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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:54,864 --> 00:01:56,032 Oh, my God! Hi! 2 00:01:56,074 --> 00:01:57,033 Fuck, it's fucking cold! 3 00:01:57,075 --> 00:01:58,451 Ahhh! 4 00:01:59,994 --> 00:02:01,079 - You made it! - I made it! 5 00:02:01,162 --> 00:02:02,038 - I missed you! - Oh, my God, I missed you, 6 00:02:02,122 --> 00:02:03,123 - I missed you! - Yay! 7 00:02:03,206 --> 00:02:05,041 Help me, it's fucking cold! 8 00:02:05,083 --> 00:02:07,377 I cannot believe you still live here. 9 00:02:07,460 --> 00:02:09,419 Yeah, well, you say that every time. 10 00:02:09,503 --> 00:02:11,297 I can't feel my fucking hands, ah! 11 00:02:11,381 --> 00:02:12,525 - Shit me. - Let me take that. 12 00:02:12,549 --> 00:02:14,175 - Let me take that. - It's really heavy. 13 00:02:14,217 --> 00:02:16,052 Yeah, fuck, it is heavy. 14 00:02:16,136 --> 00:02:17,220 Did you bring me presents? 15 00:02:17,262 --> 00:02:19,055 Oh, no, just like eighteen pairs of socks. 16 00:02:19,097 --> 00:02:20,181 I have socks. 17 00:02:20,223 --> 00:02:22,392 Yeah, but your feet are huge, babe. 18 00:02:23,768 --> 00:02:25,978 Ow! It's really heavy. 19 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:28,398 Oh, my God. 20 00:02:28,481 --> 00:02:30,441 - This is what I think. - Yeah. 21 00:02:30,525 --> 00:02:31,961 When you are having sex with a guy... 22 00:02:31,985 --> 00:02:33,278 Yeah. 23 00:02:34,195 --> 00:02:35,780 - Sometimes... - Mhmm. 24 00:02:37,031 --> 00:02:38,700 They are saying stuff like, 25 00:02:40,118 --> 00:02:41,619 "You like that." 26 00:02:41,703 --> 00:02:42,787 Mhmm. 27 00:02:42,871 --> 00:02:44,747 You like that. 28 00:02:44,789 --> 00:02:46,624 Mhmm. What is that, even? 29 00:02:46,708 --> 00:02:47,750 Right. 30 00:02:47,792 --> 00:02:49,418 Oh, that's deep. 31 00:02:49,460 --> 00:02:51,504 I think... I think they mean 32 00:02:52,630 --> 00:02:53,631 you like... 33 00:02:54,924 --> 00:02:55,675 - That. - That. 34 00:02:55,758 --> 00:02:57,468 - Yeah. "You like my dick." - Or that. 35 00:02:57,552 --> 00:02:59,429 But it's like, they like, it's like, 36 00:02:59,512 --> 00:03:01,347 also their dick is their whole self. 37 00:03:01,431 --> 00:03:02,825 So they're like, "Do you like the dick? 38 00:03:02,849 --> 00:03:03,600 Do you like me?" 39 00:03:03,683 --> 00:03:06,186 - "Do you love me?" - "Do you love me!" 40 00:03:06,936 --> 00:03:08,938 "And I am fucking you... 41 00:03:09,022 --> 00:03:11,065 - with my dick." - Right. 42 00:03:11,107 --> 00:03:12,650 And sometimes it's like... 43 00:03:12,734 --> 00:03:13,902 Don't. 44 00:03:13,943 --> 00:03:15,195 No, sometimes it's like... 45 00:03:15,278 --> 00:03:16,738 Oh, God. 46 00:03:17,947 --> 00:03:18,947 Sometimes it's like... 47 00:03:21,075 --> 00:03:22,118 Kinda. 48 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:23,286 - No. It is. - It's like... 49 00:03:23,369 --> 00:03:25,454 Sometimes it's like you leave your mind 50 00:03:25,496 --> 00:03:27,290 and you're like, seeing it from, like, 51 00:03:27,332 --> 00:03:29,012 - perspective behind. - Inside their brain. 52 00:03:30,793 --> 00:03:31,669 Your butt looks weird. 53 00:03:31,753 --> 00:03:33,421 Sometimes it's like... right! 54 00:04:06,412 --> 00:04:08,164 So, are you gonna let me read it? 55 00:04:08,206 --> 00:04:09,332 Yeah. But it's not done. 56 00:04:09,374 --> 00:04:11,000 It's not even a proper draft. 57 00:04:11,042 --> 00:04:12,168 But it's a draft. 58 00:04:12,252 --> 00:04:13,336 It's definitely a draft. 59 00:04:13,419 --> 00:04:15,171 Is it still about gay New York stuff? 60 00:04:15,213 --> 00:04:16,339 Yeah, but now it's, like, 61 00:04:16,380 --> 00:04:18,841 dark and like psychological, but also funny. 62 00:04:20,134 --> 00:04:21,636 I will need to read that. 63 00:04:21,678 --> 00:04:22,887 Ahoy! 64 00:04:24,180 --> 00:04:25,306 Is that guy talking to us? 65 00:04:25,348 --> 00:04:27,183 Ugh, I think he just said, "Ahoy." 66 00:04:27,225 --> 00:04:30,019 Ahoy there, neighbor! 67 00:04:30,061 --> 00:04:31,938 Ahoy! 68 00:04:32,021 --> 00:04:33,021 Ugh, he's in our spot. 69 00:04:34,065 --> 00:04:35,358 Fuckin' hell. 70 00:04:43,533 --> 00:04:45,534 I wish you still lived here. 71 00:04:46,159 --> 00:04:47,537 Yeah. 72 00:04:48,871 --> 00:04:50,540 Or closer, at least. 73 00:04:50,623 --> 00:04:52,625 Yeah, I wish you lived closer to me too. 74 00:04:55,962 --> 00:04:57,380 I like it here, though. 75 00:04:58,214 --> 00:04:59,507 Are you sure? 76 00:05:00,675 --> 00:05:01,675 Why? 77 00:05:03,094 --> 00:05:04,637 It's a lot, right? 78 00:05:05,972 --> 00:05:06,972 Still being here. 79 00:05:10,601 --> 00:05:12,478 Well, it's a lot to be wherever. 80 00:05:14,897 --> 00:05:15,898 Yeah. That's true. 81 00:05:17,775 --> 00:05:18,484 School was like... 82 00:05:18,568 --> 00:05:20,903 Ugh, Grad school was... Ugh. 83 00:05:21,696 --> 00:05:22,696 Exactly. 84 00:05:31,914 --> 00:05:35,418 Do you miss me even though you're married? 85 00:05:37,253 --> 00:05:39,922 Yes, I miss you even though I'm married. 86 00:05:40,006 --> 00:05:41,006 Married. 87 00:05:43,217 --> 00:05:44,510 - Ugh. - So grown up. 88 00:05:44,594 --> 00:05:46,763 It's so grown up. 89 00:05:47,513 --> 00:05:50,058 Hey! Hey, you over there! 90 00:05:50,099 --> 00:05:51,267 I'm married! 91 00:05:51,308 --> 00:05:54,270 I'm in a union that the state knows about! 92 00:05:54,312 --> 00:05:56,439 My dad is divorced. 93 00:05:56,522 --> 00:05:58,816 - Oh, that's sad. - Um... 94 00:05:58,900 --> 00:06:00,443 That's okay. 95 00:06:01,652 --> 00:06:03,738 Well, what do we do now? 96 00:06:05,073 --> 00:06:06,699 You're alone. 97 00:06:06,783 --> 00:06:08,826 I don't care whether I'm alone or not. 98 00:06:09,369 --> 00:06:10,620 It's my right. 99 00:06:13,956 --> 00:06:14,957 It's your right. 100 00:06:16,876 --> 00:06:18,836 What do you want? I say he's guilty. 101 00:06:19,837 --> 00:06:21,631 I wanna hear your arguments. 102 00:06:21,672 --> 00:06:23,466 I gave you my... 103 00:06:39,816 --> 00:06:40,816 Ew. 104 00:06:48,032 --> 00:06:49,492 Yes... 105 00:06:51,994 --> 00:06:52,995 Oh. 106 00:06:53,830 --> 00:06:54,747 - Hi. - Hi. 107 00:06:54,831 --> 00:06:57,332 - Can I help you? - Uh, no. I'm sorry. 108 00:06:57,375 --> 00:06:58,793 Do I have the wrong house? 109 00:07:00,169 --> 00:07:01,546 No. This is the right house. 110 00:07:01,629 --> 00:07:02,880 - Are you... - Wait. 111 00:07:02,964 --> 00:07:04,048 No. No. 112 00:07:04,132 --> 00:07:05,425 Oh, no. No, no, no, no. 113 00:07:05,508 --> 00:07:06,676 This is the house, yeah. 114 00:07:06,717 --> 00:07:07,945 - Are you looking for Agnes? - Yes, yeah. 115 00:07:07,969 --> 00:07:08,969 Gavin! 116 00:07:09,429 --> 00:07:11,597 - Agnes. - Lydie. 117 00:07:11,681 --> 00:07:14,642 Oh, you're Lydie. Oh, my God! 118 00:07:14,684 --> 00:07:16,811 Okay, I am so sorry, this is the weekend. 119 00:07:16,853 --> 00:07:17,520 Yeah. 120 00:07:17,562 --> 00:07:20,273 - Ah. - My mistake. 121 00:07:20,356 --> 00:07:22,442 No problem. Gavin is my neighbor. 122 00:07:22,525 --> 00:07:25,528 Gavin, you actually live over there. 123 00:07:26,571 --> 00:07:29,198 Oh, yes. I live there. 124 00:07:29,240 --> 00:07:31,075 - Oops. - That's okay. 125 00:07:31,159 --> 00:07:32,452 Sweet dreams, Gavin. 126 00:07:32,534 --> 00:07:35,413 God bless your lost soul, and have a good night. 127 00:07:35,496 --> 00:07:37,290 - It's nice to meet you, Lydie. - You too. 128 00:07:37,373 --> 00:07:39,667 He's cute. 129 00:07:39,709 --> 00:07:41,210 - Who? - You're fucking him. 130 00:07:41,294 --> 00:07:42,545 No, I'm not. 131 00:07:42,628 --> 00:07:44,547 - You're fucking your neighbor. - No, I'm not. 132 00:07:44,630 --> 00:07:46,230 You're fucking your neighbor named Gavin. 133 00:07:47,008 --> 00:07:48,134 You are. 134 00:07:48,217 --> 00:07:50,052 I'm not. I'm not. 135 00:07:50,136 --> 00:07:52,722 - No. I'm not. - You are fucking him. 136 00:07:52,805 --> 00:07:55,016 - I'm not. - You're fucking Gavin! 137 00:08:23,169 --> 00:08:25,546 - Agnes. - Mhmm. 138 00:08:25,588 --> 00:08:28,633 I need to talk to you about something. 139 00:08:29,967 --> 00:08:30,967 Okay. 140 00:08:31,594 --> 00:08:34,554 Okay. So it's about my body. 141 00:08:34,597 --> 00:08:36,265 Oh, your body is perfect. 142 00:08:36,307 --> 00:08:37,475 Oh, thank you. 143 00:08:37,558 --> 00:08:40,061 But, um, I didn't mean it like that. 144 00:08:40,102 --> 00:08:41,102 Okay... 145 00:08:43,105 --> 00:08:46,984 So I have a baby in me. 146 00:08:49,278 --> 00:08:50,988 - You do? - Yeah. 147 00:08:51,072 --> 00:08:52,990 What? Right now? 148 00:08:53,074 --> 00:08:54,283 Right now. 149 00:08:54,325 --> 00:08:55,785 - Yeah. - What?! 150 00:08:56,494 --> 00:08:58,704 Oh, my God. 151 00:08:58,788 --> 00:09:01,832 Oh, my God. Your body is a miracle. 152 00:09:01,916 --> 00:09:03,167 Oh, my God. 153 00:09:03,251 --> 00:09:04,835 Are you scared? 154 00:09:04,919 --> 00:09:06,337 Yeah, yeah. 155 00:09:06,420 --> 00:09:07,713 Oh, but are you glad? 156 00:09:09,257 --> 00:09:11,217 Yeah, yes. It's good. 157 00:09:11,300 --> 00:09:12,402 Like, I wanted it, obviously. 158 00:09:12,426 --> 00:09:14,053 Like, we tried a million times. 159 00:09:14,136 --> 00:09:15,179 Yeah. You did want it. 160 00:09:15,263 --> 00:09:16,973 - Yeah. - Lydie... 161 00:09:18,224 --> 00:09:19,642 Are you gonna name it Agnes? 162 00:09:20,810 --> 00:09:22,311 Oh. 163 00:09:22,395 --> 00:09:24,605 Yeah. I don't know. I don't know. 164 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:26,941 Try and think about it. 165 00:09:28,985 --> 00:09:30,152 Wow. 166 00:09:42,832 --> 00:09:45,626 So it must have been good sperm. 167 00:09:45,668 --> 00:09:47,503 Yeah. Thank God for that 168 00:09:47,545 --> 00:09:51,090 random, tall white guy's good sperm. 169 00:09:54,010 --> 00:09:56,596 Maybe I should have his babies too 170 00:09:56,679 --> 00:09:59,181 and then they can be brothers. 171 00:09:59,223 --> 00:10:01,934 Well, he's pretty hard to track down, so. 172 00:10:02,518 --> 00:10:03,537 Well, we have his picture, 173 00:10:03,561 --> 00:10:04,854 so we could look him up. 174 00:10:13,362 --> 00:10:14,697 Can I touch it? 175 00:10:15,573 --> 00:10:16,949 Yeah. 176 00:10:21,871 --> 00:10:23,956 I don't really feel anything. 177 00:10:24,040 --> 00:10:26,125 That's because it's not like a baby yet. 178 00:10:27,335 --> 00:10:28,335 How old is it? 179 00:10:29,086 --> 00:10:30,463 Ten weeks? 180 00:10:30,546 --> 00:10:31,922 So probably really small. 181 00:10:32,465 --> 00:10:33,716 Yeah. 182 00:10:33,799 --> 00:10:35,259 What, like a mouse maybe? 183 00:10:36,385 --> 00:10:37,720 How big is a mouse? 184 00:10:40,431 --> 00:10:42,516 Oh, it's smaller than that. 185 00:10:42,558 --> 00:10:44,143 Wow, smaller than a mouse. 186 00:10:48,856 --> 00:10:51,525 Don't tell anyone tonight about... 187 00:10:51,567 --> 00:10:52,652 Oh, don't worry. 188 00:10:52,735 --> 00:10:53,944 I never tell secrets 189 00:10:54,028 --> 00:10:56,447 unless I feel it is a secret I really wanna tell. 190 00:10:56,530 --> 00:10:58,407 That is not reassuring, babe. 191 00:10:58,491 --> 00:10:59,950 I don't wanna go. 192 00:11:00,034 --> 00:11:01,077 No! 193 00:11:01,118 --> 00:11:03,913 No, we have to. Natasha will kill me. 194 00:11:03,996 --> 00:11:07,249 I feel like... I feel like she's, like, rude, 195 00:11:07,333 --> 00:11:08,501 like, tonally. 196 00:11:08,584 --> 00:11:10,378 Oh, she definitely has a very rude tone. 197 00:11:10,419 --> 00:11:11,587 Right? 198 00:11:11,629 --> 00:11:13,005 She's got a really rude tone. 199 00:11:16,300 --> 00:11:17,300 Are you afraid? 200 00:11:19,553 --> 00:11:21,138 - Yeah. - For the pain? 201 00:11:21,597 --> 00:11:23,057 Yeah. 202 00:11:23,099 --> 00:11:26,060 But also because it's like, a person. 203 00:11:27,561 --> 00:11:28,938 I wanna make a really good person. 204 00:11:29,897 --> 00:11:31,315 You're gonna make a good person. 205 00:11:33,859 --> 00:11:34,944 It's gonna hurt so bad. 206 00:11:34,985 --> 00:11:37,488 Oh, my God, it seems like it hurts so bad! 207 00:11:37,571 --> 00:11:38,781 No! Don't say that. 208 00:11:38,823 --> 00:11:39,865 I'm allowed to say that, 209 00:11:39,949 --> 00:11:41,367 you're not allowed to say that. 210 00:11:42,618 --> 00:11:44,036 Blah, blah, blah. Doesn't matter. 211 00:11:44,120 --> 00:11:46,372 Short story is, we got the house, 212 00:11:46,455 --> 00:11:47,581 but we had to pay, like, 213 00:11:47,623 --> 00:11:49,063 significantly more than we wanted to. 214 00:11:50,042 --> 00:11:51,961 Do you like this house? My house? 215 00:11:53,462 --> 00:11:55,631 I, I do. Yeah. Oh, my God. 216 00:11:55,673 --> 00:11:57,758 The wood... it's gorgeous. 217 00:11:57,800 --> 00:11:59,218 It's rich. Like dark. 218 00:11:59,301 --> 00:12:01,637 - Yeah. - What are you gonna put in it? 219 00:12:01,721 --> 00:12:03,222 - In our house? - Yeah. 220 00:12:03,305 --> 00:12:05,015 Uh... our couch, 221 00:12:05,099 --> 00:12:06,308 our bed, 222 00:12:06,392 --> 00:12:07,727 Benny's parents' dresser. 223 00:12:07,810 --> 00:12:10,438 - All your stuff. - Yes. Exactly. 224 00:12:10,479 --> 00:12:11,647 That makes sense. 225 00:12:11,689 --> 00:12:14,150 You're like a fully fledged adult now. 226 00:12:14,191 --> 00:12:17,278 Guys, how long has it been since, like, we've hung out? 227 00:12:17,319 --> 00:12:18,654 I'm just sort of like... 228 00:12:18,696 --> 00:12:19,989 Hi. 229 00:12:20,072 --> 00:12:21,991 Is it three years since we graduated? 230 00:12:22,032 --> 00:12:23,468 - Four, I think. - Oh, my God, is it four years? 231 00:12:23,492 --> 00:12:24,618 Yeah. 232 00:12:24,660 --> 00:12:27,663 Time really does fly. 233 00:12:27,705 --> 00:12:29,665 But not for me or Agnes probably, 234 00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:32,668 since we're still here, still at the school. 235 00:12:32,752 --> 00:12:34,211 You're still at your same house. 236 00:12:34,295 --> 00:12:35,504 That little house. 237 00:12:35,588 --> 00:12:37,840 But time probably flies for the three of you who left. 238 00:12:39,133 --> 00:12:41,594 - New York. - Yeah, yeah. New York. 239 00:12:41,677 --> 00:12:42,887 Wow. 240 00:12:43,512 --> 00:12:44,346 Good for you. 241 00:12:44,388 --> 00:12:45,848 Um, but it's a trip being back. 242 00:12:45,890 --> 00:12:49,018 I drove past the campus on my way to Agnes', 243 00:12:49,101 --> 00:12:51,562 and I just got, like, full body chills 244 00:12:51,645 --> 00:12:52,645 when I saw the library. 245 00:12:52,688 --> 00:12:53,898 The library. Lydie, no. 246 00:12:53,981 --> 00:12:55,357 - Please. - You know what I mean? 247 00:12:55,441 --> 00:12:57,902 I have, like, deeply ingrained stress from that place. 248 00:12:57,985 --> 00:13:01,030 Yeah, Grad school was wild. I honestly feel like 249 00:13:01,113 --> 00:13:02,758 I worked on that thesis for like, a decade. 250 00:13:02,782 --> 00:13:04,909 Yeah. This one time, um... 251 00:13:04,992 --> 00:13:06,219 on the third floor in a private room, 252 00:13:06,243 --> 00:13:08,120 I almost paper cut my face open with my copy 253 00:13:08,204 --> 00:13:09,806 of Little Dorrit just so I could go to the hospital 254 00:13:09,830 --> 00:13:11,874 and have a good night's sleep. 255 00:13:12,792 --> 00:13:14,376 I didn't do it, but I thought about it. 256 00:13:16,962 --> 00:13:18,714 Yeah, sometimes I have nightmares 257 00:13:18,756 --> 00:13:20,007 where my thesis is like 258 00:13:20,049 --> 00:13:22,593 all blank pages, and then I eat the pages. 259 00:13:22,676 --> 00:13:24,470 Oh, my God, that's so sad. 260 00:13:24,553 --> 00:13:26,722 Yeah. It is really sad, huh. 261 00:13:26,764 --> 00:13:29,517 So, Agnes, it was really that easy for you? 262 00:13:29,558 --> 00:13:31,644 No story? Nothing to share? 263 00:13:32,436 --> 00:13:34,814 Well, it's not Agnes' fault that Decker liked her best. 264 00:13:34,897 --> 00:13:35,898 No, it wasn't her fault, 265 00:13:35,940 --> 00:13:37,233 but, um, it pissed me off. 266 00:13:40,653 --> 00:13:42,196 Um... 267 00:13:42,238 --> 00:13:45,616 This fish is amazing. What's... what's in it? 268 00:13:45,908 --> 00:13:47,243 Fish. 269 00:13:48,911 --> 00:13:50,454 Uh... well, how is it, you two? 270 00:13:50,538 --> 00:13:51,997 You're the teachers now. 271 00:13:52,081 --> 00:13:53,290 I am still part time, 272 00:13:53,374 --> 00:13:55,835 but I think I'm gonna teach a class next semester... 273 00:13:55,918 --> 00:13:57,169 which they haven't said 274 00:13:57,253 --> 00:13:58,921 is what's gonna happen, but it could. 275 00:13:59,004 --> 00:14:00,631 - Yeah, it could. - No. It will. 276 00:14:00,714 --> 00:14:02,091 Yeah. Yes. It, it will. 277 00:14:02,174 --> 00:14:04,802 Well, we have news in the English department. 278 00:14:04,885 --> 00:14:06,762 Agnes? Agnes has big news. 279 00:14:06,846 --> 00:14:08,222 Bathroom. Sorry. 280 00:14:09,890 --> 00:14:11,559 Agnes is now a full-time teacher. 281 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:12,643 She took Wilkinson's spot. 282 00:14:12,726 --> 00:14:14,895 Filled the spot. 283 00:14:14,937 --> 00:14:17,565 Agnes is like super young to be full-time faculty. 284 00:14:17,606 --> 00:14:20,317 Yeah, she's like the youngest in fifty years, that bitch. 285 00:14:20,401 --> 00:14:21,401 I'm kidding. 286 00:14:24,780 --> 00:14:26,115 There's a bone. 287 00:14:27,658 --> 00:14:29,034 What? 288 00:14:30,703 --> 00:14:31,996 In the fish. 289 00:14:34,957 --> 00:14:37,877 There's, like, a bone in the fish that you served me. 290 00:14:40,754 --> 00:14:41,964 Sorry. 291 00:14:42,006 --> 00:14:43,132 No, it's... it's fine. 292 00:14:43,215 --> 00:14:45,175 It's just like maybe you should, like, 293 00:14:45,259 --> 00:14:48,262 debone it a little bit better before you serve it to people. 294 00:14:57,897 --> 00:14:59,648 Hello, my baby. 295 00:14:59,690 --> 00:15:01,483 Oh, you're a baby. 296 00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:03,694 I love you. I love you. 297 00:15:03,777 --> 00:15:05,446 Oh, you wanna get down? 298 00:15:05,487 --> 00:15:06,655 Okay. I'll put you down. 299 00:15:08,574 --> 00:15:09,950 You leave the house, right? 300 00:15:11,785 --> 00:15:13,370 Yeah. I leave the house. 301 00:15:13,954 --> 00:15:16,248 I go to work. I have a job, Lydie. 302 00:15:18,500 --> 00:15:20,044 But... 303 00:15:20,127 --> 00:15:21,503 you're still in the same office. 304 00:15:23,505 --> 00:15:24,506 Yes. 305 00:15:25,883 --> 00:15:28,344 Agnes, you said that you were gonna switch. 306 00:15:28,427 --> 00:15:30,054 Well, I... I didn't wanna have to explain 307 00:15:30,137 --> 00:15:32,222 why it's weird for me to be in that office. 308 00:15:33,515 --> 00:15:37,186 Maybe you should say there's mold or something. 309 00:15:37,227 --> 00:15:38,062 Maybe. 310 00:15:38,145 --> 00:15:39,247 Do you want me to call them and say 311 00:15:39,271 --> 00:15:41,023 there's a dead animal in the wall? 312 00:15:42,191 --> 00:15:44,526 You are an angel from heaven, but no. 313 00:15:45,903 --> 00:15:47,196 It's like, I just got the job. 314 00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:49,448 I don't even know if I should have the job. 315 00:15:49,531 --> 00:15:50,531 Agnes. 316 00:15:53,452 --> 00:15:55,829 I don't wanna complain about my office, 317 00:15:55,871 --> 00:15:57,581 which is technically huge, 318 00:15:58,040 --> 00:15:59,375 and there's a lot of light, 319 00:16:01,043 --> 00:16:03,045 and I can see why he liked it. 320 00:16:06,840 --> 00:16:08,467 Anyways, yes, I leave the house. 321 00:16:11,470 --> 00:16:12,554 Agnes... 322 00:16:15,557 --> 00:16:16,557 don't... 323 00:16:17,351 --> 00:16:18,394 die. 324 00:16:20,062 --> 00:16:21,438 I'm not gonna die. 325 00:16:23,857 --> 00:16:25,651 If I was gonna kill myself, 326 00:16:26,193 --> 00:16:28,070 I would have done it like last year... 327 00:16:28,862 --> 00:16:30,072 or the year before. 328 00:16:30,155 --> 00:16:32,574 Ugh. Or, like, definitely the year before. 329 00:16:32,616 --> 00:16:33,616 Agnes. 330 00:16:34,576 --> 00:16:36,036 No. I'm not gonna die. 331 00:16:38,998 --> 00:16:40,332 Let me return the sentiment. 332 00:16:41,083 --> 00:16:42,459 You please don't die. 333 00:16:48,716 --> 00:16:50,092 Lydie... 334 00:16:51,218 --> 00:16:53,095 You're having a little baby. 335 00:16:54,930 --> 00:16:56,306 I know. 336 00:16:58,100 --> 00:17:00,394 You're gonna take such good care of your little baby. 337 00:17:03,105 --> 00:17:04,857 - I won't die. - Please don't die. 338 00:17:04,940 --> 00:17:06,233 No, you please don't die. 339 00:17:12,614 --> 00:17:13,614 Do you wanna say hello? 340 00:17:21,749 --> 00:17:23,125 Hi. 341 00:17:24,960 --> 00:17:26,377 I'm Agnes. 342 00:17:28,672 --> 00:17:30,466 I'm your mommy. 343 00:17:30,549 --> 00:17:33,844 Lydie and Fran may tell you otherwise, but heed my words. 344 00:17:33,927 --> 00:17:35,095 - I'm your mother. - Agnes! 345 00:17:35,137 --> 00:17:37,056 - Do it properly. - Yeah. All right. 346 00:17:40,517 --> 00:17:42,519 Hi. I'm Agnes. 347 00:17:43,604 --> 00:17:44,646 I'm not your mommy. 348 00:17:48,984 --> 00:17:50,152 I am your mommy. 349 00:17:50,235 --> 00:17:51,612 Oh, for goodness sake. 350 00:17:51,653 --> 00:17:52,905 I felt it kick. 351 00:17:53,197 --> 00:17:54,448 No, you didn't. 352 00:17:57,785 --> 00:17:59,661 Are you gonna... Thank you. 353 00:18:00,829 --> 00:18:02,164 Don't go. 354 00:18:02,748 --> 00:18:04,083 Hey. 355 00:18:05,667 --> 00:18:06,835 I'll see you soon. 356 00:18:06,919 --> 00:18:08,003 When? 357 00:18:08,045 --> 00:18:09,129 Come to New York. 358 00:18:09,171 --> 00:18:10,547 I've got an extra bed. 359 00:18:12,216 --> 00:18:13,967 Tell Fran that I hate them. 360 00:18:14,009 --> 00:18:16,428 - No. - No, I don't hate them. 361 00:18:16,512 --> 00:18:17,512 I know, babe. 362 00:18:18,680 --> 00:18:20,390 - Love you. - Love you. 363 00:18:24,645 --> 00:18:25,645 Um, no. 364 00:18:30,692 --> 00:18:32,194 Come soon. 365 00:18:32,236 --> 00:18:33,487 Not because of, like, 366 00:18:33,529 --> 00:18:35,329 not because I'm gonna kill myself, but just... 367 00:18:35,823 --> 00:18:37,950 Just... 368 00:18:38,033 --> 00:18:39,326 don't wait so long to come back. 369 00:18:41,578 --> 00:18:42,704 Okay. 370 00:18:43,539 --> 00:18:44,539 Okay. 371 00:20:29,269 --> 00:20:30,854 Fuck! 372 00:20:31,605 --> 00:20:32,314 Fuck! 373 00:20:32,356 --> 00:20:33,398 What is happening? 374 00:20:33,482 --> 00:20:35,734 - What's happening? - Oh, my God! 375 00:20:35,817 --> 00:20:37,236 I hate school! 376 00:20:37,319 --> 00:20:38,403 School fucking sucks! 377 00:20:38,487 --> 00:20:40,155 My brain feels like it's on fire. 378 00:20:40,239 --> 00:20:41,740 Like I'm gonna fucking die! 379 00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:45,244 I just realized, babe, 380 00:20:45,327 --> 00:20:48,205 no one gives a fuck about Ted Hughes. 381 00:20:48,288 --> 00:20:49,641 No, everyone cares about Ted Hughes. 382 00:20:49,665 --> 00:20:51,375 No, no, no. I can't believe this. 383 00:20:51,458 --> 00:20:53,669 I spent two years writing about a guy. 384 00:20:53,710 --> 00:20:55,521 I don't even fuck guys with my eyes open anymore. 385 00:20:55,545 --> 00:20:57,464 I just close my eyes and imagine women. 386 00:21:01,260 --> 00:21:02,552 Do you wanna talk about that? 387 00:21:03,929 --> 00:21:05,305 About what? 388 00:21:06,848 --> 00:21:07,849 Nothing. 389 00:21:26,034 --> 00:21:27,703 Okay, I'm here. Sorry, I'm here. 390 00:21:28,996 --> 00:21:29,996 Did we do it? 391 00:21:30,205 --> 00:21:31,498 Barely. 392 00:21:35,168 --> 00:21:36,962 - Devin? - Yes, I did. 393 00:21:37,587 --> 00:21:39,589 I am so sorry. I don't really procrastinate, 394 00:21:39,673 --> 00:21:41,925 so this wasn't like a whole thing for me. 395 00:21:42,009 --> 00:21:43,552 That's okay. 396 00:21:43,635 --> 00:21:45,512 Keep showing off, it'll get you places. 397 00:21:46,722 --> 00:21:47,722 Lydie. 398 00:21:49,057 --> 00:21:50,350 I'm Lydie. 399 00:21:50,392 --> 00:21:51,893 Did you finish? 400 00:21:52,185 --> 00:21:53,937 Uh, yeah, um... 401 00:21:55,022 --> 00:21:55,731 Yeah, but the thing is, 402 00:21:55,814 --> 00:21:58,442 like, don't be mad. I did finish it. 403 00:21:58,525 --> 00:22:01,653 The last page is, like, a copy and paste extract of... 404 00:22:02,779 --> 00:22:05,741 "Slouching Towards Bethlehem" that I didn't write. 405 00:22:09,202 --> 00:22:10,912 - Yates or Didion? - Didion. 406 00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:13,415 Always Didion. 407 00:22:13,457 --> 00:22:14,750 Uh... Hey, you know what? 408 00:22:14,833 --> 00:22:17,711 I'm supposed to be your mentor, helper, whatever. 409 00:22:17,753 --> 00:22:20,756 I'm just here to make sure it happens. 410 00:22:20,839 --> 00:22:21,839 I did mine. 411 00:22:23,508 --> 00:22:25,761 Okay. Good. That's... that's great, Natasha. 412 00:22:27,304 --> 00:22:30,766 Lydie, you think you can finish by Wednesday? 413 00:22:30,849 --> 00:22:33,101 Get me your draft minus the Joan by then? 414 00:22:33,143 --> 00:22:34,895 Yeah, again... 415 00:22:34,936 --> 00:22:35,937 Sorry about that. 416 00:22:36,021 --> 00:22:37,439 Are you gonna read mine? 417 00:22:38,982 --> 00:22:40,233 Of course. That's my job. 418 00:22:40,275 --> 00:22:41,943 Are you gonna ask Agnes if she did hers? 419 00:22:44,029 --> 00:22:45,029 Yeah. 420 00:22:45,864 --> 00:22:46,864 Agnes... 421 00:22:48,450 --> 00:22:49,868 How'd yours go? 422 00:22:51,286 --> 00:22:52,871 Fine. I did it. 423 00:22:53,497 --> 00:22:55,374 Can't wait to read. 424 00:22:55,457 --> 00:22:57,217 But you're gonna read mine too though, right? 425 00:22:58,794 --> 00:22:59,794 Yes. 426 00:23:12,474 --> 00:23:14,309 Why am I still working on this? 427 00:23:14,351 --> 00:23:15,977 Because you didn't finish it. 428 00:23:16,061 --> 00:23:17,061 No offense. 429 00:23:17,813 --> 00:23:19,106 Stop bragging. 430 00:23:19,147 --> 00:23:20,399 I'm not bragging. 431 00:23:21,233 --> 00:23:22,484 Your legs are on the wall. 432 00:23:23,819 --> 00:23:24,486 So? 433 00:23:24,569 --> 00:23:26,113 Well, if I'd finished it, 434 00:23:26,154 --> 00:23:28,073 my legs would be on the wall too, 435 00:23:28,156 --> 00:23:29,157 but I haven't. 436 00:23:29,241 --> 00:23:31,827 So, my legs aren't on the wall. 437 00:23:33,161 --> 00:23:34,538 Okay. I will take them down. 438 00:23:53,140 --> 00:23:54,140 What? 439 00:23:57,060 --> 00:23:58,060 You should fuck him. 440 00:23:59,020 --> 00:24:00,063 I don't wanna fuck him. 441 00:24:00,147 --> 00:24:01,523 - Really? - Yes. 442 00:24:01,606 --> 00:24:02,524 Well, if you don't wanna fuck him, 443 00:24:02,566 --> 00:24:03,900 definitely don't fuck him. 444 00:24:03,984 --> 00:24:04,984 I won't. 445 00:24:06,445 --> 00:24:07,863 I think he wants to fuck you. 446 00:24:09,114 --> 00:24:10,866 - Really? - Yeah. 447 00:24:13,285 --> 00:24:14,911 - Well, that sucks. - Why? 448 00:24:17,539 --> 00:24:19,541 Do you think that's why he's telling me I'm smart? 449 00:24:19,624 --> 00:24:21,185 No, I think he's telling you you're smart 450 00:24:21,209 --> 00:24:22,627 because you're really smart. 451 00:24:23,378 --> 00:24:24,671 Okay. 452 00:24:28,216 --> 00:24:29,551 What would you say though... 453 00:24:30,385 --> 00:24:31,970 if he asked you to fuck him? 454 00:24:32,429 --> 00:24:33,805 I would say no. 455 00:24:35,223 --> 00:24:36,641 I would be upset if he asked. 456 00:24:38,226 --> 00:24:39,561 I get that. 457 00:24:41,021 --> 00:24:42,063 I get that. 458 00:24:44,065 --> 00:24:45,525 I would say no... 459 00:24:46,401 --> 00:24:47,652 but thank you. 460 00:24:55,243 --> 00:24:56,244 Come on in. 461 00:24:57,412 --> 00:24:58,788 Hi. 462 00:24:59,414 --> 00:25:00,790 Agnes, hi. 463 00:25:02,334 --> 00:25:05,295 Thanks for meeting with me. 464 00:25:05,378 --> 00:25:06,796 Are you working on something? 465 00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:07,880 I mean... 466 00:25:09,424 --> 00:25:11,676 No. Not, not... 467 00:25:13,428 --> 00:25:14,763 not really. 468 00:25:15,555 --> 00:25:17,599 Well, now you have to tell me. 469 00:25:18,767 --> 00:25:19,684 Why? 470 00:25:19,768 --> 00:25:21,937 Because now I know too much. 471 00:25:24,439 --> 00:25:26,816 Uh, yeah, okay. Um... 472 00:25:29,444 --> 00:25:30,695 I'm writing a book. 473 00:25:32,030 --> 00:25:33,198 - A book? - A book. 474 00:25:33,281 --> 00:25:34,574 A long book? 475 00:25:35,617 --> 00:25:37,160 - Medium. - Good. 476 00:25:37,911 --> 00:25:38,787 Why? 477 00:25:38,828 --> 00:25:41,289 Well, long is like... okay, we get it. 478 00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:42,457 Right. And short is like... 479 00:25:42,499 --> 00:25:44,000 Why did you even write a book? 480 00:25:46,795 --> 00:25:50,257 Yeah, well, even though this is medium... 481 00:25:50,298 --> 00:25:51,633 - The perfect length. - Yeah. 482 00:25:51,675 --> 00:25:53,593 I have to say it is horrible, 483 00:25:53,635 --> 00:25:56,096 and every time I look at it, I wanna kill myself. 484 00:25:56,137 --> 00:25:57,137 Mm. 485 00:25:58,139 --> 00:26:01,393 Well, there actually have to be books like that 486 00:26:01,476 --> 00:26:02,516 so that we can distinguish 487 00:26:02,561 --> 00:26:04,145 which books are really the good books. 488 00:26:04,980 --> 00:26:06,106 Yes. 489 00:26:06,147 --> 00:26:08,900 I'm doing a public service by writing a shit book. 490 00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:13,363 Well, 491 00:26:13,697 --> 00:26:14,990 if it helps at all, 492 00:26:15,657 --> 00:26:17,742 I liked your first novel. 493 00:26:17,826 --> 00:26:19,661 I liked how fucked up it was and... 494 00:26:19,703 --> 00:26:21,788 how it made me feel like there's a reason, 495 00:26:21,830 --> 00:26:23,915 even if I can't see it, that I'm alive. 496 00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:26,793 And it didn't feel like fiction, 497 00:26:26,835 --> 00:26:29,212 which I think is a compliment in this case. 498 00:26:29,296 --> 00:26:30,422 And... 499 00:26:30,505 --> 00:26:33,466 I think about it all the time when I'm doing other stuff, 500 00:26:33,508 --> 00:26:35,427 like eating ice cream 501 00:26:35,510 --> 00:26:36,928 or looking out the window. 502 00:26:42,017 --> 00:26:43,017 Thank you. 503 00:26:44,352 --> 00:26:45,687 Thank you. 504 00:26:48,565 --> 00:26:50,066 Okay, uh... 505 00:26:51,318 --> 00:26:52,694 Um... 506 00:26:53,445 --> 00:26:54,821 Enough about me. 507 00:26:56,656 --> 00:26:58,199 I read your thesis. 508 00:26:58,283 --> 00:26:59,492 You read it really fast. 509 00:26:59,534 --> 00:27:01,161 Yeah, well, I, uh... 510 00:27:01,745 --> 00:27:04,372 to be honest, I couldn't put it down. 511 00:27:04,789 --> 00:27:06,207 Someone glue your hands to it? 512 00:27:07,334 --> 00:27:08,668 What? 513 00:27:08,710 --> 00:27:10,545 - Oh... - I'm sorry. 514 00:27:10,629 --> 00:27:12,088 Makes basically no sense. 515 00:27:13,048 --> 00:27:14,048 No, it does. 516 00:27:15,133 --> 00:27:16,259 Um... 517 00:27:16,343 --> 00:27:17,427 Yeah. 518 00:27:17,510 --> 00:27:19,721 - Anyway, so, uh... - Yeah. 519 00:27:21,181 --> 00:27:22,432 This whole section 520 00:27:22,515 --> 00:27:25,602 from page three through seven, 521 00:27:25,685 --> 00:27:27,979 I find to be absolutely just... 522 00:27:29,397 --> 00:27:30,649 extraordinary. 523 00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:33,568 Really. 524 00:27:35,570 --> 00:27:36,863 Sorry. 525 00:27:39,866 --> 00:27:43,161 Sorry, my ex is a prosecutor, which... 526 00:27:43,244 --> 00:27:44,579 Oh, wow, the law. 527 00:27:44,663 --> 00:27:46,831 Yeah. My ex-wife... 528 00:27:48,208 --> 00:27:49,209 loves the law. 529 00:27:50,877 --> 00:27:53,046 She's in court, my kid's sick. I have to... 530 00:27:54,506 --> 00:27:55,924 I've gotta run. 531 00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:58,426 - Fuck, sorry. - Oh, that's okay. 532 00:27:58,510 --> 00:27:59,928 You should have my full attention, 533 00:27:59,969 --> 00:28:01,280 and frankly, this paper deserves that. 534 00:28:01,304 --> 00:28:03,765 - We can reschedule for later. - Yeah, that's fine. 535 00:28:03,807 --> 00:28:06,393 All right, I gotta... I'll text you. 536 00:28:06,434 --> 00:28:07,727 - Okay. - I'll, uh... 537 00:28:07,769 --> 00:28:09,354 Sorry I have to run like this. 538 00:28:09,437 --> 00:28:11,022 - Oh, that's okay. - Oh, actually, 539 00:28:13,274 --> 00:28:14,274 you should look at this. 540 00:28:16,194 --> 00:28:17,194 I just got it. 541 00:28:18,071 --> 00:28:19,614 First edition To The Lighthouse. 542 00:28:19,698 --> 00:28:22,158 Wow, wow. Thank you. 543 00:28:23,284 --> 00:28:24,411 Yeah. 544 00:28:24,703 --> 00:28:26,121 Can I touch it? 545 00:28:26,162 --> 00:28:27,455 - Yeah. - Okay. 546 00:28:27,497 --> 00:28:28,915 All right. 547 00:29:50,163 --> 00:29:52,540 We are asked to reckon with the idea 548 00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:54,667 that taking his life, 549 00:29:54,709 --> 00:29:57,462 taking flight from the corporeal existence, 550 00:29:57,545 --> 00:29:59,756 is perhaps for Milkman 551 00:29:59,839 --> 00:30:03,384 a transcendence and not a tragedy. 552 00:30:03,426 --> 00:30:06,387 Milkman feels he is returning to his ancestral home. 553 00:31:40,899 --> 00:31:42,191 - Agnes. - Hi. 554 00:31:42,817 --> 00:31:44,694 Great. Okay. Uh... 555 00:31:44,777 --> 00:31:46,738 Thanks for coming last minute. 556 00:31:46,821 --> 00:31:48,156 Sorry, it's my house. 557 00:31:48,197 --> 00:31:50,366 - Hope that's okay. - Yeah, yeah, no problem. 558 00:31:50,450 --> 00:31:51,784 Don't worry, my... 559 00:31:51,826 --> 00:31:53,453 my kid's with my ex. 560 00:31:53,494 --> 00:31:54,913 It's all good. 561 00:31:54,996 --> 00:31:56,998 - Uh, come on in. - Okay. 562 00:31:57,957 --> 00:31:59,876 Oh, do you mind taking your boots off? 563 00:31:59,959 --> 00:32:01,169 Oh, yeah. 564 00:32:01,210 --> 00:32:02,795 - Duh. - No. 565 00:32:02,837 --> 00:32:04,380 - Sorry. - Don't be sorry. 566 00:32:07,759 --> 00:32:08,885 Do you have my thesis? 567 00:32:08,968 --> 00:32:11,012 Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 568 00:34:09,255 --> 00:34:10,630 Your shoes are untied. 569 00:36:09,917 --> 00:36:11,377 Ooh. 570 00:36:11,419 --> 00:36:13,963 Hey, I've been literally waiting with bated breath. 571 00:36:14,046 --> 00:36:15,423 How did it go? 572 00:36:23,264 --> 00:36:24,724 Agnes, are you okay? 573 00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:27,726 What happened? 574 00:36:29,187 --> 00:36:30,438 I don't know. 575 00:36:36,777 --> 00:36:37,778 My pants are broken. 576 00:36:49,165 --> 00:36:50,666 And then we started kissing. 577 00:36:51,959 --> 00:36:53,753 And I thought, we're kissing. 578 00:36:54,837 --> 00:36:56,964 I was thinking we were kissing the whole time, 579 00:36:57,006 --> 00:36:58,299 like in a bad way 580 00:36:59,425 --> 00:37:02,053 where you aren't having a good time, 581 00:37:02,136 --> 00:37:03,721 and it's just like someone's mouth. 582 00:37:06,057 --> 00:37:07,266 And then I said, 583 00:37:07,308 --> 00:37:09,185 "I don't really think I'm ready to be kissing. 584 00:37:09,268 --> 00:37:10,728 I just got out of a thing." 585 00:37:11,479 --> 00:37:13,814 Which is something I made up. 586 00:37:13,898 --> 00:37:15,316 It's okay to lie about that. 587 00:37:17,026 --> 00:37:18,444 And then he said, "That's okay. 588 00:37:19,862 --> 00:37:22,406 We can just sit on the couch and watch a movie." 589 00:37:23,449 --> 00:37:26,118 So he started playing something. 590 00:37:26,160 --> 00:37:29,080 It was animated, which I thought was weird. 591 00:37:29,163 --> 00:37:31,332 But then I remembered he has a kid, 592 00:37:32,166 --> 00:37:33,626 so that made it less weird. 593 00:37:35,753 --> 00:37:38,547 Then he started putting his hand on my pants, 594 00:37:39,048 --> 00:37:41,342 and I was kinda moving it away. 595 00:37:44,428 --> 00:37:46,472 But he kept moving it back to my pants, 596 00:37:47,765 --> 00:37:49,701 and then he started putting his hand down my pants, like, 597 00:37:49,725 --> 00:37:51,852 in between the pants and my underwear. 598 00:37:55,314 --> 00:37:57,441 And I was kinda squirming my body like... 599 00:37:58,067 --> 00:37:59,360 he was... 600 00:38:01,279 --> 00:38:03,781 his fingers were really strong and hard, 601 00:38:06,158 --> 00:38:07,201 like, in the bad way. 602 00:38:07,243 --> 00:38:08,494 Like, it was too hard. 603 00:38:12,290 --> 00:38:13,374 Maybe it would've felt good 604 00:38:13,416 --> 00:38:15,016 if I wanted his fingers to be doing that. 605 00:38:15,042 --> 00:38:16,043 But you didn't want that. 606 00:38:16,085 --> 00:38:17,420 No, I didn't. 607 00:38:22,425 --> 00:38:24,719 And then, I pulled his hand out because... 608 00:38:27,013 --> 00:38:28,973 it didn't feel good, 609 00:38:29,056 --> 00:38:30,474 and it actually hurt, kinda. 610 00:38:34,145 --> 00:38:35,521 And then I started kissing him 611 00:38:36,355 --> 00:38:37,565 because I thought, 612 00:38:37,648 --> 00:38:40,651 "Well, if we have to be doing something, 613 00:38:40,735 --> 00:38:43,571 "I'd rather it be kissing than his fingers down there." 614 00:38:49,410 --> 00:38:50,828 And then I don't remember. 615 00:39:00,421 --> 00:39:01,464 And then at some point, 616 00:39:01,547 --> 00:39:03,382 his hand was back in my underwear. 617 00:39:03,424 --> 00:39:04,800 But under the underwear now. 618 00:39:06,761 --> 00:39:09,055 And I was trying to move it away again. 619 00:39:09,096 --> 00:39:11,349 Sounds like you were trying to move it away a lot. 620 00:39:11,432 --> 00:39:13,267 Yeah. That's what I kept thinking. 621 00:39:13,934 --> 00:39:16,520 Like, one more time and he won't move it back 622 00:39:16,604 --> 00:39:18,564 because it's so obvious I'm moving it away. 623 00:39:20,191 --> 00:39:21,692 But he kept moving it back. 624 00:39:25,279 --> 00:39:26,614 And then... 625 00:39:27,448 --> 00:39:28,741 he was pulling down my pants... 626 00:39:28,783 --> 00:39:30,576 Well, he was trying to pull them down, 627 00:39:31,452 --> 00:39:32,828 but they have a button. 628 00:39:34,288 --> 00:39:35,956 So he was pulling, pulling. 629 00:39:37,124 --> 00:39:38,584 And I was pulling them back up. 630 00:39:39,627 --> 00:39:41,629 And then they were halfway down. 631 00:39:43,839 --> 00:39:46,717 And I felt something go in, like, in me, 632 00:39:49,970 --> 00:39:51,472 and my spine got cold. 633 00:39:54,725 --> 00:39:56,936 And I reached down to feel it and... 634 00:39:58,896 --> 00:39:59,897 It was... 635 00:40:01,232 --> 00:40:02,817 It was him... you know? 636 00:40:07,488 --> 00:40:09,031 And then I jumped up and... 637 00:40:10,157 --> 00:40:11,659 I sat on the side of the couch. 638 00:40:12,326 --> 00:40:13,661 I don't know how long. 639 00:40:18,374 --> 00:40:20,000 And I looked at his face once, 640 00:40:23,087 --> 00:40:25,506 and it was, like, scared. 641 00:40:26,590 --> 00:40:28,551 - His face was scared? - Yes. 642 00:40:34,598 --> 00:40:36,642 And then I just got up kinda slowly, 643 00:40:38,519 --> 00:40:40,062 and I grabbed my boots, 644 00:40:42,982 --> 00:40:43,982 and I drove home, 645 00:40:47,486 --> 00:40:48,821 and now I'm here. 646 00:40:56,036 --> 00:40:57,037 That sounds like... 647 00:40:59,874 --> 00:41:00,874 that. 648 00:41:02,918 --> 00:41:03,918 That is... 649 00:41:06,338 --> 00:41:07,631 that's the thing. 650 00:41:10,468 --> 00:41:12,052 I'm really, really sorry. 651 00:41:54,970 --> 00:41:57,598 I never know if I'm supposed to get fully naked. 652 00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:59,600 - Like in the gown? - Yeah. 653 00:42:00,351 --> 00:42:02,645 - Are you naked right now? - Yes. 654 00:42:02,728 --> 00:42:04,581 Dude, I don't think you're supposed to be naked. 655 00:42:04,605 --> 00:42:06,607 Hi. You're Agnes? 656 00:42:07,399 --> 00:42:09,693 - Yeah, hi. - I'm doctor Evans. 657 00:42:12,613 --> 00:42:14,114 You were sexually assaulted? 658 00:42:14,198 --> 00:42:15,198 Uh, yeah. 659 00:42:16,283 --> 00:42:17,535 Do you feel safe now? 660 00:42:17,618 --> 00:42:20,496 Sorry, before... uh, we do that, 661 00:42:20,579 --> 00:42:22,339 I just want you to know that I'm fully naked. 662 00:42:23,624 --> 00:42:25,918 - What? - Under the robe. Is that okay? 663 00:42:27,127 --> 00:42:28,127 Yeah. That's fine. 664 00:42:31,298 --> 00:42:33,133 - Do you mind? - Yeah, sure. 665 00:42:35,344 --> 00:42:37,179 So, when did this happen? 666 00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:39,348 The thing? 667 00:42:39,431 --> 00:42:40,975 - The assault. - Last night. 668 00:42:41,016 --> 00:42:42,142 Last evening. 669 00:42:42,476 --> 00:42:43,519 Yesterday evening. 670 00:42:43,602 --> 00:42:46,021 - And have you showered? - I took a bath. 671 00:42:46,105 --> 00:42:47,832 So it's usually best to go to the emergency room 672 00:42:47,856 --> 00:42:49,817 right after something like this happens. 673 00:42:50,234 --> 00:42:51,318 Oh, okay. 674 00:42:51,402 --> 00:42:53,421 I will definitely keep that in mind for the next time. 675 00:42:53,445 --> 00:42:54,506 Well, that's when we would use 676 00:42:54,530 --> 00:42:55,966 a sexual assault forensic evidence kit. 677 00:42:55,990 --> 00:42:57,700 Oh, okay. I feel like you just need to... 678 00:42:57,783 --> 00:42:59,201 tonally shift away from the tone 679 00:42:59,285 --> 00:43:00,828 you're taking right now. 680 00:43:00,911 --> 00:43:02,830 Like, we just need a tonal shift. 681 00:43:02,871 --> 00:43:05,082 Just wanna make sure he didn't give me anything, 682 00:43:05,165 --> 00:43:06,792 like, vaginally or yeah. 683 00:43:08,836 --> 00:43:11,505 Did your attacker ejaculate in you? 684 00:43:11,547 --> 00:43:14,049 Um, well, I wouldn't call him my attacker. 685 00:43:14,550 --> 00:43:16,093 It wasn't like, bah! 686 00:43:16,176 --> 00:43:17,261 But you were raped. 687 00:43:17,344 --> 00:43:18,345 - Whoa. - Yeah. 688 00:43:18,429 --> 00:43:19,513 And well put. 689 00:43:19,555 --> 00:43:21,223 I know this is hard to talk about. 690 00:43:23,559 --> 00:43:25,269 It doesn't feel that you know that. 691 00:43:25,352 --> 00:43:26,645 These questions are protocol. 692 00:43:26,687 --> 00:43:29,023 Yeah, you're asking them in a really freaky way. 693 00:43:29,106 --> 00:43:30,357 Calm down, ma'am. 694 00:43:30,399 --> 00:43:31,609 - Oh, she's calm. - I'm calm. 695 00:43:31,692 --> 00:43:33,110 You can finish your questions. 696 00:43:33,193 --> 00:43:35,279 Did he ejaculate in you? 697 00:43:35,362 --> 00:43:36,864 Horrible word. 698 00:43:36,905 --> 00:43:39,366 No, the actual him being inside me part 699 00:43:39,408 --> 00:43:40,909 wasn't that long, it was like... 700 00:43:43,370 --> 00:43:45,956 - that long. - Okay. 701 00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:49,793 So, we'll do a blood test to check you for pregnancy 702 00:43:49,877 --> 00:43:52,921 and sexually transmitted infections, 703 00:43:53,005 --> 00:43:55,799 and then we'll do a cervix culture. 704 00:43:55,883 --> 00:43:57,843 - Yum. - Excuse me? 705 00:43:58,552 --> 00:43:59,803 She said yum. 706 00:43:59,887 --> 00:44:01,567 I'll be right back, and we can get started. 707 00:44:11,649 --> 00:44:13,067 - Agnes? - Mhmm. 708 00:44:14,568 --> 00:44:16,195 He's leaving. 709 00:44:16,236 --> 00:44:17,237 Who? 710 00:44:18,697 --> 00:44:20,240 Decker's transferring. 711 00:44:21,867 --> 00:44:23,994 He got a job in New York. Upstate. 712 00:44:25,412 --> 00:44:26,747 He's leaving. 713 00:44:32,544 --> 00:44:33,921 Fuck. 714 00:44:34,713 --> 00:44:36,006 What the fuck? 715 00:44:38,509 --> 00:44:39,760 Is this good? 716 00:44:40,302 --> 00:44:41,720 No. 717 00:44:42,262 --> 00:44:43,722 Maybe. I don't know. 718 00:44:45,557 --> 00:44:47,267 Did he say anything about this? 719 00:44:48,435 --> 00:44:49,770 No. 720 00:44:52,398 --> 00:44:55,067 And yesterday his desk was, like, really cluttered. 721 00:44:55,984 --> 00:44:58,070 Like he wasn't packed or anything. 722 00:45:00,197 --> 00:45:01,240 So he's running. 723 00:45:04,535 --> 00:45:05,911 Fuck. 724 00:46:12,853 --> 00:46:14,855 - Hi, I'm... - Agnes. 725 00:46:14,938 --> 00:46:17,441 Hi, I'm Elizabeth. This is Claire. 726 00:46:17,524 --> 00:46:19,610 - Hi, Agnes. I'm Claire. - Hi. 727 00:46:19,693 --> 00:46:21,361 Do you mind coming back with us? 728 00:46:21,445 --> 00:46:22,445 Sure. 729 00:46:28,994 --> 00:46:31,371 We are so sorry to hear this happened to you. 730 00:46:31,413 --> 00:46:32,873 We are taking this 731 00:46:33,749 --> 00:46:35,167 really seriously. 732 00:46:43,425 --> 00:46:44,465 Are you gonna do anything? 733 00:46:45,385 --> 00:46:47,304 We would begin an investigation. 734 00:46:47,971 --> 00:46:49,848 But as you may have heard, 735 00:46:49,890 --> 00:46:52,392 he sent in his letter of resignation yesterday at... 736 00:46:53,727 --> 00:46:55,687 4:18 p.m. 737 00:46:55,729 --> 00:46:59,858 And you reported this today at 8:42 am. 738 00:47:01,151 --> 00:47:02,151 Okay. 739 00:47:02,194 --> 00:47:05,405 Unfortunately, he's no longer under our employ. 740 00:47:05,489 --> 00:47:08,700 So we can't take the measures that we would normally take 741 00:47:08,742 --> 00:47:11,578 such as suspending him or letting him go or... 742 00:47:12,120 --> 00:47:13,914 things of that nature. 743 00:47:13,956 --> 00:47:17,084 These things are really hard, 744 00:47:17,167 --> 00:47:20,128 and the University is unfortunately unable 745 00:47:20,212 --> 00:47:23,590 to take any kind of responsibility. 746 00:47:23,632 --> 00:47:25,300 But he was my advisor. 747 00:47:27,511 --> 00:47:29,096 Former advisor. 748 00:47:32,933 --> 00:47:34,142 You have the option 749 00:47:34,226 --> 00:47:36,770 of going to the police station and reporting this 750 00:47:36,812 --> 00:47:39,022 and issuing an arrest warrant. 751 00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:49,116 We know what you're going through. 752 00:47:50,409 --> 00:47:51,410 We are women. 753 00:47:54,621 --> 00:47:56,123 What? 754 00:48:00,335 --> 00:48:01,461 We are women. 755 00:49:00,354 --> 00:49:01,354 Hi. 756 00:49:02,272 --> 00:49:03,273 Hi. 757 00:49:05,776 --> 00:49:06,860 You're my neighbor, right? 758 00:49:06,944 --> 00:49:08,278 Yeah, I live here. 759 00:49:08,904 --> 00:49:10,238 What's your name? 760 00:49:10,322 --> 00:49:11,698 Oh, uh, Gavin. 761 00:49:11,740 --> 00:49:13,450 Gavin, nice to meet you. 762 00:49:13,533 --> 00:49:14,533 - You too. - I'm Agnes. 763 00:49:16,328 --> 00:49:17,328 Lamb of God. 764 00:49:18,497 --> 00:49:19,873 - What? - That's nothing. 765 00:49:19,915 --> 00:49:21,249 It's all good, I'm just, uh... 766 00:49:21,708 --> 00:49:22,876 Um... 767 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:24,878 What are you up to this fine evening? 768 00:49:24,962 --> 00:49:27,756 Oh, I was wondering, do you have, 769 00:49:27,839 --> 00:49:29,466 like, stuff that makes a fire? 770 00:49:29,549 --> 00:49:31,134 Oh, um... 771 00:49:33,053 --> 00:49:35,013 - Matches? - No, like a liquid. 772 00:49:35,055 --> 00:49:37,849 - Is that a thing? - Oh, yes. 773 00:49:37,891 --> 00:49:40,143 - Lighter fluid. - Yes. Do you have that? 774 00:49:40,227 --> 00:49:41,228 Yes. 775 00:49:42,562 --> 00:49:43,814 Why do you need it? 776 00:49:43,897 --> 00:49:44,898 Um, my friends and I, 777 00:49:44,982 --> 00:49:46,608 we're gonna make, like, hot dogs. 778 00:49:46,692 --> 00:49:48,068 Oh, hot dog sounds good. 779 00:49:50,153 --> 00:49:51,905 Oh, I'm sorry, we only bought two hot dogs. 780 00:49:51,989 --> 00:49:53,782 Oh, no, that's no problem, I'm... 781 00:49:53,865 --> 00:49:55,242 I have dinner plans with my mom. 782 00:49:56,410 --> 00:49:57,285 That's not true. 783 00:49:57,369 --> 00:49:59,162 I'm sorry, I just wanted to close myself off 784 00:49:59,246 --> 00:50:01,081 from the possibility of being rejected. 785 00:50:02,916 --> 00:50:04,251 That's no problem. 786 00:50:05,877 --> 00:50:07,230 - I'll get the lighter fluid. - Okay. 787 00:50:07,254 --> 00:50:08,922 Do you wanna come inside while I look? 788 00:50:09,006 --> 00:50:10,799 Uh, no, sorry. Can I wait outside? 789 00:50:10,882 --> 00:50:11,967 Yeah. Don't worry about it. 790 00:50:12,050 --> 00:50:14,052 Um, I'll be back soon. 791 00:50:26,648 --> 00:50:28,066 This should do the trick. 792 00:50:28,984 --> 00:50:30,235 Great, thanks. 793 00:50:30,277 --> 00:50:32,029 And so do I just pour this on the thing 794 00:50:32,112 --> 00:50:33,405 I want to be on fire? 795 00:50:35,032 --> 00:50:37,284 On the barbecue? 796 00:50:38,618 --> 00:50:40,871 - Yes. - Uh, yeah, 797 00:50:40,954 --> 00:50:43,290 don't put too much of it on there. 798 00:50:44,332 --> 00:50:45,292 Okay. 799 00:50:45,333 --> 00:50:47,502 Do you... do you want my help? 800 00:50:47,586 --> 00:50:48,628 No. 801 00:50:50,630 --> 00:50:51,923 Thank you... 802 00:50:51,965 --> 00:50:53,383 - Gavin. - Gavin. 803 00:50:53,467 --> 00:50:57,137 Yes. Thank you, definitely, Gavin. 804 00:50:59,306 --> 00:51:01,141 Uh, don't you live over there? 805 00:51:01,224 --> 00:51:03,685 Ha! Yup, I... yup, definitely. Oops. 806 00:51:33,965 --> 00:51:35,342 Why do you have that? 807 00:51:36,093 --> 00:51:37,344 I got it from the neighbor. 808 00:51:39,387 --> 00:51:40,722 Why? 809 00:51:40,806 --> 00:51:41,848 It's definitely not, like, 810 00:51:41,932 --> 00:51:43,308 a good or normal train of thought. 811 00:51:44,684 --> 00:51:46,520 Okay. 812 00:51:46,603 --> 00:51:49,231 I think I was gonna light Decker's office on fire. 813 00:51:54,694 --> 00:51:55,737 Okay... 814 00:51:57,906 --> 00:51:59,199 Do you still wanna do it? 815 00:52:00,909 --> 00:52:02,202 I don't know. 816 00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:07,790 I will do it. 817 00:52:09,292 --> 00:52:11,211 That's really nice. 818 00:52:13,755 --> 00:52:15,590 - But no. - No, seriously. 819 00:52:15,674 --> 00:52:18,385 If you need someone to burn his office down, 820 00:52:18,468 --> 00:52:20,053 but you don't wanna do it yourself, 821 00:52:20,137 --> 00:52:22,055 I will do it. 822 00:52:22,139 --> 00:52:24,391 No, I don't even want him to die. 823 00:52:25,559 --> 00:52:26,559 I do. 824 00:52:28,228 --> 00:52:29,604 I don't want him to die. 825 00:52:31,940 --> 00:52:33,358 Well, if you change your mind... 826 00:52:34,568 --> 00:52:35,568 Thanks. 827 00:52:38,321 --> 00:52:40,574 Maybe we could burn something smaller, 828 00:52:40,615 --> 00:52:43,743 like his hair or his pens or something. 829 00:52:44,286 --> 00:52:45,745 I'll think about that. 830 00:52:47,455 --> 00:52:48,498 Okay. 831 00:52:53,336 --> 00:52:55,797 I have to make hot dogs. 832 00:52:55,881 --> 00:52:56,882 Oh, why? 833 00:52:56,923 --> 00:52:58,860 I told the neighbor, it's like this whole big lie. 834 00:52:58,884 --> 00:53:00,302 I'm stuck in a lie. 835 00:53:01,136 --> 00:53:03,388 Okay. I will do it. 836 00:53:03,430 --> 00:53:05,432 - I'm sorry. - No, it's fine. 837 00:53:05,473 --> 00:53:08,685 I was gonna, like, kill a man, so this is much easier. 838 00:53:08,768 --> 00:53:10,437 Do we have hot dogs? 839 00:53:12,856 --> 00:53:14,232 I don't know. 840 00:54:29,057 --> 00:54:30,475 Hi. 841 00:54:37,023 --> 00:54:39,442 Okay. I'm going to get coffee. 842 00:54:43,321 --> 00:54:44,864 Do you want me to pick you up? 843 00:54:54,374 --> 00:54:56,418 Well, fuck. 844 00:54:57,168 --> 00:54:59,838 This is really nice. 845 00:55:02,048 --> 00:55:03,383 I guess um... 846 00:55:04,217 --> 00:55:06,386 Yup. I love you. 847 00:55:11,266 --> 00:55:13,143 You wanna come get coffee? 848 00:55:14,811 --> 00:55:15,811 Salmon. 849 00:55:16,896 --> 00:55:19,733 All right, you're picky, an excellent quality. 850 00:55:21,234 --> 00:55:22,485 Tuna. 851 00:55:24,571 --> 00:55:26,823 Maybe you're just smelling the can. 852 00:55:26,906 --> 00:55:27,907 There's tuna inside. 853 00:55:29,367 --> 00:55:31,453 All right, one of each. 854 00:55:48,094 --> 00:55:49,094 Hey. 855 00:55:50,347 --> 00:55:51,387 Is this all for you today? 856 00:55:51,431 --> 00:55:52,974 Yes, thank you. 857 00:55:57,771 --> 00:56:00,440 Did you bring a cat into the grocery store? 858 00:56:01,816 --> 00:56:02,942 No. 859 00:56:05,111 --> 00:56:06,071 Yes, you did. 860 00:56:06,112 --> 00:56:07,447 What did you say? 861 00:56:08,114 --> 00:56:09,449 You're lying. 862 00:56:09,949 --> 00:56:11,368 No, I'm not. 863 00:56:18,375 --> 00:56:19,626 Here's your cat food. 864 00:56:24,964 --> 00:56:26,132 We ran out of coffee. 865 00:56:26,216 --> 00:56:27,467 I got some. 866 00:56:29,928 --> 00:56:30,928 I got a cat. 867 00:56:36,101 --> 00:56:37,101 Whatever you need. 868 00:59:05,041 --> 00:59:10,755 Thank you for being here and completing your summons. 869 00:59:10,797 --> 00:59:14,217 For those of you who haven't done this 870 00:59:14,300 --> 00:59:16,010 and don't know what to expect, 871 00:59:16,970 --> 00:59:18,137 please come up 872 00:59:19,347 --> 00:59:20,890 and get a questionnaire. 873 00:59:22,100 --> 00:59:23,434 Fill it out 874 00:59:23,476 --> 00:59:26,312 and return it to us completed. 875 00:59:30,149 --> 00:59:31,859 We have little pencils 876 00:59:32,652 --> 00:59:34,654 if you need a little pencil. 877 00:59:58,845 --> 01:00:01,764 The following jurors are dismissed. 878 01:00:02,724 --> 01:00:06,519 Juror one, three, five, 879 01:00:06,603 --> 01:00:08,521 seven, eight, 880 01:00:08,563 --> 01:00:11,858 30, 32, 881 01:00:11,941 --> 01:00:14,402 39, 25, 882 01:00:14,485 --> 01:00:17,989 42, 43, 883 01:00:18,031 --> 01:00:20,617 49, 59. 884 01:00:20,700 --> 01:00:22,660 You are dismissed. 885 01:00:23,244 --> 01:00:24,244 Thank you. 886 01:00:24,287 --> 01:00:25,287 You can go. 887 01:00:27,081 --> 01:00:28,625 And do you think, Mrs. Fuller, 888 01:00:28,708 --> 01:00:30,126 based on that definition, 889 01:00:30,209 --> 01:00:32,879 you understand the meaning of beyond a reasonable doubt? 890 01:00:33,296 --> 01:00:34,296 Yes. 891 01:00:34,339 --> 01:00:36,299 That to be convinced beyond a shadow of a doubt, 892 01:00:36,382 --> 01:00:37,175 you must have been there 893 01:00:37,216 --> 01:00:38,885 and seen the crime with your own eyes? 894 01:00:38,968 --> 01:00:40,678 Yes. I understand. 895 01:00:40,720 --> 01:00:42,055 And do the rest of you feel 896 01:00:42,096 --> 01:00:44,724 you can apply that idea, beyond a reasonable doubt, 897 01:00:44,807 --> 01:00:46,059 - to this case? - Mhmm. 898 01:00:46,142 --> 01:00:47,852 How many of you have children? 899 01:00:49,395 --> 01:00:51,230 Uh, Mr. Woguard. 900 01:00:51,272 --> 01:00:52,190 You have a child? 901 01:00:52,231 --> 01:00:54,942 Uh, yes. Soph just turned four. 902 01:00:55,026 --> 01:00:56,903 Say you and your daughter were at the park 903 01:00:56,944 --> 01:00:58,088 and she's playing on the monkey bars. 904 01:00:58,112 --> 01:01:00,073 And you turned your back for a few minutes, 905 01:01:00,114 --> 01:01:02,700 and then she runs over to you with a broken arm. 906 01:01:03,409 --> 01:01:04,744 What would you think happened? 907 01:01:04,827 --> 01:01:06,162 She fell off the monkey bars 908 01:01:06,245 --> 01:01:06,954 and broke her arm. 909 01:01:07,038 --> 01:01:08,456 Yes, so that's an example 910 01:01:08,539 --> 01:01:10,500 of circumstantial evidence. 911 01:01:10,583 --> 01:01:11,894 That's what you can reasonably infer 912 01:01:11,918 --> 01:01:13,920 based on the facts that you have. 913 01:01:14,003 --> 01:01:15,880 Does this make sense, Mr. Woguard? 914 01:01:16,339 --> 01:01:17,256 Yes. 915 01:01:17,298 --> 01:01:20,051 And if instead another child ran over to you 916 01:01:20,093 --> 01:01:23,596 and told you he saw her fall off the monkey bars, 917 01:01:23,638 --> 01:01:25,390 that's direct testimony 918 01:01:25,431 --> 01:01:27,600 because someone witnessed it. 919 01:01:27,642 --> 01:01:29,811 Does everybody understand that difference, 920 01:01:29,894 --> 01:01:31,771 between circumstantial evidence 921 01:01:31,813 --> 01:01:33,439 and direct testimony? 922 01:01:33,481 --> 01:01:34,816 Mhmm. 923 01:01:34,899 --> 01:01:36,442 Without direct testimony, 924 01:01:36,526 --> 01:01:38,486 we cannot be positively certain 925 01:01:38,569 --> 01:01:40,238 a crime has been committed. 926 01:01:40,279 --> 01:01:41,739 As the prosecution, 927 01:01:41,781 --> 01:01:43,616 I must prove the defendant's guilt 928 01:01:43,658 --> 01:01:45,284 beyond a reasonable doubt. 929 01:01:45,326 --> 01:01:48,705 Meaning, that there is no other reasonable explanation 930 01:01:48,788 --> 01:01:50,873 that can come from evidence presented. 931 01:01:50,957 --> 01:01:53,376 If any of you have been victims of a crime, 932 01:01:53,459 --> 01:01:54,961 please raise your hand. 933 01:01:56,170 --> 01:01:58,965 Uh, Mr. Faber, what was the crime? 934 01:01:59,006 --> 01:02:01,092 Uh, I was robbed. At gunpoint. 935 01:02:01,134 --> 01:02:02,677 Do you have any reason to believe 936 01:02:02,760 --> 01:02:04,113 that experience would make you unable to serve 937 01:02:04,137 --> 01:02:06,514 as an impartial juror on this trial? 938 01:02:06,597 --> 01:02:07,932 No. 939 01:02:09,642 --> 01:02:10,977 Miss Ward. 940 01:02:12,311 --> 01:02:13,271 What? 941 01:02:13,312 --> 01:02:15,440 When I asked who has been a victim of a crime, 942 01:02:15,481 --> 01:02:16,274 did you raise your hand? 943 01:02:16,315 --> 01:02:19,068 No, I realized I shouldn't share it. 944 01:02:19,152 --> 01:02:20,528 So... 945 01:02:20,611 --> 01:02:22,321 You're unable to share the crime? 946 01:02:23,614 --> 01:02:25,074 Um... 947 01:02:25,825 --> 01:02:27,827 It is frankly my worst nightmare 948 01:02:27,910 --> 01:02:29,221 to have to tell this whole room of strangers 949 01:02:29,245 --> 01:02:30,955 about the thing that happened to me. 950 01:02:31,539 --> 01:02:32,915 So... 951 01:02:32,999 --> 01:02:36,085 that is the reasoning as to why I did not decide 952 01:02:36,169 --> 01:02:38,463 to continue having my hand raised. 953 01:02:38,504 --> 01:02:39,504 Thank you. 954 01:02:41,340 --> 01:02:44,177 Do you think the crime would make you unable to serve 955 01:02:44,218 --> 01:02:46,846 as an impartial juror on this case? 956 01:02:46,888 --> 01:02:48,139 That is a good question, 957 01:02:48,181 --> 01:02:50,224 and one I've been thinking about. 958 01:02:52,018 --> 01:02:54,562 Have you come to any conclusions? 959 01:02:54,645 --> 01:02:55,873 You know, I think I would be better 960 01:02:55,897 --> 01:02:58,483 not being on the jury 961 01:02:58,524 --> 01:02:59,609 and instead would do better 962 01:02:59,692 --> 01:03:01,319 fulfilling a different civic role. 963 01:03:01,360 --> 01:03:04,781 And what kind of civic role do you have in mind? 964 01:03:04,864 --> 01:03:06,449 So, thank you for asking. 965 01:03:06,532 --> 01:03:08,367 I am actually a professor, 966 01:03:09,744 --> 01:03:12,622 part-time, hopefully soon full-time, 967 01:03:12,705 --> 01:03:14,540 which, teaching is important work. 968 01:03:14,582 --> 01:03:16,876 I think teaching is important. 969 01:03:16,959 --> 01:03:20,379 Some would say that a teacher makes an ideal juror. 970 01:03:20,880 --> 01:03:22,256 Absolutely not, no. 971 01:03:23,132 --> 01:03:25,176 On your questionnaire, you wrote... 972 01:03:25,218 --> 01:03:26,302 Oh, no, no. 973 01:03:26,385 --> 01:03:28,971 I did not know that we would be reading those aloud, so. 974 01:03:29,055 --> 01:03:31,140 "How would your friends describe you?" 975 01:03:31,224 --> 01:03:31,933 "Smart." 976 01:03:32,016 --> 01:03:34,018 Crossed out, then the word "tall." 977 01:03:37,522 --> 01:03:39,774 If the crime you were a victim of makes you biased, 978 01:03:39,857 --> 01:03:41,150 we will dismiss you. 979 01:03:43,903 --> 01:03:45,363 Can I get in trouble for telling you? 980 01:03:45,404 --> 01:03:47,740 Why would you get in trouble if you were the victim? 981 01:03:47,782 --> 01:03:48,991 I don't know. 982 01:03:49,075 --> 01:03:51,410 The law makes no sense in my opinion. 983 01:03:57,250 --> 01:03:58,250 I... 984 01:04:01,420 --> 01:04:04,757 I haven't said it out loud actually before. 985 01:04:04,799 --> 01:04:06,092 Well, that's okay. 986 01:04:06,676 --> 01:04:08,094 Did you go to the police? 987 01:04:09,345 --> 01:04:10,513 No. 988 01:04:10,596 --> 01:04:11,889 All I had was a button, 989 01:04:12,932 --> 01:04:14,392 and I don't want him to go to jail. 990 01:04:15,893 --> 01:04:17,186 Why is that? 991 01:04:19,605 --> 01:04:20,898 He has a kid. 992 01:04:27,154 --> 01:04:29,949 I want him to stop being someone who does that. 993 01:04:31,784 --> 01:04:33,119 And if he went to jail, 994 01:04:33,160 --> 01:04:35,371 he'd just be someone who does that, who's now in jail. 995 01:04:43,337 --> 01:04:46,340 Your honor, may I approach the bench? 996 01:04:53,848 --> 01:04:55,474 Agnes Ward, you are excused. 997 01:04:59,270 --> 01:05:00,771 I'm sorry. 998 01:05:00,813 --> 01:05:02,982 Clerk, you may call the next juror. 999 01:05:05,526 --> 01:05:07,987 Okay. We'll now call up... 1000 01:05:10,781 --> 01:05:12,992 Rex Haberman. 1001 01:05:14,619 --> 01:05:15,995 Rex? 1002 01:05:21,834 --> 01:05:23,002 Oh, my God. 1003 01:06:10,549 --> 01:06:11,549 Did you have a good time? 1004 01:06:12,635 --> 01:06:13,844 What? 1005 01:06:13,886 --> 01:06:15,554 Did you like the sex we just had? 1006 01:06:16,597 --> 01:06:17,597 Mhmm. 1007 01:06:19,600 --> 01:06:20,600 Okay. 1008 01:06:21,352 --> 01:06:22,352 Good. 1009 01:06:24,689 --> 01:06:26,023 Thank you. 1010 01:06:26,524 --> 01:06:27,525 Thank you. 1011 01:06:47,586 --> 01:06:52,174 Agnes, we've gotten incredibly positive feedback 1012 01:06:52,258 --> 01:06:53,978 from the students in your discussion section 1013 01:06:54,051 --> 01:06:55,594 about your part-time contribution 1014 01:06:55,636 --> 01:06:57,263 to this university. 1015 01:06:57,346 --> 01:07:00,516 From current faculty, former faculty, 1016 01:07:00,599 --> 01:07:03,102 it's just all glowing. 1017 01:07:03,644 --> 01:07:05,730 - Former faculty? - Yes. 1018 01:07:05,771 --> 01:07:08,441 You've been called, let's see, 1019 01:07:09,483 --> 01:07:10,484 helpful, 1020 01:07:10,943 --> 01:07:12,236 supportive, 1021 01:07:13,529 --> 01:07:15,281 extraordinary. 1022 01:07:15,322 --> 01:07:17,259 We know there's been talk about the open spot here 1023 01:07:17,283 --> 01:07:19,410 since Preston left, we haven't... 1024 01:07:19,452 --> 01:07:22,413 well, we wanted to find the right fit for the program. 1025 01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:26,292 And we are thrilled to finally offer you 1026 01:07:26,333 --> 01:07:29,295 a full-time teaching position here at Fairport. 1027 01:07:29,754 --> 01:07:30,755 Really? 1028 01:07:30,796 --> 01:07:32,131 Yes, yes. 1029 01:07:32,173 --> 01:07:34,508 The department voted unanimously. 1030 01:07:35,009 --> 01:07:37,386 Wow. I accept. 1031 01:07:38,471 --> 01:07:39,388 Terrific. 1032 01:07:39,472 --> 01:07:41,307 You'll teach our introductory course, 1033 01:07:41,348 --> 01:07:43,017 "The Twentieth Century Novel," 1034 01:07:43,100 --> 01:07:45,269 which you've led a few times, 1035 01:07:45,311 --> 01:07:47,855 and you'll also create your own elective. 1036 01:07:47,938 --> 01:07:49,482 We would love for you to consider 1037 01:07:49,565 --> 01:07:52,109 teaching a class on the art of the short story 1038 01:07:52,151 --> 01:07:53,402 since we all read your thesis 1039 01:07:53,486 --> 01:07:55,404 and frankly found that fascinating. 1040 01:07:57,323 --> 01:07:58,407 Okay. 1041 01:07:58,491 --> 01:08:00,010 Or if there's another course you'd rather teach, though. 1042 01:08:00,034 --> 01:08:01,202 No, no, it's just I... 1043 01:08:01,285 --> 01:08:02,828 I haven't looked at my thesis 1044 01:08:02,912 --> 01:08:04,830 since I published it, but I will. 1045 01:08:04,914 --> 01:08:06,290 I can... I can look through it, 1046 01:08:06,332 --> 01:08:08,793 and I will create a syllabus for you to look at. 1047 01:08:08,834 --> 01:08:09,877 Wonderful. 1048 01:08:09,960 --> 01:08:11,545 We're thrilled to have you. 1049 01:08:14,965 --> 01:08:16,550 Thank you. 1050 01:08:20,513 --> 01:08:22,515 Agnes, I have to tell you something. 1051 01:08:23,057 --> 01:08:26,060 I am in love. 1052 01:08:26,143 --> 01:08:28,229 - What? - Yeah! 1053 01:08:28,312 --> 01:08:31,857 And like, super, super gay. 1054 01:08:31,899 --> 01:08:33,024 Like, gayer than we thought. 1055 01:08:33,067 --> 01:08:34,359 Oh, wow. 1056 01:08:34,443 --> 01:08:35,986 Oh, my God. With that person? 1057 01:08:36,028 --> 01:08:37,321 - Yeah. Fran. - Okay. 1058 01:08:37,363 --> 01:08:38,948 - Yeah. - Wow. 1059 01:08:39,031 --> 01:08:41,450 Wow. Okay, are you so happy 1060 01:08:41,533 --> 01:08:44,370 - being gay and in love? - Oh, I'm like really, 1061 01:08:44,453 --> 01:08:46,705 really happy being gay and in love. 1062 01:08:48,165 --> 01:08:49,500 Oh, my God, you have to meet them! 1063 01:08:49,542 --> 01:08:52,169 Yeah, I totally do. I do. 1064 01:08:52,877 --> 01:08:53,921 You... Oh, Lydie, 1065 01:08:54,004 --> 01:08:56,090 you deserve to be in love 1066 01:08:56,173 --> 01:08:57,550 all the time forever. 1067 01:08:58,216 --> 01:08:59,593 Thank you, babe. 1068 01:08:59,676 --> 01:09:02,888 Well, well... so I got the job. 1069 01:09:02,930 --> 01:09:04,055 What? 1070 01:09:04,140 --> 01:09:05,599 I got the full-time position. 1071 01:09:05,683 --> 01:09:06,809 Oh, my God! 1072 01:09:06,892 --> 01:09:08,227 What? Agnes! 1073 01:09:08,310 --> 01:09:09,310 Yeah, well, it's, it's... 1074 01:09:09,395 --> 01:09:10,979 not as good as being in love. 1075 01:09:11,063 --> 01:09:12,689 Yes it is. This is amazing. 1076 01:09:12,731 --> 01:09:13,732 This is great. 1077 01:09:14,483 --> 01:09:15,192 Agnes. 1078 01:09:15,234 --> 01:09:16,652 Yeah, no, it's good. 1079 01:09:18,319 --> 01:09:21,240 You really, really earned this, Agnes. 1080 01:09:29,206 --> 01:09:31,332 And here is your office. 1081 01:09:32,167 --> 01:09:34,295 Let me know if you need anything, 1082 01:09:34,377 --> 01:09:36,212 if a light bulb goes out, anything like that. 1083 01:09:36,255 --> 01:09:37,756 - Thanks, Sophie. - Mm. 1084 01:10:09,288 --> 01:10:11,290 "And it struck me, 1085 01:10:11,373 --> 01:10:14,460 as my automaton knees went up and down 1086 01:10:14,501 --> 01:10:16,295 that I simply did not know a thing 1087 01:10:16,378 --> 01:10:18,380 about my darling's mind 1088 01:10:18,464 --> 01:10:20,549 and that quite possibly 1089 01:10:20,633 --> 01:10:24,303 behind the awful, juvenile cliches... 1090 01:10:24,970 --> 01:10:26,138 there was in her 1091 01:10:26,180 --> 01:10:28,974 a garden and a twilight 1092 01:10:29,016 --> 01:10:31,227 and a palace gate, 1093 01:10:31,310 --> 01:10:34,313 dim and adorable regions which happened to be 1094 01:10:34,355 --> 01:10:36,315 lucidly and absolutely forbidden..." 1095 01:10:36,398 --> 01:10:38,525 - Professor Ward. - Yes. 1096 01:10:38,609 --> 01:10:40,819 I'm sorry, but I personally found this book 1097 01:10:40,903 --> 01:10:42,529 really disgusting. 1098 01:10:43,239 --> 01:10:44,490 Well, Jeremy, 1099 01:10:44,531 --> 01:10:46,492 there's a world in which that's a relief to hear. 1100 01:10:47,409 --> 01:10:49,954 How did you find the writing itself? 1101 01:10:49,995 --> 01:10:51,195 Well, that's the thing is I... 1102 01:10:51,247 --> 01:10:53,999 I felt pissed off because I... 1103 01:10:54,083 --> 01:10:55,352 really hated the stuff happening 1104 01:10:55,376 --> 01:10:57,628 but I really liked the sort of stuff he was saying. 1105 01:10:58,420 --> 01:11:00,506 - So I was pissed. - Mmm, okay. 1106 01:11:00,547 --> 01:11:02,341 Was anyone else feeling that way 1107 01:11:02,383 --> 01:11:03,926 caught between the form, 1108 01:11:04,009 --> 01:11:05,344 the presentation itself, 1109 01:11:05,386 --> 01:11:07,388 and the content of that presentation? 1110 01:11:07,471 --> 01:11:11,517 Uh, professor... that lady is back 1111 01:11:12,518 --> 01:11:15,521 looking through the little window thing. 1112 01:11:21,026 --> 01:11:22,987 She is persistent. 1113 01:11:23,028 --> 01:11:25,155 Much like Humbert's desire 1114 01:11:25,197 --> 01:11:27,366 to freeze Lolita in time. 1115 01:11:28,325 --> 01:11:31,370 - Nice. - Okay. Let's read. 1116 01:11:31,412 --> 01:11:36,166 "For I often noticed that living as we did, 1117 01:11:36,208 --> 01:11:39,461 she and I, in a world of total evil..." 1118 01:11:50,306 --> 01:11:52,391 - So... - Hi. 1119 01:11:53,350 --> 01:11:54,685 Lydie got engaged. 1120 01:11:55,269 --> 01:11:56,895 Yeah. 1121 01:11:56,979 --> 01:11:58,063 When's the wedding? 1122 01:11:58,105 --> 01:12:00,149 It's in the summer. 1123 01:12:00,232 --> 01:12:02,526 - Do you like Fran? - Oh, yeah. Fran is nice. 1124 01:12:02,568 --> 01:12:04,695 Reserved, kind of. Really tall. 1125 01:12:11,910 --> 01:12:12,870 What's happening? 1126 01:12:12,911 --> 01:12:13,911 So you got the job. 1127 01:12:16,707 --> 01:12:17,833 Yes. 1128 01:12:20,169 --> 01:12:21,670 I wanted the job. 1129 01:12:22,838 --> 01:12:24,381 Okay. 1130 01:12:24,423 --> 01:12:26,633 - Do you feel bad at all? - Yes. 1131 01:12:26,717 --> 01:12:29,720 But, for other reasons, not because of this. 1132 01:12:29,762 --> 01:12:31,138 Okay, well, um... 1133 01:12:31,221 --> 01:12:32,532 just because things come easy to you 1134 01:12:32,556 --> 01:12:34,075 doesn't mean that you get to take things from people 1135 01:12:34,099 --> 01:12:35,299 who things don't come easy to. 1136 01:12:35,351 --> 01:12:36,494 Things don't come easy to me. 1137 01:12:36,518 --> 01:12:38,645 Yes they do. Everyone likes you. 1138 01:12:38,729 --> 01:12:40,397 - You're smart, you're hot. - Thank you. 1139 01:12:40,439 --> 01:12:41,607 Ew, not like that. 1140 01:12:41,648 --> 01:12:43,359 Logan likes you, Devin likes you. 1141 01:12:43,442 --> 01:12:44,735 Lydie likes you. 1142 01:12:45,194 --> 01:12:46,487 Decker likes you. 1143 01:12:50,199 --> 01:12:51,575 Well, you don't like me. 1144 01:13:00,793 --> 01:13:01,793 That's true. 1145 01:13:03,170 --> 01:13:04,505 That's true. 1146 01:13:10,636 --> 01:13:12,012 You know, when I think about it, 1147 01:13:14,223 --> 01:13:15,766 I think Decker actually hated me. 1148 01:13:16,392 --> 01:13:17,518 You were his chosen one. 1149 01:13:17,601 --> 01:13:18,953 That's a completely insane thing to say. 1150 01:13:18,977 --> 01:13:19,812 No. 1151 01:13:19,895 --> 01:13:21,855 Because when you like someone or, like, 1152 01:13:23,315 --> 01:13:24,733 when you respect someone, 1153 01:13:27,403 --> 01:13:28,904 there are some ways people treat you 1154 01:13:29,488 --> 01:13:31,073 that are one way. 1155 01:13:31,156 --> 01:13:32,741 Respectful, and like, 1156 01:13:32,825 --> 01:13:36,328 you're a person who lives and breathes 1157 01:13:36,412 --> 01:13:37,996 and thinks for themself. 1158 01:13:40,707 --> 01:13:43,961 And then some ways people treat you are not that way, 1159 01:13:44,002 --> 01:13:45,002 and they're bad. 1160 01:13:50,926 --> 01:13:53,303 All right. Well, um, I fucked him... 1161 01:13:53,345 --> 01:13:54,847 and, uh, he didn't even take the time 1162 01:13:54,930 --> 01:13:57,683 to give me in-person notes on my thesis. So... 1163 01:13:59,393 --> 01:14:00,769 You fucked him? 1164 01:14:01,270 --> 01:14:02,563 Yeah. 1165 01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:05,858 Did you want that? 1166 01:14:05,941 --> 01:14:06,984 Want what? 1167 01:14:11,405 --> 01:14:12,406 Was it on purpose? 1168 01:14:12,489 --> 01:14:13,866 Yes, it was on purpose. 1169 01:14:15,534 --> 01:14:17,327 We had, like, five minute sex. 1170 01:14:17,369 --> 01:14:19,121 It was just okay. I've had better. 1171 01:14:54,406 --> 01:14:56,617 We're closed. You can't park here. 1172 01:14:58,452 --> 01:15:00,662 Oh, shit. Oh, shit. 1173 01:15:00,746 --> 01:15:03,040 Look, I'm sorry I yelled at you. 1174 01:15:04,416 --> 01:15:07,002 My kid, Hank, gets these breathing attacks too, 1175 01:15:07,085 --> 01:15:08,085 real bad sometimes. 1176 01:15:09,087 --> 01:15:10,881 I know you're scared, 1177 01:15:10,923 --> 01:15:13,133 but you're off the road, you're in your car, 1178 01:15:14,009 --> 01:15:15,093 and you're okay. 1179 01:15:16,553 --> 01:15:18,193 I'm gonna breathe and you breathe with me. 1180 01:15:18,263 --> 01:15:19,431 Okay? You just follow. 1181 01:15:19,515 --> 01:15:21,016 All right? You ready? In... 1182 01:15:22,643 --> 01:15:26,772 Out... two, three, four, five. 1183 01:15:26,855 --> 01:15:28,023 In... 1184 01:15:29,775 --> 01:15:33,320 Out... two, three, four, five. 1185 01:15:33,403 --> 01:15:34,655 In... 1186 01:15:35,656 --> 01:15:40,118 Out... two, three, four, five. 1187 01:15:40,202 --> 01:15:42,120 In... two, three. 1188 01:15:43,205 --> 01:15:44,331 Out... 1189 01:15:44,414 --> 01:15:47,626 Two, three, four, five. 1190 01:15:49,378 --> 01:15:50,504 I gotta be honest, 1191 01:15:50,587 --> 01:15:51,606 I don't really breathe like that, 1192 01:15:51,630 --> 01:15:52,839 but it feels good. 1193 01:15:53,632 --> 01:15:54,925 You doing okay? 1194 01:15:55,551 --> 01:15:56,802 Good for you. 1195 01:15:58,387 --> 01:15:59,763 You want a sandwich? 1196 01:16:08,605 --> 01:16:11,692 I wanted to put tables out here 1197 01:16:11,775 --> 01:16:13,777 so, people, you know, wouldn't sit on the ground. 1198 01:16:15,153 --> 01:16:16,153 It's a good sandwich. 1199 01:16:17,406 --> 01:16:18,550 You shouldn't eat a good sandwich 1200 01:16:18,574 --> 01:16:19,491 while you're sitting on the ground 1201 01:16:19,575 --> 01:16:20,867 where the pigeons shit. 1202 01:16:21,326 --> 01:16:22,452 Whatever. 1203 01:16:22,494 --> 01:16:24,663 But they said, you share a... 1204 01:16:24,746 --> 01:16:26,498 a parking lot with the guys at the dump. 1205 01:16:26,582 --> 01:16:28,584 So you gotta ask the guys at the dump. 1206 01:16:28,667 --> 01:16:31,378 No fucking way I'm asking the guys at the dump! 1207 01:16:34,339 --> 01:16:35,799 Fucking assholes. 1208 01:16:37,342 --> 01:16:38,844 This is good. 1209 01:16:38,885 --> 01:16:40,679 Yeah, of course it's good. 1210 01:16:41,847 --> 01:16:43,265 You don't have a sandwich shop, 1211 01:16:43,348 --> 01:16:44,683 you don't make a good sandwich. 1212 01:16:46,310 --> 01:16:47,311 Spicy. 1213 01:16:47,352 --> 01:16:49,688 Calabrian chili, very expensive. 1214 01:16:52,065 --> 01:16:53,108 Agnes. 1215 01:16:54,151 --> 01:16:55,151 Huh? 1216 01:16:55,611 --> 01:16:57,779 - Agnes? - Yeah. 1217 01:16:58,530 --> 01:17:01,491 - Ugh. - Whoa, 1218 01:17:01,533 --> 01:17:03,368 you sound like the mean guys from the dump. 1219 01:17:03,452 --> 01:17:05,954 Hey! I res... I resent that. 1220 01:17:06,038 --> 01:17:08,915 Those guys are assholes. I'm honest, not an asshole. 1221 01:17:11,543 --> 01:17:12,836 You have a son? 1222 01:17:13,545 --> 01:17:14,796 He's an asshole. 1223 01:17:16,006 --> 01:17:17,049 Hank. 1224 01:17:18,425 --> 01:17:20,677 - Hank is... - Ugh... 1225 01:17:20,719 --> 01:17:22,638 You don't have to tell me. 1226 01:17:22,721 --> 01:17:24,765 Sounds too much like the word honk. 1227 01:17:25,682 --> 01:17:27,893 - You have kids? - No. 1228 01:17:30,062 --> 01:17:31,188 Want some? 1229 01:17:31,229 --> 01:17:34,941 Uh... Well, I can't really imagine myself old. 1230 01:17:35,942 --> 01:17:38,070 You think I imagined myself like this? 1231 01:17:39,488 --> 01:17:41,448 No, believe it or not, 1232 01:17:41,531 --> 01:17:42,741 I did not think I would end up 1233 01:17:42,783 --> 01:17:44,951 looking like a yam with a mouth on it. 1234 01:17:47,204 --> 01:17:48,205 But here we are. 1235 01:17:49,539 --> 01:17:50,832 It'll happen to you. 1236 01:17:52,542 --> 01:17:53,960 You won't know what hit you. 1237 01:17:59,049 --> 01:18:01,468 Something pretty bad happened to me, 1238 01:18:01,551 --> 01:18:03,762 so that's probably why I'm acting weird. 1239 01:18:05,514 --> 01:18:06,890 How bad? 1240 01:18:07,432 --> 01:18:09,184 Um... 1241 01:18:09,267 --> 01:18:10,769 I guess really bad. 1242 01:18:11,645 --> 01:18:13,814 You don't know it's bad? 1243 01:18:15,774 --> 01:18:18,193 No, I know it's bad. 1244 01:18:20,070 --> 01:18:23,281 But mainly because whenever I tell anyone about it, 1245 01:18:23,782 --> 01:18:26,159 they look really scared for me. 1246 01:18:26,243 --> 01:18:29,037 Except for my friend, but she moved away. 1247 01:18:30,414 --> 01:18:33,166 And then sometimes I feel bad when I think about it, 1248 01:18:34,126 --> 01:18:35,168 because... 1249 01:18:36,545 --> 01:18:38,130 I remember moments of it, 1250 01:18:39,756 --> 01:18:43,802 and I can feel in my body 1251 01:18:44,845 --> 01:18:46,304 that it was really bad. 1252 01:18:48,974 --> 01:18:50,576 But then sometimes I don't think about it, 1253 01:18:50,600 --> 01:18:51,852 which is weird. 1254 01:18:54,146 --> 01:18:56,314 And I feel guilty when I don't think about it. 1255 01:18:59,568 --> 01:19:00,652 Did it just happen? 1256 01:19:00,736 --> 01:19:02,336 Is that why you were huffing and puffing? 1257 01:19:02,779 --> 01:19:05,699 No, it was three... 1258 01:19:05,782 --> 01:19:08,618 a little over three years ago. 1259 01:19:08,660 --> 01:19:10,370 Well, that's not that much time. 1260 01:19:10,829 --> 01:19:12,456 I mean, it's a lot of time, 1261 01:19:12,497 --> 01:19:15,208 but it's not that much time, too. 1262 01:19:17,127 --> 01:19:18,128 Yeah. 1263 01:19:22,299 --> 01:19:23,341 Are you... 1264 01:19:25,427 --> 01:19:26,970 okay in your house? 1265 01:19:28,638 --> 01:19:29,931 I have a cat. 1266 01:19:31,183 --> 01:19:32,184 Okay. 1267 01:19:47,908 --> 01:19:50,368 Olga, what the fuck? 1268 01:19:52,329 --> 01:19:53,371 Olga, go to bed. 1269 01:19:54,706 --> 01:19:57,209 Ugh, Olga, did you shit in my bed? 1270 01:20:01,880 --> 01:20:05,050 Oh! Olga, what the fuck? 1271 01:20:06,218 --> 01:20:07,511 Oh, my God. 1272 01:20:07,552 --> 01:20:08,613 Oh, if you wanted to kill it, 1273 01:20:08,637 --> 01:20:10,096 you should have just killed it! 1274 01:20:11,264 --> 01:20:13,725 Okay. I'm coming back. I'm coming back. 1275 01:20:13,809 --> 01:20:16,102 It'll be over soon. Okay. Okay. 1276 01:20:16,186 --> 01:20:18,396 Okay. What do I need? What am I looking for? 1277 01:20:22,818 --> 01:20:24,694 Oh! A bag, a bag! I got a bag! 1278 01:20:24,736 --> 01:20:26,196 I'm coming back! 1279 01:20:30,033 --> 01:20:32,410 I'm back, I'm back, I'm so sorry. 1280 01:20:32,452 --> 01:20:33,203 Are you okay? 1281 01:20:33,245 --> 01:20:35,288 No, no you're not, you're dying. 1282 01:20:37,541 --> 01:20:38,917 Get in the bag. 1283 01:20:39,000 --> 01:20:41,002 Just go in the bag. 1284 01:20:42,462 --> 01:20:43,922 I'm sorry. 1285 01:20:56,726 --> 01:20:58,854 I'm so sorry. 1286 01:21:03,733 --> 01:21:05,360 Oh, God. 1287 01:21:20,625 --> 01:21:22,127 Gavin! 1288 01:21:23,628 --> 01:21:25,130 Gavin! 1289 01:21:26,423 --> 01:21:27,048 Gavin! 1290 01:21:27,132 --> 01:21:29,134 Agnes, are you okay? 1291 01:21:30,677 --> 01:21:32,387 Agnes? What... 1292 01:21:33,889 --> 01:21:35,140 Are you okay? 1293 01:21:37,475 --> 01:21:38,977 Will you come fuck me? 1294 01:21:40,312 --> 01:21:41,605 Yes. 1295 01:21:41,646 --> 01:21:43,148 Wait, wait. I need shoes. 1296 01:21:46,651 --> 01:21:48,528 I um... I do need shoes. 1297 01:21:49,863 --> 01:21:51,156 One second. 1298 01:23:10,610 --> 01:23:11,736 Oh, hey. 1299 01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:12,821 Can I pee? 1300 01:23:12,904 --> 01:23:14,239 Oh, yeah. Definitely. 1301 01:23:40,015 --> 01:23:41,558 Can I get in? 1302 01:23:42,726 --> 01:23:43,727 Oh, in the bath? 1303 01:23:43,768 --> 01:23:45,103 Yeah. 1304 01:23:45,979 --> 01:23:47,439 Uh, sure. 1305 01:23:55,947 --> 01:23:57,824 I'm just gonna turn around here. 1306 01:23:57,907 --> 01:23:59,242 Don't mind me. 1307 01:23:59,951 --> 01:24:01,161 You don't have to hide it. 1308 01:24:02,620 --> 01:24:04,581 It's small right now. 1309 01:24:05,957 --> 01:24:07,292 Men are so weird. 1310 01:24:08,793 --> 01:24:10,128 Thank you. 1311 01:24:17,886 --> 01:24:19,387 Oh, that's nice. 1312 01:24:20,764 --> 01:24:21,931 It's a good temperature. 1313 01:24:21,973 --> 01:24:23,308 Thank you. 1314 01:24:27,437 --> 01:24:29,314 I'm embarrassed that I was hiding my dick. 1315 01:24:30,815 --> 01:24:32,108 That's okay. 1316 01:24:32,150 --> 01:24:34,152 I put my hair over my boobs. 1317 01:24:35,403 --> 01:24:36,488 So true. 1318 01:24:44,329 --> 01:24:45,705 I'm sorry the bathtub is so small. 1319 01:24:46,956 --> 01:24:48,666 This bathtub? 1320 01:24:48,708 --> 01:24:50,418 No, it's good. 1321 01:24:54,005 --> 01:24:55,590 What if I sat behind you? 1322 01:24:57,175 --> 01:24:59,177 - Why? - So, uh... 1323 01:24:59,219 --> 01:25:00,678 it could be like a hug. 1324 01:25:04,390 --> 01:25:05,642 Okay. 1325 01:25:05,683 --> 01:25:07,268 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1326 01:25:10,355 --> 01:25:12,357 Oh, wait. Can I look at it? 1327 01:25:13,650 --> 01:25:14,650 At my dick? 1328 01:25:15,527 --> 01:25:16,528 Yeah. 1329 01:25:25,578 --> 01:25:27,205 Hmm... 1330 01:25:27,288 --> 01:25:29,499 I've never seen one that soft. 1331 01:25:29,541 --> 01:25:31,709 Okay, I think that just gave me nightmares 1332 01:25:31,793 --> 01:25:32,836 for the next decade. 1333 01:25:32,877 --> 01:25:35,713 No, I mean, you just never get to see them like that. 1334 01:25:38,883 --> 01:25:40,218 They're better like this. 1335 01:25:43,429 --> 01:25:44,429 Hmm... 1336 01:25:49,853 --> 01:25:50,853 Okay, I'm done. 1337 01:26:02,740 --> 01:26:04,200 Mm. 1338 01:26:07,078 --> 01:26:08,329 Mm. 1339 01:26:13,334 --> 01:26:15,753 Do you think you want the stuff that everyone has? 1340 01:26:17,088 --> 01:26:18,381 What do you mean? 1341 01:26:19,090 --> 01:26:20,967 Like, uh, 1342 01:26:21,050 --> 01:26:22,635 family or whatever. I don't know. 1343 01:26:25,305 --> 01:26:26,681 Do you want that stuff? 1344 01:26:27,599 --> 01:26:28,725 With you? 1345 01:26:28,766 --> 01:26:30,059 No. 1346 01:26:30,602 --> 01:26:32,562 No, I mean, it was your question. 1347 01:26:33,771 --> 01:26:35,356 Yeah. I want that stuff. 1348 01:26:36,774 --> 01:26:37,775 Nice. 1349 01:26:38,943 --> 01:26:40,361 Do you? 1350 01:26:41,654 --> 01:26:42,697 Well... 1351 01:26:44,490 --> 01:26:47,285 You know, probably just to keep Lydie closer... 1352 01:26:48,953 --> 01:26:51,414 but I don't see it. 1353 01:26:53,666 --> 01:26:54,792 See it where? 1354 01:26:54,876 --> 01:26:56,294 Like, in my head. 1355 01:26:57,712 --> 01:27:01,299 I don't see myself getting older or having kids. 1356 01:27:02,884 --> 01:27:04,260 I don't see myself. 1357 01:27:06,304 --> 01:27:08,306 I think you'd be a great mom. 1358 01:27:10,475 --> 01:27:11,559 Why? 1359 01:27:12,852 --> 01:27:13,852 You're very nice. 1360 01:27:17,732 --> 01:27:18,983 I'm not that nice. 1361 01:27:24,155 --> 01:27:25,823 People always say they don't want a kid, 1362 01:27:26,950 --> 01:27:28,660 but then things change. 1363 01:27:30,828 --> 01:27:32,330 What we want and stuff... 1364 01:27:33,039 --> 01:27:34,457 I think it changes. 1365 01:27:43,132 --> 01:27:44,592 It's too cold. 1366 01:27:47,262 --> 01:27:48,846 I think it's nice. 1367 01:28:25,800 --> 01:28:28,803 Hi! Yay! 1368 01:28:29,345 --> 01:28:31,389 Hey, hey, hey. 1369 01:28:31,472 --> 01:28:33,558 - I missed you. - I missed you. 1370 01:28:33,599 --> 01:28:36,060 I missed you so much. Oh, my God. 1371 01:28:36,144 --> 01:28:37,228 Is the baby here? 1372 01:28:37,270 --> 01:28:38,938 The baby's here. The baby's here. 1373 01:28:39,022 --> 01:28:40,648 - Hi, Agnes. - Hi, Fran. 1374 01:28:41,691 --> 01:28:42,358 Fran. 1375 01:28:42,400 --> 01:28:43,651 - Yes? - Remember? 1376 01:28:44,777 --> 01:28:46,070 Oh, Oh! 1377 01:28:46,112 --> 01:28:47,155 Yeah. 1378 01:28:47,238 --> 01:28:48,614 Big day! 1379 01:28:49,073 --> 01:28:50,408 Definitely. 1380 01:28:51,117 --> 01:28:52,327 All right, sweetie... 1381 01:28:52,410 --> 01:28:53,369 So, you're glad you came? 1382 01:28:53,411 --> 01:28:56,164 I'm so, so, so, so glad. 1383 01:28:56,247 --> 01:28:57,766 And now I know what an exploding vagina 1384 01:28:57,790 --> 01:28:58,790 looks like. 1385 01:28:58,833 --> 01:29:00,335 Mhmm. 1386 01:29:00,418 --> 01:29:02,545 - So be honest. - Mhmm. 1387 01:29:03,171 --> 01:29:04,339 Do you like her? 1388 01:29:04,422 --> 01:29:05,798 - My baby? - Yeah. 1389 01:29:06,841 --> 01:29:07,884 Yeah. 1390 01:29:07,925 --> 01:29:09,965 - I really like my baby. - Well, that's really good. 1391 01:29:11,304 --> 01:29:12,972 And you still like me, right? 1392 01:29:13,056 --> 01:29:14,098 Yes, Agnes. 1393 01:29:14,182 --> 01:29:15,266 - I love you both. - Cool. 1394 01:29:15,350 --> 01:29:16,851 - Lydie? - Yeah? 1395 01:29:16,934 --> 01:29:19,374 - Babe, will you grab the baby? - Yeah, of course. One second. 1396 01:29:19,854 --> 01:29:20,730 - Hey. - Hi. 1397 01:29:20,772 --> 01:29:22,166 - You need help with the stuff? - No, no, no. 1398 01:29:22,190 --> 01:29:23,566 - Okay. - Hi. 1399 01:29:24,067 --> 01:29:24,984 Muah. 1400 01:29:25,068 --> 01:29:26,444 - Hi. - Hi. 1401 01:29:27,779 --> 01:29:28,821 Look at this. 1402 01:29:28,905 --> 01:29:29,989 Oh, let me grab one. 1403 01:29:30,073 --> 01:29:31,574 No, I love holding them. 1404 01:29:32,950 --> 01:29:34,827 So, are you... oh, yes. 1405 01:29:35,328 --> 01:29:37,455 Hi. Wow. 1406 01:29:37,497 --> 01:29:39,290 She has much more of a face. 1407 01:29:39,332 --> 01:29:41,125 Mhmm. 1408 01:29:41,209 --> 01:29:43,044 Little freaky baby Janie. 1409 01:29:43,127 --> 01:29:44,962 Oh, not Janie. Just doing Jane. 1410 01:29:47,632 --> 01:29:49,884 Hi, nice to see you again. 1411 01:29:51,135 --> 01:29:52,303 Oh, oh. 1412 01:29:52,345 --> 01:29:54,097 Oh, it's okay. 1413 01:29:54,138 --> 01:29:55,282 - Oh, I didn't... - It's okay. 1414 01:29:55,306 --> 01:29:56,349 It happens all the time. 1415 01:29:56,432 --> 01:29:57,850 Oh, really, does that happen? 1416 01:29:59,143 --> 01:30:00,478 Is it my face? 1417 01:30:04,399 --> 01:30:05,900 Hello, is it my face? 1418 01:30:28,881 --> 01:30:29,966 Lighthouse day! 1419 01:30:30,007 --> 01:30:31,008 Lighthouse day. 1420 01:30:31,092 --> 01:30:32,343 Fran. Fran. 1421 01:30:32,427 --> 01:30:33,970 Lighthouse day! 1422 01:30:34,011 --> 01:30:35,263 Lighthouse day. 1423 01:30:35,346 --> 01:30:37,432 Janie, Janie. Lighthouse day! 1424 01:30:37,515 --> 01:30:38,516 She actually didn't sleep 1425 01:30:38,599 --> 01:30:39,976 - super well, so. - Oh. 1426 01:30:40,017 --> 01:30:42,520 Yeah, we're really, really fucking tired. 1427 01:30:42,562 --> 01:30:44,355 Yeah, I don't think she's gonna be in for, 1428 01:30:44,397 --> 01:30:45,773 like, a big thing today. 1429 01:30:46,357 --> 01:30:47,525 The baby? 1430 01:30:47,567 --> 01:30:49,819 Well, she's just a baby, she could do whatever. 1431 01:30:50,653 --> 01:30:51,904 I mean, not really. 1432 01:30:52,947 --> 01:30:55,158 But you two go. I will stay here. 1433 01:30:55,199 --> 01:30:56,409 Oh, really? Okay. 1434 01:30:56,492 --> 01:30:57,910 I really wanted you to see it. 1435 01:30:57,994 --> 01:30:59,996 Babe, I will see it at some point. It's okay. 1436 01:31:01,747 --> 01:31:02,790 Okay. 1437 01:31:08,212 --> 01:31:09,630 No. 1438 01:31:10,381 --> 01:31:12,550 No, you two go. 1439 01:31:12,592 --> 01:31:14,802 No, no, someone has to stay with Jane. 1440 01:31:15,928 --> 01:31:16,929 I'll do it. 1441 01:31:19,140 --> 01:31:20,766 Really? 1442 01:31:20,850 --> 01:31:23,060 Oh, Jane is actually really particular. 1443 01:31:23,478 --> 01:31:24,896 I will do it. 1444 01:31:28,441 --> 01:31:30,610 Oh, my God. Agnes, thank you so much. 1445 01:31:30,693 --> 01:31:32,570 Fran, we're free! We're free. 1446 01:31:33,779 --> 01:31:34,965 The lighthouse is very romantic. 1447 01:31:34,989 --> 01:31:37,408 You two should be there alone together. 1448 01:31:37,492 --> 01:31:39,494 Make another baby or whatever. 1449 01:31:39,577 --> 01:31:41,913 Like, twenty minutes, that's it. 1450 01:31:41,954 --> 01:31:44,457 One question. What if she kills me? 1451 01:31:44,540 --> 01:31:45,917 She's not gonna kill you. 1452 01:31:53,925 --> 01:31:54,925 Hey... 1453 01:31:56,219 --> 01:31:57,929 Don't drop her. 1454 01:31:58,679 --> 01:32:01,015 No. I won't drop her. 1455 01:32:06,145 --> 01:32:07,522 Okay... 1456 01:32:08,272 --> 01:32:09,690 Okay. 1457 01:32:10,274 --> 01:32:11,609 Okay. 1458 01:32:13,110 --> 01:32:14,111 Thank you. 1459 01:32:15,488 --> 01:32:16,822 Here you go. 1460 01:32:18,282 --> 01:32:19,575 Thank you. 1461 01:32:20,826 --> 01:32:22,328 - Here you go, babe. - Thank you. 1462 01:32:22,411 --> 01:32:23,663 Lydie? 1463 01:32:24,121 --> 01:32:25,289 Yeah? 1464 01:32:25,623 --> 01:32:27,667 What do I say to her? 1465 01:32:27,750 --> 01:32:29,190 Babe, you don't have to say anything. 1466 01:32:30,127 --> 01:32:31,170 Twenty minutes. 1467 01:33:03,869 --> 01:33:04,870 Hi. 1468 01:33:05,955 --> 01:33:06,998 I'm Agnes. 1469 01:33:09,834 --> 01:33:12,044 Pretty weird you're gonna be a person someday. 1470 01:33:14,964 --> 01:33:17,008 No offense, but you look insane right now. 1471 01:33:17,091 --> 01:33:19,760 Skin and just a small amount of hair. 1472 01:33:21,512 --> 01:33:22,847 Don't worry. 1473 01:33:23,806 --> 01:33:25,683 It won't be like that in a little. 1474 01:33:31,522 --> 01:33:33,691 Is this okay or... 1475 01:33:48,164 --> 01:33:49,206 All right. 1476 01:33:50,541 --> 01:33:52,209 I'll put you down. 1477 01:33:52,293 --> 01:33:53,794 Oh. I'll pick you back up. 1478 01:33:54,378 --> 01:33:55,838 Okay, okay, okay. 1479 01:34:20,655 --> 01:34:22,114 You're so sweet looking. 1480 01:34:37,880 --> 01:34:41,092 When you grow up, you can tell me whatever. 1481 01:34:43,552 --> 01:34:45,221 Like, if you have a thought 1482 01:34:45,805 --> 01:34:47,306 and you're like, that's a bad thought, 1483 01:34:49,725 --> 01:34:51,405 I probably had that same thought but, like, 1484 01:34:52,436 --> 01:34:53,771 ten times worse. 1485 01:34:55,731 --> 01:34:57,024 So you can just tell me. 1486 01:34:58,776 --> 01:35:00,194 I'll never be scared by that. 1487 01:35:06,158 --> 01:35:08,035 If someone does something bad to you... 1488 01:35:09,787 --> 01:35:11,831 If someone says something scary... 1489 01:35:14,792 --> 01:35:16,752 If you wanna kill yourself 1490 01:35:16,794 --> 01:35:19,171 with like a pencil or a knife or whatever, 1491 01:35:22,299 --> 01:35:23,300 you can just tell me. 1492 01:35:27,179 --> 01:35:29,306 I'll never tell you you're scaring me. 1493 01:35:31,809 --> 01:35:33,227 I'll just say, yeah. 1494 01:35:34,186 --> 01:35:35,187 I know. 1495 01:35:36,605 --> 01:35:38,107 It's just like that sometimes. 1496 01:35:39,442 --> 01:35:40,442 Yeah. 1497 01:35:44,405 --> 01:35:45,405 I'm sorry 1498 01:35:46,657 --> 01:35:48,826 that bad things are gonna happen to you. 1499 01:35:51,495 --> 01:35:53,831 I hope they don't. 1500 01:35:53,873 --> 01:35:55,475 If I can ever stop something from being bad, 1501 01:35:55,499 --> 01:35:56,500 let me know. 1502 01:36:00,087 --> 01:36:02,173 But sometimes bad stuff just happens. 1503 01:36:05,926 --> 01:36:07,970 That's why I feel bad for you, 1504 01:36:08,679 --> 01:36:10,014 in a way. 1505 01:36:11,766 --> 01:36:15,144 That you're alive and you don't know that yet. 1506 01:36:24,487 --> 01:36:25,988 But I can still listen 1507 01:36:27,740 --> 01:36:29,200 and not be scared. 1508 01:36:34,455 --> 01:36:35,455 So that's good. 1509 01:36:37,708 --> 01:36:40,044 Or that's something, at least. 98672