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[hip-hop music]

- Shots! - Whoo!

all: Drink! Drink! Drink! Drink!

- Take it off! Whoo!

- Maybe take it easy, G.

- You don't care about anybody but yourself.

[somber music]

♪ ♪

[sighs]

[laughter]

- You clean her up.

♪ ♪

- Shots! - Whoo!

all: Drink! Drink! Drink! Drink!

♪ ♪

[indistinct overlapping voices]

[laughter]

♪ ♪

- ♪ What they talking about? ♪

♪ Every time I pull up, they say "I see misbehaving" ♪

♪ Look at the mess I've been making ♪

♪ Trying, I'm crazy, check for me--deal with it ♪

♪ I'm trying to learn ♪

♪ 365, I say, "Get in there, kill it" ♪

♪ 24/7 ♪

♪ No, your money can't buy it so don't even try ♪

♪ Telling me to be quiet, telling me to be quiet ♪

♪ But I'ma keep running, keep running, keep running ♪

♪ Keep running, my back out ♪

♪ My out ♪

♪ My ♪

♪ ♪

- Good morning.

- Have you heard anything about Devon?

- No.

[cell phone ringing]

- Scott. Scott, honey, wake up.

Did you sleep here last night?

Is something wrong at home?

- Nothing more than normal.

[phone chimes]

- Your parents are probably worried sick about you.

- They're not.

It's Laurin. Again and again and again.

- Well, she's worried about you.

With everything that's going on right now,

you cannot go disappearing on people.

Honey, I understand if you needed some space

but why sleep here?

[dark music]

Scott. What have you done?

[bell rings]

We can't let anyone see this.

Help me!

Scott! - Look, Katina,

I want people to see it.

That's my paint! - Sit down.

What is that supposed to be? In the student lounge?

- How I feel.

- Scott, being an artist does not give you

carte blanche to do that.

You put Devon's face on that wall.

- He's part of her story. She killed herself over him.

- And people are upset. That is disrespectful

- But it's the truth.

- Your version of the truth.

We have no idea what happened that night.

We still don't know what's going on.

- You're not calling my dad, are you?

- I'm calling our janitor and then I'm calling

Principal Sullivan and then I am calling your dad.

Breaking and entering?

Vandalization of private property?

Honey, there are healthier ways to grieve.

- Where are you going? - I'm going to paint over it

myself if I have to. - Please don't paint over it.

It took me all night. - Do not move.

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- Unbelievable.

- Somebody's pissed.

- Does that mean Grace was doing Scott and Devon?

- What does it look like? - I thought she killed herself

over Devon. - She must have or else

the police wouldn't have arrested him.

- Is he in jail? - Who give a shit about Devon?

Look what Scott did to Laurin.

- Who cares? She chose Grace over us.

- 'Cause Katina got in her head.

You know Laurin can't think for herself.

- [scoffs] And look what it got her.

- How would you feel if Brian announced he cheated on you

in front of the whole school?

You better make sure she doesn't come in here.

- Too late.

- Scott's clearly cracked.

You're better off without him.

- How could they do this to me?

- Guys are guys. They do what they do,

no matter how perfect they're supposed to be.

- But Grace-- - Did you think she'd

be any different because it was you?

Even goodie-goodie Navi said it.

Grace was a slut. - What did I do to deserve this?

- When are you going to stop crying and get angry?

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[indistinct chatter]

- Is she okay? - We've got her.

- Hold on, Donny. Rather than covering this up,

pretending like it never happened,

maybe we should grab some chairs and talk about it.

- Yeah.

- Since Grace's death, we haven't come together

as a community to process what we've--hold on.

- What is going on? - Please, let me explain, Larry.

- I want these kids out of here.

And that repulsive thing painted over by lunch.

- That was my first reaction, too.

But look.

We've been trying to normalize a completely abnormal situation.

People need to talk about Grace,

about what's happening with Devon.

We need to face this head on. - I don't believe this.

- I agree with Navi. This is not appropriate.

- Just give me one day with it, Larry.

Let me see what I can do.

- Today. Then it's gone.

[phone line trilling]

- Hello? - Hey.

I don't wanna call you with more bad news,

but you deserve to know. - What happened?

- I need you to arrange to have Devon's work sent home.

- Is he home? Is he okay? Is he coming back?

- When I know, you'll know. That's all I've been told.

Where's Scott? - In my office.

Go easy on him. He's in a state.

Okay.

- Faith. - What's going on?

- I think you better get down here.

- I know I'm in trouble. - Son, shut up. Let me think.

[sighs]

I wanna know why you did that.

- I loved her.

- I, uh, met my wife in junior high.

She sat one row over in homeroom.

She was always late.

Used to put her makeup on at her desk.

And I'd look over her shoulder and I'd see her eyes

in that mirror and...

She'd catch me looking.

When she died, I, uh--

I did stupid things.

I didn't break and enter or paint a locker or wall.

But I wasn't myself.

For a long time.

[sighs]

You're gonna paint that wall back to red tonight.

And if I see any more angels anywhere on my school,

it's gonna be more than detention.

Do you hear me?

- Scott, talk to me.

- Trust me, you don't wanna hear anything I have to say.

- [sighs] You can't keep shutting me out.

You're my boyfriend. - Laurin, open your eyes

and see what's really going on.

- I can see. Okay? I can.

I know you and Grace were sleeping together.

The whole school knows now, right?

[sighs] Last Friday, after I saw you upstairs,

I was so scared.

And how you got so angry at the video.

And you were so jealous of Devon.

I'm not stupid. I could tell.

- Then why didn't you say something?

Why are you standing here? - Because I love you.

And we need each other.

I wanna work things out.

I can forgive you. I know I can.

You were confused.

But Grace is gone and you're not sleeping together anymore.

- You think that's what it was about.

- What? - Sex.

- [sighs] Wasn't it? - No.

I was in love with Grace.

I still am.

- [scoffs] Why?

- Because she believed in me.

- I believe in you. - No, you don't.

You think my drawings are somehow separate from me.

Like one day I'll stop and be somebody else.

But I won't. This is who I am.

And Grace knew that.

She was perfect for me.

Look, I can't live this lie anymore.

I'm not your boyfriend and I haven't been for a long time.

- [sighs]

- Laurin, I-- - I don't wanna talk about it.

- It's horrible what he did to you.

What she did to you.

What they both did to all of us.

- Please, just leave me alone.

- I'm sorry I accused you of knowing.

I was wrong. And what Scott did,

painting that sick, comic book, fantasy fetish,

the way he dragged us through the mud--

you didn't deserve that.

No one does. - It was true.

What he painted, that happened.

- No, it didn't. - Yes, it did.

- No, Laurin. He's making it look like it was

all her master plan.

Like he actually believes that the guys were innocent.

- Maybe they were. - What do you mean?

- She had some kind of super power over them.

She had them all twisted.

Scott was right. She was a puppet master.

- You know what? I failed at this once already--

attacking Grace for what Devon did--

and I'm not gonna do it again. - But she's the reason

he hurt you. - No.

Something went wrong between me and Devon.

And I have to look at myself for that answer.

- I'm not gonna play the victim and blame Grace for that.

If it wasn't her, it would've been someone else.

- But it was her! It was Grace.

And in the end, it was Devon she called

before she killed herself.

She chose him and she loved him.

And he loved her and it wasn't just sex, Navi.

He loved her!

- Maybe he did, Laurin.

But he's now paying for that in ways that are worse

than anything I could ever do.

So I don't wanna be mad about her anymore.

But yeah, it still hurts.

And I know you know how that feels.

Look, if you wanna talk about it,

I'm around.

[somber music]

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- [sighs]

♪ ♪

- I can't walk in there alone.

- You don't have to.

I'll go too.

Before we go...

I'm so sorry, Faith, for what I did to Grace's locker.

Those horrible words. - You were mad.

- But I let that get in between us.

And I hate myself for what I did.

For not being able to be there for you.

Because I was...

So petty.

- Look, she hurt you.

I don't know why she did, but she did.

- But I shouldn't have taken that out on you.

I should have told you.

I just--I didn't know how to without sounding--

- It's just--

I needed you.

- I know.

- And you abandoned me.

- I know.

[sighs]

Can you ever forgive me?

- Will you ever forgive yourself?

I mean, even if I do.

- I'm so sorry.

I'm so, so sorry.

- Since Grace died...

I've been shocked at the level of gossip.

As a community, I thought we were better than this.

So I want to encourage you to start talking to each other.

Instead of about each other.

- What? You mean about Grace?

Like everyone's talking about Grace.

- And Devon. - Since when are you

back on Devon's side? - Since he got

marched out of this school in handcuffs

like a common criminal.

And frankly, I'm not down for this kumbaya moment.

- Navi, babe, can I speak with you for a second?

Why would you call Faith? - She has a right to see

what Scott painted about her sister.

- But Faith, this is not how I wanted to reintegrate you

into the school.

When you come back, it should be a gentle process.

- Look I deserve to know the truth.

All of it.

Even if it's bad. - Honey, this isn't a good idea.

- I wanna see it.

Up close.

I keep asking myself why my sister

would jump in front of a car.

Or how.

I mean, how can you will yourself to do that?

To fight against your own life force and jump.

I mean, what was so bad?

Like, who was so bad to her that this was the only way out?

Was it Devon?

Was it Scott?

Or was it all of you? - I think the answer's

written right in front of your face.

- Maybe.

You know, maybe it's true.

Maybe my sister wasn't a good person.

And maybe she cheated.

And maybe she was a slut.

And maybe she was a drunk who blew the big game

because she was hung over and couldn't be the perfect winner.

Maybe she lied to her best friend and maybe she lied

to her family and she lied to me.

And everything was a lie, but I know what depression looks like

and Grace was not suicidal.

- Faith.

Suicide can be hard to accept.

Even when we hear it in Grace's own voice.

- No. She was stronger than that.

Look, she didn't care what people thought about her.

Okay, she wouldn't have done this to herself.

Something must have happened to her.

- It doesn't make her a bad person.

- And how do we really know that?

- Because we knew her.

[phones chiming, buzzing]

Can you please put your phones on vibrate or turn them off?

- Everybody out of here, now.

- Girls, come on. I really wish you would stay.

- We gotta go.

- Come with me. - Wait, what?

- What's going on?

Hey.

- Scott, is that you?

No, no, don't leave me here. Come back.

Scott, wait now.

Scott, what did you do?

[dramatic music]

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