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[somber rock music]

♪ ♪

- Then die, Grace. What do I care?

all: Drink, drink, drink, drink!

- I'm defeated.

- Don't touch me!

- ♪ Maybe I've been going too... ♪

- Everything you do, you get away with.

- ♪ But I'm not going nowhere till I'm ready ♪

♪ Did way too much to make it this far ♪

♪ Lately I've been going-- ♪

[car horn blares]

♪ Maybe I've been out of control ♪

[car horn blares]

[car horn beeps]

♪ But I don't like to do what I'm told ♪

♪ So hey ♪

♪ I'll stay ♪

♪ Right here with you ♪

♪ Until it all starts kicking in ♪

[thud]

[glass shatters]

- ♪ Feels like I'm walking on the moon ♪

♪ Catch me if I fall ♪

♪ 'Cause time is running out ♪

♪ The writing's on the wall ♪

♪ And they're running now to chase her ♪

♪ Running from the law ♪

♪ So just give it to me straight ♪

♪ Give it to me straight ♪

♪ ♪

[somber rock music]

- ♪ What they talking about? ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Every time I pull up, they say "I see misbehaving" ♪

♪ Look at the mess I've been making ♪

♪ Trying, I'm crazy, check for me--deal with it ♪

♪ I'm trying to learn ♪

♪ 365, I say, "Get in there, kill it" ♪

♪ 24/7 ♪

♪ No, your money can't buy it so don't even try ♪

♪ Telling me to be quiet, telling me to be quiet ♪

♪ But I'ma keep running, keep running, keep running ♪

♪ Keep running, my back out ♪

♪ My out ♪

♪ My ♪

♪ ♪

[somber music]

- Did one of the kids do this for her?

♪ ♪

It's so beautiful.

♪ ♪

- Everyone loved Grace.

♪ ♪

Okay, Donnie.

[somber music]

♪ ♪

[thud]

- [inhales]

♪ ♪

[sobbing]

♪ ♪

- You can get through this, sister.

One day at a time.

♪ ♪

- A person like your sister, Grace,

so vibrant, so full of life.

Such a free spirit.

I--

I'm sorry if I'm, um, I'm still in a state of shock.

- No, it's not your fault.

I mean, my face is her face.

My mom can't even look at me.

Everyone here will stare.

They won't know how to talk to me.

Not that they ever did.

You know, at least when she was alive,

I was invisible.

But now I'm her ghost.

- Things will normalize.

It will take time, but it will.

- My mom wants a private funeral.

And no social media-- even on the school website.

Can you tell Navi?

- You haven't spoken to her?

Have you deactivated her social media accounts?

- All the passwords I thought would work aren't working.

- Laurin might know.

- No, she wouldn't know.

If Navi has any stuff from the yearbook that we can use...

- I'll get right on that.

- And, um, her locker.

We need to clean out her locker.

My mom's doing--

My mom's doing that right now. - Faith, Faith, Faith.

I know that there are a lot of details that need to be handled,

but, more importantly, you need to grieve.

♪ ♪

- I'm tired of having to come get you.

You know what? Everything you do,

you get away with.

- You're my sister.

And I love you.

- You're a mess.

I don't know how to do this.

[sobs]

You know, even when we--

I mean, we were still sisters.

- I know. - [sniffs]

I just thought we had our whole lives.

- Honey, all sibling relationships are difficult.

It doesn't change what you meant to each other.

- What was she even doing there?

[phone rings]

[sobs]

[phone rings]

- Hello?

♪ ♪

Yes, I'll walk her out.

♪ ♪

Your mom's ready to go.

♪ ♪

Maybe we should wait for the halls to clear.

♪ ♪

- No, I mean, I have to do it sometime.

- ♪ So love me for the last time ♪

♪ So love me for the last time ♪

♪ So love me for the last time ♪

♪ You drop like a stone ♪

♪ And the ripples spread out ♪

♪ Catching us all in their little waves of doubt ♪

♪ ♪

- Response team in place?

- Grief groups are running in the student lounge.

Students are coming. It's working well.

- Yeah. - Even if I'm totally

overwhelmed. - You're already miles

ahead of my last counselor. Trust me.

- Thank you.

I've got Devon and Navi gathering the student council

this afternoon.

My first concern is Grace's inner circle.

Laurin, Audrey, the team-- they're gonna need

more than grief groups.

I wanna set up individual sessions with--

what's happening here?

- Hey, everyone I know today's been tough,

but you still have class.

- Oh, my God.

- Did you see who did this?

- We have to get it down.

Katina, stop. Stop, stop.

- Who would do this? [sobs]

♪ ♪

[somber music]

- Since when did Grace have enemies?

- Whoever did this wants attention.

And they're gonna get mine.

- To act out like this two days after Grace was killed.

Someone is clearly in a great deal of pain.

- That looked a hell of a lot more like anger

than pain to me.

- I need to find them. Help them.

- Mm, well, they better hope you find them first.

'Cause I got no sympathy for their nonsense.

♪ ♪

- You are such a liar.

- Wait, Scott-- - Don't!

Don't touch me!

♪ ♪

- Scott?

- She's really gone.

- I've been meaning to talk to you,

but things have been, um...

- Messed up.

- Yeah, totally messed up.

So how are you doing?

- What happened today was wrong.

- I hear you.

- She deserves better than to be remembered as a dead slut.

- Yeah, I agree.

- We should remember her for who she really was.

That she was her own person.

Did her own thing without being selfish about it.

She made you feel like it was okay to be who you really were.

I feel so powerless.

- Maybe you can help me.

- How?

- I wanna find a way to bring everyone together

that loved her.

Share our stories about Grace.

- A memorial?

- Yeah, a memorial, but I was actually thinking

something more permanent.

You were responsible for the angel on the locker, right?

- Yeah, I know I didn't exactly ask permission.

- No, I think Principal Sullivan's issue

wasn't with the painting.

It was more about the fact that you snuck in to do it.

- Yeah, I got that.

♪ ♪

- It really was a lovely tribute.

♪ ♪

What about a mural?

Maybe in the student lounge.

You could plan it, and I could probably get a couple volunteers

together to help you paint it.

- Yeah, yeah, I can definitely do that.

- Yeah. - I've already got

some drawings. I mean, this one could be good.

Got this one.

- Put a few options together.

I need to get to this student council meeting,

and I'll just run it by them and see what they think.

- Oh.

- What? - So Devon gets a say?

- Well, he is the president.

- Just forget it then. Never mind.

- Hey, Scott, what's going on?

- Devon will never do it.

- I'm sure he'll consider it.

- Not if he knows it's me.

♪ ♪

[murmuring]

♪ ♪

- Now you know.

[phone buzzes]

♪ ♪

Now you know.

♪ ♪

- Hey, missed you.

Where you been hiding all day?

- Where do you think?

- Your book is due next week.

I don't even have time to be sitting here.

- I--did I do something wrong?

- Sorry, everyone, I'm a little late.

I know it's been a tough day for our school,

and we just all wanna go home, but I need a plan to take

back to Principal Sullivan, so I thought we could brainstorm

our immediate action steps.

- Steps to what?

- To help us recover from losing Grace.

Grace's funeral is going to be a private occasion

for family only.

A lot of people are going to be pretty disappointed about that.

- Ollie was talking about having a vigil on the boulevard,

but to close off the streets, the whole thing.

Gotta deal with the cops and whatnot.

- Why don't we do it here?

Maybe this Friday?

We could start with a memorial assembly

and then create a mural. We've got this wall.

We could get one of our student artists to head up the concept

and development and execution.

- Who? - What?

- Which artist?

- Scott Williams.

- No, absolutely not. - Why not?

- 'Cause this isn't about Scott getting to turn Grace's death

into an art gallery for himself. - Oh, that's not the intention.

- And what? We're supposed to sit

under some gigantic picture of Grace every time we're here?

- I was thinking something more symbolic.

- Doesn't matter what the picture is.

Scott is not painting it.

- I think that this is worth a discussion.

- I move we vote right now.

Officers opposed to a mural?

♪ ♪

The "nos" have it. Moving on.

We still need to do something.

- Why?

- What do you mean, "why?"

My friend died.

Your friend's sister died.

We should do something to honor her.

- It's pretty clear from what happened today

that Grace wasn't a friend to everyone in this school.

Maybe we need to acknowledge that too.

- Maybe we should, Navi.

Do you have any thoughts on how we can better handle this?

Okay, why don't we table this for now?

Come back tomorrow with clear heads and real ideas.

♪ ♪

Devon, can you hang back for a second?

♪ ♪

What was that?

- What?

- I've known you and Navi for three years,

and I have never seen either of you behave like that.

- Like what?

- Openly hostile.

I--What was that vote?

You just ran right over me.

- I'm not gonna let Scott-- - Are you and Navi fighting?

- Nah, we're good.

- She doesn't seem good.

She seemed angry. - At me?

- At Grace.

- For what?

- You tell me.

Did you know she hasn't reached out to Faith?

- Seriously? - Look, if there was anything

going on between Navi and Grace, I need to know that.

- Are you talking about the locker?

Come on, you know she wouldn't do that.

- I don't know who did it.

- Maybe you need to ask the volleyball team.

Grace blew the game for them Friday night.

Ruined their perfect record. It was a big deal.

- Yeah, but they're still in the tournament.

One game doesn't change that.

- Yeah, but Audrey doesn't lose.

♪ ♪

- "Mine," I wanna hear "mine" every time.

[thud]

♪ ♪

What are you doing?

- Audrey, she's had enough.

- Not even close.

Girl's gotta learn.

♪ ♪

- Short, short, short, short!

- What the hell?

Semi-finals are next week.

We have to win back our respect.

- It's too soon, Audrey.

We're all sad.

- Moping won't bring her back.

- But neither will winning.

- Katina, don't see you in the gym much.

- I wanted to see how the team was holding up.

- We're hanging in. Thanks for asking.

- All right, let's go, girls. Huddle in.

- Laurin, Audrey, could you guys hang back a sec?

- We have to practice.

- I know this may be hard to accept, but volleyball

can't take the place of grieving.

- Don't worry, everyone's crying.

Constantly.

It's all I can do to keep this team together right now.

- Grace was the only reason I signed up.

It just doesn't feel right playing without her.

- Well, maybe you could sit out a game or two.

- Mm-mm, not an option.

We're heading into tournament play.

I need everyone I've got right now.

- Well, Grace was our best player.

- Maybe the old Grace.

- "The old Grace"?

♪ ♪

Girls, after what happened at her locker today,

you can either talk to me or get a visit

from Principal Sullivan.

But we need to know what's going on.

♪ ♪

- Grace was blowing off practices.

- Because you were so hard on her.

- That's what real friends do.

They tell you when you're acting stupid so you stop.

- What was it?

Parties, drinking?

Did her mom know?

- Please, that woman is a mess.

- The divorce was hard on the family.

- And you weren't helping her any by covering for her.

- That's what friends are for.

They don't betray each other.

- Do either of you know who could've written that

on Grace's locker?

♪ ♪

Look, I can stand here all practice or go ask everybody

one by one.

- Honestly, it could have been any girl in this school.

- I wish you wouldn't say that.

- Oh, my God, L.

I know you two were tight, but face reality.

Grace was more than just a flirt.

- That wasn't my impression of Grace.

- Hey, who in this gym would have trusted Grace

alone with their boyfriend?

Raise your hand.

♪ ♪

- That was more than a little cruel, Audrey.

- Maybe I'm not mean enough.

I could see this coming from a mile away,

and I couldn't stop it.

- It was a hit-and-run, Audrey.

You can't blame yourself for the randomness of life.

- Doesn't matter anyway.

The Grace we knew didn't die on Saturday.

She died months ago.

♪ ♪

- [coughing]

[water splashing]

- Laurin?

[thud]

Are you okay?

- I can't stop thinking about her.

It's like I can see her

just lying on that street,

left alone to die.

I can't take it.

Why couldn't she have just stayed home?

- I don't understand it either.

I keep asking myself "Why was she down there?"

Was there a party or something?

- It's not really where people go to party.

- What do they go there for?

- To hook up.

- [sighs]

- I gotta get back out there.

- Laurin...

Was Grace dating someone?

Is that why she went to the boulevard?

To see him?

- A guy wouldn't bring his real girlfriend there.

Not someone he really loved.

- Then who does he bring?

♪ ♪

- His side piece.

♪ ♪

- I don't wanna hit it.

♪ ♪

- Ready to get back to work?

♪ ♪

- Heads up, team in. Set.

Drop, there you go. You need to get down.

Get down low, drop it. There you go.

There you go, get down.

♪ ♪

- What do you think? Hamburgers or Thai?

- Eat without me tonight.

I need to run by Faith's and check on her.

She seemed totally disassociated to me.

- You always go above and beyond.

- They're just such good kids.

I just wanna protect them from the pain.

Keep them innocent and sheltered for just one day longer.

- Honey, that's-- that's not your job.

- It is my job to pay attention, and, honestly, this time...

I feel like I missed something really big.

- They're teenagers, Kat.

It's their job to keep secrets.

And you're not psychic.

No one saw this coming.

- Stop asking all these questions.

- So please stop beating yourself up.

- Just keep your mouth shut up.

- Whatever it is, you'll make it right.

- Yeah, I will.

♪ ♪

["Attention" by Sophie Rose plays]

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