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♪ I woke up this mornin' ♪

♪ And now I understand ♪

♪ What it means to give your life ♪

♪ To just one man ♪

♪ Afraid of feelin' nothin' ♪

♪ No bees or butterflies ♪

♪ My head is full of voices ♪

♪ And my house is full of lies ♪

♪ This is ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ And this is ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ This is home ♪

♪ I found you standin' there ♪

♪ When I was 17 ♪

♪ Now I'm 32 ♪

♪ And I can't remember what I've seen ♪

♪ In you and ♪

♪ I made a promise ♪

♪ It started every day ♪

♪ Now I'm renting romance movies ♪

♪ And dreamin' of yesterday ♪

♪ This is ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ And this is ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ And this is ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ This is home ♪

♪ I'd like to see the Riviera ♪

♪ And slow dance underneath the stars ♪

♪ I'd like to watch the sun come up ♪

♪ In a stranger's arms ♪

♪ And this is ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ Oh oh-oh oh ♪

Thanks, sweetheart.

♪ And this is ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ I'm goin' crazy ♪

♪ A little every day ♪

♪ Everything I wanted ♪

♪ Is now driving me away ♪

♪ I woke this mornin' ♪

♪ To the sound of breakin' hearts ♪

♪ Mine is full of questions ♪

♪ And it's tearing yours apart ♪

♪ Tearing yours apart ♪

♪ And it's tearing yours apart ♪

♪ It's tearing yours apart ♪

♪ It's tearing us apart ♪

Hey, babe, it's me.

Um, listen, I'm gonna do the double shift tonight,

so I won't be home till morning.

Um, I'll try back later.

Oh, hey, I got you some flowers.

I hope you like 'em. Love you.

Hey, Claudia, it's Missy.

I just got the sonogram done.

You guys gotta come over and see it.

OK. Call me. Bye.

Claudia, it's Kelly.

Don't forget to go food shopping for Ma this week,

and don't forget the cigarettes.

Talk to you.

Hey, Mom?

Hey, Mom, you home?

I guess you got the check I sent.

Uh... yeah.

Thanks. I'll, um...

I--I'll pay you back in a couple of weeks.

Yeah? I won't hold my breath.

So what is this, a funny little visit,

or are you home for good?

No. Don't worry. Don't worry.

It's just a little visit.

What happened?

Fired again?

No. This time, uh, this time I quit.

Oh. Good for you.

Listen, I'm not gonna stand

for any of your bullshit this time, Charles.

The last 3 years

have been very peaceful here without you.

So you act like an adult,

or you're out on your ass, you understand?

Yeah.

Yeah, I understand.

Yeah.

Get that goddamn car off my lawn, too.

Don't touch any of my beers, either.

♪ Well, it's 8:00 in Boise ♪

♪ Idaho ♪

So, Claud, when did you hear about this?

Oh, this afternoon at the diner.

Alice Smith told me.

Who's Alice Smith?

Alice Smith. You know, that slut

that lives across the street from them?

Hey, Teresa, don't hold that against her.

As far as I'm concerned,

there aren't enough chicks around like her

these days.

What?

I wonder if he's home for good.

Did happy legs say he was home for good?

We really didn't talk about it, Goldie.

She just asked me if I knew he was home,

that's it.

Does he know about you guys?

I have no idea.

You think maybe he'd, uh... be pissed?

I don't give a shit what he thinks.

Come on, Mike. You know the guy since first grade.

Give him a break already.

Come on. What? Are you kidding me?

This guy's a mutt. He's always been a mutt.

He's probably still trying to bang any skank

he can get his hands on.

Even so, I think somebody should tell him.

I don't give a shit who tells him.

You want to tell him? Tell him.

Claudia, what do you think?

Yeah. Probably.

All right, I'll--

I'll go by his house tomorrow after work.

I'll go see him.

Mike... you come by with me.

Look, fine.

You want me to tell him, I'll tell him, all right?

Are you happy now, you little pain in the ass?

I just think it's the right thing.

Congratulations, Huck Finn.

Teresa, can I get another drink?

In a minute.

Teresa, I'll take one, too,

and put it on Claudia's tab.

Hey, nice car, man.

Make sure you scumbags keep your hands off it.

Hey, Michael, what's happenin', man?

How you doin'? I hear you're home for a week

and nobody hears from you.

Yeah. Look, I was, uh, I was gonna call you guys,

but I figured I'd run into you sooner or later.

So, what's up?

Nothin'. I hear you're home,

so I figured I'd come by and say hello.

You gonna invite me in,

or we gonna freeze our asses off?

Yeah. Come on in.

Hey, Ma, you remember Michael, huh?

Hey, Mrs. Ryan!

Hey, how you doin'?

So what's up, man? Everything all right?

Yeah. Everything's fine.

Man, this place hasn't changed much.

Yeah. Well, you know, my mom hasn't gotten around

to hiring the new interior decorator just yet, so...

I saw the Buick outside. I can't believe

you got that up and running again.

Yeah. Well, I still see you're drivin' the Impala.

I can't believe that piece of crap's still on the road.

Yeah. Well, after you left,

I got a decent mechanic.

So what brings you back?

You miss home or somethin'?

Did I miss home or somethin'?

Michael, clue me in.

Is there something here to miss?

Hey, fuck you.

So what's the occasion?

You got any work lined up?

Yeah. Yeah.

If you can believe it, I'm back at Bugsy's,

pumping gas a couple a days a week.

So you seen anybody since you're back?

No. Nobody.

Hopin' maybe to run into Claudia if she's still around.

Listen, Charlie,

that's what I came here to talk to you about.

Oh, why? What's up?

Please. Please don't tell me she's married.

No, not exactly, but...

we're together now.

What--What do you mean you're together now?

We're together. We live together.

Probably gonna get married this summer.

No shit?

How long, um...

how long has that been goin' on?

About 3 years.

3 years?

You didn't waste any fuckin' time, did ya?

Hey, you treated her like shit,

and you took off.

At least I treat her good.

You and Claudia.

I can't--I can't picture that.

So what's the deal?

You guys are, uh... engaged or somethin'?

Basically.

Basically?

Hey, Michael, how is one basically engaged?

Look, we both decided we wanted to get married,

but we haven't decided on a date yet, so...

I guess you'd say we're not officially engaged.

That's great, man.

Look, seriously, no bullshit?

I'm happy for you.

So you're cool with this?

Look, me and her were over a long time ago, ya know?

Long time ago, Charlie.

Yeah.

So no hard feelin's?

No, man.

To old friends.

Old friends.

Hi, babe.

So how'd it go?

What?

What? You didn't go see him?

Yeah.

And?

And he's still an asshole.

He's back pumpin' gas at Bugsy's,

really settin' the world on fire.

So did you tell him about us?

Yeah.

How'd he react?

He's cool with it.

Hey, you.

What's happenin'?

♪ It's knowin' that your door is always open ♪

♪ And your path is free to walk ♪

♪ That makes me tend to leave my sleepin' bag ♪

♪ Rolled up and stashed behind your couch... ♪

You here to eat?

Yeah.

Yeah, I'm here to eat.

You know what you want?

Yeah. Um...

let me get a, uh,

cheeseburger and some fries, all right?

Is that it?

No. No, actually, um...

there's somethin' I wanna ask ya.

Can you sit down here a second?

You can't see I'm workin' here?

Hey, Claudia, it's not like this place

is exactly, you know, rockin', all right?

Just sit down with me a second.

I'm not gonna bite ya.

So?

So, you know... I just--

I wanted to come by and say I'm sorry

for the way I just took off, you know,

when I left.

So, I'm sorry.

That's what you wanted to ask me?

Yeah.

Yeah, and, also, you know, I mean,

I just wanted to see if, you know,

if you're happy with all this, you know,

still livin' here, workin' in this place,

you know, that whole routine?

What business is that of yours?

Come on, Claudia.

I've known you your whole life, all right?

I just can't see you bein' OK with this.

Yeah, well, it's not like

I'm gonna be here forever, you know?

Oh, really?

You see your friend back here?

That's what she said, too.

Now look at her.

I swear, another couple of months in this town

and your hair's gonna turn blue, too.

Did you come here to eat or to abuse me?

No. Look, look.

All I'm sayin' is, like, whatever happened

to all that stuff you said you were gonna do?

I remember what I used to call you: Cloudia,

'cause you always had your head in the clouds,

always talkin' about gettin' outta here,

seein' some of the world.

I mean, what happened to that girl?

Ahh...

I was 18 years old, and I grew up.

That's what happened,

and, besides, what about you, the 2 of us?

You're the one with the big plans, the big dreams.

What happened to you?

Hey, I didn't give up, all right?

I mean, it just didn't work out this time.

You know, like, in a month or so,

I'm gonna get the hell out of here again.

I'm not stickin' around here.

So why'd you bother even comin' back home?

Honestly?

'Cause I wanted to see you.

Yeah. Well...

hey, here I am in all my glory.

Now what are you gonna do?

I'm thinkin', you know,

I'm thinkin' if you're not so happy here,

then... you know...

when I take off, why don't you come with me?

Remember? Like we always said we were gonna do?

Oh, yeah.

Just like that. No big deal.

You know what?

I never said I wasn't happy. You did.

And, Charlie, we've been here once before,

and we were just kids,

and that's why it seemed so romantic,

but it don't seem so romantic now, does it?

Why not?

Because of Michael?

Partly.

And because I don't trust you.

Remember? You have a habit of runnin' away

when things get a little ugly.

What are you talkin' about?

You talkin' about--

you talkin' about the abortion?

Yeah.

I'm talkin' about the abortion.

Hey, I stayed and made sure everything was OK

before I left, all right?

I mean, I even spoke to the guy at the clinic.

Oh, you even talked to that guy at the clinic?

Well, that was mighty big of you.

You want to know somethin'? Everything wasn't OK.

I needed you, and you weren't there.

What wasn't OK?

Look, that doesn't even matter now, OK?

But to answer your question,

no. I don't want to go anywhere with you.

So what are you gonna do? I mean,

you're really gonna stay here and marry Michael?

Yeah.

I don't see a ring anywhere.

Don't worry. It's comin'.

Well, I guess

you play the cards you're dealt, huh?

Yep, or sometimes you just run away.

Look, I'm gonna get back to work, OK?

So just-- just leave me alone.

Fine.

Oh.

Hey, babe.

Hi, honey.

What are you still doin' awake?

Nothin' really,

just figured I'd wait up for ya.

Oh, sorry.

I went over to Goldie's after work.

He wanted to show me Missy's sonogram.

They're gonna have a boy.

Oh.

I think I saw his little pecker.

It was really cool.

You're gonna make a great father,

aren't you?

I'm gonna try.

We got a good thing...

don't we?

Yeah, we do.

Hey, Kelly.

Hey, babe, what's up?

Is Mom up yet?

Yep. She's right there in the kitchen.

Oh, well, don't get up or anything.

Hold your horses. I'm comin'.

Hey, Ma.

Hi, hon.

Oh, Claudia,

I told you you didn't have to do that.

I can go to the store myself, you know.

Yeah, well, don't worry about it.

So what's goin' on, Kelly, anything?

Same shit, different day.

She can't get a date.

Oh, Ma, you're one to talk.

At least I get out of the house every once in a while.

What about that guy Marty I told you about?

I figured he'd be right up your alley.

The guy from the fish market? No, thank you.

Do I look that desperate to you people?

Do you want us to honestly answer that?

So I guess, uh, no news from your father, huh?

Ma, don't you think you'd be the first one I'd tell

if I heard from him?

Ma, please don't start with that again.

Start with what?

He left. He ain't comin' back.

Trust me. I know a little somethin' about guys like this.

Why would you say that?

I told you he did this when you were a baby.

He came back then, didn't he, huh?

If he gave a shit about us,

he would have called already.

And you know what?

Even if that son of a bitch did call,

I wouldn't want to talk to him anyway.

Watch your mouth! He's still your father.

Not to me, he's not.

Why don't you take that fuckin' picture

off the wall already?

Nice mouth, huh?

This is pretty good.

You're finally gettin' the hang of it.

What's the matter, babe?

It's just my mom.

You know, she won't give up hope.

It's tough to watch.

I still don't get your dad.

I don't know how that guy can just run off

on his wife and kids like that.

Yeah.

I can sort of understand why he left.

You can?

Yeah. He obviously wasn't happy anymore.

So big fuckin' deal. Where is it written

you gotta be happy all the time?

He didn't love my mother anymore.

I mean, what's he supposed to do,

just spend the rest of his life being miserable?

That's not the point!

We're talkin' about a guy who

abandoned his wife in the middle of the night,

no explanation.

If he didn't love her anymore,

he should have sat her down

and asked her for a divorce.

He tried, but she wouldn't listen.

You know my mother.

She didn't want to hear it.

She didn't want to believe it.

That's bullshit.

Why are you defendin' this guy, huh?

Can't you see how it's affecting your mother?

She hasn't left the house in 6 months.

I'm not defending him.

I hate the son of a bitch for what he's done to her,

but he's my father, and I grew up in that house,

so I can sort of understand his side.

Well, I can't.

Yeah. Well, I wouldn't expect you to.

Son of a bitch. Not again.

So, man, what happened to that other mechanic

you were tellin' me about?

He died.

Look, I don't want you to take this the wrong way,

all right?

But that car you got, it's a total piece of shit.

I mean, why don't you just junk it

and save yourself the headache already?

Look who's talkin'?

What am I supposed to drive to work?

Buy a new car.

I mean, you got the good job now.

Do I look like I can buy a new car?

Well, then why don't you ask your old man for a loan?

I mean, I'm sure he's got some money.

What do I look like to you?

I'm not gonna ask my parents for money.

What's the big deal, Michael?

They're your parents, all right?

I mean, they're supposed to give you money.

Maybe if I still lived at home they'd make my bed, too.

So, look, Michael,

I don't know if Claudia mentioned it at all,

but I stopped in at the diner the other day

for lunch, and I happened to notice

she didn't have a ring on her finger, man.

So, uh...

what's up with that?

Just because she doesn't have one.

I figure I'll buy her the ring

right after I buy that new car.

You guys, uh...

you are engaged, though, right?

Yeah. It's like I told you.

We're just not gonna make it official

till we settle on a date.

Neither one of us is goin' anywhere.

I gotta admit, though,

I'm a little jealous of you, you know?

I'm startin' to think maybe that's what I gotta do.

It's time to find a girl, settle down,

do that whole thing.

Yeah. You should.

The only problem is,

it seems the only girls I used to know around here,

well, they're already spoken for, huh?

That's right.

Don't forget it.

Don't worry, man.

I'm not about to.

So you gonna help me out or what?

Hey, come on, you cheap bastard.

Don't I always help you out?

What do you think? All of a sudden

I'm gonna stop fixin' your car for free?

Well, it died outside the house.

Look, I don't know if you're cool with this,

but you're gonna have to come over to our place

to fix it.

Yeah. Well, look, I got, um, I got Saturday off.

I can maybe come by and do it then?

No, no, no, no, no.

Saturday's no good. I gotta work.

Uh, how about Sunday?

Yeah. No. Sunday, um... all right. Yeah.

I'll come by-- I'll come by on Sunday.

Hey, Michael.

Michael, you home?

What the hell are you doing in here?

Hi, Claudia. How you doing?

Don't "how you doing" me.

What the fuck are you doing in here?

Hey, you know,

it's really nice to see you, too.

Nice place you got.

I'm not joking, Charlie.

What are you doing in our house?

I came by to see your boyfriend.

I knocked on the door,

and it was open.

So you just let yourself in

and start helping yourself to our beer?

Yeah.

Yeah, it looks like that.

So, uh, is he around?

No.

He's at work.

Why? What do you want him for?

Didn't he tell you?

I'm supposed to come by today to fix the car.

Yeah, he told me

you were supposed to come by tomorrow.

Yeah, but, see, I gotta work tomorrow,

so, I don't know, I figured I should come by

and see if I could do it today.

You knew he wasn't gonna be home today, right?

No, I had no idea.

I mean, I don't know, you know.

Maybe he may have mentioned it, but...

Well, then why don't you just come back tomorrow

like you said you were gonna?

Because I gotta cover for The Foot tomorrow.

All right? So if lover boy

wants his car ready for Monday morning,

I can only do it today.

So is this gonna be the routine now?

You just hassle me every chance you get.

Hassle you?

Hassle you?

All right, let me get this straight.

I come over here on my day off

to fix your boyfriend's car--

for free, no less,

and you accuse me of hassling you?

What do you think?

You think I got nothing better to do

than to come over here when I know Michael's not around

and see if I can sweet talk you for a couple of hours?

Come on, Claudia. You know I'm not that kind of guy.

You're just not gonna give up, are you?

Hell, no.

All right, look.

Don't laugh at this, all right?

But, uh...

when I was in California

I got a chance to do a lot of thinking about us

and about how I took off,

and, uh...

you know, and about how much I missed you.

All right, so that's why I came home.

And that's why I'm hassling you.

And that's why I'm probably gonna continue to hassle you.

Now come on, you didn't miss me at all?

Yeah, I missed you.

Then what do you say?

No, I'm not gonna feel like this again.

Why not?

Hey, Claudia, you home?

Yeah, Teresa, in here.

Charlie.

Hi, Teresa.

How you doing?

I'm fine.

How are you? You keeping out of trouble?

Yeah. I'm trying to convince your friend here

to change all that, but, uh...

He's just here to fix Michael's car.

Yeah, yeah, I'm here to fix the car.

I'm gonna grab my beer

and then get started out there.

Oh, yeah, help yourself.

All right. I'll speak to you.

All right, Teresa, see you at the bar, I guess.

So?

So, what?

Don't pull that shit. What was going on?

Nothing was going on. He just came in to get a beer.

Claudia, it was obvious something was going on.

Teresa, we were just talking.

Yeah, well, if I were you,

I wouldn't even give him that much.

Yeah?

Well, you're not me, are you?

Hit the bricks.

Can we get another round, please?

♪ Born to be down ♪

♪ I've learned all my lessons ♪

♪ Before now ♪

♪ Born to be down ♪

♪ I think I'll get used to it ♪

♪ And you just don't get it ♪

♪ You keep it copacetic ♪

♪ And you learn to accept it ♪

♪ And you know you're so pathetic ♪

♪ And you just don't get it ♪

♪ You keep it copacetic ♪

♪ And you learn to accept it ♪

♪ And you know you're so pathetic... ♪

Hey, Claudia.

Hey, Alice.

So, I heard that Charlie's been doing lunch

over at the diner a lot these days.

What's up with that?

Nothing's up with that.

Oh, really?

People are talking.

Yeah?

Well, you shouldn't listen to them.

How long ago did you guys break up?

About 2 weeks ago.

Really?

Yeah.

Are you seeing anyone else right now?

No, no.

That's good.

Not yet.

You wouldn't want to rush into something right away,

you know, get into something crazy. I don't know.

Would you?

Huh?

Can you believe that slut?

I don't know what he was thinking, marrying her.

I'll tell you what he was thinking.

Her father gave him a job.

God knows he couldn't get one on his own.

Oh, that's bullshit.

He got her pregnant, and her father

threatened to cut his balls off

if he didn't marry her.

Can you see it?

No.

No, turn it this way.

Oh, yeah, look at that.

He's got a little one, huh?

Yeah. Takes after his father.

Sorry.

So he comes over to my house on Saturday

when I told him to come by on Sunday

to fix the car, you know what I mean?

Did he fix the car?

That's not the point.

He said himself he wouldn't do anything.

Oh, I feel much better now.

Hey, man, can we have a couple shots?

Tony from the pizza place is single.

So?

What so? So he broke up with his girlfriend.

I'm thinking maybe, you know...

What?

You guys have any rubbers on you?

You hear who moved in on State Street?

I know. Can you believe

the O'Haras sold their house to them?

That whole part of the neighborhood

is captured territory now. It's a fucking shame.

I'm telling you, I give my mother a week

before she's got her house up for sale.

But why did he have to come into my house?

Mikey, the guy, he's fixing your car for free.

Me, I say it's not out of whack

for him to come in and ask for a beer.

No, there's something going on in his head.

I just wonder if he tried anything.

Don't you think she would tell you?

Yeah, I do.

Of course she would.

What's happening, fellas?

There you are. How you doing, gentlemen?

Hello, Charlie.

Hey, Charlie. How you doing?

Listen up, guys, look.

I want you to meet, um...

Annie, right?

Annie, this is Michael and Goldie,

my 2 oldest friends in the world.

Probably his only friends in the world.

Nice to meet you.

That's true. I've known these guys

since they were younger than you, so be nice to them.

Annie, it's very, very nice to meet you.

Control yourself, Goldie, all right?

You're a married man.

I'm sorry, Charlie.

So, Mikey, what's up? I come over,

I fix the car for free, I don't get a thank you call.

Oh, no, thanks, man.

I just thought you were coming over on Sunday.

Yeah, well, didn't Claudia tell you?

I was gonna come by on Sunday,

but I had to cover for The Foot,

so I figured Saturday was cool.

I hope that was all right.

No, no problem. Just call us next time.

Yeah, sure. Whatever.

Hey, Charlie, what are you doing next week?

You're on for poker, no?

Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, I'll be there.

What about you, Mikey?

Are you gonna show?

Oh, I'm definitely in.

Hey, I'll be right back.

I just have to go to the bathroom, OK?

Yeah. Just don't take all night,

all right, sweetheart?

OK.

You guys want drinks? Come on, Mike.

No, I'm good, thanks.

Charlie, what do you want?

Yeah, get me 2 shots for her, all right?

Mary, 3 shots of Jack, please.

Charlie, where did you find her?

I know, I know. Can you believe it?

Is she fucking hot or what?

Charlie, you ain't gonna take her home

tonight, are you?

What do you mean I'm not gonna take her home?

Of course I'll take her home.

You know, if her mother's not home.

She's jailbait, for Christ's sake.

You should be buying her ice cream cones, not shots.

Michael, what are you talking about?

She's a freshman in college. I even saw her ID.

That's legal, right?

In some southern states, Charlie, it is legal.

I'm out of here.

What the fuck is with this guy?

All of a sudden he's a saint.

Don't worry about him. Let's do these shots.

Cheers.

All right.

To young girls.

Wait a second.

Why? Is something wrong?

We just shouldn't be doing this out here.

Somebody might see us.

Well, then what do you say we go inside?

I told you we can't. My parents are home.

Your parents are home.

Yeah.

Well, look, um...

I'm kind of tapped out, but you got any money

or, like, a credit card on you?

Yeah.

Well, then what do you say

we go find a motel room?

I don't...

I don't know.

What do you mean you don't know?

Something wrong?

No. I...

I'm not sure I'm ready to do this right now.

That's all.

Are you afraid of me?

I mean look at me.

I'm a fucking pussycat over here.

I'm not gonna hurt you.

Come on.

It's almost 5:00.

My parents are gonna be up soon.

So what are you saying to me?

It's time to go home.

You're calling it a night.

I'm gonna be back home in a couple of weeks

for spring break.

Maybe we could wait till then.

Spring break?

Yeah.

Yeah, yeah. You know what?

I'll be waiting by the phone.

All right, bye.

Kelly, where are you?

Hold your friggin' horses. I'm coming.

Did she show you what she's gonna wear tonight?

She looks like a friggin' hooker.

Ma, don't start with her tonight.

What do you think?

Oh, my God.

What?

You look beautiful.

You really do, Kel. You look great.

Yeah? You don't think it's too much?

If you got it, work it, baby.

I figure what the hell?

A night out with Marty the fishmonger

has got to be better than another night with you, Ma.

What do you think?

I think you look like a floozy.

You have been dressing like this

since you were 13,

and you didn't give a crap

what I thought then either, right?

Oh, don't say that, Ma.

You know I care what you think.

Get the hell out of here.

So where are you guys going?

Cassatina's.

Cassatina's? That's expensive.

This guy must make some coin.

He's got his own shop.

That's him.

Ah, we got Mr. Manners here.

Doesn't even come to the front door

to say hello.

Are you embarrassed about your family?

He's afraid of you, Ma. He's heard the stories.

All right, so what do you think?

I think you're gonna have a great time.

Can you believe I'm actually nervous?

Do I look all right?

Don't worry. You look beautiful.

Now go have a good time.

All right. Thank you.

I love you, babe.

I love you, too.

So how's everything with you and Michael?

Is everything all right?

Yeah, everything's cool. Why?

No reason. Just making sure

because I like Mike.

He's a good man.

Yeah, well, everything's fine.

Good.

I'm gonna go sit down now, OK, Tony?

All right.

If you need anything, let me know.

I'll be here.

So what are you thinking?

Do you think he's cute at all?

He's not really my type.

I used to think he was sexy in high school.

I mean, he had hair back then.

So ask him out.

I tried the other night at the bar,

but he didn't get the hint. Besides,

I think he got back with his ex-girlfriend,

and I wouldn't feel right about that.

So let's say you're sitting home alone one night,

and you decide to order a pizza,

and our man Anthony shows up.

Do you invite him in?

Do I invite him in?

In a heartbeat I invite him in.

OK, so you invite him in. Now what do you do?

Do I think he's into me?

Oh, yeah, he wants you. You can tell.

OK.

Then I make my move.

And?

And?

And what?

Do I have sex with him?

Yeah. Yeah, well,

if I'm gonna do it, I'm gonna do it right, right?

Hey, Foot, tell me.

What the hell is a guy your age still doing here

pumping gas, huh?

Making the rent, same as you.

Hey, pal, look,

don't go comparing your life to mine.

I ain't here making the friggin' rent.

Yo, Bugsy, I'm gonna grab some lunch, all right?

Charlie, you gotta be kidding me.

You got 40 minutes. I'm timing you.

All right. Thanks. I'm gonna grab some lunch.

You want me to get you anything?

Very nice.

What's that smile about, huh?

Did you just come back

from the junior high school?

Hey, she was in college, all right?

Besides, I just drove her home.

Oh, I'm sure you did.

Want a beer?

OK.

Look, I'm telling you nothing happened, OK?

I drove her home.

Maybe there was, you know, a little kiss,

and that's it.

Why? Are you jealous or something?

Why would I be jealous?

No reason.

But if you are jealous I can understand.

'Cause I'm sure it was a little weird

for you to see me with another woman.

Especially a fine young thing like that, right?

Well, I suppose if I thought

she were out of the tenth grade

I might be jealous.

Hey, hey, she was in college, OK?

I mean, I saw her ID.

Oh, well, I hope so for your sake.

[Bruce Springsteen Song Playing On Radio]

If I remember correctly,

you kind of like this song, don't you?

Yeah, you know I like all his stuff.

Well, what do you say, uh...

you give me a little dance?

What, in here?

Yeah, come on. A little slow dance.

What are you talking about?

You don't even know how to dance.

I don't know how to dance?

First of all it's a slow dance,

and any retard knows how to do a slow dance.

And besides, you don't remember our prom?

We did some dancing that night, didn't we?

Sorry, I can't.

I don't know. It seemed like, uh...

the other day at your house you felt like dancing.

What happened to that?

Yeah, well, we all make mistakes.

So what are you trying to say?

You hate me or something?

No.

I'm just not dancing with you.

All right.

All right.

I guess I'll go back to work then, huh?

Guess so.

Enjoy the beer.

Thank you.

Hey, Claudia.

I told you you'd be cleaning his dirty underwear, didn't I?

♪ It's the same thing night on night ♪

♪ Who's wrong, baby, who's right? ♪

♪ Another fight and I slam the door ♪

♪ Another battle in that dirty little war ♪

♪ When I look at myself I don't see ♪

♪ The man I wanted to be ♪

♪ Somewhere along the line ♪

♪ I slipped off track ♪

♪ One step up and two steps back ♪

♪ There's a girl across the bar ♪

♪ I get the message she's sendin' ♪

♪ She ain't lookin' too married ♪

♪ Me, I am pretending ♪

♪ Last night I dreamed I held you in my arms ♪

♪ The music was never ending ♪

♪ We danced as the evening star ♪

♪ Faded to black ♪

You OK?

Yeah.

You sure?

Yeah, I said I'm fine.

What, you don't want to go to the bar

and watch the game?

No, forget it. It's fine.

Look, we don't have to go to the bar.

We can go to my mother's and get a nice meal.

Everybody's gonna be there tonight.

It'll be fun.

Couldn't we go into the city

and go to a nice restaurant instead?

Look, babe, I just finished telling you

I can barely afford to pay our bills,

and you want to go to the city to a restaurant?

Yeah. We haven't left this town

to do anything in over a year.

It might be nice to see some different faces,

some different streets. Besides,

every time we go over to your mother's house,

you end up sitting in the living room

with your brothers watching football

while your mother and your sisters

trap me in the kitchen

and ask me when we're gonna get married.

No, they don't.

Yes, they do. Every time.

And what do you say to 'em?

The same thing I always say to you.

Yeah, which is bullshit.

Please don't start with me today, Michael.

Don't start with what? Listen, Claudia,

I'm not gonna wait till I'm an old man

to get married. I'm ready for this.

Yeah, I know you're ready.

In fact, everyone we know knows how ready you are.

We've been together forever.

What do you want from me?

I don't know what I want,

and that's what I've been trying to tell you,

but you don't want to hear that.

Because it doesn't make any sense.

Look, we're not getting any younger here.

When do you think you're gonna want to do this?

I just don't want to rush into it, Michael.

What am I doing here? Am I just wasting time?

Because if I am, tell me

so I can get on with my life.

Why do you insist on hounding me about this?

I'm not hounding you. I'm just--

Yes you are, because we have

this same conversation every week.

No, I don't want to go to your mother's house to dinner,

and no, I'm not ready to get married yet, OK?

Why not?

Because I'm not ready to become

a goddamn housewife, that's why!

Who says you gotta be a housewife?

What else would I be?

Tell me what else I would be

if we got married right now.

What would I do with the rest of my life?

I don't know.

That is exactly my point.

Neither do I.

Oh, ladies, this is my lucky day.

Goldie, I'll see your 50 cents,

and I will raise you 2 bucks.

Oh, Mikey, Mikey.

All right, you sure you can afford this?

Don't you worry about me, Goldie.

Good because I can't. I'm out.

You in or out?

Look at Mikey over here playing the big spender.

Yeah, I'm in, tough nuts.

I see your $2.00,

and I raise you...

20.

Think you can handle that?

Come on. We don't play for those kind of stakes.

What are you doing?

We don't play for that kind of cash.

What? He's sitting over here grinning

like the big man with the big hand.

I just thought I'd give you a chance

to show us how big you are.

Don't be an asshole, Charlie, come on.

You can always fold, big man.

Goldie, loan me 20 bucks.

Mikey.

You're into me for 40 already.

Have I ever not paid you back?

Come on, loan me 20 bucks.

All right.

All right.

All right, Charlie, show me your hand.

I hate to do this to you

because I know times are tough and all,

but it's a full house.

Uhh.

You're still a fucking scumbag.

I don't know what to tell you, Michael.

All your life I've been beating your ass.

You thought that was gonna change

all of a sudden?

Charlie, don't be a dick.

He can't help himself.

You should have stayed in California.

Hey, I'm breaking your balls a little bit.

Don't turn into a Mary on us, OK?

Guys, can we chill out and play cards?

Take it easy.

Don't push me, Charlie, OK?

I'm not pushing you at all.

I'm playing cards. If you can't take it,

hit the bricks.

Fine, I'm out of here.

Come on, man, don't. I'll lend you some money.

Fuck him. You know what?

This ain't high school anymore, all right?

You're fucking nothing.

And another thing,

keep the fuck away from Claudia, all right?

It's late.

I'll see you tomorrow, Goldie.

You see this?

I fix the guy's car for free.

This is the thanks I get, right?

You're fucked up.

Why are you doing this?

What is that supposed to mean?

Why don't you tell me?

If I knew what the hell you were talking about,

maybe I could help you out, but I don't.

OK, Charlie.

Is something going on with you and Claudia?

No. Why?

People are talking, Charlie.

People are talking?

People are talking 'cause that's all

there is to do in this town.

Charlie, you can't do it to her.

You can't come back, and you can't start

screwing with her head all over again.

It just ain't right.

Hey, who says I'm screwing with her head?

Let's say the only reason I came home

is because I want to see her.

And I show up to find

one of my best friends is living with her.

What am I supposed to do,

pack my bags and take off?

That sounds fair to you?

So what are you gonna tell me?

You're still in love with her after all these years.

Maybe I am.

What happened?

She's all right. She's fine.

Thank God.

The doctor came by a little while ago

and said there's nothing wrong with her.

She just collapsed.

She's upstairs sleeping now, finally.

So what was it?

Dad called.

He is such a piece of shit.

You want to know why he called?

He's in love, and he's found himself.

Oh, yeah. And he wanted to tell Ma

that she can have the fucking house.

He's living down in Vegas now,

and, um...

he says he's not gonna call us anymore,

he doesn't want to hear from us, neither.

I told you he never gave a shit about us.

I hope he fucking dies tomorrow.

You know, when she was on the phone with him,

she just sat there, you know,

just listening to him, not saying nothing.

And then she hung up the phone

real calm, you know?

Told me what he said, and...

then she just went to bed, you know?

So then I woke up this morning

to go to Mass,

and she was still asleep, so I--

you know, I thought she was fine.

And then I come home,

and I find her sprawled out on the floor.

Oh, hi, baby.

How ya doing?

Ohh. I'm OK.

I mean, no big deal. I fell down.

You always were my beautiful baby.

Hey...

don't you cry about a thing, huh?

I t--I told you he's done this before, huh?

You'll see...

he'll be home soon.

You'll see.

OK?

Huh?

Yeah, OK.

You get out of here now.

Gonna take a nap.

Go on.

OK.

♪ I'm a believer, darling ♪

♪ I believe in heaven above ♪

♪ And when I look in your eyes ♪

♪ I believe I still see love ♪

♪ Maybe I will never know ♪

♪ Just why you walked away ♪

♪ Did you think I wasn't good enough? ♪

♪ Or were you just afraid ♪

♪ Of that cold rain? ♪

♪ It's falling all around us now ♪

♪ Listen ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Romeo ♪

♪ Remember how we'd listen to the radio? ♪

♪ I like the sound ♪

♪ Baby, baby, you know it's true ♪

♪ Ain't no one in this world for me but you ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

I was wondering when you'd find the time

to come by and say hello.

How ya doing, Charlie?

Same ol', same ol'.

What's up? You need some gas?

Yeah.

Fill me up. Regular.

Yeah, I'll fill you up.

So?

Um...

listen, I wanted to talk to you.

Do you think we could, um, you know,

go somewhere to talk?

Sure. Is everything, uh...

everything's all right?

Yeah, everything's fine.

Just wanna talk.

Can you get a few minutes?

Yeah, I can get a few minutes.

Give me a second, all right?

Hey, Bugsy, look, I'm outta here, OK?

Hey, Charlie, get over here first, will ya?

Hey, man, what's up?

Seems Jimbo's leaving here

at the end of the month.

It's leaving me high and dry.

I'm gonna need somebody full time at this point,

so if you give me 30 hours a week billed,

you're the man for the job.

I don't know, man.

Uh, you give me a little time to think about it?

Yeah. Just don't jerk me on it, will ya?

Let me know as soon as you can.

Yeah.

Thanks, man.

Look at you, huh?

The happy brown bagger.

Take it easy, Foot.

You think we screwed up?

Is this how we were supposed to end up?

Why would you say "end up"?

You're talking like your life's already over.

I feel it closing in.

It's always something.

I mean, look at my dad.

I think that's why he left.

Claudia, I mean, if you really feel that way,

why don't...

you know, why don't you

just come away with me when I go?

Come on, Charlie.

You know I can't do that.

No. You know what? I don't know.

I mean, why not? Why not come with me?

What's keeping you here?

Because you really hurt me last time,

and I don't want to go through that again.

Hey.

Hey.

Look, all right.

I promise you I'm not gonna hurt you again.

I kn...

I know how badly I screwed up last time.

I mean, why do you think

I was in such a hurry to get out of here?

But it's, you know...

it's different now.

How?

Because this time...

I mean, this time, I need you,

and I, uh...

I love you.

Promise me you're not messing with my head.

Yeah.

Yeah, I promise you.

Oh.

Here you go.

Oh, thank you, sweetheart.

That'll help.

Want me to fix you something really good to eat?

No. This'll do just fine for now.

OK.

What are you so chipper about, huh?

With your poor mother lying here half dead.

Ma, don't talk like that.

I don't even know what you're saying.

I'm not... chipper.

Oh, yeah?

What's that smile on your face all about?

I don't know.

Just stuff.

Just stuff.

Yeah, just stuff.

Why don't you come over here

and rub some of that stuff off on your mother, huh?

Oh, God.

I still miss him.

I know, Ma.

She still loves him, you know?

Yeah. Try to figure that one out.

So, did I tell you

that Charlie moved back home

a couple of weeks ago?

Yeah, you told me.

So, I think I'm gonna go out

with him tomorrow night.

Claudia...

one asshole walks out of our lives,

you're just gonna let another one

walk right back in.

I swear, you're as bad as Mom.

I don't know if I ever got over him, Kelly.

What about Michael?

Are you thinking about him through all this?

Look, I don't want you to think

I feel good about this.

I'm just not happy with Michael anymore.

I want a different life

than the one I'm living so much.

So you think Charlie's the answer?

I don't know.

But he might be.

No.

Look, I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life,

but I will give you the one decent piece of advice

Pop ever gave me.

He said, "No matter how hard you try,

you can't shine shit."

And that kid is shit.

No, Kelly, you're wrong.

It's different now. He changed.

And he's reminded me I want more out of life.

Oh, I find that so hard to believe, Claudia.

People don't change.

Look at Pop.

I think you're looking for something here that, uh...

that wasn't right for you 3 years ago.

So why do you gotta do this?

Because I don't wanna wake up 10 years from now

and ask, "what if?"

Fine.

Take it easy, Sonny.

You, too, doll.

Bruce Springsteen: ♪ Hey, little girl ♪

♪ Is your daddy home? ♪

♪ Did he go and leave you all alone? ♪

♪ Mm-hmm ♪

♪ I got a bad desire ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ I'm on fire ♪

♪ Tell me, now, baby, is he good to you? ♪

♪ Can he do to you the things I don't do? ♪

♪ Mm-hmm ♪

♪ I can take you higher ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ I'm on fire ♪

See ya on Monday.

Where you headed all prettied up?

Nowhere special.

Nowhere special, my ass.

♪ Sometimes it's like someone took a knife ♪

♪ Baby, edgy and dull ♪

♪ And cut a 6-inch valley ♪

♪ Through the middle of my soul ♪

♪ At night, I wake up with the sheets soaking wet ♪

♪ And a freight train runnin' ♪

♪ Through the middle of my head ♪

♪ And you ♪

♪ You cool my desire ♪

There you go.

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ I'm on fire ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ I'm on fire ♪

There you are, young lady.

Thanks.

All right, so you have to explain to me

your deal with Florida, all right?

Look, I got a guy I know from California

who's got a place down in Gainesville.

He said we could crash there for free

for a couple of weeks till we get set up, so...

What do we need with Florida?

It's just a bunch of old people

and early bird specials and stuff.

You gotta be kidding me.

No, it's beautiful down there,

and they got good beaches. I mean--

I don't need any more beaches.

I want to go someplace different like...

Seattle.

Seattle.

No shop. Look, it's miserable there.

I mean, it's cold, it's rainy.

If we're gonna do that, we may as well stay here,

you know?

No, if we're gonna do this,

I want someplace warm.

I mean, let's go out west.

We'll go to Vegas.

No.

How about... Texas?

You'd look good in a cowboy hat.

Oh, you think so, do you?

Yeah.

Texas, huh?

I like Texas. That works.

I mean, it's a big place. Anywhere in particular?

No. We'll figure it out when we get there.

All right, then.

Texas it is.

OK.

See?

I told you we were meant for one another, didn't I?

Yeah.

What's up? Something wrong?

Do you ever think

about what our lives would be like

if we'd had the baby?

Yeah.

Yeah. We'd be miserable.

'Cause we're just so happy now, huh?

I'm happy.

I'm real happy.

Like, Claudia, think about it.

If we had kids,

we'd be spending every day working hard

to feed them, clothe them,

put them through school,

only for them to tell us to go fuck ourselves

when they turn 16, you know?

No, thanks.

It's probably good you feel that way.

'Cause I'm gonna tell you something that...

I haven't told anybody.

I mean, not my mother, not Michael,

not even Kelly, OK?

Yeah.

Yeah, what's up?

After I had the abortion...

there were some complications,

and I had to, um...

go back in the hospital.

And now they say there's a chance

I might not be able to have children.

Look, I, um...

hey, I'm sorry, you know?

It's weird, you know?

I never really thought

about wanting kids until...

I heard maybe I couldn't.

Hey...

what do you say you give me that dance now, huh?

Come on.

Springsteen: ♪ They say if you ♪

♪ Die in your dreams ♪

♪ You really die in your bed ♪

♪ But, honey, last night, I dreamed my eyes rolled ♪

♪ Straight back in my head ♪

♪ And God's light came ♪

♪ Shinin' on through ♪

♪ I woke up in the darkness ♪

♪ Scared and breathing and ♪

♪ Born anew ♪

♪ It wasn't a cold river bottom ♪

♪ I felt rushin' over me ♪

♪ It wasn't the bitterness of a dream ♪

♪ That didn't come true ♪

♪ It wasn't the wind in the great fields ♪

♪ I felt rushin' through my arms ♪

♪ No, no, babe ♪

♪ Baby, it was you ♪

♪ So hold me close ♪

♪ Honey, say you're forever mine ♪

♪ And tell me you'll be my ♪

♪ Lonely valentine ♪

♪ Lonely valentine ♪

♪ Na-na-na-na-na ♪

♪ Na-na-na-na-na ♪

♪ Na-na-na-na ♪

♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪

Goldie, you seen Claudia tonight?

Hey, Mikey. What's up?

No, I ain't seen her.

Help yourself.

You think she's at your house with Missy?

No... I don't think so.

Is everything all right?

No, everything's not all right, all right?

It's 1:00 in the morning,

and I haven't heard

from my old lady all day.

Something's up, man. I know it.

What are you talking about, huh?

What is wrong with you?

She's probably out with her sister

or Teresa.

Maybe you just missed her at home.

Why don't you go try her?

You probably just missed her. Go ahead.

Come on.

Can I get another shot here?

This is bullshit.

♪ Sometimes I feel ♪

♪ Sometimes I feel ♪

Hi. We're not home. Leave a message at the beep.

Claudia, if you're there, pick up. It's me.

Claudia, it's me. Pick up.

♪ Good lord, I feel like I'm dyin'... ♪

She's not there.

Do you know something?

Michael, what would I know?

What would you know?

Is she out with Charlie?

Is that what's going on here?

Mike, I--

I don't know nothing.

Do you know something or not?!

Mike...

what do you want me to say to you?

Now you're gonna fuck me

behind my back, too, huh?

Come on, Mikey.

Here.

Thanks for the drink.

Have a nice fuckin' life.

Michael.

Hey, Ter. Sorry. Is Claudia here?

No.

You know where she is?

No. I mean...

maybe she's with Kelly.

I called Kelly's. There's no answer.

I tried the bar.

I can't find her anywhere, you know?

Well, um...

if she's not there, and she's not here...

Do you, um...

do you want to come up?

I mean, we could just talk.

No.

Listen, if you see Claudia,

just tell her

I'm waiting back home, all right?

Really? Fine.

Michael.

I'm sorry.

So am I.

♪ Baby, take a walk in Toyland ♪

♪ And be my hero, play the part ♪

♪ I'm falling down hard from salvation ♪

♪ Come protect this china heart ♪

♪ Though my party ♪

♪ Dress is torn, I'm still ♪

♪ Walkin', talkin' ♪

♪ I am cold ♪

♪ I've got no one ♪

♪ In my heart ♪

♪ I am just a rumble doll ♪

♪ I know some girls are just born lucky ♪

♪ They are lucky, that's for sure ♪

♪ In my soul I never felt that clean ♪

♪ Though I, though I know my heart is pure ♪

♪ Sometimes I feel like I ♪

♪ Know too much, and ♪

♪ Sometimes I feel like ♪

♪ I don't know nothin' at all ♪

♪ I can still be ♪

♪ Soft to the touch ♪

♪ I am just a rumble ♪

♪ I am just a rumble ♪

♪ I am just a rumble doll ♪

Why are you doing this to me?

What?

Want to tell me where you were all night?

I was at work, and then I went out.

You didn't think to maybe call me?

I'm sorry.

I just went out, and I lost track of time.

Please don't give me a hard time about it, OK?

Give you a hard time, huh?

You come walking through the door

at 5:00 in the morning,

and I'm not supposed to give you a hard time.

I'm sitting here alone, staring at these 4 walls,

and I don't know if you're alive or if you're dead,

and I'm not supposed to give you a hard time?

Do me a favor, Claudia.

Sit down.

Sit down.

Now, why don't you tell me where you were tonight?

I was at work, and then I went out.

I called work.

They told me you left early.

Why'd you leave work early?

Because it was quiet, and I had plans.

I called your mother's house.

I called there 3 times, and there was no answer.

Why would you call my mother's house?

I don't know.

Maybe because I was worried about you.

I'm s--

You don't give a fuck about me, do you?

Michael...

I can't deal with this, Claudia.

Why can't you just be honest with me?

Just answer me.

You give a damn about us anymore?

What? I can't hear you?

Where were you tonight?

I don't know.

You don't know.

You don't know where you were,

or you don't know who you were with,

or you don't know if you give a damn about us anymore?

Listen, Claudia,

I'm not gonna let you make a jerk-off out of me.

There's plenty of other women out there

who would show me a little bit of respect.

You were with Charlie, weren't you?

Weren't you?!

Yeah.

Michael, let me explain.

The last thing I wanted to do was hurt you.

I don't deserve this.

I'm so sorry.

You know what I want you to do?

I want you to leave my house.

I want you to pack a bag, and I want you to leave.

I don't ever wanna fuckin' see your face again.

Michael, come on.

Get out.

Just get the fuck out of here.

Everything all right?

Yeah, everything's fine.

Any news from your father?

No.

Good...

'cause you know the next time he calls,

he's gonna want the house back,

and we're gonna be-- pssh! Out on the street.

Ah.

Oh, God. Will you smell that sea air?

Jesus, Mary, and Joseph,

I've been holed up so long in this damn house

that I forgot what the ocean smelled like.

Ahh!

You're feeling better, huh?

Yup.

Guess I am.

What's going on with you?

Hmm?

I'm...

I guess it's not gonna work out

with me and Michael after all.

Yeah, I sort of suspected that.

Ever since you were a little girl,

you were always much more like your father

than you were like me.

Don't take that the wrong way.

I fell in love with him

because he was so different than...

God! Everybody around here.

I guess I knew what I was getting into

when I married him.

But you always think

you're gonna change somebody.

Nah.

You can't do it.

So it's OK, you know.

It's OK to take care of yourself.

Hmm?

Yeah.

♪ This is home ♪

♪ I found you standin' there ♪

♪ When I was 17 ♪

♪ Now I'm 32 ♪

♪ And I can't remember what I've seen ♪

♪ And you ♪

♪ I made a promise ♪

♪ Sought it every day ♪

♪ Now I'm reading romance novels ♪

♪ And dreaming of yesterday ♪

♪ This is ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ And this is ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ And this is ♪

♪ Ho-o-o-ome ♪

♪ This is home ♪

Hey, darlin'.

Well, look who it is.

Hi.

How you been?

So, look, I, um,

I've been doing some thinking about the trip,

and I think if we're gonna do this,

I figure we may as well leave next week.

What do you think?

I've been, um...

I just don't think it's gonna work.

You don't think it's gonna work.

That's great.

So what are you gonna do,

you gonna marry Michael after all?

No.

It's got nothing to do with him.

Well, then what is it?

I mean, did I...

did I do something wrong?

No.

No, you didn't do anything wrong.

I just...

I gotta figure some things out,

and I think it's best

if I just figure them out on my own.

If anyone's gonna understand that,

it's gonna be you, right?

Yeah.

Yeah, I guess.

So, what, I guess this is, uh,

this is your idea of payback, huh?

No.

It's nothing like that.

I'm just taking care of myself.

All right.

So I guess I'll see you around, right?

Yeah.

See you around.

Hey, um, Claudia...

I hope you find what you're looking for.

♪ Here you come ♪

♪ With that broken-down smile on your face ♪

♪ You got all the right pieces ♪

♪ But they're put together in the wrong place ♪

♪ It's a thin but charming disguise ♪

♪ To parade a man behind bars ♪

♪ I wanna be cruel ♪

♪ I don't wanna be kind to you ♪

♪ Tell me, darlin' ♪

♪ What did you think I would do? ♪

♪ Road is splintered and the path is rough ♪

♪ I cannot enter without losing blood ♪

♪ I figured out anyway ♪

♪ Anyhow ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ Everything you say and do just kills me ♪

♪ You're too young to save me ♪

♪ But you're old enough to thrill me ♪

♪ In another place and another time ♪

♪ Maybe I'll be yours, and you'll be mine ♪

♪ That doesn't matter to us anyway ♪

♪ Anyhow ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ Love is strange, darlin', and that ain't all ♪

♪ One day you walk on water ♪

♪ One day you crawl ♪

♪ One day you think you're standing dry in the rain ♪

♪ Next day you're going down in a world of chains ♪

♪ I figured out anyway ♪

♪ Anyhow ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ I'm a big girl now ♪

♪ Same old town ♪

♪ Loose sense surround me ♪

♪ Always drags you down ♪

♪ Don't let it get you down ♪

♪ Same 4 walls ♪

♪ Don't mean anything ♪

♪ To anyone ♪

♪ 'Cause all you care about ♪

♪ Was to see yourself break out ♪

♪ I've seen you this way before ♪

♪ Life's strained but true ♪

♪ Well, what are we waiting for? ♪

♪ Long time, nothing new ♪

♪ Long time, nothing new ♪

♪ I'm here ♪