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[ NBC theme tones play ]
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-Previously on
"Brilliant Minds"...
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-I reconnected with one
of my old team doctors.
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-In Texas?
-He offered me a spot
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in his residency program.
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This is, like, my dream job.
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-Then what's keeping you here?
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The hospital gala's tonight.
-It's kind of last minute.
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-Why do I feel like
you're trying to wreck this
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before it even starts?
-I don't know
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if I could handle
another heartbreak.
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-You're it for me.
-When I was 10 years old,
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my mother was diagnosed
with a malignant brain tumor.
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I remember her doctor
not because he saved my mom,
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but because he dangled
the possibility that he could.
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-What is this?
-It's where your father is.
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-You got stood up?
-I think so.
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[ Car alarm blaring ]
[ Dog barking ]
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♪♪
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[ Siren wailing ]
-[ Exhaling heavily ]
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♪♪
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Is anyone here?
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Siren wailing ]
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-...over here.
-We're getting in there now.
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We're getting the jaws out.
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-Make the hole! Coming through!
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-What are the injuries?
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-Two-car collision,
no passenger.
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First driver seems
a little shaken,
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but mostly just bumps
and bruises.
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We're breaking out
driver number two right now,
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but she's been unresponsive
since we arrived on the scene.
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-Steady her neck.
-Hold on! I got it!
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-All right, easy. Great.
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-Here we go.
-Bring her out.
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Just a second.
Let me get in here.
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I have a pulse,
but it's thready.
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-We have an I.D.?
-Negative.
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We haven't found a wallet yet.
Cops are running the plates.
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-Andy, come with us.
I need another medic back there.
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I'm losing her pulse.
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[ Siren wailing ]
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♪♪
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[ Siren wailing ]
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I don't hear breath sounds
on this side.
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She's down a lung.
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-Looks like 14 gauges
right in front of you.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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-We got it back.
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Attagirl.
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30-year-old female in an MVC,
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extricated with a thready pulse.
-Coming through.
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-Got ROSC after I needled
her tension pneumo.
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-Ready?
-3, 2, 1.
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[ Grunts ] All right.
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Airway intubated
with normal end tidal.
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Breath sounds bilaterally.
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Look at her chest deformity.
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There we go.
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[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
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There's blood around her heart.
She's gonna lose her pulse.
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Give me a thoracotomy tray
right now!
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-Yes, Doctor!
-Neuro team, checking in.
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Standby until she's stabilized.
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♪♪
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-It's Michelle.
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[ Lines ringing ]
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Dr. Wolf, um,
we need you back in the E.D.
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It's an emergency.
-Come on, man.
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Pick up, man. Pick up.
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-What are her vitals?
-I can't tell
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what's happening yet,
but Ericka's trying
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to get a better look.
-Where's our Uber?
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-Hey! Uh, it's four minutes out,
but trying.
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-Hello?
Why is there a pause?
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-There's E.D. no vitals
recorded yet.
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-Hey!
-She's not hooked up anymore.
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-Okay,
what about her neuro exam?
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-We're not able to get one
because there's too many
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trauma surgeons around.
-It's a thoracotomy.
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-They doing an E.D.
thoracotomy.
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-Get me an intracardiac epi!
-Yes, Doctor.
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-Van...
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[ Tires screech ]
-Bronx General. Now.
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-Thought you were off
for the night.
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What's up with your hand?
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-Uh, no, it's just the art
of motorcycle maintenance.
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Hey, Michelle Lambert
got brought in.
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Terrible car accident.
-What?
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Dr. Markus' Michelle?
Is she okay?
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-Uh, we don't know for sure yet.
They won't let neuro
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anywhere near her
until she's out of surgery.
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-Okay, well, you can join me
on my consult.
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Must be the other driver.
Nic Bozic. 19 years old.
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The E.D. couldn't get any
answers from him during intake.
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-I can't believe
this is happening.
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It's not real.
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-Hi, Nic.
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I'm Dr. Pierce.
This is Dr. Wolf.
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And we're here to help y--
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-[ Gasping ]
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I'm sorry. [ Laughs ]
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I-I just can't stop laughing.
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[ Laughing ]
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-Let's go a UTOX and
get him upstairs for an eval.
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-Yeah.
[ Laughing continues ]
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♪♪
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-Where is she?
-She's in the O.R.
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She just went in.
-Take me to her. Take me to her.
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[ Air hissing,
monitors beeping ]
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♪♪
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-If you haven't yet,
it's time to call her family.
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-Her mom's busy watching Liam.
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-I need you to look at me, Van.
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♪♪
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Her family needs to know.
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The sooner, the better.
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♪♪
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-Hey, bud.
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What are you in Sharkie
doing here?
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It's way past your bedtime.
-What did you expect me to do?
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Leave Sharkie home alone?
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-Um, this actually
isn't really a conversation
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to have around little ears.
-Hey, you want to go play
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with Auntie Dana?
I can show you
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how to draw on the walls
without getting in trouble.
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-I wanna draw a pirate ship!
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[ Indistinct speaking
over P.A. ]
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-Uh, Michelle's injuries
required her
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to have immediate surgery,
but the thoracotomy
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to repair her aortic injury
should be wrapping up.
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Once she's out,
we'll expedite scans
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to assess any other damage.
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-Is she gonna be okay?
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-Well, what I do know right now
is that your daughter
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made it through the surgery
without any complications.
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And she has a team of doctors
who care about her deeply.
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After imaging,
I'll have more to share.
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-What should I do until then?
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-The neuro waiting room
is on the third floor.
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Dr. Markus can show you
if you want to wait
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somewhere more quiet
and comfortable.
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-I'm sure I can find it
on my own.
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Thank you.
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[ Indistinct conversations ]
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-Did you see that?
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She hates me.
I can feel her resentment.
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-Everyone wants
the same thing right now, Van --
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for Michelle to be okay.
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Just channel all of your energy
into that.
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-Yeah.
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-Your UTOX and alcohol
labs came back clean,
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which is good news.
-I told the police I was sober,
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but they breathalysed me anyway.
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I never drink the night
before a game.
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-What's your sport?
-Hockey.
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I was driving upstate
for a tournament.
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-Nic, have you called
your parents?
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-No.
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No, I don't want
to freak them out.
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I just want this to be over.
Can I go?
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-Well, we aren't
out of the woods yet.
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Your reaction --
it may have been shock,
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but it could point to something
more serious.
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That accident could
have caused some real harm.
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So let's eliminate
all those options
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and not give your parents
anything to worry about.
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-Deal.
-Okay.
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-Can I ask --
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how is she?
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The other driver?
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-Uh, she's in surgery,
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but there's room to hope.
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-[ Chuckles ]
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-Whatever happens to her
[chuckles] it's --
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[chuckles] it's my fault.
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[ Laughing ] I mean,
this is gonna ruin my life.
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[ Laughs ]
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-Is that the guy?
Who hit Michelle?
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-Van, let's not. Come on.
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-I'm so...
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[laughs] sorry.
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[ Laughing ]
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-Okay, come on. Come on.
-You're laughing?
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-Come on, Van. Come on.
Let's go. Let's go.
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Let's get out of here.
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[ Laughing continues ]
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-See?
We're drawing on the walls,
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but without getting in trouble.
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My sister and I used to do
this all the time growing up.
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It looks pretty cool, right?
[ Chuckles ]
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-Hey.
-Hey.
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Thanks for sticking around
after your shift.
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-I can't believe
that you knew her.
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I did everything that I could.
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-I just wish there was
something we could do
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to make it better for V-A-N.
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-Van. That's my dad.
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-You can spell!
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Love that for me.
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-Are you the janitor?
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-Uh...
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Oh. [ Laughs ]
Not quite.
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I'm a paramedic.
And this is to my ambulance.
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-Cool.
Can we go for a ride
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and go real fast
through red lights?
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-Yeah.
-I don't think so, Liam.
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-Oh.
Okay, well, Auntie Dana
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is a rule follower.
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But I like to live
a little dangerously.
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You want to go
turn on the lights?
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-And the sirens.
-You got it.
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-Auntie Dana just likes it
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when everyone
she cares about is safe.
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-And Auntie Katie
likes that about her.
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Oh, okay. Yeah.
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Wait a minute.
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We've never had a shark
in there.
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-[ Breathes deeply ]
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[ Knock on door ]
-Hey, Dr. Wolf.
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If this is about Van,
don't worry about it.
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I calmed him down.
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He's just eager
for her to wake up.
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-We all are.
But this is not about Van.
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This is about you.
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-What's up?
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-The residency director
of a Dallas medicine program
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reached out about a referral.
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For you.
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-I'm really sorry.
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I meant to talk to you
about it today, but then --
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-You're not actually
leaving us, are you, Dr. Nash?
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-Being in the E.D.
made me realize
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how much I missed
the rush of the field.
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This job is my way back.
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♪♪
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-Do you know the thing
I value most in my doctors?
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Strong bedside manner.
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It allows patients to feel safe,
to open up to us.
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You're the best at it, Jacob.
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I would really hate to lose you.
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-Michelle's in the scanner.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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-There is a massive subdural.
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Diffuse severe contusions
and evidence of herniation.
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-All consistent
with our post-op exam.
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-Would you consider
a decompressive hemicraniectomy?
254
00:11:27,400 --> 00:11:29,694
Like with Jorge Torres?
-Van, she's already herniated.
255
00:11:29,819 --> 00:11:31,821
There's nothing surgical
that can help her.
256
00:11:31,905 --> 00:11:33,281
-Respectfully,
that is complete bull.
257
00:11:33,365 --> 00:11:34,616
She's young and she's healthy.
258
00:11:34,699 --> 00:11:36,034
There's always something to do.
259
00:11:36,159 --> 00:11:38,244
-Her pupils are already
fixed and dilated.
260
00:11:38,328 --> 00:11:41,247
These injuries
are not survivable.
261
00:11:42,332 --> 00:11:44,834
I am so sorry, Van.
262
00:11:44,959 --> 00:11:47,629
-I don't need an apology.
263
00:11:47,712 --> 00:11:50,548
I need you to do
what only you can do, Dr. Wolf.
264
00:11:50,632 --> 00:11:52,467
Fight.
265
00:11:52,550 --> 00:11:55,053
Michelle only stands a chance
because she's here with us.
266
00:11:58,306 --> 00:12:00,350
-Hey, Van...
267
00:12:00,392 --> 00:12:10,276
♪♪
268
00:12:15,865 --> 00:12:17,242
-Does Van have a case?
269
00:12:17,283 --> 00:12:19,119
Is there a reason
to hold out hope?
270
00:12:19,202 --> 00:12:22,122
-You saw for yourself how
catastrophic those scans were.
271
00:12:22,247 --> 00:12:25,166
False hope is dangerous
at times like this.
272
00:12:25,250 --> 00:12:26,668
I'll update the family,
and then I'll perform
273
00:12:26,710 --> 00:12:28,837
the brain death exam
later today.
274
00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:30,672
-Cardiac death
would have been way easier.
275
00:12:30,714 --> 00:12:33,133
That way, he could see it,
but her heart's still beating.
276
00:12:33,216 --> 00:12:34,968
She looks alive.
-But when doctors
277
00:12:35,051 --> 00:12:36,970
declare brain death,
it allows for organ donation,
278
00:12:37,095 --> 00:12:39,014
which otherwise
wouldn't have been possible.
279
00:12:39,139 --> 00:12:41,850
Saves countless lives.
-Well, It certainly saved Sam's.
280
00:12:41,933 --> 00:12:44,644
We'll approach van the way we
approach any resistant family.
281
00:12:44,769 --> 00:12:46,438
We'll tell the truth.
282
00:12:46,479 --> 00:12:48,231
We conducted a complete
brain death exam
283
00:12:48,273 --> 00:12:51,776
and the person he loves is gone.
284
00:12:51,818 --> 00:12:54,320
It'll be difficult, but
eventually he'll come around.
285
00:12:54,362 --> 00:12:55,780
-I get why he's in denial.
286
00:12:55,822 --> 00:12:57,407
We've all heard
horror stories of people
287
00:12:57,490 --> 00:12:59,325
being declared brain dead
prematurely.
288
00:12:59,409 --> 00:13:00,952
-When the test is done
correctly,
289
00:13:01,077 --> 00:13:02,495
we can trust the diagnosis.
290
00:13:02,537 --> 00:13:04,497
Brain death is absolute
and irreversible.
291
00:13:04,622 --> 00:13:06,041
You know that.
292
00:13:06,124 --> 00:13:08,043
I need one volunteer
to assist with the exam.
293
00:13:08,126 --> 00:13:09,919
-I will.
294
00:13:10,003 --> 00:13:11,796
Like you said, Dr. Wolf,
Sam is only here
295
00:13:11,880 --> 00:13:13,548
because a neurologist
somewhere decided
296
00:13:13,631 --> 00:13:15,925
to have an honest conversation
with a family.
297
00:13:16,009 --> 00:13:18,219
-How is shutting me out
having an honest conversation
298
00:13:18,303 --> 00:13:19,888
with Michelle's family?
299
00:13:19,929 --> 00:13:21,681
You don't get to make
decisions without me here.
300
00:13:21,765 --> 00:13:23,141
If you want to do
something more,
301
00:13:23,183 --> 00:13:25,977
you can start
by respecting my wishes.
302
00:13:26,019 --> 00:13:28,813
-Van wants to be present
for Michelle's brain death exam.
303
00:13:28,897 --> 00:13:32,067
I often allow families
in the room, but with Van,
304
00:13:32,192 --> 00:13:33,902
a big part of me wonders
if it's the right call.
305
00:13:33,985 --> 00:13:36,029
-Maybe this will help
him process the loss.
306
00:13:36,154 --> 00:13:37,405
Accept what happened.
307
00:13:37,489 --> 00:13:39,032
-Yeah.
Why you hesitating?
308
00:13:39,157 --> 00:13:40,950
-Maybe more information
isn't always better.
309
00:13:40,992 --> 00:13:42,952
Maybe there are things
better left unseen.
310
00:13:44,662 --> 00:13:47,415
But if it helps him process,
I can allow it.
311
00:13:47,457 --> 00:13:50,251
Are these Nic Bozic's scans?
-Yes. The other driver.
312
00:13:50,377 --> 00:13:52,128
-His tox screen
came back clean,
313
00:13:52,212 --> 00:13:53,963
so I'm wondering whether
his symptoms are neurological.
314
00:13:54,047 --> 00:13:55,298
-What, you don't think
this is Psych?
315
00:13:55,340 --> 00:13:56,424
-It's too hard to tell.
316
00:13:56,508 --> 00:13:58,176
Too lucid for psychosis,
317
00:13:58,259 --> 00:14:00,011
too upbeat
for Major Depressive Disorder.
318
00:14:00,136 --> 00:14:01,971
And no life events
point to complex trauma.
319
00:14:02,097 --> 00:14:04,057
-It's possible the accident
caused some subtle damage
320
00:14:04,182 --> 00:14:05,600
that we aren't appreciating
on CT,
321
00:14:05,684 --> 00:14:07,560
but with this clean
of a scan and history,
322
00:14:07,686 --> 00:14:09,270
it would seem related
to the accident.
323
00:14:09,396 --> 00:14:11,147
-Well, in his defense, laughing
at distress makes sense,
324
00:14:11,272 --> 00:14:12,732
neurochemically speaking.
325
00:14:12,857 --> 00:14:14,651
It releases a dream cocktail
of endorphins,
326
00:14:14,776 --> 00:14:16,236
dopamine, lowers cortisol.
327
00:14:16,361 --> 00:14:17,821
-Somehow I don't think
low cortisol
328
00:14:17,862 --> 00:14:19,364
will do him any favors
on the ice.
329
00:14:19,489 --> 00:14:21,324
-He plays hockey?
-Yep.
330
00:14:21,408 --> 00:14:22,617
-Interesting.
Maybe we should
331
00:14:22,659 --> 00:14:25,161
bring Dr. Nash in on this.
-Hmm.
332
00:14:25,286 --> 00:14:28,581
Dr. Thorne told me
he got a job offer.
333
00:14:28,665 --> 00:14:30,291
Is this your way of
334
00:14:30,333 --> 00:14:32,335
running through the airport,
begging him to stay?
335
00:14:32,419 --> 00:14:34,713
-Begging people to stay
isn't exactly my style, Carol.
336
00:14:34,796 --> 00:14:37,590
Just ask my dad. Or Josh.
337
00:14:37,716 --> 00:14:41,261
-Well, I'm, for one,
I'm happy for Dr. Nash.
338
00:14:41,386 --> 00:14:43,096
-Yeah.
339
00:14:43,221 --> 00:14:45,598
Sometimes we gotta let
our fledglings fly.
340
00:14:48,727 --> 00:14:50,270
-She's been off sedation
long enough.
341
00:14:50,311 --> 00:14:51,563
Her hemodynamics are good.
342
00:14:51,646 --> 00:14:53,398
There's no fevers.
343
00:14:53,440 --> 00:14:55,900
Nothing that will affect
the results of our exam.
344
00:14:56,026 --> 00:14:57,902
Do you have any questions
before we start?
345
00:14:58,028 --> 00:15:00,196
[ Air hissing,
monitors beeping ]
346
00:15:00,238 --> 00:15:06,870
♪♪
347
00:15:06,911 --> 00:15:09,539
No pupillary response to light.
348
00:15:13,001 --> 00:15:15,378
No corneal reflex.
349
00:15:17,589 --> 00:15:20,091
No oculocephalic reflex.
350
00:15:20,175 --> 00:15:25,138
♪♪
351
00:15:25,180 --> 00:15:27,390
No oculovestibular reflex.
352
00:15:27,432 --> 00:15:33,229
♪♪
353
00:15:33,355 --> 00:15:35,398
No gag. No cough.
354
00:15:39,402 --> 00:15:43,573
-I know you have to do
the response to pain test.
355
00:15:43,615 --> 00:15:46,076
Go on.
356
00:15:46,117 --> 00:15:54,292
♪♪
357
00:15:54,376 --> 00:16:02,050
♪♪
358
00:16:02,133 --> 00:16:05,929
-There is no response
to painful stimuli.
359
00:16:08,598 --> 00:16:10,684
Can you call in her family?
360
00:16:10,725 --> 00:16:12,435
They want to be here
for the apnea test.
361
00:16:12,560 --> 00:16:14,521
-No.
Dr. Wolf, she's not ready
362
00:16:14,646 --> 00:16:16,356
for the apnea test.
If she fails that test,
363
00:16:16,481 --> 00:16:18,233
then she's proclaimed
brain dead.
364
00:16:18,274 --> 00:16:20,694
Are we -- Are we sure the
sedation's out of her system?
365
00:16:20,819 --> 00:16:22,570
-We are.
-What if she's locked in or --
366
00:16:22,696 --> 00:16:26,408
-You've seen her exam
and her imaging, Van.
367
00:16:26,491 --> 00:16:27,701
This is not like Roman.
368
00:16:27,826 --> 00:16:29,494
-Okay,
then we give her more time.
369
00:16:29,619 --> 00:16:31,246
We do the second
brain death exam,
370
00:16:31,371 --> 00:16:33,331
and if she fails that,
then you can do the apnea test.
371
00:16:33,456 --> 00:16:34,708
That used to be
the recommendation anyway.
372
00:16:34,749 --> 00:16:36,376
-It's not anymore.
373
00:16:39,045 --> 00:16:41,840
You know nothing
is gonna change over time, Van.
374
00:16:44,759 --> 00:16:46,886
-I need more time.
375
00:16:47,012 --> 00:16:49,431
Okay?
376
00:16:49,514 --> 00:16:51,474
Please.
377
00:16:53,101 --> 00:16:54,978
-[ Clears throat ]
378
00:16:55,020 --> 00:16:57,689
Okay.
379
00:16:57,731 --> 00:17:00,150
We can wait until later
to do the second exam.
380
00:17:03,528 --> 00:17:05,488
-So, what happens next?
381
00:17:05,572 --> 00:17:08,408
-We will repeat
the brain death test,
382
00:17:08,450 --> 00:17:10,910
and then we'll take Michelle
off the ventilator
383
00:17:11,036 --> 00:17:13,538
to see that she
doesn't breathe on her own.
384
00:17:13,580 --> 00:17:15,623
That's the apnea test
we talked about.
385
00:17:15,707 --> 00:17:17,417
-I don't know if
this is the right time to ask,
386
00:17:17,459 --> 00:17:18,918
but I trust your opinion.
387
00:17:19,044 --> 00:17:20,795
-Please ask any questions
you have.
388
00:17:20,879 --> 00:17:25,508
-Michelle wrote
out her advanced directives.
389
00:17:25,633 --> 00:17:30,597
She wanted to be sure that
everything was set up for Liam.
390
00:17:33,725 --> 00:17:37,604
And she was very clear that
she wanted to be an organ donor.
391
00:17:37,729 --> 00:17:39,647
It was important to her.
392
00:17:39,731 --> 00:17:42,650
-It's -- It's too early to be
discussing donation, Shauna.
393
00:17:42,692 --> 00:17:44,778
Professionally, I'd advise
we hold off until the second --
394
00:17:44,861 --> 00:17:46,446
-Van. Van.
395
00:17:46,571 --> 00:17:48,823
Please.
396
00:17:48,907 --> 00:17:52,077
I need to hear
what Michelle's doctor thinks.
397
00:17:52,160 --> 00:17:59,292
♪♪
398
00:17:59,376 --> 00:18:01,461
[ Indistinct conversations ]
399
00:18:03,755 --> 00:18:06,091
-An EEG, Van?
400
00:18:06,174 --> 00:18:08,635
-Well, I'm grasping at straws,
but I have to try.
401
00:18:08,718 --> 00:18:10,387
If I don't,
how else will Liam know
402
00:18:10,470 --> 00:18:13,390
that I did everything I could
to try and save his mom?
403
00:18:13,515 --> 00:18:14,891
-You want company?
404
00:18:15,016 --> 00:18:16,893
-I'm good. Thanks, though.
405
00:18:16,935 --> 00:18:25,443
♪♪
406
00:18:25,527 --> 00:18:34,911
♪♪
407
00:18:34,994 --> 00:18:36,705
-We obviously
have a lot to discuss,
408
00:18:36,788 --> 00:18:38,581
but today Van is our priority.
409
00:18:38,623 --> 00:18:40,083
Nothing else matters.
410
00:18:40,166 --> 00:18:42,001
Do you understand?
-I completely agree.
411
00:18:42,085 --> 00:18:44,587
So, you are aware that he's
putting EEGs on a dead person?
412
00:18:44,629 --> 00:18:47,173
-Yes, I am aware, Dr. Porter.
413
00:18:47,215 --> 00:18:48,967
And it won't change
the outcome for Michelle,
414
00:18:49,009 --> 00:18:51,011
but it may change the outcome
for Van,
415
00:18:51,052 --> 00:18:52,887
so let's let him have
his process, okay?
416
00:18:53,013 --> 00:18:54,472
-I get it.
417
00:18:54,556 --> 00:18:57,058
Grief looks different
for every person.
418
00:18:57,183 --> 00:19:00,020
I wouldn't wish that loss
on my worst enemy.
419
00:19:00,061 --> 00:19:01,938
Have you asked him
about his mirror touch?
420
00:19:02,063 --> 00:19:03,023
I mean, surely he would --
421
00:19:03,106 --> 00:19:04,566
[ Groans ]
-Hey!
422
00:19:04,649 --> 00:19:06,776
-Ask me about
my mirror touch now, bitch.
423
00:19:06,818 --> 00:19:07,986
'Cause I know that hurt.
424
00:19:08,069 --> 00:19:09,863
-Hey. Hey.
425
00:19:09,904 --> 00:19:17,537
♪♪
426
00:19:22,167 --> 00:19:24,461
-Ah. Dr. Wolf, this is Rachel.
427
00:19:24,502 --> 00:19:26,546
She's a family friend.
And a rabbi.
428
00:19:26,588 --> 00:19:29,716
-It's nice to meet you.
Shauna filled me in.
429
00:19:29,841 --> 00:19:32,635
I'd like to offer spiritual
guidance however I can.
430
00:19:32,761 --> 00:19:35,055
-Michelle isn't religious.
431
00:19:37,766 --> 00:19:39,100
-Can I ask who won?
432
00:19:39,184 --> 00:19:40,685
-Oh, no, Rabbi.
433
00:19:40,727 --> 00:19:42,604
When it comes to violence,
nobody ever wins.
434
00:19:42,645 --> 00:19:44,064
It was a lapse in judgment,
435
00:19:44,230 --> 00:19:46,483
But Van knows
he's better than that.
436
00:19:48,860 --> 00:19:51,237
-Can I interest anyone
in a smoke, hmm?
437
00:19:51,404 --> 00:19:53,031
-This is a non-smoking hospital,
Rabbi.
438
00:19:53,156 --> 00:19:54,824
Pretty sure most hospitals are.
439
00:19:54,991 --> 00:19:57,494
-Oh. [ Chuckles ]
Figures.
440
00:19:57,577 --> 00:20:00,705
You can get away
with so much more in Hoboken.
441
00:20:00,872 --> 00:20:02,957
Should we take this chat
outside?
442
00:20:03,041 --> 00:20:04,709
In my experience, a smoke break
443
00:20:04,876 --> 00:20:06,252
makes hard talks
a little easier.
444
00:20:06,336 --> 00:20:08,254
-Hoboken...
445
00:20:08,338 --> 00:20:12,467
New Jersey has religious
exemption for brain death.
446
00:20:12,550 --> 00:20:14,427
Michelle can't be declared dead
447
00:20:14,511 --> 00:20:16,513
if we claim it goes against
her religious views.
448
00:20:16,596 --> 00:20:18,431
-You just said Michelle
isn't religious.
449
00:20:18,556 --> 00:20:20,684
-Religious exemption?
Is this true?
450
00:20:20,725 --> 00:20:23,937
-That law was created out of
respect for religious beliefs.
451
00:20:24,104 --> 00:20:26,815
It would be unethical
and highly disrespectful
452
00:20:26,898 --> 00:20:28,274
to use it as a loophole.
453
00:20:28,441 --> 00:20:30,235
-I think the rabbi
has a point, Van.
454
00:20:30,318 --> 00:20:33,780
-But what we can do
in this moment is breathe
455
00:20:33,863 --> 00:20:36,533
and listen to each other
and join together in prayer.
456
00:20:36,658 --> 00:20:38,451
It could be very powerful.
457
00:20:38,493 --> 00:20:40,078
[ Knock on door ]
458
00:20:40,120 --> 00:20:42,372
-Nic, there's somebody
I'd like you to meet.
459
00:20:42,414 --> 00:20:43,998
This is Dr. Jacob Nash.
460
00:20:44,040 --> 00:20:46,251
-Before he was a neurologist,
he competed D1 --
461
00:20:46,292 --> 00:20:48,628
-Dude,
my dad went to Notre Dame.
462
00:20:48,795 --> 00:20:50,922
"Nash The Smash"
is a legend in our household.
463
00:20:50,964 --> 00:20:53,174
-"Nash The Smash?"
-God, man.
464
00:20:53,216 --> 00:20:56,219
That was the one nickname
I was glad to retire.
465
00:20:56,261 --> 00:20:57,387
-If it makes you feel
any better,
466
00:20:57,429 --> 00:20:58,847
my nickname is way worse.
467
00:20:58,930 --> 00:21:00,974
My teammates call me The Joker.
468
00:21:03,184 --> 00:21:05,061
Like the villain.
469
00:21:05,103 --> 00:21:06,646
I can't help but lose my mind
470
00:21:06,688 --> 00:21:09,566
anytime things get intense --
or violent.
471
00:21:09,691 --> 00:21:12,819
-If I ever went against somebody
named Joker, I'd be shook.
472
00:21:12,861 --> 00:21:14,279
You ever got in one
of your opponents' faces
473
00:21:14,362 --> 00:21:15,989
and was just like
474
00:21:16,156 --> 00:21:20,535
[imitating Joker]
"Why so serious?"
475
00:21:20,577 --> 00:21:23,246
[ Laughter ]
476
00:21:25,165 --> 00:21:27,333
-[ Cries ]
477
00:21:27,500 --> 00:21:30,712
-Nic, what are you feeling
right now?
478
00:21:30,795 --> 00:21:34,716
-I don't know.
I-I meant to laugh.
479
00:21:34,758 --> 00:21:37,302
-Can you tell us how you feel
about the car accident?
480
00:21:37,427 --> 00:21:40,055
-[ Chuckling ] I feel horrible.
481
00:21:40,138 --> 00:21:41,890
[ Laughing ] I -- I --
482
00:21:41,973 --> 00:21:45,727
I hear the other
driver isn't gonna make it.
483
00:21:45,894 --> 00:21:48,146
[ Laughing ]
484
00:21:48,229 --> 00:21:50,106
I tried to brake,
485
00:21:50,273 --> 00:21:52,734
but it was raining,
486
00:21:52,817 --> 00:21:54,611
and the roads were ice
487
00:21:54,652 --> 00:21:56,654
and I didn't see her.
488
00:21:56,696 --> 00:21:59,491
[ Laughs ]
I can't go to jail.
489
00:21:59,616 --> 00:22:01,785
[ Laughs ]
-It's okay. It's okay.
490
00:22:01,951 --> 00:22:02,952
No one's blaming you.
491
00:22:02,994 --> 00:22:04,871
Let's practice grounding.
492
00:22:04,954 --> 00:22:06,414
Just breathe.
493
00:22:06,498 --> 00:22:08,041
[ Laughter subsides ]
494
00:22:08,083 --> 00:22:09,918
Okay.
495
00:22:10,001 --> 00:22:11,920
-[ Breathing deeply ]
496
00:22:11,961 --> 00:22:13,755
-I think I know what it is.
497
00:22:13,797 --> 00:22:16,216
In the movie, Joaquin's
Joker has Pseudobulbar Affect.
498
00:22:16,299 --> 00:22:19,177
His feelings were sound.
His reactions are the thing
499
00:22:19,219 --> 00:22:20,637
that were out of sync,
like Nic.
500
00:22:20,762 --> 00:22:22,347
-And how do you know that?
501
00:22:22,472 --> 00:22:23,890
-My incredible
neuropsych mentors
502
00:22:23,973 --> 00:22:25,600
taught me how to think
outside the box...
503
00:22:25,642 --> 00:22:26,851
and Reddit.
504
00:22:26,976 --> 00:22:29,020
-His nickname is The Joker.
505
00:22:29,145 --> 00:22:30,730
So the accident
didn't cause this.
506
00:22:30,855 --> 00:22:32,565
-It's unlikely,
507
00:22:32,649 --> 00:22:34,192
especially since no damage
showed up in the scan.
508
00:22:34,234 --> 00:22:35,443
The cause
could be more insidious.
509
00:22:35,485 --> 00:22:37,112
-Mm-hmm.
-ALS, MS,
510
00:22:37,278 --> 00:22:39,114
a traumatic brain injury.
-Mm-hmm. Concussions.
511
00:22:39,155 --> 00:22:40,990
Too many head shots
or hits from playing rough.
512
00:22:41,074 --> 00:22:43,910
So his emotional incontinence
is from hockey,
513
00:22:43,993 --> 00:22:46,079
not the accident.
-Bingo.
514
00:22:46,204 --> 00:22:48,957
It's rare, so we'll need an MRI
and PBA exam, but --
515
00:22:48,998 --> 00:22:50,625
-There is hope.
516
00:22:50,667 --> 00:22:53,086
Well done, Dr. Nash.
517
00:22:53,211 --> 00:22:55,547
[ Both chuckle ]
518
00:22:57,173 --> 00:22:59,592
[ Telephone ringing ]
519
00:22:59,718 --> 00:23:02,178
We are really losing
a good one with Nash.
520
00:23:02,220 --> 00:23:03,763
-Mm.
-[ Chuckles ]
521
00:23:03,888 --> 00:23:06,641
You think you can sway him?
-Oh, one can only hope.
522
00:23:06,683 --> 00:23:08,601
I could use all the allies
I can get around here.
523
00:23:08,685 --> 00:23:10,603
-[ Chuckles ]
524
00:23:10,645 --> 00:23:13,773
-Dr. Porter's speech
was about me at the gala.
525
00:23:13,898 --> 00:23:15,275
I'm the doctor
who treated his mother.
526
00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:17,235
-The woman you told me about
at Halloween?
527
00:23:17,360 --> 00:23:19,696
The one who haunts you?
-Elizabeth Asher.
528
00:23:19,779 --> 00:23:21,614
When I tried to apologize,
he told me
529
00:23:21,656 --> 00:23:24,534
what I did caused his father
to drink himself to death.
530
00:23:24,576 --> 00:23:26,036
He blames me
for ruining his life,
531
00:23:26,077 --> 00:23:29,289
and he came here
to return the favor.
532
00:23:30,874 --> 00:23:33,126
-You say you cared
about his mom, right?
533
00:23:34,586 --> 00:23:36,171
Now, how do you think
she would feel
534
00:23:36,212 --> 00:23:39,966
if she knew her son was hurting
this bad 20 years later?
535
00:23:43,178 --> 00:23:45,597
-Okay, fine.
536
00:23:45,680 --> 00:23:48,266
I'll keep trying for her.
537
00:23:50,310 --> 00:23:53,021
-Anything else
you want to talk about?
538
00:23:53,063 --> 00:23:56,983
-Well, I already told you
I was fixing my bike.
539
00:23:57,025 --> 00:24:00,528
-On days like today,
we're all hurting.
540
00:24:00,570 --> 00:24:02,280
Even Charlie.
541
00:24:02,364 --> 00:24:04,824
I have a good friend who's
an even better therapist --
542
00:24:04,949 --> 00:24:07,118
Dr. Rosenthal.
543
00:24:07,243 --> 00:24:08,912
-Mm.
544
00:24:08,995 --> 00:24:11,039
-Charlie doesn't really
strike me as the therapy type,
545
00:24:11,122 --> 00:24:12,457
but be my guest.
546
00:24:12,499 --> 00:24:14,626
-I was talking about you,
Wolf.
547
00:24:16,086 --> 00:24:17,295
The deeper you bury something,
548
00:24:17,462 --> 00:24:19,839
the harder it'll fight
to come out.
549
00:24:22,133 --> 00:24:23,677
-There was a case study
in med school
550
00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:25,762
about a woman who
was misdiagnosed with depression
551
00:24:25,929 --> 00:24:28,890
for years till they figured out
it was Pseudobulbar Affect.
552
00:24:28,932 --> 00:24:30,850
Nice catch.
553
00:24:30,892 --> 00:24:32,185
-Thanks.
554
00:24:32,268 --> 00:24:34,604
Nic's a good kid.
I feel for him.
555
00:24:34,688 --> 00:24:36,898
Can't be easy having a condition
like a Batman villain.
556
00:24:36,981 --> 00:24:38,858
-Well, I have the same
disposition
557
00:24:38,900 --> 00:24:40,819
as another Batman villain,
and yet Dana
558
00:24:40,944 --> 00:24:42,612
still won't let us get a cat.
559
00:24:42,779 --> 00:24:44,656
-But I fully support your right
to wear a Lycra bodysuit.
560
00:24:44,698 --> 00:24:46,783
-Now, see,
I can get behind that.
561
00:24:46,825 --> 00:24:48,827
Halle Berry, Hallelujah.
562
00:24:48,993 --> 00:24:50,412
-Oh, my God.
-[ Chuckles ]
563
00:24:50,495 --> 00:24:52,622
-I'm taking Michelle
to New Jersey.
564
00:24:54,332 --> 00:24:55,625
-Okay.
565
00:24:55,667 --> 00:24:58,086
Um, but why? And how?
566
00:24:58,253 --> 00:25:00,672
-New Jersey has a religious
exemption for brain death.
567
00:25:00,797 --> 00:25:02,424
And I don't know the how yet.
568
00:25:02,549 --> 00:25:05,176
That's why I'm looping
in the Fantastic Four.
569
00:25:05,301 --> 00:25:07,012
Can we borrow Katie's ambulance?
570
00:25:07,053 --> 00:25:11,391
-I don't think borrowing
ambulances is a thing.
571
00:25:11,474 --> 00:25:12,726
But I can ask.
572
00:25:12,809 --> 00:25:14,602
-All right, Van, slow down.
573
00:25:14,686 --> 00:25:16,688
You're not thinking straight.
This could get us all fired.
574
00:25:16,813 --> 00:25:18,732
-What do you care?
You're leaving?
575
00:25:19,899 --> 00:25:21,776
Look, I'm getting Michelle
out of here
576
00:25:21,818 --> 00:25:23,903
before Wolf can perform
a second brain death test.
577
00:25:23,987 --> 00:25:26,072
If you want to help,
this is your chance.
578
00:25:26,114 --> 00:25:31,244
♪♪
579
00:25:31,369 --> 00:25:33,038
-Is it just me,
or does that uniform
580
00:25:33,163 --> 00:25:34,289
really bring out your eyes?
581
00:25:34,372 --> 00:25:36,207
-It's because I'm a deep autumn.
582
00:25:36,249 --> 00:25:37,917
-Mmm.
-What do you want, babe?
583
00:25:38,001 --> 00:25:40,253
-What, a girl can't pay
her girlfriend a compliment
584
00:25:40,295 --> 00:25:42,922
without an ulterior motive?
-Not mine.
585
00:25:45,133 --> 00:25:47,010
-Van wants to take
Michelle to New Jersey,
586
00:25:47,093 --> 00:25:50,138
and obviously
an ambulance is the safest way.
587
00:25:50,221 --> 00:25:53,308
-That sounds just a tad illegal.
588
00:25:53,350 --> 00:25:55,560
-What happened to your
rule-breaking spirit, Rodriguez?
589
00:25:55,602 --> 00:25:59,105
-There is no way
that you would be this reckless.
590
00:25:59,147 --> 00:26:01,441
-Uh...
591
00:26:01,566 --> 00:26:04,277
-You're banking on me saying no,
aren't you?
592
00:26:04,444 --> 00:26:07,072
So that you can tell Van
that you tried?
593
00:26:07,197 --> 00:26:09,032
What would you do if I said yes?
594
00:26:09,074 --> 00:26:11,534
-I would say, "Thank you.
595
00:26:11,701 --> 00:26:13,328
Let's go to New Jersey."
596
00:26:13,495 --> 00:26:16,164
A sentence I rarely utter
with such enthusiasm.
597
00:26:16,247 --> 00:26:19,542
But, honestly, Van is desperate.
598
00:26:19,584 --> 00:26:22,420
And maybe this is just a way
of postponing the inevitable,
599
00:26:22,504 --> 00:26:24,631
but he needs to know
that we are here for him.
600
00:26:26,424 --> 00:26:28,426
-I wish I could help,
but I can't.
601
00:26:28,468 --> 00:26:31,471
Sorry, Dana.
My hands are tied.
602
00:26:44,150 --> 00:26:45,819
-Thank you for coming in,
Mr. and Mrs. Bozic.
603
00:26:46,986 --> 00:26:49,114
We've diagnosed your son
with a neurological form
604
00:26:49,197 --> 00:26:50,824
of emotional incontinence
605
00:26:50,907 --> 00:26:52,992
which causes him
to have a reaction
606
00:26:53,034 --> 00:26:54,994
contrary to what he's
actually feeling.
607
00:26:55,120 --> 00:26:56,996
It's called Pseudobulbar Affect.
608
00:26:57,122 --> 00:26:58,456
-You remember
when I was grounded
609
00:26:58,498 --> 00:26:59,999
for cracking up
at Nana's funeral?
610
00:27:00,083 --> 00:27:01,543
-Well, we always thought
you had a --
611
00:27:01,710 --> 00:27:03,336
a strange sense of humor.
612
00:27:03,378 --> 00:27:06,047
-Undiagnosed concussions
from playing hockey
613
00:27:06,131 --> 00:27:07,465
are the culprit.
614
00:27:07,507 --> 00:27:10,343
It'll take some time,
but with SSRIs,
615
00:27:10,427 --> 00:27:13,013
mood stabilizers,
coupled with therapy,
616
00:27:13,054 --> 00:27:15,348
he can regain control
over his emotions.
617
00:27:15,390 --> 00:27:17,225
-Another silver lining is
that we've ruled out
618
00:27:17,308 --> 00:27:19,060
negligence for driving
under the influence.
619
00:27:19,144 --> 00:27:21,855
The accident was deemed
no fault due to the weather.
620
00:27:22,897 --> 00:27:26,026
-Thank you
for not writing me off.
621
00:27:27,944 --> 00:27:31,281
Could you give this letter
to the other driver's family?
622
00:27:33,074 --> 00:27:34,659
[ Laughs ]
623
00:27:34,826 --> 00:27:36,411
I, uh...
624
00:27:36,494 --> 00:27:38,371
I wanted to tell them
I was sorry in person,
625
00:27:38,455 --> 00:27:40,582
but any time I'd think about it,
I'd laugh.
626
00:27:40,665 --> 00:27:42,584
By the time I'd written it down,
it was too late.
627
00:27:42,625 --> 00:27:44,544
The doctors had already put her
in the ambulance.
628
00:27:44,627 --> 00:27:46,546
-Ambulance?
629
00:27:47,797 --> 00:27:50,508
Nic, can you tell us
exactly what you saw?
630
00:27:50,675 --> 00:27:56,222
♪♪
631
00:27:56,306 --> 00:27:58,558
-Okay, so, since we have
632
00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:00,352
no accepting hospital
on the other side,
633
00:28:00,393 --> 00:28:03,480
I guess we'll just find
the nearest E.D.
634
00:28:03,521 --> 00:28:05,190
when we cross state lines.
635
00:28:05,231 --> 00:28:08,026
-Unit 242,
what's your location?
636
00:28:08,109 --> 00:28:10,111
Please respond.
-Um...
637
00:28:10,195 --> 00:28:12,655
[ Radio turns off ]
-Nice.
638
00:28:12,697 --> 00:28:14,949
-What a mess we're in.
639
00:28:15,033 --> 00:28:18,203
-Wolf taught us well.
640
00:28:18,286 --> 00:28:21,414
-So then what's this
about you leaving?
641
00:28:21,498 --> 00:28:23,166
And when were
you gonna tell me?
642
00:28:23,249 --> 00:28:26,127
Because it didn't seem
to come up when we were kissing.
643
00:28:26,211 --> 00:28:29,464
-Look, I was gonna tell you,
but then you kissed me,
644
00:28:29,589 --> 00:28:32,884
and I gotta be real with you,
Kinney.
645
00:28:33,009 --> 00:28:35,095
I'd been waiting a long time
for that to happen.
646
00:28:35,136 --> 00:28:38,515
But, uh...
647
00:28:38,556 --> 00:28:40,016
It's a sports clinic in Dallas.
648
00:28:40,141 --> 00:28:42,227
And, uh...
649
00:28:42,310 --> 00:28:44,396
-Your dream.
650
00:28:44,437 --> 00:28:46,690
I'm really, really happy
for you.
651
00:28:46,731 --> 00:28:49,275
And really, really sad for us.
652
00:28:51,569 --> 00:28:54,447
-You know, Wolf tried
to convince me to stay.
653
00:28:54,531 --> 00:28:56,658
A part of me
was hoping he would.
654
00:28:56,741 --> 00:28:59,619
-Well, he can't do that.
655
00:28:59,744 --> 00:29:02,163
As much as he wants to.
656
00:29:02,330 --> 00:29:03,748
As much as he'll miss you.
657
00:29:03,832 --> 00:29:06,418
As much as he might wonder
658
00:29:06,459 --> 00:29:09,254
what would have happened
if you'd stayed.
659
00:29:09,337 --> 00:29:11,131
We can't ask people to stay
660
00:29:11,172 --> 00:29:14,968
because then what if
they resent us if they do?
661
00:29:15,051 --> 00:29:20,432
♪♪
662
00:29:20,473 --> 00:29:23,643
Neuro's really gonna miss you,
Jacob.
663
00:29:25,103 --> 00:29:28,940
-And I'm really gonna
miss Neuro.
664
00:29:29,107 --> 00:29:35,530
♪♪
665
00:29:35,613 --> 00:29:37,907
[ Cellphone vibrating ]
666
00:29:42,412 --> 00:29:45,832
[ Monitor beeping ]
667
00:29:45,957 --> 00:29:49,169
-Is it okay if I talk to her?
668
00:29:49,252 --> 00:29:51,254
You know,
in case she can hear me?
669
00:29:57,844 --> 00:30:00,430
I keep thinking about
the day Liam was born.
670
00:30:01,931 --> 00:30:04,351
You were so angry at me
'cause I could barely handle
671
00:30:04,434 --> 00:30:07,228
being in the delivery room.
672
00:30:07,312 --> 00:30:08,897
I just couldn't explain to you
673
00:30:09,022 --> 00:30:11,274
that I could literally
feel your pain.
674
00:30:12,942 --> 00:30:16,029
It didn't help that you waited
six hours to get the epidural.
675
00:30:16,112 --> 00:30:21,409
♪♪
676
00:30:21,534 --> 00:30:25,455
The whole time,
I was holding your hand,
677
00:30:25,497 --> 00:30:28,416
blown away by how calm you were.
678
00:30:29,876 --> 00:30:33,713
You remember what you said to me
when they put Liam in your arms?
679
00:30:33,755 --> 00:30:37,717
You said,
"I wish I could live forever
680
00:30:37,842 --> 00:30:40,303
so I could see his whole life."
681
00:30:42,681 --> 00:30:45,058
He's still so little.
682
00:30:48,812 --> 00:30:50,855
He needs you.
683
00:30:53,274 --> 00:30:55,318
We need you.
684
00:30:57,195 --> 00:31:00,031
Please don't leave us, Michelle.
685
00:31:03,618 --> 00:31:06,621
-Oh, my God, Van.
686
00:31:06,705 --> 00:31:08,748
-[ Inhaling sharply ]
687
00:31:10,667 --> 00:31:12,752
-Jacob!
Turn the ambulance around!
688
00:31:12,877 --> 00:31:16,214
She's alive!
[ Both laugh ]
689
00:31:18,341 --> 00:31:21,094
Hey. Hey, Michelle.
690
00:31:21,219 --> 00:31:23,263
You're okay You're okay.
You're okay.
691
00:31:23,346 --> 00:31:25,348
Oh!
692
00:31:25,473 --> 00:31:27,809
-♪ You sleep ♪
693
00:31:27,851 --> 00:31:30,228
♪ But your soul ♪
694
00:31:30,353 --> 00:31:33,857
♪ Your soul ain't sound ♪
695
00:31:36,526 --> 00:31:38,153
-She's awake.
696
00:31:38,278 --> 00:31:41,489
-You never gave up.
-♪ You scream ♪
697
00:31:41,573 --> 00:31:46,661
♪ 'Cause you know
it's a long way down ♪
698
00:31:46,745 --> 00:31:49,080
-Mommy!
-Hi, honey!
699
00:31:49,205 --> 00:31:50,957
Ooh!
700
00:31:50,999 --> 00:31:52,834
Hi.
701
00:31:52,959 --> 00:31:55,086
Ah.
Mommy was in an accident,
702
00:31:55,170 --> 00:31:57,922
but everything's okay now.
703
00:31:58,006 --> 00:32:00,383
-By the power vested in me,
704
00:32:00,508 --> 00:32:04,012
I now pronounce you
husband and wife.
705
00:32:04,095 --> 00:32:07,182
Van, you may now
kiss your bride.
706
00:32:07,265 --> 00:32:09,559
-[ Chuckles ]
707
00:32:11,269 --> 00:32:13,646
[ Cheers and applause ]
708
00:32:14,898 --> 00:32:18,818
-♪ Please ♪
709
00:32:18,902 --> 00:32:24,616
♪♪
710
00:32:24,741 --> 00:32:27,327
-[ Laughs ]
711
00:32:27,410 --> 00:32:35,168
♪♪
712
00:32:35,293 --> 00:32:39,005
-♪ Tell somebody ♪
713
00:32:39,047 --> 00:32:48,431
♪♪
714
00:32:48,640 --> 00:32:57,357
♪♪
715
00:32:57,440 --> 00:32:59,484
[ Monitor beeping ]
716
00:33:01,444 --> 00:33:03,697
-She's never coming back,
is she?
717
00:33:03,738 --> 00:33:08,660
♪♪
718
00:33:08,702 --> 00:33:10,870
Tell Jacob to turn
the car around.
719
00:33:10,954 --> 00:33:16,543
♪♪
720
00:33:16,626 --> 00:33:20,380
-Hey, Jacob,
we can turn around.
721
00:33:20,463 --> 00:33:22,507
Let's head back
to Bronx General.
722
00:33:22,674 --> 00:33:28,763
♪♪
723
00:33:28,847 --> 00:33:31,891
[ Air hisses ]
724
00:33:31,975 --> 00:33:34,060
[ Monitors beeping ]
725
00:33:37,439 --> 00:33:39,733
-And now we wait 10 minutes.
726
00:33:39,816 --> 00:33:47,032
♪♪
727
00:33:47,198 --> 00:33:54,998
♪♪
728
00:33:55,123 --> 00:33:57,042
Thank you.
729
00:33:57,208 --> 00:34:02,922
♪♪
730
00:34:03,006 --> 00:34:09,220
♪♪
731
00:34:09,304 --> 00:34:12,932
-Her carbon dioxide
climbed above 70.
732
00:34:13,016 --> 00:34:15,101
There were
no spontaneous breaths.
733
00:34:16,978 --> 00:34:19,105
Time of death -- 2:11 p.m.
734
00:34:19,189 --> 00:34:25,779
♪♪
735
00:34:25,862 --> 00:34:32,077
♪♪
736
00:34:32,160 --> 00:34:34,913
I love you.
737
00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:44,964
♪♪
738
00:34:45,006 --> 00:34:54,766
♪♪
739
00:34:54,891 --> 00:34:57,060
[ All crying ]
740
00:35:05,193 --> 00:35:07,237
[ Indistinct conversations ]
-Is it that good?
741
00:35:10,073 --> 00:35:13,952
-I know I'm the last person
you want to talk to right now.
742
00:35:13,993 --> 00:35:16,413
And I'm sorry
for what I said earlier.
743
00:35:16,454 --> 00:35:19,207
It was, uh, thoughtless.
744
00:35:19,290 --> 00:35:21,543
But I do have to say something.
745
00:35:21,584 --> 00:35:23,253
I was Liam.
746
00:35:23,336 --> 00:35:27,173
When you lose a parent
at a young age, it's confusing.
747
00:35:28,675 --> 00:35:32,387
Everyone showers you
with attention and gifts.
748
00:35:32,429 --> 00:35:34,055
They're sad,
749
00:35:34,139 --> 00:35:36,725
and they're trying to be
so happy around you.
750
00:35:36,766 --> 00:35:38,268
-[ Laughs ]
751
00:35:38,351 --> 00:35:40,311
-Honestly,
I didn't really fully grasp
752
00:35:40,437 --> 00:35:43,440
the reality of it
until my dad died, too.
753
00:35:43,481 --> 00:35:46,568
But the -- the point is,
754
00:35:46,693 --> 00:35:51,031
dying of a broken heart
is not as romantic as it sounds.
755
00:35:51,114 --> 00:35:52,657
Don't give up.
756
00:35:52,782 --> 00:35:54,868
Liam needs you now more
than ever.
757
00:35:56,453 --> 00:35:58,163
Don't let him lose you both.
758
00:35:58,246 --> 00:36:01,332
Unless you, uh, want Liam
to turn out like me.
759
00:36:04,502 --> 00:36:08,256
-No, that's my bite, Sharkie.
760
00:36:08,340 --> 00:36:10,800
Come on.
Sharkie, I want my bike.
761
00:36:10,842 --> 00:36:13,595
I don't want Sharkie to have it.
762
00:36:13,636 --> 00:36:15,597
-Hey, kiddo.
763
00:36:15,722 --> 00:36:17,182
[ Grunts ]
764
00:36:21,644 --> 00:36:23,855
-I know everything
didn't happen
765
00:36:23,897 --> 00:36:25,899
the way you and Michelle
wanted it to,
766
00:36:25,940 --> 00:36:28,568
or the way I wanted it to
for that matter.
767
00:36:30,653 --> 00:36:34,366
But she always said
what an amazing dad you are.
768
00:36:34,491 --> 00:36:36,159
-You don't have to say
all that, Shauna.
769
00:36:36,201 --> 00:36:38,787
-She'd want you to know.
770
00:36:38,828 --> 00:36:42,415
She told me that every time
Liam looked up at you,
771
00:36:42,499 --> 00:36:45,085
she'd fall for you
all over again.
772
00:36:47,337 --> 00:36:51,424
I'm glad she had you.
773
00:36:51,549 --> 00:36:54,177
I'm glad Liam has you.
774
00:36:56,346 --> 00:36:57,430
-Thank you.
775
00:36:57,472 --> 00:37:01,935
♪♪
776
00:37:02,060 --> 00:37:03,269
-Wow.
777
00:37:05,522 --> 00:37:07,357
-It was Liam's idea.
778
00:37:07,399 --> 00:37:09,192
He wanted to do it for his mom.
779
00:37:09,234 --> 00:37:12,070
-Oh, that's beautiful, buddy.
780
00:37:12,195 --> 00:37:14,572
Yeah, she would have loved it.
781
00:37:14,614 --> 00:37:17,117
Hey.
Can I tell you something?
782
00:37:17,242 --> 00:37:21,246
So [clears throat]
before Mommy died,
783
00:37:21,287 --> 00:37:23,915
she said that if anything were
to ever happen to her,
784
00:37:23,998 --> 00:37:26,793
she wanted to help people
who were very sick.
785
00:37:26,876 --> 00:37:29,587
So we're going to do
something called an honor walk.
786
00:37:29,671 --> 00:37:31,423
It's very special.
787
00:37:31,506 --> 00:37:32,924
It's for people like Mommy
who are so brave
788
00:37:33,049 --> 00:37:34,718
and chose to help others.
Okay?
789
00:37:34,801 --> 00:37:36,302
-Mm-hmm.
-Yeah?
790
00:37:36,428 --> 00:37:38,430
All right. Yeah.
791
00:37:38,471 --> 00:37:41,016
This is great.
Look at these jellyfish.
792
00:37:41,099 --> 00:37:43,309
Did you do this one?
-Yeah.
793
00:37:43,351 --> 00:37:45,311
-You can tell because it's
your favorite color.
794
00:37:45,437 --> 00:37:46,980
Great.
795
00:37:47,022 --> 00:37:48,648
Wow.
796
00:37:48,690 --> 00:37:51,109
[ Young Fathers'
"Tell Somebody" playing ]
797
00:37:51,276 --> 00:38:00,660
♪♪
798
00:38:00,785 --> 00:38:03,913
-♪ Tell somebody ♪
799
00:38:03,955 --> 00:38:09,169
♪♪
800
00:38:09,210 --> 00:38:14,341
♪♪
801
00:38:14,424 --> 00:38:15,967
♪ Tell somebody ♪
802
00:38:17,385 --> 00:38:20,847
♪ Tell somebody ♪
803
00:38:20,930 --> 00:38:24,351
♪ Tell somebody ♪
804
00:38:24,434 --> 00:38:27,854
♪ Tell somebody ♪
805
00:38:27,937 --> 00:38:31,149
♪ Tell somebody ♪
806
00:38:31,316 --> 00:38:36,529
♪♪
807
00:38:38,531 --> 00:38:40,241
-The stolen ambulance
wasn't reported,
808
00:38:40,283 --> 00:38:41,743
so it's not on your records.
809
00:38:41,785 --> 00:38:44,412
You have Katie to thank
for that.
810
00:38:44,496 --> 00:38:46,998
Well, luckily,
you only made it a few miles.
811
00:38:47,082 --> 00:38:49,793
-Dr. Wolf [clears throat]
I've been thinking,
812
00:38:49,834 --> 00:38:53,004
and I need to step away
from the department.
813
00:38:54,673 --> 00:38:56,925
-Of course.
Take as much time as you need.
814
00:38:56,966 --> 00:38:58,551
Two weeks, a month?
815
00:38:58,635 --> 00:39:00,428
-I was thinking longer
than that.
816
00:39:00,470 --> 00:39:02,639
I need to be there for Liam.
817
00:39:02,681 --> 00:39:05,100
I don't know when I'll be back.
818
00:39:05,141 --> 00:39:06,559
-Well, we need you.
819
00:39:06,643 --> 00:39:09,229
Dr. Markus, you have a gift.
820
00:39:09,312 --> 00:39:10,980
-I always thought
my mirror touch
821
00:39:11,022 --> 00:39:12,982
would make me a better doctor,
822
00:39:13,024 --> 00:39:15,235
that it was my purpose.
823
00:39:15,360 --> 00:39:17,487
But I was wrong.
824
00:39:17,529 --> 00:39:19,114
I need it to be a better dad.
825
00:39:19,197 --> 00:39:22,117
-Well, if I were
in your shoes, I would stay.
826
00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:24,411
Work can be a stabilizing force.
827
00:39:24,494 --> 00:39:25,912
Don't cut yourself off
from that.
828
00:39:26,037 --> 00:39:28,081
-I'm not you, Dr. Wolf.
829
00:39:28,206 --> 00:39:30,875
I need time for myself
and my family.
830
00:39:32,836 --> 00:39:34,713
-I understand.
831
00:39:34,838 --> 00:39:37,757
How about you, Nash?
Can I convince you to stay?
832
00:39:39,050 --> 00:39:42,429
-When I got injured,
doctors were in
833
00:39:42,554 --> 00:39:45,306
and out of the room
telling me what was best for me.
834
00:39:45,432 --> 00:39:48,685
No one ever took the time
to get to know me.
835
00:39:48,727 --> 00:39:52,689
Not the way you take the time
to get to know your patients.
836
00:39:52,731 --> 00:39:54,315
I want to give athletes
837
00:39:54,441 --> 00:39:56,526
the kind of care you taught me
every patient deserves,
838
00:39:56,609 --> 00:39:59,446
the kind of care
I wish I got when I was a kid.
839
00:40:02,073 --> 00:40:03,450
I've gotta go.
840
00:40:06,244 --> 00:40:07,954
-Okay.
841
00:40:08,079 --> 00:40:09,831
-I don't start
for a couple of months,
842
00:40:09,956 --> 00:40:13,460
so I'm gonna help
Van and Liam for a while.
843
00:40:14,794 --> 00:40:18,256
-Well...Bronx General
will miss you.
844
00:40:20,592 --> 00:40:23,553
I'll miss you.
845
00:40:23,595 --> 00:40:26,306
My door is always open.
846
00:40:28,224 --> 00:40:29,976
-Wolf pack forever?
847
00:40:30,935 --> 00:40:32,437
-[ Chuckles ]
848
00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:39,944
♪♪
849
00:40:40,028 --> 00:40:47,452
♪♪
850
00:40:47,535 --> 00:40:56,169
♪♪
851
00:40:56,252 --> 00:40:58,588
[ Running footsteps ]
852
00:40:58,630 --> 00:41:00,006
[ Keys jingling, lock turns ]
853
00:41:00,131 --> 00:41:03,843
[ Door opens ]
854
00:41:05,261 --> 00:41:08,264
[ Horn honks,
dog barks outside ]
855
00:41:11,059 --> 00:41:12,852
-Don't be alarmed.
I know Noah.
856
00:41:15,146 --> 00:41:16,356
-I know.
857
00:41:17,399 --> 00:41:20,068
I knew we'd meet sooner
or later.
858
00:41:20,110 --> 00:41:21,528
-Who are you?
859
00:41:21,653 --> 00:41:24,906
-Sofia.
860
00:41:24,989 --> 00:41:27,158
You look just like him, Oliver.
861
00:41:29,160 --> 00:41:31,204
-Greg, move your head.
862
00:41:36,084 --> 00:41:46,011
♪♪
863
00:41:46,094 --> 00:41:55,854
♪♪
864
00:41:56,021 --> 00:42:06,031
♪♪
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