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Beverly Hills is home to some of the most wealthy and powerful people in the

world. They drive the finest cars, shop at the best boutiques and they live in

the most outrageous homes.

They also have access to the most exclusive and high -end erotic club

I created that club. It's called Sanctum.

Sanctum is a secretive society where we do a black -time masquerade, private

dinner parties, and an erotic theater.

It's a place for my members to explore their wildest fantasies and learn about

their true sexual selves.

Welcome to my world.

Jenna. How are we doing? You remember Jenna?

Why should I remember Jenna?

Hi Jenna, how are you?

I'm good, do I get a hug? How much do I remember Jenna?

It's been a little bit. I know. It's been since the yacht.

Yeah. I don't know if you remember.

Oh yeah. I don't know if you remember the yacht.

Do you remember the yacht? It was all a big blur. Is it a blur?

Yeah. I remember some of the yacht.

Okay good, the makeup was good.

Yeah. So we're doing kind of a natural thing. Yeah.

Oh, hey, yeah, meet Eddie.

Hey. Hey, Eddie, how are you? Thank you for coming today.

It's nice to see you. And it's cool you're going to shoot this for us. Thank

you, yeah. I'm excited.

And I want to talk a little bit about what we're thinking about. Please.

So Alina is doing, you tell them about the clothes.

Yeah, so what we want to do is like a wet shoot kind of, so maybe shower or

where she gets wet, and then like, you know, it's kind of like a wet T -shirt.

The hair is going to be wet. I think so, yeah.

So we have 45 minutes until we have to leave this house. Yeah.

But I know I can make it happen. We can make it happen. I just know two pictures

in this one. After the lashes are done, is she ready?

Yeah. Okay.

When I'm looking for locations for photo shoots, oftentimes they come with very

narrow time frames. So we have to get in and get out.

Put a little pressure on us.

Wait, let me see. Wait, this is the thing. We have like literally like two

minutes. So what can you do in two minutes? In two minutes, I can put it

here like this. Okay, so then let's leave her hair down because that looks

stupid. Yeah.

Really? Yeah.

Slit her hair down. Is her hair good? I just think it fits better with this

outfit. Right, we just don't have time.

Let's get her in her outfit.

But I want the shot to be perfect.

Yeah, let's get her in her outfit.

But I still want it to be perfect.

Yeah, but this shot will be good enough. So let's get her in her outfit.

Her hair's not right yet. I don't like her hair like this. I don't like her

like this. I don't want to do this.

Alina. Alina.

Listen. Alina. I want it to be perfect. Put her in her outfit.

No, really. I really want it to be perfect. Put her in her outfit. I always

everything to be perfect. It's a shoot or like performances, whatever it is.

end result is what's the most important to me.

So we're going to do her hair down now?

Yeah. So we'll get the makeup on there.

I'm always stressed somehow.

I should always, you know, relax a little bit more. But it's always

It's always like, we don't have time, we don't have this, we have to do it fast.

So, I mean, of course I'm going to stress.

Okay, so we're going to start shooting with this, and then this is going to

start to get wet. She's going to start to get wet, and then we're going to take

the panties off at some point, and then when she does, she'll kind of pull this

down in front like that.

But we'll start kind of like this and see where that takes us, finish up. Are

you cool with that? Yeah. Okay. Perfect. Okay, let's do it. Let's do it.

How about shoes in the shower, no?

No. No shoes.

Beautiful.

Good job.

Right, slow.

Kind of like your hair.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah.

Yep. Nice.

Keep moving.

Yeah, slow.

Perfect. Yeah, I want to see some tight jibbing.

Want to take a look?

Mm -hmm. Okay, let's get your T -shirt wet now.

And take the panties off.

Here, give me the pennies. Okay.

Maybe we can sell them now for life.

Good job.

And try to play with them.

Yeah.

Beautiful.

Good. That's really hot.

That's hot. That's hot. That's hot. That's fucking hot. Roll your eyes.

Okay, let's do the licking one. So kind of like be like right here and then

like... Yeah, that's good. Oh, wow. Cool.

Good. Yeah.

Don't press your boobs on the glass.

Yeah. That's fucking hot.

That was the fastest shoot and one of the most amazing ones. That was pretty

good

I'm two people and it's hard to find balance.

When I'm on that side of the fence where I'm actually waking up and doing yoga

and eating healthy and meditating and praying and being really present for my

family, I feel fucking great.

And I'm also someone who likes to step completely outside of it.

And when I'm in this place of hedonistic indulgence and sex and

drugs and alcohol, I do enjoy it.

I enjoy going into the darkness.

It would seem that someone could easily decide which life they want. Right. But

I don't know if I'll ever like make that concrete decision.

Hopefully I will find the answer.

That was a beautiful little show, actually.

Any word on Damon yet? I was just going to give him a call.

I guarantee he has to deal with some chicks. Do you think he's going to bring

some chicks?

I guarantee you. You didn't say he always does this shit. I guarantee you,

Damon. Damon never rolls by himself.

That's so true.

And if he's late... When he has us, I thought it was going to be a family

No?

Voicemail. Really?

Love it.

I've decided to take the family on a little road trip to see a shaman. I

it'll be a nice excursion away from Sanctum. What are we doing today?

He just mentioned something about going and picking up something for the shaman.

And that's it. I don't know anything else.

And I'm hoping that she's able to guide not only me, but some of the people

around me to something meaningful.

I know a lot of shamans sometimes will take you on like past life kind of thing

or like help you figure out what your spirit animal is.

But for me, for me, it's like the shaman has to have like a really good energy

or something. I feel that. Right. If he's going to be like, you know, if I

feel him, then it's like, oh, whatever. I just, you know. It's going to be

interesting. But mainly my purpose of doing this is to kind of just get away

from.

L .A. and just be able to relax.

Yeah.

Hi. Hi.

Hi. Hey.

Finally. Hey, guys. Sorry we're late.

Yep.

You know.

I'm happy you're here finally.

I'm happy I'm here too. I'm so sorry I'm late. Even though you ignored my call.

Yeah, we were wondering why you were late.

Yeah. And we started throwing out ideas that you probably picked up. I had some

women. Yeah. A few women. Yeah. We placed bets, actually.

Alina lost $20. I had to start the morning off right. I'm just kidding.

Today, whatever happens and whatever this thing is and whatever this shaman,

however she guides us, think about that idea of letting go of fear or of worry

and starting to think about, like, what can go right. That maybe would be your

sort of journey today.

Yeah, but I do have this fear, like, always this opening up thing. I notice

when, especially with, like, drugs.

I had, like, one bad experience once at Coachella. Someone gave me something, I

didn't know what it was, and it was, like, a really, really bad experience

me. Whatever this drug was, it showed me that, like, we have, like, 100 % brain

capacity to think with. It was crazy.

It's just I'm so, like, controlling that I'm just, like, you know, I just always

want to be, like, perfect. I also have control.

We're going to go into this shop, right?

Traditionally, you don't give a shaman money for her teachings. You bring her

gifts, him or her, but in this case, her.

And so we decided to stop at a store along the way and get some gifts for the

shaman.

Hello. Hello.

Hi. Feel free to take a look around and let me know if you have any questions.

Thank you.

Thank you so much.

Let's like wander for a second and just see what's going on.

You know what? I've never had a turquoise ring. I had a turquoise

one point. This one resembles some type of a gem. Look at it. Pink.

This has some type of a CD.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, my God. We'll ask them about opals because I see them all over the place.

Turquoise, we know, is pretty.

Prevalent. It's the turquoise and, like, the red stone. I want to know what, you

know, the red one. Is that a red, oh, is that coral? Or is that a red turquoise?

I don't know.

Be careful. Oh, my God. I got to do it. Let me do that.

Yeah, kind of like a, you know.

You're the worst.

They look like they're fairly authentically made, you know.

Yeah. This is probably similar to how they would have been made. These are

really actually quite beautiful.

Oh, my God, this is real hair.

It's not real hair. It is. It's real hair. No, it is.

It's definitely real hair. Oh, my God.

Give me a kiss, Elena. Oh, my goodness.

Give me a kiss.

So what is Sweetgrass? That's fantastic.

We'll have to learn. I know what stage it is. Let's take it, and then we'll ask

them exactly even what it is. I got feathers, even though they're not

Jonathan, it looks like you are in that.

Are you wanting to purchase that?

I'm thinking about it. Really? I like it.

What does something like that cost?

That shirt is $1 ,800.

Oh. Please.

Put it on the card.

Let me give you my black card.

So we've got to get going. I think we have everything that we need. So let's

write it up and let's make it happen.

Okay, guys.

Thank you so much. Thank you. Bye. Thank you. Bye.

Are we doing any activities out there? I think there's some yoga.

Yoga? Nice. Oh, I love yoga.

Hi. Hey, everyone.

Hi. Want to do some yoga?

Yes. It's going to be clothing optional, so this might lose itself.

I'm kind of excited.

Oh, my God. What the fuck?

This is naked yoga. But everyone, they're wearing fucking clothes.

What the fuck is that?

Show your ass, Jonathan. That would be the perfect show. Show your ass, Selena.

Don't worry about me. Worry about you.

Yoga has been incredibly beneficial to me. When I'm, like, at my sanest, it's

when I've done yoga in the morning. If I start my day like that, I'm having a

good day.

So, as I said, it's clothing optional.

And if you guys feel like you want to, if you get warm enough, please feel free

to join me in nudity.

Naked yoga is not really my thing. I'm not really a nudist.

And by so...

try to keep it professional and not be nude around my people.

We're just going to practice today honoring our bodies, self -acceptance,

loving ourselves.

So please, you would mind joining me on the floor.

Roll your shoulders up, move your neck, kind of rock it to the front, to the

side. My favorite part about the naked yoga was...

The instructor, she was just so pretty and she was like this hippie from like

the wrong time.

She should have been like in like 1964 or something. And yet here she was in

2017 and her spirit and her thing was so pure.

Make sure your knees are at about a 90 degree angle.

Drop your head.

Relax your neck.

Bring your chest through your arms.

Exhale.

The idea is to push your heels back as hard as possible, not as much up back.

Feel the lengthening through your neck forward, your heel back.

Bring your knees up and kind of just wrap your arms around them and sway back

and forth, massaging your low back.

Are you farting?

It's a mat.

Yeah, right.

Alina's little childhood decides to come out and says, he farted, he farted. I

didn't. I didn't.

Partying is allowed.

You guys are such fucking clowns.

I'm having some fun, but it's a different kind of fun. We are a family,

know, even if it's developed into the family of misfits.

Namaste.

Namaste. Thank you so much for practicing with me, guys. Thank you.

Wonderful. You're going to feel warm soon.

You don't want me to pass out from dehydration to you?

Wow. Wow. Definitely middle of nowhere. So we're about to see a shaman, and I

expect that it'll be pretty interesting.

Hi, I'm Damon. How are you? Oh, my God. Hi, Damon. I brought you a gift,

actually. Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Wow.

I'd say I'm pretty spiritual.

I do believe in, like...

spiritual practices and like having faith in the universe and stuff like

like spirit god whatever you want to call it you know there's no wrong way

so um we're going to be going into an original and authentic mongolian yurt

and this is about purifying anything that's just not um good for the soul

I think the idea of this trip was to explore a little bit outside of all of

comfort zones.

That's incredible.

This is the Mongolian Yurt.

And there's something about that that can open you up to other parts of

that maybe you didn't even know.

We're there. So the first thing I want to do is I just want to kind of center

and just kind of anchor in because we can have external obstacles, but if

peaceful in our mind with it, it's not an obstacle for us. So this sweat lodge

is basically that. We're clearing out internal obstacles that would keep us

our joy, our peace, our happiness.

So everyone just kind of sit in what I call the dignified way, kind of

upright.

crown towards the sky and you're tapping your source

that which has always been with you that which can never leave

you i personally didn't have a connection with the shaman i was trying

what she was guiding us to feel but i couldn't sense that so the

spirits are always with us and so now that we're attuning to them we can start

attuning to Their wisdom, their medicine for this moment.

So this is a talking stick.

It's basically a rose crystal.

It's got the different colored chakras here. When this is being held, the

holding it gets to speak.

And that means everybody, their hearts are open, their ears are open, and

they're listening.

I'm a huge fan of crystals and healing stones. I think they make a huge

difference and can help someone through a lot of different things.

I'm excited for this process.

I've, like, really needed something like this to get me, like, refocused and

recentered and more in touch with my spirituality and stuff.

And I went through a really intense breakup in February.

It's okay. I know I haven't really worked through a lot of that.

But, like, yeah, I just...

It feels like everything's been, like, whirling around, and I just need to,

like, get more grounded in myself.

It's a great aspiration.

The truth is, like, seared in our hearts, right?

And so when it's spoken, it is, like, yummy, like, ah, that too, right?

When you're, like, holding all of everything in, and for someone to just

like, you know?

Just let it go. Let it be. It feels like such a relief sometimes.

I have a feeling you have something more to ask or say.

So I would like to, and I don't want to exclude you guys, but I have a feeling

there's some medicine that I have with him, and there's another room that's a

teepee down there.

Would you like to go down there, just the two of us, and I'd like to maybe

assist you in that process?

Are you guys okay with that? Yeah, definitely go.

Okay, yes.

It was interesting the way she, like, keyed into me. She just, like, zeroed in

on me and, you know, apparently felt that I was, I don't know, I was

to her in some way. And strangely enough, I felt the same thing.

It's about your higher chakra and your heart. So let's just kind of, you've got

these energies here, let's just kind of anchor it all in.

And then maybe just we'll see if we can go out through that top there, okay?

If there was one thing that you wanted to be gifted or shifted or cleared, what

would that be?

There's something I don't understand and I don't even know how to walk through

it. I don't even know how to vocalize it.

You're such an ancient soul.

And you really want to know the truth and you want to know the truth.

So just find yourself completely open and receptive in your heart.

Just feel all the energy flowing through you like waves.

Just washing through you.

Cleansing anything that doesn't serve you at this moment.

There's some self -forgiveness in you.

There's like some shame.

But all the shame is a self -judgment of I stepped out of line.

While the shaman was trying to heal me and expand my mind, I slowly started to

get it.

Just let go of anything, you know. We don't have to hold on to judgment,

blame.

In that moment, I could see that I've really got to stop beating myself up.

How about the greed of life, life, life, life?

I'm living two lives simultaneously.

The hedonist and the family man.

If I can keep these two worlds separate, honoring both my real family and

my sanctum family.

Everything will be okay.

I'll be able to have my cake and eat it too.

The rest of the world, I mean, do you guys relate to me or do I sound like a

fucking nutcase?