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I always wanted to be in the movies.

When I was little,
I thought for sure one day,

I could be a big, big star.

Or maybe just beautiful.

Beautiful and rich, like the women on TV.

I had a lot of dreams and I guess
you could call me a real romantic…

…because I truly believed
that one day, they'd come true.

So I dreamed about it for hours.

As the years went by,

I learned to stop sharing this
with people.

They said I was dreaming,

but back then,
I believed it wholeheartedly.

So whenever I was down,
I would just escape into my mind,

to my other life,
where I was someone else.

It made me happy to think...

...that all these people
just didn't know yet…

…who I was gonna be,

but one day, they'd all see.

I heard that Marilyn Monroe
was discovered in a soda shop…

…and I thought for sure,
it could be like that…

…so I started going out real young,
and I was always secretly looking…

…for who was gonna discover me.

Was it this guy?

Or maybe this one?

You never knew.

But even if they couldn't take me
all the way, like Marilyn…

…they would somehow believe
in me just enough.

They would see me for what I could be
and think I was beautiful.

Like a diamond in the rough.

They would take me away to my new life…

…and my new world
where everything would be different.

Yeah.

I lived that way for a long, long time.

In my head, dreaming like that.

It was nice.

But one day, it just stopped.

By the time I met Selby Wall?

Shit, all I wanted was a beer.

He's glancing at me, I looked down,
and I'm busting out of my top!

I'm gonna find my own seat!

-How you doing?
-Good.

-Anyone sitting here?
-No.

I have my own seat.

Look what the cat drug in,
she's right up your alley.

Man, you got a towel?

Ma'am, our services are for patrons only.

Give me a beer or whatever's cheapest.

So, what is this,
it's like a gay place or what?

Yeah.

Hey, whatever, man.

-Hey!
-Hi...

Hey!

Can I, can I buy you that drink?

I got my own money.

I'll have a pitcher.

Whatever she's having.

Look it, I'm not gay, all right?

That makes sense.

So what are you doing in here, then?

My truck broke down. I'm a...

I got a pressure cleaning business.

What's pressure cleaning?

You know, steam clean?

Upholstery, carpets, you know?
Shit like that.

So I'm just getting out of the rain.

My name's Selby.

Lee.

You owe me change!

Fuck!

I'm out of here.

Oh, are you sure? It's…

Get your fucking hands off me,
you dumb dyke!

I'm not gonna fuck you
for a fucking beer, okay?

Stop wasting your fucking time!

I wasn't trying to fuck you!

I just wanted to talk to you
and I thought…

…that maybe if I bought you some beer
maybe you'd talk to me.

I'm just trying
to have one decent night out, you know?

Just talk to someone,

before I have to go back
to my parents closet.

I'm, I'm sorry...

You don't have to stay.

"Inaudible" fucking nose, okay?
I was just trying to be straight with you.

So, are you really a steam cleaner?

-No, I'm not.
-That's good.

It sounds real boring.

No, man, actually it's a real good job.
Pressure cleaning.

You, you want some?

You not gonna worst out now, okay?
Come on. One for you, one for me.

Come on, lucky number 10, okay?

Oh, no!

Oh, come on, don't let me down now!

You ready?

-One...
-One, two... No, you don't get to do that.

Shit, I don't fucking trust you.
You ready?

One! Two! Go!

Shit! Dusted again.

You do suck.

-Hey, you're just a sore winner.
-Yeah, winner though, man!

Oh, man, it's all over my cast!

You spilled some good shit there.

I'm gonna lick it up like a dog.

We need two more!

What's that bullshit?

-What time is it?
-The bar is closed.

Yeah?

Well, then why don't you take
that stick out your ass?

Now it'd be a good time, don't you think?

Now that the bar's closed!

What was that?

Who the... Who was that?

That guy was such a jerk.

-We had a good time, though.
-Yeah.

Yeah, I know, it was fun.

Look, I'm sorry I called you a dumb dyke.

-That wasn't nice of me.
-I don't care. I don't care.

Well, thanks for the drinks
and the smoke.

Oh, no, no problem.

-So, I'll see you around, okay?
-Do you wanna stay with me?

I didn't mean...

I mean, you don't have to do anything,
I just...

Shit, I know.

-Yeah, fuck it.
-Yeah?

Yeah, my truck's broken down. Shit.

Okay. It's over here.

Come here. This way.

All I wanted was a beer,

but the day I met Selby,

I'd spent most of the afternoon
in the rain about to kill myself…

…so you can understand.

I was flexible.

I mean, everybody's got to have faith
in something.

For me?

For me, all I had left was love
and I was getting pretty sure…

…I was never gonna love a man again,
so, I was gonna do it.

And the only reason
I didn't was a 5-dollar bill.

I knew I'd probably given
some asshole a blow job for it…

…so it started to piss me off...

...that if I killed myself
without spending it…

…well then I basically sucked him off
for free.

So I made a deal.

I said
"God, I gotta spend this five bucks…"

"…but when it's gone, so am I."

"So if you've got something
for me in this life,"

"you better bring it on."

And there she was.

Just some friends of my parents
that I'm staying with for a little bit.

Do you wanna take a shower or anything?

Yeah.

-Good night.
-Good night.

Sorry, I can't believe you are here.

Me neither.

Can I touch your face?

Sure.

Oh, you're so pretty.

Selby, honey?

God! Donna?

Donna, sorry, just a sec.

What the fuck.

I'm sorry,
I'm supposed to be ready for church.

Hey, where's my shirt?

Oh, what the heck?

Hey, look at this.

Gets us up at 5:00 in the morning
and she ain't even dressed yet.

You got your Bible?

-Look, I'm sorry about that.
-No, that's all right.

Hey, thanks for letting me crash.

-Oh, no...
-That was nice.

-So, when are you leaving?
-Tuesday.

But, you know, I'm gonna be hanging out
at the Moonlight…

…probably around 5.

-It's about two blocks up.
-Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Maybe I'll swing by, you know?

-All right.
-All right.

You have fun at church, right?

-Yeah. Thanks.
-Okay.

Who was that person?

-She's just a friend I made.
-What?

Honey. I think she was a street person.

No, did you check your stuff
because she might have stolen something.

No. No...

I checked and she didn't take anything.

Listen, honey.

You cannot bring people like that here.
What if Charles had seen her?

I'm sorry.

A person like that?

No, ma'am.

We have no business with people like that.

Hey.

Hey, Tom. Sorry about the rent, man.

I'm just getting some stuff.

You'll get it to me when you get it.

Cool.

Want some sandwich?

Ham don't do it for me.

Thanks, man.

You know, I'll blow you if you want.

It's all right.

You'll pay me when you get it.

-How are you doing?
-I'm good. I'm good, really.

-I met a friend.
-Really? Good for you.

I hope it's not some asshole
like the last guy...

...who almost trampled you half to death.

No. She's... He's real nice, you know?

I think.

Thanks, man.

-Hello?
-Hang on a sec.

Hello?

Hang the fuck on!

Piece of shit.

You look good. Yeah.

Thanks.

You can't go inside.

Man, you know what?
I'm gonna give you the five dollars.

I've got to just find him.

-You can't go inside.
-Okay, it's cool.

-Hey.
-It's cool. It's cool. It's cool.

Hey. I got it. I got it.

Thank you.

So, you came?

Yeah. I was around, you know?
I thought I'd swing by.

-So, where's your friends?
-Well…

I'm not...

-You're mean.
-No, man.

Shit, I'm here too, you know.

-Can I ask you a question?
-Yeah.

Are you a prostitute?

Yeah.

Why, man?

I don't know.

People, like, pay to be with you.
That's wild.

Men must just line up
to be with girl like you.

I guess. I don't know.
Not really, you know.

Yeah, right.

What do you do to them?

All kinds of things, you know?
Whatever they want.

How do you know what they want?

-Well, they ain't shy to tell you.
-Really?

No shit. Men are really easy
to read anyway.

Well, how about that guy?

Finger up his ass. He probably likes
to be humiliated the same time.

Oh, how about him?

Oh, he's gay.

No way!

Yeah, man. Look at him.
He tries too hard.

Oh, man.
You see that little fucker over there?

Well, he? He is straight up s and m.

That's Trevor.

That's the son of the people
I'm staying with.

Shit, I'm sorry.

I mean, I don't care about that.

I didn't realize he was going to be here.

-So, what's Ohio like?
-It sucks.

This girl in… In my church.

She told everyone
that I tried to kiss her.

So my parents basically disowned me.

And I decided to come down here
to try and figure some things out.

Then, this happened
before I could get a job.

So, there's that.

-How long does it have to stay on?
-Not too much longer.

But my dad had to pay my medical bills.

So, I made a deal with him
that I would go back.

Which, you know,
it's probably for the best,

because maybe it will work.

He will be able to save my soul
and all that.

Well, I'll bet you 20
I'd beat your ass in a race.

Right now.

Oh, no.

Oh yeah. Me and you
are gonna hit the floor right now.

No, no. I'm serious. I can't skate.

-Hey, you've got to help me.
-I know. I've got you. Come on.

There, you've got it.

You better not let me break my other arm.

See, you can do this.

You are very good, man.
You think you can do by yourself?

-Okay.
-There you go.

-Gotta just feel the music.
-I'm just about to turn.

Feel the music.

Feel that music!

Oh, man!

-You having fun?
-Yeah.

Good.

There you go! Turn, turn.

Now it's time for rexing couples!

Oh, man, I love this song!

Oh, I love it, too.

What are rexing couples?

It's like that.

Oh, I can't do that.

-Yeah, you can.
-No, no, no.

-Come on. Come with me.
-No, I… No, but, Trevor.

So who cares about him?

Come on. You ready?

There you go.

I've got you.

Okay, you navigate, all right?

-Why?
-So we don't hit anyone.

Okay.

-You okay?
-Yeah.

I can't. I can't do this here.

-You wanna go somewhere?
-Yeah.

Yeah, but...
But we can't go to where I'm staying.

Okay. Okay.

-How about the yard over there?
-No.

-I should go soon anyway.
-Okay.

I thought you didn't like girls.

I don't like anyone really.

-Meet you here tomorrow, all right?
-Yeah.

All right.

And maybe… Maybe we could go somewhere.

Okay.

Maybe we could get a room
or something, you know?

Okay.

Oh, but I don't have any money.

I'll get it.

-I'm gonna leave, okay?
-Okay.

Okay.

-I really gotta go.
-All right.

I'll see you tomorrow.

Okay, honey.

I talked to your father and guess what?

-What?
-You've got a job, little miss.

How about that?

-Really?
-Yeah, that's right.

Working right with your dad.

And some very handsome young gentlemen,
I understand, so.

Hee-haw, gal.

Okay.

Well, if you need something,
you let me know, okay?

-Okay. Thanks.
-All right.

Hey, thanks for the ride, man.

Sure.

It's real hard to get help around here,
you know?

I was getting lost there for a while.

Yeah. So, where are you headed?

Oh, just wherever you can take me.

I'm trying to get to a phone.

See, my car broke down.

Yeah.

See, this here's my kids.

They're cute.

They're down in Miami.
I'm trying to get down to them.

But I'm kind of broke right now.

So, you know, I'm just trying to make,
like, some cash somehow.

You know?

Well, maybe I can help you out.

Yeah, what you got?

I don't know. How about say, 10 bucks?

Half and half, 25, straight up.

I get that deal in the lingerie shop.

What, are you in a fucking union
or something?

Look it, man. I'm not some fucking
novice shampoo girl here, okay?

I'm the real deal, all right?
So, let's see it.

No, man! I'm talking about the cash.
All right?

Okay. Sorry.

Hey, lady love. Need ride?

What time you got?

I got a quarter to six.

-Think we're fine.
-Right on.

Hey, man. Don't go too far.

No, no, no. I just want a little privacy.

You know, I don't want to get busted.

Shit. Me neither.

Okay, thanks, man.

-Cheers.
-Right on.

So, how about we make it quick.
I suck you off for 20, huh?

No. I want to fuck.

All right, man. Thirty straight up.

Deal.

You drive a hard bargain.

Hang on, girl.

I don't want you ripping me off.

Oh, come on, man. Shit. All right.

Hey, hey, hang on, hang on.
Let me finish my drink.

-Want some more?
-No, I'm okay.

Jesus. Hookers nowadays, huh?

You girls.

You know, I…

I like, uh…

You know, I love them.

I love them and I hate them.

You know, I love them and I hate them.

That's how it always is.

But still, they're better
than my fucking wife.

You know, I guess that happens a lot.

All right, all right, all right,
I don't want to hold you up.

Come on, man. You too.

Come on man, take your pants off.

I thought you were in a rush.

Come on, the money's right there.

Hold on, suck it a little first.
Come on, suck it.

No, man. That's not part
of the fucking deal.

Oh, come on, I'll give you
10 more dollars. Come on!

Ten more fucking dollars,
you fucking bitch!

Hey. Are you awake?

Hey.

I knew that would get you!

Are you awake now?

Scream and let me fucking hear it!

Let me fucking hear it!

Come on.

You gonna stay awake now?

You wanna live until you die, right?

Do you wanna die? Do you wanna die?

Do you wanna fucking die?

Come on. Here we go.

I'm gonna clean you up.

I'm gonna clean you up
because we got some fucking to do.

You motherfucker!

You motherfucker!

Fuck you!

Fuck you, you fucking piece of shit!

Piece of shit.

What the hell is happening here?

Sorry. It was me. I fell out of bed.

You didn't hear nothing?

No, it was me. I fell out of bed.

If that woman's in here, Selby,
so help me God.

Yeah.

I had a little talk with Trevor…

…and I really don't appreciate
what he told me.

And I don't think your father will either.

Now, if she's in here,
I want you to get her out right now.

Or Charles is bound to blow her head off.

Hey. Hi.

-What the hell are you doing here?
-I'm sorry.

-What, do you need more money?
-No, man, I just wanted to see you.

Well, it's a little late.

Look, I know, I'm sorry, okay?

Shit. I got in a fight.

Must have been a really long fight.

Look, I really fucking meant
to be there, okay?

I did. I just...

It's not my fault.

I couldn't...

-Are you okay?
-Yeah.

No, I'm just uh...

I know,
I'm wearing a fucking outfit, I know.

But it's cool now, it's cool.

But I was thinking...

You know?
Why don't you stay a little longer?

Because I... Because I can't.

-Why not?
-Because I told you.

I promised my dad.

Well, he's your dad, right?

Wouldn't he understand?

Shit, I'm sure he can save your soul
a week from now, right?

No. No.

And even if I could, I can't work,
I don't have any money.

I know, I know. Look. Look.

See, I told you.

No problem, right?

I was going to use
to take you out tonight, but...

Look it, man, that's enough
to rent a hotel for a whole week…

…and we could party, hang out, shit,
whatever you want to do, you know?

See?

Look.

Maybe I can come back.

No.

No, you can't come back.

Because I'll be gone.

Shit.

Listen to me. Come here.

This is a once in a lifetime opportunity.

Give me a week.

If you want to go later,
I'll buy you a fucking ticket, okay?

I'll take you there myself.
Just give me a week.

You'll never meet someone like me again.

Okay.

-Okay.
-All right.

Come on. Let's go.

-Wait, what about my stuff?
-Fuck your stuff. I'll buy you new stuff.

Where'd you get this car?

I just borrowed it.

So what do we do now?

Whatever.

-Cheers.
-Cheers.

Let us through, man!

-How much?
-How much?

Well, today is your lucky day.

-Hey, Lee. All right.
-How you doing, man?

This is my girlfriend.

Hey there, sister.

Two JD's and backs, man.

Thanks.

Where's those backs, Sal?

The girl's waiting' over here.

I couldn't fucking stop to piss.

That was a...

Oh, shit, that was funny.

Yeah, it's getting late.

Oh, my God, Selby.
We thought you were dead!

I'm sorry, I just came to get some stuff.

No, honey,
you are going to talk to your father.

-You have no idea how upset he is.
-No. No, No!

You stay right there. Stay right... John!

-Yes, she's back.
-Where is she?

She's here. Right next...
Okay, hang on. Hang on.

Talk to your dad.

Hello?

Selby, what in the good Lord sacred
have you been?

I got... I found a room-mate and...

Look, I don't want to hear that!
You understand me?

Get yourself on a bus
and come right over here, now!

I can't, dad.

I'm not even staying here anymore, so...

What are you saying?
What did you say to me?

I just came by to pick up some stuff.
I'm not staying at Donna's anymore.

God, you are so damned naive.

What do you think
this woman wants with you?

You think this prostitute…

…your little roommate,
doesn't see some sickness in you?

Okay, okay. I'm an adult now
so I'm going to stay, okay?

And, I got to go. I got to go. Take...

-Take the phone!
-No! What are you doing?

What are you doing?

This woman, she's not even...

…she's not even gay!

Selby, she's a street hooker.

She's just using you!

I quit.

What?

What's your bags doing here?

I'm staying.

Holy, shit, girl, you just made my day!

-How'd you get them, huh?
-I took a cab.

But, Lee, you can take care of me, right?
Because I spent all our money.

Shit. You know what?

It don't even matter.

Wait. What'd you say? You quit?

Hooking.

I quit hooking.

Why?

Why? Because it's shit. It's time, man.

I fucking hate it.

I thought you said it wasn't that bad.

Well, it is, you know? Not always,
but it's not the point, Sell.

I got you now.

I got everything going for me.

So I'm going to do it up royal.

This time, I'm doing it up royal.

How about that?

Right, but what are you going to do
about work?

Exactly.

I'll get a job. Go clean,
straighten up, you know?

Fuck it, man, I'll get a career.

House, car,
the whole fucking shebang, you know?

How about that?

What kind of job are you going to get?

I've been thinking about that.

I was thinking maybe
like a veterinarian, you know?

-Because I fucking love animals, you know?
-Yeah

But that's a doctor,

you got to get a degree for that.

Whatever, man.

Maybe a business person, you know,
something like that.

Shit, I know.

I know what I always wanted to be.

What?

President of the United States.

Well, all right, Mrs President.

I just haven't been feeling
too good lately, you know?

But I will though, man.

I'm going to be feeling great.

Once I'm President
and all, you know? Shit.

This is fucking celebration time.

Oh, yeah. This is... this is big.

I once heard this saying
that's always stuck with me.

I must have been
around 13 years old, because…

…because I remember,
I'd just put the baby up for adoption.

They called an assembly
at my Junior High...

...because this guy who played drums
for Slim Whitman was coming to talk to us…

…about success
and making your mark on the world.

I don't have any experience per Se, but…

…I'm a real,
I mean, I'm a real hard worker...

I was real excited...

...because he was the first real celebrity
I'd seen…

…and this was just the kind of thing
I wanted to follow in the footsteps of.

I don't even write it down, you know.

It stays, stays right there…

…and you should know that I have worked
with people all my life…

…so I'm real good with people and...

...I know how to work a Rolodex.

So I listened really hard
to any advice he had.

And for sure, he said something
that just stuck right in my mind.

It was, "All you need in life is love
and to believe in yourself."

"Then there's nothing you can't do."

Right. Let me make sure
that I have all this straight.

Basically, you have no experience,
no college degree, no resume…

…no work history whatsoever,
and now you would like to be a lawyer?

No. See, I was...

I'm sorry but when I read the ad,

it said that you are looking
for a secretary?

Okay.

Well, you need to learn how to type,
you'll need computer skills…

…most of our secretaries
have college degrees...

...in fact, most of them
have specialized in law.

I don't mean to sound harsh
but, frankly, it's a little insulting.

I see you're from Daytona Beach...

...and all that looks great
it must be wonderful,

But can I tell you something?

When the beach party is over,
you don't get to say,

"You know what?
I think now I'd like to have..."

"...what everybody else
has worked their entire life for."

It doesn't work that way.

Fuck you, man.

Yeah, fuck you.

You don't fucking know me!

Okay, great, that's great. See?

Now, I'm so sorry
I didn't hire you before.

Leslie? Could you please escort Ms...

I don't even know her name because,
of course, she doesn't have a resume, out.

I don't need an escort, you piece of shit!

What, you think I'm a fucking retard?

Take your fucking job
and fucking shove it!

Fuck you, Leslie!

All you need is love
and to believe in yourself.

Nice idea.

It doesn't exactly work out that way…

…but it was better to hear a lie,
than to know the truth at 13.

Come on, boy!

Fucking shit, man.

So I fucking flung his shit,
told him to fuck himself.

Kiss my fucking sweet ass...

...and I'm out of the fucking door
just like that, man.

What did he do?

Nothing, man. Not a fucking thing.

Did not one fucking thing.

Stupid motherfucker.

I'll bet nobody's ever talked to him
like that in his whole life.

Fucking office job!

Who the fuck wants a job like that?

You fucking sit at a little desk…

…you got your little phone,
your little fucking piece of paper…

…your little pen, blah, blah, blah.

Fucking, a monkey could do that shit, man.
Fuck!

I thought you wanted a job like that.

Yeah, well, you know what?

No. Toby, two more.

Honey, I says I can't give you
another tab.

Toby, how long have I fucking been
a customer here?

Will you cut me some fucking slack here?

Go get me two more.

Fucking lazy bastard.

It's no big deal, man.

Fucking Al runs us a tab
all the time, you know?

He just probably doesn't know it.

Lee, what are you going to do?

I got it under fucking control, man.

I'm kind of starving here.

There's no way you could maybe...

I don't know, call your dad, or...

No.

Yeah, I know, I know.

Shit, man, I was just saying for you,
you know?

Fuck it, man,
I got shit lined up, you know?

It's just not a fucking big deal.

So, look it.

Can I just give it to you straight?

See, the truth is I'm a hooker.

And I'm trying to clean
my life up here, you know,

go straight and Christian and all, so.

If there's anything
that you can help me with here, I hope...

So, you've been convicted of a felony?

Yeah, but, see,
but that was because I was...

That's not going to matter,
the best you're gonna get is factory work.

-Hey, Todd?
-But...

Do we have any factory work?

-Sunbeam?
-Fuck!

I'm sorry.

I'm just trying to talk to you here woman
to woman truthfully, you know...

Hey! Hey.

Hey!

You don't have any change, do you?

Ma'am, I'm afraid I'm going to have
to ask you to come with me.

Why?

Well, we've had some complaints
out here, so...

Come on.

So what'd they complain about?

Because I just got up, you know?
It's my day off.

A day off?

And what's a day off for a whore?
You go to church or something?

-Don't you remember me?
-No.

I busted you not eight months ago
for tricking up on '95.

Went real easy on you too, so,
it seems to me you might owe me one.

Yeah, you sure went easy on me.

You almost broke my fucking jaw.

Oh, please.

Did you do time?

Climb over.

Sell?

Selby?

Selby.

Jesus Christ, what are you doing?

What the fuck are you doing?
What the fuck?

I wanna get this fucking cast off.

Just drop the fucking blade.
I'll take you to a fucking doctor.

Okay, just stop it.

Yeah, right.

Like you care.

What, what, what are you talking about?

-You can just stop, Lee.
-Stop what?

You can stop the game.

I am out there trying my best, okay?

Why did you quit hooking?

Because...
Because I needed to, all right?

Because you thought
I was stupid enough to support you!

-No! Selby...
-No.

That you wouldn't have to fuck me
to get it because I'm so hard up.

No. No, Selby, that is not the reason.

You said that we were gonna party, party.
It hasn't been a fucking party!

-I know. Sel. Cause it's been…
-I've thought about it!

Nothing.
When I'm telling you that I'm starving.

-Because, all right, I just..
-Cause you're using me.

No… -Because you're fucking using me!

Because I fucking killed someone,
all right?

Okay?

My last john. All right?
I fucking killed my last john.

I was raped and beat to fuck
and was gonna get killed.

But I would...
I didn't wanna lose, you know?

All I could think was
for the rest of your fucking life...

...you'd think I stood you up.

And that you'd never know
that I fucking meant to be there.

And I didn't wanna die thinking
that maybe you could have loved me.

So I killed him.

I shot him, all right?

I fucking shot him.

Fuck!

You happy now?

-Here's your fucking bag.
-Lee.

I'm sorry I let you fucking down,
all right?

-No.
-Well, now you know me, Sel.

-No, I don't wanna go.
-Now you fucking know me, all right?

So, run like the fucking wind, okay?
No, please.

-Hey, you wanna fucking go, man.
-No, I don't wanna go.

-Sure you do. Sure you fucking do.
-No, I don't wanna go.

-They all do.
-Lee...

Lee'll be fine. Lee'll be fucking fine.

You don't wanna fucking follow
with this shit.

Selby. Selby.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I had to do it, Sel.

I know.

He would have killed you.

-So, what's gonna happen now?
-Nothing.

It's already over.

No, I need to get this taken off.
And then I'll go get a job.

No, I'm fucking going back.

No. I understand
that you can't hook anymore.

The truth is I don't even mind.

I wanted to go back
but I was so shit scared...

...of getting caught, you know?

That was the only reason.

I've been hooking since I was 13, man.

Who the fuck am I kidding?

I'm a hooker.

You got a wet pussy?

Yeah, sure.

You like to fuck?

Yep.

Jesus Christ.

You'd think nobody'd ever talked dirty
to you before.

Yeah, now and then.

I just like to settle first, you know?

You wanna call me daddy
while I fuck you, huh?

I'll try.
Why, you like to fuck your kids?

What?

Shit. Shit, man.

I'm just kidding with you.

I'm just messing with you, for real.

I wanna call you daddy.

Daddy. See?

See, I'm gonna call you daddy.
I do it all the time.

-Forty dollars, huh?
-Yep.

Forty bucks.

-Some good shit here.
-Forty.

Come on.

You wanna suck it for me, huh?

Come on, baby. Get over here
and work this thing for me, will you?

Just hang on.

Get a tit out or something,
will you, honey?

Fucking child molester.

Life is funny.

It's hard...

...but it's also strange how things
can be so different than you think.

I remember I was just a kid

and the 4-H club set up this beautiful,
gigantic red and yellow Ferris Wheel...

...that lit up in the night sky.

They called it "The Monster."

You want some money?

Oh, my God. Are you serious?

As a kid, I thought it was
about the coolest thing I'd ever seen.

And I couldn't wait to ride it.

But sure enough, when I got my chance,
I got so scared and nauseous,

I threw up all over myself
before it even made one full turn.

I'm gonna wash up. Okay?

Hang on a sec, babe.

-I gotta wash up here, okay?
-Okay.

Hey. Where did you get the car?

My friend, Thomas.

Saw him on the way home
and he let us borrow it to move.

-We're moving?
-Yeah, fuck this place, right?

It's no place for my girl.

Oh, man. A real place? An apartment?

Yeah, what, you happy now?

Yeah, I'm happy.

I know, baby. I know.

We're good now. I told you.

And that's what I mean.

In my life, it's always been
the harmless stuff that hurts the most.

Whereas the thing so horrible
is usually a lot easier than you think.

You never really know
until you're the one standing there.

Hey.

Thanks, Lee.

No problem.

-How's your arm?
-Okay.

-It looks weird.
-Yeah.

It's kind of white.

It smells kind of weird too.

Was it okay?

Yeah, it was fine.

Because I knew I was coming home to you.

Really?

I love you.

I love you too.

Waitress?

Let's have another bottle of Chablis,
all right?

This stuff is so good.

Thanks for taking me
to such a nice sit down place, Lee.

It's okay.

This is okay, you know?

It's pretty fine, but, um..

Someday I'm gonna take you
to some real top notch places in the Keys.

Like some real class...

-The Keys?
-Yeah.

I always wanted to go to the Keys.

I always wanted to have a house
on the beach, you know?

But I haven't even been to the beach
since I've been here.

Shit, girl.
I'll buy ya a house on the beach, huh?

-How about that?
-Yeah, right.

Those places are so like
thousands and thousands of dollars.

So what? You think I can't get you
a house on the beach?

What else you want?

You want a little purple Porsche, huh?

You want a little pony you can ride?

-I want a purple pony.
-No.

This is a no smoking area.
You gotta put the cigarette out.

What are you doing, man?
You gonna sing us a song or what?

-Let me have that.
-Get your fucking hands off her.

You piece of shit.

If she wants to smoke,
she's gonna smoke, all right?

We're paying fucking customers here!

What? What you got?

Huh? Wanna bring it on?

Yeah, y'all better watch
your fucking food,

there was a fucking cockroach
in mine, size like this.

This is not how you run
a fucking establishment, man.

This is good, man.

So what's your deal, man?

Where you like to fuck?

You like to fuck in the back? Huh?

So you like to get real rough.

Shit, I bet you get real rough
back there, huh?

Real nasty.

You like that, huh?

Maybe you wanna slap me around
a little bit, huh?

Huh?

Don't think I don't see it, man.

What, you can't speak? What the fuck?

What, you got a fucking problem?
Cat got your fucking tongue, huh?

I, I, I don't like it rough.

I… I've never done this before…

…but I have m...

Take your pants off.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

-Hey.
-Hey, sugar.

You wanna have a beer with me?

Shit.

Aren't you gonna come to bed?

In a minute.

In a minute.

No.

Wake up.

Wake up, I wanna go out.

Hey, mind handing me those nuts?

Anyway, this guy's an asshole, right?

So I'm, like, Boom, motherfucker.

Flipped his chair over,
flung his shit around, all that jazz.

I mean, fucking office job, right?

Fucking retards sitting at a phone.
Talking to people all day long.

It's bullshit.

Well, it sounds like you at Fun World.

I, I didn't.

Man, I threw a wad of paper.

What's, what's Fun World?

Fun World in Orlando.

This one over here says we have to go
on Thursday night.

Then she starts some fight
with a bunch of red necks.

Bullshit.

Get the fuck in here!

-Where the fuck were you?
-I was out.

-In that fucking car?
-So?

What are you doing?

I;M just cleaning this fucking pig sty
we're living in, Selby. That's all.

What the fuck were you doing?

I was out. We needed stuff.

We needed stuff?
We don't need this fucking shit, Selby!

Who the fuck told you
you could take the fucking car?

-Lee, what difference does it make?
-What difference?

If I wanna fucking borrow a car
from a friend, that's my fucking business.

Okay, that's what.

I'm gonna go any place I want to. Okay?

Any time I want.

Not in my fucking friend's car,
you're not.

Fine. Fine. Then I'll walk. Okay?

I do not wanna sit here alone
all the time.

I wanna go out. I wanna meet people.

I wanna hang out with people
without you fucking scaring them off!

Fine. Where would you like to go?

I don't know. Travel.
See different places.

We, we could go to Fun World.

You wanna go to Fun World?

What, now?

No. Now I gotta take the fucking car back.

And now, we don't have any fucking money.

Like usual, Selby.

So you're leaving?

Hey, Selby, check it out.

-Ah, there are my friends.
-Wait.

-Hey.
-Hi, there.

Hey, remember me?

I figured you guys would be here.

Oh, yeah?

I loved her.

And the thing no one ever realized
about me...

...or believed, was that I could learn.

I could train myself into anything.

People always look down their noses
at hookers.

Never give you a chance...

...because they think
you took the easy way out.

But no one could imagine
the will power it took…

…to do what we do.

Walking the streets.

Night after night.

Taking the hit and still getting back up.

We wanna go again.

But I did. And they'd all miss out.

Because they had no idea
what I could discipline myself to…

…when I believed in something.

And I believed in her.

-I need to sit down.
-Oh, there she is.

Oh, shoot.

I'll go talk to her.

-Hey, you wanna ride the Ferris Wheel?
-No.

We're gonna go sit down.

Are you okay?

Why'd you leave so young?

My brothers and sisters screwed me royal.

Because after my dad had killed himself,
we were out on the streets.

And the neighbors
would let them stay over,

but only if I didn't tag along, you know?

So, I steered clear.

But I knew they didn't have any money,
you know?

I was having to hook anyway...

...so I just always made sure
they had new clothes…

…and cigarettes and stuff like that.

But then this one night
we're at this party.

And this guy comes in and he's like,

"Yeah, you know. She fucked so and so."

And they're all embarrassed.

They're fucking standing
in the corner all…

So, they, uh, yeah, they,
they threw me out in the snow.

Screaming out, you know, I'm a whore.

And they are so embarrassed
and they hate me and all that.

So that was it.

I just took off and never went back.

That's so sad.

You know,
your own family doing that to you.

Yeah, but that's how people are, Selby.

Yeah. Yeah, I know.

Fuck them. Who needs them.

-Right.
-Yeah. Yeah, fuck 'em.

No, right. Selby, right.

Jesus Christ, Selby.

Get out! Get the fuck out! Run!

Are y'all okay?

Hi. No, yeah, we're fine, okay?
Yeah, we're, we're good.

-I'm gonna call an ambulance.
-No. See, that's okay.

We don't have any insurance.

We just rather deal with this ourselves.

-Sure?
-Yeah.

No, her dad's just around the corner.
Get the fuck in the car.

We're just gonna try and drive her out,
you know?

It's gonna save us a bundle.

Motherfucker.

You know, she's good.

You have yourselves a good day now, okay?

-Let's go, Selby. Now.
-No. No, I wanna drive.

Selby. That car belongs to a dead man,
all right?

He's fucking dead! Let's go now!

-No.
-Selby.

Lee?

Who killed that man?

Who do you think?

Oh, my God.

-They're coming for us.
-They're not coming.

What are you talking about?
You're fucking killing people.

Keep your fucking voice down.

Now listen to me. They're not coming.

All right?

I never wanted you in this shit
to begin with.

But I know what I'm doing.

And you're never gonna understand it,
all right? So you gotta trust me.

Look at this. Look at this. Look it.

They don't have one fucking thing.

They got nothing.

They're not even looking, man.
This shit is long over already.

I didn't wanna fucking wreck the car
in public.

But we did, you know? We did.

So, if they were gonna call the cops,
they would have done it by now.

How could you?

You knew.

No. No.

No, I knew about one, Lee. One.

No, Selby.

No, Sel.

You know what? Fuck it.

Come in here.

We're gonna have a drink
and forget about all this, all right?

Cheers.

-Lee, this isn't funny.
-You don't know what's going on, Sel.

I do.

So if you wanna keep your eyes shut
to the whole world.

Then the least you can do is hear me out.

Now.

It's not what you think it is, all right?

I know what it is.

No, you don't know my life, Selby.

But I know yours.

I've done everything
in the whole wide world,

hoping you'd never have to know.

So, so you could go on thinking
that people are good and kind.

And that should have make sense.

Because I love that about you, Sel.
But I can't.

No, I don't wanna hear this, Lee.

I don't.

But you need to.

We can be as different as we wanna be
but you can't kill people.

Says who?

I'm good with the Lord.

I'm fine with Him.

And, and I know how you were raised,
all right?

I know how people fucking think out there.

And fuck, it's gotta be that way...

They gotta tell you that
"thou shalt not kill" shit and all that.

That's not the way the world works, Selby.

Because I'm out there every fucking day,
living it.

Who the fuck knows what God wants?

People kill each other every day.

And for what?

For politics? For religion?

And they're heroes?

No. No. There's a lot of shit
I can't do anymore,

but killing is not one of them.

And letting those fucking bastards
out there go...

...and rape somebody else, isn't either.

No, Lee, that was one man.

They can't all have been bad.

You know me.

You think I could do it otherwise?

I'm not a bad person.
I'm a real good person.

Right?

So don't feel bad.

It's life, Sel.

People like me and you
go down every fucking day.

But not us.

All right?

Hey, it's almost over.

I mean, look at this.

You see this? This is everything.

Everything you ever wanted.

Just a little more and a car
and we're out of here.

We have a shot, Sel.

We have a shot at a real life.

Not this. A real one.

-So, you know what to do, right?
-Hmm.

Leave that shit now.
We don't need it, okay?

-See you later.
-Okay.

So, everything's working out
and we're real happy.

I just thought
if you could tell my family...

...because we're gonna be relocating
for a little bit.

So, you are choosing to go this way.

No. This is not a choice.
I'm not choosing anything.

This is just… This is the way I am.

And I'm not gonna feel bad
about it anymore.

You could tell him that too.

Look, I know that you're all romantic
about that girl.

But whether she supports you or not,

she's all screwed up
and people are like that for a reason.

I'm not talking about being born a nigger.
I'm not talking about…

-Don't say nigger.
-What?

I'm saying it's not their fault.

Blacks or whatever you want
to call them, Sel.

You know I'm not a racist.

The point is, people make bad choices.

You know? And they pay for them...

...as you can see
all these miserable street people.

And we see you choosing this life
as gay life.

And more than that this woman…
No, no, she's had a real hard life.

Oh, honey.

Lots of people have bad lives
and they choose to move towards the light.

Otherwise, we'd all be hookers
and druggies...

...because all I'm hearing y'all
is y'all had a mean mom.

I don't wanna hear this.
This is, this is not the point.

Okay. But don't fight the world, honey.

There's so much more
than just love out there.

Someday, all you're gonna want
is a roof over your head.

Even if you have to sleep
with a man to get it.

-That's your choice.
-Yeah.

And this is my choice.

Because we're in love.

Are we going on a hike?

No, man. This is good right here.

Well, the car was good.

Not when there's a fucking gun in it.

So? Lots of people have guns.

Well, you gonna undress or what?

No, you first.

You think I fucking trust you now?

So, you're married, right?

See, I don't get that fucking shit.

When you come out here
with strange girls,

do dirty things with them.

Instead of just fucking your wife.
Why, man, so you can rape them?

No. Good lord.

Fucking men.

I fucking hate them.

Well then, why are you a hooker?

I'm not a hooker.

See, I don't fuck men.

Used to. Mostly against my will, though.

Yeah, this old guy used to rape me
when I was 8.

Real good friend of my dad's, you know?

So I go to my dad
and tell him what's going on,

my dad don't fucking believe me.

So his friend keeps raping me for years.

And the fucking kicker to the story
is that my dad fucking beats me up for it.

You see? Man, where the fuck
you think you're going?

-Huh?
-Look, I'm not gonna...

Look, I feel sorry for you.

But if you want a ride,
you'd better come on.

Shit, I don't need a ride, man.

Yeah, I don't need a ride.

Because I'm gonna take your car.

Fucking think I'm stupid enough
to get back into a fucking car with you...

...when there's a gun?

Please.

Victor Borne. That was his name.

My dad's friend. Some friend.

Years later,
I found out he died in a car accident.

I was overjoyed.

It was like God finally struck him down
for all his evil.

I love it. No one can get away
with their shit whatever.

Sooner or later,
it's gonna catch up with you.

Motherfucker.

Where's the car?

It got all fucked up.

-Is that everything?
-Yeah.

Got beer?

Fuck, it, man, I think we should just go.

-How?
-Take the bus.

-Fuck, we have enough money, right?
-We do?

I don't know. Whatever.
I'll fucking hook down there. Whatever.

No. Lee.

We can't take all of our shit on the bus.

I can't get one right now, okay, Sel?

-What happened?
-Fucking cop.

The guy... I wasn't gonna do it,

then he had a fucking gun in his car,
so I pop him.

-Sure enough, he's a fucking cop.
-Lee?

I think he's retired or something
but, still, man,

I can't take a fucking car, it's cop car.

There's some fucking tracking device
in it.

Shit.

Fucker tried to fucking trick me
into his fucking car...

-...while he's got a gun in there!
-Keep it down.

Well, you just gonna have to go
get another one.

No. No. You're not changing your mind
on me.

-Selby, please.
-Lee.

This isn't my plan.
This is your deal, okay?

Your plan. The house on the beach,
self-employed, just like you said.

Your plan.
So you have to go get us another car.

We're leaving now.

Get up.

All right.

Just give me a sec.

We're gonna try and get out of here
before the end of the week.

That's good. I'm proud of you.

Yes, I just wanted
to say goodbye to you, Tom.

Because you've been real good to me.

-Are you all right?
-Yeah, man, It's nothing.

I'm just, uh…

Sometimes I feel like everybody thinks
I'm just some bad shitty fucking person.

And all I'm fucking trying to do
is survive, you know?

-I know.
-Yeah.

I know exactly.

I know what you do for a living.
It doesn't bother me at all.

I know you didn't dial that up
on the goddamned telephone.

That's where you landed.

That's what you had to do.

What you're feeling right now
is just guilt.

Over something that you had
absolutely no control over.

You know how many of us came back
from the war.

And almost killed ourselves...

...because we felt exactly
the same thing you do right now.

-Yeah?
-Yeah.

They'll never get it.

They don't get it now,
they never got it then.

And they sure as hell
won't ever get fucking circumstance.

Fuck, man. Circumstance.
That's exactly it. That's exactly it.

You know, it's like I feel like
I never had a fucking choice.

You never did. But you gotta live.

You gotta live.

That's it.

Okay.

A hunt for a serial killer.
Police urge anyone with any information…

…about these crimes
to contact your local authorities.

…a very important statement.

You said the assailant could be a woman?

We have not been able...

...to positively confirm a profile
at this time.

However, the evidence does suggest
that one or more of the murders…

…had their occurrence
during some phase of a sexual act.

Perhaps acts of prostitution?

I can't comment on that at this point.

-Yeah. That's exactly right.
-That's it.

Get the fuck out of here.

Get the fuck out of here!

Get in the car.

These here are my kids.

They're down in Miami.

So I'm trying to make
a couple of extra bucks,

you know what I'm saying?

I could go get them, you know?

They okay?

Yeah, they're fine.

I'm just trying to make some money.

You wanna help me out?

Maybe I could help you out, you know?

If you need some help,

I'll do what I can
to get you back with your kids.

But maybe you need a room
or a shower and some warm clothes.

Our son's room's empty if you want it.

I'm sure my wife wouldn't mind, dear.

-Pull the car over.
-I'm sorry.

-No, just pull the car over.
-Ma'am.

The car's still rolling.
You can't get out.

Stop the car.

Listen. They can barely see you out there.
You're…

Are you in some kind of…

Just drive the car.

Stop right here.

Look, look.
There ain't nothing that we can't fix.

Get out of the car.

Look. I've got...

The key is in the car.

There's my wallet.

Just, just...

Turn around.

-No, ma'am...
-Turn around!

No, ma'am, no... No...

-Get down.
-You don't have to do this.

Get down.

You don't... You really don't.

-I can't.
-You don't have to...

You're just having a hard time.

No! I can't let you live!

Oh, God, my wife.

My wife...

My daughter's having a baby...

Shut the fuck up!

Oh, God. Oh, God, I'm sorry.

...my baby, my granddaughter...

I got a car, Sell.

But we gotta go, right?
You gotta drive because I'm real tired.

-Come on.
-It's out.

-What? What's out?
-Sketches of us.

Of me.

Oh, shit.

Okay.

Hey.

So... you're all set.

It's almost direct,

so you're gonna get in tomorrow,
all right?

I always said I would take you to the bus
and buy you that ticket, you know?

Yeah. When I wanted to go.

I wanted to...

I wanted to...

I wanted to tell you that...

...maybe I,
maybe I fucked up a little bit, you know?

I did.

I know I did, I did, I did fuck up.

Maybe if I just get...

If I just get a little help, you know?

Maybe you can... you can...
you can help me...

You can help me,
because if you can forgive me for...

Because I don't know...

I don't know if I can forgive myself
for, for what...

You know, or just... all that...

I don't know.
You, you come back to me and...

You come back.

Okay.

It's all, it's all in the past, you know?

You go back home
and then you come back here and we...

...and we go far, far away.

-Lee...
-Come on.

-Look.
-No.

Yeah, Selby, you take that, all right?

-Lee.
-No, you take that...

...and we'll spend it, all right?

Two whiskeys, two beers.

Two whiskeys, two beers for the lady.

I'm VG. Come in here much?

Lee... Oh, Lee.

Tom. Hey.

Hey, this is my only friend, Tom.

We got a fire outside.
The old conversation pit.

-No, man.
-Oh, come on.

Let go. You're going over the fence.

-What?
-Yes, you are.7

I'm gonna drive around
and you're gonna go over the fence.

No, Tom.

I gotta stay here by the phone,
for my girl.

Because I gotta call her.

Because she left, Tom.

She fucking left,
but she's gonna come back. Okay?

Lee?

You got a fucking wife
and you tell me to come with you?

What the fuck are you doing, man?

-Come on. I...
-Not you, Tom.

Not fucking you, Tom.

Fuck, man.

Hey, you got some fucking change
or something?

Hey, you looking for change?

Yeah, I gotta call my fucking girl...

No, that's cool. I got some change.
It's out in my car.

So if you want, come with me.
I'll give you what I got.

My car is right over there in the red.

-Where?
-Yeah. Right over there? You see it?

We've got plenty of change
riding to Orlando tonight,

so I got a couple of quarters...

I just need like a dime or something.

What? Whoa. Whoa, man,
what the fuck are you doing?

Take it easy, lady.

You have the right to remain silent.

Anything you say can
and will be held against you...

No, shit, man.

-You have the right to an attorney...
-I just wanna fucking call my girl...

One thousand and forty eight.

-Selby?
-Hi.

-Oh, man, it's good to hear your voice.
-Yeah. You too.

So, you're back down here, huh? Yeah.

Yeah. I came down to see
what was going on.

Yeah. Oh, man.

Am I glad to hear that.

-Because we still have a shot here, Sell.
-Yeah?

Yeah, we're all right
because they got me in here...

...for some old warrant or something,
you know?

But, um...

-…where you at?
-In a motel room.

-Yeah?
-Yeah.

Oh, I wish I was there with you right now.

Yeah.

But, Lee, they, they've been up
to see my parents.

And they're asking all kind of questions.

Yeah, you know, I'd rather not talk
on the phone here, you know?

Because, because I don't know
if they are, you know.

But don't worry about that, Sell,

I mean, that's just some mistaken identity
or something, you know.

They've got nothing
so let's just talk about us, you know?

I can't, Lee. I...

My picture's in the paper, you know?
For when we crashed the car.

Selby.

What are you talking about?

I'm talking about
when we crashed the red car.

-Why are you saying that?
-Because I'm freaking out.

They know, Lee.

They know and they're coming after me
and I know I'm gonna go down.

No. Selby.

I wouldn't do that.
You know I would never do that, okay?

So... just chill out here, okay?

How am I supposed to do that?

You're gonna let me go down
for something you did.

-Selby. I didn't do anything.
-Lee.

-Sell?
-Lee, you know what I'm talking about.

What are you doing?

I'm not doing anything.

Where's the money, Sell?

What money?

The money I gave you.

What are you talking about?

I don't know what you're talking about,
Lee.

-Nothing. Just some change.
-Yeah.

Yeah, I, I got that.

I just wanna live, Lee.

I just want a normal happy life.

I don't know why you did this.

Because I love you.

Because I love you and I...

...and I never wanted to loose you,
that's all.

I love you with all my heart,
my soul, my mind.

And I'd never let you down, all right?

Because it was me.

It was only me.

And I'll let tell them that, okay?

But it's over for me now.

I'm never gonna see you again.

Yeah, I know.

I wish there was a way that...

…that people could forgive you
for something like this, you know?

Selby Wall.

But they can't.

They can't, you know?

So I'm gonna die, Sell.

She told me that. She shot him.

Hey, Sell...

I'll never forget you.

Goodbye, baby...

Bye. Bye, baby.

Bye, Lee.

You've been found guilty
of capital murder...

...and it's this Court's function
at this time to sentence you.

The Court will adjudicate you guilty
on three counts of capital murder.

Thank you, Judge.

And may you rot in hell!

Sending a raped woman to death!

And you all, you're a bunch of scum,
that's what you are!

Love conquers all.

Every cloud has a silver lining.

Faith can move mountains.

Love will always find a way.

Everything happens for a reason.

Where there is life, there is hope.

They gotta tell you something.