Original subtitles

6 years old pa lang ako, alam ko

naan tungkol sa salitang kantutan.

Ang nanay ko kasi puta eh.

Pag tinatanong ko ang nanay ko kung bakit

kung sino-sinong lalaking inuwi niya sa bahay,

isa lang sinasagot niya sa akin.

Naghanap daw siya ng ipapalamon sa aming magkakapatid.

Sa puki niya raw kami lumabas, kaya mula

sa puki niya kami kumakain.

Pag minumura ako ng tao, sinasabing takin mo!

Sinasagot ko sila.

Oo, sinasabi ko, putang nanay ko.

Okay lang, totoo naman eh.

Yung kapatid mo.

Hoy, yung kapatid mo.

Hindi ko alam.

Pagigising ko pa lang.

Saan mo pinasok ang kapatid mo?

Doon, sa gasolina ni Mr. Santos.

Sa pinagtatrabuhan ni Karding.

Nakadilhin siya kakagabi.

Wala na akong gamot.

Dumaan ka muna sa butika, binan muna gamot

ang nanay.

Huwag ka nang kumimik, bantayan mo ang nanay.

Lalabas sana kami ni Jojo ako eh.

Manonood lang kami ng sine.

Tang ina ka, hindi ka namang pagsabihan ah.

Ayokong iniiwan mo ang nanay sa bahay na

mag-isa, lalo na akong gabi.

Ton, gusto mo sumama sa akin mamaya ni

Jake?

Manonood kami ng sine, manilibre ako.

Hoy, huwag mong buyuin to kapatid ko.

Eh, misal lang naman ako mag-blowout ah.

Nasaan ka kumuha ng pera?

Dumikit ka na naman kay Frankie ano?

Bakit masamado yun?

Tsaka kumpalin mo naman si Manong Frankie diba?

Ganda.

Sino na naman yung naoto mo?

Anong naoto?

Bigay ito ng papa ko no.

Sino sa kanila?

Ulul, in love ako dito.

In love?

Ang babaw mo talaga.

Niligaluhan ka lang ng bracelet eh.

Pumapalapak na yung pekpek mo.

Malay mo, baka sa isang linggo nangingitib na

yan.

Mayaman yung papa ko no.

May ari sya ng hardware store.

Alam mo yun?

Sa rekto, yung building na kinatatayo ang tindahan

nila, pag-aari ng pamilya nilang in check.

Tapos siya lang riligalo sa'yo?

Bakit?

Silos ka?

Ulul!

Rosie!

Hoy, may tawag si mama.

May show na tayo mamayang 1230.

Hoy, bangag ka na naman ba?

Umalis ka nga dyan.

Buksan mo nga tong bintana mo.

Kulob na kulob, parang ataon.

Hindi naman ako nangyayari.

Nangyayarapan sa trabaho ko eh.

Kahids ko palang yung bunso ko ng utol,

nagpapahada na ako.

Una kong experience sa babae, mga 13 yata

ako nun.

Hindi puta, 16.

Kolehiyala.

Tapos nga nun eh, dahil sa kailangan, hindi

ah yun.

Yung pinagkasarapan ko, pinagkakitaan ko na rin.

Hindi, hindi naman mahirap.

Iba dyan, naging inartip eh.

Sinasabi na, kailangan raw tapang ng sikmura para

magawa itong trabahong to.

Naisip ko, kanya-kanyang linya lang naman yan

eh.

Yung iba, nagdo-doktor.

Yung iba, nagpupulis.

Si Frankie, nagnanakaw.

Yung pamilya ko, nagpuputa.

Boss Toro?

Hindi, hindi, hindi.

Boss Toro?

Ayy, Boss Toro.

Hindi, hindi, hindi.

Ayy, sige na.

Labas na.

Game na.

Labas na, labas na.

Uy, tama na yan.

Maraming nagugulat sa tapang ko.

Paano ko raw yung nagagawa?

Kahit ano namang paliwanag eh, hindi rin nila

maiintindihan.

Yung laging sinasabi na, pangangailangan?

Naku.

Gas-gas na-gas-gas na yun.

Lahat sa amin dito, may kanya-kanyang kwento.

Pero kung pakiinggan mo isa-isa, kung iiintindihin

mo, kung bakit nakayanan namin ang pinaggagawa at

ginagawa sa amin, iisa lang naman ang dahilan

eh.

Pangangailangan.

Gas-gas na pangangailangan.

Yun na yun.

Pag nakahantad ko sa harap ng tao, pag

nakabulatlat ang iyong buong katawan, pinapanood, tinititigan, akala

ng lahat wala nang natitira sa iyong katauhan

eh.

Akala ng marami, para lang akong aso na

kumakas na sa kalye.

Ako inabayaran para panuhurin pinagkaakitahan ng kalaswaan.

Alam niyo kahit humaharap ako sa tao na

walang saplot sa katawan, marami pa rin nakatago.

Nakikita nila ang aking titikbayag, pero hindi nila

alam ang tunay na pagkatao ko.

Basta sa akin, galito ako.

Anong makagawa ko?

Sabi nga na nagmamarunong dyan eh.

Marami pa namang ibang trabaho ah.

Bakit hindi ka humaharap ng ibang mapagkakakitaan?

Ang sagot ko sa kanila, okay na ito

sa akin.

Walang kumilit sa akin, napasukin ko to.

Ako ang may gusto nito.

Okay na to sa akin.

Oh, wala ka na naman sa sarili mo.

Siguro pumunta ka na naman doon ano?

Ano ba pinag-problema nito?

Eh din yung anak niya.

Tinuloy mo rin?

Sinilip ko lang.

Gusto ko lang makita kung maayo siya.

Paano mo naman nalaman kung sinong mampun?

Binuko ni Sidra.

Yung pinag-iwanan ko ng bata.

Puta ka!

Pagkatapos ngayon, kakalakalabog yung konsensya mo.

Kung hindi ka ba naman tanga, pagkatapos mong

inire, pinamigay mo.

Gaga!

Eh bakit mo ba pinuntahan?

Ano bang plano mo?

Hindi ko pa alam.

Wala, gusto ko lang siya makita.

Bakit pa?

Wala.

Sandra, bayad ko.

Andrea, alang tita Rosy mo.

Magood afternoon ka.

Good afternoon po, nina.

O, pasalunan ko sa'yo.

Doon ka na sa laob, ha?

Nag-aaralan pa rin na anak ko, no?

Marami ka ng utang sa batang yan.

Niminsan hindi mo narigaluhan yan pag Pasko.

Tao!

Tao!

Tao!

Tao!

Dalawang buwan ng bakante si Biyo.

Mahina kasi ang construction ngayon eh.

Dapat sana kasama siya sa isang malaking project.

Kaya lang may nang-intriga sa kanya, nasulot

tuloy.

Alam mo, pinapanap nga ka ni Mama Nalini.

Angel, doon ka muna gumawa ng homework sa

kabila.

Opo.

Kasi madilim dito.

Sige po, nina.

Ayoko kasing pag-usapan yan sa harap ng

anak ko.

Eh, teka.

Paano nga pala kayo nabubuhay ni Biyo nang

wala siyang trabaho?

Sumasayan pa ba kayong dalawa?

Teka, magkano nga pala...

Hilda, maaari.

Ayaw na namin ni Biyo.

Paminsan-minsan, pagkapos na kapos na kami.

Pero si Biyo na lang, ako ayoko na.

Sandra, alam mo, hindi na ako magkakaanak.

Paano mo naman nalaman?

Sabi kasi ng doktor, may diferensya na raw

ako eh.

Ilang beses raw kasi ako nagpanaglag.

Kaya ayun, bumigay na raw yung matroskop.

Tay!

May bisita pala tayo.

Kumusta na?

Eto.

Sandali na lang to, maluluto na.

Maligo ka muna ha?

Rosy, dito ko na kaya kumain.

Naku, huwag na.

Ano ka?

Paminsan-minsan ka na nga lang naliligaw dito.

Tatanggihan mo pa kami.

Maliligo lang ako, sandali.

Ang baho ko.

Maghabang kasi ako nagbilag sa araw.

Mukha nga.

Sige na, maligo ka na nga.

Dali, dali.

Mabaho.

Ano ba yan?

Dalas-dalasan mo naman dalaw dito sa amin.

Oo ba?

Wala namang laya-laya ng bahay na to.

Eto naman.

Uy, sa susunod na lang ako babawal sa

ina-anak ko ha.

Bye-bye.

Ingat!

Ano ba ang problema nun?

Marami.

Halika na, pasok na tayo.

Halika na.

Hey Joe, hey Joe.

I have one with my little girl.

She's very pretty.

You try, huh?

She's very pretty.

Sige na.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

She's too young.

She's too young.

You try her.

She's very good.

Sige na.

I'm sorry again.

Ikaw naman, oh.

Sige na.

Anak, ngumiti ka.

Ngumiti ka.

Sige na.

Sige na.

Sige na.

You try her.

Hey Joe.

Hey Joe.

Hey Joe.

Sige na.

You try.

I have little boys.

I have them over the backwoods.

Sige na.

Joe.

Joe.

Sige na.

Bipo kasi.

Sige na.

Sige na.

Sige na.

Ong N Vaso.

Sige na.

Daron tagal ito.

You got to try the juice.

Ohh.

I don't want to die!

I'm sick of this!

I'm sick of this life!

I'm sick of this!

Why did you do this?

Why?

I don't feel any happiness anymore.

Yes.

Mag iisang taon at kalahati na siguro, ng

nalaman namin na may kanser ang nanay.

Takot niyan sa doktor.

Kahit mayroon nararamdamang sakit, hindi nalang kumikibu.

Pag inisaisa mo raw, lahat ang nararamdaman sa

iyong katawan, lalong kang mangihina.

Nang hindi niyan maties, saka lang siya kumahid

magpatingin.

Ayun nga, kanser raw, malala na, kumalat na.

She started with her stepmother and spread to

the streets.

That's what's funny.

Maybe it's funny.

In all parts of my mother's body, her

stepmother is the one who kills her.

I don't know if my mother was a

good mother.

What is a good mother?

The one who always has food at home

for her children?

The one who pays for her children's living

expenses?

Until first year, I was only in high

school.

My mother stopped me.

When I was 13 years old, my sister

got a job.

She also had a job.

She didn't want to be a prostitute, but

there was nothing she could do.

My mother said, that's also where Lisa will

go.

Her mother is a whore.

She is a whore.

She dreams that her daughter won't be a

whore.

It's in our blood.

Hold your mother, she's about to leave.

Jake, what happened?

My mother is a whore.

She got mad at me last night.

You're a whore.

It's true.

I don't owe you anything.

If I had money, I would have paid

you.

Lisa, stop it.

You lied to me.

Whatever you do, you won't get the life

I gave you.

What?

I paid you a lot.

You're a whore.

You don't have a mother.

You're just a prostitute.

What do you think of us?

Do you think you can make a living?

Because you don't have any money.

You're a whore.

Stop it.

I'm a whore.

I'm a prostitute.

I'm not a whore.

Everyone here knows who you are.

Lisa, shut up.

Let me go.

Even if you kick me out, I don't

want to see you again.

Stop it.

You're a whore.

Stop it.

Our neighbors can see you without a son.

You're a whore.

I'm a whore, Mother.

Mother, stop.

You were going to die.

Even if you die in the devil, let

them talk.

You're just a whore.

Mother.

Stop.

Mother.

You're a whore.

You're a prostitute.

Come here.

You're a whore.

Come here.

You're a prostitute.

You're a prostitute.

You're a whore.

Stop it!

Stop it!

When I was young I cried a lot

Sometimes I just cried I don't know But

at the end of my life I told

myself that I won't cry anymore My body

is strong when I cry Nothing happens when

I cry What

should I answer?

Where are you from?

I'm from Korea Where are you going?

I'm going to my hometown I don't think

you're going to the Philippines What am I

going to show here?

I'm going to watch my friends in Mindoro

What are you going to make us do?

We're not going to make you dance and

we're not going to make you party That's

what you're used to We're not going to

make you dance What are

you looking at?

Nothing Mother, what is Gigi emoting?

Why does she look like she's crying?

She's poking I think she's still auditioning Rosie

You're such a bad girl Don't die You're

such a bad girl I don't have anything

to give you You're such a bad girl

You're really crazy Did you taste death or

did you just swallow your saliva?

God is angry with me He taught me

That's why I won't die You're such a

bad girl You're such a bad girl Wake

up You're not allowed to mess around here

What's wrong with them?

They tried to stop me I spent all

my money I even saved up He spent

all his money I don't have anything to

give you That's okay You know your neighbor

You're such a bad girl I won't die

You're such a bad girl You're such a

bad girl Bro

Did you hear the news?

What news?

Engineer Torres is having a meeting He wants

to talk to us About what?

I don't know He's such a jerk I'm

sorry I'll call you later There

are a

lot of people like that I know two

of them They stopped the project because the

company ran out of money That's okay I

can find someone else Of course No one

dies from starvation A person who's not afraid

of work In

this hard life 8 out of 10 people

are looking for a job I'm just trying

to help You know a lot of people

Even though I'm poor Do you know how

much I bought from the banks?

Before, it was 2,000 But now, it's

3,000 Sometimes, it's 3,500 I'm so

jealous of you Even the dead who don't

have a job You're still making money I'm

trying to give them a better life It's

better than being in a morgue or being

cut by the doctors They can still sleep

The police won't look for us as long

as there's a dead person I'm so jealous

I think I need to change this It's

not even Saturday yet and I'm already smelling

Business is so hard Are you okay with

that?

Rosy is so smart I don't know I

don't care if she's crazy She can't be

here And one more thing She can't come

in whenever she wants Is the gay person

sick?

He's sick but tomorrow...

Yes, tomorrow, he'll come here His eyes will

be swollen but when he performs, he'll be

dead Give him another chance He can make

a lot of money to buy whatever he

wants Madam, the gay is going to rob

a bank Where did he come from?

He's not gay when he came here Mother,

what will I tell him?

If he finds out, you don't like him

anymore Tell him that he'll be dead Make

sure because it's embarrassing for him to trust

a gay One more thing The Korean called

He said he likes you Are you going

to appear in his movie?

Jake!

Jake!

Come here Tell your brother to come here

tomorrow It's my birthday I'm going to drink

Come with me Joe!

Don't let Mr. Santos see you I looked

for you It's okay I talked to him

I don't want to stay here anymore I

found a new racket Who?

Frankie?

How much do you earn here?

What does Frankie want you to do?

He's really stupid Dude, people should have skills

Damn it!

Work is work He's just earning Your brother

is selling his titty Who's stupider than us?

You two I saw

Frankie yesterday He invited you to drink It's

his birthday I heard that Jojo's with Frankie

I don't know What do you mean?

He's with you at the gas station He's

not there anymore Frankie's sidekick is real I

don't know It's true I don't know Come

here I don't want you to be mean

to him Do we understand each other?

Yes I'll kill you if I find out

that you're dating Jojo Listen

to me Do you understand what I'm saying?

Yes What do you want me to do?

Cry?

What if they don't accept you in Manila?

Because...

Yes!

I'll pay you I know why you're going

to Butchemore Because you're going to the hospital?

I have a KPS I have 3 jobs

in Cacot Supa I have 3 jobs in

the province Yes!

I'll pay you I'll stab you in the

back I'll put you in the KPS I'll

pay you back Look at this You're making

me look bad You're a bitch I just

want to know him I don't have any

plan to get him Do you think they'll

let you face the storm of nothingness?

I just want to meet him.

What for?

What for?

Explain it to me.

What will you do to your son's relatives

if you go there?

I just want to hug him.

What?

I just want to hug my son.

Go away.

I'm sorry if I told you where your

son lives.

Come on.

Me?

Me?

I have a good heart.

When you were a good mother, you came

here and brought your son.

I didn't ask any questions.

Then I found a decent family.

And now you're going crazy again.

Huh?

Yes.

Yes.

I heard about it.

I'm going crazy.

But I'm not going crazy.

I just want...

You know what?

If you're a good mother, don't mess up

your son's life.

And one more thing, if you just hug

him, he's not your son anymore.

Because he didn't recognize you as a mother.

And when you gave birth to him, he's

not your son anymore.

Go away.

You know what?

I don't know about you.

I don't know why you're still here in

the Philippines.

You know, in Japan, the men are very

gallant.

And when you're drunk, you'll throw up.

You'll throw up.

Are you gay?

What?

Are you sure?

Do you really have a boyfriend there?

Of course, I do.

You're so obvious.

But, his dad is more handsome than my

dad.

Wait, wait, wait.

How did you figure that out?

And what will you do if he wants

to hug you?

That's easy.

If I know that his hand is touching

your pecking peck, what I'll tell him is,

you should buy him a Seri Aru.

Demo Chin Chin Taber.

Are you gay?

What did he say?

He said, this is how you do it.

You're making me laugh.

You're crazy.

It's good that you don't throw up.

It's just tissue paper and flowers.

Tissue paper?

It's true, right?

Let me see.

Let me see.

It's true.

It's true.

I want to go to Japan.

But, I don't believe it.

He's crazy.

You're the only one who's not crazy.

What will happen to Gigi?

If she has a boyfriend, she'll disappear.

She'll disappear from her life.

Do you know that?

Oh, my.

Do you know that?

You can't get any closer to those Filipino

jerks because they're all crazy.

And one more thing.

When the day comes, you'll be the one

who'll get closer to them.

Hey, are you going to Japan?

I'll just wait for my visa to go

to Saudi Arabia.

Hey, Rolly.

Come here.

Sit down.

Sit down.

Let me hear it.

I thought you were going to engineer me.

I'm really going to beat you up.

Thank you.

Mirna.

Yes.

Bring the beer here.

Wait.

Hey, barbecue.

Eat first.

I'm okay.

Okay.

I don't know about you, bro.

I've been inviting you to our group for

a long time.

You really love your job.

I'm still thinking about what you're doing, Chong.

I'm getting nervous.

Me too.

I can only hear people in the other

room.

I can't take it anymore.

Meanwhile, you're still laughing and watching.

How did you do that?

How did you do that?

Just for fun?

And how much do you earn there, bro?

Bro.

If you're not that brave, you can join

our group.

I'm not that brave.

Bro.

What about our Jojo?

He's a newbie, but he learns fast.

You too.

Right, Jo?

Yes, brother.

Yes.

Bro.

What?

You know, bro.

I'm getting tired of this job.

We're the same, bro.

We need to find another job.

It's really hard.

Yes, it is.

But you know, if we find another job,

it'll be better.

It'll be easier.

Just like now.

It's really boring.

It's already night.

How about last night?

Nothing.

It was bad.

They only gave me 300 pesos.

That's all.

Good thing you have 300 pesos.

I don't have any.

We're so tired.

We don't have any.

Yes.

Sometimes, you're just invited.

And you're in a hurry.

I need to go, bro.

You're so annoying, Rolly.

Stop what you're doing.

There are other jobs out there.

It's better to steal than to be a

pig that you make for yourself.

As far as I know, there are more

thieves in hell.

And I don't know of any pigs that

joined Satan.

Bro.

Life is hell.

There's no end to it.

Maybe.

Life is all about luck.

Some people have a job.

They don't have to work hard to get

rich.

But there are many who don't have that

kind of luck.

Those who were born are already in hell.

They'll be in hell for the rest of

their lives.

They'll go through everything in their whole life.

What can you do if that happens?

Are you angry?

At whom?

At God?

God doesn't care what people choose.

Didn't it say that everything is a trial?

If you fall into a trial, you'll be

unlucky.

It's up to you.

The good thing is no one wants to

give birth.

If you're born, you'll be condemned.

Whatever you do in your life, you'll answer

for it.

There are many who become kind.

That's hard.

In this time, it's easier to be stupid

than to be a saint.

There are many who say they don't want

to anymore.

If they can, that's good.

If they can't, that's okay.

Not everyone who becomes kind becomes kind.

But it's wrong to be a saint.

To be clean.

To say that people will be bad because

of what they do.

It's easier to see what they're doing.

It's okay here.

You can go.

Can I eat first?

Even if it's just water.

Later.

You can go first.

Damn it.

You might need it tonight.

Here.

Your briefs.

If you say that you're not ashamed yet,

this will happen.

You're good.

Damn it.

You love to brag.

It's harder to understand why people do what

they can do.

When people are treated badly, all their hardships

are called punishment.

When people are called thieves, they are given

their right to mercy.

It's easy to be clean.

It's easy to say that what happens in

a person's life is also his doing.

Good people are called bad people.

Just like those who live next to the

canal.

They don't know how to smell because the

smell is stuck in their noses.

It's easy to forget that a person, whoever

he is, wherever he comes from, doesn't lose

his feelings.

It's easy.

It's easy to pretend to be strong, but

whether you believe it or not, no one

gets used to the pain.

Some people are just like bananas who are

shouted at by the world for how weak

they are.

It's easy to admit that you think you're

going to die in a swamp.

It's easy to separate what's right from wrong

for people who don't experience hardship.

It's easy for people who don't feel tired

or sleepy.

It's easy for people who think what others

say is more important than what they feel.

But people are not interested in asking questions.

They only see what they see.

They feel pity, they feel ashamed, they swear.

But for people like that, there's only one

thing I can say.

Fuck you!

Where did you get this?

Why do

you look so thin?

I just got it from the pain.

Yes, the pain in your brain.

There.

Don't be too proud.

It's a rare disease, especially for men.

It's hard to live now.

But mom, I'm not pregnant.

I just got my matriculation exam.

I'm not pregnant.

What?

What are you talking about?

Your mother hasn't graduated yet.

What's wrong with her?

She dropped out of school.

What?

I don't know why she dropped out of

school and got divorced.

Look at her.

She's bleeding while she's eating while she's enjoying

her food.

Mom, she's just stupid.

I'm sick of your father.

Nothing will happen if you keep spoiling her.

What's wrong with her?

Tell me!

What do you mean you're pregnant?

You're pregnant because you're only in third year

of high school.

So what?

You want to be like me?

You should be thankful that you have your

own children to feed and educate my siblings.

I didn't mean anything by that.

You bitch.

If you try to teach me, I'll kick

your ass.

That's why I want to study abroad.

I'm serious.

I really want to go to Japan.

If not Japan, I'll go to Africa.

Maybe I'll need to go to Africa.

I'll get rid of my siblings.

They're ugly.

When I see them, I get angry.

I get jealous.

I want to steal their money.

I want to steal their money.

I'm so poor.

Their mother is a bitch.

Do they think it's easy for me?

Did your mother leave?

Yes.

Did she cry?

Don't look down on her.

It's because my father has thousands of siblings.

Ouch.

I'm sorry.

Dad, when will we see each other again?

Sometimes, I think you'll forget me.

Here.

Thank you.

Get dressed.

Whose shopping bag is that?

Is it for me?

Don't mind it.

It's my mother's birthday.

My birthday is coming.

Then, happy birthday.

Where did you get the news?

Next door.

Where is she going?

Saudi Arabia.

I think the nurse is working there.

When will she leave?

You're being silly again.

You're trying to impress Noemi again.

So, you're a broken hearted because you'll leave

to Saudi Arabia.

I heard the news.

You're so weak.

You're so weak.

Even a decent woman who likes me will

leave.

Why don't you go back to what you're

doing in the gas station?

I'm not that good.

I'm just trying to impress the girls.

And you're good at it?

Yes.

Look at me, I'm the best.

Jerk.

I think this is There should be a

make-up artist.

Why is there none?

What do you think we should do?

Should we just watch the actress?

And we don't understand that Korean.

How can I give them the acting they

want?

We're just going to act.

Do we need an artist?

Dude, my application to Saudi Really?

Is the recruit you got good?

Is he also sending her to Japan?

No, no.

I'm not going to Saudi with a macho

dancer.

I'm going there.

I'll go crazy.

The Filipinos are running out.

Everyone is asking for Mai.

Or maybe you're the most beautiful woman in

the world.

Are you serious about going to Saudi?

Yes, dude.

For a change.

As for me, I want to go to

the States.

So all the food I eat is PX.

There's also snow.

All of my children will be beautiful.

Not only that, I can even get a

blonde.

Yes.

You're just going to Japan.

I hope you're just guessing.

You're even dreaming about going to the States.

Hurry up.

The set-up is almost done.

Hey, Danny.

Hurry up.

Cut!

When you're smiling I'm a little nervous I

need your lips I need your kiss When

will I get to kiss you?

Come on, come on Come on, come on

What's important is that you do your job

well.

You should be thankful for this time because

you have a job.

As long as you don't steal.

You don't steal.

You don't cheat.

You don't get hurt when you earn money.

That's okay.

What time is my daughter going home?

I bought four.

let's just leave Bia and the baby, okay?

I've made up my mind.

I'll go to my daughter's mother's house.

I'll knock and introduce myself.

Then I'll tell my father that I'm not

going to cause a scandal.

It's embarrassing.

They're good people.

I just want them to know that I'm

their mother.

I just want to get to know them.

That's all.

I don't think it's a bad thing.

They're decent people.

I know they'll understand me.

I won't pretend that I'm their mother.

She's pitiful.

Anyway, I'll tell my father that I just

want my daughter and I Even if he

doesn't know that she's my daughter.

Then on Christmas, I'll bring her a gift.

Even if she calls me auntie, I don't

care.

Even if she's my daughter.

Sandra, you're overreacting.

You're the one who's stopping me.

What's going on?

Are you okay?

Are you okay?

Why?

Sandra, why?

Are you okay?

What now?

You know what?

I'm not looking for a job.

I've talked to all the people

I know.

But none of them are interested.

They're not even looking for a job.

It's decreasing.

Let me go back to work.

But you're making a living from...

Leo, what's wrong with you?

How much do you earn from selling maruyas?

We're going to leave Gina's child.

No!

You can't do that.

Listen to me.

Just for a while while you're not looking

for a job.

We're used to being hungry but not our

children.

While you're not looking for a job.

What's this?

Where did you get that?

I bought it.

I believe you.

Maybe you cooked Chesca in the parlor.

Maybe you asked an old gay to get

it.

Your best friend is really good.

Here's another one.

Here.

Fuck.

How did you get that?

It's simple.

Ask Kuya Fraggy.

Okay.

Are you coming?

Do you want pandesal?

This is new.

It's still hot.

Join me here.

I'm tired.

He's really stupid.

What's this?

He's dancing?

Of course.

He knows you're going to Japan because you're

a whore.

What's that?

Do I have to study the classics?

Yes.

You're a whore.

That's how it is.

You're an entertainer.

You need to have a special talent.

A special talent?

You're not the one who's going to entertain

that whore.

You're also a special talent.

You tried three notes at the same time.

Frankie!

Frankie!

Jake, what's the problem?

It's Mom.

Why?

What's the problem?

Mom needs to go to the hospital.

What?

Kuya!

Kuya!

Hurry up!

Help me!

Move aside!

Why?

My jeep is there.

Move aside!

Move aside!

Hurry up!

Move aside!

Slowly!

My jeep is there.

Hurry up!

Here!

Slowly!

Slowly!

Move aside!

Move aside!

My jeep is there.

You don't know how to punish people.

You're not going to live forever.

You're going to be punished.

Emergency!

Emergency!

It hurts.

How long has the doctor been here?

Does he have a room?

Is Mom going to be sick?

I hope I'm not asking a bad question.

All I'm asking is to be practical in

everything.

Why?

Is there a problem?

Your mom's cancer metastasized.

It spread.

Now, with her condition and you're going to

confine her here, it will cost a lot

of money.

You should leave.

Just relax.

I'll take care of it.

You know, it's hard to accept.

But, it will cost a lot.

Your mom's cancer metastasized.

Do you have money to pay the hospital?

Damn it!

My mom's going to die.

You're asking me how much I owe you.

Wait!

Don't personalize it.

I'm not blinding you.

I'm helping you.

I'm just telling you the truth.

You're making me talk.

You don't want to accept the fact that

you won't be paid.

Is that so?

You'll just get stuck.

You'll just be in debt.

Nothing else will happen.

People pray to God.

But people are ready to die.

And they'll die in worshiping money.

It's not hard to understand, right?

If someone has money, he has power.

If someone has money, he has the right

to live.

There's nothing to be afraid of.

Who are they?

Good afternoon.

You don't know me.

But, Sidra told me about you.

Do you remember Sidra?

Isn't that her?

Sidra.

Sidra Delfinjo.

She used to be with...

Her family name.

She's the one who brought you up.

Go to the kitchen, Wilma.

Don't leave it on the stove.

It might burn.

Yes, ma'am.

I'm not going here to...

Sidra gave you our address.

Yes.

What do you want?

Mrs. Perez, I just want to meet the

child.

I'm her mother.

I was the one who gave Sidra the

child.

I think it was two weeks ago after

I gave birth.

Leave.

I won't take the child.

If you don't leave now, I won't call

the police.

Don't ever come back here.

And if you hurt the child, no matter

where you hide, even if you're a woman,

I'll call the police.

I'll have you killed.

Leave.

Why are you asking?

What do you think your stepmother will do

to your child?

Why did they do this to me?

Sandra, I was nice to them.

They weren't mad at you.

You scared them.

You thought you could mess with them.

You went there because you didn't want to.

Sandra, you know what a woman can do

for her child.

And you're telling me to do the same?

Yes, I know what a woman can do

for her child.

I did it.

I don't want drama anymore.

No one will do what you did.

What else can happen to our lives?

Oh, it's you.

Your place is nice.

Have some coffee first.

Where's your boyfriend?

He's in the province.

They're playing music.

Is he still in the band?

Yes.

Are you alone here?

Yes.

Is he treating you well?

He's treating me well.

And you?

Here.

Are you still there?

Where?

At the entrance.

Yes.

Are Danny and Erwin still there?

Danny is still there.

Erwin is gone.

He went home to Cebu.

Why did you come here?

My mom.

My mom.

Liza.

My mom passed away.

She's near.

I'm alone.

If she's going to die, she should be

buried.

That's how it should be.

She's been dying from cancer for a long

time.

She can't breathe.

You're talking about our mom?

Yes.

Our mom whom I sold.

Our mom who made our business and our

body.

Our mom whom I sold when I was

young.

I'm not even married yet and I'm being

cheated by men like this.

And now, you want me to feel bad

because I heard that she's going to die?

Brother.

Sometimes, I think what if I'm different?

What if my mom is different?

What if I fell differently?

What if my world is different?

I'm imagining that I'm rich.

I'm imagining that I'm able to study.

I'm also imagining that I have money.

I have a family.

And then, my surroundings are clean.

My life is happy.

And then, you'll be sad when you think

that you don't have anyone.

You'll feel worse.

When you don't have ambitions, when you don't

have dreams, it's easier to accept the little

things that you already have.

That's why, the time came when I told

myself that I won't cry anymore.

I don't know how to cry anymore.

Thank you.

Hon!

You're such a bitch!

What's your problem?

What do you want to do?

Are you going to involve me in your

stupidity?

What do you want to prove?

Why did you hit Mrs. Perez?

Huh?

Do you know that you went to her

house with the police?

You made me look like a fool because

of your stupidity.

I'm sorry.

I didn't say that to you.

Stop with your stupidity!

You're crazy!

You asked me for help and I helped

you.

Why are you making a mess?

Do you want me to get involved?

Don't mess up my life, you bitch!

Papa, please, please, stop.

You're really good, Papa.

You're the best, Papa.

My mouth hurts.

Oh, how about my request for 15,000

pesos?

Hey, hey.

That's 15,000 pesos.

Count it.

Bitch, where did you get this from?

My father died so that I could produce

it.

That's enough.

Jessica, why don't you ask Gigi if she

can cross the sea?

I'll ask her to call you, sister, if

you need to be interviewed at the embassy.

If everything is ready.

Hey, that's true.

I want to go to Japan.

I'll take care of it.

And sister, when you get there, I'll give

you a ride on my mother-in-law.

Isn't that great?

Hey, bitch, where are you going?

Don't you have some girls at home?

The ones I used to hang out with

at the parlor with Mama Chris?

Aren't you coming with us?

We'll watch a show.

Hey, bitch, I'll beat you up if you

bring my daughter.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Mamu, are you sure you're okay here?

Do you want us to take you home?

No, out of the way.

I'll just get a taxi.

Okay, girls, go home.

Thank you.

Bitch, I'll beat you up.

Okay, bye-bye.

Bye-bye.

Let's go, Papa and Mama.

It took you so long to get a

taxi.

Where are you?

Come on in.

No, bitch, you're ugly.

Sexy.

Excuse me, Miss, where are you going?

Me?

You trusted that gay.

Why not?

Neneng, that gay is a prostitute.

He's just pretending to be a girl, that's

why he's making money.

But he's living in fraud.

Bitch, you're just jealous because he'll help us

go to Japan.

You know, on Monday, I have an interview.

You, Ronnie, you're the only one left here.

You'll get your pay.

You don't have anything to do but teach.

What's the difference?

As long as Danny and I are here,

we'll be rich.

You know, our money is dollars.

You're just jealous, right?

G!

Hey, G!

Where did you come from?

Why?

Vicky told me that your gay friend is

a prostitute.

What happened?

There, he tripped.

The police found him on the Marcos Highway.

The men threw him in the car.

Gay, where's my money?

Gay!

Mom, don't touch him.

My money!

Mom, my money!

What are you doing?

G, G!

Mom!

My money!

Where is it?

Where did you hide it?

G, G!

Where did you hide it?

My money!

What are you doing?

My money!

G, G!

G, G, what's wrong with you?

Why are you here?

Can't you see?

My poor girl.

Stop it.

I'll go to Japan.

Where are you?

Let go of me!

I'll show you!

I'll show you!

You shouldn't take life seriously.

You should just keep on riding.

If you think about everything that's happening to

you, nothing.

You'll just break your head.

It's so sad.

Some people say that everything is a trial.

That there's something beautiful waiting for the other

side of life.

But what if there's nothing?

What if there's only whispers of heaven waiting

for the good?

From what I've been through.

Why would I be afraid of hell?

It's a

prison.

God doesn't sleep.

What?

Did the bitch die?

Stop it.

Think about it.

You don't have to make a decision now.

Jake and I are leaving.

Rolando, let's not talk about this anymore.

I'm telling you this because I want to

help you.

You know, when your mother was still alive,

she called me, but she couldn't do it.

Because, she's so stubborn.

Even though we're twins, she still thinks that

I'm like her.

She thinks that I'm like her.

What about you?

What's your relationship with your brother?

I know that.

What do you know?

What's your income?

Do you want your brother to be like

you, Jake?

You know, all my children are not at

home anymore.

Carmen is in Australia.

JP is in America with my grandchildren.

That's why I thought of Jake.

Why don't you ask Jake if he wants

to go to Binan with you?

I'll buy two sardines.

Here you go.

I don't want to.

Chanene is kind.

Her mother is stubborn, that's why they always

fight.

I still don't want to.

I want you.

It's up to you.

Brother, you don't want us to separate, right?

Go inside.

Don't go out, even if Jojo will scold

you.

Don't go out.

If the fever goes up, let's go to

the hospital, B.O. Do you have money?

I'll go to the market.

Let me borrow money from my sister.

Don't do that.

You'll be in debt.

Hurry up.

Debt?

I know what you'll tell me.

You'll tell me about your sad family.

Then you'll tell me that you'll pay me

when you have money.

You're a coward.

You borrowed money from me before you divorced

me.

You're giving me everything so that you can

pay me less.

Okay.

I don't need money.

Why?

Who doesn't need money?

But you need to work for it.

Or what?

Do you need to earn money or not?

You're a coward.

And don't try to act like you're better

than me.

Because I know that you're dancing and booking

at Shirley's gay bar.

There you go.

Don't you need to earn money fast?

Hey.

Don't be so grumpy.

Maybe later you'll show your true colors.

What can you do?

I'm hungry.

What do you call this food?

Hey.

Hey.

Are you still alive?

I'll go first.

Okay.

I'll see you later.

Hey, you.

What's up?

What happened to you?

Okay.

Do you want to come with me to

get some drinks?

Is that so?

Okay.

Come on.

I'll go with you.

Hey.

Hi.

How are you?

We're not lovers.

We're just saying that.

Two years?

Three years?

My car is already five years old.

Excuse me.

It's three years or brand new.

She's from America.

Really?

Right?

Yes.

Where's your family?

Is everything okay?

Yeah.

Can I have your undivided attention, please?

As I promised, tonight, we shall have a

very special kind of entertainment.

Something you never imagined is possible.

But, for educational purposes.

And for those people with heart problems, I

suggest you better leave the house now.

Or else, there is an ambulance waiting outside

for you.

If you want to use it.

So, boys and girls, the highlight of the

evening.

We'll call it Lessons in Love.

Lights!

Drink this medicine so you'll get better.

There you go.

Go back to sleep.

I'll stay here.

I'll watch over you.

Take a rest.

Aren't you tired?

Just a little.

Why?

What are we waiting for?

Yay!

Let's play a game.

Okay.

Turn off your robot.

Okay.

Come here.

My mom told me not to talk to

strangers.

I know your mom.

How old are you?

You're six, right?

You're a big boy now.

I understand.

My mom understands you.

Why can't I see you here?

When I came here, you weren't here.

Miguel, can I embrace you?

No.

Come on, just for a moment.

No!

Come on, let me hug you.

No!

Don't be afraid of me.

No!

No!

No!

Come on, let me hug you.

You stink!

Mom, mom, mom!

Help me!

Help me!

Where did you get this?

I'll kill you if you don't tell me

the truth.

What's this?

A gift.

Who's going to give you a gift?

You're with Jojo, right?

No, brother.

No?

I told you not to be with him!

Brother!

He's just like him.

You motherfucker!

What's your problem, asshole?

I'm not talking to you, you son of

a bitch!

You son of a bitch!

You son of a bitch!

You son-of-a-bitch!

You fucker!

You son-of-a-bitch!

Son of a bitch!

You son-of-a-bitch!

You motherfucker!

Let's go, let's go.

Rosie?

Rosy?

Rosy?

It's 7 o'clock.

Are you going to eat?

Bilatra?

Hey!

Damn it!

You're trying to kill yourself again?

If you want to kill yourself, then don't

have so many people around!

I'm sick of you!

If you want to die, then I'll take

care of your life!

I'm sick of you!

I'm sick of you!

Damn you!

They say that everything happens here.

By chance.

By chance.

But I don't know how that happened.

They say that if you give birth to

a person, what should happen will happen.

No matter what you do, what is destined,

that is what will happen.

No matter how strong a person is, no

matter how hard he tries, what will happen

is what is destined.

Let's go after them!

Hey!

Stop!

Stop!

Stop!

Stop!

Stop!

Stop!

Stop!

Damn you!

Damn you!

Let's go!

We're gonna get you!

He's the one who stole my gym bag!

He was in the jeep!

Damn you!

Let's go!

Damn you!

Bastard!

You're done!

We were born on the same day.

There's a deadline to when we'll leave this

world.

Why is that?

I tried to kill myself so many times.

But I'm still alive.

Because you're stupid.

You jumped into the river.

I know how to swim.

Then swim using a blade with a handle.

But I'm scared of blood.

I don't know about you.

Why?

You climbed on the roof of a building.

You jumped.

Just make sure.

First, your head.

Then, your bones.

If I knew, how would I have died?

Maybe later, I'll just be lame.

You know, what I want to happen is

I'll hug my child.

But I'm scared.

Just because of that, you tried to kill

yourself.

I'm tired.

You're still breathing.

You're a whore.

You're fighting.

Who's the enemy?

Yourself.

As long as it's me, I won't die.

As long as my breast is being sold.

I'm such a whore.

I don't think I can leave this town.

But I swear, before I get tired, I'll

leave this damn life.

Can you do it?

What will you do?

Where will you go?

I don't know.

Don't bother me.

I haven't seen him.

Oh, this is Rolly.

Wait.

Drink first.

Any news?

Have you seen him?

Not yet.

We went to the town.

He's still not there.

What happened?

I'll continue.

Okay.

You don't want to drink?

They found Jojo.

They said, he was in the market.

They found him.

Then, they beat him up.

Then, they gave him to the police.

The police knew him.

They didn't find him.

I thought, there's no hope.

But this morning, someone called me.

I'm going to make you physical.

Are you sure, you didn't sleep?

This guy, he's full of jokes.

You're a weirdo.

When are you leaving?

In a month, Rolly.

I'm arranging my papers.

Then, this will continue.

Damn it.

You're going to blow out.

When I get there, I'll write you.

Write me too.

Whatever you want.

Just write it.

I'll send it.

Anything.

Are you sure?

Yes.

I promise you.

Wait.

What's the news, that all the guys going

there, are getting beaten up?

Huh?

Think about it.

I thought, we already talked about it.

It's just the two of us.

That's what we agreed on.

Don't worry.

What if, people find out?

What about our son?

We're doing this, for him.

Are you hungry?

There's still pancit.

From yesterday.

Saul.

Saul.

Did you see Jojo?

No.

Bro.

Did you hear, what happened to Noemi?

Why?

What happened to Noemi?

We'll go home early later.

Oh.

You have a date?

Good for you.

Your business is making money.

This life is so hard.

I'm just about to replace my dad, and

the other one is already smelling.

It's because, you're a bad person.

You're always asking me for money.

Damn it.

Look at what's on display now.

More than 5,000 singles from me.

How much will I make?

Change the body.

You're using different bodies.

You're only using one body.

Can't you see that?

My dad doesn't know, how many of them

are in the box.

You're crazy.

Let's go.

Okay.

Take care.

That's why, I don't ask anymore.

It's not important to me, if I'm right

or wrong.

What will happen, They say, he stole.

But the truth is, he raped Noemi.

He didn't just kill her.

Then, how did it come out, that he

was caught stealing from Noemi?

Do you still believe that Noemi...

I don't blame anyone anymore.

I don't ask God anymore.

Sometimes, I feel ashamed to talk to him.

I don't want to get close to him,

to hear him.

Sometimes, I talk to him, to thank him.

Why didn't you finish?

It's a waste.

My parents can't afford it.

That's why you became an artist.

No, if you're tired of being an artist,

you can continue your studies.

Nene, who are we going to talk to?

You promised.

You're not a kid anymore.

If you want, you can have a child.

I don't want to say that.

You're not listening.

I already explained to you.

I'm not done yet.

I already promised you.

I won't do it again.

While you're here, you'll do something crazy.

It's hard to understand.

Look at this.

Look at this place.

How can you not be evil?

Everything here is smelly.

The air we breathe.

It's smelly.

I don't want to be separated from you.

I don't want to be with Nene.

Look at me.

I don't want you to be like me.

It's that simple.

It's that simple.

If you're left here, you'll be pitiful.

I thought you said there's nothing wrong with

what you're doing.

You're just working.

I'm not evil.

I'm also not kind.

There's nothing right or wrong with me.

It's more of a curse.

You know, I don't know when I'll stop

dreaming.

At night, I don't dream anymore.

It's just dark.

It's like everything is blackout.

Let's go, Jay.

Sometimes, I think about how if when I

go to sleep, I won't wake up.

When I was young, I was really scared.

I don't want to die suddenly.

But now, it's okay.

We all have a family.

We just don't know when.

Take care.

Okay.

Take care.

I'll go now.

Take care.

Take care of yourself.

You're so dramatic.

Go now.

Danny, I'll buy you a bracelet.

It's up to you.

Wait for me.

When you come back, I'll buy you a

chupan.

I won't ask for anything else.

You're always joking.

Go now.

I'll write to you.

Okay.

Rolly, take care.

Waiting.

Waiting for something.

Waiting for nothing.

I feel strong inside.

I realize that everything is okay.

Because everything is okay.

And while we're waiting for the day to

get back the life we borrowed.

I just keep on riding.

With my eyes closed.

We'll wake up.

We'll go to sleep.

We'll eat.

We'll poop.

We'll take a bath.

We'll drink.

We'll cook.

We'll spend.

And we'll sleep again.

Toro.

Mama Toro.

Live sex boss.

This is good.

Everything is okay.

If you like it, you can do it.

There's nothing to be ashamed of.

They say, it's better to be sick than

to be hungry.

It's better to have a conscience.

Maybe that's why I don't know how to

cry anymore.

Crying is just an exhaustion.

Do you have any more questions about my

life?

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

When you walk, you make me dizzy Your

lips are driving me crazy I can't help

but come closer to you Your forms are

too classy I need to come closer, I

need to kiss you When will I be

able to forget you?

Come on, come on, come on, come on

Come on, let me hold you I don't

want to leave you Give me a chance

I need to come closer, I need to

kiss you When will I be able to

forget you?

Come on, come on, come on, come on

I need to come closer, I need to

kiss you When will I be able to

forget you?

Come on, let me hold you