I had to go back to work.

Mm-hmm.

Have fun.

Okay.

Bye.

Mm-hmm.

[knocks]

I'm here.

What's the 911?

I need you to dispense
with a problem I'm having.

Uh, sorry, a problem
in your apartment?

A problem named lance.

Lance.

Lance was so nice.

I'll be back in an hour.

Just make sure he leaves.

And erase
all evidence of him.

Simon, no, I am sorry,

But I have done this
way too many times for you.

I'm not doing this anymore.

Becca, if you're gonna give me
a song and dance

About the job description,

Could you put a pin in it
till tomorrow morning?

This is a time
sensitive problem.

Or maybe you just
don't understand that.

Oh, I understand.
I do.

I understand.

You are so insecure,

It makes you feel big
to order people around.

People hate that, simon.

Your friends,
your boyfriend,

All the lances--

They hate it.

And I could waste my 20s

Cleaning up
all your messes,

Or I could be out there
living my life.

You realize if you quit,

You're just throwing away
the least year of your life.

I realize that.

And I really think you
just never learned how

To serve another
person's needs.

Actually, I think
that's all I learned,

Which is why I think I owe it
to myself to try something new.

So in sum,

I quit.

No, you're not gonna quit.

And that's the end
of the discussion.

Get back here!

I'm sorry,

But you didn't say
"simon says."

Ugh.

Oh, iphone!

[line trilling]

(lolly)
if this is becca,
leave a message.

If it's not,
I don't want to hear from you.

[answering machine beeps]

Lolly.

If you're there,
pick up.

I just quit my job.
[chuckles]

I can't believe it.
I just did it.

I was just like, "oh, my god,
I'm out. I'm done."

Am I nuts?

I'm nuts.

Anyway, it felt good.

Look, I'm sorry
that we argued before.

Of course I love you,
and I trust you,

More than anyone
in the world.

So...
[sighs]

Where are you?

I guess...

Call me, page me?

I don't know.
Call my pager.

Whatever.
Bye.

[coins clinking]

[line trilling]

(andy)
this is andy.
Leave a message.

[answering machine beeps]

Hey.

Uh, um...

I just wanted to call
and apologize for the--

The thing I did.

I've been going through
a lot lately, obviously,

And I guess I acted
on impulse,

Which was inappropriate,

And I know you're seeing
melanie, and I'm sorry.

I crossed a weird line.
It was weird.

I feel weird about it.

So...

Call me if you want.

Um...

Sorry for the weird message.

This is becca, by the way.
Did I say that?

Okay.

Bye.

[lolly laughing]

So is this for real?

You and me?

I want to,
but...

[scoffs]
but nothing.

She's your friend.
She's not your boss.

You know...

[laughs]

We don't have
to decide anything now.

I'll tell her.

You will?

Mm-mm.

Mm-hmm.

I'll tell her right
this minute!

Uh-uh.

I'll tell her tomorrow.

Oh.

I come in peace.

I quit my job tonight.

Jesus, becca.

I've been asking
myself all week,

"what did I do wrong?"

And it's not me at all.

It's you.

Something inside of you
just wants to torch it all.

Don't you?

Our honeymoon.

I'm still going.

Sean.

You can cash in
the ticket.

Or whatever.

Or you can come.

We can just sit on a beach

And pretend we just met,

Go back to the beginning.

Everyone knows the
beginning's the best part.

[sighs]

Mom.

Mom.

Mom!

Georgie!
Mom.

Becca?

Oh, my god,
are you okay?

[sighing]

I'm good.
I'll run with you.

Come on.
I'll run.

Let's walk.
Let's walk.

Oh, good.

[sighs]

I should have called you.

I feel terrible for how much
money this is costing you.

No, I'm the one who
should be apologizing.

I shouldn't have made it
about the money.

It's not about that.

I mean, it matters,
but...

I've been searching my soul
trying to figure out

What it is
I am really feeling.

You know what?

I'm jealous.

Of who?

Of you.

You wiped the slate clean.

[chuckles]

I mean, it was embarrassing,
and it was expensive,

But, my god,
it was bold.

Now you have your whole
life ahead of you.

And I am jealous.

Yeah, but anyone
can start over.

Anytime.

No, at a certain point,
it's too late.

You're entrenched.

You own property.

You have responsibilities.

Things are carved in stone.

And you wanted that.

I mean, you strived
for it.

Stability isn't bad.

It just...

I quit my job too.

You what?

Yeah.

Okay, see, I'm not--

I'm not getting hysterical.

This is your life.

But you what?

I know you must think
I'm losing it.

I definitely think
you're losing it.

Also, sean invited me
to go on the honeymoon with him.

[both laugh]

Of course he did.

Maybe I should go.

Just sit on the beach.

Maybe you should.

Do you think?

[sighs]

Becca.

[scoffs]

You are clearly going
through something

I cannot understand.

I mean, I know
what I would do.

But I think that

This is a choice
that you're going

To have to make
on your own.

[alternative rock music]

♪

[sighs]

♪

More.

You got it, capitan.

And I need you to update the
client addresses in the rolodex.

Mm-hmm.
On it.

What's with you?

What? I'm in a good mood.
Sue me.

Hey, lolly.

I've got these doc martens
that don't fit me right.

They're purple.

Any chance you want
to buy them off me?

[knock at door]

♪

(woman)
this is the final boarding call
to aruba,

Flight 1172.

We are closing the doors.

Final boarding call.

Hey, andy.

Did you get my message?

I'm sorry it was so weird.

And I didn't know...

♪

Just wanted a second
chance at that.

♪

[exhales]

(becca)
next time on hindsight...

I was just thinking
that we could talk

About the thing
that happened yesterday.

Why were you so sure I was
gonna break jamie's heart?

'cause it already
happened once.

You deserve
to know the truth.

I've never made out
with someone else's boyfriend.

What's the point
of having a do-over

If I'm just gonna be
the same old becca?

Maybe a one-night stand
represents

All the things
you missed out on.

I am the new becca,

And I am gonna have sex
with a stranger tonight!

Not him.