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Springtime.
A new baseball season.
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Doesn't matter
What you did last year.
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Everyone starts out
Tied for first.
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Wouldn't it be great
If life were like that?
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You had a pretty good year
Last year, ben affleck,
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But we're the same now.
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So, lauren,
First week without wyatt.
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How have you been?
- fantastic.
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I don't need a man.
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I'm rededicating myself
To my craft.
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Ooh!
What's your craft?
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You do something?
- this. You guys.
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Oh.
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I'm rededicating myself
To you.
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A solution ball covered
In useful affirmations...
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Oh, boy.
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Great-smelling
New candles,
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And colorful hats
That help us name our emotions.
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I'm wearing blue
Because I'm hopeful.
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Okay, who wrote,
"You need a man"?
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Not cool.
- hey, guys.
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Good news, ryan.
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I'm doubling down
On your healing.
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"If you catch this,
You suck."
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I guess you suck.
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Now you've all made
Great strides this year.
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I know.
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I've totally overcome
My fear of eating candles.
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But it's no time
To grow complacent.
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These are your new personalized
Healing portfolios.
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They're full of information
On where you've been
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And challenges to get you
Where you're going.
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George, you're holding on
To some anger.
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Maybe it's time to make peace
With your old boss.
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How dare you say
That man's name in front of me?
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I don't think
I did.
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His name
Is also george.
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In fairness to lauren,
That did feel like a trap.
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Now, ryan,
It's been almost a year
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Since janie passed,
And I know you've been looking
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For the perfect place
To spread her ashes.
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Whoa, that's big.
That's really big.
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Yes, but it's
An important step.
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Holding on to the past
Inhibits you
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From forming meaningful
Relationships in the present.
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I don't have a problem
With that.
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I think you do.
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Who here
Isn't satisfied
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By what they're getting
From ryan emotionally?
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- me.
- me.
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I get nothing.
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I text him witticisms,
And he rarely responds.
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It hurts.
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If you think I'm not sensitive
Because I have
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A manly, deep voice,
You're wrong.
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Sorry, I didn't realize
My issues with my wife's ashes
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Were all about you guys.
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Well, now,
You know.
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All right,
You know what?
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It's time.
This has been hanging over me.
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I'm gonna get it done.
That's what a man does.
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- that is not all a man does.
- okay.
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"Stop using
Sexual innuendo
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To avoid
Emotional connection."
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Folder is right.
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I love you all,
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And it scares me.
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- she's in there, yeah?
- mm-hmm.
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Honey?
There's a lot of people
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Out here that'd like to see us
Get married.
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One of those people
Is me.
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This all
Got too big.
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It feels totally incongruous
With who we are.
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Incongruous means
"Not in keeping."
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Thank you.
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We only get to do this once.
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There has to be some size
To it.
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Did there have to be a--
An orchestra? No.
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Did all the l.A. Kings
Have to come?
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No, but it's pretty awesome.
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I'm not coming out.
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It's just not
What I wanted.
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Whoa.
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Bringing the sticks
Was too much.
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We went camping here once.
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Janie had never seen
So many stars in her life,
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And she said
She'd be happy
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To just sit here forever
Counting them.
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- now, I guess she can.
- I was just gonna say that.
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- oh, all right.
- and now, I guess she can.
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Aw, that's really beautiful.
Both: thank you.
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- why are you--why would you--
- I said it first.
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Okay.
Here goes.
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Good-bye for now.
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And now, steven,
Good friend to janie and me,
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Is going to grace us
With a hymn.
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It's what janie
Would've wanted.
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♪ I got shoes ♪
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♪ you got shoes ♪
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♪ all god's children
Got shoes ♪
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Janie really
Would've wanted that?
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Oh, yeah,
Used to crack her up
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How earnest and awful
He is.
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She would just laugh
And laugh.
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♪ I'm gonna walk
All over-- ♪
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- I really like her.
- mm.
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♪ I got wings,
You got wings ♪
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♪ all god's children
Got wings ♪
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♪ when I get to heaven,
Gonna fly all around ♪
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♪ I'm gonna walk
All over god's heaven ♪
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♪ I got a crown,
You got a crown ♪
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♪ all god's children
Got crowns ♪
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♪ well ♪
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There he is, the poster boy
For getting better.
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Thank you all
For your support.
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I still have a lot
Of work to do.
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You know, not as much
As this section here.
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He's right.
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B-team,
We have to step it up.
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I know I'm inspired.
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Thanks to ryan, I'm gonna
Get rid of my wedding stuff.
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- good girl.
- yay.
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Lauren says
I've been fearful
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Since my brother's accident,
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So I'm gonna step out
Of my comfort zone
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And take a risk.
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I feel like
There's a novel in me
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About me and my friends
Making wrong choices
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And growing from them.
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No plot, just life.
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Sounds great, right?
- no.
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Fran, the bitchy one,
Loved crushing dreams.
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This is
So wonderful.
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To be honest,
With my relationship
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With wyatt falling apart,
I really started
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To doubt myself,
You know?
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If I can't make my life work,
How can I help others?
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So, ryan, thank you.
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Thank you
For getting the ball rolling.
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Yes, thank you, ryan.
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So courageous
Spreading those "Ashes."
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If I weren't holding pennies,
I'd be air-quoting right now.
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What is this?
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When you spread
The ashes,
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I couldn't help but notice
An atypical dispersal pattern.
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I have great insight
Into these matters
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As a scientist
And as an oddball.
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So I took a sample
Of the ashes home.
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Oh, god.
He made a new janie.
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I mixed it up
In water,
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Fried it, tasted it,
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And it was
A delicious pancake, ryan.
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It was bisquick.
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You spread bisquick.
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All right,
Can we please consider the...
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Okay, listen.
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All: oh!
- oh, my god!
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- ryan.
- I knew it!
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Ooh!
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Look, I was
Freaking out.
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I was all set to do it,
I picked out a good place,
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But then, I got haunted
By the memories
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Of my wedding day,
And I lost my nerve.
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Why didn't
You tell us?
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Because I feel
So much pressure to be better,
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And I'm not.
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I tried dating.
That was a complete disaster.
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I still wake up every night
At 1:23 a.M.
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I mean, is anybody in here
Doing better?
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Raise your hand
If you're still miserable.
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- ah.
- I am.
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- I am.
- yeah, me too.
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When did you pick up
All the pennies?
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And why am I not even wondering
Why you came in with them?
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I'm sorry
That you feel this way, ryan.
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I want to spread
The ashes.
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I desperately want
To move on,
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But I don't have the tools.
- then, I'm off the hook too.
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I'm not ready to say good-bye
To my wedding stuff.
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- what?
- I'm out too.
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I'm tired of writing
This novel.
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It was all going great
Till k's pancake thing.
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Now, I just feel
Like I'm stalled.
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So you're all quitting?
Well, I did my part.
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I invited that jackass
Sergeant davies for nothing.
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Hey, whoa, whoa.
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Who you callin' a jackass,
You rookie?
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Oh?
Here we go.
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How come
You call me now?
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You askin'
For a wire?
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Well, we did solid police work
Back in my day.
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Your day
Is over, old man.
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Oh, yeah.
I don't help.
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This doesn't help.
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Oh, this is awful.
Ugh. Ohh.
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I relapsed!
- he relapsed.
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She's wearing
The yellow hat now.
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What do you think
That means?
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Depression?
Failure?
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Actually, I think
That's just her hat.
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Oh, sweetie.
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Ryan, that poor bastard.
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I know how bad that hurts,
To feel so stuck.
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I'm gonna help him.
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I wanna do the same
For lauren
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Much like lauren-ia
In my novel.
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She can rescue everyone
But herself.
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That sounds dreadful.
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"That sounds dreadful,"
Cried jealous fran
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As she lay dying.
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So let's do it.
You two help lauren.
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Anne and I
Will handle ryan.
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All right, k, but if
We're gonna work together,
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We're gonna have to follow
Certain guidelines.
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For starters,
State and federal laws.
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Well, the only laws
I abide by
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Are the laws of physics...
- mm-hmm.
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The law
Of supply and demand,
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And jude law, who talks to me
Through his movies,
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Like the talented mr. Ripley,
Or as I call it,
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Buy a winnebago,
Mr. K.
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She needs a win.
You know what she'd love?
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A new tragedy to fix.
- totally.
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It's gotta be
Something easy,
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Not like our actual problems,
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Which are deep-rooted,
Complex, and painful.
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You really need
To get over the cat thing.
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It's just not anything.
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We'll make up a problem,
Let her fix it.
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Yes, but it has
To be something meaty.
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A nuclear holocaust.
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Mm,
Feels a little too meaty.
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I'm sorry, let's go with
The great idea you didn't say.
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Hey, guys.
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- not good, lauren.
- I'm sorry?
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- we just got some bad news.
- aw.
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- there was a nuclear h--
- family that lost a member.
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A...
- man.
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A friend from our job
At the hospital.
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He died
Really sadly.
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Oh, my god.
You guys, I'm so sorry.
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What was his name?
- his name was xander.
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Which is weird
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Because who would choose
The name "Xander"?
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You're right--
Maybe his parents
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Should have
Named him something
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That was a great idea,
Like "Nuclear holocaust."
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Xander is dead.
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Why?
250
00:09:35,408 --> 00:09:38,076
That's not gonna help, sonia.
Nothing will.
251
00:09:38,077 --> 00:09:40,370
No, no, are you kidding?
I'm here!
252
00:09:40,371 --> 00:09:43,749
I'm gonna get you guys
Through the loss of xander.
253
00:09:43,750 --> 00:09:47,044
Why is my door open?
What's happening here?
254
00:09:47,045 --> 00:09:48,754
Dude, I think
You've been robbed.
255
00:09:48,755 --> 00:09:50,005
Well, it's a good thing
256
00:09:50,006 --> 00:09:52,758
I've got my karate expert friend
Here with me.
257
00:09:52,759 --> 00:09:54,009
Well, that's a bit
Of a stereotype.
258
00:09:54,010 --> 00:09:55,385
You happen to be good
At karate.
259
00:09:55,386 --> 00:09:56,762
A guy like me
Couldn't have a gun?
260
00:09:56,763 --> 00:09:57,763
Would you like to have
A gun?
261
00:09:58,890 --> 00:10:00,307
I don't think
You should have a gun.
262
00:10:02,644 --> 00:10:03,644
Yeah?
263
00:10:03,645 --> 00:10:05,062
Ryan king.
264
00:10:05,063 --> 00:10:06,730
Sorry.
265
00:10:06,731 --> 00:10:09,191
Ryan king, by now,
You're probably wondering
266
00:10:09,192 --> 00:10:10,442
What my note means.
267
00:10:10,443 --> 00:10:12,194
Mr. K?
What note?
268
00:10:12,195 --> 00:10:14,279
You didn't get
The note?
269
00:10:14,280 --> 00:10:16,990
What--I told you
That we were calling too early.
270
00:10:16,991 --> 00:10:18,784
You always need
A half-hour grace period
271
00:10:18,785 --> 00:10:20,285
With a ransom note.
272
00:10:20,286 --> 00:10:23,748
Ryan, be a dear
And check the living room table.
273
00:10:25,124 --> 00:10:26,792
Oh, my god.
274
00:10:26,793 --> 00:10:28,836
"We have janie"?
Son of a bitch.
275
00:10:28,837 --> 00:10:30,671
You stole her ashes?
276
00:10:30,672 --> 00:10:32,422
Stole her ashes?
We spread her ashes yesterday.
277
00:10:32,423 --> 00:10:33,841
That was pancake mix.
278
00:10:33,842 --> 00:10:35,801
Where are you?
Get back here now.
279
00:10:35,802 --> 00:10:38,846
King, it's me.
It's tough love time.
280
00:10:38,847 --> 00:10:41,807
So anne and I
Slipped in and out of your house
281
00:10:41,808 --> 00:10:43,809
Like master criminals.
282
00:10:43,810 --> 00:10:44,977
Why is my robe
Down here?
283
00:10:44,978 --> 00:10:46,979
I took a bath
While we were there
284
00:10:46,980 --> 00:10:49,481
Like a master criminal.
285
00:10:49,482 --> 00:10:51,900
We are taking janie
Back up to the lake.
286
00:10:51,901 --> 00:10:54,361
At 6 p.M.,
We're gonna spread her ashes
287
00:10:54,362 --> 00:10:55,863
Whether you're there
Or not.
288
00:10:55,864 --> 00:10:57,406
No. No, no, no.
Get back here.
289
00:10:57,407 --> 00:10:59,491
Steven has a gun.
- passed it.
290
00:10:59,492 --> 00:11:00,659
You've gotta let go, buddy.
291
00:11:00,660 --> 00:11:02,828
You said yourself
You wanted to do this.
292
00:11:02,829 --> 00:11:03,912
We're gonna help you
Do it.
293
00:11:03,913 --> 00:11:06,999
It'll be beautiful.
294
00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:10,295
These people
You hang out with.
295
00:11:11,796 --> 00:11:13,922
Well, it's not crazy
That I brought it up.
296
00:11:13,923 --> 00:11:16,842
Lauren, this is
Really helping.
297
00:11:16,843 --> 00:11:18,135
I'm not missing xander
At all.
298
00:11:18,136 --> 00:11:20,012
Frankly,
I'm glad he's dead.
299
00:11:20,013 --> 00:11:21,930
I just read
About therapeutic pottery,
300
00:11:21,931 --> 00:11:23,807
And this seemed
Like the perfect application.
301
00:11:23,808 --> 00:11:25,225
Maybe I'm good
At this.
302
00:11:25,226 --> 00:11:28,854
Maybe I feel better
Emotionally and physically.
303
00:11:28,855 --> 00:11:32,858
Thanks to you,
I think I can do this again.
304
00:11:35,778 --> 00:11:36,778
Oh.
305
00:11:36,779 --> 00:11:37,946
Do you know
306
00:11:37,947 --> 00:11:39,907
How much this would've hurt
Before you?
307
00:11:44,913 --> 00:11:46,371
I can't come out.
I'm too tense.
308
00:11:46,372 --> 00:11:47,873
Hey, buddy.
309
00:11:47,874 --> 00:11:49,374
Listen, I know you got a lot
Going on right now,
310
00:11:49,375 --> 00:11:52,377
But I'm getting a real vibe
From janie's sister.
311
00:11:52,378 --> 00:11:55,130
Would it be cool if I--
- not cool, steven.
312
00:11:55,131 --> 00:11:57,007
Okay, yeah.
313
00:11:57,008 --> 00:11:59,927
You have to tell everyone
To go, ryan.
314
00:11:59,928 --> 00:12:02,888
You did this.
Now you fix it.
315
00:12:02,889 --> 00:12:06,016
I gotta find
Those ashes, steven.
316
00:12:06,017 --> 00:12:07,935
Is that k's winnebago?
317
00:12:07,936 --> 00:12:09,811
- yeah.
- solid ride.
318
00:12:09,812 --> 00:12:10,979
Jude law wasn't wrong.
319
00:12:12,398 --> 00:12:14,942
Lauren!
What are you doing here?
320
00:12:14,943 --> 00:12:16,777
I'm sorry to bother you
At work,
321
00:12:16,778 --> 00:12:18,570
But after rocking
Your grief therapy,
322
00:12:18,571 --> 00:12:20,906
I realized
I have a larger mission.
323
00:12:20,907 --> 00:12:22,950
There's a whole group
Of your co-workers here
324
00:12:22,951 --> 00:12:24,785
Mourning the loss
Of xander.
325
00:12:24,786 --> 00:12:26,578
Actually, the hospital
Has counselors.
326
00:12:26,579 --> 00:12:28,121
Oh, who?
Dr. Kingsley?
327
00:12:28,122 --> 00:12:29,331
Hack.
Who said that?
328
00:12:29,332 --> 00:12:30,958
Alcoholic.
329
00:12:30,959 --> 00:12:32,793
There it is again.
It's so weird.
330
00:12:32,794 --> 00:12:36,046
Anyway, I'd love to help them
Cope with xander's loss,
331
00:12:36,047 --> 00:12:37,255
Like I helped you.
332
00:12:37,256 --> 00:12:39,967
That's nice,
But he was kind of a jag.
333
00:12:39,968 --> 00:12:40,968
No one liked him, so...
334
00:12:40,969 --> 00:12:42,970
Oh, that's the grief talking.
335
00:12:42,971 --> 00:12:46,890
I will be back tomorrow
To heal.
336
00:12:46,891 --> 00:12:48,016
I can't lie to her
Like this.
337
00:12:48,017 --> 00:12:50,310
Lauren.
- look! She's pez!
338
00:12:50,311 --> 00:12:52,854
That's the kind of fun stuff
We do at the hospital.
339
00:12:52,855 --> 00:12:57,193
See you tomorrow!
340
00:13:00,405 --> 00:13:02,030
- mr. K!
- ahh!
341
00:13:02,031 --> 00:13:04,491
- no!
- this doesn't happen.
342
00:13:04,492 --> 00:13:06,952
This is a sick, demented thing
That's happening here.
343
00:13:06,953 --> 00:13:09,371
Give me my ashes.
- no. It's for your own good.
344
00:13:09,372 --> 00:13:10,414
We're gonna spread 'em
At the lake.
345
00:13:10,415 --> 00:13:11,623
The lake
Isn't good enough.
346
00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:13,125
I need to come up
With a better place.
347
00:13:13,126 --> 00:13:14,960
It's just an excuse
To avoid!
348
00:13:14,961 --> 00:13:16,128
The lake's everything
You need.
349
00:13:16,129 --> 00:13:18,130
We come from water.
We go back to water.
350
00:13:18,131 --> 00:13:20,048
You spread 'em, sobby, sobby,
Bob's your uncle.
351
00:13:20,049 --> 00:13:21,883
Uhh!
If anything happens to--
352
00:13:21,884 --> 00:13:23,135
Oh, we were
Very careful.
353
00:13:23,136 --> 00:13:25,303
We never let them
Out of our sight.
354
00:13:25,304 --> 00:13:26,304
- aah!
- oh, no, no, no, no!
355
00:13:28,141 --> 00:13:30,142
Stop! Stop! Stop! Stop!
356
00:13:34,147 --> 00:13:36,898
Oh.
357
00:13:39,193 --> 00:13:42,654
♪ I got shoes ♪
358
00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:45,991
♪ you got shoes ♪
359
00:13:45,992 --> 00:13:47,617
♪ all god's children ♪
360
00:13:47,618 --> 00:13:52,414
♪ got shoes ♪
361
00:13:52,415 --> 00:13:55,375
♪ everybody's talkin'
'bout heaven ♪
362
00:13:55,376 --> 00:13:58,046
♪ and I'm goin'
To heaven ♪
363
00:14:00,381 --> 00:14:03,008
My first instinct
Was to tell lauren the truth,
364
00:14:03,009 --> 00:14:04,051
But I'm glad you convinced me
To make this work.
365
00:14:04,052 --> 00:14:06,178
Xander now fully exists.
366
00:14:06,179 --> 00:14:07,304
I got some photos
Of my neighbor,
367
00:14:07,305 --> 00:14:08,972
And with the help
Of photoshop,
368
00:14:08,973 --> 00:14:11,016
We have pictures from marching
Band to med school.
369
00:14:11,017 --> 00:14:12,059
Whoa.
370
00:14:12,060 --> 00:14:13,977
Behold our bereaved
Co-workers.
371
00:14:13,978 --> 00:14:16,021
They're actually
A mish-mosh of day laborers,
372
00:14:16,022 --> 00:14:18,356
Desperate norwegian backpackers,
And an actor
373
00:14:18,357 --> 00:14:19,983
Who does background work
On rizzoli & isles.
374
00:14:19,984 --> 00:14:21,902
One thought.
What if my character
375
00:14:21,903 --> 00:14:24,154
Had a nervous tick?
376
00:14:24,155 --> 00:14:25,697
Eh? Wouldn't that make me
More memorable?
377
00:14:25,698 --> 00:14:28,075
What if you did the part
As written?
378
00:14:28,076 --> 00:14:29,576
I scripted
The whole thing.
379
00:14:29,577 --> 00:14:33,205
It was work, but it'll be
Worth it for lauren.
380
00:14:33,206 --> 00:14:34,498
Hello.
381
00:14:34,499 --> 00:14:35,540
Hi.
382
00:14:35,541 --> 00:14:37,417
Hello, everyone.
383
00:14:37,418 --> 00:14:38,710
I'm lauren bennett,
384
00:14:38,711 --> 00:14:41,296
And I'm honored
That you're trusting me
385
00:14:41,297 --> 00:14:43,173
With your healing
Over the loss of xander.
386
00:14:43,174 --> 00:14:45,175
I ask that you open
Your hearts
387
00:14:45,176 --> 00:14:47,135
As this process
Is a two-way street.
388
00:14:47,136 --> 00:14:49,096
I'm healed.
389
00:14:49,097 --> 00:14:51,181
Was it my soothing tone
Of voice?
390
00:14:51,182 --> 00:14:52,432
Yes.
391
00:14:52,433 --> 00:14:54,392
I can only give you
As much as you give me.
392
00:14:54,393 --> 00:14:56,603
Yolanda and sonia honor me
Day after day
393
00:14:56,604 --> 00:14:59,314
With their openness
And their honesty,
394
00:14:59,315 --> 00:15:01,233
Bravely bearing
Their true selves.
395
00:15:01,234 --> 00:15:02,567
It's a lie!
396
00:15:02,568 --> 00:15:04,236
- xander never existed.
- no.
397
00:15:04,237 --> 00:15:05,195
We made him up
Because we wanted you
398
00:15:05,196 --> 00:15:06,530
To feel good
At your job.
399
00:15:06,531 --> 00:15:08,073
I'm sorry.
400
00:15:08,074 --> 00:15:10,242
I like writing a character
Without a conscience,
401
00:15:10,243 --> 00:15:11,743
But I'm not donia.
402
00:15:11,744 --> 00:15:13,245
It was wrong of yolanda
To put all this together.
403
00:15:13,246 --> 00:15:15,080
Yolanda, is this true?
404
00:15:15,081 --> 00:15:18,583
I--I don't--
405
00:15:18,584 --> 00:15:20,085
I'm gonna [bleep] You up.
406
00:15:20,086 --> 00:15:22,254
You guys pity me?
407
00:15:22,255 --> 00:15:25,340
I don't even know
How to respond to this.
408
00:15:25,341 --> 00:15:27,092
Ms. Bennett,
Thank god you're here.
409
00:15:27,093 --> 00:15:31,680
I just miss xander
So...Much.
410
00:15:35,434 --> 00:15:38,436
Lauren,
I am so sorry.
411
00:15:38,437 --> 00:15:39,646
We just wanted
To get you back
412
00:15:39,647 --> 00:15:42,607
To your awesome, confident,
Insightful self.
413
00:15:42,608 --> 00:15:43,650
Well, it's official.
414
00:15:43,651 --> 00:15:45,610
This group
Doesn't help anyone.
415
00:15:45,611 --> 00:15:47,320
It just makes things worse.
416
00:15:47,321 --> 00:15:50,031
That's not true.
417
00:15:50,032 --> 00:15:51,324
- we made his thing worse.
- yeah.
418
00:15:51,325 --> 00:15:53,243
Thanks to beard-o
And loudy over here,
419
00:15:53,244 --> 00:15:55,245
Janie's ashes
Are gonna spend eternity
420
00:15:55,246 --> 00:15:56,621
In a place
Of great significance--
421
00:15:56,622 --> 00:15:59,207
A gas station
Off of route 145.
422
00:15:59,208 --> 00:16:01,376
There was some ashes left.
423
00:16:01,377 --> 00:16:03,211
Yeah.
A mouse amount.
424
00:16:03,212 --> 00:16:05,088
And had my wife
Been a mouse,
425
00:16:05,089 --> 00:16:06,214
Then this would be
The appropriate amount.
426
00:16:07,508 --> 00:16:09,009
This was supposed
To be perfect,
427
00:16:09,010 --> 00:16:10,468
And then,
It got all...
428
00:16:10,469 --> 00:16:12,304
- loudy and beard-oed.
- yeah.
429
00:16:12,305 --> 00:16:14,723
This is not a great moment
For me.
430
00:16:14,724 --> 00:16:16,641
Lauren, I see
An insight brewing.
431
00:16:16,642 --> 00:16:18,685
You mentioned
Your wedding earlier.
432
00:16:18,686 --> 00:16:21,104
- she's back.
- way too soon.
433
00:16:21,105 --> 00:16:23,356
You said it haunted you.
Why?
434
00:16:23,357 --> 00:16:26,818
I made it too big.
Had to be epic.
435
00:16:26,819 --> 00:16:29,196
It's not what she wanted.
I screwed it up.
436
00:16:29,197 --> 00:16:30,322
And janie
Would just smile
437
00:16:30,323 --> 00:16:32,324
And say that I had
A whole lifetime
438
00:16:32,325 --> 00:16:33,408
To make it up
To her.
439
00:16:33,409 --> 00:16:35,202
Well, I didn't.
440
00:16:35,203 --> 00:16:37,370
And this is your last chance
To get something right for her.
441
00:16:37,371 --> 00:16:38,455
That's a lot
Of pressure.
442
00:16:38,456 --> 00:16:40,415
Yeah,
It's a lot of pressure,
443
00:16:40,416 --> 00:16:41,416
And it needs
To be perfect.
444
00:16:41,417 --> 00:16:43,168
So should it be
Over a cliff?
445
00:16:43,169 --> 00:16:44,419
Should it be
Under a rainbow?
446
00:16:44,420 --> 00:16:47,214
Should there be doves?
Janie hated doves.
447
00:16:47,215 --> 00:16:49,382
You want it to be big,
You want it to be perfect,
448
00:16:49,383 --> 00:16:53,345
Just like your wedding.
449
00:16:53,346 --> 00:16:54,471
- she's back.
- I knew it.
450
00:16:54,472 --> 00:16:56,348
I didn't wanna ruin it,
But I wanted it.
451
00:16:56,349 --> 00:16:58,516
She didn't want it then.
452
00:16:58,517 --> 00:17:00,310
She doesn't
Need it now.
453
00:17:00,311 --> 00:17:01,686
It doesn't need
To be perfect.
454
00:17:01,687 --> 00:17:04,690
It just needs
To be you.
455
00:17:12,531 --> 00:17:16,202
He likes us again,
Beard-o.
456
00:17:21,582 --> 00:17:22,582
Okay, here's the plan.
457
00:17:22,583 --> 00:17:24,584
I'm gonna say,
"Hey, honey,"
458
00:17:24,585 --> 00:17:26,419
And then you guys,
All at the same time,
459
00:17:26,420 --> 00:17:29,547
Say, "We love you, janie.
Please come out."
460
00:17:29,548 --> 00:17:32,217
Okay?
Hey, honey.
461
00:17:32,218 --> 00:17:33,551
Is anybody else out there
With you?
462
00:17:33,552 --> 00:17:34,552
All right, go.
Get out of here.
463
00:17:34,553 --> 00:17:36,304
How dare you?
Go, go, go.
464
00:17:36,305 --> 00:17:40,350
No, just me.
465
00:17:43,437 --> 00:17:45,563
I have an idea.
Just come out.
466
00:17:45,564 --> 00:17:47,649
I'm--I won't make you go
Into the church.
467
00:17:47,650 --> 00:17:49,442
I just--I wanna take you
Some place
468
00:17:49,443 --> 00:17:52,780
I think
Might calm you down.
469
00:17:59,120 --> 00:18:01,621
Wow.
470
00:18:01,622 --> 00:18:05,626
Come on.
471
00:18:08,796 --> 00:18:10,797
That's right.
Get all that anger out.
472
00:18:10,798 --> 00:18:12,507
Smash one
For the orchestra,
473
00:18:12,508 --> 00:18:15,719
And the horse-drawn carriage
I ordered for us for later
474
00:18:15,720 --> 00:18:16,845
That you don't know
About yet.
475
00:18:16,846 --> 00:18:17,929
What?
476
00:18:17,930 --> 00:18:22,475
You are so cute
When you're mad.
477
00:18:22,476 --> 00:18:23,643
Ugh!
478
00:18:23,644 --> 00:18:26,271
Whoa, look at that.
- feels good, right?
479
00:18:26,272 --> 00:18:29,357
Ohh, it feels so good.
480
00:18:30,860 --> 00:18:33,153
Uhh!
481
00:18:33,154 --> 00:18:35,363
We came here
On our third date, right?
482
00:18:35,364 --> 00:18:37,657
Thought I was overdressed then.
483
00:18:37,658 --> 00:18:39,576
Ah, she remembers.
484
00:18:41,787 --> 00:18:45,665
I remember you.
485
00:18:45,666 --> 00:18:48,209
I remember the way
You looked at me that night
486
00:18:48,210 --> 00:18:50,629
For the first time.
487
00:19:17,239 --> 00:19:18,865
Ted williams said
That the hardest thing
488
00:19:18,866 --> 00:19:21,284
To do in sport
Is to hit a baseball.
489
00:19:21,285 --> 00:19:22,911
A round ball, round bat,
490
00:19:22,912 --> 00:19:27,499
And you have
To hit it square.
491
00:19:27,500 --> 00:19:29,876
Let's see what you got.
Hit one for me.
492
00:19:29,877 --> 00:19:31,587
Okay.
493
00:19:33,255 --> 00:19:35,715
It's not easy,
But when you connect,
494
00:19:35,716 --> 00:19:37,717
And you hear that sound,
You just--
495
00:19:37,718 --> 00:19:40,678
You just feel like everything
Is gonna be okay.
496
00:19:51,023 --> 00:19:52,816
It may feel
Like a solitary sport
497
00:19:52,817 --> 00:19:54,359
When you step
Into the box,
498
00:19:54,360 --> 00:19:57,028
But the truth is
You're one of nine.
499
00:19:57,029 --> 00:19:58,780
It's important
To honor the past,
500
00:19:58,781 --> 00:20:00,573
But there's a time
To move forward.
501
00:20:00,574 --> 00:20:02,534
Ryan started it off
With the ashes.
502
00:20:02,535 --> 00:20:04,577
And I'll follow.
503
00:20:04,578 --> 00:20:06,579
Wedding invitations.
504
00:20:07,957 --> 00:20:09,791
My wedding dress,
505
00:20:09,792 --> 00:20:11,876
The one thing
Angus got right.
506
00:20:11,877 --> 00:20:15,296
100% pure silk.
507
00:20:16,424 --> 00:20:19,467
Oh!
Damn it, angus!
508
00:20:19,468 --> 00:20:21,886
Patty thought
The l.A. Lesbian art community
509
00:20:21,887 --> 00:20:23,805
Didn't get
Enough support.
510
00:20:23,806 --> 00:20:27,892
There's a reason
For that.
511
00:20:29,270 --> 00:20:30,770
I feel so inspired.
512
00:20:30,771 --> 00:20:33,565
Everyone's making
Such a big move.
513
00:20:33,566 --> 00:20:34,816
I should
Do something.
514
00:20:34,817 --> 00:20:36,401
Lauren challenged you
To conquer your fear.
515
00:20:36,402 --> 00:20:38,903
You know, skinny-dipping
In that dark lake over there,
516
00:20:38,904 --> 00:20:40,572
That'd be
Pretty scary.
517
00:20:40,573 --> 00:20:44,492
Maybe.
Not gonna do it.
518
00:20:44,493 --> 00:20:45,493
- come on.
- no.
519
00:20:45,494 --> 00:20:46,494
Come on!
520
00:20:46,495 --> 00:20:48,746
Lauren, what you've done--
521
00:20:48,747 --> 00:20:49,956
I mean,
When I first met you guys,
522
00:20:49,957 --> 00:20:51,958
I thought you were just
A bunch of weirdoes.
523
00:20:51,959 --> 00:20:53,626
And now, you're the most
Important people
524
00:20:53,627 --> 00:20:54,752
In the world to me.
525
00:20:54,753 --> 00:20:56,629
This group works.
526
00:20:56,630 --> 00:20:58,715
- come on!
- I swear to god.
527
00:20:58,716 --> 00:20:59,883
Fine.
528
00:20:59,884 --> 00:21:03,845
Ryan, let's show this kid
How to live.
529
00:21:03,846 --> 00:21:05,805
Ryan.
- I'm not going.
530
00:21:05,806 --> 00:21:06,890
- ryan!
- no.
531
00:21:06,891 --> 00:21:09,559
Ryan?
532
00:21:09,560 --> 00:21:11,644
That's not to say there isn't
Room for improvement.
533
00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:12,770
- oh, yeah.
- mm-hmm.
534
00:21:12,771 --> 00:21:14,606
Guys,
In all the excitement,
535
00:21:14,607 --> 00:21:16,941
I forgot I don't know
How to swim.
536
00:21:16,942 --> 00:21:18,943
- let's go.
- oh, boy.
537
00:21:18,944 --> 00:21:20,695
- relax!
- it's only three feet deep.
538
00:21:20,696 --> 00:21:21,946
Put this on.
539
00:21:21,947 --> 00:21:24,115
I'm--I'm not saving you
While you're naked.
540
00:21:24,116 --> 00:21:25,618
I need to find
A new group.
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