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Previously on Married to Medicine.

Can I get a vote for us to go to the
Bahamas? I'm in! We are

not really a cohesive group at all.

But I think a little vacation just might
be what we need to fix this.

Welcome to Grand Bahamas and also the
Free Bowl.

Yes! Bahamas, I'm here, honey! I need
this!

Yes!

I just feel like y 'all didn't do sh...

Like, I was four months pregnant with
twins, and y 'all couldn't even send me

bouquet together?

I'm not going to say I'm sorry at all.

The reality is you and Mariah are not
friends.

I'm not going to have a conversation
with somebody I don't think is

I will not do it. You're a dumb bitch.
You're a dumb bitch.

So we're going to repair things with our
partners, but we're also going to...

hair with a different spouse oh lord
we've been through so much in our

i'm just at a place where i feel like if
you don't have trust you don't have a

marriage

You're going to come to the circle and
you're going to be joined by your

husband, Cecil.

Partner swapping is a perfect
opportunity for each person in the

be able to share what's on their heart
without actually having to say it to

their mate. They're going to talk about
arguing.

This ain't new to me.

This ain't my first rodeo on this
subject.

It gives different perspectives.

about the same issues.

And I think in a marriage, you need
someone else's perspective besides your

and besides your spouse's. I've been a
little bothered because some things have

been on my mind.

It's a little disheartening when you and
I get so loud and the kids

cry.

I was actually going to surprise you
with this. I don't need a surprise. Let

just tell you about it first. Toya,
you're not listening. No, let me finish.

feel you getting excited.

Don't okay me like, whatever, bitch. All
right. I don't want to sit here and be

going back and forth in front of the
kids raising our voice. I'm not raising

voice. Yes, please. How could you not
see that?

It's scary for me because it makes me
feel like my kids are going to turn

and do the same thing to their wife, and
I don't want that.

When my father and mother divorced, I
remember that time when she went to get

our stuff from my father and I heard
them arguing inside the house and then I

heard a crash of something and then my
mom stormed out.

As a child, I just wanted to cry.

And that feeling right there is
something that you just don't want your

to have to feel.

We both have to take ownership when we
talk about arguing in front of folks.

We've talked about it and we say we're
going to work on it and it just doesn't

work.

we have to keep working on it.

I mean, we're in this together.

And as a husband, I don't like it
either. It hurts me too.

It was like being in a room where your
spouse is looking through the mirror and

they really can't say anything.

You can say what you really know you
need to say without being interrupted.

Toya, there's a certain way that you
come off.

sometimes, that's kind of rough.

You can be mean sometimes.

And your friends even know.

It's tough dealing with, even your
friends know it's tough being your

They want to be your friend. I want to
be your husband.

But it can be rough.

Can I be truthful with you? Please.

You say some disrespectful shit to him.

I mean, you might not see this, but it
might not be so much him.

Every time there's conflict, somebody is
trying to gain power, and I think that

that's her only power because she
probably feels like she's not bringing

to the table or she's not doing enough,
so she puts him down to make herself

feel better. Oh, my God, it cringes me
sometimes when you say something,

and that's a good man that loves you.

Look, the thing is this.

Why do people do things? Why do people
say mean things? It's real simple.

You really just say it because you're
hurting.

When I felt like Heavenly was
disrespected, you know why I said

Because I was hurt. It was on my mind
for weeks.

So I knew when I saw you, I was going to
come and say it. You said something

that bothered me. Don't disrespect my
wife like that. I'm telling you, man to

man, I don't like it. I don't want it to
happen again. I never meant to

disrespect you or your wife.

All right, guys.

Great talking to you.

Yeah.

You know, I think sometimes there's some
tact.

And at a charity event for abused women,

For you to attack me almost and say, you
disrespected my wife, you disrespected

me, that was confrontational.

I'll be the first to admit I hold
grudges.

It's terrible of me, but I do.

And I was pissed because I thought that
was totally inappropriate, uncalled for,

and inopportune.

You're right. I could have done it in a
different setting, something like that.

I'm sorry I wasn't patient. But what it
is, I'm telling you I'm sorry.

And I'm not saying it on some bull crap.
I'm telling you.

To your eyes, from my heart, I
apologize.

I don't have an ego about it, you know?
If I've done something that made someone

feel a way that I didn't intend, then
it's okay for me to apologize, you know?

don't have a problem with that at all.
I'm willing to reset that clock, Damon.

I'm willing to reset the clock, too.

I don't want trouble.

I don't want anger to keep going on. I
don't want our wives bickering. If

they're bickering because of their own
issues, hey, they'll work it out.

Here's the thing at the end of the day
is this. I think in this circle, we also

have to hold other people accountable
for their actions. And this is what I

by this. When things are wrong, when
you're sitting around... Be careful what

you say now. Be careful what you say.

Yeah.

When things are wrong and you're sitting
around not opening your mouth to say,

hey, you're wrong for saying that, then
you're just as wrong. You really?

There is a lot of hypocrisy here.

and too many double standards.

Nobody had our back when they talked
about our child.

Nobody stood up for us and said, voting?
What the hell are we about to vote on?

Do what, girl? Stop.

Mariah is not coming to any more of our
events.

That's definitely the case. No, I see no
point.

Wait a minute. Hold up.

Can I talk? Y 'all set up like freaking
middle school kids and voted me out.

Exactly. That's bullshit.

Nobody, not Jackie.

Nobody stood up for me. You know what?
My temper, the huck is coming out. The

huck is coming out right now.

The huck is coming out?

I don't think nobody really cares.

But bring the huck out. It might be fun.

The huck is coming out right now because
you know what? Every single one of you

did something to my wife, which means
you did something to me. And I didn't

anything to anybody.

Every single one of you voted me out.

Exactly. Don't say that. No. Because I
was there. I seen that.

Girl, stop. We're late.

Let me just say this. I never had
anybody to vote.

Oh, really?

Yeah, she didn't make them vote, but she
damn sure didn't stop it. And a lot of

them were voting to accommodate her, the
same way they are picking sides now to

accommodate her.

So Ms. Quad may want to step back and
ask herself, does she bring this group

together or tear this group apart?

There are some things that y 'all have
done to a lot of people in this group.

What did we do to you guys?

That made us a little nervous about
having your back.

Mariah needs to take ownership that she
has hurt every last person in this

group. When you have a child, when you
birth a child, your job is to protect

them. And I think you can do that with
an adopted child.

That's not the same. You really don't
even have a clue. I'm not even being

funny. You are a master manipulator.
Let's be real. I'm the tree. And you are

tree.

I know way too pretty to talk to you.
Let me tell you something.

Let me tell you. You have not
apologized.

Nobody is talking but you. You are being
fake right now because you are.

Don't call my wife fake. I'm sorry.
Don't call my wife fake. No, because the

truth is, nobody... Wait, wait, no, sit
back. There's something nice

about you, and that's the only reason I
got no... Hold on, hold on.

She ain't never said nothing, and no
hair dresser. Hold on, hold on.

You're hurt.

He's hurt, man, all right? This was
almost the perfect night.

Almost? We were right at the finish
line. If we had just cut it off 10

ago.

We don't have to explain it tonight, but
go home and look in the mirror and

acknowledge what was done wrong.

I was sitting in the hospital thinking
about what I did wrong.

So don't you sing that to me. But what
I'm saying to you, brother, is I thought

about it long and very hard, Ms. Quad.

I didn't say you didn't.

Yeah, I saw your face right now. Fix
your face, girl. I saw it. No, you fix

yours because I saw it. I saw it.

Regardless of what you think, I care
about you. You didn't understand that.

Don't do that.

Don't be talking about I can tell and
all of that.

I definitely think Mariah is still
holding a grudge towards me. I mean, I

over to her house. I tried to extend the
olive branch.

I brought flowers and damn balloons, and
it's still not enough.

I mean, what does she want from me?

an arm, a leg, or my head on a platter.

It's a lot of hurt here across the
board.

And we have to get to a point where we
acknowledge that.

And how can we be better?

I think that the miscarriage has
probably poured salt in old wounds that

not healed with Mariah.

And coming back around the ladies again
is just a reminder of how deep those

wounds are.

And the fact that they're not healed
yet.

I want to thank you all for coming. We
will not see everybody tomorrow because

we're all going to be leaving, heading
off to our flight.

Safe travels to you all.

Coming up.

Were you mad at me about the whole
situation that I brought up about us

around our friends?

Y 'all better check that bitch. It's
going to be real ugly.

About five more seconds.

Hey, Daddy.

How are you?

How you feel?

With everything that's going on with my
dad, it's so wonderful to be back home.

Look at this.

Squeeze it tight. Squeeze it tight. Look
at that. Hey, look at me.

What was your best part of the trip,
honey? Because the people were very busy

the trip, don't you think?

But I was just like, this is really not
a vacation that I would normally have

whatsoever.

Look, I'm just glad to see you not in
any beef, and I'm very proud of how you

handled the whole thing this weekend.

Well, moving forward, I don't see myself
having a relationship with she who

shall not be named. You know, we could
be in the same room, but we don't have

speak. Derek, I need you to...

What did I say?

I will never forget her behavior or her
action.

You don't know how to do anything
without me, Jerry. I'm sick of it. You

bad attitude.

I don't.

I'm just having some fun.

Hey, look at me.

I live for the good life. Why doesn't he
have on little

boy clothing?

It's a polo. It's a boy.

Tell her you need it. something with a
truck.

Look at my penny.

They were looking like breast cancer
socks from a dentist. They're red.

What

you

done got us into this time? I was trying
to think of something for your way for

you to relax. I know you've been
stressed out.

Get me a massage.

There's gonna be a massage for your
feet. Just like when we went to that.

What was that? Colon cleansing thing.

Oh, you know you liked it. Hell no.
Well, you was an advocate of it at

Whatever. I'm not trying to be Jackie,
but I am all about, you know, cleaning

system. So this detox is going to help
Eugene and I get rid of all the

impurities we took in in the Bahamas.

We are doing foot detox, right? Yes,
today it's foot detox. We want to put

on the colonic machine. Yeah, because
I'm not doing that today.

Go ahead and sit down. Okay.

Personally, as a physician, I don't know
if this makes any sense to me.

That all the toxins out of your body
comes through your feet.

It's like sweat. No, I didn't learn
this. Can you get toxins out of your

through sweat?

Yes, you can. You can lose some
electrolytes. Oh, my God.

When I tell you we needed to do this on
vacation, a pedicure, that vacation

seemed like work.

For real.

The mama, I didn't get a day of, like,
rest.

The day that all the guys hung out all
day long.

versus the next day when we did the
whole fire thing, night and day.

We had a relaxing time.

We get with our wives, and all hell
break loose.

There's some things I could have did
without it happening in the Bahamas. You

know, even some people.

I mean, Mariah being at the trip was
like having a really cool birthday cake.

You know, one that you look at, and it's
like, oh, it looks so good.

And then you cut into it, and you take a
bite, and it tastes like cardboard.

Were you mad at me about the whole
situation that I brought up about us

around our friends and in front of the
kids?

It was the 10th moment, and I felt bad
that you seemed like you were hurt.

A lot of times when there's an issue,
okay, and it's your issue that you want

bring up to me, it comes with a certain
level of hardness, you know? Like, for

instance, I don't see you cry often.

I see you yell more than you cry. That
was one of the first times I heard you,

guess, more from a sad place.

That made me sad.

I'm very hesitant to be vulnerable.

And that's just the truth.

You know, I'm not going to put myself in
the position to be vulnerable and then

get kicked right in the face with it.
You know, that's just not me.

So I would rather sometimes be hard.

You know, because at least then I said
what I needed to say.

And whether you liked the way it came
out, it was said.

I think to a certain degree, I think I
was just not taking everything seriously

enough. I do want to not argue in front
of the kids.

Our problem is taking the argument too
far to begin with. You know, saying

that we don't necessarily mean and this,
that, and the other. You know, if we

could just stop it then, have our cool
down period, and then pick it back up, I

think we'll be...

Awesome. If the argument is about
something that I'm passionate about, it

hard to not push that button.

But the bottom line is, he's going to
hear it, but just not when I'm so upset.

When can I get my feet out of this nasty
water? No, you need to leave your feet

in there just a little bit longer,
honey.

I'm serious.

You need to just sit in it.

Take a bath with this thing? Get the
whole body of detox.

I wonder if they do that.

Hello.

Good morning, Lisa.

How are we looking?

Hey. Looking great. You got my sales
report for me? I do. I do.

How are you feeling today?

I'm good. I'm good. You know.

I feel like sometimes I'm just juggling,
doing the mommy juggle struggle, you

know, from mommy to wifey to running the
clothing line.

I think the trip had a lot of great
moments, you know.

I think we also had a lot of crazy
moments, you know, but this group has

definitely always got its twists and
turns.

How do you just take on all this, Lisa,
and rest?

I'm just a magician. I don't sleep. I'm
not giving any more energy to this quad

Lisa thing.

I have businesses to build. I have
children to raise.

I am definitely moving on.

Lisa, how you doing, baby?

Oh, look at here.

Hey, Darren.

That's what I'm talking about.

I feel Darren and I are both on the same
page, and he understands.

The importance of open communication.

I understand the importance of giving
him the room to show me that

he's trustworthy.

You know you want something nice.

So,

you

know the doll.

I don't just do it. I do it big.

Well, we know you do it big in a small
body.

Small frame, honey. I always say feet
and waist are cute in the face, honey.

No, but I'm very excited about tonight's
event. I mean, it's huge.

As you should be.

As you should be. It's the city talking.

Mm -hmm.

Honey, the people come out for, you
know, the Heroes in Healthcare.

Yes, they do.

Heroes in Healthcare is an annual award
celebration honoring Atlanta's

healthcare professionals and their
phenomenal achievements.

I'm just so pleased to be able to
present my husband with this honor

My husband is the former president of
the Black Psychiatrists Association of

Greater Atlanta.

So he's been honored for what he's done
for the mental health industry in the

city of Atlanta.

It's going to really be a nice event. I
mean, we have this huge, huge, huge

mansion that we've rented out. And we
have about 300 people that already are

SMPD. That's awesome.

When do you go on?

Well, I think I'm going to go on when I
walk in.

I'm already on. But you're already on.
You are the hostess with the mostess.

As the host, I'm responsible for making
sure that all of the guests are having a

good time.

Given the fact that Toya and Mariah were
not on good terms in the Bahamas, I'm

really hoping that they can be on best
behavior tonight in front of all of our

husbands' colleagues.

Well, child, you know me and you are
kinky all day, and, you know, we are on

time crunch. Right. So I'm going to sit
real, real, real still.

Very good. I'm going to give you
mannequin flow.

Oh, mannequin flow, that's what I need
from you, young lady.

I need you to breathe, though, because I
don't want to die while we're here.

Coming up.

I'm tired and I just don't feel like
being around these people. Every time we

get together, something goes down. Why
do you think tonight would be any

different?

This is so nice.

I'm excited about this event.

And this will be the first time that
we're all together again.

Then, Bahamas, oh boy, we're back
together again.

We are headed to a fabulous event,
Heroes in Healthcare.

Now I hope we're all dressed up, looking
beautiful, looking glamorous, that we

can behave exactly the way we look.

Jackie, do you have your speech ready?

Let me look up. Let me make sure I got
my speech.

No. I don't want y 'all to be up there
and they have to start playing the

Like, sit down.

Jackie and I, we're leaders in women's
health care in our community, and we're

being honored tonight.

Always talk from your heart, and if your
heart is, you know, I don't have a lot

to say. I just want to show gratitude
and say thank you.

That was good, Jackie.

Curtis is finishing up his basketball
season.

He's going to try to make it.

I got confidence in Curtis. He's going
to be here.

Got heroes in basketball, too. Mm -hmm.

Hope my wig doesn't come off.

You looked at me to see if I have on a
wig. I was about to say, what? No, I

don't have on a wig, Jackie. It was just
an expression from the wig community.

Hey, how are you?

This is the event to be at tonight in
Atlanta.

I'm connected to this event because for
10 years I was in medical cells myself.

I'm married to a physician. The first
year I attended the charity event and

donated money. This year?

I'm halting and begging for money. Have
lots of drinks. We need to push the

alcohol because I need to get some money
for the Shepherd Center.

Hey,

buddy,

what you... Are we going?

What's going on today?

Aren't you getting ready? What are we
doing? I'm tired, baby.

We're supposed to go to that event
today, and it's just going to be some

mess. And I'm thinking to these ladies,
I just can't take it tonight, Damon. I

don't know what the heroes in health
care is. I'm not a part of that. It

like some messy mess.

I mean, quad's the speaker. I mean, how
is she qualified?

Come on, let Jackie East MC and let Dr.
Simone MC. If you had a medical event,

let them up in medical.

It doesn't make sense to me. They always
doing some stupid stuff.

Yeah, I'm tired, and I just don't feel
like being around these people. The trip

to the Bahamas was stressful.

It was too much going on. I have never
been to the Bahamas and had that much

stress. My whole thing is same. I just
don't feel like being around these

tonight. Don't.

Listen,

I got scared for a minute, and I
thought, okay, I'll beat his little ass.

But he did get gangsta for a minute.
You've shown support for everybody. I

to everything.

Even if people don't come to myself or
come to everything, I've been in

everything, Damon, just this one time.

Well, let's just watch some movies and
stay home then, buddy.

Daddy, you be okay with that?

Yeah, I mean, if you don't want to go,
we don't have to go. I support what you

want to do. Every time we get together,
something goes down. Why do you think

tonight would be any different?

They miss you, buddy, because you're
funny.

You think so?

You're the life of the party.

If you're not there, I bet you it's
boring.

No, Mariah, that baby.

Oh, and I need a break from that bitch,
too.

Oh, excuse me, that I mean young lady. I
mean young lady, Damon. I used to work

very loosely with some of these ladies.

I don't know what's going on with
Mariah. I know she's been through a lot

supposedly been through a lot. I just
think that she's really emotional now. I

think her and her little man just
jumping off at people, and I think they

to fall back.

I'm just like, you know what? If you're
not over it, stay away.

I'm a bit apprehensive.

I mean, these ladies are inconsistent.

One day I show up and somebody's
complimenting my outfit. The next day,

stabbing me in the back. So I don't know
if they'll whisper, yell, or scream. I

don't know what they'll do.

You remember, you be just as fake as
everybody else, okay?

All right. Get on your face, please.

I think the grand stairway is not really
for you to use. I see a little

streetway up here.

Imagine it's beautiful, but these steps,
it's kind of like going up Mount

Everest. I know. I kind of felt like we
were in a challenge for Fit is the New

It.

really enjoy Mariah and I accept Mariah
for who she is.

All friends come with their challenges.

Mariah would be no exception to that.

So where are the rest of the ladies at?

Toya, Heavenly.

I saw Jill. They just got here. Heavenly
wouldn't normally be here by now.

Y 'all would have thought they would
have been here.

And they are all Team Lisa Boo.

Why would Lisa want to come to an event
that Quad's hosting?

Heavenly and Toya are her pit bulls. And
so if she's not here with her chain and

her leash, why should they come?

So this is a really nice event. I mean,
seemingly very upscale.

As soon as I walked through the door,
everybody was looking amazing.

I'm just hoping that, no, I'm not
hoping. I am praying that we can act

public because we are no longer on
vacation.

We are back in the medical world.

Two drinks in the hand. Yes, sir.

He's celebrating tonight. You must be
getting an award.

You might be getting two awards.

Yes, sir.

Hi, do you have a good red or white? We
are all out of red, but we do have a

Chardonnay. They ran out of drinks?

Yes. Geez.

Well, if you're going to have an event
at a mansion that's supposedly supposed

to be the top notch of events, how do
you run out of alcohol?

Can I forget the Pellegrino online?

You went around a bunch of doctors.
You're very stuffy. You need the liquor.

Brinks only compliment around so much.

This is not even an open box.

Hey, Pumpkin.

Hi.

What's going on? I don't believe in
dropping alcohol.

Hey,

baby. How are you? Did you win?

Yes, we did. We won the game.

Congratulations. We're going to have a
good night.

Guys, if I can get you to direct all of
your attention to the front of the room.

We probably need to go up to the game.

It is so amazing to be your host tonight
and to be amongst you all. And we are

doing it for the Shepherd Center.

The Shepherd Center specializes in
spinal cord and brain injury

for people who are low -income or
indigent patients who may have been in a

accident or a burn victim or have brain
injuries.

Calling all the honorees to the front.

This event tonight is not only to raise
money for charity, but it's also to

honor some of our heroes in health care
and their phenomenal achievements.

The

honorees

are nominated by their colleagues for
their outstanding work in the community.

That's for you.

Thank you. That's for you. You're
welcome.

Thank you.

From our very own circle, we have Dr.
Jackie, Dr. Simone, Dr.

Connors, and my husband, Dr.

G. Dr.

Jackie Walker.

Yes.

First of all, I'm a two -time breast
cancer survivor.

I started a wonderful foundation called
50 Shades of Pink because I think every

ribbon tells a different story.

I am very proud.

of what she had done to promote
awareness for breast cancer and

better health.

And this is one of the things that
attracted me to her early on, was the

that she's determined.

And once she latches on to an idea,
she's going to see it through.

Thank you for honoring me this evening.

I have had personal experience at the
Shepherd Center.

I feel really honored to have a part in
this event tonight.

I had a cousin several years ago who had
a horrific car accident

that left him with a spinal injury.

And you're always proud when your wife
or significant other is getting an award

and someone is acknowledging her for all
the hard work that she's doing.

I appreciate this award, and I take this
award as a challenge.

for me to step our field up, because,
you know, psychiatry has come a long,

way. My husband would work so hard. I
mean, he's probably one of the hardest

working men that I know. We got a long
way to go, but we have made a lot of

progress. That takes a lot of tenacity
to give so much of yourself to someone

else unselfishly. My hat goes off to
him.

Well, the party's not over, and I know a
lot of you have come for the party,

because clearly you didn't pay attention
to the ceremony.

You want to gamble?

We're going to play.

Roulette?

Nobody's playing with you. Does that
mean they're losing?

Not necessarily.

She's had a couple of good hands.

Hey, hey.

Hey, how you doing? How y 'all doing?

Coming up.

What happened exactly?

They don't like me. They don't love me.
They don't want to be in a relationship

with me or you.

Honey, I want that in my backyard.

Like, seriously.

It's nice.

Don't act like you don't want a pool.

I do.

And don't act like you went salivating
over that pool when you saw it either.

You want a pool. We'll get a pool at
some point. Whatever.

Don't pretend.

I have to keep you in line as far as
what the financial vision is.

I'm like, don't pretend. You know you
want this bar, too.

Okay, we'll get an outside bar at some
point. Right.

When you met me, I had no problem with
having a little BB purse, a little BCBG

purse. I was good.

First Christmas, look the way I got to a
Louie. A Louie?

And then, then he gets mad.

Six years later.

When you bought ten of them, yeah. I'm
kind of like in love with the school,

know.

Like, this is ridiculous.

Don't start over here, because we, I
ain't for it. Oh, you clean around this

thing. You doing Hugo balls, Gucci on.
Oh, I don't say we supposed to talk. We

supposed to be mad at each other, right?

Uh, yeah, last time you saw me, you
know, your husband was cussing me out.

just hoping she's here with the mindset
of not trying to push my button, because

it's going to be pretty easy today.

Are you going to apologize for your
husband's behavior?

Are you going to apologize for your
husband's behavior?

Why did he feel like he had to take up
on you that night?

Do you feel like we really didn't have
your back?

Absolutely. I feel like, yes. I feel
like, yes.

I'm happy that my husband had my back
because nobody else did.

We had all got along. Four days in the
hospital. Absolutely. Four days, but I

was in the hospital for six weeks.

I'm sorry. I no longer can hear what
Mariah is saying because seemingly it's

broken record.

She is so stuck on us not coming to the
hospital.

We were not in that space.

We were not talking, and that's the
reality.

I think you don't put in the effort that
you want other people to put in. I do,

and I put it in with you. Not for
friendship, but I'm telling you as a

who is your friend or who was your
friend that I would have wanted you to

more effort to our friendship. Toya,
you're absolutely right, girl. When I

in the hospital, I should have reached
out to you. I should have. Not when you

were in the hospital. Way before that.

Mariah and I were actually really close
years ago. Like, we were hanging out

almost every day.

I've always tried to be there for you,
no matter what was going on with other

people. Because I invited you to my
Halloween party. I wanted you there. I

wanted you at my children's birthday
party. I tried very hard last year to

Mariah and I back.

Please don't act like I was the one who
destroyed our relationship.

Tell me why I missed your party. Which
one are we talking about? My daughter is

not ready to be around you yet.

She's very upset. She's a 10 -year -old,
fifth grader, and she's got what

happened.

This happened two years ago.

I was at the salon, and basically I
heard that Toya had been

in there talking, that Aiden's not
Lauren's dad.

And that Lauren doesn't even know.

When do you let stuff go? When do you
move forward in your life?

She's very disappointed.

You were. No. It was not a secret.

No. You put it out there. Don't put it
on me. No, I didn't. You put it out. My

husband did not know that it was a
secret, Mariah. This is what I don't

And you want us to be blamed for
whatever.

Mistake or not, what Eugene and Toya
took my family through is.

Unexplainable. We are still dealing with
the effects of their loose lips.

I am very sorry that it hurt your
family. If I only had a brain.

I mean, honestly, I don't feel like I
owe Mariah 20 ,000 apologies.

I feel like if I said I'm sorry and I
said it sincerely, one time should be

enough. You are messy boots.

Say that.

That's crazy. Don, listen, we already
talked about it. I can't do this.

I'm thinking that Mariah didn't take her
pills today because there's something

obviously not right.

I don't know what the hell is going on.
All I hear, I see Mariah, you know, her

face is a bit distorted.

Toya's pointing her finger and they're
screaming. I mean, this is not what we

need at all at this event.

She's mad because we brought up the
whole situation again. Wait a minute, I

what? What did I do? You brought up that
whole situation again. I brought up the

whole situation?

Yes.

No, let's just leave it alone. I brought
up my child.

Have a seat, Mariah.

Girl!

I don't know if I can be fake and phony
with these ladies moving forward. I'm

not sure.

Are you ready?

There are a million issues with Mariah
and the group right now.

And because of those issues, I think
that Mariah has to just take time off

the group.

Let me tell you, I'm not you.

I can't fake it until I make it with
certain people.

I can't.

The group isn't...

uplifting and making her laugh and
putting her in a good space.

And Mariah is miserable right now.

Listen to me.

You're going to calm down.

You're going to have a cocktail.

Every time we're around her, it's got to
be, oh, my God, feel sorry for me. Oh,

my God.

We do feel sorry for you. We would feel
sorry for anyone who went through that.

Don't hold it over.

Mariah damn sure can't say that us
voting her off the couple's trip last

didn't have any validity, because here
we are this year saying, come on, let's

have a good time.

And instead, it was a...

A freaking roller coaster.

Up, down, loopity loops, all kinds of
shit. And now here we are ending on a

sour note.

Sometimes, listen to what I'm saying.
Sometimes it's so hard for people to

on. You have to give them time.

And even when they think that they're
ready, sometimes they may not be.

I really thought.

That after everything that's transpired
last year, all of what she's went

through, you know, health -wise, that
she just would have came back into the

group with a clean slate and a new
perspective.

You do see your Miss Quad came and got
Miss Toya. You do see that, right?

But Mariah is still the same Mariah.

She's still pointing the fingers,
shifting the blame, and wanting

eat 10 yards of shit out of her ass.

What happened exactly?

She came and got Toya.

She came and got Toya.

Toya. T -O -Y -A.

Toya. It's who she came and got.

Yeah. Ms. Ward, last I checked, we was
on the road to recovery.

But it looks like we're about to revert
back to the old road in five minutes.

What'd she say to you?

Nothing. Not hi, not bye, not good
morning. These people don't care about

They don't like me. They don't love me.
They don't want to be in a relationship

with me or you or our children.

When it comes to this group, I'm really
not surprised because birds of a feather

flock together and pigeons fly in
groups.

Let's go. I'm an eagle. I soar to the
top by myself, honey.

Coming up. I'm the big sister.

She don't like it.

I just want y 'all to be okay.

Y 'all don't be so okay. You know why?

Because I am moving on.

You're moving on? Look,

I can care about that. I told you I'd
get over it quick. The bottom line is

this. We all have grown in our
relationships.

And we've become closer.

And so we're now protecting that.

Everybody. We as a group now are
defending our friendships and working

making sure they grow as opposed to stay
stagnant. And I think some people, they

come to plant negative seeds.

Well, listen, I want to thank each and
every one of you for coming out tonight

for a very good cause. I'm so grateful
to have presented the award to you. And

because we have a personal relationship,
I was really touched.

Although you didn't like me at first.
Hey, girl.

Overall, the night was amazing.

It was beautiful. Everyone was laughing
and having a good time. We raised tons

of money for the Shepherd Center.

It was just, it was a little drama, but
not a lot.

My job here is done.

I'm the big sister.

She don't like, she don't like it when
we say we the big sister.

You better talk to her. She want to be
equal sisters like we did. We spanking,

we spanking.

All that means is they're older than us.

Let's go, Simone.

I think there is still a lot of work
that's left to be done in the circle. I

think that we have to own what we do
wrong.

We have to rise above our differences
and learn to coexist.

It's not that hard to do.

Sometimes you just need to shut it up.

And you can be old as long as you don't
look it. Okay, well, on that note, good

night. Bye -bye. Bye -bye.

It's hard.

to say about the future for our group
because we have relationships that are

ever evolving.

I hope that Quad and Lisa will be able
to coexist.

Lisa is certainly willing, but I hope
that Quad can get to that place where

she's willing.

Hey, hold me.

And don't throw me, Cecil. And
definitely, whatever you do, don't push

doctor, okay?

Cecil. I'm a bad bitch.

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