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Kefas.

Yes, dear?

Where did you put Abigail's candles?

In the kitchen, second drawer on the left.

We're about to start. You coming?

Coming, sweetheart.

Blow out your candles
Blow out your candles

Blow out your candles right now!

Happy birthday, honey.

- Congratulations.
- Thanks.

Abigail, come eat.

Sir, mind checking the pictures?

Excuse me.

Let her be.

- She just recovered.
- Exactly! She has recovered, Kef.

What's with you?

And if she gets sick again?

Sir, it's Abigail.

Kefas, I already gave her medicine
for the fever.

Kef, are you listening to me?

Nurse, please help my daughter.

- One moment.
- Nurse.

Nurse.

- Kefas.
- Nurse.

Please help my child.

Please wait. This is urgent.

My child's condition is also urgent.

Mr. Kefas?

The fever medication
usually takes about an hour to work, sir.

And the 500 mg dose is correct,
Mrs. Rania.

Right.

Abigail, don't overexert yourself, okay?

Shouldn't we just have her admitted?

You don't need to worry, sir.
She just needs rest.

- But--
- Thank you for your help, Dr. Farid.

We'll make sure Abigail rests.

Come.

- Thank you, Doc. Good night.
- Sure.

Luckily, Dr. Farid came on time.

What haven't you told me?

Nothing, honey.

Nothing at all.

I'm serious, honey.

Rania?

Kef, I'm taking Abigail
to my parents' house.

I don't get it.

For the past few months,
you've become overprotective of her.

Now she's scared of you.

It's so difficult to talk to you.

You're making us unhappy, Kef.

If you need more time…

Yes, Sab?

Sweetheart.

I have to go to Sukabumi.

A LETTER TO MY YOUTH

Thank you.

Hang in there.

- Hang in there.
- Thank you.

Nothing's changed, huh?

A lot has.

You just never visit.

Oh, by the way.

I want you to deliver the eulogy for him.

Does it have to be me?

Who else? Come on.

Come in.

Sab, I need time.

To write the eulogy.

But don't take too long.

We leave for the cemetery this afternoon.

Come on! Let's go!

Goal!

Let's do something else.

We sang that for the guests last time,
but only one kid got adopted.

Hey! Put the tempeh back, Bowo.
You little thief.

Aw, the old man didn't get to eat.

We are raised here
to be good kids who obey the rules.

If you can't do that,
go live on the streets.

Kefas, pull.

Everyone, pull hard,
then tie it off real tight.

Joy!

Listen, it's your favorite song.

Angelina will get better, right, Kefas?

Huh? It's 39.5 degrees?

Hurry and tell Mr. Cahyo!

- Mr. Cahyo!
- Sir!

- Mr. Cahyo!
- Sir!

I'll check the storeroom.

- Sir! It's Angelina!
- Joy?

What is it, Joy?

Sir, where are you taking the rice
and all these donations?

It's about to expire.
I'm going to exchange it at the store.

Is that even possible?

Sir, my sister has a really high fever.
We have to take her to the hospital.

- How high?
- It's 39.5 degrees.

Sir, the expiration date on this
is still far off.

A temperature of 39.5 is still safe.

- Please.
- If she hits 40, take her to the clinic.

Mr. Cahyo, please help, sir.

- Please help, sir.
- Sir.

Daddy.

Move aside! All of you, make way!

Hang in there, Angelina.
I'm taking you to the hospital.

- Help!
- Help!

- Help!
- Help!

Here are the car keys.

Who's going to drive? Sabrina?

Let's go out front! We'll flag down a car!

Don't go yet, Angelina.
We're waiting for Dad to come back.

Angelina?

Angelina? Angelina!

Angelina!

Angelina!

Angelina!

Don't go, Angelina!

Angelina!

Angelina!

Angelina!

Don't leave me, Angelina!

Angelina, wake up!

Angelina!

Angelina!

Wake up, Angelina!

Angelina, wake up!

Angelina…

Angelina!

Are you currently grieving?
Have you recently lost a loved one?

Bakti Abadi Funeral Home
is the solution in your time of sorrow.

Hello, I'm Gabriel, the third-generation
owner of Bakti Abadi Funeral Home.

You need a coffin?

- Mr. Simon?
- A headstone?

Or a burial plot?

Come, sir.
Let me show you our latest collection.

Just arrived this morning.

…latest facility,
the only one of its kind…

Go ahead and take your pick, sir.

It comes with a special package deal.

We're offering a special discount
for purchases made today.

Back then, Package C for my wife
didn't cost this much.

It was just a month ago.

And the casket was exactly like this.
Why has the price gone up?

The price is set by the supplier, sir.
There's nothing we can do.

But if you think about it, sir,

what's a few thousand more,

compared to an eternal rest
in a comfortable casket?

Isn't that right?

How very wise of you, Mr. Simon.

Preparing everything well in advance.

Well, that's life, isn't it?
No one knows how much time we have.

If it is God's will,
your family won't have to worry anymore…

Oh! My apologies.

No matter the situation, sir,
Bakti Abadi always has a solution.

You simply need
to provide the instructions,

and we'll carry them out as requested.

From pickup to body preparation
and to burial.

It's all included, sir.
No hidden extra charges.

Let me think about it.

Just for your information.

There's a family eyeing the plot
next to Mrs. Anita's grave.

They're practically hounding me.

They even gave me a very good price--

We had a deal.

I said I'll buy that plot.

I know that, sir.

If I may suggest, it would be better
if you purchase the plot immediately.

Get the package deal.

I feel bad having to keep lying to them,

saying the plot has been sold
even though it hasn't.

Lying is a sin, right?

My severance pay hasn't come through.

Bakti Abadi always has a solution, sir.

Just for today.

We're offering interest-free installments.

Today, you can become the rightful owner

of your future resting place
right beside your beloved wife.

Let me think about it.

Where have you been, sir?

Mr. Simon.

Mr. Simon?

Good afternoon, Mr. Simon.

Good afternoon, ma'am.

Here's the thing.

I'm here to tell you

that the annual rental fee for the house
is going up by 100,000.

Don't panic though.

You still have four months left.

I'm informing you well in advance
so you won't be caught off guard.

- Very well.
- All right.

How much longer do I have to wait?

I've served this company for decades.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEETHEART

And now I have to beg
to receive my rights?

Please be patient, sir.
We're working on it.

Wahyu?

The caretaker position at the orphanage
is currently vacant, Simon.

You're already familiar
with how things work there.

You can live there
while you sort out your personal matters.

And you definitely won't be alone.

There are plenty of little friends
over there.

You do it, Wahyu.

I take care of the foundation.

Besides, I'm based in Jakarta.

I can't be at the orphanage all the time,
day and night.

It's better than

rotting in this place, you know.

This is just temporary.

Only a few months.

Until I can find
a more permanent replacement.

Twenty-five thousand a week,
paid every month.

What do you say?

Will you do it, Simon?

If you're ready,
you can start tomorrow morning.

Or maybe later? Next month, early January.

Let me think about it, Wahyu.

Very well, but don't take too long.

Otherwise, you'll go crazy
being here all alone.

All right.

I should get going.

This is a very wise decision, Mr. Simon.

Bakti Abadi Funeral Home always has
a solution in your time of sorrow.

Congratulations, Intan.

Congrats, Intan.

- Congrats, Intan.
- Congratulations.

Congratulations, Intan.

Don't be like that. Shake her hand.

Come here, Intan.

Let's take a picture, sir, ma'am.

Three, two, one.

Bye, Intan.

- Take care.
- Bye.

Come on, kids, let's go inside.

Why the long faces?

You'll get your turn.

Boni, let's get inside.

Where are you headed, Bon?

What's up with the suitcase?

Kefas, why won't anyone be my parent?

Is it because I'm different?

You just haven't found the right one.

What, would you want
a mean parent like Sabrina?

Just hang in there.

I'm sick of hanging in there.

That's what Mr. Wahyu said,
then Joy, and now you too.

I'm sure you'll find
the perfect parents for you

at the upcoming social charity event.

- You think so?
- Don't believe me?

You'll go home with them in a car.

Like the one out front?

No. This one is way better.

With a big house? Two stories?

And you'll have your own room.

So I won't be crammed in
with five other kids like here?

I bet I'll have loads of toys.

Just take your pick.

What if I get bored?

Just open the back door.

I'll have a pool,
a swing set, and a slide.

You can come over
and play at my house, Kefas.

Pass me the ball!

Oh no!

- Run!
- Let's get out of here!

Don't go running off!

Where do you think you're going?
How many times have I told you?

You kids never learn.

I am very sorry about this, sir.

Hey, all of you, come here.
Come on, quickly!

You nearly broke my window again.

Yes, sir. I apologize.

Apologize to Mr. Yahya right now.

If you break his window again,
I'll take it out of your allowance.

Go on, apologize.

Sorry, Mr. Yahya.

Fine.

Once again, we apologize, sir.

All right, everyone,
follow me to the hall.

Let's gather around in the hall. Come.

Next time, kick it harder.

Break his window to pieces.

Was that football or martial arts?

Mr. Wahyu told us
to gather in the hall right now.

Maybe for a new caretaker.

Another heartless donation thief.

Just wait and see,
I'll make him miserable here.

Wanna bet?

How long do you think this one will last?

Maybe a month? Same as the last one.

I got a glimpse of him earlier.

He doesn't seem fun. I'd say three weeks.

One week. Tops.

Come on. Hurry up.

- Hurry.
- I'm tired. Just a second.

They're waiting.

We haven't had
a daily caretaker in a long time,

and Mr. Simon here
will be taking on this role.

Let's hope he will feel at home

at our beloved orphanage.

Right, Mr. Simon?

Kids, come and say hello to Mr. Simon.

Welcome, Mr. Simon.

Kefas, hurry up and sit down.

This one is a troublemaker.
He likes causing chaos.

Mr. Simon,
our new daily caretaker, will help us

organize the social charity event that…

Please calm down.

- Settle down.
- Quiet!

- How rude.
- This is suspicious.

I'm sure he's just like the others. Right?

Right. He won't last a week.

We'll find a time
to discuss the charity event later, okay?

He's gonna freak out.

Huh? Is that it?

No fun.

Bowo, put the tempeh back.

Yes, Sabrina. Sorry.

What, do you want to be a thief
like our caretakers?

Take only what's yours.

Aw, the old man didn't get to eat.

What's Little Miss Bossy up to now?

No idea.

Hey, that was you, wasn't it?

- What?
- The fleas in his rice.

Huh? Why are you blaming me?

We all have fleas in our rice.
Just look at Joy's.

What's with you? You always misbehave
whenever there's a new caretaker.

So what? They all steal anyway.

Yes, Mr. Cahyo was a thief,
but we don't know about the other two.

You drove them away.

I'm asking you not to bother Mr. Simon.

I think he's nice.

How could you possibly know that?

We are raised here
to be good kids who obey the rules.

Not delinquents like you.

If you can't do that,
go live on the streets.

Stop being so bossy!

If you like it so much,
you go be the caretaker.

I wouldn't want to be
the caretaker of kids like you.

Mio, you're late.

Kefas.

Oh, right, I almost forgot. Get over here.

This'll make my hair look good.

This'll make you look extra handsome.

All done.

Well?

Definitely extra handsome. Thanks, Kefas.

Kefas, Boni, hurry up. We'll be late.

- Coming.
- Right.

- Bon, the blanket.
- Oh, right.

Come on.

Hurry up.

- Bye, Joy.
- Bye.

Wow, that's huge. What is it?

Biology project. To get a scholarship.

Here, let me help.

By the way,

where's Sabrina's idol?

I haven't seen him.

Maybe Sabrina put him on sweeping duty.

- Come on, let's go.
- Yeah.

- It's Jalu, sir.
- Right.

Come on.

Come on, sir, hurry!

There he is.

- Sir.
- What is it, Jalu?

Kefas peed all over my book, sir.

Is that true, Kefas?

- There's his piss, sir.
- You're so dead.

My God!

Hey, come with me
to the principal's office right now.

I told you, these orphans are all savages.

Want me to shit all over your books too?

Hey!

How dare you!

- Joy, I'm off.
- Okay.

- Bring it tomorrow.
- The principal's office?

I will.

Straight ahead.
Down the hall, then turn right.

PHOTOSYNTHESIS

Come in.

Without any warning,

Kefas suddenly peed
on his friend's book inside the classroom.

Can you imagine that, sir?

Urinating on a textbook on school grounds.

That's a serious insult.

Mr. Simon, are you listening to me?

Yes, sir.

As your punishment, you will clean
the boys' toilets after school.

For the next month.

Mr. Simon,

I hope the orphanage takes its role
in raising the children more seriously.

And to set an example,

I ask the orphanage
to discipline this child.

All right, sir.

I will discipline him.

Very well, Mr. Simon.
I'm handing Kefas over to you as his--

Thank you, sir.

Excuse me.

What are you doing?

- You can still see me?
- Of course.

He said, "Yes, sir,
I will discipline this child."

We'll see about that.

You're crazy too, Kefas.
What if he reports this to Mr. Wahyu?

Let him.

Come on, let's go.

Kefas, here you go.

Watch out!

Hey, move it.

Kef, watch out!

Are you insane?

Don't worry, this one's on me. Go on.

- Let's go!
- Run!

You troublemaker!

Did you do that on purpose?

Look! You broke my window again!

Where are you going?

Come on.

I'm exhausted, sir. I have to replace
my window over and over again.

I want that little troublemaker
to pay for this.

Go find him.

Tell him to apologize to me

and replace my window.

Are you listening to me?

- How much, sir?
- Thirty thousand.

- No way.
- How much does a window cost, Rom?

Hey, look.

Problem solved. Please excuse me.

Wow, Mr. Simon is a badass.
He left Mr. Grumpy speechless.

- If you see these brackets…
- David, do your chores.

- Lazy bum.
- …you must calculate it first.

Kefas, it's been over a week.

How could you let Mr. Simon
deal with Mr. Yahya all alone like that?

You were the one who broke his window.
How shameless.

This is none of your business.

Of course it's my business.
Mr. Simon is our caretaker.

You mess around, and we pay for it.

He must've used
our petty cash to pay, right?

Shut up.

Bowo.

You thieves!

Mr. Simon told us to.

Right, Joy?

I was asking for my weekly snack.

He gave us the key
and told us to help ourselves.

- Stop lying.
- It's the truth. Why would I lie?

It's been a while
since we got our weekly snacks anyway.

Here you go, Sab. It's yummy.

Want some?

Get out.

What is it, Kefas?

About earlier, why did you pay
for Mr. Yahya's window right away?

Mr. Wahyu said you've already got
two warnings from the foundation.

Wanna live on the streets?

Hey, don't act as if you care.

Stop trying to be a hero.

"Wanna live on the streets"?

Bullshit.

What if Sabrina was right?
Maybe Mr. Simon is a nice man.

You're defending him now?

Well, no.

But isn't it weird?
It's like he's defending you.

One thing's certain,
I'll drive him out of here in no time.

Be careful, Kef.
You could get kicked out too.

I bet he's up to no good.

But what exactly?

How would I know?

We have about a month and a half

to prepare for the social charity event.

I hope many of you

will be lucky enough to find a new family.

- Amen?
- Amen!

Amen.

So the orphanage caretaker
will be in charge of the event.

Mr. Simon will take care of everything

because I have to go
out of town on that day.

So I'm asking you all to work together
as best as you can with Mr. Simon.

Agreed?

Agreed!

I'm gonna take him down at this event.

Are you crazy?
We're all looking forward to this event.

Find another time.

Hey, who's talking back there? Joy?

If you have something to say,
come up front.

Let's split into groups nicely
so it doesn't get chaotic.

Let's play ball!

- Let's go!
- Come on!

Is the radio still broken?

I guess so.

PELITA KASIH ORPHANAGE FOUNDATION

So, what song are you going to sing?

Des, let's do the same song as last time.

We've all memorized it. What do you think?

Let's do another one.

We sang that for the guests last time,

but only one got adopted.

Maybe they don't like the song?

Maybe.

Romi, you're singing too this time.

Your voice is actually good. Right?

- Right.
- That's right.

I'm too scared
to sing in front of a crowd.

Do you want to get adopted or not?

But…

Mr. Simon?

I'd like to ask about the job assignments
for the charity event, sir.

Sir?

Looking for your idol?

He was just carrying bags of rice.

Maybe to exchange it
because they're about to expire.

CHARITY EVENT ASSIGNMENTS
"MY LITTLE LAMB"

Bowo, Mio, David, and Budi.

The four of you
are on bathroom-cleaning duty.

Oh no.

Romi, you and I
are sweeping the front yard.

So this is the song.

- Your name's missing. Did Sabrina forget?
- Who cares?

Can't you see that huge pile of trash?

Are you guys blind? Sweep properly.

Are you kidding me?

Where, oh where, is my little lamb?

Your little lamb, sir
Is by the hibiscus tree

Where, oh where--

Stop it!

Who's singing off-key?
It's a boy's voice. Is it you, Boni?

Don't sing along.
Just mouth the words. You sound bad.

Hey, you're so mean. Heartless.

Are you deaf or what?
Didn't you hear he was completely off-key?

You're the jerk.

You think you know everything. So bossy.

I do know better.

And watch your mouth. I'm older than you.

Yeah, you're older than me,
but why are you still here?

Don't you worry, I'm getting out of here.

I'll get adopted and leave this place.

I'll leave kids like you behind.

But you're still here, aren't you?
You've been here for ten years.

It's because you're annoying.
That's why nobody wants to adopt you.

All clear.

Everything is settled.

Desi is leading the choir.

And Boni will sing.

Sabrina is crying alone,

and Mr. Caretaker is nowhere to be found.

He's busy stealing.

Why throw it away?

- Bon? Boni!
- Boni!

How long have you been here?

Don't know.

Hey, they're here!

Come on, Bon, let's get ready.

Hi, sir, ma'am.

Yes, sir.
I'll try to be there this afternoon.

Over here is the caretaker's office.

It's just…

This is the study room,
converted to a dining hall for today.

Ladies and gentlemen, thank you

for coming here, and also

for the kids at Pelita Kasih Orphanage.

The children have prepared
a special performance

for all of you.

Let's welcome them.

The Pelita Kasih Orphanage Choir.

One, two, three, four.

Where, oh where, is my little lamb?

Your little lamb, sir
Is by the hibiscus tree

Where, oh where…

Sabrina, cover for me for a while.

Your heart, sir, is at the new village

Caca marica, hey, hey!
Caca marica, hey, hey!

Caca marica is at the new village

Caca marica, hey, hey!

- Caca marica, hey, hey!
- Where's your idol?

- Caca marica is at the new village
- Off to steal more donations?

One, two, three, four.

Where, oh where, is my little lamb?

Your little lamb, sir
Is by the hibiscus tree

Let me just count it first, sir.

So this is the installment payment.

I'm leaving now, Mr. Gabriel.

Once again, I apologize for requesting
the installment payment today.

After you.

What grade are you in, Boni?

I'm in elementary school.

- What are we eating?
- Is it good?

I bet it's yummy.

- What?
- Yummy.

Yummy?

Come.

Joy!

What's going on, sir?

Take a look inside! This is outrageous!

Yes, those ungrateful brats!

I swear.

I have no clue.
There were no rats earlier.

- No! Let's get out of here.
- I apologize. Please, sir, ma'am.

Where have you been?

Asshole!

I know it was you, bastard!

How could you, sir?

You abandoned us
at such an important event!

- Look at this mess! It's ruined!
- It's because of him!

Because of you!

You really are pathetic. I pity you.

Your grudge against Mr. Cahyo
is costing all of us!

Angelina didn't die because of Mr. Simon!

Don't bring my sister into this!

You really are evil! I hate you, Kefas!

Morning, Mr. Wahyu.

No, he has gone too far, Simon.

That Kefas has no brains.

No more warnings.
I'm going to kick him out right now.

I just heard from the school
that he urinated on his classmate's book.

Why didn't you report that to me?

I'm disappointed in you.

I didn't realize you didn't care at all.

The kids were really looking forward
to that charity event.

But today, you crushed their dreams.

Forgive me, Wahyu.

I'm still going to ask the foundation
to expel Kefas.

Mr. Simon.

Sir.

Please forgive Kefas, sir.
Don't kick him out.

It's out of my hands, Joy.

Please talk to Mr. Wahyu, sir.

Kefas doesn't have anybody
outside this orphanage.

Sir, do you know why Kefas is like this?

His sister died because of Mr. Cahyo,
the caretaker who stole our supplies.

That's why Kefas has a grudge
against all the caretakers here.

And that incident
when he peed on Jalu's book?

That's because Jalu is mean, sir.

Who peed on a book? Who was meaner?

Jalu, of course!
He made fun of Kefas for being an orphan.

Jalu also kept mentioning his dead sister.

All right, off you go to school.

PELITA KASIH
ORPHANAGE FOUNDATION

"LOVE ALWAYS PROTECTS, ALWAYS TRUSTS,

- ALWAYS HOPES, ALWAYS PERSEVERES."
- 1 CORINTHIANS 13:7

That's Kefas's radio, sir.

Do you know where he is right now?

No, sir.

He has never run away like this before.

Do you know where his sister's grave is?

Why are you here?

I want to know what your plan is.

None of your business.

Is it none of my business,
or… you don't have a plan yet?

Don't be a smart-ass.

Come home, Kefas.

For what? Don't act as if you care.
I'm getting kicked out because of you.

Satisfied?

You deserve to be kicked out
for what you did.

Yeah, because I deserve to be alone.

You don't know what it's like to be alone.

I lived at the orphanage

when I was nine years old.

With Wahyu.

Back then, the name was Van Osch.

It belonged
to the Dutch church back there.

We were friends.

Roommates.

Every Christmas,

every Easter…

and even during charity events,

Wahyu and I always hoped

that someone
would take us out of the orphanage.

In less than two years…

Wahyu got adopted.

Taken to the Netherlands
by his new family.

There was a couple, Mr. and Mrs. Suyoto.

They would come to the orphanage
every Sunday.

They planned to adopt me.

I was loved.

One day,

they stopped coming.

An accident, they said.

Come.

My son died in a motorbike accident
six years ago.

And my wife

died unexpectedly four months ago.

I know

what it feels like to be left behind.

It doesn't feel good.

I'm sorry, sir.

You can apologize to your friends instead.

Come.

Kids.

Please settle down.

Let's hear what Kefas has to say.

Go ahead, Kefas.

Guys, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I made you all sad.

I'm sorry, Bon.

You made me sad, Kefas.

Boni, please forgive me?

I promise not to be bad anymore.

You're not leaving, are you?

I need someone to oil my hair.

You have Joy here.

Joy can't style my hair.
She makes it ugly.

Nevertheless,

I promise
I won't let you down anymore, okay?

Please forgive me.

I'm sorry, Joy.

I've already forgiven you.

You think an apology is enough?

You think anyone will still want to come
after yesterday's incident?

Use your brain.

Wow! The rice is so clean!

Where did the fleas go?

The rice has been replaced.

You can thank Mr. Simon for that.

Thank you, Mr. Simon.

FOR THE ORPHANAGE

MAKE SURE KEFAS
AND THE CHILDREN GET ADOPTED

So Mr. Simon lived here as a kid too?

No wonder Mr. Wahyu didn't show him around
when he first came here.

I misjudged him.

I thought he was a bad man.

So did I.

Sabrina was the only one
who believed he was a kind person.

From now on, we have to be nice to him.

Am I right?

He regrets his actions.

The boy carries a lot of bitterness.

It'll break him
if you kick him out, Wahyu.

We're all orphans, Simon.
Of course we carry a lot of bitterness.

Yes, but he has apologized to everyone,
and they accepted it.

Come on, Wahyu, give him a chance.

How would you know
he won't cause trouble again?

I'll personally keep an eye on him.

He's your responsibility.

Here, this month's pay.

After all,
you're going to be watching Kefas.

Besides, I see
you're making yourself comfortable here.

- Thank you, Wahyu.
- Mon.

Maybe this is where you belong.

This is only temporary, as promised.

My contract ends next month.

You should reconsider.

Hey. The kids are lucky to know you.

And you've been smiling
more and more these days.

I have other plans, Wahyu.

Plans change, Simon.

Actually, I have a favor to ask you.

Not every clouded sky

Is dark and gray forever

Because today

I see

The world so bright

Everyone, gather in the hall
for an important announcement.

Come on. Gather around. Quickly.

Right. I'm sure you all remember

how disastrous our charity event was
last month.

Am I right?

And the next event
won't be for another five months.

But Mr. Simon suddenly came to me earlier.

He wants to hold
another charity event this month.

Sometimes Mr. Simon here
comes up with the wildest ideas.

Then I started thinking.

All right, then!

We'll hold another one this month.

And it's all thanks to Mr. Simon.

Thank you, Mr. Simon.

Mr. Simon?

Sir?

Sir, I'd like to learn to play guitar.

I want to be able
to play Angelina's favorite song.

- All right.
- Nice!

But not here.

- What about the side field?
- Okay, over there.

- Coming home from school
- C chord.

- Rushing home
- Now move to F.

Hope it goes well.

Gotta be home soon

Sir, let me try it.

All right. Try the C-F first.

Try the C.

- Hey, look over there.
- What is it?

- Try switching. C to D.
- Guitar lessons.

Mr. Simon, will you teach me too, please?

- Me too, sir.
- Please, sir.

- Okay, sure.
- Hey, me first.

Cool. You can accompany us
when we sing at the charity event.

- It'll be cool.
- Yeah, right, Bon.

Mr. Simon, you should teach Romi too.

But not for the event, please.

- I want to learn too, sir.
- Me too, sir.

- Yeah.
- Give me that.

Hey, I'm learning Angelina's song here.

Take turns, okay?

Sir, I have an idea for our song.

If I'm not mistaken,
the title is "Kidung."

Oh, I know that song!

- Not every… That one?
- Yes, that's it.

Play it, sir.

All right, let me find the chords first.

Not every…

Not every clouded sky
Is dark and gray forever

Mr. Simon.

PELITA KASIH
ORPHANAGE FOUNDATION

Mr. Simon.

Hi, Sab.

Who donated these, sir?

Somebody donated these through the church
for the orphanage garden.

- Can I help, sir?
- Sure.

Just take the lighter ones.

Sir, I want to learn how to drive.

You're still underage.

Just in case we need it, sir.
For emergencies, you know.

We'll find the time, okay?

I feel proud seeing you on top of things,
taking care of everything.

You can be the caretaker here someday.

But we already have you, sir.

I want to be a psychologist.

I hope someone will adopt me
during the charity event.

So I can go to college.

Amen to that, Sabrina.

Easy. That's it. Yeah.

Hey!

The cacti look fresh, Sabrina.

This is for you. A mousetrap.

Wow.

Thank you, Mr. Simon.

Sure.

Everyone, pull hard, okay?

Once it's nice and tight,
we'll tie it off.

- This one.
- Okay.

- Right.
- Pull here.

Be careful, Joy.

Go!

- Come on, Bowo.
- Wo, let's go.

Come on, Bowo. Yes.

Come on.

Coming home from school

Rushing home

Don't take too long

Here, I fixed it.

I took it out of the trash.

I threw it away on purpose.

Why?

Too many memories?

Bad memories?

When I was learning Angelina's song…

I kept getting sad.

Even more when I see this radio.

I can't stop thinking about
how Dad never came back,

even after Angelina died.

Thank you for fixing it, sir.

But I don't want to keep
this radio anymore.

Hey, here's the water.

All payments are now completed, Mr. Simon.

Thank you for trusting
Bakti Abadi Funeral Home.

My plan is for the beginning
of next month, Mr. Gabriel.

Your plan for what?

The funeral.

Are you ill, sir?

What exactly do you mean, sir?

I'm sure you know what I mean.

I…

Sir, I can't possibly…

I chose Bakti Abadi Funeral Home
for your special solution.

You said so yourself.

I don't want to be a bother.

You'll have no trouble.

All you have to do is pick me up.

I'll send you the address.

I'll pay you extra.

Okay?

Where have you been, Mr. Simon?

Ah, you know.

- How are you, ma'am?
- I'm good, Mr. Simon.

MR. ASEP'S
BARBERSHOP

Yes.

Please sit.

Mr. Simon.

Darn, it's off.

- Mr. Simon.
- Ma'am.

There you are, Mr. Simon.

I wanted to confirm
whether you'll be extending your lease.

Here's the thing. If you're not extending,
my child would like to use the house.

That's right, ma'am.
I won't continue my lease.

All right, then.

And where will you go?

I'm off somewhere else.

If you'll excuse me, I'd like to pack.

Please, go ahead.

Dad.

I'm going now.

Yosua!

Happy birthday, my husband.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEETHEART

Thank you, dear.

Excuse me, sir.

Are you moving?

You could say that.

Right.

No need for that. Just take it all.

Are you serious, sir?

Thank God. This is my lucky day.

Sir, I pray you'll have many blessings.

- Amen.
- Amen.

And good health to you too, sir.

- Amen.
- Amen.

I pray you'll live a long life.

Amen.

Here you go.

Wow! This is nice. Watch out.

- Sorry, sir, I'm taking this back.
- Yes?

Oh, go ahead, sir.

Nice.

Good afternoon, Mr. Yahya.

Good afternoon.

I want to get these trousers altered.

You're amazing, Mr. Simon.

Ever since you came to the orphanage,

those kids don't trouble me anymore.

Not a single ball to my house.

The way I see it,

you're a good influence on them.

I hope you'll keep working there.

By the way, sir.

Do you have any kids?

Three. And five grandchildren.

They all live with you?
Must be a full house.

My eldest lives in the Netherlands.

My second, the middle child,
lives in the US.

My youngest lives in Singapore.

I live alone at home.

My wife, the kids' mother,
has been gone a long time.

If you ever get lonely,
just come on over, sir.

They don't like me.

Maybe because they don't know you yet,

just like you don't know them yet either.

The stars are twinkling

- With playful charm
- Hey, I'm bald.

As if they understand

The meaning and the feeling

Oh, beautiful hymn

Simon, are you sure you still want to go?

- Here, try this.
- What is it?

- Whose size is this?
- Try on this one.

It fits, sir! Thank you!

Stop wearing sleeveless tops.
Try this one.

Thank you so much
for your generosity, ladies and gentlemen.

Your gifts mean so much

to the children here.

But… even more meaningful

is your presence here.

I… feel very fortunate

to know them.

These children have a lot of potential

that has yet to be tapped.

Who knows?

Maybe you folks

can be the lucky ones

if you are willing and able

to guide them
to reach their full potential.

And now,
let's see what they have to offer.

The Pelita Kasih Orphanage Choir.

I'm Mini. I sit in the left corner.

Sometimes sad. Sometimes lonely.

I want someone to hold me.

But they tell me to hang in there.

I like looking
at stars in the sky, saying,

"God, please don't be stingy."

I pray and smile a little.

Mini has big dreams.

Mini has a strong heart.

I know someone will love me.

Even though I cry a lot right now.

I'm fine.

I believe my heart is as bright as light.

Not every clouded sky

Is dark and gray forever

Because

Today

I see

The world so bright

The forest and the wild

Seem to sing along

Filling

This day

With radiance

A world

Wrapped in peace

The stars are twinkling

With playful charm

As if they understand

The meaning and the feeling

Oh, beautiful hymn

You have lifted me

From the burden

Of my sin

Not every clouded sky

Is dark and gray forever

Because

Because

Today

Today
With radiance

A world

Wrapped in peace

The stars are twinkling

With playful charm

As if they understand

The meaning and the feeling

Oh, beautiful hymn

You have lifted me

From the burden

Of my sin

Oh, beautiful hymn

You have lifted me

From the burden

Of my sin

That goes here. Try it.

Like this, right?

Kefas!

- Let's gather around.
- Okay.

Yes, I can play the guitar.

Yes, that's right.

Sir, ma'am, excuse me for a minute.

- What the hell?
- Come with me.

They said…

Hi, good afternoon, sir, ma'am.

- Afternoon.
- Yes.

I'm Kefas. This is Sabrina.

Sabrina has been living here
for ten years.

She always reminds us,
the younger ones, to maintain discipline.

Wow, amazing.

Sabrina is also the one
who organized today's event.

She's been getting scholarships
ever since elementary school.

You both would be so lucky
to be her parents.

Excuse me.

- What grade are you in?
- Tenth grade, ma'am.

Sir, ma'am, let's talk inside.

- All right.
- Come.

Congratulations.

This event is a success.

And thank you

for making these kids happy.

Yes, some of them will be happy
because they'll get new parents.

But some of them will be sad

because it's not their time yet.

Yes, but it's out of our hands, right?

Your words.

Really?

Oh no. Going senile already?

Hey, don't you remember?

When my adopted parents took me
to the Netherlands? I was homesick.

I called you and said
I wanted to go back to the orphanage.

I was unhappy, Simon.

And what did you say?

Well, you were being ungrateful.

If we can't be grateful,
then we won't know how to be happy.

Your words.

You forgot, huh?

Fine. Get back out there.

CHILD IDENTITY CARD
ORPHANAGE

Kefas, what did you do this time
to get summoned by Mr. Wahyu?

As if. What are you doing here anyway?

Did you cause trouble?

No, I didn't.

What are you doing here, Joy?
Did you break Mr. Yahya's window again?

Children,

come in.

Sit down.

Congratulations. Okay?

For what, Mr. Wahyu?

Congratulations,
because you all have new parents!

Hooray!

I know, sir. Maybe it's not my time yet.

Mr. Simon?

Sir?

Mr. Simon?

Mr. Simon…

BAKTI ABADI
FUNERAL HOME

FOR GABRIEL
PLEASE PLACE THIS INSIDE THE COFFIN

What are you doing, sir?

What is the meaning of this, sir?

Are you planning to leave us?

How could you?

- Come on, Joy.
- Yes.

- I'm gonna win.
- No, I'll win this time.

- No, I will.
- Romi, Desi, have you seen Mr. Simon?

No.

We haven't seen him since this morning.

- Let's go.
- Come on.

Hey, has anyone seen Kefas?
I haven't seen him since yesterday.

The last time I saw him
was in Mr. Wahyu's office yesterday.

No one has seen Mr. Simon
since this morning. Right, Sab?

Why is Mr. Wahyu still here at this hour?

He usually stays here late
if there's no caretaker.

Kids, may I have your attention, please?

How are you, sir?

I'm good, sir.

- Where have you been?
- Just the usual.

Mr. Gabriel?

Is Mr. Simon already gone?

I can't believe he left us so soon.

Committing suicide
out of the blue like that.

Committing suicide?

Mr. Simon resigned
from his position at the orphanage, Kef.

And he left without saying goodbye.

He left to kill himself.

I read about it in his notebook.

He prepared everything to die.

Are you serious?

Mr. Simon!

So we're not going to do anything?
Let's go!

Hurry up!

Sabrina.

Sabrina.

- KEEP STUDYING HARD, KIDS
- MR. SIMON

- Let's go, Romi!
- Come on!

Joy, Romi, let's go!

- Kefas, let's go!
- Just a minute.

Kefas! Desi!

Wait, Sab.

Come on.

- Hey, here's Mr. Simon's address!
- Hurry up, Kef!

Kefas, Desi, come on!

- Desi!
- Come on!

Quickly!

- Let's go!
- All good?

- Ready.
- Ready.

Come on, hurry.

Can you even drive?

Shut up back there!

Don't cause an accident!

Sabrina.

- Sab.
- Come on, Sab.

- Come on.
- Get in there.

Shouldn't you shift gears?

Come on, move it.

- Anggrek Street, number 6.
- Anggrek Street, number 6.

Which one is it?

That's Anggrek Street, number 5,
so this one is number 6. Come on.

Let's go.

- Come on, be careful.
- Watch it.

Thank you.

Yes, sir.

- Ma'am!
- Ma'am!

- Ma'am!
- Ma'am!

- Ma'am!
- Ma'am!

Afternoon, ma'am.
Is this Mr. Simon's house?

Yes, but he has moved out.

Hey, the cemetery!

Huh? Cemetery?

Careful, kids. Don't run.

- You'll fall.
- Yes, ma'am.

Yes, ma'am. Thank you!

Is this the plot that he just paid off?

For his grave?

When you read Mr. Simon's notes,
did you see

where he purchased this plot?

Don't know.
All I know is there was an angel's name.

You mean the funeral home's name?

Or the owner's name?

Darn, I forgot. It's in his notebook.

An angel's name.

Michael?

No.

- Raphael?
- No.

- Uriel?
- No.

Ba… Ba… Barachiel?

- No.
- Barasiel?

No. Gosh, what was it?

Wow, how can you all
memorize the names so well?

Yes, it was Gabriel!

Hey, there's a funeral home
near our school,

but I forgot the name.

There's another one by the train station.
Right, Rom?

- Yes.
- Let's check both places.

Let's go.

Mr. Simon, won't you reconsider, sir?

Come on, sir.

You already agreed to this.

And you've already accepted the money.

Where's the solution you promised me?

All right, Mr. Simon.

In the bag I gave you,
there's a set of clothes.

There are also several personal items
to be placed inside the coffin with me.

My pickup address is in the envelope.

The remaining money I promised is with me.

You can collect it yourself.

From the youth songwriting competition,

this next one is a classic from the 1970s.

Ma'am, is Mr. Gabriel here?

There's no one here by that name.

What about Mr. Simon, ma'am?
He bought a grave plot here.

Please, this is a matter
of life and death.

Let me check.

- When did he die?
- He hasn't, ma'am.

He plans to die today.

Are you kids messing with me?

- Let's go.
- Come on.

- Hurry!
- Come on, let's go. Hurry.

Lock the door.

SINAR KASIH
FUNERAL HOME

CENDANA HOUSE (ROOM 08)
PRAMUKA STREET, NO. 37, SUKABUMI

Please pick me up tonight at 8:00 p.m.

Sir, why is the video stuck?

1 TIMOTHY 6:10
"FOR THE LOVE OF MONEY

IS A ROOT OF ALL KINDS OF EVIL.
SOME PEOPLE, EAGER FOR MONEY,

HAVE WANDERED FROM THE FAITH
AND PIERCED THEMSELVES WITH MANY GRIEFS."

Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Sir!

Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

- Sir!
- Hey, this is Mr. Simon's belongings.

- What is this?
- Mr. Gabriel?

He just went out.

- Where did he go?
- He took the ambulance.

That usually means
he's going to pick up a body.

- The ambulance earlier!
- Maybe to pick up Mr. Simon!

- Let's go!
- Come on!

That's him!

- Over there!
- Yes, that's him!

Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

Sir!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

Mr. Gabriel!

Watch out!

- Everyone hold on!
- Sab!

- God, I don't want to die yet.
- Our Father in…

Let's bring you the most beautiful song,
in its latest arrangement,

"Kidung."

Brought to you by the voice of Chrisye.

Hope you enjoy it.

Not every clouded sky
Is dark and gray forever

Because

Today

I see

The world so bright

- Hey, that's Mr. Gabriel. Sir!
- That's him!

- There!
- That's Mr. Gabriel!

That's him!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel! Sir!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Sir! Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

- Mr. Gabriel!
- Mr. Gabriel!

- We're from the orphanage.
- Yes.

Help me find the house.
It's on this street.

- Let's go!
- Come on!

Number 37.

- Yes, sir.
- It's 37!

Hey, this is 37!

- Here's 37!
- Yes.

Get inside.

Which one is it?

Which one?

Which room, sir?

It's… Damn!

Where's the paper?

I dropped it by the car. Wait.

No, don't, sir. Let's split up.

What do we do if we find him, Sab?

Tell me or Kefas. Don't act alone.

- Let's go!
- Come on!

Excuse me, ma'am.

Do you know Mr. Simon?

Sir, excuse me.

Is there a Mr. Simon here?

- Sul.
- Huh?

Know any Mr. Simon?

Who's Simon?

No idea.

Let's go.

It's dark.

Gray forever
Because

Today

I see

The world so bright

Not every clouded sky

Is dark and gray forever

Because

Today

I see

The world so bright

The forest and the wild

Seem to sing along

Filling

This day…

Mr. Simon.

Mr. Simon.

Mr. Simon.

Mr. Simon.

"COMMIT YOUR WAY TO THE LORD,
TRUST IN HIM

- AND HE WILL DO THIS."
- PSALMS 37:5

Mr. Simon, they said they're sending me
to a private school in Jakarta.

I thought
your adoptive parents live in Bandung.

They have a house in Jakarta, sir.

And if my grades are good,

they're going to send me
to university abroad.

You're very lucky, Kefas.

Here.

Are you sure you don't want to take it?

This radio still makes me sad, sir.

It's just like you,

still keeping that bottle of perfume.

I don't want to keep things
that make me sad.

Yes, back then,
I still couldn't accept reality.

Instead of surrendering,

I gave up.

Now that I have surrendered,

I'm able to be grateful.

I'm grateful to have all of you.

But we will leave you, sir.
One by one. You're going to lose us all.

Loss is inevitable.

I can keep grieving and mourning.

But for what?

I should just be grateful

for the time I have left.

With the children here.

Maybe I'll understand one day.

Yes.

- They're waiting. Let's go.
- Yes.

Let's go.

"BLESSED IS THE ONE
WHO TRUSTS IN THE LORD."

Don't be sad.
I'll see you again in Jakarta.

Congratulations, Kefas.

Be good. Don't waste this opportunity.

Thank you, Sab.
I hope you'll get your turn after me.

Kefas, let's take a picture.
Stand in the middle.

Ready?

Three, two…

Take care of yourself, okay?

Goodbye, sir.

Take care.

- Thank you so much.
- Go ahead.

- Bye.
- Bye.

FOR GABRIEL
PLEASE PLACE THIS INSIDE THE COFFIN

FOR THE ORPHANAGE

MAKE SURE KEFAS
AND THE CHILDREN GET ADOPTED

Simon

left this for you.

He kept it all this time?

He always remembered you.

After you left,

every time a kid feels blue,

grieving,

or desperate,

Simon always tells them about

Kefas, Kefas,

and Kefas.

And it brings their spirits back up.

Let's get going now.

- Come.
- Come with me, sir.

Ladies and gentlemen, welcome.

I would like to say thank you

for attending the burial
of our beloved Mr. Simon.

I see a lot of familiar faces here.

Friends from my time at the orphanage.

Desi and Romi.

Joy and Boni.

And Kefas.

Kefas will deliver the eulogy
for Mr. Simon.

Go ahead, Kefas.

- Good afternoon, friends.
- Afternoon.

Afternoon.

Welcome to the celebration of life
for Simon Ferdinan.

First of all,

I'd like to thank Mr. Simon…

for helping me
compose this important letter today.

"A Letter To My Youth."

"I'd like to thank the 12-year-old me."

"At that age,

you and your sister
were left behind at the orphanage

with a promise to return."

"Even though you knew
that promise wouldn't be fulfilled."

"But still, you waited and hoped."

"There is plenty of heartache,

loss,

and tears at night."

"However, you never want
to show it to others."

"You try to be strong for your sister."

"I'd also like to thank
the 15-year-old me."

"Where you had to deal
with losing your sister."

"By blaming yourself
for not being able to look after her."

"Guilt

and anger stayed with you."

"But I'm proud."

"Because amid the darkness…

you chose to rise
and fight against the despair,

even though it wasn't easy."

"In the midst of everything,

I'm incredibly grateful
that Mr. Simon was there."

"And also, here in this moment."

"I've realized
that the fear of losing loved ones

is still present within me today."

"On this day of your departure,

you reminded me

that everything I went through in my past

becomes my strength in the present."

"My strength to be grateful

and to accept every loss
with an open heart."

"To choose happiness,

even in the midst of loss."

"Once again, I thank you, Mr. Simon,

for making me
finally understand on this day."

"On the day I lost you."

Godspeed.

Excuse me, sir.

Even if I answered, he asks,
"Where are you going?" So, I can't…

I can't get a word in.

"Where are you going?" Over and over.

What's the topic?

- Mr. Yahya.
- Mr. Yahya?

I can't believe that all this time,

you've been blaming yourself for Angelina.

We all know your struggles.

We all saw it.

You have to remember that, okay?

Sab.

- Yeah?
- Boni said…

- What?
- You're the caretaker now?

Hey… Ye of little faith.

It's true.

Actually, I run the foundation now.

Like Mr. Wahyu.

Amazing, right?

Amazing.

And Desi told me you're a politician now?

Really? Are you capable?

You used to be so shy.

Well, times have changed.

I'm now an expert in public speaking.

As long as you're not bribing.

Of course not, Sab.

It's just speaking.

Boni is now a yogi.

But does your hair stay on point
during yoga, Bon?

The key is having curly hair, Kef.

- Curly to the max!
- Max!

Sweetheart.

I'm sorry
I made you and Abigail uncomfortable.

So many things in my head lately.

I felt lost.

And I ended up hurting you.

And now I've found the trigger.

There's a lot I haven't told you.

Sweetheart?

A LETTER TO MY YOUTH

Come here, Abigail.

Subtitle translation by: Lady Helen