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- ♪ I want to be praising him ♪
- ♪ I'm gonna be praising him ♪

♪ Praising him. ♪

There wasn't a dry eye
in the house

during your sermon today,
Reverend.

Oh, thank you.

The message always resonates

when the words
come from the heart.

I care deeply about
suicide prevention.

You know, it wasn't that long
ago when taking your own life

- was seen as a grave sin
by the Church.
- Mm.

Finally come to the notion
that a true believer

can't lose their salvation.

Ephesians 1:13-14.

Once saved, always saved.

Oh, you know your Scripture.

Well, years of Catholic school
and catechism class

baked into this brain.

I know you haven't chose
a parish yet,

but my door is open
until you do.

DANNY
I could probably use a few hours
of confession.

You know, we Baptists,
we confess directly to God.

- Ah, yes. Right.
- There's no middleman,

but I'm always here if you want
to get something off your chest.

I appreciate that.

You pile any more food
on that plate,

this charity breakfast might be
a net loss for the congregation.

You gonna eat all that?

Well, I'm gonna try.

I don't know why it's a thing
to invite Rodgers for Shabbat.

We all know him.

He was your partner
before he was your boyfriend.

Yes, but a relationship
is not there yet, Mom.

I want to take it slow.

I just think you don't want
to trust anybody again.

But I don't see you giving
relationship advice

to Sarah or Jonah.

Just instilling my wisdom.

Well, maybe she's leaving
her options open

with so many
eligible bachelors around.

Right, Danny?

Me and Danny?

I would smother him
with a pillow on our honeymoon.

Well, at least that means

you would've said yes
to the proposal.

Body in Hyde Park.

- We got to roll.
- Excuse me.

Sorry about that.

Love you both.

Okay, I think
she's done throwing up.

It's mostly dry heaves now.

She dressed and ready to go?

She is in no shape
to go to school, Seth.

Well, she should have
thought about that last night

while she was pounding
wine coolers at Amber's house.

Hugging the toilet will be
more of a lesson

than anything she's gonna learn
at high school today.

No. She's going.

And there will be
more consequences,

not the least of which
is a week without screens.

You got that, Phoebe?

Dad, come on.
You're not serious.

That's exactly what I said when
I heard you sneak into the house

at 2:00 a.m. Let's go.

- Dad, I don't feel good.
- Go!

Don't even get me started on
your rinky-dink tunnels, okay?

We got the Lincoln, Midtown,
Holland, we got Battery.

- Tunnels?
- Yeah.

Dude, that's a weird flex.

You don't think
architecture's cool?

Do you hear these questions
before you ask them,

or do you just...

Did that just happen?

Central, show Jake-101
responding to a crash.

Sir!

Sir, are you injured?

The friggin' guy came
out of nowhere. He cut me off.

Sir, we saw the whole thing.
Nobody cut you off.

Ah, go back to your car.

Go... go get some doughnuts,

catch some real criminals
or something.

Sir, we need you to step
out of the vehicle.

I don't got to do jack.

Sir, if you're not gonna
get out of the vehicle,

we're gonna
have to pull you out.

Okay, come on.

- Hey, don't touch my car!
- Come on.

- Come on.
- Back down!
- Hey, sir!

Hands behind your back!

- Come on!
- Hey, get your hands off me!

- Get down!
- No!

- You can't do this!
- Behind your back!

- Hands behind your back!
- What are you doing?!

I'm-a have you hanging off
the back of a garbage truck...

-Sir, you're resisting!
- ...by next week!

Sean.

Don't you put those cuffs on me.
Don't you put those cuffs on me!

What are you looking at?!

But I thought things were
going good with you and Rodgers.

They are, just not up to
my mom's standards, I guess.

- I didn't really ask
her opinion.
- Please. Sorry, sir, sorry.

Excuse us.

Look, I'm not taking
your mom's side,

but I'm just saying,
when it's your kid,

it's hard to bite your tongue.

See? That's why I would smother
you with a pillow, right there.

You know, you didn't have to
laugh that hard

at your grandpa's joke.

It's not like I'm Quasimodo
or something.

You even know who that is?

Yeah, he played football
for Notre Dame.

He's one of the Four Horsemen,

the one with
the hunchback, right?

Oh. Guess not.

It's okay, baby.

We were visiting my friend
Miriam. It's her birthday.

We rang the bell
to get buzzed in,

and a man came in behind us.

He wore a mask and a hoodie.

I-I don't remember his face.

It's okay. Take your time.

Tell me what happened next.

He pointed the gun at Matt's
head, asking for money, and...

Matt got scared,
so he dropped the flowers,

and he went to take
his wallet out.

Matt was fumbling, and...

He shot him in the head!

He just shot him!

Y-You said you rang the bell.
Did your friend buzz you in?

No, she never came.

I just grabbed Curtis,
and I-I held him tight,

and I-I closed my eyes to pray,

and when I opened them,
he was gone.

I'm gonna have the paramedics
take a look at you

and make sure everything's okay,
all right?

We'll talk later on, all right?

- I want to see my son.
- Go ahead. Go ahead.

What's going on here?

That's my son!

Let me see my son!

-Hey! Hey, take it easy.
- Let me go!

- Let me...
- Hey, take it easy.

Take it, take it easy.

I need to see my boy!

It's best you don't see him
like this, okay?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. Come on.

My... my son!

These officers are gonna
take care of you.

My son!
I-I just want to say goodbye.

You okay?

- I don't know.
-Please.
Please let me see him.

I can't leave him like this.

- You with me, Reagan?
- Yeah, yeah. What do we got?

$200 pair of glasses
on the console.

Those wouldn't have lasted
ten minutes in this place

- with that broken window.
- Agreed.

So, the car break-in
just happened.

Likely interrupted
by the murder.

Maybe we have a good witness.

Or a scumbag who went from
jacking a car to taking a life.

We got to find this guy.

Yo, yo, talk to these guys.

Oh, you really stepped in it
this time.

Sir, we had no choice, okay?

We had the cuffs on before
we knew he was Boston Fire.

Come around.
Reagan, come around.

In delicate situations like
this, we use extreme discretion.

Now, that did not happen here,

so now we do damage control.

The way I see it,

an exhausted fireman
returning home from a long shift

fell asleep at the wheel,
has an accident, no injuries.

No injuries? He punched
my partner in the face.

And he wasn't exhausted.

- Are you...
- He was wasted.

Are you lecturing me?

-Sir.
- No, sir.

We're not trying
to be disrespectful, okay?

Oh, hey, did you hear that, everybody?

Probationary Officer Reagan
wasn't being disrespectful.

Room! Attention!

At ease.

I understand we have a member of

the fire department
under arrest.

Uh, yes, ma'am.
We're... we're sorting that out.

I've been briefed.
Seems cut-and-dry.

Aggravated OUI, assault
and resisting arrest.

What's to sort?

Nothing, ma'am.

Nothing to sort out.

Excellent.

You two, walk with me.
I need a word.

Well, that was embarrassing.

Not as embarrassing as
having "Iron Jim" Kavanaugh

pound you like
a chicken cutlet from Contessa's

in front of the entire station.

I don't need
my big sister to come

get my ball back
on the playground.

- I had it.
- Didn't look like you had it.

And I would've done the same
thing for any cop in that spot.

Boss, this guy was wasted.
He wanted to fight. He hit me.

If we didn't stop him,
he would've killed somebody.

- No, you did the right thing.
- Doesn't feel like it.

Listen, two rookie cops locking
up a beloved fire captain

is gonna raise some hackles.

Stick to your guns.
Tell the truth.

I got your backs.

Thank you.

- Hey.
- Hey, Sean.

I heard you guys got into it
with a smoke eater. You okay?

Bad news travels fast. Yeah.

Sarah's here, though.
She's got us.

Okay.

Just-- I'm here if you need me,
all right?

Thanks for the call,
but, Dad, I really got to go.

Okay. I'll catch you later. Hey.

I love you, son.

I love you, too.

That was sweet.

I've been a lot of things
in my life.

Father to a cop
is not one of them.

It's gonna take
some getting used to.

And this kid, I got to admit,

seeing his father all busted up
like that, it kind of got to me.

Well, it makes sense.

It wasn't that long ago
you almost lost Sean.

Yeah.

It's like we, uh...

we carry around all these
horrible things that we see...

...and we tell ourselves
it's not heavy

'cause it's the job.

But once in a while,
it's... it's too heavy.

I know.

And thank you, Dr. Phil.

Ah, well, anytime, Quasimodo.

As much as I love you being
squishy, especially about Sean,

I got to show you something.

Print hit on the car came back
to this chucklehead, Gary Ross.

Listen to this.

Last night, he's collared for
another stolen car in Mattapan.

Patrol had to cut him loose
because they couldn't get ahold

- of the owners
to sign the complaint...
- Mm-hmm.

...but the car is
the same make, model,

color and year as the one parked
in front of the crime scene.

Organized auto theft ring.

They jack specific
late-model vehicles.

So, hours after he's released,
he puts a rock

through that window so he can
check that car off of his list.

Do we like this guy Ross
for the shooter?

Nah. Nah, we don't.

His rap sheet is all car stuff.
There's nothing violent.

But if he didn't pull
the trigger himself,

there's a damn good chance
he saw who did.

He's on probation.

I got his last known address
and his employment info.

Let's go find out.

So, she says,
"G, why didn't you call me

"or slide into my DMs
or nothing?

I thought we was vibing
at the club."

So, I say,
"Oh, maybe you was vibing,

"but I didn't ask
for your digits, shorty.

You gave them to me."

Bitch threw a mojito in my face.

Sounds like a waste of
a good drink, if you ask me.

I hope you got
a better story than that

about that car you tried to jack
in Hyde Park this morning.

Watch out!

- I'm on him!
- Son of a...!

Get off me!

- Get out of the way.
- Make me.

Get out of the way!

Get off of me.

I didn't do nothing!

Yeah, you did. I'm soaked.

You ruined my favorite suit.

- Up.
- I'm coming.

They teach you that takedown
in the academy?

Nah. I learned that from trying
to get the remote from Sarah

when we were kids.

I've run into burning buildings
with Captain Harris.

The man's a hero.

Salt of the earth.

Doesn't excuse what he's done,

but I'm asking
for a little grace.

I hear you, Terry.

- Sarah, you look like you have
something on your mind.
-Yes, Chief.

He assaulted
one of our officers.

He blew a .15--
that is twice the legal limit.

He could've killed someone.

Now, I admire his service, but
he does not deserve grace here.

Look, the man's going through
a horrible divorce.

His brother's battling cancer.
I mean, h-he could use a break.

How about a compromise?

I can ask the officers to drop

the assault
and resisting charges,

and if they're willing,
we issue Harris

with a reckless driving citation
and call it a day.

Or a cover-up.
I am not okay with that.

Terry, why don't you step out
for a minute

so Sarah and I can chat.

All due respect, sir,

a chief asking two rookies
to drop charges is wrong.

Would you feel the same way
if it wasn't your brother?

You're really gonna go there?

You're right. I apologize.

And I hear you.

But showing grace in
this situation is no different

than an uncle at the bank
giving a family member

a better mortgage rate.

It's my call.

I'm gonna leave it
up to Sean and Jonah.

Seriously? Now we're snitches
for arresting a fireman?

I'm gonna get something
to clean it off, okay?

No, no, no. Don't touch it.

I'm gonna find
the punk-ass cop that did this

- and make them clean it off.
- How you gonna do that, huh?

You gonna open an investigation,
track them down?

I was bullied as a kid, man.
I know how this works.

They want a reaction.
You can't give them one.

Yeah, well, we can't
just do nothing either.

People like that,
they're damaged souls, man.

Don't let them damage yours.
Just drop it.

What?

Sarah wants us in the
captain's office in ten minutes.

So, when you're not detailing
cars, you're stealing cars?

Pays the bills.
I ain't proud of it.

Tell us about the car
in Hyde Park.

Better not be trying
to put a case on me

for that man who got lit up
in front of his family.

What do you know about that?

Snitches get stitches, yo.

And car thieves get prison.

A'ight.

There was some dude in a hoodie
chilling in the courtyard.

I was waiting for him to bounce

so I could do my thing
with that car.

Bougie family pulled up
in a dope Audi Q8 Quattro,

all-wheel drive,
luxury trim package,

I'm talking, like, a sweet...

Skip the car porn
and stick to the facts.

Family went toward the building.

Dude in the courtyard
followed them.

I didn't think nothing of it.

When they was gone,
I got busy with that car.

I popped the window and boom.

I heard a shot, a lady scream,
and I bounced.

That's it.

You know the guy in the hoodie?

Nah. Never seen him before.

You do realize
that man that was murdered

was killed right in front
of his wife and kid?

Hey! You knock that smile
off your face

before I knock it off for you.

All right, man. Chill.

Stop lying to us and tell us
what the hell happened!

Maybe I seen the fool around
last few weeks.

Never caught his name, though.
That's real.

All right, maybe
if we show you some photos,

you could pick this fool out.

- You think you can do that?
- Help with my cases, I can.

Gentlemen.

- Great job today.
-Thank you,
Chief Lanigan.

Thank you, sir.

Some circumstances
have come to light

that I'd like to share with you.

Fire Captain Harris
is dealing with

some very serious
personal issues at home.

So, I'm asking you
to consider dropping

the OUI and assault charges

and issue a citation
for reckless driving.

I know he got rough with you,

so I'll respect your decision
either way.

No pressure.
It's entirely up to you.

We'll do it, sir.

It's no problem.

Laura, this is not
the right plea agreement

that I discussed with Michael.

Set up a meeting
for after lunch.

Will do. Your office or his?

Have him come to me.

Why in the world
would you deny our warrant?

We're not gonna draw up
a murder case

without enough evidence
for a conviction.

Thomas Baldwin was picked
out of a photo array

by an eyewitness who saw him
follow the victims

toward the building
seconds before the murder.

He also heard the shot,
and he heard the wife scream.

A witness with
a long criminal history

in the act of stealing a car.

Baldwin is
a violent predicate felon.

He was just released on parole
for armed robbery.

And you know that makes it
likely that he will not confess,

considering
that criminal history.

You cannot leave this killer
out on the street.

Then bring me enough evidence
so I don't have to.

Hey, babe.

-Hey.
- How was your day?

Are you kidding me?

No.

- No. No. No.
- Dad! What are you doing?

- What are you doing?
- I said no screens for a week.

That's my fault, Seth.

Sorry. She said
she needed it for homework.

- I said it was okay.
- It's not.

Oh, my God, Dad.
You're being a jerk.

I know, yeah.
I'm such a horrible father.

- Yeah, you are. She...
- Yeah. Get upstairs.

- I...
- She said it was fine.

I did.
I made a command decision.

It sounded reasonable. Homework.

Okay, so she could've
stayed after school.

There's plenty of computers
in the library.

Yeah, where I can't see her or
know if she's actually there?

Right. And so that is
exactly the problem.

We can't trust a word
that comes out of her mouth.

That is why I need you
to have my back here, Sarah.

Seth, I'm still trying

to figure out my boundaries
when it comes to Phoebe.

I don't want to always be
the bad cop.

No, no, no. But there is no bad
cop here if this is gonna work.

Okay? We need to be
on the same page.

Right now, like,
we're in different books.

Wow.

Okay. Um...

I'm sorry, it just feels like

you're taking this
a little personally.

Am I way off base or...?
What is going on?

It's not the first time. Okay?

With the drinking and the lying.

I get it, Seth.

It's bad.

But I remember 15.

It's confusing and scary.

She's gonna experiment.

She's gonna lie. We all did.

Being angry is only
gonna push her away.

And that's why I'd hoped
that you'd have my back.

Vic's father, Matt Sr.,
is on his way up, poor guy.

Anything?

Evelyn was adamant
that she rang Miriam's doorbell

before Matt was shot.

Why didn't Miriam hear it?

She was terrified.
Maybe she hit the wrong button.

- Or Evelyn's lying?
- Okay, but she had

classic trauma victim
body language.

- Or killer's remorse.
- Yeah, well,
what is your theory?

I don't have one yet.

Well, don't smother me
with a pillow.

I'm just asking.

Trying to work this out here.
What's going on?

It's frustrating
because we could have

two rabbis and a priest
as witnesses

and my mom would still want
an imam and two Hindu pujaris.

Okay.
It's kind of what D.A.s do.

I mean, back home,
my sister would do

that stuff to me all the time.

Yeah, but my mom has
a thing with me.

Maybe your mom's
not picking on you.

Maybe she's actually
worried about you.

Oh, he's here.

Mr. Miller.

Thank you for coming.

I'm so sorry.

We understand you've been
passing out flyers

around the neighborhood,
looking for witnesses.

- Have you had any luck?
- Nothing.

It's hard to believe
nobody saw anything.

This case is long from over.
We're working as hard as we can.

We spoke to almost everyone
in the building.

They all loved your son.

He loved everyone.

Everyone loved him.

I've lived in that neighborhood
for over 40 years,

so I wanted Matt to do
better than me.

And he did.

He got a job at a big firm
right out of college,

married Evelyn and bought
a big house over in Manchester.

Mr. Miller, this man is

a person of interest
in the murder.

We know he's from
the neighborhood.

You know him?

Of course I know him.
That's-that's Tommy Baldwin.

He dated Evelyn
before she met Matt.

- Good time? Bad time?
- Any time for you.

- Uh-oh. Am I in trouble?
- No, but Jonah might be.

He and Sean arrested
a fire captain yesterday.

- It's a bit of a mess.
- I'm aware. Charlie flagged it.

I thought the charges
were dropped.

Only after the chief asked
Jonah and Sean to drop them.

- Well, that smells like
a cover-up.
- It is.

I want your office to reinstate
the aggravated OUI.

I'll sign the complaint
if I have to.

You sure you want to kick that
hornet's nest?

Chief Lanigan is not
a man you want to mess with.

You always taught us
to fight for the right thing

even if it's the hard thing.

I think Jonah and Sean
need to see that.

All right,
send over the paperwork.

- I'll assign an A.D.A.
- Thank you.

Speaking of A.D.A.s, the leak
in your office, Beakman,

arrest hit the news.

Any of those cases
been reviewed yet?

They're working
through the system.

We need to tell Jonah and Lena.

Not yet.

All of the cases
could get overturned.

Dad's killer could go free.

I'm not gonna tell them
until it's absolutely necessary.

I'm all for crossing lines,
but are we crossing a line?

- How?
- Questioning the victim's wife

with all these mourners here
after the funeral.

I think if she had her son
in that doorway

to watch his dad be murdered,
there is no line.

Fair enough.

My father-in-law
won't speak to me

after you showed him
that photo of Thomas.

Matt Sr. thinks I have something
to do with my husband's murder.

That's because we have a witness
who identified your ex

following you to the building
right before Matt was murdered.

That wasn't him.
I would have recognized him.

When was the last time
you spoke with him?

He called me a few days after
he got out of prison,

asking for help.

Well, the phone records tell
a different story.

Looks like he wanted
more than help.

These are dozens of calls
between you two,

mostly late at night,
going on for hours,

and then suddenly,
yesterday, it stops.

It's not what you think.

Then what is it?

My husband knew about
the phone calls.

We were trying to get Thomas
to join our church group.

But he was ashamed of his past
and didn't feel worthy.

Look, I'm sorry.

I have nothing more to say, and
I have my guests to get back to.

- Okay.
- You can see yourselves out.

If she rang that buzzer,
her prints will be all over it.

Notice how she never mentioned
her husband by name.

It was always "my husband."

And she never said
that she loved Matt.

She was uncomfortable
with silence.

Yeah, and when all else failed,
she played the religion card.

She's lying.

Sir.

I respect the move.

I certainly would've done
the same thing

- as a young superintendent.
- Look, I made...

No need to explain.

I put you in that position

because of your integrity
and your smarts,

but you still have
a lot to learn.

This is politics, Sarah,
not police work.

Morgan is not just
Boston's fire chief.

He's well-connected
to city hall.

He'll be coming for you.

So buckle up.

-Reagan.
- Found something.

I got nothing,
but it's actually something.

Okay.

Evelyn's prints were
nowhere on that buzzer.

She did not ring it.

That pokes a massive hole
in her story.

And I just went back through
her phone records.

She made a call
from her home phone

to a burner phone
43 minutes before the murder.

The burner phone pinged
in Hyde Park.

That must have been the call
she made to Baldwin

to say her and Matt
were on the way.

- Yep.
- We get Evelyn to confess

and turn Baldwin in, that's
all the evidence we'll need.

I wonder what D.A. Silver
will say now.

Let's find out.

Mmm. Mmm.

This brisket is
cooked perfectly,

but somebody slipped
with the salt.

Thank you for your critique,
Chef Peters.

You know, there's another apron
in the pantry

if ever you want to help.

I think it's the best brisket
I've ever had in my life.

You set a very high bar,
Reverend.

Apparently,
setting high bars is genetic.

Mom, did you get the new reports
that we sent over?

Are we finally good to go
on Baldwin?

The calls between Evelyn
and Baldwin are interesting,

as is their past relationship,
but it's still circumstantial.

I don't know.
Based off what my Dad said,

sounds like
the wife was in on it.

Yeah, we believe she was.

Why not just get a divorce?

Number two and three on the list
of seven deadly sins.

Greed and lust--
no better motives for murder.

It could be all seven sins.
You still have to prove it.

We believe that she watched
her husband get murdered

in front of her son,
and she'll fold

like a cheap tent in the box
and bring Baldwin down with her

- if we could get a warrant.
- What if she doesn't fold?

Any decent defense attorney
would rip your case to shreds.

I think it's time to bring back
the good, the bad and the ugly.

- Sarah, why don't you
start us off.
-Yeah. Oh, great.

Thanks, Grandpa.

Uh, the good should've been
me convincing Mom to reinstate

the aggravated OUI on the fire
captain Jonah and Sean arrested.

- You guys arrested a fireman?
- He was drunk
and out of control.

And he got behind the wheel.

That's how my mother died
when I was a little girl.

The day turned bad very quickly

when Ronnie Wilson graffitied
all over our desks.

Dude, I know it was him.

He's had it out for us
since our first shift.

Man, don't let him live
in your head rent-free.

Yeah, you two are gonna
have to serve with this guy,

so you're gonna have to
figure out a way to patch it up.

And I'm sorry to say
that's not the worst of it.

The fire captain retaliated
by filing

an excessive force complaint
against Jonah and Sean.

What? When did that happen?

I got the call
from Chief Lanigan

right before I left the office.

I'm sorry.

I really was trying
to protect you guys.

Uh, we can fight it,
and we will.

A force complaint-- that's
gonna extend our probation.

Jonah, body cam footage
doesn't lie, okay?

We did nothing wrong.

Yeah, Sean is right.
Jonah, it'll be okay.

Although, I guess
Superintendent Silver

has more pull than
Detective Silver

in getting the Boston D.A.
to charge a case.

Uh, would you pass
the brisket, Seth?

Yeah. Yeah.

You want some salt
with that, too?

No, it's salty enough already
around here.

Very salty.

The good, the bad and the ugly?

Really, Dad?

I saw that look in Lena's eyes,
and I... I had to do something.

I see a lot of you in Lena.

It's probably why we clash.

I often wonder if Mom and I
would have clashed like that.

Your mother never clashed
with anyone.

She adored you and your sister.

She would've spoiled you rotten.

And I would've let her.

But if I'm being honest,

you do push Lena harder
than the others.

You might want to ask
yourself why.

I don't do it on purpose.

Lena's very good
at what she does.

She wouldn't promise something
if she couldn't deliver.

- Well, I have a job to do, Dad.
- You have two jobs.

You're a parent first
and a D.A. second.

Well, as a parent, I can't risk
the father of that young man

suffering the indignity
of watching his son's killer

walk free 'cause I didn't keep
my emotions in check.

Hmm.

You often imagine conversations
with your mother.

So, if a younger Mae Silver
were in Lena's shoes,

asking her mother to trust her,

what would you hope
her response to be?

Ronnie Wilson.

Cop by day,
graffiti artist by night.

You got a problem, Silver?

"Blue Falcon."

That's military slang
for "snitch."

You served, right?

And you got a cousin
in the fire department?

What are you gonna do about it?

Well, I wanted to beat your ass.

But somebody reminded me that
as long as you wear that badge,

no matter how big of a chump
you are, we're still brothers.

So, next time you call for help
on the radio,

I'm-a be the first one there.

I'm gonna have your back,

'cause that's
the kind of man that I am.

I'm-a leave that trash
on my desk

to remind you every day
of what kind of man you are.

Santarpio's?

-Yeah.
- That's an apology pizza.

It's more of
a confessional pizza.

Should I read you your rights?

Maybe.

Please.

I've been keeping something
from you,

and, um, it's been killing me.

So, you know how you have never
seen me have more than...

than one drink? Ever?

Um...

I had a problem
when I was younger.

Now I understand why you took
such a hard line with Phoebe.

Yeah.

I started drinking
when I was her age,

and I'm terrified that she's
gonna go down that same path.

Can I offer some dad advice

from a daughter
and apprentice stepmom?

Please.

Tell her what you just told me.

Trade your anger for honesty.

Tell her how scared
you are and why.

It will bring you closer.

I promise.

- You're an amazing person.
- Mm.

You're gonna be a great mom.

I haven't been
a very good sister.

No, don't say that.

You're just trying to protect
Jonah and Sean.

Oh, I... I'm thinking
of negotiating a peace deal

with Harris to make
the OUI charge go away

in exchange for dropping
the force complaint.

No, no, no.
Please don't do that.

Yeah, you're...
you are just gonna enable him.

The man is an alcoholic.

The best way to help him
is with consequences.

Now, he's not gonna like that,
but if he recovers,

one day, he will
thank you for it.

Trust me.

-Hey.
- What are you so happy about?

- Didn't you check your email?
- Not in a while.

Look.

Grand jury duty's tomorrow.

People of the Commonwealth
of Massachusetts

versus Thomas Baldwin
and Evelyn Miller.

Wow. My mom authorized
the arrests.

- Yep.
- Well, the pressure is on now.

We got to get a confession from
Evelyn or this case falls apart.

- We need a plan.
- Mm.

- What did I say?
- Just gave me an idea.

But your mom may not like it.

who you called that morning.
You say you rang

Miriam's bell,
but she didn't hear it.

Then you say
everything's just a blur.

I mean, seriously,
do you hear yourself, Evelyn?

This is a nightmare.

I-I would never do anything
to hurt my husband!

You called Baldwin and told him
you were coming back!

You watched him put a bullet
in Matt's head!

You can keep lying to me
all you want,

but it's time to stop
lying to yourself, Evelyn.

I'm done trying to help you.

That's about as thick
as I can lay it on.

You're up next, Rev.

Just get her to flip on Tommy
Baldwin, and we can arrest him.

That has to be off.
No recording.

Grandpa, she might
incriminate herself.

I'm going in there as a reverend

to persuade her
to confess to you.

I won't exploit her trust in me
by taping it.

Those are my conditions.

Yes, sir.

All set.

I was told someone asked
for a chaplain.

Do I have the wrong room?

Oh, it-it wasn't me, Father.

I've heard of clergy
in hospitals

but never police stations.

People here are often
most in need of prayer.

- What's your name?
- Evelyn.

Evelyn. I'm Reverend Peters.

Would you like me
to pray with you?

I would like that very much.

Whose idea was this?

And why aren't we
listening or taping?

The reverend insisted
that we don't.

Defense counsel will tear apart
any statement she says.

He's not in there for that.

He's gonna convince her
to give it up to us.

That one we'll tape.

- Amen.
- Amen.

Evelyn, whatever sin
you're accused of,

no matter how grave,
God will forgive you,

but you must repent first.

There's a proverb I...
I'd like to share with you:

"A soul weighed down by guilt
loses its wings."

I didn't do what they said
I did, Reverend.

You have to believe me.

It really doesn't matter
what I believe, Evelyn.

The truth is between
you and God.

What if even God can't forgive
what I've done?

None of us are
without sin, Evelyn.

Even me.

My... beautiful wife,

my... dearest friend...

...took her own life.

To this day,
one of my daughters believe

that her mother was killed
in a car accident.

I allow her to.

I live with the shame
of this lie

every day,

wondering when and...

...if she will learn the truth.

Don't lose your wings, Evelyn.

They will carry you away
from even...

your darkest sin.

Psalm... 32:5.

"Then I acknowledged
my sin to you

"and did not conceal
my iniquity.

"I said, 'I will confess
my transgressions to the Lord,'

and you forgave
the guilt of my sin."

Repent, Evelyn.

So, we're heading for
the academy, and then we're...

Jimmy, go ahead.
I'll catch up with you later.

Superintendent Silver.
On your way up to grovel?

I don't grovel, Chief.

I just had coffee
with Fiona Harris.

She told me that her husband's
drinking and violence

aren't a one-off,
that he's the firehouse drunk.

But you already knew that.

Sounds like a vindictive wife
going through a bad divorce.

Is she lying about your cover-up
of Harris assaulting

another fireman with a chair
a few months ago?

You lower your voice.

And you want to keep those
gold stars on your shoulders,

you better choose
your next words very carefully.

I always do.

Maybe, instead of trying
to ruin the careers

of two good cops, you should get
your friend the help he needs.

And let me be clear.

I will do whatever it takes
to protect my officers,

so if that force complaint
doesn't disappear

and Captain Harris isn't
in rehab by next week,

things won't end well
for your friend or for you.

If it does, I'll rescind
the aggravated OUI charges.

You have a great day,
Superintendent.

You have a great day, too,
Chief.

What did you say
to persuade her to talk?

I convinced her that
the burden of living a lie

would eventually
destroy her soul.

Whose idea was it to murder him?

Thomas.

He planned it all.

Thomas had this spell over me,
even when we were younger.

It was sexual.
It was psychological.

It-it consumed me.

I would have done
anything he said.

And all I could think about
was a new life with

him, me, Curtis.

It was this beautiful fantasy.

Until you saw that bullet
rip through Matt's skull.

Seeing Matt look over at me,

with the gun to his head

and the hurt and the betrayal
in his eyes,

and then him
on the ground bleeding...

...I see that face
every time I close my eyes.

I can't get it out of my head.

Hopefully, you never will.

Only Sarah could make
the chief of the fire department

drop their rifle and run.

Well, your sister's a badass.

-Mm.
-Look at you.

Whatever you said
to Wilson worked.

I just took your advice.

Turn the other cheek, partner.

I started the process
of getting full custody.

That's great.

And, you know, my mom has a lot
of friends in family court,

so you call her
if there's anything

that she can do to help.

I don't know how to thank you.

If you love that young man
the way you loved your son,

he's gonna get through this
just fine.

Thank you.

♪ When the mountain's steep
and the river's wide... ♪

- You good?
- Yeah.

- You want to give Sean a call?
- Right after I call my dad.

♪ When you need a hand ♪

♪ 'Cause you're losing
your stride... ♪

The arrest of a fire captain
in this station a few days ago

is an all too familiar story
of addiction

and failing mental health
plaguing all first responders.

For many of them,
alcohol is an escape

from the pain of the horrible
things that we see every day.

When a fellow officer or any
human being is struggling with

alcohol or depression, ignoring
it is not looking out for them.

Lying for them
is not being their friend.

Extend a hand,
a firm one if necessary.

That is the right thing to do.

That could save a life.

- ♪ When the mountain's steep ♪
- ♪ There for you ♪

♪ And the river's wide ♪

♪ I will be there for you,
oh, side by side. ♪

You treat me differently

than Jonah and Sarah.

Honestly, there are times...

...where I feel like there is
nothing I can do to please you.

I won't deny it.
I am tougher on you.

Your grandpa got me
thinking about why.

Before Ben came along,

it was just you and me
against the world.

I was terrified.

Terrified for you.

For our future.

I didn't know how to deal with
that fear, so I pushed...

I pushed you,
wanted to make you strong

and tough so no one
could ever hurt you.

It worked.

You can stop now.

Yeah, okay.

I may push you,

but the last thing on earth
I want is to push you away.

- You don't have to worry
about that.
- Oh.

Can I tell you something else?

Yeah.

Grandpa was right.
That brisket was too salty.

Okay.

It wasn't. I'll show you salty.

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