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Meredith:
When it comes to surgery,

the adage "it's better
to ask for forgiveness

than permission" doesn't apply.

Trim me up
and make me a new man.

Alright, man.

♪ Where our dreams
can come to life ♪

♪ Get behind the wheel,
we can get our fix ♪

Barber: Big day for you
at the hospital?

You might say that.

We must obtain
informed consent

from our patients
before any procedure.

♪ Gonna start it up tonight ♪

Simone:
It's roommate code.

If Mohanty comes over,
I get a heads-up.

Blue: Okay. No. Roommate code
is paying your bills on time

and -- and doing
your own dishes.

Adams will back me up.

I live with my aunt.

Your life
makes me sad.

Simone: Hey, I thought
you had a thing

against chocolate
for breakfast.

I do,
but Sally doesn't.

She also likes
sports bars,

'90s grunge cover bands,
and small-batch bourbon.

Hm. Things still going well
for her and Rob?

They're going well enough
that she's not thinking

about a certain attending
and what he's doing.

Or who.
Love that for Sally.

Love that for Sally.

Do you know
who Sally is?
No.

She sounds like
a good time.

It's not just a way
to cover our asses

if something goes wrong.

We want you to understand
the care you'll receive

and the risks involved.

Are you still stuck on
the hormone correlation?

I can't figure out how to
replicate a good data set.

Well, you could remove
ovaries from the female mice

to see if lack of estrogen
affects the equation.

Or I could castrate
the male mice.

Or you could do that.
That works, also.

I need a break.

Can I help you?
Yeah.

You can cut carrots
for the salad.

Okay.

You really
went all-out.

I am giving her
the benefit of the doubt.

Eight years is a long time to go
without speaking to someone.

Well, in my defense,
a lot of that time,
she was drunk or high,

but Charlotte says she's --
she's doing really well.

Says she's sober and that she
has a new project or something.

You're excited to see her.

I am, yeah.

We used to be
really close,

especially after
we lost her mom.

You know, when she's
not detonating her life,

she's actually
really funny.

She's a lot more fun
than I am.

Well, I can't wait
to meet her.

Looks like
you won't have to.

♪ Yesterday's sun ♪

♪ Dreamin' 'cause
real life's no fun ♪

Hey, big brother.

Sor--
Erica, who's this?

This is Miles.

My son.

Yeah.

Hi.
We want you to know

exactly what you're
getting yourself into.

Everyone's fired!

She doesn't mean it.

You are a VIP! You should
be in a private room!

This place looks
like a cattle pen.

I'm fine.
Mnh.

I-I told that nurse to put
that IV in your right arm.

Does anybody talk
to anybody around here?!

Catherine: Michael,
can I have a word?

Uh, I'm sorry.
My wife, she's...

A woman who knows
what she wants.

That's one way to put it.

What kind of
doctor is she?
You see this?

Richard: A urologist.
Hm.

I'm having surgery
for prostate cancer.

She's antsy.

Understandable.

Curtis James.

Oh, uh...
Richard Webber.

Catherine: You people
need to communicate!

I've got, uh,
prostate cancer, too.

Stage 4.

It's spread to my spine,

so they're putting
a catheter in

to help with the pain.

I hope it makes you
comfortable.

I just want to spend
as much quality time

with my kids as I can.

Catherine: I said
get him a private room!

No, no!

I see Catherine's having
"a word" with Nurse Michael.

How are you?

Oh, I'm doing a lot better
than Nurse Michael.

So I kept my schedule light
in case you need anything.

Oh, good. I need you
to occupy my wife.

She's making the staff
nervous.

I don't need that today.

How about I round
on your patients?

Or anything else?

She's replaced three of
my nurses in half an hour.

Give me that!

You all need a better
system for this!

I'll do my best.

Hm.

Good luck, Richard.

Catherine:
I'm telling you. It's okay!

Give the man a VIP room now!

Meredith: We can put
the baby right here.

I don't want to
ruin your furniture.

No, it's okay.
I have three kids

who have already
taken care of that.

Barely managing the one.

And I can take your coat.
Actually, you have two.

Charlotte's an adult.

It's a little different.

Oh, thank God he slept
almost the whole drive here.

You drove
from Madison?

Well, you think I'm gonna fly
with a six-week-old?

Well, I didn't think anything
'cause I didn't know

there was a baby.

Yeah, well, I thought
I would surprise you...

slash I didn't want you
to pass judgment

on Miles
before you met him.

Well, I'm not
judging him.

Does the baby
need anything else?

No. Thank you.
There's a pacifier.

I'll find it.
Okay.

Thank you.

Who's the father?

What, are you gonna
beat him up after gym class?

I'm just asking
who the father is.

Who's the father?
His name's Ken.

We dated a little over a year,
and we broke up.

I broke it off.
It was my decision.

Oh, okay. Well, as long as
it was your decision.

Is everybody hungry?
Lunch is ready.

Thank you so much.

If he needs a vascular
procedure, he's mine.

You've had easily 20.

Sally has done...

Uh, we were paged
for a consult?

Uh, Mitch Lau?

I'm Dr. Millin.
This is Dr. Adams.

We hear that
you're experiencing

tingling and weakness
in your left arm?

Uh, a-and some
occasional sharp pain.

I teach tennis lessons, so
I get weird shoulder stuff.

Mind if we examine you?

Hm. Mm-hmm.

Have you experienced
anything like this before?

No, but it said online
that left-arm tingling

is a sign
of a heart attack?

Tell me
I'm being paranoid.

It's better to be safe,

and we will get you
checked out.

Right.

Sorry if this is a little
uncomfortable, Dr. Webber.

Do whatever
you have to do.

You're in charge.
I trust you.

You ready, sir?

I'm ready.

I know the drill.

Richard: Ten...

nine...

...eight...

...seven...

...six...

Curtis?

What are you doing here?

Be straight with me.

How much longer
do I have?

It's hard to say.

But you're not dying today!
Look, I've got you!

Someone get me
a defibrillator!

Man:
You can't save him.

Dad?

Richard:
I need a hand here!

Charles: I told you.
There's nothing you can do.

Look. I'm a doctor!
I'm not gonna let him just --

Look.
He has a family!

Let's charge to 200!

Make me a new man,
will ya?

You're not getting
a trim now?

This man is dying!

He's already gone.

Oh, that's not true.
Look. His BP's --

Those monitors
don't know anything.

You know, you don't know
what you're talking about.

Look, he's got metastases
in his spine,

his lymph nodes,
his bladder.

They're gonna find it
in his bones next.

He's been through
chemotherapy,

hormone therapy,
surgery.

H-He can't walk
without debilitating pain,

which is why he's getting
the intrathecal pump.

But we all know
that's just palliative care.

There are people
who have survived

Stage 4
prostate cancer.

He just needs
one of epi.

Not enough.
Not him.

And not me.

Jules:
Squeeze my hands.

Should I tell my boss I'm not
gonna make the lunch shift?

I didn't know tennis
had a lunch shift.

Flex your elbows.

I'm also a server
at Fisherman's Lure.

The lunch crowds, uh,
tip really well.

Oh, business lunches.

Lots of people with
corporate credit cards.

You waited tables, too?

No, I have a brother who
stole a corporate credit card.

He was a generous
tipper, at least.

They help a lot. I'm a
ride-share driver, too.

Just trying to get by
since I got laid off.

Oh, I'm sorry.
Yeah.

I grew up here
during the tech boom

when every kid thought
learning to write code

was a ticket to
a house on Mercer Island

and a holiday company party
with Sting.

Well, we all have dreams.

I started coding
in middle school.

Eventually I got a degree in
computer science with honors.

Then A.I. happened.

I trained a computer
to take my job.

Alright. We're ready
for the chest X-ray.

Alright. He's got an opacity
behind his collarbone.

If it's a mass pressing
on his brachial plexus

or subclavian vein,

that might explain
the tingling in his arm?

I'll call radiology and
page cardiothoracic.

I'm sorry. What's happening?
Not sure yet.

We want to get a CT scan
to find out more.

You might want
to call your boss.

Well...
there goes my tips.

Last year, we rebuilt
the residency program

and restored
its reputation.

It's time to level up.

This year, I want to integrate
VR into our skills lab.

And I want to expand
the wellness program

with a meditation area
and more team building.

Sounds good.

And to kick things off,

we'll take the residents on
an all-expenses-paid retreat

on the French Riviera.

Mm-hmm.

I'm sorry.
Did you say something?

I know that you're worried
about Richard's surgery,

but you can trust
his team.

Miranda, please.

I know Richard
is in great hands.

Okay.

Read line 45, page 2.

Uh, Richard's estate plan.
This seems private.

He was updating it
this morning.

He has a burial plot
at Lakeshore.

Well, that's
a nice cemetery.

Next to Adele Webber!

Oh. So that's
what you're upset about?

The man wants to be buried
next to his dead ex-wife!

Well, technically,
she's not an ex.

I'm his wife now!

Well, what does it matter?

You're all dead.

Are you
and Warren planning

to be buried
next to each other?

No, actually, I'm planning
to be cremated.

I am going to sit
in my children's homes

so they have to look at me
before doing anything stupid.

Not me. I want to be
laid in the ground.

Next to the man
I pledged my life to.

Well, you are
Catherine Fox.

If you feel so strongly,
do something.

You're right.
Huh.

He wants to be
buried next to Adele?

I'll just buy the damn plot
on the other side. Hm!

Hello? Lakeshore?

You'll need more tests
to be sure,

but it looks like you have

a benign brachial
plexus schwannoma.

The only word
I understood was "benign."

Uh, Dr. Kwan?

Schwannomas are tumors that
develop within the nerves,

so in your case,
you have a large tumor

in the brachial plexus
that is affecting your arm.

Yeah, that's why you feel
occasional pain and tingling.

This could really mess up
my ability to serve.

He teaches
tennis lessons.

I was thinking about
at the restaurant.

-He has a couple of jobs.
-What do I do about it?

Winston: You'll want to
have it surgically removed.

Our cardiothoracic
department will submit

a prior-authorization request
for your insurance,

and once they approve it,
we can schedule a surgery.

Schwannomas
grow slowly,

but eventually
it will destroy the nerve.

You don't want
to ignore it.

Don't think
I could if I wanted to.

Well, it was good
to meet you, Mitch.

H-How long does this

prior-authorization thing
usually take?

Well, I'm not an expert,
but maybe a month

and then another two months
to schedule surgery.

I'm not sure I could work
much longer like this.

Yeah, some patients
apply for disability.

Is that enough
to pay rent?

I don't want to move back
with my parents.

Jules: You can push
your insurance company

to fast-track
the authorization,

and we can submit a
peer-to-peer review for them.

I have a better shot
at winning Wimbledon

than getting past their
automated phone system.

I wish there was more
we could do.

Yeah. The guy who laid me off
said the same thing.

We'll, uh, go get
your paperwork.

Okay. Okay.

Oh, my God.

It is so nice to eat
a homemade meal

after two days
of fast food.

Well, there's more
if you want it.

Are you sober?

Nick.
No, it's okay.

I'm surprised you
didn't ask sooner.

Is that a no?
Two years and change.

I go to AA meetings
every week,

and you will be happy to know
I am gainfully employed.

Really?

Where do you work?

I am an office manager
at a law firm downtown.

So, yeah. Although I'm on
maternity leave right now.

But they've been really,
really good to me.

I just -- You know,
I wanted a chance

to be a mom
and to do it right.

Uh, but Miles
is such a good baby.

Ohh. During the day.

At night, it's a whole
different story.

You know, when my youngest
was a baby,

I used to just have to
put her in the car

and drive around
the neighborhood for hours.

That's the only way
he'll go to sleep.

How old are your kids?

Oh.
Oh. That is my cue.

Let me get him. It's not
every day I get to hold a baby.

She's great.

This place is, like,
just gorgeous.

Hey. Listen. We're not done
talking about you.

Baby, job, sobriety.

Those --
Those are the headlines.

Do you not believe me?

Do you not see
why I wouldn't?

Well, the last time
I saw you,

you told me to
get my act together,

and so I did,

so now, for the first time
in my entire life,

I have a job with benefits.

I already picked out
a daycare!

I got my act together.

How can you not see
the difference?

Because we have
been here before.

That's why.

Alright.

Where are you going?
To the bathroom.

You want to lock up
your medicine cabinet?

Oh, I already did.

Hey, you know, our patients are
typically inside the hospital.

I'm writing a letter
for Mitch's insurance.

Don't use A.I.

It's what got him into
this awful situation.

Mitch:
Speak to a representative.

Representative.

Representative!

What happened
to human contact?

Yeah, I'm surprised you
wouldn't rather talk to robots.

There were a lot of times when
my parents couldn't make rent

or pay for food
or bus passes.

And the only reason
we got by

is because people went out
of their way to help us.

Robots don't care.

I thought the reason
you got by

was 'cause your parents
were low-key hustlers.

That, too.

His pain will be
ten times worse

by the time
he gets approved.

If he gets approved.

Yeah, and the irony
is that by then

it could be emergent,
and the insurance would
have to cover it anyway.

I think I have an idea
on how we can help him.

Uh, one of your
parents' schemes?

No. This one's inspired
by my friend Sally.

Mitch: No.
Please don't transfer me!

Jules: Uh, Mitch.

They've got me
on a 30-second loop

of Vivaldi's
"Four Seasons."

Play the whole damn thing,
why don't you?

Are you sure about this?

Why wouldn't I be?
'Cause you could wait

and discuss this
with Richard.

Miranda, burial plots
are like prostates.

Once they're gone,
they're gone.

Can't say I ever
thought of it that way.

I can always sell it
if I change my mind.

Property with a lake view
is always a good investment.

I just don't want your plans
for death to get in the way

of you being there
for Richard now.

I have no trouble
multitasking, dear.

I just think that you might
want to make this decision

with Richard...

rather than while
he's under anesthesia.

Hello? Yes, Lakeshore.
I am still here.

One moment. Miranda.

Huh?
Go, go, go, go.

Come on, honey.

Ooh, that man owes me.

Yes, this is
Catherine Fox.

Have a seat.

Get a trim.

And fill me in
on your life.

A man just died there!

Suit yourself.

Are we really not
gonna talk about it?

Dwelling on unpleasantries
won't bring him back.

I meant you.

Well, it won't
bring me back, either.

I've got it now.

That's why I'm here.

Eh, if you're hoping for some
father-son bonding over this,

that's --
that's not happening.

I wanted to know
your experience.

You never said much.

Because it's
a private matter.

We're family, and family
shouldn't have to suffer alone.

I wasn't suffering.
I was stoic.

That's how
Webber men do it.

Yeah, I remember
how you snapped at me

for not holding it together
at Mom's funeral.

Is there a problem
with that?

I was 10!

I had feelings.
I wanted you to talk to me.

And now you want to
dredge up the past.

Alright, alright. Then
let's talk about how you --

how you used to do that --

that Johnson boy's
math homework

so he wouldn't beat you up
after school.

Or when you tried
to kiss Mary Hodge

at the junior-high dance,
but she turned,

and you ended up
with your lips

pressed against
her shoulder.

How do you know
all these things?

This is your dream, man.

This is all you.

Still want to
talk about this?

Can you...
clean me up?

Yeah.
That's more like it.

Now, tell me.
What have I missed?

I have a daughter.

Her name is Margaret.

Or Maggie.

She's brilliant.

So it looks like a lipoma.

Yeah, we should, um, probably
get a CT scan of this.

Here we go.

Oh, hey. Uh, excuse me.
I-I need help.

I have a tumor
in my upper chest,

and I started having

acute onset severe pain
and weakness in my arm.

Simone: Oh, I can help you.
Mister...

Lau. Mitch Lau.

I was here
this morning.

I-I should be
in the system.

Ah. Follow me.
Mitch: Okay.

Simone: And when did
your pain get worse?

It's onset, so, uh...

Jules: What do we do?

She couldn't even get through
lunch without blowing up.

Yeah, but you jumped
on her about the baby.

Because I didn't know
there was a baby.

She always used to do this
when we were kids.

Have secret babies?

No. Bury the lede.

She can never just say,
"Hey, I lost your jacket,"

or "I got a parking ticket
with your car,"

or "I'm dating a guy
you hate on the swim team."

I know, dude.

Then you'd find out, and she'd
act like you were the idiot

for thinking
she should have told you.

Would you have been
any less mad?

I don't know. I never got
the chance to find out.

I mean, what did she think
was gonna happen here?

Maybe that you'd
fall in love with him

and support her
as a new mom.

You were genuinely excited
about her visit this morning.

Maybe let's not
jump to conclusions.

People can start over.

Amelia did.

Erica is not Amelia.

Well--

What was that?

Hang in there, bud.

Her car is gone.

Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Dhaliwal to Ophthalmology.

Dr. Rami Dhaliwal
to Ophthalmology.

Simone: Okay.
One more time for me.

Mitch: Okay.

You know, I'm so sorry.
I'll be right back.

Mm-hmm.

Hey. I'm examining
a patient.

Yeah, we know.
We saw him this morning.

Yeah, and we think that
Beckman should do the consult.

Oh, Ndugu
already saw him.

Which is why we think
it would be good

to have a second opinion
like Beckman's.

Stop being weird.

Jules: Ndugu submitted
Mitch's case

to his insurance
for approval.

But that takes time.
Mitch doesn't have time.

So he's faking it?

-No.
-No, no. The arm pain is real.

He has a large schwannoma
in his brachial plexus.

He was laid off, and
he's doing a bunch of jobs

that require the use
of his arm.

If he doesn't work,
he doesn't get paid.

So you told him
to fudge his symptoms?

Who came up
with this plan?

Sally.

Can you just
play along, please?

I don't think I can.

I'm a terrible liar,
and I...think it's too late.

You called
for a consult?

Wasn't this guy here
already today?

Yeah, he's got a benign
brachial plexus schwannoma.

Yes. He came back with
acute onset severe pain.

I think his tumor
might have ruptured?

Okay. I'll take a look.

Simone: Oh -- Sorry.

Mitch:
Nice to see you guys again.

Lucas: She is a really
terrible liar.

Just smile and nod.
Just smile and nod.

Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Mia Marcozzi to Neurology.

I don't know where you are.
I don't know what you're doing.

But you need to
get back here right now.

God.

I can't believe
this is happening again.

Every time.
Every time.

I-I want her
to be okay so badly,

I ignore
all of the red flags.

She's only been gone
a few minutes.

Yeah, well,
this is how it starts.

Well, should we go
look for her?

Honestly, I-I wouldn't
even know where to begin.

Well, when Amelia's feeling
anxious, she goes to a meeting.

Yeah, or we could just go to
every bar in a 10-mile radius.

I'm just trying to help.

Well, you're not.

You don't know her.

Now where are you going?

Gonna go get some more
diapers and formula.

There's diapers
and formula in the bag.

I'm guessing
it won't be enough.

She sounds like
a spitfire.

Oh, she is.

She has our hands
and Mom's stubborn streak.

Ah, I believe you also
got that streak.

And she's pregnant.

It's a boy.

Ah. Another
Webber man.

Well, actually,
he's a Pierce.

Ah, he's got our genes.

Congratulations, Grandpa.

This is nice.

Told ya.

You know...

Maggie needs to know this.

Wh--
Can you repeat that?

Uh, she should know about
our family history in case

her son has a higher risk
of prostate cancer.

What?

You know, I'm gonna
unplug this thing.

I-I don't understand!

This noise.
It doesn't bother you?

You're too sensitive.
Relax.

Come on, now.
Sit down.

Close your eyes.

Ah! It's getting worse!

It doesn't go away.

But eventually
you'll stop hearing it.

So what do you --
what do you think?

Well, all signs point to
a possible intratumoral bleed.

Except one. Kwan?

The CT we did earlier
that didn't show any bleeding?

Bingo. Do you think
there's a chance

that he's exaggerating
his pain?

I don't think so.

I mean, I-I guess
it's possible.

Can't symptoms
escalate pretty quickly

if, uh, the tumor
suddenly bleeds?

They could, yeah.
Okay.

Do we really want to
question his pain level?

Okay. Book an O.R.,
and I'll meet you there.

Yeah.
That's a good call.

'Cause even
a benign tumor

can be dangerous
if it expands rapidly

or if there's sudden
internal bleeding --

Cut the crap.
I know what you're doing.

Adams and Millin, too.

His tumor could destroy
the brachial plexus.

He could lose function
of his arm.

I am already
in hot water with Bailey

for going rogue
this year, okay?

I cannot be
a part of this.

And you better
be smarter about it, too.

I won't save your asses
twice.

I had to go to
two different stores

to find
the right size diapers.

I got formula,
glass bottles, wipes.

How is he?
How's Miles?

He's fine.

Okay.
Mer, I'm sorry.

I just -- I just --
I had to get out.

I had to wrap my head
around her abandoning ship.

Well, that seems
to run in the family.

Can you not do that?
Can you not equate us?

You know, I told you
I was going to the store.

Meanwhile,
she's a human tornado

that swoops in
and destroys my life.

Not if you don't let her.

You think I can control
what she does?

I think you can control
the way you react to her.

She's a new mother,
and she's probably exhausted.

And your life looks
pretty intact to me.

So why don't you
just take a beat

and not rush
to assumptions?

Yes. Sure.

But you have to
understand, Mer.

Before she left me
with Charlotte,

I was gaining respect
as an attending

at a prestigious
hospital.

I had just put an offer
on a house.

I bought a ring.

You've never mentioned
that you were engaged.

I wasn't engaged.

She left before I had
a chance to propose.

Becoming a parent
to a 10-year-old

wasn't part of
Ashley's plan, alright?

It doesn't matter.
The truth is, I'm scared.

I'm scared, alright?

I love this life
we're building.

Me, you, the kids, our work.
I don't want to lose it.

Do you understand that?
I don't want to lose it.

Well, you're in luck because
I don't scare that easily.

So whatever it is,
we'll figure it out together.

Hi.

Winston: More suction.

Kwan, tell me
what you see.

Blue: The schwannoma
is well encapsulated.

There is a lot of
cystic degeneration,

but it looks like
the nerve is intact.

Correct. And?

He'll be back
to playing tennis soon?

There's no internal bleeding.
Do either of you see

any hemorrhaging
around the nearby vessels?

Simone: No.
Blue: Nothing.

That's right.

Given the amount
of pain he had,

something's
not adding up.

Griffith, any ideas?

Could the tumor
have been trapped

between the
scalene muscles?

That is possible,
but not likely.

How'd he describe
his pain?

He said he had
acute onset severe pain

and weakness
in his arm.

Or -- Or something like that.
Do you need suction?

Okay. Let's place a drain
and finish this up.

And someone tell Millin
I want to talk with her.

W-Why do you need her?

'Cause I have
a few questions.

Ah, it looks like Richard
will be out of surgery soon.

Okay. Thank you.

♪ If I got a door... ♪

Oh, you didn't
get the plot?

It already
belongs to someone.

I tried to buy them out,
but it turns out

that their family has been
dying there for generations.

You know, the vow is
"'til death do us part."

Oh, I know.
I've said it twice.

And twice
it didn't stick.

Mnh.

You know, when
I was divorcing Robert,

he said to me that I was...
a hard woman to love.

Well, that's
a horrible thing to say.

He wasn't wrong.

So I just poured my heart

into raising Jackson
and my career.

I had a couple of...
memorable entanglements.

We don't need the details.

The more time went on,
the more finding true love

just seemed like
a thing of the past.

And then I met Richard.

I met Richard, and...

all I could see
was our future.

♪ The sound, it echoes... ♪

Places we'd go.
Things we'd see.

What we'd say to each other.

I didn't have
an exact list.

I just knew that I wanted to
experience everything with him.

And whatever time
we had left would...

...would never be enough.

That's why unity in death...

...gives me peace.

Oh, that's lovely.

But maybe you can
find that peace...

without having to be buried
right next to him.

Miranda, what --

what service are you using
for your cremation?

I'd like to do that.

Well, there you go!

And spread my ashes
all on top of Richard's grave.

Wh--
I'll be closer to him
than Adele. Oh!

That is not
what I meant.

This makes me feel
so much better. Thank you!

Okay. When can I go
see my husband?

Stop poking at me!
When did this happen?

It doesn't matter.
It is what it is.

You distracted me.

Why did you let me
just gab on and on?

We were both
having a good time.

We could have had more time
if you'd said something.

I am a doctor.

Are you saying
this was my fault?

You knew I chose
this profession

to help people like Mom.

Dad, why didn't you
let me help you?

So now I robbed you of your
chance to play the hero, huh?

I didn't say that.

Look, you saw
how I couldn't

get through a meal
without my back hurting.

You saw how many times
I went to the restroom

when we watched football
on Thanksgiving.

I didn't know those could be
symptoms of cancer.

And you did.

You're the doctor. You could
have said something, too.

♪ I finally like what I see ♪

So where were you?

I went for a drive, and
I-I called my sponsor,

you know, which I probably
should have done

before I drove
all the way up here.

You were gone
for two hours.

Yeah.
I also took a nap.

Alright? I -- I am
so sleep-deprived.

And I'm -- I'm not
thinking clearly.

Yeah, or at all.

I know that
you're freaked out

because of what happened
with Charlotte.

I am telling you, I am not
that person anymore.

Well, you're doing a good job
of acting like it.

You're the one
who hasn't changed.

I mean, you refuse
to see me as anything

other than your
messed-up little sister.

You lied about
having a baby.

Then you show up here,

and you're acting
like it's no big deal.

Okay. You want to know
what happened?

You want to
know the truth?

A couple nights ago,
I was driving Miles around

to get him to sleep.

And he was screaming
so loud,

I couldn't even
hear myself think.

And before I knew it,
I was pulling

into the parking lot
of Ron's Tavern.

And I sat there for 10 minutes
staring at that door.

I knew if I walked in
there'd be no turning back.

So I started driving
and I came here.

I thought you'd be able to
help me figure things out.

I-I thought if I told you
about him,

you would just
start yelling at me.

You know, the conversation
would be over

before it started.

I'm gonna go get Miles,

and we're gonna let you
get back to your life.

No. Wait. It's okay.
J-Just wait. Please.

Can you j-just s-sit down?
Where you gonna go?

I'll find a hotel.
No.

Just...

Stay.

You know. Stay here.

We can...talk.

We can figure things out.

I've already imposed on
you and Meredith enough.

No. Are you kidding?
She's probably making up
the guest room right now.

You'd be imposing
if you left.

Okay. Thanks.

Just don't go
running off again.

Well, don't piss me off.

Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Joseph to O.R. 2.

Dr. Kennedy Joseph to O.R. 2.

Are you still
operating on Mitch?

Just finished.

Griffith and Kwan
are closing him now.

I'm sure he's glad to
have that taken care of.

Did it go okay?

Yeah. Yeah.

In fact,
it was fairly simple.

There was no bleeding
in the tumor's vessels.

I'm glad it went well.

Yeah, do you
find it suspicious

that he presented
with textbook symptoms

of a ruptured vessel
with no rupture?

Something else must have
been making the pain worse.

There's nothing else
you want to say?

I only know
what he told me.

Okay, then.
See you later.

I failed you.

It's in the past.

Oh, I should have
said something.

I should have pushed you
to get checked earlier.

I've regretted it
since the day I lost you.

And now...

I'm going to survive
the disease that killed you.

♪ Enchanted... ♪

And I'll carry that guilt with
me for the rest of my life.

Richard Webber.

What have I told you
about tears?

♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

Um...

Webber men
don't have them.

I mean it.

♪ Meet me in the after hours ♪

What's that prayer
you say in AA,

the one about knowing

what you can change
and what you can't?

The serenity prayer?

Yeah. That's the one.

♪ When the world,
when the world is ours ♪

What's happening?

Oh. You're coding.

You hang on!
You hang on!

Charge to 200! Clear!

I'm already gone.

I'm not stopping.
I'm not stopping!

Okay.
Charge again to 300!

Richard.
Clear!

Charge again!

Son.

♪ When the world ♪

♪ When the world ♪

♪ When the world is ours ♪

♪ Ours ♪

Have the wisdom
to know the difference.

♪ Ours ♪

♪ When the world is ours ♪

♪ When the world is ours ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ When the world is ours ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Meet me in the after hours ♪

♪ Ooh ♪

♪ Ohh, when the world is ours ♪

Richard: Bailey?

Hey.

Welcome back.

Is Catherine...

Chomping
at the bit to get in here.

Promising to sit here
until you woke up

was the only way she agreed
to stay off this floor.

I know
it was a big ask.

Mm.
I appreciate you.

You might want to
withhold judgment on that.

Can you do me
one more favor?

So, I need to know
what it is first.

Urology patient.

Curtis James.

Can you see how he's doing?

Tell him I'm here if he needs
to talk about anything.

Sure.

Um, I'll go get
Catherine first.

Meredith: It's not always
possible to seek permission

before making decisions.

And you won't get it
right every time.

♪ When the nights are long ♪

In those cases, you'll need
to seek forgiveness.

No, thanks.

You love this kind.

♪ Slipping underneath ♪

Ndugu knows
we helped Mitch.

Simone:
I didn't say anything.

Lucas:
I-Is he gonna report it?

More importantly, does he
think I was a part of it?

♪ Always stuck with me ♪

Whatever it was.

I don't think
he's gonna do anything,

but he knows I lied.

♪ Lost without the moon,
I need a star ♪

I'm sorry.

Jules:
Oh, it's not your fault.

I blame Sally.
That bitch is dead to me.

♪ Wherever life may take me,
no matter what I do ♪

Thank you.

You hope your patient,

your friend,
your family member

will understand
you tried your best.

You hope
they'll show you grace.

They're both asleep.

Good. They need it.

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

And they only have
about 30 minutes

before the kids
come home

and the whole house
is full of chaos.

Chaos is where
Erica thrives.

Well, then I'm glad
you invited her to stay.

Me too.

♪ I will always have
the pieces of you ♪

Can I ask you something?

Would you, um --

Would you really have
raised Miles with me?

I mean,
if it had come to that?

♪ Reminded me... ♪

Are you asking me if I want
to have another baby?

No.
Definitely no.

But I meant what I said.

Whatever happens,
we're in this together.

♪ I will always have
the pieces of you ♪

I know.

Asking yourself for forgiveness
can be even harder.

♪ The pieces of you ♪

We carry the burden
of our past mistakes.

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

Thank you for taking
such good care of him.

♪ Pieces of you ♪

Thank you for
taking care of me.

I didn't do anything.

Couldn't have been easy
for you to step back

and let somebody
take the lead on this.

You know, I don't like being
second banana to anyone,

but in this case,
it was worth it.

♪ I will always have
the pieces of you ♪

You are cancer-free.

Say it again.

You are cancer-free.

♪ Wherever life may take me ♪

♪ No matter what I do,
I will always have... ♪

But if you let them go...

♪ The pieces of you ♪

...you can soar.

♪ The pieces of you ♪