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How are you?

Didn't we just talk about that?

That was yesterday.

Today is Tuesday.

So I've been here long?

A month.

Wayne Says

My grief pattern is atypical

Yeah

Got to talk with Wayne.

I think he gives too much medication Way too much

Stop it, please.

trust on this to be smarter than you.

He strayed out of medical school He don't know what he's doing

I've treated ten tenths as many patients as he has

But you're not a doctor.

No, I'm not

And I'm proud that I'm not a doctor like him.

There is nothing ...

atypical about your grief

It was my fault.

What about me?

I was there too.

I could have stopped him.

No.

You didn't know that he...

Started waking up lately

I was aware that he would sometimes ...

wake up

And crawl out of bed

And walk about

Just as you thought that he was soundly asleep

He could open the baby gate

He ...

He woke up ...

And w...

Was confused

Hey!

Dr.Wayne says he won't be back home.

You couldn't leave it, could you?

You had to mettle.

This place leads nowhere.

On the contrary ...

Grief

It's not a disease ...

It's a natural healthy reaction.

You can't just remove it You mustn't ...

Wayne knows you're a therapist

He said you shouldn't treat your own family

In principle I agree, but ...

But you're just so much smarter

Aren't you?

I love you.

Nothing hurts more than to see the one thy in love ...

Subjected to mistakes and wrongs

No therapist can know as much about you as I do

- It hurts. - I know.

There's no way around it.

I want to talk to ...

I'm not gonna let you do that.

Why not just go all alone?

No.

A little change.

Wouldn't get any worse ...

Yes, it will.

You're always been distant from me and Nick

Ever I come to think of it

Very very distant

Okay

Can you give me some examples from this?

Hell, That's not that difficult to understand.

I've lost someone, for instance...

You terribly distant lost someone

As a father ...

And as a husband.

And that was Nick's last summer

you missed that on

Too bad

I never interested you.

Until now.

That I'm your patient.

Perhaps I'm not supposed to talk about these things

There is nothing you can't talk about

You are indifferent to whether your child is alive or dead

I bet you have a lot of clever therapist replies to that.

Haven't you?

Well, actually ...

It was to ...

Honor your wish.

You wanted peace to write.

Perhaps I didn't mean it

What I understood ...

Is that you want me to ride alone

That you and Nick, were going to go to Eden.

Just the two of you

That way you could finish your thesis

But I didn't

You didn't?

You see?

You didn't even know that.

Why did you give up? That's not like you

The hope project Just seemed ... Less important upthere.

As you said, When I like told you about my subject...

Glib

I never called your subject glib

Perhaps you didn't use that word, but that's what you meant.

And all of a sudden It was glib

Or even was ... some kind of lie.

I see

No, You don't see.

You see a lot of things

But not that.

Inhale... On a count of five

Call me, call me.

Just ... Follow me ...

Do it with me ... Inhale ...

Inhale ...

on a count to five ...

Inhale... Two

Stay with me ...

Stay with me ... I'm Gonna teach you how to breathe.

Inhale ...

2 ... 3 ...

4, 5, hold.

2 ... 3 ...

4, 5, exhale ...

Good.

Imagine ...

Imagine you're blowing on your ...

Vessel plumbs

Calmly, quietly ...

Yes, yes, that's good.

That's good.

That's very good.

I told you there would be a change.

You're still mourning but you're in a new phase.

What phase?

Anxiety.

Anxiety.

Yes

This is physical.

It's dangerous.

No, it's not dangerous.

Just as your grief wasn't dangerous

a main part of anxiety

Is physical

Dizzy spells

Dry mouth ...

misguided hearing ...

Trembling

Heavy breathing ...

Less pulse ...

Nausea ...

Hey!

Easy ...

Never screw your therapist.

No matter how much your therapist may like it

I know that distracts you, but ...

It's not good for us.

Do the breathing.

Hold

Exhale

You love me?

Yes, I do

Then help me.

It's what I'm doing

Exposure

That's the only thing that really works ...

Everything else is ...

Just talk

You have to have the courage to stay in the situation that frightens you.

And then you'll learn that fear isn't dangerous.

Let's make a list of things you're afraid of.

In the top You put the situation you fear the most

But I don't know what I'm afraid of

Just ... take your time.

I'm thinking.

Okay

I'm thinking, but ...

Can't I just be afraid without a definite object?

No, no!

This won't do

Stupe Stupidest thing I could do to you

If you can't tell me ...

What your fear's of.

Maybe it would be easier for you to tell me

Where you're afraid?

Where would you feel most exposed?

What would be the worst place?

An apartment?

The street?

A store?

The park?

Listening to someone, maybe.

The woods.

The woods?

The woods, yes.

It's funny because ...

you were the one that always wanted to go into the woods

What scares you about the woods? What frightens you... there?

Everything

Tell me what you think is supposed to happen in the woods.

Eh?

Is it any woods in particular?

Eden.

Eden?

What do you say we put...

A garden round Eden at the top of the pyramid?

No.

Not quite at the top.

No.

Okay

It's... It's okay

- I'm sorry - It's okay

We can start by working on your expectations

Close your eyes.

Feel the seat underneath you.

Feel yourself sinking down into it

Folding you ...

It's a nice feeling.

What you feel is a pleasant warmth

and heaviness

your breath... is deep

I gather You sink ...

Down ...

Imagine you're at Eden.

Imagine you arrived at Eden through the woods.

Tell me what you see?

I'm at the bridge.

It's evening

Almost no voice can be heard.

The water is running without a sound.

Darkness comes out anytime here

I walk into it

The little deers ... are hiding.

Among their friends. As usual.

Is it Difficult to go upthere?

No.

Not really.

That is almost okay

In a mountain of trees ...

Almosty

There's a built foxhole

How do you feel there?

I can't really tell.

It should be easy ...

passing

And yet ...

It's like walking through mud.

The trunk is thick

the dear old ****

It has some strange kind of personality.

I've always found that.

No.

Where are you, are you...? Are you heading for the cabin?

Yes, I am

I'm walking up above ...

Through the tall grass ...

Then don't come in.

Don't go in.

You see outside you're afraid of

Don't look around ...

No.

Lie down on the green.

You want me to lie down?

Lie down on the grass.

On top of all the plants?

Yes, lie down on the plants.

Are you lying down?

Yes

Good

What is everything like around you?

Green.

It's all very green.

Good

Now will you do what I ask you?

Yes

What do you want me to do?

I want you...

To melt... into the green.

Don't fight it.

Just ...

Turn green.

No matter what happens you were there. You did it.

Let fear come, if it likes.

Remember.

But the mind can concieve and believe it can achieve

What's wrong?

Ground is burning.

The ground is not burning.

Gotta go.

I want to lie down.

Just for a minute.

Sure.

Yea. We'll take a rest.

Shouldn't we go home?

Yeah

Yeah, we should.

Scared?

Stay awake for me.

Relax

Stay ... stay in there.

It's just stupid acorns

What are you doing?

I'm just ...

Setting up... a little exercise.

It's... It's like a ...

It's like a game.

You cheated me yesterday.

Running is not good.

... You have to really feel the grass.

I want you to go from this stone ...

To this stone.

Pretty scary, huh?

You're ready?

Yea

I'll give you a ride.

I'll put you on the first stone.

Stay with me

Here we go

Put your foot down I got you.

I got you I'm right here.

I can't do this.

Yes, you can.

You can and you will.

Just like I will.

We're gonna walk together.

We're gonna walk together, okay?

Now ...

Alright now, Breathe.

Let's step off the rock.

And step on that grass.

Step down

See? ... What happened?

Keep breathing ... See? Keep breathing

I've got you

You're really doing great

Okay? ... keep breathing.

Five, five and five.

You're almost there.

You're almost there You're doing great

... Five.

We're there ... We are there

Here, told you

You did it

You learned something.

Didn't you?

You did beautiful.

You did beautiful.

I miss him so much ...

I've been afraid of here before.

Yes, it seems likely.

I just didn't know it was fear.

I became afraid ... and I stopped writing.

What was different ... the last time?

I heard a sound.

Nick?

Nick!

Nick!

Nick!

Nick!

You didn't hear Nick screaming.

Apparently not.

And because you experienced something that you can't explain rationally,

You placed Eden very high on the pyramid chart.

Eden was the catalyst that triggered your fear.

You jumped to conclusions.

Entitled the emotional event with a place.

When you feel threat It's natural to react.

If the danger were real ...

Your fear would save your life.

Because your adrenaline will be used for fight or flight.

But what you're experiencing is panic, nothing more.

The scream wasn't real

Stop!

Calm down.

You shouldn't have come here.

You're just so damn arrogant.

But this may not last.

Have you thought of that?

Oak trees grow to be hundreds of years old

They only have to produce one single tree, every hundred years.

In order to perpetuate ...

May sound benign to you but ...

It was a big thing for me to realize that when I was out here with Nick.

The acorns fell on the roof then too...

Kept falling, and falling

And dying ... and dying.

And I understood that ...

Everything that used to be beautiful about Eden

Was perhaps hideous

Now I could hear what I couldn't hear before.

The cry of... all the things that are to die

It's all...

very touching

If it was a children's book.

acorns don't cry

You know that as well as I do.

That's what fear is.

Your thoughts distort reality.

Look the other way around ...

Satan's Church

Satan?... Jesus!

Nature is Satan's Church.

What?

Well, there you have him

That was his brother.

Nick?

He drifted away from me the last time.

He was always out and about...

He might have made more of an effort to be there for me.

You look like you slept well.

Thanks, I did.

I just wanted to say how happy I am that you're here ...

I love you darling...

Did you have a good sleep?

I've just been having a lot of ...

crazy dreams ...

Dreams are of no interest in modern psychology.

Freud is dead, isn't he?

What are you doing?

Look!

I'm well again.

I'm cured.

See? perfect.

I'm fine.

You can't just be happy for me, can you?

Chaos ... reigns

Chapter Three: The despair

I want to do one more excercise.

It's like a role play.

My role ...

Is ..

All the thoughts that provoke your fear ...

Yours ...

is rational thinking.

I am nature ...

All the things that you call nature.

Okay Mr.Nature

what do you want?

To hurt you as much as I can.

How?

How do you think?

By Frightening me?

By killing you.

Nature can't hurt me.

You just told you're the green in the outside...

No, I'm more than that.

I don't understand.

I'm outside, but also...

within

I'm nature of all human beings

Oh, That kind of nature.

The kind of nature that...

Causes people do the evil things against women

That's exactly who I am.

That kind of nature interested me a lot.

When I was uphere

That kind of nature was the subject to my thesis ...

But you shouldn't underestimate Eden.

What did Eden do?

I discovered somethng else in my material than I expected.

If human nature is evil...

Then that goes as well...

That the nature ...

of the women.

Female nature.

The nature of all the sisters.

Women do not control their own bodies

Nature does.

I have it in writing in my books.

The literature you used in your office search...

Was about evil things committed against women.

But you read it as proof of the evil of women?

You were supposed to be critical of those says That was your thesis

Instead you're embracing it

Do you know what you're saying?

Forget it.

I do not know why I said it.

It can't work anymore now.

Hit me.

What?

Hit me so it hurts ...

No.

Hit me, please.

No!

I can't stand it

I do not want to

I do not want to...

Then you don't love me.

Okay

Maybe I don't love you.

Yeah

Again ...

Again.

This is too from nature's spell ...

Could start a hail storm ...

I'm not gonna continue this if you don't listen to me.

Good... and evil.

Have nothing to do with therapy.

You know how many innocent women were killed in the sixteenth century alone

just for being women?

I'm sure you do... Many.

Not because they were evil...

I know.

It's just sometimes I forget.

The evil you talk about is an obsession.

Obsessions never materialize. It's a scientific fact.

Anxieties can't trick you into doing things you won't do otherwise...

It's like hypnotizing you

You can't be hypnotized into doin something you wouldn't...

Normally do. Something against your nature.

You understand me?

Yeah, I think so.

You think so? You don't have to understand me, just trust me.

What's this?

It's from the medical officer It's a copy of the autopsy report.

The autopsy?

They performed an autopsy?

I didn't wanna tell you, because you weren't feeling well.

Well

What did they find?

Nothing that would have any ...

bearing on the case.

The only abnormality

in the victim is a slight deformity

of the bones in his feet, of an earlier date

We did not attention a significance to this.

You were rather to put Nick's shoes on wrong in this picture?

Well

How I would?!

A slip of the mind that day?

I wish

Herself.

Bastard. You're leaving me, aren't you?

get off me, bastard.

You're leaving me.

I'm not.

I'm helping you.

- You're leaving me, aren't you? - No!

- I love you. - I don't believe you!

Yes

I don't believe you!

I don't fucking believe you!

Where are you?

You bastard!

Where are you?

Where are you?

Where are you?

Where are you?

You bastard!

Where are you?

Where are you?

How dare you leave me?

You said you wanted to help me.

Where are you?

Where are you?

Where are you?

You bastard!

Get out!

Get out! You bastard!

Get out!

You bastard!

Get out!

Get out!

Get out!

You bastard!

Get out!

Sorry.

You gotta get this thing off... my leg

I can't find the wrench.

Did you want to kill me?

Not yet

The three beggars aren't here yet.

The three beggars?

What does that mean?

When the three beggars arrive ...

Someone must die.

I see.

The crying woman is a scheming woman.

False in legs False in thighs

False in breasts Teeth, hair and eyes

Hold me

Hold me

There is no such constellation.

None of it is any use

Not good.

No!