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- Dear red shoes,

who'd a thought I'd send my personal diary

to a complete stranger.

But then it's so much easier to be honest with a stranger

isn't it?

And sometimes a stranger can let you

be honest with yourself.

Especially when it comes to relationships.

Relationships that last longer than they should,

like me and my boyfriend Jaime Griffith.

A fashion photographer.

It just seemed that neither of us had the courage to end it.

♪ I wanna carve my name across your heart

♪ Let no one else in

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ I wanna wake each morning

♪ And see the sunlight dancing on your face

♪ Bring me to your primitive hells

♪ Let me hand you saving grace

♪ I wanna play out all your fantasies

♪ We'll do one by one

♪ And then we'll lay exhausted in the brilliance

♪ Of the sun I want you

- You know I've seen the models

I need to see tonight.

What'd I say?

Christ Aliyah, I see a hundred girls a day.

I'm just being honest.

♪ I want you to dine upon my flesh

♪ I'll even set a table for you

♪ An if you still hunger for more

♪ I'll heat up my soul for two

♪ When the night time comes along

- We're late Aliyah.

And no one knows where she is.

You think she's hiding under the table?

- Come on why don't you pick on someone your own size?

- Where have you been?

- Was in the john.

You have been sitting in my creation on the toilet?

I wasn't sitting on the toilet in your creation.

Just bending over vomiting up last night's lettuce.

- Maybe this week,

perhaps next week.

You are very beautiful.

But when the beauty's gone,

what will you do?

- Fuck you.

♪ I want to feel my body glide

♪ Across the texture of your skin

♪ I wanna drink your eyes up

♪ And throw myself in

♪ I wanna soar to the edge of you

♪ And do a wild dance on the brim

♪ I wanna carve my name across your heart

♪ And let no one else in

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ I wanna wake each morning

♪ And see the sunlight dancing on your face

♪ Bring me to your primitive hells

♪ Let me hand you a saving grace

♪ I wanna play out all your fantasies

♪ We'll do them one by one

♪ And then we'll lay exhausted

♪ In the brilliance of the sun

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ I want you to dine upon my flesh

♪ I'll set a table for you

♪ And if you still hunger for more

♪ Soft

♪ And when the nighttime comes along

♪ Lay in the sheets

- So who's this photographer?

- Jaime Griffin.

He says I have the best skin he's ever seen.

- Saw him at a Christmas party.

Yeah he's kinda cute actually.

- No kidding.

I would've slept with him even if

he hadn't offered me that lay out.

Are you talking about the one in British Vogue?

- Yeah they're shooting it next month in-

- In Morocco.

- Yeah.

Are you doing it too?

- No, I was though.

- So what happened?

- Nothin' I just changed my mind.

- Where to senorita?

- It's 644 east Morton, it's in the village.

- 644 east Morton, okay.

Morton street huh.

Morton street.

Morton street.

Morton street.

Used to live close to Morton Street.

Morton street oh I used to live-

- Excuse me.

- Morton st-

- Excuse me.

- Yeah.

- Could you stop that?

You're giving me a bad headache.

I have asprin if you like some.

- No.

- My name is Miguel,

Miguel Tirana Jesus Kithara.

I like to watch people in my taxi.

They don't tell me their story, I make one up.

Would you like me to tell you your story?

I think you are a Bulgarian revolutionary

who is havin' a rendezvous with your partner.

Who is also your lover and also your friend from childhood.

And the enemies have arrested your mother

over in Bulgaria.

- Miguel you gotta be on drugs.

You gotta be on some heavy drugs.

- Oh my god,

embrace, I'm floating free on the best drug there is.

I'm high on life.

- No Miguel I can't tell you how happy I am for you.

- When was the last time you were high on life?

When was the last time you were counting to the morn

and say all the little birds, all the little soul,

all the morn in the sky.

- If you haven't noticed Miguel,

most of the birds are dead from pesticide,

and you can see el god damn soul

or senior sky because of the smog.

- That was very funny.

Okay.

Here we are, 644 east Morton street.

I help you with your bags.

- Those friends of yours?

- Sometimes.

You can put the bags over there.

Figures.

- He's not coming?

- None of your business really.

- You're so beautiful you know?

- I get paid to be.

- Beauty like yours is like,

a gift from the gods, I cannot wonder.

- No, it's no wonder.

Just a few chromosomes that came together.

That's it.

- You hate what you do do you?

- Are you asking or telling?

- So why you do it?

- For the money.

- That makes you a whore.

- It's funny you should say that.

Cause I'm finally realizing that's all I really am.

Just a glorified whore.

It's not too bad to be a whore.

You wanna know what it feels like to be a whore?

And knowin' at the age of 20?

I'm just 20 years old.

And I'm all washed up.

Do you wanna know what that feels like?

- Okay.

- You really wanna know huh?

This is 1000 dollars.

This says your ass is mine.

- 1000?

- That's the armature rate.

- You are underestimating me.

- Shut up, get up and take your shirt off.

Thought I told you to take your shirt off.

- Okay.

- That's not so bad.

Not as bad as I thought.

But those nipples are awfully small.

- What's wrong my nipples?

- Too small.

- No woman has ever complained about my nipples.

- Turn around.

Soft nice hair, nice back.

You know bigger, firmer, higher butts are in now.

What are you doin'?

I wanna see you move.

Alright get up and stretch, come on.

Come to me.

Smile, come on.

Ooh man go, go.

And turn.

Get outside, get out the window.

Now lean back and down.

Go go go come on.

Get up against the wall like this.

Watch me.

Alright here we go

and down,

up,

give me, show me that butt, alright.

On the couch.

It's great.

Wait right here, I'll be right back.

Stay right there.

Excuse me, I have a little proposition for you.

Seems to be a guy upstairs I'd like you to meet.

20 for you, 20 for you.

Wanna follow me?

- Sure.

So our friend here wants to know what it feels like

to be a whore.

Female whore.

- Female whore.

- I think we can manage that.

- Be my guest.

- Do I get paid for it?

♪ You feel the fire inside you

♪ Let it show

♪ When it gets too hot let 'em know

♪ Let it go let it go

♪ Time will wait for no one

♪ No no no no no

♪ When you feel the fire within you

♪ Let it show

♪ Life is a candle

♪ Love is the glow

♪ When you fire inside you

♪ Let it show

♪ When you feel the flood within you

♪ Let it flow

♪ When it feels to hard to hold back

♪ You better let it go

♪ The moment comes and passes

♪ Before you know

♪ When you feel the flood within you

♪ Let it flow

♪ Life is a fountain

♪ Love is the flow

♪ I want to feel my body glide

♪ Across the texture of your skin

♪ I wanna drink your eyes open

♪ An throw myself in

♪ I wanna soar to the edge of you

♪ And do a wild dance on the brim

♪ I wanna carve my name across your heart

♪ And let no one else in

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ I wanna wake each morning

♪ And see the sunlight dancing on your face

♪ Bring me to your primitive hells

♪ Let me hand you saving grace

♪ I wanna play out all your fantasies

♪ We'll do them one by one

♪ And then we'd lay exhausted

♪ In the brilliance of the sun

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ Oh I want you

♪ I want you to dine upon my flesh

♪ I'll set a table for you

♪ And if you still hunger for more

♪ I'll heat up my soul for two

♪ When the night time comes along

♪ I'll lay you in sheets of song

♪ And I'll whisper whisper whisper

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ I want you

♪ Just you

♪ I want you

♪ Still

♪ Want

♪ You

- Somethin' the way you see.

Come on, what do you see?

Do you see a whore?

- No.

No.

I just see a taxi driver

with makeup smeared all over his face.

- Miguel.

- I'm still modeling from time to time.

But there is something inside that doesn't grow old or ugly.

A bird of extraordinary light.

Every once in a while we need to be reminded of that.

And Miguel, 321