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What do you want to talk about?

I don't know.

Well, what do you want to accomplish in
these sessions?

I'm not sure.

How do you feel?

Well, I hurried all the way here.

I'm always in a rush for things, so I
feel a bit... Yes?

I don't know.

I don't know what I'm doing here.

Nothing's really bothering me right now.

What is it?

Maybe we should talk next week. I'm
sorry.

It's waste of time.

Great, Mike's going to kill me.

Excuse me.

Hey, oh, I'm so glad to see you. I can't
fly in my car.

Well, where'd you park? Right there.

Commercial vehicle, no parking? Okay,
no, I figured it's towed, but can you

me your call?

Numbers are on the meter.

Sorry to bother you. Do you have a pen?

I don't normally take the bus to usually
drive, but my car got towed, so I got

to take the bus.

I bet you took into account the amount
of time people spend just standing in

line -ups.

Over a course of one person's whole
life, the results would be shocking.

Don't you think?

I don't know. It's red.

It's a Ford, I think. It's new.

Oh, I don't know. It's not brand new,
but it's new -ish.

You know what I mean?

Oh, there it is.

Oh.

Thank you so much. Thank you so much.
Thank you. Thank you.

I stopped for takeout. Oh, that's great.

I was thinking about what to have when I
was on the bus today, and I was

thinking how I'd like something from
that little restaurant place.

Presto. Like you're reading my mind.
That's what I love about you, Mike. You

always know what... Why were you on the
bus?

Oh, the car got towed.

How did that happen?

I don't know.

How much did it cost?

I don't know. I put it on my credit
card.

You didn't look at how much you were
signing for?

I didn't want to get upset.

I knew you'd be mad.

Get me the receipt.

It's in the car. Can I get it later?

Great, Lola.

Any mail?

Mail?

Yeah, mail. You know, little envelopes,
usually with bills inside.

I know what mail is, Mike.

I know you know what mail is, Lola. Do
you know where mail is?

That's all you had to ask me. It's not
like I'd keep your mail from you. Like

I'd hide your mail. Like there's
anything in there that I really want to

Like I'm paranoid or something. Shut up,
Lola.

You're making me crazy.

You don't have to get nasty.

Lola.

Yes, Mike?

Where did you put the mail, honey?

On the counter.

Thank you.

i'm hungry are you still hungry no you
should eat something

i'm not hungry when i'm hungry i'll eat
you don't have to get angry

i'm not angry i'm just answering your
question

Where's the spot remover? I look like
hell. You can barely see it.

I feel ridiculous. I'm not going out in
a shirt that's all stained.

Go change your shirt. I like this shirt.

How's it work?

Well, it's not going to take it out
instantly. You have to wash it after.

Well, then what's the point?

Mike, just go put a different shirt on.

You're supposed to know so much about
cooling. Can't you find a spot remover

that works better than this crap?

Mike. Change your shirt. I don't want to
change my shirt. Well, don't change

your shirt. Stop making such a fuss. You
sound like an old woman.

No, I sound like the guy who earns the
money to buy this goddamn spot remover

that doesn't work.

You're right.

I am right. And if I needed maybe a
little assistance to get a jump on an

important day, you might think about
helping me.

Whatever you say, man.

Lola, who dresses you in the morning?

What do you mean?

Your socks don't match.

I knew that.

Let me guess, you like them that way.

Yeah. Freak.

Hey, I brought some stuff for you to
check out.

Hey, I like what you've done with the
white feeders.

White feeders?

Yeah. Really? I thought you might think
it was a little too weird.

You're not saying that to make me feel
good, are you? Because I... I don't want

you to say that you like them if you
don't. Not that I don't want you to say

that you don't like them if you do. It's
just that I don't want you to feel like

you can't be honest with me. Do you know
what I mean?

Lola, take it easy. I said I like them.

Really? Really.

I made four. You'll take them?

Yeah, all right. Sure.

Oh, thank you. Thank you.

Right. Okay, how did you get like this?

I'm going to come back later and see if
anyone picked them up. You know what?

Give it about a week.

I'll come back tomorrow.

I've got to kiss you.

You saved my fucking life.

It's insane.

No one ever looks out for anyone in this
world. That's a fucking problem with

this world, you know? I'm Sandra, honey.
Who are you?

Lola. Lola.

Fuck, I love that name.

Fuck, that's a great name.

Let me buy you a drink.

It's not every day you save someone's
life.

Oh, no, really, I can't. No, come on,
just one drink. Come on, just one drink?

You don't drink?

No. It's too early.

You don't like me? Come on, I'm really
very likable.

No, I do.

Take my number.

You ever need anything, you call me.

God bless you, Lola. You saved my
fucking ass.

I picked up your shoes today.

Great. Do you want to try them on?

Sure. I got them to give me a discount.

Well, that's great.

I really bargained them down.

You

got the

wrong size.

No, I didn't.

Well, I said nine. These are eight.

I'm sure they're a nine.

Well, it says eight right here.

Oh, there must be a mistake.

There is a mistake.

It's your mistake.

No, I don't get it. You just don't look.
No, I looked.

Look, never mind. Forget it. It's all
right.

I'm sorry.

They can go back.

I'll bring them back first thing.

No, that won't help. I needed them first
thing. It's all right.

I... Can't you just wait?

Didn't you think? I said size 9.

Yeah, I know. I know. You said 9.

Look. Look. Right there on the box. See?
I looked. It's a 9.

That's a UK 9.

It's a North American 8.

Well, how am I supposed to know the
difference between British 9 and North

American 9?

Everybody knows the difference between
European sizes and North American sizes.

Well, I don't. I'm sorry. Of course.
Everybody but Lola. I don't want to

I asked you, I asked you, and then I
asked you again just to be sure I was

clear. I said nine, size nine.

It's a British nine.

Where do we live? Do we live in Britain?

No. Do we use British sizes here?

No. Then why the fuck would I want a
British nine?

I didn't know there was any difference.

Well, there is a difference. The
difference is one whole size. And now I

have anything to wear for tomorrow. I'll
have to spend the afternoon fucking

around. Or better yet, you can spend the
afternoon fucking around with the

goddamn shoes.

What do you want me to do? I want you to
use your fucking head. It's just so

pathetic.

They're just shoes.

Not about the shoes.

It's about your inability to do the
simplest tasks without fucking them up.

No wonder you don't have a job. I have a
job.

You call these little sewing projects
you do jobs?

Yeah, I do.

You would.

It's just as important as what you do.

Oh, I see. When you have a problem
justifying yourself, you turn the tables

try and tear me down?

I'm not.

I know who I am.

At least I don't go parading around
trying to figure out who I am. I didn't

some lame personal fulfillment course,
which I told you was total crap and a

complete waste of time, and then quit
halfway through. You... You talked me

quitting. All right, so it's my fault.

It's always somebody else's fault.

Poor Lola never knows what she wants,
never blames herself. Poor Lola never

imagines for one minute that maybe she's
just a spoiled child who's never grown

up and probably never will. Oh, leave.
Go ahead, just leave. That's what you

always do. Can't even finish an
argument.

Always letting things hang, leaving
loose ends, letting things dangle in

afraid what might happen if you actually
ever finish anything, even a sentence.

You're mean!

What's that got to do with it?

I hate you, Mike.

Now, you've spent your whole life
surrounded by people who've allowed you

unreliable, irresponsible.

And, you know, if they ever did tell you
how they really felt, you'd just think

they were crazy. Just like you think I'm
crazy now. Oh, Mike is ranting again.

Mike's got psychological problems. It's
not about me not to worry. It's all

about Mike. It's just Mike. I never said
that. You don't have to say that. I

know what's going on in your head. And,
yes, of course, I've got problems. But

they're nothing to do with you.

Problems just like everybody else. But
at least I know who I am.

Who are you, Lola? What do you do?

Look at me. I'm asking you a question.

What does your life stand for? What does
it mean?

How should I know?

How should I know? Typical Lola answer.
How should I know? Like it's somebody

else's job to know. Like mine, I
suppose.

Well, I'm sick and tired of doing your
thinking for you. You don't do any

thinking for me.

Oh, without me, you do some really
probing thinking about your life?

Without you, I might not be so fucked up
about everything.

My sister.

My savior.

How are you?

Hi.

I knew you'd call.

You did?

And now I'm going to buy you that drink.

Thanks.

Lola. God, how I wish I was called Lola.

That's a name.

I should have been named Lola.

You? Yeah, what do parents know, right?

They always get it wrong.

Lola, why so sad?

You should be happy.

How come?

Because life is too sad.

We must be happy because life is too sad
as it is.

Hi.

Another for dear Lola and a beer and a
shot for me.

Tequila. And one for my friend.

Oh, I couldn't. Of course you could.

Question is, should you? And I think,
judging by the look of you, you

should.

To my angel.

So what

happened

tonight? Oh.

You know what?

I think you're really nice and
everything, but I don't even know you.

Oh, come on.

Everybody's got problems.

Oh, I don't have problems.

I'm just having one of those days.

Do you know what I mean?

I can see that.

Anyway, I really don't want to talk
about it.

Then let's have another toast.

I really couldn't.

Oh, you shouldn't.

I shouldn't then.

Come on, we're celebrating.

What are we celebrating?

You left what's -his -name and I'm going
home tomorrow.

I never said that I left, Mike.

Is that his name, Mike? Yeah.

Why'd you pack that suitcase?

I just do this every now and then. We
have a fight and I pack a suitcase and

then I go and I spend the night in a
hotel.

Why do you always go back?

Well, I'm thrilled you're here.

You are.

Absolutely. Drink.

So,

where's

home?

Shithole. The middle of nowhere.

Ashcroft.

Full of ghosts, like my family.

You don't like your family? Why are you
going back, then?

My dad died.

Oh, I'm sorry.

Don't be. I hate it.

You used to rate me when I was a girl.

It's all right to just bomb drop on you
like that. I just hate people who don't

fucking say things straight, you know?

Yeah. People are too polite.

It doesn't make any sense.

If you're hurt, you're hurt.

Why pretend you're not?

I guess.

I haven't been back in 15 years.

I haven't even talked to my mom since
the day I left.

Oh, my God. Did she know?

How could she not know?

Do you blame her?

I did.

That's for sure.

No, I don't know.

I started feeling sorry for her.

Well, seeing her daughter ought to make
you feel better.

You think so? Yeah.

Nothing can make a mother happier.

I guess I just want to go back and tell
her that I'm all right.

Things worked out and none of it was her
fault.

She probably hates me for leaving
without a word.

Oh, she doesn't hate you.

Yeah, I've been planning this trip for
like 10 years.

But I always come up with a reason to
put it off.

You think I'm crazy.

No, I think you're lovely.

That's sweet.

I don't have any parents left.

Sometimes I really miss my mother.

So I envy you.

I have to do something for you.

I am determined to cheer you up.

Tell me about Mike.

The love of your life.

Oh, there's not much to tell.

Why'd you walk out tonight?

I don't know. I was angry.

About what?

of a thing with myself, you know?

I depend on him for everything. He has
this weird power over me.

Did you leave for good this time?

I don't know.

What do you think?

I don't know.

What do you think?

I asked you first.

I always thought these places were full
of freaks and weirdos.

Well, they are.

Take off your clothes.

Why do you wear a wig? Because it's
sexy.

It's like being in disguise.

Did that stuff bother you?

What stuff?

That stuff your father did to you?

Of course it bothers me.

Fucking practically killed me.

When I first ran away, I tried to kill
myself a bunch of times.

Sorry for asking.

It's okay.

After a while, you just start erasing
the past.

And things just started getting fucked
up here.

I read about them in the newspaper and
now I just have to go back and see, you

know what I mean?

Terrific. Like Madonna.

I saw you naked already.

Does he fuck you?

I'm not going to answer that.

He doesn't fuck you?

How do you tell?

Maybe he fucks you, but he thinks about
boys.

Maybe.

I don't think he fucks you.

How would you know?

I can just tell.

I can see it in your eyes. You haven't
had it in a while.

Hey.

I thought you were leaving town.

Tomorrow. Oh.

Listen, Ted's been here looking for you,
you know? I heard.

When are you coming back?

I don't know.

Can you call me?

Sure. Okay.

What are you going on?

I said, when are you going on?

Can't wait to see you dance.

Not a dance, horny boy. Take a seat.

Well, you got a big mouth.

You got a big cock.

Move that shit off the couch.

Grab a pair of shoes off the floor if
you like.

What time's your flight tomorrow?

I'm taking the train.

First thing.

Oh, don't you want to get some sleep?

I got my whole life to sleep.

What are you, my fucking maid?

Just toss it on the floor.

I'm leaving all this shit anyway.

You just gonna leave all your stuff?

You did.

Yeah, but I fully intend to go back and
get it.

Why?

Because it's my stuff. Why should I
leave it to Mike?

Why do you see your life in terms of
stuff?

A bunch of fucking shit you accumulate?

It's really sad.

It helps define who I am.

Nothing more than what you are right
here, right now, in this exact moment.

That's crazy.

I want to throw the past away with both
hands and just fuck the future.

I don't see how that's possible.

Did you do that? I wanted to.

Come on, Senator, open up. I know

you're in there.

Open up!

I know you're in there.

Fucking beautiful.

Always on the run. Hi Ted.

Fuck you Sandra.

This is my friend Lola.

Fuck you Lola. Hey, hi.

Come on, let me see that.

Where's your phone?

There is no phone.

Oh, come on. You have to have a phone.
Just get out. But my friend, she's in

alley. I want to hear about it.

Oh, my God.

Get out.

Can't I use your bathroom, please?

It's for customers only.

Please, just to clean myself up. I'm not
giving you the key.

I'll have a coffee.

Can you even pay for coffee?

Of course I can pay for it.

Fucking phone, Ma.

Ma?

It's me. Look, I need some cash. Can you
send me some cash right away?

Don't be a fucking bitch, okay?

Don't fucking watch for me right now.

No, I fucking sold my car. You know
that's my fucking car. So if I sold the

fucking car, then it's my fucking
business, is it not?

Excuse me?

What are you doing out here?

You alright?

Yeah, right here.

How you doing? You all right? Feeling
better?

Fine.

Want a drink? Some water?

Thanks.

So you're heading home or away from home
or what?

Both.

How's that work?

Well, I'm leaving to go back home.

Where's that?

You a cop or something?

Do I look like a cop?

You ask a lot of questions.

Just interested, that's all.

Why, you afraid of cops?

Not afraid of cops. I just don't happen
to like cops.

I'm not a cop.

How do I know that?

So where's this place?

I can see.

There you go, yeah.

It's making conversation, really.

It's a little town. You've probably
never heard of it. Try me.

You know, I don't want to talk about
where I come from. It's too sad.

Why do you want to go back then?

Because my father just died, and I
promised myself I'd go and see my

Talk about your life. I'm sure it's much
more interesting.

No, really.

I'm a plumber.

What?

It's so funny.

Nothing. It's a family business. I just
kind of fell into it.

It's okay.

It's great, she says.

It's great.

All right.

You married?

I was.

Yeah? Yeah. What happened?

Nothing too dramatic, just we both got
restless.

I think we got together too young.

Time just started to drift by.

Did you fight?

No, no, not really. I think we both
brooded a lot.

Never actually fought.

My ex and I fought all the time.

Yeah? Yeah.

That's too bad.

You can't see it very well, but... It's

awful.

Yeah.

You're an asshole.

So I left.

Got any kids?

No.

No.

I do. We do. I have a son.

Want to see a picture of him?

All right.

I could

never

leave my kid.

I left her, not him.

Well, that makes you feel better to
think that.

Still his father. Nothing will change
that.

Yeah, but it's going to be different
now.

I'm not afraid of change.

Most people are.

Well, I'm not.

Would you ever change your identity?

What do you mean, pretend to be somebody
else?

Yeah. Or else actually take someone
else's place in a life that was already

progress.

Uh... How would that work?

Say there was an accident and...

You found a way to slip into another
person's life without anyone detecting a

difference.

And the person's life you took over was
dead, so it didn't really matter.

Sounds pretty complicated.

No, it wouldn't have to be.

You just tried new things with my old
identity.

No. You have your kid, your wife, your
parents, whatever.

Always reminding you who you are.

And no matter what you did, they'd be
bringing you back.

It's inescapable.

About the time of the year to be on the
highway by yourself.

Yeah.

Thanks for picking me up. I really
appreciate it. I just about gave up. No

problem.

It's very strange out here.

Hardly any trees.

Yeah.

I go crazy down here.

Oh, I think you're going the wrong way.

What?

Well, you're on the main highway one
right here, and I need to be headed east

on this highway right here.

See? Well, what are you doing hitching
right on the one if you need to be on

other road?

I didn't know there was another road.

Well, do you want me to let you out?

What, here?

Yeah, I'm just taking you out of your
way.

Can you drop me off at a gas station, at
least?

Sure.

What are you doing out here, anyway?

I'm going to see my mother.

You want to teach by yourself?

Maybe.

Don't you like bussing?

No.

What about a car? Why don't you drive?

You ask so many questions.

You don't have to talk.

What are you doing out here?

You like talking now?

Yeah, I guess.

My best friend used to live in camp.

Oh yeah, and he doesn't anymore?

No, he's dead.

I'm on my way to his funeral.

How'd it happen?

Motorcycle accident.

We both bought these racing bikes for
our 19th birthdays.

Our birthdays are pretty close to each
other.

We had this whole trip planned to the
States.

It's gonna be just like Easy Rider.

You know, they died in Easy Rider, too.

They did?

I never saw it. It just sounded cool.

I don't... I don't ride it anymore,
though. It's just not the same without

Yeah, well, I guess it's better to die
young and cool than an old cripple

anyway.

All right, the suitcase routine.

Good.

Go ahead.

Lee.

We'll be back at the usual time, I
assume.

Um, do you want some money for some gas?

No, no, I, it's okay.

All right, thanks.

Hey,

where'd you say you were going?

I didn't.

Yeah, to your mother, right?

Yeah, she's in Ashcroft.

Need a lift?

I thought that was out of your way.

Yeah, well, yeah.

I don't like the idea of leaving a woman
on the highway alone at night.

Drop me off at the next motel, you see.

I thought you were going to go see your
mom.

Yeah, well, I... don't want to get there
too late. I haven't been home in a long

time.

How long has it been since you've seen
her?

I left when I was 15.

How come?

I don't know.

Well,

you must have had a reason.

I did, but it was a long time ago, and I
don't want to talk about it.

And my friend left his family right
before the accident.

I'm going to see his mom. I just... I
just get the feeling that she's

going to blame me for everything that
happened.

Did you tell him to leave?

And why is it your fault?

I don't want to talk about it. What time
is it?

About ten.

Shit.

I'm really late.

Is everything all right?

Yeah, I guess so.

Listen, it's getting pretty late. Why
don't you crash here tonight?

It's no problem.

Thank you.

That's all.

Your hair's not even blonde at all.

Disappointed?

No, I just... You know, you just look so
different.

Hey. Yeah?

Why didn't you want to go to Kamloops
tonight?

I don't know.

Did it have something to do with the
phone call?

I was talking to my friend's mom.

She's all fucked up.

I just...

I'm just sick and tired of keeping my
hopes up about you.

I think if I'm just patient, you know,
she's really going to get going on

something. All I've got to do is be
supportive. Well, all I am is

What's the use?

It's not true. You're very judgmental.

Oh, fuck you, Lola.

Fuck you.

I don't tell you half my ideas anymore.

I don't want to know your ideas.

I don't want to know whether it's a
design you want to do or a fucking

restaurant you want to open. Just go
outside and play with your fucking

all right? Because I give up on you. You
are simply fucking hopeless.

I love you.

How do you love me?

Hmm?

I tell you things you don't want to
hear.

Right?

I'm the head case. I'm the psycho. You
said so yourself. I never said that.

We don't have sex.

What's that about?

I don't know.

Well, I am tired of thinking up answers
for you. I'm just tired of it.

Why don't we have any kids yet, Lola?

I want to. But what?

But I want to get some things done in my
career first.

And then? And then I want to. You know
that. When you're 40, when you're 50?

I just don't feel ready.

Well, when do you think you'll be ready?

I just don't think this would be good
for a kid.

What?

All right, all right.

I'm coming.

Who's there?

Come inside so I can see you.

My eyesight's no good.

You better not be selling a bunch of
junk.

What a beautiful smell.

They're for you.

So you can't speak. That's good.

Because I'm no good at reading lips
these days.

I came from Vancouver. I meant to call
you first.

Why come back now?

It's been hard to get away.

Yeah.

Come inside and sit.

I didn't think you were ever coming
back.

No, no, no.

I got some tea going.

Your father's dead.

I know.

I read about him in the paper.

Are you all right?

I'm fine.

Arthritis is killing me.

Awful quiet without him.

I know he was not really a good man, I
know that.

What do you do about it?

I can't really explain it to you.

It's okay.

I wanted to call you so many times to
try and explain.

Don't worry.

Huh? Is everything all right?

Yeah.

Sure.

I'll pick you something. You must be
hungry.

Oh, no, please don't.

Nonsense.

Can I help you?

You can make the coffee.

Second cupboard to your left.

you

I'm gonna go for a walk.

Do you want anything?

No.

Got a lot of work to do around here come
springtime.

Guess it doesn't really matter, though.

Ralster didn't give a shit.

It's a nice little place. It'd be a
shame to let it go.

I keep thinking about my little girl
playing out here in summers.

And she was no higher than my knee.

Those trees were barely saplings.

That was a long time ago.

Never thought I'd see her again.

Didn't think I deserved to either.

She's here to tell you that it wasn't
your fault.

That was all a long time ago.

Not to worry.

We used to have a pretty nice garden
here in the summer.

Something about a little girl.

Plants want to go.

Guess I'll never have that chance again.

No, I don't know.

You might still get to be a grandma
someday.

Of course, I can't promise a little
girl, though.

Although, if it was a little girl, I'd
want to name her Lola.

Lola?

What kind of a name is that?

A nice name. Well, if you're in showbiz,
maybe.

What about Catherine, you know?

That's a good, practical name.

Too plain.

Anyway, take a lot to fix this place up.

I'm pretty handy with things.

There's not a lot I can't do when I put
my mind to it.

I bet that's true.

Ralph, he wasn't charming, you know.

And he was tough, until I remember him.

He wasn't tough. I saw him cry once.

Everyone cries. That doesn't mean you're
not tough.

Yeah, but for Ralph, it was different.
He never showed emotion.

Isn't that true?

Just a coffee.

It's the wife I feel sorry for. She had
to live with him all those years.

Yeah, she probably breathed a sigh of
relief when he died. Who wouldn't?

I don't know if I agree with that.

Having some company is better than
having no company.

Hey, thanks a lot.

Anyways, you heard about the daughter?

No, I didn't know they had a daughter.

Oh, yeah?

Ran away a long time ago.

Turned up dead.

Dead? Where?

Vancouver. Jesus, that's depressing.

Old woman won't even go out now.

She hasn't been out in days.

I thought you would have left by now.

Yeah.

I, um... I mean, I was supposed to. I
just, uh...

Got off to a slow start.

Oh.

You left, Orlando.

Yeah.

Yeah, I should have been out of here.
Just, I got hung up on some things. What

things?

I don't know.

Times funeral supposed to be this
afternoon I

Guess you're in a hurry then Yeah Hey,

yeah I'm sorry

But what last night I'm not It's

beautiful

Yeah?

Yeah.

You should get going.

I don't want to hold you up.

You need a lift?

No. Thanks.

Did you find your mom?

Yeah.

I guess we'll see ya.

If you want to, I'll be right here.

Bye.