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A tied up woman hanging from the ceiling.

Was Jack a member of this exclusive club?

Of course he was.

Or I wouldn't have been there.

Anonymous. sex.

Elegant.

Without guilt.

Without shame.

Without second hesitation.

There I was.

Like a deer in the headlights.

When the cat's away, the mouse will play.

Answer me.

When the cat's away, the mouse will play.

Right or wrong?

I was frightened.

Excited as I had ever been in my entire

life.

Yes.

Yes what, Mrs. Thorne?

The mouth will play.

Was I hypnotized?

No.

Brainwashed, maybe.

but not hesitate.

Pleasure or pain, Mrs. Thornton?

The crazy thing is, I wanted to experience what

the tied -up woman had just experienced, had the courage

to experience.

In my mind,

I had managed to convince myself that by pushing the edge of the

envelope, by pushing past all my fears, I was somehow

elevating myself to another level.

Pleasure or pain, it's important.

It's your choice.

Time seemed like it stretched out forever.

I was unable to move.

Frozen.

Paralyzed.

But I had to decide.

In or out.

One way or the other.

I had to decide.

Pleasure. I can't hear you, Mrs. Thornton.

Pleasure.

Very good.

What brought you here to our little circle tonight?

My husband.

Your husband?

Tell us about him.

He controls me.

Manipulates me from afar.

Business trips.

Phone calls in the middle of the night.

Never knowing what he's going to do next.

Fantasizing.

The unspoken.

The unspoken.

The hidden.

The hidden?

What's hidden?

Deep.

Inside of us.

That we never knew was there.

Until someone brings it out.

What are you hiding from, Mrs. Thornton?

Nothing.

I'm an open book.

No, you're not.

Dig deeper, Mrs. Thornton.

Cast aside your defenses.

Tell us why you came here tonight.

We want to know.

We have to know.

So, where?

Of what?

Letting myself go.

There's a man standing behind you, Mrs. Thornton.

What do you want him to do?

Pleasure or pain?

Who are you?

You are so beautiful.

Kind of a little bit sick Seeing Jack watching

me making love to another man

But

that's not what I was thinking or feeling

I had pushed past all my fears and was giving the man that I love

exactly what he wanted.

Once the adrenaline rush and the excitement

of what had happened was over,

Suddenly...