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Previously on The Real Housewives of
Beverly Hills. I've been thinking about

a lot since the party. I really have.
Sending you love and good vibes every

I'm praying you're getting some sleep. I
really have.

I started wondering, like, is her
talking to everyone going to end up

the divorce in some kind of negative
way?

My fertility journey continues.

The pills, the injections, the vitamins,
it's a lot.

Welcome to Sedona.

It's a must.

Buy it.

I really want to use this time to build
good relationships.

This guy says, tell Amanda to call me.
I'll give her all the dirt on Sutton.

If one of my old employees was saying
that about me, I would want to know.

When I brought up your assistant, I got
a different energy. It's also true. I do

believe that's why Garcella has to tell
us it's always all about Sutton.

Y 'all, I'm not talking about it. Is
that clear?

Crystal.

Oh, honky.

Oh, God. I'm going to get out of here.

I go away, and there's eight million
packages.

This is for the horse. The hook covers.

This is Santa's fall look.

Kind of creepy, but it looks good.

We did this all without an assistant.
Mommy can open boxes.

Everybody here estimates my home
address.

God. All right.

Yeah. Hell no. This is so annoying.

How are you?

Oh, my God, my bag.

Oh, my God.

Literally your closet, Rachel.

Oh, my God.

Yes.

100 % have to own this.

There's no strategy when I shop,
especially vintage.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Money's not real.

I'm dead. Look at all this brown.

I'm just like, please try and have money
when you leave left in your bank

account. That one looks like late 80s,
early 90s vibe, yeah? Right on the dot.

It's like a problem. It's like a
disease.

It's literally like a drug.

Oh, my God. This is so good.

Hello. How are you? Thank you. The queen
is here.

Hello.

Hi. Wait, did you come in with this
jacket? No.

This I just put on. How did I know that?

Oh, my God. I'm dead.

I think I might have to have it.

I can't really be trying things on
because, sorry, TMI. I'm bloated.

And look, it's not because of what I
ate. I've been taking some medication.

Yeah, no, no, no. I was praying for you.
Thank you. How did it go? It was so

good. It was so good. It was so good.

I just had my ultrasound done. And this
ultrasound is showing six egg houses

where she can retrieve eggs from.

Those are good size eggs. No, the eggs
themselves are.

microscopic. But the fact that the egg
house is getting bigger suggests that

cells that are taking care of the eggs
are active and thereby we anticipate a

mature egg in there. I'm ecstatic!

So, in like two days, I'm gonna go fly
back to Vegas.

Keely will come with me. I'll get my
eggs retrieved.

The more eggs I have, the better my
chances are at getting a fertilized

which then leads to babies.

IVF process is so hard. It's draining
and tiring and emotionally taxing. And

I really want that to work because I
can't keep going through this. So I'm

feeling pretty good, but I mean, I know
you have a party on Friday. No, you have

to come.

But I understand.

I'm going to do a dinner at my house.

I haven't done a dinner party in
forever.

I've just been lifing. Okay, fun.

Can we talk about our trip?

I know. Tell me what you think. The
thing that I noticed the most on the

I'm a very wing it person, as you know.
I roll into my life, what the f***

happens, happens.

And I think for Amanda, it has to be
laid out.

I think she's very systematic.

I don't understand the timing of the
group, like how I'm supposed to know

I'm actually supposed to be somewhere. I
made my first list for my future ideal

husband when I was 13.

So I made lists for 20 years.

Her dropping this information about her
friend and Avi was not accidental.

She wanted to drop it in there and
perhaps gain some points. The problem is

backfired.

So Shauna, can you be rolling waiting
for the house at like a slightly lower

speed? I know. I know the rules.

You guys want to go? Go.

Bye, Felicia.

Babe, are you okay with him going? What?
Good, bye. Okay, I'll be tracking you.

That's creepy.

That sounds really weird. It is creepy,
but it's my job.

We rented a place in Newport Beach for
the first time last summer. We

fell in love. So this year we signed a
year lease.

We are here nearly every weekend.

Bye, y 'all.

Okay, I want to tell you more about my
Sedona trip while the babies are napping

and the big kids are out. I feel like
I'm raising my children in the 80s. I'm

not seeing kids on devices. The kids are
outside all day playing on the beach

with their friends. It is just a
happier, more wholesome childhood.

So you guys flew into the small airport?

Mm -hmm, in Sedona. P .S. I like Erica.

Remember, she's the one that shouted
boring when I said that I was ordering a

mocktail. Can you make a mocktail of
some kind?

Boo, you have to drink alcohol.

Then I told you a little bit about
Sutton, right? I had heard from our

friend that this person, that's her old
assistant, was, you know, saying to her,

oh, have Amanda call me, I'll give her
all the dirt.

But I say it to Sutton verbatim as I got
it in the text. And she just, like,

went cold.

Like, mean. Her eyes looked mad.

So she obviously doesn't know you. What
do you mean?

Because she only gets a few more strikes
before you cut a bitch down.

That's not wrong.

All I know is she says she's the money
queen.

She's the money queen?

That's what she calls herself.

What does that mean? Did you never know
that? What are you talking about? That's

what she called herself.

It's called the money queen?

Girl, I don't know why I'm repeating
myself. Yes. But you never had a job

before. So how are you telling people
how to get money?

If I could roll my eyes any harder, I
would. I have no formal business

experience. And then I found that I had
a gift around like the energetic part of

money. If somebody is going to teach
somebody else how to make money, I

that they've made a lot of money doing
some kind of work before.

That way they can tell somebody how to
do the work so they can get the money.

I thought she does like affirmation.

Girl, I'm putting this back. Am I okay?

See, no, you're not okay.

I just can't figure out her authenticity
and who she is.

Aliyah, iconic.

Look how sick that is.

I kind of need that.

Would you ever read Amanda's book,
Riches?

No, I would never read a book called
Riches.

You're at 6 ,255. I feel like we could
add that.

No, it's just not my energy.

No. So your total is going to be 10
,500.

Done.

Basta.

I've lost my mind.

I didn't see the baby denim.

How was everyone for those three nights?
Any problem?

No. Anyone cry about Mama?

No. Not even at bedtime?

No, bedtime was different.

I was putting them all to bed.

Kanan was laying on top of me like he
usually does.

Liam was beside me and I was holding
Shosha's hand on the top bunk. And when

finished, I just felt him like the most
I've felt in a really long time.

Three years ago, I had twins, Kanan and
Zion, emergency C -section, middle of

the night, born 11 weeks early.

It was a hard pregnancy, and Zion, my
son, didn't make it. He died at five

old in the NICU. Oh, honey, I'm sorry.

Zion's placenta was faulty, so he was
having a hard time in the womb.

Kanan was in the NICU for 68 days.

Zion unfortunately died in my arms the
first time I ever held him.

Friday is obviously the anniversary of
him dying. Yeah.

That was a really weird day for me last
year, so I don't know how I'll be this

year. It stuck up on me last year.

Every year, it's the most joyful and sad
week. I can't think of

everything Kanan overcame to be a three
-year -old without thinking of Zion not

making it. It's just all in the week.

And he...

Coming up.

Did you end up talking to Jennifer?

She was saying that it was about you.

Well, that's interesting.

And that gender fans like ourselves are
not friends with you.

Hi. Oh, my God.

Can I do any little starters for you
guys? Any appetizers or anything to

with? Yes, I think we'll go with the
fish sandwich. You never see those.

I'll do the salmon Caesar, please.

The arugula. Thank you. Well, I have a
surprise for you. You do?

Yes. It arrived yesterday.

Oh, oh, oh, oh my God.

Unbelievable. I feel like that's the way
I want to feel right now. Like sexy.

Yeah. And I don't give a...

I needed to find a new management team
because when I separated from my

I also separated from my manager.

I don't like the name Nava for the
swimwear. Call it Beverly Beach.

What do you think of that?

Was he a better manager or a better
husband?

You guys, I need to work. Yeah. I need
to earn money.

I don't want to have worries.

I want to be able to buy myself whatever
I want, do whatever I want for the

kids. Yeah. I've got goals. Yeah.

Obviously, the book.

I know. So many things have. We haven't
even celebrated.

No, we haven't. It's funny. One of the
first things I said to you is like, have

you not written a book? I know. If I'm
going to do a book and it's going to be

my memoir, I want to put my heart into
that book.

Yeah. Right.

I just signed a book deal.

Writing a book is going to really give
me the opportunity to not only go

the journey of processing everything
that I'm going through, but thinking

everything that's led me to where I am
today, the good, the bad, the ugly.

I want people to be able to pick up my
book.

Finish my book and know that they
understand me so much better.

It's going to be a cathartic experience
to put pen to paper and then really feel

like I'm moving into a new chapter in my
life.

The other thing that we need to
establish is the cover because we need

that. I have no doubt that in a year's
time, you will be in a better position

than you are right now, like
financially, mentally.

No doubt in my mind. Oh, thanks.

Hi, how are you? Hi, good. How are you?
Welcome to Elevate Infrared. Thank you.

We have an appointment for two of us.
Yeah.

I'm just going to wait for my friend.

Okay. Oh, never mind. Here she is.

Hi. Hello.

Hi. How are you?

I'm good. How are you? Good, good. Okay.
Yeah, I can bring you back to the

contrast room.

Okay, great. Thank you.

If you need to adjust the temperature,
it's just on the left. It's at 159.

159 degrees? Yeah. I was missing Sedona
a lot, so, you know, what better way to

remind myself of how great Sedona is
than to go get into a hot sauna.

Okay, my butt is on fire. I think we can
turn the temp down.

130.

Oh, you just made it hotter.

All right. I don't want the light.

Oh, Lord have mercy.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah.

Can you turn the air conditioning on
while you got it? I'm just kidding.

Was it not enough that we suffered in
Arizona on that hike in the 111 degrees?

Okay, but it was beautiful. The hike was
beautiful.

That was my favorite part.

Yeah, it was beautiful.

That was worth every hard step.

What T -shirt contest, y 'all? Okay.

But it's really hot in here. I just have
to have that red light off for a

minute. Did you end up talking to
Jennifer?

Well, Jennifer and I were roommates. We
talked every day.

No, but after the night, you snapped us.

Did she say something?

Yeah.

I just find it interesting.

I don't know why she would say something
to you before saying something to me. I

don't know.

Well, because it was in the moment when
you, like, said, Jennifer, just stop.

And when I went over to the bathroom and
I came out and she had, like, tears in

her eyes. Uh -huh. And she was like,
well, Sutton snapped at me and I don't

to be here.

And she was saying that it was about you
and that, you know. Well, that's

interesting. And that she said that she
understands, like, ourselves and our

friends with you.

And I was really surprised by that.

She was saying that, you know, something
can be problematic.

Jennifer has seen how sad I have been
over the past few months.

Have you talked to Garcelle yet? She
won't talk to me. It was a big one. It

me hard.

It's so mean.

So I want to go talk to Jennifer
immediately.

I need to understand why.

I mean, come on. That's sucky to bring
up Garcelle.

People bewilder me.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Hello, welcome.

How are you guys doing? Good, how are
you?

I'm really good. Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you. All right, you guys
are ready? Let's go on back. Okay.

Hello. So we're going to roll back.
Technically, you walk in. Okay. We roll

out. Okay. So in about three minutes,
Christy will take you in. Of course, the

plan is egg retrieval, but you hear the
word transvaginal oocyte aspiration.

That's the actual medical term. Do I
have to remember that? No. Oh, thank

I'm feeling every emotion possible.

I've never had a smooth pregnancy
before.

I'm 47. I lost my first daughter. She
was born preterm. And Lael was also

preterm. If this doesn't work, I worry
about Keely's overall satisfaction.

If he doesn't have a child, which I know
he really wants, then what does that

mean? So this has to work.

Emmy? What's happening?

Why is it so dark in here?

So, the power's out on the entire block.

I don't understand why this happens
every time I do something.

We just eat in the dark?

I don't think we cancel yet.

I can still cook. I figured out how to
make the gas work with the lighter, and

will make something very delicious.

This is my f***ing life. This is my
life. It's not raining.

There's no storm.

There is no reason to not have power
right now.

We'll make it work.

Who does this happen to?

Me. Do you want wine now or in a minute?

A double.

I don't know why we don't have power,
but you're going to crack up.

I came up with the idea of reducing a
handheld fan.

Because you're so hot?

No, I'm blow -drying my hair with it.
Shut up right now! Do you need to come

over here to use my electricity?

Because blow -dryers are important.

I mean, I may have to.

Are these the shoes?

But it's yours.

Uh -huh.

Yeah. Perfect.

I know where it has to match. A well
-dressed woman always has their

undergarments matching her outfit.

Hello?

Shall we? That's my hostess gift for
Rachel.

I'm glad you remembered one because I
did not.

What is the occasion tonight? Just
getting together?

Psychic? Oh, that's quite a psychic.

Psychic, summer, something.

I'm going to do a dinner at my house and
I'm going to have my psychic. Oh, I

love a psychic at a dinner.

If my husband ever leaves me, I'm going
with him. He will never emotionally

fulfill you.

Ever. Know that.

I'm hoping this one tonight does not
have an electronic cigarette and that

going to be a positive psychic.

So this is an emotional week for me.

Monday was Kanan's birthday, so today is
actually the anniversary of when he

died. I spoke with Eddie about it, and
this should be a day to be around

friends. Maybe it'd be a good
distraction and try to have the best day

If I think weird tonight, that might be
why.

Look. Thank you for this. That's so
appreciative of you.

It's a book. You're not that
appreciative.

No, I'm not.

Kathy just called me. She said, I don't
have any power.

What? She's about to go over to my house
and split our hair.

We're here.

I'm just going to the kitchen.

I just opened it up.

She's going to make these, like, bigger
curls. I don't know.

Right? They can start to part with it.
Yeah. Right?

We're going to have a psychic party.
We're going to have a psychic party. I

a few things that I need to, you know,
get off my chest with Jennifer.

Oh, I thought you were going to stay
with me. No.

So you're really going to talk to her
about this? I have to.

She was so upset. She talked to Kyle and
said, I'm really upset with Sutton. She

makes everything about herself.

And that's why Garcelle is not her
friend anymore.

Hell, really?

Uh -huh.

Truly, like.

What? Why did you say that? Yeah, it
just wasn't right.

Jennifer saying that Sutton makes
everything out about herself is somewhat

yes. But I think Sutton probably feels
betrayed by Tilly. You know, you're my

friend. I've already had a big falling
out with Garcelle. I don't need to have

falling out with you.

You could have come to me first.

Well, I mean, are you going to?

Oh, yeah.

Listen, you have no idea who you're
dealing with. Oh, my God.

Coming up. Amanda, I heard you had some
concerns about the way I was speaking

about the father of my children.

I'm going to put the bags on the chairs.

Rachel does slippers.

Rachel does pajamas.

Rachel does fragrance.

Rachel does sun glasses.

Hi. Hi.

Oh, we've lost full power.

I just pulled her in.

There's going to be hiccups, and, like,
you're just going to keep adjusting, and

it's going to be that much more magical.
That's the message I keep getting.

Really? Okay, I like that message. How
are you?

Oh, wait, don't forget your Chanel.

Oh, my gosh, I keep forgetting them.

Thank you.

Do you think we should put these up
right now? Yeah, let's put them maybe on

either the bar cart or actually that
high top, the black table.

Hi, son, you're so punctual.

Erica!

Yay. I've been ready for hours. Come in.
Look at you gorgeous people.

We just talked to Kathy. She didn't have
any power. We don't have power. Holy

camoly. So this really is going to be a
candlelit actual dinner.

Hi. I'm home.

How are you?

Hi. Oh, my God. You got it. You look
gorgeous.

I love the new Natalie.

Natalie and I met for her soon -to -be
ex -husband, Simon Fuller, many years

ago. And I think she's in, like, her new
era.

Natalie's going through a divorce? Hi.

You're clearly not bored. I'm not.

But you're weird.

Oh, I love a hoe dress. And Natalie's
giving me expensive hoes.

This is new Natalie. This is not old
Natalie.

I got out of the car. I was like, I'm
really sorry if everyone sees my vagina.

Why? I think you should show your vagina
as much as you want.

Hi, queen.

dressing like the cosmos how beautiful
you are hi you look stunning thank you

jesus christ i just got that i'm gonna
rip some diamonds off of you jennifer

tilly is like a walking museum of
fashion that's um bulgari yeah of course

know that ring and that's your people
always ask me whose closet would you

over and now i'm like wait maybe it's
jennifer tilly

We're ready.

Hi. Look at you, gorgeous lady in red.

Jennifer, this is Natalie.

Oh, my gosh. You're so gorgeous. I love
it. Look at this cape. I love the Loewe

shoes. Look at those, too.

This little Miss Dutton. Hi, honey. How
are you?

It's so good to see you.

Hi, babe.

Oh, you look great.

You look so selectory. Hi.

How are you?

You look like a goddess.

Hi. Hi, gorgeous.

After spending some time with Amanda, I
have some reservations.

I think that she is much more calculated
than I thought.

Kyle, look.

I bought it for my birthday.

I just signed a book deal.

That's where this is coming from.

I think when you get divorced, it's
important to have ownership in your life

that's not connected to a man.

That's really amazing, and it's
important. It's so nice to get the

these ladies.

Who's his boyfriend?

He looks like an artist.

I'm like, he looks like he's from
Brooklyn. I mean, come on.

Did you choose a co -author? I did. It's
a mother -daughter duo.

Like a ghost writer?

Co -author's a ghost writer, yeah.

I just sat down and wrote.

Well, it's more for time.

I just wrote my book.

You must have had a lot of time.

I'm really glad that you wrote your book
all by yourself. I did not.

Dorit definitely will not because it'll
never come out.

I need to get something to eat. I'm like
looking.

I know.

I need to eat something.

For someone who claims to be an author,
she sure doesn't know how to read the

room. I don't have any non -alcoholic
champagne.

I think Phyllis needs help for you.
Okay. Tell me about the co -author

didn't even occur to me to not just sit
down and write my book.

It depends on the style book you're
writing. I guess I'm a writer.

Like, a big part of my job was writing
before I wrote the book. Oh, I just

my book. I wrote it. I was like, you
know, you had a lot of time on your

Are we one after?

No, no, no. I'm a New York Times
bestselling author. I'm a two -time New

Times bestselling author.

Amanda,

like, are you okay?

Like, what?

Isn't there something in your brain that
blocks you from saying something like

that? You don't need to put someone else
down to lift yourself up.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Is that the best caviar?
That's raw caviar. It's so good.

I didn't like what she was saying about
the both of you. I thought that was

rude. Listen, as the new girl in town,
that's fucking bold.

Okay. Let me tell you what she said
about you.

Oh. She's concerned that you're talking
too much about the divorce and that it

might come back to bite you. But I
started wondering, like...

Is her talking to everyone going to end
up affecting the divorce in some kind of

negative way?

Who said that? She did?

Mm -hmm.

So then she said, I'm getting caviar.
There's no cocktail napkins, Rachel. Oh,

yes, there is. Here. Oh, here, here.
There's one.

Hold on, hold on, hold on. I've got
napkins. Oh, this is interesting.

Then she said that she was worried about
you being an

alcoholic.

Amanda and I had a nice lunch.

Some weeks back.

So I've been thinking about you a lot
since the party. I really have. Sending

you love and good vibes every day. I'm
praying you're getting some sleep. Oh,

Amanda. I really have.

She never said a single word about any
concern.

So it's pretty odd that I'm now hearing
she's got a different opinion when my

back is turned.

I didn't out PK.

I would never, ever, ever discuss it
without his approval.

Never.

Hi. I'm Jennifer. I was hovering because
I was like, I want to be next. I want

to be next.

Hi, it's very nice to meet you.

And is this non -alcoholic champagne?

Yes. Thank you. The queen.

Oh, my God.

Nice.

You're a moment.

I love your outfit. You're beautiful.
Such a moment.

Gorgeous.

This card has not come out this entire
time, and it's one of my favorites.

It's pregnant, but maybe she just had
one too many pizzas.

No, that's the way of life. Pregnant
with possibility, of course.

Right? This looks like Sutton.

My friend Sutton. It does look like
Sutton. She's wearing pink.

She's holding a cake.

Is she someone that you see? She's my
very big girlfriend of 18 years.

And I feel like you can lean on her a
little bit.

Can I have a margarita?

I want it fat.

Yeah, I want an extra fat margarita,
please.

Thank you so much.

Boze had her peanuts on the plane. Did
you see that when we were on the plane

and her nuts went everywhere?

I thought you said her peanuts.

Peanuts. Not peanuts.

Where is Boze? Was today Friday? I think
her egg retrieval was Wednesday.

How was it? A car came up that looked
just like you. I went, this is sudden.

She's wearing a pink dress and she was
holding a cake.

Jennifer, can I talk to you?

Okay, let me get some wine.

Do you have wine? I don't.

I'm going to have wine at dinner. Okay,
I'm not going to have any wine then.

I'll come over with you.

This is so pretty.

Thank you. This is Dior. I got it.

Remember when we were in Milan and then
I went on to Paris?

Yeah. So I got it in Paris. Oh, I was
thinking about Dior dinner.

This is pretty.

Oh, my gosh, it feels good to sit down.

Okay, so I have to talk to you about
this because my feelings are super

hurt.

I talked to Kyle, and she told me, you
said I

am always the one to stir up trouble,
and that's why Garcelle doesn't want to

friends with me.

I talked to Kyle, and he told me, you
said I am always the

one to stir up trouble.

I don't like to be snapped at for no
reason.

And you know, all her friends just give
her a big pass because everybody knows

that she's fragile.

I'm like, uh -huh, this is too much.

Sutton, I did not say that. And that's
why Garcelle doesn't want to be friends

with me.

They do believe that's one of the
reasons why Garcelle left, because it's

all about Sutton. It's not about anybody
else.

I went out of the room because I felt
like, why am I here? I can't speak.

And I'm going to say, yes, I was venting
a little bit. I mean, I don't remember

what I said, but it was just basically
saying that I felt bad that I'd been

snapped at. Right. And I did say
something like that might have been

that Garcelle experienced, that maybe
that might have been a thing that she

feeling. Maybe it was similar to what...

I was feeling.

After Garcelle left, I started to
examine my own relationship with Sutton,

did understand to some extent how
Garcelle felt.

And in that moment, I felt I would never
speak to Sutton that way, and I felt

like it was unfair that she was speaking
to me like that.

It took me back to the past.

I'm actually trying hard to not be
reactive.

I don't want us to mess up.

Your friendship is so important to me. I
should not have been talking to Kyle

about what essentially was a feeling
that I was having about our interaction.

I have started to do work on myself, but
in Sedona, I snapped at Jennifer, and I

should not have. I needed to breathe and
take a minute, or as my mother would

tell me, to count to five.

I know.

Oh, gosh. I don't know if I can get up.
Get up.

I don't really, sweetie. I'm really
sorry. And I am going to try to be

because I want to be your ride and die.
We are that.

Okay. Come on, movie star.

Okay. Ooh, big energy.

And don't be afraid to tell me anything,
even if it's bad or what have you.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

But what does that card mean with all
the swords out of the head? It's

like a hard ending.

A hard ending.

Sutton, Jennifer, Queen.

Queen, come.

I want to invite everybody to come sit.

Oh, we have goody bags. Thank you.

Babe, this hot girl summer better get
started.

I would love sparkling. Thank you so
much.

I just want to say a couple things.

Thank God I have 600 candles that I keep
on hand.

I'm missing both very much right now.

But she did call me and give me
permission to share the news.

We got two exes.

So the next step is to find out, you
know, if there's, like, growth.

I'm going to cry. I'm trying not to cry.

Wow. Wow.

That's fantastic.

And I'm very, very grateful for all of
you guys. And I am the new girl, or at

least one of them.

Welcoming you into the group. New
amazing women in my life. That's all.

So bon appetit. Everybody go in and get
a plate.

This is so beautiful, Rachel. I actually
love it without the light.

Look at these vegetables.

There's salmon over here.

So where are you from? Oklahoma.

I moved to California in 2017.

I started in Montecito.

You are not allowed to leave until
everybody does. Of course. I want to do

big reading with you. I thought you
might say that.

I've been to psychics. I've been to
energy healers. I've been to an

guide. Yeah.

I like woo -woo.

I'm Amanda Francis.

I like woo -woo.

Look at the cards of what you need to
know.

Mother Money Tree, talk to me about
this.

You are a manifester times 100. Do
people say that to you a lot? I write

on manifesting for a living.

I wrote a book called Riches.

Okay, so are you a medium as well?

But I can't control it. Do you feel
anything for me right now?

I can't get anything.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

My three -year -old twin died three
years ago today.

So I thought maybe this might be a
moment where maybe he would come through

little bit.

Eddie's had these moments where he just
feels Zion around him and he feels like

Zion.

stopping by to say hi.

Do you just feel it's on?

I just feel it's on. Like, you just want
it to be a part of it.

And I don't have them the same way Eddie
does. I'm really wanting to find my

version of that.

This card is about you being open to how
he wants to connect to you, and I would

spend some time outside and just, like,
do a meditation if he wants to, like,

come to you.

Okay. You'll know.

Okay.

Okay. Okay.

Thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank
you. Okay.

And Jennifer taught.

And she didn't remember saying.

Do you think I made that up? No.

We can talk about it in front of Kyle.
You know, I think that I told her that I

was kind of like gutted and my breath
got taken away. We're making a mountain

out of a molehill, really.

Yeah. I remember saying things, but I
don't remember what they were. But it

wasn't like me going like, because I'm
always very protective of you and our

friendship. What's going on here?
There's nothing going on. Kyle was

About a thing and then it was quiet and
then people started coming up.

Am I making things worse? No,

you're not making things worse.

Speaking of context and things flying
out of their mouth, because I do think

guys are going to be fine. I really do.

I do.

I just want to know, Amanda, what your
take is on me discussing my

divorce. Because I heard that you had...

some concerns about the way I was
speaking about the father of my

Kyle and I spoke a little that maybe it
could make your divorce situation harder

in the custody.

How so? Where did you hear this?

I heard it from Sutton.

So what day was this?

Well, do you think it?

Because it doesn't matter what day was
it. Can I be really, really honest?

Zion died three years ago today, and I'm
holding on by a thread.

Is that your dog?

My son.

What?

Can I be really, really honest?

Zion died three years ago today, and I'm
holding on by a thread.

Is that your dog?

My son.

What?

Three years ago today.

Your son?

Canaan's twin.

I had absolutely no idea that the
anniversary of Amanda's son's death was

today. Oh.

I mean.

Why didn't we know?

Nobody knew?

I'm sorry that you're, you know, it
landed on the day like today.

Maybe we'll have the conversation again,
but I just, I'm just curious.

Having an opinion from someone who
doesn't know me, doesn't know my

doesn't know my husband, and actually
said to me,

after I met you the first time, that you
thought about me all weekend and prayed

for me.

That's all very true. I have been
thinking about you a lot. You're going

a hard time.

But I think I agree. I think I agreed
with Kyle. I don't think I had really

strong feelings.

Do you remember me saying anything other
than agreeing with you? I don't recall,

actually.

She clearly is very upset. But it was
bringing it to all of her friends over

over. Why? That worries me.

Do you think you hijacked Kyle's
thought, who's known me for eight years,

years, and made it your own?

Do you think it's fair to bring this to
me when I just shared with you guys

what I'm going through?

I'm sorry, Amanda.

I'm telling you guys, this is a hard day
for me.

He died. My kid died.

Listen, you can say that you're not very
kind.

Amanda, I'm not trying to be anything
other than conversational.

If you're not ready to have a
conversation, it's fine. I respect your

100%. Okay.

It could make a custody hearing more
complicated.

Okay, but do you want to have the
conversation or not? No, I absolutely

need to go home. Okay, so then we should
have it another time.

That's what I'm hearing. You're a
wonderful hostess.

Thank you for having me. I'm sorry.

I'm going to go be with Eddie.

I just want to hold him and cry and talk
about what today is.

That's great timing.

Amanda shared with us that she had lost
a baby at Jennifer Tilly's party. It was

a hard pregnancy.

My son didn't make it. He died at five
days old in the NICU. Oh, honey, I'm

sorry. But I had no idea that today was
the anniversary.

I didn't say anything at all. I hate
seeing you leave like this.

I should just be with my family right
now. I really wish she had told us,

because I would never have said anything
to her.

Hi. Hi, honey.

Everybody feels very, very bad.

Only one person should.

I'm sorry that that happened.

She came at me accusatory with a very
attacking style of energy.

Hold on a second.

Dorit. Dorit. The second I said it was
going on, that should have ended it.

I knew that she had a child that passed
away. But I definitely didn't know that

it was today.

Listen to me, Kat.

I respect that it's the anniversary of
her son's death. I don't need to have

conversation with her. Can you just go
and be the bigger person?

We're not forgiving or anything, okay?

We're talking about a death.

Amanda, I'm so sorry you're going
through this. I didn't know, obviously.

didn't say anything. And, you know, as a
mother, I cannot think of anything

worse in my life.

So just know. Don't touch me right now,
please.

Okay, well, it was just a nice gesture,
but... But, like, I told you my kid

died, and you kept going. You kept
getting really, really strong.

Which I said I respect, and I said, you
continue the conversation.

I was trying to get what you were
saying.

Okay, but I don't want to have the
conversation right now.

I want to respect that you don't want to
have the conversation.

Do you understand?

I don't think that conversation... I
don't think that's true. I think you

much wanted to go at it out there after
I told you what I was going through. You

did keep going.

Amanda... And if someone told me their
kid died, I definitely would have just

given them a hug.

Okay. Well, I apologize that I didn't,
but I just came out here right now to

give you a hug.

So why don't you go and... Good night,
Amanda.

Good night.

Good night, sweetie.

Cuddle with your family.

Next time on The Real Housewives of
Beverly Hills.

Natalie went to the hottest mystery
she's ever seen. They had sex.

Okay, you want the tour?

There's so many parties here.

What would have happened if we didn't
leave here?

I'd like to be able to have a
conversation with you. I need to be able

a dinner party without being verbally
accustomed.

I went looking up Amanda's book. And I
see this blog that says I was an occult.

Maybe now we will get to know the real
Amanda.